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a thoughtful exploration of the thematic implications of twi'lek genitalia
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Lev opens a door in Stark Tower.

It opens to an interdimensional bar. 

He would probably be confused about this, except that things like this happen to him all the time, and he's used to taking it in stride. 

He drains Asher Stark's bank accounts getting interdimensional books (Asher will forgive him), then looks around.

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Seku opens a door in the apartment of — whoever's apartment this is, he didn't get a name. 

It opens to a bar. 

 

...fuck it, why not. He steps through. 

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--Okay, apparently the interdimensional bar has hot aliens. 

"Hi," he says, on the off chance the alien speaks English. "I'm Lev."

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This bar is bizarrely clean — for this neighborhood, insofar as things like neighborhoods are even applicable when there are supernovae out the windows, and also just in general. Minu went to bars that were less clean than this one. 

"My name is Seku Ani," he says, looks warily at the human. 

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"I think this bar connects alternate dimensions. I'm from Earth-2871."

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"...I'm from Ryloth. We don't number planets in my ...dimension." 

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"It's the dimension number. We call them Earths because they all seem to have an Earth for some reason, however different they are in every other way."

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"I've never heard of an Earth but there are a lot of planets, I wouldn't necessarily know all of them." 

He picks a chair and sits down. 

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"What's your universe like?"

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"I have no idea where I would start, it's the only one I know." 

Seku's voice, Lev might have noticed, is very much like Sasha's. 

"The galaxy has been ruled by a Republic for the last — I don't know, a couple thousand years? I live on Coruscant now, it's not my home planet but I like it better than Ryloth anyway, Ryloth was all desert and jungle and steppe and all of Coruscant is an enormous city." 

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...Huh. 

"Excuse me for a sec, I'm going to go grab a snack from the bar."

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"...okay?" 

Why does Lev think he needs Seku's permission? 

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Lev acquires four chocolate bars and asks his power whether Seku is, in fact, an alternate universe version of Sasha. 

It needs more data.

Oh well. 

Devouring a chocolate bar, he comes back and says, "we-- my species, humans-- haven't actually got off-planet yet in my universe. A bunch of aliens keep trying to invade us though."

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He looks fascinated. "Weird. On Ryloth we still have records from before we joined the Republic, we don't have the resources for our own spaceflight and we were — late on the scene — but there are plenty of planets that don't even have that." 

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"Huh. Looks like your Republic is a lot more successful than any of the interstellar empires in my world. --So what do you do?"

It's sort of an awkward question but if he tries to find out whether Seku is an alternate universe version of Sasha by looking at his way of thinking about interstellar politics he's going to need more than just a couple chocolate bars.

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"I do whatever work I can find, which winds up being a whole bunch of odd jobs and nothing particularly stable," which is accurate from a certain point of view. "You?" 

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"In theory I just graduated from school but in practice I use my superpowers to help a billionaire superhero turn the world into utopia."

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What, "What are your superpowers like?" 

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"I look at information and I figure out what the implications of it are."

Come on, come on, Sasha response. 

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"....wow. I can see how you get 'turn the world into a utopia' out of that, mine aren't half that useful." 

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He knows it's Sasha before his power tells him. 

"...And my power just said that you're an alternate universe version of my boyfriend. Want to fuck?"

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"....what — not that the answer's no, but, um —" 

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"My boyfriend's Spider-man. He saves people's lives-- he saved mine. It was totally an accident, he was just trying to defeat the villains that he was in danger from and then some of them got vendettas and started trying to kill him and then eventually he wound up becoming a superhero. He's really smart but he doesn't do that well in school, I think he has some kind of learning disability. He knows lots of things about poetry and art and he tells me about them and it's very good. Uh." He racks his brain. "Space doesn't have Russians-- he's an illegal immigrant and his parents don't speak the language-- is any of this sounding similar at all--"

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"I've never tried school, I — suppose you could say I save people's lives with my superpowers but totally by accident but it'd be a very strange way to describe the thing — my parents are stuck on Ryloth, Basic isn't my first language, I have liked what poetry I've heard but I don't actually know anything about it —" 

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"...I'm sorry."

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He hasn't even gotten to the tragic backstory yet, though. 

"Why?" 

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"...Actually now that I think about it school is really bad for Sasha so that's probably fine. But poetry makes Sasha really happy and it is sad that you don't get to have that. Unless you're about to tell me that you're an expert in Haladalusian sand-sculpture or something, then I will retract my sympathy."

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"...I don't not have it, I'm just — not really an expert in anything. It happens when everything you know is self-taught and," he hesitates for a moment, debates whether to get into the actually tragic parts of his backstory, "you can't find holos." 

