Here is a perfectly ordinary nightclub. It isn't open yet; there's a custodian straightening things up, and the DJ assembling his equipment, and a bartender putting her apron on, but no one is looking at this particular corner of the room.
"Thank you!" she says, climbing unsteadily to her feet. Her clothes are very weird, sort of a Vaguely Medieval Rags situation, and very brightly coloured. "I didn't learn English from my parents because I didn't have any. Maybe whatever made me suddenly be here instead of in a cave also made me suddenly speak English."
She heads toward the side door, picking her way carefully across the floor in hopes of avoiding another tumble.
"I know! I shouted because I thought it would make me feel better! I'm not sure if it worked or not!"
She picks a random direction and starts walking along the sidewalk. Soon she comes to a corner, where there is clearly some sort of system for determining when it is safe to brave the street where the fast things go but she has no idea how it works and there isn't anyone waiting on her same corner to ask. She turns to continue along contiguous sidewalk instead, and at the next street corner there's a person waiting.
"How does crossing the street work?" she asks them.
"You go when that light turns from a red hand to a white silhouette and then you cross in the crosswalk," says the lady with the stroller. "You can also just go wherever and whenever it doesn't look like there are any cars but if my husband found out I did that with the baby along he'd be really freaked out and yell at me, so I'm waiting."
"...and that light is the relevant one because it's the one that's in the direction I want to go?" she guesses. "Okay, thank you."
Then she fully processes the rest of what the lady said and its implications regarding the contents of the stroller, and starts bouncing excitedly. "—oh! Is that a human baby? I've never seen a human baby before! Can I touch it?"
Hmm, people around these parts seem to share the apparently-nigh-universal human property of not wanting to continue interacting with her for very long, but stroller lady hasn't outright told her to go away yet so maybe she can venture one more important question. "Have you ever heard of someone suddenly learning English when they didn't speak it a minute ago? It happened to me earlier and it was very strange."
"Okay!"
That seems like enough to be going on with and she doesn't want to push her luck too badly on the length of this interaction. She says "thank you!" again on general principle and turns in a different direction at the next corner. Now, which of the buildings in view looks most plausibly like a house...
She tries skimming from the front and then she tries flipping through at random and then she notices that the section she just flipped into appears to be sorted by profession and then she skims through professions until she finds Neurologist and then she has some information about neurologists! What information does she have?
Well, this lady told her not to knock again, so after carefully memorizing the names and addresses and phone numbers of some neurologists, she puts the book where she was told to and examines her surroundings to try to figure out how this information applies to them. She has encountered the concept of named streets before, and she does notice that the houses all have numbers on them, which allows her to form a tentative hypothesis although she isn't sure how phone numbers fit into it. Maybe if she keeps walking she will either recognize a neurologist-related cross street, or find a person whom she can ask for directions.
"Oh! Paying for things! With money! I have a money!" She digs around in her pockets and triumphantly produces a single silver coin. "...Probably this is not enough money to pay for an appointment. I didn't know I needed to pay for those. If I want more money, how should I obtain it?"
"Five hundred dollars unless you have insurance in which case it's actually a lot more but the insurance pays most of it. We only take these kinds." She taps a sign on the wall. "The paperwork to start taking a new kind is horrendous and the only reason to do it would be to get more patients, and Dr. Ledecky has plenty already."
"Sorry!" she says to the person behind her, and "thank you!" to the cashier, and then she goes over to the Customer Service desk. It's even more receptionist-pattern-matching than the cashiers, but it seems to be a little more out-of-the-way, which might explain why she didn't see it at first.
"Hello!" she says to Customer Service. "The sign outside said Hiring and the person over there said you are the people to talk to about the sign."
"—ooh!" she says, bouncing excitedly. "Do you have a human penis? Will you show it to me? I want to see one!!! —oh, but I have important things to do first. I need to get a free Gold's Gym membership so I can have somewhere to shower so I won't smell bad so the grocery store will hire me! After that I can do other things."
"You're really chipper and that makes me wistful about no longer being young," says Kelly.
"I don't want a pound of bologna because I think it's disgusting and my wife likes to fry it which smells horrendous but it's on my list and I will pay for it," says a man on the other side of the counter, and Bird can watch Kelly slice some bologna.
His name is Keith! He is very happy to see her! He will drive her to his place, which has no sheets on the bed and shelves made out of milk crates and kind of a lot of pizza boxes halfheartedly stacked in a corner, but does have a real shower in it that works. If she doesn't know how to use it Keith will get in with her and help while talking about how he's kind of embarrassed about the state of his apartment but now that he has a girlfriend who is so pretty and willing to touch his dick he will probably try a little harder for at least a week until he forgets and fails to establish new habits.
