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Miskatonic, Rome, and Ethiopia
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[Author's Note: Ethiopia pictures (cw nasty scarring on one of them); Dallol pictures.]

And so with one thing and another, the investigators meet up in an office to prepare to leave New York.

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"Okay, does anybody know where Zoe went?"

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Oswald was not here the last time a teammate mysteriously failed to show up but it sure is a pattern.

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Oh No.

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"Does anybody know who the last person to talk to Zoe was? I think she was going to work on reading one of the books?"

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"I haven't been keeping up with her," he says, and suddenly feels bad about how little total attention he's paid to the rest of the group.

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"I saw her a couple days ago I think? Last I heard was, yeah, she was going to work on reading one of the books."

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"Should we check over at Zoe's hotel room?"

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"Yeah, I think we'd better. Should we split up? Two people going to check and two people staying here, in case she shows up and wonders where the rest of us are?"

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As they are getting prepared to leave, Zoe trudges in looking VERY cold and tired.

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"There you are! - are you okay?"

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Zoe is not appropriately dressed for the weather and shakes her head because her teeth are chattering a lot.

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Well at least she's alive and not kidnapped.

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"Is there -- fire? Coat?"

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"Here, you can have my coat."

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Zoe gratefully swaddles herself in Frank's coat and blows on her hands a lot.

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Anemone starts making some coffee.

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"Thank you."

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"What happened?" Oswald asks and only afterward registers is probably tactless considering her state.

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"I -- I'm not sure. I was... I don't remember. I was here... I think I had been going to read one of the books? And then I was in the dark, in the cold. It was a clear night and there were so many stars. I was in some park? In Pennsylvania? Thank god they were doing construction there or I probably would have never found my way back. The workers there saw me and took me to the train station. And then I came here."

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He frowns. "Was it night when you remember being here last?"

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Zoe pauses to think. "I don't think so? I think I came in the morning, after breakfast... Maybe the guards know?"
 
 
 

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The guards report that Zoe was here in the morning and then left in a hurry that afternoon.

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He looks at the others who actually did the reading. "Did you have some -- schedule -- or divide the books up between you in some way--"

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"We each picked four of them but not in a particularly principled way."

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Now that Zoe is warming up again she is VERY sleepy. She curls up in a chair.

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"Me and Mordred and Zoe each picked a set of books and took notes on them. I think Zoe had done all of hers except for Adrift in a Storm-Tossed Sky? Was that the one? You can take a nap in a bit, sorry - "

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"I don't remember any books, sorry. On the train here I thought maybe I had been going to start reading then, since I was supposed to be done with them by today..."

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Worrying! "Uh. Do the rest of you know what was in the books you think she'd already read."

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"Yeah, I have notes." 

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"I think I must have read something... I'm trying to remember but all I'm getting is weird snippets. 'dance across the skim-skein haze'? 'dancing motes'? 'chaos waltz'? There's a lot of... dancing imagery, I don't really get it."

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"I guess we should make a note that sometimes almost all memory of the books just vanishes from one's mind."

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She jots them down but honestly does not really like the sound of that. "I think... maybe nobody should read that book again right now. The last one on your list, I mean."

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Zoe nods sleepily. She looks around the room, yawning. "...is Carrie going to be showing up? It's weird for her to be even later than me."

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"..........Carrie didn't make it out of Trammel's mansion."

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"She what? But we... we made it out. Where did she go?"

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"She was caught on the way in. We were going to try to get her out, but Trammel showed up, and we - retreated."

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"She and I were going to go in together. How could she have gotten caught, if I'm here?"

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"I don't think she made it. I think you went first? And you were hiding in the shadows, and someone saw her following you but overlooked you - "

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That is a really concerning level of out of it! His memory gaps don't also blank out information gained before or after the fact!

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"That doesn't sound right, but... everything's so swirly. I keep trying to remember but my thoughts keep dancing around. --Did we at least get Lacie?"

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"We did not."

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She makes another note that the memory loss is more extensive than just last night and the books.

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Zoe has had MUCH too much of a day. She does not like this day. She would be kicking things but she's too tired so instead she is crying about it, and she's angry about crying, but that doesn't seem to stop things.

She wants to be asleep.

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"Maybe we should stop the questioning and get going. Let Zoe get some rest on the trip."

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It's not a long trip. But she doesn't know how much longer they have to make it, if they don't want to wait until after Christmas. "Okay. It'll be okay, Zoe. Let's just get you to the plane. There're beds on the plane."

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Zoe frowns and nods. And then hides inside Frank's coat where maybe people will not be able to see that she is crying.

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On the way to the plane they see a newspaper:  

The German cabinet issued twelve new decrees during its final session of the year. Several economic measures were passed as well as one providing a prison term of up to two years for those who "harm the state, its leaders, or the standing of the National Socialist party and its affiliations."

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Christ.

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Good thing they're not planning to go to Germany because aaah. Although they are planning to go to Italy and that might be pretty bad too.

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The plane flight is about two hours; they arrive at Miskatonic University in the early afternoon.

The secretary tells them Francis Hickering is in his office; while they're here, they can also check out Miskatonic's library, which is known for its excellent collection of occult books.

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No more books!!!

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She feels like she would have been much more excited about that a month ago, honestly. Oh well.

"Who wants to check in with Hickering? I guess - none of us actually had extensive conversations with Henslowe, I think that was Lacie and Zoe... Although I'm really not that convinced that there is a direct connection from Hickering to Henslowe, it just - seemed like it was worth looking into, since it was nearby, you know?"

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"I can check in with Hickering, I used to be a student here."

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"Gosh, really?"

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"Yeah! It's kind of nostalgic being back, honestly."

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"I kind of want to talk to him too, if that's all right."

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"I don't think Henslowe said much about Hickering. Just hinted that he knew where the box was. But of course the map to it was in the Hickering book on the shelf. Mrs. Henslowe didn't know of Hickering, so most likely they never even met."

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"Yeah, I kind of expect that it was just a way of telling us to check the book. But my notes on your books have some other connections to Miskatonic University, so - seems worth poking around, at least."

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"Um. I'm going to go to the library if that is okay with everyone? I'm not going to look at books that make you, um, forget things. I just. They have a really good rare book collection?"

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"That sounds like a good idea, Mr. Aarons. Can you check if they have anything else by Edward Pickman Derby? Don't read them. Just check what they have. Okay?"

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"Okay."

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Well all of these options are awkward but he has suddenly noticed how little he knows the group so he's going to follow them the awkward questioning session even if he has nothing to contribute.

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Every surface in Francis Hickering's office-- from the floor to the desks to the windowsill-- is covered with books, many of which are visibly Miskatonic University library books with a layer of dust that suggests that they were not returned in a prompt fashion. Papers drift around the floor in a manner that suggests that one could do a very interesting archaeological expedition.

"Hello!" he says. "--Oh, goodness, Mordred. It is absolutely wonderful to see you again! How have you been doing?"

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How does one answer that question when one has had three nervous breakdowns in the last two months. "I'm doing alright."

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"I would read your articles but I do not believe in knowing about history that happened after the seventeenth century. It stresses the mind. Who are your friends?"

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"Mary Anemone Silverstring." And she is now capable of shaking people's hands, although her hands probably still look kind of concerning.

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"Oswald Ferrier."

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"Anemone is a researcher and collector of the strange, and Oswald is an accountant."

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"Absolutely lovely to meet you all." He clears some books and papers off the chairs by shoving them to the floor, and gestures for them to sit. "Is this a social call?"

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"We were actually wondering if you had any leads regarding a matter we've been looking into recently. Your name came up. I don't suppose you know a Douglas Henslowe?"

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"Oh, yes. Wonderful young man. Had so many questions for me about exotic and occult drugs. Whatever happened to him?"

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"...he's in an asylum in Savannah. Got caught up in -- matters involving a Hollywood cult in Los Angeles."

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"Oh, that's an absolute shame. He was such a kind fellow. Excellent artist. I say, people I help with their researches have a real tendency to end up in asylums. I rather wonder if I'm cursed."

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"It's quite a shame, yes. But he had some unfinished business that he's entrusted us with. Did you know anything about the drugs he was investigating?"

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"Nothing at all! It is entirely dissimilar to any drug I have ever researched. I pointed him in the direction of the chemistry department but apparently they couldn't do anything either. Unskilled at anything that isn't explosions, that department."

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Oswald does not ask if he has statistics on the number of people he's helped that have ended up in asylums because that question is insane.

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"Exotic drugs are not my area of expertise anyway. At present I am focusing on some research in Ethiopia."

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" - well that is either quite a coincidence or not a coincidence at all."

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"Although I've been considering instead reorienting to some work on the Orkney Islands."

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"What does your research into Ethiopia focus on?"

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"I've been researching the Obelisk of Axum. Fascinating subject. Unfortunately, I am concerned it will be quite picked over by the time I convince the university to give me funding for an expedition."

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He glances with confusion at the local Orkney for a minute but can conclude nothing in any direction.

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His surname is also the name of a location; it happens.

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"What makes this obelisk of interest to you?"

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"The university is absolutely terrible, you know. The crew team gets as much money as it wants! But is there any money for academics? Absolutely not." Francis Hickering is NOT going to be helpful until he is DONE WITH HIS COMPLAINT.

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Awkward sympathetic nod.

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The rare books collection in the library says otherwise, Mordred does not say, with the patience of a person who has heard this argument many, many dozens of times.

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"And those treasure hunters are coming! The Emporium of Bangkok Antiquities they're called. An 'independent research organization.' Pah! They'll melt down all the gold and break apart all the artifacts. No respect for academia whatsoever. Money-grubbing little philistines."

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"Bangkok, huh?"

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Man what is UP with this place.

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Francis Hickering belatedly realizes he was asked a question. "The Obelisk of Axum is one of the stelae of Axum. The stelae were originally erected between the third and fourth century AD. Some are rough-hewn stone blocks three feet in length; others are nearly a hundred feet tall."

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Anemone is just going to take out her notes right now and start scribbling.

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"The Obelisk of Axum is one of the Seven Kings, the largest stelae in Axum."

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Obelisks. Obelisks obelisks obelisks. He read a book about this.

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"A fascinating subject! They appear to depict buildings that are ten to thirteen stories tall although of course actual Aksumite buildings were never more than three stories tall."

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"We were actually planning to visit Ethiopia immediately after our visit to Miskatonic University. We're investigating another professor who who left to do some excavations in Dallol, about ten years ago."

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"That's a rather long expedition, isn't it? Wouldn't he lose his funding?"

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"His superiors don't actually seem to believe that he's alive anymore. He's been out of contact with them for some years."

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"How do they get the obelisks nearly a hundred feet tall but not the buildings?" This is mostly to himself because it is irrelevant probably.

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Francis Hickering is too much of a teacher to ignore this sort of opening. "Excellent question!" Francis says to Oswald. "We have no idea. It is one reason why it's so fascinating!"

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Oswald is startled to be addressed and nods abruptly.

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Maybe it's not irrelevant. "Have you heard of a thing called the Black Stone? I saw a reference to it in one of the books we've found, but wasn't at all sure what it meant."

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"Ah! In Hungary. Yes. I haven't had a chance to research it myself but it is a fascinating monolith, isn't it? Totally indestructible. At least it won't be destroyed by treasure hunters." He sounds satisfied about this fact.

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Notes notes notes. "I'm afraid we only have somewhat cursory information on it, do you know anything else about it?"

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"Ancient monolith. All manner of fascinating superstitions about it. Anyone who lays a hammer to it will die horribly, it is said. Anyone who sleeps nearby will suffer nightmares for the rest of their life. But as I said, it's not my area."

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"I'm sorry, I'm not sure I'm entirely clear on what your area is?"

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"Ancient history. Well, I suppose it is ancient history. But I have not taken an interest in it."

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"You're interested in the Ethiopian monoliths, rather."

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"At the moment, yes. And the legends of the Orkney Islands as well."

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"What legends, in particular?" She doesn't think they have a connection there yet but maybe it's related.

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"I've only scratched the surface of the ocean myths, mind you. There's material for an entire book there. You'll want to talk to Professor Sims if you're interested in the subject, I've been corresponding with him. There are legends of the finfolk. Sorcerers, half-fish and half-man, with power over storm and sea. Unparalleled swimmers."

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"Thank you very much. Where does this Professor Sims live, is he here or at a different university?"

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"Oh, he's at Lyness University in the Orkney Islands. Rather far away, unfortunately."

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"Yes, I understand. Was there a reason you were interested in these finfolk, in particular? Moreso than other myths?"

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"They're very similar to our local legends here in nearby Innsmouth. I was planning to write a paper tracing the spread of the legends with Scottish immigrants."

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Mordred feels some sort of way about that but is not sure what sort of way it is. "Huh," he says, doing his very best to sound interested and not freaked out.

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"Anyway. I do so ramble on. Do you have any questions?"

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"Is there anything else you can tell us about Ethiopia? Maybe a connection between these obelisks and the cult of" not Gol-Goroth ugh "the, uh, Liar from Beyond? Or, or there was another researcher involved, Bartolo Acuna, do you...?"

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"Acuna, yes. He's the other archaeologist looting the obelisks. Taking them off to Italy, if you can believe it. As if there is no research benefit from seeing them in their original location! I understand there is a war happening soon but surely they can assign soldiers to guard the Obelisks. This is history! The common inheritance of humanity!"

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"We happened to come across a book about the cults in the ancient kingdom of Axum, and their potential spread from there to Europe. Is that something you might know anything about? It was something that the professor who went to Dallol was looking into before he left. I suppose you might have heard of him? A George Ayers?"

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"I don't know that the cults spread to Europe. But there were cults that sprang up along the Red Sea Coast in the fifth century BC, and a resurgence in the twelfth century during the Zagwe dynasty. Very interesting cults! Particularly popular among the aristocrats, which is quite unusual for cults."

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"Cults of what, in particular?"

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"Unfortunately, they were a mystery religion, so much information about their practices was lost. We do know a center of their worship is in Dallol. I hope you find George Ayers's notes and let him publish his paper. I was very interested in his work before he tragically disappeared. He was exploring fascinating territory. I am sure this is what he would have wanted."

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"Yes, that's among the things we're looking into. Do you know anything else about the specifics of what he hoped to find there?"

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"Unfortunately, I do not. The journals stopped publishing his work much before he disappeared. Dreadful tragedy. Their limited minds simply can't handle groundbreaking work!"

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"Quite a pity." Although a lot of it was pretty impossible to read. "Maybe we can find out more. Um - you mentioned something about The Emporium of Bangkok Antiquities? What did you say they were doing here?"

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"Allegedly researching the Obelisk for a private anonymous collector."

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"Allegedly."

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"Actually looting it for sale to the highest bidder. I know their type."

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"I see. I - believe that there may be some possibility that the Los Angeles cult we were investigating may be - connected to, or attempting some revival of, whatever they know about this Ethiopian mystery cults? And we've heard that they also have ties to some sort of criminal organization in Bangkok." She is not remotely sure whether that's a wise thing to say, but, uh, she isn't very sure how to put these pieces together, or what else might cause Hickering to give them more useful information.

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"Oh! Well, probably someone ought to do something about that."

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"We are hoping to."

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"Don't know how they'd revive a cult no one knows anything about. I suppose the students do it all the time. Every other day I swear some students are founding a secret society. Druids. The Rosicrucians. The Knights Templar. The Esoteric Order of Dagon."

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"Yes. It's possible that the connections are more imagined than real, but I do think that's their aim. If you know anything that they might be looking into for the purposes of such a project - well, we're always thankful for leads."

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"Unfortunately, I do not. Ethiopian cults were never my area of research. I know a little about the legends of the obelisks but they are all contradictory." He ticks them off on his fingers. "Some claim that they were raised by the Queen of Sheba when she declared Axum to be the capital of her kingdom. They are “sinkholes of ill fortune”; like giant magnets that collect bad luck. They were the last monuments raised by the heathens before Christ came to Abyssinia. Or they were the first monuments raised by King Ezana and Saint Frumentius after they founded the truly holy church. Rubbing the afterbirth on a monument will grant totemic powers to the child. Or a child who views the obelisks before their first birthday will be granted the sixth sight and be doomed as a witch."

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"My impression was that the campus branch of the esoteric order of whatever it was were just Christians who liked to feel secretive, for whatever that's worth -- do you know where we'd look into these legends?"

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"The library here has some information, but I'd say the best source is the Axum Ministry of Culture."

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"And that'd be in Ethiopia?"

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"Yes."

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Well, she'll make a note of that. "Thank you very much, Professor. There are a few other things we've run into that we don't know what to make of, do you mind if I go down a list and ask whether you've heard anything about any of them?"

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"Certainly."

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She flips through her notes. "Nyarlathotep. The Liar from Beyond, probably one of the titles of Nyarlathotep. The Black Man, we think the same. Nephren-Ka. Azathoth. Ahtu. The children of the night. Bal Sagoth. The Thing in the Yellow Mask. Pale Death. The Akousmatikoi Proof. The Black Wind. The Crawling Mist. The Empress in Red. I can give more details if you think something might ring a bell."

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"Nyarlathotep and the Liar from Beyond are mentioned occasionally in the Necronomicon, but they were not what I focused on. Nephren Ka is a legendary pharaoh and sorcerer who allegedly ruled for two hundred years; most scholars believe he is fictional. I do not know Ahtu. The Children of the Night are a legendary ethnicity associated with the Black Stone of Hungary. Bal Sagoth is an island quite like Atlantis. I don't know any of the others."

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Great, the Nyarlathotep lead is yet another book.

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Furious note-taking. "In what sense are the Children of the Night associated with the Black Stone?"

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"They allegedly worshiped it, or at it."

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"Everything I have on the Children of the Night is about them being in Central America, though there was a connection to the Black Stone. I didn't know it was in Hungary."

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Francis Hickering spreads his hands. "Perhaps there are two groups with a similar name."

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"Ordinarily I think that would be a safe assumption, but the mention of - do you know where in Hungary this stone is?"

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"The village of Stregoicavar in the mountains."

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She makes a note of it. "Thank you very much, Professor Hickering."

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"You're welcome! Glad to help!"

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Meanwhile--

Zoe, not being up to occult conversations just yet, decides to wander around the university campus. She'd try to take in student life, but it's winter break. Maybe there's a place to get a bite to eat, at least.

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She finds a small, unlabeled cafeteria. All the food appears to be vegetarian.

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Huh, that's unusual. Is it the conspicuously pretending to not be vegetarian sort of thing or is it more of the incidentally vegetarian sort? She pokes around to see if anything looks palatable. And also to see if it's okay for to buy something given she neither studies nor works here.

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Incidentally vegetarian; there's a lot of Indian food. The cashier does not seem to object to Zoe paying, either because she's allowed to or because they don't recognize all the students.

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Sweet. Zoe gets herself a plate of saag paneer.

Warm food! Warm indoors! The full use of her hands! Well, mostly. They're still a little achey but at least she can move all her fingers.

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All the tables are taken, and most nearly full, except for one that has a woman in a flapper dress with a very irritated expression.

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"Excuse me, is this seat taken?"

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"Not at all," the girl says. "You new?"

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"Just visiting." She sets down her tray and takes a seat. "I like your dress."

Zoe is not fully back to her usual charming self and comes off as not quite all present.

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"Thank you. It has pockets. --I am trying to consider whether I should study for finals."

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"What's the alternative?"

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"Well, I could not and rely on my raw genius," the girl says. (Upon closer inspection, she appears to be about sixteen.) "But it might be tempting fate to do that if I also never bothered to attend class."

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"Have you read the books?"

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"Can't read," the girl says. "The words all sort of swim in front of my face. Got a friend who will read books to me."

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"Ah, that's a pain." She relates to this problem lately. "Good friend! Are they going to be studying for finals?"

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"Yes, obviously. Most people are not nearly as good at things as I am. I'll have to see if I can talk the professor into an oral exam."

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"Probably a good idea. Well, depending on the topic. It might be worth it to at least hang out with your friend while they study, even if you don't. If nothing else maybe you help them with something a bit as thanks for all the reading."

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"That's true," she says cheerfully. "Keep thinking I should drop out but you can't get a job as a car mechanic if you're a girl. Even though I'm better than everyone else they have doing it."

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"Oh, I have a friend who's a mechanic. He might not mind you being a girl, if you're good. I guess his customers might?"

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She looks at Zoe hopefully. "Ooh, can you give me an introduction? --I guess my dad would be angry if I dropped out." She says this without much concern.

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"Sure. He's in Manhattan though, so not like, right now. But if you're ever in that area, his name's Ralph Haas, and you can tell him Zoe sent you. How much longer do you have left?" Zoe does not really understand how university works.

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"Oh, my parents live in New York. --Two years, assuming I manage to convince more professors I should take oral exams. But it is difficult if you don't attend class."

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"Yeah, it's easier to convince people of things if they already know who you are. Why not go to class? It seems to me like if you're that good, you could answer all the questions during class and then by the time they wanted you to prove you knew things you could just point to how you said all that stuff during class."

Zoe really does not understand how universities work. She is unclear what it even means to take a class and then not go. But apparently part of it is you still have to take a test.

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"I don't want to go to class because they're boring because I already know everything."

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"Why take a class if you already know everything?"

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"So I can meet a husband and get married."

Bitterness.

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"I thought you wanted to be a mechanic?"

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"I want to be a mechanic. My father wants me to get married and have babies which will inherit the family fortune. We have somewhat of a conflict on this point. I was supposed to major in art history." She says this with rather the tone one would use to describe a cockroach.

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Zoe makes sympathetic noises about having parental conflict, but does not fully understand because her parents are circus performers and she wanted to be a circus performer and they wanted her to be a circus performer and now she is a circus performer.

"What if you went to the professors outside of class to talk to them about how you already know all the things?" Zoe does not know what 'office hours' are so she cannot suggest them.

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"That's what I'm going to try."

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"Is talking to your professors over lunch a done thing?"

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"They're in their offices sometimes."

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"I think if I were you I would go be in their offices a lot and talk to them about things that were interesting and show them how I already know all the things. But I guess maybe it's too late for that with these finals."

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She thinks about it. "Maybe I could find the ones who aren't stupid and only take classes from them."

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"Yeah, and the ones who let you take oral exams. That way you don't have to convince them over and over again. Instead of new ones each time you can just be like 'hey it's me the person who aced that oral exam you let me take last time, can I do another?'"

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"Hm. You have smart thoughts, Zoe. --Say, what are you doing here?"

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Zoe pauses for a moment to consider how to explain why she is here in an appropriate way.

"My friends and I are trying to stop a drug trafficking murder cult from summoning some sort of evil god that might destroy the world. One of the professors here wrote some books that make us think he might know things that could help, so my friends are talking to him now. I came here to eat instead because last night I woke up in a field in Pennsylvania and I still don't know how I got there, and I decided that on account of that I did not feel up to having long conversations about things like people dying."

Zoe has no idea what is appropriate and normally would maybe try to be more circumspect but she is still very tired and cannot think of a good cover story.

Look, she seems all right. And she seems smart, so if Zoe lets her know up front about the people dying then probably she will probably understand that she should not get involved.

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"Huh. You live an interesting life."

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"Before that I was a circus performer. It was a lot easier."

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"Sounds cool. How do you get into the 'fighting a drug trafficking murder cult' business?"

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"Well, one time I fought a ghost, and I guess someone mentioned that to this rich lady whose dad left a bunch of unfinished 'fighting a drug trafficking murder cult' business behind. And she didn't want to do it herself so she's paying me and some other people to do it. The pay is good but I can't recommend it. Apparently two of my friends died a couple days ago? But I can't remember it. It still seems fake but everyone else is very sure of it and honestly nothing seems very real these days."

Zoe does not remember what happened to Lacie, but apparently they did not get her back, so probably she's dead?

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"Hm. That's fair. Well, if you ever need someone to join you in the drug-trafficking murder cult business I'd be happy to. I know a lot about explosives. The chemistry department here is weirdly into explosives."

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"Huh. Well, maybe if we knew how to explode things, we would have been able to save them? I couldn't say. But thanks for the offer. If I ever really need to explode something I'll come look you up. Until then, probably better to stay in school. Or run away and become a mechanic."

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"Reasonable. I'll look your guy up."

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Zoe writes down his address for her.

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"Thank you!"

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"You're welcome. I hope your finals go well, whether you decide to study or not."

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Meanwhile--

Okay, Anemone wants to look up, uh, anything about the children of the night or the black stone because she is currently ??? about those things.

It seems like if any library might have info on them it'd be this one.

Everyone should spend the afternoon in the library.

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They don't find anything. If the information exists, it might be in the rare book section they don't have access to.

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As usual she has no idea how to locate anything in a library.

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The Miskatonic Library is broken today.

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Anemone is going to fast talk the librarian.

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The librarian is not budging. If you are not a researcher with REAL credentials you CANNOT look in the library.

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Anemone has him with her! He's an alumnus he is in fact allowed to be here.

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Is he allowed to be in the rare book section though. Does he have credentials and a plan for research that he filed with the administration. These books are rare and valuable and they do not let random people off the street at them.

Does he even know which book he is looking for.

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Well. Maybe she can come back later with forged credentials and attempt to fast talk a different librarian, but right now they should probably head to Rome.

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They stay overnight in Arkham, fly to London, stay overnight in London, fly to Rome, and are there by the morning of the fifteenth.

The bad news is that Bartolo Acuna is in Ethiopia and not his apartment.

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Um given that he's a cultist Anemone thinks this is arguably good news.

She is going to break into his apartment.

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It is a completely normal and ordinary apartment. 

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Huh.

...what if they talk to the university he works for?

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Bartolo Acuna teaches at the Sapienza – Università di Roma. They talk to a very unhelpful department secretary who eventually produces Acuna's reports from the 1924 expedition.

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September 14, 1924

Director Rossi:

You have asked for a clear accounting of our progress, and although it is tempting to paint a happy face on our experiences in order to reassure you, frankly, I no longer have the stamina for it.

Our progress, in short, is leaden. After our initial success and promising discoveries on the outer walls, our momentum has come to a complete halt. Our supplies have been interrupted time and again, our workers subscribe to an incomprehensible array of holidays on which they will not work, and I am beginning to believe the American, Ayers, is a drug addict. 

In all frankness, it is as though we are cursed by conspiratorial forces acting always beyond our grasp.

That is my accounting of our progress. It is fortunate the Universita is not paying for these efforts.

Yours,

Bartolo Acuna

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"It sounds like we should probably follow him to Ethiopia?"

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"Assuming we don't want to stop off in Malta while we're around. It's nearby but it sounds scary."

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"Wait, what's in Malta?"

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"Malta has at least one more outpost of the cult. Also possibly other things but I'm hesitant to poke the cult again this soon, yeah."

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We do not want to go to Malta. No more stops. Ethiopia or fucking bust.

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"Yeah, I'd just as soon steer clear of them for now."

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To Ethiopia! Sorry Frank for all the frequent flying.

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They stay over in Rome that night and in the morning do the three-hour trip to Massawa, Ethiopia.

They arrive at an airport about 30 minutes north of Massawa with a single paved runway. The dun-colored terminal blends in with the brown scrub and patchy earth of the wide, flat plains. It's run entirely by Italian colonial forces. There are chartered flights by Ala Littoria (Italian state-owned airline) available, but no civilian service.

As they prepare to leave, they are stopped by the entry inspector.

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"Hello," he says, with a thick Italian accent. "You American?"

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"We are."

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"Why you come to Ethiopia?" He glances at Magnificence. "With monkey."

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"We're searching for a friend. An archeologist. He's fallen out of contact with his university."

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He looks VERY suspicious of this claim.

"Why you not wait till crisis over?"

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"Well, if we wait until the war is over, our friend might be dead before we find him."

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"Hmph. American come in, American cause trouble. Don't want any trouble. Especially with monkey."

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"We also do not want any trouble. Nor does the monkey."

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"We don't want any trouble either, sir. Our friend is American, too. Maybe we can convince him to leave? But we would have to find him, first."

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"Monkey always want trouble."

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This man LOVES Magnificence and wants to be FRIENDS.

:D

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Oh no.

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Can someone please grapple the monkey.

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She will firmly hold Magnificence's hand.

Look Magnificence. She has a snack.

Her animal handling is Poor but her strength is Strong.

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Magnificence wants to take a picture of his friend.

He takes out his camera, which is hidden in a watch, and attempts to photograph the customs inspector.

...It might not be a very good picture.

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"Monkey has a watch."

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"He likes the ticking sound. Gives him something to focus on when people are talking. Keeps him out of trouble."

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"Hm." He seems impressed in spite of himself at this skillful monkey training.

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"He's really quite a well-trained monkey, sir. But I like to make things easy for him."

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Yes, Anemone is very impressive. Please be impressed with her and drop the monkey charges.

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"You taking American friend away from Ethiopia?"

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"Yes, sir. If we can find him."

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"What you think Il Duce?"

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Zoe has no idea about global politics. Is she supposed to like Il Duce or not like him.

Presumably she is supposed to like him? But what if this guy is part of some sort of Ethiopian secessionist movement.

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Anemone recognizes that "Il Duce" is how Mussolini is referred to by fascists, and that the Italian entry inspector for a proto-war-zone is probably loyal to the dictatorial government.

"A great leader, sir. The Americans would do well to respect him."

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He is just simply keeping his mouth closed.

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Zoe is not going to contradict Anemone here unless she is VERY certain. Which she is not.

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Smile! Nod!

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"Yes. Il Duce make Italy strong."

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"A very good quality in a leader, sir. We could learn a thing or two."

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"Hm." He stamps their entry papers. "Be safe. Ethiopia dangerous. Even for American."

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"Thank you, sir. We will be as safe as we can."

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"Thank you very much, sir. We'll be in and out as quickly as we can."

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The Italian military presence in Massawa is overbearing, with soldiers and their transport, from cars and trucks to camels, choking the roadways near the port. Many local buildings have been commandeered for use as barracks, with many temporary shelters also having been set up both inside the city limits and outside it.

The architecture is mixed. Ottoman buildings are predominant, but they see some Western-style buildings, including St. Mary’s Cathedral and the Banco d’Italia.

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I Hate This.

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Nearly all the hotels have been filled with soldiers. The investigators attempt to book a room at the Hotel Internazionale, which caters to Europeans, but discover that the soldiers have raised the prices well above their price range. So they must go to a cheaper hotel.

The Hostel Arido is located on the outskirts of Massawa. The walls are thin boards; the wind whistles through them night and day. The windows have no glass, letting in all manner of biting insects at night.

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Do we have... ANY protection against insects. Should we hang something over the window at least.

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"Fellas, I have the sense we should have perhaps prepared more extensively for coming here. Maybe hired a local guide."

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"Um. I speak Italian? I don't know if that helps?"

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"That is absolutely going to help, yeah."

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They are slightly less doomed than previously assumed.

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Anemone buys a map of the region.

Dallol village is a very small outpost of civilization — if it could even be called such — over the Eritrean border, in Ethiopia proper.

Mersa Fatma is a small port farther down the coast from Massawa. Like Massawa, it’s in Italian Eritrea rather than Ethiopia proper. It’s the next logical stepping-stone to Dallol, the site of the 1924 dig. Dhows travel regularly between Massawa and Mersa Fatma.

There is a railway from Mersa Fatma to Massawa.

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The newspapers aimed at Europeans inform them that:

-Benito Mussolini demanded an apology from Abyssinia (independent Ethiopia) over the Welwel incident, a border clash between Italian and Abyssinian troops, calling it a "sudden unprovoked aggression."
-Parliamentary elections were held in Portugal. The National Union was the only party on the ballot and claimed 100% of the vote.

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Wow I Hate That

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The investigators manage to obtain provisions and desert-related supplies, in spite of them being more expensive because of the Italian military. 

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Anemone brought a motorcycle and four military-grade bicycles that are capable of riding on desert sand.

She has her two guns. She has some ammo for them. She has Magnificence. She has her tent because She Thinks They Might Need It. She has some very light stuff like her binoculars and her watch camera and her sewing kit and her flashlight and her small first aid kit. She has her forgery tools. She has a bicycle and motorcycle repair kit. She has quinine. She has a map and a compass. She is leaving behind the books except for the Kebra Nagast, the book on Aksumite Cults, and Unaussprechlichen Kulten. She is taking the warding stone and telling Frank to keep the fire extinguisher and stay with his plane and keep the entire library from burning down if one of the books catches fire. She has fifteen days' supply of water, gasoline, and food.

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A rosary for good luck, a notebook, a flashlight, and a pocketwatch camera.

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Handgun, rosary for good luck.

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Zoe has a pocket knife, a shotgun, ca igarette lighter, pocketbook, handkerchiefs, compact, gloves, first aid stuff, urbex stuff, and a motorcycle.

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Lev is not so much with the possessions. He can carry extra water.

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They wake up in the morning and take a dhow, which is a kind of ship, to Mersa Fatma. They disembark on the docks.

Mersa Fatma is a small town dominated by two large buildings: to the East, the large looming headquarters and warehouses of the Compagnia Mineraria Coloniale; to the West, an ancient nunnery. Most of the houses in Mersa Fatma are boarded up like no one lives there, and there are many fewer people than the streets seem to be built for.

(News stories of the day: Flooding of the Tiber drove 1,000 residents of Rome from their homes; death of Oemar Said Tjokroaminoto, a famous Indonesian trade unionist.)

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Wow uh. Glad we didn't stay in Rome.

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Yeah, that sounds bad.

In a different way than she expected Rome to be bad tho.

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"So we were going to ask around and see if anyone remembers Ayers, right? But this place is nearly a ghost town."

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"I thought we were going to go to Dallol. Iguess we could also ask whether anyone remembers Ayers, but this sounds hard given that Lev is the only one of us who speaks Italian, we don't know who might remember him, and also it was ten years ago."

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"We might as well ask around while we're here. The ancient nunnery seems like a better place to start intruding on the locals than the looming headquarters, in any case."

