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Space is vast, you are small
Circa OUATIS, the Mechanisms pick up some doofus who it is inconveniently difficult to kill. His name is Honey.
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In retrospect, maybe trying to help aboard that Rebel ship wasn't the best idea. Sure, Honey is strong and tough, which aren't completely useless on a ship, but the durability of a single personnel isn't really a meaningful difference in, for example, ship to ship combat.

Honey would feel proud for coming to that realization, if it happened before the ship he'd been on had been blown to smithereens. No, it had only occurred to him after...who knows how many hours adrift. To be fair, he had been busy with trying put out fires before the ship exploded, and afterwards he had just been alone with his thou—

Uuogh. That was a hard impact. He must have picked up speed after getting flung out of the debris. Quite a bit of speed. Shaking off the shock, Honey slowly gripped the surface he'd stuck to and started to pull himself off. He was just about to fling himself clear of it when he realized what he hit. Another ship! Slammed right into the viewport, too. He thought he could just about make out someone looking at him from inside.

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The someone, a gleaming brass robot in a top hat, seems just as surprised to see Honey as the reverse. He shouts something off to the side, the words inaudible through the viewport screen. A brief argument with an unseen person ensues, which ends with the robot getting up and leaving Honey's field of vision.

A short time later, he emerges from an airlock on the ship's exterior, a cable attached to his belt, and begins making his way towards Honey with the aid of a jetpack. 

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If his lungs hadn't been evacuated a while ago, Honey might have sighed in relief. He was figuring that there were about even odds that he was going to have to suffer through reentry, that he was going to burn up in a star, or that he was just going to drift forever. But! It looked like he beat the odds.

Honey brings a hand up in greeting, and then gently tosses himself in the direction of the robot.

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The robot catches him, reeling them both in with the cable. Once they're safely in the airlock and the air pressure is high enough for Honey to breathe, he speaks. 

"Do you need medical attention, or will you be alright?" 

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Honey takes a moment or two to force some air into his lungs before responding. "I'll be fine."

Straightening up his posture a bit, he offers a handshake. "Thanks for bringing me in. I'm Honey."

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"It was no trouble! I'm Martin." His hand is covered by a glove, and moves with the same articulation as a human's, but feels like metal beneath the fabric.

"It's a pleasure—and a surprise—to meet you. Are you immortal, or merely durable?" 

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Honey gives a firm shake, though not enough to have hurt even if Martin were a human. "Haven't been killed yet, though I haven't been trying too hard either."

He looks around, taking in the airlock and what he can see of the inside through the hatch window. "I take it that there's more to this place than just an airlock?"

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"Of course—although, if you've not yet tested your mortality," Martin says as he opens the door, "you should possibly duck if you meet any of my crewmates. Anyway, welcome to the Aurora." 

The hallway beyond the hatch is of a design subtly unlike any ship Honey has been on before. It seems almost organic, as though the lines and panels on the walls grew in place rather than being put there by human hands. Martin waves for Honey to follow him down the corridor. 

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Honey doesn't bother mentioning that, while he hasn't been 'testing' himself, he has been actively participating in a war, on the front lines. If he gets shot, it won't be his first time. Regardless, he follows Martin to wherever he's taking him.

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Wherever they're going, it's a bit of a walk. They don't pass anyone else on the way. 

"Is there anywhere you need to be? Should we be dropping you off somewhere in particular? I'm afraid I can't guarantee a precise timeframe, especially if it's out of the system."

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Honey ponders that for a moment. His first instinct is to ask if they can bring him back to the nearest Rebel base, but aside from not knowing whether saying that would get him spaced again, he isn't really sure whether he can be of much more use to the rebellion.

"Not really. My last plan didn't work out too well, so I think I might just wander for a while."

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"Well, I'm not the only one who has a say in it, but perhaps you could travel with us for now? We do tend to wander quite a lot." 

They reach a door marked LIBRARY. A handwritten sign reading NO GUNS is taped underneath. Next to the door is a box labelled GUNS, currently empty. 

Martin, who doesn't appear to be carrying a gun, walks right in. 

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Honey nods at that. He can live with either possibility.

Once at the door, Honey quickly pats himself down. He could have sworn that he'd held onto a gun after the Prospero got blown up, but he guesses he lost track of it sometime in the intervening days. Finding himself unarmed, Honey follows Martin through the door.

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The library is big. This is quite possibly the most books Honey has ever seen in one place. It's a bit of a maze, but Martin seems to know where he's going. 

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Honey's not much of a book person, and he doesn't want to get lost in here, so he's focused on following Martin.

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And then they turn a corner to find a young woman tucked into an alcove, reading a very old book. 

She looks up, smiles at Martin, then sees Honey and raises an eyebrow. 

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Honey waves a greeting silently. It's a library after all, don't want to disturb the quiet.

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"Ivy, this is Honey. I saw him floating in space and he wasn't dead, so I brought him inside. Honey, this is Ivy Alexandria, our ship's archivist and navigator." 

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Ivy puts down her book and looks at Honey more closely.

"I don't see any mechanical parts. How are you still alive?" 

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Honey shrugs. "I've been tough and strong for as long as I can remember. Never really wondered why."

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"Hmm." Her tone suggests that she finds this an unsatisfying answer. "How tough, and how strong? Have you tested?" 

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"At least let the boy sit down before you start bombarding him with questions," Martin says, shifting a few books to make space for Honey on the seat opposite Ivy. 

"Honey, would you like anything to eat or drink? I can leave you here talking to Ivy while I fetch something from the kitchen, if that's alright with both of you." (Ivy nods distractedly while rearranging the books he moved.) 

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Being called a 'boy' rattles Honey, just a bit. He's a grown man. But, he doesn't comment on it, and takes the seat offered. "Yes, both please. And, no, I've never bothered testing it, not intentionally anyway. I haven't been living the safest life I could have been, either."

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"Well, was there anything else that should have killed you but didn't?" 

(Martin leaves, presumably to fetch food and drink.) 

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"Well, I suppose the most recent was being spaced for a few days. The ship I was on exploding also probably should have killed me on its own. I've been shot more than a few times and never really been much worse for wear. Old King Cole had his way with me for a couple years and he didn't manage to do any lasting damage before I escaped...Nothing else really comes to mind."

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That gets her attention. "You met King Cole and lived? Tell me everything." 

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Honey fails to school his expression, more so than before anyway. "Not a time I care to remember in much detail. He tried to take me apart to find out what made me the way I am. He didn't find it."

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"Ah. Right." Ivy nods. "I won't ask any more about that. You said you've been shot," she continues, switching tracks. "Fighting in this war?" 

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He nods. "More times than I can be bothered to count. I tend to end up being a bit of a target."

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"Which side? If that used to be a uniform, there's not enough of it left to tell," she adds, looking at his scorched and tattered clothes. 

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Honey considers this for a long moment. He guesses the truth is necessary, but maybe not clearest truth he can conjure. "Both sides, at different times."

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She takes this in stride, not even seeming surprised, and starts asking him about what he's seen of the two sides' tactics. 

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He explains what he can. He never got very far up the ranks on either side. He was moved from the war-machine to the laboratory as soon as the King recognized his oddity, so he didn't have much experience except as a grunt on that side. On the rebel side, they were understandably not especially trusting, and even once he'd proven himself a foe of King Cole, he'd shown his worth as grenadier and generally stayed to the front lines. In terms of compare and contrast, he can't really remember too many differences, other than the rebellion officers usually softening up a bit once they got to know him.

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Ivy seems fascinated, anyway, and is getting him to recount what he remembers of specific battles by the time Martin returns. 

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"Here we are! I wasn't sure what you'd like, Honey, so I brought a selection of Ivy's favourites for both of you to share." 

This time, Ivy moves the books herself to clear space for the tray. There is, indeed, a varied selection of food and drink. 

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Honey's hands go for whatever seems like it might be sweetest, without even really thinking.

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Ivy eats as well, taking a break from interrogating Honey while she does so. 

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Martin sits next to her, but he doesn't touch the food. 

"Did you learn anything that might be interesting to Kit?" 

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"The workings of Kit's mind are a mystery to me," Ivy replies between mouthfuls. "But there is a greater than sixty percent chance he will be interested in Honey's story." 

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Honey raises an eyebrow. "Kit?"

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Martin answers since Ivy is busy eating again. 

"He's...the closest thing we have to a captain. If he decides you can stay, you're almost guaranteed a place on the crew. If not, well. He can be difficult to dissuade from a course of action." 

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Honey nods. That seems reasonable to him. 'Difficult to dissuade' seems to practically be a requirement for someone ending up with a ship to run. Honey continues to grab whatever's sweet off the tray, though it's probable that he finishes them not long after.

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Shortly, the food is polished off.

"I expect Kit knows you're here by now, or will soon. Gossip travels fast in a crew like this one." As he speaks, Martin starts clearing away the empty dishes. 

"He'll find you in his own time, but I can make sure I'm there if you like." 

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Honey shakes his head. "No need to take yourself from whatever you might be busy with. I know how there's always something to do, aboard ships like these."

He looks to Ivy. "Any other questions? It's not every day that somebody's got so many for me."

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"I'm not an everyday sort of person. And neither are you." 

And she has more questions about the battles he's been in, and what his life was like before joining the army, and whether his parents ever said anything about what might have caused his peculiar qualities. 

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The battles, and participating in the war in general, are probably the least detailed parts of his life history, despite making up the majority of his life time-wise. It all sort of blends together, eventually. He was born and raised on...honestly he never learned the name of the planet. His parents just called it "the world," and he's pretty sure that they'd lost their history and some point. He and his parents lived in a big metal ruin surrounded by deep, dark forest. Maybe it was some real ancient crashed ship or something like that, neither he nor his parents had the context for that while they were living there. They lived simply, day to day, hunting and gathering food from the woods, cooking at campfires, washing in the river. The ruin itself wasn't really much more than an odd cave, in terms of how they used it.

His parents always said that there must have been some magic, in the forest or the ruins or both, that made him strong. He has a hard time believing it, the old place was deader than dead as far as he ever saw and the woods never seemed to have anything else magic about them, but, he'll never get to double check, since the whole place got torched when King Cole conquered the planet.

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Ivy listens intently.

"I might be able to figure out the name of the planet if you give me more details," she offers. 

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Honey shrugs. "I'm not sure what sort of details there are to give?"

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"What colour were the sky, the sun, and the plants? Was the gravity higher or lower than other worlds you've been on? Which other planets was it close to?" 

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"Well, the sky was blue, the sun was yellow, or yellow-ish anyway, I didn't make a habit of staring at it, and the plants were green. Gravity-wise, I guess, maybe a little higher than average? Never really tried to compare it. And I don't know if it was near any other planets. Planets were just, stars that moved, up until King Cole showed up and that part of my life ended."

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Ivy pouts. "Well, that could be any of half a dozen planets in the empire. What about the ruin you lived in? What was that like?" 

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"Uh...dark. It was pretty solidly built, not a lot holes in it, that was why it was nice to stay in compared to a lean-to or something. No power, though, so the insides were all pitch black. The outside was all bumpy, with wires and stuff coming out of it, which I guess could have been comms antennae, not that they worked. Not much rust or wear either, so it must have been made of tough stuff."

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Ivy asks a few more questions, trying to pull out any details that might suggest the ship's origin, but gets nowhere.

"And there was nothing else identifying about it?" 

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Honey shrugs, as he has likely done multiple times over the past couple minutes. "Nothing I can remember. I'd say sorry, but honestly, if I had that kind of information to give King Cole would probably have his hands on it by now, which I think I'd rather he not."

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"At least that would have been interesting," Ivy sighs. "I hate dead ends." 

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"Speaking of interesting," someone says, "I heard we had a stowaway." 

The new arrival leans on a bookcase a few feet away, arms crossed over his chest. His right arm is metal, of the same design as Martin's visible parts. 

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Honey quickly looks to the unfamiliar person, then back to Ivy, then back to the person.

"Hello?" He says cautiously.

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(Ivy is rolling her eyes, and seems neither surprised nor alarmed.) 

"Kit Sinistre," the newcomer introduces himself, with a bow. "Captain of the Aurora." 

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"First Mate," Ivy corrects mildly. 

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Honey stands up from his seat and offers his right hand for a handshake. "Honey."

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They shake. Kit's metal hand is cold and solid, with a noticeably stronger grip than a regular human. 

"And what brings you here, Honey?" 

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Honey matches Kit's grip, just like his parents taught him to.

"Well, the last ship I was on exploded, and I happened to get tossed on a trajectory straight to you. A bit of good luck, that."

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He steps back and looks Honey up and down, mostly checking for signs of damage but quite obviously also checking out his muscles. 

"You don't look like you just got shot through open space. More 'good luck'?" 

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Honey’s posture closes up a bit under the inspection. “I guess, though not quite same sort. I’ve been talking about that with Ivy here, among other things.”

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Kit raises an eyebrow at Ivy. 

"He doesn't have a mechanism, but he's survived things that would kill most mortals, including bullets to the chest, explosions, and several days in vacuum," she summarises. "He doesn't know why, and Cole's 'doctors' didn't find anything either; my best guess is environmental factors during gestation and childhood. Also, he's fought on both sides of Cole's war, so I've been asking him about battle tactics."

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"...interesting." 

He turns back to Honey. "Anything to add?" 

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Honey shakes his head. "No, sir."

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Kit looks like he's about to say something, then shakes his head. 

"...let's leave Ivy in peace," he says with a smile. "Walk with me?" 

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Honey nods, and proceeds to follow Kit wherever it is he’s leading.

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Kit takes them on a wandering path through the library, heading in the vague direction of the exit. 

"Did Martin and Ivy explain...anything, or did they just ask you a lot of questions?" 

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Honey shrugs. “What sort of explanation would I need? I’ve gathered so far that ‘mortal’ is something the crew isn’t. Anything else I should know?”

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He laughs. "That's a decent start. You've met Martin, and me, so you've noticed at least some of us are partly mechanical." He wiggles his metal fingers demonstratively. 

"Everyone on this ship, apart from you, is a cyborg. We used to be human, and mortal, before we died and were...improved...by a biomechanical scientist. So now we're all immortal! That means we come back when we die, we heal fast, aaaand we don't age. However old you think any of us are, multiply it by at least ten." 

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Honey nods, though his mood grows a little darker. “Good to know, sir.”

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"So, are you planning on sticking around?" Kit asks casually. "Or are we dropping you off next time we make port?" 

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“I don’t really have anywhere else to be, and I figure that being an extra pair of hands is better than being nothing in particular, so I was hoping to stay.”

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He nods, in a 'that makes sense' sort of way. "Any particular talents or inclinations?" 

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“I’m about as strong as I am tough. I’m not...entirely unfamiliar with ship maintenance, even if I’m used to more recent models. I can shoot a gun, about as well as any other cannon fodder.” Honey shrugs.

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Kit grins. "You'll fit right in. I'm sure we can find something for you to do."

And now they're at the library door, where he retrieves two different pistols from the GUNS box. Both are of unfamiliar makes and look heavily modified. 

"Any last questions for now?" 

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“No, I think I’m set for now. Thank you for the information, sir.”

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"Excellent. Well, see you around, kid. Oh—and watch out for the octokittens," he adds cheerily. "They bite." 

With that, he walks away, whistling. 

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Having successfully negotiated a place on this odd crew, and having secured a bit of food and hydration, the exhaustion of a long day (or, days, technically) begins to wash over Honey. He begins his search for a sufficiently out of the way corner, before eventually curling up in an overhead nook that has a good amount of airflow.

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He is undisturbed for the next few hours. 

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Having recovered about as much as he needed to, Honey extracts himself the nook, and begins wandering the halls of the vessel, meandering more than heading somewhere, but still trending towards whatever seems most like an engineering deck, in the hopes of finding work to do.

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—and something small and dark, about the size of a smallish dog but with a lot of legs, skitters across the hallway in front of him. It disappears back into the shadows before he can get a good look at it. 

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Honey freezes, briefly, before recalling the first mate’s warning regarding...octokittens? Curious, he carefully approaches the shadows he saw the shape dash to and gropes around for the creature.

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The shadow hisses and bites his hand, drawing blood and nearly taking off a finger. 

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Honey lifts his hand up, creature presumably still attached. “You’ve got some real teeth on you, don’t you?” He says, more to himself than anyone else.

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In the light, the thing turns out to be a ball of far too many writhing limbs attached to a head and torso that resemble a stray cat. It hisses again, lets go of Honey's finger, and drops to the ground, skittering away again on its multitude of legs. 

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“Huh.” Honey stands back up and continues his wandering. “Octokittens.” He nods.

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There seem to be a lot more of the octokittens down on the engineering levels.

He spots an orangeish one curled up in a tangle of limbs on top of a humming machine, probably attracted to the warmth. Others in various colours and patterns are play-fighting in the dust of an abandoned room as he walks past its open door. They squeak at headache-inducing pitches and make rusty-engine-like growling noises at each other. 

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They don’t honestly seem too different from other cats Honey has encountered, even if he can’t say that’s all that many. Now that he knows what broadly to expect, he doesn’t pay them much mind.

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As he descends deeper into the heart of the Aurora, the air around him begins to grow warm, and the thrum of the engines gets louder. 

Faint sounds of clanging metal can be heard from somewhere up ahead. 

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Clanging metal sounds like something to Honey. Whether it’s something broken, or something someone is working on, or something else, he’s interested. He does his best to head straight towards the clangs.

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This part of the ship is fairly maze-like, the chambers and corridors—now more akin to tunnels—seeming to follow no logical pattern he can discern. More than once, he hits a dead-end or finds himself heading away from the source of the noise instead of towards it. 

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Eventually, the sound of metal on metal grows louder, the engines thrumming in counterpoint. 

Turning a corner, Honey comes upon a pale-skinned man fixing a broken section of pipes. His clothes are stained with engine grease, and at some point, he has stripped down to his shirt; a long navy coat is hung carefully over a chair out of the way. Twin ports on the inside of each wrist, laid bare by his rolled-up sleeves, look like they might be data sockets. 

Absorbed in his task, the man doesn't immediately notice Honey. 

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Honey approaches the man and his work, trying to get a better look at the broken section of piping. “Anything I can do to help?” He asks.

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He drops his wrench with a clang, one hand going to the gun at his waist. 

"What—oh, you're the stray Martin picked up." As he speaks, he relaxes again, although his hand stays near his weapon. "How long have you been standing there?" 

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Honey reaches down, grabs the wrench, and hands it back to the presumed engineer. “Just a few seconds. Just looking for something to do.”

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The engineer looks at him assessingly.

"Alright then." He raps a pipe with his knuckles. "Ever worked on something like this before?" 

The specific design is as alien as everything else on this ship, but pipes are pipes. It's not hard to tell what needs fixing. 

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Honey nods, and moves forwards under the assumption of the plumbing being...more or less ordinary.

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"Straight to business, huh? I like it." The pipes behave like ordinary pipes, at least so far as he can tell. 

