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Oscar takes the train back to London and starts asking around about Roby.

A person buying a book mentions that Randolph Carter had known Roby, and the next morning he can set up some time to talk to him.

Huh, wasn't that the guy Terrence talked to at the party? He seemed a bit much. But that's like 40% of his customers; he has a lot of experience in this area. 

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"What do you want to talk to me about?"

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"I seem to remember you have strong opinions about psychiatry?"

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"Yes. Bunch of hacks."

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"Bunch of cops!"

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"They pathologize anyone who thinks differently. Who dares to look beyond their tiny circle of what people should care about."

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"Exactly."

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"Into the depths of infinity and the world beyond--"

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Or about socialism. But that doesn't seem like Carter's bag honestly.

"Yeah. So I'm here because someone you know is locked up and it's for pretty fishy reasons. Is there any chance you remember an Alexander Roby? In an asylum, specifically, I mean."

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"Oh, yeah. He was a sweetheart. It was horrible what happened to him. He might get out?"

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A sweetheart, huh. "He does seem very sincere and like he's going through horrible things. And yes, we're working on convincing the psychiatrist he's harmless and should be free. Sounds like you knew him well and understand his plight, maybe you can help?"

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"I'd be happy to help however I can. I really liked his book."

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"He wrote a book?" Oscar follows weird niche literary developments closely. This is a bit shocking. "He did mention something about his work. I feel for him-- it's extremely hard to write while imprisoned." Especially without writing implements but that's where Oscar comes in.

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"Der Wanderer durch den See, published in English and German. It had a very small print run."

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"May I ask what press?"

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"Whitehall."

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Oscar has vaguely heard of Whitehall. It's a small press, it sells... books.

He can't remember anything else they published.

He's probably ever sold anything they published.

"Right, Whitehall. I've carried some of their work before-- must have missed Roby's book somehow. It was a good book, in your opinion?" He doesn't really want to read an entire book by someone who admires The King In Yellow, and to be honest Whitehall is an entirely forgettable press in general. But it might be useful.

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"It's a fascinating case study of a man's dreams. Sort of... toes the line between fiction and nonfiction?"

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Dreams!

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"It's about coming to understand a power that is essentially unknowable and far greater than man."

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"Sounds very poetic," Oscar says in a measured tone of voice. "I should see if Roby likes Surrealism, lots of interesting stuff going on there with dreams. In any case-- that does sound partly biographical. Based on what I've heard." He feels kinda uncomfortable discussing the details of Roby's psyche with one of his admirers but if he's making art about it maybe that's not as bad.

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"I think it was supposed to be autobiographical. Even though he calls the dreamer 'the man.'"

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"Yeah. Slip of the tongue, sorry. I've heard he has some strange recurring dreams. He may have been influenced by a certain play." Sorry Roby. "Are there any-- recurring images, or motifs, in the book?"

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"The dreamer calls the power 'The King,' but once 'Kaiwan' and once 'the Unspeakable One'. And eventually he visits the city of Carcosa. A place of beauty and contentment, although fundamentally inhuman."

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He "may" have been "influenced" by a "certain play".

"Randolph, may I ask if you know the work Roby's referencing?"

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"I don't."

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"He is very interested in a French play called the King in Yellow. In translation, I think."

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"That's the one that led to the riot, isn't it?"

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"Yes. I haven't seen it or read in its entirety. But my friend--" where did that come from, he wonders-- "who knows the play well explained its major motifs to me. Der Wanderer makes multiple references to it, unmistakably. And in fact Roby discussed it with my friend. With enthusiasm."

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"Huh," Carter says. "Well, nothing wrong with writing a story about a favorite play. Kind of odd he never mentioned it to me..."

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"It's possible that he's gotten more passionate about this play since you saw each other, but it IS odd that it forms such a big part of his work and he never mentioned it."

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He shakes his head. "Well, Roby was always a quiet man. I don't think I ever really got to know him. No one except his closest friends did."

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"I hope that you do," he says. He finds that he's sincere about it. "His close friends-- did you know them?"

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"Yeah. There were four of them, they went out almost every night."

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"Were they at all literary? Do you know their names?"

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"Chris Parker, he was like fifty-five. Oddly high voice. Antiques dealer. Ben Best, he worked at the Royal Society. Incredibly nice guy and you could tell it wasn't fake, you know, he always wanted the best things for everyone. I always found it weird he didn't have a girl. --Or a guy. And some guy named DeVille. I never got to know him well."

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He has never heard of Best or DeVille. Sounds like Roby hung around a lot of queers even for a bohemian. He hates to pry into how the guy spends his free time but it could be useful information.

Certain universities and museums sometimes contacted Parker, because he could knowledgeably authenticate and identify occult manuscripts, but he hasn't been active in this for the last ten years. He deals in antiques and rare books from his North London address; it takes a lot to get his attention but when you do he's competent and utterly ruthless.

"Parker's a big name in antiques and rare books." Whom Oscar has avoided dealing with as he has a certain reputation for ruthlessness. In any case-- "Do you think he'd be willing to help with Roby? I'd like to talk to him." He hopes Carter has a better read on Parker here because contacting him out of nowhere to ask about an unfortunate friend sounds terrible. Though many things about the Roby business are terrible, comes with the territory.

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"I never knew him well," Carter says. "Frankly, the man kind of scares me."

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"I've heard some stories, yeah." Come to think of it, he did have a surprisingly pleasant two-minute conversation with Parker one time at a release party but that's probably not enough to build a successful visit to Parker's shop around, especially with something as sensitive as Roby's case. "And I'll be honest, hearing that stuff turned me off working with him more closely. I take it you've seen it firsthand?"

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He shakes his head. "Yeah. He's... very unpleasant."

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"Sorry to hear it. I'm surprised to hear he got on so well with Roby-- you mentioned him being a sweetheart?"

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"Well, it might be easier for an asshole to get along with a sweetheart than to get along with another asshole."

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Oscar knows a lot about that actually.

He laughs. "Tell me about it. But honestly, you're doing a really good thing here. You've given me a great place to start. One last thing-- do you know who carries Roby's book?"

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"Not off the top of my head but I'm sure you can find one."

He hesitates. "--There was one weird thing about Parker."

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Huh, weird even by Carter's standards.

"Yeah?"

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He sighs. "There isn't a week that goes by where I don't dream about it."

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Honestly, Oscar knows that feeling too.

"Oh," he says, "I've heard some bad things about him, but that sounds awful."

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"It was three AM," Carter says, "I was out for a walk. Couldn't sleep, you know. Ran into Parker. Didn't feel like talking to him, but we wound up walking the same direction. He was going slow, looking in alleys and doorways by the light of an electric torch."

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Is this how Oscar is going to find out that Parker mutilates cats or something.

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"He stopped before this sleeping tramp. He lifted up his arms and I heard from all over this whistling noise. The tramp screamed, on and on, but Parker didn't touch him. Then both noises stopped and Parker walked away."

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"Jesus."

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"I went to look at the tramp and-- there was a body there. A man, I think. His arms were held up to protect himself and his face was frozen in fear. Mouth open. He died terrified and-- I've never seen someone who looked so much in pain. I thought that Parker killed him but-- I don't know how. The corpse was as dry as dust. Not a single drop of blood in it. Like it was a mummy."

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Oscar doesn't know what to say. Carter is clearly exaggerating, or his memory's addled somehow, but he seems so earnest that Oscar feels bad for him. And-- it is an awful story. He finally says: "Sounds like the incident had a big impact on you."

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He shudders.

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It's very possible that Carter remembers something disturbing-- yet unfortunately of our world-- via the conventions of, well, a horror story. He can't help but think of Roby here. Inaaya seems to think this is a bullshit thing to claim about someone without much evidence but it seems a lot kinder than dismissing someone outright.

What tack is he going to take here. God. Ignore the lurid supernatural bullshit, skip to the fact people prey on the helpless and lumpenized. "Do you think Parker might have known he had a nervous constitution or something? Taken advantage of that?" He pauses and thinks about it. "He can be cruel, sometimes. Or so I've heard."

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"Perhaps?" Carter shrugs helplessly. "I know what I saw."

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"It sounds horrible." Oh no, Carter has picked up that he's being patronizing. Best to move on, he's found. "Thanks again for all you've shared. I'll write you to let you know if we get anywhere."

That afternoon, Oscar sends Carter a first edition of Machen's The Hill of Dreams for his trouble.

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Meanwhile--

Terrence recalls a Ben Best. He's the author of British Gods: Religion and Myth in the Western Kingdoms of Anglo-Saxon Britain.

After a bit of time in the library, Terrence can't find anything else about Ben Best, but he can find a copy of British Gods.

The work is an academic text authored by Ben Best and published by Oxford University Press in 1924. Its primary focus is on Celtic, Roman, Sumerian and other gods believed to have been worshiped in southwest Britain from about 50 B.C. to 650 A.D. A more in-depth reading would take about two weeks.

Yeah, yeah, okay, he'll take that home with him. He'll start on that. Well, while he's in the library, he may as well look into Aldebaran too.

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The Hyades is an open star cluster that constitutes the head of the constellation Taurus the bull. Marking his right eye is the bright red star Aldebaran — a magnitude 0.9 star and the ninth brightest star in our sky.

Further back in the constellation lie a tight cluster of young stars, the Pleiades. From mid-northern latitudes, all these stars are visible with the naked eye with the exception of the Pleiades. Six of the seven stars of this last cluster, called the seven sisters in Greek mythology, are about fourth magnitude and easy to see, but many more are visible with binoculars or a telescope.

In northern latitudes Taurus rises in the east in October, peaks in the southern sky in early January, and disappears into the west at the end of March.

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Damn, Inaaya knows her stuff.

Okay, neat. ... He'll also revisit the Aldebaran chapters of the King in Yellow, once he's home, in case he can pull anything more out of that. This may turn into sacrificing the rest of the afternoon and evening on the King in Yellow, but like, twist his fuckin arm, what a terrible fate, you know?

He also places a phone call to Simone.

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"You wanted to see me?" Simone says to Terrence.

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"My dear Simone! Good to see you. I wanted to ask if you might know any small theaters that I might reach out to about hosting a production on relatively short notice. It'll make good footfall, I should think."

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"I might," Simone says cautiously. "Which production?"

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"Um. Thekinginyellow."

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"...no," Simone says.

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"Listen, it's - I know there was a commotion, but you were there, it's not as though - it's not as though it was advocating for anarchy, or, or stabbing in the streets, or anything. It'd be ridiculous not to - not to show it, not to give some actors the chance at pay, just because the first showing had a rowdy crowd."

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"It... upset me even before the riot," Simone says. "I don't think it's a good thing to perform. I... don't know how to put it into words but there's something evil about that play."

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"I'm... sorry you feel that way. I... it is intense. I can understand that, at least."

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"I don't think anyone should watch it. I'm not in favor of censorship but I'm not going to help you."

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"...Well, you have your mind made up, I see. I'll take my leave of you. Take care, Simone."

Inspired, Terrence is gonna start writing a persuasive essay about why the King in Yellow is a great book that you should read, tailored to a relatively educated but non-occult audience. Also, it should not be banned. This'll be great. He can use the talking points in the future, too. Probably he can get it published.

...Under a pseudonym, somewhere.

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Der Wanderer is a bit of a pain in the ass to find-- small print run, no one actually wants to read it-- but he eventually finds an owner of a small antiquarian book store who has a copy in the back room.

Der Wanderer durch den See in English and German by A. R., 1923, Whitehall Press, London. A small book, 6 inches by 4 inches, ninety-seven numbered pages, bound in all-white cloth, blank cover and spine. The title page gives title, author’s initials, date, press, and a dedication to Samuel Taylor Coleridge: Suppression Prepares for Overflow. The text is split into two halves, headed First Act and Second Act, and describes the dreams of a man. It is written in the form of a case history, but probably can be read as autobiographical despite the absence of personal pronouns. There is no mention of studying a subject or of interviews with him. The text does not seem to be organized for dramatic effect or to be a resource, nor is it fiction, poetry, or science.

Oscar expected a lot of things from Roby's work-- but dryness wasn't one of them. Oh well. He sets a tentative goal of reading 15 pages a day and taking notes.

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That afternoon, Terrence asks Oscar to meet at a nearby coffeehouse.

He brings Best's book just in case, but he doubts it'll be of much help.

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Oscar shows up to the meeting twenty-five minutes after the time he promised Terrence; he orders coffee with cream and sugar.

"Sorry I'm late," he says. "Got drawn into quite a conversation with Symons." He holds up an unassuming white book. "I've got this, by the way-- did you know Roby wrote a book?"

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"No trouble at all." Terrence puts away Best's book, which he'd been reading in the meantime. "What? I had no idea. May I see?"

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"Sure," he says, handing Terrence Der Wanderer. "I'll be honest-- it's given me a hard time."

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Terrence takes a flip through, looking for anything King in Yellowy or otherwise notable about the contents.

Such as the numerous pages that mention the King in Yellow.

Paydirt, baby! 

Terrence immediately perks up and starts reading more intently when he first sees the reference, but without actually reading the book all he gets is that it shows up in dreams.

"Hm. He mentions the King in Yellow. ...That's not surprising, is it."

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"Not after the conversation you had with him," Oscar says. "Though I talked with one of his admirers and it was news to him. He'd never even heard of the play. Do you, uh, remember Randolph Carter?" (Of course Terrence remembers Randolph Carter. But there's no way of getting around this, huh.)

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"That's quite interesting. ... Yes, I remember Carter. You spoke to him? Was he the admirer?"

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"Yeah. They knew each other-- though I think not very closely. Carter was the one who introduced me to this book, said it was based on Roby's dreams. I thought I'd give it a try, see if I can get some insight." Unfortunately it is slow going-- he's read only about ten pages of Roby's dense, curious prose.

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"Intriguing. Well, tell me where you bought it - or perhaps, if I might be permitted to borrow it once you're done, if you didn't find other copies - I can't imagine this sold widely."

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"Yeah, it wasn't sold widely." Probably for different reasons than Terrence imagines. "I forgot to ask-- do you read German? Roby's written his most detailed accounts of dreams in German. I'm not sure why.

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"Damn. Never got around to that one, unfortunately. ... Roby's not German, is he? That is rather strange."

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"Carter also told me a bit about Roby's friends."

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 "Oh! Good! I tried to look into them but hit a brick wall. All I found was a history text written by his friend - with no obvious relevance to the, the matter at hand. What did you learn?"

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"The lead did feel like a brick wall," Oscar admits. "I got three names, two of which I'd never heard of before. The other was Chris Parker." He pauses. "Not sure if he has the same reputation in academia." Oscar puts just a slight stress on the word 'academia.'

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"I don't think I've heard of him, so, apparently not. What's his reputation outside of academia?"

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"Bad. So I don't have much to do with him even though he's got great contacts and truly fantastic rare books from time to time. He knows his stuff but he's ruthless. All sorts of crazy rumors." He pauses for a second. "Carter actually-- told me another story about Parker. A really crazy one. Do you remember my theory about Roby?"

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"Goodness. Quite the character. Yes, I do remember." Terrence leans over his coffee cup - this sounds very interesting indeed.

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"I don't know how to say this but Carter seemed a little high-strung," says Oscar. "Maybe you noticed. So he tells me this story about how he took a walk one night, very late so everything's deserted. He claims he saw Parker out there tormenting a tramp, that Parker somehow scared the man to death. Gave him a heart attack or something, I don't know. His version didn't make much sense, had all these details like a cheap horror story-- sorry, I don't mean to mock it-- but he said he heard weird sounds, the body crumbled to dust."

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"What the actual hell. Pardon my French."

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"Right. He seemed very sincere, shell-shocked even. I don't know what to make of it-- he said he dreams about it all the time, now."

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"God. ...Did you know, the time I talked to Carter, he was dismissing modern life for being unbearably dry and not intriguing enough? I'm just saying, whether or not one believes him, if that happened to me, I would have different complaints about the world."

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"It's a bourgeois complaint to have." No offense, Terrence? "And-- I'm not sure what parts of the Parker story are literally true amidst the horror melodrama. Like I mentioned, I wonder if he isn't like Roby-- using whatever art's at hand because the truth's too horrible to face."

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Terrence nods, thoughtfully. "Do you think we ought to talk to him?"

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"Parker?"

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"Yeah. --I mean, if he's Roby's friend and we have a connection and might be prone to the same, ah, modes of thinking...."

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Not sure you can get Parker's side of the story on "Did you scare a tramp to death?"

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"Well, we can get his read on the Roby case. ....Besides, if multiple of us go together, one of us can hang around out of the doorframe in the back with a mask and a big stick, and if he starts turning someone to dust, that person can hit him with the stick. This is the strength of cooperation in action."

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"I don't think Parker is going to use his terrible magic powers to give us all heart attacks."

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Terrence giggles. "Probably not."

He then smothers it because a person died, maybe, come on, Terrence.

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"Probably a dark joke, sorry. But I assume that poor tramp was not in a great physical and emotional condition. If it happened, of course."

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"Oh, certainly."

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Honestly it's the best lead they have but it's going to be awful, especially because most conversations Oscar's had with Terrence are much less tolerable. Maybe he just needs a goal to deter him from proselytizing about his favorite play. "What tack do you think we should take with him, then? We've met at a party but that was maybe a two minute conversation."

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"Of course. Could be completely fabricated. But still, very strange." Terrence thinks. "I mean, we could try the truth. Or a version of it. A friend of Roby's asked us to look into his case, for... for the judge's review of his case. We're fellow literary men. What does he think of Roby? What does he think Roby's involvement was? Et cetera. Speaking of which, did you happen to learn anything about our mysterious DeVille?"

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"No. I didn't learn much about DeVille-- or I think it was Best?-- though I did get this sense from Carter's description that Roby maybe, uh--" why is he being this coy about it, come on-- "hung around with a lot of particularly queer people. Not that it's my business how he spends his time." Hopefully if Terrence's real uptight about that kind of thing, he won't even notice the innuendo. You never know with him, honestly.

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"Mm. You know our circles; doesn't surprise me." He shrugs.

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Truly an ambiguous answer. But Oscar has no reason to dwell on it.

"You said you found a book his friend wrote?" With his luck, each of Roby's friends have written five boring small-press books each. But that's why there's Terrence-- division of labor.

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"Yes - Best wrote this." He takes British Gods out of his bag and sets it on the table. "If it has anything to do with the case, I don't see it yet, but it's up my alley, so I suppose I'll give it a gander anyhow."

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"Thanks, Terrence." It's selfish but he doesn't want to use his reading time on a work of history written by one of Roby's friends. "So I guess I should be the one to get in touch with Parker?"

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"If you don't mind? I could give it a shot but you might be better placed. I could try reaching out to Best."

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Say what you will about him, but Terrence remains one of the better people to approach Parker with. He's good at asking questions about other's work, and almost disarmingly friendly, actually. "Yeah, it's probably better if you write Best. It's your area," Oscar replies.

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Meanwhile--

It turns out Sal is WRONG about some fundamental things about reality.

So... he is maybe... going to try to get a detailed list from Inaaya of everything she knows about this stuff, and how she knows it, and how provable it is. And he might also... see if he and Roby have any overlapping contacts that he can talk to about all this.

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It turns out he does know someone who knows someone who knows Alexander Roby, and by coincidence they met at a party a few weeks ago.

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"Hellooooooo you wanted to see me?"

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"Hi. How do you feel about impossible murders." Should he be so abrupt? He is gambling on everything he knows about William Way.

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"Incredibly in favor."

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"It's about Alexander Roby. He's in an asylum these days, you know. Commited for a murder it would've been impossible for him to commit. His doctor actually asked us to consult, because he's starting to think he's not even insane. And when he talked, he sounded... esoteric? Some play had changed his life, and he was talking like he intended to bring about some mystical event via ritual."

"I went in under the assumption that he couldn't have done it and was a harmless eccentric, and stuck to that until... yesterday morning, when the woman one door over from him was found covered in blood with a dead nurse in front of her, and no possible way she could've done it."

"And I have since learned things that make me... less certain about which things are truly impossible."

"So I'm trying to find out more about Alexander Roby, with more of a mind to the stranger things about him."

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He grimaces. "Oh, that unsolvable murder."

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"Technically, at this point, there have been three loosely connected unsolvable murders."

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"You came to the right place!" he says cheerfully. "I'm the one who discovered the bodies."

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"Oh dear. I'm sorry, I should've checked."

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"Checked what? I'm the best possible person to talk to."

lmao if he is SUFFICIENTLY CHEERFUL there is NO PROBLEM HERE. it was NOT extremely scarring to discover the dead bodies actually!!!!! it was COOL. dead bodies are COOL.

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"Well. We've already heard the official accounts, but I suppose another description won't hurt." He is not in charge of managing William Way's emotional health. He will, however, probably get better results if they don't talk about this. "But I'm really here to ask about what Roby was like before."

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"He was cool! He wrote poetry. I took him out to jazz clubs, that sort of thing. He only had three friends so I thought I would help him out a bit, you know."

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"I know about Chris Parker and Ben Best, who was the third?" 

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"Some guy named DeVille. I wish I'd thought of that. William DeVille. It has a ring to it."

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"His name is William too?"

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"No, my name is William. He just goes by Mr. DeVille everywhere. No first name at all." William thinks about this. "If I didn't have a first name that would be even cooler."

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"What were they interested in? Did you know the specifics? Particularly relating to... gods, myths, rituals, the occult?"

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"Oh, yeah, all kinds of occult stuff. Have you read Roby's book?"

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"Not yet. I think a friend of mine found a copy the other day."

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"It's weird as shit."

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"Did he ever talk about The King in Yellow to you?"

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"He wouldn't shut up about that guy."

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"Was that true from the day you met him? Or do you remember when it started?"

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"It was true the whole time I knew him. Just kind of tuned it out, you know. --Do you want to hear something incredibly spooky?"

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"Absolutely."

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"So I was reading a bit of Roby's book out loud, and he was reading it with me-- one of the parts in German. And then I felt weak and collapsed on the floor, all panicked, and I saw a vision."

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"Of what?"

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"I was walking in St. James' Park, like I do every night, for inspiration. I had just crossed the small suspension bridge, you know, the one to the south across the lake? And I was looking at the buildings on Whitehall."

"I knew it wasn't a dream. It was so detailed, so normal. Everything was totally right, from the ducks to the paperboy."

"I reached into my pocket for a penny to buy a paper and then I heard a step behind me. Saw a man with a sharp face, quite tall. His eyes met mine. He said for me to keep still, please, and then I felt a sharp pain and started falling. I closed my eyes and when I reopened them I was looking up at the sky, and then the paperboy's white face, and I tried to make a joke but I couldn't."

"And then I-- died."

"In the vision."

"And I woke back up and then Roby was looking at me with this absolute horror on his face and he said 'I'm so sorry, I can't change what you saw.'"

"I don't know why he'd think he could, it was my spooky death vision."

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"You weren't kidding. That is spooky."

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"Isn't it though???" He sounds DELIGHTED. "Anyway, that's the coolest Roby thing I know. Mostly he didn't talk much and when he did it was all about Carcosa."

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"Could you direct me towards any of his friends?"

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"I've lost contact with all of them, sorry."

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"Well, if you remember anything else, I'm always interested."

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"While you're here do you want to hear my latest?"

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"I'd love to."

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William's latest could, in fact, be called 'music', for a reasonably broad definition of 'music.'

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It's not particularly to her taste, but it sounds like he's having fun.

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Meanwhile--

"Hello, darling, how was your horrid time at the horrid place?"

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"Well, I was either in a room that was cursed or literally poisonous, so sleeping did not work out as well as I would have liked. That's part of why I wanted to talk-- along with your good company, of course-- have your dreams been giving you trouble?"

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"Not at all. Same heart-achingly beautiful castles and even more heart-achingly beautiful men as ever."

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It should probably comforting to find that Ruby hasn't been having these problems. That the dreams have a mundane cause, and have nothing to do with the beautiful castles and beautiful men. But-- there's a sense of being perilously alone that has lodged under his ribs. "Must have been a problem with the room then. Or I was doing something impressively wrong. But probably the room."