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"I don't know what a holo is."

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"You take a recording of something and you can play back the sound and visuals later?" 

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"Oh, we call that video. Weird that the bar didn't translate that, but okay."

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"Yeah. — the point I was trying to make is that there are a lot of very beautiful things and I haven't had the chance to learn about many of them but that doesn't mean I haven't had the chance to see them." 

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"...I want to give you a hug."

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Seku hugs him. 

He isn't so touch-starved anymore, he has Elvee. It's still something he's missed. It's still — different, when it's another warm body. 

"Your hair looks soft." 

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"You can touch it."

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"Oh," and Lev will recognize this smile; it makes Seku's eyes crinkle and his shoulders curl forward, "it is soft," and his lekku curl around Lev's back, push him closer. 

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"You smile like him."

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"And you smile like you." He has the same eyes as Sasha, if Lev looks. 

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Lev is so going to cooperate with being pushed closer by head tentacle things attached to an AU version of his boyfriend.

This is the best day.

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"Do we maybe want to be somewhere where it's easier to sit down — or lie down, I guess —" 

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"Yes, please."

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Good. 

Seku has stayed in bars before although never when he was the one handling logistics; does this bar have a room they can stay in? 

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It does! 

Lev pays for a really nice room.

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And then they can cuddle on a bed. 

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They can!

For now he's just going to enjoy pressing up against his boyfriend, who is for some reason a purple alien with head tentacles. 

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Yesgood. It's still kind of strange to be touched by someone who isn't pushing them further, especially since Lev unlike Elvee actually wants to go further, but it's — nice. Seku could get used to this. (He shouldn't, but he could.) 

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"Can I touch your head tentacles?"

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"They're called lekku. And yes." 

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He runs his fingers along them softly and with great attention.

"You're beautiful."

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He gasps and shudders and — his torso curls inward involuntarily, he presses up into Lev's touch the same way Sasha does when Lev touches his neck, his scalp, his thighs. 

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Oh god that's so hot.

Lev keeps stroking them.

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His eyes flutter closed and he curls against Lev and makes tiny sounds when Lev touches him in the right places. 

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Should he--

Eh, he can eat a ton of food later.

Lev is suddenly very very good at knowing where the right places are.

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Then he will have a gasping whimpery half-melted Seku in his arms very quickly. 

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This is a very good thing to have!

He kisses Seku, his hands still touching the lekku.

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He kisses Lev back, nearly desperate. 

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That's lovely. 

Maybe Seku should be wearing fewer clothes.

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When Seku takes off his shirt, he has freckles all over his shoulders and chest, and also extensive pink-and-blue scarring on his shoulders. 

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That's not great but he is not going to ruin the moment by asking about it!

He is going to touch Seku's chest like he's beautiful and precious and almost worthy of worship.

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He gasps again — the scars are sensitive too, it turns out — Lev's hands are very soft and being touched like a precious thing is very new —

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He's so hard.

"You're beautiful," he says, touching Seku's scars, "I like making you feel good."

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He's — not. 

"Ah — Lev —" and he clings to Lev. 

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He tries kissing the scars. 

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Seku puts a hand on the back of his head and pushes him so his mouth is on Seku's neck instead. 

(He's still not hard.) 

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Alien biology is weird. Who knows if Seku can even get hard? (The thought makes him gasp.)

He kisses and licks Seku's neck and tentatively nibbles it.

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Seku rocks his hips forward and the hand in Lev's hair tightens and his other hand goes to Lev's hip and then under his shirt. 

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Lev is small and bony and distressingly thin. 

He hisses when his hair is pulled, bites with more confidence and a surprising skill at finding places that are nice to bite. 

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Seku is very familiar with small and bony and distressingly thin — he's thin himself, his hipbones jut out and Lev can try to bite his collarbone but there won't be much there to bite into — he keeps pulling Lev's hair, moves his hand up Lev's side. 

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Oh, that's nice.

He squirms.

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Good. Seku keeps doing that, tilts his head so he can kiss Lev's shoulder through his shirt. 

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What if instead Seku kisses his shoulder not through his shirt?

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!!! 

Seku was not unaware that humans had body hair but the soft downy hair on his shoulders makes Lev's skin so soft. 

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If Seku is doing that, his head is in just the right place for Lev to touch his lekku and try to memorize what they feel like. 

(This is so good-- it's Sasha, whom he loves, except an alien-- he's going to jerk off to this a lot once he's back home.)

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The perfectly hairless skin feels strange under Lev's hands; lekku are mostly muscle but there are lumps in Seku's skull under them and if Lev presses hard enough to feel the ridge of bone then Seku will make soft whining sounds into his shoulder and cling.

