He picks out a free room with his new puppy trailing behind him, and shuts the door behind them. Aww, it's cozy in here.
Cozy.
"Mhm. And just for fun. Ly and Lyra are both here, so it isn't too dangerous."
Jamie rolls to cuddle up more to his side, regretting that he'd flopped before getting his vest off at least. Hand-holding is nice - very nice - but what if more skin? Rude of clothing to be in the way of guiding, frankly.
"You're a teleporter too, right? What's your backlash, if you don't mind the ask?"
Permission! Yay! "Shirts for now?" He will sit up and start unbuttoning all the fiddly little buttons on his vest. "Mine is... You know, I never know whether to call it psych or physical? I, um, lose all my senses. Not in the going insane way, though it can get pretty crazy-making. Taste, then smell, then sight, then sound, then touch, then all the stuff you don't think of as senses but are."
He melts, a little, into that hold, and lets out another happy sigh.
"Mhm... I get to go all over, see lots of places. Move boxes around between them."
He snickers to himself, admitting, "It's not that interesting when I'm on the job, but I can go pretty much anywhere in the US and Canada in my off time, so long as I have the guiding."
"Visit people, explore, be doordash. Lyra has very specific tastes right now, she keeps switching between these two places in Toronto, a sushi place in Vancouver that does really good cooked rolls, this one restaurant in New York, and the Ophelia's Steakhouse in downtown Dallas."
Purrrrrrrrr- "Oh, um. Wow, that's not easy to pick. Ummm..." It's extra hard because of distracting hairpets!
"-there were some guys from the Midwest who had these long descriptive names? Like, Man Who Changes the Colour of Things, and Localized Rainstorm Woman. That was pretty funny."
"Huh, I bet he could! He'd need to go with them, though, it doesn't last a long time without him present. I know a lot of espers who do civilian work," he nods, "Dungeoneering is important, but there's a lot of powers that just aren't good for it. Like, do you know about the guy who can make you taste stuff? He does tasting sessions for crazy foods or for people with allergies and so on. Citrus, I think? Couldn't use that for much in a dungeon, but with a little creativity..."
hey this is toby, i stole jamie's phone to send you another important link
"FruitsSymmetry, that sounds familiar," he says. "I'm the only fake hedgehog around here, most places, or some substring of it, for complicated inside joke with Bryce reasons."
"Oh, um, so Zei and I are work partners, he lightens things which means I can take more cargo places. His partner and girlfriend is Lyra, and her brother is Ly, and he's my partner. I'm also a bit compatible with Lyra and really we're all kind of together, actually?
"Oh, and Lyra's pregnant."
Giggle. "There are not actually a lot of espers in our esper polycule. But Bryce and I - have something like the relationship of two male leads in an adventure-drama who are textually lifelong best friends and partners-in-crime and subtextually fucking - and Bryce is dating Kimberly who you briefly met, and internet dating a girl named Millie or Pandora, and Kimberly's friend Lenore is not at this time I would say romantically involved with any of us but she's attached to Kimberly enough to be part of the family. And then Bryce and I both have a few occasional other guiding partners, but I'm not sure any of them are part of the polycule. Jackhammer and I are kind of flirty but in a, like, non-transitive way."
"Don't they? It's not like it's anybody's first... I guess I don't know, if you didn't always want to run dungeons for a living, how checked in you are to stuff like the lull." He shakes his head. "There's not really a lot of formal onboarding, is there, for espers... maybe in guilds they do it differently, but it seems like so much of it is word of mouth."
Aww. Squeeze. "Yeah. I wonder if there's any way to systematically reach out to new espers... maybe that should be one of the things espers with minor powers do. The thing nobody does of going around emergency rooms and poking everyone, I mean. Anyone who pings them gets some literature..."
He chuckles ruefully.
