In Milliways, the front door opens.
"That is absolutely how this works but if you know a me we will just give him the comprehensive list of everyone any of us knows and then he will reciprocate and then the world will be back in equilibrium. The list has several billion people at this point, I don't know anything about blue centaur aliens but he might need a memory aid of some kind."
"Oh good. When Cam come downstairs we can send a little probe to go fetch him assuming he's not in shouting distance of the door - while the door is closed time is paused in your world, if you still have mortality and wars and so on you may want to close it until we're all set to end that -"
"We pooled lotsa magic until we could just fix everything. That's what this operation is -" gesturing at the books - "sorting through the multiverse to find places in need so we can go save them. We are very bottlenecked on interdimensional teleporters and a little bottlenecked on mortality fixes but we'll get there. Bar, is this a Bell -"
"Uh, Matirin, that being the you, let his ambiguous-boyfriend-he-won't-tell-the-Internet-either-way brain-slug him to prove that he wasn't in on it, pretty sure. The brain slugs being the alien invasion. Maybe your dad isn't a his dad, I dunno, I'm new here."
"So there's these brain slugs called Yeerks, they do, not technically mind control I guess but they read all your memories and can impersonate you and stuff. Major blue centaur alien weapon is shapeshifting, so we can turn into Yeerks and occasionally that's worth the ick."
"Kib is a Bell, that's us - not the same face, there's a few faces and he's a boy - who spent awhile in captivity with an evil god and minions thereof reading his memories and impersonating most of his loved ones to him in between all the torture. He shouldn't be told anything that looks like a setup, because he can verify his husband's identity and that his husband has not been tortured yet..."
"I think the extent of Minor's commitment to vlogging was that you told him to do it and then the GCP told him to stop it. If Matirin asked Cayaldwin to establish himself on YouTube for some reason and then someone he really resented tried to shut him up?"
And Bella goes out flying.
She thoughtspeaks Timothy, We're really curious if you'd wind up looking like Matirin in Andalite morph by coincidence like how he looks like you - there's no reason he should, he just mixed up some random humans. Andi's got the morph box in our room and I told her I'd send you. You can have Cam make you DNA samples later but I don't want him just copying Matirin's out of the box somehow, it'd fudge the experiment, so just go back for them after.
" - they're not an acceptable host species, I think they'd be dead within a week, but I don't think spontaneously, we would have a little room to work in. Your bigger problem is the telepath ones, my host's shouting at them right now and range is funny in Milliways but we're not necessarily in the clear - there're - six here now and two on Ganymede and we need them dead before we can do anything else -"
He starts writing it out. "There's no particular correspondence between the amount of time passing here and the amount of time passing downstairs but if it's been a few hours downstairs Cam will probably come looking for my host and I cannot think of any avenue to infest Cam if daeva are not vulnerable natively."
"Can't persuade him straight, could roll him back a ways and persuade him from there but he's not vulnerable to Hazel's mind-affecting magic and not expected to be vulnerable to amnestic drugs either - an instance of the Arda pseudodeities Melkor or Sauron could do it but we're not especially positioned either to get to them or to negotiate with them - greenmage maybe but securing access to Godspring's going to be challenging - would you prefer I justify these points, sub-Visser -" Circle. He hands the pen off to Kestil.
"There are six soul Elves presently in Milliways. For each - I'll give you names - you're going to conjure a scale model of the Elf and their immediate surroundings, scaled so the Elf is a couple inches tall, made of plastic. Start with Mingling, the alt of my host -"
" - my recommendation, sub-Visser, is that you kill the ones in their rooms and in the house, infest the human present in that room - he's another wizard - and wait to see if the one among the chip Elves leaves - if she does not, perhaps take one of my Elf alts and have him order her somewhere without witnesses. For Ganymede, we can Imperius a fairy, send them to pick the ones there up, kill them on the return trip. Doing that is probably preferable to waiting for them to return of their own accord and walk into the bar at an unpredictable moment - my host doesn't know how they're scheduled -"
"One of my host's alts is at this moment writing Revelation authorities to inform them of the existence of your world, it may be too late to stop him but if it's not it might be worth preventing, should you wish in the future to operate in Revelation. The Revelation authorities are also a potential avenue to neutralize Cam since infesting him seems likely to be intractable."
"Go downstairs and request the door to some other world, whichever we have the most plausible reason to urgently visit, internet access is enabled by keeping the door open to Revelation. Alternately I could ask Cam to do something which would be impossible while holding the door but he is likely to find that unusual behavior when there is a message to urgently send. Tell the Elf that I'd appreciate it if he looked in on Andi. If I am wrong and this does prompt spontaneous death Ister can make a fork from before we infested him."
"I want to consult you for accuracy before I contact them anyway, but the relevant features for them are 'are there new capabilities they can expect daeva to start manifesting' and 'are wait times going to get even worse', the radiation hasn't even come up. Do you have a chiplocked computer yet -"
"And I hear Elves take that hair very very seriously! ...awww, handing out morph in Hell is going to ruin the market for Polyjuice, isn't it." Their room. He morphs Andalite.
(The host is just barely collected enough to marvel at being an Andalite. Orik is utterly delighted. The senses are marvelous.)
He wags his tail. <Ooooh.>
<Not with a knife on the end, if there were destructible people around I'd be terrified of slicing them up. I assume when I am a blue centaur thing I know what to do with it. But tails are very expressive.> He demorphs. Now he is a naked human.
