A few minutes later, he strides out into the hotel, wearing an outfit not significantly dissimilar to the one from yesterday but with somewhat tighter pants, and his shirt entirely unbuttoned. He wanders the intuitively numbered halls until he reaches his own room.
He sits in one of the numerous armchairs and... well. He broods.
He feels... unsatisfied. Which is weird, because he has, over the past twenty-four-hours, been fucked, exquisitely and considerately and to within an inch of his life, and... wasn't that the point? Wasn't he here to lose his virginity? He might as well head home, then! Task accomplished, thank you OTC for the extra two weeks but it turns out he doesn't need them.
It's not that he was missing a connection. He does feel connected to Ari - he's a lovely person. He likes Ari. (He likes practically everyone.) It's not that he didn't like it. He loved it. It was intense and wonderful and completely unlike anything he's ever experienced. It's not -
He feels... like he was craving something. Like his body and soul were hungry for something specific. And instead he got something else. Something that was good! But - it only made him want what he was missing more.
If only he knew what he was missing.
...fuck it. There's a bar on this level. He's going to go get drunk.