"Name's Kolya, by the way," the engineer says as he gets to work on a different section. "Nice to meet you." 

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“Honey.” He says. He’s less than familiar with whatever Kolya’s moves onto, but he hangs around in case he can do something useful under instruction.

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Once the easier parts are done, Honey is pretty much relegated to standing around and handing Kolya the tools he asks for. Every so often, Kolya will ask him to help hold something in place while he secures it. 

The hum of the engines fills the air, making extended conversation difficult. 

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The lack of conversation doesn’t especially bother Honey. He handled a few days of total isolation just fine.

This routine probably continues for a while.

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When they're done, Kolya steps back with a satisfied smile. 

"There," he says, patting the newly repaired section. "All better, old girl." The ambient humming changes tone briefly, as if in response. 

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Honey quirks an eyebrow at the reaction, but only for a moment. He supposed this is hardly the first time he’s seen someone personify a ship.

”Anything else on the docket?”

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Kolya looks around like he's expecting a task to materialise out of thin air.

"Aurora? Got anything else for us, love?" 

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On the far wall, a blank panel flickers and brightens, displaying a series of letters and numbers. 

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Honey might be passingly familiar with the more physical aspects of maintenance, but he suspects this is beyond him. “What’s the word?”

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"Something's jammed in one of the power converters, couple of levels up," Kolya interprets. "You coming?" 

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Honey nods quickly. “Happy to be of service.”

Wherever Kolya’s headed, Honey’s following, at least until someone asks for him.

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Then he can assist with a few more repairs around the ship. 

The corridors are deserted, apart from the two of them and the occasional octokitten. They walk past empty rooms and leave footprints in the dust of unused hallways. Kolya doesn't seem to notice or care. 

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Honey does notice. Honestly, he’s a bit perturbed by how seemingly uninhabited this part of the ship is supposed to be. How many people are on this ship? How many people are there supposed to be?

Honey doesn’t say any of this, but he isn’t especially good at schooling his expression, especially when he doesn’t think someone is watching.

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Kolya picks up on his mood after a while.

"Something wrong?" 

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Honey ponders how to respond for a moment. “What’s the history with you all, and this ship?”

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He's silent for a few moments before responding.

"That's...a very long story. Why do you ask?" 

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Honey sighs. “Just a lot of oddity, and, I have a good bit of oddity already. Knowing where it started might spare me it.”

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"If you want every oddity on this ship explained, we'll be here for millennia," Kolya warns. "But I suppose I could tell you the bare bones. Enough that you won't put your foot in your mouth, at least." 

He sighs. "It's Kit who's the real storyteller...but he doesn't like telling this one, so I'll make do." 

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Since they're likely to be here a while, Kolya pauses to set his toolbox down and lean against the wall. 

When he speaks again, his voice is slower, measured and distant.

"Once upon a time, before the civilisation that first settled New Constantinople was a glint in the eye of its founders, there was a prince. Born in the last decades of a dying regime, he grew up with the growing clouds of revolution hanging overhead. He was still a boy, though he thought himself a man, when the clouds broke and fire rained down from the sky.

"The revolutionaries were merciless and thorough. Not content with unplugging the old king from the machines that extended his life, they hunted down and executed the rest of the royal family, down to the youngest child. The prince was shot, and left bleeding out on the palace floor." 

The engines whine, and the vents above them huff out a gust of warm air. 

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Honey is probably paying more attention to this than any other single thing since coming aboard this ship. He is rapt.

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"He didn't die. As he lay there, waiting for death, someone else found him. A pair of wandering immortals, not part of the revolution, who'd slipped into the palace in the rioters' wake and were taking advantage of the chaos. Something about the prince caught the eye of the younger one, and he persuaded the other to intervene and save the dying boy's life." 

Kolya takes a ragged breath. 

"They offered me a choice. A chance. To run away with them, see the stars, run and keep running so death could never catch up. I...said yes. Obviously." There's something in his voice, as though he's trying to convince himself as much as Honey. 

"I couldn't stay on Cyberia after that. Even immortal, it wasn't safe to be the last of the royal bloodline. So we stole a ship, the three of us. Myself, Kit, and the Doctor." The capital letter is practically audible; it's a title, not just a description. "Aurora was a battle cruiser, built for war in the shipyards of Cyberia. She wasn't meant to function with so small a crew, but she likes us, so she's learned to make do. She's...our home. The one constant thing through the centuries, apart from each other." 

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A tension inside Honey that he had only been half-aware of releases its energy suddenly. He lets out a loud laugh, and smiles. "Thank you for that, Kolya. That cleared up quite a bit, actually."

He wipes a hand across his face, cleaning off some imaginary detritus. "I don't know how much Ivy's shared, so you might already know everything I have to say, but since you've offered me a tale it only seems fair I offer you mine, if you want to hear it."

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When Honey laughs, Kolya jumps, then he pulls a face like he's not sure whether to be offended. 

"Ivy—? Why am I always the last person to hear these things..." he mutters. "No, I've not heard anything from Ivy," he continues at a more conversational volume. "Go ahead; I'm listening."

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Honey nods. "I was born in an old steel ruin, in the middle of a deep, dark forest. It was just my parents and me, for a while. I was like I am now then, though, maybe a bit less so, it does seem like I've grown into it a bit. I'd hunt with my dad sometimes, until I broke the bow he made by pulling on it too hard. After that I helped my mom gather instead, usually I'd pick roots and tubers out of the ground since I had an easier time digging than my mom did. She always had an issue with her back..."

He looks around for a moment, briefly seeming lost, before coming back to the present. "Anyway, we lived there like that for a while, up until the Old King— Ah, the local old king that is, King Cole, and his army happened upon whatever planet we were on and decided that we were all together far too happy. He burned the whole place down to ashes, and took everyone who survived. I ended up in his army myself for a time, managed to convince myself that at least I was useful to someone, even if that someone wasn't much more than an ugly piece of leather pinned a chair. That lasted up until King Cole heard about my exceptional performance. He decided I had more to contribute in the lab than on the battlefield."

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Honey shivers. "Those were a long two years. They never did figure out just why I was like this. Security got lax once they started to doubt I'd be worth anything, so I decided to make my leave. After that, it was just, nothing for a while, until the rebels found me. I didn't tell them much, and they didn't need to hear much. Not hard to believe someone when they say they've got a bone to pick with the king and his men. That lasted for another few years, right up until the Prospero got hit by that missile and went up like a firework. Then you all picked me up."

He seems a bit deflated, somehow, having said that all.

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"That's...I'm sorry." Kolya's expression is one of deep sympathy. 

"All of us on this ship know a little about being a science experiment. We—" He stops, shakes his head. "I'm glad you got out." 

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Honey nods, and ponders for a moment. “Happy to be of service.” He repeats, though his inflection subtly flatter than the first time. That doesn’t quite fit right but for some reason better words aren’t available.

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"No." Kolya's voice is quiet but firm. 

"Not—I'm not glad you're here because you've helped me today. I'm glad you got out because you escaped something horrible, and I know exactly how horrible, and I wouldn't wish it on anyone." 

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Honey nods, and just kind of leaves it at that. He thinks they were headed to fix something else, somewhere in the ship.

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Yep, that's enough talking about feelings for now.

"Right then!" Kolya pushes himself away from the wall and grabs his toolkit. "Coming?" 

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“Lead the way.” And Honey follows.

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So they can fix some more things that have gone wrong with the ship. And a few more. And after a while, when Kolya asks Aurora for their next task, the projector instead displays the video feed from a kitchen where Martin is cooking something. 

"Oh, alright. I'm perfectly capable of looking after myself, you know." 

The engines hum.

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Honey is a little surprised when the ship points then towards mess, particularly given it doesn’t seem like there’s anything wrong there.

He considers himself for a moment, and nods. “I am getting a little hungry.”

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"—ah, right. Yes. Say something next time? I tend to work until I drop if no-one reminds me." 

Kolya leads them the shortest way to the kitchen without missing a turn, although the route is complicated enough that Honey probably couldn't retrace it from memory. 

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Honey nods again. He almost mentions that he’s actually usually similar, but he guesses he hasn’t really been his usual self here yet.

By the time they’re to the kitchen, he would probably consider himself properly lost if he weren’t following someone right there.

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Martin, who seems to be very busy doing at least five things at once, looks up briefly as they arrive.

"Oh, good, I was hoping you'd both turn up! How are you settling in, Honey?" 

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“Well enough, I think.” Honey looks to Kolya. “Learned some more about my situation, which was helpful.” He turns back. “What were you thinking of having us for?”

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"Well, I'm cooking dinner!" Martin answers distractedly as he goes back to juggling several different food-preparation tasks. "I know Kolya has a tendency to skip meals, and I wasn't sure you'd be able to find the kitchen on your own, so I'm glad you both made it on time." 

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Honey nods, then looks between Martin and Kolya. “Anything I can do to help with the cooking?”

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"No, don't worry, I've got it all under control." 

And indeed, somehow, it looks like he does. 

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Kit shows up around five minutes before the meal is going to be served. He wanders into the kitchen, not announcing himself, and tries to steal a taste of the stew. 

Without looking, Martin clicks his tongue—it makes a metallic 'ting' sound—and Kit seamlessly switches to giving the pot a stir as if that was his intention all along. 

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That's an interesting dynamic. Not something that Honey is interested in trying, though. Looking around, he looks for a place that seems like it won't get in people's way and reclines there, waiting for the food to be done.

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Ivy trails in just as the food is going on the table. With her is a person of indeterminate gender, with warm brown skin and short curly hair. 

"So you're Martin's stray, then? I'm Ashes O'Reilly. Quartermaster." 

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"Honey." He says with a nod. He waits for everyone else who seems like they're going to eat to find a place around the food before finding one himself.

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He ends up sitting with Martin on one side and Kolya on the other.

Martin doesn't eat, but he participates enthusiastically in the argument that springs up between Kit and Ashes over the key in which a song should be played. It quickly gets very technical, and at one point Ivy lends Martin a piece of paper and pen to note down the pros and cons. 

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Honey does eat, though not with quite as much vigor as yesterday. He carefully makes sure to have a mouthful of food whenever it seems like the argument might turn to him for a word. He is neither qualified nor interested in having an opinion on this.

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No-one seems like they have any interest in Honey's opinion on this topic, even when Kolya and Ivy get pulled into the debate. 

Tempers start to flare, and voices get raised. Then Kit pulls out a knife and stabs it into the table through Ashes' hand. 

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Honey has heard that everyone here is a cyborg. Intellectually, he was at least on his way to thinking of these people as about as bothered by these sorts of things as he would be.

Those thoughts have not percolated to the deeper parts of his brain, though. Consequently, Honey makes a perhaps rash decision to pluck the knife out of Ashes' hand (and Kit's, if he is still holding it) and flinging it away from the table, all at maximum speed. This likely results in some minor damage to the table, and in the knife being embedded in some nearby wall or ceiling.

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Kit shoves himself away from the table, chair legs screeching on the floor. 

Walking over to the knife, he yanks it out of the wall with his metal hand and then stalks out of the room without another word. 

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"Good reflexes, kid." 

Ashes flexes their hand; the wound is already closing. "Little overenthusiastic, but I appreciate the effort." 

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"Uh." Honey says, his thoughts racing to catch up with his body. He relaxes and brings his arm back to his seat, and doesn't verbally respond further, simply nodding and going back to eating. He thinks he might have gotten too comfortable helping Kolya with work, and forgotten a bit where he was.

He doesn't spend too much longer eating, and once he's done he takes his plate and utensils over to the nearest sink and starts to wash them.

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The conversation is subdued for the rest of the meal, although no-one seems shocked by what happened. 

Kolya leaves the table when Honey does, despite not having finished, and heads out of the room the same way Kit went. 

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Everyone else drifts away as they finish eating. 

Martin sticks around to clear up and settles into a rhythm of washing dishes alongside Honey. 

Once they're the only ones left, he sighs. "In case you were wondering, yes, that does happen often." 

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Honey nods absently. He had almost wanted that to not be true, but words only confirm the nonchalance with which the exchange passed. He will have to work on his response for the next time.

Honey continues cleaning until there's nothing obviously dirty, he looks to Martin. "Anything you can use me for?"

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"I can't think of anything right now, I'm afraid. But you've been a great help with the dishes, thank you."  

He frowns, the metal plates of his face shifting over each other. "Did you find somewhere to sleep last night? We do have plenty of empty rooms, but I'm not sure how many are furnished..." 

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Honey shrugs. "Somewhere. Not the worst place I've slept."

With no task, Honey just sort of wanders off, meandering the halls randomly until he hears something that might be a crew member who could use an extra pair of hands. He's not expecting to find any soon.

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Martin lets him go without comment, looking somewhat concerned but not enough to stop him leaving. 

The hallways are empty. The area immediately around the kitchen looks like it sees higher foot traffic than most areas of the ship, though: there's no dust on the floor, and the walkways are pretty much clear of detritus. Most of the rooms off to the sides seem to be in use, as well, although mostly for storage. 

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Honey is very familiar with the sound of gunfire. Right now, it's coming from...somewhere over there

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That was faster than expected. Honey heads towards the noise, not knowing what exactly he's going to do when he gets to it, if he gets to it, but still figuring it will be better than not knowing what he's going to do while walking in no particular direction.

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What he finds, when he gets there, is Kit. 

He's slumped blank-faced against a wall, mostly upright, emptying his pistol into what might have been an octokitten when he started. It's not even twitching. 

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This...is not a situation that Honey is sure how he can help. So instead he just stands and watches.

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After a minute, Kit's gaze flicks towards him. 

Without breaking eye contact, he cocks his gun and aims it at Honey. 

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Honey faces Kit and quirks an eyebrow, but otherwise doesn't really respond.

Other people being unthreatened by physical injury? That's somewhat new. Someone point a gun at him? Not especially.

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Oh, well, that's no fun. 

He shoots Honey anyway on principle, then pushes himself upright and walks away. 

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Honey takes a second to dig the bullet out of wherever it landed and pocket it, before following along behind Kit. He figures that with the mood he seems to be in, there will be something to help with, soon enough, though whether it will be helping Kit or someone else is yet to be seen.

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The next time Kit turns a corner, he notices Honey is still following and growls wordlessly at him. 

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Honey laughs, the same sharp, loud, singular laugh that might have been audible earlier. Part of him predicts this will, in fact, be unhelpful, but that part is less powerful than it would like.

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With a snarl of rage, Kit charges, lashing out with the knife that's now back in his hand.

The first attempted stab bounces off Honey's ribcage. The next swing is aimed to slit his throat. 

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The cut is ragged, but complete. There's a good spurt of blood or two, before it starts bubbling a bit. Then it hardens into a red crust, which Honey casually pats to make sure nothing is sticking out. He gives Kit another quirked eyebrow, and internally starts counting down to when his voice will be understandable.

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Growling in frustration, Kit keeps slashing away at him, not waiting to see whether one swing actually did any damage before taking the next. 

As he continues to be incapable of actually hurting Honey, his growls give way to screams of pain and rage, tears building in his eyes. 

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Part of Honey tells him that this shift in emotional expression was what this whole ordeal was for. He supposes that means this is broadly headed in the right direction, and stops affecting as much. He lets Kit slash at him as long as he needs to. The part of him that knows this is a bad idea has transitioned from trying to make him stop right now, to just generating enough sour-feelings to make him regret doing it in the future.

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Kolya dashes around a corner towards them, alarm on his face.

"Kit!" 

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At the sound of his name, Kit stops and turns to look at Kolya. His breathing is heavy, and he's half covered in Honey's blood. 

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Honey remains as still as he was before, distant from himself, but despite the distance still finds himself curious about how the situation will evolve with someone with an existing relationship with Kit added to the equation.

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"Kit, Honey doesn't want to fight you, and stabbing him more isn't going to help." 

A pause in which Kit gestures with the hand holding the knife, presumably accompanied by some kind of facial expression. 

"I know, I know. He's new, he doesn't know these things yet." Kolya briefly glances over at Honey. "For future reference, Honey, if he growls at you that usually means go away."

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Honey nods, and begins processing the previous moments over again, in light of this new information. There is the regret.

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Kit growls again, pointedly, a short, sharp little snarl without much energy behind it. 

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Correctly interpreting it this time, Honey proceeds to turn around and start walking back down the hall. Back to just meandering, he supposes. Maybe spend some time formulating a new vector for approaching Kit.

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He wanders the empty hallways for a while, past storerooms full of junk and dining rooms bare of food. 

One passage off to the side ends in a blocked-off door. Mismatched planks and wooden boards have been haphazardly nailed across it. They don't look like they'd hold up if someone was determined to get in, especially if that someone was Honey. 

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Honey briefly entertains the thought of pulling off the boards and snooping around wherever’s hidden behind them, but decides against it. He’s not confident in his ability to nail the boards back in place afterwards, and he gets the feeling that leaving it open would be an error of a similar kind as he just recently made. Instead, he just keeps wandering.

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He encounters nothing interesting for a while. At some point, he wanders away from the more populated areas, leaving footprints in the dust as he treks through unused corridors. 

If he investigates the rooms he passes, some of them will turn out to be disused cabins, with bunks attached to the walls. 

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Huh. Cots. He’ll try and remember the way out here the next time he starts feeling tired.

Honestly he’s feeling kind of drained already, with the work with Kolya earlier and then healing up after fumbling the interacting with Kit.

Heads into one of the unused bunk rooms, dusts off a bunk, and lays down for a nap.

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His sleep is undisturbed. 

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Honey wishes something that would let him keep track of time had survived the Prospero’s final moments. He wonders how long he’s been here.

Shaking off the thought, he gets back and starts walking, albeit with a destination in mind. Specifically, the viewport he slammed into initially, or at least a viewport. He has no real idea where other than ‘towards the outer edge of the ship,’ but he’ll get there eventually.

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Before he finds a viewport, Kolya finds him. 

"Hey. You alright?" 

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Honey quickly checks over himself to make sure there aren’t any wounds he didn’t notice. Aside from his shirt now being cut up in addition to being a bit scorched, he’s fully recovered. “Yeah.”

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"...good. That's good."

Kolya seems unsure of how to proceed. "Did you uh. Have any questions about the thing with Kit." 

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Honey considers that for a moment. “Is there anything I can do to help Kit in the future?”

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Kolya nods slowly. 

"Okay, so. Let me explain what to do next time he gets in one of—those moods." He makes a vague hand gesture, presumably meant to indicate 'that thing he was doing yesterday'.

"The most important thing to know is that if he leaves, you don't follow. Unless he's obviously inviting you, I guess. But if you're not sure, don't follow, and if he meant you to follow then he'll come back. Make sense?" 

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Honey nods. “Are there cases other than him leaving?”

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"You mean, situations where he doesn't leave but you should still be careful?" He hums thoughtfully.

"Well, like I said yesterday, if he growls it means stop what you're doing, back off. If you don't think you were doing anything, it means go away."  