(Please don't, Timothy says. Doesn't affect any of your strategic goals, can say morphing leaves you feeling vaguely out of sorts, and it'll make him significantly angrier at you if you and your allies are unlucky -)
(Trying to figure out what you can get away with?)
(You can probably answer that better than I can. Just. Please.)
Naked human kisses Cam.
Chip Elves don't spontaneously die, though Lisrat 118 thinks they probably won't last that long. He emails the remaining soul Elf asking her to drop by 2011 at her convenience for a magic interactions test.
"You need Cam and Minor and Amriac out of the way and then you can probably stop the worlds where the rest of their personnel are located and proceed without interference everywhere else in the multiverse."
"Ganymede's wanted to arrest him for a while, I would just need to manufacture some non-conjurable complaint, tell them we were wrong to think we could contain him and are dismissing him. Or we could try to arrange our own summons, drop him in the ocean, but that requires more direct action on our part and does not work if he's already suspicious - relatedly, any moment one of them could notice that conjuring for things written by the people known to them does not turn up things they have just seen written by those people -"
She nods. "My understanding is that you will need to avoid the redmages - infesting them isn't even a viable option, although Imperiusing them may be. I believe I can get Kestil into Miranda for training data and from there if she proves to turn into a daeva get Minor."
"Good."
She finds Miranda and stuns her and replaces Andi's Yeerk so Kestil can go check out Miranda, then emerge, be replaced with Passan instead, and be sacrificed gloriously to advance the knowledge of the empire. Kestil is then summoned as an angel successfully, given morph, given Miranda's form, and goes looking for Minor with the sub-Visser in tow.
"Hi Minor!" says Kestil. "Did you hear about the new me yet?"
"Hi!" says Antren.
"So like new Bell's world has these aliens that go in people's ears and can move them around and imitate them?" says Kestil. "And it might be important to know if they work on daeva, and if they work on daeva whether they can use their powers. Buuuut there's probably no convincing Cam to try it."
"But I can hand out shapeshifting scientific-mumbo-jumbo-technically-not-magic," says Antren. "So now Miranda can shapeshift into a brain alien, if you can tolerate just checking -"
He does not leave Miranda-as-super-gross-brain-alien on the floor. He holds her to his ear and lets her in.
After a minute - so does that mean you can't use the powers -
- I'm not actually Miranda and you're hilariously gullible and I can use the powers fine, we already checked that -
- you should really hope, Minor says after a minute, the Elves are the ones to stop you because Timothy will learn the Cruciatus and then torture you all to death and I don't even think Cam'll leave him for it.
We already have that one.
Something'll go wrong and then you won't and then he will super definitely no question torture you to death - also I no longer consider DNA part of my body - or my wings - or my hair -
"- uh," she says out loud.
"We could let her go. Turn her loose in Hazel. The default option is that she regains consciousness with Passan in place. I'm not even being particularly nasty to this one and she's scarcely coherent; it wouldn't take much creativity to leave nothing left of Miranda to congratulate him on his game theory."
He writes the GCP - "you were right. Has come to our attention that Swan has used the Imperius on nearly everyone who has come into contact with him since arrest, believe he modified his bone structure to qualify as a wand. Can't safely contain him. Will dismiss him, wanted you to have advance notice."
It goes in the day's conjured packets; he can hardly ask Cam for the door.
Now you pause everything, Timothy observes, staring searchingly at the place where Cam is gone -
Yeah.
If -
I know what you want to offer, I've been listening to you lay it out in your head.
It's not a very complicated offer. If he'd been less distracted it'd be more persuasive, maybe. If he had answers to more questions about Yeerks it definitely would, but he's going off guesswork. He asks the questions anyway, though they usually aren't answered: do most Yeerks have hosts? If all Yeerks had hosts, what would happen? What part of this do you enjoy -
And then, the offer: if you let me prevent them from pausing our worlds, I will make sure you get everything you can possibly have without doing this to people. And if you don't, and I am ever presented with a chance - I have feelings about human extinction. It's worse than just the failure of human expansion. If I had to gamble double-or-nothing I wouldn't.
Even if you win I'm not sure the Elves would let you carry out a genocide that you committed to for reasons of game theory.
They've never actually stopped me, you know. No one really approved when I broke in and threatened to kill two people, but that's all they did, disapprove. You can be sure of me. If the opportunity ever, ever presents itself you can be entirely sure that I mean this and I will do whatever it takes to achieve it. I will find every Yeerk planet and hole them if there isn't a better way, destruction is easy and you know I'd do it -
You're not going to get a chance.
No personal risk, and maybe you save yourself and save your people.
Some personal risk, what if they do forensics and learn I drew a circle -
I draw it. With a light projector. Problem solved.
Let me think, he says, and dresses Timothy and goes downstairs.
Chip Elves suicide if they get a chance, and don't last very long even if they can't. They have to keep the wizards unconscious while their Yeerks feed lest they do accidental magic somehow, but they're otherwise dramatically more useful hosts..
He teaches Fredrick's Yeerk the Imperius; he teaches Michael's Yeerk the Imperius. He teaches his parents' Yeerks. Theodore's in Jurassic Park, and Jurassic Park is paused. Aaron and Minor and Karen seem too young to pick it up. They make a pool out back, a big one, and start a hundred thousand infant Yeerks.
Timothy lists ways things could go wrong. Once all the chip Elves from any given world are dead it starts moving again. Mingling and Midnight's Ardas might still be moving and they have sane Valar. Anyone can walk through the door, as we learned today, and that includes people who can take you. And eventually, even if it takes a very very long time, all of the summoning you'll be doing will inch along all the other worlds - we're immortal, really and truly, and if it takes Cam ten thousand years to get out he will -
We're not going to be doing very much summoning. In ten thousand years he'll find us spread across an octillion worlds -
And spend the rest of eternity chasing you down. You're kind of optimized for Bells to hate you and they're very persistent people.
