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He sings her the rest of the way to sleep. It bothers him, that these people don't have names, but he does not say that.

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She sleeps, restlessly. Near morning, she whimpers a little.

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He startles awake instantly but doesn't say anything.

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She's still asleep. She whimpers again and shifts position.

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He waits, utterly still.

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Her breathing quickens and she whines, and then she starts talking in her sleep, repeating the same few words. After another few seconds, she jerks awake in mid-sentence and rolls over to stare at the ceiling.

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Will be. She doesn't move.

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Yup. Deep breath. Did I wake you?

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Nah, I just seem to sleep odd hours while healing. Anything I should do if it happens again?

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She pauses just a little too long, and her breath hitches before she answers. Wake me up, I suppose.

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Okay. Do you want to talk about it?

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...I'm not really sure I can. Not that I don't want to... though I kind of don't... but I don't know how. She sighs. It's, I guess... how far can I go from how kobolds live, how many taboo things can I do anyway, how much more than a kobold can I be, and still call myself one? And how much do I care about that, and how much should I. That mattered a lot to me, once. And I'm not sure I could go back, now, and it scares me.

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What do you think being a kobold means?

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That's part of what I don't think I can explain.

I've never been a very good one, anyway. Even before.

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I'm not sure what it'd mean not to be a very good Quendi.  Not a very happy one, or not a very talented one, sure. But those wouldn't make you less of one.

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Mm.

I don't really want to talk about that? It's not - it's - there's a real disagreement, there, about how people should be. And I don't want you to think poorly of my friends, even if you disagree with them about it.

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I know lots of people who think there's a way Elves should be. I think mostly they hurt themselves.

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Mm.

She still hasn't moved.

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Well, he's not going to move.

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She lays there for another few minutes and then rolls over - away from him - and gets up to go make some eggs.

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Well, getting her to agree that being a good kobold is a horribly hurtful objective for kobolds is not strictly necessary for anything, no matter how certain he now is that it's true.

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See, she knew she couldn't explain it very well.

Anyway, there are eggs, and she peels some and brings them to the Fëanorean castle.

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Oh, he understands why she'd feel the way she does about it. Understanding does not always get you to agreement. He closes his eyes and goes back to sleep.

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