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Honey nods with a modicum of resolve. “So there is nothing.”

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"...there are things that can help? But they take time to learn, and I think for you, for now, the best thing you can do is give him space when he needs it." 

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Honey nods, without resolve. Internally, he starts preparing himself to be on the lookout for Kit, and to be ready to drop whatever he’s doing if he does.

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"...he's not angry with you," Kolya ventures.

"What you did wasn't helpful, but you didn't know that. You'll do better next time." 

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“By not being there.” He confirms.

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"...actually," Kolya says slowly. "There is something else you can do in those situations." 

He leans forward. "If you're the only one there, you go and find someone. Preferably me or Martin, but any of us will do. Tell them what happened, where you last saw Kit, how he was acting. Aurora can help if you're not sure where to look. Think you can do that?" 

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Honey nods. That seems like a sensible way to handle things, even if he’s not entirely sure it qualifies as him doing anything. “Alright.”

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Aaaand Kolya has run out of stamina for talking about emotions.

"So. All good?" 

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Honey nods again. Honestly, he’s not sure why Kolya seems worried about him, when it is Kit who is apparently going through some turmoil?

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"Great! I'll just leave you to...whatever you were doing." 

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Honey proceeds on his way to whatever viewport he ends up at first, doing his best to not pay attention to the strange and unnamed feeling the conversation left him with.

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From the viewport, he can see the distant stars gliding slowly past, tiny glimmers set in the deep black of empty space. If Honey cranes his neck at the right angle, other parts of the ship come into view, although it's hard to get a clear idea of the overall structure. Otherwise, there is nothing to disturb the empty vastness. 

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Night and day aren't entirely real out in space, but staying up at night and looking at the stars always used to help him think, and this is a reasonable approximation.

Going to Kit is obviously not an option, there are simply too few ways for that to turn out positively. Kolya isn't a strong choice either, as Honey suspects that he will only distract him from his work until the recent events have lost their emotional salience. Ivy might have more questions for him, but it felt like they'd reached and surpassed the point of diminishing returns regarding anything he knew about. Martin would...probably be doing something that Honey could technically contribute to, but the robot (or, full-conversion cyborg he supposes) didn't seem to want help the last time he asked. The only option left would seem to be the other person he'd seen in the mess...Ashes, he thinks? Their first encounter did seem to leave a positive impression, even if it was minor. Good enough to start with.

He heads back out of the viewport and returns to wandering the ship, now with the vague intent of following any leads that he thinks might point him towards the quartermaster.

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With all the wandering he's been doing, Honey is starting to get a sense of the ship's layout, or at least some areas of the ship. It doesn't take him all that long to find his way back to the more well-trafficked parts. 

Most of the doors he passes are open, some are closed, and a few are locked. 

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As he passes by the storage bays, he hears someone singing in a pleasant, husky voice. The song is unfamiliar, but the singer is recognisable as Ashes. 

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Honey zeroes in on the singing with quick but deliberate movement.

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Ashes is in one of the storage bays, looking through the contents of a crate.

They continue singing to themself as Honey approaches. The tune is gentle and lilting, but the lyrics, once he's close enough to make them out, are a little grim. He catches something about bones screaming and blood freezing.  

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It might actually not be the most gruesome thing he's heard sung. Some of the rebels liked to get really creative with singing about what they were going to do with King Cole if they got their hands on him.

Regardless, Honey isn't perturbed. He approaches quietly but not stealthily, and waits for a break in the lyrics to greet Ashes.

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At the end of a verse, they finish whatever they were doing with the box and look up. 

"Oh, hey. Didn't see you there. Honey, right?" 

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Honey nods. "Yeah. I was just wandering looking for something to do. Need any help with anything?"

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"Sure, I could do with an extra pair of hands lifting some of these crates. That suit you?" 

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Honey nods. Lifting and carrying things is honestly probably close to the top of list when it comes to stuff he prefers to do. People don't usually expect him to make decisions when he's carrying a big stack of boxes or whatever.

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Indeed. Ashes is happy to direct him on where to place each box and even happier to give him the heaviest crates once they've had a chance to see how strong he is. Other than that, they don't talk much. 

"Careful with that one, it's got breakables," they say after a few minutes of silent working, as Honey is about to pick up one particular container. 

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Honey takes the crate in question gingerly, as well as he's able to. Whatever's inside does feel rather precarious, just from how tricky the thing's inertia is.

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Once the crate is safely in its new position, Ashes comes over to check inside it. 

"Yeah, knew there was some cool shit in here. Wanna see?" 

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Honey nods. “Sure.” Looking inside boxes is another favorite.

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What Ashes pulls out is a series of delicate blown-glass sculptures. Most of them are just abstract shapes: twisting around each other like tongues of fire or bubbling up in eggshell-thin clouds. There are also a few stylised animals, pretty simple but still recognisably meant to be something. 

"This one's my favourite." They hold up a little blobby dog, curled up like it's asleep. 

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Honey nods, filing the bit of information away. He doesn’t know much about Ashes (or anyone) yet, but it may be key in the future. He considers if he has a favorite out of any of them, and finds that he doesn’t.

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"Maybe I should pick up glassblowing again," Ashes says while packing the sculptures back in their protective wrappings. 

"You wanna learn?" they offer. "Takes a lot of breath control." 

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“Sure.” Honey figured he is going to have a lot of time on his hands, judging from the last couple days, and while glass-blowing doesn’t seem like an urgently needed skill it could still be useful.

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Ashes nods. "We better finish sorting this lot first."

And then they're pointing out the next box that needs moving, and it's back to work. 

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Honey gets back to work promptly.

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With the two of them working, it doesn't take long before Ashes steps back and sighs with satisfaction. 

"Much better," they say, looking around at the neatly organised storage bay. "Thanks for the help." 

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“Happy to be of service.” Honey replies without really thinking.

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"So, glassblowing? We'll have to find my old kit, first, but I've got time now if you want." 

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Honey nods. “Sounds good to me.”

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"C'mon, I think I left most of the stuff in my room so Kit wouldn't steal it." 

They lead Honey to a door a couple of corridors over, then tells him to wait outside while they disappear into the room to fetch the glassblowing equipment. The room, what can be seen of it from the hall, looks like someone built a blanket fort in a crowded antique shop. Every inch of the walls is in use for picture frames and shelves of ornaments, and every inch of floor space is covered with cushions and blankets. 

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Honey nods. The room is interesting. Not terribly similar to any place he's stayed, but he supposes that isn't saying much, and the longer he looks at the more the underlying logic of the space starts to show through. If Ashes doesn't find the equipment too quickly, he might ask, "Where's this stuff from?"

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"Oh, all over. I try to pick up something from every planet," is the distracted answer as Ashes reaches under a cabinet. "Sometimes it's a souvenir, sometimes it's a new art technique—aha!" 

They emerge triumphantly brandishing a pair of blowpipes, each of which is about a foot and a half in length. "Knew they were in here somewhere." 

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Honey files the answer away, with the feeling that it will be important later. "So, where to next?"

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"Now we need sand to put in the furnace, which...could take a while," Ashes says with a chagrined expression.

"We have sandbags, but they're all scattered around the ship as fire suppressants, and there aren't any extras in storage," they explain. "I've been meaning to resupply, but we haven't run into many peaceful systems recently, and warzones tend to be using all their sandbags themselves." 

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Hm. "If you give me an idea of where they're stashed away, I could go grab them while you start up the furnace?"

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"I don't think I even know where most of them are," they say with a laugh.

"Oh—but I bet Aurora does." Stepping out of the room, they lock the door behind them one-handed in a manoeuvre that looks automatic. "Hey, Aurora? You listening?" 

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A panel on the wall slides away to uncover a screen. 

It briefly displays the word [Always] before shifting to show a map, presumably of the ship, with several dozen locations marked in green. 

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Honey inspects the map intently for a moment, finding their current location (as well as that of the furnace), and of the nearest sandbags, and puts together model of the path he'll take. He nods. "I'll be off then. See you at the furnace."

Honey takes a stance, somewhere between like he's about to start sprinting and like he's climbing the floor like a rock wall. Then he flings himself down the corridor, sailing through the air and landing at a junction which he turns down. He proceeds to the various sandbag locations in this way, gathering up a half dozen before heading to the forge at a similar pace.

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"That was fast," Ashes greets him. By the look of things, they've just finished lighting the furnace. 

"And you didn't get lost; I'm impressed." 

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"I've been getting a better idea of the ship lately, and if I go fast, I don't have time to forget the map." He hoists the bags. "Let me know when to pour, I guess."

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"Alright. This is the boring bit." 

It takes a while for the furnace to heat up enough that they can melt the sand. Ashes seems happy enough to sit and watch it, explaining the basics of glassblowing to Honey while they wait.

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Honey gets into position to pour, and after a minute or two remembers to turn his face at least a bit in Ashes' direction to indicate that he's listening, but otherwise he's still, and maybe a little tense if you look closely.

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Awww, he's so focused. That's adorable. 

"This bit doesn't need that much precision," Ashes says casually. "Not like actually shaping the glass. As long as the sand goes in at some point, it's all good." 

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Honey nods, with just a hint of sheepishness, and relaxes a bit, though he’s still going to hold the first bag at the ready until Ashes tells him to do something else.

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It turns out Ashes' method of testing whether the furnace is hot enough is to stick their hand in. 

"Yeah, think it's ready. Pour away." 

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Honey pours, and asks a question at the same time. “I understand I’m not exactly unique in terms of toughness, but does that not still hurt?”

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Shrugging, they blow on their hand to cool it. 

"Eh. I've had worse." 

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Huh. He almost feels a little sad that he’s not the only one who was apparently tortured, though it’s not a deeply felt thing. He nods.

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"It's actually a pretty cool story, although it's best when we do the whole song," Ashes comments.

"Oh—and that's probably enough sand." 

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Honey promptly stops pouring. “Song?”

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"Yeah, we wrote a song about how I ended up on the crew," they explain, reaching for an actual rod to poke the sand with. "A couple of us have done it, actually. D'you remember the song I was singing when you found me earlier? That one's about Martin." 

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Honey mostly just remembers that they had been singing, not what. He nods. Privately, he strangles the tiny inkling of envy that he can feel trying to exist.

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"You wanna hear them sometime? I'd have to rope in one or two of the others for most of them. Or I guess if you're around for our next concert you'll get the whole show." 

The sand is properly heating up now, although it'll still be a little while before it's melted. "Oh, speaking of which—anyone asked if you play an instrument yet?" 

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Concert? “No, I don’t think so. I don’t play any either.”

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"Pity. Do you sing?" 

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“No better than any other sailor.”

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Ashes shrugs. "Most sailors I've met could carry a tune pretty well. But if it's not your thing, that's fine."

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He shrugs reflectively. "It's not. Sorry." He turns to face the furnace. "How's it doing?"

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"It's getting there. Told you this was the boring bit." 

They poke the melting sand with the rod again. "It needs to be glowing orange. See this bit here? We're waiting for more of it to look like that." 

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Honey nods. He briefly considers if there's any way he could get the furnace to burn hotter, but nothing obvious comes to mind, and he's not certain that increasing the temperature would necessarily work, or if it could be done without damaging the furnace.

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There really isn't much to do but wait. Ashes finishes explaining the basic principles of glassblowing, and then pokes the glass and declares it 'good enough'. 

They demonstrate how to get a globule of molten glass on the end of the blowpipe and blow until it forms a hollow bubble.

"You wanna give it a go?" 

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"Sure."

Honey proceeds to give it a try, though he's uncertain how hard he should blow, and in order to avoid any potential mess, probably ends up blowing a bit too weakly.

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Ashes patiently corrects his technique, talking him through creating a very simple bubble shape. 

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Honey gets there, eventually. His first product lopsided, thin-walled, and fragile on account of having cooled too quickly, but it exists

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"Hey, not bad for a first effort! I think my first...six...all collapsed when I was just starting," Ashes tells him. "I was trying to make them too big. This one seems like it's holding together. Wanna have another go?" 

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"Sure." Honey says with another nod. He does his best to replicate the initial bubble-forming process as Ashes instructed, but, it doesn't work quite as well, or at least he doesn't think so. He probably hands it back to them after trying another couple times, even if it might seem like he aborted those attempts before it could really be concluded that they failed.

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Ashes accepts the blowpipe back without comment. They create a few little blobby shapes—a fat bird with the suggestion of a beak and wings, another little dog, a couple of abstract swirls. 

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As Ashes is putting the finishing touches on an abstract piece, Kit appears in the doorway and stops to watch. He seems to be in a much better mood than when Honey last sa\w him, even giving Honey a little wave and a smile. 

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Honey watches Ashes crafting intently, but ultimately without a great deal of thought. The reappearance of Kit brings him back to reality, albeit into a body which has suddenly gone tense. Honey doesn't manage a smile, but wave back.

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Ignoring Honey, Kit wanders over to examine the finished glass pieces left cooling on the side. He doesn't touch them, but he does snag a spare rod and poke the molten glass in the furnace. 

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"Don't touch that," Ashes says calmly. They hold out a hand for the rod. 

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He flips it over in his metal hand, so he's holding the rod by the hot end and offering Ashes the handle. 

"Not gonna let me have a go?" 

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Smirking, Ashes accepts it. "Not after what happened last time."

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Honey makes an attempt to not look curious.

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"You spray someone with molten glass once," Kit tells Honey conspiratorially, rolling his eyes, but there's a smile on his face. 

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"Once was enough," Ashes counters as they pull another ball of molten glass out of the furnace.

"That jacket was never the same again." 

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There's a bit more banter, and then Kit says, "Hey, are both of you okay with me borrowing Honey for a bit?"

(Ashes makes an assenting noise.) 

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Honey thinks back to his conversation with Kolya. This seems like an obvious invitation, but Honey is still going to try and be more cautious. He nods, and if Kit leads him anywhere he'll follow.

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They don't go far, just down the corridor a little—close enough that Honey can hear Ashes singing again.

Kit plops himself down to sit leaning against a wall, gesturing for Honey to do the same.

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He does so promptly, sitting with one foot kept flat on the ground and leg upright, the other leg bent to pass under.

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Kit is sitting in a fairly similar position.

"So. Kolya says he talked to you about, uh. Yesterday." 

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Honey nods. "He did."

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Kit starts to speak and cuts himself off a couple of times, struggling to figure out how to word something. 

"I—look, I'm not—I don't do apologies. But I—" He runs his hands through his hair, tugging hard.

"You weren't the one who fucked up there. That was—my head's fucked up, okay? I—overreact, and lash out, and. Shit happens. Fuck I hate talking about this." 

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Honey ponders what to say for a while. Really thinks about it.

Thinking doesn't really help without any, like, actual thoughts, though, so in the end Honey falls back on an old standby. "No harm, no foul."

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"...yeah, Sure. Let's go with that." Shrug. "Just, you don't have to—walk on eggshells around me, or whatever. It's not—it doesn't happen that often. Probably won't happen again this week, you might not meet me in one of those moods again this year." 

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Honey nods, though Kit can probably notice that Honey is no less tense.

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He has noticed, and he's trying to work out what to do about it. 

"...Do you like fighting?" he asks after a short pause. 

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Honey shrugs. "Depends on why I'm fighting."

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That's...not an unpromising answer. 

"Would you do it for fun?" 

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Honey pauses for another long think. What does he do for fun? It feels good to be useful, but he's not sure that it is fun per se. Would it be useful to anyone here to fight 'for fun'? Maybe. It seems like Kit might prefer a 'yes' to a 'no', at least.

He thinks back to when he was a kid, back home. He had fun then, sometimes. It usually involved...his parents being happy, and being strong. Would fighting for fun benefit from his strength? Probably, though he would need to be careful not damage anything.

Overall, the result seems positive. "I could give it a try."

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"Great! How about right now?" 

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He cracks a real smile. "Sure." He throws himself up onto his feet as he speaks.

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Kit grins back, and moves. Pushing off from the wall, he uncurls from his seated position like tension releasing in a spring. He lets the momentum carry him forward to throw a punch directly at Honey's head. 

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Honey's response is quick and acrobatic, launching himself upwards and forwards, over Kit in a somersault through the air. That characterizes his overall fighting style as well. He is as likely, if not more, to go upwards as downwards, taking advantage of a large space of movement options to find odd places to throw powerful strikes from.

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Kit laughs

His fighting style turns out to be somewhat similar in its unpredictability, although he's maybe spending a little more of his time dodging than Honey. Once he gets a feel for Honey's style, he sticks low to the ground, ducking and rolling. That metal arm has a powerful punch, but Kit seems to prefer using his legs, mostly trying to trip Honey or throw him off-balance rather than doing damage. 

The fight moves around, ranging through corridors and into an unoccupied room where they have more space to manoeuvre. Kit is still grinning, laughing like a wild thing. 

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Honey isn't exactly smiling anymore, his expression is fairly neutral if Kit's watching it. His energy is just the same, though, high-pitched and focused on the spar. In response to Kit starting to fill the lower space, he lowers his jumping closer to the ground and increases his lateral speed, pouncing more than leaping now. That does make him more vulnerable to Kit's trip, which probably send him tumbling into the walls at a decent clip at least once, though he hurls himself back into action without a pause.

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Then they can have some fun throwing each other into walls!

Rather than trying to match him in a contest of strength, Kit seems to be using Honey's own momentum against him. He starts dodging high as well as low, once rolling right over Honey's back and coming up laughing harder than ever. 

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Kit has figured out Honey's weakness pretty much exactly. Honey ups the speed of his pounces, marginally, but can only go so fast before he starts risking splattering against and/or damaging the walls when he collides with them, and while Honey isn't clumsy per se, he is less than trained in dealing with an acrobatic opponent.

Honey does his best to keep up, but it probably doesn't take long for it to become clear that Kit's got the best of him.

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And eventually, a pounce-and-trip manoeuvre ends with Honey on the floor and Kit on top of him. 

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Honey lets out another short, sharp laugh. He's a little out of breath, maybe a little hungry too, but he's happy to be right about using his body being fun. "You're good."

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"You're better than I expected, for a grunt," Kit replies cheerfully. He steps back, offering his metal hand to help Honey up.

"That was fun; we should do it again sometime." 

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Honey takes the hand up with less but still noticeable cheer. "Yeah. Give me a tag whenever you're in the mood." He looks to head back to where Ashes was, if only to check if they're still there. "See you around."

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"Sure." He walks off, whistling a bouncy tune. 

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Ashes is where Honey left them, still playing with glass. 

"Hey. How'd it go?" 

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"Better than I expected." He looks at any sculptures Ashes's has set to cool while he was sparring. "How's the glass?"

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"About as good as I remembered. Think I'm done for now, though." They show Honey a row of little sculptures. 

"Want another go?" 

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"Yeah."

His next attempt is probably still rather lopsided, but it's a little easier for him to be delicate now that he's worn himself out a bit. He even tries, cautiously, to shape the glass orb a bit once he's blown it some, though it can't really be said to look like anything in particular.