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"Yeah i'd rather check out the nunnery." Even though it's PROBABLY evil let's be real. "Less bad than accosting random people on the street."

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There is a woman sitting at the front desk. She says something in Italian.

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Lev translates. "Hello. Are you travelers?"

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"Yes, we are. We're looking for an archaeologist friend of ours. He came here quite a while ago, though, and hasn't written recently, so we're not very sure where to look for him. Last we heard, he was digging for something in Dallol."

Man, Anemone is kind of rolling her eyes at herself for wandering up to random people and being like 'Hi. I am looking for an archaeologist who was probably here idk a decade ago. Do you know anything?' but like what else are they gonna do other than just head straight to Dallol?

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"Well, I'm afraid you won't have much luck. There hasn't been an archaeological dig in Dallol since 1926."

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"What happened in 1926?"

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"A volcano erupted and destroyed the entire dig."

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Honestly, this is already way more information than she was hoping for. Accosting random people with questions about things that happened ten years ago doesn't usually go this well.

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He was uncertain about asking around but thank fuck they did.

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Thank you, Berhane, for telling us this PROMPTLY and not letting them go FOUR HOURS BOTH WAYS without revealing that the thing they are looking for doesn't exist.

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One person in Ethiopia knows how to do their job! (And this isn't even really part of hers!)

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Yeah, she thinks this cannot actually be described as doing her job. One person in Ethiopia is helpful above and beyond the call of duty.

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"Unfortunately, as I understand it, they all died except for one of the archaeologists."

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Lev is making a face as he translates.

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"Well that's terrible. - do you know who the survivor was?"

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"Bartolo Acuna. I don't know what he's up to now. He was negotiating with the CMC-- they were the ones who supplied the expedition."

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His face is becoming even more of a face.

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She jots this down. "Thank you. Perhaps we can get in touch with him and learn more about what happened."

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"The CMC is -- the company with the warehouses here?"

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"Yes. Twenty years ago they mined potash in Mersa Fatma. But five years ago they discovered potash elsewhere, in a place that is less likely to kill white people. No offense. So there is only a small staff remaining."

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"That makes sense. Thank you very much for the information."

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Sorry Lev. Translating what happened to Ayers cannot be pleasant for him.

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YES. HIS LOVER APPARENTLY BURNED TO DEATH IN A VOLCANO, WHICH IS A TERRIBLE DEATH ACTUALLY.

He started kind of tearing up as the conversation got to the volcano, and his face is red by the end of it.

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Well, they don't need to have any more of this conversation, then. They've already thanked the person.

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When they get out, Lev is taking very very deep breaths and trying very hard not to cry. "He was my dissertation advisor," he says in explanation. "Ayers."

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"I'm sorry. It's terrible, and you shouldn't have had to find out like this, now."

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His lover burned to death in a volcano and he can't stop thinking about all the other people who DESERVE to burn to death in a volcano like SAMSON TRAMMEL and instead the person who burned to death was GEORGE who, admittedly, hurt kind of a lot of people but Lev loved him and that was the important thing here.

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Mordred has a deeply uncomfortable amount of detail on what George Ayers was to Lev and elects to not share it. Instead he's just going to keep an eye on Lev, along with all the other things he's keeping an eye on.

Which is kind of a lot of things but hey it means he's not worrying about his brother or the cult or mouths so that's a plus.

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Oswald can reach out and grab his hand. He's not used to spontaneously initiating physical contact but it's not like he's never clung sobbing to Lev in public before.

(He does not voice any of his thoughts because he keeps thinking about the preserved bodies of Pompeii.)

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Handholding is nice. There is an uncomfortable amount of modeling he has to do here about who can figure out that he and Oswald are-- the thing they are-- but that can wait until after he is not dealing with fact that his lover BURNED TO DEATH IN LAVA.

"Um. Probably we should go to the CMC? Or. It might be nice if I had a minute."

(He says this with the attitude of someone who expects to be yelled at later about it.)

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Zoe gets out a canteen and offers him some water.

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"Yeah. We have a minute."

Anemone is honestly very proud of him for asking for something!

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"Yeah, let's go find a place to sit for a while."

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They can find a place to be for a minute; Mordred will look back over his notes from the conversation with Hickering.

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It should be noted as always that Oswald's method of holding hands is more like an iron grip than anything else. He believes in solidity and overkill.

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In a low voice, a bit away from Lev, Zoe asks, "So um. I still don't remember a lot. Or maybe I missed some things? What exactly... are we hoping to do here, again? If Ayers is dead, I mean. All I remember is that we thought he might know things, but..."

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"I think we still want to find out what exactly he came here for, and how it's connected to the cult. I'm honestly not sure whether we don't still want to go to Dallol, just in case there's some sort of evidence of what they were doing. Don't think Lev should come along, though, if we decide that's necessary. Probably isn't anything there anyway, just - I'd feel stupid if there was and we didn't even try looking for it. We should probably check with the CMC first, though."

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"Lev's the only one who can speak the language, though."

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"I guess that's true? But there probably isn't even anybody at the Dallol dig, if it was destroyed by a volcano eight years ago. I guess it'd probably be hard to identify a ruined dig site by looking."

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"Fair. Do you know what we'd be looking for? Anything from any of your books, or from Hickering, about what Ayers would have been digging up? All my books were about. Uh. Stars. And eyes. And poems."

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"One of the books - the one about ziggurats of the Aksumite Empire - talked about monoliths and Hickering mentioned them too."

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"So we're looking for... a big rock?"

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"An obelisk nearly a hundred feet tall, I don't expect we'll miss it."

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"Wow, yeah. That seems like it would, uh, stand out."

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She flips through her notebook. "According to Ayers's notes, he thought that Acuna had uncovered an ancient site of worship for a deity that he thought might be the same as the focus of the Los Angeles cult. That sounds potentially important enough that we might want to make the trip to Dallol anyway, even if there might be nothing there now."

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"Yeah, if we can find anything that didn't get buried in lava that tells us about that cult, that would be good."

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"If there isn't anything there, I guess our next step is probably to track down Acuna; the college in Rome thought that he was investigating the Obelisk of Axum, which Hickering also seemed to think might be related. Or - weird and interesting, anyway."

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"Acuna's the one who survived, right? We should definitely try to find him."

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"Yeah, he's the one who got away from the dig in 1924. I don't think we have evidence that he's a member of the cult himself, but we should be careful dealing with him anyway. Probably our best lead at this point, though."

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"Alright. Did Hickering say anything else about the Obelisk, or cult stuff, or anything like that? I wasn't really all back yet the day you all spoke with him."

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He talked about the Orkney Islands, Mordred considers saying, but he's still not actually sure it isn't just a slightly eerie coincidence, unlike the Ethiopia thing there's no actual evidence it's connected.

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"Uh, he said it was really weird? That it depicted structures many more stories tall than those known to be built by the ancient Aksumites? And he also said some stuff about another big monolith thing in - Hungary, I think, that might be connected with the Children of the Night, from one of the books we got from Ayers's stash, although those were legends from Mexico, so I'm not entirely sure how they're related, if they are - "

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"And he said there was a group of people in Bangkok who were interested in it."

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"Bangkok keeps coming up. If the Bangkok drug-cult sect is interested in it, it's gotta be important. They keep showing up any time there's something important. Okay, so, we go to Dallol, we see if there's a huge Obelisk, we look around the Obelisk for -- weird culty stuff? And then we see if we can find Acuna?"

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"Oh!" she says, looking up from skimming. "Axum ministry of culture. Hickering said that the Axum ministry of culture might have more information about the obelisk."

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"The Obelisk is at Axum, not Dallol, the aim at Dallol is to see if we can figure out what the dig was looking for and to check if there's anything important still there."

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"Oh, Axum is a place, not a weird god. Whoops."

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"And yeah, the obelisk is a separate thing from Ayers's dig site. Ayers's old dig site is right near here, still, so I think we should probably still check it out before we head off to Axum. Probably we should talk to the CMC first, though?"

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"So... we go to the Dallol, see if Ayers' notes help us find anything at the lava-covered dig? And then go to Axum and talk to the ministry of culture and look for an Obelisk, and then we try to find and talk to Acuna? --Right, and the CMC. Which is here and we should go poke around."

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"I think so, yeah."

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"Yeah, that sounds like a plan." Mordred is still flipping through his notes. "Uh, other things Hickering talked about...... oh, he knew the name Nyarlathotep, it's in something called the Necronomicon. A Pharaoh who allegedly ruled for two hundred years called Nephren Ka. An island similar to Atlantis. At this point I'm writing down anything that comes up next to the things we already know about and I'm starting to wish I had a corkboard and string."

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"Nyarlathotep was that word that Winston put on Henslowe's letters, right? Did he say anything about -- wait what? Nephren Ka? Is that like... a really popular Egyptian name or something?"

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"I don't... think so? I wouldn't necessarily know if it was but when Anemone said the name he thought of a specific Pharaoh so I'm guessing probably not?"

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"Pretty sure it's not a common name. Why, have you heard it somewhere before?"

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"It's just weird because I met a guy with that name just like... a week or two ago? Back in New York. Well, met might not be the right word - he used to come to the circus a lot." Like, at shows all over. He was some kinda groupie. You might also know him, actually?"

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Oswald notices Zoe seems to be reacting to something in some way and tries to figure out from this alone if she's going to also have a breakdown.

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"I never spoke to him before but I ran into him while we were the city and he wanted an autograph. And he said his name was Nephren Ka. He had to spell it out for me and everything. I gave him my picture... I signed it and thanked him for being a fan. I figured Nephren Ka was probably a normal name where he was from."

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"Well that's.... moderately concerning."

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"It could just be a coincidence," Mordred says, unconvincingly and unconvinced.

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"Maybe he's just named after the supposedly immortal pharaoh tied into all the other... weird cult stuff we're nosing around in."

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"What, and he shows up right now?"

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"Ugh I wish I could remember what else he said. He said some weird stuff."

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"Apparently he'd been going to shows for a while, well before Zoe got involved in all this."

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"He sticks out of a crowd a bit. Especially when he's there in the midwest same as the city." Zoe is trying to wrack her poor mangled memory. "He... heck. I think he told me I ... shouldn't trust liars? Or something like that? Something about how I should have a shooting act?? I'm sorry, if he said something important I have no idea anymore."

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It doesn't make sense for something to do with the cult to have been following Zoe for years beforehand, Mordred tries to tell himself.

Unless that's retrocausal somehow, unless they've always been involved in all this, shut up brain now is not the time to be anxious about Hickering mentioning Scottish immigrants from the Orkney Islands and small towns near Innsmouth --

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So he was around before... or was he? (dun dun dun) Oswald does not say because he is all the way over here comforting Lev, even if he is now eavesdropping, and also it would be rude.

But Zoe did suddenly develop a bunch of weird memory stuff.

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"Well. We're looking into the cult of the Liar from Beyond, and that doesn't sound innocent to me."

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"The cult has a name?? The cult's name is Liars???"

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"The cult doesn't have a name but the thing they worship does."

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"I mean, we think it's ultimately a cult devoted to the service of something called Nyarlathotep? And the thing they keep calling him is the Liar from Beyond."

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"Okay so... this spooky immortal guy who has apparently been following me around for a decade showed up just to tell me to beware of the evil god that's trying to, I don't know, end the world or eat everyone or something???"

Zoe is starting to think that everyone is probably secretly in on the cult stuff. She looks around warily at passersby.

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"It's possible that he was somehow trying to warn you. But it's also possible that - Trammel spoke of Nyarlathotep being a pharaoh, and also owned the book that identified Nephren Ka as a pharaoh who was - one of the seven masks? Whatever that means? And, uh - I think those things are probably connected. Or at least that Trammel thought they were."

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So Nyarlathotep is known as both Nephren Ka and the Liar from Beyond and some guy named Nephren Ka told Zoe not to trust the Liar--

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"I want to say 'this is too weird and confusing' but honestly it's about as weird and confusing as everything else we've learned. Which.... still might be 'too,'"

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"Yeah. ...well. I don't like this, but I don't really see what we can do about it, right now, besides - follow up on the stuff we were going to follow up on."

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The CMC has seven warehouses and a set of "offices."

The offices seem to be primarily occupied by a dozen half-white half-black children playing while being watched by a much darker-skinned black woman.

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Awwww. Kids are great. Hope you don't get eaten by an ancient horror, kids.

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Lev asks the woman who the people in charge are, and she directs them to the offices of Federico Acquaronte.

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He speaks with Lev for a few minutes, then says in English "We don't often see white people here in Mersa Fatma, what brings you here?"

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"We were trying to find information on an archaeologist friend of ours. Apparently his dig was destroyed by a volcano about eight years ago. We'd heard that you might have funded it, and might have some records on what they were doing?"

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"Oh, we didn't fund it, thank God. Can you imagine? No, it was funded by some philanthropist from America. Echvar or something like that. We just sold them supplies."

(He looks very bored, and glad for the chance to talk to someone.)

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"Oh, I see. Good for you, I guess. Ah - Mr. Aarons was a student of one of the archaeologists, and had been hoping that we would be able to learn more about what he was studying here. If you have any records at all regarding what his mentor may have been working on, we'd be very grateful for more information."

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"No, unfortunately, I only handled the business end. I think Eskander, my right-hand man, saw Acuna the other day in Massaua? Perhaps you can speak to him." He rolls his eyes. "Can't imagine why you would want to. Absolute nightmares to work with."

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"Oh?"

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"Acuna was insane and Ayers was a drug addict."

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Gosh that sure is a face Lev is making right now.

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"We have heard that. Still - do you know how long ago he was seen in Massaua?" (She had not, in fact, heard the first part of that.)

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"A few days ago. It was when Eskander was collecting the payroll from the Banco d'Italia."

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"Wow, that's a stroke of luck. I suppose we'd better go see if we can catch him before he moves on."

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"I think he might have been about to move on to some dig? You should talk to Eskander."

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"We'd like to, thank you. Can you point us in the right direction?"

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He pokes his head out the window and says to the nearest woman, "Jahzara! Get me Eskander."

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A few minutes later, Eskander has appeared. He fingers his cross necklace.

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"Hello! We heard that you'd happened to see Bartolo Acuna in Massaua a couple days ago? Is that right?"

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"Yes, ma'am." (He glances at Federico before saying anything else.)

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Obviously his employees are going to seek his approval before having any opinions. This is how black people.

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"Did you speak to him? Do you have any idea whether he's likely to still be there?"

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"Ma'am, he said he was going to Adua. As part of a critical government mission." Eskander says this with a truly remarkable level of sincerity.

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She notes that down. "Thank you, that's very helpful. Did he say anything else about it?"

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"No, ma'am."

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"I see. Well, at least we know where to look now. Thank you very much. Do you know what he was doing in Massaua?"

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Eskander touches his cross necklace. "I imagine that whatever he's doing is vitally important for the glory of Italy." Sarcasm? What sarcasm? There is no sarcasm here.

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Of course there isn't.

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Of course not. Black people are too stupid for sarcasm.

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"I imagine, given everything, it is some sort of archeological dig."

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She is not quite capable of not smiling. "I'm sure. Thank you very much, Eskander. I suppose in that case we should all go to Adua?"

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"All right, but first you must have dinner with me. I would be fascinated to hear about your adventures. It gets very lonely as the only European in Mersa Fatma."

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Mmmm must we though.

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May as well get free food if it's not going to delay them.

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It looks like Adua is about three days' bike ride away, so they're definitely not getting there today no matter what.

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Zoe is enthusiastically in favor of a Real Meal Cooked In a Kitchen. Eaten at a Table while sitting in a Chair.

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"We'd love to."

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What they learn over the next few hours is that Federico Acquaronte SUUUUUUUCKS.

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Gee really!

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Unsurprising tbh.

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He has three wives and more than a dozen children.

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What, simultaneously??

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He is VERY BITTER about how "those nuns" destroyed the CMC's relationships with the local Afar nomads.

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Good job nuns.

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The nuns got the Afar to shirk their duties and interrupt work for extended periods and steal supplies and spread malcontent to others.

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Good job nuns.

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Anemone has some concerns about this man's family life, but she was raised to keep her concerns to herself in polite company. And is silently glad to hear that the nuns might not be evil. It's really better living in a world where nuns are sometimes not evil.

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And as soon as they found potash somewhere else the CMC moved to somewhere with more cooperative employees.

Incidentally ruining Federico's entire career and leaving himself with nothing but his three dubiously consenting black wives.

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That sounds very hard.

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Behold Eskander's complete lack of opinion about any of this.

If he had an opinion, he might lose his job, so he has NO OPINIONS AT ALL.

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He heard something about white men being less likely to die at the new location, were there problems here?

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The Eritrean and Ethiopian desert in the area inland from Mersa Fatma is scrub desert lowland, hotter than hot. Foreigners — even Africans who aren’t from the local area — would be foolish or suicidal to travel alone in this wilderness.

Presumably they were not planning to do that, right.

They were going to get a native guide.

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Oh yeah they were absolutely going to get a native guide and would never think of biking three days through the wilderness alone. Obviously.

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Zoe agrees a native guide is clearly the best way for people to travel through such an inhospitable environment!

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Yes definitely they are getting a native guide out of curiosity how does one best do that.

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They can go to Adua by themselves fine but they really need a guide to go to Dallol.

They can probably find a guide in Kolluli, which is on the way to Dallol. Although black people are very lazy and you have to bribe them with liquor to get them to do anything. Savages.

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NO OPINIONS.

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Well, they can probably figure something out.

It's very good of him to give them this advice.

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Zoe compliments his wives and children and house and his right hand man and when it comes the food and does her best to keep Federico talking about himself and not asking questions of them.

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Mordred is just very determinedly keeping his mouth shut.

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"How did you come to find someone so faithful as your right-hand man?"

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Why would you draw attention to poor Eskander.

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"He's been employed at the CMC since he was twelve. It's the Christianity, I think. Civilizes them."

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Ethiopia has been Christian since 300 AD, which is a fact that Eskander is too employed to bring up.

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"So, if we want to find a trustworthy guide, ought we ask about in the churches?"

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Anemone is not going to ask how any of this connects to his opinion of the nuns.

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"I imagine the nuns might be helpful to travelers. In spite of their nonsensical opposition to potash mining."

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Mordred is absolutely not having any opinions whatsoever on any of this at all!

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"Thank you for the advice. Without your guidance who knows if we would have thought to ask the nuns to help us."

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When Federico lets them go, it is the evening, a perfect time to bike to Adua without getting heatstroke or, for that matter, to talk to nuns.

Berhane Moti is lurking outside the building watching them.

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Our favorite nun!

Admittedly, the only nun we know!

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Ooh. Let's go say hi then.

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Berhane Moti is visibly surprised when they approach. "Hello."

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"Hello! Thank you again for telling us about the dig site, it was more than we'd hoped to be able to learn."

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"You're welcome! I am glad you are not going to be going to Dallol. It's terribly dangerous. Outsiders who go there inevitably die."

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"Have there been many out there, since 1926?"

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"Well, no," she says reasonably, "because it kills them."

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"Oh? What kills them?"

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"The heat, the dehydration... The jackals and lions, if nothing else gets them."

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"I see. We were actually still considering going up anyway, to see whether any traces of our friend's research have been left behind. I'm told it would be suicidal without a local guide, though, and we were thinking about going to Adua first. We understand that Acuna might be there right now."

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Why would you LEAD with the dumb thing we're doing Anemone.

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"It's best to stay away from Dallol. There's nothing there. Whatever they were excavating has been buried under lava."

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Zoe, recently paranoid that maybe everyone is secretly in on evil cult stuff, tries to think of what the nun might be hiding and why she doesn't want them to go to Dallol. "It would be suicide" and "Everyone who goes there dies" are obviously just meant to scare them off.

Zoe tries to check herself. Surely not everyone is in on it. Probably this literal nun is just trying to dissuade the poor stupid foreigners from getting themselves killed like the last lot. She needs to stop being so paranoid.

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Lev has some FEELINGS about the fact that his LOVER was BURIED under LAVA. Lev feels the world has it out for him specifically.

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"We understand that there's probably nothing there. But - we've come a long way. The archaeologist who ran the dig was a close friend of Mr. Aarons, here, and if any scrap of his research can be recovered - "

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"How did an expedition even get funded? What was there, and how did they find out about it? Or is it just outsiders who go there never to return?"

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She gestures vaguely. "The Europeans will fund anything, I think. I don't know what they thought they would find. It is simply a desert. There is nothing interesting in the desert."

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...From her body language, Berhane is very clearly lying her ass off.

Or, well, she is not. She is technically only saying true facts, arranged in such a way that she is lying her ass off.

Mordred, as a veteran liar, recognizes what is going on. Although he does not say only technically true facts he just lies. Easier that way, you don't have to speak around things.

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Did you know it is a sin to lie but it is not a sin to say true things in a way that misleads people. This is an important theological fact.

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That's not how lying works.

But Mordred hasn't believed in sin since he was a teenager so the point's a bit moot.

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"Going to talk to Acuna is an excellent idea. I hope he will tell you much more about Ayers than you would learn by staying here."

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Mordred does his best to subtly indicate to Anemone that Berhane is super lying.

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hmmmmmmmmm it sure seems like mordred thinks that something is UP with this.

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There is some weird social thing going on he doesn't understand. Oh well.

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"Can we trust you with something?"

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"I can give you my word that this goes no farther." She smiles. "And I am a nun!"

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Uh Huh.

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Welp here goes nothing. "We think that our friend Mr. Ayers may have gotten himself into something quite dark. He was researching ancient cults before he left for Ethiopia, and I believe he hoped to find more about their origins here. And I don't think his work was ended when he died, I think that others may have followed his example. And - I worry that he may have uncovered something. Something not on the side of the angels. And the fruits of whatever he was working on is causing enough harm overseas - deaths, I think, in service to this cult that he bolstered, that - we don't really feel capable of just ignoring the situation. Even if it might be very dangerous."

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...Berhane considers this.

"You should come back to the nunnery. This is not a thing I wish to discuss in public."

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"That sounds good." Let's go there, then.

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Berhane goes to the nunnery, leaves them in a room while she speaks privately with Mother Superior, then takes them to a quiet room in the nunnery. "Can I persuade you to leave Dallol alone?" she says. "There is nothing good for you there. There is a great evil, and the Ayers expedition tried to awake it."
 
 
 
 

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Such A Face About Translating This Conversation.

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"And now it is quiet and there is not a problem. The trouble will only happen if someone disturbs it."

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yes yes lev was a member of an evil torture cult he did not make good decisions when he was twenty-three

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"How sure are you that it isn't still awake."

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"It has not moved since the volcano erupted by the grace of God."

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Okay, by "the volcano erupted by the grace of God" Behane definitely means "we SUPER made the volcano erupt."

"I am in that case very grateful for the grace of God," Mordred says.

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"Unfortunately, there is a problem. It's not here where you can see it, it's elsewhere, but it's not sleeping. We have already lost two friends to it. One was killed. The other was - something else. Her mind was taken. And we can't stand by and watch that continue happening to people, not if there might be something we can do about it. But we won't know what that is without more information."

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Berhane looks troubled by what Anemone says. "Are you saying that elsewhere the Mouth has-- awoken?"

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"Yes."

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"--I will be upfront with you. I want to help. But the last time white people appeared in Mersa Fatma talking about the Mouth they worshiped it."

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"I am saying that one month ago, I stood in the home of one of the highest members of this cult, and saw the room in which they cut up men to be fed to it. And saw the mouth. Heard its song. They're trying to force more people to bow to it, or to be fed to it. And I cannot go home until I have some idea how to stop it."

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"The mouth killed our friend. It spat at me." - she shows where the acid burned her - "It killed people we love." She gestures at Lev and glances at Oswald. "We want to stop it."

Zoe is trying VERY HARD to remember literally any of the details of the night when she saw the mouth.

The details she is remembering... do not seem like they will be helpful here.

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Lev feels like the people he loves were really not the typical case of the Mouth killing people, but okay.

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"They took my sister. I nearly died at their hands a month ago. Please help us stop them from taking anyone else."

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"If you have questions about what we know we can answer them, we realize that 'trust us we're here to stop it' is a lot to ask," Mordred says, on the basis that he doesn't have a better way to prove good intent than offering to share information.

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"Uh, full disclosure, I am a former member of the evil cult?"

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SKEPTICISM.

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"Lev, you didn't know it was an evil cult until all your friends were eaten by mouths."

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"I mean I probably could have figured it out if I weren't-- not the point. I saw the-- thing get summoned, and-- please please help us do something about it, this is not a thing that should be in the world."

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Berhane thinks about it carefully and nods.

"I want you to know," she says, "that if you betray a nun to demons, you are going to spend a bunch of extra time in Purgatory and I will not ask the priest to perform the liturgy of the dead for your souls."

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Oswald nods fervently.

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"That seems extremely generous, honestly."

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"We are the order of St. Frumentius. St. Frumentius lived in the third century and converted Ethiopia to Christianity. He founded our order shortly before he died. This much is widely known. What is less known is that St. Frumentius was one of the most talented exorcists who has ever lived. He founded our order to continue his work."

Berhane grows serious. "We have secret vows." She recites, as if a person saying something sacred. "'If we falter, none will stand against the Mouth. Its jaws will crush our animals, our families, ourselves. If we fail, none will bear to face the Fisher. Its claws will mark our animals, or families, ourselves. We must not fall.”

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"This is a translation from Ge'ez to Italian and from Italian to English, sorry, I bet it sounds way prettier in Ge'ez."

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"It's still pretty good the way it is," she says, a little awed.

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"We opposed the foreigners who came those years ago to dig at Dallol. Although our alarm was great at what they were doing, we opposed them quietly, sabotaging their supplies, undermining them among their allies, undermining their progress at every turn. But they were tenacious. Both their leader, Acuna, and the American, Ayers, were obsessed with penetrating the ancient chambers. When they finally did, we had no choice but to pray until God chose to end the shrine in fire."

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"Do you think the shrine in Dallol was really completely destroyed?" This is an honest question. She has no idea what to think of this right now.

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"Perhaps you will learn something from inspecting the ruins? God buried the chambers themselves so that none can enter. But some of the structures are still standing."

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"That makes sense. We're not sure. But - it seems possible that might still be some information."

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"But you must tell me what is happening with the awakening of the Mouth elsewhere."

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Zoe is at this point fairly convinced that literally anyone could be secretly in on evil cult stuff, but is very relieved that any of them are against everyone getting eaten by mouths.

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"Yes. We were hired to investigate what had happened to someone who had opposed the cult just before Ayers's expedition here. Many members of the cult were killed, the night the summoning took place, but some survived. Mr. Aarons ended up in a mental institution. But Mr. Samson Trammel, in Los Angeles - he has continued the original cult, and expanded it. They have bases in Bangkok, in Mexico City, and in Malta, in Italy. We suspect that all of these locations have a mouth. The one in Los Angeles - we saw. Trammel kidnapped one of our fellow investigators - she was his foster daughter, she never dreamed he was directly involved in what she was investigating - and, ah, kept her in his basement, with the mouth, until she was - when we tried to rescue her, a week and a half later, she was very different. She told us that she was to become the daughter of Nyarlathotep."

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"Is-- Nyarlathotep the demon's name?"

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"Yes."

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"We believe so. We think he might have a lot. But - one of them."

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"We do not know their names. If you know their names you can summon them and-- St. Frumentius wished us not to experience temptation. On such matters."

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Nod. "That makes sense."

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Oh dear. "We apologize if we've accidentally broken a rule by telling you."

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Smile. "I do not find myself the slightest bit tempted to summon a demon."

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Weak smile back.

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"And from what you tell me the cause is quite lost already."

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"We know that they are harvesting the - drool, they call it nectar, from the mouths, and selling it as a drug. We're not sure what all of the effects of it are, but apparently it's getting quite popular. We know that the Mexico City team is attempting to record the - songs, that the mouths sing, in an attempt to control people with their music. We suspect that may have been part of what happened to our friend, the combination of the drugs and the music, with no way to escape from either."

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She grimaces. "Seems like a demonic parody of the Mass and the Eucharist. Of course I knew they would-- But it is still... troubling, to see them so desecrated."

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"Yes. And we know that they perform human sacrifices. Feeding people to the mouths. I think - not just eaten, I think they torture them first. I think it must - feed on pain, or something."

Wow it feels really good to get to say all of this actually.

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It doesn't actually seem that Eucharist-like but that's not quite the point. "Or they just like torturing people, I wouldn't put it past Trammel."

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She inclines her head. "A sick inversion of the sacrifice of Our Lord."

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Lev is visibly skeptical as he translates.

It is unclear how much of this is the deeply held Jewish atheist feeling that the Christians should not turn out to be right about ANYTHING.

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"Also possible. But - I dunno, the way they had all of those knives specifically in the room with the mouth - and you remember that the movie producer in the basement suggested that I had lit my arms on fire as a sacrifice, when he thought I was one of them - "

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"The Nectar in Bangkok, the men ripping each other apart. He wanted that." He's talking more to Anemone than Berhane.

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"Yes. I think that they - I think the pain and the violence are somehow integral to their concept of worship."

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Quietly: "Ramon and Samson and--" He stops. "They did like hitting me."

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Ahahahahah let's not do any more horrible self-analysis today.

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Mordred is absolutely not commenting on that! "It didn't appear particularly mass-like, not that I've gone to many masses."

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"But there was that - one of the books that I read, one of the books that they had, it was about a group of Catholic priests who had been - it certainly seemed that they had somehow been in contact with the Mouth, and become more violent towards the Indians that the Spanish were conquering as a result - I'm not sure if it's connected, really, but it seemed like something to keep in mind, that perhaps the Mouth has infiltrated Christian orders before - "

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Why do they keep bringing up uncomfortable true things. Anemone he thought your job was the opposite of that.

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She grimaces. "St. Frumentius was wise to forbid us from knowing the names of demons."

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"Yes. Yes, I think he was."

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"I-- can touch holy water? Or your rosaries. It seems that those who worship demons should have trouble touching the things of God."

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Oswald continues to have the rosary. He can offer it to her.

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Berhane can hold it easily and without pain.

Berhane seems to sincerely believe everything she's telling them. In fact, she seems so earnest that it is hard to imagine her being a member of a cult at all. It is like imagining a puppy as a cult member.

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"Oh! That was another thing. Mordred, you said that the gardener had - dropped a rosary into one of the little mouths that had appeared on the property? And it had turned to stone? The mouth, I mean, not the rosary."

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"It was a crucifix but yes."

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She is very unsurprised by rosaries freezing mouths.

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"Right, that was it. - oh. Also we, uh, think that it the mouths might be, uh, infectious? They keep - the house of the man who had tried to stop the cult a decade ago kept forming water marks that looked just like mouths. And the mental asylum where Mr. Aarons was being kept didn't have the same visible signs, but - the other patients kept talking about the mouth. About mouths. We didn't know what they meant at the time. One of them tried to bite me, while he was talking about it."

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"But especially given the priests in your book I don't think that means particularly much? They could still pray and hold masses, and things. -- to be clear I do trust you but I'm hesitant to extend that to everyone and anyone who can touch a rosary or holy water or take communion."

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"Demon possession can have visible signs. I would expect any priests who worshiped demons to be unable to perform a true mass instead of a blasphemous perversion."

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Lev has feelings about translating the phrase 'blasphemous perversion' which exactly two people in this room understand.

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Mordred may be wearing his friend's rosary but he is still, in fact, an atheist. It has not become easier in the last few months to believe that there is an all-knowing all-powerful deity who notices and cares for every fallen sparrow and wants things to turn out okay.

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"Do you have any other questions for me? Or ways that I can assist?"

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"Well, we still need a guide to get through the desert, I think?"

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"After Adua, though."

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"Yeah, I think - it sounds like nothing horrible is probably going to happen to the Dallol ruins in the next few days, in which case we should first determine whether we can get any information from Acuna. He shouldn't recognize us. And then, after that, we can come back here and see if there's anything to be learned from Dallol."

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"I can guide you and take you to the site and well away from Dallol village." She makes a face. "You would not want to stumble into Dallol village these days."

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"Afar in that area have become-- strange in recent years. They no longer travel their old nomadic routes and rarely leave the village. The other tribes of the area have come to shun them, uncomfortable in their presence. They avoid going into town to trade with them, even if it means traveling farther to collect goods that they need. It's best to stay away."

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"I see." She does not really see but Berhane seems like she knows what's up.

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Oh, like Innsmouthers. Sometimes that just happens to small towns. Mordred nods.

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"Ah." Spooky. Spooky isolated probably haunted town.

Haunted? Infested? Converted? Something.

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"Well, if that's all, you may stay at the nunnery tonight and leave early tomorrow for Adua."

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"Thank you. We appreciate your help immensely."

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 This will hopefully be nicer than the hotel and if so he's glad of it.

[For romantic plot tumor, click here.]

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The next morning, Berhane approaches. "The other nuns and I have discussed your story. We find it disturbing. We want to help as best we can. One of our finest exorcists, Sister Araari, has agreed to join you on your investigations, if you will have her."

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"That sounds like an extremely useful person to have along."

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"We would very much appreciate having someone knowledgeable of the area and of exorcising this sort of demon accompanying us!"

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Berhane gestures for Sister Araari to come forward.

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Araari steps forward! She's a young black woman, with medium brown skin; she wears all handwoven white cotton and a netela scarf covering her hair. She’s young and looks a little nervous, but she smiles at the party. “Hello.”

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"Good to meet you, Sister. Thank you for joining us."

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Oswald nods in greeting.

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It takes three days to travel to Adua. 

[For romantic plot tumor, click here.]

On the first day, Oswald gets heatstroke; on the second day, Zoe gets it; Mordred and Anemone both have heatstroke all three days. They are headachey, exhausted, and prone to fainting.

Their clothing is damp with sweat and sticks to their skin. It has to be constantly adjusted, much to their irritation and distraction.

They arrive at a busy camp preparing for war. Soldiers shout at each other in a dozen languages, carrying out a hundred incomprehensible tasks. Everywhere there is the threat of war.

