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a guide to fairies entering the service of some other fairies
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She falls silently.

She didn't try to avoid the tear, but that doesn't mean going through it solves all her problems; she still has lots of those. She can't scream, though - while she would if she could - it's not really her top priority. She can't arrest her fall because she's only allowed to fly in the course of making progress toward her destination and this isn't it, no direction is. She can't heal herself and it is likely she still wouldn't be able to even if somebody found her and did all the essential things, since this is presumably the mortal world, so she's sort of twitching, trying to arrange to land on something that isn't already injured, so she can heal naturally a bunch of things in parallel instead of one worse thing over much longer. She mostly succeeds. Breaks a leg when she hits the ground and still doesn't scream.

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It doesn't take very long for people to find her. She can hear their voices in the distance. 

"Identify your- oh."

      "It's slow."

"It can't be slow, it wasn't here an hour ago. It could be dead."

      "Or could've recently slowed."

"Here? What are we supposed to do if -"

      The voices get closer. Someone pokes her, touches her - "not slow and not dead. Maybe someone - tried, and failed? Or didn't care to on our territory?"

       "Dying?"

"I don't think so." The nearest person explores more closely. "I don't see anything that ought to kill her."

       "Do you recognize her?"

 "No."

        "Someone might recognize her, if we take her back."

"Yeah, all right. Go and ask if they want her, and if so how, and where."

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This is all very puzzling but she can't exactly inquire about it. She blinks at them.

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The people who blink back at her are wearing sparkly clothes made out of some odd flowing fabric, and sandals of the same fabric. They're carrying a single polished carved stick not long enough to be a walking cane, each of them, and they look as puzzled as her. 

 

One of them goes off. The other one watches her anxiously.

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She is wearing a dress made of leaves. She has a twisted ankle and a broken leg and a black eye and a wrenched elbow. She's not completely immobile but she doesn't seem inclined to move around much. She's got wings, which might also be made of leaves - giant ones.

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The wings are weird.

 

The whole situation is weird, actually, and accordingly stressful. Her observer sits and glares.

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She doesn't know what his problem is and if she did she couldn't do anything about it.

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The other one comes back a while later. "We're sending people to ask if any of them did this. In the meantime we can bring her back - in deep enough she won't disobey, once she's recovered enough to start moving, but not more than that - we're happy to set you even later," she adds to the injured person, "if all goes well. Do you want a drink or a story?"

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...she's not sure what's going on. She does blink at "drink".

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"I don't think she can talk," says the one who stayed with her. 

     "Does she have a tongue?"

"Didn't check."

    "Drink or a story?" asks the one who asked last time.

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She tries opening her mouth.

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And someone pours a little bottle of something sweet and unfamiliar into her mouth -

 

And then yelps in distress and alarm a second later -

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She swallows it.

She blinks at them.

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"What's wrong? Oh - shit - "

      "Yes! I don't know! I didn't do it on purpose - I don't know what it is I didn't mean to -"

"We should report that -"

       The person who just fed Promise some liquid whimpers. 

"Oh, stop that. Think for a second, all right? Right now she's too injured to do anything, so right now we have some time to consider our options. The more reasonable you are, the more appealing "keep her for study" looks, and the less anyone's going to consider cutting you both loose. But the more you act like a scared child -"

        "I realize this," the whimpering person whimpers, not any calmer. "But I didn't - there was no way to - who knows what'll happen when we pick her up to carry her in -"

"We shouldn't do that," agrees the other one. "We should report this, like I said."

       "Right. Okay."

"You should stay here with her and do nothing while I go report it, really."

       "Right, okay."

 

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They're doing a surprising amount of debating about what to do. They sound like they must belong to somebody but she's never heard of a court leaving vassals, let alone mortal ones, with this much leeway.

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The person who fed her sits and watches miserably. 

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Well, that makes two of them.

She's not too injured to do anything, they must not be very observant. Maybe they figure if she's this roughed up she's hiding a lot of internal damage? But then she wouldn't be sitting up.

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Two people come back, a little while later. The person who is sitting and watching her stands up. "Did you explain - I don't know what happened -"

"I explained." 

         "We want you to ask her some questions," says the unfamiliar person. 

"Okay. I can do that."

There's some whispering. 

 

"Are you capable of speech?"

 

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Blink blink blink.

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Whispering. 

"Do you know why giving you a drink had the effect that it did?"

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Blink blink blink. She has no idea what framework these weirdos are operating under; she knows some things about the effect but apparently a disjoint set from what they know.

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"Is the thing that happened when I gave you a drink going to happen if we pick you up and take you to our court?"

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...blinkblink. Assuming it's not some completely other thing.

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"I think that's a no." Whispering. 

"Are you dying?"

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...blinkblink.

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"If we take you back with us, do you have plans to entangle people or break rules while at our court?"

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??????

Two blinks.

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"And are we going to injure you worse if we move you?"

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Blink. Seems like it'd be hard to avoid.

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There's more whispering. 

 

"Were you dying before I gave you something to drink?" the person asks excitedly as if this would make a lot of things make more sense.

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Blink blink. What is with these people.

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Whispering. 

"Okay," says the person unhappily. "Uh, are you unwilling to talk because you promised you wouldn't speak to strangers?"

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.......blink blink.

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"Is something bad going to happen if you say something?"

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Blink blink!

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Whispering.

 

"Has someone instructed you not to talk to us?"

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Blink.

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She looks relieved. "Not to talk to us in particular?"

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Blink blink.

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"Not to talk to a broad category of people which includes us?"

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Blink blink.

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Whispering.


"...not to talk at all?"

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Blink.

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"Will you still be in debt to the person who gave you that instruction in a sleep?"

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...blink blink blink.

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"In three sleeps?"

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Blink blink blink. What is up with these guys.

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Whispering. 

 

No one asks her further questions for a while.

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Then she'll just glumly sit there, won't she.

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Eventually she gets a short explanation. "We think you've been affected by magic we are not familiar with. We're going to move you once we can do that without injuring you. We're also working on a way to spell out a more complete explanation, if you want to give us one. Until then you can wait here."

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She sure can, dude.

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The way to spell out a more complete explanation comes a few hours later. They have a board with lots of letters. "Do you want to spell something out?"

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.......blink blink blink.

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"Have you encountered the concept of writing before?"

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Blink.

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"Do you know how to write in some alphabet?"

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....blink blink blink.

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"Okay. So, the idea of writing is that you make a letter for each sound in the word, and then when reading you make the sounds and figure out what word it is." She explains the sounds that each of the letters represents. "Does that make sense?"

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Blink blink!

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"Maybe we should do an example? So imagine I wanted to spell out "I am an exotic sort of fairy that can only speak at night". That starts with "I". So first I'd blink when someone was pointing at this letter, because I said that letter sounds like "I". The next sound is æ, so you'd blink for this letter. Does that make sense?"

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Blink blink.

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....will an hour of attempts in this vein get anywhere?

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It will get her acknowledging that a greater fraction of the concepts involved make sense but otherwise no.

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This person is so frustrated and (once the others have wandered off) sad and scared. Eventually she gives up and sits down and cries quietly.

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Well, Promise kind of wishes she'd just fucking let her talk already but she is way too confused to do that apparently.

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Much too confused.

 

A different group of people come with a new barrage of questions. 

"Are you a fairy?"

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Blink blink.

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"Are you a mortal?"

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Blinkblink.

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"Is there some other kind of person?"

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Obviously you moron. Blink.

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"Is your kind of people faster than us?"

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Blink blink blink what the fuck does that mean.

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"Uh.... we are faster than mortals. That means we can see them but they can't see us, and to us they appear to go about their lives very very slowly, doing only a few things between sunrises, when we can do many thousands. If you were faster than us, you'd have noticed us, being all but still."

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Blink blink.

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"Okay. Uh, since you are not a fairy, you might not have the concept of debt. Do you know what debt is?"

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Well, she'd have thought so but apparently it's complicated. Three blinks.

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There is a lot of whispering.

 

 

"Okay. When people do things for each other, or to each other, one or the other will accumulate debt. Debt entangles you with the other person, and it entitles them to repayment. When you're entangled with people, any misfortune they call on themselves through their conduct will affect you also. Does that make sense?"

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...blink blink.

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Sigh.

"...when people do things for each other, or to each other, one or the other will accumulate debt. Does that make sense?"

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Blink blink blink.

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"Okay. Are you confused about the meaning of any of the words that I used?"

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Blink blink blink.

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Aaaahhh.

 

There is a lot more whispering.

 

 

"Uh, mortals don't track debt among one another, and this doesn't seem to affect them until they meet fairies. Are your people a kind of people who don't track debt among each other?"

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....that sounds probably close enough. Blink.

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"Okay." Sigh. "Well, here you need to keep track of it or you'll bring horrible misfortune down on everyone you're entangled with.

 

Which is me. Uh, usually giving someone a drink puts them in your debt a little. In this case it put you in my debt a lot and, more than that, created a - enormous, unprecedented, amount of entanglement without debt which is even worse because it can't be fixed. Do you know why that happened?"

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Blink blink blink. Just a guess.

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"Well it's - pretty bad. Because it's very bad to be very entangled with someone you know nothing about who doesn't know the rules. And it's bad for my whole court, they might try to figure out how to get themselves loose from me. And then we're on our own and I'm - not smart enough for that to not immediately end really badly.

And this is all your fault."

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Look, if you want Promise's intelligent and helpful commentary on this situation you KIND OF HAVE TO LET HER FUCKING TALK.

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Well they can have another try at the stupid alphabet board!

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Promise gets absolutely nowhere with the stupid alphabet board.

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Then they can sit there glaring at each other.

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Eventually Promise will start nodding off, when there's no more stressors being piled on to keep her up.

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When she wakes up not much has changed. The fairy that is attached to her is still sitting there glumly. She has thought of some more questions.

"Is the problem with the alphabet board that you know a different alphabet?"

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Blink blink.

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"Is talking against some rule in your society?"

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Blink blink.

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"Is there a reason you're not just explaining yourself."

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Blink. (Bitch.)

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"Is it a reason that's going to change eventually if we don't do anything more."

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Blink blink!

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"Is it a reason that's going to change if we do do something. Not that we know what."

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Blink.

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"Does it require anyone else's help?"

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Blink blink. It might be useful if this one doesn't wise up though.

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"So it's something I can do? Uh. Do I need to know any magic?"

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Blink blink.

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"Do I need any objects?"

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Blink blink.

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"Is it something we do together?"

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Blink blink.

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"Do I have to....say a specific word?"

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Blink blink blink.

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"Guess your name?"

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Blink blink.

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"Sing something?"

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Blink blink.

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Sigh.

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Ugh.

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After a while other people come back. 

"We'd like you to bring her back."

      'Yeah. Okay."

"It's not so bad. Think, if -"

       "I've thought about it a lot."

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She picks up Promise. She does not look happy about it.

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Well that hurts and is just generally real unpleasant. Promise is very quiet about it.

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It's kind of a long way. Takes about an hour. If she's paying close attention to her surroundings, they're also changing in a kind of bizarre way.

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She looks, yes. What's changing?

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Sometimes they're sideways instead of right side up, and either they are getting smaller or everything around them is getting bigger.

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Well, that's weird, but she can't really ask about it.

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And eventually they come to a rock and go through a tunnel and come out into a big brightly lit place full of houses, which they are hurried through by the people accompanying them, and then to a smaller room with a bed and a table and a sturdy wood door. 

 

They go in. 

 

The door is closed. 

 

The fairy sets her down on the bed and sits next to her and cries.

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Welp. Crying is better than some things even if it's not useful or intelligent.

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She gets herself together eventually and stares at the door morosely but without crying. 

It takes her a while to go back to asking questions. 

"The thing I'm supposed to do - is it something I am supposed to say?"

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Blink.

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"Okay. Is it one word?"

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Blink blink blink.

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"It's either one word or it's not one word!"

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No! It's not! Many single-word commands would work and so would many full sentences!

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This ends attempts at guessing what thing to say. There's more moping. 

Eventually someone comes to the door for her. "They want you -"

"Yeah."

 

She comes back a few hours later. She's limping. She looks even less happy. She doesn't start crying until they close the door. 

"They are gonna cut us loose," she explains eventually.

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Look who can't have any constructive opinions about that! It's Promise.

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"I don't know how to say anything that both is and isn't one word! Is it a compound word?"

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Blink blink!

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"Is it one word in some language but not others?"

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There's not a single specific it. Blink blink blink.

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"I hate you."

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Blink. Promise hates you too.

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"We're probably going to end up someplace where they want to dissect you for experiments," she says, and sounds mildly pleased about this.

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So what else is new.

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Things do not improve. 

There is a halfhearted attempt at guessing the word ("is it 'jam'? is it 'tangerine'? Is it 'human'? Is it 'tree'?). People come to take her away for hours at a time a couple more times. No one offers them food, or anything else. No one else in fact talks to them at all. 

 

Sometimes her co-prisoner looks inclined to kick her, or throw something at her, but she does not actually do it. 

 

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Well, then Promise will be able to make any progress on healing her various injuries, though not very much since she isn't eating or drinking.

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After - it's a bit hard to track time in a closed room with no windows and a single light, but maybe a couple of weeks? the people who come to the door say "pick her up" and they are escorted back out and across the forest.

They leave them at the forest's edge. 

 

"Do you have any opinions about where we should go next," says her companion unhappily.

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Blink blink.

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"Great. Okay. We're gonna go east because there's less density of claims there, when people kick us out we'll have somewhere to go.

 

Can you, like, write? You could write the word. In the dirt or something."

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Blink.

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" - well, all right, then!"

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Promise can sort of twitch her hand, but not very much.

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The woman observes this incredulously for a minute. 

"I think," she says slowly as if talking to someone incredibly dense, "you should write in the dirt the word that I'm supposed to say to make you talk."

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Twitch! Twitch!!!

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"Oh, come the fuck on, you useless little lump, you said you could write it, write it!" And then she flinches.

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Promise jabs her hand into the dirt and writes TELL ME I MAY SPEAK

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She takes a while deciphering this because she's not good at reading but eventually she says, incredulously, "you...may speak?"

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"Thank you! How did that take so long?! Why are you so averse to giving usable instructions that you don't think of it for days on end when desperate?"

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"I'm in your debt right now! Because of all the stupid questions they made me ask  - and carrying you into the court was expensive - carrying you was bizarrely expensive - nothing with you costs what it should and I have no idea what it does cost and you can't just - you don't just - give people instructions with no idea what you'll be paying for them, that's stupid!"

 

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"I don't know how any of this works but if that adds up to you wanting to do me a favor try saying I rescind your orders."

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"I rescind your orders," she says, and then makes a face like she's had the wind knocked out of her - "I really hate you."

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Promise, meanwhile, relaxes. "I assume that did a different thing neither of us could predict in your maniacal debt system."

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"It's only you that I can't predict," she says miserably. "Everything works fine with everyone else. I've met a human once and it worked fine for the human, too."

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"Does this system let you tell me how it works or were you just withholding that information for fun?"

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"I can tell you, it's just expensive. For you."

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"If I'm going to think of anything that solves that problem, and I'm clearly the only one of us who's going to, I need to know what I'm working with."

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"Fairies can tell how much debt people are in, and how much debt results from actions, when we do them. We can usually anticipate the costs of things pretty reliably in advance but you don't do what I'd predict, at all. It's usually the right direction but everything else is off. Debt is one source of entanglement. The other source of entanglement that I'm familiar with is knowing someone's name. I've heard stories about magic that can do entanglement, too, but I don't know how confident to be in them. I don't know why giving you a drink caused entanglement, but it did, a lot of it, like - nearly as much as knowing someone's name? I don't know anyone's names so I can't compare directly -"

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"And debt and entanglement do... something."

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"They mean that any misfortune incurred by one of us, the other will suffer too. Moreso the more entangled we are."

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"You got kicked out of your court and nothing in particular happened to me," Promise points out.

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"Not that kind of - I mean, like, if you tell a lie, I'll get very sick, or have bad luck for a long time."

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"Why not that kind of misfortune? Why is telling a lie lumped in with misfortune?"

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"Other people deciding to do something that's in their interests and not in yours isn't misfortune. If you had remarkably good fortune it might cause their plans to go awry in some unexpected way but it'd be some unexpected way like... the patrol being a few minutes delayed so it runs into them when they're sneaking around, or having no particular appetite for the food they'd arranged to sneak you, or walking by them and overhearing something. Or a storm keeping you in one night.

Fortune isn't any of the things that a person deliberately controls towards an end, it's - everything that no one is perfectly causing."

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"...and how does lying come in to it?"

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"It's one of the things that incurs misfortune. Like disobeying someone you're indebted to, except that's only a little misfortune and lying is a lot, or like betraying an oath, which is lots of misfortune, or doing violence to someone you're indebted to, or destroying their things -"

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"- is that the whole list?"

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"No? I don't know if I know a list exactly - various kinds of doing wrong by someone when in their debt, and then some things that are a disaster even if you were not previously in their debt, like lying, and betraying an oath. And killing someone, I guess, unless they're enough in your debt that you were entitled to."

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"...mmm. And right now I'm in debt to you again?"

