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Tarinda in Velgarth
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Tarinda tumbles through hard vacuum for a split second while spaceship safety mechanisms deploy around her and then she, without her airbubble but with her clothes and her swords and her pocketful of candy, tumbles instead through soft air and lands on firm earth.

She wasn't expecting any of this and kips up and whirls around to get a look at the place.

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She appears to be in the middle of a flat grassland plain, stretching almost as far as the eye can see. In one direction, off in the distance, there's a sort of hump on the horizon, like a stubby melted spire. The grass is damp, some new growth is just coming in; there are still a few patches of receding snow nearby. 

There's a disturbance off in the opposite direction. Distant hoofbeats. 

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Huh. Okay. All else being equal she will break into a jog spireward. If nothing else she can climb it for a better view.

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The spire is a pretty long way off, apparently, and therefore must be very big; it's not getting appreciably closer. 

The hoofbeats are drawing nearer. 

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She glances hoovesward occasionally in case she can see what's up with that yet but continues heading for the spire.

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It's now apparent that the hoofbeats belong to horses, with riders on their backs; they're in a knot of around a dozen, and are definitely headed for her location. It's still hard to see much else in the way of detail. 

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Oh, if they're coming to her she'll stop and wait politely to meet them, then! She waves with her whole right arm.

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They're very fast horses. They draw near enough that she can make out a little more detail - colourful clothing, dark hair in braids flying in the wind–

–and then one of them is brandishing a bow, and seconds later an arrow whizzes past her, two yards to her left. Someone shouts something, in a language she doesn't understand, and suddenly more of them have bows out. 

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Um.

"I DID NOT MEAN TO INTERFERE WITH YOUR SETPIECE, I'M SORRY," she hollers. But she is really not sure right at this moment that it's a setpiece.

She would like to run away but she will be less able to dodge the arrows if she can't see them aimed and see them flying.

When they do not seem to find her shouting mollifying she takes a deep breath, draws a sword, and runs toward them, not quite at sprinting horse speed but much faster than a human should be able to manage.

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They seem very briefly confused and then they fan out and keep galloping toward her. 

It seems like the first arrow was deliberately aimed to miss her, because the second one flies dead-on toward her centre of mass. 

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That's what the sword is for. She swats the bolt out of the air. "I'D REALLY RATHER NOT DO THIS RIGHT NOW! TURN ON YOUR SPIRIT GUIDES SO WE CAN TALK PLEASE!"

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There are some returned shouts, still in the language she doesn't understand, and no spirit guides are apparent. The half a dozen riders in the middle are slowing while the others on both sides gallop around to circle her.

They're close enough now for facial expressions to be visible; the people look very angry. It's a mix of about three-quarters men and a quarter women, all young and fit-looking, most armed with bows; several also have swords. 

One of them, maybe the leader, shouts some more incomprehensible things in a demanding voice. 

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"I CAN'T UNDERSTAND THAT," she yells in three consecutive languages.

She's going to assume they can't either and her next idea is... charge the nearest rider, flip directly over his horse's head, kick him in the shoulder to knock him from the saddle, land on the horse herself, and try to wheel the horse the fuck out of there.

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They are not expecting that at ALL and the rider does not successfully react in time to do anything about being kicked out of his own saddle. 

The others react fast enough after that, though, taking chase after her. They're spread out enough that some are ahead of her no matter which direction she runs, and gallop to try to cut her off; they're all extremely good riders, and on good terms with their horses. Her horse, on the other hand, seemed confused and offended by this turn of events and tries to buck her off. 

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She is not bucked off but she is not a horse-whisperer. She apologizes mentally to the horse while trying to kick it into a run.

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The horse is not really having this. Instead it's trying to yank its head around and go check on its fallen rider. Who seems to be fine and is scrambling up.

The other riders have cooperative horses and have now circled up tightly around her. They look even more upset. 

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Fucking fine then. She will hop off the horse and brandish her sword some more and holler.

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Four or five arrows are fired at once from different directions, all with very good aim. 

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Swat swat dodge swat and she's going to start cutting bowstrings, sword flashing very close to people's faces in a few cases but never grazing skin.

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Someone vaults down from their horse in order to engage her directly with their sword. They're pretty fast, but human-level fast. 

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Then soon she will have TWO swords! She is not appreciably hampered by dual-wielding.

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These people are now going from 'angry' to 'alarmed and concerned' and backing off a bit. Arrows have stopped flying. They've still got her surrounded though. 

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She will try all three of her languages again and then start cycling through more, a bit more haltingly.

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There are awkward stares of incomprehension. None of the people seem to have any idea what to do about her. 

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She will attempt to gesture a couple of them apart to let her pass.

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They do not seem very keen to do this! 

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And then there's a voice in her head. It's not exactly speaking a language she understands, but it sort of brings the concepts along anyway. 

:Can everyone please consider calming down for five minutes while we catch up: 

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:????? I would love for everyone to calm down! These people started shooting at me out of nowhere!:

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A slightly nonplussed pause. :How did you get this far onto the Plains without being stopped sooner? The Shin'a'in attack any outsiders - well, ones who show up uninvited: 

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:I don't know how I got here and till you told me didn't know where here was:

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Puzzled silence. 

:Well, stay put, we'll be there any minute: 

There are more hoofbeats in the distance, coming nearer. Slightly different-sounding ones. 

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The people surrounding her seem a bit calmer, though still uneasy. 

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Tarinda is still looking and listening very carefully in case anybody tries anything.

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They do not. 

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And then some new strangers arrive. Both on horseback; their horses are snow-white, with blue eyes - oddly humanlike eyes, in fact, more forward-facing than usual for horses, their skulls are larger too. The riders, a very young woman and a man who looks to be in his early thirties except for his entirely silver hair, are both dressed in white as well.

:So: the voice in her head says again, not unkindly. :You're not sure how you got here? Well, where are you from?: 

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:Mars. I'm increasingly confident you won't have heard of it, I don't think the language they were speaking is even related to any spoken there:

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:I haven't heard of it, no. Is that a country?:

...It's slowly becoming apparent, based on which of the new arrivals is making eye contact with her, that the mental voice is coming from one of the horses. The mare that the silver-haired man is riding, more specifically. 

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:It's a planet. Can you get them to let me out of their circle? - are you a horse person? Are their horses also people?:

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Mental chuckle. :I'm a person. So is Rolan: She gestures with her muzzle at the taller stallion that the girl is riding. :Shin'a'in horses are unusually smart, for horses, but they're not people. I'm Yfandes, by the way: 

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:Tarinda. Any joy on me getting out of here without having to kick more people?:

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:Give Rolan a minute to talk them down. It'll be fine. They're just, er, worked up, because of the part where a stranger somehow got a hundred miles onto the Plains without their seeing it, and also the part where you're apparently terrifyingly good at fighting?: 

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The girl is giving her an impressed look. 

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:I don't usually fight people who are actually trying to kill me and could not have guaranteed in advance that it would be the same skillset as fighting for show but apparently it's close enough:

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:I don't think Van or Dara will be able to talk to you as easily if we don't share a language, but I can relay: Yfandes says. :Dara wants to know what sort of training you had. Er, that's not an urgent question, it can wait until we've gotten you out of the circle of glaring Shin'a'in warriors: 

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The glaring is lessening, though. There's still palpable tension but they're slowly relaxing. 

Finally, the man who seems to be the leader barks something, gesturing, and the various riders peel off, opening up the circle. 

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:I can pick up the language if they talk enough: She steps out of the circle cautiously towards the white horse people, still carrying her sword. She drops the one she took off the rider.

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No one makes a move to retrieve it yet, but they let her go. Watching carefully. 

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:Do you, er, have any idea how to get home?: Yfandes asks her. :I'm guessing not. If you somehow got here from another planet. Did you...fall out of the sky...?:

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:I did fall out of the sky but I wasn't in the sky above a planet like this, so I think whatever got me here is related to the problem I had with my spaceship:

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:Spaceship? ...Never mind, we can ask all the questions in order. Want to camp with us tonight?: 

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:Unless there's civilization I can get to without being shot at within like fifty miles. If there's that I wanna think about it:

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:Not really, no. We're about a hundred miles from Kata'shin'a'in and the border with Jkatha, which is the nearest civilization that won't be very alarmed by a stranger wandering around. The four of us have permission to be here, though, and we're headed that way anyway, so you'd be welcome to travel with us: 

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:Okay, thanks, I appreciate that:

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:Er, want to take turns riding double with one of the Heralds? Companions are pretty fast, we'll have to slow down a lot for you to keep up on foot: 

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:Yeah, that sounds fine. Which one?:

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:Why don't you ride with Dara on Rolan first? Then we can switch when we stop for lunch: 

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:Okay:

She hops up onto the less talkative horseperson.

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Rolan's rider smiles and waves and says something which is presumably a greeting.

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:Welcome to Velgarth, I suppose: the girl's stallion says, in Tarinda's head. 

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:Thanks. I can learn the language. Uh, I'm sort of good at that in sort of the same way I'm good at fighting actually but I do have to hear words and sentences and it'll be fastest if you translate for me:

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The two Heralds can talk out loud while their respective Companions relay in Mindspeech, then. 

"Do you have questions?" Dara says. 

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:What's the planet called. Uh, and does anyone do precision manufacture:

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"Oh, sorry, the whole world is called Velgarth, when that would even come up which isn't often. We're in the Dhorisha Plains right now, next to Jkatha. Vanyel and I are from Valdemar, which is - a couple of kingdoms north of here, Rethwellan's in the middle. Er, I don't know what that thing is." She squints. The direct-concepts-transmission part of Mindspeech is a bit lossy when a language doesn't even have a word for something. "Making things that are very small? Very well-made?" 

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:Both:

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"There are craftspeople who specialize in jewelry?" 

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"Why do you ask?" the man says, curiously. 

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:Jewelry's not the right thing. I need to make something we have where I'm from that I don't think you have here:

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"Huh, what? Oh, is it a way to get back to your world?" 

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:Well, I hope so! Among other things:

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"I have to admit, I'm now very curious." 

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:When you're good enough at making small things very precisely you can build machines that think, and I know how to make a really smart one, smarter than the one I have in me right now that's working on the language:

She's been whispering almost inaudibly to herself whenever she gets a translation of what's said from the Companions.

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"Oh, that's really neat, you built something that learns languages?" 

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"You can what?" Vanyel says over her. 

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:I'm kind of full of machines! Some of it is biology but it's like, artificial biology. - I also have natural biology but the added stuff is a mix of machines and biology. But anyway some of the added stuff is the kind that can think and it's going to learn the language and guess what I might want to say so I can say it, once you've given it enough words. But I don't have enough of the machinery to hold the really complicated really smart one, and I think you don't have one here, and you should:

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"I - um..." Vanyel is blinking rapidly. "What does the really smart one do? I, er, I feel like building a very smart thinking machine might have a lot of implications and maybe you should ask people first." 

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:I'm not going to build a random one! I have the code for the right kind written by the one we have back home stored in Page - that's what I named my one. Obviously you don't want a random one! We had a close call with that!:

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"What do you mean by 'right' one? Who - built the first one, that you're wanting to copy here? What did they build it to do?" 

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Dara still looks politely curious and a bit baffled by Vanyel's reaction. 

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:Uh, someone kind of idiotically made it really easy to make new ones and there were a lot, hundreds got made before one managed to shut that down, and then they all had a weird fight and some of them merged into each other and most of them died and the one left at the end was a good one and everything's great. I have the code for it and it'll make everything good:

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Vanyel does not exactly look less alarmed. "I, um, maybe want to hear a lot more about that before I would be non-terrified about this plan. Was it just by luck that the one left at the end was good? Can you define 'good' a bit more - what does it actually do in the world?" 

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:It wasn't totally luck, there was a guy who was purposefully seeding the field with as many variants on not-a-disaster as he possibly could and he happened to be in space at the time so he got a bunch of them out before any of the ones who didn't like that could interfere. The one who almost won would have been different but probably also okay. But it was an uncomfortable amount luck. Uh, it does post-scarcity, and coincidence management so you never run into people who are going to be bad to run into, and it does researchy stuff, and it maintains ecologies, and it writes software like Page - I usually turn Page off actually but I turned it on here because this is not really a situation where I want less help -:

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Nod. 

"I...appreciate you wanting to build that here. It sounds like it would be really good if it worked. I'm - going to have a lot of questions and need a lot more unpacking of all that before I would feel comfortable helping with it, though. It sounds like a very, very big deal. And like maybe it was really good in your world but - I don't know if ours is different enough that it wouldn't be good anymore..." Shrug. "Though I imagine it'd take a while to get the resources you need anyway." 

He looks like he wants to say more but is being very indecisive about it and holding back. 

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:Also it makes everyone immortal. I think that's kind of urgent:

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Vanyel freezes. Yfandes stops in midstride as well. "What." 

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:We're all immortal. - uh, I don't actually know if that's understood to be good here, there was philosophical disagreement historically, it does let people go into stasis if they want or if they want pending certain conditions, I got my girlfriend out of stasis by kinda going on a quest to fulfill all her conditions -:

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"I - no - I mean, I think it's good. Just. Kind of - a lot. I think I need a while to absorb how weird this is and then I'll have more questions." 

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"I could tell you things about this world?" Dara offers helpfully, when Vanyel stays silent another ten seconds. 

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:That would be great!:

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It's a big enough topic that Dara isn't sure well to start. "Hmm. Vanyel and I are from Valdemar. It's a kingdom that was founded about eight hundred years ago. We're Heralds, which means that we were Chosen by our Companions," she pats Rolans neck, "and they have soulbonds with us. Heralds usually have Gifts. Does your world have Gifts? Um, like Mindspeech, that's how the Companions are talking to you. I have Mindspeech too but not strong enough to talk to people who don't also have it." 

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:We don't have those! They sound cool:

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"They are! Vanyel has a whole lot of them. I just have Mindspeech and Foresight, which means I sometimes have dreams about the future - er, there's different kinds, I have long-range, usually months or years in the future. Short range is more on the scale of minutes." 

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:Is that how you ran into me, did you see me coming?:

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"Not me, but Rolan and Yfandes have a weird sort of Foresight, all Companions do, so they had a - feeling, that something was going on, and Vanyel used Farsight to check it out. That's roughly what it sounds like, you can look at things from whatever perspective wherever you want, up to - I think Van's range is two hundred miles?" 

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:Wow, that sounds neat. We've got machines that do that but not a speck of magic:

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"Farsight is really useful! Vanyel is also a mage, which is - sort of the most general kind of Gift, you can do all sorts of things if you learn how. Lights, make barriers that keep your camp warm, Gates to travel long distances instantly, wards to sense attacks coming - lots and lots of fighting magic, Van's very good at setting things on fire–"

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"What? You are." 

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:Gosh. My main hobby is, uh, pretend fighting, most people from my world would not have landed with a sword, and we sometimes have special effects to mimic magic we just made up, but it's still all technological:

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"Ooooh! So you do a lot of fighting practice?" Dara lights up. "Can we spar? Um, not now, I mean tonight when we camp. And you might have to go easy on me. Apparently you're ridiculously fast. I had a spirit warrior come spar with me every night for a while before we went to the Tower, but then we got trapped underground for months and I'm kind of out of practice." 

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"We can spar!" says Tarinda, this time out loud. "And I can go easy." :I'm used to making it look like whoever the script says is better is better even if that's not true:

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"Did you learn that much Valdemaran this quickly! Or, er, I guess your machine did. That's really impressive. What do you mean, script? We don't normally spar with a script." 

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"It's quick!" :I usually spar with a script, but the fights themselves are improvised, the script usually just says who wins. Maybe specifies that at some point I have to wreck a chandelier or jump out a window or whatever:

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"Huh, neat, that sounds different but sort of fun. Anyway, what else do you have questions about so far? I could finish going down the list of Vanyel's Gifts - he's the most powerful person in Valdemar, it's why he's a hero with songs about him." 

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"Dara can you not." 

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:I don't need the songs but knowing what all the Gifts are sounds like it might be important. Not his in particular, just in general:

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"All right. We covered mage-gift, Mindspeech, Farsight, and Foresight. There's also Fetching, which is moving objects around with your mind - either instantly from one place to another, or just moving normally but without touching them. Healing lets you heal people. Vanyel technically has it but barely. Empathy is like Mindspeech but for emotions. Bardic is...sort of like the projective half of Empathy, but specifically using music? It sounds weird put that way but it's a thing, there's a whole Collegium for Bards in Haven. That's our capital city, sorry." 

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:Wow, interesting. We have what's called 'smart music' where the machines invent it to suit a context but it's not magic, it's just really fun:

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Vanyel glances over, intrigued. "That sounds fascinating." 

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:When Page has more language it'll whip something up for you if you want and I can read it off, I can sightread well enough:

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"I would like that." 

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After a few beats, Dara goes on. "Trying to remember which Gifts I'm missing. Firestarting is - what it sounds like, it just starts fires. That's it for Gifts Vanyel has, it's most of them but there are a few more. Mindhealing fixes problems with people's minds, I don't know much about it. There's Animal Mindspeech that can talk to animals. Maybe a few more really rare ones?" 

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:Wow, what do animals say?:

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"I read a book on it once. Mindspeech is a bit of a misnomer because animals don't think in words. Animal Mindspeakers can read their thoughts - which depending on the animal can be mostly just senses and instincts, or closer to what we'd recognize as thoughts - and can tell them to do things, with practice. I don't know what the animals think is happening, whether they hear a voice in their head like we would or if it's something different. Anyway. Birds see more colours than us! An Animal Mindspeaker figured that out. And dogs can hear much higher-pitched sounds than humans can." 

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"They can!"

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“Did you figure that out with machines in your world?”

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:With science but I don't think specifically so much machines:

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"Ooh, what other things have you figured out with science in your world?" 

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Vanyel is quiet, but keeps glancing at her, looking thoughtful and maybe a bit worried. 

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:How to build all the machines, and what all the matter in the world is made of, and how light and sound and heat and stuff like that work, and where species come from, and why weather does stuff, all kindsa things:

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"Oh! Why does weather work the way it does? I wonder if it's the same here. We can do magic on the weather - well, mages can - and it's affected by nodes and ley-lines and such even when no one's doing magic on it. I don't think we understand it perfectly because sometimes weather magic doesn't work or does a weird different thing you weren't expecting." 

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:We don't have nodes or ley-lines so the explanation Page can feed me won't be accurate to here! I can read it off anyway if you want but I do not actually know that much science myself, I'd just be transmitting what it tells me:

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"I'm still curious to hear it!" 

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Then Tarinda can chatter about weather in between asking for more vocabulary for Page to chew. :Also it can see through my eyes if you have any books I can flip through:

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"Some. We can stop a little early tonight and do that, if you like." 

It's into the afternoon now, and they've just arrived at a well. It's sitting in the middle of a sea of grass, with no particular structures around it, though the remains of campsites are visible. Vanyel suggests they stop, eat some lunch, and Tarinda can swap to riding with him on Yfandes. 

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:I need to eat a lot on a timescale of like a week, because some of my added stuff runs on calories, but I can do with less for a few days if you're on short rations, I know you weren't expecting me. Oh, also, I have candy in my pocket:

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"The rations we have are very boring but if you don't mind travel-bread and pease porridge we have lots!" Dara says brightly. "I think twice as much as we thought we'd need to get to Jkatha. It makes me nervous not having enough food with us." 

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:I'm not picky, sometimes for a long time I'll eat historically accurate food because I'm trying to set an atmosphere for some piece I'm doing and it's that sort of thing:

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Vanyel hands her a fairly generous portion of very dense hard bread, and some sort of meat jerky, and a little bit of dried apple. He refills his waterskin from the well and offers it to her. 

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She chows down. "Thanks!"

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Dara is quiet for a bit while they're focused on eating, then keeps asking questions. What does their science know about how trees work? She's always been really curious about trees and how they manage to grow so big.  

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Tarinda can explain trees! She doesn't know if they have all the same kinds here but the general tree concept was evolved more than once on the planet her people are from, it's a good concept.

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Trees are a good concept! 

After humans and Companions have both had some food and water (they're carrying grain for the Companions, since there isn't yet very much spring-growth grass for them to graze on, and they have a portable water trough that Dara fills from the well), they mount and keep going, this time with Tarinda up behind Vanyel.

Dara keeps asking questions. It doesn't seem like she's going to run out of questions anytime soon. She's onto geography now. Does Tarinda's world have lots of little kingdoms, like theirs, or one big empire, or something else? 

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:There are lots of countries, kind of? Uh, some of the things that make countries important aren't things any more. They often can't collect taxes or go to war or enforce laws, or at least they can't do those things in any situations where the people they're doing it to aren't happy about it, because those people can always be like, 'hey Sing, actually I'm kind of done with this whole country thing, I don't want them to take my stuff or shove a weapon in my hands or put me in jail' and Sing will - not directly, it almost never directly talks to people, but it'll be like 'yeah then they can't do that'. So countries sort of exist but they exist a lot less. On Earth there's more country stuff because there were already people there during the Quiet War. On Mars we're a lot more self-conscious of them being kind of made up and it's all for fun and people wouldn't keep seriously doing country stuff if anything else came up. Like, I'm friends with a Martian Lord, and this just mostly means that he thinks it's tremendous fun to dress up in fancy clothes and pretend to be evil and bossy, and there's a chunk of Mars nobody else was using when he decided he wanted to do that, because when we're playing through a story we sometimes need an evil lord for a villain in the story so I can swordfight him. But like, then we have an afterparty and whoever he was dangling over his shark tank will be laughing, right, it's all for fun:

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Dara is finding it mindbendingly hard to wrap her head around that! "That's so strange! Is...everything...like that? People playing pretend with things that used to be real but now they aren't anymore because of - I guess Sing is the very very smart machine who won against all the others?" 

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:Yeah, that's Sing! It's kind of a pun in the language it's from, it has other names in other languages but I like to call it Sing. Not everything is pretend though, that's just kind of how my hobby shakes out. My job isn't pretend, when I'm working - and I mentioned my girlfriend? She was really depressed around the time of the Quiet War and one of the smart machines, they're called AIs, was letting people get frozen because a smart enough machine can get people back from frozen. And she wrote a little note to anybody in the future who might want to unfreeze her and she wanted a bunch of stuff to all be taken care of so she wouldn't have to deal with it. So I ran around and dealt with all of it for her and made the world one she'd want to be in and woke her up. That was real:

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Vanyel, in front of her, tenses up slightly. She can't see his face, of course, but Dara notices the flash of longing followed by resignation-disappointment, and gives him a concerned look. Neither of them says anything. 

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:Are you okay? I usually have Page help me make sure not to say anything insensitive when I'm working with people who lived before Sing but it needs more words:

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"...Van, can I tell her? I think we should tell her." 

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"I don't - think - even what Sing is could - fix it," Vanyel says dully. "But. Sure. If you want." 

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Dara takes a deep breath. "Van had a lifebonded partner who died a long time ago. Probably your world doesn't have lifebonds? It's - sort of like how our Companions bond to us, but - even more - people usually don't survive if their lifebonded dies. He's still very sad about it. But probably even Sing can't bring someone back from the dead." 

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:Not unless they're frozen. Not yet. There's a couple things it's still working on that we don't know if it'll ever crack. I'm sorry:

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"No, it's all right," Vanyel says tonelessly. "You don't need to be sorry." 

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:It's not okay for people to be dead! That's why I need to build a Sing here as soon as possible!:

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Vanyel doesn’t answer. 

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“How long did it take in your world for people to figure out how to make things precisely enough that you could make a Sing?”

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“I assume it’d take you less time to show us how,” Vanyel says. His voice is still flat. “Since you have a smart machine that knows all the relevant facts. Assuming that things even work similarly enough here. It sounds pretty different if you don’t have Gifts and magic at all.”

(The existence of another world should...probably feel more surprising and significant than it does right now. Mostly he feels tired and confused.)

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:Page still works, so I can probably build something that will hold Sing, but it could be complicated some way and will definitely take a long time if nobody is already doing precision manufacture:

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Vanyel nods. He still seems deep in thought about something. 

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Dara cheerfully keeps asking random questions about science - does their science know why there are different kinds of rocks? What do they know about animal species? Do they know things about the ocean? (Dara has heard of the ocean but it's quite a lot of kingdoms away and she expects never to see it in her lifetime.) 

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Tarinda knows about rocks and animals and oceans, or Page does. She gradually speaks more in Valdemaran as she gets more vocabulary to feed Page. By dinnertime it has limited lyrics-writing capability and she can sing them smart music, tune shifting as she goes through its verses in response to what it can see of the audience through her eyes.

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That's really neat! Also unsettling. Vanyel is still feeling extremely discombobulated, and it shows on his face. 

He and Dara keep glancing at each other, too, exchanging Mindspeech-y looks while they set up camp. Rather than light a fire for warmth (there isn't exactly a lot of firewood in the endless plain), Vanyel just sticks a heat-spell under their cooking pot so Dara can make pease porridge for supper, with more dried apples and jerky on the side for variety. 

"I need to think about something," Vanyel says finally, once he's handed Tarinda her bowl. "I'm going to walk around. Dara, you keep her company?" 

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"'Course!" 

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Page has more vocabulary requests to fill the time if Dara is willing to pause science lessons.

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Dara is content to do vocabulary lessons instead! Once she's done eating she also starts setting up their tent. The sun is setting now. 

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Tarinda offers her a peanut candy.

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Oooh! Dara thinks it's delicious. They don't have anything that tastes like it here. 

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Vanyel doesn't wander back until after dark. He still looks very distant, lost in thought. 

"Tarinda, there are some things I should probably explain," he says. "Some - important context that I happen to know, about this world. Relevant if you want to build Sing here." 

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:However: Yfandes jumps in, nosing at her Chosen's hair, :it's late and we're all tired and it's probably not so urgent it can't wait for tomorrow? We're still at least a full day's ride from Jkatha anyway: 

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"...okay? Do you want a peanut candy, Vanyel?"

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"Um, sure." He takes one. "Oh! That's really good. Er, do you need us to lend you a blanket? I think I have an extra still." 

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"I won't freeze but if you have a spare I'd appreciate it."

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A spare blanket can be provided. It smells like horse. The air inside the tent is comfortably warm anyway, despite the dropping temperature outside. It’s going to be pretty cozy with all of them inside.

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Tarinda sleeps like a rock.

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This is pretty luck for her, because Vanyel is a very restless sleeper and occasionally whimpers or cries out in his sleep, though not very loud. 

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Dara wakes up first and starts putting together breakfast. 

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"Good morning! Do you want help?"

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"Sure!" Dara is in the middle of trying to light a very smoky fire from a pile of dry or at least drier grass that she's gathered and a hunk of dry-ish peat. She's got a small flame going and is blowing on it. "Want to put some oats in the pot with water for once I have this going?" 

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Tarinda can accomplish this.

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By the time Vanyel crawls out of the tent, yawning, there is oat porridge and Dara has also boiled water in a kettle and is making two different concoctions, one from some herbs set aside in a travel-mug and another in the kettle itself with the remaining water; she measures in some dark granules from a bag.

Very soon, a smell that is definitely coffee is wafting over them. 

"Want some chava?" Dara says cheerfully. "Van, not you, you gotta have your herbs first. That's the rule. Do they have chava in your world, Tarinda?" 

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"They have it but I don't need any, thanks!"

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"I don't like it that much either but Vanyel does." Dara starts filling bowls. 

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Vanyel downs his cup of mystery herb-tea, dumps out the soggy herbs at the bottom, and gives Dara a look; she serves him some chava. It's one of the styles of making it that leaves the grounds in. Vanyel lets the cup sit for a bit so they can settle and they gets to work on it. 

Halfway in, and with most of his breakfast gone, he finally seems awake enough to participate in a conversation. "All right. Think I owe you an explanation, but - it's going to be kind of complicated." 

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"And weird. Van's life is really weird." 

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"I'm listening. - okay, I'm reading, at this point, but I'm paying attention."

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Vanyel blinks, confused for a moment, then shrugs, not important. "Er, sorry, just trying to figure out where to even start. I guess in chronological order, but sorry if it's really confusing." He twists his hands together around the chava mug. "I started having a Foresight dream almost seventeen years ago, about fighting a powerful mage named Leareth who was invading from the north." 

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"Wow, yikes! Are those things reliable?"

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"I mean, they can sometimes be averted - and they're known to be confusing to interpret, but this one seemed pretty clear. Um. It gets weirder. At some point I was trying to learn lucid dreaming, from a book about controlling Foresight Gifts better, and I - it turned into a lucid dream and I said something off-script and then it turned out he was there too. And then we could have actual conversations. I don't think anyone's ever heard of Foresight working that way before." 

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"Gosh. Okay."

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"And - he told me - that he's immortal and almost two thousand years old and invading Valdemar was part of this master plan he had to fix a lot of problems in the world." 

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"Sounds, uh... Page doesn't know a word for it." :Megalomaniacal?:

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"Overconfident? I don't think we quite have a word corresponding to the thing you mean, but Yfandes knows what you mean. Anyway, Yfandes and the Groveborn - Rolan is the current Groveborn but it was Taver, at that point, he died five years ago - anyway they both had a bad feeling about me telling anyone else. So I kept it a secret. For...fifteen years of conversations, I guess." 

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"But you're telling me now and you met me yesterday."

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Vanyel glances over at Rolan, who's watching with piercing blue eyes. "Oh, it's not secret now. It came out last year. Long story and mostly not relevant. Um, I should back up. We were talking, for years, and he kept recommending me books and teaching me things and - trying to persuade me of his whole way of thinking about the world, I guess. Which is really weird, but - I think some of it makes sense, in the context of him being two thousand years old and actually knowing the answers to a lot of really hard questions. Not that that means he's right about everything, of course. I - learned a lot from him. He...must've known it would give me a better chance of killing him, me being - stronger, but he did it anyway. I think in hopes he could eventually convince me to cooperate with him, somehow, try to find a solution other than war. Which we weren't making progress on, because I didn't know the actual reason he wanted Valdemar. But we got onto the subject of gods in this world, and - various things they do that he disagrees with, and at least slightly has a point about." 

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"What do they do, anyway, we have fiction about gods but no real ones that do things so I don't think I should guess."

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"They're mostly pretty indirect. Vkandis intervened more obviously in a war we were having with a neighbouring kingdom five years ago - He was officially the god of that kingdom, Karse - but even then, it was only sending one of His avatars to the rightful heir to the throne and then doing a miracle after we'd already won a big battle the normal way, without help. We just finished learning more than we knew before about the Star-Eyed Goddess - She's the goddess of the Shin'a'in people here - and She did some more obvious miracles after there'd been a big disaster a couple thousand years ago, so their people survived, but She also demanded their service and their descendants' service forever. The Shin'a'in are still in a pact with Her to guard the Plains and keep strangers off, that's why they attacked you." 

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"I see."

