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Saint Agnes’ Asylum for the Deranged
Near Weobley, Herefordshire

Friday, 18th October, 1928

Dear Sir,

I apologize for this unsolicited correspondence, but pray you may do me the favour of reading through it and considering the request. I have received your name from Dr. Kaplan, who says that you are an excellent student and one of the “bohemian” type. I am a consulting doctor at Saint Agnes’ Asylum in Herefordshire and would like to ask you to consult on how to proceed in the matter of an inmate’s case. If I may prevail upon you, these are an outline of the facts.

Patient ‘W’ is a young man from a good line whom, having no employ, spent much of his time before his admission in private study, artistic work, and interactions of a degenerate type. In the autumn of 1925, a terrible incident occurred, and W’s father and sister were left murdered. W, much troubled, was committed to this asylum shortly thereafter upon the application of his brother and the diagnosis of the family physician. 

Patient W suffers from extended bouts of scotophobia which give him temporary but intense anxiety. This has proved treatable with medication and I am of the happy opinion that I may recommend his release when his period of mandatory confinement comes to an end this November. Here the problem arises: W’s brother has been urging me to recommend his continued residence. This kind of disagreement is not uncommon.

I do not want to disrespect the wishes of the family, but it does not sit well with me to keep a man in confinement when he is suited to a less restrictive environment. W is known to speak in an unusual manner and do unusual things, but is he truly mad? An unconventional manner of life is not the same as an organic disease of the brain. But I am a reserved man and unfamiliar with the ‘bohemian’ way of life myself. I fear I am unable to distinguish madness and ordinary behavior for one of an artistic cast of mind, and I would not wish to free my patient were he truly unable to live in the ordinary world. 

Again, I regret this communication without our previous introduction, but I hope you and a few friends may consent to consult on this matter. In your opinion, is W’s behavior to be expected from a poet in the 1920s? Obviously, all I say must be kept in the strictest confidence. 

I shall be visiting London for a few days beginning the 28th October. I shall be staying at the Great Western Hotel. Please contact me there should you and a few of your friends be willing to meet. 

Your obliged and obedient servant,

Leo Aarons

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Well, Terrence thinks this letter sounds awfully familiar, right off the bat. He wonders how many other academically-minded people there are out in that sea of glittering masks at the Servant's Ball, and why they're all there, and what they all may be trying to escape from.

But he's certainly willing to help - sounds interesting, and no reason not to do a favor for Kaplan, anyhow - and that fellow at the party seemed to really care about getting it right. And even if it's not him, the law of synchronicity suggests the same attitude is worth attending to.

He decides to collect the four weirdest people he knows.

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...That's probably fair, honestly. Though of course he'd rather say he's a Bohemian's Bohemian, but overall... that's a fair assessment.

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It's very nice to be thought of for things like this. Questions of sanity aren't the most captivating thing in the world but visiting an asylum does sound like a lovely excursion.

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She's enthusiastic about being part of the People Not Being In Asylums initiative and is, admittedly, extremely weird.

Inaaya Ramanujan Sinope, who named herself after a moon of Jupiter, spends most of her time reading math books and hanging out with bookstore cats, and claims to be a materially-minded skeptic while also reading the future with tarot cards for a living: cannot exactly claim not to be super weird.

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Oscar is surprised Terrence has three other bohemians to send a letter to.

(Hannah insisted that he GO TO BED as soon as he went home and read the King in Yellow in the MORNING. By the morning, it no longer seems at all appealing to read. Probably for the best he'd slept through it.) 

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A few days later--

Sano's office is too tasteful to have anything you can point to-- it's decorated in soft gentle blues-- but overall it gives the general sense that whomever owns this makes more in six months than Inaaya will in her entire life.

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Well, she already knew that.

She informs the person at the front desk that she doesn't have an appointment but she does have an invitation and can wait until Mr. Sano is free.

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His secretary says that Mr. Sano is busy but he left a selection of books about math he thought she might like and some money in case she's hungry.

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.............that's extremely thoughtful of him.

She is not currently hungry but she's going to take the money anyway, because Joan will be, and head out for long enough that they can maintain plausible deniability that she got herself a meal with it, and then she's going to come back and curl up with one of the books.

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About forty-five minutes later, the secretary says, "Mr. Sano will see you now."

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Forty-five minutes later Inaaya has folded herself into a position more commonly seen among cats than people and is absolutely not using the chair the way chairs are supposed to be used. She's ready!

And goes where she's directed which is, presumably, the office proper.

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"Miss Sinope!" Sano says. "How lovely to see you."

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Very genuine smile. "Hello Mr. Sano, I'm here about the book of star charts?"

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"Of course." Sano takes it out. "It's a very lovely book-- you'll have to wear these gloves to touch it--"

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Okay!!! She's never had a chance to touch a book this old before but she is 100% capable of Wearing Gloves and Following Instructions.

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Mr. Sano points out interesting features of the book. "This book is so old that when it was printed we didn't know about stars that couldn't be seen. All the stars they drew are the stars they knew about."

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There's nothing that leaps out at her from the astronomy she already knows but she listens very intently and -- it's fascinating, all knowledge is, but specifically maps of the stars that are incomplete because of knowledge humanity as a whole didn't have but no less beautiful for it are a particular point of interest.

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The star charts are beautiful. They drew pictures of the constellations behind the charts: a bear, a hunter, a snake.

"The constellations are different in Japan," Sano says quietly, pausing at one. "This one we called the dragon."

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"They're different in India too. This one I grew up calling the two chariots."

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"It is strange to be here where even the stars are divided differently, even if it's the same night sky."

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"In some ways it's stranger than if the sky itself were different."

This is a hypothetical statement, note the 'if,' but it's...... kind of not a hypothetical statement.

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"The adjustment can be quite difficult," he says, which is not not a question.

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"It can be," which is not not an answer. "I've been here for nearly four years now and my friends are very patient with me, which helps."

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"My friends were very helpful to me when I first visited. It was so strange not to have rice. And their tea--!"

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Tiny laugh. "The tea barely tasted like anything to me at first. --although I've gotten used to nothing having spices since then, of course."

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"Dreadfully bland. And not enough fish-- although I understand that is different in India and you miss curry instead."

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"I'm from Bombay, I miss cumin more than curry-- but yes."

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"Sinope is an unusual name. Is it from an Indian language I haven't heard before?"

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"--ah. No, it's-- I'm Marathi, usually you'd take your father or husband's name? So I'd be Inaaya and then the name of whoever I married? Except, when I left Bombay, in the absence of a father or a husband, I just-- picked something out. Sinope is the most recently discovered moon of Jupiter."

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"In a sense you are married to science." He laughs.

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Smile. "In a sense. Inaaya Ramanujan Sinope. After the moon and the mathematician. --I was twelve."

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He smiles. "You were a charming child, Miss Sinope."

He returns to showing her the star charts.

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Blushing is forbidden and not allowed but star charts are excellent.

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When the star chart book has been concluded, Sano says, "I do have a certain amount of common feeling for another... stranger in a strange land."

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She nods, slightly cautiously.

(Inaaya's seen his office; she's not sure they have much in common at all.)

(...except for love of the stars. And that part's important. But.)

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"How may I contact you if I have another book of interest?"

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"I live at--" and she gives her address, which is actually Joan's address, which is a boarding-house mostly populated by dockworkers. "Or I spend most of my time at the library, if that's easier."

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"Thank you, Miss Sinope."

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Inaaya kind of thinks she's clearly the person benefitting, here. She doesn't say that. "Thank you, Mr. Sano."

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Meanwhile--

Oscar sends Simone a note apologizing profusely for his bad behavior and inviting her to the shop to pick out a book-- her choice. "I can't help but feel that I added to what you were going through, and I'm sorry for that". It's a somewhat vague note but overall sincere.

He makes a mental note to apologize to that kid-- Sal?-- the next time he sees him around the shop, if he hasn't scared him off. He has a new edition of Shelley he thinks Sal will like a lot.

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Simone doesn't answer. Some things are better not to poke at.

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The next time Sal is at the shop he is very appreciative of the new Shelley edition. "I hope you're feeling better."

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"I hope you're feeling better! You all fled a riot and then had to put up with me. Thanks, though, I am. Never had that kind of attack before, and knock on wood I don't think I will again. --You haven't, uh, happened to hear from the others?" Oscar asks, hoping he sounds casual and conversational. In fact it's both ridiculous and boorish to ask; this kid is virtually always alone when Oscar sees him.

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"Just Simone. She might not be in for a while, I don't really know, she's always got something going on. Conspiratorially: "I keep thinking about asking Terrence about the play but then, well, I'd have to talk to Terrence about the play." About the second half in particular, as she didn't manage to catch any dialogue, but Oscar seems more at ease being mean about people than discussing things he missed out on.

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"Simone seemed like it was pretty rough on her. I hope she's doing better." And that's all he's going to allow himself to say about Simone! "Don't ask Terrence about that play, I doubt he understands it. Some people like to feel like they're in on something special, you know."

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"He does go on and on."

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"How else will he let the masses know he's one of the elect? --Sorry, I promise I'm kidding. Terrence is a perfectly nice guy, no doubt a brilliant academic mind." He's smiling. "I just get the sense that the first act is nothing and then the second act is a different, more pretentious flavor of nothing. Maybe it's a good thing I passed out?"

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"Maybe. I'm not sure I could even tell you what happened. It was very dark and I couldn't make out the words at all, the sort of thing you get when you're trying for a very artistic effect and forgetting you have an audience."

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"'Very artistic effect' sounds maybe generous. So the riot was the most exciting thing that happened, eh? I think that violence might have gotten to me, unconsciously... I woke up and had this feeling that something terrible was going to happen. No idea what! I guess it must have been convincing enough for me to embarrass myself in front of everyone."

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Meanwhile--

Terrence wants to go see the King in Yellow again. 

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Mr. Noble has VETOED more performances of the King in Yellow.

It is a ONE NIGHT ONLY performance due to the FUCKING RIOT.

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Mother fucker.

Did people not riot at Hamlet when it first was shown? ... Probably they didn't, but if so, it's because The King in Yellow is just better than Hamlet.

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"That man," Talbot says without an introduction as soon as Terrence arrives at the coffeeshop for their meeting, "is a menace to art."

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Terrence nods sadly in solidarity. "I'd say there's no accounting for taste, but he runs a theater."

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"Cowardice! It's simple cowardice."

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"I think you have hit upon it."

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"The avant-garde is always censored by small-minded little--"

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Terrence chuckles. "I would believe it. Plato said that a city's art can change its core, and - well, regardless of what cities may think, people hate change. ... Most people."

So Terrence's theater-finding process will look something like this: Ask Jing Yi and Simone for all the weird little bohemian performance centers they've been in before. Ask them to ask other people if need be. What he needs to find out from Estus is stuff like how many seats they need, if there are technical requirements, etc. Terrence is aware that he's not really a theater person but he can guess, and he's more than willing to drop his obligations and, like, go knock on theater doors and ask their managers about whatever as needed.

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Talbot staged it for a rather small theater, so they'll need something else small.

"And some of the cast has backed out, so we'll have to find replacements at short notice..."

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Smaller is certainly easier. The cast is... tougher. And stranger, to be honest. "That surprises me. I suppose it's an... intense text... Wait, what am I saying, the aggressors went for the stage, yes, alright, I, uh, that's understandable. I suppose."

Well, he can ask Jing Yi? And ask Jing Yi if he knows people who Terrence can reach out to. Pitching it as 'short-notice work for actors who need work' will probably go over better than harping on the importance of the artistry of this particular play.

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"They've had nightmares or something."

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Terrence blinks. "Not just after, after reading the script, but - in the process of performing it? Specifically?"

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"Yes. Apparently it made the nightmares worse." Talbot's tone shows his contempt for how weak anyone would have to be to be driven away by nightmares.

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Terrence is a bit thrown. "Huh. After reading it, I would understand. I mean - I haven't read your treatment, obviously, but the source text, it's - it's rather psychoactive, that's - to be expected."

Terrence doesn't really think he can ask, have you had the dreams too? Is it just me that's had that tale color even my sleeping mind? But he supposes his question has obliquely been answered.

"But, uh, performing it as intensifying - Huh."

His appreciation for the art deepens.

"Well. I'll ask around, certainly. I just wish I could point you right now to anyone who appreciates it as, well, as we do. I know they're out there."

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"If people just read it they'd understand-- I thought, perhaps, the actors."

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"How could they not get it?" Terrence isn't just sympathetic to Estus's plight, he's befuddled too.

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"There was nothing but complaints!"

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"I suppose - there were alterations. In the second act. To the text. Make no mistake, my friend, I mean no criticism, I myself found them quite entrancing, but - I'm just supposing aloud, could that have changed, the... the interpretation...?" Terrence's academic language is really failing him in describing what he's trying to get at, as well as his other language because he himself isn't certain, but maybe Estus will get it.

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"There were no alterations," Talbot says. "I had the cast perform it exactly as written. I would never desecrate the King in Yellow in that way."

