She's blocking all the destruction she can see, but even when she lifts herself up to the tallest roof around, visibility is limited. Apparently running out of magic is a concern, so she can't just shield the whole city or even this suburb. The storm is doing an insane amount of damage, why didn't she just wish for it to stop instead of thinking she could personally make a difference, stupid, stupid, stupid –
That's an entire car flying through the air, it's going to crash into that house there -- shield -- now it's not. "Um. Storm? Rain? Wind, it's the wind that's really a problem. I should have wished to stop it but I didn't, and it's too late now -- uh, you also got magic from the, the fuzzy little genie, right?"
"Just a few minutes ago, yes." There's probably a whole community of magical people, isn't there, and she's a newbie. She would have so many questions about that if the timing was better, but it's still very neat, even if this particular magical girl isn't treating the situation as the emergency it is.
She continues watching the storm, scanning for collisions that she could prevent, even though it feels pointless now. It was already starting to feel remarkably pointless, even before what the other girl - Bella - said. That's no reason to stop.
She's only just learned that magic exists at all. She might as well suppose it can do time travel, too. "Why? Or, you said you were trying to figure it out, sorry, what do you know?"
"No, he did mention running out, I just. Was in a hurry, and didn't ask a lot of questions. I don't – I don't know anything."
She hasn't been properly treating her magic as a scarce resource, has she. She wasn’t being wasteful with it, but now that she has even a sloppy way to see how much she’s used… she drops the shield on herself and flinches as she’s pelted with freezing rain. She can make her forcefields more precise if she tries for that, and leave them up as briefly as possible.
She's... technically her gem, what... later. She can focus on the time loop, if it's real it's obviously the most important thing here. "My name is Tara Sanders, my address is –" she gives it – "I go to the high school a few blocks from here. When does the time loop end, how long do we have?"
Okay, so. Not about to interrupt this conversation. She has time to ask questions.
She doesn't want to ask questions. She doesn't want to be out here in this storm trying to help people who are maybe just going to be rewound out of existence anyway. She doesn't want to do anything, right now, except curl up in a little ball and sob about all the horrible things she's learned today.
She casts another shield, redirecting a cascade of rubble. "You're doing the time loop on purpose, because of the storm? It's that bad?"
Yeah. She's watching her gem, now, and she can tell she doesn't have much left. "– Look, you seem like you know what you're talking about, and probably none of this matters, but – I'm sorry but I don't know you, and I'm not going to just stand here and let people get hurt." Her voice catches on that last. People are getting hurt anyway, she can't stop it, nothing she does could ever be enough –
A wave surges down the flooded street, crested with debris, heading straight for someone's house. She blocks it almost on reflex, and it crashes against her shield instead –
She doesn't think this person is in any of her classes, and she doesn't have any idea what she might want to tell her... but, well, it seems easy enough to find out.
"...Okay." Coat, shoes, a wave to her dad, and then she's outside. "Um, I don't recognize you, though, sorry."
"It really swaps my clothes and I swap them back when I'm done being in costume. I can do - lotsa random little things -" She picks up the nearest book with telekinesis, spins it around in midair. "Sometimes something turns out to be unexpectedly expensive. Everybody with magic gets powers themed after what they wished for from - you called it a 'fuzzy little genie', last time around, its name is Kyubey. So I can stop time, in addition to resetting to the start of my loop, but most magical girls can't do time things or can't do them very much. Please do not try to find a Kyubey right now."
"Well, if I start at the beginning it'll sound like a great deal, hence why I am now a magical girl. So I do need to at least mention up front that you should not do that. Uh, Kyubey came to me while I was in the hospital, I'd been hit by a van. A magical girl healed me, I don't know if I would have recovered otherwise, and they talked to me about making a wish and getting magic to fight witches. Witches being these monsters that are responsible for many, possibly a majority, of murders, suicides, and accidental deaths taken as a class."
"I am going to ask you to write yourself a letter in such a way as to preclude you saying things like that because it's depressing. Uh, so I was at the time really jazzed about this, get magic powers including the kind that got me out of the hospital and fight horrible mind control monsters, sign me up, right? But I couldn't think of a good wish - you can't just get whatever, it's pretty freeform but there's a scope limit. I couldn't hit, like, malaria. I kept trying clever cheats, I was pestering Kyubey all month with ideas, like, do I have enough magical potential for this, for that, for this other idea. Which was good, because -
- you know the storm that just flattened Boston, d'you read the news enough to know -"
"It's a witch. A storm is just what it looks like. It's a bad storm but mostly because all of the - human-operated resilience - is wrecked by the witch part. You'd have had a lot more Boston left if a storm of that size that was really the weather hit it. Over the next month it chews its way west. It's really obviously not a natural once-in-ten-thousand-years phenomenon when it keeps going after the Great Lakes. It hits the West Coast - I live in Washington - and by then it's so big, and I ask Kyubey about it, and -
"- I'm really not sure chronological order is the best way to tell this but it's worth a try, I guess. Kyubey says it may well end the world, and that it's too late to stop it. And in a panic, I wish.
"That whole month I never even asked, if time travel was on the table. But I woke up in the hospital, before the other magical girl came by to heal me and give me the pitch, in perfect health."
"So - I usually take a lot of notes, and I can in fact bring stuff back in time with me which is why I'm going to ask you to write yourself a note, but I don't have any about the first time around for obvious reasons. That's all pure memory. I have a lot better for everything after that. Like... why little fuzzy genies would go around granting wishes to turn people into magical girls. They say they want people to fight the witches, but what's their angle - well, it turns out, they're representatives of an alien civilization that doesn't have emotions, emotions are themselves inherently magical, they're taking a cut, every time, when we make wishes and then again later -
"- when we turn into witches."