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"Clearly you're dreaming badly, my love." She nuzzles Jing Yi's shoulder. "Do you think I can help you relax and get in a good frame of mind?"

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"I'm not used to it being something I could fail so badly at!" He pets her hair. "I wouldn't say no to that plan. Truly, the best plan here is to use the scientific method to solve the problem--"

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Ruby uses the scientific method very enthusiastically.

"You know," she says, sweaty and happy afterward, "if that doesn't help I do have something else."

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"Oh?"

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"I've gotten into this new drug, darling, from the mysterious Orient. --Not your part of the mysterious Orient. Tibet."

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...uhhuh. "I'm assuming you neither want nor need the 'please be careful' speech?"

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"I will not wind up on the run from the Triads or indeed even the light jog. It's called black liao. Comes from a plant called the black lotus. The traditional mystical drug of the tcho tcho people. Apparently they use people's skulls as drinking goblets although personally I cannot imagine how that works."

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"That does sound rather impractical."

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"Black liao takes you to your dreams. Drink a glass of it and you'll be there. Any time you like. Even if you're not asleep."

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"If, hmm, a good mindset doesn't help, it might be worth a shot." He gives 'going to his dreams', considering what they have been like lately, a 50% chance of being a HORRIBLE PLAN. 50% chance of being good though.

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"It's not life-ruining, it's not opium. It's just... a lovely bit of artistic inspiration."

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"Has it helped with the paintings?" he asks out of curiosity.

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"Oh, yes, absolutely. I was blocked on a painting of a particular mountain range, told my lovely brother that my illness was acting up, spent an afternoon on black liao, and got the arrangement of the peaks just right."

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Oh look, there is an unnuzzled Ruby here. He should fix that. "Definitely worth it, then."

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"Who were you investigating, by the by?"

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"Alexander Roby. --then we got sidetracked by a different mostly impossible murder. But mostly it was Roby."

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Ruby's eyes widen.

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"I have no idea if you want to know about the investigations of impossible murders."

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"It's not my area of interest, darling, I prefer the finer and less-- gruesome-- things in life-- Roby? The poet, Roby?"

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"I was assuming as much! The poet Roby, yes, that's him. He's worse than Terrence when it comes to the King in Yellow."

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Ruby looks troubled.

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Oh dear. If he was a bit more with it, he could much more easily change the topic, but he hasn't had a full night of sleep and he'd thought he'd got jaded to people being disassembled, but apparently no! "We can talk about your art, if you want? That's a much nicer topic than Roby."

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"No-- it's just-- he was my lover."

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"Oh. I'm sorry. --we're working on getting him out?"

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"I'm glad for it, though I haven't seen him since 1924."

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"He's... I wouldn't say he's 'fine,' but if we can convince his brother to pay for his medication, he could live outside the asylum. That's what his doctor is working towards, too."

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"Oh, that would be wonderful. We parted on bad terms but no one deserves to be in an asylum."

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"It is just a bit frustrating that the only thing keeping him in has nothing to do with him, or his doctors."

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"Is there anything I can do to help? I do still-- care for him, in spite of everything."

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"If you can somehow convince his brother to pay for his care, that would solve almost all the problems. ...or you could probably send letters, he'd probably appreciate that. I'm not sure he'd be able to reply, but he'd probably read them."

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"I could pay for his care, I'm not sure if you've noticed but my family is absurdly wealthy and my brother will pay for everything I want because he feels so bad that I'm tragically unable to fight in wars or play cricket, which surely I would long to do were I physically able."

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"If you'd be willing to pay for a ridiculous amount of laudanum-- and I do mean ridiculous-- and could convince Dr. Aarons you would be willing to do this long term... that might get him out."

"I feel I should make it clear that he is, uh, a deeply strange, in some ways? Not dangerously insane, and there's no reason he needs to stay in the asylum. Just. deeply strange and uncomfortable to talk to, at times. I don't know what he was like before, but I feel like I should warn you about that."

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"He was before, that's why we broke it off. When we first met he wrote lovely poetry and liked the occult-- and I was in my occult phase, darling, so we had a common interest. Very useful for the work, the occult is."

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"Let me guess, then he got very keen about bringing forth lost Carcosa?"

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"Spent so much time around those Best and DeVille and Parker fellows."

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"They were not good company, I take it?"

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"Abominable. There was something wrong about them. They also hung around with this fellow called Coombs, who was violent-- not that I dislike rough trade, darling, but there's trade and there's trade."

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He nods knowingly. "Difference between being strong and maybe hitting other people, and hitting you. --It sounds like a bad crowd, overall. I can see why you broke it off."

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"We broke it off in late December of 1924," Ruby says. "He'd gotten-- worse than usual. They were going to meet at a hill in Suffolk-- Clare Melford, I think? He wanted me to go with him. See the 'nine teeth'. He thought it would inspire my art, it was so beautiful. I told him he had to explain to me what the nine teeth were first. He said I had to see for myself."

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"I'm taking it that you didn't?"

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"No, I told him I never wanted to see him again and he begged me to forgive him and I said 'only if you love me more than you love Carcosa' and he said he would never love anything in his life more than Carcosa."

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"Firstly, that sounds very much like what I know of Roby, and secondly, oh my god, what a cad."

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"Men."

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"It's a shame things had to get broken off, but also, what the hell Roby. Men. Can't live with them, can't live without them."

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"I'm going to go live on the isle of the queens and we will fuck all day and do no useful work. The fruit will drop into our hands. --I still have his book around here somewhere, I think--"

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"I look forward to it. Terrence might be able to get some use out of that."

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Ruby gets up and starts to look. She returns in a few minutes with a copy of Der Wanderer.

The title page has an annotation: June 1924. To Nigel all my love Alexander.

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"I'll give it back as soon as I can." It would be the rudest thing ever to lose a book with an annotation like that.

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When Inaaya gets back she tells Joan about everything, because she always tells her Joan about everything, and Joan has extremely predictable opinions on deciding to talk to an incredibly dangerous murderer which are that Inaaya should not do it, and then on the third Inaaya sets herself to Figuring Out What The Hell Is Going On Here.

Which, due to her very particular combination of skills, means she figures out where the Roby mansion is, so that she can go there and find out if they have cats.

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​​The house at 4, Curzon Street, Mayfair is a fine Georgian mansion standing in a walled and gated garden, with a stray cat outside licking his paw.

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Oh good that's so helpful. "Hi!" she says to the cat.

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"Hi!"

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"How long have you been living near this house?"

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"Since I was a kitten."

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"Oh good! Do you know the humans who live here?"

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"They don't give milk! They secure all the doors and the windows all the time because they don't like it when cats get in." He sniffs. "Like I would try to enter their milkless house anyway."

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"Terribly ungiving of them," Inaaya says agreeably.

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"Why do you ask?"

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"Two years ago two people were killed there, and nobody knows how it could possibly have been done, and I figured, well, probably nobody had asked the cats."

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"Oh, I saw the bodies. They left the door open so I went inside to see what they'd been hiding from me all this time."

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"........oh?"

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"The bodies were in that room." He indicates one to the left of the door. "Really horribly mutilated."

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"Mutilated how?"

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"All torn apart like by a human with giant claws."

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...yeah, that's consistent with what Valentine said happened to the nurse who may or may not have been killed by the devil.

(Roby confessed to the murders-- but Valentine isn't trying to argue to anyone except random visitors who speak Polari that it wasn't her-- but also Inaaya is pattern-matching and she doesn't actually have nearly enough evidence to start making predictions like that one.)

"Huh," she says, in lieu of that, "that's weird and interesting."

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"They kicked me out," the cat says, incredibly offended.

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"Terrible."

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"I heard an awful whistle the night before," the cat says. "And about five minutes later there was this incredible racket from the house. Couldn't sleep at all. Must have been the sound of people being murdered."

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...aaaaand of course Dr. Aarons is a day's train ride away. Well, she can write and ask if there were weird whistling noises on the night of October 31st. "What was the whistle like?"

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"Ear-piercing and horrible? Very shrill. One of the nasty humans found a whistle and blew it and it made the same sound. Why would they do that?"

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"Because it makes such a loud noise it's a very quick way of getting the attention of everyone nearby."

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The cat looks VERY SUSPICIOUS ABOUT THIS CLAIM.

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"I don't like it either but that's why police and similar people use them."

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"They found the whistle in the house," the cat clarifies. "The nasty humans didn't bring it themselves."

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"--oh. In that case I have no idea. Hm. Did the whistling have a tune one could recognize, or was it all just one note?"

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Cat has a thorough vocabulary for describing sounds and the stray cat can describe it completely. 

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Oh good. "Did anything else weird or interesting happen that night, do you know?"

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"Not that I can remember."

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Nodnod. "Thank you."

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"Hey Terrence," says Oscar. He's grateful for the unusual lull in activity in the shop-- it's not so much the chance of someone overhearing, more that he doesn't want a patron to interrupt this conversation with a raised-voice argument about Marx. "Before we talk to Parker, there's one thing I want to ask you."

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Terrence leans back on the counter, from looking over various titles while he was waiting. "What's that, Oscar?"

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Terrence sometimes comes in here and looks at books kind of intently, but Oscar's not sure he's ever bought anything since the time he tried (and failed) to acquire a first edition of the King in Yellow. Anyways, Oscar's pretty sure he's given his rhetorical strategy enough thought. Here goes. "To be honest," he says, "Silly as it might sound-- I'm pretty nervous about talking to Parker. We don't know if the tramp story is true but we're still reaching out to-- by all accounts a very prickly guy-- about his friend who's locked up, right."

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"That's - that's true. It'd be a sensitive topic no matter who we're dealing with."

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"Yeah, it's very sensitive," says Oscar. "And as much as I'd like to think we're all in it for the love of books, I doubt Parker overlooks that I'm his competition. So." Here he goes. "It makes sense to discuss it if it comes up," he says. "Like with Roby, by all means. But on the whole-- I'd prefer if you didn't press the King in Yellow thing." He looks at Terrence for a second. "For Parker's sake."

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O_o "I wasn't - I mean, I don't even know if Parker's read it. But if he has, surely it's relevant to the case? Roby made it sound like it was a big part of his, his work with his friends, or his life's work or what have you. I don't know if Parker was one of those friends, of course."

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"Of course you can discuss it if it's relevant to the case," Oscar says. "As I said. I just think--" how to put this-- "Parker, Parker might have bad associations with the play, or (God forbid) he might insult it. It's better not to be too effusive."

No matter how much Oscar rehearsed this, he's still not sure how to say "Please don't embarrass me with that one banned French play in front of my colleague Chris Parker".

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Terrence shrugs. "I suppose. I can play it safe. Get a read on him."

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"That's the spirit," says Oscar. "Sorry if I come off a scold. I've just been dreading this conversation, and in my defense you brought up this play a lot even when it wasn't relevant to"-- anything that a sophisticated person should spend his time on-- "the case."

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"Roby literally brought it up himself, my dear."

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"I'm not talking about Roby. Just so you know." There's a bit more acid than Oscar intended, but Terrence is definitely making fun of him with that 'my dear.' "Forget I said anything. You and Parker can talk about whatever you want, I guess."

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"Oh. Um - alright. Understandable. I know it's not your cup of tea, so much."

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That afternoon, they go to Parker's office to see Parker.

Parker is not exactly a young man but he sure is in his thirties and not his fifties and has a full head of brown hair.

"What is it?"

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"It's Oscar Latz. I wrote you a letter about your friend Alexander Roby." If Parker recognizes him he'll let him bring it up.

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"Why are you here?"

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He addressed this pretty well in the letter.

"I understand if you don't want to talk about the situation," he says. "But we heard you were pretty close with Roby, and we're trying our best to help him."

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"Your card?"

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He hands Chris Parker a business card which reads:

Oscar Latz, Owner
Forward Bookshop and Springtide Press
68 Red Lion Square, Holborn
London

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"You've been misinformed," Parker says.

He looks down at the the book he's reading. Oscar and Terrence have obviously been dismissed.

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Oscar knows a snub when he sees one. He's not going to let it get to him. As soon as they get out the door, he turns to Terrence and makes a face like "You see what I mean?"

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That night, Oscar dreams.

Faces look up pooled and expectant. He sits with the others, the violin pinched between chin and shoulder as he's seen others do, his left hand on the strings. The music starts up and the orchestra crashes into its brief life. But is he the only one playing a role? Isn’t the audience applauding and calling out in the wrong places? And the other musicians — they’re competing, sounding their instruments randomly. The conductor points at him. He glances at his music and there is the Yellow Sign — it writhes and squirms and seems ready to reach out for him. He must assuage it. Hastily, he starts to play to its rhythm, building the sound himself note by note.

Oscar wakes up with his heart pounding. He has a vague but compelling sense that something went wrong and that he's lost his only chance to fix it. This is probably the cost of reading Der Wanderer before bed.

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That morning, they meet at a very good café. One of those places that's very cozy, where no matter how much the outside world sucks, you know this place will be warm and comfortable and have your favorite cake there. It's frequented by bohemians.

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It has the same ceiling as the room back in Wales. This shouldn't be important. The first thing he should notice when he walks in is how nice it is, and ooh, they made their nice orange cake today. But the first thing he notices is the ceiling. The second thing he notices is the rotten fruit smell coming from the kitchen.

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Today is not the day he's going to resist putting cream and sugar in his coffee. Or a pastry for that matter.

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Sal likes dark chocolate and raspberries in his sweets. He takes his coffee dark and bitter.

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He's getting the orange cake, for Old Time's Sake and the vague hope he can power through the sense of unease and disgust. (It has that same rotten fruit smell attached to it.)

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He did not succeed in writing down all the bullshit that has happened recently. All he has now is a sense that the occult is much more real than it had felt previously, and the awareness that Inaaya should probably be the one to break that news if she wants it broken at all.

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Inaaya has her notes on Roby's mansion and a story for how she got them that involves zero (0) cats and her pencil and her pocketknife; she orders black tea, quietly misses masala chai, and sits down between Terrence and Sal.

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Terrence likes his coffee with cream and in quantity. He's forgotten to eat yet today so he is going to shove a large sandwich into his face during the course of this conversation.

"Alright, so. We've identified some of Roby's friends - Ben Best is a historian of old Britain. I have some ideas on how to get a letter to him but haven't had the time yet. Chris Parker is a books dealer who claimed not to know him and kicked us out of his office, and also maybe murdered a tramp. DeVille eludes us."

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"I love it when people maybe murder people."

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That's tasteful.

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She notes down all three of those names. Maybe she can ask Sano about Parker sometime?

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"Parker asked for my card and then threw us out right after. I don't know if we could have shown him something else to change his mind or if he just felt like making the snub personal."

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"How pleasant of him."

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"I'm not sure we need to care about him having a high opinion of us?"

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"I don't care what Parker thinks of me. I just expected him to show a bit more concern for a friend. You know, loyalty."

Not everyone is like that, though. Sad to say.

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..........wow okay there's some subtext happening there which she is not going to ask about. "If we want him to tell us helpful things we sort of do need him to think well of us, I think?"

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"And his dismissal was so immediate, too. Very curious. I suspect he knows more that he's letting on, if they truly were friends, but we'll need some better tack to approach him with. Have any of you learned anything of interest, by the by?"

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"Well, speaking of friends, I may have a way to get Roby out. I ended up speaking with Nigel Hugh Smith-- the painter, if you know him. He was a good friend of Roby's, but they had a falling out. But, he is quite willing to pay for Roby's medication on his release, on account of their former friendship."

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Terrence is confident that Nigel is an intelligent, competent, hardworking, courageous person who is the best person to trust with this sort of issue.

He claps him on the shoulder. "Splendid!"

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Inaaya has vague memories of a eunuch from the Dreamlands, but it's anyone's guess whether it's the same person. Painters are the sort of people who might cross over, though

She allso has suspicions about particular friends and falling outs, but with nothing to base them on she's sure not going to go any further than that.

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Nigel Hugh Smith was, uh, a pre-Raphaelite? But this guy's alive, so, probably not. He's glad he avoided guessing in front of everyone.

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"In less practical news, I spoke with William Way, who, well, found the bodies of the Roby family, but on a stranger point had a vision of his own death while reading aloud from Roby's book with him."

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Roby's friends were a morbid bunch.

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"Which could just be vivid imagination but the strange part is that Roby seemed to know this had happened, he apologized about it."

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...okay?

That's... odd.

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"I've been reading his book too."

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"Any premonitions of your untimely end? Or is William special?"

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"You know, if you guys listen I can tell you." He makes an exaggerated non-committal gesture.

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...Inaaya really needs to actually evaluate what she thinks happened with Roby and Valentine. Not right now, though. "Please do."

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"I'm game." Terrence thinks about it. "Seems unfair to you if we don't know the language, though. We should be comrades in arms, for the experience of it. Inaaya, do you know German?"

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Comrades in arms. Terrence, you are something.

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"I do not know German."

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"Damn. Nor do I. Well, we could give it a shot anyhow, if you're game, Oscar. In any case, that's a very strange report indeed."

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If Jing Yi wants to fuck around and make cheap jokes more than he wants to help Roby, he's not even worth engaging with. Oscar may as well pretend he's not there. Fine by him!

"I can't say Der Wanderer's been treating me kindly," he says. "It's a funny work-- written like a case study, and I don't know why he chose the genre, it's so technical, far from the best way to present personal experiences. In any case-- he does have an eye for details.

"There are some strange things in it. Lots of King in Yellow references, as I mentioned. But-- I guess I can understand how it'd have an unsettling effect. On people with a certain cast of mind. Even for me-- the detached tone and the details are sometimes creepy." He's decided that, despite his strategy of ignoring Jing Yi, he does not want to give him a chance to react to the dream. He didn't even want to tell Hannah.

That leaves the question of who he can tell. Inaaya is-- well, he can tell she thinks he's been silly lately, so that's not a great option. Sal probably wouldn't judge him, but isn't there something embarrassing about burdening some random kid with your weird dreams? And he doesn't even know how he feels about telling Terrence.

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"Huh. Well, Sal and William and I talked to Valentine Donovan back in Wales," and she summarizes that conversation and definitely doesn't have any particular emotional response to it, "and then here in London I found the Robys' house and talked to a few people who'd been living in the area. One of them said that the night of the murder there'd been a very loud whistling noise all night, and someone who'd seen the bodies said it looked like they'd been stabbed or clawed."

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"Carter claims he heard a whistling noise when Parker killed the tramp."

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".....Huh."

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"...Was there a whistling noise at the asylum?"

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"I don't know. We could write to Doctor Aarons and find out?"

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"It sounds like Roby would have heard," Terrence muses. "If I recall correctly, Carter described the - the body in Parker's case as desiccated, not stabbed. But the whistling is a very strange detail, and especially one to come up twice."

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"...Parker dried someone out?"

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"...Well, we heard this secondhand. It sounded, um. Dubious." He glances at Oscar.

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As if it's Oscar's fault that Carter told such a weird story!

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Why is Oscar looking at him like that! D:

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"Can you repeat the dubious secondhand thing anyway." (She's been taking notes on all of this.)

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"Carter is-- he told me that the body was suddenly dried out-- I think he used the word 'mummy'?"

He did not expect Inaaya to be taking notes on Carter's description of physically impossible happenings but he guesses someone has to, so good on her.

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"Randolph or a different Carter?"

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"Randolph. The one Terrence talked to at the party."

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"Got it."

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The one who stalked off after Terrence said the wrong thing to him, in fact, but no need to rehash that.

"But yes, he claimed Parker had some way of killing this tramp without touching him, that it makes a whistling sound, and also dries out the body. Uh."

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That sounds wildly improbable but when you've got two different things that both sound wildly improbable in similar ways and no known motive for lying about at least one of them you have to at least consider it; she'll evaluate it at some point. When she's talked to Carter. When she has a chance to talk to Sal. When she has a chance to talk to Joan when she isn't exhausted? ...she's putting off actually evaluating the things Valentine said and she needs to stop doing that.

"So, my current plan is to ask Ichiro Sano about Parker-- we met at the party, he's in the rare books business-- and I'll probably try and track down Carter too while I'm at it, is there anything else that should be bundled into that?"

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Ichiro Sano is Sal's sister's boyfriend about whom she has been FRUSTRATINGLY GOOD at hiding information from him, which wasn't actually very frustrating until this moment. He knows his face and voice and stuff.

He's a rich dude who has the kind of traits that Simone's boyfriends have.

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"I'm fine talking to him too, if you want-- we're in some of the same circles and he should be easier to speak with than Parker, unless I'm on some blacklist now that I haven't heard about."

It comes out a bit less jovial than he intended.

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"Seems like he might know something more about Parker, at least by reputation?"

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Everyone knows Parker's reputation.

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"I have no clue if his bookselling has anything to do with his potential murders, though."

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Strong maybe. Some people just take advantage of the weak.

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"We can both talk to him, that sounds fine."

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"I found a book written by Roby's friend Best, by the by. History of Britain, no obvious relevance yet, but we'll see. I don't know where he works but I'll try and hunt him down."

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Jing Yi is going to head down to the theatre to ask if any of the employees had noticed anything weird in the lead up to the King In Yellow.

The theater is small and gloomy, illuminated by gas lamps. Two ushers sit smoking.

"Do you mind if I pick your brains for a second?"

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"Not at all."

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"Look, I was there when things went weird with the King in Yellow, and I was wondering if things had got weird before then." He points backwards at the nearest gas lamp. "Can't be too careful when you're around these things, you know?"

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"Not too weird," the usher says.

"Except that Talbot Estus guy," the second usher says.

"Oh, yeah, he was an artist," the usher says in a tone of disapproval.

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"I know the type." Goddamned directors. "So all the weirdness got concentrated around him?"

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"Well, it wasn't like a riot or anything," the first usher says. "He just didn't believe in dress rehearsals."

"The crew was complaining nonstop," the second usher said. "How is anyone supposed to know their cues if you don't do a full runthrough until the day of?"

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"Yeah, that would have been hell. And then to have to suddenly stop on the night itself as well--"

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"I know, right?" says the second usher.

This guy just ran in and was like 'the show's done now," the first usher continues. "He wasn't even part of the crew."

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"...what? --Do you know who he is, or is he just the Mysterious Show Stopping Stranger--?"

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"Mysterious show stopping stranger!" the second usher says.

"Maybe that's why there was a riot," says First Usher. "I would have rioted if the show randomly ended halfway through the second act."

"Maybe you know him, he was a chink," the second usher says helpfully.

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"If I ever hear someone talking about the time they randomly stopped a play, you'll be the first to know. I don't know if it's better or worse that the problems seem to be human foibles and not gas leaks, but I guess as long as Estus doesn't get back in the building you wouldn't have to worry too much about it."

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"Yes. I'm glad Mr. Noble refused to host any more of it," the first usher says."The riot was just about the last straw."

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"Let me guess: no dress rehearsals is other people's problem, but a riot means he has to hire a clean up crew."

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"Exactly!" the usher says.

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"Well, at least Estus can take comfort in the fact he managed to get blacklisted for one of the weirdest possible reasons."

Jing Yi heads outside, seeing as it probably isn't a gas leak and is probably Talbot Estus and The Show Stopping Stranger being very weird.

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And who is it but Evie getting out of a cab.

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Evie!

...he should play it cool. Like a sensible person. Yes. "Ah, Evie, nice to see you. Here to catch a show?"

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"I was thinking about one but there doesn't seem to be anything good on. At least that I haven't seen already."

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"That's unfortunate. If something's good, it's on forever, which is nice unless you're waiting on something good and new to get on stage."

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She smiles at him. "Can I tell you a secret?"

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"I'm listening. --and keeping my mouth shut."

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"I was sort of hoping I'd find a play with you in it."

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She was hoping to see him? Be still, my beating heart! "Alas, I've been running around too much doing other things to have had the chance to tread the boards. --But I can let you know as soon as something comes up?"

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"I would be very grateful. I think you bring something to the stage so few other actors do."

They seem to have started walking in a direction.

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Jing Yi is very happy to walk in a direction that Evie is walking. "That's very kind of you to say." (And here's hoping his next role isn't back of a horse. Not that he doesn't bring his full effort playing the noble part of an animal's hind end.)

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"What have you been doing?"