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Terrence blinks several times. "My apologies. My memory must be failing me." He's trying his best to hide outright suspicion that might cause offense, but is clearly confused at the distinct possibility that he and Estus disagree about the contents of The King in Yellow.

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"The play has-- certain properties when performed. They're brilliant! Brilliant! The way it works with the universal subconscious."

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"...Oh." He says it thoughtfully reverently. He knew it was written as a play, but he's never read it aloud, or paid too much attention to that versus the text. He doesn't really have a grasp on what he's approaching, but it's a whole new angle of the work that clearly has a lot to it. The play is proof. "I see..."

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"It connects with each member of the audience differently. You have to see what each individual brings to the text. Of course that's always true but with the King in Yellow it's true more deeply..."

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"As with most things with The King in Yellow." Terrence is rather lost in thought. As a sort of light-hearted aside: "I suppose you could flyer some of the bohemian areas with the Yellow Sign and you might find enthusiastic performers that way."

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"Perhaps, perhaps," Talbot says, "but it feels-- blasphemous-- to use it so casually..."

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Terrence frowns. "I suppose you're right - the idea of them being, say, torn down - Yes, yes, I fear you're right."

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"I am very grateful to you for trying to make sure that this work is shown."

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"It would be the greatest honor of my life," Terrence says, sincerely. "I only hope I can help. The King in Yellow has changed my life. The world should see it - and should see your good work in bringing it to life."

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Meanwhile--

Hannah sends Jing Yi a return letter asking if he would like to get lunch sometime.

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Jing Yi would be delighted to do that!

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"Good afternoon," Hannah says, sitting down at a chic little French restaurant.

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"Good afternoon. It's very good to get a chance to meet you. Your performance in the King in Yellow was excellent. It's a shame it got cancelled after only one night."

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"To be honest it's just as well," Hannah says.

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"...Oh?"

Actors in his experience generally prefer not to have things cancelled, unless something truly ridiculous was going wrong... which isn't that implausible in this case, but still weird?

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She shudders. "The play gave me the creeps. And I don't even remember the performance, not after the second scene. It's like I went into some kind of fugue state. Sorry-- I'm sure that isn't what you wanted to talk about."

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"Your performance was even more impressive, in that case. And it's fine, I'm happy to be a friendly ear to someone else in the profession."

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"It just... feels like I can open up to you somehow? And I haven't-- there's no one else I can talk to about it, not really. Not who takes me seriously."

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"I can understand that."

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"There are these dreams. Ever since I was cast, I just-- they're like nightmares, but they're not quite nightmares."

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"I'd like to say something sympathetic, like, 'Everyone gets those, I still get those dreams about the first play I was in except I've forgotten all my lines,' but-- I know this almost certainly isn't that. So, I wish I could say something more sympathetic than 'I'm so sorry, that sounds awful.'"

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"It's just-- images. A still form with yellow robes which move in a wind that isn't there. These vast, thrusting fish swimming over a gracious white city. And-- the drawing Mr. Estus had the Stranger wear-- the Yellow Sign--"

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You know what, maybe getting passed over for that hack Walter getting cast isn't such a bad thing. "That sounds quite unpleasant."

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"I tried not to look at it, we all did. It made us sick when we saw it and it made the nightmares worse."

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"...And Mr Estus decided this must mean it was really good costume design?" He says it with a tone of contempt for the concept of playwrights and directors.

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"Oh, yes, he refused to redesign it. We thought about going on strike, but--" She doesn't have to finish the sentence. It is hard enough to get work.

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"Probably for the best the audience lost it, I guess. It was probably the only way it was getting stopped-- though quitting after the audience attacked you is also an incredibly reasonable choice."

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"You know, we didn't have a dress rehearsal? The first time we performed it all the way through was opening night."

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He's not sure his face is capable of making the appropriate expression of horror and confusion. "I-- what?"

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"He said we didn't need it, we could just-- practice in pieces-- And we didn't say the last words of the play in any of our performances."

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"...The man doesn't know the first thing about writing or performing, and somehow he still manages to put on a play. 'Let's not practice the end! There's no way that could go wrong!'" he says in a fake Estus voice.

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"It's only the last three words we weren't allowed to say. He just made sure we knew how to pronounce it right and said that when we got there we'd just. Know. I thought it was typical for, you know, avant-garde directors, but--"

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"Either it's unnecessary, in which case he's just making people's lives more difficult for no reason, or it is, and-- I don't even know what that would mean, or why you would put it in a play?"

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"It's-- Hastur. Three times, all in unison. He was very careful to make sure we never said it more than once before the final performance. Some kind of... theatrical superstition?" she says uncertainly.

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...It's certainly not one he's heard of. He laughs brittlely. "You know directors, trying to make sure the actors don't ruin the effect somehow by being comfortable with what we're going to say." He hopes he sounds like he believes it. He's not sure he does.

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"Yeah," she says. "Yeah, he's just-- impossible to work for."

She sounds like she's desperately trying to convince herself to believe that that's it.

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He's going to make a note to very strenously avoid Talbot Estus, in any case! "If there's something I can do to be helpful, let me know. There's not much I can do-- It's hard enough when the way you pay rent is dealing with impossible people like that."

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"It's-- it's not anything, I don't even know what it could be. I was high-strung and in a weird fugue state and had some nightmares and I need some time in the country and he's an odd avant-garde director and it's hardly-- the most embarrassing job I've ever had--"

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He nods sympathetically. "And as much as it would be satisfying to run Estus out of town, it's not really practical."

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"Maybe there was carbon monoxide in the theater, or I've been drinking too much absinthe--"

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"The first would explain the audience, at least." ...and maybe why Oscar passed out...?

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"Yeah." She nods. "Probably carbon monoxide. Someone should tell Mr. Noble-- if Talbot Estus didn't pump it into the theater himself--"

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"It sounds unfortunately in character for him."

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"So there's a perfectly logical explanation," she says, not believing at all that there's a perfectly logical explanation.

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"Perfectly logical," he says, hoping that it is logical, except that it would imply that Mr Estus tried to poison his actors, which should be the worse option.

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"Anyway," she says. "I'm sorry to just-- dump all this on you-- what did you want to talk to me about?"

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"--I was going to compliment you on your performance, and then try and pick your brains about how you did it, but seeing as you don't remember it...?"

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"It felt like something was speaking the words through me, even before I went into a fugue."

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"That just shows you're very talented at getting in character."

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"Yeah. Of course. But I don't know what I did. I was trying to avoid thinking about it as much as I could between rehearsals, because it helped with the nightmares."

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"Very understandable."

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"And, uh. Drinking a lot."

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"There are way, way worse solutions, honestly."

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On the afternoon of the 28th--

The hotel concierge arrives in the lounge with Dr. Aarons and tea.

"Hello! I'm Dr. Aarons, from St. Agnes Hospital. I don't believe I have the pleasure of your acquaintance...?"

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Technically they have met, but he does not need to know that. "I'm William Jing, an actor. Pleasure to meet you."

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"Salinger Digby."

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"Likewise. My name is Inaaya Sinope." Let's just leave out her profession.

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"I'm Oscar Latz, of the Forward Bookshop."

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Likewise, the build of the man dressed as a man in a suit and mask does match up - but Terrence has an ounce of tact and there are as many as several reasons that a man like Dr. Aarons could be attending an event like the Servant's Ball. "Terrence Markham. Professor Kaplan put us in touch. Pleasure to meet you. These are my friends, a crack team of investigators."

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"I must get your commitment that you will handle this all with the strictest discretion. Dr. Kaplan speaks very highly of you. Mr. Markham, and I am sure all of your friends are equally trustworthy. But to give you enough context I must give you information about a man's private life."

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Terrence did tell people in advance that this matter should be kept private. ...But he does broadly trust them to be discreet too, so like, yeah.

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"I think most of us have the good sense to keep private matters private. Comes with the bohemian life."

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"You have my commitment," Inaaya says with perfect seriousness.

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He is has Much Experience being discreet, even if he can't, uh, easily prove that. On account of being discreet about the things he is discrete about. "I solemnly swear it shall stay under my hat."

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"Absolutely."

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"St. Agnes is a mental hospital which specializes in the... criminally deranged. Both those who have been convicted of a crime and those who have been committed because it is feared that they will harm others."

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Oscar is not going to roll his eyes. Heroically.

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Thank you, Oscar.

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They're here about a possible criminal, then. Exciting.

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"Is our friend the former or the latter?"

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Sidenote: did Terrence invite basically everyone from the play to meet Doctor Aarons? Maybe Sal was telling the truth that Simone is busy. Hmm, bad time to think about that.

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"The latter. My patient is Alexander Roby. Have you heard of him?"

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Banker Grahame Roby’s useless brother. Pretty normal bohemian type: he has rich family members, so he spends his time studying astronomy, art, myth, and the occult. His brother disapproved of him. Roby dropped out of Peterhouse College, Cambridge to serve in the War Office during the Great War. After the armistice he rattled around in the Foreign Office, his father’s old department. He retreated into isolation before the murders.

Alexander Roby's father and sister were killed in shocking circumstances in 1925. It was thought that Roby was arrested, but no charges were brought against him. No one was convicted of the crime.

"The name rings a bell."

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Terrence nods. "Very strange business."

(He recalls everything Sal did about Roby as a person, but is rather vague on the murders.)

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Jing Yi is having the revelation that 'Alexander Roby, the guy whose father and sister were killed' and 'Alexander Something-something, actor and bad lover' are the same person. It's... quite the revelation. "I believe so."

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"Heard of the case a few years back. I take it he was never convicted."

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"...no."

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"His father and sister were killed in shocking circumstances in 1925. It was believed he was linked to the crime, but in the absence of any... physical evidence... he obviously couldn't be convicted. His brother, Grahame Roby, and the family doctor committed Alexander to St. Agnes’ Asylum nearly two years ago."

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So he's been imprisoned for two years with no evidence.

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"I'm a bit concerned by the tone of 'physical evidence?'"

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(Is that obvious??? Inaaya does not even slightly understand how court systems work but she's gotten the impression that police are not usually that rigorous???)

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"Well, he was in the house at the time, and it is difficult to know how anyone else could have done it, as well as to know how he could have done it. In the absence of Sherlock Holmes, I feel the mystery is going to be unsolved."

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"How he could have done...?" Terrence is slightly afraid to hear the answer but he's gotta ask.

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Yes, give us a better account of the gory details.

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"The-- bodies could only be identified from dental records. Roby confessed, but he couldn't explain how he had committed the murders. And he had no weapon which could have done such a thing."

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"...Ah." Terrence frowns.

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"His brother remains convinced that Roby committed the murder but I fear he is-- emotionally attached to it so he can have any explanation at all."

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'Ah' indeed. "It's an understandable desire, given the circumstances."

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"You think maybe Roby's a scapegoat? He wouldn't be the first."

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"I wouldn't put it in those words, but-- yes. He struggles with night terrors which are controlled with a strong sleeping draught. There is no evidence of long-term insanity."

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"Night terrors, huh... Sounds kinda terrifying to tragically lose most of your family and then get, uh, put away. I don't blame him."

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"Yes. In Order of Petition in English law commits a patient for a maximum of two years, so Roby’s committal is due for review. I want to do my due diligence and make sure that my intuition is correct that Roby is not insane. Could you perhaps speak with him and offer your opinions as members of his community?"

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"I'd think we should be glad to help," Terrence glances around but speaks confidently at least for himself.

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"Of course." He's surprised. This Aarons guy is pretty open-minded and reasonable for a man in his position.

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"Yes." If she's in any meaningful sense a member of Roby's community which she's really not sure of.

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"I would be quite willing." If he's manageably insane and not likely to disassemble anyone with household furniture, he's quite happy to talk to him and give him his seal of approval. Plus, he does not often get a chance to be Professionally Bohemian. ...Non-professionally Bohemian, seeing as he isn't getting paid. ...look, if he can finagle a lunch out of this, he will be more than happy.

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He nods. (He came here expecting a simple insanity case and now he's being asked to look into one part of an impossible murder! Today is looking up.)

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"Perhaps you could even ask around in your community?" Leo asks hopefully. "There's inherently a hierarchy between doctor and patient, and I know that he may not be honest with me. I would like insight from people who knew him as equals. It is a very serious matter to put a man in an asylum for two years of his life. I wish to investigate it thoroughly."

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"It would be a little hard to do so discreetly," Terrence points out. "But. ... Float his story from the news and see what they know? That might be doable."

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"I'm happy to help," Oscar says. "Though my contacts are a bit skewed toward the book side of things. I don't know if he was as much a part of that world."

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"I can quietly ask some people. I can't promise anything useful, but I can ask."

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"I... can certainly try."

If absolutely nothing else maybe the Roby family will turn out to have cats.

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"On October 30, I'm returning to the asylum; do you want to come with me to interview Roby?"

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"It would be my pleasure." Murder mystery!

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"I'm free that day." The perks of being a mostly out of work actor.

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"As am I."

