Her choice was, essentially, donate her semi-geniusness to weapons development or flee to the Darwinists and live near all those disgusting creatures. And be treated with suspicion and distrust either way. She could have just died, she supposes, or tried to live in the mountains like a hermit somewhere. Maybe that would have been less stressful.
But that's not relevant to the fact that she was too close when something went terribly terribly wrong with the mass displacement engine, and it exploded. Being caught in an explosion typically means death. In this case, it means having no idea where the hell you are.
At least she's wearing a hazmat armature and a bunch of random tools, seeing as she was wokring on the device.