Kisses! What a fascinating human activity!! She has so much to learn from her new boyfriend. She's not totally sure what a boyfriend is but apparently she has one and it's pretty neat so far.
Next time she sees the person who gave her the apron she should ask how much money will be in her paycheck. And maybe what a paycheck is and how to interface with one? Actually she can probably ask Keith that right now. Mid-kiss, she pauses thoughtfully and says, "What is a paycheck and how do they work? Are they related to credit cards?"
"Okay. I hope they will not need me to fill out too many forms or have too many other unexpected requirements like the thing where I needed to have a home before I could get a job or a neurologist appointment." But she is satisfied that probably it will be okay.
She kisses him again. Kissing: a very good human activity.
Pizza is a NOVEL AND EXCITING EXPERIENCE which will prompt MANY BOUNCES.
"Beimf humam if fo goog!!" she enthuses half-intelligibly around a mouthful of pizza, which she then swallows so she can enthuse at greater length. "I love human faces and human voices and human clothes and human foods!!! And your human penis!!!" And human KISSES which she will now DEMONSTRATE on his FACE.
"Well, when I first touched your dick I was mostly interested in it because I'd never seen one before, but now I know you and I feel all these pleasant human emotions about you, and I care more about making you happy than about making strangers happy. So I probably won't touch that guy's dick. But I'm a little sad about it because it turns out that making people happy feels really nice and I like doing it. I guess there are lots of ways to make people happy besides touching their dicks."
"Actually a lot of that goes to taxes. We automatically take those out of your paycheck, which you could consider a favor since it makes it less likely you'll surprisingly owe thousands of dollars on tax day, or you could consider it an inconvenience because it means you have less money on hand in the short term, but we do it whether you want us to or not. And then there's the apron money but that's less than taxes."
Her job involves a lot of meat and cheese and weighing things and packaging things! Some people express attraction to her or spontaneously mope at her about their various personal drama:
- "My son never calls me and it would be better for my self-image if that were genuinely completely baffling but I actually think it might be because I was a terrible mother to him and don't feel capable of change."
- "I'm getting married next week! At the time of the proposal I thought of it as settling but I've gotten to like her more since then."
- "Wow, I really want to see your breasts. You should probably not take that as much of a compliment, it's true of nearly every woman I see."
- "I don't know the difference between provolone and meunster and I'm worried this betrays some fundamental lack of discernment in me."
- "I'm really overwhelmed and upset that you're out of the kind of roast beef I like! I was relying on that roast beef for my day to go as planned and now it's not and I'm maybe going to cry!"
- "You're not Kelly. I have a parasocial relationship with Kelly because I restock the employee fridge with stuff from here every day and I resent that you're not her."
- "Your nametag says Bird! That's an unusual name and makes me wistful about having been named something more interesting than Lisa."
- "Your hair is beautiful. If I find any of it in my turkey I will sue this store."
She expresses sympathy to people who are having a hard time and happiness to people who are having a good time and also has some other responses.
"Don't worry, I don't know the difference either!"
"I picked my name myself! I like birds because they don't live in caves or eat brains!"
"I am reasonably sure there is none of my hair in your turkey! I like having hair. It's pretty and nice to touch."
This is a very interesting distinction and deserving of focused attention!
"The first time I tasted cheese," she muses once the ritual is complete, "I tried to eat the entire rest of the wheel of cheese because it tasted so fascinating. That turned out to be a bad idea. I ate too much cheese and made myself sick."
Buying food with an employee discount seems worthwhile on consideration! She does that. It is good to be well-fed. Human bodies do all sorts of inconvenient things when you don't feed them. (They also do some inconvenient things when you do feed them; she takes care of some of those on the parts of her lunch break where she is not eating.)
...the sheer delight involved in Bird eating ice cream for the first time may be slightly alarming to passersby.
Bird would like to try many new foods! She will accept recommendations but doesn't want to repeat anything unnecessarily during her first few days with access to a grocery store. (She does express a wistful desire for more ice cream, though. But if she eats ice cream now, it will interfere with her ability to try more different novel foods, and what if one of those is even better! No. She will be strong. Novelty above all.)
Between his broad familiarity with human cultural background and her attentiveness to instructions, they will probably manage a decent batch of cupcakes out of this box of cake mix!
And, once the frozen mac and cheese (solidly pleasant) and the cupcakes (!!!) have been sampled, Bird is going to propose CELEBRATORY POST-CUPCAKE SEX because WOW they did a GOOD.
Yes, that does appear to be the case!