They are directed to the tent of Bartolo Acuna.

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Gotta say, not an auspicious set of surroundings!

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augh did they forget to have a plan here or is she just too busy dying of heat to remember it

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Acuna stares mournfully at his empty whisky bottle. "Do you have something to drink?" he says in English.

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She does not drink because alcohol is a SCOURGE among her PEOPLE. Ergo despite generally being prepared she does not have any.

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 “I have water. No alcohol.”

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"Unfortunately no. You're Bartolo Acuna, the archaeologist?"

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"Yes. Please tell me you are less dull to talk to than the rest of this lot. If you can't provide me booze or interesting conversation you can just as well go away."

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"Actually, we wanted to ask you some questions. In relation to archaeology. Specifically the dig at Dallol."

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He considers this and then says, "Come in. You are archaeologists, then?"

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"Students of archaeology and ancient history, I'm not sure I would claim the title of archaeologist myself."

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“I am just accompanying them. I’m a nun of the order of St. Frumentius.”

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His eyes fix blearily on Magnificence. "You have a monkey. Obviously someone in this goddamn hellhole has a monkey." He trails off into Spanish.

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"We were looking into the research of George Ayers and that led us to the cult of Gol-Goroth, and then to -- yes. We have a monkey."

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"Yes, a memento from work in Central America. I'm sorry, I'm afraid I get quite attached." UGH do people have to go around telling the TRUTH. "We're from the University of Los Angeles, investigating whether any information can be obtained about the disappearance of George Ayers some years ago, and whatever became of his work. I understand the two of you worked together?"

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Araari frowns slightly but doesn’t comment.

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Fine he will go back to letting the fast talkers fast talk. His contributions to the team are unappreciated in their time.

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"Yes. He was a drug addict, you know." Acuna is slurring his words and already pouring himself another glass of whiskey.

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They Know

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"Yes, I imagine that limited his effectiveness. Still, if any of his findings are recoverable, they might still be valuable to the university."

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Araari is going to stand with her back to the tent wall and occasionally glance at the exit while the fast talkers do their thing.

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"He's dead now. In case you're wondering. Not missing."

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"We did hear that, yes. It is making accomplishing our task here somewhat more - complex. Of course we suspected as much, given the length of his silence."

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"Is there any sort of documentation of his death, or were any of his belongings recovered? The university never received any records and still has him listed as current faculty."

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"Those pinheads at the CMC cut off our supplies and we had to travel back up the railhead to Mersa Fatma to talk some goddamn sense into them. We heard of the eruption after having spent a completely pointless day negotiating with company men — the whole site destroyed, fallen to the bottom of a crater thirty yards across, awash in lava. Gone. Our associates dead, some of the laborers apparently blaming us for the whole fiasco, as though we could cause a volcano to erupt. Like I have control over the goddamn geology. Ayers told me he had to see the site for himself, so he went back up the railway." Long drink of whiskey. "Never saw or heard from him again. No sense speculating what happened to him. A thousand things meant us all ill by that point. Take your pick. Angry laborers, bad supplies, lava floes, the hottest place on the goddamn planet."

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"--Wait, was Ayers not at the site when the volcano erupted?"

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"He was not. We were dealing with those numbskulls at--" Acuna slips into Spanish.

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"Those numbskulls at?"

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"That idiot at the CMC with his fourteen wives."

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"Federico Acquaronte?" But she thinks he only had three..?

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"Yeah. Complete moron." Acuna looks prepared to begin a rant about the perfidity of the CMC.

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"He did seem like, ah, not the most competent person who could possibly have been placed in his position. I was beginning to wonder whether we would ever run into anyone who knew the first thing about what happened. We're lucky that you returned for another dig."

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"Can't say I was much impressed with him either. Ayers was dealing with him?"

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"We both had to work on those idiots if we wanted to get anything. Kept canceling our goddamn supplies. It's the way it is. We're stuck here in Adua because some numbskull got two contradictory orders and now I have nothing to do but drink for weeks. As soon as they put someone in charge of a bureaucracy they cut out their goddamn brains."

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"They're not letting you return to the obelisk?"

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"Not until they sort out the infantry marching orders," he says with obvious contempt for the concept. Infantry marching orders, Acuna seems to believe, were invented exclusively for the purpose of keeping him from doing archaeological work.

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"Well, I hope you'll be able to get back soon? You don't think the site will be damaged in the mean time, do you, from the fighting or from exposure?"

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"It's stuck around for the past two thousand years, I imagine it'll hold for another few weeks."

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"Sure. As long as they didn't get you caught in an awkward place. I guess around here there's less threat of rain washing things away while you're halfway done than there is in some places, anyway. What exactly is it, do you know yet?"

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"The city of Axum is filled with stelae. The Obelsik of Axum is the oldest, about a thousand seven hundred years old. It was toppled onto its side and shattered into five parts during the sixteenth century. Could be an earthquake, could be because of the war. My research focuses on an ancient text that had been acquired by the Università di Roma, where I work, the Revelations of Dagon. Based on my study of the text, I believe that one or both of the “false” doors at the base of the Obelisk actually conceal a real entrance to a chamber hidden within the Obelisk."

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Could be an earthquake, could be because of the war, could have been something else.

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She jots that down. "But the chamber wasn't revealed when the structure broke?"

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"It was not. They built it strong.The other stelae in Axum were used to mark underground burial chambers. They were modeled on the Obelisk of Axum, but the Obelisk’s purpose was different. According to my research, it was built to serve as a sort of earthly pillar for the wall behind which the Prisoner of Dagon was imprisoned."

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"The Prisoner of Dagon?"

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"A legendary figure. I know very little about him."

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Dagon is... a place? Some kind of saint? Has a church order or something? Mordred said the Order of Dagon was some campus Christian group, he's pretty sure.

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"A figure that they must have thought would need a very strong wall to contain. it would seem. Why build a chamber into it, though, I would think that would interfere with its function as a piece of a strong wall? Perhaps if their building techniques were advanced enough that this didn't seem like a problem - and given the evidence, they might well have been right about that - "

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"I believe it is a symbolic pillar of a mystical prison. The hidden chamber within the Obelisk is the Chamber of Silence- literally 'the room in which the mouth is shut'– an earthly model of the Prisoner’s unearthly cell."

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"The room where the mouth is shut, huh?"

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"The Revelations of Dagon is cryptic at the best of times."

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He had thought that the Order of Dagon were Christians when he was in college but the name Dagon has come up enough times that he is no longer nearly as confident as he was five years ago.

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"Now how does... Dagon... tie into all this." And also what is it.

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"Dagon is an ancient Mesopotamian deity. If venerated, he brought his followers grain and fish."

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"Was there much contact between the Kingdom of Axum and Mesopotamia? I suppose you have Christianity spreading in this area at about that time, but presumably you mean that Dagon predates that era - ?"

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"There was absolutely a great deal of trade. The Biblical Queen of Sheba was Ethiopian, and Ethiopia is home to a lost tribe of Jews." Another sip of whiskey.

They hear the shouting of soldiers from outside. Acuna seems unbothered.

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Araari is also unbothered. The shouting is about how someone has FAILED to feed their camel and he is STARVING and what kind of INCOMPETENT ARE YOU. Sorry to everyone who doesn't speak Italian.

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Is Acuna really the best source on how bothered to be. 

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"Mmm. Then I suppose it should be unsurprising to see other religious ideas spreading between the two areas."

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Also did they ask at all about what the 1926 digsite actually contained, because he tried to bring that up and apparently this tripped up various conversational approaches so he's wary about bringing it up again.

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"The Revelations of Dagon were also what lead me to Dallol."

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look she is working on it. she's already brought up - aha here we go. "Oh? What was the connection there?"

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"It had been translated before, of course. But I did new work on the fragments concerning an ancient deity concerned with power and hierarchy and strength. Those passages, properly interpreted, suggested an ancient focus of worship at what I believed was Dallol. Naturally, I was vindicated when we arrived and we unearthed the temple exactly where I expected we’d find it."

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Hierarchy, power, strength, all reminds him of that essay by Samson fucking Trammel. (Mordred is taking notes on this conversation to compare with Anemone later.)

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"That must have been terribly gratifying. Was all of the work at that site lost in the eruption, or did you manage to salvage anything?"

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"I have a few sketches... and of course my memories."

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"We'd love to hear about it. Was it a temple of Dagon? The notes Ayers left indicated that there might be a connection to something else. I couldn't make sense of everything he left in his notes - I don't think his drug habit was very good for his lucidity - but he said something about a deity he called Gol-Goroth?"

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"I don't know the deity's name, but it was not a temple of Dagon. Imagery was all wrong. Dagon is-- water, fish, that sort of thing. The Dallol site was mouths."

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"Huh," she says, as if this is remotely surprising. "Have you seen anything else like it?"

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"Never. The reliefs we found inside the temple, in the chamber with the statue, showed the ancient people venerating some deity represented by the mouth, preparing themselves for its worship, making offerings to it, even feeding themselves to it. And.. there was... well, there was..."

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"There was?"

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Acuna takes a big gulp of whiskey. "There was a mouth there. A statue of one, I mean, it had to be, obviously it wasn't-- but it was carved in detail like you’ve never seen, made of some rock we hadn’t seen before, probably quarried in the brine fields before Christ, boiled off now, fallen beneath the crust. A giant, screaming mouth, all tongues and a dozen kinds of teeth and lips that were… well, obscene."

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“That sounds horrifying.” Araari does not look surprised, although she does look very sympathetic.

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"Did it not seem like a statue, when you saw it?"

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"It looked... very much like a thing that once was alive." Another very large gulp of whiskey.

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Ha. Ha. Hahaha.

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"How fascinating. And Ayers didn't know what to make of it either?"

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"If he did he didn't tell me. Just started making notes-- I still have them."

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"Really? Could we see them? We've traveled such a long way to find something - "

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Acuna stands up and, swaying a little bit, roots around in the papers and records in the trunks outside of his tent.

Outside they hear the bray of camels being lead to a watering hole, and a fast-paced argument. (Araari can tell that someone seems to have stolen someone else's favorite girlfriend.)

He stands up and shows them a few pieces of paper. One is a sketch of what is recognizably the warding stone.

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Araari recognizes the writing as Ge’ez. The syllable alphabet is widely used, but the language itself is only used today as the liturgical language of the Ethiopian Orthodox Church. The language is archaic, but Ayers's notes seem to be a broadly accurate translation.

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Anemone recognizes that the second page of Acuna's notes are a spell of some kind which appears to grant some sort of mystic knowledge.

"Have these been much help to you? I wonder whether I might find something if I compared them with the full version of Ayers's research before the dig. It was too extensive for me to bring it all with me."

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"Go ahead. Take it. I don't even want to think about that dig anymore."

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"Thank you very much! Hopefully your current dig is less, ah - disturbing?"

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Whiskey. "I can hope."

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Out of nowhere, wood cracks! The investigators jump, their eyes darting to the sudden destruction. Looking more closely, there’s a deformed bullet embedded there. It could have come from anywhere, could be from soldiers practicing, could be collateral damage from a firefight a mile away.

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aaaaa.

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aaaaa???

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"--How bad is that--" He is asking Acuna but his personal opinion is BAD

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"It happens all the time. Goddamn war zones."

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Araari is just going to say a quick prayer for safety under her breath. This has the pleasant side effect of calming her down.

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"It's - possible that we should return home before the war zone gets any worse. But I'm glad we have something to show for coming here."

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"Makes sense. Glad for any goddamn company in this wasteland."

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In Oswald's professional opinion as a criminal sometimes gunfire happens nearby and you have to tough it out. But he's tried to live his life strenuously AVOIDING the parts that involve being in earshot of random gunfire.

He sticks to the parts with offices.

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Mordred does not do the kinds of crime that involve spending time in earshot of gunfire! Gunfire, like disembodied mouths, is a recent addition to his life.

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Hmmm. Might be worth going to the Dallol dig site still but if so she feels like she should probably not make that decision without half of her brain tied behind her back. 

Maybe they can... rest here. for a bit. Vefore they figure out what they're doing. She sticks the spell in the pocket with the warding stone in case that makes it safer to carry.

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"Resting sounds good to me. Today has been exhausting and I suspect I got the easiest of it."

They split off; Araari and Zoe to one tent, Mordred and Lev and Anemone and Oswald to another.

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Gonna inform Mordred and Lev and Oswald that they got themselves a SPELL while the nun isn't here to be bothered by that.

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Whoa.

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O.O

He is pretty sure that his reaction SHOULD be "this is bad and wrong and evil" but actually his reaction is WANT.

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What does it do?

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"Dunno! We should be careful with it. Probably something horrifying. Good to keep track of which things we have, though."

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It's okay to learn spells for the sake of having learned something. He's sure he heard that somewhere.

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Was it from his dad tho.

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This is less true when learning spells rends one's mind maybe.

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"Okay, I think I can maybe make something of this if I cross-reference it with some other stuff? But we don't have the stuff on hand, and it'll take a while even when we do."

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"I feel like if we're going to make a decision about the spell it should happen when... fewer of us... are running on half a brain."

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"Sure, I was thinking I'd just hold onto it until we get back to the plane."

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"Speaking of weird occult knowledge, has Dagon come up before? Because I thought it did at Miskatonic but it seemed more innocuous than this."

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"I think one of the books talked about it. We should see if we can get our hands on the book he was talking about."

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Mordred is incredibly tired. "At Miskatonic there was a club called the - some very grand-sounding adjective - Order of Dagon. My impression at the time was that it was a group of Christians who liked feeling secretive and special, there were a lot of clubs like that, they invited me a few times but I turned them down because I was a strident atheist. Am. A strident atheist. I am, ah, less certain of that impression now."

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Lev thinks Mordred is very cute but gods are Definitely Real.

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There is a god trying to eat them currently but maybe not one with a capital G. He's unclear how strident atheists think about these things.

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Honestly at this point Mordred thinks of himself as an atheist at least half because there's nothing he would worship.

It is not that he doesn't believe there are gods trying to eat them but he isn't going to join any cults about it and he's still doubtful about an almighty omnipotent omnibenevolent force (although at some point he is going to consider the implications of exorcist nuns on that belief. Not right now though. Right now he's compartmentalizing.)

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"Guys... I noticed something weird."

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"Yeah?"

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"Um, so. It's probably nothing. But everyone else who doesn't live in Ethiopia got heatstroke? And I'm weak and frail and I should but I. Didn't. And-- even when they didn't get heatstroke it feels really really hot-- but."

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"...does it not feel hot to you?"

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"For me it feels like a summer in Savannah."

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"That's. probably good on balance?" Mordred tries.

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".....I think it's a lot hotter than a summer in Savannah."

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"Incredibly ominous don't get me wrong but I'm in favor of you not getting heatstroke."

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Awwwwww how romantic.

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She's gonna fumble around through her stuff for a thermometer if she can do that without expending very much energy. It's 90 degrees Fahrenheit.

"I guess it probably does get up to ninety in Savannah sometimes. Weird that the biking didn't bother you, though."

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"It should. I have asthma. I don't-- this is not right."

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"Do you know when the last time you experienced asthma symptoms was?"

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"Um, I mean, I was in a mental hospital, I didn't exactly have a chance to run anywhere. So... ten years ago? But."

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"Right, but - has there been anything since we got you out? I guess I'm - if some event occurred that caused you not to have asthma anymore, it would be nice if we could narrow down whether it happened recently or whether it happened in 1924 -  I guess it might not be possible to tell."

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"I don't think I've had to run since then-- I withdrew from my medications and I... got sick..."

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"No asthma that I recall, though, just throwing up and - being really out of it."

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"It doesn't make me sweat to bike. All your clothes are drenched and mine are basically dry."

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"Yeah, that's - weird. You think it's got something to do with the mouth haunting you?"

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"Maybe???"

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"...So what does this mean? Apart from the revelation that Lev can now engage in physical activity without dying. ...Metaphorically dying."

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"I guess it's indicative of - mouth exposure changing people in ways that we wouldn't expect. And that there could be other ways it changes you."

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"Or exposure to the books."

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"You were the one who - you took part in the summoning, right?"

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"Yes. I was... the focal point."

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"I wonder if that's it. Since everything we've done doesn't seem to have triggered - whatever this is."

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"He put a spell on me before. I don't know what it did."

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"I mean we also haven't spent five years in a library -- or that!"

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"I don't suppose it's possible to say at least you got a single nice side effect without everything about it suddenly turning out horrible."

...Knock on wood, just in case.

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"Possible, I suppose," Mordred says very doubtfully.

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"I wouldn't count it as a blessing yet. But there's nothing we can do about it right now. Thank you for telling us, Mr. Aarons."

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"Thanks again for your help the past few days. I think one of us might have died if you hadn't been there."

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“It is no trouble, really.” Genuine smile! It drops after a moment. “I am... worried, about what you are looking into.”

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"Yeah, that's... correct of you, I think. My memory of that night is still hazy but I get flashes of a mouth, large enough to take up the whole wall, snarling and spitting at me. I think it tried to eat me, but I ran. I don't remember what happened to my friend. But she's gone, and the others tell me she didn't make it. This mouth thing... it's bad and it's dangerous. And people are helping it. Feeding it. I'm scared that if we don't do something..." Zoe shakes her head.

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“I’m sorry. I will pray for her soul. It’s—good of you, all of you, to continue fighting evil even though it is dangerous to you. I hope that I can be of some assistance, I just—I worry, about disturbing demons. I know that everything that happens is the Almighty’s will, and I trust in His plan, but that doesn’t always make me less afraid. I—truly am sorry, about your friend.”

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"Thank you. I... we are only just starting to learn about demons, and it can be hard to tell what will drive them away from what will anger them or make them stronger. Sister Berhane said that you've done exorcisms before..?"

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“Yes. Several. Different amounts of...” She trails off, gestures vaguely in the air with her hands. “Only one where I was attacked.” Pause. “I can ask God for miracles, if I must. He has listened to me before. Are you believers...? It is easier to pray for miracles with a group. It is not something that should be done casually, but I expect your group might need one in the future, and... it is better to say now, yes?”

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"I never thought much about it, before, but... I've seen demons with my own eyes, now. I sure hope there are miracles, too. --Anemone believes in everything. Mordred believes in nothing. I have no idea what Oswald believes. Lev..." Zoe scrunches her face. "I'm not sure he knows what he believes, anymore. They had him locked up on who knows what for a long time. He's only just starting to come back to himself."

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Nod. “It doesn’t matter now. I can pray on my own. Thank you for having my company.”

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Axum, it turns out, is two hours from Adua by bike.

They arrive at Axum in the evening and find lodging with a local family with eight children. The wife proudly tells them that her nephew has been hired as a digger by the Emporium of Bangkok Antiquities.

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ahahahahahaha.

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Oooh, what are they digging for?

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They're digging for the tomb under the Obelisk!

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Huh, Anemone didn't know there was a tomb! Does she know anything else about the obelisk?

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They were the last monuments raised by the heathens before Christ came to Abyssinia!

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Wow, they must be very old then! Ethiopia's been Christian for a very long time!

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Thousands of years old, yep.

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In the morning--

Don't suppose there is any way to... take a bath.

She is caked in SO much grime and sweat and would very much like to be less that.

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The family is happy to draw up a bath for their guests.

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Zoe is immensely grateful to their hosts for the bath. It feels SO good to be clean and not dying of arid heat.

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Is this how snakes feel when they shed.

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Baths sound good.

Professor Hickering said that they should consult the Axum Ministry of Culture for more information on the obelisk, and then of course some of them should probably go to the dig site acting like they're archaeology students again. 

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This time Oswald will NOT say words. He keeps not thinking and saying true things.

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Anemone thinks that maybe Oswald should go to the ministry of culture with Sister Araari and Zoe. For reasons.

And then maybe they can look up books about it or something.

And not tell the people from the Emporium of Bankok Antiquities a bunch of true things.

Actually it's not entirely clear whether the Axum Ministry of Culture is a place where you talk to people or a place where you read books? But hopefully it requires less lying either way.

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Araari is also planning on not saying things, on account of she has a fast talk skill of "no" and a moral opposition to lying, which seems counter to everyone else’s general strategy. Also she’s still kind of trying to learn more about the group and what they’re doing without giving too much away about herself. Reading books sounds good.

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The mother helpfully informs them that in two days there will be a ritual at King Ezana's Stele! Tourists love that sort of thing.

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They do love knowing about rituals! That is a thing that they love.

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Anemone, Lev, and Mordred arrive at the Obelisk of Axum.

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A large tent has been erected over the base of the Obelisk of Axum.

Nearby, they see four idle diggers.

Someone is outside the tent smoking with an irritated expression.

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🤔

"Hey Mr. Aarons, do you think we could ask the diggers what they've found before we ask the people inside the tent? Just in case they know anything."

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"Sure."

He has a short conversation and then says, "There's a tomb under the obelisk. They don't know what's so terribly interesting about it to the Emporium."

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"I see. I guess we should ask the Emporium people, then."

They can head over to the tent and see if the smoking girl wants to talk. "Hello! Are you with the Emporium of Bangkok Antiquities?"

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"Allegedly."

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"Do you know if they've made much progress?"

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"Who are you and why do you want to know?"

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"We're anthropology students from the University of Los Angeles. We came here looking for information about a dig site that was destroyed in 1926. We managed to track down Bartolo Acuna yesterday, and he seemed to think we might find this site of interest, too, as long as we're already here."

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"I guess? It's super boring though. Even Louise thinks so and she loves boring things."

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"Oh, really? Have you not found anything yet?"

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"Yeah she's all like 'ugh, this is another site of the Forgotten God, we were trying to look for information about the Liar,' blah blah blah."

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"The Forgotten God?"

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"It's some old god she got out of books or something. My aunt thinks all this stuff is super important for some reason."
 
 
 
 

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"Huh. Do you know what she was hoping to find? Something about the Liar?"

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"They think the god was in jail or something. Who would put a god in jail? But when I asked Louise that she just sighed and started EXPLAINING things." Anchisa is very oppressed.

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"Huh! Do you think Louise would be interested in talking to us about it? If she has time?"

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"Probably? She's off at the Cathedral of St. Mary today but you can talk to her this evening if you want. Or you can talk to Mariam and Joan, they're in the tomb right now studying things."

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Hmmmm why would she be at the Cathedral of St. Mary. Probably the obvious reason is if she is not a cult member and is instead Catholic, but still, hmmm. "Thanks! I wouldn't want to interrupt people if they're in the middle of something important, d'you think the people in the tomb would mind?"

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"They'll probably be like 'blah blah this is a boring Liar site, Anchisa we're going to have to drag you off to SCOTLAND.' Where even is Scotland. Is it near Norway."

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--???

"It's near England. It's not... not near Norway?"

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What is this person even DOING here. " - well, I guess we can ask. And if they're busy we can wait for Louise to come back."

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"Okay. I guess you can like wait in the tent or something? While I go get them."

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"Thank you so much!" They can wait in the tent, then.

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"What," Mordred says very quietly when Anchisa is not there.

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Inside the tent there is a writing desk with a field typewriter, a traveling bench of wood and canvas, designed to fold up, and drafting tables covered with papers.

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Ooooh what papers.

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They find diagrams of the Seven Kings, other obelisks, and the tomb they’re excavating, digging permits issued by the Axum Ministry of Culture, a telegram, and a site report.

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WUA375 452PME PA512    NOV 5 1934  O225A

BANGKOK, THAILAND

 

LOUISE FAUCHE OR REPRESENTATIVE

CENTRAL OFFICE, MASSAWA, ERITREA


CONTINUED FUNDS APPROVED THROUGH BANCO D’ITALIA. SHE REQUESTS REGULAR UPDATE OF FINDINGS. PREPARATIONS BEGIN FOR INVERMERE.


DANIEL LOWMAN

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Savitree,

Unfortunately, the quick successes I reported to you in my last were a short-lived enjoyment that only served as a precursor to the rapid disappointments of the past fortnight. 

A cursory survey of the Northern Field has confirmed that the other Axumite stelae are merely imitative of the original Obelisk. We have therefore focused our attention wholly on it. 

Inaaya’s survey of the Obelisk has confirmed the presence of an unusual metallic network within the plutonic stone. She reports a “strange scuffling groping sensation” from this network which seems to be “reaching out for my mind as though my own thoughts touched upon it.” Unfortunately (or perhaps fortunately for Inaaya), the breaking of the Obelisk upon its collapse has also shattered this network. All of these seems to corroborate the strange crystalline structures evident within the mineralogical samples. 

Reconstruction of the Obelisk may be possible, but my current recommendation is against this course of action. Measurements taken here strongly conform to those taken by Braunlich at the Black Stone in Hungary, including those sampled using non-traditional instrumentation. This suggests that this is merely another Fisher site. My frustration with those false seeds of the Forgotten Old One grows ever larger. They seem to have been laced deep into historical records and I am increasingly skeptical of any references to “earthly pillars” sealing the Liar’s prison. It is possible this iconography exists only to confuse the identity of the demesne spikes of the Fisher and to create false correlations between the Liar and the Forgotten.

We have not completely abandoned hope for the current site, however. Our local diggers have continued to excavate the tomb beneath the stele. It appears that the looting and defacement of the tomb was extremely thorough before the resubsimation of the complex. In addition to the inscription I described in my last (which appears to post-date the defacing), only two additional inscriptions have survived. 

These symbols, however, have raised one possibility of potential interest. Before abandoning my work here, I am going to spend some time researching at the Cathedral of Tsion Maryam to see if the Book of Aksum will confirm my suspicions.

We are keeping the diggers on retainer while these researches are completed. This will no doubt infuriate Daniel’s purse strings, but it makes little sense to rehire them in a week if further excavations prove necessary.

Louise Fauche

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Might not be able to read all of this before they come back, so she is going to take a picture of it and then continue reading in such a way that it isn't, like, super obvious that she's going through their papers if they come in before she's done.

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"Savitree was in contact with Trammel -- seemed very sensible from her letters --"

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And Anchisa comes in with two other women.

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"Hello! I hope we didn't call you away from anything urgent? We didn't want to interrupt, but your associate seemed to think it would be fine? We're anthropology students from the University of Los Angeles."

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"...why did you let them in the tent."

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"You said 'don't let people into the tomb, Anchisa, it's secret, Anchisa, people will steal our important archaeological discoveries, Anchisa.'"

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"The tent also contains information about our discoveries."

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"Oh. Well, your discoveries are stupid and no one is going to want to steal them anyway because no one knows who the Liar even is."

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" - oh, I'm sorry? She told us to wait here - we can step outside if that would be better?"

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Sigh. "It's fine. I assume you respect our privacy enough not to rifle through our papers. I'm Joan Kramer."

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"James White, pleasure to meet you," Mordred lies.

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"Mariam Soliman," Mariam says, "and this is Anchisa Sirikhan, our funder's niece."

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"Mary Bell. We were initially here following up on what happened to George Ayers's expedition several years ago, but it seems that the entire dig site was destroyed in 1926. But we did run into Bartolo Acuna, who we understand worked with him? And he suggested that we might find some of the work you were doing here of interest as well. I wasn't aware that it was very secret, I'm sorry."

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Something flashes across Mariam's face. She recognizes the name.

"Oh, it's not secret at all," Mariam says smoothly. "Joan here just wants to preserve Louise's right to publish papers. She can be a bit paranoid sometimes. Unfortunately, as I'm sure Anchisa has told you"-- slight laugh-- "there's absolutely nothing of interest in the Obelisk." 

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"Nothing at all? Do you know whose tomb it is?"

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"A minor noble of the second century. With an interest in very large rocks that unfortunately outpaced his ability to cause them to stand up."

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"Oh, I'm sorry. I suppose that happens, doesn't it. Some dig sites are more interesting than others. Acuna said he thought there might be a hidden chamber inside the obelisk, have you definitively ruled that out?"

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"What? Why would he think that? It's just a perfectly ordinary tomb."

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Anchisa is being uncharacteristically silent.

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Joan, for lack of anything better to do, has sat on the ground and started to clean her gun.

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Everyone involved here is definitely absolutely super duper lying. Mordred finds it difficult to fault them for this because Mordred and Anemone are also lying but lying is the thing that they are doing.

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"He said something about a manuscript he was studying that had led him to think there might be. But I wasn't clear on whether there was any, you know, physical evidence for his theory. I guess there isn't?"

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"Ancient manuscripts are often written by people who are, to put it nicely, perhaps more concerned with interest than with accuracy. Herodotus thought that in Persia there were gold-digging ants the size of dogs."

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Lev is kind of irritated that they came all the way here to look at a perfectly ordinary tomb.

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"Sure, that's why I wasn't sure. But Acuna's a scholar, you know, and I was under the impression that he'd been here, so - well, I guess if there's nothing to it. I'm sorry there's not much to be found here, then. Too bad the tomb is secret, it seems like even the tomb of a very boring second century Aksumite noble is still something you don't see every day. Be cool if I could, you know, at least give the people back home a description. But I guess if you're - keeping it secret out of, uh - courtesy?"

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"Well, obviously you understand that we can't take you inside. It is still very old and irreplaceably precious. It could get damaged."

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"I suppose if it's very fragile. Well - hopefully your friend will find something worth publishing about it, even if it isn't her most exciting paper. We're sorry to have bothered you for nothing, then."

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"It was still lovely to get to speak to another archaeologist! Perhaps we can have dinner together? I am afraid I cannot offer you a feast, but it would be very interesting to catch up with the latest research."

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"Oh, of course! I'm afraid I'm not, you know, an expert yet, I'm sure I can't provide as much depth on any particular subject as a professor could, but if you don't mind that, then sure."

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"Well, I'm sure your information is more up-to-date than mine regardless." Smile."Who did you say was funding your expedition again?"

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"Oh, we're not here on an expedition, you know, with actual equipment and an actual dig site? The anthropology department has been in a pretty sorry state since Ayers went missing. But they let me at some of his notes, and you know, it was this big mystery, what happened to him and what he found while he was here, so I talked the university into giving me enough of a stipend to get by on, and - well, I was hoping that he had miraculously survived all this time and would have lots of interesting things to share, but I guess that's just how it goes sometimes."

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"I see," Mariam says. "Well, it would be lovely to speak with you tonight. Do you mind if I return to my work? We have a few minor details to wrap up before we can leave."

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"Not at all, it was wonderful to meet you."

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"Of course! Should we come back here at - what time would be good for you?"

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"How's seven? Louise should be back by then. I'm sure she would love to discuss her research." Smile smile smile.

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"Oh, wonderful! Seven it is."

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Haha. They're in danger.

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Yeah, definitely.

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Meanwhile--

Zoe, Araari, and Oswald arrive at the Ministry of Culture.

"Hello!" a receptionist says cheerfully.

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“Hello! We are looking for information on the obelisk?”

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"Sure thing!" she chirps. "We have all kinds of information about all of the amazing sights in Axum. --Are you aware that there is, currently, about to be a war?"

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"We have been picking up on something like that!"

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"I think this is not a very good time to do tourism!"

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“—I live here. I’m with the Order of St. Frumentius. I agree that my companions are making a poor choice in visiting at this time.”

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Wow they have been thrown under the bus huh.

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To be fair, they are all making bad choices.

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"Given we are here, we may as well make the best of it."

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"Oh, that's true," the receptionist says cheerfully. She presents them with a book about the Obelisk of Axum.

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There are 120+ stelae, primarily found in an expansive field on the northern edge of Axum. They were originally erected between 3rd and 4th centuries AD and range in size from rough-hewn stone blocks 3 feet in length to a fallen tour de force that would have stood 97 feet high. Most of the stelae were, in fact, unstable and collapsed early in their existence. The common assumption is that the stelae are commemorative memorials signifying the various tombs in the area.

The stelae were carved from solid blocks of nepheline syenite: A holocrystalline plutonic rock that consists largely of nepheline and alkali feldspar and has an appearance similar to granite. The large obelisks appear to depict 10-to-13 story tall buildings, although actual Aksumite buildings never exceed 3 stories in height.

The architecture is accurate to the time (or perhaps inspired the architecture of the time). Stone doors carved at the feet of the stelae simulate wooden ones, some even incised with locks. Further up the monoliths, false four-holed windows have been hewn into the rock. Fake “structural supports” are recalled by the square beam-ends that seem to project from the stelae “walls”. The back of stele is completely plain except for one circle carved near the apex. At the center of the circle is four spheres grouped together, with a fifth sphere touching the group’s outer edge.

The seven kings are the tallest stelae in the Northern Field. They were all erected shortly before or after Axum’s court adopted Christianity. The Obelisk of Axum was 82 feet tall, but has fallen.

There are a LOT of contradictory legends about the Obelisk of Axum. Some claim that they were raised by the Queen of Sheba when she declared Axum to be the capital of her kingdom. They are “sinkholes of ill fortune”; like giant magnets that collect bad luck. They were the last monuments raised by the heathens before Christ came to Abyssinia. Or they were the first monuments raised by King Ezana and Saint Frumentius after they founded the truly holy church. Rubbing the afterbirth on a monument will grant totemic powers to the child. Or a child who views the obelisks before their first birthday will be granted the sixth sight and be doomed as a witch.

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"So... the themes here... are... raised by some kind of religious group... at some point over a thousand years ago... and possibly able to... grant either good or bad powers to children. --It feels like there's some kind of connection between the buildings too tall to exist and the obelisks having mostly collapsed but I can't think what it could be."

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“Perhaps they had some way of building taller buildings, but they collapsed just as the obelisks did? But there would still be ruins.”

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"The biggest of the stelae would have been around that tall, wouldn't it have? 97 feet is almost 10 stories, I think."

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American units are very confusing. “30 meters is nine storeys.”

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The receptionist comes in. "Are there any other sites you're curious about here in Axum?"

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“Are there any other sites you would recommend to us?”

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"Oh! Well, there's the Queen of Sheba's baths, and King Bazen's Tomb, and the Ezana Stone, and the Cathedral of St. Mary."

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Oh there was a ritual happening at a place right? Which one was that?