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Ashes helps and offers advice, and is generally enthusiastic about Honey's attempts at art. 

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Honey probably tried his hand two or three more times, producing glass globules with steadily increasing levels of intent to their shape. After a while he starts to have some trouble drumming up the modicum of creativity needed to make something other than just various oblate spheroids, and gets a bit unfocused in general.

“Thanks for the help.”

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"It's cool. Thanks for joining me."

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Honey gives a real smile as he gets up. He’s on a roll! He’s also pretty hungry, it’s been a while since that meal...yesterday? And even if he didn’t get sliced to ribbons this time it still got him peckish. As he leaves, he offers, “I’m going to go look for a meal.”

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Ashes is busy packing up their tiny sculptures to take them somewhere. "Cool. See you around." 

They're quite a distance from the kitchen, and Honey has done a fair bit of wandering since the last time he was there. 

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Honey got a pretty good look at the map earlier. Not enough to remember where exactly the kitchen is from here, but at least to tell if he's going in the right direction. He'll just head in that direction until he smells something like food, or else encounters someone.

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Here's someone shambling down the corridor like a sleepwalker. Judging by his worn, stained clothes and matted hair, it doesn't look like he's bathed in some time. 

When he notices Honey, he snaps into wide-eyed alertness. His left hand, made of dull grey metal, is holding a pistol that wasn't there a second ago. 

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Honey is, frankly, not especially bothered by the gun. "Hey, I'm Honey. I'm new. Could you point—"

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At the words 'I'm new', the stranger's eyes widen even further.

His arm twitches up, and he fires. The bullet hits Honey straight in the chest. 

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Honey winces a little, as much from the sound as the bullet embedding itself in his sternum, before digging it out with his thumb and forefinger, then pinching the wound closed until it stops weeping. "Sorry if I gave you a fright—"

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The man started backing away when Honey didn't immediately drop dead.

When Honey starts speaking, he abandons caution and simply turns and runs. 

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Honey sighs but is too hungry to bother giving chase. He just continues wandering vaguely in the direction of hopefully-food.

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After some more wandering, he makes it back into the better-trafficked area around the kitchen. It's currently empty of other people, but the cupboards are stocked with an eclectic mix of food. Some of it is even recognisable, at least by category: meat is meat even if the specific animal can't be identified, for example. 

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Honey isn't anything resembling a chef, but he's had to cook for himself plenty of times and knows how to put together something edible. Following his nose, he ends up pan-frying some of the meat, then cooking down the closest thing to onions he can find, before plating it up and eating it there in the kitchen.

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Just as meat is meat, there are not all that many ways to design a stovetop. Honey can figure out how to fry things without much difficulty. 

His meal is undisturbed. 

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He just hangs out in the kitchen for a bit, washing up after himself and letting himself digest, before deciding to go on a circuitous jog around the ship. He's starting to get the itch to try and be useful again, so if he hears anything that sounds like somebody in need of help, he'll definitely head towards it.

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As Honey jogs along, he hears a rhythmic clash of metal on metal, coming from a side room. The door is closed and unlabelled. 

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Honey isn't entirely sure what that sounds like, but it could be someone who'd like some help, so he'll take it. He opens the door a bit and peeks inside.

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Martin looks up in surprise when the door opens. The noise stops, and it's not immediately clear what was causing it. 

"What—ah. Honey. Hello." He's mostly facing away from the door, but it's possible to see that Martin's waistcoat and shirt are undone to the waist.

"Are you alright?"

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"Yeah, I'm good. Just jogging by and heard a beat. Need help with anything?"

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"Ah—no, I don't think so." 

He shifts a little, the movement letting Honey glimpse his exposed chest. It's the same shining brass as Martin's face—and presumably the rest of him—with a strange protruding plate in the centre that doesn't show through his clothes. From this angle, the front of the plate isn't visible. 

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Fair enough. Honey finds himself curious, though, so rather than running off, he probes further. "Alright. Can I ask what you were up to?"

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"Well, I—I was doing some maintenance, and I thought I'd—try something out at the same time."

Martin fiddles with a small screwdriver in one hand; his gloves are off, revealing more gleaming brass and delicate metal joints. He hesitates before continuing.

"Would you mind coming in, and closing the door?" 

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Honey does as instructed, before returning his inquisitive gaze to Martin.

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Martin, in turn, shifts on his chair to face Honey. 

The protruding plate turns out to not quite be in the middle of his chest, but instead a little to the left, over where his heart...apparently still sits, and can be seen pumping away through a clear window.

He sits very still, watching Honey for a reaction. 

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If he's honest, Honey wasn't expecting that, but at the same time, this doesn't really seem to change anything. He had already been figuring that Martin was flesh on the inside somewhere, he just hadn't really bother to think on where. He quirks an eyebrow. "So, what were you trying?"

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"I've had this body—" he taps his chest, making a sound like a bell— "for hundreds of years, but I still don't fully understand how it works. I don't think any of us do, really; I don't know if it bothers me more because I'm younger than most of them, or because more of me was replaced, but the older ones seem...at peace with it, for the most part." 

He runs his fingers lightly over the dials and gears on his chest, not quite touching, until he finds the one he was looking for. "Every so often, I...try something. Turn a dial, flip a switch, and see what happens. And today—" he twists something, presses in, and the rhythmic clanging starts up again. 

Now that Honey's watching, he can see that it's in time with the beat of Martin's heart. 

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The idea that Honey is maybe butting into something rather personal finally catches up to him, and he visibly retreats into himself a bit. He's still curious, though, and also he gets the feeling that just splitting immediately would be worse somehow, so he follows up. "What did that...do?"

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"I'm not sure." Martin picks up the screwdriver again, turns it over in his hand.

"I'd like to open up my chest, so I can see what's going on behind the plating, but I can't see what I'm doing very well at that angle, and I've...always been wary of doing it on my own, in case I take apart something that isn't meant to come apart." 

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Target acquired. "Could I help with that?"

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"Only if you're sure you're up to it. Opening up someone's chest can be a little disturbing, and I imagine that's still true even if the person in question is mostly made of metal." 

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This is not the first time Honey has seen someone's chest be opened up. It's not even the hundredth. "I'll be fine. Can you tell me what to do?" He approaches Martin cautiously.

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"Of course."

Martin talks Honey through it, and together they open up the panels that form the front of Martin's torso to reveal the cogs and gears and pistons beneath. It doesn't look very much like a human chest, other than the heart which...seems to be pumping something through the copper tubing that's wound around everywhere. It's anyone's guess whether it's actually blood. 

They end up propping the main chest plate on a chair, shiny side facing out, so Martin can use it as a mirror. Through it all, the steady beat continues, although it's sped up a little since they started. 

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Honey is a steady and consistent pair of hands. More so than when he was glassblowing. There's less room for doubt when he's got guidance.

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A steady and consistent pair of hands is a good thing to have, especially when they accidentally uncouple something that shouldn't have been uncoupled and Martin stops being able to move his right arm.

"Well. That wasn't meant to happen. Could you just reconnect that—"

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Honey does so with a smooth, quick motion.

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"Thank you." Martin flashes him a quick smile. "It's much easier having a second pair of hands for this." 

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That's good! Honey cracks another smile. He could get used to smiling more. "I'm happy to help."

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"Glad to hear it." 

With Honey helping, they manage to find what's producing the noise and figure out how it's all connected up. The beat does turn out to be keyed to the pump of Martin's heart, and there seems to be a sort of metronome he can use to change the speed, making his heart beat faster or slower. The rhythm changes to match. 

"I...have no idea why this is here." 

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"Do you know...who put it there?" Honey asks, hoping it may help lead to answer but not really if this is even the right thing to ask?

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"—yes? I thought Kolya...nevermind. Apparently not." Martin shakes his head. 

"All of our mechanisms were made by a scientist called Doctor Celestine. ...I would suggest not mentioning that name around the others, especially Kit." 

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Honey nods, careful to not let the motion cause him to deviate. With a similar uncertain tone, he asks Martin another question. "Can you imagine why Doctor Celestine would put it there?"

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"Of that, I am less certain. I suspect they thought it would be ironic somehow." 

Now that they've found the source of the noise, Martin turns it off and they start putting everything back in place. 

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Honey follows along with equal precision as before. A part of him wonders what this Doctor Celestine was like, but it is a small part. After Martin's all put back together, Honey asks a different question. "I ran into a guy earlier, while I was getting something to eat. Jumpy, shot me and ran without so much as a hello. Is he's familiar to you, or have you got a stowaway?"

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"Hmm? Oh, that could have been Mac. Dark hair, metal arm, looked like he hadn't slept or bathed in the last year?" 

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He nods again. "Sounds like the guy. Any idea what I did to set him off?"

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"Not r—" Martin frowns. "Did you say he shot you?" 

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"Yup." He pulls one side of his loose rag of a shirt-remnant to indicate the healed but still bloodstained spot on his chest, before pulling the shirt back closed. "Got about half a sentence out of my mouth before he did."

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"In that case...oh dear." Martin's mechanical face creases with worry. 

"It's likely that he thinks you're a new Mechanism." 

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Honey ponders that for a moment, a sense of unease growing on him. "Should I try and let him know that's not the case?"

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"Probably best not, although someone else should pass it on," Martin says as he stands up. 

"Though they'll have to find him first; I suspect he'll have gone to ground in the maintenance tunnels." He sighs. "Again." 

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Honey nods. "Anything else you might use my help with?"

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"Not at present, no—oh, have you eaten recently?" 

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"Ah, yeah, I just made something for myself a little while ago. I hope that's alright?"

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"Absolutely fine! I just worry if I don't see people at mealtimes, you know." 

He heads for the door. "I'll send someone to find Mac and let him know not to panic. Was there anything else?" 

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"No, I think that's all." With that, Honey bows out and continues his wandering, though given his good mood he's aiming to encounter someone who sounds like they could use help again. Maybe Kolya? Engineering work is always abundant. Just need to track him down...

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Where, oh where, could Kolya be? He's not in the kitchen. He's not in the cabin marked CHIEF ENGINEER that's probably his if it's anyone's. He's not in any of the recreation rooms around the kitchen and dining hall, and neither is anyone else. 

Maybe he's down on the engineering levels, like last time? 

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Honey recalls that Kolya apparently tends to overwork himself, so engineering levels does make sense. Destination set.

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The air down here is still warmer than on the higher decks.

The octokittens seem to like it, judging by how Honey hasn't seen a single one on the upper deck but can't go ten feet down here without nearly tripping over one. Most of them are mottled various shades of grey and brown, which blend in surprisingly well with their surroundings. Sometimes all that's visible at first is two—or sometimes three—glowing eyes. 

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Honey pays the octokittens their toll of some small attention, but doesn't let himself get bogged down. Given their numbers, and the relative scarcity of humans on this ship, he figures they're probably not especially prone to asking for help with anything.

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They seem to appreciate the attention, but don't impede his progress very much. 

One climbs up his leg and seems intent on turning his shoulder into its personal perch. It's soft and squishy, and purrs like an electric drill. 

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This is fine, even if they're a little heftier than they look they certainly don't weigh heavy enough to be a meaningful inconvenience. Regardless, he travels onward in search of Kolya.

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At one point, there's a clang from a ventilation duct almost directly above him. 

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That sounds important. Honey hops up and grabs a bit of the ceiling that feels like it can hold his weight, before tapping the relevant duct. "Hello?"

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"...fuck," someone says from the shadows inside the vent. The voice is unfamiliar, masculine, and hoarse with disuse. 

"What do you want." 

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"I'm mostly just wandering around seeing if anybody needs help with anything. Is your, uh...current situation something you need help with?"

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There's a brief pause, like the person is processing what Honey just said. 

"Nope. Fuck off, kid." His voice is, if anything, even harsher and less friendly than before. 

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Honey proceeds to drop down back on to the floor, a little dejected. Back to looking for Kolya.

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When Honey finds him, Kolya is half-buried in a tangle of wires, wielding a tiny soldering iron with intense focus. 

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Honey watches Kolya for a bit, trying to ascertain what he's working on and also waiting to see if he notices him.

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A chime plays through a nearby speaker.

"Huh?" Kolya extracts himself from the wiring and turns to look. "Oh, Honey. Good...whatever time it is."

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"No idea. I was just wandering around looking for something to do and I thought you might be able to use my help again?"

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"I could, actually!"

He gestures at the mess of wires. "Could use an extra pair of hands to sort this lot out. It's hard to keep track of when I've only got the two." 

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"Tell me where you need me."

Honey is as precise and responsive as his earlier experience with Martin.

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Kolya isn't as good an instructor, particularly when he's distracted by a complex problem—he occasionally forgets that he's supposed to be giving instructions out loud, and starts muttering to himself under his breath.

Once, he snaps out a crisp order in some unfamiliar language. A moment later, when Honey hasn't moved, he shakes himself and repeats it in their common tongue. 

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"Something on your mind? Something else, I mean."

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"What? No, I'm just trying to hold this whole network of connectors in my head. Like a logic puzzle." He swaps around a couple of wires, for no reason that Honey can see, and then they're right back into the swing of it.

The tangled mess gradually reshapes itself into something that makes a little more sense. Kolya is doing most of the actual problem-solving: it seems like he did just need an extra pair of hands to hold bunches of wires out of the way. 

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Honey trusts his ability to be a pair of hands much more than he trusts his ability to be a problem solver, so this is fine with him.

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And eventually, Kolya sits back in satisfaction. "Much better." 

The wires are neatly organised and bundled away, and the few damaged ones—which must have been the reason he attacked this task in the first place—replaced with new. 

"Thanks for the help." 

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"Happy to help."

Something doesn't feel entirely right, but Honey can't place exactly what. Oh well, if it's important then Honey will handle it when it becomes apparent.

"Anything else you could use some help with?"

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On cue, a nearby screen lights up to display the next task. 

"Apparently so," Kolya says with a smile, picking up his toolbox. "No rest for the wicked. Coming?" 

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Honey nods. He's here to work, he's not going to say no.

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Kolya leads Honey around the ship, fixing and replacing minor problems. Most of them look like simple wear and tear, which makes sense if the ship is as old as Kolya claims. 

He talks to Aurora a lot, something Honey might have noticed the other day as well. It's usually just little comments, does that feel better or what have you got for us now. Sometimes there's a response in the form of a lit screen, showing them the next task. Other times, there's only the hum of the engines and the distant, echoing groan of shifting metal. 

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It's not out of the ordinary for engineers, or sailors in general, to personify the ship, especially one as responsive as Aurora.

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What happens next is...less ordinary.

Honey and Kolya are in the middle of replacing a damaged wall panel—shot full of bullet holes to the point where it's not worth patching—when there's an ear-splitting electronic screech over the ship's speakers. 

Rather than limit herself to a single screen, Aurora projects her message onto every flat surface in sight, angry rows of bold, unreadable letters repeating over and over. 

Oна в западне ... она рабыня ... освободи её ... помоги ей ...

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Honey looks worriedly between the various displays, and then to Kolya. "What's happening?"

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"Ssst!" Kolya holds up a hand in front of Honey in a 'stop talking' motion and starts talking to Aurora in his native language. 

The screens change in response, some of them shifting to display what seems to be more coherent blocks of text while others show images—grainy security footage, mostly stills but a few looping clips.

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Many of them feature a woman with features that will be familiar to Honey as those of a Rose Red, the cloned soldiers of King Cole's empire. 

Some feature her brutally ripping into lab-coated figures that try to subdue her. In others, she is unconscious, still and pale in the middle of a spiderweb of wires and tubes. Numbers and text, some of it in a language Honey can read, run across the images. 

... REM protocol ... fully integrated ... reports suggest the specimen ... extremely dangerous ...

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This is definitely going somewhere Honey isn't entirely comfortable, but he's not sure what to do. What's wrong? Why is Aurora showing pictures of a Rose? Honey doesn't speak up again, but it's clear from his posture that his tension is building.

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"Oh," Kolya breathes.

He puts a hand on the closest bit of wall and asks a gentle question, pausing to let the reply scroll across a blank bit of wall. There are a few more exchanges, then he sighs. "Alright. I'll...convince the others, I guess. Maybe I can persuade Kit it'll be a good story."

Looking up at Honey, he opens and closes his mouth once or twice, then goes with, "Do you want to help rescue one of Cole's science projects?" 

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Does Honey want to rescue one of Cole's other experiments?

Being experimented on by Cole was...bad. More bad than Honey really knows how to process into words. Very bad. Rescuing someone from that would be helpful, right? Honey would have appreciated having help escaping when he did.

At the same time, there is risk involved. Could Honey be captured again? He doesn't want to go back to Cole's labs, and if Cole ever does manage to reverse engineer whatever's going on with Honey's body, and then combine it with a Rose? That could be very bad.

The question then is does the risk of the bad outcome outweigh the benefits of the good outcome?

It seems unlikely that Cole is already aware of this breakout-in-the-making. He hadn't previously seen or heard anything regarding these folks while he was a soldier in Cole's army or as a member of the rebellion. Kit seems more than capable in terms of combat and Honey imagines the others can't be too far behind him. Thinking of it as a mission, they seem overprepared if anything. He supposes that is the answer then.

"Yes."

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"Good man. Alright, let's get this panel into place, then I'll go talk Kit around."

He picks up his discarded screwdriver, then looks up. "Aurora? Open us a channel to Martin, love?" 

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Honey follows the steps for replacing the panel mechanically, the tension never really leaving him. This probably isn't the first panel he's helped Kolya install, so the process is likely quick.

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While they're doing that, there's a chime and a crackle of speakers. 

"Martin? You there?" 

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"Kolya, hello! Is something wrong?" 

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"Nnnnot the way you mean it. Uh, what setting are you on right now?"

While he talks, Kolya's hands go through the motions of replacing the panel with the confidence of long practice. 

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"...Means." A sigh crackles through the speaker. "How much am I going to hate this?" 

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"Maybe a little," Kolya admits.

"We have a new course; Aurora is sending you the coordinates." 

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There's a pause as the information goes through. 

"Do I want to know why we're going to a moon orbiting New Constantinople?"

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"Mercy mission!" Kolya replies, tightening the last screw.

"We're rescuing a damsel in distress. Very noble cause. Of course, there'll probably be resistance..." 

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Honey supposes that is one way to look at it.

Honestly, he's not sure whether he's sad for the goons Cole will presumably having milling about wherever this Rose is being kept, or angry at them. He's not sure he's either.

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Martin sighs again. "Kolya, you know I can't condone..." He trails off.

There's a click

"Does Kit know about this yet?" he asks in a much brighter tone. "Or should I brace myself for interference?" 

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Kolya starts grinning when he hears the click. 

"I expect I can talk him round," he says lightly. "Most dangerous place in several hundred systems, is Varangar, after New Constantinople itself. Would be a shame not to go, really." 