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Well, then, he's just going to have to keep doing that, isn't he. 

(Alien erogenous zones!!!!!)

His touch is careful, soft, just on this side of too much.

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The sounds get more intense as he presses harder, hover right on the edge of pleasure and pain, and then abruptly Seku flinches away. 

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He stops as soon as Seku flinches.

"Sorry."

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"It's fine, it's just — a lot." Too much. But — not by a lot, and Lev stopped as soon as he noticed, and —

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He kisses Seku's cheek. "Sorry. I'm letting my power run but it's not infallible off such a limited set of data. I don't think I'll do it again."

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Cheek kisses!!!! 

"You're very good," Seku says, and presses closer to him and ducks his head so their foreheads touch. "I — like you. A lot." 

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Ooh, now Lev can kiss his mouth.

"That makes sense. The other you is dating me."

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Yes. They can kiss and Seku can thread his fingers through Lev's hair, play with where it meets his scalp. "You're gentle," he says, very soft. "I — like. That you're gentle." 

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"I try." More kisses. "You've been through a lot of bad things, if you're like Sasha."

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He nods. He doesn't look sad, but he's — quiet. 

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Kiss. "So I want to give you nice things instead."

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He ducks his head again and smiles, curls into the spaces Lev leaves. "Like I said. You're very good." 

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"I just want you to be happy."

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"Why is there a just in that sentence!" He's smiling wider. 

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Kiss. "Okay then," kiss, "I want you to be happy," kiss, "and also I kind of," kiss, "want to find out," kiss, "what your genitals," kiss, "look like." Kiss. "There's an," kiss, "ulterior," kiss, "motive."

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"I like," kiss, "your idea," kiss, "of an ulterior motive." 

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"Have you," kiss, "seen human," kiss, "dicks," kiss, "do you even have humans--"

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He laughs. "We have humans and I am familiar with human dicks." 

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"I'm a little disappointed."

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It... wasn't an experience he particularly wants to elaborate on just yet. 

"I'll have to make up for it, then." He smiles like it's easy to say. 

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He's not familiar enough with Twi'lek facial expressions to catch that.

Also, he is too interested in kissing Sasha and touching the lekku. 

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Mmmmm. Kissing Lev — having Lev's hands soft on his skin — is very very good. 

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Lev's hands move down Seku's back and to his hips.

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Good — that's good — he takes his hands out of Lev's hair and starts working at the button of Lev's pants. 

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That's really good-- his pants feel really uncomfortable, and he gasps when his dick is exposed to air.

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Oh good. 

It's been a while since he sucked a human off, but he remembers how to make kissing down Lev's breastbone and stomach and hipbones into a show. 

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He makes soft little whimpery noises.

"You're gorgeous."

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He smiles up at Lev and then sinks down on his cock. 

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He reaches down to wrap his hands in Seku's hair but Seku doesn't have any-- he moans and strokes the lekku and isn't sure whether he's more turned on by the blowjob or the lekku. 

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Lev is good. Lev is very very good — Seku moans around him, runs his tongue in the ways he remembers Minu liked — but Minu was never this gentle, never cared this much, never touched him like this —

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Nope never mind the hottest thing is Seku moaning around his cock.

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Seku could be quiet, if he chose, but — he isn't. There's no need, here. And Lev's hands are gentle, gentle, on sensitive skin, and Lev touches him like he's beautiful. 

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He really really wants to come down Seku's throat touching his lekku, but he is aware that however interesting Seku's genitalia seem right now they'll be much less interesting than food and cuddles once he's finished. And he wants to appreciate them.

Lev says, "I want to touch yours."

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He blinks and pulls off. "I don't have — not like you —" 

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"If you wouldn't enjoy it we don't have to. But can I at least see-- what you have?"

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"...I don't know if I'd enjoy it or not, I haven't had the best —" he cuts himself off. Takes off the rest of his clothes. 

Where a cock would be on a human he has a short, closed slit. 

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He reaches out, strokes along it very gingerly.

"We can try and stop if you don't like it?"

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He nods, very quickly, then nods again, more sure. 

"Okay," and his voice is quiet and nervous but not scared. "Okay. I trust you." 

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His touch is so soft and gentle and hesitant.

"Thank you."

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His breath is fast and uneven and the muscles in his stomach are tense. 

"You — you can —" and the slit opens, just a little, enough to see that the inside is dark indigo-blue, "It's not big enough for your — but you can — fingers —" 

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He probes the slit cautiously with one of his fingers.

"Can I lick it?"

