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Treble Cir lands on a very suspicious Maitimo
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The strangers have six casters, in their group, that Qiri can count. Qiri's group has four counting him, and they got split up awhile ago when the strangers started that earthquake. Qiri is stuck with Master Huo. Master Huo is dying, but since Qiri is chained up he can't use that to escape, or attack Master Huo. The master's magic is uninjured, and he can reach Qiri's from where he lies, and Qiri is sitting there, goosepimpled, enduring it. He wonders if Master Huo might be in enough pain to distract him, if Qiri tried to wrench his magic away, but he doesn't think so. He can squirm around a fair bit under Master Yu and Master Zao if only one of them is using him for a spell - and if he wants to earn himself a beating - but not Huo.

He doesn't get nauseous anymore, like he did when he was a kid. So there's that.

Huo's casting a healing spell, moving Qiri's magic around this way and that to set it up. Qiri assumes it's going to target Master Huo, but spells don't know who anyone is. Qiri can't distract himself, not with his spine tingling and all his magic cringing under the slide of Huo's. Instead he tries to concentrate on something less directly sensory: how's the spell targeting? How is Huo going to make sure it heals him, and not Qiri's irritated skin under where the chains sit, the injuries to his fingers from the last time he irritated Master Yu, the probably broken toe sustained in the earthquake?

He figures it out when the spell is probably almost over: it's going to target the most injured person, and Qiri is a little banged up but Master Huo's got an arrow to the gut and a slice through his thigh that's probably going to bleed him out before the abdominal wound can kill him. It's objectively pretty impressive that he can concentrate enough to make his magic force Qiri's through the motions he wants.

Then, dimly around the cloying sensation of Huo's magic over his, Qiri notices a group of the stranger mages approaching, standing close together, back to back to back, doing something -

And he and Huo are banished somewhere else.

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It's a bunker half a mile underground, but it'd take a little while to notice, because the ceilings are outrageously high and made to look like tall trees with sunlight streaming down through them. There are people walking around, in uniform. When they see the two of them they freeze. The nearby ones draw weapons and the farther ones start running.

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Master Huo has his eyes shut to concentrate through the pain, and Qiri can't even finish contemplating warning him in time. Huo doesn't abort the spell. It goes off, in a sickening frission of vertigo and fever through Qiri's magic.

The spell identifies the most injured person in range and fixes him right up.

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This means that a third person appears crumpled on the floor of the bunker. The people with weapons drawn hesitate. "Don't move," one of them says uncertainly. 

(Behind them all, heavy concrete doors slide shut). 

I'm not even sure I know how to move, the new person says drily. He's shaking violently, but his voice is calm and bored and tired. The other intruders aren't Elves, are they?

       No.

Confine them. I don't know how they did that and I don't care to have it keep happening until I do.

       Fast, tense discussion follows over whether this is Lord Maedhros and whether they should listen to him. Eventually they get confirmation of the order from the copy on the ship.

Some Elves move forward to get a look at the first two mysterious arrivals.

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They are:

- one corpse, who was cutting it really close on the spell timing
- one frightened teenage boy, conveniently already in chains (wrist to wrist and ankle to ankle, loose enough that he could walk but not run, with an additional length of chain from his wrist to the corpse's limp hand), staring up at them in bewildered terror.

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The Elves look unhappily at one another and then gesture that he should follow them. One of them has his hands up, palms out, as if to say he's not dangerous, but the other still has a gun drawn. 

 


The newly-created person on the floor sits up to observe this, still trembling violently.

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Qiri looks between various Elves, still bewildered and terrified. He winces when he stands up, and favors one foot, but drags his chains after him where they beckon.

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An Elf smiles at him encouragingly. 

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Qiri has no idea what to make of that, so after blinking at the smile, he ignores it and shuffle-limps along, not less bewildered nor terrified.

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He stands. Standing feels nearly impossible but when he directs his body to do it it happens, somehow. He is really loathing experiencing this kind of sensory input; he closes his eyes and looks out of other peoples; which is much better. It feels sort of like - but not exactly like - something is protruding out of his spine. He can see through other peoples' eyes that nothing is there. 


It is so so hard not to die. He could. This heart will just stop if he tells it to. It'd be a horrifically stupid thing to do, this is potentially quite a strategic asset and has implications for every dead person whose chips they've retained, but he could do it and so he has to spend most of his attention making himself not do it. 

It still feels like there's something in his spine. He tries not to think about it. 

 

 

They don't have prison cells but they have supply rooms that are currently empty. The Elves lead the sudden arrival there. They watch him warily. They hand him a Dwarven earpiece and close the concrete door.

