"N-" He stops. "... Not while I was there, but now that I think of it, it's so - obvious. When I was there it was like she was just a great friend and the nicest of all of us and good at making friends and - and now I see that wasn't it."
"I wasn't sure who it was until she tried to cast a spell on me, although I could rule out the plant mage and the builder seemed plausible too. But I didn't have long to observe."
Adarin nods. "It was - subtle, it wasn't - like she demanded our attention all of the time, but I... Remember multiple times if I was busy doing something for long periods of time I would conveniently feel guilty for mistreating my friends, her in particular, and I would stop."
"Yes," he murmurs, quietly. "And I never - thought about how horrifying that was. It seemed fine when I was - in there."
"I mean - how long is too long, could you get even an hour to yourself or do you mean you'd get fifteen minutes?"
"Fuck," he whimpers. "I - um, give me a - there's a bit of residual horror washing over me, I kind of want to throw up now."
"I can stop the horse if you want. I understand completely, I lost my rations when I first saw her cast."
Silence.
"There were - orgies. I was not a participant. That was about the only time that I could get - time alone. When she was busy."
Adarin is not feeling talkative, but he will keep hugging. It's a very snuggly, gentle hug.
Kayam's the one to call for a halt at around sunset. "I want light to set up the tent and also I want to stop riding, I did a big fold and a little fold and that is several folds and I'm tired."
"Sure." So they stop, and Shara gently pats Adarin's arm again to get him to let go of her and dismount.