I know, right? Hearts are great. 

Oh cool! 

I feel like I'm maybe supposed to do a reality test handshake here? But honestly if this is just a prank or what have ya they deserve to get to make me do a cyoa at this point ^^

That's a trip. uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

I kinda wanna just dry run my thoughts out? I feel like it might be hard to - make this work, otherwise, and the first draft is - important to me, I thinkkkk.

I'm totally an isekai roulette kinda girl - in principle I think it's strictly noninferior to the other options, right, in that you could go to those places through isekai roulette? Probably there's some quibble to that but I don't think it super duper matters. 

Oh. Okay yeah I should probably say more about - what i am and what i want, here? 

This feels like the sorta thing where that would help, more than just sorta skimming through everything and giving you a draft and working from there

I really really like being pretty? And I feel on some level like I should be as pretty as I can be, right, since the option is just... right there in front of me, and more pretty is good! 

I... idk, I feel like that's not quite right. 

I want to be - as pretty as I can for someone, yeah? Or - m'ybe it's more about... being pretty 'cause that's what I'm like, you know? And I kind of like the idea of at least being able to have a domme that's prettier and sexier then me. So... penciling a hundred ships in, I guess? 

I don't nesscarily mind having super duper sparkly shiny eyes? Those can be fun! I'm just not sure I'm comfortable with that degree of - perspective focus, and I don't feel like it's. supposed to be the point of looking at me? Put a pin in that, for now. 

I'm gayme for most of these, though, assuming the budget doesn't bind too too tightly... at 70 though I'm not that worried. Having fancy hair is fun, having a technically excellent voice is great, a being the sort of proper buxom babe that has an impractical body is kinda my vibe. 

Strength isn't that that thaaaaaaaat important to me - and I get ideal human strength from just hollow leg, right? 

right, so that's a skip. 

Lightfoot 's a cool! I like being graceful - even if most of the part that's important to me is the delicate or sensual stuff, I guess? might make sense to do something more focused, but that's plausibly a keeper. 

Dressing room is sparkles! Or sparkley, however you wanna render that. 

Pocket dimension and undressing room might be fun, honestly - it's the sort of thing that I don't think that you really fully appreciate 'til you take it and start looking for things to do w/ it, and being a fancy little servant girl who always has things on hand is a spicyfun idea!

Oo. Okay yeah that's a must take there - not needin' the loo means more time having fun, and being unclean is a painnnnn. At least assuming that it's conservative enough about fun predicaments ^^

I could go without a signature scent, but also I like scentkink stuff and passing it does feel at least like a misdemeanor, if not a 'crime'. 

starstuff is fun but I don't feel like I have enough context about like... powers and stuff that I'd want? It's like a decent power system and it would be a crime not to have at least one, but that's the sorta thing that feels bonus weighable, you know? And not just something that you wanna judge by how much your heart wants it or how much utility it has. the clothing stuff probably has a lot more of that, anyway

names are whatever - I'm not that picky. and being pokeable around my magic is like idk, on some level the cost of doing business in a world w/ magic? Idk what you're even like, doing there if you're not gonna be moveable by it. 

oh huh. No (physical) consequence drugs are kinda fun, but it's like video games, y'know? Like, on some level the reason why you're doing it is 'cause your life isn't interesting enough on the base level? It's defensible but nyaaaaaa

You could 1000% talk me into taking breathe easy and warmhearted - I like just... exploring, kinda? Or at least like... facing the world in front of me without having to be scared, really. Being afraid sometimes is v. fun! 

But it's also like... meow. The sort of thing that means that you're skipping out on some things that are like. 

supposed to be there, sorta? But that's not to say that I couldn't manage that properly w/ a bit of work. 

oo.

This is fun! Your list is good and you are good.

A forest from a fire is a must must must. It's sort of the - essence of service, bottled and distilled, in my head? 

like

it's - 'you get to be a good girl' wrapped in a bow.

that's great 

like you, and your list! 

presumably

honestly it's a bit of a shame that looks like you natively can't take both it and just a little longer, but c'est la vie

fight powers are weirddddddddd. 

uh

honestly first instinct is to put a pin in the whole thing and just skip past it for now

and I'm doing a first instinct run so 

skip!

now i'm wondering how that skydiving example works with warmhearted, but that's not like thattt relevant to the case for or against

uhhhhhhh. m'ybe? I think I'll put it into the 'you could talk me into this' camp

uhhhhhh. 

I think I kink too much on horny nervousness to take this, but I could totally be validly self-modified into enjoying that. not that that's like, the goal or anything, but

but also just yikes, you know? 

Probably you do, given the lack of any particular reason to expect this is like that unique for you, on priors

Oh huh huh huh. 

Lotsa possibilities w/ the soundtrack perks. I hate hate certain kindsa undery and overstimmy things, and just... 

