SNAP.
Moondance is already aware that she, too, might be gone. He's a Healing-Adept, and he felt the weight of deaths around him. Thought not the how, or who or where - the gulf where Starwind used to be is too vast for that.
Moondance, Healing-Adept of k'Treva and formerly lifebonded to Starwind, Speaker for the Vale, gathers his people. What's left of them.
They do a headcount. They're missing almost exactly half.
(Everything hurts. It doesn't matter, not yet, and he's not intending to have to bear it for long.)
:Who would take responsibility for k'Treva: he asks the huddled group, because for SOME REASON he seems to be the only one capable of thinking that far ahead, despite the yawning sucking screaming void where his lifebonded used to be.
:Fine:
Moondance looks around. Then closes his eyes and his Thoughtsensing, and points at random.
When he opens his eyes–
:Riverstorm. You are the leader now:
His mindvoice brooks no argument, and there isn't one.
After a long silence,
:Brightstar, Featherfire. Are you going now:
Brightstar knows what Moondance is going to do. He's been trying not to think about it.
It hurts too much to say goodbye.
:- I have not been there before - can you, Gate...?:
Brightstar lingers a moment longer on the threshold.
:We will find out who did this: he promises, his mindvoice like brittle glass. :And we will make them pay:
He steps across the Gate into Haven.
Moondance unweaves the Gate, and walks away from the central courtyard without a word, and as soon as he reaches a quiet-ish courtyard he sits down -
- looks at the stars -
He remembers a conversation, a year-and-some ago, in Haven. Speaking to his Wingbrother, of a man who named himself Leareth - a word that means only darkness now, but once, in the language of his ancestors, it also meant the night sky.
Full of stars.
I don’t know if we should be fighting him, Vanyel says.
It would be simpler if we knew him to be a monster, Moondance remembers answering. And yet, though we live in a world of greys, not all paths are equal, and sometimes a choice can be clear. I am quite certain that your Leareth must be stopped.
And then, later:
It is the greatest hubris, to think that one knows better than the gods.
And Vanyel's answer, piercing, unforgettable. Is it? Because I’ve never exactly felt the gods were on my side.
The stars blur and fragment.
Moondance closes his eyes against the pointless tears, and uses Healing to stop his own heart.
South, a woman wakes in panic and throws herself out of her bed and sprints down the hall to the nursery.
And then crumples to the floor in front of an empty crib, sobbing.
:You felt it too:
The mindvoice is almost unrecognizable - barely holding together in words, ragged and mostly formed of pain and an awful negative space where something used to be.
That's understandable. Sola knows, though. What the sudden lack of a foundation under her has to mean.
She doesn't understand.
After a long time, :Karis. Karis. Focus. We need to send a message to Haven: