It works better than she expects, honestly. She's not sure they would have become friends naturally- it's probably telling that they weren't, before- but they've got enough shared history under their belt by this point that it hardly matters. Everyone has the occasional conflict, but they're rare and they're mostly good about telling the group beforehand. (Okay, so everyone except Alli is great about it, and Alli has a memory like a sieve.) But Alli had last minute detention last week, so she's feeling guilty enough to arrive early. Almost early. A few minutes early, anyway.
She's amused but not particularly surprised to see Emma and Jenny already there when she arrives. Emma's usually early, since she lives in Avalon and all, but she and Jenny look like they've been there for a while; they've got half empty cups in front of them and Jenny's most of the way through a cookie. Alli grins and joins them. "Even when I'm early, I'm late. Frimeuses, vous deux. May here yet?"
Everyone gapes at her. Jenny recovers first. "Oh my God, are you okay? Is Isabella okay?! No, I swear! I mean, I told my priest about the magic creation thing in confession, but that was ages ago and he's not evil or anything... I don't think..." her voice gets small. "You've met him, right? It wasn't him, was it?"
"I didn't-! I wouldn't-! Not on purpose, I would never! I just asked about the made by magic thing, I swear, oh my God, May, if it was me I'm so sorry. I didn't even know they still did exorcisms, angels and demons mostly just fight with each other. I wouldn't, I wouldn't, I've met Isabella, she's awesome!"
"Yeah, I was gonna figure out some good way to go public but I'm really tired and the story doesn't hold together without unless I construct an elaborate timeline in which I had the opportunity to fly to and from California quick enough to interfere with a kidnapping since I can't mass-produce a safe teleport... 'm a dragon."
"The only reason to keep it a secret was the concern that there might be somebody somewhere who would start a war over it, but sphinxes actually were extinct and the 'were' is because of how Isabella's mom conjured her up. And I don't think she's going to declare war on me. So I've been gradually rolling out the tidbit and we're going to go properly public at some point."
Emma watches her go in concern, but decides to wait till she's done. Instead, she asks May, "So, uh, if you're not a wyvern, what's different?" She smiles slightly. "Guess I know why I haven't seen you in fullform, but is it just the shape? Um, sorry if it's a weird question, just- dragon."
"I would be extremely reluctant to use my cool magic power to do any magic intended for use by anyone but me. It suppresses magic that's on me, personally, which means I can cheat a lot at spellcasting, but I wouldn't make an object with that cheating and hand it to somebody else. Me and Isabella still plan to work on that among other things but don't have a shortcut."
Emma only understands maybe half of what May's talking about, but she gets the gist of 'no such luck.' She hadn't been hoping, exactly, but her face falls a little anyway. "I- yeah, it's okay. I'm just, um," she gestures at her lower half, "kinda tired of being stuck in Avalon."
"Um, I haven't, uh, asked people in detail or anything, but- most critters don't have a very high opinion of humans I don't think? Or at least not the monsters." She sounds a little bitter at that. "They don't want to share their space, or their magic, or the knowledge of our existence. They're, uh, I guess smug?"
The three of them stay at the coffee shop a bit longer after May leaves, mostly because when Jenny comes back from her phone call she's broken down in tears and Emma and Alli try to comfort her. Or rather, Emma tries to comfort her; Alli gets uncomfortable, makes a couple of poorly timed wisecracks to try and ease the tension, and then shuts up in the face of Emma's glare and settles for awkward shoulder pats.
The next day at school, she tracks down May during their morning break. "Hey, feeling better?"
"Not all that different from the next cult, 'cept not as big on the seventy child brides thing," Alli says. "And we have plenty of uses for the government. The cute fluffy lot can go be fantastic PR for some hotshot in a suit. Government, business, charity, whatever. I spend a lot of time hoping I don't get drafted; can you imagine more of me in the army? 'Sides, we have art, and culture, and history, and all that kind of crap. Even if governments don't care about that stuff hopefully some of their residents would."
"Sure. But I wasn't thinking on the individual level and I don't trust the PR thing to be consistent globally. I was thinking on the population, mostly economic level. Art and culture and history have never mattered when there was a population to exploit. Magic is intensely useful and must be learned from critters and the critter-aware, it can't just be stolen or conscripted or ignored. I think that if critters present themselves as 'here we are, we want to do the world stage thing, now, trade you magic powers, by the way we don't recommend trying to kill us because we have powers you don't fully understand', the outlook is a lot better than if magic's already spread around and critters are going 'we're a fluffy minority, you will not be outcompeted by your neighbors if you decide to drive us out or kill us or ignore us, want some art'."
Alli visibly attempts to put words together; it's not her strength. "I don't know how to explain either. You seem to have this one way this could go, in your head? I think it could go better, or it could go worse, or at least go badly differently. And you're usually all about research, and reading all the books, and looking at all the options, and I don't really get it."
"...huh. That works, actually. My brain accepts this as valid May. Carry on." She pauses, considering her friend. "But hey, also? Maybe you should talk to more critters about this. I mean, Emma was almost totally unhelpful, but she's probably right about people having opinions." She grins. "Plus you've been to what, three Avalons? And been a critter for all of six minutes?"
Alli squirms a little and shrugs uncomfortably. "I know. You're just. One of the most magic people on Earth? Planning to change the world? Probably going to succeed, at least for critters? More so if you succeed in coming out? It's a lot!"
There's a cake and a bag of cookies, and a folded card. "I'd like to send one to Isabella too, if you have her address," she says, mostly to the floor. "From me and Father O'Brien. I just- I'm really sorry. We. Both of us. We didn't mean- he said he actually tried to stop them, once he found out, but it was too late."
"Yeah, I... sorry," she mumbles again, then gives May a hug and flees. She doesn't want to be around when May reads her apology note. Yep, that's totally her reason. No crying here.
Careful, cramped writing on both sides of the note detail the things she told her priest, what Father O'Brien has told her of his interactions with the priests, and many more apologies from both her and Father O'Brien. Father O'Brien is not important enough to know much in the church, but as far as he could tell the whole incident chalks up to well-meaning idiocy more so than malice.