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Isabella consults the alethiometer.

"Well," she sighs, "the ambiguously good news is, I think these variously phrased responses add up to: teleporting to separate works fine and won't kill her, but it condenses all the unpleasantness into the single moment. But at least it'll be over with quickly."
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Adarin winces at this pronouncement. "Yeah, that... Would be painful. I think my sister would prefer it over as quickly as possible, though. Can't say I blame her.

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"I would have still done it the long way, I think, if presented with the options - but I was a special case, I promised Path that if he really couldn't stand it I would come back. He held out okay."

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"Aww. That's very sweet of you," he pronounces. "I probably should have talked it over with Vern more, but we'd been avoiding the subject because it bothered both of us."

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Isabella nods. "We had lots of time to anticipate it. We were a slightly late settle - not enormously late, just closer to my fifteenth birthday than my fourteenth."

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"Makes sense. Part of me wants to have seen what growing up with a daemon would be like, but I realize for that to be true I wouldn't have any magic at all. And that would be terrible."

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"Well, I liked it, but I can't imagine any other way to grow up in enough detail to compare."

"It was fun when I could change," says Path wistfully.
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"Eh, I could explain what I had if you like, but my childhood was a little different from the standard, I believe."

"Awww," pronounces Vern. Path gets snuggles for his trouble. "I like you as you are. Soft and cuddly!"
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"I'm curious anyway," says Isabella.

Snuggles. "I like being an owl, but it was nice to be able to have hands, or get things that fell under the couch, or try out different limbs. I liked having fur. I liked glowing."
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"Hmm. Well, with daemons in particular - we just didn't have them and there was only us. I think childhood might have been less whimsical because of it, possibly. In a more general sense - my biological father died before I was born, and my mother wasn't... Healthy, mentally. So that probably colors the rest of it - Veron helped a lot with that part. He was a good man," says Adarin, softly.

"It does sound like a lot of fun," says Vern. "I think I like as I am, but I would have liked to try flying properly. Or seeing what fur was like, or any number of things. What was it like to glow?"
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"How did you wind up so close to him if you weren't biologically related?" Isabella asks.

"It's hard to describe," says Path. "It's a little like moonlight, backwards, but you can't feel moonlight either."
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"Oh, well. That's sort of a complicated situation. I think my caretakers would have kicked him out entirely if they could have, but he helped keep my mother calm, so there he stayed. They kept us by her for the same reason, though she wasn't actually any good at motherhood. He noticed us and decides that we needed more than just - lessons and rules and things to do and things people wanted us to be. So, honorary fatherhood."

Vern giggles a little. "No, but it's nice to hear you describe it. Maybe there's a spell so that you can be a glowing owl and feel it again?"
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"That does sound really complicated," says Isabella.

"If somebody cast a spell on me to make me glow I wouldn't be doing the glowing," sighs Path.
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"Yeah. I mean, it doesn't seem like it when you know the entire situation, but trying to explain it all is interesting. I can try, if you like?"

"Adarin's good at spells. He might be able to find a way," suggests Vern. "But I'll understand if you don't want to try it."
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"I want to know all about it," says Isabella. "Whatever pace of explanation is comfy for you works for me."

"It was only partly about actually glowing, anyway. I liked being a-thing-that-could-glow," says Path.
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He smiles, and kisses her cheek. "Thanks. Well, um... Obvious start is what happened with my mother, since it colored my and my sister's situation. Good place to start?"

"Ahh, I see." Nuzzle, nuzzle. "I'm sorry. You must have been beautiful."
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"Sure."

"Isabella didn't find it as interesting when I was a firefly. Bug daemons aren't very useful, and daemons who settle that way can get hurt easily," says Path. "But it was nice that I got to try."
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"Right, well. Usually when people like her are born, they get a normal childhood and they go conquering because no one can really stop them. But, some of the mages in power were paranoid of getting conquered, so they were on the lookout for another one. Thus, they found my mother. She got - I was never clear on how they actually got her, but got her they did. Raised her from birth, all is well. Except half-bloods - that's what we call them, we think they're half-fae - are pretty much walking time bombs, because they're essentially doomed to invariably lose their minds."

