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A lot of hug.
And a lot of crying.
And then... Helen doesn't know what then.
Her tummy grumbles. Well, that's a suggestion.
And a lot of crying.
And then... Helen doesn't know what then.
Her tummy grumbles. Well, that's a suggestion.
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Helen eats the chicken and also the vegetables, and she leans on Ranata, and she shivers. Kalavar turns into a mouse and perches on her foot.
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"Will Kas be fine?" cries Kalavar, huddling mousily against Castarilan.
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Kalavar turns into a chinchilla and huddles up to Kesathi; Helen sits between her grandparents and closes her eyes and sniffles periodically, and if she's not crying she only just barely isn't.
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"Is it okay being dead?" sniffles Helen. "Is it better than being frozen?"
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"Then..."
The thought of killing Kas is terribly frightening. But the thought of Kas just staying frozen forever is also terribly frightening.
Helen falls silent.
The thought of killing Kas is terribly frightening. But the thought of Kas just staying frozen forever is also terribly frightening.
Helen falls silent.
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Helen hugs him and sighs.
"Everything is scary and I don't know what to do," she says.
"Everything is scary and I don't know what to do," she says.