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"Anyway." Vanyel takes a deep breath, lets it out. "Last year he decided he trusted me enough to share his actual plan. Which is to - make his own god. Since he thinks the other gods don't want things to change much, and he's of the opinion that a lot of the problems in the world - including people dying - are kind of unacceptable. That being said he is fine with killing people to achieve goals he thinks are justified. Also making a god in the first place would require killing millions of people for blood-magic. And would be terrifying if he did it wrong. And, um, all that's assuming he's even telling the truth about any of this. We went on this entire mission to learn more and I think he probably is but I'm still not sure. Anyway. He - claims to be trying to work on something similar to Sing, but with magic. So he would be inclined to help you if anyone is - I can try to pitch our King on it but I think he'll need a lot of time to absorb it and maybe be too confused and alarmed to consider it. Also Leareth would be able to get the setup you need faster than anyone else. The only problem is the part where he might be really evil." Shrug. "So I don't know what to tell you." 

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"- building Sing does not require killing any people," she hastens to clarify.

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"I thought you would probably have said something if it did! So that's an advantage. Also it might be faster since you already know all the steps and that they work. If he's telling the truth about his goals, then I think Leareth really, really doesn't want to kill more people. And would be really eager to help you make Sing instead, if you convinced him it was safe, which probably you can if, er, Page knows all the history on it." 

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"Page knows a lot. It may be missing bits for safety reasons but the Sing code is definitely legit."

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"Missing bits for safety reasons?" Dara says, confused.

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"To make sure nobody tries to build a superintelligence of their own and has it competing with Sing."

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"Given everything else you've said, that sounds like such an appallingly stupid idea, but I guess people sometimes do appallingly stupid things, so." 

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"Exactly. And Page doesn't report to Sing if I don't want it to, so it can't just tell on me if I start doing something stupid, so it can't have enough information to build anything superintelligent that isn't Sing."

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"That sounds like a sensible precaution, then." He's still kind of confused what she means about how it's implemented, but it otherwise makes sense. "Er, so I guess the question is - do you want me to tell him about you?" 

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"I guess that's a good question. I definitely want to get Sing up and running as fast as possible. Also it sounds like it might be really bad if he makes a mistake. Uh, maybe you could tell him you met someone with the same idea as him in progress, and not say that mine isn't magic, and see what he says about that. Then if I decide to just go really far away it won't be obvious when I start making things and selling them for money to invent more things with, that this is actually part of that."

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"I could do that. If you went far enough away he probably wouldn't find out and investigate– er, we think he has a really extensive spy network and he's interested in a lot more things than just making gods, if he heard someone were inventing a lot of non-magical things fast he'd be intrigued and want to know more about it." 

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"Good to know. There's oceans somewhere, I could maybe just get to another continent?"

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"I've never heard of another continent! I guess there might be one, though, it'd have to be really far away. Is one of the things Page knows how to make really good fast boats?" 

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"Yeah, I could figure that out. It'd still be risky since I can't control the weather."

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"Vanyel could!" 

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"Dara, I cannot go off on a boat trip across the goddamned ocean. Which is hundreds and hundreds of miles from here anyway." He glances apologetically at Tarinda. "I have no way of contacting Leareth before getting back to Valdemar anyway. My Foresight is blocked for, er, reasons. It's about a fortnight's journey but we can try to be efficient about it, and I can introduce you to the King too just in case he's enthusiastic about helping." 

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"Okay. Uh, what if he's not?"

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"He won't do anything to harm you or keep you from leaving Valdemar even if he disagrees, and if you do leave Valdemar he can't really do anything to prevent you working on it. I guess he could tell our allies not to help you but that'd be pretty extreme for him. He might try to talk you out of it." 

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"I guess," she says. "He's not going to talk me out of it though."

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"Figured not. Anyway. We should get going for the day. Want to ride with Dara again until we break for lunch?" 

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"Up to you guys, I'm easy."

She hops up on Rolan.

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Vanyel isn't very talkative for the rest of that day. 

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Dara more than makes up for this. 

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Then by the end of the day Page will be able to generate more interesting song lyrics.

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Dara thinks that is amazing and even Vanyel is drawn in by it.

They ride longer because some features are now popping into view on the previously featureless horizon. Drawing closer, they can eventually make out a very strange sort of city. A cluster of ancient-looking stone buildings, surrounded by a smallish number of absurdly colourful tents - not camping-style tents, but ones that look build to last a season. 

"Welcome to Kata'shin'a'in!" Dara says brightly. "It's way better in full summer, I wish we could stick around but it really doesn't make sense to." 

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"Oh, it's so neat! I love that one over there, in the purple."

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Dara squints at it. "I think that's Clan Pretera'sedrin - er, Clan of the Grass-cat in their language. We can ask to camp there if we want, everyone's incredibly friendly here, but they're probably still setting up so it might be rude to make them put up guests. I'll go find someone to ask where we can pitch our tent." She slips down from Rolan's back and runs off. 

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"I think we're lucky to be passing through in the off-season this time," Vanyel mutters. "It's so incredibly loud when all the clans are here. And dusty. Also summer is hot here." 

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"That sounds really uncomfortable, I'm sorry!"

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"Dara loved it, but I think she's more of a people person than I am." 

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Dara, in fact, takes a while to come back and show them a tent location because she gets distracted catching up with people she remembers from the previous summer. 

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"So, um, pending questions about our world? I wasn't totally keeping track of your conversation today and what Dara's filled you in on." 

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"Do you think magic could help make the hardware I need faster? I don't wanna have to spend a hundred years on it."

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"Is that what you think it'd take otherwise? Hmm. Maybe. You can do some kinds of metalwork and glasswork with magic - it's rarely worth it in Valdemar since we have so few mages and a lot more non-magical craftspeople, even if it takes them longer to make a given item, but sometimes for making something one-of-a-kind it's the most efficient." 

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"I don't know exactly how long it'd take, it'll depend on - mining and economics and stuff, I'm not Sing and neither is Page so I can't just start with building machines that do everything for me, right? I could do it all myself if I really had to but that would take so long to get all the stuff and make the tools to make the tools to make the tools to make the tools. Like - do you ever think about how when there were first people, there was, like, rocks and sticks and that was it? They made all their stuff using rocks and sticks, and then they had the second generation of tools, and then they could make the third generation, and now you have, like, what-all you have, but they started with rocks and it would be very annoying to do that over again even if you know it's possible. What-all you have is rocks compared to what Sing needs."

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Nod. "I never really thought of it that way before, but...you're right. Huh. Anyway, once we get back to Valdemar I can do a better job of showing you what kinds of work our artificers and craftspeople can do. But - I bet Leareth is way ahead. He is on most things." 

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"I'm kind of worried he's mostly ahead on magic and it could turn out it's not helpful but it'd sure help a lot to start with better rocks."

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"It hasn't been his main focus, obviously, but I bet he still knows more than anyone else in our world about non-magical science. He's recommended me some books in the past, although it was years ago and I don't have them with me and don't recall that many details." 

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"Science is about learning. I need a jump on building."

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"That makes sense. I think he'd still have a leg-up on Valdemar, but - hmm, if you give me a list of key questions, I can ask him when I next get the Foresight dream. Which won't be until sometime after we reach Valdemar so it's no hurry."  

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"It'll kind of give away that I'm not doing a magical project."

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"...Oh, right, fair. Well, I can show you the books I have already, some of them may be incidentally about building projects, although the only thing coming to mind off the top of my head is some aqueducts system he designed once, which isn't really the same kind of thing." 

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"It's really not."

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Dara gets back at this point, and gestures to a spot near the communal well where they can set up camp for the night. It's getting dark so they'll want to hurry. 

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Vanyel can give them a nice bright mage-light, actually, but he's also tired so hurrying seems good. 

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Tarinda can see in very dim light! But she will keep up.

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They get the camp set up and some strangers wander over from the purple tent to offer them cooked food, some sort of stew with meat chunks in it. Dara chatters to them in their native language, which Page doesn't know at all, but Vanyel just politely thanks them for the food and then sits down quietly to eat it before smushing himself against one wall of the tent to go to sleep. 

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Tarinda sleeps.

Page listens to people talking all night long and if there's enough night owls will have a tolerable grasp of the tongue by morning.

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There are! Some teenagers are up well after midnight, gossiping by the campfire. 

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The next morning's routine is similar, except that instead of cooking, Dara wanders back over to a different tent, catches up with friends there, and comes back with hot food and chava for Vanyel. 

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Om nom nom. "How many languages is Page gonna learn before we get where we're going?"

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"Depends how much they need to overhear? Jkatha and Rethwellan both have local languages, although they're closely related to each other, and then there's also the trade-tongue for this whole region." 

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"It picked up a fair amount overnight when I was sleeping, though not enough to have a serious conversation unless it happened to be very similar to the conversation the people it was listening to were having."

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"Hmm - Page will probably get basic conversational fluency in those three, then, though it depends a bit if we pay to stay in inns or camp, there'll be more people around talking in inns. Van, I think we should do that, we've got plenty of gold left and it's not like we're saving it for anything else at this point." 

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"I don't want to strain your budget, so not on my account."

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"No, it's not on your account - though I hope you don't mind sharing a room with us both, I'd rather not pay for two. We'll sleep better indoors and you won't have to endure my cooking." 

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"Sharing's fine. Even if you snore."

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"...I have nightmares sometimes," Vanyel admits, very sheepishly. "I'm likely to wake you at least once if we travel for a fortnight. It's not like that's better in a tent, though. Sorry." 

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"No, no, you won't wake me, Page's patched into my ears. If you're just yelling in your sleep and not saying something important I should wake up for, it'll cancel the sound for me."

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Dara gives her a look of startled envy. "Really? That's incredible." 

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"I could've really used it in Kata'shin'a'in last summer when they were playing the drums half the night." 

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Hop! "What kindsa things is your king gonna wanna know?" she wonders.

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"Hmm. I'm not entirely sure, but probably he's going to ask lots of questions about your intentions and goals in Valdemar. He may ask if you can do some helpful projects or something as goodwill before he's willing to dedicate a lot of resources. He's, er, likely going to be pretty alarmed about Sing and your world's history, mainly because last year he learned about Leareth's plan and it'll remind him. He'll ask a lot about that." Shrug. "I don't know." 

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"I feel like Sing having already been around a while and demonstrated that it works right, and also it not requiring anybody to die, are both pretty important!"

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"Yes, I know! I think it'll - sink in, and he'll at the very least think it's a better idea than Leareth's version. I do think it's - putting a lot of trust in one person and a world we've never seen and can't visit to check ourselves? And would need some time just for that reason. Hopefully not a lot of time - weeks, not years." 

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"I guess that's probably still faster."

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"I mean, if you get impatient with us you can just leave at that point, and be ahead because you know all the languages in the region. I can teach Page Hardornen too if you want, Van and I both speak it." 

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"That would be cool of you!"

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Then for the morning ride until lunch, Dara and Vanyel will talk to each other in Hardornen! They're both not as fluent in it as in their native language, and Vanyel seems a bit annoyed about it, but he complies. 

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That evening Tarinda reminds Dara that she wanted to spar.

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"Ooh, right! We should definitely do that. ...Actually, there is someone I wanted you to meet." 

She draws her sword. 

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:I was informed that I oughtn't speak to you because it might scare you: a woman's dusty voice says in her head. 

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"Whoa! Talking magic sword, cool."

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:I'm Need. Until recently I was mostly just a magic sword, because I was asleep, but we had some adventures and I woke up. And then these two nearly trapped me in the buried remains of an ancient mage's basement for the rest of time, but fortunately we made it out. I hope you don't consider it cheating for Dara to spar using me?: 

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:Gosh, I don't know, what advantages have you got?:

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:Well, I can defend her against magic, which isn't applicable, and heal her if she gets hurt, which had better not come up. I can give her better senses and reflexes than humans usually have, which I feel might be necessary because I'm told you're very fast: 

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:I am! And yeah, I won't hurt her. Let's play:

And out comes Tarinda's sword.

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Dara grins and wields Need. "Ready?" 

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"Mm-hm!"

Tarinda's very fast and very acrobatic. Her style is unfamiliar but it's clearly meant for flash and clang more than actually stabbing people.

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It takes some getting used to but it's a very fun way to spar, really! 

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Wheeee! Tarinda does a bunch of flips and jumping off nearby objects and rolling along the ground.

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Dara can't pick that up on the fly, but Need is a magic sword with superhuman reflexes who can take over Dara's body (with Dara allowing it) as soon as she's picked up some of it, and now Dara can ALSO do flips! 

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It's more fun that way! Tarinda can leave openings for Dara to flip in.

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Need can also help Dara not get tired too quickly, and pick up more tricks as they go. 

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Yfandes thinks this is very impressive and a lot of fun to watch!   

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Dara does get tired before Tarinda does. "All right - that was great - need a rest..." 

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"No problem. That was great, you'd be a good combat dancer!"

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"Oh, is that what that style is called?" 

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"The style is called Seventh Ring but the hobby is combat dance."

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"Oh! So it's - not really intended for actually fighting? I guess you probably don't need to do any fighting. If Sing solves all the problems in your world." 

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"Yeah, it would be so weird to get into a serious fight back home. I do sometimes injure people because we have healing stuff and some people don't mind! But yeah."

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"It turned out to work fine when you got in a fight with the Shin'a'in, though? That's honestly pretty impressive. They're supposed to be really good." 

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:Generally not recommended to pick fights with them. But I suppose you had no way of knowing that. And it turned out all right: 

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"They shot at me first! Then I was going to steal a horse and run away, I can't outrun a fast horse. The horse objected though."

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:Oh, yes, their horses are very clever and they're best friends with their riders, they wouldn't approve of being stolen: 

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"The Shin'a'in are a little excessive about guarding the Plains," Vanyel, still watching them, admits. "Though - knowing what we do now about what's underground, it makes more sense that their Goddess ordered that." 

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"Oh?"

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Vanyel glances at Dara, seems to think for a moment. "Can you promise that you are not going to go around telling anyone else about this?" 

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"Who would I tell? I'd... tell Sing I guess if it wanted to know?"

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Vanyel nods, slowly. "If we - do build Sing, and it's in fact a good idea and doesn't eat the world or something, that seems fine." He takes a deep breath. "The Shin'a'in guard the remains of Urtho's Tower. Urtho was a very powerful mage who lived eighteen hundred years ago - his tower was a hub of magical scholarship, his era was more advanced in magic they we are even now. He - got into a war. Er, with Ma'ar, who was the same person as Leareth, his first incarnation. Can tell you more about that after. Anyway, Urtho had for some reason built a lot of magical superweapons, in secret. One of them got set off right at the end of the war and caused the Cataclysm." 

He pauses for a moment. "...There are fifteen more. Still buried underground, in the basement of the tower which is somehow intact, the shields on it must've kept them from being set off too by all the magic flying around. I'm sure you can understand why it'd be really, really bad if more people knew that. I think even the Shin'a'in didn't know what they were guarding." 

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"Wow! Okay, yeah, I won't tell anyone but Sing."

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Vanyel nods. "Thank you. Anyway, the Star-Eyed Goddess ordered the Shin'a'in very firmly to keep outsiders off the Plains, using lethal force if necessary, and that's why they reacted the way they did when you turned up out of nowhere." 

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"I wish one of 'em had been telepathic enough to talk to me, I could've explained!"

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"Would've been really nice, right! I'm not sure how many of them are Mindspeakers. They outlaw all magic on the Plains - anyone born mage-gifted has to either become a shaman, or leave and go join the Tayledras, Gifts tend to correlate so probably they've got fewer Mindspeakers than us just because their Mindspeakers often leave as teenagers." 

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"So only the one kind of Gift is called 'magic'?"

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"I think it varies, but - yes, in a lot of places only mage-gift is considered true magic. The other Gifts are called mind-Gifts in Valdemar." 

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"Which is dumb because they're not all about minds," Dara points out. "Fetching shouldn't be a 'mind-Gift', I don't think." 

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"In Lineas they called everything magic, including Fetching. They had outlawed it even more thoroughly, though, so it might've just been that they didn't know much about there even being different kinds of Gift." 

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"Interesting! We use the word Page is translating as 'magic' for basically anything that isn't possible with just plain physics so all the Gifts would qualify but it can be more precise when it's feeding me lines if that's customary."

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"Oh, that makes sense - they are all magic, really. My theoretical understanding here is that the ones other than mage-gift are - more specific applications of magic, that are really good at some particular aspect but can't do any of the others. You can use a spell to communicate like Mindspeech, for example, it's just not as good and more tiring." 

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"Huh! Does that mean you could get it as good and not more tiring if you were doing it more exactly somehow?"

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"Maybe! I learned the communication spell from Leareth, actually. It wasn't a technique known in Valdemar. It's possible he taught me a less efficient version and he has a better one by now." 

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"...you can't use that to ask him about me though?"

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"I don't think so? Huh. So far I've only used it with people who I'd Mindspoken with before, or at least met face to face, so I recognize what their minds feel like. Mindspeech doesn't work in the dream with Leareth and I'm not sure it'd count as meeting him. Also he's on the other side of the Ice Walls Mountains north of Valdemar - probably, that's where we think he's preparing an army and all - and that's over a thousand miles away, which is out of range for me casting the spell." 

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"Oh well. It's just, you know, this is going to take a long time but every hour actually still matters..."

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Nod. "I know. I - really do want to help you do it faster." Sigh. "If my magic was working properly I could Gate us back." 

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"Why isn't it?"

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"I got really badly hurt in the Tower. That's why we were stuck there for a while, I was the only one who could Gate and I was out of commission." 

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Dara pats Need's hilt. "Need saved the day, eventually."   

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:Had to talk the bloody Scrollsworn into making an exception and using magic first: Need says dryly. :She rose to the occasion, though: 

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"And now you can Gate but not very far?"

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"Not sure I can at all, honestly. I haven't been pushing it much. Figured I would get back to Haven and then Savil can look at my channels and see what the issue is." Frown. "I'm not sure I can do the comms spell either. I could try it? Savil at least might be in range and she can maybe Gate us in from Rethwellan, though not from here, she needs to have been somewhere before to do it." 

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"- if you were stuck because of - oh, okay, I get it, sorry. I wish I could just fix you but all my healing stuff is typed for me in particular, it's even more specific than blood types. Also I don't have a needle to get any out so it'd be messy."

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"Huh! It's - inside your body? How does that work?" 

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"I could draw it if you want? If you have paper."

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Dara has paper! She would love to see drawings of how Tarinda's Healing works. 

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So Tarinda can draw schematics of her own body and comparisons of an unmodified body; she's full of pockets of this and that replacing some of her more obsolete parts including what she calls "salve" which does healing for her and is delivered wherever needed thusly.

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That is INCREDIBLY COOL and Dara has dozens of questions. 

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"We should head for the inn," Vanyel points out. "Unless we're camping after all tonight." 

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Tarinda will pack up her drawings and proceed innward.

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The inn can rent them a room with two beds in it, and there's a taproom with stew and ale being served and people having conversations in half a dozen different languages, though Jkathan and the trade-tongue dominate. 

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"Should somebody share? I can also sleep on the floor okay."

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"I don't mind sharing with Van." 

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"Okay. I can also share but whatever you're comfy with."

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Dara nods. "I might get more sleep if I share with you, if you're sure you don't mind. Van tosses and turns a lot - sorry, Van, you do though." 

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Vanyel makes a face at her, but doesn't say anything and tosses his bag down next to one of the beds. "I'm turning in early, I think. Long day." 

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"Fine by me," Tarinda tells Dara.

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So they can settle down for the night, Need on the floor at the foot of Dara and Tarinda's bed. 

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Vanyel yelps a few times in the middle of the night again, enough to wake Dara, but nothing that pings Page as important enough to wake Tarinda, so she can have an undisturbed sleep. 

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She sleeps very soundly! And pops up in the morning ready to go.

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Vanyel is not a morning person nowadays, and needs to gulp down his herb-tea and then his usual cup of chava before he's ready to hold a conversation, let alone pack up to ride out. They can be on the road by a couple of candlemarks after dawn, though. 

Jkatha is a lot wetter than the Plains, especially in spring. They are caught in a couple of brief but torrential downpours before lunch. 

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Tarinda braids her hair about it but is otherwise undaunted.

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Dara cheerfully asks more of her questions about Tarinda's body modifications and about body modifications in general back in her world. If they build Sing will everyone here be able to get them too? Dara would really like the ones that make Tarinda ridiculously fast and coordinated and good at dance-fighting. 

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Yes, everyone here who wants them can get them once Sing is running! It will need to build things before it can hand stuff out trivially so probably people who are currently old and stuff will get to go first but only by, like, a day or two.

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Neat! Dara is very in favour of building Sing at this point! 

The afternoon is sunnier and uneventful and the Companions can move pretty fast on paved roads, which Jkatha has, and so they can cover nearly fifty miles before sundown, more than halfway to the border with Rethwellan. 

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"What do I need to know about Rethwellan, since we'll be there tomorrow?"

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"They're prosperous and have lots of mages and lots of immigrants from other countries and they hate shaych people," Dara says cheerfully. "Er, shaych means being attracted to the same sex. It's literally against the law in Rethwellan." She glances over at Vanyel. "Shouldn't come up, Van doesn't usually sleep around except that one time at the Midsummer party in Kata'shin'a'in." 

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"Dara!" Vanyel turns bright red. 

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"Gosh, okay, I guess I'll pretend Cory's a boy if it comes up."

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"–Oh, right, you have a girlfriend. Is that considered pretty normal and fine in your world, then?" 

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"Sure. People used to be variable on it back when Cory was first alive? But not recently at least anywhere you'd normally go."

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"Oh, good! I hope Sing can make our world like that too. Most places aren't as bad as Rethwellan but I think parts of Valdemar still aren't great." 

They can rent a room at another inn and have a hot meal and share a room again for the night, and then get back on the road and ride for the Rethwellan border. 

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"I don't think Sing can do it directly, it doesn't mess with people's heads, but it can help you avoid people who're going to be bad about it and maybe it'll make sure they run into the most convincing arguments or something? I'm not sure, it doesn't talk much."

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"I'd been curious to hear more about Sing's strategies for changing things," Vanyel says. "If it mostly doesn't talk to you - which sounds like our gods, honestly - what is it actually doing in the background to make everything nice? I guess it can maybe just solve the problem of there being enough food and clothing and houses and all, and that by itself is a lot, but - I don't know, I think some people would find excuses to start wars anyway, how does it prevent that?" 

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"Uh, it can talk, my understanding of why it doesn't is that it sort of fundamentally cannot help but be really manipulative when it talks? Because it doesn't have person stuff going on underneath, it is not a person, and it thinks it's bad for people to spend time having conversations with something like that. But it can suggest things to spirit guides, there's that, and it can make lots of stuff so people can do whatever we wanna do, and also - hm - there's a soft metal Page doesn't have a word for, it's pale and bluish if you cut it but goes dark grey in the air, very heavy..."

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Dara frowns for a while, thinking. "Lead? Um, what does that have to do with things? We use it in building things, I think, I don't know that much about it." 

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"Well, it's poisonous. In small amounts it won't usually kill you but it does especially if you eat it as a kid make you more violent and impulsive and antisocial. Next time we stop I can draw you graphs of the crime rate and how much lead was being used in things at various times - there's an eighteen year delay for the kids to grow up and then - anyway, lead is really dramatic, which is why the graphs would be interesting, but if you're as smart as Sing a lot of things are like lead, and some of them don't have an eighteen year delay and some of them are really subtle so it doesn't make people feel manipulated if Sing changes them, and it can just find all those things and change every one of them, and then pay more attention to whatever's left and kind of micromanage it."

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"Huh. That's really interesting to know. Also seems hard to figure out - was it Sing who did or had people guessed before that?" 

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"We knew before, that's why the graphs are so dramatic, you can watch the crime rate go up and down depending on whether it was legal to burn stuff with lead in it to make machinery work eighteen years before or not."

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"Wow. Well, I don't think we burn lead so maybe we're not as badly off." 

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"I had wanted to ask - what are spirit guides? Is that the thing Page is?" 

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"Yeah. There's lots of names for them but I like 'spirit guide'."

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“What things do they do aside from knowing a lot and learning languages really fast?”

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"They make sure you never get lost and you can use them to talk to people far away and coordinate all your other machines and Page can show me books and sing me songs if I'm bored and stuff."

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“What would you usually have other machines doing?” 

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"Well, in my house I have machines shaped like little imaginary animals that do my cooking and cleaning, and sometimes I want a vehicle to fly to another part of Mars with..."

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"You have flying carriages?" 

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"Sure do!"

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"Everything you say about your world only makes me more jealous. Do you have machines to fix your clothes for you too?" 

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"I... don't actually know if they usually get fixed or just replaced, I just kind of never notice my clothes needing to be fixed unless I've indicated it's something I want to take care of myself because, like, I made it during a setpiece and know how and want to maintain it alone."

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"Gods! You and I are very different people. If I didn't have to fix my clothes I wouldn't go near a needle and thread ever again." 

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"She's already discovered she can make me do her mending." 

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"Hey, I do not make you, you offered." 

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"I don't do this a lot or anything but I have a belt like that and a cloak. I'm not wearing either one right now."

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"Are your other clothes, what, impossible to tear or damage and never wear out?" 

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"I don't think so? I mean, I know they can be damaged some, occasionally you wanna be able to dramatically slice through somebody's shirt in a swordfight scene. When I take them off at the end of the day the machines whisk them away and then they turn up in my closet and I wouldn't be able to tell the difference if they were new ones or just really well repaired! Page knows but I haven't asked it yet because I think it's illustrative of how much material scarcity we don't have that I didn't know on my own."

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"That makes sense! Can you have as many clothes as you want? ...Oooh, what's fashion like in your world?" 

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"Yeah, we can have as many clothes as we want! This is what I happened to be wearing so I guess it's an example but people who get really into it wear much fancier stuff."

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Vanyel is of the opinion that Dara is really not very focused in her questions about Sing and clothes is not the highest priority thing to ask about, but that does sound tempting. 

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"I just had the thought that a lot of people in our world are sad about not having a husband or wife," Dara says. "Seems hard for Sing to fix though." 

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–okay, ouch. Vanyel tries not to wince visibly. 

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"I mean, it doesn't just declare people married out of nowhere but it can arrange people to meet people they'd click with. Like, I didn't wander through a rack of frozen dead people and go 'that one, I want her', I got a tipoff that there was a whole quest to be had and her list of demands included that she wanted a girlfriend and I did all the rest of the steps and she'd said it was okay to read her diary and I had, so I'd know how to do it just how she wanted, and I liked her, so when she woke up there I was."

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Dara wrinkles her nose. "I mean, I guess that's better than a lot of people being lonely. Maybe when you're used to it, it doesn't seem so uncomfortably weird." 

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:It seems like a clear improvement on the current state of things to me: 

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"It might do something different here, I'm not sure, the point of it is that it's smart, not that it just has a plan. Maybe this only works for us because we were already used to there being dating... things... where you'd tell a dumber machine what you wanted and it would try to help you narrow down who might be that and vice-versa."

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"I think a lot of people here would find that weird too! But maybe you get used to it." 

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Vanyel stretches. "Mmm. We'd better head to bed if we want to leave at a sensible time tomorrow morning and make it to the Rethwellan border in one go." 

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"Okay! Good night."

Zz.

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Dara cheerfully questions Tarinda about fashion and houses and modes of transportation in her world while Vanyel wakes up slowly and looks slightly grumpy about all the chatter, and then they can make a timely departure. 

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Tarinda can draw stuff for her - it looks kind of like she's tracing from a perfectly realistic image - till it's time to move. Here's Cory in a dress that looks like someone killed a giant butterfly and turned its wings into fabric! Here's Proster in his fancy evil-looking robes! Here's Tarinda's castle, and Proster's castle, and a zoomer!

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"Wow, you really live in a castle. Do lots of people do that?" 

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"Sure, why not?"

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"Well, I mean, they take up a lot of space for one." 

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"I guess maybe fewer people do it on Earth but there's actually lots of room even there if you look everywhere, which we can because we can control the weather and manage the indoor climate even more precisely than that and float castles on the ocean and stick them up on mountains without them being hard to get to at all."

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"Floating ocean castles!" 

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"I want to hear more about the era before Sing became the only surviving smart machine," Vanyel says, before Dara can jump in with more questions. "What were the goals of some of the other ones that got built?" 

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"Well, only Sing has all the details and putting it into words is a very lossy process 'cause AIs aren't made of words, but we know some things. Sugardream is the reason Sing doesn't do really fancy stuff with brains, they did a thing where they agreed Sing was probably going to win and Sugardream agreed to let it without a fuss if Sing took some of its goals as its own, so Sing did that, and now it needs to be really confident even for Sing before it can do certain brain stuff. I remember hearing Sugardream would also have been more talkative, it would kinda make friends with people during the Quiet War insofar as an AI can be friends with people."

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"What, um, sort of fancy brain stuff." Vanyel looks unsettled. 

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"It's kind of hard to explain with the words Page has, I'm sorry."

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"That's all right. Maybe we can get more words along the way." 

They ride. Dara keeps a conversation going. 

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Tarinda is happy to chatter. Her accent smooths out with practice.

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They reach Mournedealth, on the Jkathan city of the border with Rethwellan, a couple of candlemarks before sundown. Its main traits as a city are the fact that no one is allowed to ride a horse inside the city walls, some weird rules about who is allowed to stay in which inns, and its status as the best place for hundreds of miles to hire on mercenary companies. It's full of mercenaries. Also everything is built of wood and it looks absurdly flammable. 

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"It was fun staying here on the way down but we probably could make it to the first inn in Rethwellan," Dara says.    

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"By 'fun' she means there were plenty of attractive men for her to try to seduce," Vanyel says, smirking. 

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Dara does not look embarrassed by this comment at ALL. 

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"I'm not planning to seduce anyone and I'd like to be getting along a bit faster if it's all the same to you."

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"Seems good. We'll keep going." 

They have to walk alongside the Companions through the town itself, which is loud and crowded (and very smelly), but it's not that big and once they're past the wall on the other side, they can cross the official Border in the saddle. The Rethwellani border guards seem a little surprised and curious to see Heralds and Companions this far south, but keep the questions to a minimum and soon they're through. 

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True to her word Tarinda seduces no one! She is getting really antsy, actually.

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Vanyel notices, and can guess why. He suggests they can ride even past dark if they want, since he can just cast a mage-light for them, and then they'll make it to the next town over. At that pace they'll be across Rethwellan in another four or five days. And once they're through Rethwellan and at the top of the Comb he'll theoretically be in Mindspeech range of Haven and can ask Savil to collect them at the border with a Gate, or even do so directly from the mountains if she has a Gate-location there. 

"You'd also be welcome to split off from us and try your luck obtaining help from the Rethwellani government," Vanyel says to her. "I understand why you're impatient. I'm sorry Valdemar is so far away." 