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"I'll make myself available."

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"Certainly. You think he'll be okay with visitors?"

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"He will. And of course I will pay you the usual consulting fee." He names a sum that is eye-poppingly large for everyone involved.

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Oh, he is so much more than willing now. Being a Professional Bohemian is great.

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That'd keep Spring Tide Press in operation for another year.

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"Oh! Quite generous of you." The amount is somewhat less eye-popping for Terrence then for anyone else. But still, academia and the occasional literary essay have never paid especially well, and he did expect to be doing this pro bono.

He should put "consulting Bohemian" on his business cards.

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She and Joan can live somewhere that isn't a falling-apart boarding-house in the slums and maybe she can study full-time since that's way more than she makes pretending to tell people's futures, and Joan might be able to look for a job that's less exhausting, and-- --and she is getting ahead of herself and should not make plans that rely on large amounts of money while she doesn't know how long she's going to have this income stream for. Right.

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Sal looks for information about Alexander Roby:

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Dr. Aarons is taking the 10:20 a.m. train on October 30th from Paddington to Hereford.

"I'm so glad you agreed to consult with me, Mr. Jing, Mr. Markham."

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"It's always a pleasure to Contribute to Society."

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"I try to run my asylum in the most modern manner. In line with the latest empirical research."

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"Probably for the best, I'd say. I can't say I'd want to end up in an old fashioned asylum, myself."

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"Does this, uh, approach show up there? Or is this a bit of research of your own?"

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"Well, I think it's part of my overall method," Dr. Aarons says earnestly. "It's always important to seek out information and understand the patient from his own point of view. Instead of assuming that everyone wants to murder their father like that hack Freud does, without paying attention when the evidence suggests no such thing."

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"...I'm hoping Freud's father is still alive, seeing as he assumes that?"

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Terrence laughs. "His family reunions must be uncomfortable."

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"There's fascinating work that's been done with pigeons-- still unpublished, unfortunately-- you can teach them all manner of things by giving them rewards when they do what you want. Which is of course how humans learn as well! A baby babbles, and when he says something that sounds like a word, his parents smile at him and coo at him and perhaps give him the thing he wants."

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"I would have expected a doctor to argue that we would be ...higher than animals."

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"The immortal soul is not my area of concern, Mr. Jing. I am a man of science and I expect spirits to take care of themselves."

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Terrence nods thoughtfully. "- Until they choose to present themselves for study."

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"Of course. And then they shall be subject to experimentation and empiricism like anything else."

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"That'd be a headline: 'Ghost Presents Itself To Asylum For Further Testing.'"

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"So I've been trying to apply this to the asylum itself. We give each patient rewards for behaving in a way that lets them fit in better with society. And I've also been doing some very interesting things with classical conditioning-- more work on that has been published, you can look it up if you want to-- there's this fascinating Russian man called Pavlov--"

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"Somehow I doubt all the patients' families appreciate the idea of them being rewarded." Subtly trying to feel out how Dr. Aarons feels about the Roby family? No, never.

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"Well, it's not their business, is it? My duty is to the patient and to society."

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Terrence is not particularly thinking about the implications of the Roby case. He is nodding and making appropriate "hm!" and "oh? go on" noises to indicate interest in receiving an infodump about classical conditioning.

"Fascinating! Speaking of empiricism, you know, a lot of classic texts just straightforwardly assume that gods and spirits and such were obviously real and had meaningful impacts in their lives. Pagan or otherwise - you see things that look a great deal like empiricism, court trials where people earnestly debated whether the spells they cast were ungodly magic or legitimate philosophy." He says the last clause with air quotes applied heavily. "Of course, I have no idea what to make of it. but it is very curious indeed."

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"Well, there are all manner of superstitions in the past. Today we know that magic spells do not work."

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"Certainly! Certainly."

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"I don't care about philosophy," Dr. Aarons says. "I care about healing the insane. Speaking of, we've done fascinating things with classically conditioning the patients by putting them in a situation that naturally elicits a certain emotion and then associating it with something we'd prefer to cause that emotion in the future. I've even tried it with calming medications, causing the patient to associate a calm state with a previous target of a phobia--"

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"I think you may find you care about philosophy more than you think! But as a means to the end. Quite commendable, certainly."

Eyes emoji @ these facts.

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MHHMM. Calming medications. Splendid idea. (One of the nice things about theatrical training is that it has given him a very good poker face.)

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Do you want to hear about BEHAVIORISM. Because Leo has thoughts on BEHAVIORISM. And absolutely no thoughts on any other subject.

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...you know what? Behaviourism isn't the King in Yellow, so Jing Yi has no grounds to complain.

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As it happens, The King in Yellow does have some interesting ideas in regards to this - but it's quite subtextually nuanced and Terrence doesn't think the train ride will be long enough to really catch Leo up on the relevant elements. ... Also, he's not uninterested in this behaviorism philosophy, so, yeah, he wants to hear Leo's thoughts.

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Meanwhile--

Trains: very fast. She's not really used to them?

There is probably an Etiquette for this but she has no idea what it is.

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Well, she's not going to pick up any Etiquette from these weirdos.

"You're at the library a lot," Sal says to her eventually. It's more words than he's ever said to her before.

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"I-- really like reading?" Wait no that wasn't supposed to be a question. "I hang around bookshops too, I think I've seen you at Mr. Latz's shop."

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He has definitely tried to get Inaaya to stop calling him that, but it doesn't take.

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"There too, yes. What do you read about?"

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"Math! And recently I've been going through the astronomy shelves but mostly math. And of course I'm working my way through everything Bertrand Russell has ever written math or otherwise."

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"Much more practical than all of this talk of murder and insanity. What are you planning to go into?"

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Well, she's been trying to figure out how to get Joan to be able to visit the Dreamlands, but that's not an answer to a question about career aspirations, now is it.

"I'm hoping to get a math paper published soon," she says, even though this is a ridiculous thing to hope for when you're a teenage girl with an Indian name who reads tarot cards for a living.

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"She definitely is," Oscar interjects. Inaaya is the real thing!

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"...well, I definitely am hoping, journals tend to want you to be university-affiliated. Which I'm... not."

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"That's gatekeeping bullshit... Sorry Inaaya, I promised you I wouldn't start with the rant against academia. It's purely their loss, though."

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"Credentialism is a sad fact of life. Maybe you can find someone to work with you. Or once you get through college you'll have years of polishing it up." If she's got anything at all, which is maybe possible, but let's be very honest here, Oscar Latz is not qualified to assess that. "What's your paper about?"

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"Sad facts of life" are how you excuse most forms of historically contingent exploitation but we're not getting into that.

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Inaaya can explain her paper! It's building on these three theorems one of which was published last year and--

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Weobley lies twenty miles northwest of the county town of Hereford and twenty east of the Welsh border. It is primarily a farming community with Hereford beef cattle, dairy cattle, cider apple orchards, and wheat fields. The village has a farm supply company, a post office/general store and two pubs, the Wheatsheaf and the Red Lion.

St. Agnes’ Asylum itself sits on a hill a mile east of the village. It is reached by an unpaved, rutted track running between broad dry-stone walls. The main building is a longish, three-story, gray brick building with barred windows and a steep slate roof. Beside that stands an administration building similar in appearance but smaller and without bars on the windows. The two structures sit on a hillside bare of tree and bush — like a pointless and lonely fortification. The madhouse attendants gaze sullenly at the investigators as they walk from the car.

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Dr. Aarons escorts them to his office. "Here are his medical records. His primary presenting condition is scotophobia-- episodes of panic while asleep. Pulse and breathing are rapid, pupils are dilated, hair stands on end. He is confused and hard to calm down. I administer half a fluid ounce of laudanum nightly to stop these periods. A smaller dose was ineffective because it permitted Mr. Roby to dream."

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That's-- a lot of laudanum. That's a lot.

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That's a wild sentence to hear! Okay. Okay, cool, cool, cool. Terrence smiles politely.

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...dreaming, huh.

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"Does he, ah, know what you're trying now, with us, by the way?"

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"Yes. I've prepared him for visitors. I will send you with Nurse Price-- hospital policy-- but I myself won't accompany you. I think he'll be more willing to open up without me in the room."

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...uhuh. "Sounds quite reasonable."

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Don't knock the wonders of modern medicine. Frankly he trusts that the laudanum is having an effect on his neurology more than he trusts any of this behaviorism stuff.

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"There is no family history of insanity nor does Mr. Roby have any history of insanity himself. I believe Mr. Roby's illness stems from the murder of his family and the grief and perhaps guilt he feels."

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He's trying not to let it show because now is not the time-- and William Jing is right there, what a joy-- but the thought of this guy locked up and drugged is sincerely depressing.

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"Further evidence for this is that Mr. Roby functions well without medication from April to October of each year. I believe that the winter period reminds him of the murder."

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...please let them at least be handling the inevitable withdrawal sensibly.

...he is not going to bet that the 'rewards' are, ahem, pharmacological in nature, but that's because there's probably no one here who would take the complementary bet. It fits the pattern.

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"...have you ruled out lack of sunlight?"

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"Excellent question, Miss Sinope! We have tried giving him more sunlight in winter, it doesn't seem to help."

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"Right. Is there anything else in the environment that'd be seasonal-- and you said he's only been here two years, when did you notice that pattern?"

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"He was medicated upon admission in November 1925 and kept on it until April 1926. He was free of medication and of panic attacks until a scotophobia incident on October 19th 1926, when he was given two three-month prescriptions. After that he was unmedicated and free from attacks from April 1927 until another recent incident on October 15th."

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"...do you happen to know which days in April?"

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"The twenty-fifth and the fifteenth."

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"Does he report dreams of anything in particular?"

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"Something called... the yellow sign?"

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Polite, slight, frozen smile. "Ah."

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"Sorry, is this 'yellow sign' something you hear about a lot in your line of work?" Oscar can't think of any literary precedents off the top of his head.

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"I've never heard of it before. I assume it has some personal meaning."

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"Well," Sal says dryly. "It's evidence in favor of bohemianism. I'm pretty sure that's from a play."

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Terrence looks at Oscar.

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"Yeah?" What's with that look from Terrence, anyway? There's a lot of interesting art about dreams and he's not going to be embarrassed he hasn't kept up with it. Not on that guy's account anyway.

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"Is there anything else that needs to be addressed or should I take you to the interview? --Or, um, apparently Miss Clapper has requested your presence. I'd appreciate if you'd speak with her, she's been very well-behaved lately and I'd like to reward that."

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Well-behaved, huh. This situation continues to be depressing.

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"I'd be happy to help with your experiments with rewards."

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Oh great William is going for it.

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"Interesting. I'm prepared for the interview. Who is Miss Clapper?"

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"She's one of our patients. She's never been violent but whenever she's up for release she informs us that she has many violent fantasies so she winds up staying."

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"S- sure?"

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Honestly he kind of wishes he had to deal with only one of "patients being rewarded for good behavior" and "William Jing" at once.

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"Thank you, I would be much obliged. I do try to give our patients any little things they want."

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Isn't that sweet.

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...uhuh. He's not going to say she definitely doesn't have such fantasies, but well... It's A Look

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"All right. Hospital policy is that there should be no sharp objects of any kind-- no pencils, no hatpins, nothing of that. Nurse Price will accompany you."

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A policy that more places should have, honestly.

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Do they absolutely have to know what's in his pockets? He's gonna try to look trustworthy.

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Terrence willingly surrenders a small pencil he had with his notebook.

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Inaaya hands over her pencil and her (Joan's) pocketknife.

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Does Inaaya really need to have that?

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Pocketknives are useful. You can open things with them. Or defend yourself if someone tries to mug you. Joan was very clear on that last point even if Inaaya mostly makes use of the former.

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Sal gives up nothing. If the authorities don't notice they haven't questioned him about it that's their problem.

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That's understandable. If off-putting.

Jing Yi  hands over a pen as a show of Good Will.

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Nurse Price joins them, a large, silent man, and escorts them to Miss Clapper's rooms. It is rapidly getting dark. The sky is clear.

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"Only three of you," Miss Clapper announces as soon as they arrive, "are repeats."

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"...I've never been here before."

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Terrence smiles. "Pardon?"

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"Well, I'm glad we made an impression."

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"....which three?"

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"Inaaya, Jing Yi, and Violet, of course." She pronounces Jing Yi's name correctly.

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Violet?

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He's not sure whether to be more startled by the fact she knows his and Violet's name, or the fact that she got the 'J' right and didn't call him Mr Yi? One of them is objectively more startling, one actually surprises him more.

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"Nobody here is named Violet," says Violet sternly.

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"Who knows, maybe Inaaya has a secret identity."

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She glares at Terrence. "I wanted Dr. Light. Do you think she'll show up if you die? I suppose Delta Green's not going to be founded for twenty years, there's no obvious place for her."

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Terrence does have the respectable look.

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"Sorry to disappoint," says Terrence earnestly.

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Wow this is bizarre and disconcerting. "What... does it mean that I'm a repeat."