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Qiri takes the earpiece, but has no idea what it is, so he just sort of holds it, till they've closed the door, and then he risks setting it down, and sits and rearranges the chains as comfortably as he can.

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They sweep the area for invisible people or small robots or other things which the magical arrival of the humans could have distracted them from. They get Lord Maedhros some clothes. 

 

They try to talk to the captive in seven different languages. 

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Qiri doesn't know any of those languages, just one dialect of Yisi, which he'll mumble through a sentence of in case that helps: "I don't know your words."

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They look at scans and review memories of the incident. The teleporting human seems typical of a human aside from the teleporting. Huan says he's not a Maia.

Lord Maedhros is skeptical. Lord Maedhros doesn't explain why.

     After a short while, the door opens again and an Elf, singing to themself, starts trying to undo the chains.

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The chains are locked, but not particularly sophisticatedly. The mechanism will need picking but not telekinesis. Qiri doesn't resist, though he continues to look bewildered and terrified.

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More Elves come over and there's a flurry of conversation in their language and then someone gets an appropriate bit of wire and they manage to pick the lock. They lead him out.

 

Lord Maedhros is looking out of his own eyes by now, and when he sees Qiri he starts scowling.

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Well that's bewildering and terrifying but what isn't, really. Qiri shrinks a little closer to the relatively friendlier Elves but not enough to encroach on their personal space.

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One of them pats him, a little cautiously, and assures him that they're going to get him a room and medical attention, which of course he doesn't understand. They gesture at an elevator.

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He does not know what an elevator is, so he's assuming they're going to lock him in here instead of the larger room because they need the larger room for something, but in he goes.

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The room moves! It's sort of nauseating. When the door opens, it opens on a hallway, smaller but still exceptionally decorated. They gesture him down it, open a door, and go in. 

This room has a large bed and a glass screen on one wall and a glass false-window on another wall, with a spectacular view outside. There's a bathroom and a closet. 

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...well this bodes horribly.

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The Elves smile encouragingly and leave; they're still right there in the hallway, and they don't close the door, but they're trying to give him some space. Or something. 

"We've got a doctor coming," someone says, unhelpfully.

 

(Lord Maedhros watches through other peoples' senses. There's no mysterious extra limb through other peoples' senses. Other people don't even have the sense which would detect it.)

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Qiri, unbeknownst to Maedhros, can sense magic just fine. Qiri is currently paying attention to Maedhros's own, somewhat uncomfortably, and also paying attention to the bed, more uncomfortably.

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The Elves fetch their doctor. Her clothes would communicate to an Elf that she was a doctor, but will probably not do that for Qiri. She comes into the room with a case of equipment and attempts to communicate that she'd like a look at Qiri's injuries.

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Qiri will let her pick up his hands and look at his wrists once she moves to do so, and she can pick up his feet and look at his toe if she's noticed the swelling - he's wearing sandals; it's visible - and check out the the manacle marks there too.

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She sings and takes a look and applies a cream to the manacle marks and a brace to the toe and says something vaguely scolding to the other Elves and then offers him the bottle of cream to reapply as needed. 

      "-what's occupying Curufinwë, this is ridiculous, I can't give him any medical instructions -"

"On his way. Lord Maedhros didn't want him to talk with him remotely, apparently." 

       "Hmmm."

"It's nothing life-threatening, is it -"

       "Humans are fragile and if it were he wouldn't be able to tell us. But no, I don't think so."

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Qiri winces but makes very sure not to yelp when she splints the toe.

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"And leave him alone, he looks terrified - locking him in a box -"

        "Honestly, he seemed less terrified in the box."

"Maybe it's the window."

The window changes from a scene of a waterfall in a jungle to a scene of some sand dunes. 

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How bewildering and terrifying!!!!

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The Elves aren't sure what to do in that case. They retreat outside, and this time shut the door.

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Qiri does not know what to do. He puts down the bottle the doctor gave him - it's some weird material and he doesn't care for the texture - and, since he'd rather not waste any effort on being defiant right this minute when he doesn't have a clue what's going on, kneels by the side of the bed and waits.

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Maedhros is back. 

 

He's been back for a while, but this is different. He was back on a computer, back as a voice giving humorless orders, back as an extra set of attention on any problem that involved talking to people. This is Maedhros, in person, hair hastily and clumsily braided. It is the first time he's actually felt like Maedhros is alive. He suspects he's entirely wrong to feel that way.

"Hello."

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"Thank you for coming." He watches himself anxiously through Curufin's eyes to see if he got the smile right.

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He didn't, at all. He lets him try again until he has it. "Is this an improvement -"

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"You're here to learn a language."

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"Ah huh, but you've got to practice faces on somebody, and I may as well ask questions while you do."