- It's hard to explain but that sounds a bit like heaven, to me? Being able to listen in on things while shutting out the world, being able to bask with that sorta extra - sense of touch and place having something to accompany you into the hard things or just amp up the whole experience? It's a kinda of PC-y power but like... I don't know! I feel like it's the sort of thing that ought to still be fair game, even if I'm not the biggest girl in the room - having some sorta 'cosmic awareness' shtick as music or a scent or what have you is funnnnnnn

not sold sold on it but like, I'm probationally gayme

for the money stuff... 

Being rich is like, also fun, but also like, a dumb thing to have be your thing. It's not quite as bad as being a gamer, but like... the happiest people are too busy being happy to spend that much more than a normal person, and the richest people are too busy being even richerer or like, making decisions spending money to be happy. the former doesn't super duper apply to an extra ultra super special magic fiat power but the latter does? 

That being said I like definitely not being like, a financial burden? Just sort of being a self-keeping kat, which implies the first level and like maybe theoretically the second

powers! 

these are like, the definitive thing to have, I feel and sound v. v. fun! 

at min we're doing dragon elf fairy witch and anything you can do

snowglobe I don't feel like I need need, but like it's so easy for a universe w/ that sort of thing to have anyone who's anyone having that? And idk, I want to be someone, still? 

that bobbles around a bit, but like it's a good thing to have, probably? so tentatively yes? 

omniglot is fine. idk it's not that inspiring to me? and magic usually makes translation easy

but meow

unleash the magic feels at least a lil like something for completionist bozos 

I like me a completionist bozo! '

but that's probably like not me me

soulbound is cute. I wonder if you could do some sort of like, inverted version where if you feel like you're owned, then that applies? I don't even know if that like, makes sense or if that's just a weird alien sex thing that doesn't count to you but m e o w! 

pin in it

awwh

the personal space perks are good proteccion but not a me thing

inner world could be fun, but I'm not like sure that's not just a "You could talk me into it" thing so that's the bin it goes into, and inner housekeeping is nahhh. Feel like fundamentally the like, important thing is the ability to just - go on, y'know? and everything else is lagnaippe

which makes these hard 

uh

idk! I probably want my mind read and my will violated more often than the average person? But I want it to be like, a fight, y'know? And idk, there's too much in life to do for a perma bad end to like make any sense. 

I guessssss you could convince me to take all of these for it? But meow that seems sad

or arguably it's just a point vampire but m e o w! 

You're the adjudicator and I am allowed to be p o u t y 

i hope :3

oh you really are a good

I feel like a lot of cyoas could be improved by including stuff like this, tbh. so many just sort of give you a sufficiently large mountain of powers or narrative conventions semi-implicitly woven into the text when you can just not be a coward and give the people what they like

actually want? 

So yeah needless to say this is tree(3)% in the final build

small blessings is good too 

though idk, I feel like - 

there's a certain - surrender or somethin' that I like that's... more than quite what that allows? Even w/ it gets better as table stakes I feel like...

part of the point of getting run over like i like is that they always have the power to make it worse, if that makes any sense? that there's always something that could make it brutaller or reset the count to you being a coherent thing again, or something like that

which isn't to say it's not like, technically workable with a v. weird line, but I duwanna do that, if I can do a different thing instead, just instinctively? 

fate stuff...

idk

As long as I can get cool powers and be a good girl at my problems... 

I don't nesscarily mind if fate or whatever says it was all for naught, besides the stuff that was addressed by it gets better. i don't want that to be my job, kinda? 

never sure if that makes sense but

this power list feels like it wants to be kinda accomodating for things that don't make normal sense so

yeah

mysterious allure seems good but! 

I think... 

in my ideal life I'm like. 

the second most interesting girl in the room? so that's not nesscarily like, quite it either? uh 

save that thought for later

beauty efflugent is fun. not totally 10k% sure that that's right right but I do want to bite into it like bacon and nab it for my plate, so that's close enough for me to pen it in if I can get something there working? 

ooh. 

yeah let's take that. 

I've always wanted to be a bit more of an evangelist but it's genuinely like really hard for that to... work work, and it makes me feel like 'm... in a good and steady place, y'know? 

awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww

this is v. cute. 

This is probably like...

meow! 

It's weird? 

I feel like this would be a major fixture of my second best life, but not my like. best best one? I want to be - loyal in a way that makes this maybe not feel quite right, like my reins are held and the world is in it's place, from that? but I'm also just a horny lil switch who wants to let loose and enjoy things and blabber and bounce all over from that. 

mma have to review stuff here but for now gonna put it relatively high up the priority list to show that that's sorta - cherished, 'cause that feels right

disney princess is whack

I'm not that big an animal person? At least in the generalized like zookeepery sense, but being just conspiciously amiable is v. cute. 