But you think they'll assent to giving us all morph with some Vala-imposed stringencies, or whatever you're imagining -
We are going to be omnipotent. I bet we can do even better than that. But I can promise not worse than that, yeah. They'll agree. They'd agree even if being predictably the sort of people who agree wasn't helpful in this circumstance -
I think you and your confederates do too much thinking in those terms.
- I mean, yes, there are a couple hundred million worlds in which I commit hundreds of thousands of murders because I do too much thinking in those terms.
And the lesson from that is -
Well. If you don't let me draw my circle, and then I get found, then I go commit a genocide. I probably won't find it very satisfying. It will have innocent collateral damage. People won't trust me again. Cam'll - understand but he won't be okay with it and he'll be even less okay with the amount of - subterfuge - I have to do to pull it off without his interfering. I will destroy most of the things I care about, render myself permanently a liability on every project I care about, and make the world worse. There are millions of me in that state, and I can very easily imagine what it's like to be like them, and they want to die, and I won't have that choice. The thing I am doing is very likely to just end up making me the instrument of unthinkable horrors. But I'm doing it.
You've said. I don't think we'd be very happy in morph.
Timothy is patiently, quietly curious about why. Eventually -
It'd be lonely.
Could have Yeerks inside other Yeerks who are morphed -
Then those ones would be happy but the morphed ones would be lonely - this is one-sided, see -
Yes, I'd noticed. If it were a species with mind-reading would that solve it?
Might help. We also don't want to be - tamed pets -
Timothy empathizes. We can give you your own dimension and then stay out of it. There might be a way to get a godspring to only turn redmages, would Yeerks like redmages?
I think so. Could touch the prisoner ones and see -
Don't. Everything else you've done is fixable but that - no. Don't. But even if Godspring doesn't do it we could find a way to give every Yeerk the redmage thing and then you wouldn't be lonely. The redmage thing, and osanwë, and Elf senses, and a dimension all your own with thousands of habitable planets to go explore -
The swing back and forth between - configuring yourself to murder all of us even the children - and trying to understand us -
I think that might be a wizard-from-1802 thing. I've never seen my alts do it. I am capable of deeply and fundamentally comprehending someone and also intending to destroy them and everything they hold dear. Had to be. Was going to rule the world.
They make Yeerks into daeva, despite the fact this lets time pass. They have Minor verify that the GCP had a thousand circles out for Cam and that Cam took one and that the soul Elves in Ganymede died as intended.
They tell the redmages that Sunset's still alive, just paused. Timothy avoids them.
The time-pausing effect isn't guaranteed, there are a lot of worlds chained to it and it might fail to cooperate somewhere. The genderswapped Arda's moving again, with its representative dead; I think a couple of the other Ardas we intervened with late are in the same state. If you're wrong and one of them has a portal to Sanity -
I'll take the deal if I get to keep you.
No.
That sort of - changes your moral high ground, you know that? You can say 'I committed to genocide to give my society a chance to stop the Yeerks', that's one thing, 'I committed to genocide to avoid personally being -'
- the instrument of the enslavement of everyone I care about - look, I can't get anywhere on the 'getting your people the best deal the multiverse can offer you' thing while I'm Yeerked.
They can verify that it's you writing things.
No.
I think you're going to agree eventually.
No.
I want to keep you because you're interesting. You see so much of people, it's almost like you infest them and -
Timothy's first instinct is to recoil in revulsion and declare it's nothing like that. He's been trying not to have those instincts.
You want me to do something that might end with your powerful allies storming this place, starving me out of your head, keeping me in a can until you think it's time to discharge your promise -
Things are going to end that way no matter what, it's just a question of how soon and how many people get hurt in the interim.
How badly do you actually want this circle? I offered. You refused -
- you could keep me until we have the superior setup. You don't have to spend any time in a pool. If we win, you can have me right up until I have a nice consenting host to transfer you to.
You can draw your circle.
Thank you.
" - I took a summons. Task was to watch the dragons but then they asked if I'd go to Ganymede, tell two people here - two Elves here - to come back, their shift was up, their replacements would be over soon. And then this guy did a floaty thing? And I did the task but I was sort of out of it and then on the way back I just. Stopped? And left them there - until they died - and then the summoner dismissed me - I didn't mean to do it I think it was the Hazel mind-control thing -"
" - I don't know why he'd have done that."
"He said that too," she says a bit shrilly, "which doesn't help me..."
"Yeah don't worry about it the GCP knows about Hazel I bet you'll get off. Okay. Evil Timothy, possibly evil other people which is I assume why we're not just writing whichever of Timothy's Elf alts conjure their mail and saying 'fix this', but they don't have a general-purpose way of evilifying people because they didn't evilify you -"
"I'll ask Lilie to confirm that he summoned that fairy." She sends an email. "Ken's over here -" She leads him to an office, knocks sharply.
Ken opens the door.
"Swan needs writing privileges, my auth," she says.
"Are you fucking kidding me -"
"I have that authorization."
"You never -"
"It's an emergency. Do your job."
Ken grumbles but goes to his computer.
"That'll go through in an hour," she says. Her computer pings. "...Lilie says Timothy did not summon that fairy."
