Abras winces at Moondance's sound of pain and adjusts his hold, bracing his legs so he can take all the weight and let Moondance relax as far as possible. He spends the ride back thinking about the fight, wondering what he could have done to prevent this. Savil was right that shielding him while he was moving would have been complicated, but if he was better at doing a bunch of things at once he could have joined in on the offensive, and maybe with one more person they could have taken the queen out before anyone got hurt. He needs to practice more. And to learn more magical and regular Healing; if it had just been the two of them out here Moondance would still be bleeding.
"Hang in there; we're halfway back."
After all, he thinks, this is what his life is going to be, now. A series of decisions that can never be undone, where every mistake can leave someone like Moondance injured--or someone like Tylendel irretrievably DEAD. They got lucky this time; he won't get lucky every time. He's already lost too much.
"We're almost home," he says softly as the scenery starts looking familiar.