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"Yes. Saying 'I rescind your orders' was the most expensive thing someone's ever had me do for them and now you are in debt to a degree that, if we were in a court, would get me in serious trouble."

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"Is that even worth trying to fix at this point after what the drink did?"

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Sigh. "Probably. It - there might be some courts that'd take us if we were clearly being perfectly responsible in every respect aside from being as badly entangled as we are. There are courts that'd take a mother and a child, or two lovers. The way we are now - it looks like we're both irresponsible and astoundingly entangled, and that makes getting tangled up with us a very bad idea."

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"Okay. What do I need to do for you to make up for it?"

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"I could hurt you. That's mostly how my court got me clear, so it'd be fair, but also you look like you can barely walk anyway and we have to walk well east of here. We could have sex. You could tell me a story or sing me a song or give me food that's yours, if you had any, which you don't. I could ask you questions but I'm not going to because I'm really tired of asking you questions and it'd take so many of them at this point."

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She can sing.

...She can sing pretty decently and in harmony.

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"Sure, fine. It'll take a whole night at that rate but you already destroyed my entire life so I didn't have plans for that night anyway."

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Promise sighs and goes on singing rather than address the question of what she's going to do about it if this person tries to have sex with her.

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A couple hours later when they've stopped walking to drink dew from some bushes, she lies down. "Now give me a massage."

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Promise squeezes her shoulder for about half a second and then rockets vertically into the air at high speed, grabbing a twig off a tree on her way up.

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 - what.

"Come back here!" she yells after her once she realizes what is going on, which is not immediately.

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Promise does come back eventually, still holding her stick. It's got blood on the end of it and she's dripping more from her ears.

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"What the hell were you thinking? You can't - if either of us go off on our own no sane civilization will ever take in either of us -"

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Promise taps her ear. "Can't hear you."

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She considers her for a second and then shrugs. 

How far apart are they.

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Promise is perched in a tree branch, about ten feet away.

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She starts walking in the direction they were walking in.

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Promise gets up in the air again and follows.

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Does she at any point get close enough to grab.

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She's maintaining a fair amount of personal space but will dip lower when the foliage is closely spaced.

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...probably this should wait for when she sleeps.

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Which she does, after a while.

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Then the fairy will grab her and try to break her wings.

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They're not hard to break. They're like tough leaves and they tear and Promise wakes up at once and screams.

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She would explain herself but the stupid horrible person won't even understand the explanation, will she. She sits down and glares at her.

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Well, Promise can't take off in this condition. She sobs instead.

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Eventually she stops glaring and starts crying too.

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Whatever this person is isn't a human. Has been implied to be some kind of mortal, but not a human kind.

Maybe this isn't the mortal world either.

Promise tries healing herself - less the ears -

- her wing knits back together.

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Astounded blinking.

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Now she's up in the air again.

"I'm going to leave and not come back - I don't care what you do, I can't die and I think you can - unless you write your name on the ground for me right now."

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She glares. 

 

She picks up a stick.

She writes on the ground "STAY".

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The name, if it's a name, will still be good a split second stale, so Promise doesn't watch her write, just reads it after - "That's not your name. You just tore my wing in half. I don't want to be anywhere near you while you can do it. Name or I leave you on your own."

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"Don't you understand that'll make everything worse? More than twice as bad?"

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"Can't hear you. If you want to make cunning arguments you have to write them, I don't trust you."

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She's a really slow writer but she tries it. 

THAT WILL MAKE EVERYTHING WORSE. MORE THAN TWICE AS BAD. 

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"More than twice as bad as my traveling companion ripping my fucking wing in half? Sounds awful, like I should just leave instead."

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IT APARENTLY DIDNT AFECT YOU AT ALL.

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"That came as a surprise to me, as it happens, though I'm sort of curious what you were planning to do to get around when I had a ripped wing and a broken leg."

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EXPLAIN WHY YOU CANT LEAVE AND GET YOU TO AGREE NOT TO AND THEN NEGOTATE WITH SOMEONE FOR HEALING

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"I bet you're not thrilled with the results. Why can't I leave? You might do something stupid, on account of being kinda stupid, and then something bad happens to me? So? Eventually you'll die. And I won't. You make the prospect of sticking with you very unappealing."

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NO ONE ANYWHERE WILL HAVE ANYTHING TO DO WITH YOU

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"Sounds lovely. People around here having anything to do with me sucks."

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NOT - she scribbles that out - IT WON"T STOP PEOPLE FROM CAGING YOU OR CUTTING YOU UP FOR RESERCH

IT WILL STOP YOU FROM FINDING A COURT WHICH IS HOW YOU MAKE PEOPLE NOT DO THAT

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"Well, apparently sorcery works here, so maybe I'd like to take my chances on self-defense if you can't keep your hands to yourself."

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I PROMISE NOT TO DO IT AGAIN BEFORE WINTER UNLESS YOU TELL ME TO

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"That's way too narrow for me to be getting on with."

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WHY

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"I don't want you to touch me."

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IS THER A REASON YOU DIDNT JUST SAY THAT

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"Well, first you forced the issue and then I put out my ears and after that having a conversation got real complicated."

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YOU COULD HAVE SAID YOU DIDNT WANT TO 

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"I didn't want to slightly more than you seem to be imagining. Perhaps I should have listed every single thing I don't want ahead of time as soon as I could talk?"

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YES!

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"What an appalling error on my part! If only someone who was supposedly explaining all the rules to me had MENTIONED THAT!"

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ITS NOT A RULE ITS JUST STUPID AND A BAD IDEA 

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"Look. I'm tired and hungry and don't want to hover here forever. Make your case or write your name or I'm going to find someplace to sleep where nobody's lurking."

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I PROMISE NOT TO TOUCH YOU BEFORE WINTER WITHOUT YOUR PERMISION

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"I don't even know if your promises thing works in writing."

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YOU CAN ASK ME THAT AND I CAN NOD?

 

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"I don't know if your lying thing works in gestures!"

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I COULD LIE IN A GESTURE AND YOUD GET REALLY SICK PROBLY SINCE WERE SO FUCKING ENTANGLED AND THEN YOUD KNOW

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"You aren't making it sound like much fun! Is that how you're planning to torture me if you've actually closed off touching?"

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YOUR THE ONE WHO WANTS US TO BE TWICE AS ENTANGLED

I DIDNT HURT YOU EVEN WHEN I COULD AND EVEN WHEN YOU RUNED MY LIFE

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"Until instead you did!"

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BECAUSE IF YOU LEAVE I WILL DIE

AND YOU LEFT FOR NO REASON AND DDNT EXPLAIN WHEN YOUD DO IT AGAIN

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"You're not succeeding at making me think the part where you die is a bad deal. That fixes my entanglement, right? Free and clear! And then I never have to think about you again!"

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THATS WHY YOU WANT MY NAME

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"I want your name because I have different rules from you and if I have your name you can't hurt me."

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CAN YOU HURT ME THO

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"Your name won't affect that."

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WHAT ALL DOES IT AFECT

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"It'll mean you can't hurt me. It'll mean you'll have to do what I tell you to, if I mean it when I say it."

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INCLUDING IF YOU TOLD ME TO DO THINGS THAT WOULD MAKE ME DIE?

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"I'm only still entertaining this exhausting conversation because I think you might be telling the truth that if I leave you'll die and you have a pretty high ratio of stupid to evil. I can work around things like that."

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I WILL DIE IF YOU LEAVE

IF WE ARE MORE ENTANGLED I MIGHT DIE THE FIRST TIME SOMETHING YOU DO REACTS BADLY WITH HOW THINGS WORK HERE

PRETTY SURE SECOND ONE WILL HAPPEN SOONER

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"So I should go, then?"

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I DO NOT THINK THAT IS IN YOUR INTRESTS AS I UNDERSTAND THEM

BUT IT IS MORE IN MINE THAN GIVING MY NAME

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"Bye."

Promise ascends, looking for a relatively clear altitude so she can get some speed.

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She sits down and cries, again.

 

The sky is clear above the trees.

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Promise rockets off in a random direction and, when probably no longer clearly visible, switches to a different random direction, and finds a place to sleep.

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She is awakened a short time later by some fairies shaking her awake. "Where are you from, what's your business?"

Once they touch her they do seem surprised by the effects of this.

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She startles fairly violently when nudged. Blinks at them. "- I can't hear," she informs them.

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They either can't write or can but don't immediately think of it as a solution. There are some attempts to pantomime their questions.

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"- that's not coming through as a signed language, perhaps if this is very important you could write."

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Must be 'don't know how' instead of 'didn't think about it'. 

 


One of them goes off. The others stand there tensely.

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Maybe she should just make a gate and go... well, not to her tree, Thorn'll probably have her tree staked out, but as long as she's not going to have her tree she could gate to the Valley Continent, and come back after a hundred years, and then go get a bit of her tree...

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Eventually the one who left comes back with someone who can write!

 

They write that the court of this valley demands she offer the guard who awakened her the chance to redress this and then depart immediately from their territory.

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Sigh. "What's the preferred means of redress?"

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As she can't hear and he can't write she could have sex with him or slap him repeatedly or stab him or something?

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"I don't suppose he'd like to, uh, draw me a picture?"

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This is fine with everyone though it takes, like, quite a lot of pictures before they seem to be satisfied.

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And then, not really satisfied with her nap, she moves on and tries to find a higher, more difficult to notice treetop-spot to sleep.

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She gets woken up with a nudge. (It does take a bit longer this time). These people are demanding to know what business she has here and how she got in and what she's doing.

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Promise still can't hear.

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Someone can write. 

Where are you from? What's your business here? How did you get to this place unnoticed? 

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Sigh. "I'm from a tree. I was just here to nap. I flew."

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This court will grant you permission to sleep on its lands in exchange for:

1) a detailed explanation of the magic which she used to fly, sufficient for someone with comparable resources to replicate it

2) offering redress to the guard who woke her

3) her promise that she has no intentions to interfere with the court or any of its members on her visit here and that her intention is to leave when she is done wth her sleep

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"I'm not sure if you'll find the degree of explanation I can produce about my flight satisfactory. Will you settle for a best effort?"

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They agree to this.

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"I can fly by flapping my wings, which I have always had, and may also be lighter than I look to you depending on how heavy I look to you. I do not know a way to attach wings like mine to anyone who did not start out with a set. Your guard may draw me pictures if he can't write me a story; last time this happened it took about forty sketches but maybe this one's a better artist. I have no intentions to interfere with your court or any of its members and plan to leave when I am done sleeping."

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This guard takes about as many sketches and seems kind of annoyed about it but then they let her sleep.

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Good.

When she wakes up this time she's no longer too sleepy to think up the clever idea that next time she'll just be invisible. She picks a direction and flies for a while so she won't be overstaying her welcome and then hunts for one of those ensmallening paths so she can drink dew.

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There are ensmallening paths, and dew to drink. 

And if she lingers too long there'll be a patrol.

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Wow, they are really heavy on the patrols around here. "I can't hear," she remarks once she notices them noticing her. "I can read."

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1) Where is she from

2) What is she doing

3) How does she propose to repay them for the dew

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She is from a tree. She is drinking dew. She'd be willing to sing them a song.

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Well, why doesn't she do that to start and then they'll see where it leaves them.

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She sings. This works surprisingly well considering she can't hear herself very clearly.

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Yeah, they're fine with that as payment for the dew.

 

Next time she should introduce herself at the border so they know to expect her. Some courts are not friendly to interlopers.

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"I get around by flying and have not learned to identify borders from the air."

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Well, it's none of their business, really.

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Will that be all?

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Yep! All even.

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Great.

She needs to be able to hang out somewhere for up to a week to make a gate there and is not having very encouraging results at finding someplace that lightly policed, and flying around all day on an empty stomach is hard, but there's no way she's going to eat even apparently wild plants here. Occasional self-healing will keep her skyworthy.

She moves on. She stops for more dew, somewhere else.

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This time they throw a net over her. It's made of some odd magical fabric, and it's weighted on the corners, and it all happens very quickly. 

 

These guards are literate. 

They write that they welcome her to their court and will accompany her now to a festival in honor of her arrival. 

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"I don't appreciate this," she informs them, "and recommend that you let me out of the net before I must express that in ways other than speaking."

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There is some conversation but she super does not get let out of the net.

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She's going to look real closely at this here net. That probably won't be very convincing in the short term.

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Magical fabric of some kind, it's all shimmery. 

Someone gathers up the net to walk her in to their festival.

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The shimmers make things complicated and it will take her about fifteen minutes before she's ready to do anything to the net.

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They walk her along the path into a meadow, where there's a picnic laid out, and more people around. Fifteen, maybe twenty of them, all watching her with fascination. Someone is sketching her.

 

Someone hands her a note. It reads:

Welcome! We are not familiar with the kind of person that you are. Are you familiar with the kind of person that we are?

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"Only as of the past few days."

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There's conversation. 

 

Someone writes another note.

 

Among the kind of person that we are, entering someone's territory without permission and stealing from them is a frightening thing to do. We are not angry, but we are nervous, and we want to ensure it does not happen again to anyone, and we would like to know if it has happened before. You should also know that it is very dangerous to say things that aren't true; if you do not want to cooperate with us here it is much better to refuse than to say something that does not accurately represent the situation.

Have you been stealing from other people in your time here?

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"I've stopped for sleep and dew in other places. When I've been approached about that I've squared up with whoever approached me. I don't know for certain if the places where no patrols made themselves known belonged to anyone because I don't know how to tell by looking, but at the time I was traveling with one of your kind, who directed our travel, and it's possible she could tell."

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And are you planning to continue doing that?

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"If you'd like to direct me to somewhere I can get dew without this problem I'm not attached to the idea."

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We would pretty strongly prefer you live in unclaimed territory. It would avoid a lot of problems. There's some not too far from here. I could get you a map. 

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"That would be great. I can sing for it."

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I actually want to know what you are. And what you are afraid of.

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"I'm a leaflet."

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He waits a while to see if she will answer any other aspect of either question.

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Nope. Staring intently at this net.

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Maps are expensive. I don't want a song. Do you want to propose some questions you are willing to answer?

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"I don't know what else might interest you. I don't even know why the bit I didn't reply to interested you. Perhaps it would be less expensive if I copied the map over."

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Not really. The labor's not the expensive part. 

We thought there were two kinds of people. There are apparently more than that. This is of interest to us. You have abilities we do not. You think you can leave, or will be able to leave soon. This is of interest to us. You have been here only a few days, but read and speak our language. This is of interest to us. People who cannot hear speak oddly, as they have no feedback to shape their voices, and you do not. This is of interest to us. You are very obviously frightened of something, and this is of great interest to us because perhaps it should frighten us also.

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"I'm willing to talk about how I talk."

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There is some spoken discussion. 

 

Please tell us about that.

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"I don't speak your language. What I'm doing is called plain speaking, which is what all my kind do. We don't encode meanings in exact sounds or shapes like you do. I can usually hear, but have found it recently expedient not to. I'm not sure that never having been able to hear would make me sound strange to you anyway, though."

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Why do you prefer not to hear?

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"...I don't want to answer that, and if I decided to I think it might turn out to be a surprisingly expensive question."

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Not all courts have any members who are literate. I am concerned about what would happen if you encountered one that did not.

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"Well, I suppose I could try sign language or try yes-or-no questions to figure out what they wanted."

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I do not really expect that would work. I am not sure who would get hurt when it failed, though.

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"I'm not sure either."

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I find that more worrying. More catastrophes happen when no one's sure who will win than when everyone knows it.

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"Like I said, I'm happy to go be in unclaimed territory instead."

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And we would like to arrange that, if it won't be catastrophic for neighbors in the near future, which we currently feel underequipped to assess. Are there assurances that would enable you to answer more of the questions?

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"I'm not clear on the connection all the questions have to whether me occupying unclaimed territory will be catastrophic for neighbors."

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Are there people looking for you? Are they dangerous? Are they like you? What abilities do you have, and what abilities would anyone who might come after you have? If you have children, what abilities will they have? For how long will you want to eat dew and leave your neighbors alone, and under what circumstances would you decide to do diffferently? Who would stop you if you did? 

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"I can't have children. Most likely less than a week if I find a place where I can live undisturbed for that time and thereafter I would bother occupants of bordering territories even less. I'm not sure what you mean by the last question."

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If I set up camp near my neighbors doing something strange, they know who to ask about my behavior, and from whom to receive assurances that it doesn't endanger them, and who to retaliate against if it does.

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"I am entangled with someone but am no longer associating with her and do not otherwise have a court at this time."

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Some conversation results. Then another note. 

 

I really need more to go on here. Would it be better if we spoke without an audience?

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"I don't have any particular suspicions about your audience that I don't have about you alone."

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What makes you say that you only need a week?

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"It might be less than that. - Although, now that I think about it, it might be a week in terms of the local daycycle, not a subjective week. I don't know yet."

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I would really like an answer to the question I just asked you.

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"And if we somehow factor out this net I am still in you are much more pleasant to converse with than anybody else of your species I've met, but that doesn't make me inclined to trust you very far."