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"Well, there's more than one of you, dear. I don't think you're going to marry a giant fishperson this time though. He's busy at Miskatonic."

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"On the other hand, your team is much more pleasant to be around. Many fewer arguments about Stalinism."

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...what? "You've been visited before?"

There are too many philosophical movements, honestly.

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"And you can speak Cat. I've always wanted to speak Cat." Thoughtfully: "I suppose I do speak Cat because I speak every language."

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How does she know that!!! --Also why did she just say it!!!

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"But the point is that I think it's a very solid decision to trade out talking with dead people for talking with cats. Cats are much more useful and pleasant to be around. Dead people have hardly anything interesting to say in my experience."

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"Maybe you need better taste in books."

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"You," she says to Oscar, "should try to buy as many books from the Institute for Sexual Hygiene as you can. And stay out of Germany in the 1930s."

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WHAT IS GOING ON HERE.

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Nessa is being Helpful, that's what's happening.

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...Is she hitting on Oscar? Is she insulting Oscar? Fascinating.

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Or, no, okay, when you put it that way it's obvious, Nessa can see the future, and also other things, and is deciding to say them in this way and not some other way for reasons probably even if Inaaya cannot fathom what those reasons might be.

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"You certainly know a lot of things," says Sal, aware of the chaos and secret exposure this is devolving into and hoping to at least turn some of it towards something useful. "Do you know anything about the man we're investigating? Or the murder we're told he didn't commit?"

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"Violet, I'm glad you're not betraying your team for the cult this time. I think it's rather rude to betray people."

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What does it mean that there's more of Inaaya! Or that some of them can speak to dead people instead of cats, or-- what!!!!

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"I left Germany for a pretty good reason and I'd need a damn good one to go back. The Institute for Sexual Hygiene sounds, hmm, kinda morally reforming? Not my specialty."

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'Don't be in Germany at any point in the near future' just seems like roundly sensible advice at this point?

(Jing Yi doesn't pay very much attention but at Oxford he'd heard some people talk about hyperinflation.)

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"Well, check them out! Future generations of rare-book collectors will be very grateful."

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"Well, always open to expanding my collection, thanks."

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"Of course there are other secrets," Nessa says thoughtfully, "but I don't feel like I want to bring them up right now."

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"....can I write to you, or does that break something somehow."

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"Dr. Aarons allows me to correspond, but I'm hardly going to give a useful answer," Nessa says cheerfully.

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Terrence glances at Inaaya curiously. Which part of what Clapper said that made that seem worth doing??

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"Jing Yi, make sure that you're having sex with the right Zixuan or Jin Zixun is going to be very angry." (She also pronounces these names correctly.)

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"...Noted?" (One of the nice things is that most people here probably can't guess the gender of those names.)

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(Terrence blushes sympathetically, on Jing Yi's part, anyhow, about the cavalier discussion of sex. He's rather old-fashioned about some things.)

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"Are there any, say, useless hints you can give us. Something relevant to our lives, right now, the case we are currently working on, the information we are actually trying to get, but in a form as cryptic and unhelpful as possible, please."

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"Oh! Yes, of course. Why didn't you ask?"

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Oscar is just here for the ride and/or off-the-wall book recommendations. It's a shame this woman gets so few visitors. She's quite the character.

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"Or useless hints about anything else, personally I'm curious about the choices other versions of me apparently made."

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"You should follow your dreams and follow your star-- specifically, Aldabaran-- and sell all of your stock on September 19, 1929. Assuming you're still alive then."

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"Wait, Aldabaran?"

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Sunnily: "I hope you're not going to take any offense if I hope you're all dead."

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Goddammit why did she give up her pencil. "I'm not offended but I would like to know why?"

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"That sounds like useful information!"

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"...fair."

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"I do personally quite enjoy being alive."

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"Well, that is all I have to say. Let Lacie eat flesh! --I didn't get to say that last time and I'm VERY disappointed."

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She silently resolves to NEVER let Lacie eat flesh.

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🙂 What the actual fuck.

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Yeah, let's not let people eat flesh!

Suddenly the claims of violent fantasies seem so much more plausible.

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no she wants to know what other things other versions of her apparently have instead of speaking cat--

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"One of them pilots a giant robot made of love!" Nessa says to the air.

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"It was nice meeting you, Miss Clapper. Have a good afternoon."

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"I'm not sure if we'll be seeing you again, but it was definitely a pleasant chat."

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"...What do I do?" she asks quietly, as some of them start making to leave. "In those other worlds."

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To Violet: "Well, in one of them you save everyone."

To Jing Yi: "your father misses you very much."

To Oscar: "be nicer to your wife."

To Terrence: "change nothing. You're doing amazing, sweetie."

To everyone: "And has everyone got that? Follow your dreams, follow Aldabaran, sell your stock on September 19, 1929."

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Terrence's heart is warmed just a little, although it'd be unreasonable to be TOO heartened by it, because she's a madwoman.

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He is... aware. Unfortunately it takes letters some time to cross oceans, and telegraphs and telephones are Expensive.

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Good general advice he guesses. "Great to meet you, Miss Clapper, and thanks again for the recommendation!" He pauses a second... "Take care in here, okay?"

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"No one can hurt me, Oscar, I'm omniscient."

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"Delighted to hear it."

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September 19th, 1929. Right. Why did she give up her pencil.

"It was nice to meet you," she says. "Thank you for talking to us." The endless font of questions can wait until she's not around people who will have no idea why she's taking anything Miss Clapper says seriously at all and who she doesn't super want to explain all of her everything to.

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She doesn't put her faith into the ravings of a madwoman. The name was a very lucky guess, maybe not even a guess, but knowing present facts doesn't make you precognitive, it doesn't give you insight into other worlds.

Any comfort she takes in those words is entirely secret.

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This was just a deeply weird interaction. He has no reason to believe she Knows Things, but also she is at best frighteningly good at cold reading, and that still does not explain everything. The pronunciation could be practice. His father could just be a good guess. But things like Violet's name are... weirder, and harder to explain.

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He doesn't remember Miss Clapper from his shop or IWW meetings or around London, but then it's not unusual to get recognized by a certain brand of very weird person. Of the madpeople he's talked to, she's on the charming and lucid side. Let Lacie eat flesh.

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"Oh Nine - One Nine - Two Nine," Terrence murmurs. "There's a nice ring to it."

Then, once they're out: "Okay, show of hands. Did any of that mean anything to anyone?"

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"'Let Lacie eat flesh' is pretty good. I could use that in one of my collages."

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"That people can make lucky guesses and ramble in a way that sounds just about plausible?"

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Unfortunately, if Inaaya tries to explain that Miss Clapper was correct about her speaking Cat and there is literally no natural way she could have known that but Inaaya knows magic and psychic powers exist, she will sound extremely insane and exactly zero people will take her seriously.

There are times and places where she'd try anyway but "literally standing in an insane asylum" is not one of them.

"Not really."

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"Understandable. Just checking."

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"Has anyone heard of this Institute for Sexual Hygiene, if it in fact exists? Sounds a bit ominous."

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"Maybe she was propositioning you."

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"Propositioning in the way only someone in an asylum would think to."

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Man Jing Yi never makes this easy.

"Unthinkable, I'm a married man."

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"Oh, she did know that, didn't she? Hmm. Well then." He shrugs.

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"If it's the German one, it's just a research institute. Extremely progressive."

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"Huh, you could have fooled me with that name. I'll have to look into their work, though sociology's a bit outside my field. Lovely woman, though."

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As Nurse Price escorts them to Mr. Roby, a nurse stops in his business and, staring at the strangers, starts to ask Nurse Price a question. “Not now, Edwards,” interrupts the nurse and walks by, leaving the man looking at the backs of the group.

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Hmm. Workplace tension, or a patient working as a 'reward': hard to tell.

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Whomst!!!

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The sound of footsteps and muted sobbing echoes back off bare stone corridors as Price leads them to Roby’s room.

Roby is dressed in a white canvas tunic and trousers. The room is tiny, dim, and chilly. There is a bed, table, and two chairs, and no possessions except for a stack of a dozen or so books on the table. A barred window gives a view of the sky.

Roby looks up. "Nigel?"

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Roby is very good-looking.

How tragic, then, that he is imprisoned.

Or that they weren't better friends a few years ago.

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"Not Nigel. Sorry."

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"My name is Oscar Latz. Doctor Aarons discussed why we're here, right?"

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Roby sits hunched over looking down in his lap.

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This may require a gentler touch, a less direct approach. He very deliberately looks at the pile of books. "Read anything good lately?"

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The books are all poetry. They include From Our Ghostly Enemy by Robert Graves; The Freaks: An Idyll of Suburbia by Pinero; Poems 1918-1921 by Ezra Pound; and Collected Poems and The Man Who Died Twice both by Edward Arlington Robinson.

Roby doesn't answer.

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Beautiful and with interesting taste. Oh, what a pity. (Not that he won't leave him here if it seems for the best.)

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"Ezra Pound, huh. I love that volume, real shame about the politics."

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Roby's manner of speech is odd: the cadence is slow and irregular. “Being locked in this room is inconvenient. It means I cannot finish my work and so I cannot go where I would like to go."

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"...what work is it that you can't finish?"

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Oscar's trying to work out whether Roby's on something during the day too. He wouldn't put it past them honestly.

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"You know, few writers have the ability to write honestly. Truths are used for entertainment only. That is a strange concept. Such a writer is like a man whose only concern is to hide his ignorance... willful misinterpretation, a shut mind, closed eyes, a tight mouth, and balled fists. It’s not enough to have the ability. You must be brave enough to use that ability, bring your intellect to bear like a light in the darkness, like a sane man in a world of madmen.” He smiles ruefully to himself and is quiet.

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"Your work is your writing?" Let's see if that redirects him to something less abstract.

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Roby has decided that instead he's going to stare into space.

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Not everyone wants to discuss their work with strangers.

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"What is it you need to do out there, that you can't do in here?"

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"Only strong men indeed can bear that kind of truth, bring it into a world that fears the light," Terrence says thoughtfully.

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Roby ignores them. He has apparently dismissed them as irrelevant.

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Unfortunately, they can't say that this isn't how bohemians are sometimes.

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His only companions on the inside are books... There are things Oscar wishes he could say about this, but he already came on a bit strong. Jing Yi's presence doesn't help either.

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"Do you like plays, Mr. Roby? I saw an interesting one a few weeks ago. The King in Yellow. Very avant-garde."

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As Sal says "the King in Yellow," Roby becomes animated for the first time. He shifts in his chair and bounces his right leg on the toes distractedly though he still does not look up.

Roby talks loudly and quickly: “Have you seen the Pallid Mask? Have you been down by the lake and seen the beauty and felt the rightness of it all? DeVille said to work only with him. Are you with Best? Why are they not here? Is it this year, once in five thousand years? Has Best brought the King in Yellow? Is he already amongst us?”

He is shouting now, but then he calms. 

He whispers: “Have you seen the Yellow Sign?”

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Oh, so that's where it's from.

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...hm. "I think most of us have seen the play. Talbot Estus put it on."

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Terrence's face lights up too, although he's not quite smiling. Even though he knew this was coming - well, still, it's exciting. "We have." He glances about. "Well, I have. He is not already amongst us."

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...because the King in Yellow is fictional. Which makes it a little tricky for him to be 'among people.' Not that he's saying anything, because Roby is finally talking. (And being obsessed with the King in Yellow is, unfortunately, Bohemian Behaviour.)

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Isn't that the play there was a riot after???

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He says, as if sharing a secret: “What DeVille and I are doing now harms no one. But I have been worrying about Ben Best and the conversations we had. I think that — despite what DeVille might think — that Best is right. The King in Yellow has called himself the White Acolyte.”

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Terrence leans in a little, rapt. "The King calls himself an acolyte?"

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"I've heard the play is pretty ambiguous in terms of dialogue. But to be honest I'm not sure why you're worried about a differing interpretation."

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"'He is a king whom emperors have served'," Terrence quotes from the book, as though clarifies anything to anyone other than perhaps Roby.

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Roby looks excited. "He is! Indeed he is."

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Is this going to devolve into literary criticism about the play Oscar didn't see?

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"Aldabaran," he says. "Aldabaran is the key, and the Hyades--"

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...why are all the people in this asylum mentioning Alderbaran. Was there a class or something???

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"Seek Aldabaran to turn away the Gaze of the King."

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Checks out.

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"What do you dream about, Mr. Roby?" he says quietly, so quietly that that should this cause everything to unravel the nurse should not be able to pin the blame on him.

(This is fascinating.)

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why did she give up her pencil.

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"Fair Carcosa. Where once I dwelled, and perhaps shall dwell again--"

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"I dream of it too," Terrence admits. "And - and his Sign."

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"It is good to speak to another who has seen It."

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Possibly today's conclusion about Alexander Roby's sanity is that Terrence is also insane.

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Quietly, to Jing Yi: "What is Carcosa."

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Also quietly: "It was in the play. It's the setting."

