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the essential Saltes of humane Dust
Tobirama and Faust are necromancers
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He is silent, at the funeral. 

The tears are all dry. He wept for hours, when he learned what had happened, and now there are no more tears. 

The sorrow is there, but in the background. Now there is rage, and determination, and icy cold. His fists clench hard enough to press crescent wounds into the flesh of his palms, and his teeth creak with the force of his clenched jaw. 

When the coffin is lowered into the earth, when the dirt is piled above her, heavy and suffocating, they crowd around him to offer condolence almost as much as they do around her parents. It takes the considerable force of his will not to scream, in pain or rage or despair, nor to stride over to Mrs. Crawford and assault her. 

He excuses himself with the hiss that is all he can manage without releasing the scream from his throat, and stalks the miles back to his own house on foot. 

He opens the door with more force than strictly necessary, frightening one of the servants. He cannot, quite, find it in himself to be sorry. 

He stalks upstairs. 

"Mother. Where are the notes?" 

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"Curwen's?" she asks, knowing her son.

(She's been thinking on this, herself...)

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Nod. 

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She shows him where they're hidden in the library.

"Be careful, my son. There is a reason beyond reputation I haven't delved into this yet."

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"I know. But she's dead, there isn't any other way to fix that." 

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She nods. "I'll be able to help - it's perhaps safer, that way. Though I may suggest attempting the procedure with the originator first, for the latest notes that I have deciphered did not much fill me with confidence about the state of the raised."

She might have an ulterior motive for suggesting her son raise someone who had apparently cracked immortality and failed to write down how.

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"--Yes. If there's more information to be had--if there's some risk of the process as reconstructed from his notes hurting her--" he swallows, clenches his fists a little tighter, and looks away. "Right now, she can't be hurt any worse than she already is." 

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She nods, folding her hands. "She deserves a perfect return."

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Deep breath. "Yes. Thank you." Slow exhalation. "Let's get to work."  He opens the book and starts poring over the notes, already annotated by generations previous.

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She helps him locate the most recent, most relevant sections - it helps that the old necromancer's wife organized these rather wonderfully...

She hadn't paid as much attention to the necromancy, though, when she was looking for immortality as a frustrated teen.

Slowly, though, a picture of what's needed emerges - essential salts (distilled from the body), the whole body one underlined note in the margins says with a reference to older journals, certain incantations of which there's been much purely academic debate over the generations of which version was the most recent... Distillation wasn't fully documented, but some past antiquarian acquired a few other alchemists' notes at an unmentioned cost...

This won't be something they can do quickly nor carelessly.

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When he thinks they have an idea of how to prepare the essential salts, he looks into where Hiram Curwen was buried. 

...It wasn't written down in the town records. For some reason. 

No, he knows why, most people don't have the tolerance Curwen's descendants do for the arts Curwen dabbled in. Now that he's looking, a lot of Curwen information seems to have been stricken from the town records. 

Knowing the reason helps less than he might have hoped. He starts obsessively tracking down every piece of material he can find that mentions Curwen, especially posthumously, in the hopes of finding hints to the location of his grave. Separately, he wanders the town's graveyards, carefully marking down the date of death on every headstone still legible, creating exhaustive maps of which areas were in use when. He cannot by this method narrow down the precise plot, and he very much hopes his researches into his ancestor bear fruit, but if he absolutely has to raise every single resident of Providence buried in the same handful of years in order to track down his ancestor, he will. 

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She tells anyone who whispers negatively about him that he's started a project to restore headstones to forgotten graves. Isn't that sweet of him? It's such a needed thing; surely she'd hate if the ravages of time were to mean her family couldn't visit her grave...

Miracle of miracles, this gets them volunteers to help read through old newspapers and records, though none have Joseph's dedication. A proper little town project. Still, it's easier now to acquire said records with fewer questions, and they're able to narrow down (and make or repair headstones for) a number of non-Curwen graves from the list.

And family tradition has it that Amity Curwen was buried beside her husband. Emma pours through the old family matriach's journals, paying close attention to every mention of visiting that grave. A stone bench, a certain tree... 

A view upon leaving, which means they need to dig into old town plans, to figure out what yard would have had such a sight a hundred and fifty years hence.

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He checks out records relating to the other abandoned graves, too, though he pores over them perfunctorily if at all, not that he lets the clerks and librarians who help him see that. His mother cares about reputation, and he loves his mother, and he won't make her job any harder than he has to in order to get Eliza back

They narrow it down to a single churchyard, and a single section of the churchyard, and then a single handful of graves, though the exact one depends on the location of a tree that was cut down sixty years ago. 

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She runs 'attempting to find a distinguishing characteristic for which body' and 'locating the tree' in parallel.

She tracks down an eighty year old lady with a memory keen as diamonds, whose grandfather was buried in that same yard, and sits through a series of teas and long rambles about town and family history, and eventually extracts the tree's old location.

That evening, to her son: "Given this, we can say with some certainty that we know where the grave is. But now we must plan extracting the body, preferably without raising an alarm such that might trace back to us."

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"Yes. --If someone finds out that there's been a grave robbed but doesn't catch the perpetrators we might be suspicious anyway, as much attention as we've paid it. But given our cover story--if we had a legitimate reason to be there, and a legitimate reason for the earth to be disturbed--we've identified enough unmarked graves in the process of ruling them out as Hiram's, we could have new stones made for them and install them all at once, cover the cemetery with workmen, scuff the ground excessively as things are moved around..."

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"Clever. There are also legitimate reasons to move a grave or several, but that would take much longer to arrange."

"Additionally, Amity is supposed to be buried beside her husband - I believe we should acquire her body at the same time. Hiram Curwen might wish her returned, and two is not significantly more complicated than one, and certainly less complicated than twice."

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"Yes, that would likely be wise." 

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She nods.

Arranging for everything goes quickly afterwards, a shocking pace compared to what came before - the stones, the workmen, one of her nieces to distract the watchman that night (a teenager caught inciting trouble won't be that scandalous to the family. Fortunately, this particular watchman is inclined towards long lectures with extensive references to the Bible), loyal workers quietly paid off to dig up the graves and transfer the bodies and carefully rebury the coffins...

Still, these final hours seem to drag, to Emma's mind.

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He prepares a laboratory in the cellar, with all the implements that might be necessary to reduce a corpse or a skeleton to that dust required to revive the body's previous occupant. He takes charge of the bodies, well disguised, at a pre-arranged drop off point that implies to the workmen that the bodies are wanted for reasons to do with a more mundane sort of science, then carefully smuggles them back to the house and into the basement. 

He triple-checks his notes on the distillation process. 

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She aids him in the checking - a second eye, fresh from staring at the same pages because of how focused she's been on the other aspects, never hurts. 

She's given the newer, more nervous, and more gossipy servants - the majority of them really - a holiday tomorrow, since the distillation might involve perceptible fumes. For the rest, she prepares a soothing lie about certain medicinal formulas smelling quite noxious when experimented upon. She makes sure there's food and drink and opportunities for fresh air available during the process's many resting points.

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He is careful. He is so, so careful, taking food and drink and fresh air at the relevant opportunities, but eating almost mechanically, mind racing over the steps of the process, ruminating on the notes and the procedures and making sure he made no errors. 

And at the end, the old bones are rendered into a soft powder, grey tinged the slightest bit blue. He sits down, and breathes. 

"We did it." 

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"We did."

She has appropriate containers arranged for each set of salts, labeled in her short-hand. 

"The resurrection itself is next, I believe?"

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He nods, takes another deep breath, and speaks. 

"Y'AI 'NG'NGAH,
YOG-SOTHOTH
H'EE—L'GEB
F'AI THRODOG
UAAAH"

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The dust swirls. There's a heavy feeling in the air - 

And the dust forms a distinctly human shape, building and building and building upon itself, creating bones and bloodless sinew and coarse-woven flesh. It does not build clothes.

An almost exact double of Joseph Dexter Ward, plus a small scar over his eyebrow and on one cheek, opens his eyes.

"...Who are you?" he asks.

His voice is wrong, almost, hollow and sonorous, like someone struck a great chime at the bottom of a well and it emerged warped into human tones.

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"My name is Joseph Dexter Ward. I am your descendant, through my mother, Emma Ward nee Arlington." He gestures to the woman beside him. 

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He exams them both for a few long moments. "I thank you. How long has it been?"

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"One hundred and fifty-seven years." 

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"Longer than I would have expected."

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"Most of the family was rather deterred by your murder."

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He tilts his head. "Reasonable. And why weren't you?"

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"My fiancée was murdered. And she had done nothing of the sort."

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"Then we shall address that. You summoned me for my knowledge?"

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"Precisely." 

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"Have any advances in theory been made since my day?"

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"Purely speculative, but yes. Your notes were compiled after your death by your wife and heavily annotated and expanded upon during the intervening generations." He collects the notes from the table where he was using them as a reference and hands them to his ancestor. 

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He takes them, stroking one finger along the edge, but doesn't open them just yet. "I thank you. Come, let us retire elsewhere, and see to food and drink."

There's an odd thirst in the back of his throat. Annoying. He suspects this may be the driving sensation behind the vampirism, though it's low enough to be ignored for now.

He's also vaguely aware that he's still naked, so he glances around for any provisions of clothes.

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It having been difficult to determine his size beforehand, a robe that should fit a variety of body types has been set out. 

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That suffices.

He skims the notes quickly once settled, expressing interest in the supplemental texts people have found, but says: "Indeed it appears the problem of vampirism was not solved. I suspect that is the main obstacle between you and your beloved?"

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"I was uncertain as to the completeness of the notes--I was unsure if that was the only problem remaining. If everything else seems to be satisfactory, then yes." 

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"Some have expressed dissatisfaction with the sensation of being within the body. It is not fully like life; senses are duller, especially touch and taste. The body is not so spry, and heals more slowly from injury. The mind seems anchored poorly at times, though that problem is much reduced now."

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"--That does seem troublesome. Can you quantify the extent to which the senses are dulled? Perhaps spectacles could mend the gap for eyesight...what does the mind seeming poorly anchored consist of?" 

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He gives a few measurements; indeed, touch is for him so dulled that everything feels predominantly like a deep pressure, with no sharpness nor distinguishing of texture. His sense of taste is as dull as if he had a head cold, but not exceptionally so. His most recent resurrection attempts had reported less extreme differences, so it seems that his notes were not complete - indeed, he didn't have time to record many of his most recent changes before his death.

The mind being poorly anchored appears to involve a feeling of distance from oneself and a muffling of ones emotions and thoughts, as sometimes happens with extreme shock or grief, but more common or constant, and triggered by inane matters. Hiram presently isn't experiencing it - his theory is that the quality of the incantation determines the binding of the mind, whereas the distillation of the salts matters more to the creation of the body, but that an imperfect distillation can be compensated for through assorted processes, so long as the original body was whole.

Do they still have access to his old country house? Especially the catacombs? He had several subjects who had consented to repeated summonings, and who were quite good at providing feedback towards the refinement of the process. Of course, he himself does not mind being repeatedly dismissed and then summoned again, though you must take care that the dismissal not scatter the essential salts.

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"The house is not presently in our possession, but nobody has reported finding the catacombs, and it might be possible to purchase it. Mother, do you know anything about it?"

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"Somewhat; it hasn't been developed, being beside a town not disposed towards growth, and is rumored to be cursed besides. I do not know who the current owner may be, but that should be a matter of public record."

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"I suppose it would be better if it could be obtained quietly. If it's undeveloped that should be easier." 

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"Given the rumors around the property, yes - I will see about obscuring any mention of the sale, or even whether the records should point to us."

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"For that matter, if it's completely ignored by its current owners, acquiring it might not be necessary to access the catacombs, at least not right away." 

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"What was the original extent?" she asks Hiram.

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He leans back, thinking. "Broad. The soil was not suited for delving deeply. They did not overrun the boundaries of my land, but such boundaries may have shifted, and certainly a new tunnel could be delved that way. But so too there were many secret entrances, and surely not all have fallen to time nor attack."

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"I can obtain a map, if that would help. The town has probably encroached in the past century and a half." 

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"It would. The river might have also shifted course, which could complicate access to a fair few points."

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Joseph goes and fetches a map. 

The city has encroached; the river has not moved. 

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He outlines the extent of the catacombs, and marks a few entrances, commenting briefly on each's stability.

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"We should be able to access some of those without alerting the neighbors, but the town might note our presence; it depends, I suppose, on how secretive we wish to be - I don't imagine our presence in the area being known presenting a significant problem, especially if we don't linger to use the catacombs."

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"Entering the catacombs takes less time than exhuming a grave; I imagine sneaking in under the cover of night could be done without a watchman or anyone else seeing anything noteworthy if we were careful." 

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"The river paths might be more likely to be watched for bootleggers; still, this one here seems far from any prying eyes..." And she traces a door set in the woods. "But it's close enough to a road we might be able to retrieve more salts than we could in a single trip, packing them into the car."

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Nod. To Hiram: "How are they stored? We may want to bring new containers if the current ones aren't secure enough to prevent spilling during transport." 

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"Clay containers. Most are likely still intact, but they are not immune to being tipped over, no."

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"I'll acquire some jars with lids that seal tightly." 

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He nods. "Sensible."

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"Another matter: while you resemble my son greatly, you do not act like him, and it is unreasonable to try and keep the two of you from ever being seen together."

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"I have been acting differently since Eliza's death; I suspect further odd behavior could be written off. But the latter point I grant." 

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"Do you have suggestions for how to resolve this?"

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"Long-lost relative?"

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"My sister spent a time acquiring every orphan she stumbled across. No one will question if they lost track of how many she has. Besides, presenting a child of her own blood will quell those horrible rumors of her barrenness. Of course, she never would have distinguished between her children, so has not mentioned it prior."

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"Another cousin, perfect." 

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"I would want some tales of her, some indication of my supposed upbringing, but, yes. I can be an antiquarian, of an out-dated mind, to explain my speech. Perhaps I have been ill, and educated solely upon books, to explain my lack of modern knowledge."

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"She's not in town, now, but I will send her a letter. And stories aplenty can I provide."

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"We would have had to tell her that the family traditions had become more practical than theoretical in any case." 

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Emma nods. "She's I suspect suspicious of what we have been doing, but I have not confirmed it prior."

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"Well. She's not who we're hiding it from." 

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"Indeed. I suspect she'll want to meet her new 'child,' too."

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"Acceptable. What is my name to be?"

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"Hiram is antiquated but not too odd. Her surname is Sanders."

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"Hiram Sanders, then."

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Nod. "--We have your wife's body, as well. We didn't want to do anything irreversible until we had your expertise." 

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"...Thank you. She would be a great help. I believe the procedure is enough for her for now - though I will need human blood for a few months' time, and it is perhaps true that two vampires will be a greater burden than one."

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"How much are you going to need?" 

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He does some calculations. "I suspect... Approximately a pint every two weeks at a minimum. Such is an amount a single adult human can afford to lose once a month, albeit with some anemia. The process for my wife would improve upon that number, but not, perhaps, significantly enough. If I drank more, I would recover from the blood-lust more rapidly, but that trades against secrecy."

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"I'll give it. I've plenty of reason to be pale and odd."

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"I will as well. I am in good health, and it is easy enough to arrange for foods that promote recovery from blood-loss."

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"I can acquire supplies for blood draws from the medical school easily enough." 

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"How long will that take?"

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"Not long." 

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"I can withstand this for another few days with moderate discomfort, and for another week through force of will."

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"I can have it by tomorrow." 

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"You have my gratitude."

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Nod. "I will do whatever is necessary to see this through." 

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"I don't doubt it."

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Nod. "What do you think we did wrong in rendering the ashes?"

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"There's a few possibilities, and I would need to carefully read through your full methodology for a conclusive decision. However..." And he lists common problems with distillation, especially that have the results he's observed.

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He scrawls notes in a notebook of his own as his ancestor talks. 

Once they've gone over everything they can before Hiram reads the annotated notes, he leaves for the university to get started on obtaining the equipment needed. 

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Emma leaves to write letters to the family members who will need to support Hiram's existence, to inform her niece currently in town, and to begin making arrangements to travel to the old Curwen residence.

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And Hiram settles in to read and make further notes.

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Joseph manages to arrange to pick up the equipment the next day without raising any eyebrows. On the way home he stops by the library to pick up more obfuscating historical documents. 

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Hiram is a fast reader if nothing else; he's already gone through the new supplementary texts and notes, and started writing down everything missing, or that he didn't get a chance to record before his death.

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Joseph returns to the house and waits for nightfall, so as to try the first hidden entrance to the catacombs. 

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Hiram directs them, wrenching himself away from his fascination with their automobile.

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Emma accompanies them, primarily as a driver, and brings the car as close to the entrance as possible.