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"If you want —" but he takes Lev's hand and moves it so his finger is brushing the bundle of nerves at the bottom of the slit, and then gasps — "but — there —" 

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Lev moans and circles the bundle of nerves with his finger. "You're so good."

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He whimpers and presses his hips into Lev's hand. "You're good." 

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He presses his lips into the spot and starts licking and instantly moans, much more enthusiastically than he was moaning when his dick was sucked.

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Oh god — Lev's tongue is soft and wet and so so good, and the vibration is — Lev has hair. Hair that Seku can wrap around his hands if he wants to. It's very soft. 

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There are hands in his hair and his mouth is on Seku's slit and it doesn't taste human and he is so so happy and so so hard and feels so so good.

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He bites down hard on his lip — it's so much better than his fingers — so much better than — and twists his hands in Lev's hair and lets his hips press up against Lev's tongue. 

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He groans when Seku pulls his hair.

He is slowly but steadily getting really, really good at this. He seems to know exactly where Seku wants to be touched, what rhythm he wants, what would make him feel the best.

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Seku pulls his hair more, lets his thighs tighten around Lev's head, and then — ah — there's a rush of fluid onto Lev's tongue and Seku's whole body goes so, so relaxed.

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He swallows it down and cuddles Seku and kisses him.

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Lev is very good and cuddling him is very good, but — something deep inside him throbs — he closes his eyes and kisses Lev, still desperate. 

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"What do you need?"

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"I —" 

His hips grind against Lev — 

"Please — fill me up —" 

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Kiss. 

"I can do that."

And he lines up his dick with Seku's slit and pushes in.

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It shouldn't work. Seku's been fucked before, he knows what it feels like, it hurts, too much too fast in too small a space with no regard for how it tears at him. This is — different. Different because he's looser, because he's wetter, because Lev cares — and then Lev brushes against the throbbing thing deep inside of Seku and he sobs and pulls Lev closer and clings. 

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It's so good, hot and wet and soft and alien, and he kisses Seku and holds him tightly and groans.

"Not gonna-- last long."

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"That's — okay — neither am I —" 

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He is trying really, really hard not to finish before Seku. It is one of the most difficult things he has ever done. Seku is so hot and wet and good and he makes these noises and his lekku are brushing against Lev's back and he can still taste Seku in his mouth, a taste that isn't like anything he's ever had before, and if he continues down this line of thought he is going to finish so instead he thinks about his power and how to move to make it as good for Seku as he can. 

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Oh fuck that's so good, it's so good, he's never been able to get anything that deep before — he's never had anything bigger than his fingers when it didn't feel like it was ripping him apart — Lev is, is so good, and Seku grinds forward so Lev presses against that place at the back of his slit and cries out sharp and clings to Lev — there's no rush of fluid this time but he's so relaxed. 

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"Seku," he gasps, "Seku, you're so-- I-- you make me feel so good--"

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He takes Lev's head in his hands and kisses him deep and pulls steadily on his hair. 

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He gasps and holds onto Seku so so tightly and finishes.

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Good. Good, that's — good. Seku keeps kissing him, holds him tight, relaxes into the mattress with him. 

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If it were Sasha, he'd say "I love you."

Instead he rests his head on Seku's shoulder and kisses his chest and tries to ignore the gnawing feeling in his stomach.

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"You're so good," and he's smiling the same way Sasha does. 

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"You're so good! I, uh, like aliens"-- he's blushing a little bit-- "and you smile like Sasha does but you are purple and have lekku and a slit. It's really hot."

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He laughs.

"That is an adorable way to be a Twi'lek chaser." 

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"Well, I don't just chase Twi'leks. Which is good, because as far as I know you don't exist in my universe."

He pets a lekku.

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He makes a quiet happy sound and cuddles up to Lev. "Still! 

Usually when people like that I'm a Twi'lek it's this weird thing where, like, they've heard we know all kinds of tricks, or they have a favorite porn star and they think I look like her, or something. And you just — like that I'm purple. It's cute." 

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More petting. 

"You do totally look like the person whose nudes I like the best, though."

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"'You're an alternate universe version of my boyfriend' and 'My favorite porn star is descended from people who were born on the same planet you were born on, want to fuck' are just different, though." He's still smiling. 

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"On my planet, it's generally believed that I can't be a chaser because I'm not human."

Seku's skin is so smooth.

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"You seem pretty human to me. What are you instead?" 

Lev's hair is very very soft. 

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"Homo superior. --I did not name it."

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"...wow." 

He keeps playing with Lev's hair. 

"You have good hair. I keep forgetting how soft hair is." 

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"You can play with it as much as you want." He hisses. "I'm a mutant, I have powers."