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I think that if you asked any of our neighbors and neglected to mention that I was considering trading you a map, they would say that they trusted me to protect my people and react predictably to provocation and not start fights and not endanger anyone and to do all of this even when it is a great deal of effort with very little personal benefit, but they would not agree on much beyond that.

If you told them about the map I think they would say I was a dangerous idiot and should not be trusted at all, which is one of the reasons I want to be very sure before I give you the map.

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Sigh. "Is there something that wouldn't work about verbal directions?"

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The immediate areas near here are all claimed; I don't want to give you assurances that mistakenly guide you into someone else's territory. 

 

If you go very far in that direction it's very cold but I think no one bothers claiming anything.

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"That might be fine."

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If it's not, you could come back here and reconsider what you're inclined to share.

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"Maybe I could."

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He gestures to someone. They pull the net away.

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"How far?" she asks.

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How fast do you fly?

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"I can do seventy miles an hour under good condtions but these aren't. That might have me slowed down by half."

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Twenty-two hours, then.

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"I'd probably push it harder if I'm trying not to need to stop to sleep in the middle. Is there a landmark?"

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How often does your species require sleep?

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"Ideally about once every twenty-four hours or so."

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The trees stop growing and the fairy paths get thinner and you can see the ocean ahead of you in the distance, though I wouldn't go all the way to the ocean personally.

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"Okay."

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He doesn't write anything else.

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She takes off.

She flies north.

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It gets colder. There's a strait of water. Eventually, the trees stop growing.

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She touches down past the last tree. She starts a gate and -

- she starts a -

 

 

She goes to sleep and eats some frost and flies back until she finds the court she left.

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It looks about the same as she left it.

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She lands.

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It takes them about twenty minutes to find her. They don't throw a net this time. Someone gets out a notecard on which is already written,

 

Welcome back. You can ask the guards to show you to a guest room, if you'd like, or a place to stay outside, if you'd prefer that. I can join you shortly.

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"...I'll take the room."

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So they lead her down a path that winds and gets smaller and goes, eventually, into a fallen tree. There's a city in there, with paths curving all around and houses carved into the walls and people working and playing and talking in the space between them.

People turn and stare. 

The room that the guards take her to is simple and reasonably sized. It has a bed and a table and a window and some ivy growing out of a pot and up a wall.

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In she goes. She flomps on the bed and goes to sleep again.

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No one interrupts her, but when she wakes there's food on the table and a note that says

I don't know what you like, so I wanted to offer a variety, but I feel obliged to warn you that if you happen to like all of it that'll be expensive. Tell the guards when you'd like to see me. 

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She places the tray of food out in the hallway, all the comestibles untouched. "I'm up," she tells the guards.

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They can take her next door. 

This room has walls lined with books, and a desk, and the fairy she spoke to earlier. 

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Hello again. Was it too cold?

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"No."

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What can I help you with?

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"I'm not sure you can. I was just reasonably confident I could land here and figure something out from that point."

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Nod.

Are you trying to get back to the place you left from?

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"Not exactly."

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Is anyone from there likely to come after you?

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"No."

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Or after us?

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"Even less likely."

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Then you are welcome to stay here as long as you'd like, provided you are willing to keep debts low all around and work with us to settle them before departing.

 

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"I'm fine with that plan but will need some coaching on how much of what to do when."

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The next sheet is prewritten.

Things that incur debt by observation (when you watch or listen to this, you can become indebted)

Beauty and performance (visually stunning artwork, song, dance, theatre, storytelling, juggling, sex)

Things that cause you to be in debt, or reduce the amount another person is indebted to you:

Soliciting and receiving information. It counts as soliciting information if you successfully make it clear to the other person what you want to know, whether through language or otherwise.

Destroying things of value that belong to others (plants, food, artwork, clothes, environmental features) 

Soliciting and receiving acts of service (sex, affection, obedience, assistance with a task)

Refusing a reasonable request made by someone who you are indebted to (a request is reasonable if the amount of debt they'd incur in fulfilling it is less than the amount of debt you're in)

Physical violence (except towards someone indebted to you, and smaller in degree than their debt is)

 

The reciprocal actions all cause other people to be in debt to you, or reduce the amount you are indebted to them.

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"I had a problem with my prior traveling companion where at one point she felt very urgently that she needed to settle some debt and addressed this by sneaking up on me in my sleep and tearing my wing."

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Were you in a fairly extraordinary amount of debt?

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"So I'm told. I don't think she appreciated my reaction to this behavior though."

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"I don't want anyone to touch me. At all. I would rather sing. A lot. I can draw too. I'm faster than you, so if the amount of border patrolling I've encountered is representative I might have some advantage at that if all you need is a report, I'd obviously be impaired at negotiation with anyone I found."

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If you're willing to patrol the border fairly regularly I would expect you could avoid ever being in significant debt during your stay here.

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People won't have encountered a kind of person who hates touch before, but I'd expect them to have no trouble remembering once informed.

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"I don't expect particularly that it will hold if you meet more like me."

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Nod.

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"Do you people do nicknames? No one has introduced themselves since I've been in the area at all."

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Names entangle people, if they're used enough to be deeply significant to the user. So people try to invent different ones for new contexts and not to use any in unfamiliar hearing. You can call me Lohte.

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"Nicknames do this to you too, not just your real name?"

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Definitely don't give anyone your real name, that entails a - fairly disastrous degree of entanglement. But even nicknames do it some, if they're persistent enough and identifying enough.

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"You can call me Harmony."

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All right.

 

I would be interested in learning more about the person you are entangled with but not travelling with.

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"I don't know very much about her."

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That sounds undesirable.

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"Well, for most of our acquaintance I couldn't communicate apart from by blinking in code."

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How did that happen?

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"I arrived that way. It took a while to fix."

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Nod.

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"The reception here has been different from all the other interactions I've had in this area and I'm not fully clear on why."

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If you gave me more detail I could probably hazard a better guess but I would observe that the smartest thing to do about a problem is usually to make it someone else's problem.

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"And you decided not to do that."

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Maybe I'm not very smart. Or maybe I didn't have faith in any somebody elses.

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"Or there's a catch."

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I do not anticipate gaining anything more from this than a useful ally and some knowledge of what she is and where she comes from.

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Sigh.

"Do I need to settle anything up right now?"

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"I can schedule you for some patrols later that'll even us up."

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"How do those work? In my case since I'd be alone and not engaging."

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We have a map that's the route one can take to see every bit of every path in our territory. You walk it or fly it. If you see anyone heading towards us, you wait to see if they cross within the border; if anyone is already there, you go and get other guards and tell them where.

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"Okay."

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Patrols are irregular but any given spot should be seen at least twice an hour.

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"Do you actually have incursions often enough that that makes sense?"

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It's not that they're frequent, it's that they're potentially disastrous. Over a couple of winters, you will have a couple of dozen people wander through here - lost, malicious, curious, whatever - and if you don't know about them then your court accumulates entanglement and dies someday without any of you knowing it. 

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"You can obviously sense some entanglement."

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If you see a person you have perfect information about their status with respect to you and reasonably good information about their status with respect to anyone else around. If you never see them it is possible for them to be in your debt without knowing it; if I planted a rosebush halfway across the continent I wouldn't get informed whenever anyone picked a rose from it. 

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"Huh."

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If I wanted to take over a neighboring court, I'd send some people in between patrols, get them indebted, start causing misfortune, offer aid to cope with the misfortune once it became obvious, make the aid difficult to repay, and then eventually walk in and do whatever I wanted with everyone. 

I have never done this. But the only reason it'd be hard are the neighbors's patrols.

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"- can courts as entities be in or owed debt?"

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It's not actually meaningfully distinct from debts to the person controlling the court, in the sense that that person is subject to all the fortunes of the court and also can transfer between court and personal debts, but yes.

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"You can transfer it too?"

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If I owe you, and you owe my friend Leaf, and Leaf owes me, we can all sit down together and arrange to be even, if all the debts are the same size, or for the debts to be reduced by the size of the smallest one, in the more typical case.

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"I guess that's better than not being able to do that."

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Courts would probably be intractable if you couldn't do that.

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"Or at least much more confusing."

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In a well-managed court no one is in very much debt except within the court, patrols happen frequently, and there are feasts on special occasions. You can mostly just check those things and get a sense of whether people follow basic rules competently, someone is allocating resources with overall safety and stability in mind, and whether they can plan ahead at all. This does not guarantee it'll be a pleasant place to live. Good fortune is one of many things that go into a pleasant life. But a court without good fortune definitely won't be a good place to live.

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"Is there much mixing between courts, that you know that to be a regularity?"

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Yes. We trade with a few dozen other courts and communicate with twice that number.

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"What's usually traded or communicated?"

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We trade food, clothes, information, inventions, art, music, stories, occasionally people. From farther away we mostly get communications about significant events. Weather, courts collapsing or warring, natural disasters.

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"People?"

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Yes.

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"Should I assume that if you don't elaborate you don't want to or that you don't know what I want to know?"

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I'm willing to elaborate on any of these things though it's expensive to elaborate on all of them. This one's important, though?

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"I already don't know how many patrols I owe you and afterwards I still won't, so yes."

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You trade people via the same process used for circular settling of debts. If you are very much in my debt, and I am very much in another court's debt, I can offer them your debt to me. It is common to promise people in your court you won't trade them as long as there's no pattern of bad behavior. Sometimes people are traded without significant debt because they prefer the other court, or have a lover there, or think it's a better fit.

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"Thanks."

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Why don't we arrange you those patrols, and then you can ask some more questions later.

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"Okay."

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I really don't mind, it's just - more responsible. If your entangled-person got into trouble right now it'd hit me quite hard and I ought to endeavor to avoid that.

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"She seemed to think she was going to die but I don't know on what timescale she expected that or how accurately."

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Some people can survive indefinitely without a court or persuade a court to take them in even with an enormous liability. Most people probably can't, though. If this was only a few sleeps ago I'd be surprised if a moderately competent person was in trouble already.

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"She didn't seem very bright but I think except when it came to me she knew what she was doing."

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Then she'll probably make it a few seasons.

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"What sort of thing is liable to get her?"

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I will write that up while you get set up for patrols.

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"Okay."

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And some people show her the route that she's supposed to fly and mention that sometimes people do patrols invisibly.

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"Oh, how is that done?"

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With clothes! Everyone she's seen so far has had visible clothes but that's actually more work, by default magic clothes don't have any traits and that means you can't see them.

 

Some are fetched for her to borrow.

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She doesn't see how she can wear clothes over her wings and still fly.

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Oh. Well, some people do patrols visible and that's fine too. It's important that you be known to sometimes do invisible patrols but it's not important that all patrols be invisible, you know?

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Okay! She will patrol visibly.

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Sounds good!

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She takes the map. She flies the route.

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No one is there. It's not a very large stretch of land, objectively measured. Probably can't be if you need to patrol the whole thing so frequently.

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Then she will return and report this fairly shortly.

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Can she come do it again in an hour?

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"My time sense isn't perfect, but if someone lets me know when I should go again, yes. Where can I go to get dew?"

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The tree over there is the one everyone's using right now. 

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She goes over to that tree and drinks up and goes back to her room.

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She has a note.

There are a few different ways to ensnare people unfairly - where by "fairly" I mean something like "if they come on your land and eat your food they cannot reasonably have expected this to have no consequences". If you're an exceptionally gifted singer, singing to them will do it, and if you're an exceptionally gifted artist, you can design something that'll do that on sight - but both of those take gifts most courts don't have in their possession. (Relevantly, you need to indebt people enough that you have affordance to take them prisoner; that's actually a fairly sizable amount of debt.) 

There are only some people who can do that, and fewer who will, but the usual remedy is that your court complains to their court and you are released and they are scolded for embarrassing their court and everything is fine. If you are known not to have a court, there's no way for that to be remedied. A reasonably smart person without a court will try to move faster than the gossip that they don't have a court (you can't fail to disclose this, it's the first question asked when you cross someone's territory), and negotiate for passage and for occasional dew, and as long as they do that they are unlikely to encounter trouble. But at some point they will fail at moving faster than the gossip and at some point after that someone will decide they want them. 

This is of course not always deadly but it will be eventually, especially if you have dangerous entanglements and are accordingly unwise to keep.

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Huh. Is Lohte around at the moment?

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At his desk.

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"Why would anyone bother to catch her," she says, "if she's too much of a liability to keep and they can find that out by asking?"

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Well, it's not very often you can torture someone to death for no reason, some people are into that.

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"Oh, of course."

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And there are other uses - dangerous missions, trying to get them entangled with your enemies so you can destroy them all at once, things like that.

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"Ah."

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It'd be better if they were somewhere you could keep an eye on her or kill them, but I take it that's not straightforward.

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"Well, I could tell you where she was when I left but that was a while ago."

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And if she's smart she's moving as quickly as possible for the reasons discussed earlier. I can mention to our neighbors that I want her if they see her.

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"If that seems to make sense to you. I could draw her if that helps."

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That would be helpful.

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She holds out her hand for paper.

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He passes paper over while carefully not coming close to touching or anything.

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Good.

She sketches the stupid fairy.

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He takes the sketch. 

I'll let you know if anyone sees her.

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"Thanks. Can I have more drawing paper?"

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I'll have someone bring it to you. 

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I noticed you don't want to eat anything. 

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"Yes, whoever brought the tray can save the trouble next time."

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All right. 

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"Within the boundaries of the court can I pretty much go wherever?"

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Yes, except don't go into rooms with closed doors uninvited.

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"I would have guessed that but probably it made sense to clarify anyway."

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It's hard to anticipate what people find obvious and what they don't. 

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"I've noticed that!"

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You can let me know if you have further questions. Especially once you've done some more patrols.

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"I want to know more about magic. But that can in fact wait for more patrols."

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Quite a few of them, probably, for that. 

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"Oh well."

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Take care.

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She nods and goes back in her room and draws until someone tells her it's been an hour. Then she patrols again.

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They will just keep notifying her about patrols at reasonable intervals (she gets ten hours off for sleep) for a while. All the patrols turn up no people.

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Eventually she has a tidy stack of drawings which she doesn't show to anyone and is even reasonably confident nobody is going to go snoop on.

And sometimes she practices fairylights in her room, and that works fine, and she doesn't know why the gate didn't work, but this is comfortable enough (and she's not sure enough she isn't being surveilled) that she doesn't retry it right away.

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One day someone stops her in the walkway outside her rooms and, when saying something gets him nowhere, tries a signed language.

"The way you described your language working doesn't make any sense!"

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Well, this is a security hole. But going around blind would be so inconvenient, and patching the hole would be lots of information about the nature of what she has to patch. She signs right back, even though it's always a little weird-feeling. "Why do you say that?"

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"- well, for one thing, this works. How does this work, what are you connecting my hands to when they move -"

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"Connecting your hands to?" she asks aloud.

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"So, the way this would work if I were talking to anyone else, is that they would have memorized the associations between my hands moving in a particular way and a sound or a word. But there are lots of hand languages, they're only used by small groups of people, and each of the associations are different in different groups. Every movement I've made has lots of meanings assigned to it in different languages. So how do you know which one I'm using?"

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"I have no idea which one you're using, I wouldn't even have been confident that there were several!"

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"What if I switch halfway through a sentence - which I just did, to be clear -"

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"I didn't even notice."

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"Does it have to be a language that I actually learned from someone? Like, if I make up an entirely new sign .... and I say that it means, uh, 'floret', and then I use it and go "I like florets I think they're lovely I want to line the floor with florets", what do you see -"

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"I see you signing 'floret'?"

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"Okay, what if I do that but I don't tell you what meaning I have in mind for the new sign I invented -"

"I like elephants! I want to speed an elephant up and ride it around!"

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"I don't know what an elephant is but apparently you can ride them!"

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"Okay but are you - getting some amount of information other than the shape of my hands -"

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"Well, I can say elephant aloud too, does that count?"

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" - so it's - it's as if you're reading my mind -"

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"No! No, I just know what you're saying."

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"Right, but using information that isn't anywhere except in my head! - I'm not upset, I think it's fascinating."

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"I just want to be really clear that I don't read minds."

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"You just have a magic way of accessing information that isn't anywhere else, but only when someone's trying to symbolically communicate it to you - writing works, signing works, speaking works, does anything else?"

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"...what else is there?"

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" - well, I don't really know. You could have a language that worked by - touch, I suppose, or smell, or...balance, or temperature..."

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"Maybe if I met someone who had one of those I could understand them too."

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"If I invent one will you be able to understand me in it, you think?"

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"I don't know if it works if you just make up the whole language, but maybe?"

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"I could raise a baby speaking it," he says thoughtfully.

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"I have no idea if that would help."

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"Is everyone where you're from like this? What determines which language someone hears you in, if they know several?"

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"Yes, everyone where I'm from is like this. I have no idea what you hear when I talk."

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"If two people are listening at the same time and they don't have a language in common do they both understand you?"

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"I'd expect so but I haven't tried it."

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"When you write something down, how do you know what to write?"

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"I've always known how to write."