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When the hidden door is wrenched open, stale and malodorous air billows out. A set of stone steps are revealed, once one recovers enough from the fumes of long-decayed abruptly-interrupted chemistry experiments to face the opening again. Moss coats the stone of the passage, almost to the very end, where it opens out into a chamber with arched doorways leading away from the hidden entrance and into the labyrinthine depths of the catacombs. 

"Marvelous," Joseph murmurs. 

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"I was very exacting in my engineering specifications, and my workers did well."

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"I'm certainly glad it stood the test of time." 

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He nods, and leads the way deeper. 

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Joseph shines his electric torch ahead. Modern technology is so convenient for these kinds of things. 

Eventually they reach the store room where the powders of the dead are kept. 

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The place is very dedicated to its grim aesthetic, and the years and the damp haven't been kind to the walls. Thick moss grows on them, and the place smells at once horrid and unsettling. They're the only ones making noise, for Hiram long ago put down his failed experiments.

The jars are intact, their labels faded but readable.

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Joseph sets down the box of modern sealable jars he brought and starts unscrewing jar lids. 

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The essential salts are all present. 

Hiram starts helping, but he takes careful pains to label every new jar before moving onto the next, and insists the other two do the same.

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Extremely reasonable. 

Once all the jars are labelled, filled and sealed, Joseph closes the box again and hefts it, much more carefully this time, passing the flashlight to his ancestor. 

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This is a fascinating bit of technology. He'll need to find time to read books on electricity.

In the meantime, he can direct them out.

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Their route was chosen well; nobody catches them on the way back to the house. 

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Emma had previously cleared a space and moved in new shelves into the basement; that'll be a suitable place, for now.

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"Who are these people?" Joseph wonders idly. 

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"Mostly old acquaintances of mine, before I discovered the key to immortality, or who couldn't make themselves immortal, or who died to violence. A number expressed that they would be willing test subjects. So, too, are there a few old sages and academics, whose knowledge I believed essential to my work, though I did not summon back any who wished to be left resting."

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Nod. 

"We're going to need new subjects if we want to experiment with improvements to the distillation process, aren't we." 

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"Yes. Humans; the process is different enough for animals to be useless at this stage of refinement."

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"...Hm. I wonder if any of the intervening generations..." He flips through the notes for any annotations that imply consent for such a procedure. 

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Their family is unsurprisingly full to the brim with people who would like to be immortal, who are curious about the future, or who are exceptionally dedicated to the scientific method.

"Let's not bring back my mother," Emma says, dryly, "Even if she did consent."

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"I don't know, I'm half tempted to use Eliza's parents as test subjects and they're still alive." 

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She snorts. "We have plenty of eager ancestors, I think, though if improvements are marginal we might run out. Since the vampirism problem will likely remain, I'm assuming we would dismiss them soon after summoning?"

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"For the moment, at least. Is the vampirism permanent?"

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"No. It seems to fill - perhaps an imperfection in the summoning process. It usually lasts between a month and six, depending on the quality of the distillation and incantation."

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Nod. "Acceptable. One long-term vampire at a time, perhaps." 

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"That'd be sensible, yes. Likely we will be able to loosely track the strength of the vampirism by the subject's reported cravings, without having to run longer term tests."

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"And the dulling of sensation should be as easy to track in the short-term as the long. That one concerns me more, to be honest." 

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He nods. "The vampirism is merely a transient bother."

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"She spent her childhood sick, and died afraid. She should not come back to a world wrapped in muffling wool." 

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"...Sensible."

He doesn't know the full history of his wife after his own death - but he suspects she, too, had a hard life.

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He nods. 

"I'll fetch a map we can pin to the wall and mark with the locations of various graves." 

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"Smart. I suppose I'll start planning how to cover up a rash of grave robbers..."

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"For what reasons are bodies usually moved...? I wonder if we could fabricate something wrong with the cemetaries such that the bodies had to be exhumed and transferred..."

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"That's one reason; if we were moving far away, and wished to take our family cemetery with us - that would be eccentric, since most who do that at all just move more immediate relatives, and costly, but not impossible. It is sometimes a practice with closing questions of how someone died, or if there was an argument over whether someone should be buried or cremated, or where someone should be buried... We could also claim that we wish to have our family grouped together properly."

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"That would likely be complicated by the fact that the lineage is intermittently maternal. People would want to know why Curwen's descendants specifically. Perhaps something to do with planting flowers on or by the graves..."

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"Landscaping would be a good excuse, yes - flowers, trees, paths..."

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"It would be a logical accompaniment to the gravestone project..." 

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She nods, smiling slightly. "And won't be too difficult to arrange; fortunately our family's well off enough for such a charitable donation."

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"...The newer cemeteries too. I won't do anything irreversible to her body until we're certain she'll be alright, but I want her--I want it at hand, where time and insects and other grave robbers do not threaten it." 

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She nods, puts her hand over his.

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His head bows, his jaw clenched tight. 

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"We'll get her back. I promise. And we'll make sure it's perfect."

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Deep breath. "Yes." Slow exhale. "It will be easier once I can watch over--once her body is secure." 

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She suspects watching his fiance decay might be its own torture.

All that's for that is to work quickly, though.

She nods and stands. "We should get to bed; I can hardly contact people in the middle of the night."

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...Nod. "Alright," he agrees reluctantly, and heads to his own bed. 

Though they make arrangements with all seemly haste, he wants to scream at the torturous slowness of it. He does not, instead pouring his frustration into every productive and semi-productive activity he can think of, going over the notes and Curwen's new additions again and again, jotting down possible experiments to try, creating plans and backup plans in case of every disaster from hurricanes to being found out and met by a mob with torches and pitchforks. 

They manage to secure one of the entrances to the catacombs, and on the moonless nights when, camouflaged by the disturbed earth of the new gardens, they retrieve the bodies of their dead, they are ferried in secret to that ancient stone edifice rather than attempting to hide the charnel odors and stacked coffins in their own cellar where servants would inevitably stumble across them. 

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And Emma, in between notes and books and letters and numerous meetings with church officials and landscapers and community leaders - 

Finds time to talk to Hiram about immortality.

"I want to know how you did it," she says, one night when the candles are burning low and it's just they two in the library. Hiram has long since been introduced to the town, her household's servants included, as her nephew.

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"With great difficulty. It's something one must do themselves, else my wife would have not died so easy."

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"I'm no stranger to the difficulties of life."

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He regards her calmly. 

"It isn't free, not yet, but I suppose you care little." He shakes his head. "I will take you on as an apprentice, but you have much life in you yet. Returning the dead takes precedence."

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Her chest boils with frustration, but Emma Ward has faced worse obstacles.

"I understand," she says, and turns herself back to the deep mysteries of necromancy.

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Her son, meanwhile, has attention for little else. 

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Eliza was well-embalmed. When her body is finally retrieved, decay has barely set in at all--she doesn't smell nice, but she still looks almost as though she could be sleeping, as long as one doesn't jostle the hair deftly arranged over her forehead to hide the bullet hole. 

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He sits with her, occasionally, when there is absolutely nothing useful he could be doing at the moment, and strokes the back of her hand or presses careful kisses to her brow. 

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Hiram's vampirism fades slightly faster than his estimate had been for, and they make enormous - but not conclusive - strides in the resurrection process.

He does, fortunately, have a process for halting decay, though it will fade from something Eliza's size after about a year with no maintenance. Useful for books, and for preserving corpses. Freshness matters somewhat; this will preserve their advantage, at least.

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Good. 

They resurrect one ancestor after another, making tweaks to the distillation process each time. Some of them turn out better than Hiram; some turn out worse. Slowly, agonizingly slowly, they make improvements. 

The vampirism they can reduce quite a bit, but haven't gotten the trick of entirely eliminating. Joseph gives blood without complaint and makes thorough notes. 

The dulling of the senses they can chip away at, bit by bit, until it's reduced to a barely noticeable hint of numbness. 

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Then the question, once Hiram recovers, becomes if they with to return Amity, as a fellow researcher to make further improvements, or Eliza. Amity won't mind the current state. Hiram's uncertain if Eliza would.

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"I don't...think so. But gaining more information and skill first can only help." 

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"And the vampirism should not last long, now."

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"Yes." 

They make the preparations to raise Amity. 

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She opens her eyes, takes a deep shuddering breath, and begins to weep.

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Hiram steps up to embrace her.

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Joseph casts his eyes in the direction of the door to where Eliza's body is kept. 

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"What has come of the family since my death?"

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Emma summarizes, mostly the recent affairs.

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"Good. Good. I shall of course exercise all I may towards improvements. There were thoughts I had I dared not carry through upon, nor even commit to writing... And I came across much of assorted interest, in my time as a seminary professor." To Joseph: "I can say I hardly feel the distance from my body that had been so reported, and the blood-thirst is but a distant awareness for now."

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"We worked very hard at improving that." 

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"My thanks. I have certain insights I believe may help, regardless. If we may retire elsewhere?"

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"Certainly." With Hiram's assistance, they actually have clothes that fit her-in-particular, even. 

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Good.

One thing she had considered: the incantation seems to call upon a certain being, which some rumors of passed through her hands. She never pursued them in depth, deeming it wiser to not walk that path, but the rumors included that some people have a closer tie, and might be more adept at the incantation.

She also lived a long, academic life, and knows more languages by now than any of them - it is safer to read an instruction manual in the writer's native tongue - and knows of, though she never acquired, several more obscure alchemical texts they could pursue the acquisition of, which would likely aid in their understanding surrounding the distillation process.

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"I'll inquire about those at the University library."

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"I have some contacts I can pursue - I don't suppose anyone has ideas about finding someone affiliated with beings from the outer spheres? Especially friendly someones?"

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"Listening to rumors and other social activities have always been your forte, Mother," he says affectionately. 

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She smiles. "I suppose. I'll dig through what we have on the outer spheres and those touched by them, though I suspect 'unutterably strange' will be the extent of most rumors."

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"I'll see if I can find out anything about who's been looking into certain books." 

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"That would probably be the best use of the two of us; it won't be too strange, if your foreign cousin and his equally foreign newlywed wife wish to spend some significant amount of time secluded."

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Nod. "It's going to be harder to explain Eliza." 

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Amity makes a politely curious noise.

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"Eliza is the woman we're wishing to return most," Emma explains. "She's Joseph's fiance."

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"I understand. Could you move, to somewhere no one would know her face? Or if we master this so thoroughly, we might be able to reveal it as - a marvel of modern science, a work of god, whatever the mood of the period has turned to."

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"Science would be more likely to be believed, I think, although claiming it to be science to other scientists might require explaining the entire procedure--difficult at best, dangerous at worst." 

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"Scientists are a curious lot. Someone would look deeper, or try to translate the chant if we tried to spread this... Although plenty of business moguls refuse to explain anything at all about their processes, if we want to claim a more secret science."

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"--If I had actually discovered a purely medical way to revive the recently deceased I would spread the knowledge as far and wide as I could and Eliza's death would not change that about me."

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He nods. "It might be best to delay, however, a full resurrection campaign, until such a time as we can address questions of integration and where people would live. What excuse would people reach for, were their Eliza miraculously returned?"

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"I don't know what they would naively reach for but we could sell the idea that she faked her death because she believed her mother was going to do something drastic to prevent the marriage if we revealed the fact that her mother had been poisoning her for her entire childhood in order to keep her closer." 

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"She might have ideas of her own, besides, or a preference for a clean slate away from her family. However, should she wish to stay, that does seem like the excuse least likely to be questioned."

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Nod. "--Staying in frequent communication with the rest of you and retaining access to the catacombs do seem likely to be a priority." 

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"That seems likely, yes. And you're a valuable member of our team."

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"I should hope so, as much money as you spent on my education." 

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"You do take after me."

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"And we're all better off for it. Nothing against Father, but," shrug. 

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"A rather prosaic man, all things considered. Not a bad thing to be in and of itself, however..."

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"Not very useful here and now." 

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She nods. "Especially when his return would be rather more awkward than any other we have tried to explain."

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"I do love him, but he'll keep." 

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"My sentiment, effectively."

Though she's more 'vaguely fond' than 'love.'

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Well, it's 1928. Not everyone can be fortunate enough to find a spouse they truly love, not when staying unmarried is such a non-option for young women. 

During the interval of Amity's vampirism, Joseph determines that while his University's library does not contain the volumes they seek, his professors are willing to write him letters of recommendation to the custodians of other libraries that do. He makes other, discreter inquiries into more straightforwardly occult and fabulously esoteric tomes, discovers which libraries have them, and begins fabricating excuses to inquire into those who have perused them. 

And when the day that Amity no longer requires his blood arrives, they can finally, finally bring her back. 

The procedure has been edited slightly from Amity's, his ancestress's own expertise having gone into the refinement of the distillation procedure. The powder produced at the end is a stunningly saturated ultramarine, and he feels lightheaded as he speaks the words that will restore his beloved to the world. 

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There was a man with a gun. 

It had been late and she had ventured out of her room into the parlor only because her parents had left the house, and there was the sound of breaking glass and she turned around and there was a man with a gun who looked as surprised to see her as she was to see him and he had pointed it at her and she had screamed--

--the latter half of the scream escapes her as the world refocuses somehow, and she doesn't know what's going on but she hits the floor to be a harder target to hit but--this isn't the carpeted parlor floor, this is bare stone and she's naked, what--

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He immediately falls to his knees at her side, wrapping her with the blanket he had procured for this purpose and holding her tight. "Eliza," he breathes. 

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"--Joseph? What's going on?"

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"You--you died." 

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"I--oh." She thinks about the man with the gun, pointed right at her head, and shivers. Then-- "Joseph, if you killed yourself when you found out, I will be very cross." 

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"No. No, my love, all is well, you're alright, I'm alright, everything's alright." 

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"Good." She looks up, sees the other inhabitants of the room--recognizes Mrs. Ward immediately of course, makes some conjecture--

She wraps the blanket more tightly around herself and tucks a corner into the edge under her armpits, then takes Joseph's hand and leads him to a standing position and curtsies. "Hiram Curwen, I presume. And--I'm less confident, are you Amity?" 

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"Yes. It is good to see you restored."

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Hiram nods.

He also notably is facing partially away, and doesn't turn to face her until he's certain that she's covered.

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She appreciates that. "It's good to meet you. I admit I never expected the honor; I just wish it hadn't required such dire circumstances." She leans against Joseph and takes his arm in hers. "Welcome to the twentieth century, if it's not too late to say." 

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"Thank you. Welcome back."

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"It's good to have you. But let's get the boys out of here - and you dressed, properly."

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"Yes'm." She lets go of her fiance's arm with slight reluctance, then shoos him out of the room. Once he and Hiram have left she lets the blanket drop to the floor and starts pulling on the provided garments. While she's dressing, she says to Amity: 

"So--are you okay? It seems like it must have been unpleasant to have to live out the rest of a natural lifetime with all one's neighbors abhorring one's spouse." 

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"I shoved myself into a little box, and they did not much mention that poor woman's unfortunate circumstance. Rumors, though, fade with time, and it seems boxes are at least somewhat larger in this time."

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...Nod. "It's--easier when you have someone you can unbox yourself around," she murmurs. 

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"Hiram was good for that, yes. I regret that my interest in him led to such an investigation, but... I do not regret the time he gave me. He looked at me, and saw my mind, not my station."

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"And--well, ultimately what happened to the two of you wasn't permanent. Not that that means it didn't hurt, or that it doesn't matter that it hurt. But you get to get better. And the boxes will only get bigger from here." 

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"It's the same, for you. This can be a fresh start, or a chance to change things here and now."

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"Yes...for right now, though, I think I'm just very glad I'm not dead." 

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"Understandable."

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"Let's get you seated somewhere comfortable. I've dismissed the servants, so there won't be trouble with you wandering the house. And I suspect something warm to eat and drink would be comforting now."

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Nod. "--I'm decent!" she calls out to Joseph and Hiram. 

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Joseph comes back in immediately and hugs her. 

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Hiram steps into the doorway more slowly.

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She leans against Joseph and smiles at Hiram. "Thank you, by the way. If you hadn't done what you did, all those years ago, I imagine I would still be in a wooden box." 

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"You're welcome. I'm glad I was able to help."

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"Yeah." She sighs. "Something to eat and drink would be great right now, yes. Especially something to drink, my throat feels..." 

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"Are you craving anything particular? Most have had a craving for blood, though we'd tried to reduce that..."

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"--Well I wasn't thinking about blood but now--is it permanent?" 

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"No, no, it'll be gone quickly." 

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"Good, that would be inconvenient." 

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"And even with Hiram, it wasn't so much we couldn't handle the amount."

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"Where are you getting the blood?" 

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"Mother and I have it drawn. Mostly me." 

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"...Oh." 

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She starts getting people moved into a drawing room.

(Does that seem a bad 'oh' or a good 'oh' or an ambivalent 'oh'...)

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It's very much a there's-something-morbidly-romantic-about-drinking-my-True-Love's-lifeblood 'oh.'