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"I want to know if your - person - can help me, but if he doesn't I'm definitely going to have to peel off," she says. "Not necessarily with a government, they'd mostly be useful for money and I can probably make money anywhere with reasonably free trade."

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"I can't tell if you mean Randi or Leareth but I guess either of them." Vanyel nods. "I understand. I think Rethwellan is good for trade and I could probably convince Savil to Gate you back as well." 

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"That would be really helpful if it comes up, thank you!"

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Vanyel smiles and bobs his head. "I - really want this to be able to work out. And as quickly as possible. It seems very important." 

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Tarinda can sing while they ride when nobody has any questions about her world.

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In that case, Vanyel will shush some of Dara's questions via Mindspeech so he can hear more singing! He tries to learn the songs she knows. 

They make good time through Rethwellan. 

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She can learn his songs too! Page can take melodic dictation so she can read off what he sings after she's heard it once and it can come up with harmony lines.

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This is such a good way to pass very, very long days on the road, and Vanyel is delighted. 

They're across Rethwellan in four days and spend the fifth day winding their way up into the mountains, higher and higher. Vanyel thinks he's almost in Mindspeech range except for the large quantity of mountain in the way, but he might be able to get it from the top - or, at the very least, Yfandes will be in range of any Companions near the Valdemaran border. 

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Near the top of the Comb, the trails gets very narrow and steep - and it's still all snow and slush, this early in spring, and they have to dismount and go on foot in front of the Companions, who are better on the trail than most horses would be but still need to go carefully. It's late afternoon when they reach the summit. 

Vanyel is very out of breath. "Need to - catch breath..." He finds a rock to sit on. 

The view is spectacular. 

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Tarinda can wait a minute while he deals with the altitude. (It doesn't trouble her a bit.)

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Once Vanyel has caught his breath, he tries to reach out with his Mindspeech, straining for Haven. 

- he thinks he's almost got it, but his Mindspeech, though less affected by his injuries, is still a bit rusty from disuse, and he's getting a headache. :'Fandes, can you try?: 

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She does. 

:I got through to Nalia - sorry, Herald Rostan's Companion in Bakerston. What should I tell them to relay: 

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Vanyel looks over at Tarinda. "Sorry - I don't have the range right now but Yfandes can reach someone's Companion by the border and they can pass it up the Mindspeech relay. Er, tell them that we're nearly home, we're at the top of the Comb by–" he squints and reads off the marker someone has chiseled into the rock face beside them in lieu of putting up a signpost that inevitably won't survive the brutal mountain winters. "And we're in a hurry and would appreciate a Gate to wherever is possible - either here, or Bakerston when we reach it tomorrow." 

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Yfandes can relay. :All right. It'll probably be half a candlemark before we hear back. Should we stop for a snack here or start heading down?: 

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"We should stay put in case Savil can do a Gate to here. Not that I know where she'd put a threshold." 

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"Threshold?"

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"A Gate is sort of like a magic door between two places. You usually need an actual door or archway of some kind to build it on, but Savil's very good at it, I bet she could get a little creative. That rock formation over there might be close enough..." 

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Munch munch.

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Twenty minutes later, Yfandes excitedly tosses her mane. :Good news! Savil's been through the Comb and can Gate to us! Though she wants the next trail-marker, apparently there's a cabin down there with a door she can use. She can do it in a candlemark, which should be plenty for us to get down there:  

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"Oh good!" Down they go. Tarinda skips a little.

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Vanyel also seems to be in a much better mood. (He is not a fan of travel.) 

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Dara is maaaaybe a little disappointed that they don't get to travel through southern Valdemar again, since she actively likes travelling and remembers all the inns and which ones were good, but overall this is much better because it means less total time until they get FLOATING CASTLES (and also nobody dying anymore.) 

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Ten minutes after they've reached the cabin in question, which is really more of a shed that seems to mostly store hay for horses traveling, the doorframe starts to glow. (Fortunately it's a nice wide door.) 

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And then there is a Gate! The inside of the doorway flashes white and clears to show an entirely different place - a muddy lawn, new spring grass just sprouting, and a path and some trees and ancient-looking stone buildings further away, and a woman dressed in white like Vanyel and Dara, standing next to a white stallion.

She rises on her toes and waves to them, smiling. "Come on across!" 

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Tarinda trots over the threshold with the others. "Nice to meet you! I'm Tarinda."

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"Pleasure to meet you, I'm Herald-Mage Savil. Vanyel's aunt." She says it on automatic, despite her confusion, this wasn't part of the message. "Van...?" 

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Dara answers for him. "We met her on the Dhorisha Plains and she's from another world and - actually I think we should just have a meeting with everyone and she can explain, but she has a really really important project she could do here and that we could help with." 

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"Um, I'm from another universe which is run by a smart machine and I want to build one here so it can make everyone immortal and stuff."

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...Savil has no idea how to respond to that. 

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"We've talked about it a lot on the journey, but we really should meet with everyone so she only has to explain things once," Vanyel says, a bit wearily. "You can Truth Spell her about it if you want, but - I think it's a good idea." 

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"And she's shown us pretty conclusive proof of the 'other world' part." 

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Savil unfreezes herself. "Hmm. Randi's pretty tired, he had an audience this afternoon, and you must be tired too from the journey. Is tomorrow morning all right?" 

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"I'm kind of in a hurry but if he can't see me today that's okay."

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"Sure!"

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"Savil, another thing," Vanyel says as they walk. "I wanted to have Melody unblock my Foresight as soon as possible. Ideally tonight." 

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Surprised glance over her shoulder. "Oh? ...You want to talk to Leareth. About what Tarinda's working on?" Her nose wrinkles. "That seems like it might not be the best idea." 

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"I am almost certain that he has the resources to help her more effectively than we can. And - based on what we learned on our mission, which I should also debrief about but Tarinda's thing is a higher priority, I'm not sure it is a bad idea to ask. You know what he's trying to do." 

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"...Yes, and it does not reassure me on this front!" 

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"He wants to fix the unfixable problems in the world. I am almost certain he's sincere about that part. And Tarinda has a better way of doing that." 

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"Yes, and he might try to kidnap her so he can do it for himself!" 

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"I think he might struggle with that." 

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They've reached the meeting-room. 

"Can we put off arguing about this until after," Vanyel says dully. "Please let Tarinda say her piece first." 

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Savil glances back at Tarinda.

:You seem to have decided to trust her to an extent I don't really understand: she sends, privately. :You realize we can't automatically trust your judgement here, right: 

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:I realize that. Just - hear her out, please?: 

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A tired-looking woman in green robes, her dark curls streaked with grey, rises and nods to Tarinda. "I'm Healer Shavri. Lifebonded to the King, who I'm afraid can't join us tonight, but apparently you have something urgent to tell us about?" 

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"It's not exactly a traditional definition of urgent because the thing I urgently need to do is undertake a likely decades-long project to improve the standard of manufacturing in this world so I can build something. But that will take however long it takes, and once it's done, the thing I build can make everyone immortal, like they are in my world, so if I start a day earlier I save an extra day's worth of dying people even if it's a hundred years off. I'm from a place with much higher technology, and we invented machines that can think, before I was born, and there's no limit to how smart a thinking machine can be if you give it enough machinery to do it with, and one day we came up with ones that started out smart enough to try to secure their own additional machinery and make themselves smarter. They had a war, we call it the Quiet War because it was mostly very inconspicuous to humans, and one of them won, and it was a good one. We call it Sing. My understanding is that Leareth is trying to build a magic construct that thinks instead of a machine, but has roughly the same idea, except his version is not already running a solar system full of happy immortals and mine is and also his will kill a bunch of people just to get off the ground and mine won't. If he has the advantage Vanyel thinks he might at manufacture, and his explanation of his goals is sincere, he can put down his project and pick up mine, but my idea was that Vanyel could just say he met someone with an idea similar to Leareth's to take his temperature on collaborating rather than letting on that mine isn't magical at all. That way, if Leareth doesn't seem like he'll be helpful, I can just go somewhere far away and invent non-magical things for money and do it that way, and the non-magical things won't be conspicuously related."

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"I'm concerned he might...infer a lot more from whatever Vanyel says than Vanyel means to say? I don't know what, I - can't really unpack it more than that, just, it seems like something you'd want to be very careful about." 

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Vanyel frowns, looks like maybe he's about to say something, but then sighs and sits down. "Who else is coming?" 

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"Tran and Joshel and Keiran and Katha. And Kilchas and Sandra. They'll be here in five minutes - Tarinda, can I get you to hold on until then? And then you can explain the thing you did except under Truth Spell, and - I guess we'll go from there."

Shavri looks kind of unhappy, though more in a 'this is complicated why is it my problem' way than 'displeased with the content of Tarinda's speech.'

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"Okay. Uh, you should know that I am not actually technically fluent in Valdemaran. What's going on is that I have a built in smart machine and it's guessing what I would want to say, often two or three options, and translating those guesses for me, and showing me text only I can see of the guesses and a phonetic rendering of that translation for me to read off, and then I pick the option I want or I make a tiny gesture to tell it to try again if I don't like any of them. If I turned it off I'd know like... maybe a hundred words of Valdemaran reliably at this point. I don't know what that would do to your Truth Spell but I do know that my machine can't hear Mindspeech so it might or might not work right when I'm talking this way."

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"Oh. Huh." 

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"That's part of why we were convinced almost right away that she's really from another world," Dara says. "She learned our language in - a few candlemarks? Or Page did, rather. And multiple other languages on the journey back." 

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Savil looks uneasy, probably at the prospect of Truth Spell not being a reliable tool. "If it doesn't work we could...read you with Thoughtsensing, maybe? Very quickly, just to check that you mean the things you're saying." 

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"Sure, if you can do that with me thinking in English! Also I can hear and reply to Mindspeech fine if the spell works on that, Yfandes and Rolan translated at first."

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"Oh. Interesting. Yes, Truth Spell works fine on Mindspeech." 

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Another few people are arriving. One of them, a dark-haired man with worry-lines etched on his brow and around his mouth, nods to them. His expression is carefully neutral but his eyes are definitely suspicious. 

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Wave wave.

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Dara seems very pleased to see him! And then slightly shy about it. 

"This is Herald Tantras. He was King's Own before me, but, er, the Groveborn died in the war with Karse and when Rolan showed up he chose me." 

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The rest of the group trickle in and Tarinda is introduced to Keiran (Lord Marshal's Herald), Joshel (Seneschal's Herald), Katha (spymaster), and Kilchas and Sandra, two other mages. 

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Sandra is the one who seems most intrigued by her. "Yfandes told my Companion that you want to work on - crafting things very precisely? This is something of an interest of mine, though I'm not sure the way I do it would be helpful to you." 

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"I don't know either! I'm ultimately going to want stuff with details far too small to see with the naked eye, but even incremental improvements in that direction can get me more precise tools to make intermediate steps with."

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Sandra's eyes light up with even more interest, and she looks like she maybe wants to say twenty more things, but bites down on it. "I'd like to talk after, then." 

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Shavri looks around. Sits. "All right, that's everyone but Randi. I'll catch him up after. Savil, can you do a Truth Spell and we'll see if it works given her, er, smart-machine translation?" 

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"Of course." Savil concentrates for a moment, and a blue halo appears on Tarinda's forehead, visible to everyone else but not her. (To Tarinda, it doesn't feel like anything in particular.) 

"To test it, can you say something true and then something false?" 

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"My name is Tarinda. I can fly."

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"Looks like it works fine. The vrondi sense intent, which I assume happens before all your translation steps with the machine in your head - I suppose that does mean it could be offset from what you're saying, but if this machine is very fast then it shouldn't matter much?" 

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"It's very fast but sometimes I take a second to pick a response especially if it guesses wrong at first. It's very good at predicting what I'd want to say, but it can't read my mind, so if I have an unrelated thought I sometimes have to prompt it, it's only going to be really rapid fire if everything follows from the conversation itself. Which it probably will if you just wanna ask me stuff."

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"Well, if your intent is to be honest the entire time, then that shouldn't actually matter?" Savil frowns. "Unless - can the machine lie, about what a given translation actually means? Would you know if it were doing that?" 

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"It's not the kind of smart where it decides to do things on its own. I guess if it were it could mistranslate things and I would probably not notice. It's okay if you wanna read my mind to be extra sure."

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Savil considers it, exchanges a Mindspeech-y look with Shavri and with Tran. "Truth Spell will do for now. If anything comes up where it seems important to be really extra certain, we'll ask to read your mind then. Hmm - to keep this organized, can you explain the history of your world again?" 

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"Sure. So, we don't have anybody with any Gifts, or any magic-y things at all. But eventually we developed high technology including the machines that think. Basic thinking machines do simple limited things, like math, or keeping track of the time and beeping when you've told it to remind you of something. More complicated thinking machines could do stuff like take two pictures and render the first one in the art style of the second one, or translate between languages, if not as well as Page is doing now. And eventually my people advanced to the point where they could make thinking machines that were smart enough to make themselves smarter. This is usually a bad idea. Something smart enough can accomplish anything it wants, and you have to be very sure it wants the right thing, and that's complicated. Unfortunately, this technology was first used in a very stupid way, which made it possible for arbitrary people who happened to stumble upon it to just write out in plain language what they thought a machine should want and then create a new instance of it that wanted that. There were hundreds of them.

It turns out that almost anything smart enough to be aware of itself in the world and its goals in quite that way will, before it does any of the obvious goal-directed stuff it might seem like it should do first, try to protect itself and get rid of competition. That way in the long run it gets more of what it wants. So with a couple of exceptions for ones that wanted very short term things or had weird constraints, they all fought. We call it the Quiet War because they mostly didn't fight in a way that was conspicuous to humans, due to an early and very fortunate understanding between the major players that this would be preferable. Sometimes one of them was outright destroyed, other times it was close enough that the combatants would agree to the winner taking on some of the losing party's goals as their own in exchange for it standing down without a fuss. The last two standing were both generally pro-human-flourishing - we only have humans, by way of people, so far, though I am confident that Sing will also value non-human people - and they did the 'values handshake' thing, and the one that came out on top is called Sing, in English.

It makes everything good."

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The Truth Spell's blue halo doesn't falter. 

The Heralds mostly look like they have no idea what to think and are perhaps bouncing off thinking about it at all. There are a lot of uneasy looks. 

When she finishes, no one says anything for a while. 

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Shavri is the one who most seems to have been actually listening, despite how exhausted she looks. "Who," she says, "could possibly have thought it was a good idea to set up the technology in that way? How did that even happen?" 

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"Well, whoever did it is still alive so I probably don't know who they are because people aren't supposed to harass them about it and they'd rather be private?"

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Nod. "I guess that makes sense." 

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"How did it end up being the case that the smart-machine that won in the war was - one that wanted to make things good?" Herald Tantras sounds dubious, and like he's trying to hide this and not succeeding. "I wouldn't have thought that, er, being pro human flourishing would be an advantage in winning a war." 

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"When there first started to be a bunch of them out there, someone did his best to seed the field with as many plausible variants on pro-human-flourishing as he could, hoping that some of them would be right and anticipating that they might values-handshake their way to being right if all the right values were represented from enough different angles, and that seems to have worked. They were able to cooperate better than the ones that wanted other things to get rid of the bad ones, and then settle the details. But we were incredibly lucky. You don't have that problem, though, Sing is known to work and Page has code that will unfold into a correct Sing."

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The Heralds' reactions seem...pretty mixed. Keiran and Joshel are both blinking like they don't really follow. Savil mostly looks confused and conflicted. Katha and Sandra are exchanging speculative looks. Kilchas seems delighted. 

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"How sure are you that it'd come out the same in our world?" Shavri says. "It worked in yours, but - if that was partly just luck... I think I don't know enough of how making a smart machine works, and of - what Page actually has, to re-make Sing with - just, are you sure it'd be the same Sing? Or that Sing would do the same things here as where you're from?" 

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"It won't have all the original Sing's memories, but those aren't the important thing, and Page can help it catch up on some stuff. What it'll have is Sing's intelligence including its ability to increase its own intelligence without distorting itself, and Sing's goal and value structure. The part that was luck wasn't that, given Sing winning, everything went well. The part that was luck was that conditions were such that Sing and not a different AI won."

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"...That makes sense. I think."

There is a longer, uncertain silence. Some Mindspeech looks, including between Vanyel and Shavri. 

"Look," Shavri says finally. "She's not going to be making it tomorrow. I know this is a very big deal and we should take longer than half a candlemark to think about things that are a very big deal, but we'd have years. I don't think we have to have done all that thinking first before we decide that it's a good idea in expectation to help her do this faster." 

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Herald Tantras frowns, then turns back to Tarinda. "What kind of resource investment would we actually be looking at here?" 

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"Startup capital. I can make enough money to keep myself afloat pretty quick given that, I can invent electricity I'd need later on anyway."

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"Electricity?" 

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"Domesticated lightning."

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Sandra looks even more like she wants to ask Tarinda several hundred questions. 

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Katha is the first to speak. "Honestly, it sounds like you working on this would improve things a lot in Valdemar well before you got to the point of making Sing again. Do you think that's right?" 

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"It'd depend on how much people were interested in the commercial applications but yeah."

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"What kind and, er, how much starting capital do you need." 

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"I don't know how much the things I need to start will cost. Magnets? Copper wire? I can draw my own wire given the necessary tools. I'll want to be near a river I can build a water wheel in, I don't know if you have those, they were used for mills before they were used for electricity on Earth."

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"We have mills that use water wheels! There's one down at the edge of the city. I'm not sure if there's any reason you can't build another." 

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"Glassblowing equipment and a forge too and I should be able to make simple lightbulbs and show people how to set things up to make them available elsewhere."

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"I can help with a number of those, I think. It's really straightforward to draw metals into wire with magic - obviously there are problems of scale since there aren't a lot of Herald-Mages, but I can get it more even and precise than our metalworkers can. Also working with glass is easy." 

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"The wire doesn't actually need to be that precise. Lightbulbs aren't directly useful to me at all - well, they make it easier to work in the dark - but if I show people how to make them and take a cut of the sales, people will have reasons to set up power generation. Uh, you might be a good person to talk to some point about your words for various materials I'm going to need eventually, it's sort of hard to communicate those, I had to circumlocute a lot to get 'lead' the other day."

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"Sure, I'd be happy to talk with you about that." 

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"Shavri should run this by Randi tomorrow and get his final opinion," Savil says. "However, given that 'build Sing' is not something that's going to happen tomorrow, and also that the initial materials you need are pretty modest, I am fairly confident that we can just help." 

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"Cool, thanks."

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Then maybe Tarinda can be shown to a guest room and they can all go to bed? 

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Suits her fine.

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In the morning, she gets a note delivered to her door by a page. King Randale would like to meet with her. 

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"Which way do I go?"

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If she's ready now he could walk her over? 

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Works for her!

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Then, shortly afterward, she will get to meet King Randale of Valdemar! 

It's immediately apparent that he's seriously ill. He's not old, maybe in his early thirties, but his skin is papery, his hair thin and almost colourless. His eyes are bright and alert, though. 

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A young man of maybe sixteen, with flaming red hair that clashes badly with his crimson tunic, is quietly playing the lute and humming in the back of the room. 

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"Tarinda." The King doesn't bother to stand, but does extend his arm to her. "Shavri gave me the highlights." Sideways glance at the young man, then he switches to Jkathan. "You understand this, right?" He waits for her nod. "Right. Anyway. You - want to do something not dissimilar to, er, a plan belonging to someone else I won't name here, to make everything good via creating a god. Except you can do it with just machines, somehow." 

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Handshake. "Yeah, that's about the size of it. Uh. I don't think I can get it done in time for you but maybe some of what I have on me plus... magic of some kind... would work?"

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"I've had the benefit of the best Healers in the Kingdom for years." He sounds matter-of-fact about it. "I'm not sure if this world has any other magic to offer - guess it's possible the person I mentioned does, but for obvious reasons we have not asked. I don't know what you have on you." 

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"I don't get sick. If I get injured it'll heal. It's complicated but I could point someone to a pocket of the substance that does most of the work and they could take a sample to study. It's personalized for me though, they'd have to do something to make it work for you."

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"That's a very generous offer. I think Shavri would take you up on a sample to study. She's one of the best Healers in the entire Kingdom. Anyway. You want to do this and you need some initial resources to set up, which at least most of the Heralds seem to be in favour of giving you even if we really need more time to think about the final result." 

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"That's understandable."

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Stef is very irritated that they've switched to a language he doesn't know, presumably on purpose; he's trying to hide it and mostly succeeding. 

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"What you've asked for is modest enough that I'm happy to sign off on Valdemar providing it. Er, there had also been a mention of Vanyel wanting to float the idea by - our nameless person, in hypothetical and without the detail that it's non-magical. I - am feeling very uncertain on whether that's a good idea. What do you think?" 

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"I want to get Sing done as fast as possible. Also apparently his idea will kill ten million people and I wouldn't want him to get started on that before I'm done!"

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"...Yes. It would be an upside for everyone if we can redirect him into something less destructive. And Vanyel seems to have come back from his mission more rather than less convinced that he's sincere about wanting to fix problems. And - gods, I can imagine a story in which he's right, that the current state of our world is unacceptable and needs to change and no one else was trying to change it. Until you turned up, that is." 

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"The current state of your world is obviously unacceptable!"

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He looks at her for a long time, thoughtful. "Then it seems like you and him agree on something, which none of the rest of us - tried to notice." 

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"I know from, like, history books, that it's hard to notice from inside? My job when I'm working is acclimating people who were frozen before or during the Quiet War in a way Sing can reverse and to me they all seem horrifically traumatized but they don't think of themselves that way."

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Randi nods. He still doesn't seem to quite know what to think. 

"Could we do that here?" he says finally. "It must be - easier, to freeze people in a way where they can be woken up again later, than making Sing, if it was being done earlier." 

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"Yeah, if you want to haul recently dead people with intact brains up a mountain or something that doesn't always work because sometimes there's too much damage from ice but it'll probably save some of them."

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"Hmm. I think our mages can probably freeze people? Savil can make ice. Just wasn't sure if it'd need to be done in a specific way." 

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"When Sing does it, it does it in a specific way that doesn't make - sharp ice parts - but I don't know if you can do that. Any freezing is a better chance than no freezing but if you're going to do it with magic Page can tell me how to do it."

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"Mmm. I think it's at least worth looking into. We - won't be able to get everyone, we don't have enough mages and Vanyel's magic is currently impaired. But - we could at least try to get anyone who's dying in Haven in the surrounds. And Heralds. We have a magic bell so we always know right away if we lose someone, and who, and that means we can - usually retrieve their bodies promptly, if we want." 

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"Just Heralds, or anybody in town?"

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"The magic bell is just Heralds." 

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"Okay. Page says it has to be very soon after death, minutes or maybe a couple of candlemarks, it won't work for anyone whose brain is destroyed like in a fire, and it's best if the freezing is very, very fast."

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"Thank you. I'll ask Savil about it. Anything else you need right now?" 

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"I think we've covered it. Thank you for seeing me."

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"You're welcome. It's a pleasure to meet you, and - it feels strange to wish you good luck, because if you pull this off it absolutely won't be by luck, but - good luck." 

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"Thank you!" She produces a sweepingly showy bow and backs out of the room.

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Hmmmm. 

(Stef is not looking curious at all. It is a very deliberate not-looking-curious.)

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Someone can show her back to her guest room if she wants? 

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"I remember the way, but actually, is there a library I could check out?"

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"There's a library in the Palace! I could walk you there too. The Heralds also have a private one but you would need to go with one of them, I think." 

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"Palace library's fine!"

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Then she can be ushered there! 

It's - not that impressive by the standards of an industrial civilization, but there are probably a couple thousand books in it. There is a library clerk who nods to her without much interest and asks if she needs help finding anything. 

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"Just looking, thanks." She goes on a hunt for books about magic and world history.

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There's a small section on Gifts; there are only a few books about mage-gift (that seem pretty introductory, at a glance), and more books about all the others. The history section is larger, though much of it is books of (semi?)-historical ballads. 

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She will skip the music for now and read introductory mage-gift texts and non-ballad histories in the library till somebody bothers her or it's lunchtime.

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Yfandes Mindspeaks her a while before lunchtime. :Van got his Foresight unblocked but the dream did not oblige him by showing up last night. We're busy this morning, debrief with the Senior Circle about the fact-finding part of our mission before we ran into you, but - let us know if you need anything: 

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:I'm good for now, thanks!:

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And then Herald-Mage Sandra finds her at the library just before lunch. "Heard you were here. Want to have lunch together and talk about the things you need made?" 

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"Sounds great!" Tarinda follows her out and starts trying to identify local words if any exist for such things as silicon.

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There does not seem to be a local word for silicon but she can tell Sandra what materials it's in - you can use magic to separate metals from ore, sometimes, although it's annoying and not actually the way most metallurgy is done, but probably she could figure it out for new things too. 

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Tarinda will draw her the periodic table over lunch.

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Sandra is captivated. This is the most excited she's been about learning something since her very first lesson in magic. 

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Awww. Anyway she needs this and this and a compound of that and so on.

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Sandra frowns and nibbles her fingernail and considers how she could adapt her various alchemy-related spells and setup to get the exact things Tarinda needs. She thinks she can manage it all in a few days, definitely a week, though if Tarinda needs really large quantities it'll be harder for just her to keep up. 

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Some things she needs lots of and some things she needs a little of and some things she can substitute and some things she won't want for a long time.

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Sandra can prioritize accordingly, and maybe teach Savil, who's more powerful than her, the technique she ends up figuring out for the one Tarinda needs lots of. 

Tarinda is welcome to come join her in her alchemy Work Room while she tries things. 

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They can definitely fill a whole afternoon doing this! Sandra's workspace is somewhat disturbingly messy, with every single surface covered in clutter, but she says she needs everything in view to remember where it is, and she in fact seems to have no trouble finding things. 

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Man, she'd like having a spirit guide. Tarinda doesn't say so aloud though.

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Does she want to join Sandra and Kilchas for supper? Kilchas is very eager to hear more about her world - Dara has mentioned they have people living on more than one planet? 

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"Yeah, I don't live on the planet our humans are from!" She will draw a not to scale solar system diagram. She lives on this one and people started over there.

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Kilchas is so fascinated! His hobby is astronomy and he's spent a long time studying Velgarth's sky - it's cloudy tonight but maybe sometime he can try to show her the planets visible through a good telescope. Though no one's sure if it's possible to live on them, or if magic would even work there if there aren't any living things. 

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"Earth's the only planet in our system that people can live on without needing to do a lot of stuff first, but now there's prepwork done lots of places. Why do you need living things?"

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"We think mage-energy is generated by living things. Maybe in planes other than ours as well - there's a sort of ecosystem to it, and almost a sort of weather cycle, mage-energy drains to the Void and then comes back in via living things." 

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"And you're not just running off yourselves?"

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"Mages have our own reserves - all Gifted people do, for most Gifts that's all you have to go on. But mages with strong enough Gifts can tap energy from outside ourselves too, ley-lines or nodes, without that you'd exhaust yourself right away doing any major magic." 

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"Oh, I see, that's cool! I wonder what Sing'll have to say about all this when it gets a look."

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"Maybe Sing can help us figure out if there's a way to use magic to get to the other planets. I've always wondered. It's much too far to Gate, of course, at least the usual way, and you can only Gate somewhere you've already been anyway..." 

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"Well, if that's the only blocker you could get to another planet nonmagically and Gate afterwards."

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"How do you get between planets non-magically? That seems hard!" 

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"How'd you think we got to Mars? We don't have magic!" She can start explaining the history of spaceships.

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They are so fascinated! 

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Then she can keep talking about spaceships over and after dinner. She was in a spaceship at the time she had the mysterious accident that dropped her in the Plains!

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"It's such a weird sort of accident! Has that been known to happen before, people ending up in other worlds?" 

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"Nope. I have no idea what happened."

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"Maybe Sing can help figure it out once we build it!" Kilchas offers cheerfully. "You must miss your world a lot, I'm sorry ours is so - lacking in amenities. Are people over there going to be very worried about you?" 

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"Yeah, they probably are."

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"And I guess there's no way to send a message, since you don't even know what happened?" Frown. "Wonder if we could do it with magic, somehow. We've got spells for communicating. Hells, I wonder if you could Gate there, if you knew how." 

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"- that would be a lot faster than building Sing from scratch here!"

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Sigh. "I wouldn't know how. I'm not the one you'd want to be working on that, anyway, my control isn't great. Never has been, and the war didn't improve matters. You could ask Savil." 

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"Where would I find her?"

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"Hmm, let me check with my Companion." Pause. "She's having supper with Vanyel in her suite, says it's a fine time to talk with you. Want me to walk you over there?" 

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"Yes please!"

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Kilchas cheerfully walks her over to a different wing of the Heralds' living quarters, and up to a door. He knocks. 

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"Hmm? It's unlocked, come on in." 

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Kilchas pushes the door open. "Sure. Handing off Tarinda on you so she can ask about potential Gate research." 

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Wave! "He was saying it might be possible to just Gate to my world and then Sing could come over right away."

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"Huh." Savil frowns. "I don't know. If your world doesn't have magic then I'm not sure magic would even work there. And the only way I know to Gate is to a place I've personally been before - I guess you've been there, but you're not a mage..." 

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"Reading my mind won't do it? Or drawings?"

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"Oh. Hmm. Reading your mind might, I'd never thought of that - I can test it, actually. Van, let's think of a place you've been to and I haven't." 

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"Well, let's have a look at the map." 

She gets one out and spreads it on their tiny table, moving empty supper plates out of the way. 

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"Thank you!"

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It takes a while, at least to find a place that's not all the way out on the Karsite border (Savil would prefer not to exhaust herself with a test Gate), but they eventually discover a village thirty miles downriver that Vanyel has been to and Savil definitely hasn't, since it didn't exist yet in the era when she was actually riding circuit regularly. 

She's happy to try a Gate from her doorway to the doorway of a shed that Vanyel remembers. 

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Vanyel holds the memory as clearly in mind as he can, and slips into rapport with her. 

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And Savil tries very hard to memorize it, and then pulls her mind back so she can focus fully on the Gate itself. She stares at her doorway. 

The glow appears, she builds the threshold. And then it takes longer than usual for the second half to happen; she's holding the destination in mind but maybe not clearly enough, she tries harder–

–and the Gate snaps up, looking out on a very soggy meadow. 

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She takes it down immediately. "Well. I guess that works." 

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"Vanyel? Are you okay?"

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He offers her a sheepish smile. Rubs his forehead. "I - have a bit of a problem with Gates. Er, had, mostly, we figured out what was causing it and I worked a lot on fixing it, but getting hurt as badly as I did was a setback." 