A lot of these don't like super duper particularizedly call out to me? Except the tattoos thing, actually - I like being properly... marked, and having tattoos means that I'm a properly stylized slut, sorta? 

call it the tattoo stuff, and like could be convinced to do puppies everywhere pocket monsters, what have you

cotton candy is neat, though I think it's a bit much? I feel like as described it's kinda... against the diligent care of things? Which isn't to say I like mind that genre, but I feel mildly bleh thinking about like, actively paying for it

musical number is kinda expensive and makes soundtrack less like, internal? Tho again like I don't have anything against musicalverses, they just sound sorta exhausting af. Though m'ybe that's a bit different w/ angelic tones and all? 

...aww.

I feel like when I was a smol I would have wanted these so so very much. 

I don't know how that fits in with everything else, though? that's something heavy and not super a first pass questionnn

- I don't think I natively support the rest of these, though, and I feel like the tattoo companion is the sort of thing that is supposed to be about like... being bound and being me, not... the will of someone else, if that makes sense? so not that

Friendship stuff is wonky... 

I mean all of these could be nice? 

cuddle buddies and quality time are probably the most important and rest are ehhh could do

meow! 

Agree to agree is... 

woof

I could maybe like it but I feel like it's the kinda power that most of the people I'd want to have power over me wouldn't want to have? so that's probably enough reason to toss it

oo lemme nab backchannel. it's maybe a bit cheating but like c'monnnnnn

I get to treat a lil as a treat, and probably there's plenty of situations where it's not the most feasible to do the whole ritual there that I wouldn't get to cheat w/ 

The rest of the backchannel line... 

idk nya! Don't feel em

I'd probably enjoy having them if they were free tho, but it's easier to feel like these are cheating too so

Ooo

being sexy secretary teachery is always fun. nabbing!

more magic doesn't seem worth going full completionist bozo

oooooo okay huh!

Let's get the whole hog of the love interest tree before I get guilty about itttt

!!!

Okay yeah that's also going straight to the tippy toppy of the list. Gigaharems are ~great~

awww. 

that's sweet. 

I hope it works even if you aren't feeling the love for yourself. 

honestly it's always been a dream of mine to do a 24/7 relationshippy thing but I like... also have all of the salient features of a person who wants things for herself in like the normal operation of girl.exe? probably going to take a bunch of time to get this right but...

thank you

I feel like if with a powerset this generous, if i'm not like, inviting a fight I'm doing something wrong? and like yeah! bring it on, fuckers. teaching magic powers is plenty for dealing with that and all

fixing people is good civ. I'm not sure if it' like that that me but it seems sweet and opens up a lot of things as less just like - wastes of time? Nothing wrong with getting your rapedungeon hours in but wanna get a bit more out of it then my jollies

don't have that strong an opinion between the two v.s 

these powers are v. sweet

I feel like the polyculey things that I picture myself in are - denser and more integrated then would make that that that good? and idk I feel like just sparking a sufficiently friendly magic system is arguably like enough? 

inspirational makes me daydreamy gooey tho, so...~

yeah! taking I think, assuming that it's not too attaccy about 'hurting' in approvedy ways

true love's kiss is awwh and eternal lover is great. like tecccchnically I feel like ressurecty things are an obvious way for things to get better sometimes, and that probably at least like, sometimes happens? and there are magic things that you can do in some systems for ressurections, even probably in situations where it normally wouldn't be achievable 'cause of how the teaching works? there's like maybe some sorta world where I get to just do that w/out this? but it's still like plausibleish. 

the rescuer sounds like a big ass hard job thing? so mraa nah

i'm not that that worried about missing people so skip that

oo sex powers!!

Having rapebabies is rather clunky bad, even w/ something like the i can perks so nabbing the 'good time' v. 

all of the sex powers are good, but I think... freedom from expectations is on imma go for? loosening things up and being able to just be horny is the important part, not the execution or the look 'f it

uhhhh maybe? I like being good at fucking but picking up that kind of skillz should be pretty easy so is definitely an option to skip. pin on that

honestly part of the fun of monsterfucking is it not working? Kinda leaning not, actually, which is suprising! 

ooh. But there's just the way you like it which is so good!! 

That is going to be a struggle

also also if I wanna be leaning into the loosening thing I really really wanna get opening up and maybe also reaching out so

shortlisting those at least...? 

not even that sure about the diff between those

Oo fated lovers! 