She tugs Joseph down to sit on a loveseat with her and leans her head on his shoulder with a contented sigh. 

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She's not going to touch the weird things kids these days find romantic.

"Do you want to talk about reintegration now? We had some thoughts, for getting you back into the world."

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"Like what?" 

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"We thought of two main options, though it's hardly an exhaustive list."

"We could set you both up somewhere far away enough no one would know your face. It would mean leaving behind everything familiar."

"We could also claim you faked your death - especially if you wish to come forward about your mother's crimes."

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...Nod. 

"It'd be kind of inconvenient to keep working with the rest of you on the necromancy stuff if we left, wouldn't it." 

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"It would, especially since I would prefer not to move myself. But arrangements could be made; I certainly do not mind traveling often."

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"...I could wear a disguise? There are ways to use makeup to change the shape of one's face, and if people think the new fiance is noticeably similar to the old one, well, that's not necessarily a healthy choice but it's not suspicious." 

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She hums. "I'd expect some to be able to recognize your voice, as well..."

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"I don't have to talk much. And we could travel, when there's traveling to be done. I don't...care, honestly about the people we're trying to fool. I mean, I want people to be okay and not dead, but I don't really get anything out of interacting with people I have to hide myself from, one way or another." 

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She nods.

"It might be best for you two to travel for a time in the first place, if that is our choice. Joseph goes off for a time, long enough for the memories of you to fade farther... And long enough to find another fiancee, as well as practice any lies about your background."

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"I certainly pretended to be my own relative often enough. I can advise you in changing just enough about yourself."

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Nod. "Thanks. I appreciate it." 

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"We could go to look for people with connections to the Outer Spheres, or, for that matter, simply enough weirdness to bring in on things. Spreading the practice would be valuable if we can find trustworthy people." 

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"As well as likely to net us more experience. Knowledge of the occult was scattered and varied in my time, and acquiring the remains of prior initiates of it was a slow process."

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Nod. "There's a copy of the Necronomicon at Miskatonic University; it makes sense to start there." 

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"The translation or parts of the original," he asks, voice somewhat wry. "The translations I have seen are mostly exercises in the translator's imagination."

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"I don't think anyone's seen a copy of the original Arabic in years, but the Wormius version that the library has is spoken of in what I thought were suitably hushed whispers." 

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"It's sometimes possible to trace parts of the original given enough varied translations, as well. Certainly that might not be a bad place to start."

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"Besides, I'm less interested in the contents than in who's been looking at it." 

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She nods. "I'll be less adroit at that part, but if we deem it important I can take a look."

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"I can probably be all the charming young lady we need, you're fine." 

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"It is good, to have multiple strengths in a team."

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"When you grow up with the physical strength and endurance God gave a butterfly convincing people to do things for you is very useful." 

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"We make our own way, as best we can."

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"Yeah. And you and I are at least lucky in having decent assistance." 

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"Our boys do make rather excellent accompaniments."

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Giggle. "And pretty, too." 

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"I do have a rather lovely face," Hiram agrees, dryly.

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"I cannot deny it," she says, kissing Joseph on the cheek. 

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She leans against her own love, smiling at him.

"It's been good, getting to work on this with you, though... Would you mind, dear, if I accompanied them? I should like to stretch my legs through this wide world, and I know travel is not always your heart's calling."

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He leans back. "Of course. We may see each other often, still, and I suspect I will be of more use here. Find me a student, mayhap. It has been a long time since I have had someone to instruct."

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"Certainly." And to Eliza and Joseph: "Would my company be acceptable to the two of you?"

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"Certainly." 

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Nod. 

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"I will see about arranging money for the three of you, then," Emma says.

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"Thank you." 

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"Miskatonic... If you wish to stay the night in Boston on the way there, I might know someone with a vacant property. Boston might not also be a bad place to meet with people; it's nearby a decent number of places steeped in the occult, while being sufficiently large so as to be anonymous."

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Thoughtful nod.

"Should you and I pretend to be related?" she asks Amity. "It might cut down on questions as to why the three of us were traveling together, and you don't currently look old enough to match my mental image of a paid chaperone." 

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"We could pass as cousins perhaps, or even sisters, yes. Especially if you dyed your hair, which would assist in disguising your identity."

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"You have a point. Even if I like my hair the way it is. Ah well, it'll grow out when it's safe." 

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"Indeed. Do we wish to move soon? It might be best, to not have to dance around the servants here too long... And we can claim that I introduced Joseph to you, if you are to be my cousin, since I have been known in this area longer as his own cousin's wife."

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"Yes...I don't mind hiding, much, but if it failed it would be rather inconvenient." 

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"Though I expect my servants are enjoying all the vacation time," she says, wryly. "Certainly you should stay through tomorrow - tonight is too late to smuggle you out easily. But I'll contact my niece, Ruth. She was helpful with the first excavation, and can get you out of the city with none the wiser. Joseph and Amity might be better served leaving openly, in the day, to meet you elsewhere."

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"Alright. I admit, the idea of travelling like this is rather exciting; I've never been able to before." 

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"This world has many beautiful sights, as well. I always enjoyed traveling for my work. And I am equally excited to see how it has changed, since my death."

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"At least when you died the Revolutionary War had already happened." 

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"I didn't expect modern politics to be at all the same. And the war was not without its fore-warnings."

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"Still, wow, what a way to put in perspective how long the two of you were gone for." 

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He nods. "The Great War was more surprising, honestly, as is the entire concept of nationalism. It is hard to express, but - people related to the concept of king and country somewhat differently, in our time."

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"The Great War was bad business all around." 

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"It is something to work to avoid a repeat of, especially as people's opportunities to hurt one another grow."

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"--Well. We have more ability to do that than we did five months ago." 

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She nods. "And - given our abilities, our power at least in the shadows behind the curtain will grow."

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Nod. "And if someone assassinates another Archduke maybe we can fix it before everything blows up." 

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She smiles. "Though we'll need a better information network, to be sure of that."

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"That shouldn't be too hard, should it? Even if it's not safe to reveal ourselves to the public, surely there are plenty of weeping husbands and wives and parents and children who'll be happy to keep mum about us and let us know where we're needed." 

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"I can assist in that, too. I suspect we're already making subtle names for ourselves, given the direction of our researches, and it might be easier for me to receive consistent news, being in one place."

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"The direction of--should I be concerned?"

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"We have been mostly acquiring texts on necromancy and alchemy; nothing evil, but as we have kept an eye out for those who might have any knowledge, I suspect others are doing the same. People talk, even when we would wish they had not."

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"I meant concerned about the attention, not concerned about the researches," she assures her mother-in-law-to-be.

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She nods. "I'm not sure. I don't think occultists are often in the habit of moving against one another, out of caution if nothing else."

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Hiram nods. "That was my experience, at least. Even those who disliked me did not try to reveal me."

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"No, that happened when someone got mad at you over your wife. So our most likely enemy is...my mother. Grand." 

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"Mobs are at least a bit less common, now. But you have me. It might be an interesting challenge, positioning myself to neutralize any of her whispers."

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"Yeah. But if she was willing to stoop to poisoning her own daughter..." Sigh. "Maybe now that I'm legally dead she'll be less interested in how I would have left her." 

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She nods. "For what it's worth, I suspect I'm willing to escalate faster than she is."

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"And my father might hold her back. I don't know." 

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"I'll look into recruiting allies, there. But that's my worry, not yours."

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"Yes. They're not my problem anymore." 

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"And they won't be again, if I have any say in it."

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"Yeah." She snuggles a little closer to her fiance. "So--new identity, new hair, new face insofar as it can be managed--any thoughts on a new name? I should probably learn to start answering to something else as far in advance of having to as possible." 

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"While your name is lovely, something very different would - at least allay rumors." She can list a few moderately distinct names.

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"Hm...I like Helen, I think. Okay. Helen." 

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"Welcome to the family, Helen," she says, somewhat teasingly. 

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She snorts. "And I'll need a surname, I suppose, but that's less important since I'll be getting rid of it soon enough." 

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"If you and Amity are to be cousins, you could perhaps share a maiden name. Though I do not think we have established one for her, yet."

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"...There was a woman at the seminal school whom I greatly admired, whose surname was Bolton. It would be good, I believe, to honor her."

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"Helen Bolton," she says, rolling it over her tongue. "I could answer to that. Alright." 

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"Amity Sanders nee Bolton has a certain ring, as well."

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"That'll do, then. Helen." Slight headshake. "That's still going to take some getting used to." 

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"It does tend to. Still, we can help."

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"Yeah. I'll get used to it." Shrug. 

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Emma nods.

In the morning, once it's a decent hour and they've all rested - her servants have today off as well - she sends a message down to Ruth. The girl was helpful enough earlier, and is honestly Emma's favorite of her nieces and nephews. A practical sort.

And, without too much ado, the trio can be on the road to Boston, no one else in their little town the wiser to Eliza's return.

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"Cars must have been a surprise," she comments to Amity once they're well underway. 

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"We had prototypes even in my husband's life, in fact. Quite fanciful, and nothing workable, but some found them exciting. And England had steam locomotives shortly after the turn of the century."

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"...Oh. Sorry. I guess history isn't my forte." 

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"I was perhaps more knowledgeable of the odd little inventions people pursued than most. I'm certain there's many ideas now that will revolutionize the world a hundred years hence..."

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"Especially if we can keep the really promising inventors from getting taken off the field." 

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Her grin widens. "I can certainly name several inventors of my time who would have a field day with today's science. Perhaps we should make a list, of all the minds the world should certainly not lose."

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"Maybe we should be excavating more old graves. If the inhabitants react badly we can just dismiss them and be no worse off, and if they don't--I have no idea if anyone knows where, say, Archimedes was buried but if we could find him just imagine what he could do with modern science!" 

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She laughs. "It'd take him a while to catch up! And - I imagine too, all the great minds who didn't get the chance. All the women whose minds burned so bright in their dark little boxes. But I don't know how we would find them to say, yes, this is who the world needed most."

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"--Yes. There is that. I don't know if there is any way of finding them aside from simply resurrecting the entirety of humanity into a world where all the boxes are gone." 

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"We'll do it, someday."

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"Yeah." Sigh. "They've waited this long already. But I know I'll never look at a grave the same way again." 

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She nods. "I never did, after meeting Hiram. It's - not just a life cut short. It's everything that life could yet be."

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Nod. "And for myself, I feel--the phrase dodged a bullet shouldn't apply, I didn't dodge the bullet--" she shivers. 

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(One of his hands comes off the steering wheel and laces its fingers with hers.) 

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"There's enough of us, now, and we've written thorough instructions for the procedure. The knowledge won't be lost so easy - which means we'll have the chance, over and over, as many times as we need it."

It's a comfort.

Amity Curwen knows nothing if not how dangerous life is.

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"Yes. Logically, I'm safer than I've ever been in my life. That's not nothing. I was expecting to be a doctor's wife, and now there's--forever. And that's a little frightening in its own right, I think. But in a good way, like stepping out of prison after having been given a life sentence." 

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She smiles again. "And like being given the hammer with which to break the walls."

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Giggle. "They can't stop us, they can't stop us--"

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Amity has always been the quiet one, the teacher who can only hope to guide her students onto their best path - 

"I don't know that I'm the one to change the world. But change it must."

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"And even if you don't change it, you'll still be here when it's changed." 

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"Yes. I - always had a hope, that one of my students one day would shake the world to its roots. Certainly, many of them became influential women, but..."

"I can't help but dream."

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"And now we're here." 

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"Yes. We are."

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"About three hours." 

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"A far more pleasant trip than it used to be."

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"What did it used to be like?"

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"Longer, and highly subject to the weather, mostly. It was more comfortable if you were wealthy enough for a buggy. Some places you could get to by boat, which was usually faster, but a separate sort of unpleasant."

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"Being seasick sounds no fun. I've no idea if I do or not."

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"I always got my sea legs fairly fast, but very few people spend no time sea sick."

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Nod. "What's traveling like? Besides the physical inconveniences." 

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She launches into a narrative of her assorted - and multitudinous - adventures, which will pass quite some time.

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She listens raptly. It's pretty clear that she's been cooped up her whole life and up till now has only been able to dream of things like this. 

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Amity's a good story-teller, at least.

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Good. 

When Amity's done, Helen asks, "How many books about the modern world have you read?" 

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"It'd be hard to list them all, and they don't explain things in quite the manner I'd like. I've gotten as much information from talking to Emma, in fact... But I haven't learned as much as I should perhaps know."

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"If you have any questions I'd be happy to answer." 

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She has a few, mostly about things a bit more relevant to their generation, that Emma might not have known. Popular and recent media, fashions, persons of note...

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Helen knows less about these things than if she hadn't been mostly shut inside her house most of her life but still more than Joseph or Emma. 

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"I suspect that'll be enough, to cover being foreign... Speaking of, I haven't been specifying where I am from - do you have an origin you prefer?"

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"Somewhere they speak English, I'm not good enough at any other languages to fake being a native speaker." 

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"The British Isles would be best, then, I suspect?"

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Nod. "English, probably. I know just enough about Ireland and Scotland and Wales to know how much I don't know." 

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"I know some, but certainly more about England." She smiles a bit. "So we are charmingly foreign English ladies."

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"Maybe we should go! We can see the sights, work on the accent..." 

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"Certainly! There's a number of occult traditions there, as well."

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"The English translation of the Necronomicon is supposed to have been done by John Dee." 

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"...I wonder if we could find his grave."

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"Ooooooooh." 

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"Perhaps we can." 

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"We'll have quite the motley lot by the time we're done," she says with a laugh.

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"We should bring what's needed for the reduction with us, then--or source it there, but either way powders will be less suspicious to bring back with us than corpses." 

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"Easier to transport as well, especially if we acquire multiple."

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"I'm sure we could manage if that were the only consideration but yes." 

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"We'll have to consider the ease of transporting the distillation supplies. Some of them are quite specialized..."

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"I'll find someone in England that I have a loose acquaintanceship through the University or a friend in common with or something and write them saying I expect to visit and do they have any idea where I can find the following supplies for experiments while I'm there. Someone who's a complete medical layperson so they won't have any inkling what kind of 'experiments' I mean to do." 

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"That seems a good place to start, yes. I can also investigate the creation of a more portable alchemical lab."

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"Oh, excellent--and if that can be achieved, perhaps it can be disguised to look like a doctor's kit." 

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"It'll be a good project, though I am unsure how quickly I can proceed..."

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"We have time." 

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She turns the conversation to assorted tools, and how best to get by in an experiment with one tool doing multiple tasks...

It's enough to last them the rest of the drive.

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They get to the hotel. 

Helen dyes her hair. 

"Oh wow, this looks weird," she giggles, looking at herself in the mirror. 

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"Like an entirely different person. Helen Bolton, my cousin."

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"Well, that was the aim. If I don't have to do elaborate makeup every day to look like a suspiciously similar replacement rather than the dead girl risen from the grave herself, all to the better." 

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"You look similar enough to me." 

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"Most people spend less time studying the contours of my face than you do!" 

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"I suspect I'd recognize my husband no matter what lengths he went to to disguise himself."

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"I wonder if you would have mistaken Joseph for him if they'd raised you first." 

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"He's missing a few scars," she says, pointing to just above her eyebrow. "And he has rather different taste in grooming."

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"I wouldn't be shocked if the resurrection process were improved in a way that removed the scars but you'd know more about that than I would." 

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"I'd expect that to also make him notably younger; I certainly lack the scars of old age, but not of my youth."

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"Ah. Joseph talked about the two of you enough for me to guess what was going on when I got back but not enough that I would notice any scars you're missing." 

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She nods. "It'd be odd for you to know of most of them."

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"Anyway, it's certainly true that it's fairly easy to tell Hiram and Joseph apart, but I didn't know how likely you found the possibility of 'nigh-identical descendant' compared to those things changing on Hiram." 

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"Good point. I suspect if Joseph had tried to deceive me, sensible explanations could have been furnished, but I would have noticed before too long. I likely would have expected a trick, before anything else."

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"I have absolutely no desire to pretend to be someone else's husband." 

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"You're a good kid," is all she says.

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"He issss, I'm so lucky," she says, hugging her fiance's arm. 

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Aw, cute lovebirds.

"Do we want to explore Boston, now that we're a bit settled?" she asks.

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"Sure! --Dearheart?" 

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"Alright." 

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And off they go.

Amity is fascinated by all the changes to the city, and by modern restaurants and museums and movie theaters... (She wants to see a film.)

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They have the money for that! 

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Onwards! To the marvels of modern entertainment science!

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They pick a romantic comedy called The Farmer's Wife, pay for the tickets, and go inside. 

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She's honestly more interested in everything but the plot. It is far better than some plays she's seen, certainly, and the female characters are far more lifelike than some other she could care to name, just - 

She likes this medium well enough, but suspects being the one within the story to be her preference.