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"The ritual is happening at the Ezana Stone."

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"Is it something we could attend, or would our presence be disruptive?"

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"You can attend it! We always have people watch the ritual."

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“What sort of ritual is it?” Honestly Araari would much rather visit the cathedral, but.

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"It's to cleanse bad luck from the community. They're performing it because of the war." The receptionist is very skeptical of their decision to show up during a war.

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Zoe doesn't blame her.

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The receptionist has good judgement. “Tell me about King Bazen’s Tomb?”

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"It's a megalith, one of the oldest structures in Axum. Local legend believes that it is the tomb of King Bazen, who is also known as Balthazar, the wise man who gave a gift of myrrh and brought word of Christ to Ethiopia."

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Which is a different thing from a monolith. Sure.

(Megaliths hang down from the ceiling of the cave and monoliths rise up from the floor of the cave.)

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Zoe still has no idea what to expect at this ritual and has no idea how long it will take or whether she will be expected to watch or to participate or if there's a special visitor's area to stay in or whether it will involve any human sacrifices.

These seem like important things to know about a ritual before you attend, but she is really not sure what to ask to get clarity on these questions.

Between the stelae, the tomb, and the cathedral, it seems like a LOT of the notable landmarks around here are big rocks about dead people.

"What about the baths?'

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"A reservoir on the north edge of town which is reached by a stair of long, broad stone. Local legend has named it the bathhouse of the Queen of Sheba. In the ritual you're going to, water from the reservoir is mixed with water from the fountain of the Cathedral of St. Mary and 'painted' on King Ezana's Stone."

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Oh that sounds much better than the other rituals she's heard about recently.

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Actually you'll find that painting is very suspect. He knows about the religious connections between water and wine and blood.

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Well, it’s two days before the ritual, so probably they don’t want to go visit the Ezana Stone yet. Where do they want to go?

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"The cathedral sounds like it might be the only place that's not just a big rock?"

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"Good a reason as any."

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“The baths also have water and a stair. But I would like to visit the cathedral, yes.”

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Oh look a big rock.

It's actually got some pleasant trees and archways and stuff so that's nice.

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Maybe even interiors. He hears monoliths are short on those.
 
 
 
 

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There’s stained glass! And paintings! And artefacts! It is almost entirely unlike a big rock in as many as Several ways.

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The Cathedral has:

-The Chapel of the Tablet, which stores the Ark of the Covenant itself.

-A rare books library.

-A beautiful collection of crowns of some of Ethiopia's former rulers.

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They are probably not allowed at the rare books are they.

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The nun will ask if she can look at the rare books, and if there’s anything she should be careful of so as not to damage them.

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The nun is given instructions about the rare book library, and informed that an archaeologist named Louise Fauche is also inside.

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Zoe is historically terrible at gaining information from old books but she's willing to give it the old no-formal-education-try. "Man this place is really popular with the archaeologists, isn't it?"

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“There are four places to go here, and likely more than four archaeologists. It isn’t particularly surprising to find one here.” Rare books! 

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They find the three-volumed Book of Axum. 

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(Louise Fauche is also studying the book of Axum, but seems sufficiently absorbed in it that she ignores them.)

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The first volume describes the founding of the Church of Tsion Maryam by Saint Frumentius in the 4th century AD. Ordained by Athanasius, Patriarch of Alexandria, Frumentius returned to Axum and became the first Abune of the Ethiopian Church. He was later known as Kesate Birhan (Revealer of Light) and Abba Salama (Father of Peace). This includes the holy rites and services of the Ethiopian Orthodox Church.

The second volume dates to the early-17th century and contains a hundred or so historical and legal texts, many dealing with land grants and the like.

The third volume dates to late-17th century and contains various legal and historical texts regarding Axum’s history. These records were supplemented with additional documents in the mid-19th century.

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As Oswald reads, he gets the sense that the histories presented in the Book of Aksum are clearly incomplete. Initially this appears to be merely a matter of old records being missing or damaged, but a deeper study quickly reveals that the records seem to have been deliberately expurgated.

Maybe that's better for his mind. Maybe a complete version of the Book of Aksum would drive him mad. It's still intensely frustrating.

And he doubts whoever redacted this had anyone's best interests at heart.

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Later that afternoon, Zoe comes down with diarrhea.

"I hate this place. Why did we come here."

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"I personally am a fan of being a victim of evil magic."

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"We had reasons," Mordred says. "Good ones even."

(Mordred has diarrhea with a rather worrying amount of blood in it.)

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"Ugggggh. You can remind me of them when I get back from the latrine. Again."

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Anemone would point out their many different varieties of good reasons, but she is actually too busy vomiting.

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"Y'think if we find an evil wizard out here we could all achieve immunity?" Oswald asks idly. He is not sick but he is surrounded by Suffering.

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"Anemone does not look okay."

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"Yeah, she's just been getting worse and worse."

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"I don't feel okay. Like. A lot less okay than usual."

...vomit.

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"Are there doctors here? Are there things they could do to help?? If she can't keep even just water down, she's not going to make it through the hot part of the day, there's gotta be something to do."

Zoe would be pacing but actually her guts will not abide that.

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"I know--some first aid? I don't know if it will be enough. Do you have anywhere she can shelter?"

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"We could take her back to the plane but it's not like Frank's a doctor. Honestly, I worry the travel might be too much for her."

Since she cannot pace, she is flicking her zippo incessantly.

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"Better taking her there than, uh -- not to disparage the local infrastructure any in terms of protection from the wilderness but--"

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Araari examines Anemone. It's malaria! Anemone needs rest and quinine (fortunately, she brought quinine in her pack).

Most adults do not die of malaria unless they are very frail but, well.

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Anemone has stopped vomiting and is now sitting on the ground and shivering.

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"I can take her back on the bike? I don't feel like this is going to be very good for her with all of the, you know, ambient cults."

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"Anemone do you think if we... strapped you in... you could stay on the bike long enough for Lev to get you to the plane?"

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"And there has to be a doctor in Massaua, it's a city."

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"We should get her to a doctor."

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"I dunno? Right now I could, but I don't wanna fall off, if - "

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"It's uncommon for an adult to die of malaria." She successfully administers a few spoonfuls of quinine to Anemone.

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Zoe worries that Anemone will fail to keep down the quinine.

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"I think I can hold you on the motorcycle? Probably?"

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Nodnodnod. She's not sure she's thinking very well. "That'd - probably work."

She is kind of relieved that she has a reason NOT to talk to Mariam Soliman again, but also kind of worried that she might die because she never really grew out of having the disease resistance of a two-year-old.

Dying would suck.

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Zoe would very much prefer that no more of her friends die.

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Then Lev is going to collect food and water and other necessities for the journey, hold on tight to Anemone, and travel back to Massaua.

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Anemone does not have Magnificence and is not sure where he went and mumbles something about people finding him.

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"I'll find him."

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"So are the rest of us still going to dinner tonight." He does not want to go to dinner tonight. They just sent their best liar off.

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"Dinner? I am not up for any form of dinner."

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"You could inform them that you are sick?"

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There will be no social engagements or visiting tourist attractions today. Today is for Lying In Bed And Groaning. And drinking lots of water.

That receptionist was right that they were stupid to come here.

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"Zoe and Mordred are both sick, Anemone and Lev have both left, that leaves, uh, me and Araari -- I was planning on just refusing to talk to anyone tonight, but--"

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Zoe has no idea about any dinners but ALSO she is not going to any dinners.

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"You and Araari are not going to dinner with Mariam Soliman. Sorry but we need people who can and will lie."

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"Who's that? What do we need to lie to her about?"

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"The group that wasn't at the church met a group of deeply suspicious archaeologists who got them through social pressure to agree to having dinner with them. At least one of them, Mariam, probably knows something's up. I think. I wasn't there."

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"Yeah. What Oswald said. They said there was nothing to find here and it was super boring and we should just leave but they were lying. --not that I blame them, we were also lying."

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"Yeah, I don't think anyone here is up to the scrutiny of actual archaeologists right now. So... we truthfully tell them that half of us are sick and the rest will have to miss dinner to take care of them."

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Mariam Soliman wishes them the best of luck in their recovery! She too became sick her first time in Ethiopia. She hopes that they can reschedule when they feel better.

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(There is absolutely nothing suspicious about the content of Mariam's message but Oswald is suspicious of it anyways. On principle.)

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Eighteen hours later--

He's on a motorcycle. He's carrying a person with malaria to Massaua and he is on a motorcycle and his life has gotten significantly more interesting in the past two months, if not more pleasant.

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"Hey, Mr. Aarons," she says, weakly, a few hours in. She's so hot and so cold and so weak, even weaker than usual. She's trying to hold on, but it's very hard, and she doesn't know whether she'll fall off if she stops. "I dunno if I'm gonna make it."

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"You've gotta make it. We can rest for a bit-- help you gather up your strength--"

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Weak laugh. It's not bitter. "'ve never been very good at gathering my strength."

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"Yeah. Same. I mean-- not recently, but."

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"Mama said that when I was a baby everybody thought that I would die. I got very sick. Dunno what with. And later, I got sick again, and they kept thinking I would die. But I didn't. Mama said - maybe somebody was watching out for me. But I dunno if - "

She's quiet for a while.

"You know where the books are? The notes I took on everything? Most of them are in the plane, and some earlier ones in the office in New York, and then there's the journal I have on me. I don't want you to read them, but - they should be there, for people to read, if they - if I don't - "

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"Yeah. I'll make sure everyone else gets your notes."

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Nod.

"I wonder what my brother would say, if I died of - nothing, really, no ridiculous mythical thing, just - malaria. What armies get for poking their noses in where they shouldn't. Maybe he wouldn't say anything. Maybe he wouldn't even think it was anything, just - too much borrowed time. You'd have to - Zoe'd have to be the one to find him, circus people are hard to find sometimes. But she'd know people who could."

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"Okay. Do you want me to-- take a note to him, or--"

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"I guess. If I - I dunno what I'd even say to him. Isn't that weird? Always know what to say to everyone. But I can't think what - " She blinks back something that threatens to be a tear. "He'd want to know that - my whole life I was always poking into weird stuff. Always looking for things that we didn't understand. He'd wanna - consultant on an archaeological expedition into a great ancient mystery. That's not a bad way to go. Not a bad way to go if you find something."

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"We're going to find something. Something big. Something that will help us defeat the cult of the Thing with a Thousand Mouths once and for all."

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Nodnodnod. They're not very strong nods. "Yeah. That's how the story goes. The evil thing never gets to eat everyone. It takes a sacrifice - two, three, four sacrifices - but the band survives. The band finds a way. People find a way, in every story."

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"It takes a lot of sacrifices."

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"Sometimes. Sometimes it's hard. But we always survive, in every story. That's what stories are, you know. They're records of the ways we found to survive. Even when everybody in them is long dead, the story goes on, telling other people how to survive. They've just got to - find the pieces.

"They're telling us a story, you know. All the ancient peoples we're looking at. They survived. They survived, and left the thing in a way where it had to be awakened. So they must have found a way to put it to sleep. And then - no more eating.

"So if you put the notes next to the other books, then - they'll go with the other stories. A piece of how we're going to survive."

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"Okay. That's-- okay. It seems... kind of like it's going to be a tragic story."

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"Doesn't have to be. All it takes is a little practice, to make the story come out right. It's like - do you know why the tarot cards are powerful?"

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"Why?"

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"Because we made them powerful. Because people refined them over hundreds of years, keeping the pieces that were powerful and weaving the stories and the symbols together to make new connections. We don't it the way we do because a god handed them to us. We do the things that people have found to do. The things that the scholars of the mystical and arcane have developed as wards against fear and despair. That's what we do, Mr. Aarons. We're an ephemeral people. Not like the gods. Not so old as them. But we change our stories from one age to the next, and they don't know how to do that, do they. Yesterday and today and tomorrow, always the same. Not like us. We grow."

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"I... am not sure I am a person who believes in stories, not really. I believe in truth. And understanding. And-- doubt. Questioning yourself. Never really being quite sure. That quiet little voice inside you that says but is this really so."

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"I was never any good at that. Always - see all the pieces, and want to make them all fit. Want to make them dance, find all the patterns you can draw through the muck. Everything that fits. But finding the truth - seeing through the chaos without nudging it to be neater than it is, seeing the real path, even with all its missing pieces - that seems harder. But I guess if anybody could do it it'd be you, right? Maybe you could see it. Maybe not knowing is the only way to ever really know, if you can accept that the way everything really fits together, without anybody's editing or flattening or smoothing out, might be - rough. Your outcome was the ace of swords. The last time I did a reading for you. Truth. Understanding."

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"Yes. I wonder what your outcome would have been, if you'd read it for yourself."

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"I did a reading for me. The night we got back to New York City. I got the eight of wands. Decisive action, or coming to a conclusion. The culmination of something."

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"The end of your story."

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"Well. The end of my part. It all depends how you tell it, doesn't it."

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"Yeah. I... don't know what we'll do without you to fit the pieces together."

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"I bet you could learn. Might take a while. Be nicer if you could take your time about it. But I think everybody learns. How to look at things to make all the pieces fit. How to see the different ways they might, and not get stuck looking at things from any single angle. That's just - how we are."

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"It's-- how I was. Before. Maybe again. If I don't... get malaria and..." He's tearing up. ]"I'm sorry, you're the one who's dying, I don't--"

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"It's okay. I've told the story where I die plenty of times. So it doesn't - I just always wanted to make sure I left something for someone else to add to theirs. Wanted to leave more. Not just - bits and pieces. But people can make do with bits and pieces. Lots of stories are told in bits and pieces. --I'm sorry you have to keep losing people. I know it's not - easy. Even if things work out in the end."

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"Yeah. Well, you can get used to most things. What do you want to be done with-- your-- when you--" He doesn't finish the sentence.

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"I'd never thought about it," she says, like she is vaguely surprised by this. She feels like she ought to have thought of something fitting long beforehand. "I suppose the ordinary thing to do is to bury people, isn't it. All that staying in one place. I've never stayed in one place in my life."

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"We could-- Ramon told me once about a poet whose body was burned, and all of him was burned except his heart. And his lover kept it with her for all the rest of her life. I guess... we could keep your ashes. If we burned you. And take them with us wherever we go."

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She thinks she might be crying too, now. "I think I would like that. Better than staying in one place.

"You could give some to my brother, and keep some with you, and then I would be going even more places than I was. And everybody who felt like they needed me would at least have a piece."

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"You are enough of a poet that maybe your heart won't burn either. And we can bury it here."

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"Huh. Maybe so. That would be cool."

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"It would make a nice story, anyway. I might tell them it's true whether it's true or not. Seems like a good way to honor you."

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She sort of makes a weak motion that is kind of almost a hug. "I think I would like that very much."

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"When Oscar Wilde was dying he said 'either the curtains go or I do' and then he was so happy about those last words he refused to say anything else for three days. So. You might want to pick out good ones."

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"Mhmm. 's a good idea. M'tired, though. Very tired. Dunno if I can think of good ones. I think I said some cool stuff earlier. Something about the gods. And growing. Maybe I can say that again. Maybe I'm gonna - doze for a little bit. See if I get any stronger, when I wake up, so I can put it right. You should see if you can remember it. The thing about - how we're not like the gods."

She can't remember how to put it right.

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"I'll tell them all that's the last thing you said."

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"Thank you, Mr. Aarons," she says, very softly, and does not say any more things.

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Two days later--

As a lovely Christmas present, Zoe and Mordred wake up in the morning with a normally operating digestive system.

 

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Let's go... have a really weird Christmas.

Zoe misses snow and presents and gingerbread.

Okay maybe not snow itself but like, looking at snow from inside where it is warm.

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It's too bad Anemone is sick over Christmas. She gets so excited about holidays.

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Mordred is still kind of exhausted but the weirdest Christmas of his life sounds like as good a plan as any.

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Magnificence has been exploring the city. When he comes back Anemone is not where he left her. He thinks about what this means. 

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"She's not here, Magnificence. She got sick. Lev took her to a doctor."

Will Magnificence understand her? A Mystery.

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Maybe Anemone is at the tent that she left him outside of earlier? He wants to check the tent.

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"Magnificence, come back! She's not--! Arrrgh." This monkey.

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"What is this MONKEY doing here?"

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Hmmmmmmm, a monkey is Not Supposed To Be Here. He can hide, like he's supposed to, until he knows a little more about where Anemone might be. What else is around

Maybe he can steal something when they forget about the monkey. Or take a picture! Anemone likes it when he takes pictures. It's like stealing.

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There is a table, with all kinds of interesting papers!

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Ooooh!

Humans like papers.

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Not far from the tent there is a TUNNEL leading to a PLACE.

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Oooooh. MAGNIFICENCE likes PLACES.

Maybe he will check out the place, and then the humans will forget about him and he will be able to get something pretty for Anemone!

He wants to see the PLACE.

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It is a VERY GLOOMY PLACE full of STONES.

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It's BIG!!

Are there any pretty stones in it?

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There ARE.

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- oh! oh! this is a weird place! A place in Ethiopia! He should take a PICTURE.

Magnificence Finds A Very Pretty Picture and takes a picture of it. It is some WORDS and around it there is a CIRCLE.

It is a BEAUTIFUL picture.

Anemone will be so proud!

He goes to look for MORE PICTURES TO TAKE.

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There is ANOTHER TENT inside the tomb. There are three ladies near the tent.

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Ooooh!!

He should be stealthy. Anemone got upset the last time he let people see him while he was exploring a weird place.

He can be very quiet when he wants to be very quiet. He's sure of it.

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The ladies are talking to each other.

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Magnificence cannot figure out what they are like. He is not a monkey who is very good at humans yet. Magnificence does not think he knows enough of the words to figure out what they are saying.

One of the ladies, the one with paint on her face, makes Magnificence VERY UNHAPPY. Magnificence does not like her at ALL. He should be very very quiet so she does not see him. She is an ENEMY.

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The humans are MOSTLY JUST TALKING. They seem very absorbed in what they are doing and it would be easy for a monkey to slip past them.

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Hmmmmmmmmm. Magnificence will STEALTHILY SLIP PAST THEM and see what is in the tent.

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The tent has SHINY AND INTERESTING TOOLS of VARIOUS SORTS.

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Ooooh! - Okay first picture. Anemone wants him to take pictures. THEN steal. - No, first picture, then look whether there are any other pretty things in the tent, then steal what Anemone will think is the PRETTIEST THING.

Okay. Picture done. Anything besides the shiny tools?

Like PAPERS. Anemone likes papers. Or WATCHES. Magnificence likes watches.

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There are PICTURES and SKETCHES.

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Anemone likes those!! He will try to be SO QUIET when he steals them.

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The mean lady HEARS Magnificence!

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oh NO!!!!

HIDE HIDE HIDE

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The mean lady has COME INSIDE THE ROOM TO SEE WHAT IS GOING ON

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He is hiding SO QUIETLY AND NOT MAKING ANY SOUND AT ALL NOT EVEN A BREATH.

He can't actually do that for very long so hopefully she goes away soon.

SCARY MEAN LADY.

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The SCARY MEAN LADY sighs and says "something must have fallen off a table" and leaves.

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Whew.

He will wait for a while and see whether the humans outside... go away? It would be cool if they went away. Then he could steal things without being so quiet.

He will use his watch to wait for FIFTEEN MINUTES, which is SO LONG.

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The humans outside go away!

Magnificence can leave with his PRIZES.

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YAY!!!

He will go back to the house where Anemone was staying and see if he can show her!

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Anemone is NOT AT THE HOUSE. No humans are at the house.

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🤔 Magnificence does not know where the humans went. This is bad. He does not know how to get home without his humans. Did he see them in any other places? He can go to other places where he saw them, if he did?

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Mostly for the past few days the humans have been holding their stomachs and going AAAAAAAA.

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The humans do seem like they have been having some problems.

Were they holding their stomachs in a PLACE.

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in this tent!!! but now they are not in the tent!!!

WHERE DID THE HUMANS GO

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VERY TROUBLING.

Okay hmm. Humans always travel with many OBJECTS. Are the OBJECTS of his humans in this tent.

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The objects have GONE AWAY.

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Oh NO!!! That means the humans went to a FARAWAY PLACE!!!

Okay. Think, Magnificence. The tent is probably on DIRT. Can Magnificence TRACK THE HUMANS.

He cannot track the humans.

As he puzzles out what to do next, his humans return.

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Meanwhile--

Do they wanna go look at the books some more while they wait, or check out such attractions as Tomb and Baths?

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Zoe is much more interested in exploring around big rocks, today.

She has done PLENTY of sitting in one place for this week.

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"How about Sheba? Let's take a quick break from thinking about misery and death."

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The Queen of Sheba's Baths are totally unremarkable in every way except that it is, quite obviously, a lake and not a bath.

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"Was the Queen of Sheba supposed to be some kind of giant, or did she just like bathing in excessively large tubs?"

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"Well. It's not stones, at least. Adds variety."

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To Zoë: "The latter, I assume."

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"Well, I don't blame her. It's nice to be able to stretch out."

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"Think it was more like a public bathhouse, or she had the whole lake to herself?"

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"You could bathe with your whole entourage in a bath like this."

Zoe wanders around the lakeshore looking for Things Of Note. And skips stones.

"Well, I found some really good skipping rocks but nothing else to speak of." Zoe skips another stone.

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The Tomb is also COMPLETELY FREE OF INTERESTING THINGS, as if some great cosmic author had wanted to make the investigators go on a tour of interesting Axumite historical sites.

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Many such rocks in Axum, it seems.

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As big rocks go, it sure is one.

"Oooooh. This is actually a pretty sweet cave. It's got the cave aesthetic."

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"It's kind of gloomy."

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"Some believe that King Bazen was Balthazar, who brought the gift of myrrh to our Lord, and was the first to bring news of Christ's birth to Ethiopia."

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And with one thing and another it is time for the ritual.

"Okay, so what do we know about this ritual? They paint water from the lake and the fountain onto... the Ezana Stone? And we stand and watch quietly from a respectful distance, I assume."

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"If it's actually dangerous in some mystical way we should be prepared to get out of there, I guess, but it does sound like it's just a popular religious event."

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They arrive at the Ezana Stone and watch the ritual being performed.

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What a touching ritual! The simple beauty of the peasant faith, with absolutely nothing demonic about it whatsoever.

She feels her heart swelling with devotion.

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This ritual gives him the creeps. He was not exactly a devoted Christian but he did pay attention to Lacie's esoteric ramblings and this is feeling uncomfortably familiar.

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The stone is covered in an inscription written in Ge’ez, Sabaean, and Greek (thus serving as an African Rosetta Stone). It testifies to King Ezana’s conversion to Christianity and his subjugation of various heathen kingdoms surrounding ancient Axum.

Since she reads Ge'ez, Araari can translate it.

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Ezana, King of Aksum, Himyar, Raydan, Kush, Saba, Salhin, Tsarad, of the Ethiopians and the Beja, King of Kings, son of the invincible Mahrem, waged war against the Beja people and sent also his brothers Sha’azana and Hadifa to fight them.

And when they reached the country the six kings prostrated themselves before him with their people.

And when they prostrated themselves, they sent them away from their country with their children and their families and their cattle.

The number of the six king’s people was 4,400, the number of their cattle was 3,012, the number of their sheep was 5,224, and the number of their domestic animals was 677.

And they fed them from that day by sending them 20,020 spelt breads every day and lots of meat.

Afterwards they gave them lots of beer and wine to drink for four months.

And when they came to us in Aksum, we dressed their men largely and we adorned their kings.

And we sent them to live in the land of Maccha, a province of our country.

And they also used to feed them there and we gave each king 4,190 cows which was 25,140 for the six kings. 

And we gave as thanks to Mahrem, who is our creator, one statue of gold, one of silver, and three of bronze.

And I induced this inscription and I established it and protected it for the heaven and the earth and Mahrem, who is our creator.

And if there is anyone who damages this stone, they shall be blind and harm shall be upon them. And their kinsmen and children shall be taken away from the country. And the one who destroys it, he shall be torn apart.

And because we established it, one shall acknowledge us and our homeland forever. And to Mahrem we gave Sowat and Bedih. 

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Oswald quickly notes down the unsettling parts that stood out to him in case they're important somehow.

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THE HUMANS ARE BACK!!! He can show them the PRETTY DRAWINGS that he STOLE.

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"Magnificence! You're back! Thank goodness."

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"...Where did you get these drawings," he asks, as though Magnificence can answer.

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Magnificence proudly presents the following sketch, which is signed Louise Fauche: 

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Imagine if any of them were actual anthropologists. Where's Lev when you need him, oh right, with Anemone their dying friend.

He can still remember names, at least. "Louise Fauche was the other person studying the books yesterday, wasn't she?"

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"I believe so, yes."

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"Hey, buddy," he asks Magnificence, "would you mind showing us where you got this? Uh, you know, preferably via pointing not walking right up, so long as I'm asking insane and complicated things of a monkey."

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His faith in the monkey's intelligence will remain unrestored.

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Mordred does not recognize this paper from going through Louise Fauche's papers on her desk.

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Oswald would also like to try to convey the vibes he got from the ritual. Unfortunately he is not very good at... talking. He stumbles through a description that includes a lot of "I don't know"s and "just felt weird"s.

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"It seemed a normal ritual of this area to me. It was quite beautiful, in fact."

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"Like, anything in particular about it was weird, or just, it was a ritual and all rituals are kind of weird?"

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"No, like, specifically, it was-- it just--" he sighs. "I don't know, didn't it feel to anyone else like--"

This does not feel like it will be productive.

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Zoe shrugs. She didn't notice anything weird.

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"It felt weird but in the way that all Christianity feels kind of weird to me."

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Magnificence is not sure where Anemone went. He will wait with Zoe, though. Anemone will come back. She wouldn't leave him. ☹️

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Oswald celebrated Christmases by exchanging a few gifts with his sister and having a hot meal with an excessive ratio of dessert to dinner. He doesn't have any gifts or a sister and a hot meal sounds both out of reach and really unappealing.

They could sing carols, maybe.

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Zoe will sing some carols with Oswald.

She attempts to acquire a pastry. A ginger-ish one if at all possible.

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It is not Christmas yet, it is still Advent! The Julian calendar predates the Gregorian calender, you know. (Araari is fasting during Advent, which means she doesn't eat breakfast and is staying vegan, although she's doing this very quietly and will pick at food if the foreigners give some to her in the mornings.)

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Mordred is ideologically opposed to Christmas, or like, was before his opinions of Christianity became "confusing????"

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He should schedule the dinner, probably. They've probably noticed their wayward dinner guests are up and about. 
 
 

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Mariam is happy to reschedule for tomorrow evening!

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That night--

Araari hears a voice. Her voice. Wheezing out words in a language she can’t understand. But it’s not coming from her own mouth. Her shirt shifts at her belly, as if being pushed on from within. It dampens, more and more. Trembling, she tears her shirt away to discover a wide mouth, tongue probing, cut across her stomach like a gash, oozing pus and blood. It yells out alien words in her voice, and when she tries to call for help she finds her own mouth shrinking away to nothing, closing around her tongue, swallowing her teeth with flesh. She cannot exhale, she cannot breathe. And as she suffocates… she awakens.

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Zoe has very pleasant dreams about Christmas Things. There is a tree all done up with tinsel and there is eggnog and spiced cider and cookies and someone is playing piano while other people sing and dance. She has a hat and mittens.

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Cathedral of St. Mary rare book room?

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Is this a place for monkeys? :D?

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No.

The rare book room is also not really a Zoe place. Maybe she and Magnificence can go do things that are not books.

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And so Mordred and Araari go to the rare book room.

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What they know is that there was a book called the Book of Aksum, which was redacted by a person or people unknown.

When they find it and read it, they conclude that Oswald was right that someone was redacting it.

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Indeed, someone has removed every trace of... whatever they were redacting... from the library.

That... is indeed the thing Mordred would expect someone who was redacting information to do but it's good to have it confirmed he supposes.

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Unfortunately, they were apparently good at their jobs. 

She will talk to the clergy at the church to see if they know anything about where she might learn more.

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The monk who runs the rare book room bows to them. "Hello, Sister. Mr.--"

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"Mordred Orkney. Sir."

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"What do you need help with?"

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Araari smiles at him. "Hello. I'm from the Order of St. Frumentius; I was sent by my order to accompany a group of travelers on their journey. We noticed that your library of rare books has redactions--" She describes an example-- "And were curious as to whether you were aware of this, or where I might find more information."

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"Our library is as complete as possible. Perhaps you'd be able to search somewhere else for information?"

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Oh, look, it's that thing Berhane was doing with the extremely precise language.

if you are going to have a religious prohibition against lying maybe you should ACTUALLY NOT LIE It is difficult for Mordred to be too offended about this because it is probably good not to be in the habit of sharing information about this with random outsiders but also he is in general irritated by hypocrisy.

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Araari is not a random outsider but she is also totally unaware that the monk is doing this thing. "Perhaps! Where would you suggest we search in order to find further information? Or is there someone you would recommend I talk to for this purpose? Thank you for your help."

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"Well, I am sure your order has many records of interest about St. Frumentius."

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Nod. "Perhaps I should consult with Sister Berhane, then. My apologies for disturbing you."

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Probably she hasn't - is there some way he can tell her that without the monk knowing he's noticed - ugh there is probably not.

What is even the POINT of having a religious prohibition against lying if you're just going to lie all the time.

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"Well, if there is nothing else, I will leave you to your research," the monk says,

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Nod. "Thank you."

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Wonderful. Great. Thank you, incredibly unhelpful monk.

"Is there anyone in the Ethiopian Orthodox hierarchy who actually doesn't lie," Mordred says, not really expecting an answer.

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"...He was lying? I'm sure he had a very good reason."

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"Oh, he had an excellent reason, in the vast majority of cases one should not reveal to random outsiders poking around where that information is. But I'm getting annoyed with the number of people whose response to a religious prohibition on lying is to come up with a tortured justification for why it isn't a lie actually, this is the second time it's happened and I've only spoken to three people with such a prohibition including you."

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"--I think I know what the redacted information is, and he wasn't lying that my Order has it."

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"--oh?"

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"I don't remember what Sister Berhane has already told you about our Order and its founder?"

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"He was an exorcist who founded your order to fight evil? There weren't many details."

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"Yes. And none of the books even mention that he was an exorcist. I would guess that the details of his career as one is what someone is trying to hide; the question is whether they are doing it maliciously, to prevent others from learning how to fight evil, or if they are doing it with benevolent intent, so that evil cannot become better-prepared; or some third motive, that I have not thought of."

(She's talking very quietly.)

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"Most of what I know is that the monk just now was doing the same thing Sister Berhane did, when she told us just enough technically-true statements to make a lie out of them. I don't have any particular insight as to why. - we should warn the others to be on the lookout for that, I don't want to rely on me recognizing it every time."

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"If he was trying to hide this information as Sister Berhane did, I expect this hiding of knowledge to be benevolent; I trust the Church and Her discretion. But yes, we should inform the others."

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Meanwhile--

"Alright Magnificence. It's you and us. Where do you want to go? Found any good stuff during those days you disappeared?"

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Magnificence wants to see ANEMONE. He does not know how to communicate this, though.

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Zoe wants to see Anemone, too. Unfortunately,

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Oswald shows Magnificence the papers and mimes a bit while asking once again where the papers came from.

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Magnificence is a MONKEY. 🙃 

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Oh, well.

 

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"I know we found some archaeologists who we think might be onto us but I don't remember their names or anything I should know before we go to a dinner with them."

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Ooooh! Are they going to talk about the scary mean lady that he stole the pretty pictures from!

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Oswald will do his best. There are three archaeologists, Anchisa, Mariam, and Joan. They are studying the monolith. They claim that it is boring and the investigators should go home, but they are lying. Also Mariam totally suspects something. Anchisa is bored and the niece of the Bangkok cult leader and kind of an airhead possibly. Mariam is terrifying.

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He bets that is the SCARY MEAN LADY.

🤔 There were four people, though. There was one in the first tent and there were three in the stone place.

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"Okay so if Anchisa's related to the cult leader then they are like. definitely onto us, right? The Bangkok cult came out of nowhere to beat us up that one time when we were barely even involved yet. Are we sure that we should even go to this dinner and that it's not going to be some sort of trap?"

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Mariam is terrifying because she went to great lengths conversationally to convey nothing whatsoever of note about the site and then immediately started asking leading questions that indicated she knew something was up and then asked them to dinner.

So yes it is very possibly a trap now that he says it like that.

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WAIT. Is dinner with the SCARY MEAN LADY.

Magnificence does not want to go to dinner anymore.

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Anchisa is apparently just there so she's out of the way and will quit sleeping around, her depth of knowledge seems to be that they might be going to Scotland next or something.

He's not clear if she's right about that. She sounded from the description very confused on the point of the mission and also geography.

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"Okay, so if we ever have to pick one to capture and interrogate, we don't pick her, I guess."

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Joan was angry about their fellow investigators being let in the tent and... had a gun! That seems important! Why did he forget about that!

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"Wow, okay, I am not excited about going to dinner with angry gun lady who doesn't want us there."

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Oh right and their cover is that they're students from UCLA checking up on George Ayers.

Which maybe wasn't the best cover because Mariam apparently immediately recognized the name George Ayers but it's good to keep consistent about these things.

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"Okay. Right. Everyone who goes to this dinner is going to get super murdered. So I am not going to go. If you all insist on going I guess I will hang around outside with a gun to try to provide some sort of backup but there are so many ways for them to kill you that I cannot fix from outside the tent with a shotgun."

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Magnificence AGREES WITH ZOE.

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"Well, it's a lead, and we shouldn't send Mordred by himself, and I am capable of keeping my mouth shut. So unless we decide that this is a bad idea and run for it I should probably still go."

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"Alright. Good luck not dying or getting kidnapped or tortured or fed to a mouth or anything."

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"Thanks, I appreciate it."