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"Huh." He keeps playing with Lev's hair. "I have powers too but I'm not my own species, people of any species can be Force-users." 

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Sasha would glare at him if he didn't eat. 

"...I need to get food, does Milliways do room service?"

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"No idea." He gets up and hands Lev his clothes. 

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Oh no, clothes are terrible.

"I'll get something and bring it back?"

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"Yeah." He kisses Lev's cheek and then his forehead. "Go eat food." 

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Lev comes back carrying two trays.

"I asked the bar for the thing that you'd like to eat the most," he says, "although I don't recognize any of it."

His own tray is a taco salad with lots of guacamole. 

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His is a whole bunch of fruit that Lev would never have seen before. "I haven't had any of this since I was ten," and he's smiling, still, but it's quieter. 

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Kiss.

"I'm sorry."

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Kiss! "Why? I get to have it again." 

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"I'm sorry about whatever it was that means you didn't get to have it before?"

He's inhaling the taco salad.

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"You're so sweet." 

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Kiss. "I try."

It is an enormous quantity of taco salad but he seems on track to eat all of it.

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Seku is aware that humans do not usually eat that much but he has no idea how much mutants eat, possibly this is normal for Lev's species and either way he's not going to comment. 

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What if Lev eats and gently touches Seku's scars at the same time?

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Then Seku will put down what's left of what looks like a violently blue dragonfruit and close his eyes and go quiet. 

Not unhappy. Just quiet. 

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Cheek kiss. 

"What's up?"

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"Just that I usually don't show people these." Cheek kiss. "You don't have to stop." 

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"I don't want to distract you from eating."

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"I don't usually eat much at a time, I'll pick it up again." 

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"Okay." He keeps touching them. "You don't have to tell me, but I'm curious where they're from."

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Does he go into this? It's probably better than continuing to not go into this. 

"I was enslaved for — not quite half of my life, at this point. He was not always kind." 

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Lev yanks his hand back like it was burned. 

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"I've been free for four years. He's dead, I murdered him. You still don't have to stop." 

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"Good." 

He touches the lekku instead.

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Mmm. He doesn't actually object to having his lekku touched but he doesn't know how he feels about Lev avoiding his scars. He curls up against Lev's side. 

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Lev strokes down his lekku and the side of his face and then very hesitantly touches the scars again.

"I don't want to remind you."

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"It was twelve years of my life, most things have a memory attached. And I like when you touch them, you're — gentle." 

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He can be so gentle. 

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He can. 

Seku lets his eyes close and lets himself relax against Lev's shoulder. 

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Lev kisses Seku's forehead and his cheeks and keeps touching his scars.

He's hard against Seku's thigh.

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Seku doubts he can go again this quickly but he kisses Lev's cheeks and temples and touches his hair. 

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Lev doesn't seem to want to do anything with it. Kissing is fine. 

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Mmm. Good. Seku is very much enjoying kissing Lev. 

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"You're so beautiful." Kiss. "Sorry, I know I'm saying that a lot."

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"You don't ever," kiss, "have to apologize," kiss, "for being sweet to me." 

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"That's good, it's so easy to be sweet to you."

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Seku ducks his head and smiles and presses his forehead against Lev's again. 

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Enormous quantities of cuddles!

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Enormous quantities of cuddles. 

"You know who you kind of remind me of," Seku says thoughtfully, "is Elvee." 

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"What do you mean?"

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"I'm an alternate universe version of your boyfriend, right? I know someone — he's a droid, his name is Elvee — and you kind of remind me of him. I don't know if it's the same kind of thing or not but it's interesting." 

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"I don't know what a droid is. --Can you describe him? Or do you have a, uh, holo or something--"

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"Droids are — not conventionally held to be people but for part of my life neither was I, so — they're mechanical? Like computers except way more person-like and they can move on their own and things. There's not much physical resemblance but he's a knowledge droid, he's very enthusiastic about learning things and explaining things, he specializes in anthropology, he really likes hugs, he bounces when he's happy, he's so cute." 

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"Not enough info, I'm gonna go talk to bar."

He returns with peanut butter fudge and a droid catalog. 

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"I haven't known him long, sorry. He's an LV unit." 

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Lev snuggles up with Seku, eats the peanut butter bar, and reads the entry. 

A few minutes later, he says, "--Yep, he's a me. They're all mes. Apparently I come in girl."

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"The extent to which droids do gender is a little weird, if that's what you're going off of. Don't suppose you know a Marlo?" 

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"Marlo Rogers. You're dating him. Asher hates him. --Do you have an Asher?"