He sounds rather sad, explaining this. But cuddles help, with the telling.

"Oh," replies Vern, wistfully. "Makes sense. I wish I could have tried it."
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Cuddles. Attentive listening.

"You are lovely as you are," murmurs Path, snuggling her.
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"So, political drama, some people didn't like that others had an incredibly powerful walking timebomb on their hands. She ended up getting - Veron worded it as 'creatively inspired rescue' but it was essentially kidnapping. Nice and well-motivated kidnapping, but perhaps the story's biased," explains Adarin. "Since Veron was the kidnapper and or rescuer."

"Aww, thank you," she replies, snuggling back. "As are you. It would have been hard to cuddle you if you were a firefly."
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"He was with some - other faction?" asks Isabella.

"Yes, that's another problem. At least I was never tempted to be a flea for longer than it took to test the claim in that one book about how high they can jump," says Path.
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"Yup! I think of them as the, 'Let's not all be jerks to each other' faction, but again, biased. I might be wrong. They're not exactly around to ask, anymore. So, she goes with them, falls in love, and uh -" he coughs. "Things progress from there and that was how I and my sister were made. I am a possible Stockholm Syndrome baby, admittedly."

"That would be terrible! You're not even remotely flea-ish, though I guess I don't know daemons well enough to judge properly."
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"I am very impressed that your translation spell can do 'Stockholm syndrome'." (Snuggles.)

"I am not flea-ish," agrees Path. "You'll pick it up, and nobody's perfect at predicting anyway."
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He snickers. "That one was Wikipedia, actually. I spent an absurd amount of time looking at things there. Not all of it was completely useful."

"I have so much to learn about being a daemon! But I like it, it's nice. It's the kind of thing to look forward to."
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"You still have to look up 'feminism'. But finish your story first."

"Good," says Path, nuzzling Vernaia.
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"I never said it was a perfect method to learn all about a culture. Regardless! So the people that had my mother took offense to losing her and wanted her back. They went to go make that happen, my mother's erstwhile lover was killed, and she sort of - snapped. Lots of people died. Veron was the one who managed to calm her down, because of course he treated her like a person during the kidnapping and or rescue and became friends."

"Also, the cuddles are pretty awesome."
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"I guess that's... not as bad as it could have been."

"They aaaaare," sighs Path, adjusting his wing around her.
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"Yeah. So they had a bit of a standoff with the remaining members of the people who had raised her - Veron might have been able to get my mother to kill them, but that risked several things, like not being able to calm her down after she started and the death tolls reaching ridiculous amounts. So, he agreed to go with them if he could keep her calm and they could not murder him."

Vern trills happily, snuggling Path. "So are you, too. But you knew that already."
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"Reasonable decision, all things considered."

"Yes. Yes I did," says Path.
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"Pretty much. So - our mother had us, and they decided that they weren't going to touch her for fear of her freaking out again and causing mass murders. But us, they could use. Ironically enough, neither of us fit the role they wanted us for at all. Zeviana didn't want to get married off and bear lots of children, and I didn't - er. Sleep around."

"Good! If you didn't, I would have to remind you."
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"...I am now imagining you interacting with a bunch of people who want you to be promiscuous for the sake of the magical gene pool and I am generating kind of hilarious mental images. Correct me if it was more depressing than 'adorable with lots of blushing'."

"I am sure you would," says Path.
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He snickers, a little, blushing. "I mean, I guess it was kind of adorable? Most of it was just annoying, though. I didn't like any of my options as potential partners, so I just... Didn't do that. Then more people would bother me to sleep with them and I'd just want them to go away because they were annoying and I had a cool spell to work on."

Nuzzle, nuzzle. "I'm also glad that I can cuddle. If I were a bug that would be terrible."
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"I am glad you don't think I'm annoying."