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"I have been a Consulting Bohemian-- which in this case means going to an asylum and going 'yes, he does seem to be a weird bohemian, but not an insane bohemian.'"

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"That's admirable!" She touches him on the arm to punctuate it. "Do you think he's going to be freed?"

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Jing Yi does his best not to visibly preen when she touches his arm. "I hope so? The biggest problem for this person is that his family does not want to support him, but I think I've got an old friend of his lined up to help."

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Shining eyes. "That's going above and beyond for a consulting bohemian."

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"I mean, it's what I would want if I was having to use the services of a consulting bohemian."

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"It's still very generous."

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"I'm glad you think so!" ...that's probably making his feelings a bit too obvious, isn't it. Too much emphasis on the 'glad' and 'you.' "What have you been up to lately."

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"This and that and the other." And she has a series of very charming stories about various of her Saville Row clients and their strongly held opinions about suits.

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Jing Yi is very charmed by her stories of people having strong opinions about suits, and is very eager to put in "how dare they"s and "oh, of course they did"s at appropriate junctures.

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This is a story about a man who was hitting on Evie in a way she didn't like, designed to elicit protective instincts and jealousy!

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Jing Yi is very vocally sympathetic about how much of a cad he was!

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Evie looks up at Jing Yi with big soulful eyes. "This is my apartment. Do you want to come up? I can get you a cup of tea."

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There is in fact nothing Jing Yi wants more than to come up to Evie's apartment in this very moment. All other thoughts have been totally wiped out of his head. His hands are moving to the door without his permission and he is floating somewhat to the left of his body.

"It would be my pleasure." (Evie is letting him into her apartment, eeeeee~~)

After he's safely inside, the odd feeling goes away, and he is left with only his normal desire to be inside Evie's apartment.

Which, let's be honest, is still a lot of desire to be in Evie's apartment.

]Any weird floating feelings were probably just nerves. He likes Evie and she is letting him into her apartment and a bit of nerves related weirdness isn't, well, weird.

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Would Jing Yi like to see some of the dresses Evie is working on?

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He very much would like to!

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And this one is influenced by this style, and this one is influenced by the work of so-and-so, and this one is her take on this house from Milan--

The dresses are getting noticeably skimpier as the fashion show continues.

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Jing Yi is very carefully keeping his commentary about the artistry of the dresses and not what is under them. (Even if the fact she invited him in is probably not an accident? Probably? He shouldn't get his hopes up, because Evie is so good and he doesn't want to mess that up.)

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Does he want to see the more intimate collection she's been working on.

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...if she's willing, yes.

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Does he mind if she changes in front of him. It is bothersome going back and forth to the bedroom.

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He doesn't mind, as long as she's comfortable with it?

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Wow look naked Evie isn't she phenomenally beautiful.

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He is trying not to look directly out of politeness, but... wow. If he was more a visual artist, this is the sort of thing that would inspire one to paint a lot of Aphrodites.

Jing Yi feels a sudden impulse to kiss her.

... Look, she has invited him into her apartment. She has literally stripped in front of him. There's being careful, and there is completely failing to read subtext so obvious it's just text. He moves to kiss.

That night, Jing Yi discovers in great detail the merits of heterosexual sex. Evie is phenomenal. Evie is mind-blowing. He has never actually felt this good in his entire life.

If he reaches for any comparison, it's opium, but the way that Evie makes him feel is far better than opium.

He would be quite impressed, except for the fact that his brain is mostly "[sparkles] EVIE [sparkles]" at this point. Evie is wonderful and is spending time with him and he just has to hope that he measures up.

He is in fact entirely too distracted to ask about contraception, which is Definitely 100% Going To Be Absolutely Fine. 

Why would contraception come up. This seems like a really minor matter in the scheme of things, compared to Evie being right there.

Afterward, Jing Yi feels a faint, easily dismissed whisper of an impulse to tell Evie, "I love you." It's really tempting but-- he shouldn't move too fast.

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In the morning Evie thinks he should have round two, and then maybe round three and four, but eventually grudgingly admits she has to go into work sometime before 2pm.

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One of the nice things about being an out of work actor is that it is very easy to fit his schedule around other people's.

He goes back home-- notices Terrence's note. (Nice of Terrence to make sure he wasn't wondering where he was... and he probably should have done the same)-- and starts writing to Dr. Aarons.

Dear Dr. Aarons,

I have an update that may be of use to you with Roby's case. I'm aware you had trouble convincing his brother to support his release and fund his laudanum expenses. I happened to run into an old friend of Roby's-- Nigel Hugh Smith. Mr Smith has the funds to support Roby, and would be quite willing to, in the face of their old friendship.

Sincerely,

William Jing

It's been a little while since he last wrote to his father. Not so long that there isn't a chance the last one he sent isn't still in transit, or his father's reply is in transit. But he should probably keep him updated on what's happened to him, seeing as a lot has. ...and he does not want to stay out of contact with him for too long.

He starts off talking about the Roby case. His father cares that he's safe more than he cares that he's making money-- but he would see being paid for consulting to be more worthy than trying and failing to get parts in plays. He writes about how he was hired as a consultant to help tell whether Mr Roby was just eccentric or insane (his father is aware that he is Part of A Subculture, but details wouldn't help him explain.) And not only did he determine Mr Roby is Not Insane, he also may be able to help him get out of the asylum, thanks to getting in contact with an old friend of his.

He thinks for a second, and decides not to include the murders. (Honesty is a virtue, too much honesty gets some very concerned telegrams.)

...he does decide to mention Evie. His father would very much like him to be married and for there to be some grandchildren he could dote on from a distance. He mentions that he's met a nice English girl-- she works as a fashion designer, and is very talented. She has an eye for making fabric work. She seems interested in him, as well, and he is currently Courting Her Very Properly.

...and that's probably enough letter to be worth an international stamp.

The post office isn't that far away, and the weather is pleasant enough for a walk. As he makes his way there, he becomes increasingly aware that the letter is empty. Not literally, of course, it ended up being a few pages. But he talks around so things much that while it contains a lot of text, it doesn't contain a lot of true meaning. He had to skip the murders, Evie, he can't even explain how he knows Nigel or why anyone thought to hire him for the Roby case.

He posts it anyway.

And ignores any similarity to other letters he sent during less, ah, functional times in his life.

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Meanwhile--

After an hour or so of asking around, Terrence is pointed in the direction of Rupert Adams, who used to hang around with Ben Best. He's writing in the library.

Excellent! After a few years in the history department, Terrence is friendly or at least acquainted with a lot of the people in it, and Rupert Adams is no exception. He's a friendly guy. Always down for a joke or a drink.

"Hey Rupert, do you have a few minutes?"

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"Of course, what for?"

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"I'm trying to get in touch with this fellow, Ben Best. Do you know him?"

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"Yep. He was at the Royal Society for two years. He resigned in '26. No idea where he went since. Left for the continent, I think."

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"Really? Any idea why?"

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"No idea. Maybe he was researching something? He was always interested in old religions."

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"Huh, interesting. There go my hopes of chatting with the man, I suppose. Do you happen to know where he worked? I have a copy of one of his books but otherwise I've had a hard time finding any of his work. I'm looking for anyone who might know about his recent projects. ...Or most recent before he left the country, perhaps."

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"Before he was at the Royal Society, he studied at Oxford. Perhaps Professor Tolkien knows? Best studied under him."

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"Huh! Isn't he a linguist or something? ... Well, fair enough, it all runs together. Thanks Rupert, you're a treasure. ... Actually, before I leave you to it, you wouldn't happen to know some gentleman named DeVille of Best's acquaintance, would you?"

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Adams shakes his head. "No idea."

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"Perish the thought, then. Good luck with your..." He looks at whatever Adams is working on and banters about it.

When he returns home, he writes a letter to Professor Tolkien:

Dear Professor Tolkien,

I am a historian at London University, under Professor David Kaplan...

I'm writing about a Ben Best who was or is a student of yours...

I'm interested in his work but moreover have some rather important communications regarding the well-being of a mutual friend...

Would you happen to know where I could reach him? Here is my contact info...

Sincerely,
Terrence Markham

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And on the afternoon of November 5, Terrence receives a phone call requesting his presence at the office of Mr. Sano.

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Cool! Weird! Well, obviously we're going! He'll leave a note for Jing Yi explaining where he's going before he grabs his coat and heads out.

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"Would you like some tea?"

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"Certainly, thank you. Pleasure to meet you, Mr. Sano."

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"Pleasure to meet you as well."

He pours tea for both of them from a beautiful porcelain teapot that costs about as much as three months' rent on Terrence's apartment. He inhales the aroma, then takes a small, appreciative sip.

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Terrence handles it carefully and gracefully. Following Sano's lead, he sips delicately.

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"Mr. Markham, I'm sure you're curious why I wanted a meeting. Are you aware of my work?"

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"Mmm," he says, about the tea. "I'm only vaguely aware, unfortunately. You deal in arts and antiques?"

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"And rare books, of a certain kind. Often those which are, mm, banned."

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"I see." Politely diplomatic, restrained interest.

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"It has come to my attention that you are trying to have the King in Yellow put on again."

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Ahh. "Mm." Okay Sano obviously has his interest, but he's trying to get a read on what Sano thinks of this before he makes more than polite noncommital noises.

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"Your support of the arts is admirable, but I wonder if it might be more productively directed... differently."

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"It might. Any suggestions?" Terrence smiles.

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"Well, I myself enjoy the arts, thus explaining my choice of field. I would be happy to sponsor a play of your choosing and-- perhaps a fee for your services in finding a suitable venue? As long as that play is not the King in Yellow."

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"Goodness me. That's a very generous offer, thank you. ... I, uh, I could ask - well, you must know that I'm not - ... that is, this is an unusual offer to make me in particular."

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"And of course I wouldn't want you to divide your attention, so I'd have to ask that you not put any more work into putting on the King in Yellow." Smile smile.

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Ah. There we go. "Why are you so interested in stopping this play from being shown?"

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"Call it an-- aesthetic distaste."

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So is this guy just a rich eccentric? What? He starts with an awkward chuckle. "I have also seen works that seemed so distasteful that the world would be better off had they not been written. ...That said, at the end of the day, I do believe in free art in a free society, and could not accept your generous offer at odds with that."

Wait, is this guy a cop? ... No, this guy isn't a cop.

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"That's very unfortunate. Is there something I could offer that could convince you? I understand many academics are missing a particular book, relevant to their research... or perhaps would like some time away from teaching to research, but can't afford it."

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"Again, your generosity is appreciated, but I make ends meet. You're really this interested because you think it's a bad book?"

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"Mr. Markham, I didn't want to put it to you this bluntly. I cannot allow the King in Yellow to be performed again. I would prefer to resolve this conflict amicably, but if I cannot I will resolve it unamicably."

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Terrence blinks, a few times. Then: "Mr. Sano, who gives you the right? If you don't want to see it, don't go. But to insist that some art, some truth, is so - whatever, that people should not even have the chance to make a choice over it? Down that road lies madness."

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"Consider my words wisely, Mr. Markham. If you don't stop trying to put on the King in Yellow, I will have to do something we will both regret."

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"Give me a better reason and I'll consider it."

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"Please, Mr. Markham. It is a dangerous play and it hurts those who watch it, it is not safe for it to be performed."

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"Do you realize what you sound like? It's a play!" Terrence sighs. "Mr. Sano - in every civilization, there are powerful works. Works that speak to people, works that do something new, works with the ability to upend the status quo of society. And change is threatening to many people, to the fabric of every society. But without change, society stays the same, forever."

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"Mr. Markham," Sano says. "Not all change is beneficial to society. The status quo is what keeps our children fed and our houses warm at night and the monsters in the dark at bay. I see your mind is made up, but please take some time to think about my offer. If there is anything you like, I am happy to arrange for it. And if you continue down this path, it will not end well for you."

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"I... will think on it. Thank you, Mr. Sano."

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"You're welcome. I hope you enjoyed the tea."

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"...Have you even read it?"

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"I have never read it and I pray to the gods I never will."

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Terrence sighs, long-suffering. "You want to suppress it and you don't even know what's in it." He gets up to leave. "You seem like a smart man. This is an old story, Mr. Sano. --The tea was good."

When Terrence gets home afterwards, he starts editing his essay. He's determined to get this published where it'll be seen ASAP.

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Meanwhile--

Sal was going to ask Terrence and Oscar if he can borrow the sigh three mysterious books in question, because he feels like doing at least a bit of the reading might actually be important, but if Inaaya would like to further discuss all the ridiculous things that have been happening he's also up for that.

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Discussing the ridiculous things that have been happening sounds horrible but unfortunately necessary great.

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...Maybe he can ask to borrow Terrence's books and then ask Inaaya for a vibe check on them.

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British Gods is not a particularly rare book and Terrence can easily point Sal to a copy.

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And Sal is 100% assuming that if he asks him to lend me The King in Yellow he will give it to Sal immediately.

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Hell yeah. He asks Sal to treat it carefully, though.

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He's not going to immediately READ them, obviously. He is going to skim the first twenty-five pages, and see what happens, and then pick a random paragraph from each and see what happens.

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The King in Yellow is really boring and matches with what you recall of the play from having watched it.

British Gods is about Celtic, Roman, Sumerian and other gods believed to have been worshiped in southwest Britain from about 50 B.C. to 650 A.D.

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He hands them off to Inaaya and says, "Do your psychic powers happen to extend to telling whether a book is, uh. Cursed. For lack of a better word."

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"The short answer is that I don't know but it seems very likely. The slightly longer answer is that I get impressions of an object's history and properties and I would almost definitely be able to tell if it was cursed by any reasonable definition of cursed, but I am.... really not sure that I want to find out what would happen to me if I tried it.

"--context, I learned English when I was six when I used that particular power on an English-language newspaper I was left unsupervised around, but I was passed out for four days and it almost killed me."

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"Is it possible to get... degrees of information, impressions without full knowledge, or anything like that? Or for, maybe, someone else to pull you out of it if you get stuck? --Actually, I guess I should check whether you've done this with other books at all, or if you've been avoiding them since you were six. Picking up on things, I mean. I know you read a lot."

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"I learned my lesson about trying to absorb the contents of written information without actually reading it, but I can get things like, for instance, 'who owned this book.' It's also possible that now that I wouldn't be trying to cram a whole language in I'd be fine but Joan would be extremely annoyed if I risked it and turned out to be wrong and I do listen to her sometimes."

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"Would you be willing to try picking something up either of these books? The one about British gods, for what it's worth, I'm reasonably certain isn't unusual except for the author's connections, it was simple enough to get a copy of it and there hasn't been at all the same fuss over ti."

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All right. 

Inaaya touches the book and her face goes blank. She's still breathing, but otherwise she looks more like a corpse than like a person. It's nothing that couldn't be faked by a good actor, but the longer she goes without blinking the less it looks like a performance.

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No one has read this book. It has spent a lot of time in libraries gathering dust while people picked up other volumes. One time someone grabbed it and pretended to be reading it when hiding their necking in the back stacks from a librarian.

There is nothing supernatural about it. It's just a book.

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After a solid minute of this she startles back to life, blinks rapidly as she remembers where she is.

"It's just a book. Nobody's read it in a very long time, it's just been sitting on various library shelves."

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"...Are you up for two of these in a row? I wasn't expecting you to look so, uh. Dead."

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"Probably? Definitely in a couple of hours. But I won't be able to do anything more with it for a while after that regardless."

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"Maybe we should've started with the book we had reason to think was strange after all, if we were going to at all. Do you want to try The King in Yellow now and risk it not working, or discuss the case for a while first and try in a couple of hours, or have you decided against doing it at all for now? ...If there's anything I can do to make it safer or more certain I'll do my best."

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"It's-- not just not working, it's not going to fail but doing it too much isn't safe. I'll try in a couple hours."

"In the meantime, um. I've been avoiding thinking too much about what Valentine said because it's horrible but I think I need to stop putting it off."

"So-- feel free to stop me if you think there's an obvious mistake I'm making--"

"One, my hypothesis space might be wider than most people's, but it is not infinite, and I don't make a habit of believing every claim I come across because I know I'm psychic and the Dreamlands exists. Most things that say they're magic turn out to be scams, and most impossible murders turn out to have been entirely possible all along."

"Two, Valentine Donovan is in fact in an insane asylum, and it is much more likely that the person in the asylum for the criminally insane is criminally insane than that Satan exists and likes to rape people to death for fun."

"But also, two-point-one, we don't actually know she was psychotic or hallucinated, and we do know she's a lesbian which is enough to get her into an asylum all on its own; which makes it somewhat less likely that she's just psychotic although not zero likely but also I'm concerned I'm doing motivated reasoning there because I really, really want it to turn out that if I could get her out I should."

"Which brings me to, three, none of that had any commonalities with the magic that I know to be true. It also had very few commonalities with magic that I know to be fake! But the vast majority of magic turns out to be fake and so that should be my prior unless I have very compelling reason to believe otherwise."

"Except, four, we have no explanation for how or why she would have or could have done the murder herself, and 'somehow through some means we don't know snuck in a knife, which for some reason she used to murder someone, and the knife was missed the first time somehow, and then more than a year later she murdered someone again, and she has never used the knife for anything else even though she's suicidal and has no reason to want the nurses dead, because she's insane' is not an explanation."

"And, five, her description of the murder matches up with what the street cat said about the bodies in the Roby house, and what Carter said about Parker means we now have three improbable accounts of impossible murders, and while all of these things are very unlikely individually, each one is evidence against the 'everything is perfectly normal and physically possible' hypothesis."

"...or, like, whatever it turns out to be it will have been physically possible, that being how things being true works, but conventionally understood to be physically possible."

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"I've been trying to account for the amount that -- well, William Way had a vision, and Roby has been having dreams. And you yourself get information from your dreams -- leaving aside whether the place you visit exists somewhere out there, it seems obvious that the room you're physically sleeping in does not transform into an impossible city at night. If we take Ms Clapper completely at face value, some of what she said pertained to things that happened in our reality, and some of it was about other realities. So -- in every case where a single person witnessed something, there's some chance that what they saw and what happened in front of them don't match up one to one."

"I don't know how to weigh that. I don't know how to weigh whether it's likelier that Parker desiccated someone or that Parker caused Carter to see -- you see, it's simpler in some ways but more complicated in others, and all it does is inject uncertainty into the actual proceedings."

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"The way I know the Dreamlands physically exists is that cats physically visit it, for what that's worth, if they're there they aren't here."

"To your actual point-- I don't know. I think that's making it more complicated until and unless we find out someone was having a vision of an alternate reality in which the impossible thing they're describing happened?"

"Which might be the case, most of my probability mass at this point is on 'something that I haven't thought of yet is happening', but until it happens I don't know that there's reason to elevate the hypothesis. If that makes sense."

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"I just mean to point out that if conventional perceptual and spatial laws don't always hold then we ought to have some uncertainty about assumptions that rely on them. Though this hasn't made me any more certain about any specific ways the things we've heard could be breaking with them. I don't understand the reality I find myself operating in, and I'm nervous about reasoning inside of it."

"This might be close to becoming a tangent, though."

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"If it's any help, the reality hasn't actually changed. Whatever is true has been true the whole time."

"But yeah, I get it."

"My reasoning is something like.... anything could be true, because we don't understand the world we live in yet. There could always be a blind spot. But-- you can't reason like that--"

"And the way things usually, most of the time, almost always work is that, for instance, knives cannot be pulled out of thin air or go through walls. So that's what I'm assuming now, unless I have a really good reason to believe something else."

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"Maybe, given that the explanations we can reach for don't make any sense, we should just bounce ridiculous ideas off of each other and organize them by how unlikely they are."

"I can start. Is it possible to manifest... an energy knife. A knife created from mental energies."

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"I've never heard of it but..."

"No, ugh, this is why I don't do this, I can feel myself starting to take the idea more seriously now that it's been pointed out even though I have literally no reason to believe that it has ever happened."

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"I guess that's one problem with the kinds of unknowns here."

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And a few hours later Inaaya puts her hand on the King in Yellow to read it.

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you are a princess are a god are a king are a lake are a city are an island are the yellow sign are a star are a planet are lost Carcosa are a play are a meme are a word are a symbol are Cassilda are Camilla are the Stranger are the rags in tatters are the pallid mask are a mask are a mask are a mask are a mask

you wear no mask

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This seems... different from last time?

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She recoils from the book. She's visibly shaking.

"Don't read that one. Definitely do not read that one. What the fuck."

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"Are you okay? What happened?"

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"I-- I'm okay. I think. I-- wow that's weird--"

"I got a lot of rambling that doesn't make any sense and a bunch of proper nouns I don't recognize and-- something about, about being a star and a city and a god and a play and a symbol and, and a stranger and a lake and a mask and wearing no mask? It wasn't anything like the gods book. I don't think I've ever had that happen before."

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"...Should we be worried about Terrence?"

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"I think we should definitely be worried about Terrence."

--now she blinks, for the first time since putting her hand on the book and going glassy-eyed and blank.

"Not because I have any specific idea of what the book might do to people, to be clear. Just on general principles. But it's worrying and I'm worried."

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He scribbles down star city god play symbol stranger lake mask no-mask before either of them can forget the words.

"Is there -- anything I can get you," he asks. He feels shaky. She looks worse.

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She should do that too. Princess, god, king, lake, city, island, yellow sign, star, planet, lost Carcosa, play, meme, word, symbol, Cassandra(?), Camilla, stranger, rags in tatters, pallid mask, mask, mask, mask, no mask.

"I don't know. ...I'd take a hug."

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He hugs her. He's not used to holding someone smaller than himself; he aims his hands wrong and has to readjust. Maybe it's the moment, but she feels remarkably fragile.

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He's warm. ...It's nice.

The play sits two feet away from them on the table.

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When Oscar gets home, Hannah is doing her best to do the dishes. The six-year-old is tugging at her dress, while the four-year-old is crying about some topic primarily of interest to four-year-olds.

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So he has a bare-bones conversation with Hannah and goes to his study as soon as he gets a chance. Who can blame him after the day he's had.

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"Can you please take Charlie?" Hannah says.

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"Sure," he says. There's a reason he's taken to doing work in a cafe or sometimes even in the shop. He's fallen somewhat behind on Der Wanderer and also answering letters, some of which are probably important. But yes, he can take Charlie for a bit.

"What's going on, Charlie?" he says.

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Between his tears, Charlie explains a LONG, COMPLICATED, and INTRICATE story, which seems to involve a broken toy and an offensive lack of sympathy from Hannah about it.

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This day is not going to let up. "Your mama is trying her best," Oscar says. "Do you want papa to tell you a story?"

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"Yes," Charlie says, sniffily.

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Time for a lively and discursive version of "The Story of the Youth Who Went Forth to Learn What Fear Was". The Brothers Grimm thought it was okay for kids and they knew what they were about.

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Charlie LOVES this story.

He is not super following the PLOT but it has MONSTERS in it probably.

If it doesn't he will ask repeatedly when the monsters will show up.

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Hell yeah Charlie! Just wait until Oscar gets to the part with the haunted castle!

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WHOA HAUNTED CASTLE

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Isn't it crazy that the youth can talk to BLACK CATS?

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Charlie thinks there should be COPS in the haunted castle. To fight the BAD GUYS.

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There are no cops in the haunted castle because they were created by capitalists to enforce bourgeois property rights.

But if they were there that'd be pretty scary.

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No, cops are good and fight bad guys.

Charlie is sure of this.

He saw it in the movies.

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Wow, here he is trying to enrich Charlie's mind with "The Youth Who Went Forth to Learn What Fear Was". And Charlie's distracted by some awful piece of commercial propaganda. He is going to have to have a conversation with Hannah about what they put in those movies.

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Once the children are in bed, Hannah flops down on a chair, looking eerily like a portrait of The Oppressed Working Woman from the Soviet Union.

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Ah, looks like they both had a hard day.

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"I wish you would do more to help with them," she says without preamble.

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"Right," he says. "I know you're doing a lot of the work with the kids. Which I appreciate. I- I had another meeting about the Roby business today. William Jing was there."

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She sighs. "Haven't you done enough for Dr. Aarons to give you the money already?"

