After his untimely death, waking up back in Axis is disorienting.  Concepts previously censored from his very memory come streaming back in.

Also, his plan of "dying heroically" to guarantee he didn't get sent to a lower plane but still escape his obligations has some deeply obvious holes now that he actually has longer than half a round to think about it.  If it was deemed "breaking his promises" he could have lost his Law.  If it was deemed "suicidal" it could have counted towards Evil.  He can't remember the court precedent on how previous life actions vs. after life actions vs. latest life actions count for long deceased people that have been resurrected.  But even if he had time to think before his little "heroic" suicide charge and had read enough trial transcripts to know the relevant case law... in hindsight it seems the censorship of his memory would have likely blurred out key details.

After his untimely death, waking up back in Axis is disorienting.  Concepts previously censored from his very memory (in order to comply with intervention budget rules cheaply) come streaming back in.

Also, his plan of "dying heroically" to guarantee he didn't get sent to a lower plane but still escape his obligations has some deeply obvious holes now that he actually has longer than half a round to think about it.  If it was deemed "breaking his promises" he could have lost his Law.  If it was deemed "suicidal" it could have counted towards Evil.  He can't remember the court precedent on how previous life actions vs. after life actions vs. latest life actions count for long deceased people that have been resurrected.  But even if he had time to think before his little "heroic" suicide charge and had read enough trial transcripts to know the relevant case law... in hindsight it seems the censorship of his memory would have likely blurred out key details.

It's frustrating how thorough the censorship was.  You would think given what wizardry and magic items ought to be capable of, stuff like "ubiquitous instant communications" wouldn't even need to be secret, but somehow the long term societal effects and the low-magic usage make it a topic deserving of thorough intervention budget restrictions and thus censorship.