The following day, Sadde goes to town at a reasonable time to buy a tiny cactus with some of the proceeds from his terribly tedious job, and sneaks it into the bag with his clothing he brings to Isabella's room. It is inside a cute little box, which he offers Isabella the following morning when she wakes up, saying, "Happy three-month anniversary!"
"I wouldn't mind if you two broke up, and I'd very much love it if someone took him aside and told him a thing or two about healthy relationships, but that doesn't mean I wish him ill. And more to the point, I want to help you, and letting a therapist do exactly the one thing that's basically guaranteed to make them completely unhelpful for you without being punished for it would be contrary to my interests."
"It's, you know how some parents tell their children they should feel lucky, they're privileged, etcetera? It's kinda like that, but a bit more real. I have a gorgeous, hot, smart, ambitious, amazing dom, I'm in a great magic school, I'm going to make everyone immortal, and I'm gonna have to visit an abusive piece of shit for break sometimes and pretend you've converted me into a submissive girl and even that is not, comparatively, that terrible. History class surprises hold no threat to me."
"I love you, too," he says, squirming a bit under the kisses. "I'm feeling—weirdly happy, I don't know, maybe it's not that weird, today's the first time you've told me you loved me and I feel pretty and witty and gay and I definitely pity any girl who isn't me today."
"I found things but they didn't actually address my basic confusion. I found a blog post with a chart and it had three columns, like, 'here's a subby way to say this, here's a dommy way to say it, here's a nondynamic or neutral way' and like... it must be making a lot of assumptions about tone of voice or something."
"Uh, same blog post that had the chart had a paragraph about how 'practically all your favorite activities are still available with a nondynamic twist!' and I don't know if they just have a really narrow range of favorite activities or what, but I can't think of a nondynamic way for oral sex to work, like, by default if nobody's tied up or anything I read it as a submissive act on the part of the giver? And all the variations that change that reading for me just flip it around."
"It's not! I could show you—but well, anyway, there's also that. Like, you could add enough oomph that it's not subby while at the same time letting the, uh, taker, take some control? It's more, uh. Like, no one tells anyone anything, decisions are reached by consensus and phrased as suggestions and requests rather than orders and begging?"
"I'm just really not a porn person! I spent the entire time thinking 'this part is just you reciting your introductory paragraphs, did you have to do it while your sub's already tied up in the background' and 'why did you take off your shirt, what fraction of your audience for an instructional video on caning wants to look at shirtless doms' and 'okay, you've demonstrated the thing you said, you don't need to give her another five swats'."
"There aren't magic colleges as such the way there's magic high schools but you could look into scholarships," she says. "I think the government likes giving scholarships to eclipsed, if nothing else, and you're bright enough to pick up more, write some essays, ace some tests."
"Med school aiming at diagnostics might not be worthless," she says, "but probably not worth the time investment, they work med students really hard and you'd barely have more magic coming out than going in." Her hand's trailing idly over his chest in random patterns. "I was actually thinking comp sci because I think psionic tech is going to explode in the next decade or two and I want to be there - precog is my baseline occupation."
"Hey, that's not what I'm saying!" he protests. "I'm just saying that it often looks like choices that are completely meaningless are minutely analyzed for the sake of finding meaning. I mean, if I were a writer there'd be a lot of details I'd include merely for the sake of verisimilitude with no hidden symbolism whatsoever."
"Right, and I never said all of it was, just enough of it that I probably wouldn't choose that as a major. But I think the main thing is that... I like consuming fiction, not so much spending time thinking about it, even if I do love hearing your thoughts about everything including this."
Healing and niches thereof - apparently you can make good money on the mage equivalent of plastic surgery in particular. Experimental efficient power generation. Ultraprecise manufacturing. Transmutation of rare materials. Transport. Construction. Somebody wants advance commitments for a Mars program a few decades out. Bioengineered plants and animals. Natural disaster relief and weather control. Deep sea exploration.
"We do some of the stereotypical 'facelift, nosejob' work," says the booth attendant. "I don't want to understate its importance to the people who seek it out. But you might not know that we also do cosmetic dentistry - it's much more efficient and painless than conventional orthodontia - and reconstructions for burn victims and sex changes and weight control."