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"Likewise, my friend." Terrence does not know it, but in this moment, he is in romantic love with Roby. "What do you need?"

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"A pencil, so I can write."

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Inaaya has... not a conclusion, yet, barely even a hypothesis, maybe a guess. "....is it a city?"

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As an aside to Inaaya: "Probably?"

To Terrence: "We can ask Dr Aarons about that." (Though if he had any say in it, this man is not getting access to anything at all sharp.)

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Oscar has a pencil.

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Oscar.

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Oscar!!

"I will do what I can," Terrence promises.

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Oscar Latz is also insane.

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He has seen enough prison fights to not feel completely comfortable giving his pencil up. And this guy is much less pleasant to talk to than Clapper, even putting his King in Yellow enthusiasm aside, and probably high on something. But. He has been in prison an asylum for two years.

Oscar successfully slips Alexander Roby a pencil without Nurse Price noticing.

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Roby doesn't visibly acknowledge it.

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If nothing else, it's the kind of small thing he'd have wanted someone to do for him.

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Aside to Inaaya: "Carcosa is a city of high towers and long shadows that hides behind the moon. ... In the play, the King in Yellow."

To Roby: "Have strength, my friend."

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As they leave the asylum, night has fallen.

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Inaaya peals off from the group as unobtrusively as possible, and finds a stray cat nearby. "Hey," she says, in Cat.

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"Hi!" the cat says. "Weird to see a human who speaks Cat."

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"I'm an unusual human! The cats near where I live are mostly used to me, though. Do you know anything interesting about--" she gestures toward the asylum-- "that building, or the people in it? If it's connected to the Dreamlands, at all, I mean."

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"I don't think so, ma'am. It's not one of the places where the Earth is thin." The cat makes a face. "You can tell."

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"You can tell?"

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"It's so human. Squat and grey and-- human-sized."

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She looks again at the building. "I suppose it is, when you look at it that way. It's... been a while since I've been anywhere that wasn't, when I was awake, I guess you get used to it."

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"All the places where the earth is thin are, you know, mountains. Cliffs. That sort of thing. Not that I'd know personally but you hear stories. --Ocean. The earth is thin all over the place in the ocean."

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"...giant fish monsters from another world," she says, very softly. "Um. Do you know the name Carcosa? It's fine if you don't, just, someone mentioned and I have a hunch."

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"Never heard of it, ma'am."

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"Right." This doesn't actually change much, the Dreamlands is big and has a lot of cities in it, but weak evidence is still evidence. "Good to know. Thank you anyway."

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"Can I have some milk?"

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Smile. "Sure, I can get you milk. Want to walk with me to get it?"

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"Of course." The cat presents itself for scritches.

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Scritches can be had. And then they can walk to a grocer together, and get milk for the cat and dinner for Inaaya, and she sits crosslegged on the ground outside so they can eat together too.

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Terrence, in turn, peels off to talk to Dr. Aarons.

 

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"Hello?" Dr. Aarons says.

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"Ah! Good evening, Dr. Aarons. I just wanted to let you know that the session was rather informative, though of course we'd like to ask around in our circles further before making any conclusive judgments. Also, Mr. Roby asked for a pencil."

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"He can't have one. This is an institution for the criminally insane. I know it seems harsh-- I'm not fond of it either-- but you could gouge someone's eye out."

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"It sounds like he just wants to write. Maybe a grease crayon or something would serve?"

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"Perhaps." Thoughtfully: "You know, he got a pencil before. Nurse Edwards gave it to him. He was reprimanded, of course."

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Edwards! Hmm. "Ah, I see. Did he use it, ah, injuriously? If it's the principle of the thing, I certainly understand, of course."

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"It's the principle of the thing. Roby is not a violent man."

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"Of course, of course, I got that impression from him. Perhaps a hunk of artist's charcoal, or something - it'd be awkward, but rather difficult to use harmfully - well, just a suggestion."

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"It is a good one. I hope we can free him, but he can certainly have charcoal until then."

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"Agreed! Anyhow, thank you again for the opportunity to help. I shall leave you to your evening."

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That night--

Oscar's brought along a draft to read, of a book Spring Tide Press's considering. He's very excited about the author-- one Jack Haynes-- an Irishman who's still basically unknown, working-class, and frankly unpublishable by most standards. They've exchanged a few letters-- he's perceptive and funny-- but it's not what you'd consider light reading (in terms of style or subject matter), and remembering his promise to Jack makes him not want to look at it (even before the Roby business started, he was frankly too busy to take this on). And there's always a small grim chance that someone who presents as a charming personality in letters somehow loses that quality in prose fiction. But sure enough, there are glimmers of Jack from the first line, and if he seemed clever in his letters, the effect's intensified here. He's not going to say it's brilliant, but he's read widely enough to know a good first draft. And of course, none of the main publishers will take a chance on it. He is very lucky.

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Jing Yi is walking along a busy street in a city. It’s night. He's in a hurry, but there are many other pedestrians about who slow his progress. Also, despite his haste, every twenty yards or so he feels compelled to stop and check that he has his key with him. He pulls it out of an inside pocket of his jacket — it is a large corroded old-fashioned key on a very long loop of string — then thrusts it back in. Once he hangs it over his arm like a bag, a satchel, but he decides it’s safer in the pocket and puts it back in there. Then, as he takes it out one more time, instead of the key he's looking at a small human-like figure, a fetish, lying there in his hand. It’s grotesque, and now there’s something else — a sweet, fetid smell on the air, like rotting fruit.

He looks up, disturbed, and the city is gone, to be replaced by a flat landscape punctuated by mounds and hillocks and a few stunted trees. He stands with others. There’s a pressure building as though a storm is in the air. He senses water nearby and the wind blows the smell to him. It’s still dark but he can just make out and count nine shapes, pagan standing stones, placed around him. The quality of the air changes then the ground beneath him, his heart feels too big for his chest. Something is coming. There are cut-off screams and one then another the people near him wink out like stars. He is alone, looking for the thing. He senses it at the last moment as it reaches out for him, takes him and lifts him up, lying there tiny under its inspection. He can’t help but look up into its eyes...

Jing Yi wakes up in bed. He is sitting bolt upright and his heart is racing. The nightmare can be recalled in every detail, and the faint smell of rancid fruit permeates the room.

He stares and trembles violently for fifteen minutes, unable to leave the bed. The smell is so strong and repugnant that he feels physically ill.

Jing Yi spends most of those fifteen minutes staring at the ceiling, and trying very hard to focus on the ceiling and not that dream. ...he gets very acquainted with the ceiling, but it does not really help.

Torn between getting up and trying to do something distracting, and just going back to sleep, and the awful smell and the sharpness of the nightmare, he spends the rest of the night staring at that damned ceiling.

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The next morning, the investigators are in the dining room of the Red Lion, having a nice breakfast and preparing to interrogate Terrence.

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Terrence is reading the paper, blissfully unaware that he is about to be interrogated.

"I think we should try to find and chat with that nurse Edwards, while we're here," he mentions, as an aside. "Apparently he's been somewhat sympathetic towards Roby in the past. He might know something."

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"Is there some English legend about a Red Lion?" asks Oscar. He's putting a lot of marmalade on a muffin. "You guys seem to love to give places that name." (Or maybe the pub is supposed to evoke the street? But there is nothing particularly bohemian about it.)

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"Terrence," Sal says quietly. "About Roby. I was wondering if you could explain something to me."

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He folds the paper, looks up attentively at Sal. "Oh?"

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(Inaaya's been sort of weirdly quiet this morning, because all of the things she's thinking about are things she does not want to try to explain to the others, but she noticeably starts paying attention when Sal says this.)

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"What is the deal with Aldebaran."

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Jing Yi is the Most Awake Person In The History Of Ever. So, so awake. So awake that he is having a breakfast only of coffee recreationally, and not because of any lingering effects of nausea and insomnia. He is also definitely not wincing at whatever Oscar says. (Today is not a day he would like to deal with Oscar, but unfortunately, here they are.)

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"Sounds like a nonsense word to me," Oscar says confidently. "Probably invented."

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The rest of them have only heard the word in three concerning contexts: in the play itself, from Nessa Clapper, and while talking to Alexander Roby.

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Except for Inaaya!

"...no, it's a real star. Brightest in the constellation Taurus, ninth brightest visible from Earth. The name comes from Arabic, it means 'the follower,' because it follows the Pleiades."

(Follow your dreams, and follow your star; specifically, Aldebaran-- and Inaaya has more of an idea than most of them, she thinks, about what 'follow your dreams' is supposed to mean, but she's not sure how Aldebaran comes into it even if at this point she's pretty confident it does--)

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"Hm." Terrence nods thoughtfully. "It's in The King in Yellow. It's connected with the figure of the King."

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Coffee is better than stars.

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"Connected how."

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Terrence looks thoughtful but slightly embarrassed. "It's a... difficult section. They're related, but I don't have a good handle on the metaphor. Yet. I clearly haven't spent enough time with that passage..."

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"Terrence," Oscar says, "I meant to ask you. It seemed like you really... got through to Roby, in a sense. And that he's most comfortable when discussing the play. Do you think you could draw... some kind of diagram, maybe, with key concepts?"

To save us the trouble of reading it, he doesn't add.

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"I could do something, but, I mean - you've read it, right? You saw the play too."

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"I didn't. It's the one that had the riot after it, right?"

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"Gotta love plays that have riots after them."

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"Well, not in the script. ...But yes."

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Terrence is so single-minded that he forgot Oscar passed out. "By all accounts it's an ambiguous text," says Oscar. "With its own system of symbols."

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Jing Yi is Uncomfortably Aware that Inaaya apparently carries a knife. (Who does that?)

He's currently stuck at the same table as Inaaya and Oscar and it's just great. Brilliant. He loves it. This Is His Ideal Morning.

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"You wouldn't be able to, to fake having read it, if that's what you're getting at. Much the same way you can't describe Mozart to someone for them to appreciate it. But if you just want a bit of the language to talk with him - but it'd be so obvious - or, or to see if it's relevant...? I mean, I could try, I suppose..."

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Thanks for the lecture on art, Terrence.

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"Terrence, I'm going to be honest with you. That was a terrible staging for a play. You've read it already, maybe you could track what was happening in act 2, but I couldn't hear the actors and I couldn't see anything and I doubt anyone else could either. The ending wasn't even performed. I am not exactly feeling enlightened about how any of that relates to what happened yesterday."

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Terrence is surprised, a little offended and put off to hear this, but he tamps down that part pretty well, because that doesn't mean Sal's not open to experiencing it - Terrence thought the performance was rather transcendent but maybe that's the thing with performance art, it's higher-variance - "Well, I'll do what I can to summarize it now. But if it seems that important for the case, you'll want to just read the thing yourself, of course."

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...Couldn't hear the actors? Whatever, it doesn't matter. The important thing is getting this breakfast done so he can be far away from any judgemental bookshop owners or teenagers with knives. Unfortunately staring at other people's plates does not make them eat faster, or stop talking about the bloody King In Yellow.

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Inaaya, meanwhile, is completely unaware of Jing Yi's feelings about her pocketknife. "For my part I'm mostly curious how it relates to Aldebaran and I'm curious about the city the two of you were talking about? I'm not looking to pretend to have read it."

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"Carcosa is a city of key importance to the play. It holds the palace of the King, Hali. As most things are in the text - or, the play - it's highly allegorical and is implied to be hidden from knowledge or from conventional reality. It comes and goes as a memory. But to see the city is to learn about it, as well. It's, it's quite beautiful."

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Jing Yi glances out of the corner of his eye and turns to look at something. It's the Yellow Sign.

WHY THE FUCK IS THAT HERE

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"...William?"

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Oh no, he looks visibly startled. Goddamnit. He laughs nervously. "Sorry, I think I just saw a cat run across the window."

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Oscar usually makes a point of not looking at William Jing beyond the amount necessary but the guy seems kinda out of it and nervous today. To be fair there a lot of things William Jing should worry might catch up to him.

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Terrence glances at the window. Dude is on edge today, though.

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"Maybe Inaaya can go talk to it," says Oscar. What, he can't help it.

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"I don't think that will be necessary?" He is trying not to sound choked off, especially around Oscar, but it is not working.

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Terrence snorts and chuckles.

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Betrayed, betrayed by his own roommate. Et tu, Terrence?

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"It's a joke, William," says Oscar. It's an unusually direct, and emphatic, response.

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It takes her a second and a half to realize Oscar was referencing what Nessa Clapper said yesterday and doesn't know about her actual real life ability to talk to cats, and another half-second to remember to have some sort of reaction to this that isn't freezing up, and then she makes a face at him like it's a joke that wasn't very funny.

She's sitting next to Jing Yi, mostly because it's vaguely uncomfortable to have adult white men on both sides, and didn't see anything, but then she wasn't really looking at the window. There's something in one of her pockets, it might be a pencil but could just as easily be the knife.

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Inaaya didn't like his joke very much.

On the other hand, William doesn't have much to say about it.