Eminently nabbleable

friends are for losers with lower sex drives :p

but like more seriously nya! Idk, being able to do arbitrarily many social relationships w/ time enough for love is enough for me on that front

and yeah nya responsibility is too important to me for a good chunk of these

and other people's style isn't that important to me, nor is incarnationy stuff or what have you

honestly feel a bit - filled up on perks? so might be a bit more dismissive now

not sure if that's like, a good thing or not but nya

severance feels like it's just worse not like other girls - big thing is not judginess, not... that there's something tracked that I like mindd

alternatives to fights are fine but meow! Idk, that's still just... weird and not that natural or like something that I ought to have? worth considering to have on hand as a thing to do tho if end up having pts to spare. and i don't mind fights - could probably reasonably readily enjoy 'em

Idk I don't care that that much about that sort of - reputational thing or navigatey stuff, as long as I'm not like... reliably personally judged? 

so that means like...

maybe theoretically undiplomatic immunity but rest are skips? 

oh but also people crushing on me is fun ^^

so adding that to the 'talkable into' list at least. plus could see it being good for priestessing and easing things up, if we're doing that

woo! 

Biiiiiiiig cyoay perk list with lotta tasty things to nom and nab up

thassall the perks. Gonna probably need a good deal of drawbacks for all this...

moar spirit-chosen is good in my books 

and makes the dream work is super duper me gender

I feel like I don't want to take things that just flat out turn off so much of what I'm doing? so nyo 

and yeah no 'm keeping my senses in reasonable orderrr. 

great responsibility is probably too unsexy to take unforunately. But maybe, actually? Soundboard probably like mostly works for it... 

I feel like there's probably some thing that could make that work, but that's not like a prospect I'm that excited for

don't have anything like that in mind for a single perfect flaw? It could be pretty fine tho

green with envy is like moderately tempting but like nooooooooo down girl

you ruin them isn't like that tempting

Jilted lovers tho... honestly I could see it, if they can break up w/ me w/out issue and have fix it and all? 

think not doing they'll know - don't want to erode the... 'thisness' of the powers, just generally

Decorative should be free pts

even worse is like more sexy then anything tbh

uhhhhhh. 

I like stylistic freedom! You could theoretically talk me into signature style but meow

mmmmmn. 

- nah being professional is too important to me to take that, even if that's like a good predicament to be in sometimes

pff

I'm decently game for very distinctive - being just... me in that way can be kinda freeing. Stealth is still a good option to have tho

oh huh. 

I guess it's technically fine on points to do moodier ring and all the prereqs? Without the guarentee of blatantness it could be tolerable

but meow idk that seems like a fight and I duwanna fight this for now

And mark of the witch is free~

selective memory is free pts - a lot of these things are going to overlap a good bit. like idk, forgetting the about one of the openness to experience perks or whatever is def pretty whatever, and that's like, fixable with it gets better right

the drawbacky disclaimer was reasonably clear on that I think

I'm def theoretically bulliable into taking the veil - only real reason have not to is that I really don't want to spend a second not being aware that I have it gets better that I don't have to.

ooh sure painted veil is also free points - being a bit different or having a bonus extra backstory is sparkly

I don't need to go home ever? idk it's also just the sort of thing that sounds fun to cheese, and gives some bonus room for weird memory play things

Oh! that does kinda recontextualize things for that. pin on that

eeeeeeeeeeee!!!

These are great

dramatic damsel is crazy me-gender and love is a battlefield seems fine, especially since on some level it doesn't work on my 'offenses'? Like if I'm taking all of these redemption perks it's like fiiine. uh. I hope it works fine if like, they want to fight the fullness of the defenses, tho, but proooooooooobably that still works fine? 

bonus lover lore about my powers is fun sure

keys to the heart is sweet and soft, kinda? Feel like it might take too much minding tho

hot commodity and get rich quick are good too

really the whole edifice of 'em I'm game for and having them have control of the aesthetics is funhot too so! 

woo okay that's a bit of a relief - was worried 'd hit a bit of a pt wall for getting the stuff I want

uhh

the crazy train is probably a bit too much loss of control just sort of as a... default thing? 

really don't want to touch those too too much outside of the context of damsel shit so skipping over a good section here

special friend is whack but not for me

and yeah no not realisming at all

uhhhhhhh

lemme compress it all into a binary y/n - thoughts and notes there are kind of scattered

probably this is skipping through a lot, but a lot of the time the point of having a note isn't to like... have it be legible for later, as it is to make your brain stop making excuses to just like, not think about it, y'know? 

there we go

- go ahead and do me, honestly? I want this to just - be my choice, yeah? Or I guess theoretically the choice of some sort of godomina retroactively metanarratively puppeting me, but same difference. 

I'm sure there's a better build out there somewhere, but you can change stuff up, yeah? I just... want to live a good and sexy life and be a good girl, and that's what - this is trying to be, more than anything? It's okay if I don't do the best, I'm just... offering myself up, at the best I can offer, for now. 

so. 

yeah.

beam me up, scotty