"Yes. I mean, I suppose people who settle as bugs aren't necessarily very cuddly people to begin with."
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"You aren't! You're delightful, brilliant, funny, creative... and lots of other things that would take a while to say. Their method was mostly just - 'Behold, I am female and pretty, therefore we should make babies' and I just found that bewildering."

"True. Maybe there's a really cuddly dragonfly somewhere that we just don't know, though?"
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"Whereas I was all 'I'm female, pretty, and want to send Yambe Akka into retirement'..."

"Maybe," says Path. "I don't think we've ever met someone with a dragonfly personally."
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He giggles. "Yeah. That's pretty amazing, all in all."

"Ah, well. Maybe I will! Then I can tell you if they're cuddly or not," says Vern brightly.
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Snuggle.

"I will listen to your report with interest," giggles Path.
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Snuggle! "They only started trying drugs when I proved to not want to screw everything female that moved."

"Good! It will be an interesting report."
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Isabella sobers. "They never got far with that, did they?"

Path trills happily.
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"No. I mean, a few times I spent a day or two in my room with the door locked trying to get over whatever the thing they gave me was, but they never actually managed to - uh. Take advantage. The first time it happened it was close, but Ana was there and stopped that one pretty handily."

Vern snuggles Path. This is helping quite a bit with keeping Adarin and Isabella's conversation less sad, at least on Adarin's end.
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Isabella hugs her boyfriend.

Path is glad to help.
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Hugs! "It's alright. That's what twins are for. There was a lot of looking out for each other."

"Now that we're going to officially live here - is there any problem with us just staying with you? We don't mind moving out if it makes you uncomfortable."
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"Makes sense," says Isabella.

"Nooooo stay," laughs Path. "We like you to be here with us."
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"Yeah. She's still not very cuddly, though," Adarin says.

Vern giggles, and nuzzles Path. "That's what we wanted, but we didn't want to push."
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"I noticed she didn't hug me. False advertising."

"Where would you even go?" wonders Path.
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Adarin laughs. "Well, maybe she will eventually. I think she was preoccupied with being angry with me, then being angry at other things."

"We don't know. We'd probably solicit alethiometer answers, or something. It doesn't matter now, though, we get to stay with you!"
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"She does seem to have quite a reserve of anger. Not that it was all unjustified."

"Yes. Good," says Path.
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"Yeah. You haven't seen her when she's not angry, unfortunately. She can be rather nice when she's not. Not cuddly, though. The hugs she gave me were rare, special things."

Vern shifts in the snuggles to scoot her head under Path's. "We like it here so much."
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"Charlie used to tell me that anyone who stops being nice when they have feelings isn't being nice at all. I've never been sure how much I agree with him."

"Good."
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"Hmm. Well. It's kind of hard to explain, since she's just always been there and I'm just used to her. It's like her feelings are subtle or quiet, and anger's the strongest because she has so much reason to be angry. So while she can be nice when she's angry, it's not the first thing you see."

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"I'm not sure I follow."

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"This is surprisingly difficult to do. She's nice, but for a large portion of her life being nice got her into more and more trouble. So she hides it, disguises it and lashes out because she was hurt and doesn't want it to happen again. Does that make more sense?"

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"Yeah. Defense mechanism."

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"Pretty much. It's actually kind of depressing."

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"It sounds it. Poor Zeviana. I hope she likes the clan better."

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"Me too. If she doesn't, though, I think she'll do better in this plane in general because the people who hurt her aren't present."

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"Until we import a lot of refugees."

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"Actually, most if not all of the refugees wouldn't be people that hurt her. But if that changes, then - well. I will tell them to stay away from my sister."

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"Does that tend to work?"

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"It usually does, because Ana kind of frightens a lot of them."

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"I guess that's reasonable."

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"She has been known to cause large amounts of property damage when they try to make her do things. That probably helped."

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"What did they want her to do, besides get married and pop out babies?"

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"To be a good little girl and do exactly what she was told," says Adarin in a deadpan.