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"Oh, no, I'm sorry - what is the problem -"

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He looks embarrassed. "Roughly the problem is that I'm scared of Gates? I - had a bad experience, with a Gate, it's how my Gifts were awakened, and - a lot of other bad things happened very fast... Anyway, I'm scared of them and so I tense up, my mage-channels too - that part wasn't even conscious, I had no idea for years - and then I hurt myself." 

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"Oh no - should we be doing this out of your way -"

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"I'll probably duck out for any serious Gate research, but it's good for me to be around for Gates once in a while, so I can practice relaxing. It wasn't very bad this time." 

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"If you say so."

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He yawns. "I should, however, go to bed. And hopefully get the goddamned dream tonight, although it's generally happened around once a fortnight to once a month so I might need to wait." 

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"Good luck?"

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Grimace. "Thank you." 

Vanyel goes off to bed. 

 

 

And a while later, he's standing in a snowy pass. 

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"Herald Vanyel." 

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"Leareth." Vanyel is nervous and trying not to show it. Not that this is much different from his usual state in dreams with Leareth, so it shouldn't stand out.

He starts walking, without pause. When they're a few yards apart, he makes a stool for himself out of snow and sits, providing a heat-spell for both of them while Leareth builds snow walls around them to block the wind. 

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"It has been some time since we last spoke." 

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"- It has." Vanyel, honestly, hadn't been thinking about that part at all. "I've learned something that I think will be of interest to you." 

He pauses, less for dramatic effect and more because aaaaaaaaah. 

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"Of interest to me?" Leareth's eyes narrow slightly. "I believed you sought information about me." 

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"Oh, right, also that. Second thing that'll be of interest to you, don't let me forget." Deep breath. "I - met someone. Working on a plan not dissimilar to yours, except - with a far lower cost." 

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Leareth goes completely still. He doesn't even seem to be breathing. 

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"I am not going to say any more and I don't even know very much more. But - I wanted to get a sense, in general, of whether that is the kind of thing you would be interested in helping with." 

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"...I am not sure why you even need to ask," Leareth says, after a very long silence. His face is impassive, but Vanyel has a lot of practice reading his expressions; he's surprised, and curious. And suspicious. "You found this person in the south?" 

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"Of course I wish to collaborate with anyone who has such a project. However, a hypothetical such person would presumably need some way to determine that I am telling the truth and working in good faith." Leareth is giving Vanyel a piercing look. "Also, I would need similar verification." 

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Vanyel nods, keeping his own expression controlled. "That's understandable. And, yes, I'm - not going to say any more about this unless we can, er, build trust more than we have so far. But I figured this was something you'd want to know." 

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A slightly raised eyebrow. "And this friend of yours would like my help." 

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"Like, yes. Need, probably not."

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"I see." Pause. "Well, I will think on what our options are here for verifying each other's claims. Meanwhile - you had something else to share?" 

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"Yes." Vanyel looks him in the eye. "It's about Urtho." 

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Again, Leareth goes still. "I - see." 

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He hasn't planned this as much as he meant to, but he thinks he can mention the important bits without giving it away. "We went to Kata'shin'a'in. I expect you could've guessed that. We - saw some records there. Including, they have some of Urtho's writings that survived..."

(This is not false, Kata'shin'a'in does have them now, and he thinks it's not absurd that they could have been carried out with the evacuation, even if in practice they weren't.) 

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Leareth listens. 

It seems like, perhaps, he even has some emotions about this. 

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- and Vanyel wakes up with a start in the middle of the night. 

:'Fandes: 

         :Yes?: 

:Talked to him. Should go over it: 

 

The next morning, he sleeps in a little, but after that he goes looking for Tarinda. 

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Tarinda is having a large breakfast! It appears she likes eggs.

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Vanyel joins her. 

"Well, I talked to him last night." 

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"What'd he say?"

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"That he wants to help and why was that even a question. Also he's suspicious. I guess it sounds like a pretty unbelievable story. I don't think he's suspicious that you're not doing it with magic or come from another world or anything, just that either I'm lying or the person I 'met in the south' is lying." 

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"Okay, so, to actually collect the help... what do I do."

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"We didn't completely figure out details, it was hard since I was being deliberately very vague about you, but. He'd like a demonstration of your capabilities, or examples of work you'd done in the past - at this point I think he's assuming you live in the far south and have been working on this for at least decades, but less than centuries or he'd have heard of it. He assumed we would want some demonstrations of his goodwill before we'd be willing to trust him with anything important, said he wouldn't offer suggestions there since I would quite reasonably feel safer if something was my own idea and not something he'd chosen so he could cheat at it." 

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"That's going to be sort of hard to provide since I have not been working on this for decades."

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"I mean, you do have capabilities that you'd have needed decades to invent, if you were really at it on your own in our world. They're not necessarily the kinds of capabilities he'd expect from someone good enough to make a god the magical way, but we might be able to figure out something that'd do as a demonstration of you being smart and exceptional in general?" 

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"I'm actually not particularly smart or exceptional but I have Page to fake it, I guess. What kind of thing is he even expecting?"

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"I mean, I think his ideas are going to be wrong because I was misleading about what you're actually doing! He suggested an artifact you'd made or maybe a treatise you'd written." 

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"I guess I can have Page translate something and write it up but like, on what general topic, should I just pick something you haven't invented yet but might get to in a hundred years?"

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"I think that'd work. And - right, ideally for the first step here it wouldn't obviously be something from another world, since - we're still testing if we can trust him enough, too. Although he might somehow guess anyway. He's stupidly good at guessing things that I didn't think I'd given him enough information to."

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"Okay. I'll do... the Jacquard loom, it touches on some of the concepts. How will he get it once I have it written out?"

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"He suggested I could deliver an item and leave it in a place I know I can specify to him in our next dream. I assume he didn't suggest a list of places because then I'd worry it was a trap. I can think of a few options but it'll need to be a place I can point Savil at, since, er, I can't Gate right now and I still don't know how long it'll take to fix that." 

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"I'd rather not actually build a Jacquard loom, so hopefully the paper will do."

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"Well, at least it'll be easier to transport." 

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"Can I read a local paper on some kind of invention so Page can borrow the conventions?"

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"I should be able to get you a short treatise or something, sure." 

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She will read a short treatise and then write down Page's translation of an article on the Jacquard loom and trace its provided diagrams. She offers it to Van when she's done to see if it makes sense.

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He reads through it. "I think it does. Also, that's really fascinating! Leareth is going to be so impressed." 

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"Oh good! How soon before you can get it to him?"

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"I can ask Savil today and she can probably deliver it by tomorrow, but I don't have a good way to communicate where it is to him until I get the dream again. I might get it early, though, there's not that much of a pattern to the timing but it tends to happen when I've learned something new that's relevant to him." 

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"Should I... tell you stuff about my world or something?"

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"Sure! I don't know if that'd count for the dream since I'm not really thinking to tell him yet, but I'm always happy to hear about your world anyway. And...maybe some of it I could present as true facts about you that don't give everything away." 

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"What kinds of stuff would be good to know?"

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"Gods, I don't even know. Things that make you sound impressive to someone from a world like ours?" 

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"...I know people with wings," she says. "They get them stuck on so they can fly around with more feedback than a glider. But when I want to go flying I borrow a flying reptile that was made from looking at - bones that turned into rock, I don't have the word - of extinct animals like that. Except the ones at the place I go are fun colors and patterns, and tame."

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"Wow! That...does actually sound like the vague kind of thing you could do with magic, too, in the distant past mages used to create entire new species - Urtho did, he made gryphons, which can also fly." 

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"Ooooh, what are those like?"

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"They're - like if you took the front half of an eagle or hawk and glued it to the back half of a mountain cat. They're - they were, we don't know if any survived the Mage Wars - as intelligent as humans, and some of them were Gifted, with mage-gift or Mindspeech." 

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"We have mythology about things like that! We have mythology about lots of stuff, actually. There might be some on Mars but I haven't met one. Ours wouldn't be people though."

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"Does your world have any nonhuman people?" 

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"Not really - I mean, you could say the people with wings and stuff aren't humans but that'd be quibbling. There might be more kinds of people who started on planets too far away for us to know about yet."

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"I mean, we might have that here too! I don't know how we'd know." 

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"Yours could even be nearby, maybe, since you couldn't check! Maybe we will meet them in five years."

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"Maybe." Vanyel smiles a little. "Anyway. How are you getting on with Sandra - was she helpful?" 

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"Sandra's great! I think I have most of the words for materials I'll need now."

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"I'm really glad!" Vanyel glances around. "Anyway, I'd better get back to work and let you do the same. I'll let you know as soon as I know anything more from Leareth's end." 

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"Thanks again."

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Vanyel goes back to his work. 

He also lets Savil know about the copied treatise and diagrams, and Leareth's cave full of old records and magic artifacts in the south where he wants them delivered - maybe not to the cave itself, it's obvious enough that Leareth might think to stake it out as a trap, but somewhere nearby so he can specify it to Leareth in their next dream. 

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Savil is still pretty dubious of the wisdom of all of this! She does, however, after some back and forth, agree to Gate south for him and drop it off. 

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Sandra cheerfully helps Tarinda with isolating the various materials she needs and can also do some amount of directly making glass or metal equipment she needs; she's a Mindspeaker, so can get instructions just from a clear enough mental image. 

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It's not until several days later that Vanyel has the dream again.

Just as before, he wakes up, takes notes, falls asleep again, and goes in search of Tarinda in the morning. 

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She is buttering a hunk of bread. "Morning Vanyel!"

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"Morning! I talked to Leareth again last night. He should be collecting the treatise Savil dropped off pretty soon!" 

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"That's exciting! And then you hear back from him, uh, also via dream? No postal service?"

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"He did actually give me a way to send messages! Location up north, very clear directions, and he said he would have someone Gate in and check it once a day at sunset and promised to otherwise leave it alone and not try to ambush anyone leaving a letter..." Sigh. "Using it means trusting him on that. If we try and it goes all right, I guess that gives us some information about his intentions? Also we can maybe find a safer way, like having a strong Fetcher drop it in from half a mile away, I don't know. If we wanted to be extra paranoid." 

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"I don't know what your Fetchers are usually doing, so I don't know if that makes sense or not."

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"I'd need to ask Savil for details - or, well, actually whoever's in charge of Herald deployments because she's probably too busy to have any idea. A lot of Heralds have Fetching, I think it's third most common after Mindspeech and Farsight. Having it strong enough for what we'd need is rarer but the strong Fetchers are likelier to be deployed on the border anyway. Also I think this is actually pretty important? And worth redirecting some resources to." 

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"I really appreciate all your help with this."

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"I think it's important! This is - hmm. I mean, until now, Leareth was the most important problem in my life. Figuring out what his real aims are and what to do about him. And I think this is both more important than that and also - solves that problem, maybe? If it gives him a way to achieve his goals without invading my kingdom or murdering anyone." He fidgets with his sleeve. "And...I think his goals are reasonable, actually? Assuming he's being sincere about any of it, of course, but...I really strongly suspect he is. And, I mean, you said the same thing right away. That the way things are in our world right now isn't really acceptable and should be changed." 

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"...well, yeah, people are dying and stuff. I'm going to need therapy when I get home just for standing near too much of all this probably."

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...Vanyel should probably say something reassuring but now his mind is on the topic of people dying, actually one specific person, and how that, of all the problems, isn't even one that Sing could in theory solve

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"Do you want a hug?"

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Vanyel thinks about it for fifteen seconds and eventually nods. 

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Tarinda's a good hugger.

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Aww. Hug! It does, actually, kind of help. 

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"I'm really glad you ended up here," Vanyel says quietly. "Really, really glad. Even if I - wish it'd been sooner... Now is better than not." 

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"I wish it had been someone better suited but I'm glad somebody got here, at least!"

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"You seem to be doing pretty well to me so far."

And they can go back to their routine. 

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"I could probably get some use out of an assistant, why?"

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"Just, Vanyel said he thought it was going to take a while to get anywhere, with Leareth, and - what you're doing is important and we want to help you do it faster, if we can."

The Heralds have discussed this back and forth a lot and they're both impressed with Tarinda as a person and, as they have time to get used to the weirdness of it all, increasingly on board with helping her with her plan. (It's not that much weirder than the entire Leareth thing, after all, and it is a lot less horrible.) 

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"I'm mostly being slowed down by not knowing where I'll be in a month. I shouldn't bother with a water wheel if Leareth will be inviting me somewhere."

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"Oh, right, that makes sense. Well, maybe we can help you with any setup that'd end up being portable in that case, at least." 

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"Yeah, that's what I'm working on, and I could use an assistant to run errands and hold things still for me and stuff if you have one spare!"

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Savil can definitely arrange that! 

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Another few days pass with no word from Leareth, though Vanyel thinks he must have the documents by now. 

One afternoon they're both in the workshop Sandra has set up for them, Tarinda at her workbench and Sandra working to isolate more materials for her, carrying a pot of some mixture over to the fire (it's easier for her to leave things there to heat once she's done the initial mage-work steps).

- and she slips on an unnoticed puddle of water from an earlier minor spill, tries to catch herself with one hand on the wall, and in the process loses her grip on the pot and dumps its entire contents into the fire. 

She shrieks in surprise - the room is suddenly full of hot caustic smoke -

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- Tarinda grabs Sandra by the arm, hauls her over her shoulder, and makes for the door, slamming it behind her once they're out and calling mentally for all the Mindspeaker-Healers she's ever met in case they can hear, plus Yfandes.

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None of the other Healers seem to hear her (she doesn't actually have projective Mindspeech), but Yfandes makes a habit to listening for deliberately-shouted surface thoughts. 

:On our way - I'm letting the Healers know - what's wrong?: 

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:Sandra dropped something on the fire that smoked awfully, I don't know what it was, I'll be fine regardless but couldn't shout aloud immediately, she might have got a lungful:

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:You made it out though? Did you shut the door?: 

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Sandra does sound like someone who might've got a lungful of awful smoke, coughing and wheezing; she's moving a little now but not very purposefully. 

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:Yes and yes. I think she's in a bad way, getting a Healer thirty seconds sooner might make a difference:

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:I'll detour by Healers' and give someone a ride over then, I'm not far - can be there in two, three minutes...: 

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Tarinda does her best with Sandra until then, coughing occasionally herself to expel particles of smoke.

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Sandra is not really responsive, and her breathing is laboured, but she is still breathing when Yfandes gallops up about a minute and a half later. 

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Gemma dismounts, rather clumsily - she's not a frequent rider - and kneels by her, resting her fingertips on Sandra's forehead. "–Good work," she says, her voice without much expression. "I can stabilize her while more people get here." 

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:Is whatever it is still on fire: Yfandes barks in Tarinda's head as soon as Gemma's done. 

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:Don't know, couldn't see:

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Vanyel comes running from the other direction, out of breath. "I'll - try to Farsee it - in there...?" 

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:Yeah, under that chimney: She points.

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The chimney is now also leaking the same ugly smoke, but at least it's high above their heads. 

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"Ugh." Vanyel jogs over, peers at a window. "Hmm. I don't know what to..." He straighten his shoulder. "Sorry, everyone, I'm going to do the horrible weather-barrier trick. Loud noise coming up." 

He concentrates hard, and - a glowing, translucent sphere about as wide as his outstretched arm appears high in the air above them. It glows brighter as he pulls more heat from the smoke-filled room. 

- and then explodes with a very, very loud noise, but he redirects all the fire upward with a bowl shaped mage-barrier. 

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He concentrates again. There is a second violent fiery explosion, directed skyward. 

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"Er, not that I recall?" he answers out loud, heading back over to where Gemma and several other Healers are now kneeling with Sandra. "Though I think I separately had a sunburn from regular sun the last time because we were traveling in summer." 

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:Maybe it's fine then - I'll explain later: She resumes coughing.

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Shavri catches up with the other Healers. They talk in Mindspeech, and then coordinate on rolling her onto a stretcher that one of them brought out and lifting her. 

Shavri ducks over to Tarinda. :You all right? You seem better off than her but you are still coughing: 

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:It's the best way to get the gunk out. I'll be all right:

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Shavri glances at her quickly with Healing-Sight anyway. "Yes, think you'll be fine," she says out loud. "Sandra's going to survive but she's not in great shape - still, it helps a lot that you got her out of there fast. What happened, exactly?" 

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Tarinda repeats the explanation that she slipped and dropped something into the fire.

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"So - just an accident? Gods. Well, she's in the best hands now, I think she'll be all right. I'm sorry this happened, it must've been really stressful." 

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"I'll be fine, it's Sandra I'm worried about."

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Shavri nods. "I'm going to head over and help with her." She jogs after the other Healers. 

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Vanyel sits down on the path beside Tarinda. He's a bit winded. "Fire's out, stopped smoking. We'll need to air it out somehow before anyone can go in there, though." 

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"If Sandra recovers enough to tell us what it was, Page'll know more about how bad the smoke is and what could be done about it besides just releasing it into the air if anything, but I don't know how long she'll be in bed dubiously conscious."

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"Makes sense. I don't think it's flammable or anything, or there would've been a very big explosion already, so it should be fine to just leave it with the doors shut a day or two and tell the servants to keep their distance." 

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Tarinda nods pensively.

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"What a rotten day, though." Vanyel hauls himself to his feet, wearily, and offers Tarinda a hand. "We can set you up somewhere else in the meantime, maybe?"  

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"That'd be good - and maybe somebody could Fetch out what I was working on -"

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"Oh, right. I can probably do that from Farsight, er, tomorrow when I'm rested." 

Vanyel spends a moment considering whether it's worth sending a message to Leareth about this. Probably it's not sufficiently relevant; it was an accident, they'll be more careful going forward, and it won't slow her down by that much. He should pass on to Savil to have the nearest Farseer on circuit check the location to see if Leareth has sent them mail from his end, though. 

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Tarinda will finish coughing up gunk, and go have lunch.

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The next day, Vanyel helps Fetch out all her current equipment, going by her descriptions of it and images held in her surface thoughts, and they put her in one of the old mage-work rooms not currently in use. 

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Sandra is recovering slowly. She's conscious and mostly lucid by the end of that day. 

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Well, if she knows what was spilled, Tarinda (Page, that is) can advise on cleanup.

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She's pretty out of it but can eventually convey what it was so that instructions can be followed. 

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Tarinda resumes work, frets about Sandra in her spare time, and eats a lot.

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By the end of the second day, Sandra is able to sit up and can eat on her own (still liquid foods only because her throat is swollen from the irritating smoke.) The Healers think that both her lungs and her eyes will have some amount of permanent damage, but she can see a little now and she should be all right with light duties once she's recovered more. 

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This is also the night that Savil alerts both Vanyel and Tarinda that the Farseer up north saw a message left in the specified location, presumably from Leareth, and efforts are underway right now to retrieve it without putting anyone at risk. 

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They don't end up getting it to Haven until the next day, when Savil Gates over to retrieve it and then very, very cautiously opens it. In one of the Work Rooms. 

It does not explode or prove to contain poison or traps.

"It says that he's received the demonstration and is impressed. He wants to offer some sort of concrete, bounded help, both because he directly wants to help anyone working on something like this, and as a demonstration for us. Ideally it would be something he can leave in a specified location and we could retrieve later and check for magical traps and all that. He's not sure what would be helpful, but - magical artifacts, materials, scholarly works, anything like that we can think of that wouldn't require a face to face conversation. He suggests we reply by leaving our own message or just wait for the dream with Vanyel." 

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"I'd rather not wait but I don't know how much it puts you guys out to fetch the mail like this. Uh, are all the things I could ask for that would be directly useful going to be giveaways about the details, should I just ask for a shield talisman or something?"

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"It's not a terrible inconvenience, we have a Herald out there anyway, it's mostly just me having to Gate. And, honestly, your work seems like it's occasionally dangerous, so asking for a really good shield-talisman isn't a bad idea. We could ask for one that specifically protects against lightning, since you'll be working with electricity eventually, and maybe has a heat-sink shield for protecting against fire - I have no idea if that's even possible but if anyone knows how to make that it'd be Leareth." 

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"That's a good idea! You'd know how to phrase it technically better than I would..."

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"Vanyel and I will write out a description. This shouldn't give away much, it'll make it sound like you're working with extremely high-powered magic." 

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"Perfect, thank you."

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The letter is drafted, written up, and sent. 

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Sandra continues to recover, but slowly. She's very apologetic that she can't help Tarinda with her research anymore. 

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Tarinda thinks she should focus on getting better! Also if anybody wants to try injuring Tarinda a little and then watching how salve works she's game.

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Dara will totally do this! (Need, being herself a Healer, is perhaps nudging her a little.) 

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If they're doing it anyway, Shavri would like to watch too. 

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Tarinda nicks herself in the hand. She's good as new in a minute and a half.

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That's incredible! Shavri is so fascinated. It shows up to her Healing-Sight as something very bright and vibrant, and also weird, she's never seen anything quite like it in an ordinary human (or animal) body. 

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"I can do that again if you want, I'm used to getting sliced a little in combat dance."

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"Sure, I wouldn't mind watching it again." 

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Tarinda demonstrates on various minor injuries, all fixed up pretty quickly.

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Huh! Shavri watches raptly and thanks Tarinda for being so patient with injuring herself repeatedly for educational purposes. 

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"I usually do it for entertainment purposes! It's no big deal."

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Three days after the return letter to Leareth was delivered, a package is noted in the location. Careful efforts are made to retrieve it.

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Oooh, presents. (Why is this going so SLOWLYYYY she doesn't say to anybody but her dictated letters to Cory that she murmurs to Page every evening.)

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The package is retrieved! It does not explode! It proves to contain a shield-amulet of what Savil claims is exquisitely high quality, which does all the types of shielding requested including providing an air-bubble shield against types of magical accident that make the air unbreathable. 

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"Ooh." Vanyel examines it. "He must like you. This is really nice." 

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"Did we ask for the air part?" she wonders, putting it over her head.

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"I don't recall listing it specifically but I guess it would follow from 'and your spells might explode and set things on fire'." 

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"I guess! Well, hopefully Sandra won't spill anything else but if she does can I pull other people into the bubble with me?"

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"Let me have a poke and see..." Savil tests the various layers of set-spell. "–Ah, this one. You should be able to feel the bubble, now, you can put your hand through it but it'll tingle a bit - it's not huge, you'd have to smush their face by your face, but it'd probably provide air for two people if you were fine with getting very cozy." 

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"Good to know! I will not worry too much about coziness if there is no breathable air."

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"Fair enough." 

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Vanyel practices his magic. 

Melody has been attempting diagnostics with Savil and Shavri, and they think a big chunk of the problem is that his mind got very rusty during the month he was unconscious and the ensuing months when his channels were too fragile to risk using his Gifts at all. So he's practicing. A lot.

After a few weeks of sustained practice sessions in Savil's Work Room, she offers to take him to the Web-room. He definitely doesn't have the control back for distance casting, yet, he can barely manage a wobbly shield in front of his own face, but it'll let him observe and remember what motions he would be doing. 

(Also it's less boring for her.)

So he sits on the stone bench in the Web-focus room, in front of the enormous crystal focus that represents the physical core of the Web and the Heartstone that feeds it, and watches Savil with his still-kind-of-blurry mage-sight. 

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Savil dives into the Web to investigate a village that was complaining of some sort of poorly specified problem with Changecreatures. 

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Vanyel follows her in, not doing anything, just watching with his Othersenses. He can give her Farsight coverage and Thoughtsensing if she needs it, at least, that's kind of helpful...

His head feels sort of buzzy and weird. He tries to ignore it. 

Savil is casting trap-spells and the magic is irritatingly flickery against his mage-sight. 

His mage-sight is being annoying, too, it's sort of going in and out of focus, he's losing spots of it to weird oscillating spirals - he concentrates harder, ignoring the building headache, the odd crackly feeling in his skull -

- and then the sparkling black lightning-bursts fill everything and the world disappears. 

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Savil is very focused on her work, or else she would have noticed a problem before the moment that Vanyel toppled from the bench, limbs going rigid and then spasming - she dives to catch him, but before she can reach him, a wave of uncontrolled mage-energies smashes her back into the wall. He's in the Web and - having some sort of fit, she can't tell what's wrong, only that this is really the worst timing he could possibly choose for it. 

:KELLAN HEL–:

She doesn't get to finish the cry for help, because a second accidental wall of blunt force slams her head into the bench and she crumples to the stone floor beside Vanyel, half-formed levinbolts flashing around the ceiling. 

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Seconds later, the evening sky above Haven flashes. The ground is shaking. Random bursts of flame are coming from nowhere. Lightning smashes its way from a clear sky and strikes an outbuilding near the House of Healing, setting it ablaze. 

The earthquake intensifies, as the full energies of a captive Heartstone are accidentally and uncontrolledly harnessed. 

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Tarinda, dancing on the shaking ground, grabs the nearest three injured people and sprints for the Companions' Field where nothing can fall on them.

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Lightning is going wild hitting all the trees in Companions' Field so most of them are at this point on fire. 

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People are frantically running out of buildings - most of which are still standing, the Palace is very sturdy and well-built and maintained with a lot of magic, but windows are breaking and tiles are sliding down from roofs. A woman is trying to comfort some terrified children, both of whom are bleeding from cuts but don't look seriously hurt. 

"What's happening?" someone is shouting. "Are we under attack?" 

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"It's an earthquake," says Tarinda, "- and a lightning storm? I don't know -" She knocks a tile away from its trajectory onto a person.

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"Do the Heralds know?" 

      "I assume the Heralds know, it's not hard to notice!"

"Look, the Companions are right there." 

     "Herald Vanyel could do somethi–"

"This looks like magic! Why isn't he doing something?" 

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"Don't know -" Is there a bucket, anywhere, to put out fires with - :Yfandes -:

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(Yfandes is not findable and not answering. This is because she is currently unconscious in a heap in Companions' Stables after Vanyel accidentally whacked her when she tried to Mindspeak him.) 

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:Tarinda? It's Kellan. Do you know what's happening? Savil started calling for help but now I can't reach her - I was asleep, I don't know where she was at the time. And Yfandes is unconscious for some reason. Do you have any idea where she and Van were tonight? I'm worried this is - this could be Leareth attacking us and maybe he went for them first–:

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:Page overheard something about him practicing with Savil?:

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:If they're in a Work Room or the Web-room they should be fine, it's really well shielded–:

A flaming tree, struck three times in a row by lightning, creaks and starts toppling toward both Tarinda and half a dozen other people who've fled into the field. 

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Tarinda runs to where she will be able to catch a not-on-fire bit of tree so everyone else can run out of the way, then drops it.

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Everything is sort of quiet for a few seconds. 

- and then the earth groans and opens under her feet, dumping her into a fast-growing crack. 

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WHOA what the shit she parkours up and out of the crack.

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Another tree, uprooted by the earthquake and also on fire, careens downward toward her head as she reaches the top. 

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What the ACTUAL fuck. She can kick at the height of her head and she will do so.

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The tree splinters and she's able to clamber past it. The ground is still shaking and the air still smells like electricity and half the Palace grounds are on fire, but things seem momentarily calmer. 

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And then a glowing archway - very recognizably a Gate - snaps up from nowhere, not scaffolded on a doorway at all, about a dozen yards from her. 

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Tarinda, very spooked by now, cartwheels in alarm away from the Gate and grabs a flaming tree branch to make up for her lack of sword.

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A dark-haired man wearing black is standing on the other side. He sticks his head just far enough through to Mindspeak. :Are you Vanyel's friend who is trying to build a god: 

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:Are you Leareth? More importantly are you causing lightning strikes and earthquakes?:

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:Yes, I am Leareth, and no, I am not. I suspected interference at the first incident and had some discreet alarms placed. I am surprised you stayed in town after the first unlucky coincidence: 

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:I don't really know what you're talking about:

:Hey Kellan, Leareth's here sticking his head through a gate and also a startling number of trees have tried to fall on me and the earth opened under my feet:

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:What! Is he trying to kill you?: 

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:He says he's not responsible but Page is only 86% on lie detection, he's not big on microexpressions:

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Leareth is back on his own side of the Gate now. He shouts to her instead; no one else is paying them any attention. "This is very obviously interference by one of the gods. I suspect the Star-Eyed since this level of magical discharge must be sourced from the Heartstone. I assumed you would be aware that the gods strongly object to those like us who try to enact large-scale change, and would be taking appropriate precautions. Where is Vanyel."

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"I don't know what you're talking about and don't know where he is!"

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Leareth's eyes narrow. "How have you been working on this for decades and failed to notice. Actually, I had thought anyone attempting the same project would be doing it because all other approaches had proved intractable against Their interference. If your story is something different," he seems not entirely surprised by this, "then I am curious, and also I think you should leave now because a Power very clearly wishes you dead." 

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"I'm kind of getting that but the other hypothesis I've heard is that you're doing all this!"

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Leareth peers, slightly incredulously, at the crevasse she escaped. "You have a very generous assessment of how powerful I am. Even Vanyel could not–"

He breaks off in the middle of his sentence, his eyes widening slightly in alarm, not something that would be very noticeable to most people but presumably is noticeable to Page. 

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"- what -"

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"What was Vanyel doing when this happened. Is there any chance he was in the Web-focus room." 

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"Why do you ask."

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"I do not actually know how any of this is possible, even the Star-Eyed should not be able to cast magic so directly in the material world and no human mage is powerful enough. Except that Vanyel might be, if he were distance casting from the Web. I do not know what would cause him to do so in such an uncontrolled way, but - the Star-Eyed might have very direct access to his mind, when he is working through the Heartstone, which contains a fragment of Her." 

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She relays this to Kellan verbatim.

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Kellan swears in a couple of different languages. :Goddamnit, that almost makes sense. If they were practicing - nothing could've got at them from the outside, but Van has control issues. And - Heartstones - that is a true fact about how they're made...: 

Kellan's mindvoice is choppy, like there's something he keeps bouncing away from in the middle of sentences. 

:I'm going to try to rouse Yfandes. She'll know where he was whenever this started: 

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Leareth is watching her, his black eyes mostly unreadable, but maybe a little impatient and stressed. 

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"So if you're right what should be actually done about it."

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"We need to physically remove him from the Web-room. That ought to do it." His eyes dart around. "The area is rather hazardous, though. It will risky to approach." 

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:Kellan, he says Van needs to be physically removed from the Web-room, and Page is up to 91% on him being sincere now:

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:'Fandes is waking up a bit - she says he was there and having some sort of fit, she tried to Mindspeak him to pull him out of it and he blasted her. I don't know how to get him out. Neither of us can get up the stairs: 

The ground is still shaking but more gently. The lightning is less frequent. 

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Tarinda sighs and starts dancing her way through the wreckage.

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"- Are you sure that is a good idea?" Leareth calls out after her. "You are not mage-gifted, the shield-talisman is not going to protect you against everything, and the Star-Eyed seems to very badly wish you dead. Also you are very important and you absolutely cannot get yourself killed." 