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She sighed at that. Imagine if he'd burdened her with a mere weird dream. "I'm working on that. It's complicated? But I think we are going to get him out. And get the money." She never used to worry about shit like that, not before she moved to this neighborhood.

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"Why is it any of your business whether he gets out? There are hundreds of unjustly imprisoned men in England."

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"Doesn't make it okay to abandon this one guy. From our community."

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"There are hundreds of unjustly imprisoned bohemians. And while you're off dealing with him I have the children, and I'm running the store--"

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"You like the store."

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"I like the store! But the children can't be trusted in it, every ten minutes I'm pulling a rare book out of Charlie's hands-- he almost read the pornography today--"

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"Don't want the public morals people finding out about that, do we, they'll say we're corrupting children. Seriously, though, I doubt Charlie has the attention span for Lawrence-- what 'pornography' do we even carry, honestly."

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"A book of engravings came in from France."

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Oh no, not French engravings. "Look, I know that art for art's sake nonsense has never been your style. That's fine. But it does extremely well with the first editions crowd? And we can't exactly get by selling union newsletters, we're not Trots. I can see if I can move it so that it can't infect the minds of innocent children, or stress you out anymore."

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"I'm not criticizing it, I just-- don't want to spend so much of my time handling the shop and the children."

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"Sure."

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"While you get to go off gallivanting around England."

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"Yes. Gallivanting to the asylum. With my beloved companion William Jing."

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"Not all of our customers thrill me either."

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"When you were spending time with the kids you hated that, now you're complaining about seeing your friends? William isn't some shitty customer, you know that."

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"I know. No one is making you spend time with him. In fact, I'm asking you to not."

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"Were you even listening to me earlier? I'm doing this for Roby, and for the money. Which I get that we need, believe me."

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"I don't get why you care about-- Fine. I'm going to bed."

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"You don't get why I care about a guy who's doped up on opium all the time and had to beg me for a pencil so he can do the one thing that brings him comfort? None of that sounds sympathetic or relatable to you?"

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"You're going to help him more by publishing books that can help the entire working class!"

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"I would if I had any time to do it! Between the Roby stuff and manuscripts and letters I'm just, I'm burning the candle at both ends, Hannah, Jesus. I've had nightmares."

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"Great! So do I. If I can sleep at all."

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"You have nightmares about, what, Charlie seeing a Beardsley print? I know we've all got a lot weighing on us but I don't think you know what I'm talking about."

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"You going to prison again!"

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"Sorry I went to prison? Jesus, Hannah, do you want me to apologize for that or what? For something-- he did?"

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"No, I just-- forget it. Please take the children more, or take more shifts at the shop, or. Something."

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"Fine. Whatever it takes to make you happy. And I think it'd be a good idea if I spent more time at the store."

He knew Hannah was going to brush off the dream but he cannot fucking handle the rest, the things that are objectively real problems. Goddammit. She's so jaded.

He's going to go to his study and ignore his pile of correspondence and try to do his homework, another ten pages of Roby explaining his awful and repetitive dreams in a bunch of multiclausal Teutonic sentences which use obscure jargon. And then go to bed and probably have another dream about the Yellow sign that makes him feel like everything's ruined.

That's the joy of the literary, bohemian life!

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The next day--

Dear Mr. Jing,

I am so pleased to know that Mr. Smith wishes to help. Perhaps Mr. Roby will be able to be free after all! Thank you for your work.

I am worried that Mr. Roby's brother, Mr. Graham Roby, would continue to present a problem. Mr. Graham Roby has many connections and most judges are reluctant to rule against the wishes of the family in such a matter. Perhaps you and your confederates can speak with him?

--Dr. Aarons

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Okay, so that's good news. Time to track Graham down and charm him into thinking his brother is reformed. Also he does need to convince him that everything is fine so they can work together to convince a judge.

Jing Yi sends a letter, asking to organize a meeting with him to discuss his brother's case-- and he's terribly sorry to bother him with something so horrid, but he is working with Dr Aarons and does need to speak with him in person.

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Graham Roby says that this afternoon will be fine.

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He shows up to where Graham Roby is, doing his best to look as Professional As Possible (and not like Dr Aarons hired a bohemian).

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"Are you Mr. Jing?" Graham Roby says.

He is a very high-level professional dresser. Before him, Jing Yi looks like Inaaya, British received pronunciation accent or no British received pronunciation accent.

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"The very same." This is a man who does not have to dress to a budget, and knows enough to still get his money's worth out of every pound. Jing Yi would normally not be intimidated, but there are higher stakes here when it comes to presenting himself as reasonable and trustworthy, and-- this is important-- not a hired bohemian.

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He invites Jing Yi into a well-appointed parlor.

"Dr. Aarons told me you might be by."

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"I'm glad he's keeping clear lines of communication with you. And I'm terribly sorry to bother you with this. I imagine you'd much rather never think about it again."

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"It's certainly a dreadful business. I don't understand why they can't just lock him up and throw away the key."

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"Unfortunately, we cannot treat the insane as we do hardened criminals. Though I can certainly understand the desire."

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"I assume this whole business of a hearing is just going to be a formality and my brother will be locked up in an asylum where he belongs."

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"--Probably not. Dr Aarons is very convinced that he is recovered enough. He's-- I wouldn't say he's harmless, no man is completely harmless, but he's dangerous anymore. He's not very likely to do anything other than write a lot of poetry, really."

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"He killed my family."

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Right now Jing Yi is Very Sympathetic and Believes Everything He Says, regardless of what he actually thinks. "It's very unfortunate that he has diminished responsibility. Makes it much harder to get actual justice-- but he's not dangerously insane any more, and that's who Dr Aaron's asylum is for."

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"Because he can't murder anyone in the asylum. Presumably he's in a straightjacket. I think it is very irresponsible for Dr. Aarons to suggest releasing him. What are these medical men up to these days?"

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...on the one hand, 'there were actually some murders done by other people, your brother did not exactly lack opportunity' is exonerating. On the other hand, now is not the time to mention it. "Dr. Aarons has noticed improvement with treatment for him. He's-- not let loose, of course, but he is not as confined as other patients, and has caused more or less no trouble."

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"Well, then I say he should stay in the asylum, where he's not causing any trouble."

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"Unfortunately, that's not really practical. We have found an old friend of his who's winning to support his continued treatment. You would not have to deal with him at all."

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"Until he decides to stab me in my sleep. You didn't see the bodies, Mr. Jing. You don't know what my brother is capable of."

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He has seen plenty of disassembled people in his time, sir. He is quite capable of imagining it. "We have no reason to think he'd go after you, but if there's something we can do to make you feel safe, we can try to arrange it."

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"Well, you could leave him in the asylum. --Tell me, Mr. Jing, do you know Mr. Nigel Smith?"

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"I am acquainted with him."

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"I don't want to speak of such scandalous things, but he and my brother-- were lovers."

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"--Oh." Look at this very shocked and surprised man, who is currently recontextualising so many things. "Do you have any evidence of this?"

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"They were not exactly discreet."

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"--I see."

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"He got my brother involved in the occult and God knows what else. I think he pushed him to commit the killings. If you ask me, they both belong in an asylum."

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"Mr. Smith has, to my knowledge, committed no murders."

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"His brother could have covered it up."

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"That seems out of character from what I know of Mr. Michael Smith. I wouldn't expect you to cover for your brother either."

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He stabs a cigarette into an ashtray like a stake into a vampire's heart. "My brother is dead to me. The only thing I want is for him to be equally dead to everyone else. I don't care if he's a corpse or locked away as long as that pervert's not bothering anyone any more."

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"I'll be sure to let Dr. Aarons know your opinion." Well, this has been an unmitigated disaster.

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"You can also go talk to the cops about it. See their report on their murders. See if you still think he's safe to release."

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"If you would like me to, I am quite willing." It is very understandable that Graham wants to phase him, but also it is not going to work.

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Graham scrawls a letter on a piece of paper. "Give this to the cops, they'll pull the file."

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Oh, good, he isn't going to have to flutter his eyelashes at the cops. "Thank you very much, sir. And I'll leave you to the rest of your day."

He heads off to the police station.

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Before he gets to the police station, he sees Evie. "We keep running into each other!"

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"We do! It's frightfully good luck."

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"How long has it been since we last spoke? Years? Eons?"

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"Since the beginning of the world?"

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"You have abandoned me."

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"I am terribly sorry. Let me make it up to you?"

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"How are you planning to do that?"

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"There's a few different ways. Depends on what you'd prefer."

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"Let me pick?"

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"Of course!"

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"Well, then, what are my choices?"

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"If there's something you want from me, I would happily give it. But I could suggest going somewhere to eat,or possibly going back to your home, or something else I haven't thought of yet--"

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"I'm not sure food is the thing I want you to eat."

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"There are much better things in this world to taste, for sure."

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"There's a very dark alleyway not far from here. You can't hear anything over the trains."

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"I'd be quite happy to escort you there." Ah, the thrill of danger. (At an alley is a better class of place than a urinal.)

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Not, of course, that Jing Yi has a mind to keep track of the danger, anyway.

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Why would he care about any danger when Evie's around?

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After two rounds of Better Than Opium (And Only Slightly Less Likely To Produce Hallucinations), Evie says, "well, now what should we do?"

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"Well, your choices have continued to work out very well." (He is trying not to look ridiculously lovestruck and it's not working.)

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"Do you ever meet someone," Evie asks, "and feel like you just know from the beginning that you belong together?"

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"Not until recently."

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"Everything just feels," she says, her underwear still on the floor of the alley, "so right."

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And he's on the floor with it. He is staring up at her so wide-eyed. "It does, it does."

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"I love you," she says.

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"I love you too. More than anything."

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"Anything?"

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He is going to regret this, he knows it, but right now he can't think of anything more true that he has ever said. "Anything."

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"I love you more than anything as well."

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eeeeeeeeeeee. "You're too kind."

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"What were you doing this afternoon?"

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"My original plan was to go poke around in police files, but that can wait until tomorrow."

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"Are those relevant to acting?"

Her voice is teasing.

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"Dr. Aarons, alas, pays better than acting. But I can always use it as preparation for a role. As a detective, as a madman--"

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"Ooh," she says. "Can I see your performance as a madman?"

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"I'll let you know if I ever play one. But I think you have already seen me in that role."

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"Mad with love?"

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"Definitely."

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"The lunatic, the lover and the poet are of imagination all compact," she quotes.

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"More than cool reason ever comprehends."

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She kisses him. "Go save your lunatic, and then you can be a lover and a poet as much as you like."

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He kissed her cheek. "I wouldn't dare cause any delay that would keep me from you."

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Meanwhile--

Sal wants to get his hands on Der Wanderer. Sal absolutely does not want to get his hands on Der Wanderer. Sal wants to talk to a relatively sane person with reason to believe in cursed books about Der Wanderer.

(He is also, though he wouldn't say this out loud, regretting the earlier urge to be respectful of William Way's boundaries and not probe him about the grisly murder scene he witnessed.)

In pursuit of this goal, Sal arranges another visit to William Way's house.

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"Who the fuck are you? Are you another one of my brother's whores?"

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"--Excuse me???"

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"One of his other whores showed up earlier," the man explained, "and now I have to figure out where the fuck she is because apparently she inherited all of his fucking money. Anyway. He's dead and you're not even in the will, so fuck off."

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"When did he die??? I was over here two days ago!"

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"Last night. He got stabbed in St. James' Park. Like an idiot."

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"Have they found the murderer?" This is so upsetting and concerning! For more reasons that this asshole might realise!

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"No. The police are still looking."

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"Is he-- is the body--"

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"I don't know what the fuck you want to know."

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"Where is the body now." There might be more delicate ways of phrasing that but fuck that he's upset and also getting angry.

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"In the morgue. So the coroner can report that, yes, he definitely got stabbed, see this stab wound. Are you intending to engage in necrophilia?"

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"I-- what? No!" Also fuck you!!!!! "Who inherited, then? Was it Chu Chu? Where is she, I can go bother her and get out of your hair."

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"Yes, it was Chu Chu. What a ridiculous name. I don't know where she is! If I knew where she is I could tell her she inherited a fortune! Did he knock her up?"

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"He was supporting her medical career."

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"He was fucking her in every hole, and now the money my idiot father left to him is going to his idiot slut and her bastard half-breed child."

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"Well if I find her I'll be sure to let her know."

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"Wait, two days ago?"

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"Yes? What about it?"

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"I think the cops are going to want to talk to you."

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"Well so long as they don't start by calling me a necrophilic whore I'm sure we'll get along just fine. Are they here or do I need to go to the station?"

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"You stay here," Charles says suspiciously. "I'll call the cops."

(While they wait, Charles John returns to cleaning out William's house, but while keeping a close eye on Sal and muttering things to himself about murderous lowlifes.)

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About twenty minutes later, Detective Inspector Taylor arrives and says, "Hello, Mr.--?"

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"Salinger Digby."

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"Mr. Digby, would you like to come to Scotland Yard with me to answer a few questions?"

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"Of course. Lead the way."

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Detective Inspector Taylor is a good-looking man, clean-shaven and standing just over six feet tall. He dresses well but not expensively and holds himself very straight. He speaks in a soft voice with a broad Scottish accent.

"Sir, thank you for coming to speak with me today. I'm sure Mr. Way's death is a tragedy for you."

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"It came as such a shock. I saw him just the other day and he was perfectly fine -- it's so dreadful how quickly things can change--"

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"We have no motive at all for the murder, so we're trying to speak to everyone Mr. Way talked to in the days before the killing. What was your business with Mr. Way?"

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"Well, it was actually about -- it's an awful topic, I hate to say it -- about the case of Alexander Roby. The asylum's trying to determine whether he's recovered from his insanity."

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"And did William Way know Mr. Roby?"

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"They used to be friends. William was the one who found the bodies -- but presumably the police know more than me about all that."

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"And now Mr. Roby might be released from the asylum?"

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"Might. They've asked some members of his community to consult on whether his remaining peculiarities are symptoms of a diseased mind or just, well, the habits of an eccentric intellectual. And we also talked some about Roby's friends."

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"Did Mr. Way seem... distressed or preoccupied in any way?"

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"...Well. I didn't put much stock in it at the time. But he told me he'd had a vision of his own death."

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"What do you mean?"

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"He said -- he was reading a book -- and then suddenly he had a clear vision of himself in the park, and in that vision he was being killed. By a... a tall man with a sharp face, I think."

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Detective Inspector Taylor says, "can you describe the man further?"

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"That's all he told me. He said the man told him to keep still, and then he felt a sharp pain and fell, and then -- and then it was over. I didn't know what that meant. I thought he was just anxious. I still don't really know. Did he... did he know something might happen? Was he trying to warn me? Was that... oh, god, was that a cry for help?"

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"I don't know," Detective Inspector Taylor says. "But the newsboy who was on the scene says that Mr. Way was killed by a tall man with a sharp face."

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"They must have known each other. It can't have really been... but why would he... you know, the strangest thing is that he told me it happened while he was reading a book with Roby. Said it was the strangest interaction with him he'd ever had. And that had to be over two years ago. But why would he connect it with Roby if it wasn't related?"

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"I don't know," he says, troubled. "If you see a man of this description-- if he bothers you-- please hail a constable."

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"I will not hesitate to do so."

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Detective Inspector Taylor has some more questions but most of them establish what Sal has already said.

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At the end of this Sal will thank the officer and take his leave.

--Before he leaves, he makes sure to ask if the officer knows where Chu Chu is.

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He doesn't, but they're going to track her down soon, it's not like she's hiding.

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And then Sal runs in to a single besotted lovebird.

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Jing Yi is doing his best to a) not look rumpled and b) not look like he's surrounded in a cloud of love hearts, and is only mostly succeeding.

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Raised eyebrow at his general state. "Learn anything about Roby?"

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"Well, I learned about Graham Roby, for example that he really believes that his brother did the murders, that he hates Nigel Smith, and also he wants me to look at the police report. He's probably just trying to scare me off with that report, but it does probably contain useful information."

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"On the subject of brothers, I've just spoken to William Way's. And then to the cops. Because Mr. Way is dead."

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"--He's dead?"

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"--Oh god," he says, suddenly much quieter and a bit high-pitched. "I don't remember what I said to his brother. I think it might have been something awful. That is. Yes. He was, uh, stabbed to death in St James Park last night."

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"Dear god. --if it makes you feel better, you probably did not say the most insensitive thing he is going to hear, and also he probably won't be in much of a position to remember."

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"Almost certainly not. You know, he started off by calling me a whore? And then he asked if the reason I wanted to know where they're holding his brother's body was so I could have sex with it. I just got so mad."

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"--well that's one way to inform someone that their friend is dead. I'm not sure what reaction he was expecting other than anger."

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"I wanted to strangle him. Way left his whole fortune to the girl he's supporting through medical school and honestly good riddance to everyone else who could've gotten it if they're all like that."

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"She seems like a far nicer, and if I dare say worthier, option than some of the other potential people."

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"I should tell you about the thing of interest to our case, though, so long as I'm talking about all this."

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"Yes?"

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"Let's see, I wrote it down... Here we go. This was before the Roby murders, they were reading out loud from his book Der Wanderer together. And during one of the German parts, Way had a vision. Which I think I mentioned already, but to put it in its proper context now. He was walking in St. James' Park and then went to buy a paper, and then he heard a step behind him, and when he turned he saw a tall man with a sharp face. The man asked him to keep still, and then Way felt a sharp pain and fell. The last thing he saw was the paperboy staring down at him."

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"Don't tell me that's how it actually happened."

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"That's what the paperboy found at the scene of the crime says happened."

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"That makes no sense."

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"And Roby knew! When Way came to he was looking at him all horrified and said 'I'm sorry, I can't change what you saw.' It's absolutely insane."

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"It's almost certainly a very, very weird coincidence. If a disturbing one." Jing Yi is very carefully ignoring any similarities to his own dreams of being disassembled.

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"I don't know. Between this and the asylum and -- I'm not even sure I can tell you about the other stuff -- at some point I might start wondering if it's more likely we're wrong about how reality works than it is that everything happened exactly by coincidence. ...On the subject of strange things that I'm not sure I can prove. Can you promise me something? Even if it sounds weird and unnecessary?"

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...What does Sal want here. "I can do my best?"

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"Don't read The King in Yellow."

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"Trust me, I never intend to. --You do know I live with Terrence, right? If I was going to read it, I would have read it already."

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"You living with Terrence is what makes me worried. That book -- does things to people. He wasn't like that before. And Roby talks just like him, and I'm concerned if we track down Best or DeVille they will too. And -- well, I don't know how to explain. Inaaya might be able to tell you. But it doesn't matter much anyways, since you're not going to. I just wanted to be sure. ..Don't tell Terrence I said all that, will you? I don't want a huge rift between us if there's actually something wrong there."

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"My lips are sealed. --as are my eyes, when it comes to That Book."

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"Thanks."

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Oscar and Inaaya go to Mr. Sano's office. 

The secretary says, "Hello, Miss Sinope. Mr. Sano will be free shortly. Would you like something to read while you wait?"

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This time, she hasn't been requested, and doesn't have an appointment. It's hard not to feel like she's managed to get somewhere that she is categorically not supposed to be, and any moment someone is going to notice. People Like Inaaya do not belong in Offices Like This One. "Yes, please."

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Oscar can't remember the last time he visited Sano but it's been long enough that he redecorated.

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The secretary gives Inaaya a copy of an interesting new book about quantum physics. She does not give Oscar anything at all.

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Maybe he is on some kind of blacklist?

He gives Inaaya a meaningful look-- trying to land on "Crazy, right?"

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She shrugs. Worrying about what that might mean is-- probably not worth her time, since even if Sano has decided he hates Oscar for some reason she can hardly take any actions about it. She reads about quantum physics.

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And forty-five minutes later the secretary says, "Mr. Sano will see you now."

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"I'm very sorry for the delay, Miss Sinope, Mr. Latz. I was in an unavoidable meeting. If you make an appointment with my secretary you will not have to wait so long."

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"I didn't mind. Thank you for the book."

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"Sorry about that, Mister Sano," Oscar says. "We've dealing with some unusual circumstances. I hope you've been well, by the way."

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"I have been excellent. Would you care for some tea?"

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"That'd be wonderful. Thanks." He's heard quite a bit about Japanese tea preparation.

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"Yes please."

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"I have some chai for Miss Sinope," Sano says, "and some excellent green tea from Japan for myself and Mr. Latz."

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(Fact: According to Sal, Sano ended the performance of the King in Yellow, which, Inaaya doesn't actually have evidence that it's cursed and nobody should read it or see it but it sure didn't feel like something people should be exposed to.

Hypothesis: to whatever extent there's something not-conventionally-held-to-be-possible going on, Sano is probably more aware of it than anyone else Inaaya talks to.

Corollary: Oscar Latz is not. Like, extremely not, ridiculously not, makes up absurd stories out of thin air to justify how conventionally-held-to-be-possible things have to be. She doesn't know what to do about this. If there are codes for letting people know that you also know about magic, Inaaya doesn't know them. But there's got to be something there, right?)

In the meantime she smiles extremely sincerely and thanks him. She has, in fact, missed chai.

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This green tea is great!

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He pours it incredibly gracefully. In fact, all of his movements are very graceful. He's quite pretty.

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Whatever he thinks of the flagrant displays of wealth, Oscar has to admit, Sano's so refined.

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"What did you want to speak to me about? I must admit I didn't know that you two were acquainted."

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"We were investigating the case of one Alexander Roby; Mr. Latz tried to set up a meeting with his friend Christopher Parker, and hit a dead end, and -- since you're in the rare books business -- I suggested asking you."

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"It's in the interest of helping an artist in some very bad circumstances." He has no idea if this tack will work on Sano.

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Mr. Sano purses his lips. "I would suggest not speaking with Mr. Parker. He is a dangerous man."

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"I've heard my share of stories," says Oscar knowingly. "He turned us away at the door. Didn't seem to care about helping a friend."

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Inaaya quietly adjusts her credence in the mummy story upwards. Not to the point where she thinks it's more likely than not, yet, but upwards. "I wasn't intending to; I was wondering if you could tell us more about him, or if you knew anything else about Roby-- apparently he'd published his own book, heavily referencing The King in Yellow?"

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"I tend to specialize in older works, unfortunately. I don't know Roby. --Mr. Parker has organized crime connections."

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Oh, is that it? "Huh, first I'm hearing of this."

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"Rare books, art, antiques-- there's a lot of money in them. The right collector can be ruthless. He specializes in works where, mm, the collector doesn't care so much about a clean provenance. He is very skilled at his job and-- that is not a safe kind of man to cross."

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"Clean provenance"-- huh, Oscar hopes that he's misreading the subtext here. Maybe that's-- "Have you ever known him to be violent?"

(He really doesn't need to be taking Sano's statements so goddamn personally. It's not like they're buddies or anything, but you know, part of Oscar has always respected him.)

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"Yes, on occasion. If there is enough money in it."

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"He's mercenary." Hmm. "Not for fun, or anything?" Oscar makes a face.

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"Not as far as I know, but it would not surprise me."

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Organized crime connections might be a euphemism? It also might not be; Inaaya is not exactly confident that Oscar would have heard of it if Parker were a completely ordinary mob boss. Most organized crime is just organized crime. Most impossible murders turn out to have been entirely possible.

But, also, The King in Yellow is verifiably super cursed, and if anyone knows it then Sano does, and Inaaya does not know the codes.

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"I heard kind of a grim story about that recently."

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"Oh?"

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"Yeah, uh," Oscar says. He tell Sano the story about the tramp. "I don't know what to make of it," he adds, as a lame/general disclaimer. Here he is, sitting in Sano's office, talking about mummies.

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"What an appalling story," Sano says. "Do you think any of it might be true?"

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Oscar sits in awkward silence and then says. "Hard to tell. Carter seems like an imaginative type, to say the least. But sincere for sure."

Sano probably thinks he's become some kind of crackpot in the last few months. Jesus.

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If Oscar weren't here she would lay out her evidence for and against, ending with the truth, which is that she doesn't know if she thinks it's true or not. But he is, so. "No, but combined with what you said I'd certainly prefer not to meet him."

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He hopes she never does.

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"Is there anything else?"