Apparently their primary facility is in New York but they have a relationship with several others in other cities. It's customary for full-fledged magical employees to work on commission, but they have a training and certification program to sponsor promisingly-specialized mages early in their self-study with a modest stipend and, if they want some extra money, assistant or clerical positions in the company. There is reimbursed business travel to go to clients who aren't convenient to the offices and the job comes with malpractice insurance.
Here's one that does mostly terminal illnesses; judging from the booth decoration it's mostly of photogenic-after-picture young children. They seem to be trying to compete with the Make-A-Wish Foundation for glurge, but at least their kids are alive. The printed material indicates that they're associated with certain insurance plans and are working on a deal with some teachers' unions (reading between the lines, this is because they will then be able to advertise with pictures of adorable children who are glad they didn't have to have a mean old sub instead of beloved Miss K).
Generalized healing for rich people looks fairly interesting, actually. Sadde can volunteer at various hospitals when he's older, but Doctor Without Borders—especially given his psychology—is probably not the best way for him to help people. He goes check that booth out.
The generalized healing for rich people are pretty straightforward that the reason you might work for them is to make utterly spectacular amounts of money, depending on what variety of things you are capable of treating. If you learn to get around faster than an airplane can, you can get a substantial raise for being on-call for emergencies. There is some very delicate language that they encourage their employees to try out unfamiliar skills on non-rich people who aren't paying through the nose to avoid this sort of risk.
Shrug. "Someone discovers they can do time travel and you get excited about that instead. The company you signed on with is revealed to have abhorrent practices or workplace conditions of some kind or you just can't get along with your boss. You try healing and the first time you have to look at a severe prolapse you want to go hide under a table."
"Does anyone even have that at my age? I mean, my two-year detour through gendershifting isn't standard, sure, but I've been working on healing nonstop since then, and besides the way my magic feels I think the gendershifting thing might not even have been that much of a detour."
"And unless you can do something ridiculously high-leverage public-safety-ish like a precog..." She waves a hand. "Nobody's going to pay you a living wage for trying something every six months. I guess in theory you could just live with me with my folks until I can avert eclipse disasters and rake in the big bucks, but it's probably a bad choice in principle for teenagers to make life plans on the assumption that their relationships are permanent just because there's no obvious reason why not."
"When you're eighteen you can, if you have to, just take out a personal loan from a bank at a predatory interest rate. Some eclipsed do that. It's not the way to optimize your medium to long term earnings but it'll get your rent paid on a place while you learn your stuff."
"I'm not sure I don't prefer just going to college somewhere and then using my untold riches from future magery to pay off whatever student loans I need to. So far sounds like the best option, although working with that sex change company wouldn't be half bad for the interim either."
"I'm a psion going precog, he's a mage going biokinesis," Isabella says. She takes the generic psion and the specific precog pamphlet the government offers her; the government gives Sadde corresponding literature.
"What kind of biokinesis?" asks the government.
"Military's always got the most use for healers, but there's civilian-side things - VA healers don't have to be military themselves, foreign aid if you don't mind travel. I'm federal but if you go more local there are firefighting departments, especially out West where they have wildfires, who'd love to have a healer on hand."
"I don't know about the firefighters, but the federal government will put you through college and one gap year for a promise of five years' work if you can qualify for a security clearance or demonstrate aptitude exceptionally suitable to nonsecure use. You don't have to commit to military enlistment but under this option you may wind up being stationed on a military base, including one abroad, as a noncombatant, nonmilitary personnel sort of like the Red Cross or what have you."
"And I don't think I've ever heard of anyone here older than like 'just recently twenty' so there might be an age past eighteen where you have to hurry up and shoo anyway, you don't look like such a potential generous alumnus if they think you dawdle on getting things done."
"Precogs are useful for a lot of things, they're just completely irreplaceable for eclipse disasters. Police work, I think there are finance applications if you have enough temporal range, I don't want to go military but I know they use precogs for strategy and such, natural disaster forecasting, infrastructure outage advance warning..."
It'll soon be Jackson's birthday, so Sadde goes to town and buys him a little something.
And she reads the relevant pieces of law books, and social service books, and the American Psychological Association's Code of Ethics, getting increasingly frustrated by her findings. And she gives up, pretty sure that she knows the answer.
And then it's lunch time on his birthday.
"It has four settings and comes with batteries included. Easy to clean, too, very good quality."