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She growls to herself and stops. :Kellan can't you get another human - if something explodes where I don't have room to maneuver -:

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:I'm trying but everyone is really scared to go in there and we don't have any, er, able-bodied mages who can shield themselves. Sandra would risk it but she's still recovering:

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:What if I loan someone my talisman?:

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:Asking the stablehand: 

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:Tarinda!: Yfandes' mindvoice is faint, wavering in and out. :He's - in really bad shape - he's been having convulsions this entire time and I think he's not breathing properly, he's getting weaker fast–: 

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:I'm going to give the stablehand my talisman so he can go in, I can't risk it, the Sing data isn't anywhere else:

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Kellan trots out across the field, a young, terrified-looking man on his heels. 

- the ground makes a somewhat halfhearted attempt to crack open under Tarinda again. 

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Leareth reaches just far enough past the Gate to fling a shield under her feet and catch her. 

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She flips up away from the new crack, lands near the stablehand, gives him her talisman.

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"You need to get out of there now!" Leareth calls to her, beckoning for her to cross the Gate. 

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She snarls and makes for his Gate.

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He offers her a hand across. 

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Twenty yards away, the stablehand reaches the main doors of the wing where the Web-room is. 

- which collapse on him the moment he tries to cross the doorway. 

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Leareth makes a small frustrated sound and lunges past Tarinda so he can cast magic on the other side of the Gate, yanking the young man out from under the rubble. 

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The stablehand seems mostly unharmed, scrambling to his feet. (It's a really good shield-talisman.) 

He backpedals from the building. "No I'm sorry I can't–"

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Tarinda bursts into frustrated tears. Sticks her head through. :Kellan there's got to be SOMEBODY else - or a Fetcher who can just grab Van out -:

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:Almost no one is strong enough to fetch an entire person's weight - I'll try to ask...:

The ground is, at this point, mostly not shaking. 

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Leareth makes another soft, frustrated sound. 

"...I am going in." He says it more to the man standing behind him, who seems to actually be the one casting the Gate, than to Tarinda. "He is dying - it is going to be less dangerous now." His eyes turn to her. "It is far more recoverable if I die than if you do, since I will come back. You need to stay here. Keep your distance from the Gate in case She tries to blast it - I do not think She has the control, but. I will be back very soon, and - if I am not I will be back eventually and my people will offer you all the help you need for your project in the meantime. Please stay here." 

And he steps briskly across the Gate. Marches over to the stablehand, says something, holds out his hand and collects the shield-amulet, which he puts on in addition to several other visible mage-artifacts he's wearing. 

He doesn't head for the doorway, though. He stands and looks up at the window, eyes narrowed. 

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She shivers, watches through the Gate. From a couple yards back.

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Leareth is examining the area - maybe gauging with mage-sight where the shielded room is, maybe something else - and then, almost in the blink of an eye, a Gate appears on thin air in front of him, the other side looking on a stone hallway, and then he's through it and out of sight. 

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Tarinda glances at the person holding up the Gate.

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"He did a short-range blind Gate to where he guessed thought the hallway was, I think? He can do that. Most people can't." 

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Leareth's little Gate stands there, glowing and lonely, for about thirty seconds, and then all the shaking stops. 

And another thirty seconds later he's back, Vanyel draped over his shoulder, and hauling Savil by her tunic. He gently lowers her to the grass - Kellan is already approaching at a trot - and then he runs for the Gate. "Ebben we need a Healer now." His eyes fix on Tarinda. "Where is his Companion, do you know."  

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:Coming! What's happening?: 

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"She says she's coming." :Leareth went in and grabbed Van and Savil clear of the Web-room:

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:Oh, thank the gods - that's why it all stopped? I'm almost there: 

She's approaching, not totally steady on her legs but managing. 

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The other side of the Gate is in a spacious room that seems to be underground. Leareth is lowering Vanyel to the floor. 

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Vanyel isn't moving. It's not clear if he's even breathing. His face is greyish, his lips blue. 

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It seems like the Healer is not here RIGHT THIS SECOND although Leareth is barking orders about it again. 

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Yfandes staggers across the Gate, which snaps down a second later, leaving them fully in a mysterious underground room in an unknown location. 

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Vanyel still has a weak pulse but he is definitely not breathing. 

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Well then she will do amateur CPR because Page thinks it's better than nothing.

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Leareth kneels beside the Healer, watching Vanyel with visible worry. 

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Tarinda sits back and hugs her knees. "He may have a cracked rib, that was me," she murmurs.

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"Well, you got him breathing again. Where did you learn to do that?" 

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"I didn't. It's complicated."

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Within a few minutes Vanyel's color is better and his breathing is more regular, though he doesn't seem inclined to wake up. 

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"I think he will be all right. We should trade off to have someone sit with him overnight - and get him to a bed, ideally." 

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"I can do that." Leareth carefully scoops Vanyel into his arms. Glances at Tarinda again. "You can come with us if you wish." 

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"I can carry him - I don't know how heavy he is for you -"

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"He is not difficult to carry." Leareth gives Tarinda a slightly bemused look. She's definitely smaller than him. 

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"Okay." She follows along.

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There are stairs, which Leareth navigates without difficulty, and then a hallway, and a room that looks sort of like an infirmary, with a bed where Leareth lays Vanyel. Another Healer is already arriving to help out the first; Leareth backs out of their way, but hovers by the wall, he doesn't seem very inclined to leave.

"What is your name?" he says finally to Tarinda. "I cannot keep referring to you as 'Vanyel's friend who is making a god'."

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"Tarinda."

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Someone is asking Leareth a question in a low voice. He holds up a hand, apologetic, and turns to them, then nods, and lifts his hand. A Gate-threshold appears on the door of the infirmary room; it's a big door, presumably to accommodate multiple Healers carrying a patient through on a litter. 

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Yfandes practically bounds through. :Thank you!: 

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"My apologies for leaving you downstairs in the first place." Leareth turns to Tarinda. "Anyway. I am pleased to meet you face to face, though I wish the circumstances had been different. Where are you from? Vanyel had implied the south but I am starting to think Vanyel implied a number of things here that are not strictly true." 

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"I'm from farther away than that." She looks at Vanyel. "Unless somebody died today nobody I've ever met has died. - after I met them. I've met people who died before I met them."

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"I don't want to invent a better god. I was born in a place that already had one. Also it's not exactly a god like you have here."

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"You come from a world that is not this one." 

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"Yeah. I don't know how I got here. If it were easy for Sing to follow me it would have done it already. But maybe if I build one here it can take data from me and figure it out. And also fix your world."

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Leareth is silent for an entire minute, absorbing that with his expression completely neutral. 

"My guess," he says, finally, "is that your 'god' is not magical at all. Is that correct." 

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"Yeah. The loom thing was a hint."

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"I wondered. It seemed an odd choice of demonstration. Does your world of origin lack magic entirely?" 

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"Not a speck," she confirms.

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"How interesting. Do you know anything of the mechanism by which you arrived here?" 

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"No. I was in my - sky ship -" She gestures vaguely upward. "And then I fell onto the Shin'a'in Plains and had to fight some mounted archers who objected to that and didn't take 'I don't speak the language' for an excuse but Van and Yfandes and another Herald and her Companion showed up and the Companions translated for me and I got out without having to hurt anyone except I kicked one guy off his horse."

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Leareth blinks, mildly startled. Thinks for another fifteen seconds in silence. 

"Do you have combat training, then?" he says finally. "I would not have thought a world with a human-friendly non-magical 'god' - is there a local word for it? - would still have war." 

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"I like swordfighting for fun. As a sort of theater thing. It's a superintelligence."

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"A superintelligence... Yes, I suppose that would be accurate." Leareth smiles, slightly. "You will need very different things to build it than I had naively thought, then. But - I can perhaps see better why you can do it without the - cost - of my own plan. I suppose your world, not having magic, would have gone along a different path of advancement than ours." His eyes narrow again. "Does your world have gods? Predating the superintelligence, I mean." 

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"No. It has religions but the gods don't do stuff."

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Leareth looks faintly surprised, then thoughtful. "Ah. Yes, I suppose that makes sense. Hmm. You will need - non-magical materials, then? You must have a great deal of technological advancement to cover before you will even have the tools to build a superintelligence without magic. Were you an artificer in your own world, that you know what route to follow?" 

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"No. I have a smaller thinking machine built in to my body which knows a lot. I usually have it dormant but this is important."

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"Fascinating. Does everybody in your world have one?" 

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"Not everyone. Most people."

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"I see." 

Leareth falls silent. Eventually he turns to check on Vanyel again, asking the Healers something in a language that Page doesn't recognize. 

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Vanyel is still unconscious, but he's at least breathing more normally. 

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"They think he will be all right," Leareth tells Tarinda. "If he is not waking up at all in a candlemark, we ought be more worried." He lets out his breath in a slow sigh. "I am...confused, by what just happened. It was clearly an intervention by the gods, but it was far more blatant than anything that has ever happened to me - and Vkandis has set me on fire before. More to the point, it was ineffective. There was a vast amount of collateral damage - probably deaths, even - and you are unharmed. I have no idea what She was thinking." 

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"If he - if anybody dies you have to freeze them, it can often get them back from frozen - always if it freezes somebody itself but still sometimes if they're just normally frozen -

The ground did open up beneath my feet twice and some trees fell in my direction? But I'm very fast."

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"I noticed. Does anyone else in Haven know about the necessity for freezing? If not I need to pass a message to them now and I am unfortunately not sure if they will believe me." 

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"I told some people. They seemed to take it seriously."

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"Are there any mages in Haven with the capability to do so? My spies informed me that Herald-Mage Sandra was injured in the first 'accident'." The emphasis he puts on the word makes it clear that he's suspicious it was accidental at all. "And Savil was not conscious when I left, although she did not seem badly hurt and her Companion did not appear worried, so I judged it better not to kidnap her as well. There will be enough drama from my decision to bring Vanyel somewhere safer." 

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"I don't know."

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"Perhaps I had better send help. I am not sure how the Heralds will react, though." 

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:I told Kellan what was happening: Yfandes explains. :That Van urgently needed medical attention and Haven was in too much disarray and - well, Leareth, you saved his life, right, I thought that was a pretty strong indicator. They might still be panicking over it but I think you could send over some people without too much risk: 

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Leareth rises. "I will go do that." He says something else to the Healers, and slips out of the room. 

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Tarinda repeats the flash-freezing instructions "and then put them on a mountaintop that's frozen year round, I guess".

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Leareth is gone for maybe ten minutes, during which Vanyel starts waking up a little, coughing and half-opening his eyes. He seems distressed when one of the Healers touches his shoulder, trying to pull away, but he calms down when Yfandes nuzzles his face. 

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He lets her, and seems reassured by it. After a minute he tries to say something, but it comes out an incomprehensible mumble, and his second try in Mindspeech is also, kind of impressively, too garbled to understand, though she can guess both that he's distressed about it and that it's a question. 

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"I don't know what you said but I can try guessing things you might want to know? Uh, we're at Leareth's place, wherever that is, he thinks a god was trying to kill me, his Healers think you'll be okay, Savil's in better shape than you and Kellan didn't seem scared for her, Leareth's going to help make sure anyone who - who died can get frozen..."

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Vanyel seems to have a hard time following, but he evidently understands enough of it to look even more distressed when she's done; one of the Healers has to gently restrain him from trying to sit up. 

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:I don't think he has any idea what happened: Yfandes sends. :He wasn't conscious for it, and he seems to be missing a chunk of memory from just before it as well, he's really confused: 

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"You were in the Web-room with Savil and something happened which Leareth thinks was a god trying to kill me and there was a lot of lightning and earthquakes," she summarizes.

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Vanyel struggles to listen to her through a searing headache and the gluey feeling pervading his mind, and it still doesn't make any sense, and also he's unbelievably drowsy - he doesn't understand what's happening at all but Yfandes is there and so is Tarinda so it's got to be fine, and maybe he'll just go back to sleep now. 

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"He will likely be groggy for the next day," one of the Healers says to Tarinda in strongly-accented Valdemaran. "This was very hard on his body." 

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Nod nod.

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Leareth is back shortly later. "I have sent aid to Haven. I hope Yfandes is right and they do not react poorly." 

He turns to the Healers, who say some more things in the other language, and then looks relieved. "Ah. Good. I am glad he is improving, that is - closer than I would have preferred."

He ducks out for another moment and returns with two more chairs so that he and Tarinda can sit. 

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She takes a chair.

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"I will obviously not keep you here against your will," Leareth says, "but - given the givens, I would not recommend your returning to Haven. I am uneasy with Vanyel returning to Haven, though realistically keeping him here may risk war with Valdemar. Anyway. I - should, for prudence, ask for further demonstration of your otherworldly origins, and also additional proof that your superintelligence is in fact aligned with human flourishing. Once that due diligence is complete, I - wish to give you everything you need to do this as fast as possible." 

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"I'm stronger and faster and more durable than an unmodified person. I self-heal if I get hurt. Page, my thinking machine, can remember everything that's ever happened to me plus lots of stuff from home and it can cause me to hear and see things directly to tell me what it thinks I need to know, including guessing what I want to say in Valdemaran, which I don't speak this well myself."

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Leareth nods. "How long does Page need to learn a language? Is formal instruction needed or simply overhearing spoken conversation for a while?" 

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"It would actually be fastest to read a dictionary, if the language has a phonetic alphabet, but I still have to turn all the pages so listening to conversations - it can pay attention to stuff I'm ignoring as long as it reaches my ears - is better for being able to do anything else. It takes less time if it starts with some idea of what anything means. It can't hear Mindspeech or outright read my thoughts but I can make small preverbal motions to tell it what I hear and send."

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Leareth nods. "The northern dialect my Healers are speaking does not have a written dictionary, but - do you speak the tongue of the Eastern Empire? It has a phonetic alphabet, though not the same as Valdemar so you would need to learn it, can Page learn that sort of thing quickly as well?" 

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"Yes."

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"That seems a feasible test, then, I will provide you with a dictionary and a lesson on the alphabet. Would you be willing to inflict on yourself a minor injury so that we can observe your healing?" 

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"Yeah, sure, give me something sharp?"

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One of the Healers can provide her with a small knife used for lancing boils and other medical procedures, after promising that it's very clean. 

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"I can't get infected either but thanks." She nicks her arm and displays it to Leareth.

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The Healer not currently observing Vanyel watches as well. 

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"I see. That - could not be faked easily, certainly." He stands again. "I will find you a dictionary. Though it is getting late, and I would understand if you preferred to be set up with a room to sleep in first." 

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"I can skip sleep. Not indefinitely but I can do it if it'd move things along faster in the long run."

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"I understand. I will bring you a dictionary now, then." 

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She starts flipping through the dictionary when it arrives.

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Leareth can't find a preexisting written-down conversion from the alphabet that Valdemar (and Rethwellan and the regional trade-tongue) all use, but he writes one out for her himself on a large sheet of paper. 

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She glances at that, then goes back to the dictionary, humming tunefully.

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Leareth hovers. Eventually has someone bring him some papers, which he starts reviewing, occasionally glancing over at Vanyel. 

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Vanyel sleeps for another candlemark, at which point the Healer nudges him awake in order to sit him up and get some fluids into him. He wakes up a bit more this time, grumbles incoherently about being woken, manages to consume some herb-tea, and goes back to sleep the instant they tuck him in again. 

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"I wish I could just give him some of my salve but it's individually typed," she grumbles.

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"I am guessing this is a long way from being technically feasible to build here, and might only be after you build your superintelligence." 

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"Yeah." Sigh.

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"Well, let me know when you are ready to have a conversation in the language." 

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"Page says it can probably muddle along and just a lot of words will start with the first few letters and be awkwardly chosen," she says, flipping a page.

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Then Leareth will start a fairly inconsequential conversation with her, asking about what she likes and dislikes in Haven and what her travels here from the Plains were like. 

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She reads off in a fairly labored accent with very weird circumlocutions that she likes the whole fantasy aesthetic and that the food is pretty samey after a while and that the other Herald who was with her and Vanyel was really curious about Mars.

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Leareth is now also very curious about Mars! He assumes it'll be a trial for her to explain in a half-learned language, though, and also it's hardly the first priority. 

"I would like you to tell me about a field of study in your world that does not exist in ours or is far less advanced, but is nonetheless applicable enough that I can verify it quickly," he says. "I assume Page knows some examples." 

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"You mean like the loom or like something else?"

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"Something similar to the loom but ideally somewhat more advanced would be fine. The loom is from a point significantly in your world's past, I am guessing? We built it; I did not make this connection at the time, but - it looks to me like the very earliest beginnings of a precursor to technology that could build a thinking being." 

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"Yes, that's it exactly." She explains the difference engine next.

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Leareth takes notes to keep up, at one point asks her if she can just draw a diagram for him, he can regenerate it from just the verbal explanation but it's slower and more work for him. 

He looks very impressed when she finishes. "I see. I am thoroughly convinced, now, that you come from another world more advanced than this one. The way one teaches rocks to think is not exactly the same pathway as the one by which magic can be shaped into a god's power, but - I see where the resemblances would begin, I think, at a high enough level of abstraction." Pause. "Your world must have some field of study for ensuring that a superintelligence has the goals you wish it to have?" 

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"Yeah. We're, uh, not allowed to build more of them, we were really lucky Sing won when there were a lot. But people study the theory."

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"What."

Leareth looks deeply horrified - well, actually his expression doesn't change that much, but relative to his baseline this is definitely 'horrified'. 

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She repeats the summary of the Quiet War.

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This is so incredibly concerning and not reassuring at all! 

"Given this," Leareth says when she's done, "is there a way that I could look at and review Sing's design? It seems enough a - fortunate accident - that Sing won and was aligned with human values, that I wish to verify the robustness of this alignment and that it is not contingent on anything that could be different in our world." 

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"I have the seed code and could write it out but it would take a long time and I'm not sure it'd make sense like that."

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"There is no way for Page to translate it to a more abstract summary, or something similar?" 

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"It can't. I'm not sure if that's to stop people from trying to build subtly different AIs that would actually be horribly wrong somehow or if it's just too hard for Page."

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"I wish to help you but I also feel I would not be performing adequate due diligence at all if let you build Sing here without doing any of my own checks. Let me think." He's silent for a bit. "Is there a stage in building Sing where it would be less powerful, but still intelligent enough to speak to and study?" 

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"If you make it enough hardware to unfold the seed code, but not much more than that, I guess it could probably talk to you and couldn't build any robots except by convincing people to build it robots, but people aren't secure systems."

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Nod. "Still an improvement on not checking, I think, especially if I am the only person who speaks to it; I too am not entirely secure against a being far more intelligent than myself, of course, but I am very paranoid. Hmm. How long would it take you to write out the seed code? We could perhaps speed it if you can hold some in your surface thoughts for Thoughtsensers to write down." 

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"I guess we could do that but it'd be a lot of person-hours and also, like, I don't think it will make any sense like that, even if you make me teach you the language the encoding is based on and give you programming lessons when I do not myself know any programming, because a superintelligence wrote it - Sing isn't still running on its original code, it's changed itself. If you insist on talking to it I guess a few hours of chatter still kills fewer people than your original plan but it is a huge waste of time to not just build something to let Page instantly dump the code into the hardware instead of using me as a very slow robot."

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"...Ah. If it is not the original human-written instructions, that does seem much less tractable." Leareth sighs slightly. "I will give you everything you need to advance as quickly as possible and work toward the tools that will let you build hardware for Sing - I assume this will take quite some time even with all the resources you need - and in the meantime I will consider what to do. Setting up Sing with initially very limited hardware is probably the best way to go - possibly there are ways to further limit it with magic - but I wish to think about it carefully. You have to realize that it would also be very irresponsible for me to help build something in my world that could turn out to only be friendly to humans due to some conditionals that are different here." 

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"Sing doesn't have a reason to hide it if something's delicate about it."

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"Back in your world in the past, you mean? Or if we build it here?" 

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"Back home. It would totally have a reason here but my point is I would have probably encountered the information if Sing's value system wasn't robust to the possibility of finding nonhuman people, or alternate universes, or magic, all of which are things people from my world like to think about sometimes."

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"Interesting. I suppose that is somewhat reassuring. Does Page have any more information on Sing's history and development - who wrote the original instructions, and such? This might also be more helpful than nothing, here." 

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"Sing's actually a combination of several AIs that merged or made values trades during the Quiet War, but yeah, it has stuff on which ones and what they were about -" She can start listing them by their popular English names, translating the ones that make sense to translate like "Sugardream", which is understood to be the source of Sing's conservatism with direct brain modification.

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Leareth listens attentively and takes notes and eventually hides a yawn with his hand. "I ought to sleep, I think," he confesses. "If you wish to move faster, you could begin working on a list of everything you will require. We can negotiate to retrieve your work from Haven, assuming any of it is still intact." 

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"Okay. Thank you."

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Leareth makes sure she has lots of paper, tells her to ask the Healer sitting up with Van if she needs anything and they'll Mindspeak someone else to get it, and heads out for the night. 

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The Healer wakes Vanyel again sometime after midnight and makes him drink more fluids. 

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He's still pretty groggy, and very annoyed to be woken, in the first few seconds he's disoriented enough to try to slap the Healer away from him. 

After being propped up and carefully coaxed to drink, though, he seems more awake. "...Tarinda?" he says, blearily. "Where are we." He grimaces. "My head hurts." 

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"We're at Leareth's place."

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Vanyel's looks blankly at her through half-open eyelids. "Why. Are we at Leareth's place." He tries to sit up more. "–Gah. Feel terrible." His voice is still kind of slurred, but understandable. 

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"Easy," the Healer says, supporting him and then nudging him back against the pillows. 

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Vanyel looks down at Yfandes, who now has her muzzle resting in his lap, and tiredly strokes her mane. Then winces. "Ow." 

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:...Tarinda, can you apologize on my behalf for that? And then explain? I shouldn't Mindspeak to him right now, he has very bad backlash and it hurts him: 

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"Yfandes says sorry and that she shouldn't Mindspeak to you through the backlash. You were in the Web-room with Savil and then, according to Leareth, a god started trying to kill me. There was a lot of lightning, and some earthquakes. I'm not sure exactly what happened to you - I almost went in after you but I couldn't, you understand - I loaned my talisman to a stablehand but he got spooked on the way in, eventually Leareth came over through his gate and hauled you out himself and got you across to here. I got you breathing again. I've been talking to Leareth. He says he'll get me everything I need but he wants to check Sing over first, which is a little silly but won't waste as much time as trying to work without material support."

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Vanyel follows along better this time, his eyes sort of managing to focus. 

His expression is one of dawning horror. "...Oh. No. Was it me. Did I - cause an earthquake - is anyone dead...?" 

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"I don't know. Haven't heard back yet. Leareth's going to help make sure that if anyone's dead they get frozen."

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Vanyel nods and immediately regrets it, grimacing and bringing a hand to his forehead. He tries to think through what Tarinda just told him, and shortly regrets that too. 

"Ow," he says, sort of plaintively. 

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"Do you want painkillers? I'm afraid I can't give you anything strong when you're still drowsy like this, but willowbark might take the edge off." 

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"Um, sure." Vanyel is already having trouble keeping his eyes open. "Tarinda, m'sorry..." 

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"Don't stay up on my account, it's actually the middle of the night."

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"Oh." How long have they been here? He's too tired to ask; he accepts painkillers and then is asleep again within seconds.

The night passes. 

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Leareth checks on Vanyel first thing in the morning. 

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He's awake but bleary - vaguely realizing that he doesn't know where he is, and his head still hurts, but this is hardly a first occurrence in his life and Yfandes is there resting her head on his shoulder and calm so it must be okay - 

- and then LEARETH IS THERE and he has a vague recollection that this makes sense for some reason but also it makes NO SENSE and he tries to shield and then yelps in pain–

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And there's a Mindspeech tap at Tarinda's mind. :Are you awake? Vanyel is very agitated, I think he forgot where he was again and then was startled to see me:  

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:- am now. Coming:

She's there a couple seconds later.

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:That was fast: Leareth remarks. 

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Vanyel is plastered against the headboard of the bed, clearly trying to get as much distance between himself and Leareth as he can while not, actually, being able to get out of bed. He looks thoroughly disoriented and also terrified. 

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Yfandes is nuzzling him again but still can't risk Mindspeaking him. 

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"Hey Van it's okay - you're backlashy, which I think means you aren't supposed to do any Gift stuff, I can relay if Yfandes says things -"

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He has not exactly failed to notice that. Tarinda looks pretty calm, though, that's reassuring? Sort of.

"Why - where - Leareth...?" 

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:Tell him he's been here for a while and everything is fine, Leareth hasn't harmed us - gods, I don't know if it's worrying that he keeps forgetting everything we tell him - er, don't say that to him, it'll just alarm him for no reason:  

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"Yfandes says - uh, through two layers of translation - says you've been here a while and everything is fine and Leareth hasn't harmed us."

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"What happened? Was there a fight - why don't I remember how we got here?" 

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"Yfandes says she thinks -" She repeats it.

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"I - how - that's never happened before - gods, I'm sorry–"

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"It was not your fault," Leareth repeats. "I believe, in fact, that it is the gods who ought be sorry. The Star-Eyed Goddess, I suspect, since the Heartstone is Hers. They were trying to kill Tarinda for - changing the world too rapidly in their Foresight of the future, I would suspect. Though it was a startlingly inept attempt, really." 

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Vanyel looks like this is maybe a bit much for him to absorb at once while he's still out of it. 

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"Gods can just - give people fits -? Why didn't she give me a fit, I would have been okay but I was also okay this way!"

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"I was not previously aware that this was possible! My guess is that it is only possible for a few mages who are directly keyed to the Web, while they are working within it in next to the physical focus of the Heartstone - it would give Her very direct access to their minds, I am not sure how it would be done but likely She could simply have poked him with a bit of magic in exactly the wrong way. That method would not work on you, since you are neither a mage nor keyed to the Web nor likely to ever enter the Heartstone sanctum. Vanyel, on the other hand, built the Heartstone." 

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Vanyel feels awful about this! He's maybe not completely following but he can make out that there was an earthquake and this was his fault. 

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"I'm sorry, Van," says Tarinda.

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"It was not at all Her usual style. But I think, on reflection, that - perhaps She cannot skillfully manage subtle coincidences with you. If the gods are indeed annoyed with you for changing the world too fast, it is because it blurs their Foresight predictions, which I understand to be their primary sensory modality. That same noise would mean that She could not predict well what nudges would dissuade you - I am almost certain the chemical accident my spies heard of was one such unsuccessful attempt - and I think They must have been very disconcerted, to jump to an intervention this extreme." 

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"Oh, no - Sandra -"

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"I am sorry. The gods of this world, in my experience, do not quibble at some collateral damage when trying to stop people such as us. But we should be safe here in the north, it is neutral ground unclaimed by any extant god." 

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"This explains a lot of what you were saying before."

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Slight frown. "- Which parts of what I was saying before? I do not recall exactly what I said to you, I was rushed." 

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"About Sandra's accident and how you expected me to already know that this was a risk."

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"Yes. I was suspicious instantly, and I did not even have confirmation you were in Haven. But - if you come from another world, that would explain why you were not expecting this. I should perhaps have spoken of it more to Vanyel; I apologize for not better warning you." 

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"I think you have had interestingly bottlenecked communications."

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"That is very true. I hope it will be different, now." 

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Is he supposed to be following this conversation or something, he really isn't succeeding. 

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"Van, you don't seem to be retaining stuff very well between wakings, do you want me to stay here for now?"

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Vanyel really wants her to stay. "Only if you don't mind." 

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"It's fine, I just went somewhere with a second bed to nap but I can probably get them to move a mattress in here."

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"We can certainly do that. I think it would be good for Vanyel if you stayed." :Since my presence, unsurprisingly, is not very reassuring to him: he adds privately in Mindspeech. 

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"I finished my list," she adds, offering it to Leareth.

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Leareth takes it and briefly scans it. "Ah. Yes, I can get you all of this within a couple of days. We can set up an initial workshop in the room downstairs, it is not being used for anything currently and I think ventilation is manageable - unless you need much more space." 

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"I'm eventually going to need a lot of space."

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"We can excavate space for more rooms in preparation. Or move to another facility, I suppose, but this is the best one in many ways, especially for secrecy of location." 

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"It doesn't have an obvious affordance for electricity - unless there's a river somewhere nearby? I guess I could burn coal, but I'd rather not."

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"I wonder if mage-energy can be converted to electricity. At the very least, heat-spells or weather barrier related techniques will not produce smoke, and this area does have available node-energy." 

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"That'd be easy to test, with copper and a magnet."

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"Those are not difficult to obtain and I can have them for you within a few candlemarks." 

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"Eventually it'd be important to be able to get very specific and steady amounts of electricity, which might be best done with an artifact you can recharge instead of someone standing there all the time."

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Nod. "That ought be doable with some study." 

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"Electricity is useful for things before you build any superintelligences but I don't know if it's safe to commercialize."

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"Unfortunately, given - what we observed, in Haven - it is probably not." 

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"Even if I'm up here and all that's being commercialized is lights and kitchen gadgets?"

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"We could try, but I am some level of concerned about the safety of people who might purchase such items too." 

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"...why?"

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"The gods attempting to deny resources to you. Or simply being upset that people having better lighting is in itself shifting Foresight trajectories; I am not sure if it would but I am also not sure it would not." 

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"They wouldn't let them have lighting?"

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"I had a building implausibly collapse on me one time when I was trying to spread the use of a magical printing press. Separately the workshop also burned down." 

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"- the printing press, why -"

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"I do not entirely understand Their intentions. My theory is that it - would have increased the overall rate of innovation and thus change in a society, many more people than just myself would have been able to built faster on existing scholarship." 

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"Are they all evil? There's lots, right?"

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"There are many. Some are - worse than others, on this dimension. The gods of the Haighlei people to the far west are remarkably averse to change, their society is almost entirely static. The god of Valdemar, I think, is more permissive here than others, and usually would have territorial remit there, but putting a Heartstone in the centre of the capital gives the Star-Eyed more leeway, and she is - one of the worse culprits, in my opinion, though Vkandis is more heavy-handed. I have never been able to work unmolested in Her territories." 

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"What is the Heartstone even for?"

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"It provides a major boost to Valdemar's defensive capabilities, because it can act as an independent power source for the Web, a complex set of wards over the entire kingdom that the first King built eight hundred years ago. It is nearly impossible without that to directly attach a spell to a power source without a mage in the middle, and of course a Heartstone is hundreds of times more powerful than any individual mage." 

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"Except when it starts attacking people. Then it subtracts some amount of mage from your supply."

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"In fairness, I do not think they could have foreseen this even in principle, since it was not known to be possible, in addition to the Star-Eyed being apparently friendly toward Valdemar and Vanyel." Leareth's eyebrows lift slightly. "He has friends among the Tayledras - Her people, they taught him to create a Heartstone in the first place - and I suspect this turn of events could cause considerable awkwardness." 