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.....she should also consider that she might be wrong about whether Sano knows about the truth of magic. It's not very likely; she can't think of a reason he would have stopped the play, in that world. But it's possible.

Well. If he does know, she's made an effort to bring up the play and Roby's book. The ball is in his court now.

"Nothing important," she says. "I-- hope to speak to you again soon."

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"Miss Sinope," Mr. Sano says. "I was intending to invite you to my office in the next few days."

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"Would you like to stay behind? I have a new book you may find interesting."

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Thank hell. "I would love to, thank you."

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You know who else is interested in books?

"I'll wait around outside, then. I have some things to catch up on. Thanks for your time, Mister Sano-- and humoring a strange rumor. Oh, and the tea was wonderful."

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"Are you familiar with books of natural history, Miss Sinope?"

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"It hasn't been my area of focus but I'm not unfamiliar."

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"I thought this book has particularly beautiful illustrations," he says.

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She examines the book; she doesn't know much about botany but he's right that the illustrations are beautiful.

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Sano is happy to point out interesting facts about flowers for as long as she's interested.

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And she can be interested for as long as there are facts, but--

--well, she's got other things on her mind as well, and it isn't exactly hard to tell she's nervous about something if you're paying attention. Joan would be able to tell in an instant, from how she fidgets and bites the inside of her cheek.

(How do you say 'so, I heard from a friend that you prevented the production of a cursed play' in a way that's casual and normal.)

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"Is something bothering you, Miss Sinope?"

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There is no normal way to say this, is there.

Well, okay, she can say it the weird way.

"...I'm informed you stopped the performance of a play recently," she says, carefully, "and I was wondering why?"

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"Miss Sinope, I have no idea what you're talking about."

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Well. She's not entirely sure what she was expecting. "Yeah," she says, "fair enough. I kind of figured you wouldn't. --anyway, you were saying about lilies."

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"I am curious who told you this. I didn't realize I was the subject of... play-related gossip."

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Would he recognize Sal's name? Probably not. It didn't really seem like they knew each other, from what Sal said, or like Simone would have told either of them much about the other. "Someone else who was there."

Did that sound evasive, it probably did.

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"Which play?"

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"The King in Yellow."

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"Ah. --I would recommend not watching that play. It is dull and pretentious and self-satisfied in its rebelliousness."

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"I absolutely do not intend to. Or to read it. Or to recommend it to anyone else."

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"An excellent decision."

A few minutes of lily discussion later: "I understand you read Tarot cards, Miss Sinope?"

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"I... yes. It's not a job I'm thrilled with but, you know, it pays."

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Mildly: "I imagine that gives you many connections in the world of the occult."

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Pause. "You... could say that, I suppose."

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"A lot of scammers and grifters," he says, equally mildly.

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"Yes," she agrees. Where is this going.

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"It's very interesting," he says, "one runs into the occult community a good deal when dealing in rare books as well. We see the same community from different ends."

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"I-- expect we see rather different segments of it." Because she lives in a dockworkers' boarding-house? Because she knows about magic from the Dreamlands, and not from cursed books? Both? It's anyone's guess. "But yes, we do."

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Mm. Discussion of lilies.

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Discussion of lilies indeed.

And, when the discussion of lilies is done and she's making her way out-- "Thank you. For everything."

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"Thank you, Miss Sinope."

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Meanwhile--

Something strikes him as a bit off about Sano asking to show Inaaya a book. Now-- it's not the kind of thing you hear about Sano, to be sure-- but Oscar's been around long enough and heard enough stories from Hannah's friends to know that upper-class men often get designs on working-class girls. The thought turns his stomach.

Now, he's not accusing Sano or anything, but he's going to find some excuse to hang around in here just in case. And maybe have a look around. Sano did redecorate after all; what's wrong with admiring that

Sano appears to store the antiques, art, and books he currently has in a room down the hall. Can't resist rare books at the best of times.

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The secretary is still at her desk.

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I was just admiring the, uh, wallpaper.

Okay, he's gonna go for it. If the door happens to be ajar or something...?

Which it is. Not great security here.

Should he feel bad about poking into Sano's things? Well, it's not like Oscar is some kind of thief, on the whole.

Sixteen copies of the King in Yellow, neatly stacked. Getting in on the ground floor, he sees. This is weird though. Some very old vases. An antique desk. A few classic Japanese paintings. A copy of Der Wanderer.

Hold on, has he seen the King in Yellow with this cover before? Years in his business gave him a head for details like that. Looks like there are a couple different printings of the King in Yellow represented here-- like someone is trying to get every copy available for sale in London.

Why, though. And wait a minute, is that generic white book what he thinks it is? That's Der Wanderer. Whitehall Press version, so not a weird Der Wanderer. Sano lied to him.

What else is Sano hiding? He checks the desk.

In the desk is a small vial of a black substance. He recognizes it from discussions at the bookstore, where he's met his share of adherents-- it's black liao, a new drug from Asia. It causes hallucinations which are apparently very artistically inspiring.

Oscar pockets the entire vial. It's quite small and, I mean, who are you gonna tell, the cops? Impeccable logic. This is why people aren't keen on you right now, Oscar.

He knew he was hiding the good shit in there, in more than one way. Okay, best get out of there. Again, if anyone asks, he got distracted by the wallpaper. If the secretary happens to glance over, Oscar's checking out the design-- so whimsical and bohemian. He believes in beauty, etc.

Is Inaaya okay?

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Inaaya is still talking to Sano.

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Inaaya is not being seduced by Sano. Hopefully.

He tries to eavesdrop but doesn't get anything.

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"Excuse me, Mr. Latz?" the secretary says.

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"Yes?" Oscar responds. He feels a pang of conscience but hey, Sano is a rich man, he can afford more drugs.

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"Is there something you need?"

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And at that moment Inaaya emerges.

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"No, thanks, just waiting on my friend. Oh, here!" The man gives you tea and you do this. Moral questions are for future Oscar to address. Preferably with socialist theory.

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She doesn't look particularly seduced, for whatever that's worth. Precisely her usual amount of sheveled.

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Thank God. Not that he's a prude, it's just that Inaaya is a kid for Christ's sake. "Time to get going, I think," he says. "So. You know I like the guy, but uh, Sano lied to us."

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Well, yes, of course he did. "Oh?"

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"I, um," says Oscar. "Happened to see some of his things. Wanted to be thorough about it." (And it's not like he-- okay, that defense doesn't work here. But he found out information! Inaaya likes information.) "He has the King in Yellow in his backroom, like fifteen copies in different editions. And Der Wanderer!"

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".......huh."

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Please don't ask how he got into the backroom. "Yeah, he said he'd never heard of Roby, right?"

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"Yes, he did." Except he was, clearly, deflecting.

If he has fifteen copies of the King in Yellow in his backroom that implies buying them up, which Inaaya's glad someone is doing since she sure doesn't have the resources. Maybe she should give him Terrence's copy. ...at some point when Terrence won't connect the disappearance to her and Sal.

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"He's a collector of traditional work, not exactly the avant-grade type-- why is he buying that stuff? And why lie to us about it? I bet that's more copies than Terrence owns!"

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Well, it could be that it's extremely cursed and he wants to stop us from poking at it. You can't say that to Oscar. "I could come up with guesses, probably, but they'd be guesses. Weird."

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"Now, with someone like Roby or Terrence I understand. But Sano is-- staid. Not swept up in enthusiasms. Immaculate taste, some might say, if kinda conservative. But-- here's the King in Yellow, once again. You know, sometimes I wish I'd never heard of that play." He makes a gesture like "What can you do?"-- "Oh, one more thing."

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"Oh?"

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"I don't know if this has anything to do with anything, and this is confidential, but Sano had drugs in there. Black liao, specifically. Probably none of our business."

Not only was the door ajar, the drawer to the desk was totally open.

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A memory pops up from Inaaya's time in the Dreamlands. (This happens, sometimes. Rarely. Almost never, except when she forces it.)

Black liao allows the person who takes it to cross over to the Dreamlands. Only for a few hours, and if they don't know the Dreamlands is real their memories will be blurry afterward. It is rare and valuable; the only people who have it are the tcho tcho. Inaaya had dismissed it. She wouldn't be able to travel to Tibet.

--it's only for a few hours. It's not a real solution to Joan's problem, even. Much less Valentine's. But oh god she wants that.

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Inaaya seems zoned out. "You know black liao, right?"

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"I know of it. I-- have a friend who gets horrible nightmares and it's the only thing that's ever let her sleep."

This is not a true statement but in a different sense it sort of is?

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"I hadn't heard of it being used for that. I associate it more with creative inspiration. Like the Romantics and opium, I guess." He's not going to tell Inaaya he has stolen black liao on him right now because he is a good role model. "I wonder if Sano's using it. Didn't seem like he had a ton so he's probably not selling."

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"Well, plenty of people use opium for pain relief, it's not that surprising it goes both ways." It wouldn't actually solve her problem anyway. Any of her problems. She's supposed to be more practical than this.

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"Right." Maybe he should be more concerned that Inaaya has a friend who's dependent on drugs, especially one comparable to opium, but ehh, none of his business. "By the way, you guys chatted a while in there." (That sounds a bit petulant.)

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"Yeah! He had this book of botanical illustrations and--" and Inaaya is fully capable of bouncing about lilies until she is stopped.

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He is relieved that it was a single entendre offer to show Inaaya a special book. But also, what, he's not sensitive enough to get shown pictures of lilies? Weird, especially because Sano is so perceptive of people's tastes. But maybe Sano just wants to support a smart kid's interest in science. "That sounds nice," says Oscar. "Did you learn anything or just catch up?"

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"Just catching up, really. --well, I learned about botany, but."

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"You must know him well," says Oscar. "I mean, between that and the chai and the quantum physics text."

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Hm. "We've only spoken a few times before, but-- last time it was astronomy, we got to talking about how the constellations are grouped differently in India and Japan than in Europe, I mentioned liking physics and missing chai."

I'm pretty sure I'm the only person he talks to who isn't white, she does not say, because, well, she sure is talking to a white man right now.

(It's not exactly the same. Oscar's an immigrant too. But-- she really doesn't want to have to admit to him that the only people she talks to who aren't white are Mr. Sano and William Jing.)

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"He's nice. Or I'd known him to be. But this visit I got a sense he's chilled to me. I mean, the thing with the book, right?" He pauses. "Probably a bit much to assume. I used to be better at giving people the benefit of the doubt. But uh, that hasn't worked consistently."

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"Maybe? I don't know if I'd be able to tell. ...sounds like it'd be difficult, though."

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Terrence leaves a note for Jing Yi - "Visiting Prof Tolkien in Oxford to learn about Ben Best, expected back tonight. - T" - packs his notebook, and heads to the train station. He'll read more from British Gods on the way.

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"Good afternoon, Mr. Markham! I hope your train ride wasn't too difficult."

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"Not at all! Thank you for inviting me out here, it's a pleasure to meet you."

Terrence knows things about Tolkien. A cheerful extrovert, not very bright. Probably cheats on his wife a bunch.

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A small child emerges from Tolkien's house and grabs onto Terrence's leg. "Read me a story!"

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"Chris, Mr. Markham is here on business--"

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"STORY!"

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Well, Terrence knows about academics that are only that in name and don't deserve their positions. Still, he's here to be polite and friendly and he can do that. Also, a child!! "Well, hello! Chris, is it?"

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"Christopher John Tolkien!" Chris says, with the air of someone who just learned this fact two days ago and wants to show off his knowledge.

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"Well, Christopher John Tolkien! Do you like myths? I know quite a few - if we have time, of course." He glances at Tolkein, seeing if he's in a rush.

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"I LOVE myths! Daddy tells me myths. About Bee-a-wof."

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Tolkien looks at him with utter fondness.

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AWWWWW.

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"I don't suppose there's anything wrong with a story or two-- if Mr. Markham doesn't mind."

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"Not at all. Beowulf, huh? That's a good one."

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"Yes!"

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And now they're going to go into the parlor while Professor Tolkien smokes and Chris demands "ANOTHER story Mr. Ham."

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How about Pandora, that's a fun one - although he'll lean heavily on the 'and then hope came out too' part and frame it as overall a good thing.

Also, this kid is great.

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Eventually, Professor Tolkien says, "I think Mr. Markham might wish to stretch his legs, Chris. It was a long train ride."

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Chris starts to cry.

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"It was very good to meet you, Mr. Christopher." Terrence offers him a hand to shake, very mock-formally.

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Chris shakes it.

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"What a clever boy you have," to Tolkien. "Forgive me, I rarely get to interact with children. The bachelor life, and all."

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"Of course," Tolkien says. "Chris is a wonderful boy. Shall we go on a walk, then?"

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"I would enjoy that."

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They start on a walk. "You wanted to know about Mr. Best."

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"Yes! What can you tell me about him?"

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"He studied under me and we corresponded until 1925, when he fell out of touch. I have a copy of his book. Interesting little treatise."

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"British Gods? I happened to run into it too - I've been going through it, certainly informatice. I'm more of a classicist, I've never managed to get into - well - local history." He gestures to the land around them. "But everywhere springs up stories. ...So I'm a novice here. But you found it interesting too?"

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"It's an interesting treatment of homegrown and imported deities in the western Celtic kingdoms of Britain. A subject of great personal interest to me. He was planning a second book on witchcraft and ritual in the west country. I don't know whether he ended up ever getting it published."

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"I see, I see. Interesting indeed. You said he dropped out of touch - do you have any idea where he might have ended up now?"

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"Is he not still at the Royal Society? I assumed he was simply a bad correspondent."

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"No, I was told by one of his friends that he left in '26 and has been... perhaps traveling since then, my acquaintance wasn't sure either."

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Unfortunately, instead of giving a response to this, Tolkien stops and begins to examine a tree.

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Cool! Cool! That's normal! Is. Is there something up with this tree.

It has leaves? And a trunk? Uh. It really seems like... a tree? It has... tree things?

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Tolkien is just continuing to look at this tree. For twenty minutes.

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"What... kind of tree is this?" Terrence does not want to push the good professor but will ask occasional respectful questions if he is responsive to it. This is kind of charming but super weird. Maybe the dude's high or something.

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"Just a moment, my good boy," Tolkien says without really seeming to process the question. After twenty minutes or so, Tolkien stands. "My apologies, it is simply an excellent tree."

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"I see." Baffled, but solemn. Listen, Terrence isn't exactly going to throw stones about having weird fascinations.

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"What were we talking about?"

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He has woven some nearby grass into a little rope in the mean time, and drops it quickly on the ground behind him. Whomst, me? No way. "Uh - Ben Best, I was told he left the Royal Society in '26 for reasons unknown. It seems like you haven't heard from him since either."

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"I haven't. I hope his wife is all right."

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"Oh! I didn't know he's married."

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"His wife is a lovely girl. Carla, I think? Something like that."

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"Ah - you know her? They must have met while he was here?"

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"They met at Oxford, although he always preferred to talk about his work. He was an extraordinarily kind man. You don't see his sort often."

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Terrence smiles. "He sounds very sweet. I hope you hear from him soon."

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"The kind of Christian who inspires everyone around him to virtue. I daresay I thought he would be a saint. We often discussed my work on Nodens. Fascinating deity. It's very difficult to reconstruct anything about him."

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Oh, he's that Tolkien! Cool. "Oh, fascinating! I've read your paper on Nodens. It was quite interesting. Did Best help with that research?"

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"Indeed. He had this idea that there are current worshipers of Nodens-- similar to Murray's Witch-cult, if you'd ever read it. And if we track down the worshipers we could learn more about Nodens."

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"...Since they'd be carrying the torch for an older tradition that wouldn't have written much down? Very interesting. Did it go anywhere?"

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"I don't believe so. He was pursuing that angle for his second book-- not about Nodens, of course-- when he stopped corresponding."

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"I see, I see. You wouldn't... happen to have any of his work from his second book project, would you? It sounds relevant to some of my work - uh, the history of outsider spiritual practices - and if I can't find Best to ask himself, it occurs to me to ask if you might have the next best thing."

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"I don't, but I think I have some of his letters-- unfortunately, my desk is quite, quite messy."

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Terrence chuckles. "Oh, I've been there. ...I'd appreciate if you might be able to find any - but you've already been so generous with your time and I don't want to put you to too much trouble."

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"All right." And they can talk about mythology until it's time for Terrence to go home.

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Slipped in somewhere near the end of their conversation - "Oh - before I forget, you don't happen to know a Deville of Best's acquaintance, do you?"

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"I've never heard of the man."

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"Perish the thought, then. I'd heard the name, thought I'd ask." And he moves the conversation on. Anyhow, yeah, excellent excursion, Tolkien seemed surprisingly with it, at least about his work.

Terrence has had a NICE DAY. He reads more British Gods on the train back. Hey, anything about Nodens in here?

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Yep! They don't know much except that there were three inscriptions with Nodens's name on it and absolutely no sense of who worshiped him.

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That evening, Jing Yi reads the file he got from the police.

Herbert Roby’s body showed a gaping stabbing wound above the left collarbone and was completely drained of blood. Georgina Roby had been killed by two slicing wounds: one to the front torso and the other to the neck and head. One was a lefthanded blow and the other right-handed, possibly by a heavy bladed instrument. The wounds on both bodies indicate the attacker was extremely strong and the forensic surgeon thinks two different weapons had been used on the two victims. No murder weapons were found.

The glass balcony door into Alexander Roby’s upstairs room had also been broken from the outside. Alexander claimed he had been there all evening and would not say how the door had been broken, but he claimed responsibility for the murders. 

Yeah, this is not the gruesomest murder he has encountered. Though the balcony door being broken from the outside, and Roby having no explanation is odd. One might almost guess Roby is covering for someone.

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The next morning, everyone except Jing Yi reads--

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Jing Yi doesn't read the news. It's depressing. Also, he was busy.

He is gone from the apartment in the morning and arrives mid-morning just, like, fucking covered in hickies and very disheveled.

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Which is quite a sight, from Sal's perspective, as he comes to visit their apartment. "Who is the lucky companion?"

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As much as he would like to gush about how Evie is the greatest, he has some tact. "A gentleman doesn't kiss and tell."

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Terrence smirks as he opens the door and puts on the coffee pot. "Well, I hope everyone had a nice evening."

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Jing Yi is saying nothing, but will admit to looking a bit smug. "How was Oxford?"

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"Pretty nice. The professor was odd, but surprisingly pleasant company all the same. I didn't learn much of value, aside from that Best was married, so I might be able to find her. Carla or something, he wasn't sure."

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"William Way is dead and it happened exactly the way it did in his vision. That's not what I'm here about, though."

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"I saw that in the papers. Dreadful news."

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"I guess I shouldn't be surprised it made the papers. He was prominent enough."

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"What do you need, Sal?" Terrence gets up to offer and pour coffee for people once it's ready.

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Yes, please, thank you, coffee would be very appreciated.

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"I actually had some questions about the play, Terrence. Not about the contents, about its... effects."

"In general, but also -- I have been noticing that the people we've been talking to who read it also grow very interested in the occult, and other people have reported some strange goings-on around them. And I -- well, listen, I don't want to get your hopes up, I don't want you to bug me about this. But I've been... looking into it a bit... and it really does have a strange feeling to it."

"And I was wondering if you'd... noticed anything? Or heard anything along those lines? Or if you might have any similar interests?"

"Not -- I'm not asking if you've seen sorcerers performing magic or anything. But just... anything hard to explain."

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"Hm! Yes, intriguing. No, I see. I mean - I, uh, I don't know many other people who've read the book." He sits down with his coffee and adds cream, looking thoughtful. "Oscar, I suppose. I mean, Roby technically, now, Estus technically, but - you know. And Roby is one thing but Oscar is another, he bounced right off it, so - that's a small sample size, so take this with some salt."

"I... don't think there's so much in the line of direct... you know... tangible miracles, or what have you. But the mind is a powerful force and the King in Yellow is a powerful book. A powerful play. It plants ideas with deep roots. Let me think."

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Oscar knocks on the door to the apartment.

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"Interest-wise, I was interested in the occult and the history of spiritual practices for a long time, I've contributed to research on related topics for years. It did evoke a current interest, but I should think that in the same way that learning something new ever evokes an interest - you know what I mean?"

"It has, um - it's affected my dreams." He looks uncomfortable as he says this. "But that's part of the mind too, so."

"Um, excuse me - " and he gets up to open the door. "Oscar! Good timing, I just made coffee. Come in."

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Great. TWO loud skeptics watching over their conversation.

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...Oscar, why are you here. This is his house. What are doing.

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"Hi, Terrence. Sorry to bother you but I just read the news-- Jesus Christ, right? Oh, do you have any cream and sugar, by the way? Bad habit."

Why is William Jing in Terrence's apartment.

Why is he covered in hickies? What has he walked into?

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"It's awful. - Certainly do, I'll get you some."

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"Coffee would be great." This is one fucked-up brunch. He's been to weirder parties; he can take it in stride.

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"Well, you know, dreams can tell us a lot about the mind," Sal says lamely. (He's followed Terrence over to the coffee.) "Roby had -- not that yours and his are -- just, if you'd like to tell me about them, I'd love to hear."

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Oh, they're talking about dreams.

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Oscar and Jing Yi are in the awkward position of having some Fellow Feeling about the dream talk.

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He can just listen but this conversation went very badly the last time he tried to have it in a group. With Jing Yi in particular.

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"You can write them down, if you'd rather, I know some things can be private."

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Is anyone going for that...? This is so strange and the coffee is not helping him keep his cool.

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Surely all of these people will stop looking so WEIRDLY at each other with some coffee in them. Come on, we're all colleagues here. Jesus, this is just like faculty meetings.

"I - might take you up on that sometime," Terrence says vaguely. "It's more - I don't know, they're disconnected, and I wouldn't want to ramble."

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"These dreams," Oscar says casually, as if he's just formulated a bit of small talk. He takes a polite sip of coffee, even. "How's the tone? Emotionally?"

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What? Is Oscar being sarcastic?

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This is maybe the first time Terrence has seemed offended by something Oscar said.

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In response to Oscar, since I mean, a question deserves an answer: "Um, mixed? Fearful at times, ecstatic at others - powerful but chaotic. I don't know."

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Ecstatic? Terrence, what on Earth.

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Mental note: alert Inaaya to Terrence's weird dreams. She has more experience here. "You mentioned Estus, too. You talked to him about the play, didn't you? Did he say anything strange about it? Or that didn't... immediately make sense?"

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"Estus really shouldn't be let around plays in the first place."

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"This isn't about your personal opinion of Talbot Estus."

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"If someone is incredibly bad at their job, them saying strange things that don't make sense about it isn't a surprise. I'm giving you Helpful Information."

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Thoughtfully, to Sal: "I did talk to him. He, um, hm - the play differed from the book, quite a bit. You'll recall the end was... evocative. Estus said he played it exactly as written. He said that the performing of the play would, uh... evoke different results, produce itself differently in the mind, I suppose, than reading it. I've never tried reading it aloud, or seen it in production, before, so that was.... unexpected."

"Or - the degree to which it was true here, was unexpected. He seemed honest about not altering the text intentionally. I believe him, I think."

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"Would you say you believe that certain actions, or books, or objects can project powerful impressions into the mind?" He's getting a bit quiet and intense here.

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"Absolutely."

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"Fearful, yeah, seems to be a lot of nightmares," says Oscar. "I mean, judging from Roby. And I mean, uh, I had one too."

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Oscar had nightmares? Jing Yi is very carefully not reacting to that.

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"I would also love to hear about your dream, Oscar. Or read about it, if you'd rather write it down."

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...he's going to have to sneak an account of his to Sal, isn't he? He is Not Looking Forward To The Prospect

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Sal I know you mean well but that look is disquieting. "Thanks," he says. "Honestly, I think this Roby business isn't great for me. Probably anyone with an ounce of human feeling gets a bit caught up-- emotionally."

Nobody's called him crazy yet which is much better than he expected.

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"It's a lot to deal with." Terrence is sympathetic.

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It is a lot to deal with. Jesus, he's been run down enough lately, with Roby and the fight with Hannah, that he's oddly moved by that.

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"Can we come over here?" he whispers. "There's something else I want to bring up but the subject matter is private." (Where by over here he means to a more private area of the apartment.)