"Someone Imperiused a fairy to murder the Elves in Ganymede immediately before Cam was transferred there. The fairy says Timothy did it. Cam knows what's going on but can only communicate by nodding at my guesses and the guess he nodded at was that lots and lots of people have been turned evil and should be assumed compromised and he doesn't know who's safe."
"I think if you make a new set of chip Elves and then stash them in Hazel that also keeps their world paused but I'm not certain, could ask the bar. Alternately hole the planets the doors open to, that should seriously impede them and give them new priorities even if we don't get lucky and get all the Valar -"
Meanwhile, Lilie's most basic conjurations are getting bewildering results. Conjuring over the Maitimos template reveals Timothy and the one at home in Sanity with his children. The others all appear to be dead. The fairy was summoned by one of Theodore's Elf alts, also now dead. There are so many dead Elves.
Orik twitches.
Leaving to go turn it off would be suspicious.
You anticipated that -
You have full access to all my anticipations and everything else, I am incapable of withholding information, I'm not trying non-cooperative behavior - well, I guess there's quietly crying, but I've been endeavoring to save that for when your concentration isn't important -
Doesn't distract me.
Do you have extra attentional capacity on top of mine or is it more that you can stop paying attention to me -
...I can pay attention to you the way I pay attention to my toe? Notice if anything changes about it...
Timothy's thinking about how to use this.
Not trying non-cooperative behavior indeed -
I would prefer to avoid having thoughts like that, and I suspect I'll get out of the habit eventually. I am very much advantaged here by the fact you know exactly what I want and what I'll do under various arrangements of circumstances. It is admittedly difficult not to have adversarial thoughts about someone who enslaved my family, murdered my friends, used my body to betray people who trusted me -
Our entire relationship is predicated on your absolute certainty you'd do worse to mine, given the chance.
I would, Timothy says, and means it. And you would probably have some adversarial thoughts about me while I did. People manage to achieve quite a lot together while scheming betrayal, even people who don't have such charmingly straightforward methods of verification. I've considered how to keep things from you or work around you or achieve things you don't want. I didn't come up with any. So I'm doing this. And if our agreement was a good bet for you in the first place, it's a better bet now, because they're closer to stopping you and you'll let some time slip in the daeva realms or whenever a hostage is unexpectedly killed -
Stop talking. You can continue thinking just don't orient it at persuading me -
Can I talk if it's not oriented at persuading you, I'm so lonely -
You'd have made an interesting Yeerk, Orik says after a moment.
...Timothy does not respond. Instead he thinks. He would have made an abjectly miserable Yeerk. There might be a Timothy Yeerk out there somewhere - not likely, since there's a Timothy blue centaur alien and worlds don't seem to ever have two alts, but not impossible, in the incomprehensible vastness of the multiverse. And he would be lonely, desperately lonely - the only ones of us that aren't lonely are the telepaths, and they're all fated to die alone - but the constant company of someone who hates him is its own special kind of torture - it'd be that, not morality, that'd stop me from taking a host, I couldn't bear it -
We consider that weakness.
Oh, it is weakness. The strong thing to do would be take a host and be a perfect Yeerk and wait for an opening. I would not be strong enough to do that. You have achieved more good for your people than I ever could have done in your place, because I couldn't have been in your place.
If they find out, you know what they'll do to me?
If you make the wrong bet either way you get slowly tortured to death. It's terribly unfair. But even if they find out - someday I'll be free, no matter how far away that day is, and I don't leave my people behind and I will scour the multiverse for whatever it takes to get you back and give you a happy life.
And I'm supposed to believe that if it's in a million years you'll remember me -
I'll get a retroactive eidetic memory necklace from a soul Elf alt of my father, he was nearly finished with them when you had him murdered and there are other hims, somewhere, who probably got it done. Or I'll achieve the same goal some other way. Forever is a very long time.
Also this has been a very memorable experience.
And Cam gets a message from his summoner authorizing him to make written material and immediately, he's already got it composed in his head, makes a letter - conjures quick to find the address label -
All hail Trelane, Prelate of the Pegasus Galaxy:
Please instantly tell the Valar or someone who can communicate with them that some or all of the remaining Milliways population has been taken over by brain parasites from the world of the new Bell, who I now suspect to have been compromised from before she entered, and they need to get in there NOW and do damage control and rescue. I will do everything in my power to make you glad to have helped once the emergency is over.
- Cam
This is an emergency hearing under Statute 44 of the National Security Act of 1517, which authorizes relocation and questioning of persons not subject to our jurisdiction in cases where there is a grave immediate danger to our world and no less intrusive remedy. The High Court of Valinor has authorized the hearing on the grounds that several hundred of our citizens are dead, alleged to have been murdered by operatives of the Yeerk Empire from the dimension hereby designated ‘Thirty-eight’, and that the stated goals of the Yeerk Empire include the conquest of any worlds accessible to them. Under Statute 44 subsection 11, testimony at an emergency national security hearing cannot be introduced in court as evidence; parties will be invited to repeat their testimony for a non-emergency hearing once they have had access to counsel.
This hearing is occurring in sixfold time dilation, meaning that time within the Máhanaxar is passing 106 times as quickly as time elsewhere in this and time-stabilized dimensions. Dimension Thirty-eight is presently paused, and all Yeerks in the known multiverse outside Thirty-eight are present here; those over eight days of age have all been charged with kidnapping, torture, and conspiracy to first-degree homicide, with additional charges pending.
As is standard for hearings before the High Court of Valinor, an effect is in place making it apparent when a speaker lies. All persons present are invited to test the effect. Two and two is five.