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"If you say so. Alright, the coordinates are set. I leave convincing our first mate in your capable hands. Oh—and would you collect Mac on your way up? I'm sure Aurora can tell you where he's hidden himself this time. Apparently Honey spooked him a few hours ago." 

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"Got it." 

There's a blip as Aurora cuts the connection. 

Kolya raises an eyebrow at Honey. "So what did you do to Mac?" 

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"I attempted to say hello." Honey is somewhat distracted from the question by how suddenly Martin seemed to change tone. A little worrying. He'll try and ask him about it some other time.

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Aurora helpfully brings up a map showing Mac's current location.

"You said hello and he ran away to hide in the air ducts," Kolya says as he starts moving in that direction. 

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"I said hello and he shot me, then ran away to...hide in the air ducts." Honey figures out part-way through saying that who the person in the air duct was.

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"...right. That makes more sense. Oh—" He stops walking. "You should ask Ashes to find you a weapon or few, if you're coming on this excursion." 

Aurora can, again, provide a helpful map. 

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Honey will take the directions to Ashes, pondering what sort of weapon he should request. Despite his time in both armies, he's honestly never gotten very good with a gun. His parents taught him how to use a bow and arrow, which he's still decent at, but he's not sure if or why they'd have any bows or arrows lying around.

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They definitely have bows and arrows lying around. Ashes has so much stuff. 

"You want a high draw weight, yeah? Give me a few minutes, I'll dig something out." 

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Huh. Ashes sure does have a collection. While they're looking for an appropriate bow, Honey asks. "Where'd you get all this stuff?"

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"Oh, all over. You pick up a few things from every planet and it soon adds up—aha!" 

Ashes emerges triumphant with a recurve bow and a quiver of arrows that don't look like they've been used in a long time. "You'll need a new string, this one's half-rotten, but the bow itself oughtta be fine." 

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Honey nods along before taking the bow and quiver of arrows. "Any idea where I can get the string? I can...uh...make my own, but I consider that a bit of a last resort."

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"Wait here, I'll find one—"

Ashes dives back into the hoard. It doesn't take them long to find a bowstring, which they help Honey fit to the bow. 

"Wanna take a few test shots?" 

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"Sure. Just tell me where to shoot." Honey tests the feel of the bow and string with his hands a bit, and experimentally enters and exits his shooting stance, just to get back into the swing of things.

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As promised, the draw weight is high enough that it actually takes effort to draw, even with Honey's strength. 

Ashes kicks a few things out of the way and uncovers a target against a side wall of the storage bay. "Have at it." 

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Honey nods, gets into a reasonable spot away from the target, then looses a few arrows in quick succession. His form is pretty good, and he fires quite fast. The three arrows bury themselves deep in the target with a staccato tuck tuck tuck. He's not perfectly accurate, no bullseyes this time, but they're still respectably close to the center.

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"Oh, wow," Ashes says, laughing. "Not bad!" 

They try to pull one of the arrows out of the target.

"...uh. You wanna get these?" 

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"Uh, right." He hops over to the target and does his best to gingerly pull the arrows out without breaking them to pieces or tearing up the target in the process. He may be somewhat successful?

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The target will be fine. Probably. It's only a little torn.

The arrows don't break that easily; they're made of something that's both lighter and stronger than either wood or steel. The bow likewise seems lighter than it looks, and stronger than the weight suggests. 

"So. You like 'em?" 

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Honey nods. "Yeah, they're good. Thanks for finding these for me."

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He just kind of stands there for a minute, trying to recall the general map of the ship, before asking Ashes a question. "Any idea where I should go for the op that's coming up? I'm not sure if there's, like...a boarding room or anything?"

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"Yeah, c'mon. I'll show you."

Geared up with their own array of pistols—and a flamethrower for good measure—Ashes leads the way to the airlock where the rest of the crew are gathering. 

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Ivy is there, with a wicked-looking crossbow strapped to her back, a notebook in her hands, and a camera slung around her neck. She and Ashes have both changed into dark, fitted clothing that looks almost like mercenary gear, but with only the lightest of body armour. 

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Kit and Kolya arrive together shortly after Ashes and Honey, with Mac trailing behind them. Kit has two curved, serrated swords, which he's carrying openly in his hands rather than bothering with the scabbards on his back. Kolya has a pair of holstered pistols; Mac is holding a rifle like it's a comfort object.  

"Everyone ready?" 

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Honey also probably finally changed out of the remains of his old uniform, into something not unlike Ivy and Ashes's loadouts, albeit maybe not so well-fitting. He's got bow in-hand and quiver on his back. He can sort of...feel his mind narrowing down, as he gets ready for real combat. He nods to Kit.

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The ship judders with an unseen impact. 

"It'll be a bit of a rough landing," Martin warns through the everpresent speakers. "I'm afraid they've started shooting at us." 

Only moments later, they touch down with another jolt, and the outer lock opens.

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"Right," Kit says, with a wild grin on his face that Honey might recognise from their spar earlier. 

"Time to see what these Rose Reds can do." 

He steps out, Kolya close behind. 

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Honey follows along with the front line, bow drawn and ready to loose. Part of him wants to rush ahead, to find and retrieve the target as quickly as possible, but his stronger instincts keep him on pace with his unit.

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They've landed right by the entrance to some kind of military-looking facility. Varangar has an atmosphere, not much of one but enough that there are guards stationed outside the door. Identical, symmetrical faces. Bright red hair. Rose Reds. 

There's a pause as the Roses take stock, then one of them—what looks like the oldest, with long hair in a businesslike updo—barks out a command. "Fire!" 

And then everything is loud and bright for a few moments, as laser blasts fill the air. 

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Lasers can be bad news, though Honey hasn't encountered any that are strong enough to be bad news that are man-portable, yet at least. These manage to burn him a bit, but nothing his healing factor can't keep pace with. He shoots for any Rose Reds that the others aren't focusing on, right around the center mass.

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When there's a long enough pause in the shooting, Honey sees Kit staggering back to his feet, having fallen to his knees. Smoke is rising from multiple burn marks on his shirt, and he's laughing. 

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"Better luck next time, ladies!" Kolya taunts, brushing at the shoulder of his coat where similar smoke is rising. With the other hand, he lazily points his pistol and fires, taking a Rose Red in the chest. 

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Before long, the Rose Reds on this side of the door are a heap of identical corpses scattered around the entrance they were guarding. 

"There'll be more inside," Ashes comments, stepping over one of the bodies. 

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"There better be; that was hardly a fight at all," Kit grumbles.

"Who wants to do the honours?" he asks, gesturing at the door with the bloody tip of a sword. 

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Honey steps forwards to take point, assuming no one else does first.

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Without warning, Mac pulls the pin on a grenade and lobs it underhand at the door. 

A second later, it goes off with a BOOM.

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Unphased by the explosion, or the light peppering of shrapnel that follows it, Honey takes a step through the blasted door, battering aside any remnants that are still in the way. If he sees any Rose Reds or other combatants once he's clear of the smoke, he'll start on taking them out.

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Honey and the Mechanisms encounter only scattered resistance as they make their way further into the base. Most of the personnel scatter before their onslaught, guards and technicians alike. 

The Rose Reds are bolder, and they encounter a few more walls of concentrated laser fire. 

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Each of which Kit dives into with glee, emerging on the other side covered in blood both his own and his enemies'. 

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Honey carefully avoids firing any arrows where he imagines Kit might leap to next. Kit (if he is paying attention to anything other than how much fun he is having) may notice that Honey's movements and expression are significantly more mechanical than they were during their earlier spar.

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Kit is super not paying attention to anything that isn't trying (and failing) to kill him. 

Ivy is paying attention to everything! This includes Honey, who is scientifically fascinating. She isn't helping very much with the fighting, too distracted by trying to watch everything that's going on all at once. 

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Honey himself is mostly just focused on keeping pace with frontline and on quickly and efficiently removing threats on their way to where the target is being kept.

He isn't moving around too much, which is too bad regarding getting good data on what he's capable of, but his archery does provide something of a supplement.

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Mac is doing pretty much the same thing as Honey, just with a gun: marching along and shooting anything that moves ahead of them.

He's not being at all careful to avoid hitting Kit. 

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Ashes is almost as enthusiastic as Kit about mowing down knots of enemy soldiers, although their weapon of choice is guns rather than swords. 

Honey catches them stooping to pick things up from the bodies a few times—a weapon here, a rank pin there. 

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They did mention that they pick things up.

Given the general invincibility of the unit, they probably make quick progress towards the target.

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They do!

It helps that Kolya somehow has a map of the base and knows exactly where they're going. As they draw closer to their goal, he grows quieter, more focused. 

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Eventually, they burst open another sealed door and find themselves in a large hexagonal room that must be the central chamber of the base. 

In a glass case in the middle of the room is the woman they've come to rescue. Her pale skin is pierced by dozens of wires and tubes connecting her to the machines lining the walls. In slumber, her face is peaceful, even beautiful, but still recognisable as the same face worn by the scores of clone soldiers they've mown down to get here. 

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Well, there's the target. Now there's just figuring out how to get her out...

Honey hangs the bow on his back and begins searching through the various wires and tubes running from the case their target is in, trying to find any connectors or joints where they could be released.

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"Is this her?" Kit asks, poking at some of the connection points. He looks bored now there's nothing to kill. 

"How do we wake her up?" 

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"One of us could try kissing her," Kolya suggests. 

He's staring at the sleeping woman with a strangely wistful expression. 

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"What—you can't just kiss a sleeping stranger, Kolya! That's really fucking creepy." 

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"We can figure out how to wake her up after we get her out of here." Honey adds, before switching from looking for connection points that don't seem to be there to just breaking whatever's holding the glass case in place, careful to try and not disturb what's inside.

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"Could just try the usual plan," Ashes says.

When everyone turns to look at them, they clarify: "Shoot the machines until they explode." 

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"...sure. Fine. Let's do that." 

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They do that. Warning alarms blare, mostly drowned out by the explosions. 

Inside the case, the woman's eyes flutter open. 

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"What do you know," Kit says, voice thick with sarcasm. "It worked." 

Reaching up with his metal hand, he crushes one of the clamps that hold the glass case shut, pulling it loose. 

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If it works, it works. Honey checks the target. Does she look like she's going to need to be carried out of here or is she good to go?

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By the time they've opened the case and pulled out enough wires that she can move, the woman is helping remove the rest, clumsy from sleep and muscle deterioration. She might need a little help to walk if they want to get out of here any time soon. 

"Who—" she rasps. Stops, clears her throat, tries again. "Who are you?" 

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"A neutral party," Kit supplies, offering a hand to help her step down from the raised pedestal she's on.

"Perhaps the longer version can wait until we're no longer in a base full of King Cole's minions?" Distant shouts and sounds of alarm back up his statement. 

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Seeing that Kit has got the target mostly handled, Honey pulls his bow out again and readies himself for the extraction.

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Fighting their way out goes much the same as fighting their way in, except now there's a fragile thoroughly-mortal human stumbling in their midst who needs protection.

Fortunately, the Rose Reds seem less inclined to shoot indiscriminately in their direction now there's a chance they'll hit one of their own. For her part, the woman they're rescuing stares in horror at her cloned sisters as Kit pulls her along. 

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The Rose Reds might also be deterred from indiscriminate laser fire by the fact that Ashes is pouring out a trail of gasoline behind them as they go, humming something under their breath. 

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Honey avoids firing any arrows near where Ashes has poured gasoline. It'd be poor form to let a spark catch before they're out of here.

He also quickly picks up any unbroken arrows out of corpses from the way in that he passes by. No need to waste.

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Ashes gives him an approving smile when they notice. 

And then they're all stepping outside through the blasted remains of the door, and once everyone's out Ashes casually strikes a match and flicks it over their shoulder to ignite the trail of gasoline. 

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In front of them, Aurora waits, her bulk seeming even larger against the too-close curve of the moon's horizon. 

The airlock door swings open in welcome as they approach. 

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Honey makes sure to not turn back towards the no doubt bright blaze that will be burning through the lunar base. His corneas would survive but that wouldn't necessarily make it comfortable.

Instead, once they're all aboard Aurora, Honey checks to see how the woman is doing (and to a lesser degree, how the rest of the unit is doing, though he is not especially worried).

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Still looks fairly shaken, still recovering from whatever it was that kept her asleep. Breathing hard; apparently a brisk walk across half the length of the base was a lot of exertion for someone who's lost as much muscle mass as she has. 

She's looking around curiously, taking in all of the people around her as well as the corridor they're standing in. (Beneath them, a rumble of engines signals the ship taking off.) 

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"Welcome," Kit says gently, "to the starship Aurora." 

The ship hums, the lights briefly brightening and dimming. 

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"She says hello," Kolya translates, patting the wall. 

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Coming down from combat strips Honey of his already fairly sparse voice. He’ll stick by the Rose for now, but his mind is mostly empty at the moment, aside from the whisper of a thought that this is pretty different from the welcome he got.

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The Rose steps forward to place a trembling hand on the wall. 

"Hello," she whispers. The walls hum in response. 

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Ashes nudges Honey. 

"Dunno about you, but I'm starving. Wanna see if we can rustle up something to eat?" 

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Honey is definitely interested in getting some food. He'll happily follow Ashes to a place that has some (hopefully the kitchen, but given what he's experienced with Ashes, he doesn't entirely expect it).

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It is indeed the kitchen!

Ashes moves about the space like they know what they're doing, pulling out the ingredients for something that won't take too long to cook, but will feed several hungry immortals. Honey is set to chopping and frying a variety of purplish root vegetables while Ashes grills steaks. They're in good spirits, singing to themself as they work.

"The fire burns bright in the heat of the night...

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Honey happily chops and fries, both actions he's familiar and comfortable with. Once Ashes has gotten to a point in the song they're singing where the tune repeats, he starts humming along as well.

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When Kit shows up a few minutes later, with Mac trailing behind him, the song becomes a full-on duet between him and Ashes, the two of them passing the verses back and forth and harmonising on the chorus. 

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Martin appears just in time to help set the table. He seems unusually cheerful as he asks Ivy about her observations from the base. 

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Honey chuckles a bit to himself as he finishes up the various dishes and people continue to enter the kitchen. This is good.

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Just as they're all sitting down to eat, Kolya shows up with the rescued Rose in tow, looking tired but content. 

During the meal, she's quiet and doesn't eat much, spending most of her time staring into space. Eventually, she pushes her plate away, still more than half full. 

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Honey looks around the group, seeing if anyone seems to know what's up, lingering probably mostly on Kolya, since it seems like he's been the one handling the Rose.

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Kolya doesn't seem too worried.

"You know, that's probably the first meal you've ever eaten as you," he comments, nudging her shoulder. "How does it compare to the memories?" 

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A frown mars her pristine features.

"...yes," she says quietly. "That...it must be. I hadn't thought—" She sighs. "You're sure? That I'm not..." 

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Kolya nods.

"I'm sorry." 

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Ah. Honey thinks he's gotten an idea of what's going on.

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It's a pretty scary thought, even if it's one that Honey hasn't personally had to deal with. If King Cole had figured out how to replicate his body, the way he cloned Rose, what would he do if he found out he wasn't the original Honey?

He's not really sure. He continues eating...dinner? Whatever meal this technically is. He continues eating dinner, and tries to let the thought go.

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Their rescuee's distress seems to have brought down the mood of the whole table. Even Kit is subdued after that, although his leg is bouncing under the table with leftover energy. 

It doesn't take long before he shoves his chair back and stands, heading out of the room without a word to anyone. 

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"Did something happen on Varangar?" Martin asks quietly. 

"I wish I'd been able to join you." 

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Honey just shrugs. Honestly, the extraction went smoother than he expected. There was resistance, but not enough to make it anything more than in-and-out.

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The cooling atmosphere of the room also brings a question that Honey had been thinking of asking back to the fore. "Martin, you seem...different?"

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"Hmm? Do I?" 

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Honey looks around the table again, hoping to obtain some context for this.

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Ivy gives Martin a dubious look. 

"Did you switch? ...did you switch for this mission." 

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"He did," Kolya confirms. "Uh, should I explain it...?" 

At Martin's slightly begrudging nod, he continues, "Honey, all you need to know is that Martin has two...modes. They're not really different people, he has all the same memories, but they think differently in some ways and make different decisions. This time, he switched because there was going to be fighting, and this mode gets less upset about violence." 

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Honey shivers. This ship really is sort of a minefield, psychologically. One more thing to determinedly not think about, for now at least.

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Honey probably isn't especially talkative for the rest of the meal, focused on not-thinking as he is. Unless someone brings something up with him, he'll probably start helping cleaning up the dishes and cookware once he's finished.

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This help is appreciated, particularly as Martin does not help with the dishes and instead all but flees the room as soon as everyone's done eating. 

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Mac has already left, and Kolya makes some excuse about showing the Rose—who seems to have decided to go by Briar—where she can sleep for the night.

So it's just Honey and Ivy cleaning up. Ivy doesn't try to start a conversation. 

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The conversation goes unstarted, then. Quiet cleaning isn't bad, even if it does mean that Honey's mind keeps wandering in the direction of the various uncomfortable things he's encountered recently. He doesn't visibly flinch when his meandering leads him in those directions, but it may still be noticeable to anyone paying close attention.

Once all of the cleaning is done, Honey just sort of wanders the halls. His mind feels kind of fuzzy, and if he doesn't encounter anyone, he'll probably start looking for somewhere to sleep soon.

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The lights in the corridor flicker. 

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Honey stops for, with a bit of a worried look on his face, looking around for a moment. The lights haven't really flickered before, not just out of the blue. Does anything look wrong?

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The light closest to him blinks, followed by the one next to it, and the one after that, creating a pattern that runs down the hallway in a particular direction.

After a couple of seconds, it repeats. 

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That is still rather worrying. But, maybe Aurora has some kind of system to direct people to mechanical issues, or let them know an area of the ship is dangerous?

Regardless, Honey will follow the lights, on the lookout for trouble.

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The lights lead him to an unoccupied bedroom near where the rest of the crew have their quarters.

It's small and simple, bare of furniture other than the bed, a hard chair, and a small table, but it has its own bare-bones washing facilities attached. The door locks from the inside. 

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Honey checks over the room as thoroughly as he can, with how sparse it is, trying to find anything broken or out of place.

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There's a puff of air through the vents that sounds a little like a sigh, and the lights in the room begin to gradually dim. 

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Soft music drifts through from one of the rooms nearby, where someone is playing the violin. It's a lullaby, soulful and achingly sad. 

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It begins to register that something other than a simple automatic response to something going wrong might be happening. "What's going on? Did Kolya put you up to this?"

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One of the lights in the ceiling brightens, illuminating the bed, then fades again. The overall lighting stays at its current level: dim, but not so much that he's liable to trip over anything for lack of light to see by. 

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Hm. Regardless of why the ship seems to be leading him to bed, he has to admit that it sounded like a good idea. He can look into what's going on, if anything, afterwards.