"But that's still putting a lot of onus on the guy who just got out of hellweek," he says musingly. "I wonder if, I don't know, we oughta compile some of this 101 stuff into, like, presentations. Run mixers more like conventions, have introductory panels for the newbies. ...or just talk to these orgs about sending reps out to mixers. I don't know, I'm spitballin'."
"I woke up, like, just after it. I'm a Confluence newbie, even if I've been active six years now. S'why I keep bookmarking stuff about it."
Speaking of, he hands the phone over once he's opened up a few tabs. There's some esper forum stuff, but also a few Reddit threads and one interesting thread from tumblr, alongside the International and Canadian DRT sites.
"Take notes on yours?"
They make notes! Starting with what a confluence is, what the lead up to a confluence looks like, and what happens on the first day. Some examples of dungeons that only show up during confluences, and the ones which always do. How being an esper changes during the event, from wider deployment to cooperation to teleportation rates. How long they tend to last, and predictions on what this confluence will be like, given the long period between it and the last.
"We should try to put together some resources, maybe... Or, just get everyones' emails and do that later?" They shouldn't spend so much time planning that other people start to leave!
"Yeah, I like the emails idea," he says. It would indeed be a pity to not get around to making the actual presentation until everyone else involved in the mixer has long since gone off elsewhere to do other things. He thinks about, and talks as they're making notes about - how to convey what it feels like to work a confluence. How everyone's on edge, how you have to learn to expect everyone to be on edge, and expect yourself to be on edge too.
" 'Sfair. I'm gonna text Bryce, though - "
hey bryce fr this time. jamie and i are putting together a little confluence 101 crash course we're gonna give to some of the newbie espers here & we think you'd be good to help! come see us when you get a chance?
He shows the message to Jamie, and then hits send.
"The project is important-!" He leans into Toby, still holding Bryce's hand.
"-ooh, that's so weird..." tinfoil and good guiding at the same time?
...what if he climbs over Toby to sit between them? That way his arm will not be in the way of poking around on their phones and planning and such.
"Well, it's like..."
"To me it feels like the obvious thing. Just that, like - anyone who gets into this job because with great power comes great responsibility, the confluence is gonna... there's emergencies everywhere, constantly. Everyone's overstretched. You - "
He breathes.
"You know for a fact there's dungeons getting away with people in them. That's where most returning dungeons come from, even more than from places like Indonesia. And - you are gonna work more, during a confluence, it's inevitable, but it's a lot easier to feel like you ought to be working yourself to death. And like, people tell you put on your own oxygen mask, people tell you it's a marathon not a sprint, but when it's happening, it just - it feels like an excuse. It feels vile, to look away from it."
Nod.
"It's kinda something you learn by getting through it, I guess."
Jamie is hugging his hand to his chest now, and doesn't appear to mind the mild stingy-ness. Of course, that could just be because he's doing it at his own pace, though.
"I could also see someone getting on a high horse about it or something, if you told a story about having to leave some victims behind."
"I didn't get a lot of that, fortunately," he says. "People get like that on social media sometimes, but I'd successfully sworn off social media before my first confluence. But - there were definitely times it would have hit me really badly, if someone had lashed out that way."
"At least it'll let them brace for it. They'll know it might happen, if they haven't thought about it already. So maybe some of them will be a little more ready.
"Y'know, this is kinda what I really mean by the whole, we gotta get better at preparing newbies, right? Even if we don't have guilds, we should have, like, programs? Mentorship and guest speakers, like an organization that reaches out to them instead of expecting them to look for resources themselves?"
"I think my hair changed a little, slightly more gold and slightly less blonde, but it's subtle enough I don't know for sure. Bryce has really pretty hair, he's got the iridescent effect that some dark-haired espers have, if it catches the light just right it gleams purple a little."
He tears his attention away from Bryce's hair.
"Um, so we're gonna knock on doors to let people know about it, so they can come see if they want, but once we're in the big room you can pull everyone's attention for a sec so everyone hears what's up. Also," he points to the couch beside Bryce, "Compat checks?"