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"Well, yes - but what is the content of 'what she was told'?"

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"Where to be at a certain time, what to wear, how to act, what to say, how to eat, what sorts of hobbies she could have - that sort of thing. They wanted her to be perfect."

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"That seems like the sort of thing with an obvious backfiring risk."

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"It worked on my mother. So I suppose they thought it would work for her, too. Technically they did the kind of thing with me as well, but most of the things I like to do were fine with them. So."

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"At what point did she run off to live in a planty maze?"

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"Well, we technically first escaped when the world got invaded. Some things happened, but immediately after that she ran off to live in a pretty maze."

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"'Some things happened', huh?"

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"Shortish story? I knocked myself out holding up the shield, Ana wanted to kill all invaders ever, but she couldn't because the mages were leaving and taking me with them, so she went, too. Right after that was when she got upset with me, because I didn't want to just - leave the people in their influence. She just wanted to get away."

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"I can kind of sympathize with her, but most of my impulses lie more along the lines of pathological amounts of helpfulness, so..."

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He snickers. "I love you. Yeah, I'm about the same. I get where she's coming from and didn't try to stop her any more than presenting my argument, but I couldn't make the same decision."

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"I love you too."

Kisses?
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As if there could be any doubt.

Kisses!
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Kissesssssssss.

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Adarin supports this plan. Kisses. All of the kisses.

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Really? All of them? That's pretty impressive. There are so many. And they come in so many kinds, too.

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Yup. He supports them all, and their various pros and cons. Diversity is important.

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What a lucky witch is his girlfriend.

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He does love making her happy!

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It's entirely reciprocal.

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Hurray! Look at them, caring about each other's happiness.

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It's such fun, after all. They are such caring peop-

Isabella's phone rings. She gives it a dirty look, picks it up, inspects the identity of the caller, and flips it open. "Mom?"
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Sigh. Well. It's not as bad as their first kiss's interruption. Barely.

Adarin is annoyed, but - whatever. Her mother didn't know.
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Isabella pets his hair and says, "Sure." She hands the phone to Adarin. "It's your sister."

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"Of course it is," he sighs, taking the phone.

"Yes?" he asks, a little bit testily. He sighs again, and continues, "Yes. Oh, shut up, Ana. No, no that is not going to be what we're talking about, what do you want? Uh huh. I forgot? That was you, you're the one who flew off. No. Extra, special no. Because Isabella needs me to not throw my mana at teleporting for a favor. Fine, but not right at this very moment."

He rolls his eyes. "Yes. Fine. Goodbye, Ana."

Click.

"Well that was badly timed."
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"It's okay. Remind me to turn my phone off next time though."

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He snickers. "Yeah. That - would probably help."

"She uh - knows, by the way," adds Adarin sheepishly.
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"That we were...? Well, that's kind of weird, but I'll live."

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"I mean I didn't tell her, she just kind of... Figured it out," he continues, blushing.

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"Is it because no other timing for an interruption could have irked you that precise amount, or something?"

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"Pretty much, yeah."

Blush, blush, blush.
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"Awww." Snuggles.

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Snuggles! "Also I think she's a bit of a pervert sometimes. It just happened to be right this time."

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"Has she guessed this before?"

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"Yup. Never been right about it, before, though."

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"I have been operating under the assumption that I took your virginity."

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Adarin blushes furiously. "You'd be correct."

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"Vice-versa, if there was doubt - I wasn't being shy, I just never met anybody sufficiently appealing to bother."

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"Aww. I'm flattered, Isabella."

Nuzzle.
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Nuzzle, nuzzle. "You definitely qualify as sufficiently appealing."

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Well now he just has to kiss her!

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Oooooh! Score!

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Kisses are lovely - hopefully this time they won't be interrupted!

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Isabella interrupts them. Briefly. To turn off her phone.

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He loves her. She's smart.

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She's very smart.

And she loooooves her boyfriend.
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Hurray! Mutually beneficial relationship!