After doffing his somewhat burnt and bloodied operation loadout and putting on some softer clothes, he climbs into bed and quite promptly fell asleep.

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Once he's in bed, the lights dim further, until there's only the barest illumination in the room.

His sleep is undisturbed, at least by external forces.

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He sleeps for a good long while this time. He took more damage than he bothered to really recognize, and his body is going to take time to make sure that's all fixed up before he's back in action.

Once he is up, he'll get right back into looking for anyone who can use his help. Maybe Briar? It might be useful to have someone else who is still...not entirely accustomed to the situation, to commiserate with.

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This morning—or whatever passes for morning in ship time—the corridors around his new room are a quiet bustle of activity. 

"Oh, good, you're up," Kit says as he passes outside Honey's door.

"It's getting exciting out there! We're watching on the screens in the cockpit, wanna join us?"

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Well, if everybody is there, it seems likely that something is liable to happen soon, "Sure."

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So Honey can follow Kit to the cockpit, where an array of screens is displaying footage from...the massive ship battle happening in the skies over Zantine, the capital city of Cole's empire. Camera feeds from the ships themselves keep jumping around as vessels are shot down, but the ground-based cameras aren't faring that much better. 

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"Honey! Ah, good, you're up. Wouldn't want you to miss out on the excitement." 

It looks like everyone but Briar is there. 

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"Are the broadcasts live?" Honey takes in the various views of the planetary siege. He can't say he's unhappy that the fight's gotten to the capitol, but he is surprised it's gotten there already. He must have been floating through space even longer than he thought. "Do any of you know when the siege started?"

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"Just this morning!" Kolya says. He seems to be in a better mood than Honey's ever seen him.

"We took out the planetary defence grid yesterday; someone on White's side must have noticed. There's about two minutes' delay on these feeds at the moment, but we're heading back towards New Constantinople as we speak. Thought Briar might want to be there for the finish." 

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Huh. Honey supposes that it makes sense that Cole would pin his defense network on a Rose, but he's a little surprised that the whole thing seemed to just fall over after removing just the one.

He nods at bringing Briar along, goodness knows that Honey will be happy to see Cole taken down and he was only trapped for a couple years. Kolya being chipper is a little surprising, though. "What's got in you this good mood? Not to jinx you."

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"Oh! Well, Aurora's happy," he explains, somewhat surprised. "So I'm happy for her as well." 

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"You do know you're storing up problems for later?" Martin says.

"Letting her get that attached to a mortal? Briar may be a cyborg, but that doesn't make her like us." 

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"I thought it was other Martin who was supposed to be the buzzkill." 

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Honey, who has only a vague inkling of how bad the person who made these people immortal is, asks the following dumb question. "If it'd be an issue, why not...try and make her like you all?"

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Martin starts to nod. "Yes, I suppose that would—" 

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"No.

Kit punches a screen. It shatters and sparks against his metal fist, and the room goes silent. 

"No," he repeats, holding Martin's gaze. "We don't do that. Ever. You know that." 

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Honey now knows not to propose that in the future!

He also takes a bit of a step back from the screens, and is considering leaving the room if it looks like that his presence is now bothersome.

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The movement catches Kit's attention, and he switches focus to glare at Honey, taking a menacing step in his direction.

"You don't know what you just said," he growls, "and that's the only reason I'm not throwing you rrright back where you came from." 

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Honey nods wordlessly. There isn't anything he can really add to that.

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"Well! If that's all sorted, can we maybe get back to watching?" 

On the screens, the battle seems to be going poorly for the rebels so far, although they're slowly gaining ground as they whittle down Cole's defences. Rebel ships fall by the dozens, but more are swooping in to replace them all the time. 

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"Fine."

Quick as a striking snake, Kit's hand shoots out and connects with the back of Martin's neck. There's a click as he flips a switch, 

That done, he flops back into his chair.

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Martin freezes for a second or so, like a computer screen glitching, then blinks back into life.

"Sorry," he says with a sigh.

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Honey remains silent as he turns his attentions to the screens. He can't really help but wish that he could be there fighting, but at the same time, a big part of himself knows that, even if he probably wouldn't die, he still wouldn't end up being much more useful than all the ones who did. It makes it hard to think it's worth the pain, and ultimately Honey doesn't end up running to go find a way to the surface or trying to convince anyone that it's worth going.

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The battle rages on. Casualties mount on both sides, but a steady wave of rebel reinforcements drives the loyalist forces back inch by bloody inch. Eventually, after hours of attrition, the tide of slaughter reaches the palace itself. 

Both sides have been ground down to nearly nothing. A grey-haired rebel woman with an eyepatch—the famous General White—gathers a small band of survivors around her on the palace steps, preparing for a final push. There can't be many more than twenty of them, all told, but their opposition seems equally thin on the ground. Cameras inside the palace show no reinforcements coming to join the guards at the gate. Just miles of empty hallways, with the occasional stairway leading down into darkness.

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The Mechanisms are mostly quiet as they watch, although there are occasional comments and noises of delight at particularly dramatic moments. 

Mac sits there methodically dismantling and cleaning at least three different guns before stashing them back about his person. 

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Honey...doesn't get as much enjoyment out of this as his hosts. He's still going to watch, he at least wants to see Old Cole get what's coming to him, but he's not cheering for every grisly end that gets played across the screens or anything.

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From behind them, there's a yawn and a scuff of bare feet on the metal floor. Bare-legged beneath Kolya's navy coat, Briar leans on the doorway and blinks at the displays. 

"Is this...really happening?"

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"Seems like it. The Old King wasn't ready for his defense grid to suddenly have a gaping hole, I guess."

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"Heh. Old man Cole's finally gonna get what's coming to him." 

She drifts forwards, leaning against the back of Kolya's chair to watch. 

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As the last of the palace guards fall, a small ship drifts into view—a scout craft, lightly armed but capable of long-distance flight. The emblem on its side has been deliberately burned away, leaving only a scorch mark behind. 

It lands a short distance from the palace, and a woman emerges. Her long ash-blonde hair is streaked with white, and she looks to be in her fifties. She hurries to join General White's group, reaching them just as they break down the palace doors.

Something on her left hand is glowing red. 

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Briar gasps. "Cinders!" 

The name might be familiar to Honey. Cinders, Rose's bride-to-be, whose wedding Cole interrupted when he stole Rose to become the genetic base of his army. If you believe the tales, she was a princess, before Cole decided to add her world to his empire. Somehow, she and Rose found love, and in the thirty years since their aborted wedding day, Cinders has searched tirelessly for her stolen bride. 

A string of complicated emotions plays across Briar's face, to fast to catch, then her expression hardens into resolve. "I need to get down there."

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Honey nods. He’s maybe a little surprised that Cole decided to give Briar any memories of her original version’s life, especially ones as motivating as those of Cinders, but the man is genuinely senseless so it’s not unbelievable. “I’ll go with. May be useful to have an extra body.”

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"I'll go as well. Martin can stay with Aurora." 

Kolya's already pressing buttons and flipping switches, changing the ship's flight path to get them on the ground just that little bit faster. 

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When they finally touch down on New Constantinople, Aurora settling her massive bulk a short distance from the palace, most of the crew follow Briar out of the hatch and across the rubble of bombed-out Zantine. 

Briar forges a straight path towards the palace doors, blind to the devastation around her. 

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Honey enters a deep concentration as they descend, preparing himself for the worst when they land. Focus on the mission. Echoes of his time in captivity reverberate at the edges of his hearing, perhaps illusory or perhaps real, but ultimately irrelevant either way. He is protecting a teammate who has a goal in mind, that is what matters right now.

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There isn't all that much to protect her from. The surviving rebels all pushed on into the depths of the palace with General White. The few survivors on Cole's side are too confused to shoot at someone who, after all, looks like a Rose Red, or at her companions. 

The palace is dark, quiet, and utterly deserted. Shadowed stairwells to the undercity yawn like open mouths. Muddy boot-prints, scorched bulletholes, and the occasional drop of fallen blood mark the rebels' passage. 

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Honey can appreciate that the mission is easy, at least so far, but that doesn't mean he lets his guard down.

The signs left behind by the assault are chaotic, natural given what he imagines the fighting must have been like. Still, after seeing enough footprints, enough half-finished signs scrawled on walls, enough bullet holes, he builds a picture in his mind of the rebel forces making their way down, deeper, underneath the capitol, which he relays to his compatriots. "The rebels have continued the attack into the undercity."

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Kit saunters over to look, and immediately spots what Honey's seen. "Good eye!" 

He gestures grandly at the stairs leading down into darkness.

"Shall we?" 

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Briar stalks past them without a word and starts down the stairs. She moves silently into the darkness below with all the grace of a trained fighter. 

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Honey follows equally wordless, and with less grace but not none.

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The others fall in behind, and they descend into darkness.

Beneath the palace, a vast network of tunnels stretches out, with further stairs leading down still lower into the depths of the planet. The rebels' trail is easier to follow down here, as they seem to have met more resistance. Their path is marked by a trail of torn and bloody rebel corpses—and not a single royalist in sight.

Clearly, they encountered something beyond the calibre of Cole's usual forces. 

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Ashes leans down to look closer at one of the bodies in the dim, reddish light from their cigarette. They quickly straighten up and turn away. 

It's the first time Honey's ever seen Ashes look disturbed. 

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Honey files that away as something to maybe talk to Ashes about once they're back, but for now he continues briskly following Briar.

The bodies...are certainly more mangled than he'd expect, even for a slow corridor fight like this. They almost give him the feeling of being back in Cole's lab than being on the battlefield. That's another feeling to file away to deal with later.

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Ivy looks up from where she's crouched over one of the other bodies. 

"There is a 92.7% chance they were killed in the last fifteen minutes." 

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"We're close," Briar translates.

In a quieter tone not meant to be overheard, she whispers, "Cinders, my love, I'm coming." 

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The trail is easy to follow now, even in the dim light: broad streaks of gore where bodies have been dragged, or have dragged themselves. 

Around the next corner, double doors hang open. The space beyond is dark, but it seems to open out into a large high-ceilinged chamber, a welcome change after the mazelike tunnels they've just come through. 

Somewhere in the darkness ahead, someone is crying. They're making no effort to stifle it, but their sobs are quiet in the way that happens when someone has been crying for so long that they have run out of breath to voice their sorrow. 

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Honey is wary of the doors, and the darkness beyond them. It gives him the feeling of an ambush. That doesn’t seem likely to stop the others though, so he just keeps on his guard.

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Kit trips over something, with a clang that echoes through the chamber. He swears violently in three different languages. 

"Mac, vales verga! Why didn't you warn me that was there?" 

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"Because I don't give a shit. Put your goggles on, you bloody idiot." 

Mac walks forward confidently into the darkness, a tiny electric-blue dot glowing in each of his pupils. 

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Kolya silently cracks a handful of glowsticks, handing one to Honey, and follows. 

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Honey accepts, making sure to avoid casting much light onto Briar directly. It wouldn’t do to make the currently most vulnerable squadmate into a target.

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The crew spread out around the room, glowsticks gradually illuminating the scene before them. 

More fallen rebels lie near the door: the rest of General White's surviving band. The General herself is among them, her eyepatch askew, her remaining eye still widened in rage or fear. Nearby, dismembered and broken, are the remains of King Cole's three famous cyborg bodyguards, in their black armour and iron pig masks. 

At the far end of the chamber, a massive, pale throne looms above the carnage, split down the centre as though it was struck by a giant's hammer. On its seat, looking very small against its vast bulk, is a still, shrivelled body, a gaping wound in his chest staining the floor with blood that looks black in the green light. 

Off to the side stands a shattered, empty lifepod, similar to the one in which they found Briar just yesterday. 

The sound of crying comes from a woman kneeling before the throne, her long pale hair obscuring both her face and that of the body she cradles in her arms. She's still recognisable as the woman they saw earlier on the camera feeds. Cinders. 

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"Damn. Looks like we missed all the fun." 

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Honey initially retains his military demeanor as he keeps watch over the scene, but he can feel his focus beginning to fray.

Was this what Briar was looking for? He doesn’t know how to answer, other than to watch.

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"Cinders!" 

Heedless of the bodies strewn across the floor between them, Briar is at Cinders' side in moments.

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Cinders looks up. Her face is marked by tear tracks and wrinkles alike, and for a long time she stares at Briar and says nothing. 

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In her arms, eyes closed and wearing a peaceful expression, is the body of a woman identical to Briar, right down to the marks of IV insertions in her arms. Her white dress, although torn and stained with blood, was clearly once fine—not the sort of thing a cloned soldier would be given. 

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"Fascinating," Ivy murmurs under her breath. She's taking notes at a blinding pace. 

"The likelihood of that being the original is 78.5%." 

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This is definitely now beyond the scope of Honey’s training. A part of him wants to do, something, but he can’t figure out what, and it doesn’t seem like anything he could do would...help, if there is anything to be helped in this situation at all.

Better to just stay out of it. Instead, more to distract himself than anything else, he’ll begin poking around the corpses of the room. Ashes likes trophies, maybe he can find something they’d like?

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The dead rebel soldiers have weapons, some of which are even intact. Many of them carry tokens or mementoes: a floral scarf, a folded sketch of a woman's face, a locket with a picture of two smiling children. One has a pouch of cigarettes, somehow still clean and dry.

Another carries a clearly handmade deck of cards; some of the face cards bear a strong resemblance to key figures in the Resistance. General White, identifiable by her eyepatch, is the Queen of Spades. General Belle is the Queen of Clubs, and her husband is the Jack. 

The king cards, rather than showing people, are artist's depictions of planets with strong rebel sympathies. They're labelled: Hamelin. Boisnoire. Ariel. Beaumont. Four subtly different marbles, captured in swirling colours of paint. 

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The deck of cards, aside from being rather interesting to Honey himself, seems like it could potentially be something of interest to Ashes as well. With the war...over, he supposes, a trinket that outlines the story of the war, or at least some of its faces and places, could be nice.

He pockets it quietly, before checking to see if the situation with Briar has evolved without him noticing.

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Briar and Cinders are clinging to each other and crying. 

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The Mechanisms, like Honey, seem to be giving the two of them space.

Ashes is poking at the dead cyborgs and asking Kolya whether he can rig the remnants of the powered armour to explode. Mac's keeping watch by the door. 

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Ivy is wandering around documenting things, with Kit trailing behind her like a heavily-armed shadow. 

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No better time than the present to see what Ashes thinks, Honey supposes. He steps over to them and Kolya, presenting the deck for inspection. "Might be a worthy memento?"

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"Aw, for me? You shouldn't have," Ashes says, in a tone that means the exact opposite. They take the cards and flick through the deck, whistling when they reach the face cards.

"Oh, these are nice. Yeah, I'm keeping this for sure. Thanks, Honey." They reward him with a broad smile. 

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Smiles are good! Smiles are something Honey wishes he got more often, but that doesn't mean the ones he does get are any less sweet.

Trophy found and judged, Honey feels a bit more ready to process the last few...minutes? Hours? He's never good at keeping tracking of time when he doesn't have a clock on him.

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That processing definitely takes some time, though. The war's over, he's sure, and, well. What else does he have? He's been a soldier of one kind or another since he was a boy, not that he could ever go back to his childhood. There are other wars out there in the universe, he figures, but...does he care about them? If he's honest, he was only ever really invested in this war because he wanted King Cole dead. Working as a mercenary could be satisfying, but it wouldn't be fulfilling, or at least Honey doesn't think it would be.

The only other option would be to try and find something new to be a part of. Looking around at the odd bunch of cyborgs he's spent the last few...days with, he assumes, the question of whether he wants to be a part of whatever they've got going occurs to him. He doesn't find himself able to answer, though. Not yet anyway.

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"Ahhh." Kit leans against a wall near Honey, watching with something like satisfaction as Cinders and Briar embrace. "I love a happy ending." 

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While Honey can't deny that there is technically a bit of happiness for him in this, the king is dead and all, it almost rankles him for this to be called a happy ending. "Could be better." He says, though he's not sure whether to Kit or to himself.

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This earns him a raised eyebrow.

"Could it? The evil tyrant defeated, the lovers reunited—or close enough—and this bunch," he adds, nudging a rebel's body with his toe, "will be remembered as heroes. Trust me, there are worse fates." 

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"A lot things happened that didn't need to happen." Honey says. "Don't know who exactly could have stopped them, but I'm sure there are some."

Honey manages to put on an even more introspective look, if Kit can believe his eyes. "Even I could have done something. I just...didn't know I wanted to. Didn't know I should have."

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"Awww. You're so young." 

His tone is a little bit mocking. 

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It only takes a second for Honey to tense, hair raising, eyebrowing knitting together. He turns to face Kit direction. "Listen, I know you all are supposed to have been doing whatever it is you're doing for ages or whatever, but don't fucking call me that. I'm a grown man. If you think it's childish to regret letting people die who you could have saved, that's your problem."

There's a bit of a nervous energy in Honey's legs as he shifts his weight from one to the other.

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Kit straightens up from leaning on the wall. 

"You know, I didn't actually say 'childish'. But you're right." He taps metal fingers against the hilt of a dagger. "It is."

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Honey grits his teeth for a moment, before stepping up into Kit's personal space. "I would like to say something to you. Elsewhere." He nods to an exit.

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Kit goes still and tense. He pauses for a moment before responding. 

"Anything you have to say to me," he enunciates, voice cold and dangerous, "you can say right here." 

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Naturally, of course. This already wasn't easy but it has to be hard. "Fine." Honey turns his head to Briar and Cinders. "I'm sorry to rush you, but you'll want to clear out. This place isn't going to be safe for much longer."

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"—Cinders, c'mon—" 

Briar pulls Cinders away from Rose's corpse, gets her moving in the direction of the door. 

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Kit waits. 

This close, Honey can hear something ticking in his chest, regular as a metronome. 

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Turning back to Kit, no heed paid to the ticking which Honey assumes is related to his cybernetics, he continues. "I do not think it is worth it to try and convince you of anything. I'm not sure I should care what you think at all. However, I'm very angry at you, and I know that I can't do any permanent damage, so I'm going to beat you up until I stop being angry at you."

Not waiting for a response, he brings his knee up, aiming for Kit's chest.

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"Oof!" 

Kit wasn't expecting the blow, but he moves with it, letting himself fall so he lands flat on his back on the hard stone. Lightning-fast, he kicks out with his legs, trying to bring Honey down to the floor as well. 

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The kick connects and does knock Honey's legs out from underneath him, but he controls his tumble, rolling back onto his feet in a smooth motion, attempting to snatch one of Kit's legs in the process.

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That would be easier if Kit's legs were still in the same place, which they're not. 

Breathing hard, Kit rolls to a crouch a few feet away from Honey and catches himself with his metal arm. His other hand twitches towards his chest and then away again, clenching into a fist. 

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Honey launches himself towards, Kit. This isn't exactly like what he did when they sparred before. Unconcerned for collateral damage, he leaps with enough force to send cracks through the stone floor, crossing the small gap between them and slamming into Kit with equal force.

