When she was seven, she wandered out into faerie for the first time, and brought home the pet fox her parents always told her she couldn’t get.
She was so pretty and warm, and she always was willing to curl up against her lap and listen to her talk about all sorts of things. There was something so soft about her that made it easy to run free, to quiet the little racing of her heart, to find again the fields of faerie to run and spin and play along with her, if only in little moments away from the world.
She learned to talk, soon enough, to scout out the world for her and learned to soothe other people, too.
She visited a factory on a field trip, once, and she was utterly starstruck, at least at first.
There’s something so cool about seeing all of the machines in the line, the way that everything just sort of… rushes along, and all the little steps making everything line up back into place.
It felt… weird, though, seeing everything be so even. There were a bunch of people along the line, and they were doing stuff, but it went by so fast and it looked so… simple for them? It didn’t really feel like they were exactly… making something, just that they were there and kinda watching and sticking their hands in and not even really thinking.
That day, she resolved that she would do more than that, that she’d make things like a real girl.
Gosh, doing everything by hand is haaard. Picking up drawing was wonderful, but it gave her so many headaches at all the little details and how much you need to watch everything go.
And besides, just… living in the city and seeing all the big buildings and looking into all the meetings and people and machines that go in… There’s a certain dignity to sort of… sculpting something bigger than yourself, putting it into place and fitting it into people’s lives.
In time, a silvery soul slipped into her mind and her work to help her along.
University was… hard, in its own way, but it was rewarding to be… set free. Her parents weren’t exactly… unkind, but it never felt like they… clicked, and this did, even if she never developed that much of a social life, here. So she just sort of… drifted through it, tinkering with cncs and printers to make little models, helping out around the maker spaces and taking her time to just… exist, sipping her tea and letting the world go by, hoping that someday, she’d be able to get out there and build something… big, and real, that people would care about and dream of.