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"Do you think of - the shape of the whole word all as one unit? Are you able to answer questions like "what's the first character you draw" - are you able to answer questions like "what is the first shape you make with your mouth" -"

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"Yes, I suppose I do - I don't know that I write in characters - no, not really -"

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"Do words have any properties, to you, that are about the sounds they make? Spoken words I mean, not signed ones like these. - can you actually see what my fingers are doing or are they just broadcasting words into your brain - how many fingers am I using for this this this this this this -"

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"If I pay attention to the sounds for some reason, yes, I can tell what they are, and count your fingers too - four six one eight I missed that one it went by too fast -"

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"But you can't pay attention to written characters the same way? Huh!"

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"Well, I haven't, but I probably could if I were paying attention? I just don't know whether the things I write constitute characters."

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"Well, when we write we write characters that correspond to the sounds the words make when they're spoken."

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"Yeah, but I don't do that. Someone tried to get me to spell, back when I couldn't talk, and I couldn't make sense of it."

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"Huh."

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Giggle.

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He glances at Lohte's door and then continues, "I have more questions but people will be annoyed if I ask them all. So you should ask me some first."

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"It would be a heck of a coincidence if you are also the right person to ask about magic, which is the main thing I'm curious about lately."

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"Magic! I haven't done very much because it's more of a hassle for me to be gone than for anyone else to but I've done some things, I've made a new kind of light whose frequency you can set and I'm working on a design for long-distance communicators."

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"- why is it more of a hassle for you to be gone and what's that have to do with magic?"

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" - so you can't do magic fast. You have to slow down. And then you have to take however long the magic takes you, which is months even for simple projects and years for complicated ones. And in a manner of speaking this is my satellite court so there are all kinds of problems when I'm gone for a while."

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"Your satellite court? The main one's somewhere else?"

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"Technically the main one is my consort's father's - it's kind of a long boring story really - we do diplomacy mostly independent of them though I guess they'd act if we started behaving very irresponsibly."

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"Oh, I see. I think. And you have to do a lot of maintenance so you can't go - slow down, and do magic - whenever you'd like?"

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"I don't have to do very much. I mostly ignore it and then sometimes my son - you met him, red hair - tells me I need to mediate some transfers of debt and I do that. He could steal it out from under me if he put enough effort into it and probably someday he will but that sort of thing takes a long time."

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"...and that's okay with you?"

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"Well, if I catch him at it I'd be very disappointed, that'd be practically disqualifying, but assuming he pulls it off, he'll deserve it."

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"...okay."

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"It's really very boring work, keeping a court running. I hated it when I have to do it. More than half of it is scheduling."

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"I've never run a court. And if I have it would have been different."

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"Oh, how's that?"

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"We're very different from you all where I'm from."

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"In ways other than the language?"

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"Yes."

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"Well, go on," he says impatiently.

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"For one thing we've all got wings."

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"I guess that'd enable communications with more distant peoples and function effectively like a higher population? There are areas more populated than this one and they're pretty different culturally."

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"Our population is actually way less dense than yours and also less dense-feeling even accounting for people being able to fly."

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"Huh."

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"Most kinds aren't breeders, though I don't know if that suffices to explain it."

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"Our population used to be less dense, but it increases over time. Yours will probably also do that, even if most people don't have children, as long as deaths are rarer than children."

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"They are."

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"Then someday you'll have so many people that the deaths match the births. I think the island where fairies started is like that but most places aren't. This continent isn't."

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"There's a lot of room to spread out, though, in all directions."

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"Is your world round? Ours is, so it's got limited surface area."

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"No, it is not."

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"Then maybe it'll work out differently for you."

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"Maybe. I don't know if the rate of appearances of new people is uniform through the whole world."

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" - well, I'd expect it to be related to the existing population density in that that's who's deciding to have children."

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"Some, but most kinds aren't breeding kinds."

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"I don't know what that means."

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"I'm a leaflet but that's just one kind, there are more. Though we all have things in common like the wings and the plain speaking. Most kinds aren't breeding kinds, though I think most individuals are. I'm not. I was never a child."

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"Then how did you come into existence?"

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"In a tree."

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"That sounds convenient." This language doesn't have some words he finds himself needing but he can just decide on a symbol for them and use it, it's great.

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"It was cozy."

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"Do you even need courts, then, if lots of people haven't any debts to start - I guess you'd still have lots of reason to want protection -"

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"There are courts but plenty of people aren't in them."

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"That makes sense!"

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"Anyway, magic. I have notebooks in my room."

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"Cool."

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"Magic," he says when they get to his office, which is absolutely stuffed with books and also has some sketchboards draped with cloth and some molding clay and sheafs and sheafs of paper, "is about assembling nothing into something. That makes it different than all of the sciences, which only work on various kinds of something. You can only do magic when you're slow because the way the universe behaves is more consistent for slow things than for fast things, and in particular the way nothing behaves is vastly more consistent for slow things than for fast things, and so it's impossible to make any progress when you're fast.

Almost everything you can make with magic can be made in a lot of different ways; courts have their own traditions, and don't share much. I only know one approach other than my own, but I know that all magic only works when slow and that no school is that dramatically faster than any other and that some tradtions got more useful when we invented writing and some did not and that some are more sensitive than others to temperature and light conditions.

There are a few ways to get something out of nothing. One is spinning it, which involves a motion sort of like this -" he demonstrates. "And it requires paying close attention to where the nothing you want to start spinning is, which is a habit I can't teach you because you can't feel nothing at all, when you're fast. Another is sort of - cooling and solidifying it, the way dew attaches to flowers, and that one is also a habit I can't teach you while you're fast but you hold your hand very still and pay attention to the way the nothing is moving and coax it to go slower and slower until it's solid. Another is letting it crystallize. It can crystallize glowing, or hot, or cold, or unfriendly to the touch, or slowing or quickening or iron-friendly or another dozen ways that are harder to describe and not very useful. It can also crystallize paired; that's two crystals that will always have the same properties, from there forward; if you heat one the other heats, and if you cool one the other cools, and so on. To crystallize nothing you need to pay very close attention to where and how it's flowing as it comes to you. I have some diagrams here, and people practice with water, sometimes. Once you have very good intuitions about how it flows, you can usually get the kind you want.

Crystals can do things, related to their attributes. Slowing crystals are used to slow people down; they occur naturally, though they're awfully rare. Hot ones heat things near them, and cold ones cool things near them, and unfriendly ones can make cages with walls that hurt to touch. Quickening ones can heal any injury so long as it would heal, since all they do is speed that up. No one I know of has figured out an arrangement of quickening crystals that speeds your mind up instead of just speeds up the healing of an injury, and if anyone's figured out how to use them to make an artificial fairy circle they've kept that very secret. Most of the other kinds don't have known uses."

 

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This is fascinating. "Where's all the nothing located? I have no reason to believe that people where I'm from are running any faster than humans but nobody to my knowledge has been able to, uh, find any nothing, to do this stuff with."

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"As far as I know nothing is everywhere."

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"Do the mortals use it?"

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"No. I don't know if it's impossible for them or if they just don't know how."

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"Was it hard to discover, do you know?"

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"It has been independently discovered many times but I don't know that anyone has ever independently discovered it in less than a season and people who claim to be the youngest ever to have independently worked it out are usually at least a few winters old, and mortals live a very long time but accounting for how slow they are they live much less than a season."

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"Huh. Lots of my people are very, very old though."

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"Then possibly your sort of person can't do it, or the place you're from doesn't have nothing everywhere."

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"Is there a way to notice the absence of nothing besides by trying to spin it or whatever?"

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"Not that I know of. There are some ways objects behave differently fast compared to slow, but there are a lot of them and they don't seem to all be tied to nothing."

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"Are slowing crystals the only ones that appear naturally?"

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"Only ones I've heard of, but that might be because you couldn't keep it secret - we had to get the first slowing crystals somewhere. If someone has a source for some other kind of crystal they could just pretend they produce it normally."

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"There's no other way to slow down besides a crystal?"

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"Some people think captured mortals would slow down eventually if not entangled with anyone but I don't know of this ever having happened. I don't know any stories of fairies slowing down some other way, and courts without any slowing crystals don't do magic or have children, as far as I know."

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"What does it have to do with having children?"

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"Oh, you also have to be slow to do that. Some people think children need nothing, or are another kind of consolidating nothing, or something like that, but whatever it is you have to be slow to start growing one, and if you speed them up they die, and they speed up on their own gradually after you extract them."

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"Huh."

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"We figured out how to make two at once," he adds proudly. "I haven't heard of anyone else doing that."

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"I'm not sure I have either, is it hard?"

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"I shouldn't say more than that," he says regretfully. "But as far as I know no one else has done it and they'd have plenty of incentive to."

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"I'm not going to steal your idea, I can't have children and wouldn't want to."

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"Yes, but you could tell someone else."

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"I suppose. What's the incentive?"

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"Well, children are really useful, because they start out intensely indebted to both parents, especially the one who slowed down and gestated them. It's slow and a hassle but unless you've got some unique talents it's probably the best way to acquire someone who's consistently in your debt."

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"Everybody I've met has been very interested in avoiding debt."

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"That's because you're a weird stranger. Getting entangled with weird strangers is bad. Being entangled with children is - well, some people do prefer to avoid it but you get to raise them, you can teach them how to behave, and they tend to be much like their parents in personality, and since they're yours you can kill them if you get one who is a disaster and liable to drag you down with them."

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"Ah."

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"Why do people have children where you're from?"

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"I didn't hang out with breeders very much, but I think, uh, broadly similar reasons."

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"How many do you have? Is it just the two, does the one I've met have a twin somewhere?"

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"Seven! The one you met is my oldest."

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"Seven! Okay. That sounds like a lot to me but I don't actually know if it would be unusual for a breeder kind back home."

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"It's more than most people here have, because there aren't many things for which you need seven people indebted to you, but they all turned out differently, it was so neat!"

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Giggle.

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"And they're all very clever. If it weren't so much trouble we'd probably make even more of them."

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"The one I've met does seem very clever though I'm not ruling out the possibility that everyone around I'd met before him was merely very stupid."

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"They very well might have been but he's very clever."

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"It was convenient."

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"It often is!"

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"If I wanted to slow down and see if I can do magic how would I do that?"

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"I could slow you down. It takes a long time staying in one place and you'd have to explain a lot of things to me first for us to be even at the end of it but I wouldn't mind."

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"How would I speed up again?"

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"The easiest way would probably be to fly to the ring nearest here. Fairy rings speed people up, it's how we get mortals sometimes."

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"But they don't work in reverse?"

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"They don't, no."

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"How do they work?"

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"People have different theories. There are no paths inside a fairy ring and all the paths in the area typically lead up to it, some people think that's part of the explanation."

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"How do paths work?"

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"So the best way I've encountered to think about it is that at every place in the universe there is a size people are supposed to be, and whenever the set of sizes people are supposed to be is continuous that ends up looking like a fairy path, and when an area has lots of life in it then the ...tracking of what size things are supposed to be... gets eroded like sand on a beach, and so you get more places where the set of sizes people are supposed to be is continuous, and so you get paths. This implies eventually maybe it'll all be eroded down until it's all flat, and there's some reason to think that's right. There are stories where fairies used to be smaller."

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"What happens where it's discontinuous?"

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"Well, you can walk around at whatever size you were at but there's no path."

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"I don't think I understand."

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"Maybe you'll get an instinct for it with practice?"

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"Maybe."

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"If you try to interact destructively with a path - say, if you're big and try to destroy a tree that has a small path up it - you destroy the path and incur misfortune. You can also trap people at the end of the path as their current size that way, though. It's been done in wars."

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"Can they fix it if they find another path and enter it from the side?"

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"Yes, it's not permanent but it can delay reacting to things substantially."

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"I guess it's good I haven't tried flying off paths while small."

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"I would very much not recommend it."

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"Some kinds are very small, it's just a coincidence I'm not too far off from your size."

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"Huh! That seems like it'd make living together inconvenient."

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"There are basically two kinds of courts, breeder courts that are all one kind and mixed courts. I suppose if someone found it very inconvenient to have larger or smaller members in their mixed court they wouldn't add any."

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"I guess that makes sense."

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"In some ways you seem sort of like just another kind but you don't have wings, there's no other kinds around, and this is obviously not the place I'm from."

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"Well, maybe this is very far away."

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"It's certainly that, you said something about the world being round."

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"It is! You can test this by measuring shadows." He explains how.

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"I think this would give you misleading information at home."

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"Huh, how so?"

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"Well, plenty of places have suns, and some even have day cycles, but they don't behave so consistently."

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"Huh. We've just got the one sun no matter where you go, and everything's very consistent. Objects fall at the same rate when you're a given size everywhere, too."

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"How big you are changes that?"

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"Yeah, when you're smaller things fall slower. Consistently so! I have a chart."

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"What if a small person and a big person watch the same thing?"

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"Oh, it depends on the size of the object, not on observers. - not the literal size of the object, pebbles will fall at the big-objects rate if you drop them while big, but the size relative to its ordinary size."

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"How can you tell a rock that used to be big from a pebble that's supposed to be that size, if it could have been moved so you can't tell from context?"

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"Well, you could drop them!"

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"I guess so! Is there any other way?"

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"They also heat differently." He has charts for this too.

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"Huh! Why do they do that?"

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"I don't know! I don't know how I'd find out either."

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"I'm not aware of anything at home that changes stuff's size like that - it's the sort of thing that might exist somewhere, but not so many and if there is one it's not famous enough for me to have heard of it."

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"I think I'd like exploring your world."

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"I can't recommend that."

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"Oh? Why's that?"

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"It'd be - at least as dangerous as me wandering around here was. I think even if I gave you a full briefing."

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"Well, you can't sit in court forever. Or you can but it'd be so sad."

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"It can be worse."

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"Well, yes."

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"Huh."

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"- what?"

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"My son moved the prisoners. The day you arrived. I wondered why."

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"Ah."

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He puts his charts away, unbothered.

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She goes back to her room. She patrols when she is meant to patrol.

She starts a gate, under her bed.

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If anyone observes this they do not object to it. 

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The gate behaves totally normally, except it still hasn't settled after a week.

A subjective week, that is.

Well.

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He walks by her one day while she's returning from patrol, passes her a note.

I offered you some more answers once we'd evened a little, have any come to mind?

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"I do not find myself in very urgent need."

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Nod.

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"If we're closer to even does this affect my patrol schedule?"

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He pulls out a notepad for this one. 

Yes, if you want to take fewer just let them know and it'll be no problem.

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She nods.

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He keeps walking.

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She cuts her patrol schedule - flying on nothing but dew is no fun, doing everything on nothing but dew is not getting any pleasanter, though it's leveled out -

She starts some more gates. She's not sure whether instant is really instant, but a thousand times a split second is still not very long. She isn't that lucky.

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It starts to get dark. She gets notified that there'll be a feast, with songs and stories, people are encouraged to sign up for a few more shifts so they can cover it but welcome even if they don't.

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If a few is really a few she might as well.

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Yeah feasts aren't unaffordable or people'd hate them instead of enjoying them. 

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She flies a few more patrols.

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The feast is enjoyable. There's several courses of interesting food and wine and nectar and there's beautiful singing, and dancing, and the telling of the story of three lovers and the absurd political shenanigans that they contrive to end up together in a nice stable happy court.

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Promise doesn't touch the food, or dance, but she sways along to the songs and listens to the stories.

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"Why don't you eat?"

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"I think eating the food here would be bad for me."

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"Because of one of the ways our worlds work differently?"

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"Yes."

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He looks very frustrated at this answer but doesn't pester her further.

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Oh good.

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It's a few days after that that a servant bringing sheets walks in at an inconvenient time. They get a look at whatever she's doing and, alarmed, turn to flee.

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What she's doing is harmonically mapping her room. It's not a plausibly deniable number of fairylights. They are still gone an instant later.

She checks her gates. No settles yet.

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No one asks her about them.

She does get a note a day later.

 

I have good news for you!

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"Oh?"

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I asked around after the person you were entangled with. A person matching that description negotiated to spend the winter at a court not very far from here, maybe fifty miles south. Well-run. She's unlikely for the time being to be drawing any bad luck down on your head.

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"Oh, that's good then."

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Yes. I was relieved. 

Would you like me to arrange to bring her here?

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"I did not enjoy her company."

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I gathered that. I don't expect you to interact with her at all. But it's often safer to have liabilities close to hand.

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"Close to hand and doing... what?"

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I don't know what she'd be good at.

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"Neither do I."

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I can't tell if you are worried for her or worried about us having more leverage here. If it's the second, I'll leave her, but if it's the first I'd hate to have a dangerous situation stay that way because I didn't know the right thing to say to reassure you.

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"Both."

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Nod.

To my knowledge no one of this court is unhappy or feels unsafe, even the useless ones. But she's probably fine where she is, and I'll leave her there. If you decide something else during the night you can let me know then; people don't travel at night much.

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"What makes someone count as 'of this court'?"

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We agreed to take them in under the usual set of conditions for joining a court - that they disclose other attachments and are not following orders from elsewhere and will obey the rules while they're here and will manage debts and keep them low.

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"Are those the conditions under which you'd be admitting her?"

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I'd want to meet her before committing to it but that'd be the idea, yes.

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"What if you met her and it didn't seem wise?"

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Then I guess we'd talk about which of the options that left available you and she preferred.