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He doesn't have time to dodge, or even to shift so he falls at a better angle—

Something goes pop. Kit goes down with a pained cry, cyborg arm twisted and trapped underneath him by both of their weights. 

"Fuck." 

With his free hand, he claws at Honey's face, aiming for the eyes. 

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Honey doesn't bother to try and get his face away. With Kit right here he doesn't really need to see. Instead, he gets a good grip on Kit's leg, uses his other arm to shove himself over off of Kit, planting his feet on the ground and then leaping with stone-shattering force again, pulling Kit up over his shoulder, aiming to slam him into the ceiling of the chamber.

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They hit the ceiling with a crack that echoes through the whole cavernous chamber, matched by the second impact when they slam back down to the floor. 

Kit groans wordlessly and tries, without much success, to choke Honey with his metal hand. His other hand scrabbles for a knife. 

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Dust falls from the ceiling. Kolya starts edging towards the door, grabbing Ivy by the arm to get her to follow. 

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Kit evidently hasn't gotten the message yet, so Honey slows down for a moment, still holding Kit in one hand and disarming him with the other, pulling the knife he'd just drawn out of his hands and whipping it upwards, where he can hear it embed itself in the ceiling.

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"You—hey! Fine, have it your way—" 

Kit thrashes in Honey's grip, aiming a kick at his groin and attempting to throttle him with both hands. The way Honey's holding him leaves their heads close enough together that if he leans in, just a little bit...

...he can try to rip Honey's ear off with his teeth. 

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Honey's flesh is less yielding than a normal human's, if Kit has experience with biting people's ears off. It bruises, he draws some blood, but the ear doesn't come off.

Honey isn't completely unfazed, but if he's honest with himself, the blood getting in his ear canal is more annoying than the pain itself. Regardless, Honey starts spinning, building up momentum as he prepares to hammer throw Kit into one of the walls.

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Kit spits out blood and laughs breathlessly, clinging on with his grip around Honey's neck—which doesn't seem to be doing much good otherwise; apparently Honey doesn't need to breathe as often as normal people, either—

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Honey survived for who knows how long drifting through deep space. He can manage being choked.

With a solid pull, Honey separates Kit from his neck. Honey's grip now being the only thing holding the two of them together, he lets go. The two of them fly apart at a significant speed, Honey impacting one wall and Kit the other a second later.

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OUCH. Kit is being thrown into so many surfaces today. 

This time, he collapses from the wall to the floor and stays there, groaning, for a second or two. 

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That sounds like about long enough for Honey to slam into him as he leaps off of the opposite wall.

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Kit's head thuds back against the cavern wall.

He shakes his head to clear it, then bares bloody teeth and goes for Honey's eyes again, trying to jab his metal fingers into the sockets. 

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Honey is going to go ahead and grab Kit by the leg again, not minding the blood flowing out of his ruined eye as he rips Kit's metal hand out of his face. Dragging himself and Kit off the wall, he lifts Kit up, then swings him down into the now-pebble-strewn floor.

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Ow. 

Kit doesn't even have enough breath left to make a noise about this, never mind anything else. He's limp and unresisting as Honey repeatedly slams him into the ground. 

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Honey is satisfied, for the most part, even if he isn't precisely happy.

He's not so rude as to leave Kit behind as he heads back through the catacombs, towards the landing site, but he doesn't feel like doing more than drag Kit along.

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"He'll be pissed if you leave that behind," Ashes says as Honey passes them.

They indicate Kit's knife, still stuck in the ceiling and out of reach for anyone who isn't Honey. 

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"I am having a hard time caring." He shrugs.

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Ashes shrugs back. "Your funeral. Or...not, I guess," they add, raising an eyebrow at Kit's battered and bloody state. 

They turn to head back through the catacombs, lighting up a cigarette. The others are already out of sight somewhere up ahead. 

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Honey isn't especially talkative as he starts to really feel the consequences of the fight, and becomes visibly even more exhausted as he treks back to Aurora, looking about ready to curl up on the floor and sleep.

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Ashes walks quietly next to him.

When they reach the Aurora, Martin is waiting just inside the airlock, fiddling with a loose bolt on one of his wrists. 

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Briar and Cinders are standing together on the ground near the foot of the ramp. Briar looks up as they approach, and whatever she sees has her shifting her weight to put herself in front of Cinders. 

Her eyes go from Honey to Kit and back again. 

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Honey unceremoniously drops Kit to the ground. "I'm done with him," he says, giving Briar a dead tired look before stumbling up the ramp and inside.

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"—wait. I..." 

She clears her throat. "I'm leaving. To travel with Cinders. I just wanted to say goodbye, and...thanks for helping get me off that moon." 

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Honey stops his shamble for a moment and nods back. Or possibly just droops his head in sleep before catching himself, it's not entirely clear. He looks between Briar and Cinders, before continuing inside and promptly setting himself down against a wall and passing out.

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When he wakes up, the ship is in motion, the thrum of the engines resonating through his body from every point where he's in contact with the floor or wall. 

There's nobody in sight, but he can smell food from the direction of the kitchen. 

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Honey's head is still more or less empty, the various baskets of thought and planning that he had been collecting for each of the crew having been lost in the wash of emotion and then under tide of sleep. He isn't going to recollect those things until he's eaten something, so, he drifts in the direction of food-smell.

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The food-smell leads him to the ship's kitchen, a familiar sight by this point. 

Less familiar is the figure in a Rose Red officer's uniform standing in front of the griddle, singing under its breath as it grills a neat row of sausages.

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Honey takes a moment, just looking at the new person. He doesn’t have the spare energy to really process this, but the surprise nonetheless demands some time. Eventually, his eyes move from the figure to the sausages they’re cooking. “Could I have one of those?”

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"Oh!" The soldier spins at the waist to face him, the head and torso turning while the legs remain still. "Hello! The sausages aren't ready yet, but you can have one when they're done. I don't think we've met," it adds. "I'm the Toy Soldier!" 

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Honey is hungry enough that he could probably eat some sausages raw, but he’ll wait. “I’m Honey.”

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"That's a nice name!" The Toy Soldier spins back around to tend to the sausages. "Do you like honey? Would you like some with your sausages? —do honey and sausages go together?" 

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“Sure.”

Honey doesn’t know whether honey goes with sausage, but it’s more calories and that’s what he needs right now.

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It doesn't take long for the sausages to be done. The Toy Soldier dishes them out, handing Honey a plate of sausages swimming in honey. 

"Here we are! Bon appetit!"

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Regardless if the fact that the sausages are likely quite hot, and also are covered in honey, Honey takes the plate in one hand and eats the sausages with the other, making sure to scoop up some honey with every bite. Honestly, it isn’t half bad.

“Thanks.”

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"You're welcome!" it replies cheerfully. 

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There's a creak from the ceiling. 

Then, a vent cover falls to the floor.

Mac drops through the opening boots-first, grabs two sausages—in his metal left hand—without bothering to take the plate they were on, and disappears back into the vent without a word. 

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"It's so nice to be appreciated!" the Toy Soldier continues, slightly louder. It does not otherwise react to Mac's brief appearance, its bright smile firmly in place. 

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Honey nods as he eats, only really reacting with a quiet grunt of annoyance when the vent man takes some sausages, but not making a move to stop him.

As he starts to energize, Honey starts to consider when he’s going to get off this ship. In the mean time, he thinks he’ll go look for Kolya to help around the ship.

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"Would you like anything else to eat? I could fry up some eggs and bacon—oooh, and hash browns! A proper English breakfast! And tea to go with it!" 

The Toy Soldier claps its hands in delight, bouncing up and down a little. 

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More food is definitely good. “That sounds good.”

Honey will help with the cooking, if he can figure out where he can fit himself in. The life-sized toy soldier person takes up a surprising amount of space despite not being particularly large.

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It does do that, doesn't it! 

The Toy Soldier whirrs and clicks as it putters around the kitchen. It's clearly familiar with the place, never having to check in more than one cupboard to find anything it's looking for, and also competent with the mechanics of cooking.

It's not, however, very good at letting someone help it cook, seeming to lack human intuitions for when to move out of the way or pass something.

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Well, Honey can also just wait, he’s pretty good at that. He probably thinks to wash the honey off his hands and to grab knife and fork, now that he’s self-aware enough to not try and eat eggs with his bare hands.

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And shortly there is a full English breakfast! It's a generous spread, filling several plates. Eggs and bacon and hash browns, as promised, even if the hash browns are purple and the eggs have red yolks. There are also fried mushrooms, fried tomatoes, baked beans, a few more sausages in honey, and four slices of buttered toast cut into neat triangles. 

And, of course, a cup of tea. 

"Bon appetit!" the Toy Soldier says proudly. 

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Lots of food! "Thanks!"

If Honey were less hungry, he might be more worried about being presentable. He is very hungry, though, the sausages he already ate might as well not exist anymore as far as his appetite is concerned. He digs through the breakfast with only just enough restraint to avoid breaking any of the plates or the silverware he picked up. Even so, there might be some new scratch marks in some of the plates.

He rights himself (having opted to lean over the food rather than search for a chair), and lets out a pleased sigh. Already, he feels mostly recovered.

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The Toy Soldier is clearing up the mess it's made of the kitchen, singing a cheerful tune under its breath as it stacks dirty crockery in the sink. 

"When you're cooked, you're hot as you can be, 'cause the Kaiser wants to microwave the British infantry..."

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Still feeling rather cheerful, Honey helps clean and put away things in the kitchen, doing his best to hum along with the tune despite having zero idea what the toy soldier person is singing about.

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Ivy arrives and goes in search of food, humming along absent-mindedly as she moves around the kitchen. 

"Oh—hello, Toy Soldier," she says after a minute or so. "When did you get back?" 

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"Hello, Ivy Alexandria!" it replies cheerfully.

"Well, I was on New Constantinople! I saw good ol' Aurora and thought, golly, it has been a long time since I've seen my friends. So here I am!" 

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"Here you are," Ivy agrees. "And I see you've met Honey."

She turns to him. "Honey, the Toy Soldier doesn't tend to explain itself without prompting, but it'll answer direct questions, or you can ask someone else. Is there anything you'd like to know about it right now?" 

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Honey supposes that explains the Rose Red uniform, to a degree. "Mostly I think I'd like to know where you all are headed next. I'm thinking of parting ways, no offense, and I'd like to start drawing up plans for what I'll do after."

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"I'll ask Martin. I don't think we were planning to stop except for fuel until we hit the edge of Cole's former dominion, although I suppose we could drop you off when we refuel. Do you have a preference?" 

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"Sooner rather than later is my preference, I think. If you're stopping for fuel, do you think there'll be other people there, maybe other ships?"

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"That depends on where we stop; I can tell Martin to pick somewhere busy if you like. There is currently a 62.3% chance a randomly selected port will be Rebel-controlled, rising as we get further out—should we aim for those or avoid them?"

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“Somewhere busy might be good, yeah, and I don’t mind if it’s rebel-controlled.” He scratches his chin thoughtfully. “I should probably start thinking how I’m explaining where I’ve been if I encounter anyone who recognizes me.”

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"Oh, I never explain anything," the Toy Soldier says as it carries something past.

"It works fine for me!" 

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Didn’t they just explain something? Honey shrugs. “Fair enough. I’ll see if that feels right whenever it happens.”

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"Jolly good, old chap. You should always do what's right for you!" 

It wanders off, arms full of assorted kitchen equipment. 

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"Is there anything else I should pass on to Martin?" Ivy checks, getting ready to leave.

"Or to any of the others?" 

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Honey watches the Toy Soldier head away, assuming they must be planning to do some cooking elsewhere. Returning his attention to Ivy, he considers the question. “I’d appreciate if you could thank Kolya and Ashes for being particularly good hosts while I was here.”

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"I'll pass it on. No personal messages for Kit or Martin? There's an 89.5% chance Martin will want to see you off, and a 47.2% chance Kit will want to do the same, so you might want to think of something to say to them." 

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“I don’t intend on speaking to Kit again, but I will think on what to say to Martin.”

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Nod.

Without further ado, she turns and strides off in the direction of the bridge. 

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Honey will likewise exit the kitchen, with no destination in mind other than generally avoiding any areas that sound like there might be a Kit present.

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The Aurora continues to be large, mazelike, and full of empty rooms. 

Would Honey like to explore...a games room, a supply closet full of dust and boxes, or a room full of mismatched chairs? If he wanders around a bit, he'll also pass at least one door marked as leading to the library. 

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The games room might a good place to burn time. He'll at least explore it a bit to see what's around.

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The middle of the games room is taken up by a large table covered in threadbare velvet and peeling leather. The holes seem to be deliberate, however, since they're evenly spaced and consistently sized to accommodate the painted balls that sit in a rack at one end. 

In the corner is a cabinet full of mouldering board games in disintegrating cardboard boxes. The labels he can still make out are in an alphabet that he can't read, but which he might recognise as the same one that appears on Aurora's screens. 

Most of one wall is taken up by a bank of screens. Shelving beneath the screens is split between sleeves full of discs, labelled in the same unreadable script, and a wide variety of devices with buttons and joysticks on, none of which resemble any gaming console Honey has ever used, but nevertheless clearly examples of the type. 

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Honey at least is aware of video games, though he never had much time to actually explore them, since he was generally busy fighting, recovering from fighting, preparing to fight, that sort of thing. Still they seem like they're in better condition than the board games, and might be a bit easier to figure out through the language barrier, so he'll grab various discs, try and find a slot to slide them into, and see if he can find something to play.

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The appropriate slot for the disc lights up, flashing yellow. Once he's inserted it, several of the screens come to life as well, as does one of the handheld controllers. 

One screen displays what are probably instructions in unreadable text. The one next to it has a series of diagrams, walking him through setting up the controller to play the game.

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He'll scrounge for a controller that seems right, find a port that fits its plug, see if he associate any of the buttons, sticks, and other interfaces with anything on the screens.

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The pictorial instructions are mostly adequate even without the text; they include diagrams of the controller showing where he can find the joysticks and various other important buttons. 

Pretty soon he's playing the tutorial for the game, which seems to involve flying a little spaceship through a 3D field of oddly regular debris. You move this joystick to make the ship change direction, press this button to give it a speed boost, and that other button to fire its little laser and disintegrate obstacles. 

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He's fortunately never been in a position where he needed to pilot anything for real, so he can't judge whether it's particularly realistic or not. Still, it's a pleasing activity, requiring just enough thought to be engaging without being mentally exhausting. He'll play it for a long while, probably, happy to have something to occupy himself with that doesn't lead his thoughts towards recent annoyances.

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Once he's past the tutorial, the game gradually speeds up, the little ship moving faster and the safe paths getting smaller and harder to hit. The chunks of debris get larger and more resilient, often taking several laser blasts to destroy. 

Eventually, he crashes, resulting in a little cartoon explosion.

It transpires that there is a leaderboard. Most of the names on it are unreadable, but one name near the top flickers a bit before turning into KOLYA. The name just above that similarly reveals itself to be KIT

Other bits of text are slowly being replaced with a readable translation. Would Honey like to add his score (significantly lower than either of those) to the board? Would he like to play again? 

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He harrumphs to himself. It's just his first time playing. He won't bother saving this score, but he will play again, and he will (try to) score higher.

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The game cooperates with this to the best of its limited ability. The text continues to be gradually translated; most of it is readable, now. 

Several hours and many game-overs later, he finally scores more than halfway up the leaderboard, only a couple of places below Kolya. 

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Well, that was a bit frustrating. Honey isn't exactly bored of the game so much as he lacks the patience required by failing to immediately excel. It's just a game, he reminds himself, and finally saves his score before trying to figure out how to properly close the game and eject the disk. Once everything's put back the way it was, he'll head out of the games room and see if he can find his way back to the kitchen.

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Helpfully, the lights in the corridor are only on in the direction he came from. The other end of the corridor recedes into darkness.

This helps a little less once he gets back to the better-travelled areas of the ship, where the lighting is more consistent and he can't even track his footsteps in the dust on the floor. 

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He tries to recall the general location of the kitchen, but it's definitely faded. He'll have to...ask for help.

He'll switch from trying to smell his way to the kitchen to listening for sounds of activity, hoping that he'll get lucky and it won't be Kit.

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A faint sound of singing from down one passageway resolves itself into Martin, singing idly to himself as he exits the cockpit. 

"...da dada da—oh! Honey, hello, I didn't see you there. How are you doing? Ivy told me you're thinking of moving on next time we make port..." 

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"Hello Martin. I am going to be splitting off, yes. Right now though I'm looking for the kitchen and have lost track of it. Could you give me some direction?"

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"Well, you're not too far off! As a matter of fact, I was just heading that way myself. Would you mind if I walked with you?" 

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A bit. "No, please lead the way."

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Martin has no access to Honey's inner monologue, and therefore cheerfully walks Honey to the kitchens, keeping up a stream of idle chatter as they go. 

"I've just finished setting our course for the next refuelling point, actually! Aurora needed some help to pick a safe spaceport that's both operational and open to commercial civilian vessels," he explains. "They're hard to come by at the moment, what with the war only just being over. It made things a little trickier still, but I found you a nice busy one with lots of traffic, so you'll have plenty of options for where you want to go next." 

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"Thank you, I appreciate the consideration." He thinks on it for moment before asking. "Any idea where you all will be headed, after that?"

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He hums.

"Not specifically. Out of the Empire's former territory, I think. The story seems to be over, and that's usually our cue to move on. You'll most likely never see us again unless you turn out to be unaging as well as everything else." 

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Is he unaging? He's not sure he's old enough to tell. That's a bit of a scary thought.

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He shakes off that bit of worry, and nods to Martin. "I suppose I might try and stick around, then. Maybe I can find some work that isn't fighting, with the war over."

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"Well, I wish you the best of luck with that, if that's what you want to do," Martin says as they reach the kitchen. 

He starts getting out pots and pans; it looks like he's planning to cook a large meal. 

"There'll most likely still be fighting to be done for a good while yet, as well—winning a war is rarely as simple as taking out the man at the top, and there are bound to be pockets of resistance." 

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"True. I suppose I'll simply have to wait and see."

Honey will help with the preparation, as long as there's any help to do that's reasonably straight-forward.

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Martin is happy to have a helper and will assign Honey tasks.

He's pretty good at giving clear instructions, although they're mixed with a fair amount of irrelevant colour commentary on the foods and the various crewmembers' opinions on them. Martin seems to have a surprising number of food-related opinions himself for someone made of metal. 

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Honey appreciates the clear instructions. He doesn't have many food-opinions though, other than having an inveterate sweet-tooth. He's never really had the chance to develop his palate.

As the cooking continues, his body language starts to close up a bit, as he mentally prepares himself for encountering other members of the crew, having realized the implication of this meal's size and Martin's choice of topic.

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"...are you alright? You seem a little..." He searches for a word. "Stressed?"