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"A good enough story," Helen says after, "even if it does illustrate much of what I think of as wrong with marriage in our society." 

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"Perhaps as a side effort we should become famous film directors, and produce sensible stories."

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"That sounds hard. Let's recruit would-be film directors with good priorities instead and sponsor them." 

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"Much more sensible! We could perhaps even earn some capital to put towards our endeavors."

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And, while they're not looking where they're going - 

They almost bump into a teenaged girl on the sidewalk outside, who spins to the side them fluidly, laughing a bit.

Her motion is somewhat off.

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--Huh. A coincidence, or...? 

He keeps watching to see if it was an isolated incident. 

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The girl keeps going down the street. She doesn't really seem to have clocked them as important, and also she doesn't really seem to fully get what the range of motion for human joints is supposed to be. Maybe she's hypermobile?

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Maybe. But--well, if he's wrong, there's little harm in looking odd in front of a stranger. 

He hurries to catch up with her. 

"Excuse me! Excuse me, miss?" 

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She turns, her hips following behind her chest a bit too far. She's still smiling, fairly broadly. "Yes? Is something the matter?" she asks.

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"Not at all--beg pardon, but I'm a doctor, and your range of flexibility seems remarkable. I was wondering if you would be willing to allow me to study it? I can compensate you for your time." 

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She laughs a bit nervously. "Ah! No. I really don't think that will be necessary. At all. I don't quite think it can be reproduced, as I take after my mother there!"

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"A genetic quirk is still something that can greatly benefit the scientific community." 

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"I'm really sorry, but, well, I'm quite shy about doctors."

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"Even if said doctor were already aware of phenomena outside mainstream medical science?" 

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"If I said I could change my face as easily as I might bend my elbow, would you have me committed, dear open-minded doctor?" she says, expression serious but voice light enough to claim she had been joking.

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"Certainly not. You aren't the only one who has reason to fear exposure, although admittedly one is less likely to get burned at the stake for witchcraft these days than when my ancestor was lynched for alleged necromancy." 

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"There's forces out there, still, who aren't so accepting. Beyond the ignorant everyday people. Necromancy - is there somewhere more comfortable to talk?"

If he's part of a cult then she needs to get information on them, and playing along's usually a decent way to do that...

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"We have a hotel room," he says, turning back and nodding at Helen and Amity. 

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She walks up to them all, says, "I'm Nausicaa. I didn't get your names."

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"Amity," she says with a small smile. "It's good to meet you."

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"Helen. It's a pleasure." 

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"And I am Joseph Ward." 

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"Nice to meet you all, too." Assuming they don't try to kill her. Though people who know and are nice would be refreshing...

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It isn't that far a walk to the hotel. 

Once they have privacy, Joseph says, "I apologize for confronting you on the street like that, but I couldn't think of a better way to inquire." 

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"It was kind of a bit alarming?"

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"I can see how it would be." 

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"And he's sorry." 

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"And I'm sorry." 

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She laughs some. "So what's you guy's deal? Joseph mentioned necromancy?"

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"He's the only member of this party who's never died! Dying's unpleasant, I don't recommend it." 

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"I can imagine. Does your necromancy only work on humans?"

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"I don't know, we haven't had any non-human specimens to experiment with. Unless Curwen ever...?"

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"His earliest experiments were on animals. Across species, the process is - similar enough at the roughest stages, but not at all similar at a finer scale. I'm sorry."

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She rocks back a bit. "It's okay. Worth trying."

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"But that suggests we could develop resurrection of non-humans. If I didn't have his work to start from I would still have done my best to bring Eliza back." 

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"Eliza is me, Helen is a pseudonym I'm using because my original identity is legally dead." 

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"That's good! Did you just - recognize I wasn't moving normally?"

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"Yes. Aside from having a thorough understanding of human anatomy, sometimes people who have had something go wrong with the resurrective process move--unusually." 

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"Huh! Nah, that's not what's up with me. I'm not human. Should probably work on passing a bit better..." 

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"It's the joints, you have a much greater degree of flexibility than most human tendons will allow." 

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"What are you?" 

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"A shoggoth. We're shapeshifters. Aquatic, originally."

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"Oh, neat." 

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And her face is a boy's.

"I think so!"

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"Oh, fun! Which one are you really?" 

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"Big gelatinous mass. I'm not sure anyone has ever tried to sex one of us. I tend to just be fine with whatever shape I'm in?"

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"Oh, I see. I'm sorry if I'm--nosy--but I just found out that things like this were real when someone pointed a gun at my head and suddenly I was naked in my fiance's cellar and there's so much I don't know." 

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"Nosy's fine! I was pretty bad about humans at first, even growing up around some..."

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"If you have any questions that haven't been answered yet, feel free; I don't mind nosy." 

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"That'd be neat! Though I know most of it by now I think... Except the stuff people don't wanna talk about to kids and teens, I guess?"

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"I'm not entirely sure how much of that I want to confirm or deny knowing in front of my fiance's however-many-greats grandmother." 

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He snickers.

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"I did live to a ripe old age as a professor at a seminary school, as well as having children of my own. I'm familiar with the relevant mechanics, if you have questions."

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He nods. "Thanks! Ah, if I'm gonna be hanging out around you guys a lot, should probably warn you - there's this cult kind of out for my blood? They haven't caught up in the last ten years, but they're - pretty strong and have a lot of resources."

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"--Well that's awful. What kind of cult? How can we identify them?" 

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"They're trying to unleash a really grouchy Elder God, for mystery cult reasons. And they have a sign..." She draws it, an odd little spiral on a stick. 

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"That's...probably bad."

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"We are looking for people connected to extradimensional beings on the grounds that some of our incantations invoke them and may be more effective on the lips of someone with a connection to the being invoked, but I decline to place such in the hands of such a cult." 

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"Which ones? I'm tied to Kuhashar, the one they're trying to unleash. Though I'm not sure calling on him's a good idea?"

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"I don't remember that one...Yog-Sothoth is the main one, followed by C'thulhu." 

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"Honestly I have no idea how the cult knows about him, he threw a temper tantrum before humans were really a thing and then my grandmother trapped him?"

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"Your grandmother?" 

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"Humans are actually pretty weird in the whole 'dying of old age' thing!"

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"Well that's...good...it's something of an intuitive leap to get from there to that kind of generation length, though."

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"I think Grandmother was just really picky, mom had me fairly soon, and I'm young."

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"I can see that. I wouldn't coparent with someone I didn't trust enough, no matter how long it took to find someone trustworthy." 

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"Yeah. It's... Definitely a reasonable decision."

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"For that matter, I don't even know if we can get pregnant in these bodies." 

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"I'm not sure that's ever actually been tested."

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Shrug. "You're married and I'm soon to be. I guess we'll find out." 

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"Indeed. A most interesting experiment."

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"Fun, too." 

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She laughs.

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Nausicaa's back to bouncing. "Are you guys gonna keep looking for other people like me?"

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"Yeah! The more people we can bring in on the resurrection thing the better, you know? We can't go public with it yet, but..." 

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Serious nod. "I'm not sure the shoggoths and all will want to go public about non-humans. Humans don't have the best track record with other humans, and - hiding kind of means survival, a lot of the time."

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"--Yeah. I just meant that numbers smaller than 'everyone' are still better than zero in terms of people who can get their loved ones back." 

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"Yeah. And - it's just maybe be cautious what you mention, s'all."

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"Mhm." 

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"Do you guys mind if I tag along for a bit? I don't really have roots anywhere, and sometimes non-humans react better to other non-humans."

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She glances at her fiance, apparently finds meaning from what she sees, and says, "We're okay with it. Amity?" 

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"He has a very good point. I'm alright, though we may ask to split off later."

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"Welcome, then! Pick your explanation for traveling with us." 

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"...Huh. Dunno what's already being used... I could be, I dunno, hired help? Someone's student?"

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"Amity is Joseph's 'cousin's' wife, and I'm her 'cousin' and eventually Joseph's possibly-unhealthily-similar-substitute-fiancee. Do you have a legal identity we should be working in or can we improvise freeform?"

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" - I kind of actually have three legal identities, I was pretending to be my own parents for a while, but those identities can vanish for a bit?"

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"...Should I be concerned?" 

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"My mom was the one I'd wanted you to bring back. The cult got her a while ago; she passed her thing on to me first. Don't know my other parent."

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"I'm sorry to hear that." 

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"Thanks. It was - a while ago but I couldn't really tell anyone it'd happened. In case they'd put me in an orphanage."

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Nod nod. "At least if you want to disappear and assume a new identity you don't have to worry about people seeing your face and going 'wait, that's suspicious.'"

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"Yeah. I'm sorry it's nothing I can teach."

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"Well, I like my face." 

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He doesn't say 'it's a nice face.' Flirting with older women in front of their fiance is weird.

"I like mine! I can look like anything, but some are better?"

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"My hair's dyed, though, I'm supposed to be blonde." 

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"Blond is a good color. It's cheerful!"

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"Yeah! I like how I look with dark hair more than I was expecting to, though." 

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"Yeah. Experimenting with it's fun."

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"I'm going to switch back when I can, and I don't think I would have been deprived if I didn't try it, but it's not all bad." 

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Nod.

"Do you guys want me to show you around Boston? I don't know anyone local really involved with occult stuff, but..."

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"Sure!" 

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Then they can spend a bit talking tourism stuff, including a guide to which places and restaurants are actually good. (Nausicaa slips back into girl-shape for any actual showing around.)

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Oh wow oh wow oh wow!!! She's never been to a real city before this is so exciting. 

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Their guide apparently finds the excitement contagious!

(She does think this is a really cool city herself, which helps.)

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She feels so alive. She's so happy to be alive. She hugs her fiance a lot. 

"Can we see the harbor? Providence has a nice river but I'd like to see the ocean." 

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"Yeah! It's my favorite part. Come on, this's the shortest way..."

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"It smells so different. I wasn't expecting that part," she comments when they get there. 

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"Yeah! Stuff smells - weird, away from it? It smells less like fish some places, kinda depends on how many humans there are, but the sea is - just this overwhelming nice."

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"Well, that makes sense if your species is originally aquatic." 

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"Yeah! Probably's the same as, like, your own house?"

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"--I guess. I wouldn't know." 

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Oh no did she say something wrong.

She hums. "Your own house isn't always the place you grew up? Like I had it with mom, and - maybe you have it with Joseph? The ocean smells like - that place you can be who you are."

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"--Oh. Yeah." 

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"She's estranged from her parents. They don't know she's alive and we don't plan to change that." 

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She nods. "Lots of people aren't really nice, yeah." And then a shrug. "I won't tell anyone."

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"That I'm alive, or that I had a troubled childhood?" 

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"Either? Whatever you don't want spread around?"

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"I was shot in the head, you don't walk away from that without help people don't believe exists. But I appreciate not spreading the troubled childhood thing." 

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Nod. "I get not wanting - tragic childhood tales to define you?"

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"Yeah! Yeah, exactly." 

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"We'll have to make sure they write us into the history books correctly."

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"And the pettier of our enemies into the history books not at all." 

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She laughs. "I think I'll have to give some of mine at least a foot-note."

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"Oh?" 

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"The cult, mostly? Like they're definitely part of my story."

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"Hm, true. How petty are they, though?" 

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"I think they're - they want to be grand but they haven't managed much?"

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"Fair...they don't need to be mentioned specifically, though, necessarily, you can mention that there was a cult without naming it or giving detail about any of the members. My death will probably go in the history books but I don't know anything about my murderer and don't really plan to change that." 

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She nods. "Yeah. Kind of... Only what mattered for me. Otherwise death by general obscurity."

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"Exactly." 

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"They didn't actually catch him, so far as I know, so it's not entirely our actions responsible in this case." 

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She nods. "Well, hopefully he's turned his life around so he's not hurting people..." Anxious little bounce.

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"He seemed genuinely surprised to see me, so we can hope he had never planned to have to use the gun he had and will have been scared straight."

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She hums agreeably. 

"Where to next? Here's not good for the best views of the oceans, though I can show you some good places once we're ready to leave Boston?"

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"Any good museums?" 

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She's not usually a museum person but can recommend a few she's heard of - mostly for art, since some of her friends are artists.

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Art is nice. 

Eventually, though, it transpires that being undead is not proof against sore feet. 

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They can go sit in a nearby park for a while then, or walk back to hotel room? Nausicaa should probably look into pausing or wrapping up everything she's got going on here...

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"Back to the hotel, I think." 

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"Alright. Can you guys find your own way? The easiest place for me to split off is pretty soon."

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"We'll be fine, I have a good sense of direction." 

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"Good! When do we want to meet back up?"

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"We don't have a set schedule, any time is good." 

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"Uh, can you hang around until the day after tomorrow? I can probably get everything wrapped up by tomorrow, just, figuring out apartment situation and all..."

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"We don't have any appointments to keep, that should be easy." 

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"That's good! Day after tomorrow, around noon?"

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"Sure." 

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"I'll be at the hotel then!"

And, as she reaches her turn, she leaves the group with a wave.

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"Sweet gi--kid." 

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"Seems to have - her? - heart in the right place - I wonder if anyone has come up with a suitable pronoun for sexless shapeshifting non-humans. That seems quite a lacking feature..."

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"It seems like a pronoun for someone whose sex you don't know ought to exist, but I can't say I've heard of one." 

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"It was actually very recent - well, to my time - that we stopped having one. By the time I was in school, the grammarians decried the sloppiness of using 'they' for an unknown person, but a reading of works of centuries past reveals that had been a rather regressive stance, to promote the masculine as the universal."

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Snort. "Indeed. They, then." 

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"We can scandalize stuffy old grammarians while we're at it."

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"And just the ones who deserve to be scandalized! It works perfectly." 

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"And is quite easy to accomplish, as well."

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"Not that we can casually refer to Nausicaa like that in front of the stuffy grammarians in question. Ah well, we'll just have to think of some other reason to use it." 

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She laughs. "We will indeed. An interesting challenge."

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"Maybe I should get a cat and be obstinately ignorant of its sex." 

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She laughs. "We could be absolutely baffled by the authorship of certain tracts."

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"Come to think of it, do we know for sure that the Mad Arab was a man?" 

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"Not at all! Indeed, many women write under pseudonyms, so that even a masculine name is not a guaranteed clue."

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"I have no idea which Arabic names are men's or women's, to be frank." 

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"There's some patterns I know, though they've shifted often over the years. Abdul Alhazred isn't Arabic, though, or a name - Abdul appears as a name element, but it is rather like naming a child just 'ette' rather than 'Mariette'. Alhazred could be read as 'the hazred,' but hazred isn't a word - and Abdul means 'servant of the,' so you have a name meaning 'servant of the the nonsense.' There are similar words 'hazred' could have been corrupted from, primarily in Turkish, though 'hazred' does not follow common corruption patterns from any of those."

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"Huh. I wonder if that makes it more likely to be a pseudonym, or just a Western corruption?" 

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"I think pseudonym; the words it might be from could certainly be used there, but are not the type of thing you would name a child, usually, like 'Servant of the Prohibited.'"

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"Suspiciously fitting, yes," she allows. 

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"Yes, and I would call anyone writing such a book under their own name more a fool than mad."

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"Enh, depends on the circumstances. I might write a book like that under the name Eliza Crawford, in my circumstances." 

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"A point, though I suspect highly unusual circumstances like that would at least be loosely attached to the legend."

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"True, true." 

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"We should write our own such book. A book of life, by those once dead."

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"Is this a book of necromancy or a guide to appreciating not being dead and adjusting to being out of one's temporal element?" 

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"We can have a great number of interrelated volumes, to be irregularly bundled together."

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"I look forward to it. Perhaps I should start taking notes." 

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"We can acquire some notebooks tomorrow, perhaps."

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"Excellent. And we shall ensure that our books are translated appropriately." 

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"I should like to translate it myself - although of course I would work alongside a native speaker, to minimize the chance of miscommunication."

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"I don't speak anything besides English fluently yet so you have a head start on me there." 

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"I'll need to catch up on the modern forms of the languages I know, besides."

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"J'ai seulement une petite Francaise."*

 

*"I have only a little French." 

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"Ma Francaise est peut-etre ancien."*

*My French is perhaps old.

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"Uh...je pense que c'est bien, mais je ne sais pas tres bien."*

 

*"Uh...I think it's good, but I don't know very good." 

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"I used to teach languages, though I would want to ensure I wasn't giving you a horribly outdated accent before teaching you. Although I can certainly help you with the sorts of old languages these texts tend to be in."

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"And if someone calls me on my archaic dialect I can always say I learned out of old books!" 

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"We should try to find some modern teachers, still, although that could be in the course of exploring each country."

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"We have forever to work on it if it comes to that." 

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"I suspect by the time we have learned every language, the first ones will have changed again."