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Mordred and Oswald go off to the dinner. Zoe is watching from outside with a shotgun, and Araari is sent back to their tent because she is an exceptionally poor liar.

Mordred and Oswald are separated and placed several seats apart from each other.

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Oswald is seated next to a Thai woman, a white woman, and an Indian woman.

He nods and smiles -- well, sort of -- at them and tries the food.

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"No."

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"I was only looking," the Thai woman says sulkily.

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"I'm Inaaya Khadpo. These are my associates, Joan Kramer and Anchisa Sirikhan."

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"Nice to meet you, Miss..." he makes a solid effort at pronouncing Khadpo. If he focuses enough on this it will distract them from his not having a name.

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"And you are?"

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"Michael Taylor."

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"Lovely name."

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Joan eats her food with the determination of a person who is uncertain when a nice meal will happen next.

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"I don't think Mariam met you last week, did she?"

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"No, just the others."

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"What is your involvement in the research? I'm a-- hm-- site specialist myself. Joan here does security, and Anchisa-- Anchisa is our funder's niece."

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"Ugh, I don't want to talk about archaeology. Inaaya, why do you always want to talk about archaeology. Are you from New York?"

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"--I am. Have you been?"

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"No. We went to America but it was REALLY BORING and there were not ANY skyscrapers at ALL." Anchisa sounds personally offended. "It wasn't like the movies even one bit. I thought there was going to be a cute cowboy but there was NOT."

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"Oh, where in America was this? It's a pretty big place." With some amusement: "Even the skyscrapers and cowboys are in very different parts."

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"Where was it? There was a cave."

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"South Dakota."

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"Right."

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"Oh, I've never been to the Dakotas. Opposite side of the country from New York. Was it a noteworthy cave, at least?"

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"I bet New York is much better. I'd love to hear all about it."

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Well. He does not actually have to bluff his way through archaeology talk if he's telling Anchisa about New York.

He has no idea what Anchisa batting her eyes and biting her lip at him could possibly mean. He has never flirted with a random stranger in his life. As can perhaps be deduced from how all his stories in which exciting things happen seem to be cribbed from other people (his sister, he's cribbing them from his sister).

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"As lovely as it would be for Anchisa to hear about New York," Inaaya says, "I would really like to hear about your research. I myself am a specialist in prehistoric pagan deities."

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"Prehistoric, huh? Ever run into anything on the, uh, what was it, the Hyperborean Age? I've got a friend who's into that stuff. Had no idea about half of what happened in North America before he told me about it."

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"Indeed. I find the Hyperborean Age to be a terribly interesting topic. By legend it was the time of greatest sorcery."

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"Oh, sure. So much has been lost."

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"In sorcery?"

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Anchisa waits impatiently for the topic to return to New York.

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"Well, you know. There's so much ancient knowledge that's been lost to us. Or hidden away."

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"Indeed. And as archaeologists we simply must rediscover it. What did you say you study?"

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"I didn't."

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"Oh. Well, I'm very curious."

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"It's actually very boring--" he starts, and then takes advantage of Mariam interrupting to confer with Inaaya to turn back to Anchisa.

Would Anchisa like to hear about a concert he attended. George Gershwin truly is on the forefront of orchestral jazz.

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Anchisa WOULD like to hear about this.

Bat bat eyelashes. Touching Oswald's shoulder. Smile.

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When she returns, Inaaya occasionally tries to get a word in edgewise about topics like "what is Oswald technically actually studying," then her eyes glaze over and she stares out into space and leaves Anchisa to flirt with Oswald without being bothered.

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Does Oswald want to come back to her tent after dinner and listen to the radio.

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Well, it's rather late, he's really not sure. She can spend some time slowly convincing him, though.

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Anchisa is SO convincing.

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They can flirt. He may take a while to figure out they're flirting but it's so convenient for not getting questioned.

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Now Oswald should go AWAY from this BORING CONVERSATION and come back to Anchisa's tent.

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HOPEFULLY he's not going to die.

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Zoe Lurks.

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Thank you Zoe, your role as guard is helping.

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He does not DIE. However, he might ENGAGE IN HETEROSEXUAL SEX FOR THE FIRST TIME IN HIS LIFE.

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He can't figure out how to protest heterosexual makeouts but he's pretty sure sex leads to pregnancy, is this a good idea, he barely knows her, he's a gentleman.

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It is going to be FINE.

Stop being boring.

She hasn't had sex in YEARS PROBABLY.

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He has been the boring responsible person his entire life and he's not stopping now. They will go no further.

...They do actually end up achieving something pretty damn close to heterosexual sex. But not the kind with lasting consequences, so he feels he's managed some small victory today.

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UUUUUUUUUUUGH.

BORING. BORING AND LAME.

WHY IS EVERYONE SHE ENCOUNTERS SO BORING.

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Hey, she got, like, 80% of a sexual encounter out of this.

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With a New Yorker, who is therefore cool, and can introduce her to cool jazz musicians.

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Sure. That might be true.

They are now destined to run into each other at awkward times from now on, aren't they.

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They are destined to run into each other when Anchisa needs to get laid.

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Meanwhile--

Mordred is seated next to Mariam Soliman and a white woman he doesn't recognize.

Mordred is unsure how much he doesn't trust that but he sure doesn't trust it.

Well, at least Oswald doesn't have to handle Mariam. He smiles as if he has no reservations about being here.

Mordred eats and makes meaningless small talk for as long as they'll let him do that. He doesn't really expect that to be long but hey worth a shot right.

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"Pardon me, I didn't introduce my friend Louise. Louise is the archaeologist in charge of this little expedition. I am sure you have a lot to talk about."

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"Saw them at St. Mary's Cathedral today," Louise says. "You're interested in the Book of Aksum?"

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"I'm interested in nearly everything I can find," Mordred says truthfully.

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"It's absolutely fascinating, isn't it? The history of Axum, its conversion to Christianity... I've been looking up information about the nobleman buried here to see if I can find anything."

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"It is. Have you been able to find anything, I haven't found much research on early Christian history in Ethiopia for -- reasons that were probably predictable if I'm being honest but I managed to not predict them."

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"Oh, I haven't really been looking, the Obelisk is pre-Christian. But some of the information we know about the early Christian period can inform our studies of the pre-Christian era. What is your area of research, by chance?"

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"Linguistics, actually, the reasons I'm here are - well, inter-departmental politics are complicated and horrible and I'm sure you get more than enough of them as it is."

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"Quite, quite. My deepest apologies if I seem a little less-- sharp-- than usual, I have recently heard the news that a friend of mine passed."

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"My sympathies."

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"Poor Samson Trammel. His death is such a tragedy."

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"Tragic indeed," Mordred lies.

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"Hm." Mariam's face is impassive. "I don't suppose you know him. He's had an interest in archaeology in the past. Sometimes spent his wealth funding expeditions, much like our funder Miss Sirikhan."

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"I know of him, but no, I don't know him personally." (He's unsure how much information to take from Mariam speaking of him in the present tense.)

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"Knew. It's so hard to make this sort of change..."

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"Yes. Didn't know him personally, my apologies."

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"A terrible loss to archaeology, of course. Whenever an antiquarian passes our whole world is diminished. His rare book collection was par excellence. I am sure a man of your erudition would have very much enjoyed the chance to look at it."

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"I'm sure I would have," he agrees, lyingly.

(He can think of a lot of ways to describe those books but "enjoyable" is not among them.)

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"What languages do you study? I'm terribly monolingual myself. I know English of course, and Latin and French and Spanish and Greek and Hebrew and Arabic, and I am learning Thai so Mariam doesn't have to be the only one to speak to our employer, but there is simply never enough time to learn as many languages as one wants to know."

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"I study the development of language! There's--" and then he will HAPPILY babble about Proto-Indo-European and auxiliary languages.

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Louise is fascinated and asks very intelligent questions. She's curious, quick, and obviously willing to set aside any cult-related issues to have someone new to talk about etymology with.

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Mordred already likes her. He answers her questions and has the knowledge pool of someone who has been conlanging and obsessively reading on the subject since the age of ten, that being what he is.

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Mariam watches while they talk, excuses herself for a moment to speak to Inaaya, and then returns.

"Let me be frank," she says.

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Mordred stops in the middle of a passionate explanation of the Volapük linguistic schisms and nods.

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"I am aware that you were hired by Samson Trammel."

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He does not allow the enormous quantity of question marks that make up his internal monologue to show on his face.

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"Your employer and mine have not, historically, gotten along. But I do not see any reason there has to be a lack of cooperation between us."

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ahahahaha this is either the best thing that has happened since arriving in LA or the most deadly.

"I would be very appreciative of a chance to cooperate with you," he says, for once entirely sincere.

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"As a show of good faith, I will explain our researches. We were hopeful that this could be a site related to the Liar from Beyond, our god. However, further study suggests it is merely another site of the Forgotten God, worshiped in Hungary. The Forgotten God is also, of course, known as the Fisher from Outside. Very little information of importance to our cult exists here. What are you studying?"

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"We, too, were hoping Axum would have information related to the Liar." Grimace. "It appears not."

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"You were following George Ayers?"

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"Yes."

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"Why is his expedition interesting?"

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because we didn't have any other leads that didn't involve messing with the cult Mordred can't tell Mariam that. Nor does he want to actually give her true and useful information she doesn't already have. Nor can he admit that in fact he doesn't know shit and is in way over his head. This is so many constraints.

"One of our party was his student, and other things but student is what's relevant. And among the books he left behind was on the cults of the Aksumite empire, and especially given his later publications it seemed like an avenue of research that hadn't yet been explored or at least not in a way that the cult in Los Angeles ever learned the results of, and we had hoped he might have found more once he arrived. Hope that, evidently, proved false, but hope nonetheless."

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"Yes, a tragedy. We have both reached dead ends, it seems. If you send me your site report on Dallol, I would be delighted to send you mine on the Obelisk. We both, after all, serve the same Master. There is no reason for us to be enemies."

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"Of course," Mordred agrees.

Ahahahha. How deep have they just dug themselves.

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"Where are you planning on going next? We're not quite sure. Probably the Orkney Islands, perhaps the Yucatan, perhaps Australia. Daniel has been making noises about us going to Malta of all places."

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"Neither are we, I had thought Scotland but plans were liable to change based on what we found here and, well."

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"Keep us updated. I can receive telegrams at"-- she gives her information. "And good luck with the switch to Captain Walker."

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"Of course. And thank you."

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"I will let you discuss languages with Louise. --your friend seems to be getting along with Anchisa."

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Mordred has honestly only been paying attention to Oswald insofar as he needed to make sure they didn't contradict each other, when he and Anchisa started flirting Mordred tuned out in favor of obscure intracommunity auxlang discourse.

"Frankly I stopped paying attention to them at around the point I started talking about Esperanto. I'd be happy to try to help keep them both out of trouble in the future, if it comes up again."

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"Well, if Anchisa's enjoying herself... My condolences about the fate of Mr. Trammel. I did not know he was ill. I suppose even worshiping our God does not grant immortality."

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"Frankly, neither did I."
 
 
 
 

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"Sickness was a weakness Mr. Trammel would not want to admit to."

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"I'm not sure Trammel had ever in his life met a weakness he would admit to."

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"Indeed. He was certainly a very ambitious man. Captain Walker must be such a change for you. Given his more... practical... bent."

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Mordred knows approximately two facts about Captain Walker and one of them is 'I hate him.' This is slightly less true of Trammel but honestly Mordred just despises everyone who was involved with running the cult in Los Angeles.

"If I may be frank," he says, "I think I would prefer your employer to either of them."

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"Ah. --I do as well."

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"What she means," Louise says, "is that Mr. Trammel is a smug condescending ass and we toasted each other when it turns out he was dead of cancer. I speak Mariam."

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Mariam neither confirms nor denies this. "Captain Walker is a talented businessman and I am certain he shall increase the revenues of Los Angeles a good deal."

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Mordred was intending to say something very neutral before Louise spoke, and is instead visibly trying not to laugh. "Not incorrect. On either count."

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"I like you. Glad to see someone else in the business."

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"For now, information sharing, I think," Mariam says.

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"Information sharing," Mordred agrees. "Thank you both. It's been a pleasure."

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"You too. In the future, if all goes well-- who knows? Savitree is always looking for talent."

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The next morning, Araari and Zoe go to visit the rare book room monk again. 

"Hello again! --I don't actually think I've introduced myself properly? I'm Sister Araari."

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"And I'm Zoe, I'm not sure that we've met before."
 
 
 
 

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"Lovely to meet you both, I'm Brother Gadisa."

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To Zoe: "You haven't met, no, I've come with a different person each day. First with Oswald, then Mordred, and now you."

To Brother Gadisa: "The--topic Mordred and I were discussing with you yesterday, is this a private enough place to discuss it?"

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"Let me take you into my office." He does so. "Sister Araari, what was it you wished to discuss?"

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"Is there a particular reason that St. Frumentius's career as an exorcist is being hidden? I knew it was talked about rarely, but not that it was actively being removed from libraries. I apologize if I have erred in discussing it too freely in the past. Or is it something else that just happens to be connected in your books?"

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"Ah. There are-- dark records, we have, Sister Araari. The true story of St. Frumentius's work. They are not for the eyes of those who... are not prepared to hear it." Glances at Zoe.

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"I could wait outside, if need be. I wouldn't want to get in the way. But depending on what you mean by 'prepared to hear it'... possible I've already heard worse."

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"Is this necessary, Sister Araari? For your work, as a member of the Order?"

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"I cannot be truly certain, but I believe so. The people I travel with, they have--brought news that the Mouth has awakened. Elsewhere. Sister Berhane spoke with them, and believed them to be genuine in opposing it; I was sent with them to aid them, as God has granted me strength to oppose demons before. Any information would be a great gift."

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"The Secret Book of Aksum does not speak of the Mouth, but... perhaps it will be an aid to you." He disappears into a back room and returns with a book.

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The Secret Book of Aksum is an eclectic collection of ancient documents purportedly revealing the “true history” of the founding of the Ethiopian Church, St. Frumentius of Tyre, and the reign of King Ousanas. Of particular note among these documents are the “Testament of the Kesate Birhan” and the “True Testament of King Ezana,” allegedly written in the hand of St. Frumentius himself. 

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Testament of the Kesate Birhan

(Bringer of Light, e.g. Saint Frumentius) 


In my youth I walked often on the pilgrimages of my uncle, the great and holy St. Meropius of Tyre. In my tenth year we walked from the harbors of our homeland to the bleak peaks of Pannonia. We brought the word and the truth of Christ. Meropius sought to break open the shadows of the heathen beliefs which still clutched these murky hills…

We came to stand before the flint-shaded monolith which we had been told the people venerated. It was octagonal in shape, some sixteen feet in height and about a foot and a half thick. Its surface gleamed with a darkened light. Characters our guide did not know and which even my uncle’s learned eyes could not decipher spiraled in a broken and yet unbroken line around the shaft to its very top. It seemed to my young eyes that the whole was merely the base of some long-vanished column…

Meropius brought workers to the monolith. They labored to break it or to mar its surface. But despite the mightiest of holy labors, their hammers did little more than flake off small bits of stone. The surface seemed thickly dented by their efforts, and yet its sepulchral gleam seemed somehow undiminished. One night, after the workers ceased their labors and the stars gleamed above, I entertained a thought that my faith might succeed where their labors had failed: I took a small vial of blessed water which my father had entrusted to me. Leaving the camp I approached the monolith, gave a lengthy prayer unto our Holy Father, and then cast His water upon it.

A dark ecstasy followed. And in that ecstasy I saw the master of that place: a huge, monstrous, toad-like thing which squatted atop the monolith…

I was found feverish and ill at the foot of the monolith the next morning. My uncle took me and retreated back to the capital and later that year we returned to Tyre…

In my sixteenth year, my brother Edesius and I traveled with my uncle once more, this time to bear the words of Christ unto the lands of Axum.

We were betrayed in the port of Batsi…

During the attack, my uncle and all of the ship’s crew were killed. Only my brother and I were kept alive, valued for our youth…

And I spoke unto King Ousanas and I told him of the many learned gifts I had and I told him how they could be used. And in his wisdom he saw the value of these gifts and all that my learning could bring unto him and his people. And so I pled for him to take back from his Twin King my brother. And King Ousanas went unto King Wazeba and paid for my brother so that we could both serve him together…

When I saw Wazeba’s Obelisk, I saw in it the same contours-- however different, however refined by human craft into something less terrible than the alien monstrosity of Pannonia…

Know now and know for all time that the blade which slew Wazeba was held righteously in the hand of Edesius. And no sin shall pass unto him for this, for in this deed he rid the world of an evil spawned from beyond holy countenance. 

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True Testament of King Ezana

The True Testament of King Ezana documents a secret history of his reign.

His widowed mother prevailed upon Frumentius and Edesius to remain and instruct King Ezana in learned ways. Frumentius, in particular, “taught me the truth of Christ and His holy ways” and began spreading Christianity throughout the Kingdom of Axum.

In the sixth year of Ezana’s reign, the “cult of Wazeba” attempted to assassinate him. In the aftermath, Wazeba’s Obelisk is pulled down and the cult is driven underground. Edesius returns to Tyre, but Frumentius journeys to Alexandria where he petitions for Athanasius, Patriarch of Alexandria, to send Christian missionaries to Ethiopia to help wipe out the cult. Athanasius consecrates Frumentius as a bishop and sends him back as the church’s envoy.

Frumentius returns to Axum and erects his Episcopal see. He baptizes King Ezana and comes to be known as Kesate Birhan (Revealer of Light) and Abba Salama (Father of Peace). The cult’s presence in Axum is completely suppressed. 

Twenty years later, however, the remains of the cult of Wazeba have taken hold in the kingdom of Kush. King Ezana wages war on Kush, conquering the kingdom in order to suppress the cult once more. In the aftermath of the campaign, the Ezana Stone is erected. Of this, Frumentius writes:

The blasphemous statue taken from the inner chambers of that place was inverted and half of it pared back until it was a tablet upon which could be written as much of the Truth as could be safely known. And that other half beneath our Stone was buried in ground consecrated so that Truth might be above it and God’s grasp might be all about it.  

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“The monolith—is it the same one the archaeologists are studying?”

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"The monolith in Pannonia is in present-day Hungary."

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“I see. And Wazeba’s Obelisk?”

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"The Obelisk of Axum."

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Nod. “Thank you again, Brother.” Araari scribbles a short summary in Oromo, this being the one of her languages with the fewest speakers, so she can trust her memory of the book when she returns to tell the rest of the group, and then returns the book. “I will pray for your safety and intentions.”

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"And yours as well."

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Oswald, meanwhile, is sleeping in and regretting his decision.

He is trudging through the Georgia swamp behind Carrie when the ground opens up beneath her, the water rushing into a hole in the ground, lined with yellow, human teeth — dozens and dozens of teeth. For a moment, Carrie is falling feet-first into this hole, but then the mouth snaps shut, chewing her in half in three terrible bites. She screams, blood spraying from her mouth. The swamp-water-filled mouth gurgles out a scream. He snaps out of sleep with a start, all but screaming himself.

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Mordred is going off to develop Magnificence's photos.

In addition to several blurry photographs of his own feet, the tent, and the desert, Magnificence took pictures of what is recognizably the inside of the Obelisk of Axum.

Mordred sees that there was once writing on the inside of the Obelisk, but someone had scraped nearly all of it off.

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GOOD picture. 😇

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Whoa.

He also sees a cartouche written in some language he does not speak.

They are really remarkably aesthetically pleasing pictures for a monkey. He could probably display them in a New York gallery.

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Anemone will LIKE this picture.

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When you return, Lev is at the tent, with a very unusual aura of misery.

Or at least unusual since his visit to New York.

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"Where's Anemone? How is she? Did you get her to a doctor?"

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"She... didn't make it."

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".............oh."

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This doesn't make sense. Anemone is not the sort of person who just dies.

Zoe sinks to the floor and stares off into nothingness, trying to make a world in which Anemone is dead make sense.

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Oswald starts silently weeping. He doesn't seem to realize that he's doing it until it starts actively choking him up.

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He is going to give Oswald a hug. "She didn't even make it to Massaua. She died... less than a day after we left."

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Now Zoe also starts crying.

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Pat pat pat the sad human. He is sad that Anemone is not back yet, too! But she will be back soon.

Anemone always comes back.

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"She wanted me to cremate her body, so I did." His voice seems kind of distant, like he's reciting facts that happened to someone else. "So everyone can carry around a piece of Anemone with them-- us, and the circus, and anyone else who needs it. Her heart didn't burn, so I buried it in Massaua."

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Zoe remembers the last time she saw Anemone, weak and shivering and clinging to Lev on the bike, and squeezes her eyes shut at the idea that that will be last time she saw Anemone, ever.

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Aha. Mordred isn't sure he believes that's true but it's exactly the kind of story Anemone would come up with. He kind of loves it.

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This makes three gone, now.

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It does not even occur to Zoe to question it. It seems appropriate.

Carrie and Lacie and Anemone. All of them are gone now and Zoe feels responsible in some way for each.

Now she is responsible for... Magnificence. And carrying on Anemone's work, although she doesn't have the mind for it the way Anemone did. Mordred and Oswald and Lev will hopefully be able to do most of the thinking, and Zoe can just... take care of Magnificence. And stand watch with her shotgun and not let anything happen to anyone else.

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"What she said when she died is-- This is how the story goes. The evil thing doesn't get to eat everyone. It eats two or three or four people, but it doesn't eat everyone, and the story goes on. The band finds a way. Sometimes it's hard. But stories are the records of the ways we found to survive. All the ancient peoples we're looking at are peoples who survived. They put down the Thing with a Thousand Mouths, and we can too. And her notes are another piece of the story. Of how we survive. All it takes is practice to make the story come out right." He starts crying halfway through the sentence. "We don't-- tell stories the way a god told us to. We practiced and refined them over thousands of years, like the tarot cards. We are ephemeral. Not like the gods. Not as old as them. But they are always the same. And we can change our stories from one era to the next. Make them better. Yesterday and today and tomorrow the gods are always the same. Not like us. We grow."

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Yeah. That sounds -- very much like what Anemone would say.

Mordred feels vaguely like he should be crying, or about to be, but in fact he's not, like it hasn't really set in, or like the part of him that runs emotions has been hollowed out.

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Zoe remembers the tarot reading Anemone did for her. About making the choice to keep going, through hardship, and finding strength, and staying connected to people.

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Magnificence can pat the other sad human too? They are all SO sad.

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There are a lot of words happening. He can't quite tell what's being said what with how he's crying and Lev who is saying them is also crying but he can feel the rhythm of them, the point of it, and it's very -- not comforting, exactly. It's very Anemone.

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"I brought her notes. Because what she wants us to do is-- put this thing to sleep."

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"Yeah. Yeah, she would want us to go on, and finish it."

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"We can get them out with the other notes, and the, the photos -- god, the photos seemed so important 20 minutes ago, I'm not even sure they tell us all that much--"

Finally her dedicated training has paid off.

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Zoe hiccups a bit at how Anemone doesn't get to see Magnificence's photos. She would have been so proud.

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She would have been happy with the results of the dinner, too, probably. Mordred was looking forward to telling her. And. Well.

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Zoe wonders how the hell she is going to tell Magnificence so that he is actually able to understand. She's not sure whether it's worse for him to think Anemone's abandoned him, or for him to really understand she's gone.

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A few hours of crying later, the investigators meet up to take a look at what they've found.

"So it seems like there are something like rooms under the Obelisk of Axum, which I think was in doubt? Rooms which Magnificence was able to access. Araari, can you read this--" he shows her the cartouche in the unknown language.

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Zoe peers at the cartouche as well. It is totally unfamiliar to her.

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It says, “By the hand of Royal Ezana, open not this cursed/doomed tunnel/worm-work.”

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"...So is worm-work just the standard word for all kinds of tunnels or is that an unusual way of putting that would you say."

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"I am more concerned about the fact that it informs us not to open it; I suspect the archaeologists would not listen even if they can read it."

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"Isn't it already open? Or is there some further thing beyond where Magnificence took the picture?"

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"Speaking of archaeologists and their relations to ancient evils," he says to Mordred, "I was focused on not saying much of anything last night so I missed some of what was going on on your end but are we in fact passing ourselves off as employees of Samson Trammel now?"

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"Wha-"

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"We are doing that yes. Or we are doing that for as long as we reasonably can, there is nothing actually preventing them from asking the cult in Los Angeles if James White and Michael Taylor and Mary Bell exist, but apparently Savitree and Trammel have never gotten along so hopefully it'll be a while before they do that. Also, apparently Trammel is dead."

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"...Of what. Also if he's dead how are we working for him."

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Of the news of death she has received today, this one is much more welcome than the last.

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"Cancer according to Louise but I'm not sure how much I believe it, and they're under the impression that he hired us and now we're working for Captain Walker."

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If the cultists are being given a fake cause of death this throws the whole claim into question. He is so suspicious of the concept that Samson might actually be dead.

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"To be fair I have no reason to think he wasn't hiding cancer? It just seems suspiciously convenient and it's not like we can check and I am suspicious of any information that came from Mariam, or at least any information that came from her before she decided to tell me that she knew we were cultists and we should share information since we work for the same god. They know we're lying about being academics so we can drop that, I haven't given them any information they didn't already have because I wanted to check in with everyone first but if we're going to keep the lie alive we will have to at least look like we're helping."

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"What does helping look like." She is not particularly interested in even appearing to help the cult.

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"The thing they want to do is share information, which I agreed to because they obviously know more about what's going on than we do and if they're willing to tell us what they know that's a big deal actually."

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"You are planning on giving the cult information?" Araari is also not particularly interested in helping the cult!

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"I don't actually have a plan, I'm going along with the lies they suggest so that we don't all die, if I had to come up with one all on my own right now it would be to tell them things I'm pretty sure they already know but there's a million ways that can go wrong so I don't want to actually implement it without talking to everyone else first."

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"I am certain that if I tried to speak to them I would end up saying something incredibly stupid and getting us all killed and dooming the world to be eaten by slavering hellbeasts or something, I just. I don't know, we promised the nuns we were definitely not working with the cult and now you're saying the thing to do is to work with the cult but only for pretend, and... I don't know if you even can just pretend, what if even just being around them too much we... end up like Lacie."

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"I --" God. He is so tired. "-- I am really tired and really scared and I have been keeping six metaphorical balls in the air for months and I am metaphorically bad at juggling, and I don't want us all to die because if we all die nobody keeps doing this and the world maybe ends, and the one thing I'm good at is lying to get people to tell me the things I want to know."

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"If we do not have a plan yet, and Zoe does not like this one, and Oswald is not good at lying, and I am not going to tell the cult I am working with them whether it is a lie or not, perhaps the thing to do is come up with a different plan. I am--glad that nobody died at the dinner party."

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"Yeah. I'm proposing an idea and informing you guys of what the lies we've already told are, to be clear, not insisting on any particular thing for us as a group to do."

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"I'm glad to know what we're up against. I have no idea what options other than lying to them and working with them we have. Just go to Dallol on our own and hope they don't catch onto us until we can leave the country?"

Every plan she can think of has so many ways it will obviously go wrong and she wishes Anemone were here to come up with a plan that made sense and felt right but she's not and she's not going to be. Zoe is trying to focus on the task at hand but her thoughts keep veering into grief and anger at how wrong the world is.

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"I'm improving," Oswald mutters, to himself, because he does not want to argue about it. Louder: "I trust this plan coming from Mordred more than I would from someone else who had been pushing for cooperation all along, honestly."

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"They're also planning on going to -- maybe not all the places we have leads but a lot of them, Scotland and Malta and obviously also Bangkok. I don't think we're going to be able to avoid them while also making progress on finding out anything at all. Uh. What else happened. They think this isn't a site of Nyarlathotep but instead of someone called the Forgotten God, which Louise also called 'the fisher' in her letter to Savitree which I was not supposed to have read and one of our books says the Fisher is Gol-goroth. There's something metallic in the obelisk and weird psychic scratching coming from inside it, which is definitely reasonable and normal and not terrifying at all, and which they don't know we know about because again I got it from a letter I wasn't supposed to have read. Also apparently Inaaya is some kind of psychic."

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"It's not that I think Mordred is secretly evil or something. I think if it were just him that plan might even work. But I can't lie to save my life and it's everyone's lives that would depend on us being able to lie. And the cult does things to people. --What's in Scotland? Or Malta? I remember there being a thing in... Hungary?"

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"Branch of the Nectar business is in Malta, I don't know about Scotland."

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"Did they tell you about the metallic thing or did you see it or? What does it mean for Inaaya to be psychic, did her brain scratch from the thing or something?"

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"I have very vague guesses about what's in Scotland and none of them are based on anything particularly concrete but it's come up in two different unrelated ways so it goes on the list of leads. Hungary is the site of another monolith and they think it's to Gol-goroth."

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"Okay. Do we know where they're going after they leave here? Or when they plan to do that?"

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"I found out about the metallic thing from the letter I was not supposed to have read. Inaaya -- uh, how did she phrase it, Louise says she 'reports a “strange scuffling groping sensation” from this network which seems to be “reaching out for my mind as though my own thoughts touched upon it.”' And they're preparing to leave for Invermere, I don't know when."

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"--Where did you learn about the monolith in Hungary? I learned of it this morning."

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"If she's psychic does it even matter how good we are at lying? Couldn't she just read our minds?? What if she was reading your minds the entire time you were at dinner?"

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"Araari, it's mentioned in two different books we stole from the cult in Los Angeles. Zoe, I have no idea, but empirically they offered us information we didn't already have and didn't kill us so I'm working on the assumption that she's more limited than that."

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"God I hope so. Where is that warding stone? Maybe it helps against psychics too."

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Lev gives it to Zoe. "There's a bit in Anemone's notes-- apparently the warding stone originally came from Dallol. Ayers stole it."

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Araari mutters "white people" under her breath in Oromo at the mention of Ayers having stolen the warding stone.

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Zoe pockets the stone and traces its grooves with her thumb.

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"She didn't seem--" he frowns. "I don't think she knew anything I didn't tell her. About my actual job or my relationship to Samson or anything like that. Just that I wasn't telling her anything. I... might be wrong, I'm not -- oh, huh."

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"Also. Um. This is going to sound extremely stupid and I want you all to know that I know it's extremely stupid but. Louise seems like she's motivated by academics rather than actually wanting the world to end, and Anchisa is just here because her aunt's here, and I don't know the others very well but from her letters Savitree seemed reasonable in a way that Trammel really didn't and -- I really want to try to convince them to not end the world."

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"I do not think it is stupid. I think it is very noble. I am--unsure if it will succeed, but that is not always the only thing that matters."

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"--I think I accidentally seduced Anchisa last night," Oswald blurts out and then immediately starts dying from. "Uh. You know. If that's useful information or anything."

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Araari is just going to pretend she didn't hear that, honestly. "On the topic of the monolith... Perhaps you already know this, if you were aware of the monolith, but--this morning, I was able to read of the founding of the Church by St. Frumentius. He had an encounter in his youth with the monolith in Hungary; labors were failing to break it, so he prayed before it and cast holy water onto it. He had a vision in which he saw a terrible demon atop the monolith, and the next day he was found to be ill. When he was 16, he came here to Axum, to spread Christ's teachings; and when he saw the Obelisk of King Wazeba, he noted it to be the same alien shrine as the monolith in Pannonia. He fought three with the King Wabeza and his cult throughout his time here, with the help of King Ezana, who he helped put on the throne; and all three times, the cult was successfully suppressed. After the last, the Ezana stone was erected; it was originally a statue taken from the inner chambers, but inverted and buried, so that God's truth might be made visible and blasphemy hidden."

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"If they're not... actually cultists yet, and are just working for the cult but don't, know or believe... then maybe... Araari, did the holy water break it? Or just give him a vision and make him sick?"

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"The latter."

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Good plan, let's all pretend not to have heard him! He is pretending it himself! He was actually looking at the site report from the documents Mordred took, let's discuss those. "Uh, it says something here about a symbol? Um, 'In addition to the inscription I described in my last (which appears to post-date the defacing), only two additional inscriptions have survived. These symbols, however, have raised one possibility of potential interest. Before abandoning my work here, I am going to spend some time researching at the Cathedral of Tsion Maryam to see if the Book of Aksum will confirm my suspicions.' Does that sound relevant to anything in what you read, Araari? It, uh, it doesn't really say anything about what the symbols are."

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Zoe already knows what Oswald did last night.

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"The book of Axum is what I read. If a symbol was mentioned in it, I did not make note of it."

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"Do you know about the Cathedral of Tsion Maryam? Is that the one here or some other one?"

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"I think that's the one we went to with the library. Louise was there."

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"Okay, that makes sense. So she wants... the book Araari has? Wait, you literally just said that, sorry. I wonder what the possibility is about the symbols and what the book has to do with it. It didn't say anything about any inscriptions, right?"

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"Not that I noticed."

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"Can I see Magnificence's photo again?"

He looks at it, then at the piece of paper Magnificence stole.

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Lev looks at it. "That's... Central American. Why is there a Central American symbol in an Ethiopian tomb? It's a symbol of the Children of the Night."

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"...Did those come up in relation to monoliths or have I gotten various ominous group names confused?"

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Mordred flips through his notes on the books. "One of the books we stole claims that the Children of the Night were in some way chosen by the God of the Black Stone -- and yeah Oswald's right the Black Stone is the name of the monolith in Hungary, and Louise said in her letter that she thinks the monolith in Hungary and the monolith here are the same kind of thing -- I have really got to organize my notes better. Or, my and Anemone's combined notes, I didn't actually read that book but we pooled...." and he's not going to think about that.

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"Global network of large ominous stones, huh?"

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"It seems so. St. Frumentius came to the same conclusion, at least."

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"So is the God of the Black Stone the Forgotten God or the Liar?" Oswald asks the air. "Or another entity entirely?"