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"...We have an Asha? I don't know him very well, he's not Force-sensitive but he uses a lightsaber anyway for some reason — usually only people with powers can do that safely — and he's working for a Sith lord, which are famous for being extremely evil, but he's really nice to the people he kidnapped. From what I can tell he and Marlo get along fine." 

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He bursts out laughing. 

"That's Asher. I don't even have to use my powers to check. --He doesn't have powers in our world either, he just built himself a giant robot suit and started saving the world anyway."

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"I can't think of anyone else to ask about — except Minu but honestly if your world has a Minu I'd rather not know about it." 

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"If Minu's the person who abused you then we don't have one of him." He considers this. "We might have had one of him at some point but then Asher punched him."

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'Or you just haven't met him, universes are big,' Seku doesn't say.

"I hope you just don't have one," he says. 

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"I guess he does kind of get kidnapped by supervillains a lot. Not as much as me but still."

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"— I am not sure that getting kidnapped by a supervillain would be a good analogue for the thing, it was — more personal than that? I've seen people who were kidnapped by Sith, it's not —" 

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"...Maybe I can get a bunch of Minu's writings from Bar and read them and if anyone new tries to date Sasha I will ask my power if they are a Minu."

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"You're a sweetheart." A soft smile. "His full name is — was — Minuial Vashtar, when you're getting his writing." 

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He writes this down in IPA and snuggles up against Seku.

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Good. Lev snuggles are excellent. 

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Lev starts petting his lekku again and kissing down his face.

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Mmmmm. That's a good feeling. Lev's mouth is very soft. 

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Lev gets in his lap, kisses him, murmurs "you're so pretty" into his mouth, and kisses him again.

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He's never going to get tired of kissing Lev — never going to get tired of hearing Lev call him beautiful — he makes a soft wanting sound into Lev's mouth and keeps kissing him. 

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He rolls over and pulls Seku on top of him and kisses him and runs his hands down Seku's back.

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He sighs happily into Lev's mouth and settles over Lev's waist and kisses him slow and deep. 

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"Can you touch me with your lekku?"

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He can. He starts with Lev's shoulders. 

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And now he has a shivery whimpery Lev with a tremendously peaceful expression on his face.

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That's adorable. 

Seku keeps touching him, runs his lekku down Lev's sides and up his arms and across his collarbone and down his chest. 

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He keeps forgetting to breathe and then remembering again with little gasps. 

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Lev is extremely cute. Seku keeps touching him, keeps it mostly on his torso but occasionally brushes over his hips. 

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He lets out a quiet broken little whimper when Seku touches his hips. 

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Oh. 

That's a good sound. 

Seku touches his hips more. 

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The whimpers turn into moans and he's thrusting his hips up uselessly against the air.

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Seku bites his lip and touches Lev's cock, very very carefully. 

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He hisses and bites his lip.

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Good. That's good. Lev makes really pretty faces. 

Seku braces both his hands on Lev's shoulders and keeps touching Lev's cock with his lekku; it feels — strange, not to have the fine control he's used to, but Lev clearly loves it — 

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He starts moaning surprisingly quickly.

"I'm going to-- aaah-- unless you-- oooooh--" and then he entirely forgets what he was going to say.

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Seku leans down and kisses him and doesn't stop, doesn't slow down. 

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"Oh god, Seku, you're amazing--" and he finishes all over his stomach.

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He smiles and kisses him again, quick and soft, and then — cleans him up. 

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He can't get hard again but that makes him moan. 

"Now I can't make you come again," he complains.

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"I'm still kind of oversensitive anyway." He flops on Lev's chest, reaches up to play with his hair. 

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"All right," he says agreeably. "I am young for a human and also having my wildest sexual fantasy come true and those things combined mean I am really horny."

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"I think I'm unusually non-horny but I wouldn't actually know, it's not really the sort of thing you talk about with ten-year-olds." 

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"That's weird. Sasha is pretty slutty. I guess not everything has to match up."

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"And probably my backstory isn't helping." 

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"Probably not." Snuggle. "Sasha has only ever slept with people he wants to sleep with."

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Snuggle. Lev is very snuggly. "You were really good." 

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"It's my power."

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"It's a good power." 

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Petting. "How long were you thinking of staying here?"

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He relaxes into the petting. "I have no idea."

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"I can stay as long as you want." He thinks about this. "If you wanted me to stay for, like, weeks, I would probably start missing Sasha."

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"Probably more on the order of a couple days." 

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"That sounds great."

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"You have a good smile." Seku kisses his collarbone. "And good hands, and a good mouth, and good shoulders." 

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"I think maybe you are just really easily pleased."

