"I did say that we considered just leaving once you had dispelled my compulsions and I panic-Gated us out!" Altarrin puts his head down in his hands. "I think he...does not really believe me, he looks up to me and he has the trait where he assumes the best of anyone he admires and he considers 'loyalty to the Empire' an admirable trait and so how could I possibly not be loyal... I did not say it made any sense, just, that is my best guess at the underlying emotional process here."
Another long sigh. "I am not sure if Wisdom would help but I am very sure he would find it unpleasant. I think - ultimately he is unhappy as Emperor, and I find it hard to blame him, it is stressful job even for someone who wants power, which he never, ever has. And of course that is much of why I pushed his candidacy at all, because men who want power are often the ones who will not wield it for Good. He...blames me, a little, I think, and probably on some levels feels that if he has to stay then I should have to stay with him, and - I am not even sure that is entirely unfair of him."
Altarrin stares into the distance. "Honestly, I wish I could get him out as well. I am tired of - collecting everyone I think most highly of and feeding them to the machinery of the Empire, if I were making the decision again today I am not sure I would judge it worth it. But I am not going to convince him unless I have a replacement candidate who would do just as well as him or better – which I do not – and perhaps not even then, he takes his loyalties and his oaths very seriously."