"Feels like - I dunno. Feels like something, anyway, on top of the feathers I mean." Snuggles.
"Guess you haven't gotten around to reading your sweetie's mind, huh?" says Petaal.
"No? I mean, we haven't even discussed it. I gather it's a thing, but the book said you and Amariah don't."
"Being touched feels - different from that," Petaal adds.
"What's it like on that end? I don't exactly like people to scoop up my Grace, but it doesn't feel like anything if somebody does." Luke has made this mistake. (Once.)
"It's the best thing in the world when it's somebody we love," says Petaal, "and when it's somebody we just kinda like it's still pretty fucking good."
"But we just have a lot of favourite people," says Petaal.
"Fair enough," Cam says. "Except I don't think that's what the word favorite usually means."
"Yeah," says Petaal, ruffling his hair, "but we're Jokers. We don't do usual."
After he wears out Kas and Petaal, who wants next turn?
"I don't know if it's going to feel meaningfully different from me as opposed to your own, but sure," laughs Cam, and to Saturn they go and through Alice he casts.
He is just as fond of channeling as the rest of him. Slightly less cuddly about it, though. (He doesn't wanna squish the human.)
"How d'you like being a vampire?" Cam asks conversationally betwixt spells. "Why'd Stella stab you with a syringe and nobody else has followed suit, is it not cool?"
"Well it hurt a lot," he says brightly. "And that was fun. And I love my Bella and all, but I think most of us don't wanna do the vampire thing 'cause of how it fucks with your head. Jokes for sure, he would've killed himself if it'd happened when he met Nate, I dunno about now."
"How's the head-fuckery work? Or should I just wait and ask Golden?"
"Were mates not in the book?" he wonders. "Mates should be in the book. I'm not the best vampire to ask, anyway, I'm still a slut, most of us aren't still sluts."
"They're in the book, but in a kinda summary way, it says if you want more detail you want to ask Golden's kid for pamphlets."