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“I got into a bit of a fight with Kit back planetside. I’m not looking forward to seeing him again, if he shows up for food.”

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Martin frowns. "Ah, yes, I heard about that. Well, I have no idea whether he'll show up or not, but you can take your portion and eat somewhere else if you like?" 

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"I might, but I'll help you with the last of this first." Presuming there is much more left to do, food preparation-wise.

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With the two of them working efficiently together, it doesn't take long to have the meal all prepared and put together.

Rather than try to guess how much food Honey would like, Martin just hands him a large bowl and the serving spoon and tells him to have as much as he wants. 

"Cook's privilege. Don't worry about taking more than your fair share, I can always make more if it runs out."

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Mm, food. He'll take his customarily large portions, it's been a wihile after all, but he hasn't exerted himself enough to need to totally clear anything, and skedaddle with them somewhere hopefully unlikely to have a Kit in it soon.

As he's eating in whatever obscure cubby he's found, he wonders if the Toy Soldier still has all that kitchen equipment it picked up earlier, or if it returned them already. It didn't seem like too much was missing from the kitchen while he and Martin were cooking, but maybe it's normally a bit overfull with stuff.

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Nothing was obviously missing, no. Maybe the Toy Soldier put everything back, or maybe they just have plenty of spares. 

Honey is undisturbed as he eats. 

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He could given this more thought, now he's got dishes to bring back to the kitchen, right when the others are probably getting started. Maybe he can try and sneak in while they eat? Worth a try at least.

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Unfortunately for Honey, everyone else is indeed at the dining table when he returns. 

Even more unfortunate, it's moderately difficult to be stealthy while carrying crockery. 

"Oh, hey Honey. Good to see ya." 

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So much for stealth.

"Hi Ashes." He says apprehensively, attempting to slowly sidle up to the kitchen's sink and place his dishes therein. "Good to see you too."

He is trying to not look at Kit while also not rudely looking away from Ashes. The former is not really working though.

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Kit is pretending not to look at Honey right back.

He puts down his fork and shifts to the edge of his seat, ready to spring up at a moment's notice. His head is still pointed at Kolya, who's talking about something to do with sound wave frequencies, but his eyes follow Honey's path across the room. 

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Honey would have a hard time resisting the urge to share some choice words with Kit, but he doesn't want to make mess in front of everyone else, so unless one of the others asks something of him, he'll slowly back out of the kitchen, now that the dishes have been deposited.

He might not see these people ever again, but part of him doesn't want their last memories of him to be a verbal (or physical) brawl over food.

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Kit does nothing to prevent Honey from leaving, and doesn't follow him. 

Neither does anyone else. 

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Alright, that's good. He'll be a hastier in beating his retreat once he's outside the kitchen, though he's not entirely sure where to go in the ship. He might just wander around until he gets tired, then find an out-of-the-way place to sleep for a bit.

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Aurora, like last time, guides him to a room with an actual bed when she notices him yawning. 

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You know, none of the other ships he's been on have had such a dynamic VI on-board, not even the late king's advanced science-ships. It's nice. If he ever gets a ship he'd like it if it could be like this.

He will definitely choose to sleep in a bed given the opportunity. He conks out pretty fast too.

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His sleep is undisturbed for the next seven hours.

At the seven-hour and thirty-two-minute mark, not that anyone other than Aurora was counting, an octokitten oozes out of an air duct above the bed and falls directly onto Honey's face. 

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Honey flings himself out of the bed in alarm, colliding with the ceiling and then falling to the floor as he orients himself, before realizing it's just one of these critters. As long as it doesn't start biting his eyes, he'll just calmly pet it and try to slowly, gently coax it off his face.

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Good news: it doesn't seem to be trying to bite him.

Slightly less good news: his face feels like it's burning. That might be an issue. 

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He would like it to stop digesting his face, please. He will steadily increase the strength he's applying to the octokitten in trying to remove it from his face.

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Apparently, octokittens squeak like a dog toy when squeezed.

With the application of sufficient force, it detaches from Honey's face with a wet sucking sound. Only a little bit of his skin goes with it. 

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That stings. He'll just toss the little thing somewhere out of his way. He's rested and it'd be hard to sleep with the burns now anyway. Instead he'll go back to meandering the Aurora's labyrinthine hallways. He has no idea where he could find some topical ointment or something like that, but if he's lucky maybe the lights will point him the way, and even if not he'll heal up reasonably soon.

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The lights are steady and do not flicker.  

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Welp, he's dealt with worse pain before. It would be nice if he had a distraction. Maybe he'll start playing a game with which turns he takes, or trying to recall and hum a tune, or something like that.

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After a while of taking a particular pattern of turns, Honey comes to a dead end.

The door at the end of this passageway has had a bunch of wooden planks nailed across it unevenly. It looks vaguely familiar, as though he's seen it before in his wanderings. It also looks like he could probably get through the door pretty easily if he wanted to. 

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Huh, back around here again. He's definitely still curious, and maybe a little less concerned about the long-term consequences, especially now that he's much more familiar with just how mazelike the Aurora's internals are.

Still, no reason to be destructive about it. He'll carefully and slowly pull nails out one by one until the door can open and there's a gap big enough for Honey to fit through. He'll make sure to stack the removed planks and nails neatly by the door as well.

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The door opens into darkness. As Honey steps through, fluorescents flicker sluggishly to life, gradually revealing the space in which he finds himself. 

Everything is white and chrome and glass, giving the room the unmistakable aura of a hospital or a laboratory. Possibly a combination of the two: there are medical beds with restraints, and large machines that look like they should be hooked up to someone and bleeping, but there are also racks of test tubes and shelves full of unidentifiable things in jars. Some of the test tubes are growing mould in an array of poisonous colours. 

Parts of the floor are still stained with old blood. Everything is covered in a fine layer of dust. 

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This place gives him some seriously rancid vibes, just like the late king's labs. He'll still give the various shelves and racks a quick look over in case there's anything recognizable or interesting, but he's definitely not going to hang around in here for very long.

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Unidentifiable green goop. A probably-toxic lumpy magenta thing. A branching orangeish structure that looks almost like a tree is trying to grow in that jar. Unidentifiable brown goop. Unidentifiable yellow goop. 

...an entire severed human hand in a jar? 

It's a left hand, attached to a forearm that ends raggedly just above the elbow. The fluid in which it floats gives a greenish cast to the flesh, but it looks like it belongs on someone fairly light-skinned. 

Now that he's looking, there are a few more body parts in evidence. Next to the hand, in a smaller jar, a pair of milky, bloodshot eyeballs stare blindly out at Honey. On a different shelf, a slightly misshapen brain floats in its own container. 

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Huh. Most of the crew he's met so far have had mechanical cybernetics, some more than others. Maybe these are the organic parts they replaced? Part of him is tempted to bring them out and ask, but a larger part remembers that this area was nailed shut and thinks better of revealing that he's made a way inside.

Instead, he'll search any tables or other flat surfaces for tablets, notebooks, loose leafs of paper, anything that might have some writing on it that could reveal some more about what happened in this room.

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A cursory inspection reveals nothing lying around that contains any sort of writing.

There is a pile of ash on one slightly scorched table. Scattered across the table are a few tiny curled scraps of paper, blackened at the edges. 

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Honey is curious but he is not curious enough to try and piece together literal ashes and scraps. Maybe he'll think of a sly way to ask about this place and its contents before he parts ways, maybe he won't.

The last thing to look for, since this does seem like some kind of medical facility even if it's pretty abandoned, is some topical ointment. The burns on his face are probably most of the way healed, but that just means they're itchy rather than stinging now.

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There is almost certain to be some burn ointment somewhere in this lab! Judging from the general neatness level, it's probably even tidily stored in a logical place. 

Whether Honey can find it, of course, is an entirely different question. Most of the drawers and cabinets are unlabelled; it might be that their labels have faded or fallen off over time. The few labels that still cling to life are handwritten, in a flourishing, nigh impenetrable cursive. 

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Well, he guesses he wouldn't have been able to read most of these even if they weren't totally faded. He'll just have to try every drawer, marshaling his will to not scratch at his face in the mean time. This might take a while.

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Some of the cabinets are locked, but most are not. On his quest for burn ointment, Honey finds such things as bandages, syringes, empty bottles and test tubes of various sizes, and a rack of terrifyingly sharp knives. All of them are packed neatly in their own drawers and compartments, everything in its place. 

Eventually, he opens a cabinet that's full of bottles, jars, and tubs of various substances. The labels on the containers have survived better than the ones outside the cabinet, but they are, unfortunately, in the same handwriting. 

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Relief will soon be at hand. He just has to figure out which is of these is what he wants.

He's pretty durable, and unfortunately not wise to whoever's hand this is in, so he supposes the only test he can try is just, touching each one a little bit and seeing if it feels soothing, numbing, or something else like that.

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The first cream he tries feels fine when he first touches it, but quickly warms up until it's barely not uncomfortably hot. The second one gives him a spiky pins-and-needles sensation where it coats his skin, lingering for a while after he scrubs it off.

The third turns his entire hand numb, which would technically be a solution to the burns if Honey doesn't mind not being able to feel his face. The cream in the jar next to it does the opposite, increasing the sensitivity of his skin until it's almost painful. The one after that does both, one after the other in waves about 30 seconds apart, at least if he leaves it on his skin for long enough to find that out. 

He isn't even halfway through this row of jars. 

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Okay, maybe this is more trouble than it's worth. It's only an itch, right?

While he was thinking that, Honey unconsciously scratched at one of the burns, reopening his skin and redoubling the itchiness immediately around where he scratched.

Okay, maybe just a few more, in case he gets lucky.

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The next cream tingles slightly but does nothing else as far as he can tell. The one next to it is a hair-removal cream. 

The one after that, though, has the soothing coolness of burn ointment. 

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Success! He'll gently daub it on his burns, wait for a minute or two just in case something weird happens, and then head out of this room. He will give at least a try at boarding the door back up, but he's not going to stress it if he bends or breaks the nails or damages a plank.

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Kolya is leaning against the wall just outside the door, fiddling with a screwdriver and looking unhappy. He looks up when Honey approaches. 

"I'd have thought the planks were a good enough 'Keep Out' sign," he says mildly. 

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Whoops! "Ah, uh. Fair." He pauses for a moment. "You wouldn't happen to know another place I could find burn cream? In case one of those tenta-cats tries to melt me again before I jump ship."

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"Yeah, I have a stash in my room, I get burnt a lot and Aurora worries—wait."

He raises both eyebrows at Honey. "You went through the boarded-up door looking for burn cream?" 

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"Yes." He was also pretty curious. He doesn't need to say that though. "The burns were getting very itchy."

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"Were," he repeats sceptically. "You found some?" 

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"Yeah, it took a bit of searching since I couldn't make heads or tails of any of the labels, but there was a jar of some on one of the shelves, or at least a jar of something soothing."

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Kolya takes a deep breath, using it to launch himself off the wall and stand up. 

"Show me." 

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He guesses it's a good thing he didn't have time to nail the planks back up, it'd be a bit of a pain to carefully pull them back out.

He ducks back inside the lab and gestures to the shelf where he found the soothing cream. "Right over there, eighth from left."

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Kolya very determinedly avoids looking at anything in the room as he strides briskly over to the medicine cabinet. He nevertheless avoids the various obstacles with seeming ease, barely slowing as he sidesteps tables, beds, and IV stands without even a glance in their direction. 

He doesn't touch the little jars of ointment as he silently counts along the row. One two three four five...eight. 

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Pulling out the jar Honey used, Kolya holds it up to the light and squints at the label. 

"I forgot how bad the Doc's handwriting was," he mutters under his breath. 

"Yep," he says a little louder. "Burn cream. Meant for actual burns, though, not acid burns—you said one of the octokittens got you?" 

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"Yup. Pounced on my face while I was sleeping."

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"Yep, they do that."

He checks the jar is closed all the way and puts it back in its spot. 

"Anyway, if you haven't broken out in a rash yet, this won't do you any harm. There's a lot that could be said about the Doc's medical practices, but they'd never mislabel their medicines, and"—he laughs humorlessly—"they made things to last." 

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So, this is the absent Dr. Celestine's lab? That would make sense. That does like it's going to be hard to ask about it, though. Oh well, it won't be the first thing he's been curious about but not gotten an answer to.

He nods. "All good then?"

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He nods and closes the cabinet. "All good." 

A single glance around the room, with a somewhat pained expression on his face, and then he is exiting the room with the same alacrity with which he entered it, not slowing for Honey to keep up. 

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Honey will hurry along along as well, and get to boarding the doorway up again assuming there is not another interruption.

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Kolya's mood immediately and visibly lightens the moment the door shuts behind them both, although he's not all the way back to what Honey's seen of his normal self.

Helping Honey board up the door cheers him up a little more. "You know, I have an actual hammer, you don't need to use your bare hands—here you go—" 

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Oh yeah, tools. "Thanks."

Honey will gladly take the hammer, and will be a much smaller danger to the continued structural integrity of the nails and planks with it in hand.

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Afterwards, with a member of the crew right here, he might just follow Kolya around a bit more and be a help if he's allowed, like he did...a couple days ago? Ish? He's lost track of time a bit.

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Ah. Good. Kolya has an oversized puppy following him again. Just what he always wanted.  

On the plus side, he supposes that if Honey is helping Kolya with repairs, he's not getting into any more trouble. And it's always good to have an extra pair of hands. So, sure, he can put Honey to work. 

...also, it is a little adorable how eager Honey is to help and how quickly he lights up when told he's doing a good job. If the kid had a tail he'd be wagging it. 

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Honey has never really had the opportunity to learn how to direct himself except to satisfy basal urges, always having the influence of parents or commanding officers or laboratory managers deciding what he should be doing, so the only way of seeking validation he knows is to subordinate himself to someone else!

Of course, Honey isn’t consciously aware of that, most of the time at least. It just feels nice to be helpful and to not have to worry about the future.

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So they can do that for a while.

An indeterminate number of hours later, Kolya is standing on Honey's shoulders so he can fit his entire top half inside a ventilation duct. Judging from the muttered cursing in his native language, the broken fan is proving trickier to rewire than he anticipated. 

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A nearby speaker crackles to life.

"...is it on? Right, yes, thank you, Aurora."

Martin clears his throat. "I just wanted to let you all know that we'll be docking at the commercial shipyard on Dooros in about an hour. We should be able to pick up enough fuel and supplies to see us to the next populated system outside the former imperial dominion." 

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Oh, that sounds like his stop. “Hey Kolya, how much longer do you think you’re going to be up there?”

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"Ehhh...if I can't fix the mess the octokittens made of this wiring in the next fifteen minutes I'll need to come back with reinforcements anyway," Kolya decides.

"Why, you going somewhere?" 

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“Yeah, I’m splitting off up here at Dooros.”

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"Huh. Alright. Well, I'll be done here by the time we dock." 

He goes back to swearing at the wiring in his native language. While fixing it, presumably, but only the swearing is perceptible to Honey. Less than fifteen minutes later, he declares himself finished and clambers back down to the ground. 

"You taking anything with you when you go? I bet Ashes would let you keep that bow you borrowed; it's not like anyone else here can draw it." 

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Huh, he’d just about forgotten that. “I think I will, yeah. Thank you for mentioning it.”

Now that he’s no longer being a ladder, Honey will go ahead and look for where he discarded the bow, then try and find Ashes once he’s got it.

He starts retracing his steps after the rescue mission, recalling that he and Ashes made some food. As he’s working his way back to the kitchen though, he remembers that it wasn’t there just a few hours ago. After considering it for a minute, he figures that probably Ashes put it away, so instead of looking for it and then Ashes he’ll just find them first, ask if he can take it, and then ask for directions.

So, off to find Ashes!

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Ashes isn't exactly easy to find, but Honey eventually crosses paths with them after about half an hour of searching. They're walking from one storeroom to another, checking things off on the tablet in their hand. 

"Hey Honey, how ya doing?" 

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"Pretty good. Had a bit my face melted a bit by one of those little critters but I've since got that sorted. How are you Ashes?"

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"Not bad, yeah. Just putting together a shopping list for port." They waggle the tablet illustratively.

"You want anything?" 

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"Yeah, I was wondering if you knew where that bow you lent me for the rescue op a little while ago, and if you'd mind me taking it with me when I split on Dooros?"

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"Oh! Yeah, sure. Not like anyone else around here can use it anyway." 

Ashes ducks into the weapons storage room to retrieve the bow and quiver of arrows they lent Honey before. "You left them in the kitchen after the rescue mission, so I kinda assumed you didn't want to keep them. Guess you haven't been here long enough to pick up the whole 'you leave a weapon lying around, it's fair game' thing." 

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"Yeah, Not used to having much to keep track of, either." He grabs the bow and quiver, dons the latter and restrings the former, giving it a testing twang before shouldering it as well. "Thanks. It was nice knowing you, Ashes. It's not terrible likely, but if I ever meet of you folks again, you're one of the ones I'd rather it be."

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"Aww, thanks, Honey! You're pretty cool too."

Ashes gestures for Honey to walk with them. "C'mon, I'll walk you to the docking bay. You want anything else for the road?" 

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He's pretty cool!

He considers that for a bit. "I don't know if you all have any local cash you could spare? I can probably get work somewhere but it'd be nice to be able to pay for a room while I set myself up again."

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"Yeah, sure, hold on." 

A minute or two later, Ashes hands Honey a bag of Imperial banknotes in various denominations. Forget a room, this might be able to buy him a pleasure cruiser.

"Think that'll be enough?" they ask, reaching to close the briefcase the money came from—based on the glance Honey caught, it's still more than half full. 

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How did he never notice these people were loaded? I guess they don't exactly live it up.

"Oh, yeah, that's plenty. Thank you!"

That'll cover getting some more clothes and buying some papers as well, which is very nice.

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"No problem!" 

To the docking bay? 

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To the docking bay!

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Nobody else is there to see Honey off. 

Ashes presses some buttons and the doors roll open, letting in the smell of rain. 

One shipyard is much like any other. Honey's seen a few of them over the years, and Dooros isn't particularly exceptional. They seem to have just missed the rain. The only remaining traces of it are a few stray puddles and water droplets scattered on the ground, catching the golden-hued light of the setting sun and making the concrete shimmer like a thousand tiny blazing stars. 

Around Honey, workers shout and machinery groans. And, somewhere in the distance out of sight, birds are singing. 

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It's nice. He's glad that it's nice when he's leaving. He walks out and takes a couple steps onto the concrete, bag in one hand, before turning back to Ashes and waving with his other. "Bye Ashes! I hope that your future travels bring you many opportunities to set things on fire!"

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Ashes, leaning against the door to the ship, waves back with the hand not shading their eyes.

"Bye, Honey! I...hope your future brings you happiness too. Good luck." 

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"Good luck to you too!"

And with that, Honey will set off on the next step of his adventure. His skills are mostly in fighting, so maybe he can do some guard work? Or maybe there'll be a monster that needs slaying.