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Jing Yi would usually consider disliking Oscar's jokes to be a reasonable preference! But now he is in stabbing range of a probable knife. And Inaaya has no reason to use it, but she could. 

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"...anyway," she says after it's been quiet long enough to get awkward. "Terrence, you were talking about Carcosa being beautiful?"

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"Yes. Aldebaran. Carcosa. Allegories. Continue."

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Terrence swallows a piece of toast, which he has, for some reason, cut up and is eating with a fork and knife. "Oh! Yes! It's not just a metaphor, within the narrative of the play, we get several vivid descriptions of the architectural styles, the building materials, etcetera - even the geography of its setting, which is highly fantastical. Or - not straightforwardly metaphorical, at least. Like I said, um. A complicated text."

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Gosh, somehow he's found an affected way to eat toast.

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Finally they're getting somewhere. "What's the architecture like?"

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Terrence talking at length about the King in Yellow is irritating, but it is a familiar irritation, and he definitely neither has knives nor a desire to stab Jing Yi with them, and so it is better than a lot of the alternatives.

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Huh! He glances around as a sort of habit whenever he's preparing to launch into passionate-description mode, but it's an autopilot habit at this point, because this train is leaving the station. "Oh! Uh -" he ... describes the described architecture from the text, at some points near-quoting directly. The pale marble towers, the high arches... "One gets the sense of a sort of brutal classicism, at impossible scales, stylistically adrift in time... but perhaps that last part is only my embellishment," he admits.

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There's something classical about this guy for sure.

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....hm. Maybe it is far from Ulthar -- which would also explain the alley cat yesterday never having heard the name -- and it does sound more like the Dreamlands than like anything on Earth, and she can't put a reason to why it sounds vaguely off...... but it does sound vaguely off. She mentally marks it down as weak evidence against.

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"You obviously know the text well." Carefully chosen words.

"Do you want to hear my theory about Roby?" Oscar asks. "It's kind of a hunch, but I'm a pretty good judge of character." With some notable exceptions.

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"Absolutely, my dear fellow." He leans in.

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Oscar's going to ignore that.

"So," he says after a pause. "We know Roby's grieving, right", he begins. "And he loves books-- doesn't have much stuff aside from them, or many people to talk to-- that's pretty common in institutions, I think." He pauses a second, looking thoughtful. "I think that due to the gruesome and very personal nature of the events, Roby has detached somewhat from reality. It's too terrible, right. He's not 'insane'-- he just needs a layer to hide behind. A mask, I guess you might say. And the King in Yellow-- I guess it's provided the symbols he needs to talk about this thing he can't say directly." He pauses again. "That's why I think it's important we all attend to big motifs of this play, whatever our level of understanding-- or appreciation for-- the text."

(Wow, he regrets saying that last part, but he hopes Terrence will ignore it.)

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...he's going to have to talk to Roby via what he remembers of the play. While having like, two hours of sleep. On Oscar's advice. ...joy.

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"...I understand you, I believe. I think you may well be onto something. If you all are agreeable... Let me get my notebook."

He leaves to get his notebook.

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And now instead of the table being slightly less than half people who are hard to be at a table with, it's exactly half! This morning is going great!

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".....hm, I do think it's a good idea to learn the motifs of the play, but it's a complicated theory on not much evidence? Certainly it's a compelling-sounding story but it's easy to make up a compelling-sounding story and it's harder to make up a true one."

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(Inaaya disagreeing with Oscar is not going to escalate into a stabbing attempt, and watching her is not going to make that less likely to happen and is just going to make people notice him again. ...but he is keeping a close eye on her pockets in his peripheral vision.)

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"It seems clear he's trying to say something, and the words he's saying have to do with the play. Whatever it is he's talking about."

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"I did say it was a hunch," Oscar allows. "And- to tell you the truth-- I'm not exactly keen on mastering the details of The King In Yellow, uh. But-- Terrence really seemed to speak his language, you know. I guess we could try talking to Roby and seeing how he responds to other things."

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Terrence comes back with his notebook and a pen.

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"Where should we start with your notes?"

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He does his best to explain the major themes and beats of the King in Yellow.

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Oscar takes out a notebook and pen and does his damnedest to take decent notes on the King in Yellow, though some ???s appear.

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He's trying to be helpful, he doesn't just want to make this a pitch for reading the book, but he does emphasize that a lot of the good stuff of the book is in the wordcraft and you probably should just read it, it's not that long. He sincerely believes this.

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Jing Yi is Paying So Much Attention! He is So Awake and Alert Right Now! ...please, no one question how much he is remembering of this summary.

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"Thank you, Terrence," he says. It's sincere! He's going to ignore the entreaty to appreciate The King in Yellow as art and focus on the fact Terrence isn't a bad lecturer at all. He's precise-- if sometimes fussy-- with his wording and honestly, his voice is okay too.

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It's nice to get some idea of what happens after the first act. (He's getting the feeling if he spends another few days on this mystery he's going to have to actually read the thing.)

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Inaaya is also taking careful, detailed notes. And ignoring the pitch to probably just read it and the descriptions of the wordcraft etc, because that's not the important part here.

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And once that's concluded, they break their separate ways to go investigate.

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Montague Edwards is checking on a patient when Terrence finds him.

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"Hello, Mr. Edwards, do you have a moment? I'm Terrence Markham, I don't know if Dr. Aarons mentioned, I'm here with some colleagues consulting on Alexander Roby's case."

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"I do have a moment," Edwards says.

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"I was wondering if you had any... thoughts or impressions of Roby, or his case. Anything that might be helpful for understanding his situation. Just between us, of course."

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"I don't know very much about him, I'm just a nurse. He likes poetry."

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"Hmm. Does he talk to you about it?"

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"I mostly listen. I've tried to be careful not to fraternize with him too much, after the pencils thing."

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"Ah, what happened there? ...I'm - I'm sympathetic, mind, this seems like a very trying workplace and him an agreeable fellow."

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"Roby seemed like a gentleman. I thought the family would reward me with a few pounds if I helped him."

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"By giving him a pencil?"

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"All the nurses do things like that. Little bits of help."

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(What does 'I mostly listen' mean-- hm, is he going to answer if she asks with Terrence right there, it's hard to tell.)

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"It's a sign of a kind heart. I'm sorry it backfired. ... I recall it looked like you wanted to say something when we first arrived, I suppose I just wanted to see if that was anything we could help with."

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"I just had a question about where the syringes were kept, nothing important."

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"Oh, of course. Pardon the intrusion. Thank you for your help, Mr. Edwards."

Terrence leaves.

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Hm. Okay. Well, if this doesn't work she can always try talking to Nessa again, and in the meantime nothing ventured nothing gained etc etc. "Hi," Inaaya says, when it looks like Terrence has left, "I'm-- also one of the people Aarons hired for the Roby case?"

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"Yes?"

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"And-- I know Mr. Markham was just talking to you and it's gotten you in trouble already, but everyone else at the hospital is, well," and the common factor between her and Edwards as opposed to everyone else in this small town in Scotland should be apparent.

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"Of course." He smiles at her. "I know. I really was just doing a favor for him."

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Nodnod. She did believe him about that, there's no reason not to. "I just-- I don't know. Was wondering if you'd heard anything."

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"Frankly, even if there was something interesting the other nurses wouldn't tell me."

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"...yeah. That's.... yeah, that makes sense. Thank you anyway."

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Meanwhile--

Nurse Price is on a break and sitting at the Red Lion for lack of anything better to do.

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Oh, that's very convenient. And a very good excuse to get away from people who might have knives and people who may or may not want to use it to stab him. (Or at least don't trust him as far as they can throw him.) Though now he has to have a conversation with someone without coming across like he should be in that institution too, haha. He walks up to her. "Do you mind if I ask some questions about Roby. Dr Aarons wants to know what I think of him, but-- I have only spent a short time with him. You've seen him over a much longer term."

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"Go ahead," Price says.

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"Has he improved over time?"

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"Yes, especially once we got him on the laudanum."

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Even very while very tired, Jing Yi is good at suppressing winces. "In a 'throwing things around less' sort of way, or a 'more with it and coherent during the day time' sort of way? I remember Dr. Aarons mentioning issues with insomnia?"

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"Fewer night terrors. He tends to be kind of incoherent on the laudanum, but you'd expect that from such a heavy dose. He's perfectly sane when he's on it. He's never thrown anything."

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...Uhuh. That's Not Ideal. "Do you think he'd do okay in the outside world, without access to laudanum." (Not that he definitely wouldn't have access, just-- 'he'd be fine provided he spent all his time and money in opium dens' is not 'being fine.')

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"I think that he'd struggle without the laudanum, but fortunately the Roby family is wealthy enough they'd be able to maintain a steady supply."

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"I got the impression his family was not particularly, ah, supportive of him."

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"They're really not." Price sighs. "I don't like that amount of laudanum, but the way he was before he was on it-- no one can live like that."

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"It sounds like an awful situation for all involved, but especially Roby."

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"He's a gentle man. Not like some of the other people we have here." Price sighs. "That Val--"

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"Gentle, but maybe not fit for the outside world quite yet?" (Look at him, bravely resisting the urge to be nosy about this 'Val' while tired and socially clumsy.)

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"No, I think he'd do all right. As long as he has his laudanum. And he's not-- violent or anything, regardless. Just in pain."

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"If we could convince his brother to fund that, he'd be fine?" (Somehow he, hmm, doubts that, both in the possibility of convincing his brother and whether that would be fine in the long term.)

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"I think so? I'm not a doctor, but Dr. Aarons seems to believe so, and he's usually right about such things. He really doesn't belong in an asylum for the criminally insane."

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"So the trouble is convincing his brother providing the drugs is just as good as locking him up," Sal mutters to himself.

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"He definitely doesn't seem criminally insane." (With the caveat that appearances are often deceiving, et cetera.) "And there is a difference between being insane in the sense of prone to night terrors and insane in the sense of being prone to random violence. The trick would just be convincing people of that."

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"Normally, people are happy to have their loved ones removed from an asylum!"

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"Unless they've convinced themselves that the reason for a tragedy is their brother."

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"It's such a shame," Price says.

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That afternoon--

"Are you well, William? You've seemed a tad out of it all day."

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Jing Yi has after talking to Nurse Price, acquired some dry white toast in the vague hope that eating food might make the nausea less bad. (He doubts that, but it's worth a shot.) So, time for a careful balancing act saying something that sounds plausible, without making anyone too worried. ...a touch of the truth is probably his best option. "I didn't sleep spectacularly last night." He dramatically stretches. "I'll probably be fine by tomorrow."

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"Mm." Terrence nods. He fishes in his suitcase and offers William a wrapped hard candy.

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He takes it. "Thank you. The concern is appreciated, but-- really I'll be fine." (Because at this point 'I'm fine' would be implausible.) "You don't have to worry."

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"Good to hear, good to hear. I sympathize, my sleep's been rather disturbed as of the last ...while, too. Inconsequential in the long run but it's a dreadful inconsequentiality."

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That night, Jing Yi has a second dream.

The cuts on his skin drip. Wet blood runs in rivulets over the dried, crusty blood from previous wounds. He smells its sharp, copper scent. He looks down at himself, blinking away the tears in his left eye. He can see his intestines, pale and glistening like wrapped sausages, half-in and half-out of his body. Incongruously, his stomach rumbles at the thought.

There’s something near it, the texture of a runny egg. He picks it up and looks at it, curiously; when he turns it around he sees that it’s his brown eye staring back at him, the color familiar from the mirror, but the expression dead and lifeless. It’s not tears that are dripping out of his socket and down his cheek. It’s blood.

Jing Yi wakes up with a horrified high pitched scream-whimper. ...it's probably for the best that he is awake now? But he would rather he had made no noise. Terrence is worried enough about him already.

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The next morning, at the Red Lion, a local sits down next to the four investigators and says, "did you hear there was a murder at the asylum last night?"

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"A what?"

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"Really? Who died?"

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"...no?" Could no murders be happening please? Could the murders please wait until he has two good nights of sleep and no getting acquainted with his own viscera.

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"One of the nurses, Frederick Long." The local thinks this is the most exciting thing that has happened in his whole life. "There was another murder a year ago, you know," the local says. "They really have to have better security up there."

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"Frederick lived at the asylum?"

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"Nah, he was an overnight nurse."

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"How did it happen?"

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"The police aren't telling anyone yet."

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"We should probably leave it to them."

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"Goodness. ...Who was murdered there a year ago?"

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"Cuthburt Yates, another nurse." The local looks around like he's about to share a VERY JUICY secret. "Valentine Donovan did it."

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Terrence leans in, he's not uninterested but he also wants this guy to keep talking. "Who is Valentine Donovan?"

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Ah, that must be Val. "Well, I think the police may have a plausible suspect then."

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"They locked her up though. She's not allowed to leave her cell. But she is famously clever." Stage-whispered: "She's a pervert. She seduced another woman into a life of degeneracy and then killed her." The local is delighted to share this fact.

