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"Good luck to him, I guess. What are you in town for, anything in particular?"
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"Thanks!" he says, tucking the paper away somewhere. "We'll be there for sure."
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He buys the first postcard he sees and writes, Talked to your mom today. She's still adorable. I miss you so much.
He and Petaal show up at the concert, Petaal witch-shaped and wrapped in appropriate silks, both of them riding a cloudpine branch.
He and Petaal show up at the concert, Petaal witch-shaped and wrapped in appropriate silks, both of them riding a cloudpine branch.
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Just for the hell of it, Kas acquires a T-shirt. But he doesn't get it signed.
He catches Ranata's eye and waves to her as he leaves.
He catches Ranata's eye and waves to her as he leaves.
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Yeah. And that's the end of that.
The next postcard he writes, a week later, says: I can't do this anymore.
He burns it, cuddles his sweetie for a while, and leaves that city the next morning.
It's true: he can't do this anymore. He can't live his life around the empty space where Isabella used to be. There's other people he misses, too, but he's not so completely and utterly fucked to hell over the rest of them.
But thinking about the Jokers, about the Joker, makes him realize what he really needs.
He thinks about it for a while. There's no rush. He switches sex and lives that way full-time, to get used to it first, because he's going to be stuck in it a lot longer than the Joker and he doesn't want to get fed up in the middle.
And then, a year and a half after he saw Ranata, Kas wishes himself pregnant.
He doesn't get fed up in the middle.
The baby is born in late summer. He names her Helen.
The next postcard he writes, a week later, says: I can't do this anymore.
He burns it, cuddles his sweetie for a while, and leaves that city the next morning.
It's true: he can't do this anymore. He can't live his life around the empty space where Isabella used to be. There's other people he misses, too, but he's not so completely and utterly fucked to hell over the rest of them.
But thinking about the Jokers, about the Joker, makes him realize what he really needs.
He thinks about it for a while. There's no rush. He switches sex and lives that way full-time, to get used to it first, because he's going to be stuck in it a lot longer than the Joker and he doesn't want to get fed up in the middle.
And then, a year and a half after he saw Ranata, Kas wishes himself pregnant.
He doesn't get fed up in the middle.
The baby is born in late summer. He names her Helen.
Helen is a very loud baby, but well-behaved other than that. Well, it might just be that her parent has a broad definition of good behaviour.
When she is four months old, being carried along the side of a country road late at night, the moonlight falls on her and she reaches her little hands up and coos intensely. Her daemon - Petaal named her Kalavar - takes the form of a duckling and flaps her small fuzzy wings as though trying to fly.
When she is four months old, being carried along the side of a country road late at night, the moonlight falls on her and she reaches her little hands up and coos intensely. Her daemon - Petaal named her Kalavar - takes the form of a duckling and flaps her small fuzzy wings as though trying to fly.
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Kas stops walking.
"What is it, sweetie?" murmurs Petaal.
"Maybe nothing," he says.
But now that he's thought of it...
When he wished himself a child, he never specified a father. Or would that be mother? Whichever way around, he left it to chance. He definitely didn't specify that the kid should be a witch.
He spends a square to conjure an illusion of Helen's other parent.
Helen's other parent has a very familiar face.
"Well, fuck," mutters Kas.
"What is it, sweetie?" murmurs Petaal.
"Maybe nothing," he says.
But now that he's thought of it...
When he wished himself a child, he never specified a father. Or would that be mother? Whichever way around, he left it to chance. He definitely didn't specify that the kid should be a witch.
He spends a square to conjure an illusion of Helen's other parent.
Helen's other parent has a very familiar face.
"Well, fuck," mutters Kas.