It sounds distinctly different.
The effect is non-invasive; parties may decline to testify with it in place. The effect has been modified to function in response to statements made with thought-speak, osanwë, or other telepathic forms of communication as relevant.
The following accommodations are being put in place in order to enable communications: all parties present at this hearing can now communicate telepathically according to the protocols of osanwë, with thoughts defaulting to private. Parties cannot communicate telepathically with each other, even if they are usually capable of doing so, in order to ensure witnesses do not converge on a single interpretation of events.
The following accommodations have been put in place in order to ensure the safety and perceived safety of all parties; except for forensic conjuration and the previously described effects, magic does not work for the duration of this hearing, and mind-altering spells have been cancelled. All parties are temporarily physically invulnerable in the manner typical of daeva; this effect will cease when parties depart the Máhanaxar.
As is standard for hearings before the High Court of Valinor since the Evidential Procedures Act of 1517, corroborating forensic evidence will be entered into the record during testimony. An emergency hearing is automatically concluded should the court conclude that the evidentiary standard for imminent danger to the world is not borne out by testimony.
This court invites Campbell Mark Swan, who communicated to us the nature of the emergency, to testify.
Cam unwingwraps Tireh, who puts her own wings around herself and shivers, and goes up.
Less than a full day ago my subjective time a new Bell of the same appearance as Mirelótë and the six-year-old entered the bar and described herself as a veteran of a war against parasitic brain slugs with the help of blue centaur aliens. She acted convincingly Bell-like and gave no cause for suspicion and Bar said that she was a Bell. She brought in her twin sister. I was then suddenly dismissed to discover that the GCP had circles out for my arrest again and I took one and was then gagged. The soul Elves usually on duty as translators at the Ganymede prison were gone. I met a fairy who said she'd been Imperiused into killing them and identified Timothy as the person who'd done it when she saw a picture of him. I got her to email Theodore, who came to visit and went to get my gag lifted. When that came through I wrote to Trelane, who was in Vala custody, asking her to tell the Valar that the Milliways population was likely taken over by brain parasites. Then I got invited here.
- uh, twelve days ago subjective, I got a message notifying me that a new Bell had entered Milliways; we went downstairs and met her. She struck me as - extremely stressed, but that was explained by the war she had described recently surviving. She invited me to her room to get an Andalite shapeshifting technology in which she and her sister were practiced; when I opened the door they stunned me with a weapon of some kind. When I woke up I could not move, and Orik 044 identified himself to his confederates, confirmed successful infestation of a host, and began discussing with Antren - the Yeerk controlling Isabella Swan and Kestil - the Yeerk controlling Alexandra Swan - how to take control of Milliways.
They had access to all my memories, all my thoughts, I think they also get any skills and abilities possessed by the person infested. They confirmed that a Yeerk controlling a Hazel wizard could use Hazel magic. The first stage of their plan was to murder all of the telepathic Elves in Milliways, since those could hear the host screaming and alert everyone. They summoned a demon, Orik Imperiused him into permitting infestation, they sent him off to commit those murders, they debated methods of infesting the other daeva present in Milliways. They couldn't think of an angle to persuade or magically compel Cam to accept infestation, they thought they could get the others.
Orik was instructed to distract Cam, and did that except when needed to Imperius people until they had arranged to have Cam arrested when dismissed. They had him dismissed, paused the worlds outside Milliways, and finished establishing control of the establishment.
I'd been speaking intermittently with Orik about what it was like to be a subject of the Yeerk Empire, what Yeerks wanted, why they did this, what they got out of it. After ten days I persuaded him to let me secretly place a circle, thereby starting time again in the affected world, in exchange for my assurance on a number of points, specifically that I would arrange for all Yeerks to have a consent-compatible and emotionally satisfying hosted relationship without any Yeerks living involuntarily in pools, that Yeerks prosecuted for their role in war crimes in their home world would be included in that access, that Yeerks would be made immortal if they wished it and have access to as much scientific and magical knowledge as was compatible with ensuring they did not again cause harm to other species, and that he could continue to control me personally until he was presented with an alternative he found satisfactory. Time started again in the paused worlds. After a while Orik's commanders noticed and scrambled to figure out what was going on. When repeated attempts to pause the worlds had failed, the Valar materialized suddenly in Milliways and freed everybody.
He tried to kill himself. Twice. Didn't work. His voice is steady only because thoughtspeech has nothing to do with breathing.
<I am an officer in the Andalite military, and was assigned two years ago to a reconnaissance operation which revealed Yeerks had devoted significant resources to infesting a new planet, previously unknown to us, populated with about six billion humans who had reached their moon and no farther. The Andalite High Command was divided on how to react to the news - we were overstretched and Earth indefensible militarily - and a significant contingent favored permitting the Yeerks to invest more resources there and then destroying the planet. Instead we sent an exploratory force that was - not wholly authorized back home. It was divided by infighting.