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"--We should ask Nausicaa about shoggoth languages." 

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"Oh, yes, that'd be wonderful - I wonder if they use different vocalization methods entirely - "

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"Oh, that's true--I wonder if we'll be helpless to pronounce them, if so, at least until we invent mechanical aid--"

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"A phonograph should get at least some of anything audible, though we might need more sensitive instruments - and speaking back would be quite awkward..."

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"Well, we'll find out! --I suspect Nausicaa isn't actually their real name." 

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"Possibly, though their parents might have given it to them all the same, if they were living among humans? The way Nausicaa spoke, they seemed to think they would end up in a human orphanage after their mother's death."

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"True. I wonder why they were living among humans in the first place. My first thought is to evade the cult, but surely that would be easier in the ocean...?" 

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"Unless the cult aren't human either, perhaps... Though that might be something to ask Nausicaa."

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"Yes. If we should be watching for other shoggoths instead of suspicious humans that's important to know." 

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She nods. "Or other species entirely - we don't know everything out there."

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"Well, I hope if whatever they are can disguise themselves as humans they have meaningful specific tells, I'd hate it if Joseph approached another odd young thing and they turned out to be a cultist." 

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(Joseph pouts.)

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She laughs. "We got quite lucky with Nausicaa, didn't we? They seem - earnest, though of course we haven't known them particularly long."

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"We don't have to trust them completely as of yet; there's still plenty we haven't told them. I do hope they are as they seem, though." 

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"I do as well."

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"Mother seemed nice. I very much hope that doesn't happen again." 

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"It's somewhat odd they've asked to come with us so quickly - but they may merely be lonely."

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"Or want protection from the cult, which would be reasonable enough." 

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She nods. "Even three people without martial training is a benefit, over being a teenager alone, I suspect."

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"Do they know we have no martial training? We've only said we can raise the dead, not that we can't do anything else." 

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"...Good point. Though most scholars are not also fighters."

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"When fighting involves physical might, one would imagine not. If there are magical ways of fighting..." 

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"Which we should perhaps research."

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"And lethal tactics are less lethal in our hands than in some others." 

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"Yes. Though that should perhaps be a last resort, still."

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"True. Dying isn't fun." 

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"And I suspect out strengths lie more in misdirection than in combat..."

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She tugs on a lock of her hair. "You have a point." 

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"A fight avoided is in many ways a fight won."

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"Also true. Better if we never see a cultist."

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"Nausicaa seems the type to prefer it that way, too."

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"Buuut self defense in case of emergency is still a good thing to have." 

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She nods. "I'm not arguing against that, certainly."

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Nod. "Maybe we should make a point of reading the Necronomicon ourselves." 

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"That seems likely to at least introduce us to what's possible."

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"It seems we'll be staying a little longer in Arkham, then." 

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"Yes, though I'll want to find at least more perspectives on it before attempting most things, I suspect. Still, reading, and careful notes, will not be a swift process."

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"Well, no one knows us in Arkham, so there's no reason not to linger."

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"We'll have to find some way to entertain Nausicaa, at least, though they might like simply exploring the area."

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"I don't know them well enough yet to have any strong guesses as to what they might like but I suspect I can improvise." 

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"Teenagers are always impossible or easy, it seems."

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"Nausicaa seems easy. Cheerful kid." 

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"Reminds me of some of my old students, really..."

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"Do you want to talk about them?" 

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"It hurts, somewhat, to know they're all dead now. I - think I should like to find out what became of many of them, someday, and their legacies."

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"And their graves." 

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"Yes. Though it'll be quite a shock to many of them! Only a few were at all aware of the occult."

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"Maybe some of them should wait until we've changed the world enough to make all of this mainstream." 

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"The bulk of them, though I could perhaps identify a few who would react well."

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"We might want to secure their bodies well in advance, though. Just in case." 

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"Absolutely. The salts are not hard to store at all."

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"Sometimes I think we should be taking and reducing and cataloging every corpse we possibly can." 

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"...We have to weigh that against being caught. But... It's rare, for graveyards to be disturbed."

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"Yes, I was thinking of the risk of getting caught as putting limits on 'we can'." 

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"It might be doable anywhere we establish a lab for a time..."

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"I wonder how bribeable your average undertaker is." 

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"There's bound to be a good variety there. And if Nausicaa is with us, they can wear a new face each time, and so reduce the risk of it being traced back to us."

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"And if it's discovered people are making off with fresh corpses, people won't think 'necromancy,' they'll think 'desperate medical students.'"

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"Depending on how lurid their imaginations are; some might assume Satanism, or other odd businesses - but rational explanations seem more common in this modern era."

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"I don't know how common medical students with insufficient licit cadavers to practice on seeking illicit ones was in your day, but now it's sufficiently common that Satanism is an unlikely response." 

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"We might've had fewer medical students and more superstitions, then."

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"Most likely. The last witch trial in this country was held fifty years ago, and the judge dismissed the complaint." 

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"Good; that'll aid our secrecy, at least."

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Nod. "Nothing I've read has suggested to me much in the way of overlap between actual occult practitioners and people formally tried for witchcraft. Which doesn't mean none of the accused witches truly were, but from what I can glean the accusations were more likely to be socially motivated. Curwen's case not standing as a counterexample, frankly." 

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"Humans seem to be much the same anywhen."

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"Yes. But we've eliminated one tool for being cruel to each other, at least." 

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She nods. "One by one, perhaps we can fix the world's problems. Given time, at least."

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"Time, at least, we have, now." 

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"All of it in the world! We'll probably have to find a way to expand past this planet, if we are to restore everyone... Perhaps a longer-term project."

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"Oh, that sounds fantastic. I'd love to see Saturn's rings up close."

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"I wonder if it's just Earth with life - indeed, I wonder what the Outer Spheres even are; could you fly like a bird to one?"

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"I don't know but I'm excited to find out!"

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"We could send expeditions! We could lead expeditions!"

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"That would be amazing. Imagine if humanity and the other peoples of the earth could walk the stars hand in hand as ambassadors to peoples yet undiscovered." 

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"We could do contact between new civilizations right, for once."

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"Well. Nausicaa's a good start." 

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"I understand why her people would be wary of humans, just... Perhaps we should straighten out our own shores, before we set sail for new ones."

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Nod. "I'm sure we can get our species under control somehow, if only in careful increments." 

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"Learning is slow, but... Even the most obstinate student can be taught something."

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"And we have such compelling incentives." 

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"Indeed! We shall make a good moral education the cornerstone of our necromancy course."

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"Maybe we have an entry examination with basic ethical questions on it." 

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"Could be a bit easier to fake, but it'd certainly weed out the most hopeless."

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"We could have some questions where the obvious mainstream 'correct' answer and the actual correct answer are different. I bet there are a few of those even with the premise that we're okay with necromancy." 

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"A most interesting challenge. Perhaps we should also have an essay portion, for anyone who passes the initial screening."

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"With the essay questions individually tailored based on where it looks like they're probably lying if they're lying at all." 

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"That might be a bit hard to scale, or even determine, but could be possible for early applicants."

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"We could have a staff of people whose whole job is coming up with essay questions! I'm sure there are trustworthy people who are awful at magic but the relevant kind of creative to handle essay questions." 

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"It indeed requires a very particular sort of meticulous creativity, that is quite different from the skills employed in alchemy and necromancy."

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"For that matter if individual tailoring turns out to be too much we could probably at least have different questions based on which questions on the standard exam they are suspected of bluffing." 

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"Interviews, as well. Talking to someone is always a good way to get a sense of them."

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"...I don't think I trust myself to be good at that." 

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"I'm not bad at it. I've certainly read people wrongly before, but... It's a skill you learn, over time."

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"Have you ever been as wrong about someone as I was about my mother?" 

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"My first fiance, I suppose. I thought him boorish, but not bad."

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"--Oh. Yes. There is that, I suppose." 

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"Most of my other mistakes were not as major."

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"...My mistake with Mother might have been bigger, though. I loved her. I thought she loved me." 

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She nods. "I - my father participated in the witch hunt against Hiram. I wasn't close to him by then, but..."

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"Honestly to hell with terrible parents, they can rot until necromancy is so widespread that someone with no connection to us whatsoever stumbles across their graves and raises them on general principle." 

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She laughs. "Certainly we don't need to rush them up the queue."

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"Anyone you do want rushed up the queue?" 

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"My son, a few students and fellow teachers..."

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"--Was he okay? Your son?" 

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"He outlived me, and escaped his father's shadow well enough, I believe. He was - a very restless sort. Didn't stay in our little town."

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"Huh. I wonder how it was that our family returned, then." 

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"My granddaughter returned. She had a fondness for the town I honestly found strange."

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"Hm. Not that I in particular was unhappy there, but I can't say it has much in particular to recommend it..." 

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"It's very small in many ways."

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"You're not wrong." 

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"We probably would have left at some point if I had never died, having to interact with my parents on a regular basis was...not going to be indefinitely sustainable." 

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"Understandable. I came back to the town, in the end, but early on - I often traveled to teach at this school or that."

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"It sounds like you accomplished a lot." 

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"I tried, with what I could."

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"I don't know enough about your students to say what you did for them, but your compilation of your and your husband's notes were amazingly helpful." 

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"Thank you. It was - as much as I felt I could safely do for future generations. I had some hope things might improve enough some day..."

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"And they did." 

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"They did! Not as fast as I hoped, not as slow as I'd feared."

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"Not all the way, either, but--well, we have time to fix that."

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"All of it in the world."

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And at the relevant day and time they are packed up and waiting for Nausicaa. 

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She acquired enough notebooks to last them quite a few weeks of dedicated research, as well.

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And Nausicaa comes up, right on time.

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"Hi!!! We have a car. And questions. Questions better asked in private." 

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"Alright! To the car it is, then."

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To the car!

Once they are in the car and far enough along that nobody is going to overhear, she says: "So, what are shoggoth languages like?" 

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"Most of us speak - " and she makes a weird fluting noise - "which isn't actually originally one of ours, it was a language of the Elder Things back when we were slaves. Some speak - " bubbling gurgling noises - "which is the Deep Ones language. And we use Aklo for rituals, though I think most people do that."

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"Oh, we were wondering if shoggoth languages would be pronounceable by humans, and that looks like no but maybe it wouldn't be hard to invent a flute that would do it." 

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"Oh, musical instruments would be fun! That'd be a pretty way to talk."

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"I don't know if existing flutes could do all your phonemes but you could probably check." 

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"Probably not, they're not all that musical?"

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"What else is there?" 

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Have a sing-song possibly alphabet equivalent. There's indeed a few - not non-musical, but certainly non-flute phonemes, and a few harsher sounds more like a 'k' or 't'.

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"Oh, cool. Yeah, we'd need to design something." 

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"It'll be fun. I don't know many shoggoths? But there's gotta be some who'd like helping."

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"What're you doing on land?" 

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"I grew up on land, so it's kind of my home? My mom was a wanderer, didn't like living in just the little communities we had, and she fell in love with a human boy."

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"Well, I suppose that makes sense," she says, shooting her fiance a sappy look. 

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"I don't actually remember him, but mom said he was the one who picked out 'Nausicaa' for me."

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"Oh, so that's your real name?" 

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"Yeah. Dunno how I'd write out my full name, since I've also got one from my mom? And my dad also gave me a boy name. But I don't know if anyone's ever made a rule for combining English and shoggoth names. Guess I could stick the shoggoth ones in the middle..."

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"I think that might be the way to do it. What is your full name, then?" 

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"Nausicaa Nereus" very long fluting noise "Uzun."

"The shoggoth part is more - a description of my ancestors and who we've been and what we hope to become? It's... I think it translates as 'child of the sorrow whose ancestor the spiraling one came from slavery who begat the floodwaters of the place of ice whose strength bound the fire who begat the one who combs the long strands of the future fame who begat this one, whose people's hope is bright.'"

"Guess I could write it as 'bright sorrow' if I had to transcribe it? That's - the bookends, which would be what people would call me just casually. So Nausicaa Nereus Bright Sorrow Uzun."

"If I was being really formal I'd do a whole family tree back to the time of slavery, I think?"

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"I'm--sorry that happened to your people." 

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"Yeah, it's - a really big part. Of who we are. I don't know where we came from originally, actually, we don't have a pre-slavery history?"

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"Well. Maybe we can find out." 

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"That'd be really nice! And - important. You gotta know where you come from."

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Nod. "I don't come from anywhere very interesting, I don't think. I'm more interested in where I'm going. But Joseph's family keeping track of where they came from is why Amity and I are alive today." 

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"Yeah. It helps us know where we're going, I guess?"

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Nod. "I think I've done a pretty good job of casting my past aside and tying myself to Joseph's instead. But most people are on better terms with their immediately relevant ancestors." 

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"Yeah. And, well, you know what not to do now, right?"

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"I really think I could have avoided that particular mistake anyway but yes." 

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"Some should probably be pretty obvious, yeah..."

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"'Don't poison your child' is pretty basic." 

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"...It is. Yeah. Sorry that happened to you."

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"I'm alright now." 

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"That's good. And we're traveling! Where're we going first?"

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"From here we're headed to Arkham, where Miskatonic University has a copy of the Latin translation of the Necronomicon." 

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"For more necromancy?"

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"And to inquire with the librarian as to who else has been reading it." 

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"Smart! If you want more old stuff - I think there's some Deep Ones nearby Miskatonic? I might be able to send a message to some of my grandmother's old colleagues, see if anyone has some really old texts?"

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"Oh, that would be lovely." 

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"What are Deep Ones?" 

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"They're another ocean people. They kind of look like humanoid frogs? Though they have some fish-like stuff. They're friendly with my people, though I've only met one once."

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"Oh, neat. So when you say near Arkham, you mean like just off the coast?" 

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"There's a mixed town or something? Innsmouth, if I remember the name right."

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"Oh, huh." 

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"We'll have to keep an ear open for rumors, I suppose." 

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"Yeah. Though I hope there's not too many, most non-humans do best when we can hide..."

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"That's part of why." 

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Nod. "I'm no use in a library. Maybe we can find a map, figure out how close Innsmouth is to Miskatonic, and I can head down if it's close enough to send my message? Or we can all wait to go together, I guess..."

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"No use in a library?" 

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Shrug. "Not good at book stuff."

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"Hmm. But you are good at people..." 

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"What're you thinking of?"

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"How do you feel about helping vet potential necromancy students?" 

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"You'll have to tell me what a good student looks like, but that sounds fun!"

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"We're trying to vet for having a functioning sense of ethics that we can fine-tune for things like 'non-humans are people too'." 

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"Cool! I might also be able to get, like, 'would actually be good at this,' but getting a sense of ethics isn't hard."

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"The worst-case scenario if we try to teach someone who isn't good at it is some wasted time and effort. The worst-case scenario if we teach someone who refuses to understand that sending smallpox blankets to the Deep Ones would be bad is much worse." 

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"...Yeah, definitely."

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"We would very much like to avoid that." 

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She nods. "Might avoid some of it by openly taking students from everywhere and every walk of life? So the super bad ones won't even apply."

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"There is that. A black person from the South is less likely to jump to lynching as a solution to a perceived problem." 

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She nods, then perks up. "I don't have to look white, my mom just picked this race because it's easier this way in America, if we want to make possibly-racists uncomfortable. I wouldn't want them to be making their fellow students uncomfortable either, even if they're okay with non-humans."

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"Ooh, now there's a thought." 

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"It's a very useful ability!" she says, shifting faces.

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"Shoggoth shapeshifting seems very useful." 

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"Yep." And another new face. "I can also get bigger, though not as much as an adult. But like human-flesh density, I could be a ten-foot-diameter sphere?"

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"--Gosh." 

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And back to her first face. "I think average adult would be fifteen foot diameter?"

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"That's a lot of mass. How do you squish it down to human size?" 

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"I can control my density too, though not infinitely. So I'm pretty heavy right now, probably shouldn't try to ride a horse..."

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"Thank goodness for cars then." 

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"They're lot more durable!"

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"And less inclined to disobey if you try to make it do things it doesn't feel like." 

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"I wouldn't know! I think historically we'd just walk places? Or someone would pretend to be a horse I guess..."

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"Oh, that might work better. Horses are built much better for going fast than humans." 

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"Yeah. I don't get to be out of the city much, but different shapes are fun."

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"And if you break a leg it's not a death sentence." 

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"I'm not sure I even can break a leg? I'm only pretendingto have bones."

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"I admit I know very little about how that works." 

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"I have different parts of my body at different densities and kind of arranged differently? So I feel normal to the touch if someone doesn't super know for sure I got some bones wrong."

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"I can show you some illustrated anatomy texts if it would help." 

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"That'd be really helpful, yeah! Figuring out joints is the worst..."

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"So I see." 

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"Heh, yeah. That was fortunate, at least..."

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"Human joints do get that mobile, occasionally; I wouldn't have thought much of it if I hadn't been looking." 