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Sigh. "Well, let's leave her where she is at least for now."

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All right. Do you want her to know you also have somewhere to spend the night?

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"Assuming that's as harmless an offer of peace of mind as it sounds, yes."

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I'd expect it to be straightforwardly reassuring, yes. I'll write to them.

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"Thanks."

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Did you want more lighting in your room?

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"It's fine."

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Is whatever you're doing in here dangerous to anyone else?

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"The lights? No."

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Are the lights the only thing you're doing?

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My job is to protect these people.

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"I'm not setting out to endanger anyone and have taken precautions."

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I don't know enough about you to guess whether those are adequate for my risk tolerance.

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"I think the risk is extremely small. I just can't positively guarantee it's harmless the way I can with the lights."

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Nod.

Can it be made smaller?

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"Only very elaborately in a way that would introduce other risk."

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Other risk to you or to us?

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"Mostly you."

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Sigh. 

All right. 

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"Is there anything else?"

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I don't think so. 

I suspect my father would be delighted if you showed him the lights. 

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"Well, I suppose there's no further keeping them secret to be had."

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We are generally willing to make commitments that make us safe to tell things, for what it's worth.

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"Hm?"

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If, I don't know, you'd have been willing to explain the lights to my father on the condition he not tell anyone else or arrange for them to be likely to find out, he'd have happily agreed to that, and if it was fine for us to know about the lights as long as we didn't try to stop you working on the dangerous thing, we'd have agreed to that, too, and - in general we'd rather have more information and more constraints than be moving blindly. 

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"I'll think about that. I honestly wouldn't describe it as a dangerous thing."

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The pieces of the situation that are most clear to me are that you were previously some place very bad and that there is an astounding amount of information about how you work that you're deliberately concealing. I don't quite get how the work fits in but - it feels like a risky sort of state of affairs, overall. 

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"I can understand why you'd see it that way. The thing I am doing that I'm not telling you about contributes almost nothing to the overall risk profile."

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Nod.

I want you to be and feel safe.

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"Thank you."

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He nods. He heads out.

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(She checks all her gates. They haven't settled.)

She fills up on dew. She goes looking for Lohte's father, who has told her to call him Writer. (Since they don't like reusing nicknames she's having him call her Plainspeaker.)

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He is playing with modeling clay, or maybe doing important magic design work, they look pretty indistinguishable. He looks annoyed to be interrupted for the half second until he recognizes her, then waves her in.

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"If this is a bad time it's not urgent."

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"No, you're fine. - this is more important than the things most people'd bother me with but you're more interesting than them."

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"Your eldest said you'd want to see this." She holds out her hand and makes a little light above it. "I haven't decided exactly how much to explain about it."

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"Ooooh. Is it permanent? Is it effortful? Did you do it just now or was there a preparatory step?"

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"It'll last a long time but not literally forever if I leave it. It's not hard and doesn't drain me or anything. I did it just now."

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"Can we learn it or is it specific to you?"

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"I don't know for sure."

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"I want to try."

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"I thought you might say that."

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He walks over to get a closer look at it. 

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It's a little yellow-white light, floating in the air, sourceless, heatless.

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What happens if you poke it.

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When intersected, it is invisible, but it's still there when he removes his finger. "If you do that a lot it'll go out," she tells him.

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"Huh, why?"

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"Technical reasons."

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He picks up a needle and pokes it with that. 

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The needle can also overshadow the light, though the light's big enough that it can't be fully overlapped, so it's always still glowing while needled.

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"Can everyone do this where you're from?"

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"If they learn how. Lots of people don't."

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"But they can all learn?"

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"That's my understanding."

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"All right, what do you want."

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"That's a really complicated question. Should I not have shown you if I didn't have a plan for how I was going to fully explain it -"

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"Of course you should've shown me! I'm really glad you did! Is it rude where you're from to ask for a price on something someone isn't sure they want to trade?"

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"Not as such."

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Pokepokepoke "I want you to teach me."

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"I'm thinking about it. I'd like to."

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Poke poke poke poke bounce bounce bounce.

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Giggle.

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He gets some lenses and starts looking at it through those.

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She sneaks another light in bright green into existence behind him while he's doing that and waits for him to spot it.

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"Ooooh!" He has a lot of these lenses to look through at both of them.

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Also some long crystal sticks to poke them with.

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The crystal is transparent enough that it can refract the light and throw it all over the place for a split second before the light winks out.

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-oooh.

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This is cute. She replaces the light with a wave of her hand.

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Then he'll try with more crystals.

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The crystals don't always dismiss the lights on the first try but they usually do it within just a few.

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What about a mirror?

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A mirror is slightly less destructive than intersection with a crystal but can also generally bust a light in fewer than ten tries.

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Huh. What about glass things with a wide variety of opacities. 

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Things that are only just transparent enough to not completely cover the light kill the light quickly, and less quickly the less opaque they are from there; transparent things that don't reflect, refract, or recolor the light are not very destructive.

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"You realize that if you explain things to me when I ask you get the debt for them and if you just let me play around discovering them you don't?"

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"I don't especially want to acquire debt."

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"As long as you know." What about a cup full of water.

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Disturbs the light as little but not as much as a mirror.

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He takes notes on all of this.

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Promise will keep replacing the lights for him for a while. She doesn't have a lot of sources of entertainment around here.

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"Is there a way to make them last longer?"

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"Not that I'm not already doing, but I can make them more fragile."

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"How many can you sustain at a time?"

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"There's no particular limit besides that if I just kept doing it for ages while you were breaking all the old ones we'd eventually converge on some number of lights existing at once."

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"This would make travel at night a lot easier."

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"They don't move, so only if you have me along."

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"Huh. Can you attach them to an object? If you make them while you're on a moving cart do they stay in place and get left behind? Does it matter that the world moves?"

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"I can't attach these to an object, they get left behind, and apparently not but I didn't learn to make them under conditions where that was a factor."

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"Can you vary their size?"

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"No, but I can make bundles of them." She makes a bunch close enough together that it'd be easy to miss they were several.

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He will have more questions for a while but eventually he'll run out. Or have gotten into more debt than he feels comfortable with.

 

 

Apparently it's not the latter because shortly after running out of questions about the magic he says "why don't you want to explain more?"

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"Well, I like you personally but your species seems kind of generally horrible probably because of the wacky constraints overshadowing every interaction you ever have and it doesn't lend itself to a high trust relationship."

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"Generally horrible compared to people where you're from?"

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"...I think we're higher variance. If I liked someone personally back home, and they didn't do any of a few specifically threatening things, it'd generally be safe to interact with them."

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"It's safe to interact with almost everyone here as long as they have some reason to think you're - basically goodwilled yourself."

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"I'm not really confident that's the case in the way I would need."

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"Society wouldn't work if most people weren't basically goodwilled."

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"That can be true without people being goodwilled enough."

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"I guess it'd depend on what you need them to be goodwilled for?"

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"What do you mean?"

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"I mean we mostly just need to trust each other to be reasonable and fair-minded and intelligent and predictable in a specific way. And that's - a lot. Some people aren't reasonable in that way, and it creates huge problems. But most people are capable of being reasonable in that way, and can see the benefits."

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"Maybe."

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"But it's easy to underrate everyone being reasonable and fair-minded and intelligent and predictable, I think."

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"I mean, I'm living here. It's not nothing."

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"My son says he thinks your magic system runs up enormous debts when it's employed here, for some reason, but the lights clearly don't."

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"Huh, I wonder why he thinks that. It's not true as far as I know."

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"I'm not sure. You could ask him. I was complaining to him that if he ran the court differently probably you'd teach me magic and that's what he said he thought."

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"I'm not sure there are actually any changes that - given the operative constraints - would do the trick. Maybe there are, but I don't have a high confidence map of the whole problem and it's definitely making it harder to figure it out that I don't have whatever sense you have for the debt coming and going."

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"Well I noticed that you were all alarmed, when I mentioned the prisoners, so I told him that maybe if we hadn't had any you'd be less afraid."

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"There being some did admittedly not help."

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"See! And there are probably a couple things like that even if I don't know what they are."

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"The thing I'd be most comforted to see is less happening not to have prisoners but being on the same wavelength about why that is objectionable."

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"Everything about the way courts work is objectionable, it just turns out that every other way of trying to configure a society is also objectionable. You can either go up, or down, right? You could either say that there should be more consolidation - larger groups in which it's acceptable to carry substantial debt internally, larger territory claims, larger administrative groupings - or you could say that there should be less, and in places where there's more I think people have a worse time of being in a court because it's easy to have no personal avenues of recourse with anyone important in the court, and in places where there's less fortunes swing more wildly and people die more often."

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"I mean, yes, I think the reason you are this way is this debt system you have. I've met worse people with less excuse, that just didn't inform my threshold of trust much."

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"If I were trying to figure out how good some people were at building bridges, and some of them had built the best possible bridge out of the materials available in their area but their area contained only straw, I guess I wouldn't want to rely on the bridge but I'd be fine relying on the builders, if I gave them anything better and some practice with it."

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"Unfortunately I don't know how to improve your access to metaphorical bridge materials."

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"Teach me the lights."

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"...if I'm currently in your debt or something and that's actually a threat you have to actually say so since I can't tell but I don't recommend doing that."

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"It's the building materials. Magic items are expensive and hard to make and that makes it hard to go off where no one else is and start your own court. But it could be easier. Communications across any significant distance are hard and that means if you leave a court you can't easily talk to any of your friends. That could be easier too. Most people aren't in that much debt, because it's not good for them. If all of them could start out alone but well-resourced then some of them would, and then courts would be better, along any given metric you care about, the same way anything competitive is better."

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"Aren't you all born in debt?"

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"See, that's another thing fast magic would help with, if it was easy to do all the things necessary to make life pleasant then no one would have a child to have a servant, and people'd only have children if they liked them. If one of mine wanted to set out and start their own court and that wasn't ridiculously difficult I'd let them."

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"The only thing you even know I can do is light."

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"But I know it's not the only thing you can do."

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"Yes, but you don't know if any of the rest of it is applicable."

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"You could tell me what else your magic can do."

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"I could do that."

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"I'll think about it."

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"You do that. And now shoo, I have work."

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She dismisses all the surviving lights and shoos.

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No one bothers her.

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Well.

Is there anything to read around here?

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They have books! Books copied from humans, usually missing some bits, and books about their own history, and books of songs, and books that teach practical skills like woodworking or identification of plants.

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She will get some reading done while she waits for her gates, then!

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No one else bothers her. The court has a lot of parties in nighttime, apparently. It helps with the months and months of dark.

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One day she asks Lohte, "Would it be good if I installed some lights in some places?"

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People would be delighted.

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"Where?"

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Ooooh, good question. I like the idea of someplace being really bright, you know, for people who just kind of languish all night because they're meant to have sunlight to have a place they can pretend it's day again, and then everywhere else it'd be fun to have lights up high. The court feels so much smaller when it's dark.

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"Well, where should the really bright place be, then?"

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There's a little nook, I can show you.

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She follows him to the little nook.

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It has some benches and some mushrooms and some moss and a single magic light.

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She turns around, assessing the place. Moves the magic light out into the hallway. Lights up the room.

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Awww, it's great.

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"Thanks."

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Did you want to do the ones in the ceiling of the whole place, too?

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"Sure, why not."

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He gazes up at them delightedly and smiles at her. 

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She flutters around the court, placing lights till everything's nicely visible in all the common areas.

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What a good whatever-the-heck-she-is.

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A leaflet! She has made no secret of this!

It's much less difficult than patrols-on-no-calories.

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A leaflet answers approximately none of his questions about what she is. It's possible that the expedition he sent a younger brother on to a camp fifty miles south of here will answer at least some of them but he has not mentioned this excursion at all.

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Therefore she does not know about it.

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Anything I can do for you in return?

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Sigh. "About how much of a thing do I have to come up with?"

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You don't have to come up with anything. If you don't want anything right now I'll just get you nice drawing pencils later, or something similar. 

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"Well, in the drawing supplies department I could use more colors."

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I'll look into it.

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And she goes and does some more reading (and checks her gates) and draws (and checks her gates).

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HIs expedition gets back. He has a slightly better understanding of the situation.

 

He sends her her pencils.

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She draws foliage in more colors.

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They start attracting crowds from other courts, to see the lights. There are more parties, and storytelling, and dances and plays.

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If you want anything from any of our neighbors I think they'd love lights of their own.

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"I'm not sure what they have that I'd want, and inconveniently can't just do them favors for nothing."

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You could trade for prisoners, if you wanted.

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Sigh. "And do what with those?"

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For me it'd depend a lot on the particular circumstances. Probably a good share of them can be resettled in more comfortable circumstances without that much risk to anyone.

I don't think you're remotely obliged to do this but if you have principles and want to do nice things for people these don't have to be at odds.

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"I might lack some of the expertise I'd want to resettle prisoners safely."

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I could do it. Or at least anticipate any case in which I couldn't.

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"Perhaps, and then I have to figure out something to do for you..."

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My father thinks if I were a nicer person you'd teach him magic.

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"I don't know if 'nicer' is the right operationalization.

For whatever it's worth I'm not sure I've ever met the right sort of person."

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How many people have you met?

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"Not many. And not a well filtered set. But still."

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I've met a lot of people. I might've met the right one. I could introduce you.

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"If you like."

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I'd need more of an explanation than my father has.

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"I don't really have one. And I'd be worried about someone faking it, anyway, even though your species effectively can't lie."

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Nod.

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"I don't suppose you know anyone with a well-documented history of doing their own comfortable prisoner resettling project."

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I don't know anyone with the resources. Some courts take people in when there's no clear benefit for them, but individually.

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"And that could mean lots of things."

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Yes, exactly. I think probably there are lots of people trying to run their courts in a way that produces wellbeing for its members and people who aren't its members, but I don't think that'd look very dramatic in most cases.

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"It might not, yeah."

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And honestly it might even look like hostility to interloping leaflets, if you had too many people who were your responsibility and weren't confident you had a safe route to do right by one of a new species.

You couldn't even necessarily disqualify courts that take humans, though it wouldn't be a bad first pass.

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"Why wouldn't you disqualify courts that take humans?"

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So, taking humans is broadly very bad for them. They mostly don't live very long. But being a human is also very bad, and some humans come to fairy rings - pursued by enemy soldiers who mean to slaughter them on the spot, say, or escaping an owner who mistreats them, or cast out by their community and starving - 

- and I suspect I'd take one, if that happened around here, some time when we had enough food for them, and see if whatever else makes their lives short is solvable.

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"I guess that makes sense. The one human I've met wasn't in such straits."

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I think that much trouble cannot possibly be typical of humans though plausibly the ones who seek out fairy rings are unusually likely to be in very bad trouble, bad enough for it to seem a reasonable chance to take. Other people just wander in and I think usually they want nothing more than to wander back out.

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"Do they usually know about the rings and that it's risky?"

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In some places there are fairly accurate stories and in other places there are less accurate stories. Around the place where fairies started and have been around a long time even as humans count it, I think the stories are pretty good. Everyone knows not to give a fairy your name, and not to eat their food, and that talking to them is dangerous if not what exactly is dangerous about it. Out here on this continent I think there are some stories but they're less universal.

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"You don't look all that different from humans."

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Yes, but we wear different clothes and we are found in the forest and the whole world goes still when you meet us, I wouldn't expect us to be often confused with them. Maybe some people meet fairies and think they've just run into odd neighbors.

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"Fair enough."

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I've only seen humans from a distance or while slowed, and not recently. I don't really know much about them.

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"It's been a while since I've talked to one."

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If I hear anyone bragging that they'll have one in a few months I can let you know.

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"They brag about it, huh?"

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There are lots of sorts of people. Some do.

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"I suppose those'd be the ones you'd hear about." Sigh.

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Yes. And also the ones that are least likely to mean well, since you don't know months in advance why they're coming.

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"Guess not.

Is there a good way to go check out the humans around here without running afoul of court territories?"

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"Not at night, unfortunately, not in this part of the world which is fairly dense. You could visit a human city to the north, where there aren't many fairies?

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"I didn't spot any human cities the last time I went north but maybe I would have if I'd veered a bit to the left or something."

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If you want to put up a couple more lights, I can get you that map.

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"Where do you want them?"

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So he points some places out.

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Places get lit.

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Then she can have a map with human cities and court boundaries on it. Courts are small and dense; they get less dense, but not vastly bigger, up north, and there's lots of empty space.

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Promise copies the map over.

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"Have a good trip."

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"Thanks."

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The court continues to entertain impressed visitors.

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And one day when she has nothing much to do she zooms up north between courts and looks for some humans to wander among.

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They're mostly asleep, but there are some still to be found. 

 

They live in small wooden houses and seem to own only one or maybe two pairs of hand-sewn clothing and most of them are farmers.

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Huh. Unexpected.

She spies on them for a while, sleeps in a hayloft, goes back - home.

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As she left it. 

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Checks all her gates again.

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One of them is settled!

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- oh good.

Can she lock this door.

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Yes. (That's new).

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- well, if it's new she supposes it will be less suspicious that she's suddenly using the feature.