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Anemone's notes have a thing about this! The 'Children of the Night' have come up in reference to the Black Stone of Hungary (which may or may not be related to the Black Stone discussed in The Fragments of Bal Sagoth), but also in connection with the stories of the Central American peoples of the Yucatan Peninsula, in Mexico, detailed in Children of the Night and Nahua Legends

There is also some speculation about the things that might be connected to the Black Stone. She first encountered the term in Ziggurats of the Pre-Helladic Period, the book that caused her to scream in front of Mordred on the plane.

From the notes on the Ziggurats book: It then becomes clear that the dimensional diatribes – which at first seem a secondary characteristic of the text, wedged between lengthy narrative descriptions of each site – are actually of the primary and utmost important to the author: And in unwinding the strange cycles of his numbers, one realizes that he is making the bold claim that all of these disparate works of stone draw their ultimate inspiration from the preternatural dimensions of the “Black Stone” which the author ultimately claims “thrusts into the heart of every building constructed by man; thrusts into the very subconscious of our modern edifices of pride and hubris".

The second mention was found in The Fragments of Bal Sagoth, which describes an ancient island which worshipped Gol-Goroth, a civilization which practiced human sacrifices, and which at its height was said to be greater than Rome. It was eventually taken over by red-skinned "savages", possibly after the gods had ceased favoring their ancient city. A quote is scrawled in the journal: "Let the skin of blood ride o’er the sun, for above the sky shall they journey upon the wings that bear them, carried as they shall be by the Sons of Gol-Goroth; their legacies forever shielded by the Daughters of the Black Stone."

She wrote that she had no idea what the connection between these things and the Black Stone of Hungary might have been, but she certainly suspected that there was one.

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"They think it's the Forgotten God, same as this one, that's actually part of how they arrived at the conclusion that the obelisk here was to the Forgotten God rather than the Liar."

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"I still have no idea what's meant about the sun or wings or shields but if Gol-Goroth and the Black Stone are the connection here, or like, gendered versions of each other or something, I'm not sure the rest of it matters to us."

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"I'm assuming everything matters at this point but I have no idea what it means either."

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He sighs. "So the Black Stone is connected to Gol-Goroth, and the obelisk is connected to the Black Stone, and Dagon is connected to the obelisk, and the prisoner of Dagon has its mouth shut here, and mouths are connected to the Liar... I think. There's a lot going on."

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"Mouths could be connected to either, or both, we know there are mouths connected to the Liar but we don't know they aren't connected to Gol-Goroth... but yes there's a lot going on."

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Notes: "Fragments of Bal Sagoth also notes that the "savages" carried off the riches and "the favor of Gol-Goroth" when they defeated the great city of Bal-Sagoth. While a specific ethnicity seems impossible to determine, it may be that, if the account describes anything related to reality, that these 'invaders' are related to the 'Children of the Night' legends in the Yucatan, given that Hickering believes that some other 'Children of the Night' legend is associated with the Black Stone, which may bear some connection to Bal Sagoth and to Gol Goroth. How the Yucatan peoples might be connected to the legends involving the monolith in Hungary is beyond me, but perhaps some mystical connection would make more sense of the geography. If this is the case, these sites may be connected to further worship of Gol Goroth. I know that the cultists - Trammel, in particular - seem certain that Gol-Goroth is unimportant and that the only being that matters is Nyarlathotep, but it's hard to be certain of that from the information we have."

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"Who do we think the Prisoner of Dagon is, do we know?"

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"I have no idea who the Prisoner of Dagon is, why?"

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Lev slides over Anemone's notes.

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"The theme of cause-and-effect coupled to oceanic imagery, as established in the book’s epigram, is constantly repeated throughout the collection, coupled to another set of imagery revolving around the surface of the ocean being a “wall” and that, beyond this wall, there lies an imprisoned a lying behemoth (referred to as both the “Prisoner” and the “Liar”). The Liar features most prominently in the story “The Saffron Bee”, in which Paul seeks to steal honey from a colony of giant bees whose hive is as big as a mountain in the hope that he can use the honey as a bribe to free the Liar. But “the Liar is held by the lie of false history; of causality that cannot be” and though Paul gains the honey, he cannot find the gaoler. Also, what the hell, Paul Bunyan."

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"It's in the book on Axumite cults too--"

He shows Lev where it is in his notes. "The last three dozen pages of the thesis are given over to a detailed symbological analysis of the “Prisoner of Dagon” and the “Wide-Open Mouth”, equating the two figures on a deep level through complicated Jungian metaphors despite the gross differences of their disparate mythologies."

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"Paul Bunyan, why are you trying to start an apocalypse? Paul Bunyan makes bad decisions."

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"From this, I assume that the Prisoner of Dagon is probably Nyarlathotep."

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"We concluded that Nephren Ka and we concluded he might be Nyarlathotep through reference to him being one of seven masks, and the more confusing god identities come up the less certain it feels that Gol-Goroth and Nyarlathotep are definitely 100% separate entities."

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Notes: "Paul Bunyan is STEALING HONEY FROM BEES (jerk move) in order to bribe ?someone? (jerk move) in order to free the Liar (WOW, Paul Bunyan)."

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"I'm pretty sure Gol-Goroth isn't a mask because Trammel had more information than we do and was very sure they were 100% separate."

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"So... in terms of gods we know about... there's Nyarlathotep, there's Gol-Goroth, there's Dagon, there's the Prisoner of Dagon, there's Azathoth... am I missing any of them?"

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"Not that I'm aware of; nor do I know most of the names you just said. Though I am surprised you know the name Azathoth, or put Him on the same level as the others you mention."

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"It.... looks like the Prisoner of Dagon is also called the Liar which makes me suspect they're the-- oh?"

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"I think if we're listing the Prisoner separately we should also list the God of the Black Stone separately, because it feels like the Prisoner might be either Nyarlathotep or Gol-Goroth but we're not certain, and that's technically true of the Black Stone deal. --I am surprised you know that name. I think Berhane said something about not learning names?"

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"We don't learn the names of demons, no. Azathoth is a name for God."

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"...Uh."

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"........uh."

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"The books I read about Azathoth... depicted something very unlike God."

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"Oh?"

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"I primarily know that name because my sister asked me to worship him! And help sacrifice people to his herald! While she was being driven mad by horrible occult knowledge and high on the nectar of a horrifying demon!"

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"And I had a vision... the night Carrie died. It's been coming back to me in pieces. But it was huge, impossible vast, filling the sky, and it had an eye... or many eyes? And it was swirling with destructive force. In the books. There's a lot about stars rearranging themselves, or dancing, or winking out one by one. And there was one book about someone that Azathoth chases from world to world to world endlessly. Nyarlathotep was in that one, too."

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"I was taught it as a secret name of God, one with power, able to grant me protection through a day and night of prayer. I do not believe He would ask for human sacrifice, though vastness and stars dancing seem less obviously contradictory."

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"In the book, Nyarlathotep said that those worlds would be spared from destruction so long as Azathoth's gaze remained on him, and not on the worlds."

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"Who... taught you that?" He is doing his best to come across as casually curious and not accusatory or deeply skeptical.

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"Sister Berhane."

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"What else did it say... the man had dreams like my vision. Of a huge eye gazing down on the world. And he escaped through a portal in... the "flesh of Yog-Sothoth", whatever that is. Do we know what Yog-Sothoth is?"

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"We don't know what Yog-Sothoth is, it's only come up the once."

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"Okay what if we just make a list of names and the weird things said in connection to them. Maybe include lines between ones that might be the same."

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"I really wish I had a corkboard and string. -- wait, Sister Berhane made a volcano go off, or at least participated in a group effort of making a volcano go off, and I assumed this was some kind of geological thing at the time but now I'm less sure, Araari do you know how she did that --"

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"She said they prayed for a miracle and God provided one."

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Araari gestures at Oswald and nods.

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"Right. That's. Not great."

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"Where were you at the time?" he asks, narrowly avoiding suggesting without evidence to a lady that she might have been an adult 8 years ago.

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"It was the year before I joined the nunnery. I was still living with my father."

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"-- uh. A thought just occurred to me.

"So, you guys remember Genial Brooker -- Araari would not remember Genial Brooker. Araari, when we were in LA someone told me that he had shoved a crucifix into a mouth and turned it to stone. And. It does not really seem like, like we live in the sort of world where an all-powerful force for good watches over every falling sparrow and cares deeply that everything be fine, right, so I've been wondering why that happened -- but if Azathoth is a name some people use for what they believe to be the Christian God, and demonstrably sometimes he'll fight Nyarlathotep on behalf of people who pray for him to --"

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Oswald instinctively rubs the rosary they got from Genial, which he has continued to carry everywhere. He looks at it with concern.

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Yeah. Mordred still has Gale's rosary around his neck, under his shirt. He's not sure he's a fan of that fact.

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"That seems like a more complex explanation than acknowledging a miracle in which God protected you through His symbol. But I am--aware that we disagree on the sort of world we live in, and it is--good to know, if nothing else, that people may use the name of Azathoth for different things. Perhaps they use other symbols of God for other things as well, perverting them to their ends. I am-- unsure if we should be invoking a powerful name so often if we suspect it may be the name of a demon or false god."

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"What happens, when you say their names, do you think? I'm not sure avoiding it entirely is a sensible level of caution but -- I mean, it'd be such a stupid way to go out--"

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"I do not know. I am only really familiar with the one name, and only as something I can use for protection in dire circumstances; but I have seen miracles worked under that name as well as the more common names of God, and overestimating its power seems-- safer than the opposite."

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"I think we should be more careful of the warding stone, also. Not that it can't be helpful but -- it is suddenly very salient to me that it's an image of an eye--"

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"And it's not as though we don't know that these powers can have seemingly beneficial results." Like Lev's mysterious good health.

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"Should we come up with another name to refer to it? The Star, the Eye, the Beholding-- It occurs to me that this might be why all the gods have so many names."

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"If we call it the Eye then combined with the Mouth we are necessarily setting up a body part based naming scheme. I don't mind if we do that but we should be aware of it."

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"There is the Liar and the Forgotten God, or we could use the Prisoner instead of the Liar if you would rather? For established names that are common words. This--does not solve what to call the entity we are discussing now, though."

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"The Watcher? Not a body part, feels like the same kind of thing as the Liar and the Prisoner and the Forgotten God and the Pharaoh and so on..."

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"The Watcher seems a good name."

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That evening, they leave for Mersa Fatma.

Zoe and Mordred come down with diarrhea again on the way to Mersa Fatma, but recover in a few hours.

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Will Anemone know how to find them if they leave?? Maybe Anemone is at the place they are going to?? Magnificence will watch anxiously and try to remember how to get back here Just In Case.

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When they get to Mersa Fatma, they stay overnight at the nunnery.

"Are you planning to continue on to Dallol?"

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"I assume so. Unless we had something we'd intended to do in Mersa Fatma?" 

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"Unfortunately, I will not be able to guide you-- an emergency exorcism is required in Massaua. However, Sister Waletta will be able to guide you." She gestures to a nun in her forties with dirt under her fingernails.

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"I would appreciate your guidance on what you think we should do." Hesitation. "And I'd like to ask you about something before you have to go, if you have the time?"

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"Of course, Sister Araari. Would you like to speak privately?"

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"Yes, please."

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Berhane takes her into a private room.

"What did you wish to speak to me about, Sister Araari?"

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"The people I was traveling with--they seemed to think that Azathoth is the name of a great demon. Oswald's sister committed acts of human sacrifice in his name, and they had--strange books. I told them of my knowledge of the name; I know it is secret, but they did already know the name... I wanted to ask you for guidance on this."

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Berhane inclines her head. "That is troubling." She thinks on this for a moment. "You are certain it is the same name?"

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"I am quite certain. If it were just the books, I would not be so shaken, but--Oswald's sister was on drugs, too, and in a cult, and doing human sacrifice, and--" Araari cuts herself off and presses her back against a wall, taking deep breaths.

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"Matthew 12:26. 'If Satan drives out Satan, he is divided against himself. How then can his kingdom stand?' We have, in extreme circumstances, driven out demons by this Holy Name. And Satan cannot drive out demons."

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"You are right of course, thank you. It was just--terribly frightening, to hear His name in such a context. The things people will do in the name of God..." Araari shudders. "But I suppose that is not a new thing."

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"Yes. Many atrocities have been done in His name. We can rest assured that our God does not want human sacrifices, and that whatever blasphemies are written in their books are falsehoods."

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"Thank you, Sister Berhane. I--wish it were not still surprising to me, what man is capable of. I will be sure to pray for the souls of the sacrificed and sacrificers both, that they might see the light of the true God and cast aside false idols. I will return to them now, but I thought you might wish to know such news."

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"Thank you. There is much troubling news from the outside world. I will pray as well."

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Lev waves at Sister Waletta. "Hello, I'm Lev Aarons, I... am an anthropologist?" He is trying to shade the truth but is not quite good enough at this to avoid saying this as a question.

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Hello Sister Waletta. Presumably you are an upstanding person apart from any accidental Azathoth worship.

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"I am a gardener. And someone with some familiarity with the deserts I am told you intend to traverse."

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"It will be good to have you with us. We badly need someone with such expertise."

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"It is generally best to avoid such journeys. But better to make them prepared, if you must make them. I can't say that I expect you to find much, though."

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"That might be the better option, honestly. Maybe not for our time, but..."

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"Still, it's worth checking it out."

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Shrug. "Well, then, better for someone to see that you return in one piece."

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"What sort of preparations should we be making, before we go?"

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Sister Waletta can give them a list of things to buy and important things to keep in mind before they go.

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Araari comes back; she seems more relaxed after talking with Sister Berhane.

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"The trains to Kolluli are no longer running, now that CMC mining operations have been discontinued. But the tracks still provide a guide."

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Zoe sighs. "Then I suppose we shall walk the tracks."

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"Zoe, we still have bikes."

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"Can we bike on a railroad track?"

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"We can bike next to a railroad track. I'm pretty sure."

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"I guess, if the vegetation is sparse. Thank the desert for that one thing."

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As they leave Mersa Fatma behind, they have well and truly departed from civilization. The desert scrubland in the immediate area is flat. Towering mountains are visible in the far west, but only through thick bands of hot air rising off the baked landscape. Flora consists of grasses, shrubs, and several species of “dragon trees,” squat trees with thick trunks and stiff leaves. They are able to see zebras, gazelles, and wild asses in the distance, largely ignoring them as they pass. The perceptive may also spy leopards hunting these beasts, or packs of hyenas and jackals. Native birds range in size from larks to ostriches.

Their hair becomes damp, clinging to their neck and forehead. They must squint to see through dripping sweat. Flies buzz around their heads.

When they arrive at Kolluli two days later, they are greeted by a collection of curious villagers.

Men and women both wear waist clothes, the women's dyed brown, the men's undyed. Women have bare breasts and wear elaborate necklaces. Some of the women (mostly older) are wearing black headscarves, while others (mostly younger) have hair braided and woven with beads. The men wrap shawls around their torsos and carry staffs.

A dozen children run up to them laughing; Araari and Waletta hear the children talking about the pale ghosts.

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Hello children! Araari smiles at them. "The white people traveling with us, or other ghosts?"

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"They have FUNNY hair," a child announces. "Why is their hair so flat."

One of the other children tries to pull his hair straight to demonstrate.

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Zoe tugs on one of her curls as well. When released it does not spring back into nearly so tight a coil as his.

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Hello, children. There are an excessive number of you and Oswald feels a bit exposed by the size of the crowd but it is nice to see people again before the journey to Dallol.

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Araari giggles. "I don't know! It's very strange to me, too, but I think they were just born like that." Sorry to everyone in the conversation who does not speak Amharic.

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"Why are they so pale? Are they sick?"

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"No, they're just from a place with less sun. They do get sick much more easily, though."

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"I think they're sick. Like the people from Dallol."

The child's mother shushes her.

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He hears Dallol! He knows that word!

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"They are from very far away."

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A man steps forward and says in Amharic, "Greetings, sisters. Welcome to Kolluli."

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She nods and thanks him.

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"We offer you our hospitality, but why have you come?" He is clearly deeply confused.

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"The white people wanted to see the place where the others went digging, years ago. They are hoping to find something. I do not think they will find anything, but they insisted, and I doubt they would survive the journey alone."

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"Ah." The man seems to find this a sufficient explanation of the mysterious ways of white people. "Will you need food and supplies and to rest before the journey?"

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"We will, yes."

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The tribesman invites them all to stay in one of the clusters of tents, in a domed tent-house built from a branch framework covered by grass mats.

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"Thank you!"

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Zoe does her best to thank them as Araari does.

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The tribespeople laugh but seem to take this in good humor.

They bring the investigators a dinner of meat, milk, sorghum porridge, and pancakes.

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Lev pokes at the meat suspiciously and then fills up on milk and pancakes.

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Let's try everything. This all tastes a bit odd but at least pancakes are apparently universal.

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Nibble nibble.

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Araari eats the sorghum porridge and the pancakes but is with Lev on mostly only poking at the meat. She compliments everything, though, and is happy to offer her own meat to the others at the table.

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Which of these food items combine with other food items? Let's try putting a little bit of each thing with a little bit of each other thing in turn.

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The investigators mostly spend the evening resting and treating their inevitable and constant heatstroke. 

 

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Zoe does an acrobatic performance for the children!

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Zoe shall demonstrate her very exotic American circus routine to the public.

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The children are FASCINATED by Zoe's EXTREMELY SKILLED PERFORMANCE.

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Zoe, having demonstrated her talents, will spend any additional spare time teaching any kids who want to learn basics as best she can across the language barrier.

This is the most normal feeling thing she has done since she has arrived in this place.

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Araari spins thread, it’s more portable and less notably strange than weaving.

She also translates a little between the kids and Zoe.

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Mordred almost certainly doesn't have enough time to properly reorganize his notes and doing it halfway is worse than not doing it at all so instead he's writing a letter to Gale, to mail when they're somewhere where you can mail things.

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Oswald asks Sister Waletta and Sister Araari what was said about Dallol.

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"The children thought that you were sick, like the people in Dallol village."

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"Huh. So not just strange and isolated, but sick as well? I wonder how."

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“The children were very confused by you because they don’t have much knowledge of white people. They think you’re pale ghosts with strange hair. We tried to explain that people from very far away look different, but... children will believe what they believe. Then again, if they had asked if you were sick a week ago...” Araari is not making fun of them, that would be very rude, but it is taking a lot of effort to not smile or anything.

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"I'll have you know I didn't get sick that time at all." He is smiling a little, though. And then he remembers Anemone and stops.

"Is there a way to ask the locals about Dallol without coming off as incredibly rude?"

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“I don’t know this tribe’s norms very well, I’m sorry. If they were Oromo I would have a better guess.”

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I wish I had introduced you in New York, I think you would have really liked her, she w and then Mordred's pen goes clean through the paper, ripping it.

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And with one thing and another the investigators go to Dallol. 

As they draw closer to Dallol, they also begin to see strange and colorful geographical formations. Hot springs and centuries-old evaporation of seawater have left behind thick stratified salt deposits in extremely vivid yellows, tans, browns, reds, and even greens. Irregular fingers and pillars of minerals push up from the ground.

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Pretty! The sheer number of vertical rock formations in Ethiopia is starting to grow on him.

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Even short exertion — as simple as a five-minute walk — requires the more out-of-shape members of the party to sit down for a short breather, which is not refreshing and is eventually abandoned for its futility. Their soaking clothing begins to chafe their skin, leaving broad raw regions. In some places, their skin begins to rub away and bleed.

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This Is Hell.

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If he was not stuck in the desert he might regard these strange formations with suspicion and unease but as it is he has maybe 30% of his brain online and so much of it is dedicated to telling him he is in pain and any not-wholly-negative aesthetic change in the landscape is a plus at this point.

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Wow, this is terrible. Poor everyone. She is vaguely miserable with heat and she is used to it, comparatively. The geology is so pretty, though.

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Lev feels fine! It feels like a warm summer day in Savannah. His skin does not chafe; his sweat is light. He is grateful and worried.

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Zoe feels like she is dying with every step and RESENTS Lev his light attitude.

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On the fourth day, Zoe feels like she has never been so hot in her life. Her clothes cling to her body, no longer even wet— all sweat has long since evaporated from the husk her body is becoming. Blinking her eyes no longer lubricates them against the dust, so she leaves them closed for long moments, forging ahead blindly, listening for the motorcycle. Her head pounds. Her feet and bottom ache. Even her hands are stabbed with sharp pains in this—

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Zoe has taken a huge, bloody bite out of the fleshy part of her thumb.

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Zoe comes back to attention with a small lump of warm, wet flesh in her mouth and a rivulet of blood running down a forearm.

Zoe stares at her hand and shrieks, then starts choking on her own thumb chunk.

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Sister Waletta brakes hard, crosses herself, and stares blankly for a moment before hurrying over to see how bad the damage is and what needs to be done about it.

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Oswald feels deeply nauseated. There isn't much food in his stomach and it's important to keep it all down but he can still feel some of it force its way back up his throat.

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Zoe manages to cough up and spit out the missing piece of her hand. She clumsily tries to put it back while wailing.

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Araari freezes up entirely, chanting prayers to herself. She feels.... distant, and detatched, and not much of anything. Probably she should do something? Eventually she manages to move again and help Sister Waletta bandage up Zoe's wound. She's very efficient at it and also for the rest of the day she continues feeling like she's somewhere behind, frozen, watching her body do things.

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Mordred looks at Zoe for a few long seconds, not really processing where the blood is coming from, and then says "Oh fuck."

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Some time later--

Zoe sees that she is being watched from a far-off hilltop by a single camel rider silhouetted against the far-off mountains, who’s openly observing them with a pair of binoculars. From his dress, he looks like a native Afar.

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Oswald sees the man and also that [cw body horror] his entire body is covered with scars.

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Well, that's disturbing. Um. "Does anyone else see the man watching us?"

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(In the distance, a thick pall of flies rises off a jackal’s body, lying ignored on the ground.)

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"Yes, I see him."

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Magnificence Does Not Like This Place and is still very confused about why Zoe has decided to bite herself.

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Zoe feels VERY similarly.

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Why Do Humans Bite Themselves.

A Mystery.

So Many Unknowns.

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She fears that her hand won't heal enough for her to use it in her routines anymore, but she is too dehydrated to cry.

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Mordred has wanted to bite himself more often than he hasn't for the last few days and honestly Zoe is profoundly relatable.

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"Let's not... focus on him too long," Oswald says after a moment. "I'm not sure he should be sure we've spotted him. Those are a lot of battle scars."

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"I'm not sure they are battle scars - remember the, the thing the person asked about Anemone's hands when we were in LA -"

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“What did they ask?”

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Zoe starts to ask how someone could do something like that to themselves, then immediately swallows the question.

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"She'd burned her hands, badly, and someone said 'it was a sacrifice, wasn't it, you can tell the truth here', or something like that anyway I didn't write it down until afterwards and a lot of things had happened and - sorry, I'm rambling -"

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"All the more reason not to tip him off."

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To Mordred: “It’s alright. Recent events have been—much. Thank you for the information.” To Oswald: “So, we should continue as planned?”

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"I think so. Yes." Even though making the active decision to move is painful to him. Mentally and physically.

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The man continues to openly watch them, remaining at a distance of more than a half-mile, until it becomes clear where they are going, at which point he leaves.

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With her hand the way it is, Zoe is not capable of much more travel; they make camp and she rests for a day.

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And with one thing and another they arrive at the Dallol dig site.

Dallol mountain is on a broad expanse of colorful salt flats periodically interrupted by mineral pillars and brine pools. The immediate landscape is similar to what they have seen so far as they’ve traveled around Kolluli and Iron Point.

The squat Dallol “mountain” rises only about 150 feet above the plain, a stretched oval roughly two miles by one mile. The southwest side of the mountain boasts impressive salt canyons caused by slow erosion over the centuries.

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He's circled back around to hating pillars. Hate hate hate.

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A bird lands promptly on Oswald's head.

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He barely registers this bird. He is too busy resting in place. The bird can rest with him.

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“Oswald,” Sister Araari says, “There is a bird on your head.”

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"...Oh. So there is." He attempts to wave it away but if it pecks at his fingers he is just going to go back to ignoring it.

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They find a new crater not far from the mountain, which overlaps where Acuna told them the dig site is.

Just outside the walls of the 1926 crater, there is a small cairn for the dead, with the following carving on it.

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"For my lusts, no penance is enough." He does not have enough energy for tones of voice. "I denounce now all flesh and shut my mouth. I pass now into the dream-somethinged halls of... Oloth-Waag? That sounds bad?"

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"I thought it was 'renounce' but. Yeah. Sounds bad."

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"It doesn't sound like just a tomb. It sounds... suicidal."

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"Dream-scourged?"

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“Oloth-Waaq. It also says ‘I renounce now all flesh and shut my mouth’.”

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"Oloth-Waaq is a dream god that was worshiped by the obscure Carrom tribes that once lived in the area near Adua. The 'Dream-Scourged Halls' are a geological formation in the deserts near Adua, viewed with superstitious dread by a variety of local cultures. George was going to study there before--"

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"........I think maybe he did."

Was that the exact wrong thing to say? HE DOESN'T KNOW. ALL HIS EMOTIONS ARE OFF.

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Zoe bets that if Anemone were here, she'd recognize the handwriting. But she's not.

"Would you recognize his handwriting, on stone?"

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“Whoever wrote this stone, I am—likely glad that they decided to shut their mouth, given the significance that mouths can hold, though I regret that they were driven to it.”

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Zoe's recent interactions with mouths and flesh leave her inclined to shut her mouth as well.

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Has nobody else remembered that Ayers didn't die in the explosion and his whereabouts afterwards were unknown. It seems really likely he wrote this and went and died in a dream place! 

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He kneels and examines the rock closely. "Yeah. Yeah. That's... that's his." He looks like he is about to cry.

Lev is failing to process much of anything. He's touching the rock over and over again.

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Not sure there is anything much he can do except carefully sit and stare at the crater and have a moment of silence.

Anything more concrete than that feels like it'd be more uncomfortable than comforting here in the hottest place imaginable, mysterious health or no.

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Zoe's brain is not functioning enough to consider facts like Ayers maybe didn't die. There is a stone cairn with an epitaph and a bereaved loved one RIGHT HERE.

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"What do you think. Happened to him." He is very carefully not using the present tense.

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Zoe glances at her hand. She is very worried about what lusts might bring someone to renounce all flesh and shut their mouth. "It sounds like, maybe. He stopped eating?"

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"Oh. That's. Not a good way to die."

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"At least... if that's what happened... it was his choice?"

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"If the Dream-Scourged Halls are near here he might have meant it literally. It's not... not the worst way to go, visiting a sacred site."

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"It's not. He always wanted to see it. I think... it's not far from here. A few days."

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"We should go."

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“...I am...unsure if that’s a wise choice.”

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"I want to see it. Where he."

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"If we recover any from the heat. We should. Not go in, obviously, but--"

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"I feel like travelling a few more days from here is a terrible idea."

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"If we're still getting hit badly by heatstroke then we maybe shouldn't."

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Imagine if Lev came all this way to find out what happened to George and then stopped just a few days short of his final resting place because ZOE couldn't handle the heat. She hates the idea.

"I'll be okay. I just need to rest and get some water before we go."

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"In any case -- even if -- there's nothing left, of the dig site, nothing we can use -- even if we have to turn back right away -- I still think it was worth it. Coming here."

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"Do we want to. Look at the dig site first. See if there's anything we can."

He is not very good at the "complete sentences" thing.

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"Yeah." He does not want to get up.

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Zoe doesn't think there will be anything at all that she can. "I wouldn't know a dig site from a hole in the ground. I can look around but I don't know how much use I'll be."

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Magnificence knows 'look around' and is going to EXPLORE.

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“Are we sure it is a good idea to excavate? I don’t want to—disturb anything—more than we already have.”

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Okay let's rest until afternoon and then excavate into the evening, hopefully that will be marginally less hot than starting directly at noon.

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They find the following:

-Body fragments of some of the ill-fated workers can be found in the immediate area of the crater. They seem to have been chewed on by mouths.

-Fragments of the ancient structure can be found. Passage of time had their way with these fragments even before the explosion, but they are consistent with construction at other ancient African sites.

-What seem to be fossilized teeth can be found in the crater and its immediate surrounding area. Do not correspond to any known animal in the region (either modern or earlier eras). They all share similarities with each other, suggesting they came from the same type of creature.

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Lev keeps stopping halfway through sentences to gaze out into space.

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When they finish for the night, Lev says, "I want. To go to the Halls. Because-- he left a note here, he could have-- he could have written--"

He could have said goodbye to me, Lev does not say. He looks pleadingly at Oswald and Mordred who might be able to finish that sentence.

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"He said that his mouth was now shut. There might not be anything. But -- I understand why you need to know. I don't -- it's more dangerous. For the rest of us. But you really shouldn't go alone."

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"I think getting mail out of here would be difficult, I'm not sure he could have written."

This, he knows, is not really the point.

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"He could have left a note. For-- people."

For him.

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“I still do not think it is a good idea. I am—concerned that the heat is not the only, or the worst, danger.” Araari is speaking slowly, haltingly, clearly unsure of what she should say.

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"I don't care."

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"We've already come all this way. I want to... see it through."

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"I--" if he tells Lev he really doesn't want to die in the Dream-Scourged Halls they might avoid the next available horrible fate but it will be deeply manipulative and he will hate himself forever.

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Quick prayer that she’s making the right choice. She never was good at secrets. “George Ayers is alive there. If you go you’re endangering him.”

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This is such a facial expression. It is disbelief and hope and suspicion because hope never, ever, ever works out for him and the desperate wish that this time it might.

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"Wait what you knew that."

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“I didn’t want to say because then you might want to go see him— but if you want to go anyway—“

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Nuns are not allowed to lie but he still feels half-convinced this one is lying because what the fuck kind of massive update. It is easier to decide she's lying.

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"What could hurt him-- I want to see him--"

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Zoe wonders if maybe them going there would make it harder for George to... keep his mouth shut.

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Apparently despite all common sense they might live in a world where Samson is dead and Ayers is alive! What the fuck!

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“The Order taught him to stay alive and keep the mouth closed but—it is hard, the state of mind involved is fragile, he has to pray and fast constantly and— if it goes wrong, ever, the mouth opens again and he dies—I’m sorry for not telling you sooner while you were grieving but I’m not sorry for trying to protect Ayers as best I could from that which might put him in danger.”

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"What mouth."

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“On his body, a mouth opened on his body.”

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What the fuck that is a thing that happens.

He-- doesn't know what to think about that happening to George.

He curls up and pulls his legs to his chest.

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Yeah, that’s. Fair.

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Is Ayers also praying to Azathoth.

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"He-- he wants to see me. He loves me."

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"I. I'm sure if he could have come to see you, he would have."

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Araari nods gratefully at Zoë.

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"I don't want him to die for that. I don't -- you shouldn't have to go through that all over again."

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"He could talk to me-- just once--"

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"I don't think he could," Mordred says, instead of any of the things he is thinking. "I'm sorry."

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There is, it turns out, not in fact a single good thing in the world. He is going to curl up in a very small ball and never move again.

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"Do you know where it is?" he asks Araari. "The mouth."

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“On his body? No, it was before I joined the order, I don’t know the details as well as some of the others.” Araari hesitates. “If you went just the once, just to say goodbye—he probably wouldn’t die. It is not an amount of risk that would be worth it to me, if it was someone I loved. But.”

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Araari why would you SAY THAT

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"He wants to see me," Lev says, in the manner of someone clinging to a very psychologically important fact they are not at all sure is true.

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Ayers is going to die and Lev's heart is going to shatter again and there's no way they can stop it

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It is, he reminds himself, better that Lev know things and have true information. Even though Mordred is approximately one more thing happening away from forgetting all the reasons it is a bad idea to bite himself.

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"I don't think that's a choice we can make for him," he says quietly. "He knows better than us the risks. All we can do is -- is --" he was going to say ask but who are they supposed to ask. If they ask Ayers that's still talking to Ayers.

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"Could the nuns... give him a letter? Would that be alright?"

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"Okay. But we have to wait. In case he wants to."

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After some discussion, they conclude they have enough water for Lev and two other people to wait, if two people go back to Kolluli.

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Oswald does NOT want to send Lev off to maybe watch Ayers die without being with him and also does NOT want to die in a highly ominous desert place -- and oh right he might die in a different highly ominous desert place if he goes back huh. There's his mind made up.

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Mordred does not want to send Lev off to maybe watch Ayers die but is really not happy with the idea of travelling ten more days but someone who is dedicated to making sure nobody does anything stupid should be there but he does not have enough brain for this.

"...I'll go."

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At least he'll have died watching his lover's heart shatter for the umpteenth time wait no this was meant to make himself feel better

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Lev spends the evening alternately writing a letter and crying into Mordred's shoulder.

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Mordred spends the evening writing a letter, being cried on, and then at some point runs out of willpower and -- doesn't draw blood but does leave some very impressive bite marks in his wrist. It's fine.

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The next morning, Araari and Zoe and Magnificence depart for Kolluli.

Zoe is quietly kind of pissed that Anemone DIED all because the nuns wouldn't just say "oh, yes, he's right over there, but he has a health condition that means he can't have guests, we could deliver him a letter though if you would like".

[Romantic plot tumor begins here.]

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On the last three nights you're sleeping at the Dallol dig site, from somewhere on the wind, Mordred, Lev, and Oswald hear a voice reciting alien words, unintelligible except for familiar names slipped in between eldritch syllables. “Los Angeles. Mordred Orkney. Zoe Aletheia. Walter Winston. Lacie Ferrier. Gale Dulac. Oswald Ferrier. Agravaine Orkney. Anemone Silverstring. Lev Aarons. Savannah. Echavarria. Morgan Marsh...”

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Many of these he recognizes. He doesn't ask about the few pronounceable names that he doesn't, though he's somehow sure the others could identify them. He doesn't want to acknowledge it's happening. That might make it real.