And after celebratory post-cupcake sex, and post-celebratory-post-cupcake-sex cuddles, she requests writing materials with which to draft CUPCAKE PLANS. There were multiple cake mixes in the store! There were multiple frosting options, and other decorative tools and materials into which she did not delve! She is going to be systematic about this! She is going to learn all there is to learn about cupcakes!
This suffices. Bird inscribes PLANS.
...the English alphabet is deeply inadequate and after wasting one page trying to draw up charts and to-do lists in it, she turns the page over and starts inscribing intertwined nests of sharply angular lines with the occasional English word sort of tucked in there like strange ugly fruit sprouting from a very geometric tree.
"I'm not sure how to describe them! I didn't understand them very well. The humans here are easier to understand. I think the humans here say more about what they're thinking? The other humans didn't usually explain things like why they were in the moods they were in, unless I asked, and sometimes not even then."
"Wow, that's a thing to say," she remarks as she fetches potato salad. "I don't really understand about the sale of meat being morally reprehensible but in my experience thinking you're better than someone in that casual sort of way often leads to eating their brains so I'm a little bit concerned right now!"
"Eating someone's brains would be even worse! I had no idea there was enough brain-eating going on to be described as 'often' and am really concerned about that now not only because it could cause an outbreak of prion disease but also because of all the implied murder!"
"Well, first I left home because I didn't want to be there anymore, and then I traveled some distance underground by myself, and then I accidentally became human, and then I found a human settlement where the humans were very different from the ones here, and I already spoke their language a little because there are some humans where I'm from, but the humans in the settlement mostly seemed to not want me around, so I left, and then a very novel thing happened where one moment I was traveling underground again and the next moment I was in a human building in this town, and I discovered that all of a sudden I spoke fluent English, a language which I had not heard of before I arrived. So I think that whatever happened might have transported me a very long way. I'm not confident that I'm in a different universe than I started in, but I'm reasonably confident that I'm on a different planet, because I think if I was on the same planet, this town and the places I'm familiar with from before would have more in common or contain more general awareness that places like each other might exist. I think this town contains very little general awareness that places like my native country and the nearby human settlement might exist, and I think the reverse is also true."
"I was wondering how it was possible that I suddenly knew a language I hadn't before, and I asked some people, and the clearest advice I got was to try asking a neurologist, but the neurologist's receptionist wanted me to have five hundred dollars and a home before I could get an appointment, and I did not have either of those things, so I asked for advice on how to get them, and following the advice led me here."
"I think I am really unlikely to get pregnant because of the nature of the magic that turned me human. I don't really have a good point of comparison for how sudden it was but Keith did not seem to mind. I think you might be operating from a confused understanding of my perspective and priorities."
"I also think that's cool! I didn't like being an alien much, but I'm very excited about being human, and I think I appreciate being human more than I would if I'd been born this way because I remember what it was like to be a worse thing. Worse for me, anyway. The other aliens thought being an alien was better but I disagree."
"Well, we lived in a cave and ate brains and didn't have art or strong emotions. I didn't like eating people's brains because there's people in there and I didn't know what I was missing about art or strong emotions but I did know I was missing something, and I wanted to find out what it was. Also there were the mind-controlled slaves but I feel more conflicted about those because one of the strongest emotions an alien of my kind can feel is the loneliness of not having any mind-controlled slaves and so it makes sense that everyone who could afford one had one because of how much it hurts not to."
"I could draw what I looked like if I had something to draw on and with but I don't. The loneliness is sort of hard to explain but I'm definitely not any less of that kind of lonely now that I have a boyfriend, I feel happy human feelings about him and they're really nice but the other thing still hurts. Less than it did when I was still an alien, though, so that part is nice!"
"Yes!" she says with the same upbeat demeanour as usual. "I don't want to and also can't, though. Or—I guess 'don't want to' is complicated. I would be really excited if someone volunteered but I'd be concerned that they might not understand what they were getting into and I wouldn't want to try it unless they were sure they really wanted to and I was sure they really understood, and I don't think I have the right magic anymore to do the thing properly so I would have to find a way to reinvent that without being able to reference my original biology to do it and I bet that would be really, really hard."
"Mostly separate. Alive slaves are expensive because everyone wants one, and slave brains are usually very bland because it's the depth and variety of experience that gives a brain its flavour, so the people who own a slave usually aren't the ones who end up eating the brain. I've never had one so I'm not sure what it's like, I was really young when I left and I wasn't very good at upholding my society's standards of behaviour so I probably wouldn't have been able to afford a slave for several more centuries."
