Kalars writes back; she has his utmost sympathy, but if she doesn't want a visit he doesn't need to be there for his own sake.
Raney doesn't write back; she just turns up the next day, dwarf caiman familiar tucked under her arm.
She wants to meet her son-in-law.
"Your mother is here. Help," he says.
Raney smiles in a friendly sort of way but does not verbally opine on the loveliness of the meeting. "It's been too long since I've seen my girl, how are you, Iobel? Is Cricket quite recovered?" The hug ends; Raney crouches to give the kitty scritches, about which he is quite enthusiastic.
"Not hexed, Mom, just - thoughtful. I can walk through walls now. I have another section on my ideal teleport done. Four more, estimated, and then I can start deciding what to prune so I have a usable teleport. I'm stuck again on the immortality hex, I ordered a book on some of the medical stuff that should be here in a few weeks."
"I'll probably actually want to revise your perception spell. It's good, but it wrecks a lot of detail. And I don't think you're trying to hold me here. I don't think I'd have to charge up one spell to walk out free and clear, all right? I have fully integrated that information."
"Oh, I know, but what if I hadn't liked Nimmen, nobody else would ever get to hear her singing and she wouldn't know what any of her foods taste like and she'd only sleep all the time and couldn't even talk to me anymore at this point, and it would be such a waste."
He shares a quick conversation with her, then adds, "If I hadn't of wanted it, she wouldn't have even asked me to become a spellbinder."
"Cricket wanted out, but I think mostly because we work so well together; if he'd gotten anybody but me I think he would have preferred to nap forever. But I'm sure there are some familiars that want out - or for that matter that want their sleep - and don't get it. I think about it sometimes but don't have a good systematic solution for it."
"I mean, I can also understand people not choosing to add the risk of unmaking when they can just skip it. If they have no head for spells, don't like the animal's company, and don't feel like laying their - self, if not quite their life, on the line to allow another entity that will be unavoidably somewhat dependent. But it would be nice if there were fewer lost opportunities that could have worked out nicely."
Edarial snickers. "She's quite quiet. I've taught her some things in Marlese, but she doesn't tend to use them. Zevros's handiwork came up because it's been eventful and she's felt the urge to defend me. I would describe her as incredibly thoughtful, and patient. She sort of withholds opinions on most things and people until long after she's introduced, or after something drastic happens. She took a while to decide that she liked me, but once she did she hasn't wavered in it since."
"I have one that freezes water, in, not arbitrary quantities, but potentially large ones. With the right sort of boat you could turn it into an icebox for at least medium-sized journeys, longer if there were waystations with spellbinders between the starting and ending points."
Edarial thinks that if there is an appropriate time to compliment Iobel on her good looks, now is not it. It will possibly never be it, considering the circumstances of their wedding. He expects that she doesn't feel anything in particular towards him except a business transaction for a smart reason. So, he'll just hold off on making it anything more than it is.
"It took me until just a few months ago to work out a spell that cured my childhood clumsiness. I very much doubt I ever would have grown out of it otherwise. Trying to learn to swordfight before that would probably have gotten me maimed if not killed; I suppose since then it would just annoy me."
"Yes. Yes you are. Except for the honesty, and the selflessness, and the altruism, and the intellect, and the - you know what, you just got your traits from a magical star-child, congrats. You are half star. It wasn't mom that gave you the hair, that's fucking starlight."
"If we weren't king and queen, no one would care if we changed them for a wedding, but we are, so we're bogged down in tradition," he explains.
"It looks to me like they're trying to use a lot of posts of wood to prop up a lake. They're going to tremendous amounts of labor to give their beliefs somewhere to sit and they fall through anyway. I have vague memories of hearing that the Crown funds churches, can we stop?"
She starts ticking off fingers.
"One or both of us can get to work on inventing a spell for magic-based conception. Failure mode - dead-end of magical research is possible and could take a long time to be obvious. If someone notices and can't keep their mouth shut, it could become awkward to prove parentage. And I don't think the very first test case of completely unprecedented conception magic should be the heir to the throne, just in case it introduces unforeseen problems of some kind.
