Maybe.

I want to come home.

I know. 

It's been too long already--I'm not going to do anything stupid but I miss you so much--

Just imagine how much I miss you, it's been Years -

She thanks the cartographer and leaves and finds a corner where no one will see her tears. I want to come home.

Sweetheart, you'll be fine, you have Imliss, we can talk constantly -

I was so cold--you can't understand it, I don't want you to, you can't without having been there--and then I had no idea where I was or what was going on and then there was a servant of the Enemy and then--the wolves--one of them got me in the abdomen, I probably would have died again if we hadn't turned and it hurt so much and the last time I saw you you were lying insensate with a dent in your skull and there was so much blood--

I know. But now we're both safe and going to stay that way.

Morgoth.

Is the reason I can't just come and get you. But you're safe, right now.

For now.

I need you to just be safe.

Valinor was supposed to be safe.

Sorry.

Not your fault.

I love you.

I want to come and get you. When you're crying like that I think 'fuck it' -

We shouldn't do anything too reckless.

Yeah.

But I really want you to come get me too.

Sigh.

I love you.

I want to just tell myself that the scary things are almost certainly less scary than two fuck-off huge wolves but I don't actually know that...

Yeah. Still, really glad you two are fuckoff-huge wolves.

Unless it's a trap.