She locks her door and turns invisible and creeps under her bed and appears above the Valley Continent.

It's a lovely continent.

It is bigger than she was expecting.

She's still small - and based on how the plants are bent in the wind she's also still fast.

So. Those are things she'll want to figure out in the long run. In the short run, she's small enough to make an entire meal of these seeds that she's always liked but has never had enough of at once to make them a main dish. She eats a lot of them.

She goes back to and through her gate. She shuts it. She waits half an hour before she unlocks the door.

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No one appears to notice this at all.

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She tries not to be too visibly extra-energetic. (She's not great at that.)

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Well if anyone notices they don't say anything.

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How very either polite or sorta suspicious of them.

She goes foraging once a day at random times. She doesn't bring food back, just eats it there and comes back full.

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He eventually broaches the subject.

You seem happier.

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"I do?"

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Yes.

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"I suppose that's not untrue."

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I'm glad.

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"And how are you doing?"

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Good! Lots of visitors, I like visitors.

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"Are they jaded about the lights yet?"

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No, though frustrated they can't get any themselves.

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"I still haven't thought of something to swap for consulting on the care and maintenance of prisoners."

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Did the slightly dangerous experiment get any results?

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Sigh. "Yes. It is now both slightly less dangerous than it was, and has turned out to have originally been even less dangerous than I thought it was to begin with."

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Oh good.

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"I really don't think you need to worry about it.

I noticed my door has a lock now."

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I apologize for the servant walking in on you. I didn't direct them to do that.

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"It didn't turn out to be a particularly big deal."

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I've said all these things about not being harder to work with when I have more of an idea of what's going on, I try to actually mean them.

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"That's very responsible of you."

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I also got an account of the situation from the fairy you're entangled with  - secondhand, but still - and it was fairly reassuring.

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"Oh, what'd she say?"

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He spends a long time writing. 

You arrived unable to move very much and they thought you were very injured. She gave you something to drink and this created a horrific degree of entanglement, no one could figure out why, you couldn't talk, they tried an alphabet chart, they eventually gave up on that and decided to jettison her, you guys set out east together, she figured out how to enable you to write by directing you to do so, even though she was in your debt, which worked, and then at your direction saying that she had permission to speak, and then at your further direction saying she would 'rescind your orders'. At one point you got nervous and flew off, she attacked you, you magically restored yourself to perfect health, deafened yourself, and demanded her name. You had a long conversation, which she conveyed though saying she didn't well remember it, at the end of which you left and she could only offer that you hadn't yet done any stupid things, as she'd have been able to feel them.

There are more details in the letter but I'm not eliding them deliberately.

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"...mm-hm."

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She is also reportedly content and in good health and earning her keep without too many problems. 

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"Well, that's good. Does this much complicate the diplomatic situation between that court and this one?"

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It will do that tremendously if the two of you run up substantial debt, but neither court has been letting that happen and as long as we can sustain that it should be fine. 

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"Okay. I have your list you gave me but it doesn't have anything I can attempt arithmetic on and it's pretty unintuitive so I suppose it's convenient you're incentivized to track it for me."

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There are many competing number systems for describing debt. If you want me to pick one and try telling you what costs what I can do that but I agree you don't need to worry about it too much. We will put a lot of effort into keeping you even.

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"It might be an interesting exercise but it's not important."

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Nod.

I don't suppose I can convince you to put your ears back? I admit there's not much reason besides convenience but it'd be really really convenient. I'm not going to direct or permit anyone to give you food or orders, and she can't leave her court.

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"How much confidence should I have in your direction and permission being all that's operative?"

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Our orders don't work like yours, they're not binding, but there's no one here with a history of disobeying them, and fairies can't do violence against people not in their debt for longer than a few seconds and would need to to make you eat or drink something. Then they'd be very badly entangled with you and all of civilization would have nothing to do with them. Maybe that'd be worth it to someone if they knew about the magic, but only my father and I know of that.

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"Everyone's seen the lights."

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You can do a lot more than the lights. I don't think anyone would risk it for the lights. 

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"It would hardly be unreasonable to guess that someone who can fly and make magic lights might have other powers. You guessed I was interesting off less than that."

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That's fair, though to consider trying to use the other magic system to enslave you I would've wanted more than that. 

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"Uh-huh."

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I do not want that and I'm pretty invested in preventing it, though also pretty sure no one would try it.

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"Why exactly don't you want it?"

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I have a lot of different answers to that and I'm not sure which one is most complete or most indicative of how I normally make these decisions.

You'd hate me.

No person informed about the range of my typical behavior towards my allies could ever trust me again. 

It seems like a more unstable, more destructive, less flexible way to get something I'm pretty sure I can get anyway. 

It sounds awful. Usually, giving people orders is good for them, in a way, it's paying them back for something they wanted and putting them on a better footing next time they want something and they appreciate it and feel safer and they have a clear picture of the boundaries of what might happen and unless they've done something really terrible, nothing within those boundaries is frightening. This has none of those. It doesn't have bounds and it doesn't make things better and it doesn't correspond to past value created in any way and you can't predict it and you can't negotiate it and it's not what power is for.

For things to be good, people should be free, except when they enter into agreements they benefit from which partially but not wholly limit those freedoms for the sake of making the agreement workable, and they should have good alternatives to entering those agreements and good ways to exit them.

If you still won't give us magic once we're on the same page about everything, there might be a reason for that which is actually a good one, so I might get worse outcomes even according to my own priorities by trying to get it by force.

I don't think you'd do it to me.

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Promise fixes her ears. This doesn't have a visible effect.

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Then he's not in fact perceptive enough to guess at it. 

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"You can stop writing."

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"That means a lot to me."

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"Was I going around incurring debt by inconveniencing people who wanted to talk to me all the time?"

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"No. You're - not obliged to be convenient to people, if there wasn't a preexisting agreement about that."

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"The whole thing is very odd."

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"Is it? I have nothing to compare it to."

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"Well, I'm just comparing to its absence. It tracks something about how people feel about things - I have been told it's expensive to touch me - but that's certainly not all of it - when I was figuring out ways to settle up with someone who'd touched me to wake me up for sleeping in their territory it was suggested I could stab him, which I wouldn't enjoy at all and he would clearly have preferred to me just not stabbing him, and he seemed annoyed about me insisting that he just draw me a bunch of pictures instead."

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"It tracks pain, does it hurt when people touch you? It doesn't like secondary considerations. Most people prefer time-efficient ways to settle debt and then some people have more idiosyncratic preferences which the system doesn't care about. I know someone who hates sitting still. I don't like sex with girls. Some people don't enjoy stories at all."

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"It doesn't physically hurt, necessarily."

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"Huh. Then it might be keeping track of something I don't have experience with."

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"If it cared more about what things people liked that would explain it but it doesn't."

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"If it were more idiosyncratic than it is it'd be really hard to balance conversations neatly."

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"Would it?"

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"I think so? If giving an answer it mattered how much the person liked the answer, it certainly would. Or if you had no idea what sort of thing might be needed to level up at the end of a negotiation - maybe we'd all get used to it."

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"Oh, I wasn't thinking if it mattered how much the person liked the answer, just if it mattered how much they wanted it answered."

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"That does matter."

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"See, I had no idea!"

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"I guess maybe it could track more things and not get that much more unpredictable. But see, with wanting, you can avoid asking the question if you can't pay for it, knowing how much you want the answer. With how much you like the answer you'd get ambushed more often, I think."

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"I guess."

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"It's not how I would've designed it but I don't know that I'd make it match peoples' wants more."

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"What would you have designed?"

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"I think I'd make childdebts smaller, and make killing people more expensive, and make you incur ongoing expenses for imprisoning someone."

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"Well, as incremental changes go those sound good."

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"I'm not persuaded we'd be better off without it. Humans have organized mass killings of one another, all the time."

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"I think the - debt model in particular isn't doing you any favors. I don't necessarily object to it being costly to kill somebody but the frame could be different and that could still be there."

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"Hmmm. I'd be willing to try something like that but I can't say I'm longing for it."

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"Would you long for what you have, if you didn't?"

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"I can't really imagine it. People'd still care whether their relationships were reciprocial, one imagines."

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"Not necessarily."

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"I think almost every person I've met would."

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"That I believe."

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"Your system sounds worse, to me."

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"It's not great. Apart from the breeders we start out free, though."

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"What happened?"

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"It's a long story."

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Nod.

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Sigh.

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"Fairies mostly say that to mean 'are you sure you want to pay for it?' but I take it that's not your meaning."

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"I have no idea how expensive it would be. It's just a lot to get into."

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Nodnod. "I'm glad you're clear of it."

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"Thanks."

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"Should it be public knowledge that you can hear now, or would you rather not share it?"

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"It'll be obvious as soon as someone drops something and I jump, might as well let people know."

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"All right."

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She goes back about her business.

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Some people are friendly. It's a few days before anyone confronts her about the lights. "How did you do that?"

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"- the lights? Magic."

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"No kind of magic I've heard of would do that."

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"Yes, it's a different kind. I also have wings."

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"Oh! You do. - do they work?"

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Giggle. "Yes, they work fine."

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"Do they work by magic or do they follow the general principle about what kinds of things can fly -"

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"I'm not actually sure. What's the general principle?"

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"It's really cool! Things can fly if the lift they generate with the movement of their wings is greater than the pull of the earthforce. The lift they generate is a product of surface area and how they move, the easiest way to measure it is actually flapping in a pool and measuring how the water moves."

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"Well, I suppose I could go flap my wings in a pool."

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"You should! Don't you want to know whether you fly by magic?"

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"I can't say I've ever run into a situation where I needed to know! Does magic stop working under some circumstances, must I worry about falling out of the sky?"

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"Not that I know of! But I'd want to know anyway!"

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"Well, if there's a pool somewhere..."

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"There is! We'll also need dyes so we can measure the right things about the water."

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"All right."

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He goes and fetches those.

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She will follow him to the pool there apparently is.

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It's through his rooms. In his rooms: a towering spiral staircase that looks out on a skylight that looks out on the night sky, a lot of books, several hundred dead beetles pinned to the walls, and a baby mouse in a waist-high cage, not moving but not dead, just slow. 

 

He pulls out a sketchpad and sits down next to the water.

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"What is that?" she asks of the mouse.

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"That? It's a mouse."

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"Huh. It's weird looking."

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"It's a baby, the adults are too big to keep indoors."

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"I think I'd find the adults weird looking too! Why do you have one?"

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"There was a nest right near here and I wondered if I could lure it in if I spent most of a day dropping little morsels of food in the right places and I did and it followed them! Now I'm just wondering what it'll do and what its life cycle is like and how long it takes to grow."

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"Huh. Anyway, you just want me to get in the pool and flap my wings? Is it all right if my head's above the water?"

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"You can be any which way as long as the wings are underwater."

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She assesses the depth of the pool, gets in, and flaps.

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And he attempts some calculations about the volume of water she's moving.

"Okay then I need to also see it in air to see how much faster you are -"

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"I don't have the headroom to take off in here, do you have something I can hold on to?"

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"Depends what you need? You could hold onto me?"

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"No."

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"Okay. We could go some place with a higher ceiling? How high does it need to be?"

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"Twice as high as this would do."

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Then he knows a place right nearby!

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She flutters up into the air.

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He takes notes.

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"Is this enough?"

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"That should be everything I need."

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She touches down.

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"Do you know how heavy you are?"

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"About thirty pounds. Full size, anyway."

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He does some math.

 

"...I think probably your wings are magic."

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"Okay! Now I know that."

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"If you ever go some place without magic you'll know what to expect, I guess."

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"Are there places without magic? That would be inconvenient, I'm terrible at walking."

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"Not that I know of, but I didn't even know about your place."

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"Well, I didn't know about here, before I wound up in it."

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"And it stands to reason there aren't two worlds, right?"

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"I'd always thought it was two, but now it seems at least three."

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"I thought there was one. But if there's more than one there's probably lots."

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"Maybe!"

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"So, the magic. Can we learn to do it?"

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"I'm not sure."

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"Have you tried teaching anyone?"

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"No, I never have."

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"How can you have magic and not know if anyone else can learn it and not try teaching them. You could teach a mortal or something, if you didn't want it to get out."

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"Oh, I know humans can. Anecdotally. I just haven't tried it myself."

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This makes him look less indignant, at least.

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"I've only ever talked to one human myself."

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"I've never met one! They're harder to get than mice."

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"I bet they are."

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"I'm sure it'll work out someday."

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"What will?"

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"Getting a human?"

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"I see. What are you going to do with them?"

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"Ask them about how human societies work! See if we got their language right! See if they know any other ones! See if they can fill in the gaps in the human books we've tried to copy!"

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"Why are there gaps in the books, anyway?"

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"So there are a couple of places where humans copy a book - we're pretty sure it's the same book - their whole life, or close to it. And sometimes we drop by and see what page they're on and copy it. But we haven't gotten all the pages that way."

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"- you can't turn the pages?"

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"No? They're slow. You can't interact with slow people or animals or human-made objects."

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"Human-made objects in particular? That's - weird -"

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"Why?"

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"What's the point at which an object becomes human-made?"

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"When they interact with it in a way that changes more about it than its location."

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"But just changing the location of something can change a lot else about it too. If you put a fruit in the sun it'll dry out, does that count?"

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"Nope, not if that's all they did."

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"I guess that explains why the hayloft I slept in didn't stab me. But isn't almost all interaction mostly about changing the locations of things? Even writing is just locating ink on some paper."

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"Not reversibly."

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"Drying out a fruit isn't reversible either. What about dropping something that can get soaked in water?"

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"I haven't tried interacting with an object that a human dropped in water and didn't otherwise alter."

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"Well, if you see one, let me know what happens. Isn't, hm, tearing something also just making it differently located, piecemeal..."

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"Not reversible. I guess dropping something onto sharp rocks such that it breaks might count differently since all you did was move it and the irreversibility was the environment."

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"What if you pull something that's stuck to something on the environment and it tears?"

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"Haven't tried finding objects described by that either."

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"Does this make it hard to take care of your mouse or is it fine since you just have to move food and water to bring it to the mouse?"

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"We built the cage around it and I bring it food twice every night and twice every day."

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"And it has no idea what's going on!"

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"Probably not! I don't think mice are very smart. If you caged a slow human like that I think they'd guess there were invisible captors, at some point."

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"And you could pass them notes, and read things they wrote back to you but... not move their notes?"

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"That's right. You'd have to get a literate one, most humans can't read."

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"What if they walled themselves in with notes stuck to the cage?"

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"Then I guess they'd starve."

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"Yes, but like, that would prevent you from interacting with the cage, too, wouldn't it?"

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"I think so, yeah."

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"So if a human walked by and... spilled something they'd cooked all over the court... we'd be in trouble."

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"We'd have weeks and weeks to plan in advance. But yes."

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"Maybe it wouldn't look like it was going to spill! Maybe they could set a bowl of soup on top of the log, and only later would we discover that it had a crack and so did the log and a bunch of rooms were already souped!"

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"I don't know many details but people do enlist humans to destroy enemy courts occasionally."

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"I suppose it would have been silly if I were the first person to think of that."

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"People get very creative in warring with other courts."

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"What starts the wars?"

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"Depends. Personal animosity. Territory disputes. Entanglement bad enough they should merge and conflict about how to go about it."

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"I'd been led to understand that starting a war with someone entangled was all but unthinkable."

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"It depends what you mean, I think? You can't do violence to people you're indebted to, and you'll steer your own fortune right off a cliff if you trip up people you're badly entangled with. But - one story I heard from France last winter was about a court that split in two due to a bad disagreement, with lots of entanglement they hadn't resolved, and one tried to trap the other in their court with an engineered explosion."

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"Doesn't count as violence?"

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"They were assuming not. I think they'd added several layers of indirection."

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"Were they right?"

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"Nope! Or maybe they were right and it didn't count for murder but did count for the destruction and that was bad enough. They died."

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"Ah."

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"It's a shame that most people who try to do interesting things are stupid."

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"It's a trend?"

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"Well, most people are stupid so it's conceivably just base rates? But - I think so. If you're clever you notice that there's almost nothing worth risking your life for and you can work your way out of your parentdebt eventually and then have your pick of courts, so you do that."

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"And that's not interesting?"

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"Well hopefully it's a very satisfying and meaningful life but no explosions feature and the results of whatever research they do does not get widely shared and very few songs get written about them."

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"Fair enough."

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"How does it work where you're from?"

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"Differently."

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"I can give you - one of the books, or a couple of the beetles, or I can explain the calculations that I did about the wings?"

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"- when I deflect questions it's not because I want stuff for them."

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Sigh. "Okay."

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"I guess Lohte already knows some of it."

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"He has probably surmised most of what's of interest to him and almost none of what's of interest to me."

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"Yes, I'm just observing that the information isn't perfectly contained anyway - I'm not sure what in particular is of interest to you though."

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"How everything works? My father explained how language works for you -"

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"I don't think I'd call what I do a language. Languages are those silly codes."

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"Languages are not silly codes. Everything other than just - directly having everyone access everyone else's thoughts, I guess - involves some amount of selecting which things you're going to communicate and what words you're going to use for that and language is how all that work gets done."