We met the Yeerks in the edges of the relevant star system, engaged them, lost, took advantage of the fighting to slip a tactical force of forty-one Andalites onto the planetary surface. We abducted humans to acquire and interrogate them; we encountered Bella and Andi, took them on as advisors, made them capable of morph for espionage. We found a Yeerk organization on Earth and organized coordinated terrorist attacks to destroy the Kandrona generators Yeerks outside their home planet rely on for nutrients. We successfully destroyed eight generators in an operation with sixty human casualties. We endeavored to reach out to human governments, only to find them already infested; one attempt resulted in Yeerks assassinating the President, his wife, and much of his official staff to cover things up. Eventually we determined that Yeerks were far more vulnerable than local species to high levels of background radiation, and simultaneously established secure relations with a human government with a nuclear arsenal. We detonated hundreds of bombs in the atmosphere, causing a mass die-off of Yeerks. We disseminated Andalite technology to mitigate the harmful effects of the atmospheric radiation on humans. The Yeerks still controlled the star system's airspace. It became apparent that should they decide they could no longer infest Earth successfully they would sterilize it. We undertook an operation to secretly board and then destroy their flagship. The operation was risky, and it failed; the three Andalite survivors were captured and infested, and then used to infest our allies on Earth. The population of Earth believes the Yeerks were defeated, and under our direction the infestation of the planet and the transition of its industrial capacity to weapons for the Yeerk empire proceeded.
Then, ah, I found myself here.>
Passan prefers she pronouns this week. She gives a description of how she was brought into the sub-Visser's circle - Antren prefers to have a small contingent of personally loyal Yeerks and was always relatively unterrifying as Yeerk commanders went so Passan tried to get into it and did and then took hosts and did not let them sabotage things and didn't do much else.
Orik will testify. He wants to know if the court's going to hold to the deal.
The court observes that contract enforcement in Valinor would not permit contracting to an arrangement of this kind against one's own future wishes, nor would it acknowledge as valid a contract established under duress.
I find it convenient, says Timothy, to be capable of making promises under duress.
The court is happy to hold to the bit about getting all Yeerks voluntary hosting arrangements, including the war criminal ones, they're a very rehabilitation-minded society. (Several of the humans present snort.) They're probably going to pause the Yeerks for a while while they work out the details.
Orik confirms that he will not be paused and is then okay with that.
After the hearing the indestructibility evaporates; before that happens an Elf with a husband and two children comes up to him, suggests he draw a circle before he kills himself, explains why.
He agrees. He does that.
He doesn't actually get anything at all out of being a fairy, he likes his hooves firmly on the ground and had always felt in control of the radius of space his tail could reach, but indestructibility is nice. He likes indestructibility. He is directed towards a large quiet field of grass somewhere and he goes there and paces and reads the book of names.
"- when it was looking like they'd won Timothy made friends with his and got him to sync Milliways with everywhere again so they'd have time to notice what had happened and it worked but his had a bunch of conditions for doing it and Timothy is adhering to the conditions because if he weren't the sort of person who would -"
"You are way okayer than the new Bell Ambela had to sing to her for a couple days before she even calmed down enough to kill herself - she's a demon now and I think that's helping - Tireh didn't daevafy and Ambela can't but they're not super okay either - thankfully they didn't bother Kib and Bella's too little -"
"Uh.
So I couldn't control anything but the indestructibility runs off what I think my body plan is, and I checked that by dropping the wings and then I started trying really hard to believe my body plan did not include limbs, and the Yeerks were upset about that and they said if I stopped they'd - leave you alone - and I wasn't sure what the right thing to do was but I. Stopped."
"I mean, me neither, I think they evict you from this place for murder and at some point I would be inspired to murder. But - okay, it doesn't look like Timothy is making any moves to get shitslug transferred. And maybe he is invisibly doing that but - also maybe he spent all his room to maneuver?"
" - I mean, if he thought you would do it he couldn't have gotten this far at all but I don't know how to reason about stuff like that - I am also worried he just kind of gave himself preferences compatible with getting along with shitslug and what Timothy-before would have wanted is not the same thing as what Timothy-now would want...."
"Spent most of it sending Theodore on errands." Sigh. "Kib remarked once while doing one of his disconcerting rambles that Sunset had a habit of insisting on saying 'I love Kib' instead of 'I love you', didn't want to say it to Sauron, and Kib said he doesn't have that habit because whenever he knows enough about what's going on for it to make sense he figures everyone in the conversation knows exactly what he means. I love you."
And the day after that he heads downstairs to the main bar.
“Hey. Orik, right?”
“Yes.”
“I’m sure Timothy already pointed this out, but – the way you’re doing this right now is a bad idea. Because we want Timothy back, so we’re scouring the multiverse for the minimum satisfactory consenting person so we can meet our end of the deal as fast as possible and get you transferred. And also Timothy is the only person involved in any of this who cares about you, like, as a person, and has a sense here of what you want and how you’ll be happy, and more than that he’s the one with investment in Yeerks as a species being okay. Well, I guess the Elves have vague humanitarian sentiments. I can tell you that you would really rather a project like this be managed by a Timothy personally invested in it than by a international commission handling it because they hate your guts but have standards.”
“All of you,” Orik says, “are astoundingly ungrateful, considering how much information you have about how things would’ve gone if I’d decided differently. I staked the entire future of my species on this and you’re furious that I want to be conscious until you have it worked out -”
“Can’t speak for anyone else but it’s hard to be grateful for people giving you things you had a right to in the first place.”
“I risked everything for you and the only thing I asked in return was the right to hold onto my assurances until you got around to implementing them –“
“If holding onto your assurances took a different form that would be great. Timothy’ll do what he promised. You know Timothy’ll do what he promised. And if you were testing whether everyone else will treat Timothy as competent and his commitments as meaningful, you have your answer. But Timothy is definitely the person you want working on this problem and Timothy can’t work on it until you leave.”
“And swim around insensate in a pool until –”
“We’ll just pause you.”