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Neutral-to-surprised face. "My."

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...lovers' quarrel, as filtered through the rumour mill of a tiny Scottish town. Delightful. ...not that he has any desire to defend this Val, of course. Murder is murder is murder.

"Who knows, she could be smart enough to get out of her cell. But we're really not going to know until the investigation is done."

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"I think they should just kill her," the local says. "At some point they can't be cured, you know?"

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"I'm sure the courts will sort it out."

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"I wonder how you would test whether someone is past the point of no return," Sal says flatly.

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"One hopes. ...Was she locked up before the, the second murder? Was she ever convicted?"

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"She was locked up but she escaped to kill.

"I think that some women are seduced to that way of life," the local says judiciously, "but some are just congenital. And if they are, the only thing it leads to is addiction, perversion, loneliness, murder, and suicide."

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"Wide range of sins there."

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...The asylum should maybe focus on both the sharp things and stopping their inmates from just wandering out.

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"She's not the only murderer there, is she? Is there anyone else with that kind of reputation?"

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"Well, no one else that escaped. Normally, they're better at keeping the loonies from escaping."

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And normally the inmates only want pencils. "...someone there has to be the best escape artist, I guess."

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"Maybe once a year they give security a holiday."

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"You picked an exciting time to visit!"

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"Apparently we did!"

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Inaaya wants to talk to Val.

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Jing Yi is going to stick around to talk to the asylum and see what's going on.

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This is good because Terrence does not think it is good to let a small young woman talk to a violent murderer on her own. Even if she is extremely smart.

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Inaaya feels that as the only other lesbian here she is in fact the most qualified to talk to this particular violent murderer?

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This seems valid and reasonable. Nonetheless, Terrence believes what he believes.

He takes the train back to London and leaves Jing Yi, Sal, and Inaaya to their murder investigation.

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When they arrive at Dr. Aarons' office, he looks very very very stressed.

"Miss Sinope, Mr. Digby, Mr. Jing, is something wrong?"

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"Sorry to interrupt. We just heard about what happened."

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"Yes. It's an incredible tragedy. I have no idea how she escaped."

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"I was planning to come over her to discuss Roby's case, but, well--"

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"I doubt I'll have time for that for the next few weeks."

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"Quite understandably!"

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Inaaya considers how she wants to ask this for ten seconds and then for another five and then, on the basis that saying anything is better than saying nothing, says "I'd-- actually like to speak with Donovan. If that's an option."

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"...why on earth would you want to do that?"

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What a great question, which she cannot give her honest answer to even a little bit, because either she will sound completely insane or she will reveal herself as queer. This is why we put thought into our questions, self.

"...strange and inexplicable murders seem to be a theme and it's my comparative advantage."

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Is it!!!

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...Inaaya, what have you been doing?

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BEING A LESBIAN THE THING SHE HAS BEEN DOING IS BEING A LESBIAN OKAY STOP LOOKING AT HER LIKE THAT

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"...what's a comparative advantage?"

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"It's-- the thing where even if you're not better at something in an absolute sense you have an advantage at it nobody else does?" This is not quite a correct explanation of the concept of comparative advantage but it's good enough for government work.

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... ... ...

Dr. Aarons looks at this sixteen-year-old who is very tiny for her age.

He seems to have a hard time formulating his question.

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"...you're saying you're the best here at investigating inexplicable murders?" he asks sweetly.

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"I'm saying that everyone who works at this hospital is a man and people on the street keep referring to her as a degenerate pervert and I am the least threatening-looking person in the history of being nonthreatening."

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"That might be a disadvantage, Inaaya."

Jing Yi is giving her a look of 'you are tiny and mostly defenseless and do you think you can take on a murderer?'

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She's not going to knife fight the murderer!!!

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"...I agree. Valentine Donovan is incredibly dangerous. She may have murdered someone this morning. This isn't a dime novel, Miss Sinope, and I'm not going to send a teenage girl to talk to a dangerous murderer."

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"May have? It sounded more certain than that. What exactly happened here?"

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Dr. Aarons puts down his papers and decides to give details in the hopes that this will ward off any overly excited teenagers. "The murder scene had enough blood spilled there to have killed two men. It was dripping down the walls and running down the floor. Donovan was covered in blood but none of it was hers. The blood is of two blood types, neither of them Donovan's-- we're looking for the second victim now."

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Jing Yi is giving increasingly strong looks of 'Do Not' directed at Inaaya. That is a lot of blood, and Inaaya does not need to add hers to it.

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Inaaya hates talking to people she can't just tell the truth with-- if she could just say 'has she talked to a single other person who doesn't think she's a degenerate in years' it would be so much easier-- except she can't. There are reasons she can't.

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"Ghastly stuff. To be clear, Donovan and one body were found with blood covering themselves and, uh, the place it happened?"

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"In Donovan's cell."

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...that does raise questions about where the other body could have got to? "I'm assuming you have checked to make sure no staff or patients are missing?"

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"None of them are."

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...Which implies corpse number two came from outside the asylum. That's great. Excellent. Highly Ideal.

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"You know, I don't think anyone's said what the actual cause of death was. Not that I can't picture some things, given all the blood."

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"It is not," Dr. Aarons says, "appropriate for young ladies' ears. Knives were involved."

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"...I'd say she can handle knives. She's both an intellectual and emotional prodigy."

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Are we really doing this again.

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"Being good at math isn't why I can handle hearing about knives but I've been living in the London slums since I was twelve and can, in fact, handle hearing about knives."

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"I don't see what connection any of this has to Roby."

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"...this makes twice that there has been a murder with a wildly implausible amount of carnage where it's extremely unclear how it could possibly have happened in the first place but equally extremely unclear who else could possibly have done it, which is an incredibly specific thing to have happened twice, and while I recognize that we do not live in a novel it still seems plausible enough that there's something there that we should at least check."

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"It does seem remarkably similar to what happened to his family. Down to the impossible suspect."

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"...All right," Dr. Aarons says. "You can see her. But with Mr. Jing and Mr. Digby, and a nurse to guard you."

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"Completely reasonable." Which means she still can't talk about the queer thing openly but-- it's better than nothing.

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Valentine Donovan's room is right next to Roby's; apparently they didn't have a room secure enough in the women's section, and it's not like she would be allowed to leave.

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...Hmm. He doesn't know if that means anything but it sure is an arrangement.

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The room is tiny, dim, and chilly. There is a bed, table, and two chairs, and no possessions. A barred window gives a view of the sky.

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Jing Yi resists the urge to make a joke about being a murder investigation chaperone. Inaaya would not appreciate it, and the nurse probably would really not appreciate it.

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That's... incredibly depressing.

(Honestly she's not mostly here to investigate. She's mostly here because, Jesus Christ, if she had to live like this for more than a year she might snap and kill someone too.)

"...Hi."

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What an opener.

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"We're here to ask you some things," Sal says after a few beats of silence.

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"Forgive me, but you don't look like doctors. Or police officers."

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"We're not. My name's Inaaya." And then, this is a little bit of a reach, but-- "Do you by any chance speak Polari."

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"Of course I do. Never wanted the cops to overhear," she says in Polari.

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Nurse Price looks suspicious but decides this is probably not murder plotting or attempting and allows it to continue.

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Inaaya, this looks SO sketch. If you turn out to be a murderer he won't turn you in but he's also not going to cover for you.

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Yeah, she knows but admitting to being a lesbian in front of psychiatric nurses is the worst plan and she refuses to do it. "Honestly I'm not here to ask questions, I'm mostly here because if I had spent more than a year in this room with people who kept calling me a degenerate I'd snap and kill someone too," Inaaya says. "And I thought probably you could use someone who'd treat you like a goddamn person."

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...well that's a bold plan. Though it probably has a better chance of being effective than any others he can think of? He tries to keep the fact he's startled off his face-- now is not the time to make Nurse Price want to ask more questions.

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"It's not as bad as all that, I do have the lovely gentleman next door. --I didn't kill them. For what it's worth. Either of them. I killed my Portia and I will regret that for the rest of my life but I didn't kill either of the nurses."

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"What did happen to the nurses?"

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"The devil killed them."

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.............wow that's extremely not the answer she was expecting!

Not that she had any answer in particular in mind but it sure wasn't that one!

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...how does she know that they are both nurses.

"That's very rude of him."

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"What did that look like? How did he die?"

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"He ran red with blood. His own gaping wounds would have killed any man. His hands were blades and he slashed first himself and then the nurse: one, two, one, two. His cock was hard and he raped them in the wounds he himself created. He laughed all the while."

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"...And that happened... this morning?"

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"Yes."

She sounds... tired.

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Who would've guessed that everyone in the asylum would be insane and hard to question.

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"The first time it happened I tried to get everyone to believe me. But they think I'm crazy. Just... projecting my guilt. So I'm not going to try."

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Well either she honestly believes that, or is making up something that sounds appropriately ~*mad*~ and he honestly has no clue which.

"We'd be happy to listen."

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"I am going to watch a man get tortured and raped to death every year for the rest of my life and there is nothing at all I can do about it."

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...okay so, one, this is an insane asylum, if someone reports that you do have to at least consider the hypothesis that they're insane and were hallucinating; on the other hand it is clear to exactly zero people how Valentine could possibly have actually committed the murders she's accused of; on the first hand even if she's not being insane she could just be lying; on the second hand they still don't have an answer for how else the murder could have happened.

"That's horrifying and I'm sorry it's happening to you."

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"Your sympathy is appreciated."

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"If you don't mind me asking-- how many years has this happened?"

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"Two. Both years since I came to the asylum."

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He considers the facts -- well, "facts", probably, a lot of them -- as they have been presented to him. They do not make much sense. Everything seems to be running on free association and mysticism.

"Do you speak to Roby often?"

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She gestures with her head. If you were Nurse Price, she might just be tossing her hair. "Look over there."

Where she indicates, there's a small hole between the rooms. Not enough to do much of anything; enough to talk.

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...it might be worthwhile asking what Roby saw of events. --if they can get a straight answer out of him. It'll probably lead to the hole getting closed up, but that's a small price compared to investigating and hopefully preventing yearly murders.

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....aw. "Does he have much to say? I met him a few days ago but he ignored everyone who didn't want to talk about this one specific play."

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"He tells me of Lake Hali and the Hyades and the Stranger and the Pallid Mask. Someday, he will finish his work and bring Carcosa, and I will be free."

It's less that Valentine believes any of this about Carcosa, and more that she has one last desperate hope. Magic is the only way that she can imagine that anything about her life will change at all, instead of being trapped in an empty room haunted by the devil.

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"Does he tell you the details of his work?"

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"He must write the ritual. It is quite difficult, especially since he's not allowed pencils anymore."

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Well, at least he's consistent.

...He'd be mad about Oscar giving the patients pencils, but honestly if imaginary rituals give them hope... that's probably fine. Hopefully fine. The murders probably didn't happen with pencils?

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..........why do Sal and William Jing have to be in the room..... no okay she knows why. "If I said 'the Dreamlands,' would that mean anything to you."

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"No."

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"How much could you make out of the devil? Could you describe him enough that we could pick the form out of a line-up? ...Or notice him walking down the street?"

..................He realizes this is a ridiculous question, but.

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"I was somewhat distracted by all the blood," she says sharply.

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"...Understandable."

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"Quite understandably! I also understand if this is something you can't answer, but was he basically human shaped, or did he have the full horns and tail, or something else?"

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"Human shaped."

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"That's--" he is about to say 'good to know' but honestly he can't think of something more insensitive than saying 'good' in the vicinity of any part of the conversation. "--useful." If Valentine is telling the truth about what she is seeing (which he can't be sure of, but the hopelessness implies it), if the devil is human, that could mean a human other than Valentine is doing it... and trying to pin it on her. For some reason. ...it's not a great theory, but it's something.

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...ugh Inaaya forgot to ask Dr. Aarons what time of year the first murder happened. "Has it been the same time of year both times, do you know if the date lines up with anything specific?"

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"It was in August last time."

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So, it doesn't always line up with Roby's incidents, it just happened to this time.

"Okay. Do you want... I don't know. For me to carry a message out from you, information I can find out and come back and tell you, a hug, I don't know if I can bring physical objects but I might be able to get a book or something..."

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"I doubt he'll let me touch you and the only person I care to talk to is dead. --I didn't do it. Do you really think that if I had a knife I would use it on anyone other than myself?"

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"I don't think you did," she says with perfect sincerity.

(This is mostly because nobody including Doctor Aarons can see how Valentine possibly could have committed the relevant murders and Inaaya's hypothesis space is somewhat wider than most people's, rather than because Inaaya has strong beliefs one way or the other about whether she'd commit suicide immediately if given an opportunity, but like, it's still true.)

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"I am glad someone besides Roby agrees.

"Someday," she says very quietly, "he will bring Carcosa, and I will be somewhere else."