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"Oh, good, I'd been worried it was way out of range..."

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"I was deliberately phrasing my questions such that if you were in fact simply a hypermobile human there wouldn't be any risk of your assuming I was insane." 

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"Good! I'll keep in mind 'hypermobile' for any future questions..."

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"If I see anything else off about you I'll give you the relevant medical excuses." 

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"Thanks! That's really helpful."

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"You're most welcome." 

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She smiles, and settles in for the ride.

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"--I should have asked sooner. What are your accommodation preferences?" 

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" - Uh it'd be kind of awkward to stick me with the women? For 'I'm probably going to settle on male eventually because I like girls' reasons. So I should probably change to boy face before we get there..."

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"Eventually we're going to get married, that's going to change things...but for now, 'boys' in one room and girls in the other works." 

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And boy Nausicaa!

"Cool! Guess you should introduce me as Nereus, then."

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"Hmm...now, officially speaking, why is 'Nereus' travelling with us..." 

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"Emma did say her sister is prone to adopting children. Perhaps he is my young brother-in-law, and I was asked to ensure he obtains a certain amount of culture and education while school is not in session, being a tutor by trade."

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"Cool. That works. Welcome, little cousin-in-law." 

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He grins. "That sounds great!"

He knows he's not really their family, but...

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She hugs him. 

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!!!

Hugs!

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Hugs! "Your fake last name is Sanders," she informs them. 

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"Nereus Sanders! That sounds - really nice!"

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"Yeah. It does. Always a good thing in an alias." 

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Heeeee.

(He has a family even if it's a fake one - )

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"Alright, let's get checked into the hotel." 

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Joseph talks to the clerk and picks up the keys for two rooms. 

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(Amity starts drafting the 'honey we're adopting a child' letter to Hiram in her mind.)

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"So what now?" Nereus asks.

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"I'm heading out to Miskatonic now." 

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"Wanna go charm the pants off some people to get the gossip on Innsmouth with me?" 

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"Charming sounds like my thing!"

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"I'll accompany Joseph to the university."

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"That's settled, then!" 

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Joseph figures out which way to get to Miskatonic and sets off with Amity. 

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As they walk: "Excuse me, but I would like to stop at the post-master, to send a letter."

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"Ah, of course." 

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To the post-master, where she purchases paper and a suitable pen, and writes out a short letter.

"I'm informing my husband about Nereus," she explains off-handedly, "And that we're adopting them. Or else that he's pressing upon his 'mother' to adopt them, should that prove legally awkward."

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"Oh, Eliza will be glad to hear that." 

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"They're quite a sweet child, aren't they?"

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"They are. It's the more remarkable for what they've been through." 

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She nods. "I understand why they'd felt compelled to pretend to be their own parents, rather than face an orphanage, but... It's a sorry situation."

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Nod. "I do hope we can develop formulas for the other species." 

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"It does sound like we might be able to retrieve their father, at least, assuming we can identify him."

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"We probably should have thought of that back in Boston." 

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"I don't recall them mentioning him as human until the drive... But we can look into retrieving him on our way back, or whenever we next pass through."

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"Perhaps next time we meet someone we'll make sure to ask if anyone we might like to retrieve is buried nearby before leaving."

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"That would be a good plan, wouldn't it."

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"Well, we're new at this recruiting business; it's only to be expected we would make a few mistakes." 

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"It'll probably help our pitch, too, to open with necromancy offers."

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"We might get some acceptances in bad faith, but we can at least try to filter those out." 

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She nods. "Perhaps after we've gotten an initial sense of someone."

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"But Nausicaa--Nereus--seems lovely." 

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"Yes. They were a lucky find indeed. It's good you spotted their unusual mobility."

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"It really could have been just unusual flexibility, I'm quite glad I didn't end up looking the fool." 

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"I think we all are."

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"Even separate from being glad to have picked up Nereus, though." 

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"I'm afraid I quite outgrew my fear of pubic embarrassment sometime during my tenure."

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"Sensible. ...I would have cared less if El--if Helen weren't back." 

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"I'm sure she loves you regardless of how embarrassing you may be," she says teasingly.

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"I mean I was too depressed to care about things." 

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"That as well. The pain faded in time, for me, but."

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...Nod. "Not worrying about embarrassing yourself is useful, at least." 

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"It does make some things much easier."

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"And it's rather foolish to worry about the opinions of people who would revile us all if they knew the truth." 

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"I'd hope some would come around."

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"Yes. But embarrassment is a comparatively minor thing." 

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"Easier to deflect, as well."

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"One nice thing about being in a large city where nobody knows you." 

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"Yes. Perhaps once we have somewhat of a school we should set up in such a city."

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"One possible benefit of traveling like this, then; we can assess cities for such a purpose." 

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"Yes. We should perhaps make a list of ideal qualities."

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"--Maybe Innsmouth would be a good choice, if they'll have us."

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"Perhaps! We'll have to talk to them; they may not like the risk of exposure. But it could be a good way to reinvigorate their community."

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"Perhaps we should work out how to do their resurrections before asking." 

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She nods. "I honestly don't know how quickly that will proceed; Hiram did the initial work on bridging from animal to human trials."

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"It probably can't have taken more than a hundred years or so." 

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"I suspect that's likely, yes. And that it will be easier with each new species."

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"Do you know what animal species he's managed?"

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"He started with mice, then cats, then pigs. Pigs are apparently very comparable to humans, so he was able to move to humans after that."

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"But nothing like fish or frogs." 

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"No; they work too differently. Still, he'd likely start over with them, for the Deep Ones. I - am very not sure where he would start with shoggoths. We don't know enough about their biology, I think..."

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"Maybe we could get tissue samples from Nereus." 

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"Yes. I wonder if the tissues look different when they're in different shapes?"

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"I would suspect so." 

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"It'll certainly be an interesting experiment, especially comparing the tissues to what they're mimicking at the time..."

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"Well, their hair certainly looked plenty hair-like." 

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"I hope we can find some medically-inclined shoggoth somewhere, I suspect Nereus may eventually get bored with all the poking and prodding."

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"Hm. Quite possibly. Although if boredom is the limiting factor that could perhaps be mitigated somewhat." 

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"Possibly! And we could try to be very efficient with our sampling."

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"Which reminds me; we should stop at a bookstore on the way back so I can pick up that anatomy book for them." 

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"I'll remind you."

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"Thank you." 

They reach Miskatonic. Finding the librarian is surprisingly easy. 

Getting to see the Necronomicon is slightly less so. No, neither of them is to their knowledge related to anyone named Whately. No, he's never heard of another albino named Lavinia. He's from Providence and she's from England, neither of them has ever been to Dunwich. Yes, he's curious about other people who've wanted to see the Necronomicon. Yes, sure, this Wilbur person sure does sound suspicious. Purely intellectual reasons. Yes. Really. 

By the time the two of them are allowed into the room with the Necronomicon, under Professor Armitage's watchful eye, the whole incident where a Wilbur Whately read the thing and wanted to borrow it but Armitage thought he was suspicous so he didn't even let him copy any of it and he's the prime suspect for an incident shortly earlier wherein someone broke into the library but was chased off by dogs who were left with a weird yellowish fluid on their muzzles. 

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She innocently makes a note of the name, the location, and the relevant incidents in her journal.

Amity makes a point of discussing the intricacies of early Latin translations from ancient Arabic and what might be divined about the superstitions of the times. She's a historian, really.

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And he is her completely innocent cousin-in-law who got dragged along to take notes for her and makes a point of performing skepticism and disgust with the actual contents of the book, all the while taking notes in a personal shorthand on everything that looks remotely interesting. 

There is a lot that looks remotely interesting. 

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Yes, well, it is not the historian's place to judge the past, merely to record it, is what she expresses out loud.

Her own interest - and what few notes she makes - does indeed seem to be towards actual historical information. (After all, it's important to know your context, especially if she ever wants a hope of reconstructing the original.)

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The Necronomicon knows about the Elder Things which created the shoggoths and, apparently, came from space. It mentions shoggoths as a thing the Elder Things have created on other planets but is of the opinion that there are none on Earth. 

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Interesting.

What does it know of other 'mythological' creatures?

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The Deep Ones are a thing! They intermarry with humans sometimes; the resulting offspring look human at first but slowly transform into the shape of a Deep One; here is a formula to accelerate that transformation. There are semi-canid humanoid beings called ghouls who eat human remains. Certain beings from Outside are capable of manifesting partially on Earth and reproducing with humans. The Mi-Go: also a thing. They live on Yuggoth. Beware. 

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Yuggoth? Why beware?

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Yuggoth! It's in the solar system, probably. Mi-Go show up on earth sometimes for mysterious suspicious reasons. People who interact with them are often never seen again. 

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(So they have space-faring, possibly unfriendly neighbors. Joy).

She keeps reading.

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Also there's the Yithians. They came from space, too, originally, but instead of straightforwardly spacefaring they swapped their minds into the bodies of a local species about which nothing pre-Yith is known. The last confirmed Yithian artifacts existed in the time of the dinosaurs; they may have left for another planet when the asteroid hit? Unknown. Also there's these weird flying polypous things, which are known to have warred with both the Elder Things and the Yithians, who banished them to caverns deep beneath the surface. Also whatever lived in the Nameless City. Probably not aliens? At least, there's no specific reason to think they were aliens. 

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Are any of the aliens or other non-human sapients friendly?

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Well, the Necronomicon doesn't think so, but it also describes shoggoths as unspeakably horrible, so. 

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Certainly a book with its biases, yes.

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Also of interest: A complicated ritual to bring back the dead (requires an intact corpse), and apparently some wizards can auto-revivify. 

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She's interested in where that ritual diverges from theirs.

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It's basically founded on completely different principles? Except it also invokes Yog-Sothoth. 

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Yog-Sothoth. What does the book say about that entity?

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"Nor is it to be thought that man is either the oldest or the last of earth's masters, or that the common bulk of life and substance walks alone. The Old Ones were, the Old Ones are, and the Old Ones shall be. Not in the spaces we know, but between them, they walk serene and primal, undimensioned and to us unseen. Yog-Sothoth knows the gate. Yog-Sothoth is the gate. Yog-Sothoth is the key and guardian of the gate. Past, present, future, all are one in Yog-Sothoth. He knows where the Old Ones broke through of old, and where They shall break through again. He knows where They had trod earth's fields, and where They still tread them, and why no one can behold Them as They tread. By Their smell can men sometimes know Them near, but of Their semblance can no man know, saving only in the features of those They have begotten on mankind; and of those are there many sorts, differing in likeness from man's truest eidolon to that shape without sight or substance which is Them. They walk unseen and foul in lonely places where the Words have been spoken and the Rites howled through at their Seasons. The wind gibbers with Their voices, and the earth mutters with Their consciousness. They bend the forest and crush the city, yet may not forest or city behold the hand that smites. Kadath in the cold waste hath known Them, and what man knows Kadath? The ice desert of the South and the sunken isles of Ocean hold stones whereon Their seal is engraver, but who hath seen the deep frozen city or the sealed tower long garlanded with seaweed and barnacles? Great Cthulhu is Their cousin, yet can he spy Them only dimly. Iä! Shub-Niggurath! As a foulness shall ye know Them. Their hand is at your throats, yet ye see Them not; and Their habitation is even one with your guarded threshold. Yog-Sothoth is the key to the gate, whereby the spheres meet. Man rules now where They ruled once; They shall soon rule where man rules now. After summer is winter, after winter summer. They wait patient and potent, for here shall They reign again." 

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That is a more than slightly alarming passage!

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Honestly lots of the Necronomicon is various quantities of alarming. 

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It really is, though she's somewhat more concerned with threats to humanity as a whole.

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"Why," Joseph hisses under his breath, "did the Mad Arab include that formula to summon Yog-Sothoth. Under what circumstance could that possibly seem like a good idea." 

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"Possibly they were right to term him mad," she murmurs back.

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"Tch. At least it's temporally constrained..." He frowns, then checks to see when it would have to happen. Then relaxes slightly. "And the world didn't end last week, so we're safe for the moment." 

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"Are there other potential times?"

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"Yes, but not until the stars--or some subset of them--form the exact same configuration relative to Earth again." 

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"We should perhaps note the relevant astronomical circumstances, so we'll know when to expect potential repeats."

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He nods and writes that down. 

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And further, then. Anything else time-sensitive?

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Nothing so earth-shaking. There are some instructions for doing nasty things that could be going on this very moment and they wouldn't know but might like to stop if they were?

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She sighs and tries to figure out if it's obvious how to tell if the nasty things are going on.

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Well, with this formula for mind transference, if someone suddenly starts acting more like someone else than themself, that's a clue. If Cthulhu is unleashed people might start having strange dreams. Aside from that...not really. 

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They'll keep an ear out, then. And mail Emma a warning.

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When they've gotten everything they can from the Necronomicon, they bid Professor Armitage goodbye and leave. 

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"I'd like to go back to the post-master's; it seems important, that Emma and Hiram at least know what to look for if there's local problems..."

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"Yes, that seems wise." 

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And off, to take care of that.

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And then to a bookstore to pick up Nereus's anatomy book. 

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Nereus and Helen are waiting for them back at the hotel.

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"People don't like Innsmouth much," Helen reports. "They're insular and look funny." 

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"They didn't really get suspicious of us for asking, but yeah they were kind of mean about the locals."

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"One guy I talked to said the superstitious stuff was probably nonsense and it was probably just race prejudice. And there was nothing wrong with that. Nothing wrong with that! Who admits they think that, north of the Mason-Dixon line???" 

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"Better than the guy I talked to who kept going on about voodoo..."

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"I think these people aren't as good at being discreet as they could want." 

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"Yeah... Humans are pretty good at spotting odd things, though."

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"Why must we use our powers for evil," she sighs. 

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"It's helpful if it tells you someone's actually dangerous... But the jump from 'they're acting strange' to clarifying if any danger is actually present is difficult, apparently."

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"I mean, we noticed Nereus was odd, and they're not dangerous." 

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"Yes, just - most humans don't want to stop to investigate."

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"Which is terrible." 

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"Yes. Though a harder element of our culture to change..."

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"I think as people realize that different stuff's not hurting them they might calm down some? If, like, every time you saw something weird you got a pot of gold, you'd probably love weird stuff, and I think stuff not being dangerous is like that? Or, like, if they don't get anything from being mean to people, 'cause right now a lot of people will get social approval if they're mean to the right people, which I think is a lot of it."

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"So if you were poked with a fork every time you were mean...pity it'd be so impractical to assemble legions of fork-wielding undead." 

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He bursts into laughter.

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"Maybe we could work out a spell for it." 

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"Maybe a bunch of undead mice to bite people's toes. Or a thing that gives you static shock. Or resurrect Jesus and make people listen to him lecture them on loving their neighbors for five hours."

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"Meh. If it didn't work the first time..." 

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"I mean, people don't tend to actually listen that much to dead people... But yeah, I don't know they'd like being told they're doing it wrong."

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"Besides, does Jesus actually exist?"

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"I think it's debatable if he was like actually divine or anything but my mom mentioned something once about grandmother having maybe met him? Or at least some preacher guy in about the right place and time, who knows how much that could've been distorted though..."

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"Huh, okay. Plausible."

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"Maybe he was an occultist, what with all the self-resurrection."

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"Not just that. If there's a spell to turn water to wine, I want it, especially if it can be adapted for medical-grade ethanol."

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"I wanna walk across water!"

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"Can't you do that anyway?"

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"I can swim and fly? I guess I could turn into a giant water-bug-thing... That'd be pretty neat to figure out... I'm actually dense enough I sink pretty fast when human-shaped though."

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"Oh, sure, I wasn't thinking human-shaped."

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"Giant water bug would probably be pretty scary-looking."

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"Really? You don't think you could do one that wasn't?" 

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"Maybe if I was a giant fluffy water bug!"

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"Or...very colorful, perhaps, with all rounded edges..."

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"Like this?" he asks, holding his hand out and glooping some of his internally compressed flesh into a very fluffy orange ball.

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"Cute!" 

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Orange fluff ball grows two very large, exaggeratedly watery eyes and stands on six fluffy limbs, waving one at her.

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Oh noooooo. She pats it. 

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"Maybe if anyone figures out I'm not human I should pretend to be natively excessively fluffy."

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"What are you, 'natively?'"

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"Kind of like a spherical octopus with a lot of extra eyes and tentacles? Is what I think we look like as babies."

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"Huh! I don't think I've ever seen an octopus." 

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Hand fluff turns into a small octopus!

"They're really smart, though I've never talked to one so I don't know if they're human smart."

Then an orange and speckled blue ball of similarly shiny flesh, with far more arms and eyes - "And this is baby me! I was bigger though."

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"Awwwwwwww." 

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"Took me a while to figure out that I had to have limbs to play with toys, apparently, for a while I'd just turn into whatever was catching my interest..."