“That leaves you very conveniently positioned to change your minds –”
…he nods. “And the advantage to staying in Timothy is you’ll see it coming if we change our minds? Look, I have never managed to get even the most trivial deceptions past Timothy, so: we are not going to change our minds. We haven’t changed our minds while you are currently actively doing something that pattern-matches really hard to torturing Timothy just because you can –”
“That is not what I’m doing or why –”
“I did say pattern-matches. But I think you are maybe very much underestimating how bad we consider Yeerking people to be, because Timothy did mental gymnastics into not being mad at you.”
“Oh, he was mad at me, he made detailed plans to annihilate my species and the only respects in which he anticipated feeling guilty over them were that he thought, if he was wrong that Michael would be a demon and he had to use Minor to hole the planets, it’d be emotionally hard on Minor. He was just also capable of seeing me as someone who had never ever been presented with any kind of alternative and needed a couple fucking weeks to get to a place humans would consider adequately saintly. And I’m not torturing him.”
“He’s Timothy. You’re not letting him talk to people. That’s kind of sufficient.”
Orik shakes his head.
“You, uh, didn’t answer my earlier points – about how right now they’re going to find the absolute minimum satisfactory arrangement, but if it’s Timothy handling it then it’ll end up a lot better –”
“I see the logic but would feel better about it if it weren’t coming from people who loathe me despite the fact I saved their lives and their civilizations –”
“I don’t hold grudges. If you leave I bet in a week or so I’ll like you just fine.”
“I don’t want to be paused for longer than a year.”
…nod.
“And none of that floating in midair nonsense, I want a pool –“
"Yeah." He writes Cam.
"Guy I knew in high school. Took over his parents' sporting goods store later in life. Sort of friendly in a way that just managed to reinforce how totally uninteresting and irrelevant to everything about my entire life he was. I haven't thought about him in more than a hundred years and I only remember his last name because it was attached to the store." Pause. "I wonder if the new Bell has one."
"I suggested he claim that morphing left him feeling vaguely out of sorts. It's - later Antren was debating whether to hole all the planets in reach of the door just to delay the relevant worlds a little - it's this mindset where it's not even coherent to ask 'is that worth it' - I would have had a much easier job arriving at a sincere intention to give them all delightfully nice lives if they'd just been a tiny bit more strategic about being the most horrible thing in the world."
"The chip Elves were a horror show - Yeerks tried letting them sing, to see if it'd help with the die-of-being-imprisoned thing, and it was more distracting than tortured screaming, if communicative of about the same thing - they vary but none of them made it more than eight days - I'm so so so glad they couldn't get you."
"Publishing company wants the movie rights and author is under contract to keep it chiplocked till they say otherwise but she thinks they'll butcher a movie so she's trying to get out of the contract but can't and the penalty for breach would cede them the rights anyway."
"More reading material, at least, while she waits on the dispute resolution. - if the author wanted out of the contract why not unchiplock the book when someone took hostages over it, I assume a court wouldn't hold her responsible for a breach under those circumstances -"
"The world has aliens called Yeerks. They're slugs; they enter the brain through the ear canal, read the person, learn enough to impersonate them flawlessly, and then control their body. The new Bell - and her sister, this one had a twin - were both controlled when they entered. They imported slug friends and took control of Milliways. Maitimo and I got lucky, they just murdered us, osanwë means the impersonation trick wouldn't work. Everyone else they infested. They paused the outside worlds so they couldn't help us. Eventually Timothy made a deal with his to secretly start time running again, and then the Valar intervened and got everyone freed. We think they left you alone because they were short personnel."
"I think he convinced him that we could offer Yeerks better living arrangements than the ones they were getting themselves with the planetary invasion model, promised to do that for all Yeerks, promised that if his Yeerk didn't cooperate he would instead given an opening kill the whole species - and he thought he'd get an opening, eventually, even if it took ten thousand years - and promised not to make his Yeerk personally leave - he'd gotten attached - until better accommodations were in progress. Only everyone else found it very hard on our nerves being around the still-Yeerked Timothy so my alt talked him down on that one."
"Didn't infest Bella because kids don't make good hosts, didn't infest Miranda because Minor bargained for her, Tireh and Ambela are recovering - well, Ambela died, but the Valar put everyone back first thing. That's about all you'd need to know, I think."
...he nods.
He thinks he has an explanation for Milliways; arbitrary horrible things can happen here, to anyone, without breaking the thin veneer of plausibility. It could be real. They are probably going to try, for a while, to see which horrors they can inflict without crossing that line. All of the terrible things conceivable, as long as they could occur outside Angband -
- but any given occasion of Ruviri opening the door, all she's likely to do is sit down in a way that isn't scary and hold his hand and function as the in-scenario representation of some very nice (and not immediately apparent to be addictive) drug.
He doesn't especially want to be drugged right now.
So he'll instead play along - "you're all right? They said you were but -"
"The Yeerks? They said we had to stay in our room - me and Cir and they let us keep Ava, I think maybe Bright told them we needed Ava to pass in food and stuff for us - and if we tried to come out they'd dwindle us till we wouldn't think of anything clever." It was kind of cramped and Ava had to sleep on the floor and she doesn't want to think about what would have happened if they hadn't all been together at the time.
Timothy takes his nap and then does interviews for the demons list. The interviews are fine; the moments in between, while he's waiting for someone to show, are unexpectedly unpleasant. He's jumpy. He keeps wishing he was looking at something in the opposite direction and then remembering he can move his eyes.
He asks some of the friendlier demons for food. He doesn't go downstairs. He does two hundred straight.