"I wasn't good at it because I disagreed with most of my society's priorities! I thought it was sad that we ate people's brains, and I was conflicted about the mind-controlled slaves, and I wanted to go out and live a life with lots of deep and varied experiences myself instead of eating the brains of other people who had, and I thought that even though we were much much smarter than most other kinds of people and lived longer than a lot of them and had mind-control magic, that didn't mean we were better than everyone and should enslave them and eat their brains and also be really condescending about it. —also this language is really bad for answering multiple questions at once, I can't say two different things at the same time. My native language was good for that but I can't pronounce it anymore."
"There were humans there but they seemed different from the humans here, although the differences were subtle and might have been mostly cultural. There were a lot of other kinds of people that mostly don't have names in English but a bunch of them were pretty similar to humans I think. Just about the only kind of people that my society respected was dragons," she borrows the term from Common, "because they could live as long as we could and often lived longer, and they could be as smart as we were and were sometimes smarter, and they were often much more magically powerful. But I think even though people respected them, they were usually kind of mad about it. My society wasn't very nice."
"We can measure a lot of things about minds with the same magic that lets us control them! I didn't keep all my advantages but I can still think on multiple separate attention tracks, which humans can't ordinarily do, and I seem to think almost as fast as I used to, and be almost as good at doing math, and I am okay with trading a little bit of intelligence for the ability to feel human emotions because human emotions are really really nice."
"I haven't looked into local math because I'm not especially interested in it but I very well might! My society did know a lot of math that local humans didn't, and I think a lot of people thought humans weren't smart enough to learn some of our math at all, though I'm not sure they were right."
"We had really different technology from this society. It's hard to measure who is more advanced because the priorities were so different. I think so far I like this society better, though. Grocery stores are really neat and as far as I know they don't contain any brains for sale."
"All the magic I knew how to do was magic that worked based on alien biology I don't have anymore. It takes a long time to learn the more universal kinds. I know a little bit of magical theory but not very much. I'm not sure what a radio is to know whether we had them, but we did have time travel at one point, and then stopped having it on purpose for complicated reasons, but I think the Elder Brain still knows how to reinvent it if we need it for something."
"I don't want to enslave anyone or eat their brains and consider my unwillingness to do that one of the many ways in which I am better than most people although I think in that particular respect I am not especially unusual in this day and age! Our car is this way."
"Lasagna is a novel food so I am very interested to try it!" she says to Elspeth; and to Isabella, "I think your shallow dismissal of perspectives you don't seem to understand could be dangerous in the same way that my society's shallow dismissal of less intelligent species was dangerous, because it enables you to think that other people's well-being and preferences are worth less than your own because you consider them inferior to you! But I'm not sure of that because I am unsure of most things because I am deeply and intensely aware of the vast amounts of context and background information that I'm missing at all times!"
"It's an imperfect translation but I have an expectation that most other translations I could have tried would also have sounded stupid to you because you lack the cultural background to understand them in depth and I can't pronounce multiple distinct words at the same time with my human mouth."
"I want that too! It was really useful and I miss it a lot especially now that I'm in a conversation with two different people at the same time and sometimes get asked several questions in a row and have trouble prioritizing which to answer first and sometimes can't say all of the answers in sequence while taking what I think is probably a reasonable length of conversational turn! Judging lengths of conversational turn is hard."
"Anyway I think it makes sense that when I was confident of being formerly nonhuman but not confident about whether I was on another planet when I wasn't human, I was uncertain about being an alien in an importantly distinct way than the way I would have been uncertain about being an alien if I had been uncertain about the formerly nonhuman part too."
"I had no money at all when I first encountered humans, and have yet to encounter a use for money that looks like it will use it up faster than I can make it in the long term, so I think I am content with my current plans unless you have a compelling argument for why I shouldn't be!"
"Those are interestingly shaped words!" she says. "It took me a noticeable amount of time to grasp the meaning of otolaryngological, which has fascinating implications about my Sudden Knowledge of English! I would previously have expected that all the English words I encountered would be ones I either knew immediately or didn't know at all, but this one was neither!"
"The brain-eating-alien sense of taste hs a much narrower range of available sensations than the human sense of taste! There's a dimension of intensity that varies with the breadth and depth of the brain's experiences and the nature of the brain, and a dimension of flavour that varies with the content of the experiences, but if you have eaten both ice cream and pizza you have experienced more flavour variation and viscerally pleasant eating experiences than a brain-eating alien is capable of."
"Hmmm..."
She frowns a small frown of concentration, makes some sounds with her mouth that frankly do not sound like they belong in any language at all, then shakes her head. "Sorry, I don't really think there's enough overlap between the way brain-eating aliens naturally speak and the ways humans can speak to make this work. I could make up a name for it? I could... use the word for 'third' in the human language I'm familiar with from that planet? That would be 'Sarn'."