"Yeah. So I dislike him for that, too. The argument of - being upset with you for destroying the dynamic because we were happy is -" He winces. "Flawed. Very, very flawed."
"I can see it, too. I even feel for him in mourning, he obviously loved her. But. Flawed."
"My sister's - angry about it, but I just can't help but feel the entire situation is a tragedy."
"My head's too - confusing and contradictory to let me be properly angry. I'm angry that my life got marginalized for three years, I'm angry that I don't love my father anymore, but - other than that..." He shrugs. "I think I just pity her, because she was so desperate to - be loved."
"Besides, my sister's got enough anger in her for the both of us, I do noooot need to add to it," he snorts.
"Well now I sound really arrogant," snort Adarin. "Uh - generally? I like helping people."
"Find a job in Casasha as a bodyguard for someone who wasn't a terrible human being, figure out what was wrong with things nearby and then see if they were fixable. It was kind of a - vague plan, I was in mourning."
"No, that's fair, why would you have a really detailed plan about what to do in a country you've never visited - I think you're going to like Casasha."
"For one thing, it's nice to be a raveler there. I think in Antaurb it's customary to pay for most forms of work by the hour, is that right? Which is kind of - the opposite of the point of raveling. Perhaps I'm oversimplifying, but at any rate that's not a firm and general standard in Casasha, you can find work getting paid for results or a salary by the month with bonuses for particular flurries of activity if that works better for you. For another, the crown means that the pennon families tend to try to raise children who would be able to come up with some reason besides 'the crown wants me to' to rescue helpless people - the crown is not impressed if you're acting by rote, is a noticeable pattern - and so I like to think we have a better class of nobility than some of our neighbors."
"Ooo. Yeah, that does sound nicer. I suddenly like this crown system a lot more, I was vaguely approving of it and now I am completely approving."