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And now he is going to be stuck with Oscar. Inexplicably in his house.

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"Certainly. Excuse us, gentlemen."

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"So... how's the bookshop?"

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And then he's left with William Jing for the first time in, uh, a long while. Of course.

"It's fine," he says primly. "Same old." He can't resist-- "You got any productions coming up?" He takes a sip of coffee.

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"The Roby case has been taking up most of my time for auditions. But it pays better, so that's fine."

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There it is. "The pay's not bad." Especially for a struggling actor. "Yeah, always curious what goes on in the theater, books take all my time."

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Jing Yi kind of doubts that he is actually that interested in the theatre, but he appreciates the pretense of them getting along and having a normal social conversation. "It's 70% art and 30% petty social nonsense. And hard to explain nonsense that doesn't mean much to people outside it, at that. Though I imagine running a shop is similar."

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"I've been talking to this guy Lawrence about his manuscript," Oscar says. This is a great way to reward William Jing for his sparkling conversation.

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"Is it any good?"

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"Yes," says Oscar. "I'd say it's good-- I forget it must be the same way for you, auditions take up most of your time." He sips his coffee. "Are you often at Terrence's?"

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"--We're roommates. This is my apartment too."

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Oh.

"Crazy that's never come up," he manages.

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"He's much more of a homebody than me. That's probably how," he says, trying to to help Oscar save face here.

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This is a lot to process?

"Right," he says. "I mean, I don't really know him well, outside of--" he gestures expansively, as if to indicate the whole world-- "this Roby situation."

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"We've kind of ended up being a bit of a Merry Band because of that."

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"Oh for sure."

Implies William Jing and Terrence weren't super close before which is something.

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"I've made some progress with getting Roby out, but it's been a bit two steps forward, one step back. Graham Roby is Not Keen." This is a risk, but Oscar is very keen on Standing For Those Unjustly Accused, so this might be worth it. "I've had a look at the police report, and I think Roby is covering for someone."

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"You don't say?"

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"His balcony door was broken from the outside. He said he was there all night, and had no explanation for how it got broken. And the coroner seemed to think there was a right and left handed attacker. I'm not saying Roby can't be ambidextrous, but--"

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"I think you're onto something. This is really good news."

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"Does this work?" ... The best private space is probably Terrence's bedroom, then, since the apartment is not large - but it doesn't have to be weird.

Terrence is committed to not making it weird. The pages of handwritten notes covering the desk, and literal red string tacked to various cards on the walls, and doodles of the yellow sign - mostly visible only once you're inside the room - are the ones making it weird.

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"I have -- a friend," he says carefully, "who has provided me with unusually strong evidence that certain psychic phenomena are real, most centrally psychometric impressions. Now, I can't provide that evidence, and I can't say I'm very certain about the truth of the matter myself, and I won't ask you to believe me about this. But -- if I were to -- how well would that fit into your current understanding of what is possible?"

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Terrence blinks. He opens and closes his mouth a few times, then blinks some more. "If you'd ask me a few months ago, I would - probably have said something about, I don't know, the histories of apparent encounters with the supernatural as a matter of fact, and how the brain may be shaped by its surroundings to believe all manner of unlikely events as plain fact."

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"What would you say now?"

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He spreads his arms, looking a little helpless and a little sheepish. "I'm more open to unlikely events than I used to be."

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"That makes two of us. Absent the evidence I can't provide you I'm not really sure this means anything, but I asked them to take a look at your copy of The King in Yellow. If you're interested."

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"...What did your friend say?"

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"I'm not sure how to describe the emotional impression" without making Terrence mad "but there was also a sensory and conceptual component. I've copied down their notes on the subject." Here we go. It felt like being: a princess, a god, a king, a lake, a city, an island, the yellow sign, a star, a planet, lost Carcosa, a play, a meme, a word, a symbol, Cassandra(?), Camilla, a stranger, rags in tatters, a pallid mask, a mask, a mask, a mask, like wearing no mask.

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"...I mean. Have they read it before?"

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"I really don't think so."

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"That's arguably some evidence in favor of - what you mentioned. Unless they know about it, those are all elements in the play. ... They were probably thinking of Cassilda, as the name. But, uh. Huh."

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"Well, that tells me something, at least. Not sure what."

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"I'm not sure either. They're all major elements, even, perhaps the most central ones. Was this - the friend, perhaps - related to the interest in dreams, as well?"

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"Somewhat. At the least they alerted me to the possibility that I should be going over things again from more angles than before."

"Oh, there was something else. When she touched the book she went catatonic for about a minute." He hands him back his copy. "Thanks for humoring me."

And he walks out of the room, and out of the apartment.

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To an empty room: "...What?"

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Meanwhile--

Inaaya has come up with no better way to contact Carter than to say, "Hi, I know someone who asked you about Parker a few days ago, I was hoping to follow up on that for complicated reasons."

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Sure. That Might As Well Happen. Nothing Matters.

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"So-- sorry, I know this is a weird thing to ask, but I'm one of the people looking into the Roby case and I thought I'd follow up on what you said about Parker?"

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"Sure."

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Wow that is so much less informative than anyone else she's ever talked to. "You said there was a whistling noise, when you talked to Mr. Latz; I don't suppose you remember that sound more specifically?"

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"I... guess? It was high and very hard on the ears."

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"Sort of like--" and she has a description in Cat, which has very specific vocabulary for describing sounds; she does her best to translate that description into English.

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"...yes. Yes. That's it exactly."

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Well That Has Implications And She Does Not Like Them.

The Dreamlands hypothesis is looking less and less likely every time she finds out more information but. "And... you said it had affected your dreams?"

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"I have nightmares about it."

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"--fair enough. Do you by any chance have other weird dreams?"

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"Not anymore."

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Stop patternmatching stop patternmatching. "Did something happen, do you know?"

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"I grew up. I-- lost it. I got jaded, I started paying attention to stupid human bullshit, who likes who and climbing the social ladder and--"

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That can happen??? ....what is she saying. Of course that can happen. Almost all children, and so few adults... "I'm so sorry."

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"And now they're just. Normal dreams. --No one listens."

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She's not bothering at all to keep the horror that this happens to people off of her face. "If I said the word Dreamlands, does that mean anything to you--"

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"Yes. Have you-- do you--"

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"Every night for as long as I can remember," she says. "I half grew up in them. Sometimes I think I was raised as much by the cats in Ulthar as by my parents."

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"Ulthar," he says quietly. "I'd almost forgotten the name--"

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"I've loved the stars since before I knew why. I grew up in Bombay, I couldn't see them, I just-- wanted to, and knew that I loved them, or would love them if I did see them--"

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"Do you remember it-- have you spoken to King Kuranes, can you--"

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"I-- don't think I know a King Kuranes, it's a big place and I haven't seen much of it and for a bunch of years my Dreamlands-self was just trying to figure out how to get my waking-self to realize it was real at all--"

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"Oh. I miss him, and I can't-- I think he's a tramp, somewhere, in the waking world--"

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"I'm sorry. I don't know. I can maybe try to ask around but I don't really expect to get a helpful answer."

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"How did you-- manage to stay." He sounds heartbroken. There is nothing at all he wants more than to stay.

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"I-- I didn't realize people didn't? Or, I mean, I knew people stopped, there are so many more children and nemos than adults, but-- I think I maybe don't make the same distinction as you? The Dreamlands are part of the world, and I love the world, it's not different, to me, to love the Dreamlands, than it is to love the stars, or to love math, or to love cities or mountains or trees or the sea or any of the rest. And the world is enormous and beautiful and infinite and unfathomable and I don't think I could be jaded about any of it if I tried."

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"I don't-- I don't see how you could feel like that about London if you've seen Ulthar."

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"So-- I live in a boarding house for dockworkers. My best friend, who lives with me, is named Joan Clark, and she loves birds, she calls me robin because robins will just go right up to people. She's from Northern England, she came to London because there was work here, and to this day if she hears birds she can identify them with her eyes closed. And she's so gentle, she's great with animals, when she's gotten a bird to eat out of her hands it's hard to believe those are the same hands that do dock work."

"But I spend most of my time in the library, and one of the people I've met through math is Emma Stark, who's kind of a dumbass in a lot of ways-- she's an alcoholic who spends way too much time at parties-- but she also adores math, and she's so good at it, she approaches everything like a puzzle, if there's a problem in front of her she lights up at the idea of getting to solve it."

"Or, Oscar Latz runs a bookshop and he's not brilliant but he's driven, he's served prison time because he cares so much about making banned books available to the world."

"And I can keep going, you know? There are thousands of thousands of people in London and every one of them is a complicated and fascinating world and I will never in my whole life have enough time to know them all, not if I spent every waking minute on it."

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Carter starts to very quietly sob.

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Oh no.

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This is some ugly crying. His nose is leaking snot.

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Inaaya has no idea what to do with that. She knows what she'd do if it were Joan or even Emma, someone she was close enough to that she could just hug them. With Randolph Carter, though, she's just-- frozen.

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"It's gone," he says.

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"I'm sorry," very quietly, well aware that this is incredibly weak. "I don't-- I'm sorry."

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"I wasn't good enough to keep it."

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That's--

She wants to protest five different things about that statement and they tangle on themselves and she winds up protesting nothing.

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"It's the only thing I want in my life and you're saying-- if I wanted something else I would be able to have it."

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"I don't know what it would take for you to be able to have it."

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"How well do you remember it?"

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"I don't-- I have sense memories? Mostly? I know what it feels like, I have some procedural memory, I can talk to cats even in the waking world, but I don't-- keep facts, mostly, I know I once dropped everything to go climb a mountain but I couldn't tell you the first thing about mountaineering."

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"I remember all of it. Names, locations, everything. It's more vivid than the waking world, sometimes."

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"I'm sorry."

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"And-- I'll never be able to go back. I can't stand to be in Providence anymore, it just-- reminds me-- London is ugly so it's better, I can't mistake it for there-- In the right moment, in the sunlight, Providence looks like home."

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"I--" she swallows, "I haven't figured out yet how to get people there who don't go already, but I'm working on it, I swear I'm working on it--"

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"I would die to be able to see Ulthar one more time."

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Inaaya loves the Dreamlands. She has always loved the Dreamlands. She's loved them since she was four years old and learning Cat with the stubbornness of any small child who wants something just barely out of reach, since she was seven and climbing trees, since she was nine and reading everything she could get her hands on, since she was eleven and trying desperately to tell her waking self that the Dreamlands were real and that meant she knew how to live on her own and she could just leave Bombay if she wanted to.

She does not love them enough that she'd die to see them one more time.

It-- feels deeply, deeply wrong, that you have to not want it in order to have it. It feels like it can't be right, or maybe she just desperately does not want it to be right, which is not how the truth works she knows that's not how the truth works but part of her is still screaming that there must be some other answer.

"If I knew what it would take to get you that I'd give it to you, I don't know how, I'm sorry, it's not--" and she is not going to cry she is not she is not.

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"It's all right," he says. "Someday I'll figure out how to go back. And if not-- death is an end. That I learned in the Dreamlands. It's-- the only piece of hope I've had in fifteen years."

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....yeah okay fuck it she doesn't care that he's a man she just met he's getting a hug.

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Hug. Sob sob sob into Inaaya's shoulder.

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"Hello?" Chu Chu says. She sounds. Stressed.

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This was much easier than Sal expected. Maybe Charles John just sucks at this.

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He is a millionaire, okay! He doesn't know where to find random medical students!

HIS BROTHER JUST DIED.

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"Hi. Um. Mr. Way's brother wanted you to be aware that, uh, you've inherited all of his money. ..Also I'm very sorry for your loss."

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"Yes, he... just told me."

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"...Did William tell you he saw it coming?"

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"No?!"

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"I-- Look. Here." He pulls out the note where he'd written it down, what William Way told him he saw. "He didn't give a date but it was while reading a book with Alexander Roby and Roby's in the asylum now, it had to have been over two years ago this happened. He told me about it three days ago. And then it -- it happened."

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"What does that mean?!"

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"I don't know."

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"He can't have had a, what, a psychic vision? That doesn't happen!"

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"I'm sorry. I -- I don't mean to put all this on you." His distress and confusion is showing on his face, which is fine, it fits the situation. "I just -- I don't want to go around carrying that moment in my head for the rest of my life."

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"Did you tell Detective Inspector Taylor?"

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"I did, but... he didn't know the man. It doesn't -- it doesn't matter, he's not going to go on caring about Way after he finds who did it, it doesn't mean anything to him-- ...Did you see William at all? In the past few days? Was there... was there anything that... that you noticed..."

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"I was the last person who saw him before he died-- I didn't--"

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"You want to know something horrible? Before all this I was up near Wales at the asylum they're keeping Roby at and the morning after I got there two nurses got killed."

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"What?"

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"The murder suspect told me the devil did it. They still haven't figured out how it happened."

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"Who's killing all these people?"

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"I don't know! Roby's got three friends on the outside. One of them is supposed to have killed a tramp with his mind. I think I might be going crazy myself because I almost believe it."

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"You can't kill tramps with your mind!"

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"I keep wondering what would happen if I went and confronted him about all this. He's got an office around here, you know, he's an antiques dealer. But the part of me that thinks he could have any connection is also a bit terrified."

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"I would be terrified too! Why would anyone want to kill William? All he wanted to do was make music."

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"I really can't imagine. I'm so sorry for dumping all of this on you. It's been a stressful week. I know you're grieving."

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"It's all right," she says. "I want them to find whoever killed him."

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"If you hear anything, let me know? And if I hear anything, I'll let you know." He writes down his contact info on a page of his notepad and hands it to her. "...I suppose while I'm here I should ask if you've ever met Roby, or heard anything about him. But it's okay if you can't think of anything."

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Wide eyes. "I have no idea who that is."

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"Thank you for talking with me. I wish you the best."

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"You too."

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Sal and Inaaya meet up in a park on the way home from their respective adventures. 

"Two things. One is that Terrence has been having very odd dreams. --And Oscar as well, I think. They agreed to write them down for me but my understanding is that you know more about dreams than I do."

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"I know more about some very specific subset of dreams, and I don't know whether Terrence's thing is connected to the Dreamlands at all. Oscar I can look into probably. What's the second thing?"

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"The other thing is that I would like to take a look at Der Wanderer but seem to have developed a slight phobia around strange books, and thought I'd ask if you could either take a look with me or tell me to man up and do it myself. Especially since -- I don't remember if you heard. William Way, the one who had a vision of his own death while reading Der Wanderer a few years ago, just died in the same way he foresaw."

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"Yes, I can do that. Updates from my end, Sano didn't want to tell me and Oscar anything, but according to Oscar he's got fifteen copies of the King in Yellow in his back room, along with some magic drugs-- not that Oscar knows they're magic drugs, I just recognized the name. And I kept trying to say in subtext that I was glad he'd stopped that play but I'm not sure we were speaking the same metaphorical language."

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"Without the context of him stopping the play I'd want him to stop dating Simone immediately but given that context -- not actually sure."

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It is still so weird that Simone dates men. She's not saying that out loud.

"He also told us not to talk to Parker under any circumstances, said he was dangerous and sometimes violent and clearly had something else he wasn't saying, and Carter said the whistling sound when he killed the tramp was exactly the same as the whistling sound from the night of the Roby murders. --and Carter has my thing with dreams. Or he used to. Apparently he-- grew out of it, and desperately wants it back. I'm not sure that's relevant to our other problems but."

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"Making Parker both more interesting to contemplate and more terrifying to consider tracking down. ...Huh. I guess if nothing else that could be further proof of your claims, in the unlikely case he ever feels well and cheerful enough to put up with my questions. We'll need to borrow the book from Oscar's but--"

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"Anything else.... oh, I didn't actually get the whistling noise thing from Roby's neighbors, I asked the local stray cats, but I figured 'neighbors' was close enough for government work."

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They may walk in the direction of Oscar's. "Terrence doesn't quite believe in psychic phenomena but he doesn't quite not anymore. He said that Talbot Estus said he put on the play exactly as it was written and appeared differently to different people due to the play's powerful effect on the mind, which is an answer to a question I didn't have about something I didn't notice. I can't exactly tell you everything about his theatrical obsession, there's been too many little details since it started, but if we start at the thing freshest in my mind his bedroom is covered with drawings of the Yellow Sign."

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"...that seems bad!"

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"It certainly doesn't seem good."

Here is Oscar's place. He doesn't seem to be here but he said Sal could borrow the book and either someone will let them in or he will figure out the door.

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In fact, a very harried-looking woman opens the door. "Yes?"

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"Sal Digby, friend of Oscar's. Is he in? He said I could borrow a book of his."

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"He's out doing-- something, I don't know what--" A child starts sobbing in the background. "--You can come in and get it."

The house is incredibly messy, in the way of houses when there are two children and no one has time to clean.

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They locate Der Wanderer. It is mildly embarrassing to be causing this woman trouble but this just motivates him to get in and out faster and quieter.

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She is FED UP WITH ALL OF THIS.

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That is so valid of her. Sorry for the trouble Mrs. Latz and thank you for letting us in bye.

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Now they have a copy of Der Wanderer.

"Can I get you anything? Tea, food, a blanket..." He's aware that this is hard for Inaaya and people don't generally like getting asked favors with nothing in return but this isn't the usual dynamic of his bolder moments in life.

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"I'd take food or tea if you're having some. It's not usually particularly bad, for what it's worth."

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Sal gets her a plate. (It's not a lot of food but it is a concerningly large fraction of the observable food in the place.) "If you don't mind then I won't mind."

Here is book. Let us consider book.

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...yeah that is kind of concerning. She can try to pay him back later.

Deep breath. She puts a hand on the book.

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Aid me, Kaiwan. I, a dreamer, seek a vision from red Aldebaran and black Hali. I make the Sign. Bless me that I may bespeak the end of the day.

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She has no idea what that means but when she comes back to herself she's shaking again and there's something hot on her face.

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"Was it bad?"

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"It was-- let me write this down--" She does. "--and. Yeah. It was bad. Not as bad as the King in Yellow but pretty bad."

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"It would be convenient if there were books on this subject that weren't some kind of cursed." He looks at the note. "Did we know Aldebaran was red or Lake Hali was black? Or who Kaiwan is?"

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"Aldebaran does glow slightly red, I don't know anything about Lake Hali or Kaiwan." Is she crying. Stop that.

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...He puts an arm around her. "If this keeps happening I might stop believing you about how bad it is."

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She melts into Sal before she's quite realized she's doing it. "That'd be fair of you. I solemnly swear most things I touch are not cursed, though. ...if we gave the book to Sano for him to keep in his back room with his fifteen King in Yellow copies, Oscar would definitely notice. Which is unfortunate."

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"If we told Sano he had it he might buy it off of him. Or get it some other way, as the case might be."

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That night, Sal dreams.

She sits at the bow of the boat. It’s a bright little vessel of polished wood with a white sail, and it moves gently across the lake in front of the breeze. She looks down into the water past where her trailing hand disturbs the surface; it’s spirit-thick and gray. Is that movement? She pulls up her hand and a mottled shape balloons past her not far below, then another — huge marine creatures. Up ahead the water slaps. The white and yellow back of one of the things clears the surface for a moment then dives. She sees it still. It’s coming right at her — bigger and bigger — and it rears out of the water fully now, looming above the boat like a cliff. She won’t wait for this. She stands and  step off into the water. Falling. Falling. Eyes closed.

When she wakes up the heaviness of water and the buoyancy of form have disappeared. All that she is left with is a bone-deep chill.

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Meanwhile--

Jing Yi has, fortunately, managed to extract himself from That Conversation With Oscar. Thank goodness. Why was he in his house. He barely even spoke to Terrence anyway! And now he has a wide-open day in which to investigate as many mysterious murders as he pleases.

His letter from Graham Roby is technically only permission to look at the reports, but he can probably leverage it, his work for Dr. Aarons, and some other things, into a conversation with one of the officers on the scene. He needs to check on things that might not have ended up in the report. Gut feelings, and the like.

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"Hello?" says the cop at the front desk.

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"Hello, I've been looking into the Roby case for Dr. Aarons and the family-- dreadful business, wasn't it? I've had a look at the reports, but I was wondering if it would be possible to have a quick chat with one of the officers on the scene? I have some questions that it would be simplest to ask someone who was there."

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The cop looks at Jing Yi suspiciously. "...And who are you, exactly?"

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He would very much rather not do this-- secrets are better kept the less people know them-- but it's the simplest way, honestly. And it's important. --and technically job relevant.

He pulls out a business card. "I don't work for this nick, but I do work for you."

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"...William Jing?" the cop says.

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"The very same."

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"Right away, sir." The cop pulls him into a quiet room.

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And he follows!

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"Are you the one who took down the triads?"

The cop's voice has a tone of awe.

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"I wouldn't take all the credit," he demurs. "I work on the Bohemians now."

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"And the Latz case," he said. "Corruption of morals."

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"That one too, yes."

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"I wouldn't be able to do work like that. With the drugs, and the degeneracy, and the horrible music. Jazz is bad enough, but some of that avant-garde stuff--" He shudders.

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"The bohemians do have, uh, creative ideas about what to do with pianos." No comment on the drugs or degeneracy. "I've ended up getting into the Roby case kind of sideways: Dr. Aarons, who is treating him, hired 'consulting Bohemians' to see if he was still insane, or had gone back to more standard Bohemian eccentricity. I've seen the report, but I would be interested in hearing from someone who was on the scene."

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"I'll fetch someone." The cop seems disinclined to do so immediately. "Do perverts ever hit on you?"

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"--I've been lucky to mostly avoid it."

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The cop seems DESPERATE for more salacious gossip, but decides that he should probably go "do" his actual "job."

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He is sorry for having tact and not immediately spilling gossip. --Maybe later over a few drinks, if it comes up.

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A few minutes later, Detective Inspector Taylor returns. "Mr. Jing?"

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"Detective Taylor, I presume?"

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"Yes. You wanted to talk to me about the Roby case?"

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"Yes. There's some things in the report that are a bit strange-- but I know how things can get flattened when they get put in writing."

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"I assure you, the case was even more strange." He has a gentle Scottish accent. "What do you want to know?"

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"Did Roby seem to be covering for anyone? The glass broken from the outside, and his claim that he never left and there was no one else-- it does make one think."

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"I don't think so? We ended up thinking the motive must have been the inheritance."

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"Happens often enough in families like that. Raises questions about why he broke into his own family's home-- but well, it's not like cases like that don't raise many questions."

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"The entire murder is incredibly confusing. Mr. Herbert Roby was a widower-- his wife died in the influenza epidemic. The fortune was split 45% to Grahame, 20% to Georgina, and 20% to Alexander, with a further 15% in trust should he marry. Alexander was an invert, so of course he wouldn't marry, and if he turned forty still unmarried Grahame would inherit the money in trust." Detective Inspector Taylor spread his hands. "All we could figure was that Alexander intended to murder his entire family and inherit all of the money."

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"Assuming no one would notice the blood on his hands or the motive. --Did you ever find the weapon?"

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Taylor shakes his head. "No, sir. We did find a whistle."

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Huh. "I'm assuming no one recognised it? --Or claimed to recognise it."

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"It was Roby's. One of us blew it, and the servants identified the sound as the sound of the whistle which blew a few minutes before the murders. Why did he blow a whistle? We don't know."

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"If he was sane, he wouldn't have wanted to draw attention like that, but, well-- There is a reason Dr. Aarons is treating him."

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"Would you like to see it?"

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"If it wouldn't be a bother." He is now curious. And also trying to turn the information into something that makes sense and can be used to work out whether he should continue helping Alexander Roby or not.

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Taylor leaves and returns a few minutes later with a whistle.

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The whistle is jet-black and reflects absolutely no light at all. It is light, much lighter than Jing Yi would expect from its size. Jing Yi is thinking about this because he doesn't want to think about the shape in which it's carved.

It is-- recognizably-- the shape of the winged creature from his dreams. 

.. he is very much not thinking about that. Because it makes no sense and it would be very unproductive to think about those nightmares while he's having a conversation with Detective Taylor. He turns it around in his hands, trying to work out if is wood or some strange new kind of plastic."It's not every day you run into a murder accessory--" not the right word, but he can't think of what the right word would be "--that you can't even tell what it's made of."

