Peninnah is now five, and her wingspan should be sufficient to carry her aloft; she's just having a little trouble with the necessary coordination. Isabella has worked with her, and so has Rinnah, but Peninnah is impatient and has given up on both of them in favor of asking Damaris for help, on the poorly articulated theory that Damaris, at age thirteen, is closer to Peninnah's own size and might make more sense.
"And - and maybe she'd tell everybody, and everybody in the whole hold would also think I was gross."
"There's plenty of people around who know you're the furthest thing from gross," he says. "Me. Your mother. Your sisters."
"Well," says Keziah, "yeah, but - it would still be pretty bad if everybody else thought it."
"Yeah." She takes the pillow off her head and is somewhat more audible when she says, "So maybe I shouldn't tell her. I think I maybe like boys, and mortals, too."
"It wouldn't ruin your whole life, though," he says. "If you did tell her, even if the rest of the hold did decide you were gross for a while. It might feel that way, but in a few years hardly anybody would care."
"I'm sorry it's all so complicated," he says. "Someday, no one will think it's gross for a girl to love a girl or an angel to love an angel."
"Not any more than anybody thinks it's gross for me to love your mom."
"Then maybe you just wanna think about it for a while," he suggests. "Until you figure it out."