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"This is not an improvement."

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"Are you going to keep it? You could say it didn't last -"

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" - it almost isn't lasting -"

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"What, it's injured or something?"

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"It's really hard not to kill." And it has a sense which I am reasonably confident my original body did not have, which senses limbs on some people which they don't have, which is constantly aware of the little human upstairs -

- he doesn't say that, because he can guess what is going on and sees no reason to make Sauron's job easier. 

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"Where's the language?"

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"Guest room." He sends the location.

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He goes upstairs and finds the door with the guards and goes in.

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Qiri looks over his shoulder, shaking just a little.

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He pulls up a chair for Qiri and sits down.

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He can take a hint. He sits in the chair. But now he really doesn't know what's going on.

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"Curufin." He points at himself. He points at Qiri.

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"- Zhi Qiri."

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He nods. He smiles, a little. He gives the words for all of the things in the room.

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Qiri is never going to remember any of these. By the fifth vocabulary word he has forgotten Curufin's name. He nods along anyway.

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- okay, but can he get Qiri to say anything.

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It's not in his first five guesses about what his host might want, no.

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He orders food for them. He tries handing Qiri things and looking very curious about the words for them. He tries pulling out a map to see if Qiri can point to where he's from.

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Qiri does say "thank you" when offered food. He doesn't recognize anything on the map.

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"Thank you" is something. He repeats it and smiles. Can Qiri draw his own map.

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If he is offered a pen he will study the pen in puzzlement till he touches the tip, notes the ink, and then, yes, starts drawing a map. It's not a very good map, and it's pretty small scale - a river wider than a line, some individual mountains.

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If he gestures at the things on the map will he name them?

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Yes! It might be the names of the individual features; there are no shared syllables between this river and that river.

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....well, this might be slow going but that's not nothing. He tries to act very pleased whenever Qiri talks. 

 

He pulls up video of Qiri and the other human arriving in the bunker and plays it on the screen on the wall.

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Qiri does not have anything to say about that to someone he hasn't yet figured out is trying to learn his language. He just double-takes until he figures out that he's looking at the past, then glowers a bit at Huo as he expires.

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He points at Qiri. "Qiri?"

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"Yes?"

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And if he points at the other person?

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"Master Huo."

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He now has like six words of vocabulary. He lists them all. "Zhi Qiri, yes, thank you, Master Huo..."

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That isn't a sentence. "I don't understand."

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Delighted! "Zhi Qiri, yes, thank you, Master Huo. I don't understand!"

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"- wait, you want to learn Yisi? I'm the one who - everyone here speaks whatever you speak, don't they?"

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What a happy Elf. "You want to learn Yisi? Want to learn Yisi? Learn Yisi?"

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"I have no idea how to teach you my language! I barely speak it, no one talks to me!"

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He has no idea what that means but repeats it slowly.

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"I - uh - you're pronouncing everything right?"

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Can he elicit vocabulary now?

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Yes, if he points at things Qiri will name them, albeit sometimes as "grey... thing???" if he doesn't have a word for the object.

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He's happy enough with that. He'll use the viewscreen to give himself more things to point at. Does Qiri recognize any of these locations? 

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He will name things in them, but no, he doesn't seem familiar with them.

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He returns to the arrival video a few times, trying to ask how it happened. And whether it will happen again. 

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"Oh, uh. I think that was the strangers. We were fighting them, and while Master Huo was trying to heal himself, they did something, and then we were here."

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"The arriving here, that was the strangers? Strangers here?"

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"I haven't seen any here. I don't know what you are, you seem more human than strangers but still weird. Maybe just really foreign."

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"Don't know you home. You you home?"

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"- I don't think I understand the question, I'm sorry."

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"Quendi no -" he replays the videos, the moment of arrival. "We can't. You can?"

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"- you don't have magic? I mean, I can tell you don't, but that one fellow, the one who appeared -" Point. "He does -"

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"Magic is -" he replays the moment of appearance.

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"I think that is a thing the strangers did with their magic. Master Huo and I didn't do that."

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I think I know what he means.

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Well that's great, because I haven't the slightest idea.

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Ask about something else.

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"This room is good?"

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"Uh? The room is... I don't think I understand?"

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"Hmm.... Quendi no send you back. Quendi put you here first -" the supply cabinet -" then here. Can put you other place. Can put more things here, things for you. Asking, trying to ask, trying to understand, this place or other place or this place with more things..."

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"- this room doesn't already belong to somebody?"

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"Belong to Zhi Qiri."

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"...uh. Okay. It's, uh, it's nice, it's nice enough I figured it had to be somebody's."

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"Nice is, this place not other place?"