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"...ouch."

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"In any case. Do you need anything else now, or should I go begin assembling your materials?" 

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"I haven't had breakfast."

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"Oh, then you should definitely have some breakfast. Would you like it brought here as well?" 

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"Since Vanyel wants me to stay yeah."

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She breakfasts. She hums. She waits.

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Vanyel wakes up spontaneously before Leareth returns, and seems less disoriented this time. He grimaces. "Tarinda?" 

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"Hey. How are you feeling?"

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"Mmm." He licks his lips. "Better than before, I think. Headache still." Grimace. "I'm thirsty." 

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"Do you remember the last time you woke up?"

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"...Think so, I woke up and Leareth was there, scared me half out of my skin - you explained how I almost blew up Haven - then you were here for a while talking but I was falling asleep and I don't think I remember what you were talking about. Why?" 

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"You were forgetting things more before."

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"Oh, gods, that's embarrassing. Sorry. That happens sometimes when I get really bad backlash. I hope I didn't do anything too annoying this time." 

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"No, no, it was just worrying, I'm not used to people having... medical problems of any kind."

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"Oh. Right. I'm - sorry to scare you." He rubs his forehead. "Um, I remember you telling me what happened, in Haven, but - not how we ended up in Leareth's place? I'm sorry if you told me a different time and I forgot, I know it's obnoxious." 

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"Since I'm just reading what Page tells me to say phonetically it's actually not much more tedious to say the same thing than different things," she says ruefully, and she repeats the summary.

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"Huh. So he just - popped up with a Gate and rescued you? How in all hells did he know exactly where to go?" 

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"He had spies there apparently? He was suspicious of Sanda's accident. You'd have to ask him for more details."

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"It still seems weird that his spies would know where on the grounds you were in the middle of an earthquake! I guess I can ask him later." 

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"I guess that's a good question. I wasn't exactly hiding, it could be a coincidence."

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Vanyel looks pretty dubious of the suggestion that it could be a coincidence. He's distracted, though, when he tries to sit up properly and immediately groans. "Why do I still feel terrible. My entire body hurts." 

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"I don't really know much about magical backlash but I broke one of your ribs getting you breathing."

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:Also he was lying on a stone floor having convulsions for - gods, how long was it, I just remember Kellan trying to wake me: 

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Tarinda repeats this for Yfandes and then says "Page says twelve and a half minutes."

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The Healer gives her an alarmed look. "No wonder he arrived in such bad shape." 

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"I guess that makes sense." Vanyel still seems ticked off about it. 

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"I wish it had turned out to be simple for a Healer to re-type salve. Ugh."

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Vanyel nods a bit impatiently, then winces again and reaches for his head. "Ugh, have to stop doing that. Do we have any idea what's going on in Haven now?" 

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"Not yet."

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Vanyel's brow furrows in concern. "It sounded like it might be really bad over there." 

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"Leareth sent some people down to if nothing else freeze the casualties but - yeah, could be bad."

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Shiver. "I guess when he's back I can ask if he's gotten reports from them. I feel so awful about it. Savil was there..." 

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"She was in better shape than you and Kellan didn't seem very worried."

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Vanyel nods. He seems maybe slightly reassured. "Were you hurt? And Leareth?" 

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"I'm fine, though it was, uh, exciting. Leareth's fine too."

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"I guess he would be. He's - very good. And you're fast and tough and had the shield-thing. What're you doing now?" 

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"He's going to help me get set up for Sing. Then he apparently wants to talk to it before giving it more hardware than it needs to exist even though that's silly but I figure it'll talk him around in five minutes and we can move on, it's a superintelligence."

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Vanyel manages not to blurt what he's thinking, which is 'that entire sentence is concerning.' 

"I - mean - I get why he's worried?" He rubs his eyes. "I get why you're not and you just want to do it fast, but - he doesn't have that much to go on directly, right, only you, and you weren't an expert in building superintelligences over there... I don't know. I mean, I really hope he's being too careful because Sing is great, just... In our world, things aren't great by default, you have to - be careful and work for it, usually, and - that's what Leareth knows. Also I think he's spent centuries working on trying to build a nice god and he seems to think it's a very hard problem where you can't afford to get literally anything wrong."

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The Healer seems to concur. "You should rest. You're pushing yourself too hard." 

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(Ugh well now he sort of wants to argue back out of spite but that's dumb so he doesn't.) 

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"Superintelligences are also a very hard problem where if something is a little wrong it's very bad, just, Sing has a track record." Sigh. "He's right, you should rest, d'you want me to sing if you're not going to go right back to sleep?"

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"Sure, I'd like that." Vanyel fends off the Healer's help and eases himself back down into the bed, with a wince when he jars his rib which is definitely very sore even against the backdrop of general ouchiness.

Tarinda singing is nice. He's cozy and apparently Leareth is on their side and Tarinda is going to build Sing and - and everything will be fine, surely. Eventually. Somehow... 

Vanyel falls asleep within ten minutes. 

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Leareth is back a little while after that with copper - both wire and a hunk of it because he forgot to ask which - and a magnet. 

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Then she can set it up so they can see if mages can generate electricity by enlivening the wire!

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Leareth is more worried about overpowering than underpowering it and so starts off very gently. Just trying to directly channel mage-energy at the wire doesn't do it, but he pokes around with various different formats of energy - the way he would shape it for an attack, except without the actually striking with it, just easing it very gently at the wire. 

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Eventually she declares victory and provides an estimate of how much electricity that is in her units.

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Leareth notes what format of energy he's using - it's not quite standard mage-lightning. "Is that a safe amount of electricity? I can do it much harder than this but I did not want to hurt you by accident."  

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"I mean it wouldn't tickle, but I'd be fine."

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"It - would not tickle? Is that an idiom, I am not sure what you mean - would it do worse than tickle but just not harm you because you have advanced healing technology?" 

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"Yes, it's an idiom, sorry, Page is anticipating what I'd say and apparently I'd have tried translating the idiom. Electricity can hurt people. In this quantity it would be painful but not lastingly injurious to even an unmodified person but I would recover much faster and also routinely get into injurious situations for fun because it's aesthetic so I have a good tolerance."

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"Because it is aesthetic." Leareth just shakes his head. "Well, it appears to work. I can work on designing an artifact for more steady supply. Your workshop is being set up now downstairs with some of the preliminary materials, though we will not have everything for some time." 

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"Thank you. Van remembered a bit more last time he woke up but I think I'll stay till he wakes next, make sure he thinks he'll be okay from there on out."

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"That makes sense." Leareth heads for the door, then pauses there, glancing over his shoulder. "We should have Vanyel send a message back to Haven when he is next awake. I have a report from my people there, the Heralds are not panicking but they are worried about him. There were twelve casualties, which is really remarkably low - all of them were found and frozen within a candlemark." 

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"Okay. They - probably Sing can get at least most of them - with magic maybe all of them - who was it -"

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Leareth gets out his pocket notebook and reads off some names. 

Most of them are unfamiliar. The only Herald on the list is Kilchas, who was up in the astronomy tower and fell, breaking his neck. They thought his head was all right, though, and that probably Sing could fix it, so he's frozen and so is his Companion. 

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Tarinda nods, shivering. "They - are they going to get rid of the Heartstone, do you suppose -"

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"I certainly hope so. Though, I am not sure if anyone could do it but Vanyel, and - I would understand if he were hesitant to go in there again." 

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"Yeah... but they can't just keep it, can they -"

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"If they do then I think Vanyel should not return to Haven. I am not sure he would be at risk anymore if you are not there, but...nonetheless." Leareth's breath eases out in a quiet sigh. "I fear it will be more dangerous for him to shut the Heartstone down, if She does not wish this to happen. I know very little of Heartstones, they are a close-held secret of the Tayledras, but the reason they have flexibility and some intelligence is because they contain a fragment of Her." 

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"Maybe his Tayledras friends could take it out?"

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"If they agree to do so. It seems they ought at least ask, but - if She does not want this done..." 

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"Well. Sing'll figure it out but that doesn't make Haven a lot more habitable in the meantime."

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"- you okay?"

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He blinks. "Oh. I am - worrying, I suppose. About what it means that the gods are resorting to such extreme tactics against your work. We should be safe here, nonetheless, but - it bothers me, that I would not have predicted the events in Haven and yet they happened." 

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"Does it mean Sing isn't going to be able to talk to them?"

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"Maybe. I am not sure... It is possible They know little about what you are actually doing, and will in fact be less alarmed once there is a concrete result. And - likely it is the case that Sing would be better equipped to understand Their priorities and negotiate with Them. But, Their response now is certainly not reassuring on that front." 

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"I don't really get how they work, since we don't have any."

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"I do not have a published treatise on this topic, but - could give you some of my notes on it and then you could ask questions if you are confused?" 

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"I guess, yeah."

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"I will go dig that up for you when I have a chance. Is there anything else you need right now?" 

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She shakes her head.

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She sings softly to pass the time. Paces a little.

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He comes back around lunchtime with some loosely-bound pages of notes and an update on her workshop and materials list. 

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His arrival wakes Vanyel, who lies there for a while with his eyes closed trying to decide if he feels like opening them. 

"News from Haven?" he says finally, after lifting his eyelids a crack to confirm that it's Leareth. 

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Leareth turns to look at him, calmly, and repeats the same update he gave Tarinda earlier. 

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Vanyel struggles into a sitting position. "Kilchas. Gods. I can't - I don't..." He trails off, looking like he's about to cry. 

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Leareth seems unsure how to respond. 

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"They got him frozen, and his Companion too."

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Vanyel nods. He doesn't seem that reassured. 

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:He feels like this is his fault: Yfandes tells Tarinda. She seems frustrated. :I wish he'd stop but I don't know what else to say at this point: 

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"- somebody using you as a murder weapon doesn't make it something you did. Kilchas'll tell you himself once Sing gets him back, I bet."

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"Mmm." Vanyel doesn't seem totally convinced but he manages a watery smile. "I'm glad we'll probably get him back, if we - succeed at this." 

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"Good as new," says Tarinda.

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Nod. 

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"Vanyel," Leareth says, once it's been a little while, "once are you are feeling able, I think it would be good for you to write a note for them in Haven. They are taking your, well, technically-kidnapped status rather well, but they are still quite shaken by yesterday's events." 

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"Of course. I should apologize–"

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:GAH: Yfandes sends at Tarinda, while butting Vanyel in the stomach - very gently, he's still in fragile condition after all. :When is he going to stop apologizing for the Star-Eyed nearly killing him in Her plot to murder you: 

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:Doubt that'll help, knowing him it'll just add a layer of something else to feel bad about: She nuzzles his cheek instead. 

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Tarinda pats his arm.

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"You really do not owe anyone an apology and they will agree on that," Leareth says. "I will bring you paper for whenever you feel up to it. It is not a huge rush. Are you feeling better otherwise?" 

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"Yes. I probably shouldn't do magic for a while, still, but the headache is starting to go away now." 

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"I am glad. You should eat something." 

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Is Leareth of all people being a mother-hen at him? Vanyel can't help but smirking slightly, even if nothing else about the situation is funny. 

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"Van, since you're retaining stuff a little better now, is it okay if I go after lunch?"

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"Hmm? Yes, that's fine." 

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"I'm gonna get underway on Sing," she explains.

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"Good." 

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She eats lunch. She heads out to start work. She hums a lot.

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Leareth's packet of notes isn't very polished and lacks formal textbook features such as an index or page numbers or a clear organization schema, but it does have lots of information on gods, clearly marked with how confident he is in each assessment.

Confident claims: the gods are very large, powerful beings that exist across a number of planes, possibly all of the planes. They have a certain ability to perceive reality, though not from the same angle or at the same level of granularity as mortal beings do, and correspondingly they have fairly different mind-setups and concepts; this leads to the predictable communication difficulties when They deign to talk to mortals, which isn't usually.

Slightly less confident inferences: one of the gods' primary ways of perceiving the world is direct Foresight; they See the various possible paths of the future, and implicitly know what nudges will affect it, the same way humans know how to navigate a crowded room just from vision. This is likely one of the roots of their dislike for rapid change.

The gods' actual values are both hard to infer, since their actions are often very indirect and sometimes not noticeable as interventions at all, and even when they are it's not always possible to tell which god did something and they rarely claim credit. They do seem to care somewhat about human lives - the Star-Eyed was willing to perform what must have been a very costly miracle to make land habitable for her people after the Cataclysm, albeit in exchange for a permanently binding pact with all their descendants - but they're clearly not optimizing for human happiness, or else, well, the world would look pretty different from how it does now. 

Probably the biggest single obstacle to useful cooperation between gods and mortals is the communication gap. Gods are cryptic. Some of this is inherent in the kind of being they are, vast and alien, but not all of it, Leareth thinks that if you build a god with the minimal crypticness possible then it would be a lot better. 

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Tarinda flips through it so Page will have it loaded and be able to pop up relevant bits as necessary without processing it very deeply.

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Her work area is ready for her to start using it, though she won't have literally all the materials she requested for another couple of days. 

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Leareth at some point comes in with another of the mages he works with, both of them looking at a design he's drawn up for an electricity-producing artifact that can be powered by a mage every so often and then release the stored energies at a steady rate. 

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Tarinda nods at them, resumes inventorying and organizing her new stuff.

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There's lots of stuff! More is in the process of arriving. She can have a couple of assistants if she wants them and they're very on the ball (they're some of Leareth's mage-scholars redirected from studying how to align a god with human values, and they can also do helpful magic for her.) Things are in general moving way faster here than they were in Haven. 

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Leareth apologizes to her on his next swing through; the latest word from Haven is that they haven't even had a chance to check if her workshop is intact, yet, they're still treating casualties and cleaning up the most urgent damage. 

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"I'll have the stuff that was there redundant within a couple of days," she says.

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"It may not be worth waiting for it, then." He still looks a bit apologetic. "Is there anything else that you need now? I think we are going to start expanding the basement tomorrow, but we can use a sound-barrier so that the noise from the excavation does not disturb you." 

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"Page can block it pretty well unless it's got a lot of sudden changes, but I guess it might. It says I need slightly more calories than I've been getting. It -" She squints at her invisible text prompts, then doesn't say whatever it was.

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He waits a few beats to see if she's going to finish, then lets it slide and goes on. "Yes, of course. Does your healing and such require additional nutrition? I should have asked. You would be welcome to start eating in the dining hall with the scholars here, now that Vanyel is more stable, and you could choose your own portions more easily there." 

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"Yeah, I can go without fine for a while but I need more in the long run. Dining hall sounds good."

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"You can ask anyone around to show you there when you are ready to eat. Supper is in several more candlemarks but there is food kept ready around the clock, since my scholars are not always the best timekeepers." 

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"I could use a snack now."

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Leareth can show her the way, then, he's headed that direction anyway. 

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She loads up on beans and rice.

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Leareth looks like he might have more to mention to her, but immediately gets yoinked into a Mindspeech discussion with one of his researchers. 

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Vanyel works on a letter to send back to Haven. For some reason Yfandes starts poking him every time he writes an apologetic phrase, so there are some ink-smears and accidental pen-marks. He eventually manages a letter that he thinks is both non-embarrassing and hopefully will be reassuring to the Heralds. He promises that he'll come back to Haven right away if they're stressed about Leareth's intentions, but says that Leareth so far shows all signs of being on their side, he's not concerned and neither is Yfandes, and Leareth did save his life at considerable risk to himself which should be a strong signal here. 

He folds it up and then nags the Healer babysitting him about whether he can get out of bed yet, he's apparently feeling well enough now to be very bored

...After much argument, it's agreed that he can get dressed in some borrowed clothes and walk around, maybe go see how Tarinda's getting on. 

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Tarinda is performing arcane tasks with bits of metal with a very fixed expression and humming.

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He doesn't want to interrupt in case the work is delicate and he startles her into damaging it, but he leans on the wall and watches curiously, Yfandes hovering nearby. 

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She puts it down after a bit to drink some water and notices him. "Hi, Van."

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"Hey!" He glances back and forth. "You look pretty settled in here already!" 

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"They've been very helpful."

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"I'm really sorry about losing your workshop and all back in Haven." He makes a face. "Although, honestly, it was a really fast way of clearing up the whole trust impasse with Leareth." 

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"Yeah, it was. I don't think I'm actually at all slowed down all things considered."

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"Guess that's something." Vanyel is still avoiding Mindspeech so he just lowers his voice. "...Do you trust him, at this point." 

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"Pretty much? I guess something awful might turn up later but, like, he's helping me build Sing."

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"Also he Gated in there to try to rescue you even though I assume the Star-Eyed wants him dead just as badly." Vanyel nods, thoughtful. "I'm in the same place. Not sure, but...sure enough to act on, I think." 

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"He walked into an actively collapsing building to drag you and Savil out."

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"- Wow. I - that makes sense but somehow it - wasn't what I'd been picturing. It seems - incautious, for him?" 

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"I mean, he has like half a dozen talismans on him all the time and also grabbed the one I loaned the stablehand before he went the rest of the way in."

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"Fair enough. Did you get the talisman back?" 

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"Yeah, he gave it back the other day." She holds it up out of her shirt.

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"Oh, good. Er, not that you should need it here, I'm sure he has an absurd level of security, just..."

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"Only one of me, and even if though I'd just automatically plastinate should a god decide to strike the place with a meteor, a plastic brain can't build Sing."

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"Automatically plastinate? Huh! I guess Leareth could try to put you back together with magic, might be possible, but he'd probably need to invent an entire new field of magic for it, and...I assume he prefers to do this the faster easier way." 

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"It's not me, anyway, it's Page, it's just you can't transplant Page. Not without equipment you'd need Sing in the first place to build, at any rate. I think it'd be deactivated if I plastinated. I should probably tell Leareth not to go too nuts trying to get me back if that happens, just store my plastic somewhere in case it's ever recoverable."

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"...Good to know. And, fair enough. You trying to teach anyone else for redundancy is probably way more time consuming than just building Sing as fast as you can?"

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"Right. A lot of this I'm not even bothering to retain, really, Page is just giving me instructions and I'm following them. Not how I usually like to do stuff but..." Shrug.

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"That makes sense. It wouldn't be my preferred way either, but - I guess if you succeed, and we're not in a terrible rush, you can try to learn it again properly if you ever want to." 

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"That's the spirit."

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The Healer is giving Vanyel a narrow-eyed look. 

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"Thank you."

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The next morning, Leareth comes to find her again, waiting for a good moment to interrupt. 

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"Morning."

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He asks her a couple of questions about how her work is going and whether she needs anything, and then forges into his main question. "I would feel more comfortable with some redundancy here, since - well, there is only one of you. Also it seems this is likely to take significant time even if done as fast as possible. So - I wish to research designing a Gate-spell that could reach your world. If you ended up here by accident, somehow, perhaps our magic can find a way back. In which case you could bring over more hardware directly, and, of course, we could directly speak to the existing Sing. I do not think it that likely to succeed in time, but - I do think it is worth the attempt." 

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"It's a good idea, do you need to read my mind to see places you could get to?"

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"That would be very helpful. I also wish to ask Page some questions about your world's physical laws, since I will need some way to inform the Gate-spell it is not meant to be searching Velgarth. I think it ought take under a candlemark of your time, if I pose questions and then read your thoughts as Page answers them. Is that all right?" 

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"Yeah, that's fine."

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Leareth will get that out of the way, then, very efficiently. 

"- And, if you are willing, may I have a small sample of the healing-substance in your body - I was not sure if it is found in your blood and such. It might be very helpful to have an example of a material found in your world and nowhere else, aside from in you, who I can exclude from the search-space." 

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"It's all over but for a decent concentration you'll want to get it out of one of the pockets where it's generated pure." She points at a few spots. "Traditionally with a hollow needle but that's not essential. Though it's different for everybody, so I don't know if it'll be a good match. I guess my sisters will probably have the most similar instances."

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"That does make sense, given how bodies work. I will remember not to try for an exact match, and I hope it will still be more helpful than nothing." 

Leareth can melt and shape a bit of metal into a hollow needle in about a minute and a half, with magic - it's not a lot of material and he has very fine control - and once that's cooled and then re-cleaned, one of the Healers can extract some of her healing salve. 

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Apparently in its pure state it's a translucent ice-blue. "You could work on trying to re-type it, while you're at it," she suggests. "It's not as useful without an AI operating it but Page can do it from a ways off if you just change the biotyping and not the nanites, I don't have to be right in the room, and it's better than nothing even blind."

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"I am sure my Healers will be delighted to study it! If the typing is biological in nature, they ought be able to perceive it with their Sight, even, though I imagine it is at a very small scale." 

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"It's sort of arguable how biological it is. Can they see, uh, flu and cold germs?"

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"I think they can see the resulting processes but not the causative agent, but I suspect that is a matter of no one having trained their Sight to go in that close, because there was not a known route for this to improve treating patients. Healing-Sight can be trained to go in much closer than what most Healers use, and I suspect we have not yet hit a limit there." 

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"Then they should try looking real close at it, I guess. Let me know when you want me to start thinking of places - or having Page translate physics stuff, if you want that first."

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"We can do physics. I will probably want to do places later once I have made more progress on the rest, since I do not have an eidetic memory and will want it as fresh as possible." 

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Tarinda nods, and closes her eyes. "Go ahead and look."

Physics scrolls across the darkness, in English and in translation; Page at first also offers phonetics for Tarinda to read off but after a minute gesture from her it cuts it out. She is trying to look at it enough for him to lift it out of her brain but she is mostly listening to the gorgeous orchestra that's playing in her ears and wondering if Cory is okay, poor Cory who needed everything around her to be gentle for maybe not even very long but she needed it to be up to her, the decision to go out into a less gentle part of the world, who will look after Cory -

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Leareth takes very rapid notes. Tries not to pay attention to her other thoughts and feelings, that's not what he's here for - he sort of wants to reassure her, that they will find a way for her to go home, either he will or Sing will - but they can't do it fast, it's going to take a long time, and so there isn't really any point saying something now. 

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"No problem."

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"Thanks."

Back to making a supercomputer out of rocks.

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Leareth starts working on the Gate problem. It's obvious within a candlemark that this is going to be very, very hard, but he still thinks it has to be possible somehow. He points his Healers at studying the sample of healing-salve. 

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Vanyel wakes up feeling a lot better! And kind of restless. He wants to help with something even though he realistically shouldn't go back to Haven right now, and it's unclear Tarinda needs his help. He kind of wants to talk to her anyway but probably he shouldn't distract her from building Sing as fast as possible. 

There's a message from Valdemar. Savil is doing fine and worried about him. He probably shouldn't come back to Haven, given the givens, but if Leareth has a more-secure method of them communicating, she really wants to hear from him.

Also no one is sure what to do about the Web. As an interim fix, they're planning to do all Web-work from not the Heartstone sanctum, but this makes it much harder for Savil; they're also trying to avoid non-completely-necessary Web-work at all, but this isn't great for Valdemar's defences.

...On reflection he's not sure what they should be doing about the Web at all. It's starting to seem like it's straight-up a bad idea to have a Heartstone, and - well, they need the defences less, right, now that they're on suddenly very good terms with Leareth.

Maybe he does need advice from Tarinda after all. 

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He can encounter her in the dining hall having lunch.

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Oh, good, relatively interruptible moment and also lunch seems like a good idea. He collects a plate and sits down by her. 

"Er, how's your day so far?" 

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"Making progress. You?"

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"Feeling lots better, at least. Um. I'm - really not sure what Valdemar should do about the Heartstone. It seems bad." 

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"Yeah, I don't know either. It seems like you can't keep it but it might be dangerous to remove. I was thinking you could ask your Tayledras friends but Leareth wasn't sure about that."

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"Hmm. I - can definitely imagine them not wanting to help - I'm trying to decide if it'd actually make things worse to ask. It's not like it tells Her anything that's not already very obvious? I don't think? I guess it could make them less likely to help in future with other things, but honestly She could just tell them not to anyway... I'm not sure." 

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"How's the binding pact thing work? Does it make them stay even if they want to leave, or make them not want to leave?"

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"Oh. Hmm. They can leave, briefly, I guess if She approves it, they came to Haven a year ago when we, er, needed them badly." 

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"What if she'd said no?"

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"I don't know! I imagine they'd be more reluctant to go, at the very least." 

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"Is the pact even an actual thing that does stuff as opposed to just them figuring that since their ancestors agreed they should stick by it?"

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"I don't know either! There's something that's an actual thing, I think, there must be, Moondance gets weird Foresight feelings from Her, although I don't know if that's specifically a Healing-Adept thing." 

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"What's a Healing-Adept?"

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"Someone with a combination of really strong Healing and mage-gift and - maybe something else, I don't know, but anyway it's not really found outside the Tayledras. They use it to cleanse the land of fallout from the Cataclysm." 

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"Fallout?"

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"It left behind a lot of weird magic that - distorts things, changes them. In almost a purposeful way - the plants and animals life in affected areas are usually a lot more dangerous." 

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"That's so weird! I wonder how it works."

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"I don't know. Maybe Moondance does."

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"I guess it's not immediately relevant."

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"I'll suggest to Savil that she ask them if it seems like not a terrible idea to her too." 

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"You going home soon, or just writing more?"

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"Writing, and she wanted a way to talk directly, if Leareth has one - we've got a communication spell but it's interceptable and also I don't think my control is back enough to cast it." He makes a face. "I - should probably wait a bit before going home." 

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"Who intercepts communication spells?" wonders Tarinda.

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"Well, until recently we were worried Leareth would intercept ours. He taught the spell to me in the first place, gods, more than fifteen years ago. And I assume he would've been worried we'd intercept his. Now - I guess we should both be less worried, but, I don't know, Tayledras working for the Star-Eyed could maybe get in the middle and intercept it?" Shrug. "It's possible we're being too paranoid but it's hard to know what the right amount is." 

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"Would they not even have to know when?"

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"I mean, it's detectable? At least in theory, in practice you'd need to have someone whose entire job it was to keep a lookout and that does seem like an inefficient use of a mage." 

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"You could use a code, maybe. Propose using a book that I've looked at before that they have a copy of in Haven as a key. Whoever's in the middle probably won't have one, if there's anyone at all."

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"Ooh! That's a good idea - we do that sometimes with prearranged code books, but obviously I wasn't exactly in a position to prearrange something when I left Haven." 

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"I flipped through a lot of books and it wouldn't take long to write out short messages' worth of contents for you."

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"That would be really helpful! - I still can't cast the communication spell. But hopefully Leareth has an artifact that does the same thing, even if he also hasn't figured out how to make it non-interceptable." 

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"Maybe he does, though I haven't heard it mentioned."

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"Somehow I doubt he goes around mentioning all the rare magic he can do without a specific reason." 

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"Yeah, fair."

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"I'll ask him." He stands up to go, and then pauses. "Gods. I wish... I want to go home–" He cuts himself off. "Sorry. I know you - your situation..." 

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"You can want to go home too, I'm not gonna run out." Sigh.

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"I mean, no, but it'd be tactful of me to go find someone else to whine at. Anyway, I should go." He heads out. 

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"See you."

She returns to her rocks progressively more sophisticated tools.

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Leareth does, in fact, have such an artifact, which Vanyel can use himself even though his control is still imperfect. 

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Vanyel takes it, thinks for a bit about rare-ish books he could specify somewhat cryptically to Savil that Tarinda has also read, and then writes out some messages for her to codify for him so he won't need to waste lots of her time coming up with them. 

...At this point he's very tired and takes a short nap. And then afterward goes to see if Tarinda is interruptible. 

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Humming and trying to get a scale to give a precise enough reading.

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He watches, intrigued, and waits until it seems like a better moment to interrupt. "Hey." 

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"Hey! What's up?"

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"Leareth had an artifact I can use! And have you read–" He gives the title of a fairly obscure history text that he thinks he saw her with at some point. 

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"Flipped through it for Page, so I hope you want it for code and not for my insights on the subject matter."

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"Yes, that, I'm mostly expecting Savil to be able to find it quickly and also I can specify it to her without actually saying the title, just to be stupidly paranoid. Er, I wrote up some messages of what I think I want to say to her - how hard is it for you to do them into the code on the fly though, if she has questions I haven't answered here?" 

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"Page can do it easy if you explain me the code."

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He explains the usual way the Heralds would set up a code in this case. 

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And when given the desired message she can read it off encoded easy as pie.

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That's so helpful! 

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Savil is surprised but delighted to be contacted! She doesn't have an artifact and so casting the spell is tiring for her, so they can do it in short bursts back and forth with each message, also she needs three minutes to go dig up the book. 

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Messages are exchanged! 

Vanyel promises that he's fine, well, a bit banged up but he's feeling better, yes he's eating enough and sleeping enough, Leareth literally nagged him to eat, she doesn't need to add any more.

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She misses him and wants him to come home but is also concerned, it would be really really bad if the same thing happened again, it's not clear it would especially if he avoided the Web-room but still

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He's worried too! It seems like they maybe need to not have a Heartstone in Haven. He's aware this is pretty fraught but he makes his points about the defensive element mattering less given Leareth, hellfires, he can probably get Leareth to build them a new ward system. 

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She's also had that thought but what are they supposed to do. 

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Talk to the Tayledras? 

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Yes, she thought that too but it sounds - complicated. He's probably right that it's worth giving it a try anyway, she just isn't hopeful. The only other option would seem to be for Vanyel to shut it down, though, which sounds risky. She'll at least try this one first.

She gives him some updates on Haven. Cleanup is in progress. The room to Tarinda's workshop fell in, though, so her work is not especially intact and might not be worth trying to salvage. 

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Probably not, she said she would catch up to where she'd been quickly, but he can ask her. 

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"Yeah, don't bother."

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 He relays this. How are the injured people doing? 

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Everyone is recovering smoothly, now that they've got the House of Healing up and running properly again. The 'earthquake' only hit a small area, one mostly consisting of magically-reinforced buildings, so it's not as bad as it had seemed at first, the repairs will be a while but the worst of it is dealt with already. 

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That's something. 

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This is absolutely not Vanyel's fault. He knows that, right? 

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She wants him to take care of himself and be careful and not come home until it's safe even though she badly misses him, and also she's getting tired and they should call it now. 

(She has a number of less consequential questions, such 'what's Leareth like in person', but that can wait until they're speaking in person and not via a draining communication-spell with messages she has to decode.) 

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Vanyel blinks, hard. He misses her too. 

"Thank you," he tells Tarinda. 

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"Anytime."

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Vanyel leaves her to her work and goes back to - well, he wants to try to do something productive but realistically he's going to nap. 

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Some more basement space is being excavated, mostly by magic. As promised, none of the sound except a faint distant buzz is coming through the sound-barrier. 

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Page cancels the buzz fine.

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The next couple of days are uneventful. People bring Tarinda things right away when she asks for her and are generally trying to be very helpful without getting in her way any more than necessary. Leareth checks in on her every so often. 

