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Yeah, those.

She start pulling herself back together again almost immediately, and pulls away before she's quite done sobbing.

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Okay. He lets go.

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"Sorry," she says, when she's nearly calmed back down.

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"...I don't know what you're sorry for but okay."

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"For," she gestures vaguely at herself.

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"Oh. It's okay."

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...well.

 

 

"Was Cape, before. Thinker. Hearing. Was..." she gestures at where his soul is shining through his shirt. "Helped. Gone."

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"...gone - when you came here?"

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"I'm sorry to hear that," he says.

"...I can explain what being a soulbearer is like and how to become one, if you want."

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He has her attention.

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"Well - scariest part first - if somebody touches your soul, it hurts more than anything else in the world," he says. "It's never happened to me but it happens sometimes and it's really bad."

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Well that's alarming.

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"Yeah," he says.

"Apart from that - everyone's soul says things about who they are as a person, but mine does it the loudest of anyone I've ever met, on most people it's subtler. They're always true things, though. And everyone's soul has powers that suit who they are, and your soul gets more powerful when you - exalt it - it's sort of hard to explain what exaltation is exactly, but you can think of it as... when you act more like the kind of person you aspire to be, when you do things that are what your best self would do - that exalts your soul. And the opposite thing is called debasing your soul, when you... betray yourself, when you act like the kind of person you definitely don't want to be."

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Nod. "Very dangerous."

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...well, that reaction says some things.

"Yeah."

What else...

"The way you manifest your soul is by - finding somewhere you can sit and think without distractions, and thinking about what kind of person you are and what your soul is going to look like and where it's going to come from, and if you get anything wrong about yourself or your soul you have to start over, but if you keep imagining it right you can find your soul and pull it into the world. You can't manifest your soul unless it's something you genuinely want to be doing, but once you've done it you can't put it back, you're a soulbearer for good. —Oh, and if you're younger than twenty, sometimes trying to manifest your soul hurts and doesn't work and you have to wait a long while before you try again or it'll just hurt more and keep not working. But I'm seventeen and I did it a few months ago and I was fine."

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Nod. "Fifteen."

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"So if you tried it now you might be fine and you might get hurt."

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"Not... goona. Dangerous."

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"Yeah. It is," he says. "But - it was dangerous for me too. Sometimes it's worth doing something dangerous. I think it's better to know how."

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"It... if...." She sighs and starts over. "Before. Where I was. If.. that," she gestures,"would have been... they would have... very bad. Worse." She's trembling, just a bit; it's not clear whether she's noticed.

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He nods.

"Yeah."

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"Yeah."

 

"Capes, just happen. No... no special danger. Hide, careful, safe enough - no choice anyway. I was seven."

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"I don't think it's possible to be a soulbearer at seven, I think the youngest I've ever heard of was twelve..."

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Nod.

"Not... normal, capes, either. Adult or teenager, most times."

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