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"Oh no that's so cute." 

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He grins a bit wistfully. "Mom didn't really have anyone to tell the weird baby stories to, so I heard a lot of them."

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"Well. We'll figure out how to get her back." 

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"Your father, too."

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He's taken back for a moment, then: "Thank you."

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"Well, your father isn't going to be much harder than going back to Boston and doing some graverobbing." 

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"That's good. It'll be weird having him back, I haven't really known him since I was tiny..."

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"I'm sorry to hear that." 

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He shrugs. "I mean, it's - something I got over a while ago? And I can't change it on my own, and you guys are gonna make it better now?"

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"It's still sad." 

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"Guess - 'this is sad' hasn't ever really been... A helpful way of looking at things, for me?"

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"Because you had to be so careful all the time?" 

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"More, just - being sad isn't - productive? I don't get stuff out of it, just more sadness."

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"--But if something is sad, pretending it isn't so doesn't make it go away." 

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"I think I don't - dwell on things? The same way a lot of people do."

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"...Okay." 

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He nods. "Anyways! Did you guys get a lot from the library trip?" he asks Joseph and Amity.

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"Some useful leads, some potentially concerning things to watch out for, such as potential apocalypses." 

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"'Potential apocalypses' doesn't sound good..."

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"Well, the world didn't end last week, so we'll probably be good for a while." 

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"That's good at least..."

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"Well, don't unleash C'thulhu or Yog-Sothoth on the world or anything." 

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"What is it with humans and weird gods they really shouldn't be messing with!"

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"Well, demonstrably, nobody has." 

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"Just - that people keep trying. Even with the pretty obscure one I'm the key to."

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"The thing about humans is that there are a lot of us and we vary wildly and some of us make bad life choices," says the necromancer without a hint of irony. 

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"I guess? That just seems like - a bad eternity choice."

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"Humans don't live very long, if bad eternity choices are on the table they might seem better than good lifetime choices." 

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"Yeah. Maybe it'll be better if we can get humans living longer."

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"Of course some people just suck." 

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"I don't think anyone permanently sucks? Just - some people are scared, or wrong, or angry, or misguided..."

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"My mother spent my entire childhood poisoning me." 

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"Not everyone should be around every specific other person, and you're not required to forgive her, but - I don't think anyone's just evil? Even the people who've hurt me?"

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"I just--can't imagine a context where that makes sense." 

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"People don't do things for no reason. It's just - there must've been some benefit she was getting, and if she felt she needed that benefit enough to hurt a child - there must've been something she didn't have? And, like, she shouldn't have hurt you trying to get that, but - it's a way the world's broken, not a thing about some people just being irredeemable?"

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He glances away, kind of uncomfortable. (It's always been hard, when he's trying to explain being friends with someone who'd hurt him once, or just not holding grudges - )

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He wraps an arm around her shoulder. 

"She doesn't want revenge," he murmurs. "She just wants to never see them again." 

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"I get that. She shouldn't have to."

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"Yeah. So. I wonder how it is that fish-frog people can have children with humans, they certainly seem less alike than horses and donkeys." 

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He shrugs. "Dunno. It's pretty obvious with shoggoths how? But there's lots of stuff that can mix with humans..."

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"Pretty obvious with shoggoths how?" 

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"Like, how my mom and dad had me, because shoggoths are shape-shifters? So my mom could just turn into a human."

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"--If that were how it worked I would expect you to be human? Human-er than this?" 

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" - Then I'm maybe not sure how it works."

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"Maybe we can find more shoggoths in Innsmouth and you can ask them how it works." 

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"Maybe! The Deep Ones might also know something..."

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"--Speaking of shoggoths. The Elder Things came from the stars, and some of them may still be out there, and they created shoggoths on dozens of worlds. The Necronomicon didn't know they had created any on Earth, let alone that they had managed to free themselves." 

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" - We'll need to fix that, then."

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"Yes. It's possible other worlds have had their shoggoths free themselves by now, but..."

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"I'll mention that when I'm asking grandma's friends about books."

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"It's--somewhat reassuring that the Mad Arab didn't know about shoggoths on Earth." 

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"Means we did a pretty good job hiding..."

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"Yes. And it--demonstrates that they didn't know everything." 

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"I would be quite displeased if they were correct about all the non-humans of the world."

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"Well, there's ignorance and then there's prejudice." 

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"They seemed both, on many aspects."

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"No doubt. Not to mention a stunning lack of common sense." 

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"Just - the things they thought it wise to publish - "

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"Why anyone would go 'oh, I know what this book needs, apocalypse instructions,' I do not know." 

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"Instructions for averting one might have been understandable, though I would worry about giving readers ideas."

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"If the instructions were framed in terms of averting the potential apocalypse I would consider it merely unwise. As it is it is simply Mad." 

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"Likely the origin of their appellation."

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"One would think the subject material would be enough, given the surrounding culture." Sigh. 

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"Perhaps a culture that labels you 'mad' for pursing anything of the sort discourages the sensible from actually looking into it..."

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"Counterexample: you and Hiram." 

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"I think the last time Hiram acknowledged anything about society existing was our wedding."

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"Well, granted. Counterexample my mother?" 

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"She's an odd one, yes."

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"And very good to have in your corner." 

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"Yes. She has been exceptionally helpful."

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"Admittedly, though, it was my decision to change the family studies from theoretical back to practical." 

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"She did well, supporting you."

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"She did. I am incredibly grateful to her." 

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"She's been working with Hiram on the immortality, too. Hopefully she can also help us with expanding schooling."

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"Is immortality really necessary? You came back young." 

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"Depends on if we manage extra-planetary travel - and if the resurrection restores fertility, and which one ultimately scales better."

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"What's the relevance of extra-planetary travel?" 

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"Having enough space; we'll run out eventually, otherwise."

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"Mm, you're right. I mean, I guess the shoggoths and Deep Ones and whoever else manage?"

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"We do have deaths due to like accidents and fighting and stuff, and don't have a lot of kids I think?"

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"Is that just shoggoths or also Deep Ones?" 

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"Don't know about the Deep Ones..."

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"Alright, that's fair." 

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"Maybe we can ask them when we go to Innsmouth?"

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"Assuming they're willing to talk to us. I wouldn't blame them if they weren't, with what I've been hearing about them. But you should help." 

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"Maybe just I could go at first?"

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"Might help, I couldn't say." 

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"I mean if they don't trust humans..."

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"Yeah, but if you're trying to get us in anyway..." 

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He nods.

"I was more thinking I'd come back for you guys, but, yeah, we could all go, or one person could go with me..."

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"If you think you going in first would be best it wouldn't hurt." 

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"Yeah. Just - also fewer new people for them to deal with."

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"I hadn't thought of that as a factor."

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"Strangers probably aren't all that common, especially when people don't like them..."

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"We don't know how often they get out-of-town Deep Ones." 

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"Point. They probably trust other Deep Ones more, though."

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"Right, but...'I don't trust these people' and 'interacting with new people is hard' are separate problems." 

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"Huh, yeah. So our big barrier might be trust?"

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"I think that's what we've been assuming." 

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"Hopefully me being non-human will help. Though I'm not certain we can - get much more just by talking here?"

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Before Eliza can respond, there is a knocking on the door. 

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He's closest, so he turns to go open it.

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There is a young woman on the other side, swarthy of complexion, with a slightly protruding face, smelling of fish. She's wringing her hands worriedly, and when he opens the door a wave of relief passes over her features before the anxiety creeps back in and she bites her lip. "Ah--hello, I--I'm sorry to bother you, it's just--" 

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"It's okay! What can I do to help?"

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She worries her lip some more before saying something in a burbling sort of language. 

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He responds in the same language. (She wasn't imagining things, does she want to come in, he's staying with some humans but they're friendly - )

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She hesitantly nods and steps inside. 

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He steps aside for her, and lets the door close behind her, but doesn't put himself between her and the exit.

"I want to help her," he says to the group. Then, back to her: "We can talk in the Deep One language, but they might be able to help some too if we talk in English?"

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"Or we can step into another room."

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...She hesitates. Glances at Eliza. "I'm--alright to continue in English," she says, in that language. "I just had to check." 

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"That's reasonable. I meant it when I offered help, though. What's wrong?"

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"I'm a servant in the house of Edward Pickman Derby and Asenath Derby nee Waite. And--well, things have been odd for some time, but I didn't think much of it, but I found out that things went deeper than I had thought, and--I don't know if it can be fixed, but if there's a chance I have to try!" 

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"Of course. If I can help I will, and if I can't I'll try anyways."

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She wrings her hands. "Miss Asenath has--for as long as I've known her, had a talent for, for swapping minds with people. It seemed harmless! She always gave people their bodies back. And, and if Master Derby didn't seem entirely happy about it--well, he could have left her! He's a man, and fully human, and he could have done whatever he wanted to her, and if she needed a man's body sometimes to be taken seriously for some things and he didn't do anything about it but mope it couldn't be that serious! I thought. But. But I, I've discovered some things recently--that's not Miss Asenath!" 

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...He's going to have to explain the really complicated concepts of 'consent' and 'emotional abuse' at some point isn't he.

"Who is it?"

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"Miss Asenath's father," she says miserably. "Ephraim Waite." 

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" - That's a horrible thing to do to someone - do you know where the original Asenath is?"

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"It's believed that Ephraim Waite died years ago." 

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(Eliza's face is growing distinctly redder, and her fingers are digging into the arm of her chair hard enough to do damage to the upholstery.) 

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"So he might've swapped then killed her."

"Well. We have necromancy. Good necromancy. We can - I don't know how that combines, but - "

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"I vote we kidnap 'Asenath' and terrorize him such that when we've got 'Ephraim' back we can coerce him into swapping back." 

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" - I don't mind scaring him a bit but we shouldn't torture him. Just to make my position clear here."

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"Of course not, even if I didn't mind torturing Ephraim we're going to try to get Asenath back into that body and if it's part Deep One we can't trivially resurrect it and we don't have any other healing magic." 

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"Bribing him with 'hey you can now swap into your own immortalized body' might also be enough."

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"I mean, if this guy knows how to swap between bodies and is okay with doing that to his own child I am not comfortable letting him run around free, I think we should turn that body back into powder once he's in it." 

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"I don't really like the death penalty. Or prisons, even. We should make sure he can't hurt anyone else, but..."

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"Assuming we collect the powder instead of allowing it to disperse, we can bring him back at any time. We're storing several of my ancestors and Amity's descendants that way, simply because re-introducing them to society would be difficult at this time and the resurrection has temporary vampiric side effects that we're bottlenecked on handling. And it isn't prison, either; with prison you have to sit through the time period until you can be released." 

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"...Yeah, I guess that works for now. At least until we can get a workable justice system for supernatural stuff."

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He pats Nereus's shoulder. "Everyone will be fine, in time." 

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"But we need to fix stuff now." To the woman: "Do you know where Ephraim's original body is?"

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"It should be in the Innsmouth cemetary." 

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"And we were gonna go to Innsmouth anyways, since I have some messages to send to other shoggoths..."

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Nod. "If I explain what's happening we may be able to exhume the remains openly, but--there are two other servants and I think they know and they're not doing anything--"

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"Do you think for the same reasons you were?"

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"I don't...think so." 

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He nods. "What if we explained just to the people in Innsmouth?"

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"I don't think they would condone this. But I didn't think this would happen!" she looks close to tears. 

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...He's not sure on the etiquette around asking upset strangers if they want a hug.

"Then we'll fix it without anyone knowing."

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"I--I don't--I do think they wouldn't condone this--but would they believe us--" 

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"I'm pretty persuasive. We could at least propose the test; if we're wrong, then a woman has her father back."

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Nod nod. 

"They--they say he went insane before he died--I think that's when he--" 

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"Yeah. Someone shoved into the wrong body - people looking in from outside might think they've gone insane..."

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"She was only seven." 

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"We'll get her back. We should - should also try to see if there's anything on de-aging her right body - "

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"We don't have anything like that now--I have some names of other occultists to look into, maybe one of them will have something--" 

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"There's gotta be something... How quickly can we contact them?"

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"I'll start writing letters. --If someone could check the telegram office to see which off this list can be telegrammed--" 

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"I'll go." She stands and takes a hastily-scrawled list of names and locations from him. 

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"Do you know anything else bad Ephraim's doing?" he asks the still unnamed woman. "Especially that we can intervene in?"

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"I don't know what he does when he leaves the house in Derby's body." 

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"Do you think it'd be unsafe to follow him, even as an animal?"

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"I...don't...know that it would be...but I wouldn't be surprised if it was?" 

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"I'm just - worried there might be something we won't know about and he won't tell us, that'll go wrong if we just switch him and Asenath."

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"We could ask him, once we have him." 

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"But if he doesn't want to tell us - I'd rather go in with information. But that trades off against fixing this quickly..."

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"Not necessarily--gathering information personally is not, I think, our current bottleneck; we're going to at the very least need to go to Innsmouth and retrieve Ephraim's bones and bring them back here and render them into powder before we can do any switching, and ideally--well. Asenath isn't going to get any more dead while we wait; it might be better to seek out answers to the problem of her adult body before reviving her." 

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"Yeah. There's a chance other things might go wrong, but - I think trying to do this right is better than doing this fast?"

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"I waited months to revive Eliza, no matter how much it hurt, because she was dead and there was nothing worse that could happen to her, it was so much more important to bring her back right than to see her again sooner. The dead can wait." 

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He nods. "I'm probably best for following Ephraim around, because I can shapeshift?"

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"Yes. I wish Mother were here, she could talk to Derby's acquaintances..." 

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"I'm unfortunately no longer skilled at moving in loftier circles."

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"I think Eliza is the best we have for that, at the moment." 

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She nods. "I might be best served helping with researching solutions to the age issue."

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Nod. "We should also contact Mother and Hiram." 

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"Telegraph, this time?"

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"Yes...I think this is sufficiently urgent to override the potential danger of letting a telegraph operator see the message." 

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"We can couch it in terms of a novel we're working on, perhaps, but yes."

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"Yes, that seems wise." 

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"I'll help with the wording."

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He nods and pulls out another sheet of paper and starts composing a draft. 

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Nereus, meanwhile, to the woman: "I'm," long fluting noise, "Though I go by Nereus when I'm in this shape. Nereus Sanders, lately. Do you have a name you're willing to share?"

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"Martina Pratchett. That's just my name, I'm only a quarter." 

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He nods. "It's good to meet you, Martina."

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She ducks her head. "Thank you." 

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"Can you tell me where Ephraim lives, and what Derby looks like?"

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"Can I borrow some paper?" 

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"Here," Joseph says absentmindedly, handing over a couple of sheets.

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"Thanks," she says, starting to sketch a map. 

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He pays attention.

"Thank you. Is there any time he's usually at home, or usually out?"

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Headshake. "He keeps a fairly irregular schedule these days." 

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"I'll hang around as a raven or something for a while, then."

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Joseph is briefly distracted from his writing. "You can compress yourself that far?" 

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"I'd end up a really heavy raven who should possibly not be landing on tree branches - maybe a fox would be better - "

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"--What are the limits on your shapeshifting abilities?" 

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"I have a fixed mass, so getting too big and continuing to like be a single thing is hard? And I haven't practiced getting big much. I'm not always good at keeping my form consistent or plausible - Joseph noticed me 'cause I forgot how mobile human joints are supposed to be. I'm not actually changing my base material, just what it feels and looks like? And I have to be in one piece, and if I make a connection between two pieces too thin it might break and then I've lost that piece. Level of detail's down to skill, and if I know what something looks like I'm very good at being that when still, less good at moving like I'm supposed to? So someone that really knows how foxes move might spot that I'm moving weirdly."

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"...If you wrapped around a tree, and mimicked the texture of the bark, you wouldn't have to move at all and could get a good view of the house." 

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"Oh yeah! I could do that I bet." Will probably feel a bit weird of course, but that's not a big deal in the face of succeeding at this.

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"He leaves behind Derby in Asenath's body when he goes out. Sometimes he switches back before Derby's body has gotten back, I think he can't hold it indefinitely yet. If you kept watch outside I could wait for the other two to be distracted or distract them myself and give you a signal and you could come in and take him and when Ephraim lets go you'll have Ephraim and Derby will have his body back. I think if you take him far enough from the house he won't be able to initiate another switch." 

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"What does he need to switch with someone? Could he switch with me?"

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"I don't think he could. I don't know what he needs exactly but there are limits or he'd have switched out of Asenath long ago, I don't think he likes being in a body that's female or half-human...he couldn't hold onto Derby for very long to start with, I think, because he didn't stay switched as long, so as long as there's more than one of you around you can probably hold onto him until he's forced to let go." 

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"Perhaps if I come, and Nereus presents as female, Ephraim will be less inclined to try."

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"I don't know how much that would help but it wouldn't hurt."