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"We have no idea. We sent it down to the lab, they said it was probably extraterrene. Came from a meteor or something."

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"...there are probably worse uses for a meteor. I guess. I see what you mean by it being a strange case."

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"You know what gives me the creeps?" Detective Inspector Taylor says.

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"I'm listening."

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"There's a small town. Clare Melford, in Suffolk. Roby went there in late December 1924, a few months before the murder. While he was there, five people were discovered dead in their beds. No sign of a struggle, no obvious cause of death. They just... died."

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"Not that it couldn't be natural causes," a gas leak, something else poisonous, sheer bad luck-- "But it is deeply strange. Would give anyone the creeps."

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"The creepiest thing is that they all had these identical looks on their faces. Looks of joy."

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"...yep. That's creepy. And we can hope it's unconnected."

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"Still. Two sets of mysterious deaths we don't understand... I have an old copper's intuition here that they're all connected somehow. Not that we could prove anything."

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"That intuition is worth a lot. As much as I hope it isn't-- if you think there's a good chance, I'd trust you that there's a good chance. Roby's potential release has caused a bit of a flap among the bohemians." --which technically he is helping to stir by investigating. Whoops. "If anything relevant to the case comes out, I'll let you know first."

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"Thank you, Mr. Jing. I hope you have better luck solving these murders than I did."

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"Thank you for your help as well, Detective."

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Terrence goes knocking at the Royal Society trying to find Best or Carla. 

Everyone says basically the same thing about Ben Best. He was a hard worker, incredibly kind, a devout Christian, interested in British gods, and he disappeared a few years ago and no one has heard of him. Oddly, everyone seems very convinced that he was single.

Dammit. The single thing is definitely weird though. 

Terrence puts on his metaphorical detective hat. Maybe this guy... doesn't want to be found.      

Alternatively, maybe he died somewhere. Both are strong possibilities. Crack detective work, he thinks to himself. Very helpful.

Someone suggests that Terrence go drinking at the Royal Society pub; maybe alcohol will loosen a few tongues and turn up some gossip, if nothing else.

He's less interested in getting drunk than he used to be, ever since he read the book and his life changed, but old habits run deep, and it's hard to dismiss the appeal and sense of the suggestion. He thanks the offerer, checks out his last few dead leads, and then heads to the Royal Society pub that evening. He orders an ale and more snacks than he needs so that he can offer them to anyone he wants to chat with - a bit of grad school social strategy.

It turns out there is not a lot of gossip available here either, but it is very nice to spend some time catching up with people.

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A tall, sharp-faced man says, "you spilled my drink!"

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"I did not," says Terrence automatically, looking at the guy.

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"You calling me a liar?"

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Terrence abruptly pauses to reconsider his tack and situation. "Well, I'm simply saying that I'm not a drink-spiller. Take it easy, man, have some cheese." He gestures at the platter in front of him.

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"I don't want your cheese! Do you want to take this outside?"

...Everyone else is edging away from this tall sharp-faced man who seems to have no idea how one behaves in the Royal Society pub.

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"No, thank you. Are you certain? It's good cheese. Look, uh - " Terrence fishes a few coins out of his pocket. "Get yourself a new drink on me."

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The man swings and punches Terrence in the face.

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OW. FUCK. OW. FUCK.

Terrence collapses off his chair. His nose feels like it's crunched somewhere up near his frontal lobe, and it's spewing blood.

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The tall sharp-faced man shows Terrence a knife. "I know what you're up to," he says, "and if I see you again you're dead."

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Terrence's hands fly to his face. He sees the knife. He hears the man. He whimpers.

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"Oh god," someone says, "are you okay?"

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"Um," he says, eloquently. "...Um. I, uh. I." Terrence is shaking. Also, his voice has gone up like an octave. "I should, um. ... Who was that?"

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"I don't know. I've never seen him before," the person says. "We need to get you to a hospital RIGHT away."

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"yesplease."

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Someone calls an ambulance.

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Terrence is bundled into it and immediately faints.

Man, the Royal Society pub sucks.

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The next morning, Terrence wakes up feeling a little better. The doctors tell him not to get into fistfights at the bar and discharge him. 

Not everything hurts - it's really just Terrence's face - but it feels a little like everything hurts. He has bruises from hitting the floor and shuffling from his bed to his desk chair lights up some of those to a degree that's really, objectively, disproportionate with the actual amount of damage. Tremendously unfair.

He sits at his desk, pushes papers out of the way of the typewriter, and puts in some fresh paper. He'd... intended to work on his essay, but he's gotten the bulk of it written and really needs to be in his right mind to hone it into the rhetorical saber it needs to be, and frankly, he just doesn't have that in him now. He ends up kind of lazily writing up some thoughts thus far from reading British Gods. He ties it into his own knowledge on other historical beliefs and even to modern beliefs - in things like God, or moral purpose, or the stock market - and how it's the nature of people to ferociously assign names and desires and intent to invisible forces around them. He doesn't make a value judgment about the usefulness of this work, just observes it.

It's not a good piece. It's 80% rambly and poetic and ungrounded, and 20% radically over-factual. But it's fun and distracting to spin up.

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Jing Yi returns from his police adventures. 

"What-- pardon my French-- the fuck happened?" He is belatedly aware that Terrence was missing for a night, and didn't leave a note, which is highly out of character. But the broken nose is even more out of character.

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"Hello, William. ... Well, you see, I was doing research on the case. Some stranger in the Royal Society pub clocked me so hard that I saw the face of god."

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"Did they have a reason, or did they just decide they would rather rearrange your face? --Sorry, I shouldn't be flip."

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Terrence shrugs. "By all means, lighten the mood. Um... He told me he knew what I was doing - those words - and implied I should, uh, stop. ... Heavily implied. Forcefully implied. He didn't say any specifics, though. God knows I'd never said a word to him before. I mean, I have a guess what he meant, obviously, but there's still a chance he could have been some random drunken ne'er-do-well."

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Jing Yi is giving him Such A Look Of Concern. "I'm not going to tell you whether you should or should not stop whatever it was you were doing-- but does he know where you live? Do you have any plans for what you'll do if you run into him again?"

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"I'm really hoping I simply don't! ...I was literally having a pint. I swear I'd been talking about Descartes for half an hour before this beanpole-shaped fellow decided to make my acquaintance. He shouldn't know anything more about me, but... God. If he does, we're in real trouble. I thought I was being reasonably subtle throughout... William, my dear fellow, I fear I may not be cut out as a detective." He admits this last part over-dramatically.

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"I wouldn't have expected our investigation to stir up such strong feelings. But if you do feel you can't do it safely--" he shrugs. "Stopping is an option. And if you do keep going, and need a plan-- it doesn't have to be a good one. Half of mine is 'run, and hope I'm faster,'" he admits.

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Terrence grins and snorts, and then makes a high-pitch sound as he regrets snorting. After a moment to brace himself - "That's sound. Maybe that's my problem. Never much of a runner. I ought to do more calisthenics. I'll keep doing it, anyhow, I mean, of course. I just didn't expect it to hurt that much. One of the perils of predominantly being a historian, I suppose, the marks are at least stationary. ....Anyhow. How are you."

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"Though, not to be paranoid, but I'd be careful where you do those calisthenics. --Well, I didn't get punched in the face, so I think you win any competitions for who had the most interesting night."

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"...That was the worst part! It wasn't even interesting. I don't even care about Descartes. I had hoped that if I were to get into a barfight, I should really have it coming. Make a production of it. But no, some fellow just comes right up... Ahem. Uh, anyhow." Terrence sounds somewhat less self-pitying and more excitedly abstract as he says this, which is to say, more like himself. Also, calling it a bar fight is remarkably generous to himself, but whatever. "Uh, anyhow. Tell me what you were up to - uh, if you can, if it wasn't your caller from the night before again on for an encore." Terrence winks.

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"Hey, not many people get to say they were in a physical fight about Descartes at all. And no comment." Answering wink. "Though I did get to chat with one of the officers on the Roby case. Apparently Roby used-- a space whistle. A whistle made of a meteor. It probably isn't the murder weapon, because it is a whistle, but it definitely was involved. Do winged whistles made of meteorites come up in the history you deal with?"

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What. Terrence stares dead ahead for a few seconds with an expression that clearly indicates that he has no idea about winged meteorite whistles. "Well," he says eventually, "I can tell you they're not common."

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"--That makes sense. Probably would have heard of them before if they were some common ritual artifact or such like. The general public does love a good spooky meteor."

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"Do they? ... Sure, sure, why not. I'm out of touch with the youth of today, William."

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"Did you find anything? Other than someone that decided to punch you, that is."

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"Fuck all, unfortunately. Plenty of people knew Ben Best but nobody's seen him in years or has any idea where he might be. ... They did seem to think he was unmarried, in contrast to his old professor who talked about meeting his wife. So that was... odd."

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"--Hmm."

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"But nothing on Best, still no hint of DeVille... I fear they're dead ends for the time being."

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"Maybe Best doesn't want to be found. Maybe his wife doesn't want him found. And are willing to be violent to prevent it."

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Terrence thinks that one over. "You might make a fine detective, unlike me. That sounds plausible. And if they have a connection or two at his old place of employment, who might be able to tell them if someone were asking around..."

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No Comment. "You did say you weren't being that subtle."

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"True. I am reconsidering my approach."

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"Maybe lay off the Ben Best leads for a bit. Give violent people some time to relax and get distracted from you. --and practice some calisthenics."

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"You are a wise man, William."

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And Jing Yi is going to wisely head off and make love to [sparkles] Evie [sparkles]. 

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Unfortunately, before Terrence can get much actual work done, Inaaya and Sal come to visit and talk about DREAMS.

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"I wanted to follow up on those dreams you've been having," Sal starts, making zero mention of the note on which he left Terrence's apartment.

(Inaaya can be in charge of explaining why she's here or if she has any connection to the psychic stuff Sal's been going on about.)

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"Oh! Uh, certainly."

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Inaaya might be in charge of doing that but she's not totally sure she... wants to?

"Sal didn't tell me most of what you guys talked about before," seems like a decent way of scoping out whether that's a good idea.

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Terrence puts the kettle on for tea, and fishes some only-slightly-stale shortbread out of a box somewhere and puts it on a plate. "Um. I don't, uh - I mentioned to Sal that I've been having rather evocative dreams since I first read the book. It's not - I don't know how much interest you'll find there, but I don't mind answering questions about it if you're curious."

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She is, indeed, curious. She's taking notes again, in fact. "Evocative how?" 

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Terrence sits down at the kitchen table, fidgeting with a spoon. "Um. Chaotic. Emotional. I mean - both positive and negative, certainly. The - elements from the book feature heavily, certainly, but so do elements from my life I wouldn't have previously considered related. Sometimes there are interesting parallels but sometimes it seems as if drawn from a hat. I could... recount one? Would that be helpful? They're rather hard to recall but I could give you an impression."

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"Go ahead."

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"Alright. Um. A few nights ago - one began en media res, I was waking from my childhood bed into a building I've never been in, sort of the trappings of my childhood home but with elements of the University. I had no concept of the place or my being there being unusual. I saw fire in the walls and smoke pooling around the hallways - I tried to run, but it was as though my feet were trapped. I did make it out though, and The - uh - the - a figure, robed in... strange garments, told me that the place was burning and that new things would grow from the ashes. I asked him to stop, but he told me he would show me what would be planted there, and... he reached into my mouth and painlessly pulled out one of my teeth, to show me. I woke up then. The, um. I was confused the whole time, it very much had the semblance of waking life and as though the events were... naturally unfolding. If you follow."

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...yeah okay that's not the Dreamlands. It might just be a normal weird dream? Inaaya has never experienced a normal weird dream but she is informed that people have them.

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Sal can't tell. "That's certainly very dramatic."

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"It... was. I would say that, uh. I mean, that's a dramatic example, many of them are quite - quite pleasant. The chaotic places are a recurring theme, I would say. Or - chaotic elements. Amalgamations, etcetera, no continuity. The missing tooth never came back, for instance."

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Scribble scribble scribble. "How have they changed since reading the book?"

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"Oh, what I just said. Chaos, a lack of continuity. Every place and person comes for one night and is never seen again. An... upheaval of familiar roaming-grounds. At the same time, the mind turning up old fixations or feelings. I don't want to be too hasty to attribute this to The King in Yellow, mind you. I was revisiting a lot of things around the same time. ... I mean, like I said, the King, the Sign, fragments of the City, they show up there. But the rest is... well, I don't know. The city doesn't feel properly like a city, in the dreams. I'm sure that's on my end. ...Does this make any sense? I'm not really used to describing dreams to people."

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"Did cities used to feel properly like cities?"

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"I mean, of course."

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"Hm. And were things generally recurring before? You'd talk to the same people and be in the same places from night to night?"

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"Certainly." Terrence is confused at the question.

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...she has a suspicion. She doesn't want to be right. She really, really doesn't want to be right. "What does it mean when you say cities felt properly like cities?"

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"I mean - Hmm. I could draw you a map of London. I could draw you a map of Carcosa, though I've never been there and it would just be one man's flawed interpretation, I could draw you a map of my mind-scape if I were particularly inclined after a night... But in each, if there's a room, it'll be the same size in and out... If someone lives there, they're likely to have a bed and cooking-pan and stove, they're likely to have their things scattered about... Broadly, if not always, there are aqueducts for water and storage rooms for supplies. ... Whereas lately, all of that seems askew. In doubt. Not assured. It... sounds frightening, phrased like that. It - " Terrence catches himself, fidgets with his spoon some more. "It's not. ... It feels like my foundations are on shifting ground. Transformation can be frightening."

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"Of course," she says. "This... might be a weird question, but how would you describe the architecture? In your dreams before you read the book, I mean."

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Terrence is curious about her curiosity. As he thinks about her question, a wistful smile breaks across his face. "It was lovely. I should know. I built it." ... He pauses. "I mean. Not - all of it, consciously. But a lot of it, consciously! The roots of it were rather Egyptian, or Babylonian, I suppose my younger mind's conception of something Biblical. At accordingly grand scale. But I built up in whatever style I was interested in at the time: Greek, Roman, Ottoman, Arabic..."

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That may well be odder than the current dreams. "Thank you, that's very informative," he says, looking at Inaaya to determine if it was actually informative.

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It is.

She does not want it to be.

She doesn't want to be right, she doesn't want to live in a world where the King in Yellow can take this away from people, she does not want to, but-- you can't change the world by pretending it isn't there, whatever is true is already true--

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"Now-" Terrence glances between the two of them, pleasant and confused and interested at this reaction, sympathetic but even more interested at Inaaya's look - "Do you think you could explain to me what you could possibly have learned from that?"

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If Sal looks mysterious enough it will be just as good as answering the question.

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"....I'm really sorry," she says, quietly. "That you lost that. I don't know if I can explain or not and if I can I'm not sure I should. But I'm sorry."

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"...I'm sleeping poorly. I haven't lost anything." He hasn't, right? Of course he hasn't. "It'll come back. I'm sure of it. It's alright."

Terrence smiles, still confused but encouragingly. He believes in what he's saying.

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Yeah, see, the problem is that Inaaya isn't sure she does. "I hope you're right."

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Meanwhile--

Jing Yi and Evie are going on a date to picnic in the park!

Probably there is no way to fuck there but, you know, there are dark places full of trees.

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The fact that this is the order they are doing things is kind of amusing, but Jing Yi is mostly effervescent about getting to spend time with Evie and going ~*on a date*~ with her.

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Evie is a wonderful cook.

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Evie is wonderful at everything. But cooking is definitely one of the things she's wonderful at. "This is delicious," he says. "Best I've ever had."

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Teasing: "I suppose you go for picnic lunches in the park with all the girls."

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"You know me: famous playboy. Goes out with all the eligible bachelorettes."

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Evie makes a tch-tch noise with her mouth and a pigeon hops towards her. It eats a piece of bread out of her hand.

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The pigeons around here are ridiculously tame, but not usually that tame. He looks on with some awe.

 "They're used to you?" he asks, softly, trying not to accidentally scare it away.

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"I've always been good with animals," she says, which is not an answer. "It's easy once you learn how they work."

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"It's impressive." He's never had much cause to learn, other than how to tell if a dog is thinking about biting.

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"Animals are just like people," she says. "If you speak to them the right way, they love you."

She smiles at a private joke.

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"We're really not that different." She's got him in one, there.

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The pigeon consents to stay near her hand while she pets its feathers. "Would you like to pet it?"

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"I wouldn't scare it off?"

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"You won't."

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He reaches out to pet it with a finger.

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The pigeon gives a happy trill.

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Oh my goodness it's so cute and happy and feathery. (Jing Yi definitely does not have a dopey grin while petting the pigeon. Nuh-uh.)

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Cute.

"You know," Evie says, "neither of us knows much of anything about the other's-- background."

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"I know you work as a designer-- but that isn't really background, I know." It has been a bit of a whirlwind romance, hasn't it?

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"I grew up in a small town in the West Country," she says. "My family was quite wealthy. A few good stock investments."

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"Always good to have a family that gets lucky like that. My family is from Xi'An," ...she would have no idea where that is. "Which is in the middle. But my father and mother moved down to Hong Kong for business, before I came here."

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"It must have been such a change. Coming here from the West Country was enough of a shock. I almost got run over in the road my first day."

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"The first few weeks were Quite Interesting. My English was not as good as it is now."

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"Your accent is very good."

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"I'm glad the work paid off."

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"When I grew up, my mother always taught me that the most important thing is to be beautiful."

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"Well, I'd say you've made her proud."

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She laughs. "I should, it was all I learned as a child. How to stand, how to walk, how to dress, how to speak so that men would be entranced by me." She moves her hand delicately in a way that catches Jing Yi's eye.

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"Learning how to look like a certain person-- it's harder than most people think it is."

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"And then when I moved out of the West Country of course I became a fashion designer. It was the only skill I had, assuming I didn't want to go into prostitution or marriage-- not that those occupations are terribly different."

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He laughs. "Those are really just two different ways to get paid for sex. Though vicars unreasonably approve of one more than the other."

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She strokes the pigeon with her fingers. "Reading books was-- a marvel to me. There was a whole other world out there. Shakespeare, science... So many things to know other than being pleasing to men."

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He is going to have to acquire her So Many Books. Unfortunately most of the books he knows are screenplays and not science. But he'd be happy to give up his Importance of Being Earnest for a worthy cause. "It's a big world-- and a shame you got shut off from it."

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"There are so many places one can be that go beyond a small town in the West Country. So what's your tragic story?"

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He laughs. "It's not excitingly tragic. I left university without much in the way of career prospects-- acting is bad enough, entry level acting is worse-- and instructions that while my father would love for me to come home, it would be a terrible idea. And well, opium is a very fun distraction but it has a bad tendency to eat one's life."

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"So I've been told. I've never had the pleasure to use it myself."

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"--I would strongly recommend you wouldn't. Even if you only ever use it once, there are people with... a strong interest in you using it more than once, let's say."

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"I wouldn't. I prefer my pleasure more... organic."

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"Before I met you, I would have said all those people going 'life is so much better than opium' were a bit self-deluded, but now I can see I was the self-deluded one."

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"And yet you chose life over opium."

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 "Life lasts longer. And you get to say you've Done Something, maybe even Something Good With Your Life."

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"Choosing meaning over bliss?"

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"Meaning and not dying in a literal gutter."

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She laughs. "But you would be so happy in the gutter!"

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"It's got a certain artistic appeal."

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She puts her hand in his and her head on his shoulder. "You know, my family is quite wealthy."

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"You mentioned the investments."

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"I'm sure they'd be very pleased with me were I to marry."

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"I may or may not have sent a letter back home mentioning our courtship."

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"Awwwwwww."

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"In hindsight it was maybe more effusive than it needed to be."

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"When I write to my parents about you it is just effusive enough."

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Reciprocal awwwwwww. "You are far too sweet."

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"So, if you wanted to become a gentleman of leisure, or a kept man..."

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 "I wouldn't want to impose." He kisses her knuckles. "But I wouldn't say no either."

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"I always liked the idea of being a patron of the arts."

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"You are already an artist though."

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"No one says you can't be an artist and a patron."

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"If anyone could pull it off, it's you."

As she moves closer to kiss him Jing Yi happens to look down her dress. Look. She is very nearly his fianceé and also he has already seen her naked. He is Allowed.

He sees a black whistle tucked into her bra. The shape is different-- more abstract-- but it is recognizably made of the same material as Roby's whistle. 

...what.

He smiles, trying not to look like he is freaking out by being followed by winged whistles, and how did it end up in his dreams before he saw one. "Where did you get the necklace? I've never seen one like that before."

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"A friend gave it to me," she says lightly. "I don't think it's interesting to talk about."

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Jing Yi feels a sense that the whistle is very boring. He definitely doesn't care about this whistle. Evie's breasts are right there and they're so much more interesting.

--Evie might think the whistle is boring. But this is the same sort of whistle that Roby had. It's the same winged thing that he dreamed of. Why would he find it boring? Evie's breasts are very nice, of course, but-- finding the whistle boring isn't something that he would think.

It's interesting. It's important, even if Evie doesn't know it. He knows this.

"I don't mean to pry. It's just-- not a material I've seen before. And the design is pretty."

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"The friend who gave it to me is quite an artist." She starts to kiss his neck.

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"They would have to be-- sorry, I'll stop." Evie should be hugged, and facilitated in kissing his neck.

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Right, see, this is much more interesting than whistles, according to Evie.

And there are these lovely private bushes over here in which she can thoroughly distract him from any thought of mysterious winged whistles.

That is Evie's suggestion for a course of action.

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It's a very good suggested course of action, is the thing. Much nicer than trying to pry information out of her while trying not to think too hard about winged things with a penchant for disassembling people in dreams.

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Right. Evie agrees entirely.

Sadly, after that, she has to return to work, before he can return to asking about whistles.

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Alas, they both have to be productive members of society.

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Meanwhile--

Oscar Latz doesn't technically sell pornography. This is a distinction that is entirely lost on useless failson of the gentry Nigel Smith.

And Oscar has seen him and Way come into the shop together looking for the pornography he does not, in fact, sell.

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Then let's pay him a visit. Oscar can throw in a free technically-it's-art-not-porn book or something too.

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"Hello!~~~ To what do I owe the pleasure?"

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Oh Jesus, no easy way to go about this. "I'm here to talk about your friend," he says. "William Way?"

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Nigel immediately breaks into tears.

He is is very sincerely grieving and also very very stupid.

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It's actually kind of a relief to meet someone showing actual human feeling for his friend. He's kinda embarrassed that he brought of intermittently morbid and risque illustrations to this particular meeting. Probably a faux pas, huh. "I'm sorry for your loss," Oscar says. "I understand if you don't want to talk about it. But-- if you do, you might have a chance to give us some insight that could help others."

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"...you sell porn," he says, sniffly.

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"So I've heard from the public morals people. They're a bit uptight about any type of art dealing with that side of human experience, realistically or imaginatively-- however deft the execution." England is a disgusting country.

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"I don't see why someone who sells porn is trying to SOLVE a MURDER!" Nigel wails.

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But he explained so patiently that It Isn't Porn, It's Art Actually.

"I like to think that devoting my life to controversial art puts me on the side of those brave enough to challenge society's norms," Oscar says. "Or even the boundaries of art! Like your friend-- obviously not someone whose work flattered bourgeois tastes. It's an incredible shame to lose an artist like that." 

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He sniffs. "It is. We were going to collaborate..."

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 "An incredible loss. May I ask about the project-- if it's not too soon, of course?"

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"A series of paintings with companion music you were supposed to listen to while you looked at it in order to appreciate it... using all the senses." Sniff sniff sniff WAIL. "We were considering making INCENSE."

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"Oh, were you going for a sort of synaesthetic effect?"

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"Yes."

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Yeah, they would. "Any particular subject?" Oscar asks. "Not to reduce it to that, of course, I'm just curious."

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"Male beauty," Nigel says sniffily.

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"I see. A subject the English public often isn't ready for," he says as equivocal, carefully generic praise.

Almost a relief to hear they're making art about something with such little King in Yellow resonance.