"We can just do it the way the general population presumably expects us to, but while I have my emotions under control I don't know about what yours are doing and I'm pretty clear that you're not even abstractly interested, so - failure mode: no, we actually can't, maybe.
"I can start - looking for somebody who at least marginally resembles you to have an affair with. Failure mode: I don't find anybody, which seems likely because it's not like I had a boyfriend before and I'm not immediately turning up any possibilities from people I have met even if I lower my personal standards; also, there is a risk of critical failure of discretion somewhere along the line, which could lead to the civil war sort of problem that has you so concerned. Outing your parentage would be less problematic because at least you do in fact have royal blood, but that's not the case if I'm revealed to have produced an illegitimate pretender to the throne, as it were.
"And fourth, we obtain some unrelated child from somewhere that will not miss them and pretend they are your secret bastard recently deprived of their mother, how sad and mildly embarrassing, and that meanwhile I am publicly tragically sterile and willing to take this waif into my heart, aren't I sweet. As a variant I suppose you could also actually father a bastard with someone you find more appealing than me if there is anyone, but Zevros seems convinced you're asexual, so. Failure mode is again the problem with discretion. And also I suppose if I am going to be tragically sterile I had better be exceedingly careful not to actually fall pregnant at any point in time, but I imagine that part I can do."
"We can stall on having to get around to most of these if I announce the occasional tragic miscarriage, but people will start getting agitated if there's more than a couple of those.
"And of course in any of these cases I would want thorough agreement on the forthcoming parenting of the child in question, because your personal examples are terrible, the stakes are high, and in three cases of four it would be my baby and in the other it would still be unacceptable to ill-treat some dubiously sourced infant just because their alternatives involve being relatively neglected and may not be dramatically better."
"I am not planning on taking child-rearing advice from either of my parents, and would not be planning to try to cut you out of raising a child. Whether it's actually our child by blood or not doesn't matter. If we say it is our child I would prefer we treat him or her like it and - give the child the best chance at life possible," he replies, because that part of it is easiest to answer.
Then, the next part that should probably be addressed before anything else - "Also, I am not asexual. Zevros does not know me as well as he thinks he does." Awkward pause. "I am not interested in sex with someone that I do not have a - proper relationship with."
Edarial tilts his head, then asks, "What do you mean by 'not even abstractly interested'?"
"A proper relationship meaning what? And - I have commented at least once on being convinced that you weren't attracted to me, I suspected that much even before Zevros spread his apparent misinformation. This as opposed to it being the case that you might have been more - inclined, if I were not a walking reminder of unpleasantness."
Another awkward pause. "I - am... Somewhat attracted to you. If you were wondering. You are attractive, at least superficially, but I am not going to try to - you seemed like you hated me. So I was not going to bother you."
"Er. Well, that's sort of a problem, because I don't have any idea. There is a reason why Zevros thinks I'm asexual - I haven't been with anyone before. If you want me to guess - decent sense of humor, good conversation, actual chemistry, similar values... That kind of thing? But it could be inaccurate, I don't know."
"Option one is viable, though I don't think we should rely on it overmuch and I am a little - disturbed by experimenting on what would be our child. If it were a proven method that I knew worked, yes, we should go with that, that lets us have an heir without issue. But it's not proven, so I am skeptical."
He conspicuously skips option two.
"Option three I have no problem with, aside from worry about something happening to the child if its lineage were outed. If the other options aren't viable, we should try it, but when thinking about creating a new life, I am extremely concerned about - that new life's welfare.
"Option four I can do but I think I like it the least of them all - the child would grow up with the stigma of being a bastard. I don't want to inflict that on an innocent life for the sake of convenience."
Pause. "... Option two is probably physically possible. If we try it, though, I would at least want to make an effort beforehand in seeing if there is anything to us besides being able to run a kingdom efficiently together." He then fidgets.
"I have nothing nonclinical to go on," she points. "I'm assuming you know more about political instability and what will and won't exacerbate it than I do or I might produce an opinion on that basis. But how am I supposed to know how much I might like someone with whom I might have an extramarital affair before having met him, or whatever? All the options are potentially acceptable."