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"I don't have direct access to anyone's thoughts so I suppose if that's how you define it perhaps plain speak is a language."

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"I admit that it's a super weird one."

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Giggle.

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"But you still, like, pick which words to say, right, you can think of lots of different words and then select the one that feels right?"

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"Yes, though I don't know how many of the nuances I'm using are clear to you."

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"Is the system you're using symmetric? If I say things back to you, do you hear exactly what you said?"

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"I think so but haven't systematically tested it."

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"Want to?"

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"Sure."

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Then they can try having him repeat what he hears when she says a wide range of things!

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She does seem to get back everything the way she originally said it. "It's possible context is helping."

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"Yeah maybe. Say words to me and I'll write them down and then read them back to you in a random order?"

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"Okay."

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Then they can try that.

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She does not get the exact same words back. Sometimes she even gets a different number of words than she thinks she said.

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"That's so weird!!!"

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Giggle.

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"Everyone is like that, where you're from?"

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"Yes, presumably if two of us did this we'd get the same words."

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He shakes his head incredulously.

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"What?"

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"It's just such an odd way for something to work."

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"It seems normal to me!"

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"I guess it would!"

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"Starting out not being able to talk or read or anything must be so strange."

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"I mean we don't start out not able to talk, not really? There's a thing before there's us but it's not us."

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"Oh, is that how it works? I was an adult when I started so I don't know."

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"Yeah. Babies have personalities sometimes but it doesn't tell you much of anything about the personality the person will have and they're not, themselves, people. It's once you learn to talk that you have, like, the ability to form long-term memories, and a consistent identity, and the ability to accumulate debts or pay them or be affected by them."

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"Surely an essential component of personhood."

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"If babies formed memories then I guess I'd be suspicious but it does seem to all run together, the point where you start having person sorts of attributes."

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"For your species, anyway."

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"Yep. Don't know anything about other species."

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"Honestly neither do I, really, the human I met was an adult and I've never met a breeder child either."

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"What was the human you met like?"

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"- we didn't socialize very much. Is there something specific you want to know?"

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"Did they look like the ones here? Were they friendly? Smart?"

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"These ones looked less healthy than she did. She wasn't - someone I would normally have chosen to socialize with on her own merits of friendliness or smartness, but most people aren't. She wasn't hostile or stupid."

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"Huh."

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"Of course, I didn't open by attempting to capture her."

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"Then how'd you get her?"

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"She wandered in by accident. I was trying to keep her safe."

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He glances at his mouse.

"Did it work?"

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"No."

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"That's too bad."

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"I hope she's dead."

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"Wow. Really?"

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"I don't think she's likely to get out."

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"Sure, but like, as long as you're alive, there's a chance, right?"

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"If she's not dead I bet she wishes she were."

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"Anything we can do?"

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"Theoretically but it would be insanely dangerous."

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"In that case I will probably not be permitted to do it but - tell me more?"

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"- the thing where you can get entangled from nicknames alone, does that apply if I refer to any of these people by their usual nicknames? Since we don't have that and generally use the same one all the time."

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"It'd matter if I later connected it with the correct person. If they're fast, knowing mortals' names doesn't speed them up."

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"Not mortals - my sort of person, instead - but not fast."

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"- maybe use a different one just to be safe? But the risk is pretty low."

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"I'll just call him Knifewing, that's his kind.

He collects sorcerers. He caught the human before I could get her home and used her as bait and then he caught me.

And I hope she's dead by now."

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"Because he treats prisoners terribly?"

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"We're not like you. There just is not actually any consequence or limit associated with that."

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"Well, that sounds really bad."

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"Yes! It's really bad!"

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"And the very very dangerous solution would be?"

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"Well, going in and making him cut it out. But I'm not sure being fast would quite do the trick by itself and I haven't heard of any magic you have that sorcerers don't that closes the gap and he's more than clever enough to entertain himself around whatever interactions the debt thing has with him if there's any mistake that lets him have an opening, he is very smart."

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"I mean if he doesn't know how it works, then as you describe him hooking him into it would destroy him in a matter of hours."

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"Does it create debt accounting between pairs of people neither of whom are fairies?"

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"No. But if he got a fairy -"

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"He's very smart and I have not explained the thing we have instead of debt yet."

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Nod.

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"I don't think I know enough to be helpful here."

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"And you wouldn't be allowed anyway, presumably."

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"I'd be allowed to make suggestions, at least."

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"There are particular reasons I can't manage it on my own."

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Nod. 

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"What's the risk if you explain to me how your world works?"

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"I think I'm more dangerous to people around me when I'm scared, so there's that."

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"I mostly meant what's the risk to you, but okay."

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"People deciding to use it. Or being obliged to."

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Nod. "I mean, they could promise not to, though I don't know how many takers you'd have for that promise."

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"And I know a lot about how to work in my system. I learned from the best. I don't know yours, I don't know how promises have to be worded or anything."

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Nod.

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Sigh.

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"I don't know that we even have expert advice on promises, most experts will advise you not to make them at all."

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"Well, that's even less helpful, then, isn't it."

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Shrug. "I want to learn things and I want to help if I can."

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"I appreciate that."

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"My brother says you dislike it when people are - ruthless because they aren't bothering to count casualties as a downside of any of their plans - but, uh, an obvious plan would be to speed up someone entangled with him and then bury them in misfortune."

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"He isn't entangled with anyone. We don't have that."

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"You've got something that - interacts with us like that. But I guess that doesn't say much about how it works internally."

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"Not like that. There's nobody you can - hurt or cause to take unwise actions or anything - that will reverberate back to him."

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"Well, that's too bad."

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"Depends on who it'd be if he had such a person."

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"How about the magic, is that secret for the same reason?"

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"That's me holding on to leverage in general out of paranoia."

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"You'd have more leverage if you taught us something, though."

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"I can't perceive debt. I don't know how much anything is worth - or how easy it would be to oblige me to make it up in some insane and possibly deeply unpleasant way - or how binding my agreement to try to keep things even is - or how to do anything with that leverage even if it turned out I actually had it!"

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"I would be astonished if anyone asked you for something binding about keeping things even, that'd be - stupid and evil both -"

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"I cannot go by my assessment of what things would be stupid and evil and therefore not something I should expect anyone would do! That wasn't a good way to predict people even under a system I understood perfectly!"

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Nod. "A binding agreement is entanglement on both parties and the one thing I was expressly warned about by everyone was not to allow much entanglement with you, as you behave oddly and have other external entanglements. Also it's not typical. Normally you just ask about intent to follow the rules."

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"Even with the understanding that a thing isn't typical I don't have a good model of when it might happen exceptionally."

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"Fair. I'm the wrong person to ask about that. Lohte's the right one."

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"I've gotten some useful working knowledge out of him but you all intuit the foundation it's all built on and I can't."

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"I just - really want to learn magic and want you to feel steady enough here that you can, and I think you'd be correct in doing so."

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"I know. I do think about it, I'd really like to teach you."

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"I'm a really quick learner."

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"I don't doubt it."

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Sigh.

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"Sorry."

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"I'll live."

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"I'd be much more torn if I thought it'd kill you!"

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"Let me know if you change your mind."

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"I will."

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And he gets back to his notes.

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She goes back to her room.

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She has some letters. From other courts, asking about the lights.

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...she goes looking for Lohte.

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As always very findable.

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"What should I know about, uh, etiquette or whatever to do with written correspondence?"

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"It's not common because it makes it a bit harder to manage debt. I think people are desperate to talk with you. Their letters should all be written so as not to be a problem, but in general if you respond that court'll be slightly indebted to you, and will presumably send a gift to manage that if it comes up."

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"They're indebted for responses and not just yes responses?"

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"That's right, yes."

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"What kind of gifts are we talking about?"

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"It's not that much debt. They might send you some pictures, or a flower, or some food."

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"If I don't eat the food..."

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"Entirely up to you, doesn't affect anything."

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"- I don't have a great sense of how much people actually value food around here besides the debt system happening to assign it importance."

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"A lot of people really enjoy and value eating it? But it varies a fair bit person to person."

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"If someone else would like food sent to me they should probably intercept it before I get it."

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"I can redirect food. If it's from you that causes problems?"

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"It could, I'm not sure."

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"Thanks. I'll be careful."

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"Thank you."

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"Of course. I'm glad you're doing this."

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"Doing what?"

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"Treating more of the world as within reach of you."

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"...what?"

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"Talking to more people, considering bigger plans, figuring things out more..."

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"I'm not making progress on any of the plans. Nor do I feel like I've done much figuring."

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Nod.

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"I'm not sure how much, uh - he didn't give me a nickname - told you."

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"We call him my father's son. He mentioned some things. He's very happy you're here."

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"- you call him your father's son?"

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"Yes. Referents like that can be reused pretty safely."

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"No, I mean, my understanding was that son-ness was not something that had amounts -"

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"Oh. Uh, it's not, in the most literal sense, but some people share more traits with their parents than others, and you might comment on the relatedness more when it produces related sensibilities and behavior."

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"Oh, that I can see."

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"Also parents have favorites."

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"And it's generally the ones who are more like them?"

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"Actually, not necessarily? Some people don't necessarily like interacting with people who are a lot like them. But in my father's case, yes. He wanted a child who shared his talents and interests."

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"I'd like someone who was a lot like me, I think."

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"I would too. Honestly, not liking oneself feels to me like a sign that something else is wrong. And yet lots of people don't."

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"I think some people like themselves and just wouldn't care to meet another."

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"Probably so."

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She goes to read her letters.

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They inform her about things that various courts would be willing to trade for some lights, depending on how many lights she could do and how long they last. They include objects from their style of magic, stories, other information, and artwork. No one actually mentions prisoners.

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...anything neat in the magic objects department?

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Magnifying crystals, heating stones, slowing stones, miscellaneous ones with fewer established practical uses.

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...she goes looking for his father's son.

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In his rooms, writing.

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She's not sure how to politely interrupt, or if there is such a thing. She waits a bit.

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"Plainspeaker!"

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"Hi! I have been offered a lot of stuff and I don't know if I even want any of the stuff and some of it is magic."

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"Personally I always want magic stuff."

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"That's why I figured you'd know about what the stuff is like and what I could do with it."

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"Do you have a list?"

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She has brought her letters; she reads the offers of magic stuff off.

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"Huh. Well, I'd take most of those, if it's less than a month of work; magic items take so much longer than that. But the most useful ones are..." and he draws up a list for her.

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"What are they useful for?"

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"Experiments, observations - lots of things change their properties really interestingly when they're hot - slowing people, obviously, for the slowing stones - I think iron-friendliness is important for things other than toys but I admit I haven't yet figured out what -"

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"What's slowing people good for?"

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"Mostly so they can do our magic, or have children. You can also do it if you want to not have to deal with someone for a while? If the person you're entangled were here, say, and didn't get along with anyone, I bet my brother'd have tried slowing her for a couple of days."

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"And she wouldn't be, like, especially likely to get into trouble in those couple of days?"

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"Mostly it's not a good idea to wander slowed? Most people don't speak the mortal languages and can't really settle in with them."

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"Sure, but what would she do instead?"

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"Magic, if she can do any? Draw pictures and watch animals move, if not?"

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"I guess. Is the situation of not getting along with anyone generally resolved after that long?"

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"Sometimes? Sometimes when people really hate each other they just need to go a long time without having to interact - or having to avoid it - and then they can tolerate each other. Sometimes by then one of them has changed a lot. Some kinds of entanglement lessen over time, though names don't until you forget them."

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"I have reason to believe mine with her does not."

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"Well, then maybe it wouldn't help so much in this case."

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"I'm glad she has a court to be in somewhere I don't have to be around her."

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"Seems for the best, on the whole. What's wrong with her exactly?"

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"Mostly that she snuck up on me and tore my wing in half in my sleep."

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"Yikes."

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"She felt very urgently that we needed to have less debt between us and that this was the way to do it."

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"How much debt was there?"

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"I don't know! A lot, apparently!"

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"Well, normal people discuss that, they don't attack people in their sleep."

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"That would have been much better, yes."

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"Sorry your introduction to us went so poorly."

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"I'm glad your brother, uh - well, I'm not really glad he had me caught in a net, but everything except that was well done."

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"Usually is."

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"I wonder why the net, I should ask him."

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"You should, I really couldn't guess."

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"At the time it seemed perfectly at home among other bizarre fairy behavior!"

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"It's possible he just didn't want to take chances until he'd actually talked to you except with someone with unknown capabilities it's really just a different kind of chance."

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"And it's not like I'd hurt anybody who'd just talked to me."

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Shrug. "I'm no good at people stuff. You'd have to ask him."

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"I will, I'm just thinking aloud. I'm not sure I have a good use for any of this stuff," she goes on, glancing at her letters, "but it seems a pity to refuse to do somebody a favor just because they have to offer me something for it and don't have anything I need, presumably they wouldn't offer if they wouldn't rather make the trade and it's not their fault there's this stupid thing preventing me from just being nice..."

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"You could accept and then ignore the stuff if you wanted but you could also ask for something else. I doubt they listed everything they'd conceivably be wlling to trade."

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"Your brother suggested I start collecting prisoners but I do not know what I'd do with them."

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"In that case it's kind of a weird suggestion."

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"No, I know why I'd want them, it'd be so other people wouldn't be horrible to them, I just don't know how to confidently operate the system well enough to be sure it'd be a net improvement."

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"- I mean, that doesn't sound that hard? I'm sure there are some prisoners who are really dangerous but I think most of them are probably just dumb or unlucky or were badly attached at a bad time. You could just give them cozy cells with reading material and permission to have neutral interactions with each other and it'd be an improvement."

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"I'm really confident there would turn out to be some nuance to the situation of which I am unaware."

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"I guess."

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"Fairies seem bad at modeling how weird the debt thing and all its implications are from the outside. This is probably hard on any humans you pick up."

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"I'd expect so. I think a lot of things about relations with humans are hard on humans. They need food frequently, they don't live all that long even if you're careful with them, they often show up in desperate straits in the first place..."

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"Which can't possibly help, but if the thing were simpler or if it were easier to make accommodations around how batshit insane it seems to a novice..."

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"It's not that hard to keep a reasonably cooperative person neutral if you're trying, even if they have no idea what they're doing. - I guess not if they were so ignorant as to immediately give you their name or something."

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"I'm not finding it particularly onerous to take cues on which way I need to jump around here, but it took some doing to find someone who was willing to settle for 'reasonably cooperative'."

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"You don't last forever as a court if you take a lot of chances, even if they're individually small ones."

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"That concept I'm familiar with."

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"So if you don't know whether someone's reasonable or cooperative it's better just to have nothing to do with them. Especially if they can fly."

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"Is flying special in this regard?"

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"Yeah. If a fairy shows up here and - I don't know, does something really unpredictable, tells someone their name  - they're not leaving. We can take them down and bring them in and make sure we know what's going on. You could, in principle, show up, give your name, and leave, and then we're just - eventually screwed, with nothing we can do. And if people aren't clear whether you can be provoked into that, best just to move you on as soon as safely possible."

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"Well. I'm certainly glad it didn't come to that."

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"So are we."

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"Because I can't imagine myself arranging to make keeping me prisoner a good idea if you made any mistakes and I believe you would have, not knowing how I work."

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"You don't need to be worried."

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"That's good." Pause. "I do think I will go ask about the net though."

She goes Lohte-finding.

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"Harmony!"

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"Lohte! It's occurred to me to ask why you decided to have me caught in a net. I'm assuming that was you, anyway."

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"So as to make sure the guards wouldn't be entangled with you if you decided to flee and had the means to, and so as to learn whether you had the means to, which was pretty important to what options we had."

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"You'd heard touching me was expensive?"

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"I'd heard a lot of things and suspected some of them of being nonsense, but yes."

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"- what else did you hear?"

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"That you could entangle people without doing anything and had done that, that you were faster than us except when you slowed down to eat, that you were one of the lost ancient powers of rumor..."

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"There are lost ancient powers of rumor?"

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"I've seen no particular signs they exist, but yes. Seven, or in some tellings, fifteen; they made the world, or the mortal world, or magic, or the seasons; someone else made the world but they brought people into it; someone else made people but they made us able to know our debt; those are the stories I've heard, and I don't seek them out particularly."

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"Huh. How'd you know netting me wouldn't also be mysteriously expensive?"

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"It very well might have. But, you see, the net was expensive."

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"...I don't see, actually."

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"Uh, you were in our debt, by a lot, for stealing. If you experienced captivity normally, we'd be even. If you experienced it being abnormally expensive, you were currently draped in something expensive of ours, and we could even up just by letting you fly off at the right time."

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"...I think it might have been too heavy for me to fly with."

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"If it actually succeeded at containing you then we'd have had lots more options. I was just assuming it might not."

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"No, I was going to wreck it if I decided I needed to leave. I suppose that might have counted too?"

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"The same as taking it, yes."

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"Even if you could have fixed it for less trouble than making a new one?"

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"There's an extra penalty associated with actually destroying things. Some people think that it reflects the loss of value from the thing now existing for no one - compared to if you steal it, where you at least get to enjoy it - and some people think it's about the odds you can recover stolen property."