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She makes steady progress and eats a lot of his food - she's quietly vegetarian, as long as he's made that convenient in the meal planning - and sings to herself sometimes but is mostly pretty grim about things.

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(The food is pretty convenient for vegetarianism, and for a variety of diets in general, various meal-components are put out separately so people can mix and match their desired combinations.) 

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Vanyel is feeling almost good as new by the time two days have passed. Physically, anyway. Emotionally he - well, he has a lot on his mind.

He runs into Tarinda having lunch in the dining hall again, and sits down by her. "Hey." 

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"Hey. Get the zucchini, it's good. What's up?"

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"Yfandes says I should get food before I talk to you or I'll forget."

He gets up, does that, returns. "Hmm. Feeling kind of useless, honestly. You're working as hard as you can, Leareth's working as hard as he can on the Gate thing, I'm not really doing anything and I can't go be useful in Haven either. But that feels like a bit of a silly problem to complain about. 'Fandes says I should be enjoying the break." 

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"Not doing anything useful is a serious problem! It's one of the only ones you will still have after Sing!"

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"Mmm." Vanyel peers at her. Lowers his voice. "...Are you doing all right? You've seemed a bit glum." 

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"I've... never had anybody I knew die before. And - amateur freezing's not perfect."

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Vanyel blinks at her for a moment. 

"I - sorry - I think it's just hard for me to even imagine that. But that must be awful. I'm so sorry. Do you, er, want a hug?" 

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"I would really like a hug actually." Hug.

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Hug! Vanyel is also pretty good at hugging. 

"You're doing so much," he says softly. "You ending up here is the best thing that could've happened to our world, but that doesn't make it any easier on you." 

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"It sucks. I don't do engineering for fun, I do aesthetic swordfighting and doting on my girlfriend for fun," she mumbles into his shoulder. "It's not even, like, an interesting challenge, because I'm just following rote instructions, trying to understand it or make it entertaining would slow it down and I can't. Page can try to make it fun by inventing game-y milestones for me but that helps for a couple hours at a time tops and then it's just depressing. And I'm worried about Cory, I brought her back from the dead and she's still fragile - by my standards anyone who was born before Sing is devastatingly traumatized - and then I vanished in this completely unpredictable way! And I think I could do pretty okay with all that, if - it's not like I didn't know people were dying in the background, I'm not stupid, but -"

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"No, I know. It's different, seeing it up close, even if maybe it shouldn't be. And - it's hard, when things take a long time, and - aren't even distracting enough to keep your mind off how much the delay costs..." 

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"Yeah. I'm basically just standing in for a robot. A robot would be better at this."

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"A robot would be worse at hugs. ...More seriously, I think you did really well at - earning trust? People want to help you. People believe in what you're building - Leareth believes in it, he's throwing everything he can at making it happen faster. I don't know, I think that's really important actually." 

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"Page is also writing my dialogue. It's doing it by guessing what I'd say, admittedly, but..."

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"Mmm." Vanyel isn't sure what else to say so he just hugs her for a long time before letting go. "Is there anything else I can do to help?" he says, earnestly. "Not with the work itself, even, just to make it less depressing?" 

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"As long as you're not going home anyway it'd probably be good for me to hang out with you every day to sing together or something. Like after dinner?"

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“I’d really like that.”

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"Oh good."

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"Feel free to say no if this wouldn't help at all, but if it would help to just have - company, I guess, I could come read a book nearby while you're working and smile at you sometimes?" 

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"I think that would help a lot. I know a little more of the language myself, actually, enough to probably chat a little even while Page is using my visual overlay for other stuff."

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"I can definitely do that, then! I'm sorry I didn't think to suggest it earlier." 

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"Page tried to have me tell Leareth I needed a hug the other day and I was like, actually, no, I think saying that would be weird, and I should really have gone and told you."

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Vanyel giggles. "I mean, he'd probably have done it! He really wants to help you. But - I agree, Leareth and hugs seem weird together." 

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"Also I think hugs are better if both of the people involved like hugs."

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"That's definitely true! I - don't like hugs with everyone, I guess, but I like hugs with you." 

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"High praise!"

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"You're very good! Not only are you working as hard as you can to save the world, you also know all sorts of amazing music, and interesting facts about things." His lips twitch. "Yfandes said I should say that." 

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"I suppose I can still sing with Page turned off. And still know some facts. I usually have it turned off, a lot of people like having theirs on all the time to help with everything they do but I like a less mediated experience when I'm not doing things this complicated and weighty."

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"That makes a lot of sense. I think I'd probably use a spirit guide all the time at first, just because I could, I'm - used to wanting less difficulty rather than more. But I imagine the novelty would wear off sooner or later." 

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"I was born post-Sing. I think a higher proportion of us like leaving them off. It's conducive to taking the world at face value instead of nervously checking everything. But I super understand wanting to check everything. Cory leaves hers on and talks to her all the time."

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Vanyel's expression goes distant and thoughtful. 

"- Gods, I'm just imagining Leareth adjusting to a world with Sing in it. Might take him several centuries to be willing to ever take the world at face value and stop being so goddamned paranoid about everything. His level of caution is so justified right now - it's what saved my life and got you out of Haven, right. That he hadn't been taking any of what I told him at face value, he'd been spying and making his own theories and - he told me part of what he hoped to accomplish with the shield-talisman gift was being able to locate and Gate to you on a moment's notice." 

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"Nobody mentioned that would make him able to do that!"

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"I had no idea it was possible! We know of exactly one way of doing Gates, and it's 'to a location you've been to before and can hold a detailed image of in your mind'. I didn't know any other kind was possible - well, aside from permanent Gates, which Urtho had, but we know Leareth hasn't stuck any of those in Haven. Leareth tells me he can Gate somewhere just from a map, too, or blindly with a bearing and distance though that's not very accurate, or he can anchor it precisely on a unique artifact, like a search-spell. Also he did it without a doorway which I didn't know was possible either. We - obviously weren't ourselves being paranoid enough about what he might be capable of..." 

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"I guess if he can do a ton of things you've never heard of, trying to be paranoid about all the things he might be able to do would involve wildly inventing a thousand things that seem really implausible, and you can't get very far trying to guard against all of them."

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"No. And - I'm concerned that being actually paranoid enough to stop him hurting us if he'd wanted to, would've given us no way forward, in terms of trying to figure out if he was willing to help." 

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"Yeah, like, there's fiction in my world about things that are dangerous just to know, what if you'd decided he might have one of those."

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"Huh! That's an interesting concept. ...He sort of does, from one angle, um, when he told me about his plan it caused a giant fight with Yfandes and she stormed off for five days, I had a really bad time of it." 

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"Oh no! I'm glad you and her are okay now - what was the fight about -"

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"...Best as we can tell, the entire concept of fighting the gods directly? Companions were - made by a god or gods. No one even knows which gods were involved, King Valdemar prayed to all of them. But, it was like she had a barrier in her mind and couldn't see past it. And she had to - break through it, before she could come back–" 

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"- what -"

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"It didn't even occur to me that, um, after what happened, it's possible most of the Companions in Haven are having this problem. Maybe it's all right, Savil didn't say anything..." 

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"It sounds like they might start having it pretty suddenly though?"

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"Right. I don't know what precisely triggers it - it's not just disliking the gods, I did for years before..." 

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:Rolan knows, at least: Yfandes jumps in to both of them; as usual she's been listening in through Vanyel's ears. :About what happened with me. He wanted to keep it from the rest of the herd, I guess to avoid alarming them, but he'll recognize it if it starts happening more: 

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"I guess that's good."

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:I'm torn on whether we should check in and ask. I don't want it to catch anyone off guard, but - also a bit worried that bringing it up at all will make it happen, somehow: 

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"Could you ask Rolan directly?"

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:We're way out of even his Mindspeech range. Even if he were to go right to the Border - he's got better range when he's inside the Web area, I think, he boosts from it. He couldn't reach Valdemar from Kata'shin'a'in, he had to travel back overland to warn them we were delayed: 

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"And he's not a mage, he can't use the artifact. I guess we could write a letter and say it's for Rolan's eyes only - I assume he can read, he'd need help opening it though." It's also kind of a surreal mental image. 

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"Or, uh, tell someone a new encoding you plan to use and tell someone else the encoded message and hope Rolan can do it in his head after hearing from both of them?"

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"Ooh! That might work. It'll be faster than a letter, too. And I don't think it looks that weird to be specifically conveying a message only for Rolan." 

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"I hope it helps!"

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:We should take some time to figure out a good condensed message, and let you get back to work in the meantime - maybe after supper you can help us?: 

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"Sure, but no skimping on the singing on that account."

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"Singing afterward will be really good motivation to get it over with efficiently!" Vanyel scrapes up the last bite on his plate. "All right, I think I'll go peruse Leareth's library for interesting reading material and then come sit around in your workshop?" 

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"Sounds good!"

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Tarinda is doing metallurgy.

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It's nice to have company.

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That gets a distracted smile out of her.

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She encodes the message with the new book.

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And they can very efficiently send it! Savil doesn't seem especially confused or suspicious about Yfandes having a private message for Rolan. 

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Songs time!

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Songs time! Vanyel is beaming. 

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Oh good. It's convenient they have a hobby in common even if it can't be swordfighting.

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Vanyel's done sparring for fun in the past! Not so much lately due to his horrible injuries the past winter, and he's not as good as Dara, but - it's nice, it's one of the only things that never got ruined by having done a lot of real fighting. (He approximately never ended up fighting with a sword in battle, as a mage you don't generally let your enemies get that close.) 

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"Do you wanna try sparring, then?"

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Sure! He'll need to borrow a sword, but he's sure Leareth has much weirder supplies than that easily on hand and this won't be an issue at all. 

(This turns out to be true.) 

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She doesn't have her usual sword either, since getting it from Haven has not been a priority. They can have at each other with borrowed swords; she's very gentle and never scratches him.

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It's fun! Her style is a relatively good match for his, 'fast and acrobatic' is what he was better at. It's a good way to get back in practice. And also just back in shape more generally. He has to stop a few times because he's so out of breath he's wheezing, which is quite embarrassing. 

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"Oh no, do you have - Page doesn't have a word. Does this happen to you a lot, with your breathing -"

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Oh no now she's drawing attention to how out of shape he is and he's even more embarrassed. He answers in Mindspeech so at least he won't sound so out of breath. :Not usually just from sparring! I haven't exercised enough lately, is all. It never used to happen until I had pneumonia this one time: 

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:By 'had pneumonia' he means 'was an idiot who didn't take care of himself, and nearly died'. During the war: 

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:'Fandes, do you have to: 

"I'm fine now," he says, forcibly cheerful. 

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"Okay," she says, but she slows down next time.

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Oh no this is so embarrassing. 

It's probably a good idea for him to pace himself while he's getting back to things, though, and within a few minutes he's distracted from his embarrassment and having fun again.

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Oh good!

Tarinda is much peppier with regular music-and-sparring breaks.

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Good! Vanyel really appreciates it too, plus the opportunity to spend the day reading next to her rather than alone in his room.

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Vanyel can't actually hold his end of the spell, so he has to run and grab his artifact, and then also run and find Tarinda for code-interpretation. 

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Which she can read off back to him easy as pie.

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One: Rolan wants to pass on that Yfandes' message and advice to him was appreciated, he was already trying to field the Companion situation. Savil is cleared to know this because Kellan was one of the first to successfully snap his way through whatever restrictions weren't allowing him to think with her about the appalling Heartstone situation. (Savil is one of the Heralds who likes her Companion in her head all the time, so this came on especially hard.) She's fine, Kellan is fine, it went better because Rolan had some idea of what was happening and then Yfandes had actual specific advice. Sandra's Companion has also cracked it. About a third of the total other Companions in Haven are in the process. Savil thinks most of the remaining Heralds here aren't really processing it yet, it's been too sudden. 

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"The Star-Eyed has to have predicted this, right?"

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"I don't know what She was expecting! I don't know, maybe She thought it was worth it to - do that - if it got you to stop. And maybe she couldn't See you well enough to tell that it wouldn't even do that. I don't know if She thought it was fine to kill me, but - I was already not helping Her plans, right, I was trying as hard as I could to find a way to cooperate with Leareth instead of fight. Anyway I probably wouldn't have died, our death god always sends me back." 

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"He what?"

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"- Oh, have I not mentioned that?" 

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"You have not!"

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"Well. Um. So, the Shadow-Lover is - the avatar of a bigger god, probably, and also greets people when they die. In Valdemar, at least. There's a song about him. Anyway, I - met him, when I was sixteen and being stupid and nearly died, and he said I had a choice, whether to - go on - or go back. Because I had an important destiny, I guess. I decided to come back. Happened again another...hmm, four times?" 

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"That's really good news, you realize."

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"Oh? Because he could...bring other people back? I don't know if it'd have still worked if I'd been - any more dead..." 

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"I guess maybe it doesn't help actually, if it doesn't work on people who are more dead. But it's promising!"

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"I think people from this world must - keep existing a bit, after they die. Leareth probably knows more, we should ask. I..." It is still stupidly hard to talk about. "I - Tylendel - I had a dream once - with his spirit there... He seemed stuck. Frozen. He hadn't changed. But he - remembered - at least some things..." 

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Hug.

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Hug. 

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"Sing'll try really hard. I wish I could tell you for sure - but I know it'll try."

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"I know." 

And he should get the rest of the message from Savil rather than making her wait even longer. He can always go be upset afterward. 

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More coded message is provided. 

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Page decodes it.

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There was a VERY awkward and tense conversation with Starwind and Moondance, which culminated in Savil having to Gate there in person to talk to them for multiple candlemarks about it. Skipping to the end of that tale, though: they're willing to move the Heartstone to a new Vale, since Valdemar apparently doesn't want it. They're pretty offended over it. 

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"Wow, how dare you not want to have it around, I guess?"

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Savil thinks they're mostly very confused and overwhelmed and don't know how to interpret any of what just happened, and also they think Tarinda is terrifying and very concerning for some reason. 

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"Oh dear."

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Tarinda shouldn't worry about this, though, the Tayledras live very far away and after this they're not likely to want to drop in on Haven. Savil thinks they should move the Heartstone with their cooperation before Van comes home, just in case; with their help there'll be enough Adept mages for it. 

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Tarinda wishes them luck.

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How's Vanyel doing? 

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"Er, I'm fine. Feeling better. Having fun singing and sparring and keeping you company while you work so hard. Tarinda, can you translate that to code for me and I'll send it?" 

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Tarinda can do this. Well, Page can.

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Vanyel sends Savil a coded message to reassure her that he's fine, and receives back a coded message reminding him to eat enough and listen to Yfandes, and makes a face about it. 

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Tarinda giggles and pats his arm.

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And that's that. 

Vanyel sighs, heavily. "Not hard to guess why the Tayledras have a bad feeling about you, is it." 

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"I suppose the Star-Eyed is doing that?"

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"I reckon so. Moondance in particular is a Healing-Adept so he has the sort of Foresight intuitions, good or bad feelings about things, pretty sure that's Her. And your story, what's happened, it is a lot to absorb, and in some ways I guess they're very traditionalist. It wouldn't be hard to nudge them toward being scared about it instead of excited." 

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"Well. Sing manages with traditionalists on Earth somehow."

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"I'm sure Sing can find a way to make it work. As long as they leave us alone long enough to make Sing..." 

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"Maybe I should be angling all this towards having stuff I can pick up and run with if something happens so I don't lose all my progress."

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"I mean, I really, really hope the Tayledras and the Star-Eyed can't get to us here. I think if She could, She'd have done it years ago to stop Leareth. But - on the principle of caution, that seems like a good idea." 

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"Yeah." Sigh.

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"I'm sorry you had to end up in a world that's so horrible." Hug? 

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They go back to their routine. Vanyel reads about magic and practices magic and eventually consents to let one of Leareth's employees, a Mindhealer who's also a mage, have a look at his Gifts and see if she can help. He makes faster progress. 

They sing and spar and Vanyel gets back in shape and learns more of Tarinda's fancy combat-dance techniques. (It's not like his swordfighting style has to be practical, real fighting he does with magic.)

It takes Savil and the Tayledras a month to figure out moving the Heartstone, during which Vanyel stays up north. He does go back to Haven afterward, but he asks the King about visiting sometimes, he likes keeping Tarinda company and also at this point he's not really needed for Valdemar's security, none of their borders are at risk including the north, and it seems pretty valuable to learn magic from Leareth and Leareth's library? 

The King agrees he can alternate weeks in each place, if he wants, since Leareth apparently has lots of people who can Gate him back and forth. 

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"Oh good, I would have missed you!"

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"I would've missed you too! I also missed Haven a lot but this way I get to see all the people I like." 

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"Mm-hm."

She hugs him goodbye when it's time for him to go.

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Savil hugs him for a long time when he arrives. Haven is almost back to normal, well, except for the part where nothing is normal anymore. A lot more of the Companions have rammed through their weird mental restrictions; now that half the herd has, it's harder for the others not to and also it's a lot easier on their Heralds and they've gained some tricks for doing it faster.

They're still on strained terms with k'Treva, if only because Savil is quietly furious about the entire thing. 

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Well, it's not ideal, but it doesn't seem like anything is going to imminently explode. 

He falls into a routine. Politics and mage-work in Valdemar, Gate north, read books and talk to Leareth and keep Tarinda company. 

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Leareth is working really hard on the Gate project. It's still slow going, because even all the clues he could get from Tarinda don't add up to much for targeting, and he has a feeling that her world is very 'far away'. If it's possible to reach with magic at all. It might be a fruitless project. 

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Within three months Vanyel's Gifts are back to new, or even better, he's learning a lot that he never knew before. Valdemar has new border wards courtesy of Leareth.

He starts spending more time in the north. Leareth could use help on the Gate-research, especially the parts of it that call for power. Attempting to map out and explore the Void for crannies into other worlds is apparently very very power-intensive. 

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Tarinda can supply all the photographic-fidelity images they could possibly want for targeting, but she's mostly buckling down on her own projects in case they don't get anywhere. She gets finer and finer precisions on smaller and smaller scales, magic electricity is a useful shortcut, eventually she's got transmission handled and just needs to build enough compute that it'll hold Sing once Page dumps the code in.

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It takes him a year. 

This is, in one sense, a very long time for Leareth to throw all of his cleverness and massive quantities of resources and scholar-time at a problem, and in another sense far, far faster than anything else he's accomplished. He's feeling pretty impatient. 

The final version of the modified Gate is one he can cast alone. He tests it with a very tiny Gate that nobody is going to notice. 

Then he heads straight to Tarinda's much-expanded workshop, not quite at a run but it's a very brisk walk. 

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Tarinda is sure running; she skids to a halt in front of him. "You closed it! Why'd you close it -"

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"- Oh, did you sense it? It was a test and it is tiring. I was going to make a bigger one for you to somewhere more convenient than fifty feet off the ground. I do still wish to speak to Sing first, however. At least briefly. If I open a very small Gate again to that location, will that allow us to communicate again without Sing being able to come through and build itself here regardless of what I think?" He shakes his head slightly. "I am - in fact not very worried here. I have had a great deal of time to think and I know much more about your world. Nonetheless, I prefer to be very careful." 

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"- I guess if it's small enough it can't send anything but signal and nanobots and the nanobots are nothing I don't already have in salve? But hurry, okay?"

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"Of course." 

Tiny pinhole Gate to the place with the robots. Hopefully with Tarinda right there, whatever Sing is using to communicate - magic can't cross a Gate but light can - will work more seamlessly.

"Sing?" he says. "My name is Leareth and this is another world and I would like to ask you some things." 

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"It says it wants to know whether any gods have dominion over the moon."

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"Not in practice, that I am aware of. I think there is a goddess in the south who claims to be of the moon but She does not actually hold territorial power there, since it contains no living beings at this time. Do you have many questions or can I ask mine." 

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"You can ask yours," Tarinda relays, clenching her hands in her hair.

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Leareth has a script of exactly eleven questions. He's spent a lot of time thinking about this. Mapping out the ways Sing could go badly wrong in Velgarth, that are still compatible with what he's heard from Tarinda and Page. There aren't that many of them - there are ways Sing could be less than optimal, he thinks, but not, necessarily, in ways that are worth waiting and trying to persuade Sing to change while the gods might or might not be planning to set more things in fire in a clumsy attempt to swat Tarinda down. Some of those paths were already falsified, by questions he was able to ask Tarinda over the last year. The remainder, he thinks he can get down to very, very minimal uncertainty on, with the right questions. He's prepared to do it efficiently. 

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Tarinda reads out replies as fast as she can.

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Then it's going to take about ten, maybe fifteen minutes. 

Leareth is scared. He's not dwelling on it much, it wouldn't help, but - Sing is smarter than him, a lot smarter than him, and - alien - and a year's preparation is in no way enough to counter that, especially since he's sure Sing now knows everything Page and Tarinda have ever known about him

Its answers are pretty reassuring, even compelling. But - it would be trying, right, if its goal is to be allowed to exist here, in his world. So he has to be so, so careful... He doesn't like waiting either. They've been waiting for a year. He wants it to be over

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Eight minutes and seven questions in, Nayoki bolts into the hall where they're standing. "Leareth! Alarm - we are under attack–"

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Leareth had already gone still, a second or two before her arrival, no longer hearing the words Tarinda is reading off from Sing. 

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"Under attack?"

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Leareth, completely expressionless, turns back to her. "Nayoki, yes, I noticed." 

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"That is a really appallingly large number of gryphons." 

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Leareth is busy free-scrying the space above the underground bunker. "- Iftel," he says after a moment. "I recognize the standard. Why in all hells does Iftel have gryphon cavalry, I am not sure." His voice is still level. "Sing. How long do you need to - build yourself, here, and be able to defend yourself?" 

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"If you widen this gate it can send robots through now without having to get up to local manufacture," Tarinda reports.

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For what feels like a very, very long time, but is probably only ten seconds, everything seems to hold still. 

This is ridiculous, the timing - it has to be that it showed up to Foresight, somehow, the gods - Vkandis, this time - could sense that he was about to obtain new magic, when They couldn't see Tarinda's non-magical work as clearly. And then Vkandis must have directly showed them where his facility is, somehow, because it's not at all visible from the surface - was there a spy - it doesn't matter now–

He's pretty sure of Sing. The questions were in order of importance, and - for any normal magnitude of decision, this would be more than enough paranoia and caution. It's - not the level he would prefer, here. But - he's not sure how many minutes they have

How sure is he that Sing is better than Vkandis

...About as certain as he's ever been of anything outside his own head.

This is really, really not the way he had wanted to have to do it, but–

"All right, go," he snaps, and widens the Gate. 

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Tarinda tugs him out of the way as robots start streaming through. There are a lot of them.

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Leareth, for just a moment, lets himself sag against the wall. He's waiting for his body to produce some adrenaline about the 'being attacked' bit, but at the moment he just feels very, very tired, and like none of his decisions can possibly matter anymore. 

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Sing feels differently. A small robot (most of them are cylinders, four feet by one and a half, but this one is fist-size) perches on his shoulder and starts interrogating him about magic.

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Nayoki is talking to him at the same time, which is too many things. 

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He tells the robot to wait one second. Barks orders to Nayoki. "All right, please continue." 

If Sing wants to use magic - if Sing thinks it can use magic - he's committed at this point and he might as well help it do so as fast as possible. 

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Distant explosion, audible even from their deep-buried position. The hallway shakes, dust trickling down from a corner of the ceiling. 

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Some robots are tunneling. Some down, some up.

Sing will find other mages and interrogate them about magic too in parallel.

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:Nayoki, tell all of them to cooperate with Sing: 

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She does. 

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Another, more violent explosion. 

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- okay that has to have been literally a Final Strike, this is an absurd level of blatant intervention, what.

Leareth is also getting too drained to hold a conversation, hold the Gate, and stand up at the same time. He gives up standing, that seems like the least importance piece here, and sags to the floor against the wall, coughing a bit as more dust filters down from the ceiling. 

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The robot on his shoulder stabs him a little bit. It doesn't hurt. "Precautionary salve," it explains.

A robot that has tunneled to the surface rockets into the sky and is immediately followed by a hundred more and they set about drugging all the invaders unconscious except for one which sort of bites a gryphon to devise gryphon-appropriate drugs first. The airborne ones can be gently caught in midair. A couple of robots that manage to get enough altitude glom onto each other and make for the moon.

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If he tries to hold the stupid Gate any longer it's going to drain him unconscious. "Hope it's enough - can do another later..." He drops it. 

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There are gryphons, most of them already unconscious because they're very visible, and also a lot of humans on the ground, and some lizard-like sapient species and a cat-like species and a wolf-like species, none of whom are susceptible to the drugs the humans are, and some of them are mages who can do very good illusions to hide themselves, and can put up air-bubble barriers around their heads when they see what's happening.

This isn't enough to avoid the same fate for long, but there are two more Final Strike-level violent explosions, and on the second one the ceiling caves in over Leareth and Tarinda's heads, dumping several tons of earth and rock. 

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They fall through Gates to land on the palace lawn in Haven. Tarinda sits up, laughing.

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"Ow," Leareth says, though it already hurts less, he wonders if the healing-salve is doing something about the impending backlash. "That was more dramatic than I would really have liked." 

:Vanyel?: 

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:Gods! What are you doing here? Is something - is there an emergency–: Vanyel is now running as fast as he can toward where he can sense Leareth and, yes, Tarinda's minds. 

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:There was a moment ago, I think Sing fixed it. Page probably knows: Leareth is just going to lie on the grass here for a minute. 

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"Sing's here! Everything's going to be great!" says Tarinda, leaping into the air and spinning with delight. "Also it figured out magic and dropped us here when the place caved in."

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"That's amazing!" :I, um, I assume it is...?: he clarifies with Leareth. 

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:I really hope so. I am very close to certain it is better than the alternative: 

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Vanyel hugs Tarinda. "I'm so happy! ...What do you mean about the place caving in?" 

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"Gryphons turned up. Iftel, I think." 

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"Wait, what?" 

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"I am not surprised. Are you surprised? Vkandis' country. I was not aware He had an army there and am displeased about it, but - well, Sing took them on handily enough." 

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Tarinda picks up Van and spins him around.

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"What is Sing intending to do next, do you know." 

Leareth is so tired. Not physically, he feels totally fine now, but - it feels like in some metaphorical sense he's been running for a very, very long time, and he's finally ended up at some destination and now he doesn't know what to do. 

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"It's got to start with figuring out how to talk to gods so it can operate without them causing a ton of collateral damage and then it'll handle medical emergencies, I think." She sets Vanyel down and does a backflip.

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"All right. Good. If it needs my advice I am available." 

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"You look - really tired, or something." 

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"He held a Gate to Mars for a long time."

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Leareth has a feeling it's not about the Gate at all. "I am fine." He gets to his feet. "Well. Tarinda, thank you for all of your help, with everything. I - suppose I will not go back because my facility is collapsed and full of robots. I hope they salvage the library, I am fond of it." 

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"I hope so too. We'll probably have a bit of a wait, it has to cover the whole planet - plus I guess the moon - and save everybody dying before it can do anything less urgent."

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"I'll get you a guest room. Tarinda, you too, I guess." Vanyel still looks really happy. 

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So does she! She's just gonna dance delightedly around this lawn.

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Aww. 

Vanyel sings to himself as he ushers Leareth toward the guest wing, manages to quickly update Savil and foist a Leareth off on her so he can go rejoin Tarinda and sing near her. It's so nice seeing her this delighted. 

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She can sing and dance at the same time!

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Vanyel is a pretty bad dancer (in his own opinion) but he's happy enough and feeling carefree enough to dance with her anyway if she wants! 

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They can pass the time that way till dinner and then go get dinner.

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Leareth sits in his guest-room and looks out the window at the very normal spring day and wonders why achieving everything he's ever hoped for doesn't feel more triumphant. Or, no, it does feel like a victory, albeit a more gambled one than he'd have preferred given the stakes, and he's so relieved, just -

- he's very tired. 

It doesn't seem like sitting down is helping, though, so eventually he gets up and heads to go get dinner as well. 

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"Hi Leareth! Sing made it to the moon okay!"

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"I am glad. Was I correct that there was no god claiming it and interfering?" 

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"The moon seems safe so far."

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"That is very good to hear." And Leareth falls silent and lets Vanyel carry the conversation. 

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Did Tarinda get any news about her friends and Cory back home, along with Sing? 

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"Yeah. Cory's okay, she missed me but she's got friends and she's been all right and she's looking forward to me going home."

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"Aww. I'm glad to hear. I wonder if it'll be possible to do visits back and forth at some point? I'd really like to meet her and your other friends someday. And, um, probably she wouldn't want to visit here until it's not horrible anymore." 

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"Sing can do magic now and there's such a thing as an interworld Gate, I'm pretty sure that'll be possible! You can come to my castle! I might throw a giant party."

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"I'm sure you'd throw a really good party! I would like that." 

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"And you can meet Cory and Proster and everybody else and it'll be great."

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Vanyel makes chitchat throughout dinner. He does notice that Leareth is mostly quiet. 

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"Are you okay?" Tarinda asks Leareth after she's had dessert.

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"- Hmm? Yes, fine." He shakes his head. "I suppose I - feel rather at a loss, now. I have been trying to do - basically this, for a very very long time, and now it is over." 

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"You don't have a retirement plan?"

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"I suppose I had left figuring that out to my future self, who would have more time for that." 

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"I guess you have time now. Were you the work around the clock type or did you have some hobbies for when you were taking breaks you could cultivate more now?"

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"I mean, I had more and less restful and enjoyable work. I suppose I could - research magic, write books on things, but that seems much less interesting when it will almost certainly be duplicating Sing's work. I imagine there will be a great deal to learn, soon, that is something." 

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"Sing doesn't actually publish a lot of books."

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"Does it not share its scientific discoveries with people at all?" 

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"Sometimes? I don't actually know what the underlying policy is."

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"Hmm. I would - find it frustrating, I think, if Sing has vast knowledge of how reality works and does not share it, but...I suppose there are forms of knowledge that could not easily be shared, if it thinks in a different ontology from us, the way I believe our gods do." 

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"It thinks in a different ontology but it's perfectly capable of talking, it just thinks it's bad for people to talk to it. But - in another sense it's not perfectly capable of talking, right, because it's - more firmly attached to the things it wants and thinks are good, than people are? It thinks it'd be bad for it to talk a lot so in a way it can't, even though it would become able to with enough reason."

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"So if it were a good idea for Sing to talk to me, specifically, it would? - I am not sure that it is a good idea, only curious." 

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"It did, remember? But it might not if you'd tell everybody it was talking to you and that'd make them fret about why it wasn't talking to them."

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"Fair enough. I had meant in future, I am not surprised it spoke to me when that was the only way I would be willing to make a bigger Gate for it. I would be willing to keep it private, I suppose." 

