Lev sits in a corner of the library.
Okay, so, Leareth.
..............having a very attractive man vow to save him from Hell within half an hour of meeting him is extremely extremely attractive. Leareth was reading his mind so presumably he saw-- which aaaaaaaaaaaaa-- but fortunately he doesn't seem at all inclined to comment so maybe they will just both pretend that Lev is not same-sex-attracted and everything will be fine.
Except Leareth will keep making faces. And Lev can do some of the things he's trained himself to do-- keep his eyes on the floor and shut down his thoughts-- but the problem is not really Leareth's face, it's the whole thing where Leareth is the sort of person who vows to save strangers from Hell, and if Lev is going to keep interacting with Leareth he is going to keep having a crush on Leareth and his emotional purity is going to go out the window.
...This is possibly not the most important problem here.
Lev has been acting mostly on impulse so far. Mostly he's been trying to preserve his options. Once Leareth has been introduced to the Eyes, it will completely eliminate all chance of keeping him secret, so it makes sense to hide Leareth until he's sure of what he wants to do about it. Unfortunately, now is the time to think about what he wants to do about it.
Leareth wants to start a single-handed war against God.
On one hand, this is pretty much the most obvious sin you could imagine. It's the sort of sin you'd have the villain commit in a particularly unsubtle children's science fiction novel. It's the literal version of the thing that sin is, at its base. Sin is choosing to have something else be more important than God. Sin is deciding you know better than God does. Sin is rebellion. Sin is Lucifer saying to God: I will not serve.
If Lev were a good Christian, he would be calling the Eyes now and get Leareth arrested.
On the other hand, Lev is... not a good Christian.
He knows what happens to people who are caught by the Eyes. He can... avoid thinking about it most of the time. His job is interesting, it pays well, and he has an opportunity to understand how people work that people outside the Eyes would never get to experience. When he's in the flow and thinking about how to break people he can almost manage to think about them as hypotheticals, thought experiments. Almost a game. Understand a person as well as you can, so you know exactly what will make them break.
(The sacrifices of God are a broken spirit: a broken and a contrite heart, O God, thou wilt not despise.)
He... does not want to see Leareth begging for mercy. He does not want to watch Leareth crawl. The man is, it is obvious from a short acquaintance, brave and noble and proud; to make the man weep for forgiveness would be like defacing a sculpture, or destroying a mountain.
Lev is going to go to Hell. He is intellectually proud. He simply cannot be sure of what he hopes for or certain of what he does not see. He knows God exists, but he cannot have faith in anything. It is not that he has doubts. It is that he is doubt formed into a roughly human shape, and he cares more about his mind than about God.
God is going to win. You don't win a war against an all-powerful, all-knowing being. God's perfect justice will be served, and Lev will be tortured for all eternity. But that will happen no matter what he does. So... he might as well do what he likes. He is not presently particularly invested in fighting a doomed war against Heaven, but he wants to be friends with the sort of person who would. (However perverted the desire becomes, at its core it is a desire to be friends.) And he wants to understand Leareth's magic, and Leareth's world. And... it is a treacherous sort of hope... but while you do not win a war against an omnipotent being, in one option he is definitely going to Hell no matter what, and in the other option he only has to be fundamentally wrong about everything he believes in order to not go to Hell. Which is not that big of a speculation. After all, a few hours ago he didn't think magic existed. Lev expects he is fundamentally wrong about things quite a lot.
"Sorry, Jesus," Lev says quietly. "If You wanted a different outcome, You shouldn't have made me."