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"...well, does it change with the odds that you can recover it? Or with how enjoyable it is to the thief?"

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"Nope! But maybe the fact that stolen things can in principle be recovered is still factored in somehow. I honestly don't put a lot of store in efforts to understand why debt assignments are what they are."

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"But what if it somehow all makes actual sense and there's a way to cheat it?"

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"There are lots of ways to use it to get the things I want, so this isn't a problem I think about much."

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"Did you factor in the possibility that I'd take netting much more amiss than I had people jostling me awake and might have attacked your guards?"

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"Have you tried attacking people you're indebted to?"

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"No, it's not my first resort."

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"It's extraordinarily painful and almost always debilitating in a variety of mysterious ways."

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"Be that as it may, I didn't know that."

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"The girl you were entangled with really should've told you, that's one of the easiest ways you could kill her."

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"She did a lot of dumb things."

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"It really really sounds like that."

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"So you were assuming I'd been told?"

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"Or that you'd try and have a bad time."

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"Wouldn't necessarily have helped whoever I attacked, in this hypothetical."

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"You could probably have injured someone enough to confine them to bed for a few weeks of winter, but it's supposed to be impossible to kill people you're indebted to and my experience matches that."

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"I suppose it was a well-thought-out netting, then."

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"Were you worried I'd done something stupid or just worried that I was willing to open with something so hostile?"

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"I'd say more I was curious about in what way it was not stupid. You do not seem stupid in general."

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"Thank you. I try."

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Giggle.

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"If I'd known more things about you I would not have gone with a net."

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"No? What would you have done?"

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"Walked over myself and said hello."

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"Would probably have worked out fine."

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"I think so, now that I know you, yes. There are people it wouldn't have worked out with, though."

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"Probably, yeah."

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"I'm glad that, instead of them, it was you."

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"I am glad to be myself too."

She goes back to her room and checks her gates. Another one has settled; she closes it. When she checks the others the next time she wakes up, they've all settled too, and she shuts them.

She thinks, she draws, she goes looking for his father's son.

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In his office.

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"Hi."

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"Hi!"

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"The magic experiment I was performing secretly has resolved itself and is now sufficiently under control I could tell you about it without it being too huge a deal probably."

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"That sounds interesting!"

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"It's gates back to my world."

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"Oooh. Same principle as the lights - as many as you want, quickly?"

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"I can start them that fast, but they don't usually work right away, which is why it took this long. They take time - it seems to be real time, not subjective time - to settle."

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"Can you pick the location?"

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"Yes. I have to, actually."

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"Are you fast on the other side? And do you come through the same size?"

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"Yes to both, it's convenient in some ways but not promising for the prospect of moving back there eventually."

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"Is that something you want to do?"

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"I don't strictly have to, but there'd be some advantages."

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"Can we go through?"

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"Sure but you'd fall, I made the gates in midair to reduce the odds of somebody coming through in the other direction. - they're closed now, but when they settle they're open, so if it had happened while I wasn't checking there would have been some time."

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"Can you make gates between places in this world?"

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"No. Not directly, I could make two gates right next to each other on the other end and it'd effectively work like that while they were both open."

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"How long do they stay open?"

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"Until I close them."

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"You could have gates on opposite sides of the world, so it was always daylight in one of them. Always summer in one of them, too, if I'm right about how seasons work."

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"...how do seasons work?"

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"So if you go far enough south of here there aren't any, and if you go ever farther south, there are some, but they're reversed. If seasons were caused by how close the sun comes, which is the first thing most people think of, then they'd have to be the same everywhere. But if they're caused by how many hours of sunlight you get, then this makes perfect sense. So the question is, how are the earth and the sun moving such that the number of hours of sunlight changes like that? My father thinks the earth goes around the sun, like, so, and then if the earth were additionally tilted -" he draws a diagram - "that'd get you the varying lengths of a day."

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"- how mechanical!"

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"What do you mean?"

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"Well, my world is flat, and different places have different ways of being seasons or days - I'm from a place where it's usually autumn and usually midafternoon, and you can tell the difference between that and just the climate because sometimes it does go through the other seasons in order and the other times of day, it just stops again in autumn and midafternoon respectively - but they don't all work in a way you can just model like that."

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"Huh. That sounds nice."

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"Does it? I liked it but I assumed that was personal preference."

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"I don't mind things changing but nights and winters are too long. The way it works for mortals is that night lasts just long enough for them to sleep, which seems elegant."

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"Huh. I don't know, I'd consider living somewhere it was winter all the time."

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"Everything dies in winter and it's too cold to go very far and the nights are very long."

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"I think I must have better cold tolerance than you. Maybe because I'm from an autumn place, and it's sometimes chilly there."

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"Cold's also less bad when you're big."

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"It is?"

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"Yep! Smaller things heat and cool all the way through a lot faster than bigger things."

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"Huh! I haven't tried going somewhere very cold while small. My gates go to a spring place."

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"Well, if you do go somewhere very cold, don't go too far, cold can be kind of sudden."

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"Can it? Even on this mechanical round thing?"

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"Yep."

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"How?"

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"I don't know. Local geographic features affect the weather a lot."

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"I'll watch for it if I go exploring small."

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"Could you do a gate to another place? The moon?"

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"I'd imagine so, if the moon is a place. I'd have to do it from my world."

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"I want to visit the moon!"

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"What if it's cold?"

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"I can let the mouse go to the moon and if nothing happens to the mouse probably the moon's tolerable at least for short periods."

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"I guess that makes sense."

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"And if something does happen to the mouse that'd be really interesting honestly."

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"Even if I started right away this would take a while, though."

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"That's okay."

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"Maybe one day you can put your mouse on the moon, then."

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"For the time being I've just been going through to forage, though."

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"Right, because you can't eat anything we have a claim to?"

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"Right. And I'm not going to die if I don't eat at all but I don't like it."

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"Huh. I wouldn't say that I mind not eating."

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"Yes, you seem different that way. I can fly a lot faster and generally am more alert and comfortable if I eat every day."

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"I like the experience of eating food but I wouldn't be able to tell you whether it's been ten sleeps or forty since I did it, if I wasn't paying much attention."

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"I can tell the difference between a few hours ago and yesterday."

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"Huh.

Is food the only thing that causes your kind of magic entanglement or are there others?"

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"Other one is names. Nicknames don't do it no matter how much you use them, though, I just happened to find out that it's different here before I gave anyone my usual nickname."

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"Conveniently no one'd ever share that anyway."

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"Yes, it's meant I haven't had to go around warning people as soon as I meet them."

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"I have a bunch more questions but I don't want to make you nervous. I am not trying to figure out how to activate the horrible your-world magic entanglement thing, I just like learning about systems of magic. Does forcibly feeding someone something work? Can you detect whether food has a claim on it when you see it?"

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"Yes and no respectively."

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"That sounds really stressful."

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"Food claims are pretty weak when they're between people who natively work like me, which is why I'll eat plants I find there."

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"Is there some reason to think they'd be stronger when people who work like us get involved?"

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"They're stronger on mortals. Also when the person I'm entangled with gave me a drink it worked."

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"Huh, interesting. Okay. "

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"In principle I can distribute unusually strong food claims but I can't actually do that right now."

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"Why not?"

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"Don't dare go to my tree yet."

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"Your tree?"

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"Leaflets start inside tree trunks. Our trees are ours. And mine bears fruit."

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"That's really neat."

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"Yes. But he knows where it is."

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"Right now you're fast, though, and he isn't."

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"He won't be expecting that in particular but he collects sorcerers who are a lot better than me and he's very smart."

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Nod.

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"Maybe with being fast I'll gamble on it after twenty winters instead of a hundred."

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"He sounds unfortunate."

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"Uh-huh."

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He doesn't know how to say other comforting things! He's never met someone who needed comfort before.

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"Or maybe somebody'll come up with a great idea to shut him down for good and then I can go to my tree any time."

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"I'll at least talk it all over with my father."

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"Thank you."

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He does that. 

Nothing is very obvious unless of course Harmony's whole former court is entangled with her the way fairies count it, and they'd need to see her and another member in the same room to know that.

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"But that's not all that implausible and might be worth checking," he tells her later.

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"Mortals accumulate one debt among each other - motherdebts - and if you accumulate any, it'd be from the food and names entanglement thing."

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"We don't experience - consequences for each other's behavior, or anything, though - how do you even tell if humans do this?"

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"I don't think humans get misfortune among themselves. But you can see motherdebts, and mothers can offer their children to fairies and transfer the motherdebt and get something of equal value."

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"Well, maybe there'd be something visible to you between us - breeders just have normal vassalization arrangements, the parents name their children."

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"It seems cheap enough to check, at least."

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"I don't want to get anywhere near anybody I'm vassalized with but I could find some court on the continent I have gates to. The gates are all in midair, though, so you'd fall if you went through."

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"We should just need to see them."

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"I suppose if your vision is much better than mine you could just stick your head through the gate but I haven't seen anyone around when I've been foraging."

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"Oh, then that probably won't do. Hmm."

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"Someone may come along, but in slow time, and not necessarily accompanied by a master or vassal. Plenty of fairies don't have any or aren't still with them."

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"And you don't know where we'd be likelier to find a court?"

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"I could find one but we'd have to wait for a new gate to settle for you to get a look at it and then there'd be a gate near the court. Not a huge deal if I'm checking it every day sped up, they probably won't notice before I close it, but a risk."

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"Hmm. - probably I should ask Lohte."

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"Makes sense to me."

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"I told him we're doing it," he announces not that much later. "And he didn't object very much so it's probably fine."

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"Is that how that works."

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"Yes."

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"I'll look for a court next time I go through, then."

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"Thanks."

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"You're welcome. Do you want a mixed court or breeders?"

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"We'd probably learn more applicable things from a mixed court."

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"The one thing you might not learn there, which may or may not ever come up, is whether you perceive people as having debts to their direct parents even if it's a more distant ancestor who gave their name."

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"That sounds interesting though I don't know if it's relevant for giving your old court a bad time."

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"As far as I know he doesn't have any breeders in his court."

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"So maybe we can save it for later, unless you happen to see a breeder court first and have a good angle on it."

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"Okay. How good is your vision, how close do I need to get?"

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"We could check ours against yours by trying to make out details at some distance, I guess?"

 

Fairy vision turns out to be about as good as hers.

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"Okay. I'll find something."

Next time she forages she flies around a bit farther afield till she locates a cute mixed court in the middle of putting on a theatrical production.

She puts the gate low enough that someone could theoretically climb a rope down from it, but not lower, and waits for it to settle, and reports on this to the fairies.

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"Think it'd be better for me to go or to rope in someone who doesn't know what's going on?"

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"You'll just stick your head through and have a look at the play they're putting on, right? What would be the advantage of roping in someone else?"

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"If they got into trouble they'd know less? But I admit I don't see how to get into trouble."

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"I put it low enough that if you fall we can throw you a rope."

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"Cool. Then let's go take a look."

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She outlines the gate in lights and opens it for him.

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He looks. 

 

These people are not visibly entangled with each other. 

"Nope."

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She shuts the gate. "Well, I suppose that has its advantages, then, anything that happens to the knifewing won't spill over."

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"Yeah. It means we don't already have a handle on him but it'd be a slippery handle anyway."

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"How would that even have worked?"

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"You can't hurt someone worse than you hurt yourself but you can hurt them equally badly at an inconvenient time, if you want to. When they're doing something dangerous or delicate."

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"Well. I suppose that'd have been, uh, potentially effective. Though if he were entangled with all his vassals that'd hit a lot of people."

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"Yeah. It's not a friendly sort of tactic. But without that option everything else is riskier, I think."

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"It may just not be safely doable."

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"Yeah."

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"Especially since there's almost certainly no way to deliver orders usefully between speeds."

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"They can't be written?"

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"They can but only if you can unambiguously determine that the correct person is writing them. Even a half a second's delay will break that."

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"And being unable to see the writer - because they're fast - would do it?"

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"I think so. Merely not watching them write it does. And the writer being invisible does too."

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Nod. "I haven't thought of anything."

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"Well. I suppose if we think about it occasionally we'll still be getting more thinking done per unit of torture than I would have managed alone and slow if I'd wound up somewhere else."

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"I don't think any courts here are like that. Even the bad ones."

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"I will give your system this: it has any checks on how bad it can get."

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"Your system seems awfully cruel."

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"When I looked around this court you just peeked at nobody was getting tortured at all! I assume most of the people in it don't have a choice and I don't have much other detail about what their lives are like, but it's not like everyone in your courts is making a free uncoerced decision about it either. And that's within a court, it's easier for us to go without courts altogether. My system's higher variance."

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"I think the system's just worse but the lower population density does some good things. Not having to have a court is good."

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"Hmm... I think if everyone were me my system would be better and if everyone were the knifewing yours would be, and I don't know what the actual distribution of people in general is."

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"That's fair. Our world is probably mostly made up of people suited to it because they're the ones who don't die."

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"I know even less about the distribution of dead people."

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"Yeah, me neither."

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"What tends to kill people here?"

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"Well, most people don't die. Uh, feuds, or incurring a lot of misfortune through being stupid, or being entangled with someone who did that. Very rarely accidents."

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"I was looking for more detail on 'being stupid'."

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"Making a promise you can't keep, or enough of them you forget about one, or one that someone else can make you unable to keep. Refusing reasonable things to people you're indebted to."

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"Reasonable being defined in some way."

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"A request is reasonable if it's smaller than the debt."

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"Uh-huh."

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"If there's something you really hate having to do, you should just avoid getting into that much debt - or talk with the person, if they're reasonable. Refusing whenever they ask will put you in a lot more debt very quickly. Plus it's frightening."

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"Just avoid it, like there aren't obviously ways to wind up trapped without meaning to..."

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"Yep. This is why some people mostly don't interact with people outside their court."

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"I suppose this might explain why she decided to rip my wing in half if I'm very generous with some interpretations."

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"Hmm?"

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"Before that she told me to give her a massage, and it was an enforced order without any prior discussion even though I could talk by then, so I followed through with the bare minimum and flew away and didn't come back till I'd put out my ears and made her communicate in writing so I didn't have to watch in real time."

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"And you were in her debt at this point?"

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"I assume so. I was perfectly willing to sing to her!"

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"I guess I would've had to be there? If you communicated as soon as you got back that the problem was only with that specific order and you were fine with settling in general and didn't plan to fly off again then it seems like an overreaction to me."

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"I didn't want to explain to her exactly how much power she had and had no idea what she was thinking with suddenly bossing me around."

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"So you didn't say that you didn't mean to fly off again and didn't say you were fine with settling up and didn't explain what'd been wrong?"

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"I don't remember precisely what I said but it was probably not that calculated to be reassuring, no."

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"Then - I'm not saying she couldn't have done better or even that most people wouldn't have done better but - that describes a set of circumstances under which fairies would not perceive disabling violence as an escalation.  If you were running a child through what to do in various weird situations and you described that one that's the response you'd teach them, mostly."

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"If I'd known she was going to do that or that she'd consider it reasonable I probably wouldn't have come back at all, ears out or no."

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"Yes, she was an idiot not to secure your agreement not to run away if you were that badly in her debt."

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"My agreement also wouldn't have meant as much as she would have assumed."

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"No?"

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"No, it would have just presumably done more of the completely invisible thing that I already had no way to evaluate. I would have construed it as an expression of plans, and that would have been shot to hell as soon as she attacked me, since I was able to heal enough to leave after that."

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"You get misfortune, for breaking agreements. - admittedly this only helps her so much since it very well might've killed you both, but."

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"Wouldn't have."

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"Depends on the phrasing, probably?"

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She shakes her head.

"I'm not mortal."

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" - neither are we."

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"Yes you are."

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"Mortals are slow and all die."

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"How fast you are has nothing to do with whether you can die. You can die. I can't."

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" - you mean you've never heard of any of your kind dying?"

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"I mean it can't be done."

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"How would you possibly know that?"

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"It's one of the things I started knowing. But separately I also have not heard of it ever happening, if that's more convincing."

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"If your body got destroyed would it just -- slowly reassemble itself? Or can it not be destroyed?"

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"I don't know, the knifewing didn't generally keep going after I lost consciousness."

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"I thought you might've heard of some case."

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"I think it might vary kind to kind, in which case maybe I'd wake up in my tree."

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"And if your tree were destroyed?"

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"I don't know, but I'm really sure I wouldn't die."

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"Huh. Well - I'm glad."

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"I usually am too."

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"Does mean it's kind of impossible to do anything about the knifewing, though."

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"The traditional solution would be to turn him into a snail."

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"Ah, I see. He can't be turned back?"

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"No, he can, but he wouldn't be able to do much to help anyone interested in that."

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"But probably eventually someone will?"

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"Forever's a long time."

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"Yeah." Sigh.

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"It'd work. Probably even better if you hid him somewhere with actual snails around or kept him prisoner instead of leaving him in my world which doesn't have any actual animals in it. But forever's just such a long time."

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"If his snail body gets destroyed does he reappear as a snail at his tree, or as a person?"

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"Well, he doesn't have a tree, but I don't know."

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Nod.

"This is all fascinating but I still don't see a good angle on it."

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"Me either."