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Ahaha. Mordred hates that. (He visibly flinches at Gale and his brothers and Morgan's names. He's -- going to think about this later. He keeps putting off thinking about things but he's going to at some point he swears.)

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"Uh. Am I hallucinating the ominous voice?"

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"If you are we all are."

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"Wonderful. I continue to be haunted by Nyarlathotep."

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"Does he... does this happen often?" he says very quietly.

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"I mean I have not specifically had voices before. Mostly mouths appearing places that mouths should not be. I guess it is harder for mouths to appear in the desert. It's been... better... since I left the asylum."

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He immediately comes up with all sorts of ways mouths could appear in the desert, most involving gaping holes filling up endlessly with sand, which feels not very conversational. "I'm glad about that, at least."

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On the morning of the sixth day Sister Waletta returns with a letter. It has one word, written in a shaky hand by someone who has not written anything in, well, eight years.

Come.

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On the way to the halls, their mouths become so dry that, for a moment, swallowing is impossible. A moment of panic subsides after they finally — finally! — manage to produce enough thick spittle to lubricate your throat.

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The night before they arrive, Mordred dreams: 

He's back home in New York. Outside. It’s cool and clear. The ground trembles. At the horizon, this way and that, he sees apartment buildings shaking and tumbling over, skyscrapers falling toward him, and long yellow fangs lurching out of the earth, climbing not just skyward but closing around him, swallowing the ground, swallowing the sky, swallowing him and his home into long, wet shadows, down into a vulgar hole lined with suckers and barbs, oozing honey and blood, and just as he catches sight of the grinding and churning organ where he is headed, the mouth closes tight, blocking out the light. He awakens slowly, uncertain where he is at first.

...Well, there's another image that won't be out of his head for a while.

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That morning they arrive at the Dream Halls of Oloth-Waaq.

It is a geological formation of vast, fluted caverns that were carved out by the harsh desert winds. Arriving at the canyon is a rush out of the beating, desert sun. Just when they need it, a spot of shade appears-- finally!

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oh thank god

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Ayers appears, at first silhouetted against the rising sun.

He is a white American of European descent, very deeply tanned and profoundly lean. He’s not starving, and although his ribs and bones are manifest beneath his skin, he does not seem to be unhealthy. Ayers’s hair and beard are uncut and unkempt, and have been so for many years. He wears no clothing whatsoever and no protective gear of any kind. His feet and hands are deeply calloused, his skin like leather.

Across his stomach, there is a calcified mouth. The thing is a half-open and lopsided sneer of unwholesome lips and teeth turned chalk-dusty. It is completely still, entirely inanimate.

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...better... than otherwise....

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Somehow when he pictured this he was still imagining some kind of stereotypical professor, even though he knew that didn't make sense; the wildman before him, torso scarred by a horrible dead mouth, is hard to reconcile at first with the man they were looking for.

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Lev stands perfectly still for a moment and says, "George?"

Then he says "George!" and runs into George's arms and begins to kiss him entirely unmindful of the nun right there.

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The mouth will wake back up and they are going to DIE. Oswald feels frozen in place.

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"His state is fragile!"

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Lev does NOT look like he is paying attention to this fact.

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I Don't Know What Any Of Us Were Expecting

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"Lev, he-- the mouth-- it might--"

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"Araari only told you of this place in the hope that you would be mindful, Mr. Aarons - "

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"George, I missed you."

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Ayers does not seem quite capable of making noises.

He opens his mouth and no sound comes out.

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Okay no he can't just stand here -- he walks steadily forward towards and then realizes he doesn't have a plan.

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Unpanicked, he simply continues to move his mouth until he says, "I missed you too."

It sounds more like a croak than like words.

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It is the most beautiful sound he has ever heard.

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Sister Waletta begins praying. She's still considering prying Mr. Aarons away, but she hesitates to do that if it might result in an even greater shock to Ayers.

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"Are you doing alright?" he calls to Ayers. Not that this is a sensible question or one Ayers can necessarily answer beyond head movements.

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"Come inside," he croaks.

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Lev is going to do this WHILE CONTINUING TO HOLD AYERS' HAND.

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He follows.

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He... also follows. What else is he going to do.

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George Ayers takes them to a place inside the canyon. He gives them water in a little hand-carved cup; there is only one, so they have to share it.

Fresh water has never tasted as good as it does right now.

Ayers moves with deliberation, never stumbling when he steps, never rushing to move, never distracted from the focus of his attention, rarely blinking. He wastes no motion.

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He does his best to take small sips and not drink all their water in one gulp.

There's something odd about Ayers. A good odd. Almost like those Eastern mystics Lacie used to read about who reached enlightenment.

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"What did you have to talk to me about?"

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MORDRED should handle the cult questions and LEV should handle the emotions. Is there anything an Oswald is qualified to say. "We found the epitaph you left. At Dallol. We didn't know what had happened to you."

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Flop flop flop flop on the shoulder of✨HIS LOVER ✨

Who does not seem to be suffering from any novel mouth-related problems.

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"I buried the dead. Before I had... not seen them as who they are. I regretted that. The nuns found me and taught me. They could have killed me. Thought about it. Didn't. Thought I still had... a role to play in the divine plan."

These are the most sentences he has said at one time in eight years.

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"...Because everyone does, or a specific role, or... I'm sorry. I know talking must be difficult."

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"Both."

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✨george ✨ george ✨ george ✨

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Does Sister Waletta know what the specifics are there? He doesn't want to drag it out of Ayers.

"I'm glad that... in the end, both of you... were able to..." gesture. Survive? Leave the cult? See each other again? Who knows.

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"Me too."

Hesitantly and uncertainly he begins to pet Lev's hair. Not as if he expects this to be rejected, but as if this is a gesture he has not really performed for several years and is not sure if he's doing it right.

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happy happy happy happy happy

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That's. Good. Mordred is absolutely not going to think about whether it is going to kill Ayers because he doesn't want to jinx himself even though that's not how anything works.

"Do you know what the divine plan... was?"

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"Bullshit."

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Ayers is going to DIE SUDDENLY in LEV'S ARMS and Lev will be INCONSOLABLE FOREVER. Oswald is not avoiding this thought at all.

Okay that's not helpful. "A kind of bullshit with specific actions and people and timeframes involved, though?"

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"Their god is not real."

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Maybe not the most politic thing to say in front of a nun but whatever, at least it's been said now. "Well, yes," Mordred agrees, "but they've still had knowledge that helped in the past?"

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Hmph.

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Is the overt atheism really conducive to not dying you guys. Not that he knows how not dying works.

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"Sister Waletta says you're fighting it."

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"We are."

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"I want to help you. But I have not talked to anyone in... several years... arrgh."

He makes a sound and doubles over in pain.

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Oh No

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Well now he can step forward and grab Lev's shoulders. In a way that is hopefully reassuring and grounding and not startling.

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AAAAAAAA

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(He knew this would happen he knew it he knew)

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Sister Waletta begins to pray out loud in the hopes that it might help.

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He's not keeping track of what specific reassurances he's saying or if they're precisely true, but he can keep up a stream of them. "If we give him some space maybe it'll help."

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"It won't. The mouth-- feeds on power. Control. Domination over others. Mine is"-- his face contorted in pain-- "sensitive. So any action I take to reach a goal in the world-- Feeds it."

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aaaaaaaaaaa????

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....that might actually be the single most horrifying thing Mordred has ever heard about the mouths.

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Could the nun have told them the specific triggers so they could avoid giving Ayers any goal-like impulses? Jeez?

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He begins to breathe slowly.

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The hands-on-shoulders has turned into more of a hug from behind.

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H... hug...? Very non-goal-oriented hug?

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And then sorta stops being a hug from behind because it is a little ridiculous to hug Lev while he's hugging Ayers.

He doesn't move away, though.

Also, mental note: no more questioning Ayers to help fight the cult.

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His breathing steadies. His face relaxes.

"Well," he says, mildly testy. "Am I letting myself be tortured for no reason or do you have questions? You are worse than an undergraduate classroom the day after Homecoming."

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George!!!!!!

his lover is ALIVE and saying CHARACTERISTICALLY HIMSELF things and it is VERY GOOD

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Oh well in that case.

"What is your role in the divine plan, then? Whether it's actually helping anything or not?"

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"I don't have one, because there is no such thing as an omnibenevolent god. Have you looked at the world lately. If the Mouth has a plan for me I intend to thwart it."

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It is so, so easy to see why Lev loves Ayers so much.

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"Look, there seem to be things out there other than the Mouth that are seemingly opposed to it and that respond to prayer and cause natural disasters and have -- names -- that we've--" Mordred is this information licit or will the Order of Frumentius get mad. "And it'd be useful to have any more of an idea what's going on there."

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"I know... little of the truth of any of the Great Old Ones except for the Mouth. The nuns know... certain rituals, which I use to control my own Mouth. But they are wrong about how they work."

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"How do they work?"

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"The mouth feeds on power and control. To control the mouth, you must starve it. You must fast. Give away your wealth to whomever passes you by. Obey your superiors without doubt or question. Spend hours doing utterly useless actions-- prayer works. Acts of self-denial and self-abnegation."

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Oh Mordred hates that.

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"You make yourself powerless." This is a fairly easy feat to imagine. Except-- "But if any kind of goal will feed it, how do you avoid feeding it with the goal of starving it? Or, I guess you could--" okay hold on

No wait this isn't relevant to fighting the Mouths, what were they talking about

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"Well, the nuns believe they are obeying the commandments of their god."

His tone suggests what he thinks of any god that would command this, and is only made slightly less cutting by the fact that he doubles over in pain immediately afterward.

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"Letting something else eat you so the mouth won't. I'm so sorry."

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Kind of a silver lining how Oswald has the perfect skillset if he ever develops extra mouths. Evil truly does seed the tools for its own destruction!

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"I-- worked it out-- five, ten minutes at a time-- before my Mouth woke up and I had to silence it with starvation-- I fed my mouth for years. It is hungry."

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This is incredibly tragic and he needs to keep asking relevant questions come on come on they wanted to know things they aren't just in Ethiopia for no reason. "..........The site -- it, um, there was some stuff left but not a lot -- and the, the Italian researcher wasn't much help -- and, um--" HEY GUYS HELP HIM OUT HERE

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"It was a site of veneration of the Mouth very long ago. I recognized the symbols from our own rituals. It... fell apart before I could do anything with it."

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Mordred has, of course, been taking notes on this entire conversation. "Do you know other names for the Mouth? Everything has - a lot of names, we have guesses about which things are connected but not much more than guesses."

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"The inner circle called it the Liar from Beyond. From the Dallol site and Acuna's translation of the Revelations of Dagon, I believe it to be the Prisoner of Dagon."

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Nod. "Any connection to the Fisher from Outside, that you know of?"

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"The Fisher from Outside is Gol-Goroth. Echavarria claimed that the cult venerated Gol-Goroth, but"-- he pauses and breathes slowly for several moments from pain-- "told the Inner Circle we did not."

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Pause, to let him breathe. Mordred reminds himself firmly that Ayers specifically told them to ask him questions. "Do you know why he did that? Do you know what the cult wants, from venerating the Mouth?"

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"Power. The Nectar--"

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"Is Dagon, like, relevant to all this, should we be looking into him too-- uh, the Nectar does, what, it hooks you obviously and makes you focus and seek out sensation and also maybe worship it--" sudden flash of inspiration "--speaking of names do you know anything about Azathoth?"

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"The Nectar makes you strong. It makes you more focused, yes, and smarter and more observant and more precise in your movements."

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"...in Bangkok it makes you violent."

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"Wittier, better able to catch the subtleties of social interaction, full of-- insight-- flashes of insight you could get no other way--" Doubles over in pain. "...It did not make them violent. But it does have its own price."

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"In addition to the various prices of addiction?"

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"It takes away your goals. You take it to gain knowledge. To learn how to make someone happy, or love you. To make yourself safe. To make the world a better place. And... once you are on it for long enough... you stop wanting whatever it is you wanted before. You want power, so that you can use it to accumulate more power, so that you can use it to accumulate more power, so that..." He cuts off his sentence with a gasp of pain.

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"Was that all they were after, then? Did the cult ever have any goals that weren't just power for its own sake?"

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"Echavarria perhaps did. Once. But-- once you're on it for long enough-- all there is, is power, and gaining more power, and showing off exactly how weak and helpless everyone else is before you..."
 
 
 
 

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"Christ."

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Lev is putting together some facts here.

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He looks at Lev. "I'm sorry."

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"You don't have to be, it was fine."

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"I was cruel, and I'm sorry."

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"I was, was stupid and I kept making mistakes and making you angry and--"

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"I was too foolish to see what the drug was turning me into," Ayers says, "before-- I was afraid I would never be able to apologize. I was afraid I would never see you again."

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"You can't get rid of me that easily," he says, failing at humor.

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Pat pat pat? Continued self-hatred? Steadfastly pretending he's not present for this because it feels kinda not intended to be public?

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His face is all wet.

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"What I don't understand," he says suddenly after some amount of time, "is how this ties into the summoning and the -- was it going to end the world? I definitely remember some apocalyptic imagery."

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"What summoning?"

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"Ten years ago in Los Angeles the cult summoned the mouth-thing. -- ten years ago you might already have been in Ethiopia?"

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"Yes. I left in 1923. Echavarria never mentioned it to me. You said... they summoned it?"

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"Yes. It killed - most of the cult or at least most of the cult who was in LA, I don't remember exactly how many -"

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"Who--"

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"Samson and Savitree and Daniel and Montgomery for sure," Lev says. "There's a Cristobal de la Luz in Mexico City who might be Cristobal Vega. Samson died recently, allegedly of cancer--"

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George snorts. "Was the summoning disrupted?"

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"Yeah, there was a group -- Winston and Henslowe and, I don't remember who else, those were the survivors -- that's what our group was originally hired to look into, actually. Finding out what Walter Winston had been trying to stop."

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"That is good. I-- would not like to see the Mouth present in the world."

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"What... would happen. If they had succeeded fully."

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"I do not know."

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"...fair enough."

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"In my meditation, I have found that the mouths... are connected to a Maw. I do not know what would happen if the Maw came to exist on Earth. It would not, I fear, be good for us."
 
 
 
 

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"Uh. Speaking of the ritual. I realize you were not present for it but, but, would you happen to have come across anything at any point that might explain, um --" very quickly: "Lev was the conduit for the ritual and he's been in supernaturally perfect health for ten years and it keeps feeling like the other shoe is going to drop and this will turn out to be really bad but maybe not?" Is this good news or horribly insensitive??? Good thing he's not tracking any of that!

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"...I have no idea. ...I would not expect this to be an effect of the summoning?" He looks at Lev more closely. "...have you aged? You look as you did when I left you. Somewhat thinner."

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Ahahahha that's not terrifying or anything.

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"I... don't know?"

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(He is suddenly remembering Lev saying in a sense he was going to die at age 26. It was more metaphorical at the time.)

"That's still not... necessarily bad. I think."

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"If the ritual has long-lasting magical effects... it may not be as disrupted as we hope."

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"There have also been... mouths forming in walls, people with biting compulsions, voices... but nothing so obviously linked to the ritual itself as that."

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"...also the ritual summoned a horrifying mouth beast and then afterward there were giant Mouths which secreted way more Nectar than the previous cult had ever had."

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Ayers looks extremely concerned.

"Are you planning to fight it?"

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"Yes. Of course we are."

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He nods.

(The mouth looks... more colored than it was before. And almost moist.)

"I have thought... that there is a way that a Mouth could be destroyed."

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Okay so there is torturing a man via extensive questioning and there is actually killing him and he thinks they're getting closer to the latter but-- "Go on?"

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"The Rituals of Self-Denial allow you to neutralize a Mouth. If there were a larger Mouth... as I had seen on the Dallol dig... Perhaps one could perform the Rituals of Self-Denial until their own body could neutralize it. And throw themselves inside, and perish. It is, I think, how the Mouth in Dallol was calcified, thousands of years ago."

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".....and if there were a smaller Mouth, something like a crucifix, over which someone had done rituals of self-denial for years --?"

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"Perhaps."

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"No, that's -- that worked. Back in L.A. A very Catholic man threw his crucifix into the mouth that had opened in the garden and it calcified."

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"...Is that why you both have crucifixes."

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"I mostly have a crucifix because my best friend is very Catholic and he worries about me. But yes, I was asking if that was why what happened in LA worked."

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"He gave it to me." He rubs the back of his head self-consciously. "I thought, y'know, he must have figured something out. Or, he gave it to -- Mordred, technically? I think? But--"

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"Technically he offered it to me and then gave it to Carrie who gave it to you but that's not really the point, I think."

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"I suspect that is why it worked. --I. Must be a teacher. One last time."

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What Does That Mean

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"You should learn the Rituals of Self-Denial, so you can use them when you need to. To calcify a Minor Mouth, should you get one, or--" He does not finish the sentence.

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Okay much less ominous than it could've been. "We're grateful for the help."

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"I--" He hesitates. "To teach someone is to put yourself in a position of power over them. It is to pursue a goal."

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Oh no. "We -- could ask the nuns, or, or apparently just being Catholic is good enough --"

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He looks at Lev. He really does not want to unilaterally decide to fuck up Lev.

Multi-unilaterally? Ugh.

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"I do not want to spend the next twenty years of my life eating lizards in the desert."

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"........that is very fair. And -- there are worse goals to die for." Probably if Lev needs anything he is not the person in the room best positioned to provide it but he looks at Lev anyway.

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Lev has VERY CONFLICTED FEELINGS HERE.

"Can I--"

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"Yes. --You would too, you know."

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"I know." He sighs. "Let's do this."

[Romantic plot tumor is here.]

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Mordred has a very difficult time learning the mystic secrets of not exerting any sort of power or control over the world.

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HE SURE DOES.

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Oswald has... a less difficult time but still pretty difficult.

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What did he say. Seeds, evil, destruction. Which is why you don't abuse children.

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Ayers gets sicker over the course of the three weeks. By the end, he is barely holding himself together by willpower alone.

His mouth gains color, grows moist. It begins to expand. It starts to move. He grows paler, more wan.

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If Mordred could just learn faster maybe he would live this is exactly the wrong kind of thing to be thinking and it's not going to help and he is still thinking it, maybe that can be its own kind of lack of control over the world.

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It seems like a horrible way to die.

(Maybe they should ask him. If he'd prefer something faster, marginally less painful.)

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When asked he acerbically says that he prefers for humanity to continue to have goals other than the continual accumulation of power.

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No, but, like, if they've learned by now and he is just going to waste away would he prefer some kind of adhoc euthanasia.

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Ad hoc euthanasia sounds fine. Don't let Lev watch.

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One time, Mordred kills every small animal in a five-foot radius.

Another time, Oswald goes blind for two hours.

A third time, Mordred's vision blurs and he doesn't know if it's the magic or his effort.

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He's so certain the blindness is permanent that it's a relief when it only lasts hours. He spent a lot of the time trying to work out what he could contribute to a deadly globe-spanning anti-apocalypse mission without seeing anything.

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Mordred doesn't get sick, somehow. Oswald gets a fever once for a few days, and worms.

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Mordred HATES THIS. he hates this SO MUCH. He hates this and -- and --

-- and he has been keeping silent about something for years and years, because some things matter more than him getting every stupid selfish thing he wants, and that's kind of working towards a goal but it's also self-denial in the name of something higher, right --

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Meanwhile--

Zoe is biking back from the Dallol site. It is incredibly hot. She has become gruesomely sunburned. Angry red skin one day gives way to peeling flakes the next day, and the day after that, raw blisters, as progressively deeper layers of skin become progressively burnt.

The heat shimmers in front of her; she thinks she catches a glimpse of something.

Zoe blinks in its direction. Is there actually something there? She keeps seeing things which turn out to be mirages.

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It resolves into a familiar face. "Hello!"

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Zoe tries to bring the bike to a stop gracefully, but she is too tired and in pain. She falls off her bike.

"Wha -- you --"

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"Tut, tut. You used to be more athletically gifted than that."

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"The heat is getting to me. And the hand I'd normally use for the brake is, well." She raises her bandaged hand.

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"I suppose as long as you are so hot I shall get no interesting conversation." He waves a hand and Zoe feels pleasantly cool.

He walks closer to her. His feet do not leave footprints on the desert sand.

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Zoe is practically melting in relief. "How did you just..?" She has not noticed the lack of footprints yet.

She brings herself to her feet.

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"Magic. Or I'm a hallucination. Your choice, really. Could be either."

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"I suppose I'm all right with either, at this point." She is very much not sure which one seems more likely to her, either.

Zoe is not entirely sure what to talk about, here. "How... are you doing? Did you come to Ethiopia just to do magic to me? Not that I'm complaining. I feel better than I have in... weeks, I think."

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"All places are one place to me."

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"That sounds like it would get terribly confusing."

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"Assuming I'm not a figment of your imagination, of course."

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"If you're a figment of my imagination then you may as well be an omnipresent figment with pleasant magical powers."

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"Humans are so terribly... limited. It is a joy to watch you run around like ants with no idea of the boot approaching."

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"I can't say I ever took much joy in crushing ants. But humans do look so small from high up."

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"It is lucky that I have pleasant magical powers, isn't it? Lucky, lucky Zoe. You've always been so lucky."

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"...I get by."

Zoe thinks of all the not-quite-misses she's had on the trapeze, and wonders if that's more or less than anyone else would have. Probably more, but that's good, right?

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"Everything has always worked out well for you, hasn't it? Like magic. Not so well for those around you. For Carrie, or Lacie, or Anemone, or even Magnifience... but lucky, lucky Zoe escapes with nothing but a cut on her hand."

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"I-- I'm not magic. I just--" It didn't work out well for any of them, though. And here she still is, even though any of them would have been better.

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"For great power, you must make great sacrifices." He smiles. "Well. Not you. You have gotten everyone around you to pay them, while you fly on your trapeze... Very clever." He sounds approving.

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"I don't have great power."

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"And yet you're alive."

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"I haven't... none of them..." She keeps wanting to object that it's not her fault, she didn't do anything, things just happened that way. But that's his point, isn't it?

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"I have a word of advice for you, clever Zoe, lucky Zoe. Don't go to Dallol villlage. There is nothing for you there. You will not learn anything important and you may be in danger."

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"Where else is there to go? There's nothing for miles."

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"You could always teach acrobatics to children in Kolluli."

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Zoe tries to figure whether she has enough water to get to Kolluli. Where is everyone else? Didn't they need water too..?

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He smiles. "But of course you shouldn't trust me. For all you know, I am a hallucination. And I may be a Liar."

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"Why warn me against yourself?"

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"Because sometimes children poke the ants with a stick to see how they squirm." He disappears. There are no footprints, and Zoe finds herself clutching the warding stone.

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Zoe shouts at nothing. "Maybe some children ought to grow up!"

She sighs. Probably it was just another hallucination. But... there was that vision of Azathoth, before she knew anything about Azathoth, and it all matched.

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The heat is rising. It seems that the pleasant coolness left with the hallucination (?). 

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She should... at least tell the others.

It's so hot. She misses the brief reprieve.

Where are the others? She thinks that... probably she should not go to Dallol.

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Araari is VERY CONCERNED. "Are you alright?"

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"I. Maybe I should have some more water? Where did you go?"

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"I am right here--" ....Here, Zoe, have some water.

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Zoe accepts the water, and drinks. "No, I mean, before. A minute ago. I didn't see you. Where's Magnificence?"

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"We are both here. We-- have not left. I saw you talking to the air."

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"Nephren Ka. He... he comes to all my shows. He was here. But even he said he might just be me seeing things." She still doesn't know what to believe.

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Araari nods. "We can discuss when you are less sick, whether it was a hallucination or a vision."

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Zoe nods.

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Magnificence is CONFUSED and CONCERNED about Zoe.

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Zoe reaches out to scratch Magnificence for reassurance.

There he is. She has not lost him.

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Pat pat pat. He is not sure whether Zoe is okay, but he can pat her anyway.

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And with one thing and another they arrive in Kolluli.

The small children seem to consider them less novel the second time, although Araari still overhears whispered discussion of how Zoe is SICK. And what happened to her HAND.

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Zoe's hand is starting to heal, but the ambient sand isn't good for it.

Zoe is constantly testing it. How is her sensation in it? How much she can get away with moving it. The idea that it might scar up into numbness and immobility scares her.

Right now she's more worried about that than whatever sickness these people think she has. She's been sick a lot, since she got here.

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Magnificence is MISERABLE.

This place is TERRIBLE and there is NO Anemone and people keep doing CONCERNING THINGS and he does not understand WHY THEY ARE HERE.

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Zoe wishes she could teach acrobatics, instead of lying here sick and injured. She hugs Magnificence a lot. She tells him she misses Anemone too.

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Araari talks to the villagers about what they think Zoe is sick with; obviously she's also the normal sort of sick, but last time they were here, they thought she was sick "like the people from Dallol".

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The villagers are mostly interested in discussing the health of their cattle and when it is time to move to the Awash River. Does Araari have any opinions about the weather?

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Araari does have opinions about the weather!

And then: "Pardon my bluntness, I am not familiar with how to discuss these things here--the person I am guiding is sick, and earlier, I heard one of the children mention it. Do you have any guidance for this one?"

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The woman she is talking to grimaces.

"The bite on her hand... was it from some kind of animal?"

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Araari hesitates before shaking her head. "It was not."

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"Ah. ...I think she should go very very far away from here and never come back."

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"...It seems likely that is good advice, but I do not know how I might convince her to heed it, without having a reason to give her. I am sorry for troubling you all, and ask that you might extend your kindness to pardon me my boldness."

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"Yes, indeed. The tribe of Afar who live in Dallol village have, in recent years, become... strange and perverse. We fear it may be affecting her as well."

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"This is troubling news. If I return to the nunnery, might I have your permission to tell them of this as well, that we might pray for them?"

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"Yes."

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"Thank you, my brothers and sisters. I will be sure to pray for your health also, and the health of your cattle, and your prosperity. What ought I to know, so I might be prepared while traveling with Zoe?"

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"You ought to know that you should stay far from Dallol village."

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"Of course. Thank you for your guidance."

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"Why would you want to burden yourself with knowledge of things best avoided?"

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"I am afraid that, traveling with the white people as I am, I will learn these things either way; and I would rather know first, so that I am not so surprised in the moment as to be useless."

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"All right. They used to travel, as we do."

Araari knows that most tribes of Afar are nomadic. Although some members of most tribes settle down in villages or cities from time to time, individuals often cycle back and forth from the nomadic group to the stationary place, on and off over their lifetimes.

"Now, none of the people from Dallol leave their village."

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Araari bows her head. "That is troubling."

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"The Dallol tribe used to carry salt to Kolluli for trade. They trade salt no longer. Not that they would be welcome."

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"What have they done, that they would be unwelcome for trading?"

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"It is... taboo to discuss. If we dig into the concerns of the Dallolites, it will bring ill luck upon us."

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"I am sorry for pushing; I was not aware of the taboo. Thank you for sharing what you have. I will pray for you and for them, that all might be made well through the grace of God."

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"Thank you. God must help them, as we cannot."

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Meanwhile--

Zoe pets Magnificence. "I wish she were here, too. It's not fair. She would be so much better at all of this. But I got lucky, and she..."

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??????

WHY is Anemone not here.

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"She was so sick. So much sicker than me. And she was never... very well, to begin with."

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Probably it's better for her to be at the plane but in that case why are they not ALSO at the plane.

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"I wish we could have been there with her. I'm glad she had Lev, but... it should have been us. I hope it wasn't awful. I hope it was just... like sleeping."

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Frustrated noise.

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She was never as good at understanding him. She has no idea what to say, or what he needs. "What is it, Magnificence? Can you show me?" She is not actually sure how that would work.

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Well How Is He Supposed To Do That. Does Zoe have anything that is related to Anemone in any way.

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Zoe rummages in her pack looking for anything she can use to represent things. She finds Anemone's tarot deck.

"Okay. Let's say this card is you." She draws the Tower and puts it on the ground by Magnificence. "And this one is me, and this one is Anemone." She lays out the World and the Devil.

Zoe looks at the last card and frowns.

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Those are some PRETTY WEIRD CARDS, Zoe.

Magnificence is PRETTY SURE that Anemone is not the devil.

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Zoe is Not A Tarot but she is also pretty sure Anemone is not the Devil.

"...let me get another one for her." This time she draws the six of swords.

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Magnificence is not SUPER sure what the six of swords means, but it has a normal looking guy paddling a boat on it. This is acceptable.

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"Okay. Does it have to do with one of us?" She gestures at the cards on the ground. "Or should I put out more people?" She gestures at the deck.

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SIX OF SWORDS. PAT PAT PAT.

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"Anemone's gone, Magnificence. She's not going to come back."

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SCREAMING NOISES!!!

WHY IS ANEMONE NOT GOING TO COME BACK!!!!!

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Zoe is tearing up but forges on. "She was too sick. Lev tried to take her to somewhere she could get better, but they didn't make it there in time."

Zoe tries to find the bit of Anemone's ashes she was given.

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SCREAMING!!!

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Zoe is increasingly distressed herself. "Lev said. She asked him to burn her body. So this is all I have. But he said she wanted us to go on. And finish the story."

Zoe wants to hug Magnificence but screaming monkeys are kinda scary also. She makes a tentative attempt at a pat.

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Has anemone been dead this WHOLE TIME. Did the shifty human from the scary place even TRY to save her. She is NEVER GOING TO SEE THE PRETTY PICTURE HE TOOK.

He curls around the six of swords.

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"I'm sorry."

Now that he is not screaming she will reach out to hold him while he holds the card.

"Shhh. I'm sorry. I promised her before she left that I'd look after you. I'll do my best. I know I'm not as good as her. I miss her too."

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Araari is coming over.

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Not possible that Anemone is dead. Not possible. Not possible. Humans are WRONG. Anemone is going to come back. Anemone is going to come back, Anemone ALWAYS comes back -

He looks up and sees that someone else is coming over! Anemone!!! Anemone IS back!!!!! He KNEW anemone was coming back!!! He should not have doubted her for ONE SECOND!!!

He bounds over to Anemone and crawls up and hugs her and hugs her and hugs her.

Can they leave the awful terrible desert now and never come back.

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Araari is..... politely confused.... about the monkey that is now very excitedly on her. "Hello Zoe. Magnificence likes me today, it seems."

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"He's been pretty upset about Anemone, I think. I'm not sure if he really understands that she's dead."

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Anemone Anemone Anemone he missed her SO MUCH.

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"Ah." Araari pets Magnificence gently before addressing Zoe again. "The people here think you should leave, that being too near Dallol is hurting you. I am... worried that they are correct." Gesture at Zoe's hand.

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Zoe looks at her hand. "I won't argue with that. I think that... being here has not been good for me."

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Petted petted petted he KNEW Anemone would come and get him back.

She is probably doing an important thing now but when she is done they will leave TOGETHER and he will be much more careful about not getting separated.

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"I agree. We should--tell the others, when we are reunited, and discuss what to do about it." Pause. "What did you see, in the desert?" Magnificence can be held a bit closer, he seems to like the petting.

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Petting!!

It is stupidly hot here but he wants to snuggle as close to Anemone as he can ANYWAY.

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"There is a man. He told me his name is Nephren Ka. He came to every performance of mine, when I traveled with the circus. I thought it was odd, but that he might just be -- a fan. In New York, before we came here, I saw him on the street. That was the first time I spoke with him. He warned me about... things. Liars. I forget. He said he was Egyptian. I thought perhaps his strangeness was merely foreignness. I saw him in the desert. He appeared and waved his hand and the desert didn't burn me anymore. He said we were like ants, and he might crush us. He said he might be a figment of my imagination. He said I was lucky, and my friends were not. He said I should not go to Dallol. That I would learn nothing there, and that I was in danger. Then he vanished, and it was hot again. He... never left any footprints, as he walked. He said all places are one, to him."

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Nod. “What do you think of it? Do you think it was a vision of the heat, or—more than that?”

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"The heat has been playing tricks on me, but... before it was always that I saw water on the horizon, or a city, or a person far in the distance. Never someone who came up to me and spoke to me. But the other vision I had... that didn't speak to me, either. It just -- looked."

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“Other vision?”

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"Before I ever came here. The night when my friends and I tried to rescue Lacie from the cult, before we knew... she had joined them. I was hiding in the library, and trying to guess if any of the books there would be useful to Mordred, or Anemone. When I went to look at them, I had a vision. It was night, and the sky was full of swirling purple clouds and shining white stars. In the center was this... enormous eye. It looked at me. And it seemed like the whole world would come apart under its gaze. When I read the books about Azathoth, later, they described something much like what I saw."
 
 
 
 

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Nod. “Did the two visions—feel the same?”

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"They... no. The first one I had felt like a vision, if that makes sense? It was like I was... suddenly bearing witness to something much larger than me, too large to really comprehend. In the desert, it just felt like... something perfectly ordinary. Like he was just -- there, and that was normal. It felt like it happened. The other one felt more like... something that might happen?"

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“That makes sense. Do you think—do you have any ideas what they might be from, if they might be visions from God or from demons or from the things you investigate here? They sound like they are—different things.”

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"I think the vision with the eye was from... Azathoth, or ... his herald? I think Nephren Ka was also the name of some immortal pharaoh. I think we thought he might be Nyarlathotep? I should ask Mordred, how they were all connected. He would know. I thought they were different things, but maybe they're all the same thing? Or at least connected? I'm not as good at keeping track of it all as the others are."

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“Alright. We will ask Mordred, then. Do you—Nephren Ka warned you against Dallol, just as the villagers here did. I trust the villagers; I do not know whether to trust Nephren Ka. But I saw what happened as you approached Dallol last time. My instincts are to heed his warning, especially if he might be connected to the name of the Watcher."