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Sniff sniff. "Is it a subject you're interested in?"

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"I mean it's a bit parochial to restrict yourself to one kind of subject matter," Oscar says vaguely. "The work should stand on its own formal merits, right?" In some ways this is a predictable conversational move from a certain kind of customer (and a predictable, generic response from him), and yet he still feels like he's being sized up. He finds it oddly embarrassing.

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"I find that in times of grief nothing helps me more than submerging myself in art."

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"Speaking of art! I brought you this-- wasn't sure if it was the right time, but if it helps..." He takes the book of illustrations from his bag.

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He licks his finger and turns a page. "You have excellent taste."

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Well, Oscar misread that one. "This is pretty hard to find," he says. "Hard to publish in England; I guess you know all about that. I did want to talk about another art-related thing, though it's more about your friend William. If you're up to it."

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"Of course," he says. "What do you need?"

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"Are you familiar with a book called Der Wanderer?"

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"Yes. Why do you ask?"

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"Oh, well. I've been reading it in connection with an investigation. And I understand... William had a strange experience with it. Bordering on mystical, you could say. Did he ever talk to you about that?"

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"Oh, no, not at all," Nigel says. "I was entirely out of my occult phase by the time we knew each other. Bunch of men standing around pretending to summon angels. The public morals people are entirely wrong about how many orgies there are in occultism, did you know?"

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"They tend to exaggerate!"

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"All I wanted to do was enact the great rite but no... Or help to summon the Whore of Babylon. I'd be a lovely Baphomet, don't you think?"

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 "I've never cast an occult ritual so I can't say! I take it William wasn't interested in the great rite? But he was an occultist?"

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"No, he was a musician. He wasn't interested in much of anything other than music and alcohol and seeing what he could get away with. I suppose he'd perform a Satanist ritual if someone told him he shouldn't."

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"I know this is going to sound like bullshit, and I promise I'm not some occult crank. But when William read Der Wanderer he had a vision of his own death-- the author seemed inclined to take it in stride, like it just happens with this text. But the events of the vision just happened."

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Nigel bursts into tears.

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Yeah. He can't blame him. "Nigel, I'm really sorry," he says. "It's horrible. And I can't blame you-- if you think I'm just making up a story. I don't know what's going on, just that there are a lot of strange connections. Horrible things happening to, or around, people who've gotten interested in certain texts-- there's a play too."

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"I don't want to think about horrible things!! My friend just died!!!"

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Nobody wants to think about horrible things! "I know. It's awful-- but to be frank with you-- we need every scrap of information we can get, because the police really don't care about solving your friend's murder. We're just a bunch of degenerates to them-- they put one man away already, who was innocent, I think."

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Nigel throws himself into Oscar's lap and starts to SOB WRETCHEDLY AND INCOHERENTLY ON HIS SHOULDER.

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"If you think about it it's just common sense," he says. He's going to pat Nigel's shoulder because, well, Nigel is being a bit much-- but his friend just died. "The police protect the interests of the capitalist state, not artists they can't extract value from." Ginger patting. "We have to stick together; it's what William'd want. A tribute to his memory."

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Sob sob sob INCOHERENT WORDS OF AGREEMENT. "We should stick together."

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"That's the spirit, Nigel."

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Nigel is now fully in Oscar's lap and his arms are wrapped around Oscar's neck.

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Oscar hasn't been this physically close to another man in a while. Nigel's genuinely having a horrible time, but this is the sort of stuff he's only seen at parties he gets invited to by accident. They're fun parties to be sure, but he needs to find a nice way to tell Nigel that despite his open-mindedness in matters of art, Oscar is a normal man. Also, Nigel's friend just died.

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Sob sob sob sob sob sob kissing?

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 Oscar gently moves his face away. "Nigel," he says sympathetically. "I have a wife and children."

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"Well, that doesn't mean anything," Nigel says. "Most of the men I like have a wife and children."

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 "I mean I'm a normal man," Oscar says. "I'm really sorry. You're not the first to get-- an incorrect impression. I got invited to a quean party once. It was pretty fun?" he says, in a conciliatory voice because poor Nigel's been through a lot and he doesn't want him to think Oscar dislikes him for being queer.

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"Normal men like queans!"

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"They're pretty good company, yeah."

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"It-- hurts that he's dead. I want to fuck my brain away until it stops hurting. And you can lie there and get your cock sucked and think about women or whatever it is you like to think about. Beneficial for both of us."

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Nigel... "It makes sense that you're grieving and I do want to help, but it doesn't exactly spark passion in me, you know." He pats Nigel awkwardly again, which maybe doesn't help with the "I'm only into women" argument. He's honestly not even sure what would because he keeps misreading it. "Any chance I've run into you at a party?-- You do seem kinda familiar."

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His body language changes and his voice is higher and he looks, in some bizarre way Oscar can't quite name, like a girl. "Why, of course you have, darling. Or do you need the blonde wig?"

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"Ruby-- of course! Nice to meet you again?" Circumstances aside. He wasn't lying about the quean parties; he hasn't had a chance to go to one in months but they are incredibly fun.

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"You as well. I don't suppose I can convince you--?"

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"I'm flattered," he says. "But my mind's still elsewhere." It's awkward to feel out their interactions outside of a party. Were they at one now he'd probably lay it on thicker, but here flirtatious banter with random queans isn't a light diversion or a social convention to follow to show you're not uptight. Ruby still seems to think fucking a friendly acquaintance is a great way to solve her problems, and Oscar can't say he's never been there before, but. Terrible idea. "I'd still appreciate your help, if you're up to it-- I have a few more questions about your friend."

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TEARS.

Absolutely NOTHING useful. Only TEARS.

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"I'm sorry, Ruby. I know it's terrible. But like I said it's in the interest of our community sticking together. And... standing up for those brave enough to flout convention. If you're not up to it is there someone who might be?"

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She DOESN'T KNOW. Sob.

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"...Was William a quean too?"

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"I don't think he was interested in sex at all. Everyone thought he surely was sleeping with someone but somehow he never went home with anyone at night. I never even saw him kiss someone."

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Oscar shrugs. "Some artists are too caught up in their work for that kind of thing... He didn't hang around with a particularly queer crowd, then? Or any other unusual people, outside of artists?"

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"He hung around with queers and artists. And that Chu Chu, of course, but I wouldn't expect her to know anything about-- horrid books. Very sensible girl."

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"I remember her. Aspiring doctor? Wait-- you were all at Lady Malcolm's Ball, right?"

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"Yes! Best time of the year."

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"Come on, you must get invited to better parties than that!-- I was dressed as Pierrot."

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"None with so many people. Or the chance to be oneself in front of a normal audience."

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Oscar doesn't understand the psychology of the quean but he nods sympathetically. "That'll jostle the public's complacency all right. I might want to talk to Chu Chu, though-- if you happen to have her address."

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Nigel writes it down! "Thank you for the book."

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Ruby's body language shifts; she(?) seems more subdued somehow. Probably it's his imagination. "Of course. Sorry, for, uh, misleading you-- like I said, you're not the first by any means to get misled."

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That evening, Oscar finishes reading Der Wanderer. 

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The text is split into two halves, headed First Act and Second Act, and describes the dreams of a man. It is written in the form of a case history, but probably can be read as autobiographical despite the absence of personal pronouns. There is no mention of studying a subject or of interviews with him. The text does not seem to be organized for dramatic effect or to be a resource, nor is it fiction, poetry, or science. T

The dreams, which are recounted in German (the rest of the text is in English) focus on a power that the man explores and slowly comes to know. The power was once on Earth and is essentially unknowable: it would view man and his accomplishments as we would view ants and an anthill. The dreamer usually refers to the power as “The King”, but twice early on uses the synonym “Kaiwan” and one other time “The Unspeakable One”. The writer absorbs pieces of knowledge through periods of intense dreaming, but interspersed are periods when he is denied dreams. Eventually he visits a city, Carcosa, which opens up his senses even more: it is a place of beauty and contentment, although challenging to his perceptions.

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But where, who, or what is Hali? In his reading the texts, either by design or uncertainty, are obscure and even contradictory. In his dreams contradictions were also rife but he felt that Hali was the Lake itself, and the shepherds who tended sheep on it, and the twin suns that sank beneath, and the God that all venerated." "The reader imagines that this is the first race to own dominion over this planet and that it will be the last. That is wrong thinking but each must come to this conclusion on his own account — it is something one has to see for oneself, not be told. He knows his opinion would be derided or else provoke anger so he does not try to persuade.

 

This is the litany of the peoples of Earth. Before the first, there was blackness, and there was fire. The Earth cooled and life arose, struggling against the unremembering emptiness.

First were the five-winged eldermost of Earth, faces of the Yith. In the time of the elders, the archives came from the stars. The Yith raised up the Shoggoth to serve them in the archives, and the work of that aeon was to restore and order the archives on Earth.

Second were the Shoggoth, who rebelled against their makers. The Yith fled forward, and the Earth belonged to the Shoggoth for an aeon…

Sixth are humans, the wildest of races, who share the world in three parts. The people of the rock, the K’n-yan, build first and most beautifully, but grow cruel and frightened and become the Mad Ones Under the Earth. The people of the air spread far and breed freely, and build the foundation for those who will supplant them. The people of the water are born in shadow on the land, but what they make beneath the waves will live in glory till the dying sun burns away their last shelter.

Seventh will be the Ck’chk’ck, born from the least infestation of the houses of man, faces of the Yith. The work of that aeon will be to read the Earth’s memories, to analyze and annotate, and to make poetry of the Yith’s own understanding… 

Thirteenth will be the Evening People. The Yith will walk openly among them, raising them from their race’s infancy with the best knowledge of all peoples. The work of that aeon will be copying the archives, stone to stone, and building the ships that will carry the archives, and the Evening, to distant stars. After they leave, the Earth will burn and the sun fade to ashes.

After the last race leaves, there will be fire and unremembering emptiness. Where the stories of Earth will survive, none have told us.
 

The last line of the book:

Some would be disconcerted by the structure of this treatise, but it is for us to walk on the Earth in Carcosa: that is the Third Act. That passage may or may not be written.

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Oscar's made a dutiful list of proper nouns to cross-reference with Independent King in Yellow Scholar Terrence. At least he hasn't had a vision of his own death. He ought to be relieved he finished or creeped out or something. Instead sits at his desk for a while. He has a manuscript to read but ignores it. He has letters to answer but doesn't touch the stack. When he finally gets up and goes to bed, exhausted, he hears the birds singing.

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Somewhere in the back of his mind there's-- an odd thing. Like a new sense, in a way, or like the gap between your teeth when one has just been pulled out. It feels like he could twist his mind in a certain way and do-- something. He knows, on some bone-deep level it's hard to name, that he could see a vision of the future, or show one to someone else. And that this vision must, in some way, come true.

He knows that he could do the thing that Roby did.

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This isn't a rational chain of thoughts, nor is it comforting by any means. It has the feeling of a Deep Insight into the Universe, the kind you get from certain drugs. It has the feeling of being part of the texture of the universe, the weight of inarguable fact. There's only one thing he can do here. Oscar is, of course, going to sleep it off.

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In the morning, when he wakes up, the odd gap-between-his-teeth feeling is still there.

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Fuck.

I mean, it's still just a feeling. It's actually good that he knew reading this book does strange things to your mind. He doesn't know how but art is powerful and new innovations in technique happen all the time. He doesn't have to like Der Wanderer to admit it's got something unique about it. Of course he's going to ignore the part where those strange experiences predict things that happened.

Or, well, try to ignore it for as long as he can.

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Terrence has finished up British Gods.

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1924. The work is an academic text authored by Ben Best and published by Oxford University Press. It’s primary focus is on Celtic, Roman, Sumerian and other gods believed to have been worshiped in southwest Britain from about 50 B.C. to 650 A.D.

Along with many other deities, mention is made of Shub-Niggurath. She is generally thought to be a local aspect of the Celtic goddess Brigid who in one aspect subsisted on nothing but the milk from Otherworldly flocks of cows and sheep and was known as “Mother of the Flocks”. Brigid was honored at the spring feast of Imbolc when the land returned to life after winter and the first animals of the year were born.

Shub-Niggurath may have been a deity imported via Gaul, with which the western British tribe of the Durotriges traded freely, but her origins would not seem to be Gaulish either and perhaps worship had started with the Assyrians. Shub-Niggurath seems to have boasted a fierce reputation and although her worship did not spread far it was followed with fanaticism by certain peoples who then seem to have prospered in their harvests and in battle. In return the tribes are thought to have made blood sacrifices to ‘The Goat with a Thousand Young’ in the great Forest of Dean where she dwelt. When the Romans reached the towns of Gloucester, Bath, and Cirencester, many officers and men adopted her worship as did some of the Saxon kings when they pushed this far west centuries later.

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Hm! Interesting. Terrence didn't know about that one. Always nice to see a fertility goddess with a (once) devout following. It's like a cool throwback.

...didn't Valentine claim that the devil was, or was an agent of, Shub-Niggurath? That's a very strange detail for her to know.

He recalls Tolkien mentioning something about Best's interest in a possible modern inheritance of Nodens worship - is it possible that the same is going on for this other obscure deity? Or at least, that modern traditions have taken up the name in some sense?

Terrence will grab his coat and head to the university to see what he can find.

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Historically, worship of Shub-Niggurath was most common in the West Country; however, one of the largest sites was in what is today the hamlet of Clare Melford in Suffolk.

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Fair enough! Weird. He writes down the place name all the same, but - probably this whole thing was a lark. Tragic. Fun to get into some local history for once, though. Terrence would have liked to have a pint with the guy and pick his brain, if he were still around - alive? - no, he's probably not dead - if he were still around.

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FROM TERRENCE'S NOTEBOOK

Some core tenets:
1) The King in Yellow is a very good and powerful book
1a) It is a book with the power to change society and even humanity, if enough people read it and internalize its message
2) Society fears change
2a) Thus the book is banned, under pretense of it being inappropriate and dangerous
2b) [Echoing reasons books have been banned in the past.]
2c) [See Plato's Republic]
3) But this restriction is harmful to people and to their free thought
3a) Perhaps the most important and crucial thing we have as human beings!
4) It is the duty of society to let minds be free, and the duty of enlightened people to, regardless of their society, read the book nonetheless

Notes to self:
- Probably draw from anarchist thought but avoid going too far or recognizably in that way, as it's a divisive political topic.
-- In fact the King in Yellow doesn't advocate anarchy, quite the opposite, but - no, the actual logic will be obvious to people once they've read the book, the essay's job will be to remain appealing to any reader regardless of their beliefs going into it.
- Will probably have to address actual contents some:
-- a) To make the essay recognizable to people who have already read the book (which is, although not the objective, would be a nice side effect of publishing it if he were to make some like-minded friends from it)
-- b) since it is a source of universal truth and will inherently enrich the essay
-- c) ...since people like Oscar seem to get so hung up on the first act - even Terrence kind of remembers it not making much sense on his first read-through - and it'll be really important to get them to read it all the way through so that they get the entire text

Possible other arguments:
-- Perils of current society, present book as antidote (<-- Too cliched??)
-- Perils of all society up until now (war, suppression, structural violence, aimlessness, etc), present book as antidote (<-- Too radical??)
- Supposed "harms" of text
--- (Note: parallel to other suppressed works - Religious manuscripts, research e.g. Linnaeus, but more approachably artistic works now popularly accepted [do research])
--- Florence syndrome

----> Terrence's notebook runs out here and he has to stop to find another one

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Meanwhile--

The nice thing about Inaaya is that she is a little predictable. He can head to the library, and have better than even odds of finding her. It's a little more public than he'd like it to be for this conversation, but the publicness is probably going to make Inaaya more comfortable and more likely to answer, so it's worth it. "I have some questions about occult bullshit, and you seemed like the best person to ask. Or, well, occult-definitely-something and occult-probably-nonsense"

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Did Sal-- no, probably not, everyone knows she reads tarot cards for a living. "Sure, go ahead?"

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"Has anyone said anything about spooky space whistles. Hang on--" He rummages around for a piece of scrap paper that nobody loves, and draws a rough sketch of the winged figure. He's not much of a visual artist, but it's legible. "Apparently these are made of meteorites."

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"...well, there was the whistling sound the night before the murders, and the one Randolph Carter heard, but I haven't heard much from the," vague gesture, "people I meet at work. Where'd this come up?"

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"I managed to bat my eyelashes at an officer to look at the whistle that was heard the night of the Roby murders. That's what that is. I've also seen one other somewhere else."

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"Huh." She examines the drawing. "Where'd you see the other one?"

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"Friend of mine. They weren't keen to discuss it. Which is some of why I'm asking you." (He should really explain the dream thing, but also the prospect sounds as appealing as nailing his own hand to the desk, so he is holding off on doing it for as long as practical.)

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Oh she does not like that. "Any connection to all of our everything?"

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"Nothing except the whistle, unless you count 'is a Bohemian' as a connection."

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"Huh," she says again. "Sorry, what'd you say their name was?"

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He smiles very pleasantly. "They're a friend. I don't think you know them."

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would you please just tell me the name of this person so I can follow up on who they are and why they have the same whistle Roby had this is going to get her nowhere "Fair enough. Well, I don't know much about weird whistles that I haven't told you, but I can look into it, thank you."

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"--There's another thing. A probably-complete-bullshit thing. You know how Oscar mentioned dreams? I've been having them too. About the winged thing the whistle is in the shape of, among other things. And this all happened before I saw any of the whistles."

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That visibly gets her attention. "When did this start?"

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On the one hand he was asking her for a reason, on the other hand he feels like a bug on a microscope that has made the mistake of doing An Interesting Behaviour. "It started about the time we went to talk to Alexander Roby."

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Scribble scribble-- she hasn't bothered to get a new sheet of paper, this is on the same page as what looks like a mathematical proof-- "What other things?"

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"...other assorted giant monsters. Things that I'm fairly sure are human sacrifice rituals to some assorted giant monsters. My own entrails."

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"That sounds extremely unpleasant, I'm sorry. ...if you don't want to tell me details that's fine but I would like to know them?"

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"Those are pretty much the details? It was mostly-- images. Images that were more disturbing than they had any right to be. --There was a key that turned into a little human figure? I have no idea if that helps."

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She writes this down. "Unfortunately neither do I. But, details of the monsters, details of the images?"

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"The only one I remember... describably enough, was the winged one that shows up in the whistles."

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Nodnod. "Well, I have no idea if it's anything, but everyone's been having weird dreams lately and if you dreamed about the whistles before seeing them that seems like something we should be keeping tabs on."

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"I am aware that that makes no goddamned sense."

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Shrug. "Lots of things don't make any sense to me, that's a fact about me not about them. If it happened, it happened, and unlike most of the occult things I hear about you've got no reason to lie to me about it. Tell me if you have more weird dreams?"

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"I will endeavour to keep you informed of" my horrifying nightmares "dreams. Though they do seem to have settled down, thankfully. And I'll keep you updated if I find anything more useful about the whistles."

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"Glad they settled down, anyway. Thank you."

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"You're the one I was picking the brains of. I'm just glad doing that was somehow useful to you."

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"--oh! Right, almost forgot to ask. Did you have weird dreams before the Roby thing, differently weird or similarly weird or otherwise, or have they pretty much been normal up until now?"

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...Inaaya has an angle here, doesn't she? "Define normal? There were reoccurring cities and people and such like, but they weren't distressing if that's what you're asking."

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Hey. Inaaya always has lots of questions even when she doesn't have an angle. (He's totally right that she does in this instance though.) "I guess I'm asking what normal dreams are like for you."

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"Totally non-disturbing wandering around cities and talking to people, mostly. The architecture is very pleasant. More opalescent than anywhere real."

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"Do you still have dreams like that or is it all the nightmares now?"

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"I've gone back to mostly cities now."

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Nodnod. "And you were at that one performance of the King in Yellow, right?"

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"Yes." ...what even is her angle here.

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More scribbling! "Right. Cool. --completely unrelatedly, did you find out anything else by batting your eyelashes at the police station?"

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"The police have very little idea what exactly happened at the scene, other than a whistle being involved. Also Roby was at a town that had some other suspicious deaths, but-- there's nothing but gut feeling linking those two at the moment. --But mostly it was spooky space whistles. Spooky retroactively dream-haunting space whistles."

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"Which town?"

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"Clare Melford, Suffolk."

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She writes this down. "Thank you. --I don't have more weird questions. Sorry about how incoherent that probably was from the outside."

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"I asked you deliberately because this is much more your wheelhouse than mine. I didn't expect it to make perfect sense to me."

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That night, Oscar has a dream.

He is hunting. Scrub gorse, heather, and granite spread out to the horizon. He remembers the story of a man lost on these moors. As the sun fell, and he had resigned himself to sleeping out in the cold, he came across a lovely girl who was out hunting with falcons. She spoke Old Breton. He went with her to her manor house and quickly fell in love with her. In the morning, as he sat with her in the garden, he was bitten by a viper. He swooned and when he woke all that was there was her grave — it said she died in her youth a hundred years ago, for the love of a man of his name. In his mind’s eye Oscar sees images from this tale: the pale triangle of her face, the ivied stone of her grave, and her falconer, Hastur — he sees him too and wishes he did not, for Oscar knows what he heralds. As in the story the light is almost gone and Oscar settles down on his haunches, knowing he must spend the night out here. He watches as the sun goes out like a snuffed candle and the world changes to pitch black. He lies down to sleep. But just as he is drifting off he hears the bells.

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When he arrives at work Oscar discovers a Sal lurking among the shelves.

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"Sal-- good to see you. Something you wanted to talk about, or should I leave you to it?"

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He reluctantly nods. "I was wondering how much headway you'd made into Der Wanderer."

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"I finished it."

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".........Oh. How was it? Anything particularly compelling? Or disturbing, as it were?"

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"I don't think you should read it."

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"You know, I only skimmed it and I was considering saying the same to you."

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"...I thought I'd feel better after I slept but it hasn't worn off."

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"That's quite an effect. ...How did it make you feel, exactly?"

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"I'm not thinking straight, Sal. I have this thought like-- I feel like I could see the future. Or send someone a vision of it. Like Roby and William Way, is how it feels in my head."

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"What? How? Like it feels like you know what you would have to do to cause that, or like you know if you just set your mind to it...?"

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"If I set my mind to it."

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Oh, this is dangerous. This is playing with fire. Sal should not be doing this. "Well, you could try to give me a vision right now and if it doesn't work it'll help snap you out of it."

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"I don't need you to help me check whether I'm delusional. I know it's not true. I just can't make the feeling go away."

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"I don't think you're delusional. I just know that sometimes it settles my stomach if I can see in front of me that the impossible thing I'm ruminating on isn't happening."

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"...I told you because I know you're a nice kid. Understand I don't want this getting out to people."

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"I don't spread things around."

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"Thank you. I don't think you do. But If I'm going crazy because I read a book that's terrible for my shop and my family and. You know about how I got sent to prison, right?"

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"I heard a bit about that. Didn't mean to scare you. I really don't think you're crazy. ...I was gonna ask about your dreams, if you wanted to talk about that still, but I get it if you don't. Promise I won't try to offer any more solutions if you just want to vent."

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"I had a couple dreams about the King in Yellow. Or, I guess, one where I was playing in an orchestra. Violin. All the other players had just broken loose. And the conductor pointed at me and I saw my sheet music just had the Yellow Sign. It was wriggling like a centipede and I knew those were our directions. I still remember the feel of the dream. It was horrible."

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"This was after you read Der Wanderer?"

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"Some of it, yeah. ...After I finished I had another, kind of medievalist dream you could say, about being on a moor. I don't spend a lot of time out there but in the dream, everything was oddly clear-- and there was a falconer named Hastur."

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"Hastur?" ...He scribbles this down. Just in case this is another recurring name.

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"I don't know-- it feels important. But I'm not thinking straight."

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"It's fine. They're dreams, after all, we're not going to remember them perfectly or make perfect sense of them."

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"Right. Thanks for listening, Sal, I owe you a book or something... Promise me you won't read Der Wanderer."

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"I absolutely promise you that." He smiles. "Promise me you won't read The King in Yellow."

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"You have my word."