She walks down the coast and she closes her eyes and she sings. About a little girl braiding her baby sister's hair because both parents were too busy, a little girl who knew she was cute and deftly leveraged it to distract from her mother's discomfited hostility towards their people, a little girl with a gift for faces, so many of them, laughing ones and solemn ones and too-old-for-her-years ones and wholly persuasive expressions of innocence. About a big sister teaching six children in a row to read, blanketing them all with uncomplicated adoration, a solemn young woman who made Tirion hers and protected everyone in it fiercely and impulsively and inexhaustibly, the princess that everyone knew would be their queen. About the way she'd smile at people, the way they'd smile when she passed them, about the hunger for names and faces and understanding that drove her to every Essecarmë and every reading and every performance, about the way she wound herself into every quarrel and unwound it, innocent, charming, earning and hoarding their trust, treasuring and improving their lives.
About the pardon of Melkor, and the anxious patience with which they'd all greeting the news, naive as they were, hopeful as they were, more anxious and less hopeful as Melkor deftly kept herself from ever meeting Tirion's charming brilliant princess who was an impeccable judge of character. About the lies that built up around them like snowdrifts in a blizzard, faster than Nelya could untangle them even though they melted before her smile, about screaming matches under stunning silver skies and paranoia and panic and terror and death and despair and words spoken in desperation -
- Alqualondë, Losgar, the way the fated arc of the world had dragged her from violence to violence and shoved her to her knees at her dying mother's side and then ripped her from there into the nightmare she never escaped -
-Rirosseth - for no one would call her Maitimë anymore - emaciated and twisted and broken and bleeding, ripped out of Angband, this is what it was like to watch her learn again to lie -
- and five hundred years of a patient stubborn heroism the cost of which no one could fathom - she sings about Himring, its watchful windows opening north where Rirosseth could see the Enemy, building a civilization and besieging the Enemy and pretending and pretending and pretending until the whole house of cards folded in fire and it became so achingly apparent that Rirosseth's only regret was that she was still strong enough, still fast enough, still loved enough, to hold back the flames -
- the Nirnaeth, the uncountable dead, the slow bleak closing in of the end of the world, the arc of history grabbing her again like a rag doll and dragging her through Doriath and Sirion, leaving only blood and horror in her wake and only hatred as her legacy -