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"Or maybe you have a good smile and good hands and a good mouth and good shoulders, and also, separately, that was the best sex I've ever had." 

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"Really?"

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"I got filled up like I needed and there wasn't even any searing pain involved, and you were making the best noises the entire time, and I got to cuddle you afterwards. It was perfect." He does not say it like he's aware of where the bar is set. 

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"...That's actually a really low standard."

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"...I've had lots of sex that was totally fine?" he tries. "Like, I'd suck someone off and they'd get me to first peak and then I'd have a couch to sleep on? It wasn't the best I've ever had but it seems kind of unfair to penalize people for not being you —" 

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"Maybe I'm confused," Lev says, "but the sense I got from my power was definitely that, uh, second peak? was the part that's actually satisfying, and leaving you at first peak would be like, I don't know, ruining my orgasm or something."

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He blinks.

"..........yeah?" 

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"If all the sex partners I'd ever had had ruined my orgasms I would have complaints. Especially since the way to not ruin it is so easy? Putting my dick inside you is not a hardship."

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"....if I have specifically told someone that I am too tight for this and it will hurt if they put their dick in me, and then they don't, I feel like that's a good thing? I really cannot stress enough how bad it is when people don't care that I'm usually too tight for them to put their dick in." 

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Hugs.

"I'm sorry. --I didn't hurt you, did I, I should have asked--"

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"You didn't." He's smiling; his voice is very soft. "You were perfect." 

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Kiss. "Have you-- gotten to second peak before?"

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"A couple times, when I guessed the timing well enough to get myself to first peak before —" Kiss. "You were better." 

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"...Is it bad that that's kind of hot?"

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"I'm a fan of you thinking things about me are hot!" 

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"Well, that's good, because you were my most unrealistic sexual fantasies come to life even before I discovered that you'd had a single-digit number of satisfying orgasms in your life."

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That sounds like a statement that calls for kissing. 

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Does it call for more sex?

Probably it does not call for more sex.

Lev's life is very hard, much like his dick.

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You know what, it can totally call for more sex. 

Seku takes one of Lev's hands and puts it on his slit and does not stop kissing him. 

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Lev moans into his mouth, finds the spot, and circles his fingers around it.

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He makes a long broken sound and rolls his hips into Lev's fingers and kisses him more insistently, runs his teeth over Lev's lip. 

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"You know," he says thoughtfully, "Sasha likes being teased."

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"Don't you dare," but he's smiling and it does not at all sound like he doesn't like the idea. 

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"Well, if you don't like it, you don't have to tell me how," he points out. "I don't know whether I should not let you get to first peak-- or if I should let you get to first peak again and again--"

 

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"Again and again," he whispers. (His face looks almost exactly the way Sasha's does when he's pinned down, soft and very peaceful.) 

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"Being able to tease someone with orgasms is such a good genital design."

His fingers are still circling about the spot in a steady rhythm.

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He whimpers and nods too quickly and clings to Lev. 

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"You know, if my dick can get you to second peak, there really ought to be ways for you to get to second peak on your own. Sex toys are a thing."

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"I know they're a thing but nobody gives one to their sex slave and I didn't so much have resources after that." He's still clinging. 

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"If there's some way to keep the door open-- like, I don't know, maybe if you even just sit there and hold it open, that might work-- then I can go to a store in my world and get you a dildo."

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He bites his lip and rocks his hips forward into Lev's hand. 

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"Actually, I think Bar might sell them."

He is starting to move off the bed.

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He reaches out for Lev but doesn't actually try to stop him. 

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Lev has an IDEA and he will not be dissuaded. 

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Then he'll curl back up on the bed and wait for Lev to get back. 

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And Lev comes back, a little bit out of breath, and kisses him and starts to touch his spot again.

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Oh good. 

Seku kisses him enthusiastically and rocks his hips up and goes right back to clinging. 

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"You're so beautiful," he whispers, "so so beautiful."

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He's glowing. 

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When he gets close Lev puts his mouth on Seku's spot. He wants to taste him.

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He wraps Lev's hair around his fingers and his hips stutter against Lev's mouth and he makes a long high-pitched whining sound when he floods Lev's mouth. 

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Lev kisses his thigh. "You taste really good."

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"Thank you — thank you —" 

His eyes are shut very very tight; everything between his stomach and his knees is so so relaxed. 

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"Can I try something? We can stop if you don't like it."

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He nods. 

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There's a buzzing sound and he presses something against Seku's spot.

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Seku arches up off the bed — the sound that rips itself out of him might be a scream —

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Well, fuck.

He kisses Seku and keeps the vibrator pressed against his spot.

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"Too much too much too much —" 

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He flicks it off. "Sorry."