"I'm okay. I guess there's an off chance that in two years I'll discover I have absurdly strong feelings about some tangentially related topic, that's apparently a thing, but I'm okay with - I'm okay for me. But he hurt you, and I didn't stop him and I - don't want you to feel like you have to get over that for me to be okay -"
"Mirelótë did. The door tries to avoid grabbing people when they will either turn right back around or need Security. So without being directly asked in a way she couldn't evade she tries to behave in ways that let the door grab people. And like - otherwise we wouldn't have gotten her world at all -"
"Heavy use of Valar seems the way to go. They were being stealthy, using most of Bella and Matirin's actual plans for helping the Earth but with added Yeerks. If we just remove the Yeerks - there aren't even many in random people - the structures are all there. Once Bella's ready to pick them up."
<We've all had so little of privacy that I am inclined not to share it unless she chooses. We were captured on the ship. They had a scentless fast-acting gas, they had not possessed that six months earlier and its development was not known to Andalite intelligence.>
"Little Bella's mom is actually here, they grabbed her because Elves have a thing about parents missing their kids' childhoods. They left her alone because nobody wanted to infest a six-year-old or have to deal with their combat critters if they could avoid it. I haven't gone to see her."
"Yeah, Hazel has a lotta those. I wanna turn into a unicorn. - You should acquire an Elf, I turned into Mirelótë and the vision is astonishing, if morph tech ever gets good enough or if somebody ever has an experimental accident while a daeva I might adopt hers or maybe her-but-fits-into-my-clothes as a base form and morph from there."
"I can still morph, I didn't have to re-touch the cube. I can't deliberately 'heal from' a morph, I have to demorph. I think that's the same morph instincts that let us move around and stuff supplanting usual body plan. I don't know if that'd change if I overstayed the two hour limit. I haven't tried adding wings to my baseline, mostly because I expect to go back to more or less what I was doing and having wings would be weird there, plus I don't want to have to learn to fly after having cheated off various birds."
<There might be other underlying differences - the alts of my father were sure that they wouldn't have done the things my father did - but I don't know. I am unsure how I am supposed to appear on a talk show when I can't talk, and Minor said morphing human would ruin the effect, any ideas?>
Minor is so delighted to get this scoop. He is possibly a little theatrical about it. Andalites have excellent artificial gravity; he steals Cayaldwin's notes and then talks to Cayaldwin himself once the Valar fetch him and then consults some Elf architects and builds a stunning space station with Earth gravity on this half and Lunar on this half and free fall gymnasiums in which modified Quidditch can be played.
"Hi!" he tells his viewers. "I have such cool news. But first, remember that next week is the EU vote on escort laws. Call your representatives and tell them that escort laws don't keep you safer. And now, this is War-Prince Matirin-Ashal-Nelinfir and his brother Cayaldwin-Hashal-Firayar and they are Andalites from a dimension with hundreds and hundreds of alien species! And an Earth, where it's 2007 and they are in the middle of conducting a war with bodysnatching aliens."
"Andalites have really cool artificial gravity! Which means we have it too, because demons are awesome. And it's looking like Hazel's gonna be paused for a while. So I've made a space station out in an orbit nobody was using. Half has lunar gravity and half has Earth gravity and it does not have escort laws - it does have safe summoning laws, though, safe summoning is important. Its name is Gateway, and you're all personally invited to come live here if you're interested in helping with multiverse projects and with introducing aliens, and alien technology, to our world. Miranda and I are going to be running it."
"I have some context, he talks about it sometimes." And he returns to Transfiguration practice.
"About the decline, the historical consensus had it, there was much to say and little to explain. The Enemy was at this point exerting the capacity to cause crop failures at will, poison rivers, assassinate political figures, impersonate other ones, and engineer an end to the war that involved little direct fighting on his part. Extant literature focused on why he'd chosen this tactic, not how it had succeeded. Altacil's Look At What Happens argued that the Enemy believed his victims would languish longer in Mandos if they died at one another's hands; Yahavanar's History of the End concludes he was trying to prevent the Valar from intervening. It was in this context that The Final Years caused such controversy. The provocative mid-century history," intones the text-to-speech, "claimed that the structural and organizational collapse of the empire in the year 620 was more directly attributable to the death of the King's prisoner-and-consort than to-"
"He is not my boyfriend - I'm going to find myself a human one for that, Elves're too Elfy - but yes, I decided not to go around doing research Findekáno did not seem to especially want done so I could decide whether I was morally licensed to hook up with hot Elf Timothy in peak charming form. And I didn't know that but now that I heard it it makes sense of some other things."
"Hmm? No. It's only half his fault, the Valar mind-controlled everybody all the time and we have all this evidence he turns out lovely with most other sets of starting conditions. And he stopped, and he's sorry. But if he's still in the dragon pit I wasn't especially intending to rescue him."
Karen saw Findekáno with short hair. She didn't know it was remarkable, and, paradoxically, remarked on it. He had a cover story but it was inadequate - head injury - it passed to the humans, who probably didn't think in terms of 'if you burned half your arm you wouldn't burn the rest to make it look symmetrical', I think a human with catastrophic hair damage would just - even it out - but Mingling noticed he was lying and said so. I followed up.
Tireh takes an obscene amount of time to decompress and recuperate - two whole weeks - and then she starts learning geometry, and cladistics, and etymology, and the Maitimos' name chart, and stuff like that, and makes several copies.
The team going through Bar's resources looking for worlds gives her a destination, and she tucks a claw into the pages of her books and goes.
"Hello," she sings, "I'm from another world and I'm here to help. Can you point me at someone who'd be a good representative of this one?"