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"I don't know whether to trust him, either. I'm not sure he knows. He keeps telling me to watch out for liars, that they don't have my interests at heart. But then he says maybe he is a liar, and I shouldn't trust him. And then the there's the cult of the Liar. Maybe he's the Liar. Even if he is, I don't know whether that means he wants me to go there or not, or that going there would help us, or not. But... everything I hear about Dallol, it sounds like the people there... they're not okay. They might be part of the cult. Like Lacie. And I don't want more of this." She rubs her bandaged part of her hand, and above that, where the acid burn scars are. "Or worse, some sort of mouth on me, like Ayers."

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“I agree.” Pet pet Magnificence, who is still clinging to her. “No Dallol, then. It is probably for the best that you spend time resting and recovering, anyway.”

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"Let's just wait here for the others to return." She's glad that Magnificence seems to be calmer, now. She wonders how Araari did it and wishes she could do the same

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Araari prays by herself while she spins thread.

Zoë should not go to Dallol village; she is incapacitated by the heat, she gets sick easily, and the villagers had warned that it would be bad for—whatever it was that caused her to bite a chunk out of her thumb.

Sister Araari, on the other hand, is used to the heat; she is not sickly; she has God on her side, and can do an exorcism if needs must.

She packs her things. She leaves Magnificence with Zoë. She promises to return. And she leaves for Dallol.

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Physically speaking, Dallol village is much like Kolluli village. Both have a few permanent buildings made from salt blocks, supplemented by about two dozen tents in the native style.

Several dozen people of all ages and both genders assemble near the edge of the town, silently awaiting Araari. Many of the locals here are bandaged, especially on their hands and arms, and, where they are not bandaged, many are scarred. By the same token, many of the villagers are missing fingers, and a few are missing hands or feet. This is even true of the children.

Many marks are consistent with biting, but also other scars and wounds are more consistent with cutting, crushing, whipping, and other types of trauma.

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Well.

“Hello,” Araari says. “Do any of you need care? I have some medical supplies.”

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The villagers shake their heads, and pantomime that she should enter the village.

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Araari enters. “Is it alright that I am talking, or should I be silent as well? I do not mean to be rude. Thank you all for your generous hospitality in welcoming this stranger.”

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The villagers say something in Afar, which she does not speak.

Some villagers simply watch her go and then turn back to their daily business, but a fair number join what turns into a procession toward the salt-block building at the center of the village.

She notices several of the villagers hurting themselves — cutting themselves with small blades, bits of glass, or their own fingernails or teeth. Such actions draw reserved signs of approval from other villagers nearby.

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She interrupts one by tapping their shoulder to get their attention.

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They wave her away and continue what they were doing.

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Hm.

She points at her first aid kit and then at a newly-inflicted wound and makes a questioning sound.

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The person shakes their head.

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Well. It is... certainly not good that children are being raised here. 

She heads towards the salt-block building with the procession.

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A girl is jabbing at her arm sharply, and a glint of light reveals some edge of glass in her hand. Blood trickles down her arm and from between the fingers that grip the shard. An older relative, perhaps her mother, comes up behind her and takes the glass out of the girl’s hand.

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.....Hopefully that’s a good thing, trying to prevent her from doing damage, and not because the mother can inflict it with more strength. 

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The elder stabs the glass into her own leg. The girl rubs absently at the blood on her arm and then dabbles it onto the ground, making a sketch.

A man bites on his bottom lip so hard that blood streams down from his teeth. He absentmindedly wipes at the blood and smears it across his chin.

There's a child missing an arm, curled up with a mangy dog. He murmurs something in Orome under his breath over and over and over again: “Banished be the moon. Open wide my Rift. Stars gaze upon my might.”

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Oh hey she knows that language! Araari abandons the procession to kneel by him. “Hello. Can I help you?"

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He startles. "What?"

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“I’m sorry to interrupt you. My name is Sister Araari. I am a nun from outside Dallol. I have medicine, and food, and water.”

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He shakes his head and curls up more tightly with his dog. He looks deeply distressed.

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“What’s wrong? I am—sorry if I have violated some taboo. Please forgive me.”

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He whimpers and does not say anything more.

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Araari rejoins the procession.

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A boy, no more than fourteen, steps out from the crowd and steps up to her. He offers a small, rusty knife in his open hands. His eyes look generous as his lips peel back in a grin of blood-stained teeth.

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Araari takes the knife and bows to show gratitude. It is mostly gratitude that now this boy won’t be stabbing himself with a rusty knife, but still.

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At the building, two villagers precede her in, each drawing their hand across a block of salt in the doorframe in which many shards of glass have been embedded. This draws blood; many villagers have clearly done this in the past because dried bloodstains extend nearly to the ground on that side of the frame.

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Aaaaaaaa. Okay. Araari.... does not do that and tries to go in.

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The villagers allow her to enter.

It’s clear that the building must comprise at least two chambers, from both its size and a doorway obscured by a hanging cloth that leads deeper into the building. The interior salt-block walls are covered in Ge'ez and myriad symbols in a haphazard, multi-layered scrawl.

The Ge'ez says: "Beneath the cloudless sky, the valley of the whisper shall open on the night of no moon."

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A woman sits inside the salt house, apparently uninjured. She wears a shawl wrapped around her torso, which is doubly odd in that the outlines of only one breast can be seen beneath it.

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A very old Afar woman sits on a stump of some native wood. Both of her eyes are gone, hollow sockets gaping where they once were. Both of her feet have been severed, and her entire right arm is gone at the shoulder. She says in halting Italian, "the Wind has shown us visions of your coming."

Her accent is... strange. It's hissing, and full of vowel sounds.

A deeply foreign accent, not one Araari has heard from any Afar before. It sends a chill up her spine.

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“Thank you for allowing me into your village. What has the Wind shown you?”

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"You were at the Obelisk. Worshiping a foreign god. Not the Agony on the Wind. Then Tshombe could not see you, for a time. Then she saw your friends. Talking to an old man. A weak man, who once had the Agony's favor, but has given up Its veneration and embraced his weakness. Tshombe could not see you. Then you left, and she could. Tshombe sees many things."

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—Araari is pretty sure that matches up with when the warding stone was being carried. “What is the Agony on the Wind?”

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"The greatest of all gods. We heard its voice many years ago. Tshombe was the first to listen to the wind-whispers. It revealed itself to her in dreams and signs. It gave her strength, and she taught us its purpose. To make her powerful, and to make us sacrifices."

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“Is that what the people here are doing? Making sacrifices of themselves?”

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"Yes. In Its holy name."

(Someone grabs one of the many charcoal sticks lying around, dips it in the blood on their palm, and then begins writing a fresh layer of inscriptions.)

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“What does it want? Other than—sacrifices.”

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"To make the worthy strong and powerful so they can crush the weak beneath their heels."

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“And everyone here—wants that as well?”

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"Yes. Those who did not want it were driven away. Only those who are willing to serve the Agony live here now."

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“And children who are too young to leave, or do not know there are other options.” She flinches as soon as she says it, and then straightens again.

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"Children are helpless," the woman agrees.

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The woman stands and walks over to Tshombe.

She reaches out her good hand, groping blindly. Tshombe places it under her shawl.

There are strange and disturbing movements of the fabric, accompanied by a faint hiss and a wet tearing. The woman’s face is wracked with an ecstatic pain.

A moment later, rivulets of blood drip down Tshombe’s belly beneath what the shawl covers.

The woman writhes on her stump, tears of pain and joy leaving dusty tracks on her cheeks.

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......Wow. That’s. Okay.

Araari runs. Blindly, without thinking, just—away.

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A villager grabs her and turns her towards Tshombe.

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Tshombe speaks a language that is not Afar. It is probably not even human.

It is a hissing and sibilant tongue, and though Araari does not understand it she knows exactly what she is saying.

“Since I have learned to speak in the Tongue of Lies, I have seen the visions the Agony on the Wind says to me. The Agony on the Wind says you do not worship Him. I wish to show my power over our enemies. Even you must bend the knee. If you make the sacrifice, I will let you go, and you will know forever how weak you are.”

She holds out her hands.
 

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Araari shakes; this much, she cannot help. But she stares at Tshombe and shakes her head. She does not kneel. She does not reach out her hands.

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"Then you will die."

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Araari can’t make herself speak. She opens her mouth, then closes it. She shakes her head again, even though it doesn’t make sense, because she doesn’t have any control over whether she will die here or not. The world feels a little bit like it’s spinning. She prays to God, please, please, help me, please—

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The man begins to pull her towards Tshombe. Everything is in slow motion. He slaps her across the face. 

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Blood wells up from Araari's skin. And the still small voice of God inside her says: even cultists have to run from a volcano.

It’ll take a while to call on God for something like this—but she can survive that long, at least. Probably. Hopefully.

He has a plan. She believes that. She has to.

Araari starts to chant prayers, over and over. God. Azathoth.

And cuts open up on Araari's skin, and bruises form, and it feels like her organs are rearranging themselves from the inside out, and she can hear the sickening crunch of something happening to her bones--

and she hears a cultist gasp and she keeps praying--

and the man drops her and starts to run--

and she runs too. She's not that far gone, she can hold on to that.

A few hours later she staggers half-dead into Kolluli.

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"You've learned the spells," Ayers says with finality.

For the past few days he has been holding himself together more with willpower than with strength. He hasn't been eating.

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It's distressing to watch him fall apart like this, even if Oswald knew this would kill him. It feels like... not a waste, exactly. Something near that.

"We'll be able to... stop some of it, then," he says tonelessly. "Sometimes. If everything aligns."

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"Yes. It's the best we can hope for. I... am dying."

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Lev has, historically, been a person who embraced uncomfortable truths. So he doesn't argue with this one.

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"Do you still want makeshift euthanasia."

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"Yes. Once everything is... concluded. I don't want to give the Mouth the satisfaction of killing me itself."

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Either he or Mordred is going to have to do that. Oswald might be better at the mindset that lets people do horrible miserable things without feeling anything in the moment. Mordred might need the practice, though, it feels like an abnegation thing to him.

"What else is left to be concluded?"

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"Do you have any remaining questions?"

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Now this is the part Oswald is worse at. "I... I can't... think of..."

The most stressful mental blank he's ever had possibly given it might move Ayers' time of assisted suicide forward

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Mordred flips through his notes. "You said your knowledge was mostly of Gol-Goroth-- the Children of the Night, I don't think we've asked about them yet?"

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"By legend, the worshipers of Gol-Goroth." He winces. "They show up in various geographically separated places, and disappeared between a few hundred and several thousand years ago, depending on location."

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Oh that's not related to spellwork at all. --There was one he asked a month ago that never got answered and he's been nervous about asking again. "Do you know anything about Azathoth?"

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"I do not."

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That is so fair. "I think that's -- the only thing left -- wait, is Dagon tied into this at all beyond imprisoning the Liar, should we be looking into that connection do you think?"

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"Not as far as I know, but... he did imprison the Liar. Perhaps, as risky as it sounds, he may be of assistance."

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Mordred bites the inside of his cheek before saying "...do you know anything else about Dagon?"

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"He's a Sumerian god who brings people the harvest. Associated with the sea and gifts of fish, historically worshipped with temple prostitution."

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"And possibly in the modern day by an Esoteric Order. ...I wonder if they also worship with -- never mind. I think now that's everything, then."

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"All right. Thank you. Both of you. You have made my last days... better."

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"Thank you."

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"I... did not think I would get another chance to teach. To pass on what I've learned. To see Lev. I did not think I would get any chance at all to make up for what I've done."

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"I'm very glad we decided to risk checking out Dallol."

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"I am as well."

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"I --" Why does Mordred have to be so bad at feelings when they're his own. "--Oswald do you have anything faster than a knife because I have a knife but it's really not designed for killing people with and I don't want this to hurt more than it has to."

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"Just the. Just the handgun." He's suddenly gone much quieter. "It'll be loud."

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"I want to say goodbye to Lev first. And then he can't watch."

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"But--"

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"No."

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Oswald nods.

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"I'll stay with him," Mordred says to Ayers. "Thank you. That -- doesn't feel like enough but it's what I have."

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Lev and Ayers go out far enough that Mordred and Oswald can't hear them. They can see them hugging, though.

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When Lev comes back his face is a blotchy red and his shirt is stained with tears.

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This would be heartrending except for how Oswald is strategically not feeling anything at all.

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Fortunately Mordred is very good at setting aside his emotions when there's a task in front of him. He takes Lev somewhere shady and sits down.

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Oswald and Ayers and handgun can presumably find a place that will cause a minimum amount of disturbance to everyone else. Which is not at all zero disturbance.

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Lev cringes when he hears the bullet.

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...hugs?

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When the body collapses Oswald comes back to the progression of time enough to think that he ought to go back to the others now, or figure out how to bury him, or something. Instead he sits down and stares blankly at it for a while.

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Lev starts to cry on Mordred's shoulder. "I miss him."

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"I know. I'm sorry. I can see why you love him so much."

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After some time he stands up and walks back and asks what they should do with the body. He seems very, very distant. His voice is flat.

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"We can leave it out for the carrion birds to eat. Seems cruel to deny them food."

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Just leaving it feels wrong but Lev's the obvious person to make the decision, here.

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"Sure, okay. If that's -- that's what makes sense." He sure doesn't know what else to do. He's not at all sure they have a shovel.

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"We should-- probably head back soon." He doesn't move.

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"Yeah." He drags himself into motion and starts mechanically making sure their supplies are packed.

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Packing. Packing is good, it's a concrete thing that needs to be done, Mordred can do concrete things that need to be done. At some point he is going to need to stop putting off having feelings but that point doesn't need to be now, and in fact can't be, because there is a concrete task that needs to be done.

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Lev is not going to do concrete tasks. He is going to trace eyes into the sand.

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Meanwhile--

Magnificence has decided to STEAL the six of swords, because it is Anemone. He is aware that this is not really how things work. But he wants it anyway.

Magnificence is TRYING to be STRONG and do what Anemone would want him to do, but he can't show any of his pictures to her, and it just makes him more distraught that she isn't here anymore.

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Araari doesn’t move much while she’s in Kolluli. She sits with her back against the wall. She sleeps lightly and wakes often.

She doesn’t eat or drink anything between midnight and 3pm; she eats two (vegan) meals a day. She breaks her fast on Christmas.

She prays for hours. She doesn’t use the name Azathoth. It feels safer, like that. Sometimes she asks for guidance. Sometimes she thanks God. Sometimes she begs His forgiveness.

She spins thread until her hands ache and then she keeps going. She wishes she had a loom.

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Zoe tries to keep her mind off of her worries by chatting with the people in the village. The language barrier makes it difficult, and she often resorts to pantomime, body language, and just being a companionable presence. She tries to help out, where her injury will let her. She tries to keep her wound clean and dressed and checks on its healing often, and wishes she knew more about how to help it. She spends time with Araari, but mostly avoids subjects like mouths and strange gods, often resorting to small talk or lapsing into silence. She does her best to care for Magnificence, but suspects he doesn't really want to spend a lot of time with her, and doesn't push the matter. She wonders how long the others will be, out in the desert. She wonders how Frank is doing, back at the airplane. She misses Anemone.

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Araari has nightmares of the cultists. Of the volcano. She runs and runs. Sometimes she’s fast enough, and she has to watch their children die screaming, engulfed in lava. Sometimes she’s not fast enough, and she feels her flesh burn and crackle and melt.

When she wakes up, she runs. Not thinking, just moving. It’s hot. It is not hot enough. It feels like penance. Her feet hurt. Her legs hurt. She keeps running.

She runs for six hours before she collapses, gasping for air, on the hot sand. It hurts. Everything hurts. It almost feels like it’s enough, maybe.

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Magnificence SEES IT HAPPEN and he's gonna have to go run to Zoe and desperately try to communicate that Araari is abandoning them to go run out into the desert!!

(Rude!!)

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Zoe goes to see what Magnificence is trying to show her.

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Magnificence will DESPAIRINGLY POINT AT THE FIGURE DISAPPEARING INTO THE DISTANCE.

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"Araari! Where are you going!"

When Araari doesn't respond, Zoe worries. Even if Araari had decided she didn't want to wait here any longer, she wouldn't have run off into the desert by herself with no provisions. Maybe the thing that happened to her is happening to Araari?

Zoe runs to the bicycles and hops on one and goes after Araari as fast as she can.

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Araari is just going to keep running. There’s someone chasing her—she has to go faster

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Well it DOES NOT SEEM LIKE A GOOD IDEA TO RUN OFF INTO THE DESERT ALONE WITH NO SUPPLIES.

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Zoe is not actually sure how to overtake Araari safely. No matter which way she goes, Araari runs from her, and it's all open desert here. There's nowhere to corner her, and if she tries to stop her bike and approach her, she just puts more distance between them. Araari is very fast and does not seem to be tiring. Zoe despairs of catching her, and spends a moment torn between following her at a distance to keep an eye on her, and going back to Kolluli and possibly losing her completely.

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HOW DO YOU TELL HUMANS THAT THEY ARE DOING A STUPID THING

He is going to SCREAM and point back at the village.

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Magnificence screaming is enough to pull her to a halt. She promised to take care of him and she can't do that if she gets them lost in the desert with no supplies. With a pained expression, she watches for a moment as Araari recedes into the distance. Then, she turns her bike back towards the village and pedals as fast as she can.

When she gets there she shouts for help, and tries to express across the language barrier how Araari ran off into the desert, how she has no water or supplies, how even when Zoe caught up to her she didn't stop running.

"We need to go after her, and find her! She's not safe out there!"

Zoe frantically begins packing.

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The Kolluli residents are concerned and create a search party! They convey through pantomime that Zoe, being frail, should stay here.

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Zoe HATES being the weak one. She wants to help. She has to hold back screams of frustration, because they wouldn't understand her. Once they're gone, she doesn't hold back anymore. She paces, stamping her feet and kicking things and cursing her helplessness.

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Not long after Araari collapsed, someone helps her up and puts her on a camel's back.

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“Thank you,” she says, kind of weakly.

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And so with one thing and another they meet back in Kolluli, and travel to Mersa Fatma, and fly to New York City.

Where Mrs. Winston-Rogers has found a new member of their team to replace Carrie Meadows.

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"It seems like you do lots of... crimes... so she's the person I know who does the most crimes who is definitely not connected to the cult in any way."

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.............that's fair.

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What an incredible qualification. He almost wants to laugh.

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......Concerning! But okay!

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Zoe is kind of relieved that there is someone here who is better at doing crimes than she is. She's a hobbyist at best and that has not been sufficient.

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Winning smile.

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Okay, hello new criminal friend. So what... kinds of crimes... do you get up to... that is so not the way to ask that question. "So what is it you, uh, do?"

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"Nothing you need to be particularly concerned about. I would say that I handle... reconnaissance. Good to know what one's enemies are up to before you determine how best to handle them, isn't it."

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"Well. We could definitely use better stealth."

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"I see. Mrs. Winston-Rogers hasn't given me all of the specifics, but I understand that you're investigating a cult of some kind? They eat someone you care about?"

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Zoe shifts uncomfortably.

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This is absolutely not intended as a pun.
 
 

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"Yes."

He's not planning to elaborate on that.

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Araari is not really talking. She is mostly just standing there while her eyes dart around looking for anything dangerous. Her back is firmly pressed against a wall so nobody can sneak up on her. This was perhaps not the ideal moment in her life for her to go to a foreign country for the first time.

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And they catch Anita up on what's happening.

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The radio CANNOT bring Oswald back to himself. He cannot connect with the lyrics. There is something he's disconnected himself from and he can't look at it head on because he keeps flinching away from it and all of his feelings are very shallow and it's much harder to sink into music when you can't sink into anything.

Oswald goes to the library. The first time he went to this particular one was with Lev, just after they got back after -- everything. It felt like a place outside of time, then. A place outside of an increasingly broken reality, full of color and light in a way not particularly related to anything visually apparent. It still is, now, in a way, even here by himself. It makes him feel at ease.

Being with Lev does not, exactly make him feel at ease. It feels paradoxical, even though it makes perfect sense, that Lev is mourning and Oswald is twisted up inside and this isn't good for being able to find comfort in one another. And lately their time together seems eaten up by preparation and training, which is useful and good but it's not exactly stress-free.

Slowly, Oswald learns how to lie better. He works on his stammer and tries again to figure out his body language (with a much less scary source of advice than before) and plans out stories in advance since he can't make them up on the spot and lies, casually, pointlessly, almost habitually at some point, at the library and in stores and to people on the street, just to see how often he can pull it off. It's exhausting. He's getting better at it.

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Magnificence spends more time working with his camera. He still wants to be good at it, because it was the last thing Anemone got for him, and he could tell that it was very important. This time, he thinks he's gotten a little bit better at it since he started, and he feels really good about that. He's going to be a little more prepared for things in the future.

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Once Araari adjusts, New York is--nice. It's cold, too cold, and she spends a lot of her time inside and still shivering from it, but it's--free of memories.

She has her good memories: her netela, her mother's spindle, her crucifix necklace. They don't help like she's used to them helping, but they're--better than anything else would be. The rest of her memories are left in Ethiopia with everything else. She hides the first aid kid where she cannot see it and is grateful for once that she owns very little.

She finds an Ethiopian Orthodox church. It's less fancy than what she's used to, which is a surprise, because it seems as though everything else is much fancier in New York than it was back home, but it's--nice. People speak Amharic and Ge'ez. She takes communion. It feels almost normal. She had missed this, more than she realized.

She's not--happy, exactly, but she's not jumping at shadows anymore, and she can talk about what happened without going into a panic.

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Agravaine is still having nightmares; Mordred doesn't get a lot of sleep. They're neither of them at their best and that -- makes sense, right, it's not like anyone would be at their best right now. Mordred wants desperately to be able to say I'm sorry I'm doing this to you and I'm sorry I'm putting you in danger and I'm sorry I'm worrying you but he's not, he has already decided this was worth it, it would be empty words and they would both know it and it wouldn't help.

He tries to not think about it, to work on invented grammar and vocabulary for a world that never was or is, and instead it just reminds him of that conversation with Louise Fauche and all he can think about is what's going to happen when they're in Malta and how on Earth he's going to keep everyone alive.

So instead - he reads. Not books stolen from the cult but Sinclair Lewis and Bertrand Russel and the books that he read over and over again as a teenager, the books that made him someone who will fight the whole world because it needs fighting.

It's still not perfect. But it helps a lot more than pretending nothing was happening helped.

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Zoe spends a lot of time in New York at the shooting range, and makes trips out of the city to unpeopled areas to practice things they won't let you practice at a range. She's not going to be the one to put the clues together, but she can be the person who keeps those people alive. She practices shooting moving targets, shooting while running, shooting from moving vehicles. She envisions herself in different scenarios, rushing in to fend off whatever is threatening the others, saving the day. She tries not to think about how malaria is not the sort of thing you can shoot.

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Anita spends time with her family and her boyfriend. She practices sneaking into places she shouldn't be; it looks like this team is going to need it. 

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When Agravaine gets off work and finds Mordred in his apartment, they hug and then Agravaine says, ".....are you taller?"

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"....I. had not actually noticed. I might be?"

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Agravaine steps back and looks. "You are definitely taller. Do they put some really good vitamins in the food in Ethiopia?"

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"Maybe??"

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"Taller and... broader? You look like you've been spending a lot of evenings at the gym."

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"I... rode a bike in the desert for a long time I guess? But that shouldn't have..."

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"You look... healthier? I'm glad this is doing something good for you."

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"I spent the whole time getting heatstroke and various fun tropical diseases! I shouldn't look healthier!"

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"I... suppose it's better than the alternative? Nothing permanent, I hope."

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Ahahaha he is not going to panic about whatever is or is not going on Lev. "Nothing permanent. Just throwing up a lot."

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"That's lucky. Did you... find anything?"
 
 
 

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"Yeah. Found a moderately absurd number of things, honestly -- Christians may or may not actually be worshiping an evil power from outside reality so that's fun -- Anemone's dead. Of malaria not of -- occult things. I missed you."

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"I missed you. I'm not really interested in reading Weird Tales anymore so now that you're gone I have nothing to do at night. I am thinking of getting into baseball."

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"Baseball's nice. If anything weird and horrifying has ever happened with baseball I don't know about it."

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"Baseball is incredibly boring. I need more incredibly boring things."

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I'm sorry, I'd make your life boring if I could, Mordred wants to say, and doesn't. It -- wouldn't be false but it wouldn't be true either.

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Agravaine sits on the couch and talks about his work. It's... an offering, in a way.

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Mordred sits on the couch next to him and asks polite questions about Agravaine's job and pretends desperately that things are normal.

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Agravaine pretends too. There's a new movie out that Mordred might want to see. There's ice skating if Mordred wants to do that. The girl across the hall keeps asking about him and Agravaine thinks she has a crush on the glamorous globe-trotting journalist.

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Mordred is probably going to wind up seeing the new movie twice and that's if Lev doesn't want to see it too. Ice skating sounds fun, it'll be a welcome change from the heat. He makes such a face at the idea of the girl across the hall having a crush on him, and then sees Agravaine trying not to laugh at the face he's making, and then smacks Agravaine in the arm and tells him to stop teasing but he's laughing when he says it.

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About a week later--

Gale and Mordred are in Gale's apartment. Gale is drawing on the couch next to Mordred. His foot is not not brushing against Mordred's.

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Mordred is taking notes on a book about anthropology.

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"I should go with you."

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"Hm?"

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"I should go with you to Malta."

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Pause. "...why?"

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He puts down his pen. "I don't want to argue with you about whether it's a demon but-- think about it from my point of view?"

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"Araari thinks the same thing," he says before he has a chance to overthink how he's going to respond to that.

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"Yeah. And-- I want to keep you safe."

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Mordred is so incredibly goddamn tired. "And if I want to keep you safe?"

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"I think this is something I'm better prepared to fight than you are. Even if it isn't a demon. What was it you said repels the Mouth? Self-sacrifice and self-abnegation?"

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"If you are trying to talk me into bringing you to an active war zone so you can sacrifice yourself to --"

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"You're going there. Why is it okay for you but not for me?"

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"I," and this is. Actually a good point, which Mordred has been avoiding thinking about for he's not exactly sure how long.

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Gale hesitates. There's something he's almost saying. "I think I might be the only one on your team who could."

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"I --" not those words not those words come up with different words -- "think that if I lost you it would make me much worse at saving the world. So I am not going to let you feed yourself to a demon or an evil god or a parasite or a whatever it is."

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"The saints speak to me. They always have. I'm-- meant for something."

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"If you are trying to get me to accept an argument that rests on an all-loving god running the universe it's not going to work." His voice is shaking but he's not crying, yet, he thinks.

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"I think if it is what I'm meant for you won't be able to stop it."

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"And I am still not bringing you to Malta so you can kill yourself by feeding yourself to," and then he is crying.

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Gale sits next to him and hugs him. "I don't know how to tell you it's going to be okay."

For example, if he says 'I am only here for a while and I don't belong here and my home is Heaven,' Mordred is going to start crying harder.

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Maybe that's because it isn't. Mordred hugs him tighter.

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"I won't go until I am needed."

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"I." He buries his face in Gale's shoulder and says, very quietly, "I know I'm being selfish and stupid and -- all of those things -- and also I selfishly stupidly need you to be okay or I'm not going to be able to do this."

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"I know. I-- would be okay, if I did. But I don't expect you to believe it. I wasn't meant for earth. I was meant to be somewhere else."
 
 
 
 

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This is just making him cry harder.

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Gale is going to... hold him. And let him cry.

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"I don't want, to argue with you, about whether that's true-- But please stay here, and don't die or at least don't die yet?"

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"I won't die yet."

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This does not really feel like enough but Mordred is pretty sure it's as much as he can ask for.

It... takes him a while to stop crying, and a while after that to let go.

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Gale is here as long as he needs.

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About two weeks into their time in New York, Mrs. Winston-Rogers calls Mordred and tells him that Douglas Henslowe wants to speak to him.

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...okay, he can do that?

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Mr. Henslowe arrives at the team's apartment. He looks healthier than he did before. "I... just wanted to thank you. For what you did."

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He should have some socially graceful way to convey both that he was happy to do it and that he's not saying it didn't matter to him. What he actually says is "Getting you out of the asylum or signing on to fight the thing or--?"

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"The asylum. Continuing the work is noble but it is hardly a thing you are doing for my sake."

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"...you're welcome. I wish I could have done more, or sooner."

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"Most would not even have done so much. I have taken up painting again."

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Yeah. He knows they wouldn't. "So I have to do even more or it won't get done, I think. I'm glad you're painting?"

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"Something pleasant to do in my retirement. Mrs. Winston-Rogers has me in a house upstate. There was... concern about me living with my mother."

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"I can imagine."

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"The mouths have gone away. It's nice to stop seeing the wall crack into a mouth every time I turn my head."

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Nod. "I'm glad they didn't follow you?" This is probably the wrong response but he doesn't know the right one.

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"Yes." He looks awkward, not sure what he wants to say. "I-- just wanted to say thank you. You are a good man, Mr. Orkney."

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Tiny smile. "I try. Thank you. --I'm a journalist, I don't know if you know? The most well-read thing I've ever written was a book on abuses in asylums. I -- am very glad to hear that I could help."

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"Mrs. Winston-Rogers told me. I read some of your books. Quite enjoyed them. I hope you are able to write again, someday."

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"I hope so too. And I hope your painting is going well."

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Henslowe talks for a few minutes about developments in painting while he was gone, and other changes. There are apple sellers on the streets of New York now. The breadlines are striking to him. And it is remarkable to see the bars open for business. And talkies! Henslowe marvels at the talkies.

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A lot of things have changed in the last ten years! The breadlines you get used to but the talkies are indeed very good.

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Has Mr. Aarons seen the talkies, what does he think of them.

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He has seen at least a few of them, and enjoyed the ones he's seen! He's -- doing a lot better now that he's out.

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So is Henslowe. "He... could be a good man."

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"He got caught up by mistake. Thought it was all just -- historical anthropology -- until the day you met him. I don't think he would have been involved at all, if he'd known."

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"It-- is a shame how it catches people up. Anthropologists and journalists and, well, artists. It is not a thing you get involved in of your own free will. By the time you know what is happening, you're in too deep to leave."

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"Or too addicted, or too -- eaten --" He's thinking about Ayers but he's also thinking about Lacie. "Metaphorically eaten, I mean, obviously if you're literally eaten that's a different kind of tragic."

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"Yes. Still, we can acquit ourselves well or badly in what Providence has put in front of us. And... it is a cold comfort to have acquitted oneself well-- especially if your friends are eaten, literally or metaphorically. But I find that my honor is one thing they can never take from me."

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"We can acquit ourselves well or badly, but --" and here he struggles for words for a moment. "My friend holds the philosophy that people would be basically good, if they had the chance and the space to be. That being good is hard, because the world is broken, and not everyone can do it, but if they could they would be. I don't know if I agree. But I do think he's a better person than I am."

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"I don't know about that. I think there is always a choice, in every situation. No one can force you to lose your honor. But by the same token it is never too late to begin to rebuild your honor again."

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He thinks about Ayers, and Lev. He thinks about Lacie. He thinks about Louise Fauche. "I hope you're right."

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On their last day in New York--

Araari is walking home from church. She's started spending a lot of time there; it's one thing in New York that's familiar.

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Two men, both carrying blackjacks, walk out of a side street and block her path. "Hey, lady. We got a message for you."

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Araari flinches and bows. "Yes sirs."

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"From Captain Walker," says the first man. "He says you and all your friends should go back where they came from. Stop poking your nose in places it don't belong."

"Yeah," says the second man. "Be a shame if something happened to you while you were in New York looking into issues that don't concern you."

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“I don’t have the power to control what the people I was sent with decide to do. I can tell them your message but I cannot stop them if they choose to disregard it. I’m sorry, sirs.”

Araari is visibly frightened.

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"Look at you, you fucking nun," says the first man. "You’re out of your depth. Why don’t you go home and pray a rosary, huh?”

"--Wait, she's a nun?"

"Of course she's a nun, didn't you read the briefing?"

"I am not sure how I feel about threatening a nun. I'm a good Catholic, you know."

"Nun or not, she's going against Captain Walker's business interests, and that is not good for your life expectancy. --If anything, we're helping you," the man says to Araari.

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“I will tell my companions, sirs. They make many poor choices, and I pray that both they and I might make better ones, but it is my sworn duty to protect them whatever they choose.” She bows again but this time she directs it significantly more towards the second man.

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"Can you pray for us, Sister?" says the second man.

"You can't ask someone we're threatening to pray for us," says the first man. "That is not establishing the appropriate tone."

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“Of course, sir,” she says, as though she did not hear the first man. “I will keep your safety and intentions in my prayers.”

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"I will pray for you too."

The first man glares.

"--To see the error of your ways before Captain Walker has to resolve the situation in a way you won't like."

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“Thank you, sir. If my companions are wrong, of course I also hope they will be brought to understanding.”

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The first man is going to move this interaction back onto the intended territory. "What the hell are you doing in New York? Why the hell do you care what drugs Captain Walker might or might not be selling?

"You can't swear in front of a nun," the second man objects.

"Fine. What the gosh darn heck are you doing in New York, and why the golly gee whillickers do you care what drugs Captain Walker might or might not be selling? --Is that better."

"Yes."

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“They visited Ethiopia, where I am from, and Sister Berhane felt that they needed spiritual guidance and protection. We discussed the matter, and I was chosen to accompany them; they brought me to New York. I don’t know Captain Walker and hold him no personal resentment.”

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"You should get back to Ethiopia, and we'll give you a little hint to help your memory," the first man says.

"You go to Hell if you assault a nun, I'm pretty sure."

"Fiiiiiiine." First man sighs. "Due to my companion's-- scruples-- you will not be given a hint to help your memory."

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“Thank you, sirs. Your kindness will be remembered and repaid in Heaven. I will advise my companions of the danger of continuing on this path.”

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"If they continue, we will have to dissuade you all"-- glare from the second man-- "we will have to dissuade all of your companions except for yourself in a more. Permanent fashion."

"Good evening, Sister. Have a blessed Lent."

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“You as well.” Araari smiles weakly at him as they leave.