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"Isn't something I mind, anyways."

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"Thank you." 

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"Taking Asenath's body while Derby is inhabiting it also has the benefit that if Derby knows anything more about what Ephraim is doing we can extract that information." 

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"And Derby's probably more cooperative with us."

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"You...probably shouldn't let on that you're not human, though. I think Ephraim's gotten him spooked on the--conventionally abnormal." 

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"Walk in in girl face and explain I'm here to help with the body-switching problem? I can just pretend to be human that way..."

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"Look respectable. Possibly insinuate you're the messenger for a male principal who doesn't want to show up in person because Ephraim wants a male body." 

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He nods. "That makes a lot of sense, yeah. I can do respectable."

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"Would it be convenient to obtain 'respectable' clothing or can you handle that on short notice?" 

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"I can make wool, and I guess there's respectable wool clothes, but I'm not in fancy enough circles to really have an idea of fashions. I could probably copy something, though."

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"If you can copy Amity or Eliza's measurements they can buy something and you can use it." 

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"If Amity's with me it might look weird if I'm her shape, so I can copy Eliza?"

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"I imagine one or both of them could hang back out of sight until Ephraim shows up."

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He shrugs. "It doesn't really matter which I am, I don't think."

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"Well, we'll see what happens. Martina, can you think of anything else useful?" 

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"I know the names of some of Derby's friends, it might be a good idea to prevail upon one of them to host him for a while; it might be safer if he doesn't spend much time in the house until we've got Ephraim dealt with." 

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"Likely a good thing to mention to Derby himself, once we have him secured."

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Nod. 

"--Don't tell him I was involved. He doesn't trust any of the three of us." 

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"We won't. I promise."

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"I can't think of anything else right now." 

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"When's a good time for us to start staking out the house, then?" It's kind of directed generally to the room.

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"I think it at least wants to wait until we have somewhere secure to store Ephraim until the transfer can be completed." 

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He nods. "Should I try following him before that, as an animal?"

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"Yes. But stop if he shows any sign of noticing you." 

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"Alright. I might go and observe some common animals around here for a bit first..."

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"I bought your book of human anatomy earlier; should I also pick one up of animal anatomy?" 

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"That'd probably help, yeah."

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"Which animals should I focus on? I think you mentioned foxes?" 

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"Foxes, or other local stuff that might be reasonably in the woods or city? Crow might be good, too."

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"I admit I don't know very much about urban wildlife," he admits. 

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"Rats and pigeons are kind of everywhere, but pigeons aren't as common in the forest. Rats either, I guess. 'Both' would kind of be squirrels, foxes, crows, though I wouldn't want to test a tree against my weight and squirrels and crows are usually in those."

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"And rats are much smaller than foxes..."

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"Harder to spot but harder for me to do, and I've observed foxes moving a lot more."

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"There are probably other stealth measures too, like taking darker forms at night." 

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"Yeah, foxes are mostly nocturnal, too, and most are pretty good at blending in."

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"What colors do foxes take...? Perhaps I should look that up." 

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"Kind of a dark orange is normal for this area? Sometimes with splashes of white or black. Looks like the same sort of brown as the forest in low light, though. Some foxes are also grey."

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"This has never been relevant to my life before but it's sort of interesting." 

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"I like foxes! There's a couple that live more in Boston. They don't seem to mind me too much."

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"Do animals normally mind you?" 

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"Foxes don't like humans? Unless there's something wrong. Lots of wildlife don't, really."

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"It's a pity rats don't mind us more." 

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"Yeah. 'Course, you can get even really shy wildlife to not mind humans if humans leave food all over the place."

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"We are bad at not doing that." 

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"And wildlife has pretty different definitions of edibleness."

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"Well, generally if something has been left where wildlife might find it for very long humans will cease to consider it edible regardless, but yes." 

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He laughs. Then: "I can head out tonight to lurk around foxily, if it seems a good idea."

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"Have you tried being a fox before?" 

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"A few times! It's a lot more comfortable than being a cat or a dog, and about as small animal as I can get without feeling all squished?"

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"Does feeling all squished have any effects, or is it simply uncomfortable?" 

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"Harder to stay the right shape, and it's really uncomfortable."

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"Please don't take any risks while surveiling Ephraim that aren't strictly necessary." 

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"I won't. I promise."

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"Good. The Asenath problem is hard but she's half-human; a shoggoth like you would be much harder to bring back." 

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"Probably, yeah. But you guys would figure it out, right?"

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"Yes. But you are regardless not expendable, even temporarily." 

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"Thanks."

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"Well. You're family, now." 

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" - Even past the name thing?"

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"I was hoping to talk to my husband a bit first, but - yes. I would like to adopt you."

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He seems absolutely floored.

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"If Eliza was here, she would hug you." 

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He doesn't seem to know what to say, still.

Eventually: "Thank - you?"

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...Joseph pats his head. 

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What does he do with head pats???

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...Keep...getting...them? Oh no is this awkward why did this have to happen while Eliza isn't here. 

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He laughs kind of awkwardly, says, "Ah, maybe we should start the things!"

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"Perhaps. Yes." He turns his eyes back to the letters he's writing. 

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He will awkwardly sidle out to go be a fox. Somewhere else.

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Oops. 

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When Eliza comes back, she takes one look at her fiance and asks, "So what happened while I was gone?" 

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She summarizes. Including Nereus's frozen reaction to the adoption offer.

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"Ah. I...can think of several different ways to interpret that." 

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"I can as well, though - they were hard to read at the time."

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"I guess we'll have to talk to them when they get back." She sits down next to Joseph and puts her head on his shoulder. 

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"I suppose so."

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A fox, meanwhile, is sniffing off in the woods nearby the Derby household. 

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The fox can see lights on in the house, and vaguely the shapes of people moving through the house, but neither of the Derbys comes outside. 

Martina does, though, creeping outside surreptitiously and looking around presumably for him. 

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Hello! This is definitely just your friendly neighborhood fox. Who isn't at all scared of human-Deep One hybrids.

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She smiles at him gratefully, then sets down a napkin filled with something that smells savory and good. 

"Thank you," she whispers. "I saved you this from dinner." 

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Oooooooooh.

Very happy snuffly fox! Who isn't sure if foxes are supposed to wag their tails, but that's a fairly common canid-to-human body language thing, right?

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She smiles and waits until they've finished before collecting the napkin and sneaking back into the house. 

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Grateful fox will continue staking out the house, and patrolling the grounds.

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Nothing happens for the rest of the night. 

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A very tired no-longer-a-fox drags himself back to the hotel room, having swapped out well away from the Derby house but still out of the city.

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Fortunately for his ambitions to avoid awkward conversations, everyone is asleep. 

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Then he will go to sleep, too.

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He's not the first person to wake up in the morning, though.

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Nor the second. Amity is an early riser, by tradition, though not usually chatty in the mornings.

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Actually everyone else is already awake. Sorry Nereus. 

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Then this is going to be a very socially awkward morning! Nereus rises a bit late but is bright eyed and bushy tailed as soon as he's up. Metaphorically. He doesn't actually give himself a tail yet.

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"So I heard there was some awkward while I was out yesterday." 

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"Ah, yeah, kind of..."

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"Do you mind talking about it?" 

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Awkwardly: "Not. Too much?"

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"Would hugging you make this more awkward or less." 

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"Hugs aren't - not appreciated? But maybe more awkward?"

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"Is that the kind of thing that made yesterday awkward?" 

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"Kind of? And the - adoption thing?"

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"Is that also good-but-awkward, or bad?" 

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"I don't know."

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"Is it...good because people caring about you is good, but also bad because it's like we're trying to replace your mom?" 

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"I don't think anyone can replace my mom, and she'd want me to have parents? Just - I don't know."

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"Is it...awkward because you've been alone for so long?" 

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" - I think that, and I'm sixteen, and I don't... Know you guys super well?"

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"That makes sense, although I'm not sure what sixteen has to do with it." 

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"I'm not a little kid. I'm almost an adult."

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"Well, fair. Although adult adoption is also a thing." 

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He shrugs. "Just. It - feels like a really big deal. Your history isn't mine, and I'd be adding your history - "

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"It's--not that it's not a really big deal, but--you feel very easy to get to know." 

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"Maybe when - I know you guys. And who you are, and what history you come from. But by then we might have my dad back?"

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"Understandable."

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"Either way, you're a good kid and I don't mind hugging you." 

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"Thanks."

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"See anything interesting at the Derby house last night?" 

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"No, not yet."

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"I suppose it would have been too much to hope." 

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"I don't mind staking it out for another while."

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"I've posted the letters and the telegrams. We're considering the possibility of driving Ephraim back up to Providence and storing him in the old Curwen catacombs, but it's not settled, so Amity and I are planning to spend some time searching the countryside for places to stash him while Eliza buys a dress and talks to Derby's friends." 

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He nods. 

"We'll be leaving from the Derby house once we have him, so ideally should be walkable or driveable from there? And close enough we can be sure we get Derby there before Ephraim switches back."

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"That would be ideal, yes, but it shouldn't be overly difficult to convince Derby to let us bind him for when the mind transfer is reversed." 

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"Yeah, though Ephraim might be able to get creative more easily while being transported..."

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"We've also considered the possibility of a sedative, but we don't know how that would interact with a hybrid Deep One system." 

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"Probably not predictably."

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"It's difficult to say--the odds of a species like the Deep Ones being interfertile with humanity is so low, it's hard to make predictions about what a hybrid system would be like."

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"Don't know if this is the best time to be testing, too."

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"Yes. Of course, if Martina happens to know the answers..." 

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"Yeah. They've probably got their own doctors. I can bring a note with me next time I'm being a fox, to give to her to ask?"

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"That would be very useful, thank you." 

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"She brought me food last time! Probably will again tonight."

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"Well that was nice of her." 

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"Yeah."

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"Poor girl. This whole situation must be incredibly stressful for her." 

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"She's doing the right thing, but yeah she's really stuck in a bad situation..."

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"Doing the wrong thing wouldn't be stressful," she sighs morosely. 

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"We'll do our best to make sure this works out for her, too."

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"Yeah. What a mess." 

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He makes an agreeing sound.

"What should I be doing today, other than spying?"

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"Hmm...can you pick locks?" 

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"Not well?"

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"Okay, so trying to break into the house is out..." 

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"I don't know that'd be smart either way."

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"I'm brainstorming."

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He smiles. "I've never actually done anything like this before, though."

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"If it's a bad idea then it's a bad idea. ...I wonder if we can get the blueprints..."

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"Someone should have them on file. I'm not sure how easy they would be to acquire without alerting Ephraim..."

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"Yeah alerting Ephraim is the real danger here." 

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"What would we use blueprints or breaking in towards?"

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"Figuring out the best route to extract Derby-in-Asenath from various locations." 

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"Why not just knock on the front door and ask?"

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"...For...the...best...escape routes?" 

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"With him, or if he objects, or what? Wouldn't we just lead him back to the car and drive off?"

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"My thought was that even if Martina has successfully distracted the servants loyal to Ephraim they could still notice if you crossed their paths or made noise or something." 

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"I mean, as long as they don't try to stop us - even if they manage to warn Ephraim, he's gotta switch back sometime."

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"I was imagining that they would try to stop you." 

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"What do you think they'd actually do?"

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"--I guess there probably isn't much they could do to you, you can't exactly get concussed or anything." 

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"Getting stabbed or burned's really unpleasant, and if they got violent they might hurt Derby or Martina, and Derby might realize I'm a shoggoth? But - if I ask to speak privately with their master, on behalf of my benefactor - I don't know they'll escalate, or that I can't talk them down? Or like make just my face really scary where Derby can't see."

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"Maybe you should talk strategy with Martina." 

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"She'll know them better, yeah."

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Nod. "More useful than my wild conjecture." 

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"Should I have just a request for a meeting when I bring that card to her?"

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"Possibly? Or you could just lead her away from the house and turn back and have a meeting then." 

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"It's not an emergency, and we don't know how long she can stay out without getting caught."

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"True." 

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"Anything else we wanna plan?"

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"I can't think of anything off the top of my head..."

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"Nothing that doesn't require a reply from someone I wrote."

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"I might go wander around town for a bit, maybe head over to the Derby house at some point, then?"

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"A reasonable plan." 

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"See you guys later, then."

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"See you later. Sorry about the awkward." 

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"It's alright."

And he's off.

Does he hear or see anything interesting, just wandering around town?

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Some people are discussing the building of a new reservoir to supply the town with water. A teenager is attempting to frighten his little brother with tales of a cannibal who escaped the asylum seven years ago. 

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Cannibal thing hopefully isn't serious...

He wanders, listening to mostly unimportant rumors, then heads over to the outskirts of town, so he can turn into a fox and circle around to the Derby house.

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The Derby house is fairly quiet. 

The car is gone from out front, and a sad-looking female face can be seen peering out of one of the upper-story windows. 

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Hmmmmm does the fox recognize the face.

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It's not Martina's, no. 

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Maybe Derby in Asenath's body?

Hm... Does anything interesting happen if he dithers for five minutes.

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Nope. 

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He heads back to the hotel.

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Helen has, in the meanwhile, procured a dress. "How'd it go?"

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"Not much really happened? Unexciting rumors in town, the car was gone from the house when I got there and there was a girl in one of the windows looking sad - if she usually hangs out in that specific room we could probably use that? Also I memorized the window and outside door placements, since usually you can kinda tell where rooms are from windows."

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"If the girl was Derby in Asenath's body that would be useful indeed. Martina might know."

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"Yeah."

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"I've received telegrams back from a few occultist contacts, but nothing terribly promising so far. It turns out that most people who want to reverse aging stop at young adult."

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"Yeah - can see how that'd be a problem..."

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"Still, that's only the ones I could telegram, I'm not too perturbed."

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"Hopefully the general principle's pretty much the same no matter how far you're going?"

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"Not necessarily. There's a difference between development and degradation, in terms of aging."

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"Huh. So you can heal old age, but it's hard to undo growing?"

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"Right. That's why Amity, who died of old age, looks the way she does."

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" - Yeah, I don't... Really know how to fix that."

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"Neither do I. Hopefully one of my contacts does, but if not...well, worst comes to worst I'm sure she can be taken somewhere where she can be allowed to be a seven-year-old in a grown woman's body." 

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"Not an - institute or asylum or anything though. Those - get bad."

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"No, of course not. I mean a place that will let her be seven despite being in an adult body. And then eight, etcetera. Eventually she'll catch up." 

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He nods. "Yeah. If she wants friends her age might be a bit hard to find somewhere, but..." He thinks. "Probably a Deep One or surface shoggoth community might actually work, they'll be more used to weird things, and shoggoth kids could look like adult humans if they wanted?"

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"She's supposed to be half-Deep One, maybe all we need to do is explain to her mother what happened." 

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"Hopefully that'd be enough, yeah."

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"I can only imagine what this has looked like from her perspective so far." 

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"...She's probably worried, at least."

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"It might depend on how good an actor Ephraim is and what precautions he took to ensure his wife never interacted with 'his insane self,' people do sometimes change after life-altering events like losing a parent..."

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"Yeah..."

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"And if Asenath's mother was in on it we'll raise her ourselves if need be." 

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He nods, firmly.

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"Poor kid. I am not going to hurt Ephraim any worse than we have to to save Derby and Asenath but damn if I don't think about it." 

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"Yeah. It's just - a horrible thing to do to people."

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"Evil people I can understand. People who'd do something like that to their own child--"

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"I can't really imagine doing it to anyone, and - if I was going to, 'whether they're evil' wouldn't really change that? It'd probably be how angry I was at someone."

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"I'm not saying I understand doing it to evil people, I'm saying that people who hurt strangers for personal gain, normal evil people, I don't agree with them but I can see how they happen. People who hurt their own children are a special kind of evil and I don't know how they can do it and I don't think I want to." 

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He nods.

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"If Asenath's mother was in on this I am not going to hurt her but I am probably going to scream at her."

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"Yeah. I wouldn't try to stop you..."

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"I didn't think you would I'm just having a lot of feelings." 

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Comforting hugs. 

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He hangs back, awkwardly.

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"--Sorry, I found out that my childhood illness was actually poison not that long before I died and I haven't--entirely dealt with it, I guess." 

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"It - not okay, I guess? That you're upset. But it's - reasonable and understandable and normal?"

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"Well, yes, but--you looked uncomfortable, I can try to do more of my being upset at people when only Joseph is around." 

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"I just - mostly don't know what to do to help, is all..."

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"It's okay, I have my help." She leans her head on Joseph's shoulder. 

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"That's good."

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"I have the best fiance." 

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He smiles.

"So - what next? We need Asenath's body, I think...?"

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"Yes. And Ephraim's." 

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Nod. "Do we have a plan yet?"

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"I think so." She pulls out a hand-drawn map with annotations. 

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He looks it over.