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"Yes, I believe we did."

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Oh dear he's looking at her like that again, that makes having a sensible conversation so much more difficult.

"I um," she begins, and then she needs to start over because words are hard, okay, "So - I'm - pretty sure we need to figure out some way to head off other - potential - accidents, I'm just, not quite sure which potential solutions work for you?"

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"I... am finding it surprisingly difficult to think clearly about. But. I think the thing to do is... be more deliberate. Do things on purpose instead of waiting until we get carried away."

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"Agreed." Shy smile. "That then makes the question 'what things do we want to deliberately do on purpose?'"

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"Well. Do you have any suggestions?"

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"That's not fair," she declares, "I purposefully worded the question so you'd have to answer first, you can't turn it back around on me like that."

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"I have my reasons," he says, half-smiling. "I think drawing up schedules in advance plays much more to your strengths than mine. I'd rather let you say what you want and then slow down from there if I think it's necessary than the other way around, because you're the one whose comfort and safety are most directly at stake here. And—"

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"—I do very much want to hear you suggest things."

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And there he goes, looking at her like that again. She squirms, a little.

His reasons are sound, though, even if he's also clearly getting something else out of this.

"Right. Okay." There are a number of chairs, she decides that she'd like to have this conversation sitting down, and accordingly goes to sit on a comfy looking couch, gently pulling him after her by the hand. "Fair enough, I suppose. I - I'm probably going to really suck at talking about any of this, though, since my experience here is, um. None. It is none. Yay me."

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Sitting on the comfy couch seems like a fine plan. He sits next to her and holds her hand.

"That's all right," he says. "We have plenty of time."

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She nods. "We do," she agrees. Deep breath. C'mon, it's just a conversation, you can do this.

".... Okay so, I suppose the first question that comes to mind is - um - I assume you can just magic away the chance of pregnancy, that's an important question to know the answer to up front."

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"Yes. I won't have children until I deliberately decide to."

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"Good." She sucks in a breath and inspects their entwined hands. "Then in that case I believe I'd like you to fuck me. ... Gently, please." Aaaaaand there's the blush again.

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"I was right about how much I'd like hearing that," he murmurs, squeezing her hand. "And I think I can do that without letting things get out of hand, if I'm careful. I trust myself to be careful enough. Do you want me to take you to your room right now? Or would you rather wait, or go somewhere else?"

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"Um." Nervous giggle. "Give me a bit, I'm. Um. You're fine with, slowly introducing me to everything, right...?"

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"Yes, of course," he says, squeezing her hand again.

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"Okay, good." ... She scoots closer to cuddle. "I'll be up for going to my room in a bit, I just kind of want to take a little while to cuddle and stop being so. Nervous and jittery."

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He nods, and hugs her, and kisses her forehead. "Take your time."

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"I - definitely also have thoughts on everything else but I think for now I want to not deal with the everything else and just. Make it very simple?"

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"That's very reasonable of you."

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"I do that," she says, lightly. "Or so I've heard."

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"It's a very endearing quality." He kisses her forehead again.

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Giggle. Nuzzle.

"Thank you. For the compliment and for being so - you're so understanding and patient." Pause. "... Sort of patient. Patient where it counts."

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He chuckles.

"I want you to be safe and happy," he says. "It's important to me that you be safe and happy."

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"You're sweet," she declares, smiling.

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