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Oh, he feels so mean about planning to tell Dr Aarons that Roby might be an auditory witness, if she's that keen on Carcosa. But it'll be important for solving a murder, so--

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...someday Inaaya's going to get her Joan to the dreamlands, and when she figures out how she'll tell Valentine Donovan too. In the meantime, she looks over at William Jing and Sal, and bites her tongue.

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"Mr. Jing?" Dr. Aarons says.

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"You might want to talk to Roby more about what happened last night. --or the police should talk to him, whichever you think would work best. There's a good chance he heard something."

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"The walls are quite well soundproofed."

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He would rather not reveal the fact there's a hole, but investigating a murder takes priority. "I don't know which of them dug it out, or if it was dug out at all-- but there's a hole between the walls. Valentine showed us. Said they talked. They didn't talk about anything important, I don't think, but-- if whatever happened in that room made a sound, Roby could have heard."

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"Oh, goodness. We'll have to have that sealed up. And we're going to have to tighten up security in general... Perhaps Miss Donovan should be kept in a straightjacket."

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"She's pretty convinced someone else came in to do it, but-- her believing that does not necessarily makes it true." He feels like a bit of a cad, being the person who might be why she's in a straightjacket, but its better than her murdering people while convinced the devil's doing it.

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"I'm afraid it's a projection of her own guilt. I don't like being Freudian, but I don't think it has to be... it's easier for everyone to pretend something horrible is someone else's fault. And the psychotic has more options than most to do that."

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"It still raises questions of where the knife comes from-- but you're the doctor here. Your guess is going to be easily better than mine."

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"She's fiendishly clever. Her intelligence quotient was the highest I've ever tested in this hospital. Certainly brighter than I. If only she'd decided to turn it to a good purpose..."

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"You can be the smartest person in the world, but you couldn't pluck a knife from thin air. --Sorry, I don't mean to judge your security. Just playing, ah, devil's advocate."

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"You can pluck it from somewhere I don't know how to detect. Any system is beatable. --If she were less intelligent it would be better for her. I don't like it, leaving someone in a straightjacket for their entire life... but I can't have her murdering people, and she can beat the best security measures I come up with."

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"It's very unfortunate."

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"Did you find out anything useful? Nurse Price said you could, quite literally, speak her language."

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"She seems to honestly believe the devil did it-- a devil that appeared human, if that helps. She wants to die. The only reason she has to live is because Roby has convinced her he can bring about 'Carcosa'."

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He frowns. "And I'm going to be taking away even that last hope. --I hate this."

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"Things would be so much easier if you never had to do things like this." (He aims for a tone of sympathy. He maybe sounds a little like he speaks from experience.)

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He shakes his head. "All I wanted to do was help. And I can help, but it's-- I'm sorry. You don't want me to burden you with this."

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"No, I understand. And I imagine you don't get to talk about this with other people often. I understand-- the difficulty of having to be quiet about these sorts of things."

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He nods. "No one else cares. The other people who run asylums, they think the patients deserve it, or they're-- crazy so they don't matter, it doesn't matter that they suffer-- What Miss Donovan deserves is treatment so that she can leave here and marry happily and have children and never be a danger to anyone around her ever again. What she deserves is to be able to decide whenever she likes to see the sun."

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"It's awful. Seeing the suffering and then having to make it happen because there isn't another choice. --or at least, not another moral one. I'd say Donovan is lucky to have a doctor who-- at least knows what he is doing to her. And tries to limit the harm where he can."

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"I... try to comfort myself with that."

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He smiles sympathetically. "It's a cold comfort, unfortunately."

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"It is just enough comfort to keep me from quitting and spending the rest of my life listening to wealthy women's concern about their neurasthenia."

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"At least you've got your retirement planned."

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He sighs. "I suppose if she's talking to Roby that explains one puzzling thing about her case."

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"Would you mind if I was curious about it?"

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"She claimed that the devil was, or perhaps was an agent of, Shub-Niggurath. Which is a name I've heard from Roby but from no one else. Apparently Shub-Niggurath is an obscure British fertility god, I looked it up. I thought that perhaps she'd read about it somewhere."

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"...that does sound like something Roby would talk about. It's nice to be able to help solve one mystery, at least."

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Meanwhile--

Well, that was certainly an interaction, which happened. It doesn't really feel to Inaaya like she learned much? She has most of the same uncertainty as she did before but with more vivid imagery. (This is transparently-even-to-herself an attempt to stop being upset and angry about a miserable person who is more than likely going to live the rest of her life in a cold, tiny room with a barred window, seeing horrible things and having nobody believe her while they talk about how she deserves to die not for the crime of murder but for the crime of loving wrong. It isn't actually working very well.)

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Sal considers Inaaya. Looks away. Studies the wall. Steps in closer to her, somewhere off to her side. Barely above a whisper: "The Dreamlands, is it."

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"......is what."

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"I'm collecting arcane and cryptic statements. What are the Dreamlands, are they relevant to everything else."

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"....moderate but not super compelling evidence for them being relevant, some weak evidence against, I'm not sure whether I'm just pattern matching, and if I try to explain it it will sound extremely stupid."

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"If you're lucky it'll only be the fifth dumbest-sounding conversation I've had in the past two days."

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"..............fair."

"So, some people, not everyone and I don't know how many but some, and almost all children, have dreams that take place in consistent locations over time. There are some common themes-- enormous and heartbreakingly beautiful architecture, things in general are-- sized more universe-scale than human-scale? If that makes any sense? I haven't explained this to anyone except my Joan before--"

"And it's a real place. I don't know how to get there from the waking world but I know it can be done, and the things you learn there carry over, that one I tested, I learned math in my dreams and checked it when I was awake to see if it still worked, and-- this is going to sound even dumber and I want you to know that I know how dumb it sounds."

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"Well, I can't really disprove the claim that some children dream of breathtaking architecture and mathematics. I'd expect a massive amount of selection bias, seeing as I'm an engineer. And it's not as though I can remember whether my own dreams were consistent back then."

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She laughs, a little. "Okay so the incredibly dumb part is that specifically cats can go to the Dreamlands whenever they want and they have a spoken language and you can learn it and I have. I recognize how stupid this sounds, it's a claim I'm willing to back up if you want to find a street cat later today, and Nessa Clapper knows it and I have no idea how she knows it."

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"...You know what? That's testable. There is a coherent thing you've claimed to know how to do, and you have a way to provide evidence you can do it. Just for that I would rank this only the fourth-dumbest conversation I've had since we got here, and if you can prove it you'll be better than Terrence. Lovely job."

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"......thank you, I think."

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By coincidence, a stray cat is sunning itself not too far from where Sal and Inaaya are.

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Are they testing this now? Yeah, okay, they're testing this now.

"Hi!" Inaaya says, in Cat.

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"Hello," the cat says. "I want scritches."

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"And you can certainly have them. Do you mind if I relay a few questions from my friend here while I'm doing that?"

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"He should learn to speak Cat," the cat says.

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"Indeed he should but alas, most people don't have the time in the day to do that as well as all the other things they should. So he has to rely on me."

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"Meowing extensively at them isn't much proof," Sal says (in a human tongue).

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"Yes, I know, I'm explaining to her why we're doing this," she says to Sal, in English. "Do you have any specific questions you want answered."

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"...What would I know that the cat knows and you don't. I could... hold fingers up behind my back? Can cats count?"

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"Cats can count."

Cats can do calculus. Cats can publish papers on the calculus they can do. All of these things sound wildly and incredibly dumb. Everything she's said so far sounds wildly and incredibly dumb and it seems to be working out?? Still she's keeping those sentences to herself.

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"Tell her that I don't believe you can speak Cat, and you want to prove that you're right and I'm wrong, so I'm going to stand with my back to her and hold up fingers behind my back, and if you can successfully communicate with each other about the number of fingers, then I will concede victory."

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To the cat, in Cat, "He doesn't believe Cat is a real language and I want to prove he's wrong and we're right, so he's going to stand with his back to you and hold up a number of fingers behind his back and I'm going to ask you how many. I recognize that this is a very silly human thing which you have no particular reason to put up with, I will pay you in milk and/or fish."

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The cat looks like she is about to object that this is offensive to feline dignity, but is mollified by the suggestion of fish. "All right."

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"She agreed," she tells Sal.

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Sal arranges himself as stated. He holds up 3 fingers, then 1, then 4, then none at all, pausing between each one to let the cat communicate the number and Inaaya translate the answer.

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The cat communicates the answers!

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And Inaaya successfully translates them!

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The odds of getting all 4 of those right just by guessing are rather low. He did his best to block off ways of cheating. ...It's just that the conclusion is so ridiculous.

He walks a reasonable distance away from the cat. "Tell her that I believe you now, I'm sorry for the inconvenience, and if she likes I can make it up to her by petting her if she comes up to me."

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To the cat: "He says that be believes us now, he is very sorry for the affront to your dignity inherent in this experiment, and if want you can go up to him and he'll pet you about it in addition to the fish from me."

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"All right," the cat says, and presents herself for petting.

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Well, since he first made it so he was the less convenient person to run over to, and Inaaya's clearly on friendlier terms, the fact that this happened anyways is more weak evidence of something.

He pets the cat.

Arcane cryptic nonsense feels a lot more bullshit when it's happening in front of you.

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Well, when it's happening in front of you it's not nearly as arcane and cryptic, now is it.

Once the cat has been scritched to her satisfaction Inaaya makes good on her promise of fish, and then says, to Sal, "...so, I... don't make a habit of telling people about this, and I'd really rather not have this conversation with Oscar or William if I can help it."

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"Are you sure you're not just psychic?" he blurts out. "Clairvoyance isn't much less fake but at least I've heard of it before. Basically everything you've got here is mysterious knowledge."

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"--oh I'm also separately psychic, that's how I knew I should be testing the Dreamlands thing in the first place. Not clairvoyance though. I think it's called psychometry, I can pick up impressions from objects I touch. That's another thing I don't make a habit of telling people. On account of how it sounds incredibly fake and bullshit."

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"Okay honestly even in light of that I am putting decent odds on you having clairvoyant dreams that seem like a place. Maybe slightly smaller odds than I'd put on you actually, what, astral projecting to a real place while you're asleep. Both of which are much higher than they were 30 minutes ago. Why are you psychic. What. Am I going to have to start believing half the stuff Nessa Clapper said to me."

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"Excellent question! I don't have an answer! I'm looking for one but everywhere in London that claims to have an answer keeps turning out to be a scam, including myself!"

"And honestly I'm just believing what Nessa Clapper said at least for now, insofar as anything she said had information in it which is a big insofar, because she knows I speak Cat and I know people with psychic powers exist and I don't see how she could possibly have known that about me any other way?"

"...I was going to say 'but you didn't have the experience of walking into the room and the stranger who'd asked to meet you immediately blurted out secret information she couldn't possibly have had, so that's less compelling for you,' except actually I think maybe you did? I won't ask about the Violet thing you don't have to tell me."

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"...Thank you."

"Hmm. You just said yourself that you're one kind of psychic but not another, right? You're not omniscient. And knowing some things doesn't mean she's not wrong about other things. Just because she's right that you speak Cat doesn't mean she isn't lying or mistaken about the future, or -- whatever the other world stuff was."

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"I mean, I have no reason to believe that she's lying, and if someone says a lot of absurd things and all the verifiable ones are true then that's reason to believe that she isn't? It's not conclusive evidence, necessarily, but it's evidence."

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"If nothing else if she can predict the stock market by all rights she should be an eccentric rich person somewhere, not holed up in here. From what we were told beforehand I get the impression she's only here because she's choosing to be, and I can't see why she'd choose this if she had much better options."

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"Even if that's true, which it might be because I have no idea how stock markets work, it still seems like weaker evidence against than the knowing I speak Cat is evidence for? I'm not treating her as an unquestionable voice of truth, or anything, just-- strong evidence."

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"I just think predicting the future sounds much less likely than knowing any of the other stuff. But we're not going to reach conclusions like this anyway. I found out psychic abilities existed during this conversation, I don't know anything about them. Do you suppose William's done talking to that doctor by now?"

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"Probably."

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That evening, Jing Yi has yet another dream.

He sees some kind of winged thing. His brain has a hard time processing what kind of creature it could even be: it is a little bit like a crow, a little bit like an ant, a little bit like a mole, a little bit like a buzzard, a little bit like a vampire bat, a little bit like a rotting human, and quite a lot like none of those at all. It has webbed feet and membranous wings, and moves gracelessly, like it was born to travel through something else.

It squats down over what he recognizes to be a still-living person. It begins to methodically remove the victim’s insides, sorting them by some system which only makes sense to itself. The thing seems like nothing so much as a child playing, separating their blocks by color then by size, except that the blocks are a person’s still-beating heart. It seems to reach some sort of stopping point, and makes a ghastly scream; he wakes with the sound ringing in his ears.

This is getting ridiculous. It has to be this room, somehow. Initially, in his terrified and sleep-blurred state, he is convinced the room is cursed, but after waking up a bit more, he draws the much more logical conclusion that this building must have a serious carbon monoxide problem.

Why does he keep ending up in places with carbon monoxide.