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i remember that night, i just might
karlnapity fall apart
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It was Nick's idea, for Alex and Karl to do something harder for their shop project.  

Well, that's not exactly fair. Alex and Karl agreed to it. In their defense, it seemed like a good plan! A harder project, sure, but in-affinity for Karl, arguably in-affinity for Alex--the divination involved is mostly short-range, but he can argue it--and Nick's an artificing track senior, and he said I'll help, and he said this could be what puts Alex on the map, if you two do a good job, maybe this could be what gets him a spot in the alliance, it's time you proved yourself, and so they had agreed to make a more ambitious artifact than was necessary for their group assignment. It would be useful, too-- a shield from mals that notices not just where they are but where they will be, that goes up a second before they appear instead of a second after, is the sort of thing that saves lives.

It seemed a bit less like a good plan with every time Alex and Karl ended up working in shop alone, trying to get it done before the due date. Nick's good for his word, and he's with them almost half the time, but he's a senior, he's got his own homework, and he and George and the rest of Tampa's seniors have started training for graduation. But by the time Alex has realized hey, maybe this isn't the best idea, he's committed, they're over halfway done, and this, this could be his chance. He needs this. 

Nick is, at least, with them when Karl opens the wrong cupboard and mals start pouring out, going for his head. Nick moves fast--he's not as good at fighting as Clay, but he's still leaps and bounds better than any of the rest of them, by a lot--and his whip is all artifice, crackling with the sort of fire that doesn't go out right away when the sprinkler system turns on (maybe the same sort of fire that one of the library shelves had still been burning with when-- no, Alex, focus--), cutting a line through the mals until the air smells of charred flesh-- and then Alex starts chanting, suddenly incredibly aware of how slow his reflexes are and of how close the mals are getting to him--

Nick has a sword, too, the one they all make dick jokes about, and he's dual-wielding now, and Alex is still chanting, and he can't even see Karl at first under the mals but then he can, bits and pieces, his clothes first, all oversaturated colors made dim by three years of wear, and then a bit of his hair, and then more, and then more--

And at last they're all gone, and Karl's bloody and they're all hyperventilating but this is better than not breathing at all, and Nick loops his arm around Karl and walks him home.

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And a week later, Nick corners Alex. "Alex! Dude, what's up?" He punches Alex's shoulder. "I haven't seen you around."

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"Yeah, I, uh." Either Nick already knows that Tommy started trouble with Clay, and that Alex is (kind of) Tommy's friend, and that Karl's stopped sitting with him in class, or he doesn't, in which case he probably shouldn't be the one to break it to him. "Hey! Nick! How's--how are you, man!"

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"I'm good, how are you? Me and Karl were working on your artifact, and, I dunno, it feels like--it felt wrong to work on without you, you know? I mean, even George stopped by."

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"What, not sleeping?"

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"He has--a real problem, if you've noticed."

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"I mean, I'm not saying he does--"

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"No, he definitely does."

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"Oh."

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"Look, you need--you need to come see everyone. Let's just go! If George is awake you can see him, too."

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"And you're not--busy, like, I know it's, uh, it's busy right now, with midterms and, and you and George getting ready for graduation soon--"

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"Dude, come on."

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"...I'm going to address the elephant in the room, you've all been avoiding me, I don't know if it's because of whatever stupid stunt Tommy pulled with George--"

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"What? No! Karl was-- just the other day, Karl invited you to work with us--"

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"No, he didn't."

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"Well, maybe he--maybe he forgot, maybe something came up, maybe there was, like, mals, and he got distracted, or he couldn't find you. Let's just go--let's go talk to him." Nick takes Alex's hand and tugs.

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"...Fine. Okay."

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"Great!" Then Alex can be tugged along. (Nick has to get his whip out a couple of times to vaporize smaller mals on the way.) "Karl! KARL! It's Alex!"

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"Oh. Hey."

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...Well, it looks like Nick wants him to say hi. "Karl! Hey! How you doin', man?"

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"I'm good. How are you?"

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"I'm doing great." He looks Karl over, up and down, half to see how his injuries have healed (they look better) and half because, well, they haven't officially broken up yet, and he might as well get some appreciation in while he's still allowed. "You look great. What have you been up to?"

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"I've been busy. Recovering." He looks pointedly at Nick.