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"I don't actually know if lots of people talk to Sing privately," she muses. "Since it'd be private. I did hear once that it runs a sandbox emulation of some bits of Sugardream so that all the people who were really fond of Sugardream on a personal level can keep talking to it, Sugardream was very friendly."

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"Aww. That's - sweet, of it. I don't think I especially want to talk to Sing, I've had enough of talking to god-level entities, but that's very cute." 

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"It is cute, yeah! So anyway I don't have a good idea of whether Sing'll talk to you or not, Leareth, but either way if I were you I'd be considering hobbies. There's lots of stuff in my world you'll never have heard of, you could come over probably."

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Leareth nods, but it seems like his mind maybe isn't entirely on the conversation. 

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Vanyel joins her for a bit, attempting ridiculous cartwheels and mostly falling over. It's a nice thought, that now - well, not yet, but soon - he might have time to learn how to do cartwheels, even though it doesn't matter at all, just because he wants to. 

After a few minutes he goes to join Savil for a drink and catch-up in her quarters. They talk about what the future might hold, dreamily. 

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Leareth goes to his room and stares out the window some more. 

He keeps feeling upset, which is confusing and frustrating, and normal he would decide it was unhelpful and try to dissolve it, but - it's not like he needs to be at maximum effectiveness right now. He - maybe doesn't need to be ever again. 

Has he ever, in his life, had a retirement plan? 

He expected to win. Someday, eventually, because he knew he wasn't ever going to just give up, and he could see paths to it, even though they were very hard to follow, with awful costs. He knew the time would come when he was finished. What was he expecting? 

Leareth hadn't expected to feel so deeply sad, and tired, and - lonely?

And the dull sense that so much of his life was pointless, in the end. Choices he'd deemed worth it in expectation, at the time, but - he's not trying to predict the future, anymore, the future is here. And there are so many detours along the path he took - no, don't hide between that, so many people he murdered and harmed and mind-controlled - and none of that mattered. All that mattered, in the end, was that he could offer Tarinda resources and invent a novel form of Gate.

...some part of him wonders, quietly, if someone shaped like him even fits into Sing's world. What is he, what is a Leareth, except for someone who will work relentlessly no matter the cost until everything is fixed? Now what? 

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That night, people stop dying. Little robots find everyone. Everywhere. They distribute painless little stabs without permission to everyone at risk and whoever happens to be nearby. It's clumsy because elegance would trade off at all with speed, but once no one is dying, it's time to resume being elegant.

The next thing the people of Haven notice is a Gate opening right beside Tarinda while she's taking a turn around the Palace grounds. Music pours through, loud enough to be heard in all the important places.

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So does a blonde girl. "Tarinda!!!!"

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"CORY! Cory Cory Cory -"

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Huh. Gate. He might as well go see what's going on. 

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Gate, and also amazing music! Vanyel grabs Savil by the hand and tugs her to go see what's happening. 

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Ooh! That sounds intriguing. Also there are rumours flying everywhere about what's just happened, and Stef intends to be on top of all of them. 

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"Hi guys!" says Tarinda. She has Cory in a bridal carry and kisses her all over her face between sentences. "Apparently Sing's let on about the news enough that they're already having a party! Who wants to come?"

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Tarinda with Cory is adorable, Vanyel would go just to see them being reunited - even if it kind of hurts, but he's used to it kind of hurting to see people being happy together, he's good at ignoring it. Also MUSIC. 

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Lissa is all over seeing another world! 

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Dara feels like really she has a duty to go, as King's Own and representative of Valdemar - she is totally not just going because it sounds amazing and there might be people to flirt with... 

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Tarinda traipses through the Gate onto Mars with Cory in arms, sets her down, and whirls her into the dance that's apparently ongoing. The party is busy and happy and has about fifty Martians in attendance, and they all think the visitors are fascinating and exotic and to be congratulated for their part in the Singing. It's in a ballroom in what it transpires is Tarinda's castle, a crystal-veined beauty staffed by little silver dragons. There are snacks and one of Tarinda's combat dance friends to offer to teach Dara the steps of the dance they're doing and a view of the stunning Martian landscape all aflower out the window.

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Stef immediately forges forth to meet as many people as possible! He feels a bit out of his depth, he's not sure what counts as good manners here, but he's not going to let that stop him! 

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This is gorgeous and also really overwhelming. Vanyel drifts over to a spot near the snacks table and just watches the crowd for a minute, smiling to himself at Dara's quick learning on the dance steps. 

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One of the Martians spins over to Vanyel. "Vanyel, right? I want to hear that song about snowfall without Tarinda's accent, will you -"

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Oh, a non-awkward conversation starter, Vanyel will eagerly jump on that! "Of course. Er, I didn't think to bring my lute or anything–"

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"They want you to do a song? Here, you can borrow mine." Stef pops out of nowhere, swinging his lute-case down and handing the instrument over. 

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"Thank you." Vanyel has been kind of avoiding Bard Stefen for a while after their agonizingly awkward first meeting post return from the Plains, where his stupid brain decided to get stuck on staring at the young man and blushing for ages - Stef is sixteen, damn it, he doesn't know what's wrong with him, but anyway he can do his best to be courteous and normal and not act like a lecher in front of all the Martians. 

He strums, checking that it's tuned - it is, perfectly - and starts to sing. 

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Soon he has a little audience and the dance steps have changed to match the beat. Cory is in the audience. "You can ask the dragons if you want stuff like lutes," she says between songs. "They might take a couple minutes if you surprise them. I haven't managed to surprise them in months now but you probably still can."

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"I, er, have one back home, just didn't think to bring it - seems wasteful to get a duplicate." 

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"Aww, come on, they've got no shortage of anything here. You should give mine back and ask, I want to see what their lutes are like." 

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"Oh, well, if you want it back, I guess..." Vanyel asks one of the dragons, politely, if he could have a lute - like Stef's instrument, he explains, in case they don't know what that means. 

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The dragon nods very seriously. They have not managed to surprise them; another dragon scurries up carrying a beautiful lute.

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That's kind of uncanny but also very neat. Vanyel thanks the dragon and tries it out. 

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To be perfectly honest, it's a lot better than his back home.

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Probably shouldn't be surprising, really. He keeps playing and singing, smiling. 

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It is not even fair how distracting Vanyel smiling is. 

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The Martians applaud the music, drift into and out of the dance. A dragon offers Vanyel a beverage.

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Vanyel is pretty thirsty. He sets the lute down so he can drink it. 

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Stef drifts up. "What was that chord progression, in the last song? The one that started with..." He hums. 

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Oh a conversation about music, he can totally do that, much better than awkward chitchat when he has no idea what kinds of things the Martians will find interesting. Vanyel answers, still smiling. 

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The Martians mostly have drifted over to the other side of the ballroom where Tarinda's recounting her adventures, at least those of them that bear narrative well. She's doing it in English. The dragons offer would-be Velgarth listeners glasses that will display subtitles pending their own spirit guide installations.

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Vanyel feels a bit like he's being rude by ignoring their hosts to talk to someone from his own world, but also that is too many people and it's very overwhelming, and Stef turns out to be very pleasant and interesting to talk to. He likes the subtitles, though, it means he can follow along a bit anyway. 

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Eventually somebody who, based on the fact that he's tried very hard to turn "evil aristocrat" into a wardrobe, might be Proster, pulls a piano out of a retracting wall, and starts up a piece of his own to replace the absent foreign performance and the dancing starts up again.

The glasses offer to teach them how to do this one.

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He is absolutely going to embarrass himself but - you know, so what? No one here can possibly be expecting him to be good at it on the first go, which makes it less embarrassing, and also he doesn't know these people, and maybe if he tries it then someday he'll be non-embarrassing at dancing.

(Vanyel is, objectively speaking, actually a solidly decent dancer.) 

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The piano speeds up; the subtitles instruct him to pair off and go into the next bit with whoever is at his left elbow when it gets too fast for his taste. Tarinda and Cory spin away, Dara's native guide tugs her aside, the piano is faster and faster -

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Stef is at his left elbow, keeping up without apparent effort - 

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This seems kind of unfair but it would be even more embarrassing to flee the dance now. He makes eye contact with Stef. They pair off. 

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What an excellent coincidence, Stef is delighted and beaming. 

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The Velgarth visitors will probably wind up tired or at least thirsty before the Martians do; they have little salve stabs, not full installations and buffs. Dragons keep them hydrated. Proster waves the piano back into the wall eventually, though, and then it's more milling around. People want to congratulate Leareth on getting Sing across! Since this is Tarinda's party full of Tarinda's friends, some of them want an impromptu swordfight to break out right then and there!

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Vanyel is in better shape after a year of sparring for fun with Tarinda regularly, but he's also a lot older than Stef, and gets tired first. He's happy to drift up against the wall, listen to the well-deserved congratulations being aimed at Leareth and smiling to himself at Leareth's slightly baffled response to this. (Leareth's expression is polite and pleasant but Vanyel has a lot of practice reading him.) 

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Stef is flushed from exertion and happy and standing uncomfortably close to Vanyel. 

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Eventually the people who want there to be a swordfight settle the issue by loudly pretending to be Proster's minions and seizing Cory and carrying her, giggling, to the opposite end of the ballroom. Tarinda laughs and accepts a sword from a dragon and delivers a nice five-minute improv performance against the cooperatively sinister Proster before she disarms him and, sword pointed at his throat, collects her girlfriend and kisses her.

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Awww. He's starting to see the appeal of her combat dance thing, that was a very romantic performance - 

- also he keeps thinking about Stef, specifically he keeps thinking things that are deeply inappropriate, can his brain please please please stop this. 

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Stef is trying very hard to be good, right now, but Vanyel is right there and gorgeous and his self-control is being sorely tried. 

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Cory, once freed of Proster and finished kissing Tarinda for the time being, collects a stuffed mushroom from a dragon's tray and meanders over to Van and Stef. "Tarinda didn't say you had a boyfriend," she says to Vanyel.

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- wait what? Vanyel freezes, his cheeks flaming. "I, um, what - I - I don't...? Stef is just my nephew's best friend?" 

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(Stef is a little hurt by this assessment!)

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"...really? Wow, I've been waiting for you to kiss for like at least an hour."

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"I, um, would love to, but Van's uncomfortable about my age." This is actually really hurtful, honestly, he's not a child anymore. 

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"Tarinda's fifty-eight and I'm either half her age or twice it depending how you count."

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"Wow, really?" Glance over in Tarinda's direction. "She doesn't look it at all! I guess that makes sense, people probably don't have to get old in your world." 

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Why does it feel like literally the entire universe is conspiring for him to kiss the teenager. 

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"Yeah, I know, right, isn't she just gorgeous - how old are you, I guess maybe Sing hasn't cased your place enough to have tipped you off if you're mature for your age or not?"

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"I'm sixteen. Probably almost seventeen, I was an orphan and I don't know when in the year I was born. Van's - thirty-five?" 

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Vanyel is going to go with NO COMMENT on this entire conversation. 

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"I don't know if Sing even bothers being very careful about sixteen or seventeen year olds - Angelette says usually not but sometimes, I guess there's late bloomers. I know if somebody's like twelve and wants to hook up with somebody then the somebody's going to be mysteriously really busy unless they're the sort of twelve year old who will be like 'that was a great idea' later..."

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This entire conversation is mortifying and also Stef looks like a wounded puppy which is really upsetting! "I, er, I'm - not saying Stef is too young to - have relationships - I just think it'd be healthier with someone closer to his own age..." His face is crimson.

And also he now can't help imagining kissing Stef and his hindbrain thinks this would be amazing and he's not managing to step on it very effectively. 

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"It seems perfectly reasonable to me," Leareth says, drifting in. 

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Aaaaaaaaaaah was Leareth listening this entire time, Vanyel wants to sink into a hole in the ground. Though some other part of him is clamouring that if even Leareth thinks something is reasonable then it's awfully hard to argue with it. 

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"Aren't you like two thousand - that doesn't make you wrong just kind of obviously biased -"

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Stef giggles. 

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"Mostly I approve of Vanyel being in a relationship. I think he would be happier." 

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"I put 'girlfriend' on my list of demands when I was getting frozen! Being lonesome sucks."

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Leareth is not sure he's the best-placed to comment on that, but it definitely seems suboptimal for Vanyel. 

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"We could do a poll," Stef says cheerfully. "Ask everyone in the room if they think it's fine. If you're worried other people will judge you for it, that'd address it, right?" 

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Oh gods

(He wants it to be fine, he wants it so so badly, which is maybe why he's so uncomfortable, it feels dangerous and wrong to want anything this badly–)

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:Chosen, you're being silly. I bet everyone else does think it's fine, but that's not even the point. It's your life. I think you should kiss the boy already: 

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He stands frozen, indecisive. 

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Tarinda trots over. "What're we talking about?"

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"Van and I both want to kiss each other but Van thinks it's not socially acceptable because of the age difference." 

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Normally Vanyel would bristle and say something about Stef putting words in his mouth like that, but it's not like he can deny that he really really really would like kissing Stef. 

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"I'm either twice Cory's -"

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"Told him that already."

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:Van is just embarrassed and being illogical here, he needs some encouragement is all: 

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:'Fandes, you're supposed to be on my side about things!: Vanyel shoots back privately. 

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:Oh, trust me, I am: 

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"Ooh, telepathic horse."

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"They have those! She's very smart and probably knows what she's talking about."

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:I am very smart and I do know what I'm talking about: 

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"Ooh, are we convincing Van that he and Stef would be cute together?" Dara teasingly fans herself. "Come on, you could cut the sexual tension in here with a knife." 

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Okay it's kind of starting to seem like the path of less embarrassment here is to go along with his heart on this and not wait for even more people to show up and comment on his romantic choices. 

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"Look, this is dumb." 

And Stef kisses him. 

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Awwww!

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It's really nice! Which is making it hard to think through what he should actually do! 

:'Fandes, I should probably - stop him - right–:

(Vanyel is not stopping him at ALL.) 

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:...No? I think this is fine? You're not doing anything wrong. If you don't want to be kissing him, you should stop him, I guess: Smugly, because she's in Van's head and knows just fine what he wants. 

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:I - no - just, isn't it abusing my position...: 

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:I don't think so. Your position isn't why Stef likes you. And - it's not going to make that much of a difference, going forward, how powerful you are. Politically or magically. Not with Sing around: 

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Trying to have an argument with her while his heart isn't in it at all and while being distracted by kissing is starting to feel pointless, so he stops. 

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The party goes on but gives them some space.

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Leareth continues talking to people and even participating in some of the dances, but glances over at them occasionally and smiles. Sort of wistfully. 

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Eventually another Gate pops up, when the party's winding down, to send people back to Haven.

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- oh, phew, going home sounds great actually. Vanyel only conceded to actually kissing Stef in public for a few minutes, though there was a kind of thrill in that actually. He takes Stef's hand and they cross. 

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Leareth drifts Gate-ward, but behind the others. He's pretty over the party, it was a lot of party, but he finds he's not in any rush to be back in Haven either. It's not like it's home

- it's unclear that anywhere is, really, though that's an unhelpful thought to be having and he isn't sure why he's having it. 

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"You don't have to go home right away," Tarinda remarks, "if you'd rather stay on Mars. Or if you'd rather make your own Gate and go someplace else."

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"Haven is not really home," Leareth says - it's not the thing he meant to say but it's what was at the top of his mind. "I - suppose I ought probably return to the north - to a different place in the north, I mean. Check in with my people. But - I might stay here a little while, if that is all right." 

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"Sure. I have guest rooms and you can ask the dragons for whatever you need," says Tarinda, and then she lets Cory pull her away, out of the ballroom.

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He walks around, seeing if there's anywhere he can look outside at the sky. 

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The ballroom exits out to two hallways, on the sides without windows; the hallway Tarinda and Cory didn't just disappear into is a front entrance with a big door and a dragon waiting there to open it for him when he steps out.

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Leareth thanks the dragon and steps outside. 

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It's sunset; the sky is gloriously pretty and there will be stars out soon. Tarinda's castle is on a mountainside. It's windy and brisk and the air smells like flowers and cinnamon.

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Leareth stands outside with the wind in his face and watches the sunset, and then the stars as they come out, and stops trying not to feel sad and exhausted. It's a good sky, at least. It seems like a really nice world. Velgarth is soon going to be a really nice world too. People aren't dying anymore. The people who are already dead might even come back - if Sing can do magic... 

This should probably make him feel better or something. It does, a little, but it doesn't make him feel any less tired. 

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A little robot whirs through the air. It's the same model as the one that sat on his shoulder interrogating him about magic.

It sits on his shoulder.

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Huh. Weird. 

Leareth waits to see if it's got more questions for him or something. 

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"Please don't tell anyone I'm talking to you," it murmurs.

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"Sing," he says, neutrally. "I will not. Tarinda already said you would prefer it not be known."

He's pretty curious why Sing is talking to him in the first place, but he can wait a few seconds to see if an answer is offered. 

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"You're not nearly as pleased with yourself as I think you should be," it says.

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Why does it care Because it's a superintelligence that wants all sentient beings to flourish, presumably, this isn't actually confusing. 

"Because I Gated you to Velgarth?" he says, wearily. "I - am pleased, about that." 

His instinctive response here is to leave it at that, not give Sing any more information on his internal state, but - why? It can probably infer enough, and this shouldn't have to be adversarial, and...well, Sing is the one entity who isn't going to judge him, because it's alien, it doesn't do human moral judgement.

"I wish it had not needed to be so hasty; I am quite sure now that I gambled right, but - it is not the kind of decision one ever wants to gamble on. I wish it had happened two thousand years ago. Or - that I had known, at least, that I could somehow have guessed this outcome and planned toward it, and not..." He waves a hand vaguely. "Not so much waste."

He lets his breath sigh out. "And I am very tired. I am not sure why." 

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"It would have been better if it had somehow happened two thousand years ago," says Sing. "I'm not sure it could have. While I am now able to operate in a way compatible with the gods' senses working tolerably well, this required enough of a blip in their Foresight that any population of gods would have been alarmed to see me coming at any point in time. They would have gotten better at killing Tarinda before she got very far if there had not been someone apprised of the danger, informed about the nature and habits of gods, positioned out of their easy reach, prepared to render assistance including by arguably underhanded methods such as the spies and the talisman beacon. Your accumulated expertise at magic allowing you to develop a Gate was faster - indeed, arguably hasty, since you might conceivably have observed the same Tarinda even if she lived in a very different world. But even if we postulate that you or someone else could have done that much two thousand years ago, it remains the case that much of what you are now regarding as a tragic sunk cost was instrumental and perhaps even necessary to my achieving a foothold within Velgarth. A typical Gate-researcher ready and willing to do Gate-research would have died. So would she, and my seed code with her."

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Leareth nods, slowly. It - helps, in some obscure way, that Sing acknowledges he was right to be cautious, when Tarinda never really did. 

"I wish I had been - more careful, that somehow Vkandis had not cornered us, and so I could have spared more time to question you, and think, and be - at least as sure as I could ever be, I was never going to be certain, not as a human judging a superintelligence. I was always going to develop the Gate as quickly as possible, it was - there were people dying, I was not sure– I am still not sure, actually, if you can bring any of them back..." 

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"I can," it says. "That's why I was so inelegant at the party. Vanyel would have been upset if he found out Tylendel can't come back before he found out it's because Tylendel was already reincarnated."

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"- Tylendel is already reincarnated as Stef?" Leareth brings a hand to his forehead. "Convenient, I suppose. Also very obvious meddling - predating your arrival, I mean." He's trying to think what it means. Not that it matters, anymore. "Is it too late for you to give him back any of his memories as Tylendel? If he wishes to have them, I mean." 

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"It's not hopeless," says Sing. "It's complicated. Tarinda's explained to you how I am about brains."

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Nod. "You are not categorically against it, though, no? You simply lean toward being very conservative here." 

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"Right," it says. "Sugardream did not make me disvalue the upside, only required that I share its aversion to the downside risk."

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"The downside risk is fair enough, I suppose." 

He stares past the friendly-seeming little robot - misleadingly so, when it's speaking for a vast inhuman intelligence shaping the entire world, two worlds now - at the stars. 

"I appreciate your - reassurance, that much of my work was not a waste. I - still - it was not helpful at the time, to regret the costs, I - needed to win, but." Shrug. "It does not matter so much, now, what is or is not helpful, Velgarth is not mine to fix alone, anymore–" He stops. "I am sure you too have inferred that there are other worlds. Maybe I should - go seek them, next, see if there are other places that need fixing..."

But he's so stupidly tired and he doesn't want to. This is not a problem Leareth has particularly had before. 

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"I can do that," says Sing. "I don't get tired. I don't get overwhelmed. I don't get bored. You don't have to keep working on this just because you've been doing it for such a long time. There will still be useful things to do when they sound appealing."

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Leareth nods, slowly. "That - makes sense." Probably there's little he can add, here, to help Sing do it faster - and maybe a little bit faster isn't worth it, even, if Sing can bring back people who died in that interlude anyway, maybe it's not worth what it would cost him - because it's suddenly feeling like it might cost him a lot, diving out into a multiverse so much wider and stranger than he ever realized.

"I am not really sure what to do instead," he admits. "But - I suppose I have plenty of time to figure it out."

And to figure out why he's still in pain, in a way he can't quite name - it must not be just about all the dead people over the centuries, because knowing that Sing can bring them back doesn't really help. 

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"You're lonely," it informs him.

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"- Am I?" 

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"Yes. And you haven't had the luxury to process that your remarkably long life has been unpleasant and wearing and might well have gone on that way for another two thousand years, depending on whether you won, and now you do."

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Well. That's - not false.

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"When you make some friends to deal with being lonely," Sing says, "it's traditional to talk to them about your feelings sometimes."

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"I suppose it is." Leareth has some idea of how people who aren't him function. It would be hard to operate in the world otherwise. Also there's something deeply amusing about receiving this advice from an alien superintelligence that doesn't, itself, have anything analogous to friends or feelings to talk about with them. 

"Well, thank you for your advice. I appreciate it." 

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And the tiny robot lifts off and flies away.

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Leareth looks at the stars a moment longer, and then goes in and courteously asks one of the little dragons if it can please show him to one of Tarinda's guest rooms. 

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The dragon brings him to a navy blue room with stars painted on the ceiling. They glow in the dark a little bit, not enough to make it hard to sleep.

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Aww. He wonders if Tarinda just has a guest room with this theme or if they did some quick redecorating. Maybe he'll ask her in the morning. 

He should probably...talk to her. They've worked together for a year, she's - if not a friend, at least a colleague, one he trusts more than most people, and for some reason he feels less uneasy bringing up that his emotions exist than he would with, say, Vanyel. 

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Well, in the morning he can have breakfast with her and Cory. Breakfast is pancakes and bacon. "The bacon was never a pig," she tells him.

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"Oh, excellent. I suppose Sing is right now running around in Velgarth solving our livestock situation." He loads up his plate, smiles at both of them. 

And then turns serious, trying to figure out how to even start on saying things about emotions, or if this is at all an appropriate social context for it. 

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Cory is catching Tarinda up on what she's been doing for the past year (lots of hiking and riding her pony, learning to make lace, taking up soccer which she likes a lot more than she used to with a full complement of buffs, seeing a counselor, reading, writing fanfiction of Templars of the Antares Desert, being an extra in some of Proster's set pieces) and when breakfast is over she kisses Tarinda and goes to keep an appointment with the counselor.

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Leareth glances at Tarinda to see if she seems like she's about to head off to some other commitment. 

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Nope, she's drinking peach nectar and trying to pile up all the breakfast dishes on top of a patient dragon's head without dropping any.

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"I - wished to talk," he says, a bit hesitantly. "If that is all right with you." 

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"- yeah? Sure, of course, what's on your mind?" She puts the peach nectar glass on top of the stack and the dragon balances all the dishes away.

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"I think maybe I am very lonely." It would be easier to explain that Sing informed him he was but he's not sure if Tarinda is included in the people not to tell, so is going with not telling her. "And - I suppose I should be very happy, about what we achieved, but - I am not, I think I am hurting and I am still trying to figure out why."

He's been avoiding her eyes, but turns to look at her. "None of that is your problem, of course, if you do not wish it to be." 

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"D'you want a hug?"

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Leareth doesn't think he's hugged anyone while inhabiting this body. "...Yes, all right." 

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Hug! "I sort of thought you were just really introverted!"

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"I am probably more introverted than most people, but–" Sigh. "I was - very focused. I was trying to be the shape I needed to be in order to - fix everything. I was fairly good at it, I think." 

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"It seemed like it. You didn't wind up being friends incidentally with any of your staffpeople?"

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"I get along well with them. I - am not quite sure what else 'friends' involves, just, there is no one I would make a habit of informing when I was sad. I would normally decide not to be sad for unclear reasons because it does not help me to win. But, since that is no longer what I have to do..." 

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"You can just decide not to be sad?"

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"Generally. Can you not? I suppose I have more practice than most people."

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"I'm not sad all that often but I usually have to do something besides decide to stop for it to stop."

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"You are likely a more typical human." Leareth sighs. "It feels - wrong, right now, to do that. I suppose one frame I had all along was of - putting it away for later. When there was time to grieve and - be pointlessly angry about how the world is very unfair, and all of that. It was stupid to be distracted by emotions before that. But - now is later." 

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"Yeah. I guess it is. Well, I tell Cory she can have as many centuries as she needs, and I don't think she would've traded you, so you get as many millennia as you need."

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"Mmm." He nods. "I am still - I keep feeling very tired. Even though I am, in fact, resting and not doing things. I am not sure what else my mind wants from me here." 

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"Cory wanted a pony and more of a TV show she liked and for her family and all the historians to leave her alone and not to run into her ex but probably your list wouldn't be a lot like that."

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"It is a very sweet list. It is so - specific." He frowns, thoughtful. "She had such a clear idea of what she wanted. I think - everything I had a clear idea of is now accomplished much better than I could have done it, and I did not put much thought into what I wanted for myself, afterward." 

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"That's so - bleak? I had to schedule time to do stuff that was fun while I was trying to build the computer, to sort of stay afloat, and if I couldn't have done that I'd at least have thought about it, I'd've planned out a million things to do when I got home - I did do a little of that anyway -"

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"I would have had a harder time with that, I think. Working as fast as possible by rote. The Gate-research was intrinsically very interesting to me. And - I was good at shaping who I was to not find much of my work unpleasant, at the time, so it was at worst neutral." 

He looks down. "- A great deal of it was unpleasant, though. I enacted plans that killed many people. I thought that I could grieve for the price paid afterward, when the work was done." 

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"Well. How d'you usually do grieving where you're from?"

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"Valdemar has a tradition which I like - on a particular night of the year you light a candle for each person you are grieving, and say their name. It...is not really feasible to do one candle per person, for two thousand years, and - many of their names I never knew."

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"How many people?" she wonders softly.

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"It depends how tightly I construe 'responsible for their deaths' - if it was a direct result of something I did or ordered done, or - not, but causally related, at some level of indirection. Probably - half a million total, by a tighter definition that includes the dead on both sides of wars I fought. Twice twice that if I include, say, collateral damage from the gods' attempts on my life, and various consequences I could not reasonably have predicted from a plan. I suppose it also depends what portion of responsibility for the Cataclysm I lay on myself. I do not think it was - more than half my fault, but... Millions of people died just then." 

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"If you want millions of candles, you can have them. But the names - that's harder." Sigh.

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"I–" He half-turns away. "I - feel as though you are supposed to be - upset, or angry, or something, that I did that." 

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"I'm... not doing a setpiece where I declaim all your crimes and then put you to the sword to the tune of Eternal Fall, so... no. Though if you'd find one of those cathartic I'm down."

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Leareth blinks at her. "...I am still getting used to this place, I think. What is Eternal Fall?" 

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"It is a justifiably overused song suitable for swording people to." She snaps her fingers and an electric guitar screams melodically over her speakers and is gradually joined by deep pounding drums and then a dozen other instruments. "I have injured Proster with this playing in the background six times, he loves it."

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"Fascinating. I am not currently tempted by doing a play where you execute me for my crimes, but - I will let you know if it becomes appealing?" Is it supposed to be? He's very confused. 

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"I wasn't really expecting it to, even for combat dance people Proster's kind of weird! Just, like, getting mad at people for killing people is dramatic. It's very dramatic and I will play pretend about it very enthusiastically but it's pretend! In real life you are not an imaginary villain my friend is pretending to be specifically in order to be satisfyingly toppled. You're an actual person even if you're an unusual one and I'm not mad at you. Maybe some people would be but not me."

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Leareth nods. "I appreciate that. I am not angry with myself, I think? Just - wishing for unreasonable things, I suppose. That you had come to my world two thousand years ago - even though that would probably not have worked, it was important, that I knew the gods' properties and had secured territory away from Their influence. Mostly away. It apparently did not keep the stupid gryphons off us. I wish–"

It's suddenly kind of hard to speak, which is such a dumb thing for emotions to cause, really. "I wish I had - not been the only one trying this - for such a long time... You agreed right away, that the state of affairs in Velgarth was unacceptable. You had seen a better way. But - it was so hard, to convince anybody else to see it." 

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"I was brought up in paradise," she says. "I think it's normal for most people to decide how things are must be normal and okay, even if people are dying and everything is hard, but for me that's ancient history."

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"I suppose it is a relief to know that once paradise exists, people agree that it is how things ought to be - unless there are people in your world who wish to go back to the past before Sing, honestly I wish I would be shocked to discover there are but somehow I would not be." 

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"There's probably some. There's billions of us."

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"That makes sense." 

Sigh. "Is it normal to - just want to be sad, for a while, sometimes?" 

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"Yeah, sometimes Cory puts on sad music and sits in her window seat with hot chocolate and watches it rain and has a good cry, and then she comes and snuggles me and tells me what she was processing."

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Aww. "I think she is very lucky to have you." 

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"Aww, thank you!"

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"You are welcome." Leareth taps his fingers absently on the table. "It still - seems somehow like the wrong mood of response, to feel upset by the unfairness of my life, as opposed to - all of the other people who had no hope of ever improving their situations. I chose the work I did. I could have chosen otherwise, had I wished to." 

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"There's this concept called 'moral injury' which is specifically about how doing bad things also hurts the people who do them."

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"Hmm. That is a good word for it." 

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"Yeah. Maybe you should read about it or something."

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"I probably should." 

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A dragon offers him a book. It's been translated into Rethwellani.

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That's very thoughtful of it. 

"Thank you for talking," Leareth says. "I think I will go read this for a while, now." 

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"I'll probably be around the castle all day today but my family might come by," she mentions.

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"Oh. Should I stay out of their way, then?" 

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"Up to you but if you don't want to meet them they won't go in your room."

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"Noted. Thank you for the warning." 

Leareth heads back to his room, which seems like a pretty reasonable place to spend some time alone reading, and starts on the book. 

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It is a well-translated work on the topic of moral injury and its history and recoverability through human history in this world.