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"I," and Seku collapses back on the bed and pulls Lev close, "it," and he's panting. 

"It's — if it were like that but less, and if I hadn't just — maybe? it wasn't bad it was just — too much." 

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Lev kisses him. "I had it on medium, we can try it on low? Or I can just eat you out."

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"I think." Kissing is good. "That that — it has a word, I don't know the word — that I just need to not be touched there for a while." 

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"Okay." Kissing!

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He still really really likes kissing Lev. (He's noticeably clingier than he's been before.) 

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Lev holds him! (It's nice when Sasha's clingy, and still nice when Seku is.)

 

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Lev holding him is. Good. 

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Lev is going to kiss him and touch him and nuzzle him but not touch his slit unless he initiates.

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"You're so good," he sighs into Lev's neck. 

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"You're perfect."

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"Thank you." His voice is warm. His everything is warm. (His insides throb; he ignores it.) 

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He doesn't want to ask Seku about it; he doesn't want Seku to feel pressured. 

He wraps Seku in his arms and kisses down his jaw and his neck.

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He really really likes being held by Lev. 

"...I think I can try again without it hurting," he says after about fifteen minutes. "On low this time." 

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"Okay," Lev says, and puts it on the lowest setting, and holds it to Seku's spot.

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Ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. 

"That's — a lot — it's a good a lot —" 

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"I've got you," Lev says, and he has an arm around Seku's shoulders, "I've got you."

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"Yeah —" he wets his lips — "yeah, you've got me, I — ah —" 

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Seku should be kissed extremely thoroughly.

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Yes — mm — he should — 

He makes tiny motions with his hips and holds onto Lev and clings, and — moans loud into Lev's mouth and then Lev's fingers are wet and Seku reaches down to take Lev's hand and push the thing inside of him — 

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Lev cooperates with this plan and watches to see how much Seku likes it.

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Oh fuck oh fuck — he likes it a lot — 

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Then Lev will pull it out and kiss him. 

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WHY. 

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"Teasing you is hot," he whispers.

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He whines and tries to grab Lev's wrist. 

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Lev starts touching the spot with his fingers.

"Do you want me to fuck you?"

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"Yes — please —" 

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Then Lev will get on top of Seku and line up his dick with Seku's slit and aaaalmost push in.

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He's almost sobbing, pressing his hips up into Lev's, fingers digging into Lev's back. 

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Lev shoves his dick all the way in with a single thrust and brushes against the throbbing part at the back of Seku's slit.

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He arches up into Lev and kisses him, desperate. 

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"You're so beautiful," he says, "you make me feel so good-- I love how much you want me--"

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"Please," sharp and high-pitched, "Lev, please," and he's still clinging. 

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Lev kisses his cheek. "Don't worry," he says, "I'll take care of you."

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"I know you will," and he does his best to relax in Lev's arms but it is very difficult. 

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Does it help him relax if Lev angles his dick so he brushes against the throbbing place on every thrust?

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It does, it does, his hands are twisted in Lev's hair and everything from his mid-torso down feels halfway melted. 

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Well then he'll just have to keep doing that won't he.

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Yes, yes he wiiiiill — Seku kisses Lev and feels himself loosen and it's so — ah — good, he loves the way Lev touches him, it's —

He holds Lev very tightly for a split second and then goes completely limp, eyes closed. 

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Lev kisses him and starts doing little shallow movements.

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Mmmm. He's warm and glowy and still loose and he could try to wrap his legs around Lev but moving is very difficult right now. 

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Lev kisses his cheek. "Talk to me-- touch me--"

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"You're, so good," and Seku lifts up a hand and puts it on the back of his neck, "I love how you touch me I love how much you care, I love how sweet you are, I love," his eyes flutter closed, "I love how much you like me, I love the way you want me —" 

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And he makes a soft little noise and finishes. 

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Seku holds him and brushes his hair back and smiles. 

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He curls up with his head on Seku's shoulder. 

"'m sleepy."

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"Me too." He pets Lev's shoulder. "Go to sleep." 

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"Okay," he says dreamily.

Seku is so warm.

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Lev is so soft and good and precious. 

Seku cradles him for a while, and then goes to sleep himself. 

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Lev wakes up before Seku, sneaks out, and goes downstairs to eat a giant plate of eggs. 

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Seku wakes up alone, wonders where Lev is, and heads to the bathroom to get the frankly ridiculous amount of half-dried everything off of his thighs. 

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When he gets out of the bathroom, Lev has returned with more fruit, most of which Seku recognizes.

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He eats fruit and cuddles Lev! 

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"I got some fruit from my world in case you want to try it."