Annie in the foster system
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"Oh dear. Why don't I find you a little book bag, to keep them safe and cozy? I'm sure I have one around here somewhere..." 

She does. It looks handmade; it has a velvet-lined interior with sleeves to hold half a dozen paperback-sized books, and an exterior embroidered with seed beads in the pattern of an ocean wave. The shoulder strap is way too long for Annie, but has a buckle to adjust it; shortened as far as it goes, the bookpouch still hangs down against her thigh. 

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Annie can't appreciate its handmade beauty, though she can pet the beads and the velvet while she's bagging the books.

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It's so soft and pettable inside! It will keep her books so cozy, once she selects them. (Miss Enderbridge does not seem to be in any hurry whatsoever or inclined to rush Annie in picking out books. It's important to get it right!) 

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She wants Pride and Prejudice, and A Christmas Carol, and the Kafka she isn't finished with yet, and Beowulf, and Around the World in Eighty Days.

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Excellent picks! 

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Is Pride and Prejudice really appropriate for a three-year-old it was actually a good observation Miss Enderbridge made, one that Evelyn somehow hadn't brought to the forefront despite noticing that Annie was precocious in all sorts of ways. She's still hard to figure out, but - it's not wrong, that in some ways, that Annie feels a bit like an adult - a very confused and inexperienced adult with a limited and not entirely positive set of life experience, of course - and Evelyn doesn't actually expect her to be traumatized by Pride and Prejudice. It's not exactly an offensive book. 

Evelyn does not object to the book selection, and waits patiently while Miss Enderbridge pats the books and tenderly puts them away in their sleeves in the book bag. She's pretty sure Miss Enderbridge is putting on somewhat of an act to amuse Annie, but maybe not that much, she really is attached to her book collection. 

 

And then they can head out! It's nearly time to get started on lunch. 

"So?" she asks Annie as they walk down the street, Annie's hand in hers. "Think you'd enjoy spending some time there sometimes?" 

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"Yeah, I really like her!"

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"I hoped you would. And she likes you, I can tell. She doesn't really get enough company, I think, and definitely not enough from people who like books as much as she does." It's pretty hard to like books as much as Miss Enderbridge but Annie might just manage it, if only for lack of other things to do with her life at age three. "What do you think about tuna pasta salad for lunch? It's a cold dish." 

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"That sounds good. Though I am not very hungry after the cookies."

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"Yeah, me neither. It can be a late lunch once we get hungry again, but we do need to have something with more balanced nutrition. Maybe we can bring Miss Enderbridge a casserole next time we visit. I think she might not be eating enough when she's living alone." 

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"Oh no, does she have a hard time cooking?"

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"Maybe, though she seems to get around all right in the kitchen. I think she might have trouble with groceries, since she can't drive anymore - this isn't a good neighborhood to live in without a car, it's a bit of a walk to the nearest store. And it's not always very fun to cook just for one person, when you live alone. Maybe she ends up being in the middle of a good book and forgets it's dinnertime, with no one to remind her." 

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"Then we should make her casseroles. And maybe ask her for her grocery list."

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"I think that would be a lovely thing to do for her. People do try to help her out, but - well, it's easy to lose track, when she never asks you for anything. I think she was probably raised to think that it's rude to call your neighbor and ask them to pick up some groceries for you." 

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"Wow. I'm glad I don't think that's rude. It would not work out well for me."

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Evelyn smiles at her. "I think it works out badly for most people, really, not just you. Especially kids. You're not the only kid who needs things that aren't what other kids need, or what adults think they should need, and we can't read your mind." 

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"Yes, but also, I am not expecting to spontaneously recover from all of my various ailments when I turn eighteen."

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"No, I doubt it - though it's not impossible you might grow out of some things. I do hope it'll be - easier, once you have your own space and don't have to ask a grownup you don't even know very well yet for all the things you need. I know you don't like feeling inconvenient, even though I really don't mind." 

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"What things do you think I'll grow out of?"

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"I don't know specifically, but some of the things might get less intense? Kids tend to be more sensitive to a lot of things - how food tastes, whether clothes are itchy, being hot or cold. Maybe when you're older, the same things will still bother you but a bit less, and you'll be able to figure out all the best ways to get around it so it's not too much inconvenience for you." 

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"That does not seem very likely to me but I suppose it might not seem likely even in a case where it was."

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"Yeah. I think it can be hard to imagine things being different when you've only ever known them one way. And I don't know that it's the kind of thing you would grow out of, I've never met another kid with the same things." 

And they're home! It's been a while since the iced tea, does Annie want some ice water (more ice than water, to encourage her to drink it over longer) while Evelyn puts salad together for lunch later? 

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Ice water basically always goes over well with Annie. Ice water and Kafka.

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Evelyn is absolutely going to tease Jeremy about how a three-year-old can read Kafka so how can English class have possibly been that awful.

She makes a tuna pasta salad with cucumber rounds and capers and cherry tomato halves, and puts it in the fridge to chill until they're actually hungry, and then...realizes that she's kind of tired of reading, and definitely reading the kind of material where it's not inappropriate and also agonizingly embarrassing for Annie to see the obviously-a-bodice-ripper-romance cover art. 

She checks on Annie. "I'm going to go, er, watch something on the computer with headphones." A cheesy soap opera. This is apparently what she needs right now to unwind. "You definitely shouldn't hear music if there is any, if you're in the lounge, but if you do I'm sure I'll hear that and I'll stop right away. Otherwise I'll be done in about an hour and we can eat, okay?" 

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