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"...Let's... work on the shield."

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("Told you," Alex mutters. Nick doesn't respond.)

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Karl is... Weird. Like, even beyond the--whatever's up with him and Alex, something's up. (That's not exactly it. Something's been up, since that night with the mal attack, and Nick isn't as bad at people as Clay is but that's a low fucking bar, he knows enough to know what he doesn't know. Alex is good at people, that's--why he had brought Alex in the first place, even with Alex avoiding them, because Alex is good at people and Alex knows Karl. But Alex isn't saying anything.) Karl keeps--twitching, and looking off into space, and asking the same questions about the artifact over and over again, and losing track of what they've already done, and Karl's always been kind of spacey but something is up. And now there's also whatever's up with him and Alex.

"Karl?"

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Oh thank goodness. Karl immediately tugs Nick away; Alex can probably overhear if he's trying to listen, but if he's trying to listen, that's fucking creepy, so, whatever. "Over here."

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"Karl, what's up?"

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"Why are you being so--like, you know Alex almost got me killed working on that stupid artifact, right?"

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"What are you talking about? This is--this is Alex, dude, what do you mean...?"

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"Oh, so you're gonna hold that against me. We were all there! We all could have died! We were literally both there to work on it."

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"Yeah, and only one of us was there to try and get a spot in the enclave alliance."

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"Karl, that was my plan."

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"It wasn't my fault."

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"Really? Because it kind of seems--"

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"KARL." He is going to step between them and maybe shake Karl a little by the shoulders. "Are you--are you joking around? This isn't funny, dude."

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"I'm not joking around. I think Alex should help finish this stupid project, and then he should leave, and stop acting like we're--friends or whatever."

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"What the fuck, Karl."

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"Guys! Guys! Stop it, stop--"

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"Dude. I don't know what I said that got you two so upset, I'm just--being clear."

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"Do you realize--I was going to propose to you, you know, if I got a spot on the alliance. Fuck you, man."

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"Why would you think that was a good idea, literally why--"

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"Karl! Karl this isn't funny, you're being--weird--"

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"Oh, I'm being weird."

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"Yes!!!!!!!"

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"Weird? You know, I don't think he's being weird, actually, just an asshole. Fuck you, man, I thought you were different."

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"Karl. Karl. Are you okay, is something wrong?"

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"I feel like I've been pretty clear on that point."

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"Wow. Fucking... great. How dare I--come here and try to fucking help out, I guess. You know what? Fine. I don't need a fucking alliance spot, anyway." He knows as soon as the words are out of his mouth that they're a bad idea.

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"Calm down! Guys! Karl, are you--"

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"Nick, how about you, you walk me back to where I was, and I'll leave Karl alone until he asks. I told you this was a bad idea."

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...Alex is already walking.

"Alex, please, c'mon. It wasn't-- I don't know what's up with Karl but something's wrong, maybe, maybe he's joking--"

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"He's not fucking joking, Nick. I heard him, I heard his tone of voice, that's not a fucking joke."

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"No, I mean-- I think something's wrong, I don't-- I don't know what's wrong with him, okay? I don't-- I don't know."

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"Nick. Thank you, okay? I appreciate it, I really do. But next time, listen to me."

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"Alex, it's Karl."

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"Yeah, and Karl is pretty fucking angry at me right now. You heard what he said. I just got out of a shitty relationship, I don't need another one. You're welcome to talk to me whenever. You know, I will even, I will even help work on the artifact, because it's still a group project, I agreed to help. But until Karl apologizes, fuck Karl."

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"I don't--I'm sorry. I didn't know--"

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"Yeah, well. Fucking... Whatever."

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"Um. Goodbye. I'll... Talk to you later?"

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"Sure. Bye."

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Karl... Doesn't stop being weird. He gets weirder, actually, clumsier and more forgetful, and he's drawing way more mana out of the pool than is normal, and Nick talks to Clay and George about it but none of them are doctors, and he's about ready to stage an intervention when Karl falls to the floor and starts convulsing.

Nick stands over him and fights the mals away for five, ten, fifteen minutes, until he loses track of time, until Karl stops moving because he's stopped breathing, until little glowing larvae start floating out of his body, and Nick has to retreat because he's shaking too much to be good at fighting.