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"...yes? I think? I'm honestly really impressed you're this fast with Yisi but I still don't understand everything you're saying, I'm sorry."

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"I don't understand everything I'm saying. Saying anyway so you can say, no, different words. Nice is - I should not look for a different place for you to be?"

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"No, uh, this is fine. It's nice."

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"Good. You need other things?"

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"I'll need to eat eventually? I don't understand how most of the things in the room work?"

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- in that case he will delightedly spring up and demonstrate faucets and bathtubs and showers and awkwardly demonstrate hair dryers and toilets as best as one can without interacting with them in their intended way.

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Qiri does not know why hair dryers are awkward but follows along, providing vocabulary whenever there's something handy to name.

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"Food you call for," he says, demonstrating the Dwarven earpiece. "Say food, we bring food."

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"The thing hears?"

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"Yeah."

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"All the time?"

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"Yeah. You can put it in the water room, run the water, if you want a bit of no-listening."

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"Okay."

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"- something is not nice?"

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Qiri shrugs awkwardly.

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"I can't change it if I don't understand."

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"It's fine?"

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"...bad, fine, nice?" he asks, trying to mark out a spectrum on the table.

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"Uh - yeah."

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"You don't run out of water?"

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"No. We're good at water."

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"Magic?"

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"No. Just -" He can pull up an instructional video, actually.

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- wow!

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Awwwww. He'll talk to him until he's fluent in the language or Qiri shoos him, whichever comes first.

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Qiri does not shoo him. He tries to be helpful.

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Then eventually he'll get good at the language. "Okay. I need to write this up. I suspect my brother will want to talk to you once I have it. Should you get some sleep?"

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"Oh - yeah, I guess so."

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"Okay. - is something not fine -"

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"No, just thinking."

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"Alright. I'll go. Thank you for the language."

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"You're welcome. Thank you for being nice to me."

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He heads off, humming.

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Qiri doesn't have another set of clothes so he takes off the outer layers of what he's got on, and his shoes, and sleeps in the underrobe.

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No one disturbs him.

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He wakes up about eight hours later. He goes to the sink and drinks water from his cupped hands.

He picks up the earpiece. "Uh. Food?" he says into it.

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A few minutes later an Elf brings him a tray with sugared oatmeal and fruits and strips of something that smells like meat and eggs and biscuits.

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"Thank you!"

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"You're welcome! Do you need anything else?"

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"- I might need new clothes eventually but it's not an emergency."

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"Of course, I'll get something made in your size."

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"Thanks. Uh, do you need to measure me?"

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She blinks. "I've looked at you, we can use that for measurement."

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"Okay."

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"Anything else?"

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"I think that's all, thank you."

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She leaves him to eat.

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Which he does! The food is very good.

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When he's done eating, he'll notice the other magic user moving towards his room. If he's paying attention to that.

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Yep. He twitches his magic a little, a sort of abortive greeting mostly trained out of him.

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The guards stand aside and he opens the door.

 

He glares at Sauron. "Hello," he says. "Did you sleep well?"

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Ahhhh why is he mad at him. "Fine. Thank you."

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"I'd like you to explain magic to me."

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"Uh. What about it?"

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"How does it work, who has it, how do you turn it off, how did it produce the result we saw earlier, how does it send people between worlds, and what other uses of it are familiar to you."

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"Um, um, I have it and you have it and other humans have it and some strangers have it? It doesn't - turn off? I don't know how the strangers did it, there were four of them and they were far away, I don't even know what radicals they all were! Master Huo usually used me for healing and Master Yu could do some things to the weather and Master Zao could do some things with light and I think Huo and Yu could do things to animals and Yu and Zao could do different weather things and all three of them plus me could make rivers change course and - and mess with buildings, and once I saw Huo and Zao kill someone by magic?"

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"What is a radical?"

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"The kind of magic you have. I'm paper. I don't know what you are, I haven't seen them all, but I can rule out paper and fire and rain and morning. Oh, and insect and salt, I saw those once, and you're also not any of the kinds I saw on the strangers but I don't know which ones they were either."

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"It takes combinations to do magic?"

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"Yeah."

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"I see."

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"Is - that all you wanted to ask -?"

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"When they killed someone with magic, how'd they do that? Was the person nearby? Human?"

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"He was maybe a couple of blocks away and just fell over dead. He was a human. I didn't get a very good look, they didn't use me for that."

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"How do you know what magic can be done by a specific combination?"

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"You just sort of think about it? And trial and error, some."

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"Do you have guesses from thinking about it, for this combination?"

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why is he so scary help

"I um. Things with lightning maybe? Or metal? I'm not good at this, I never directed spells, they just kept me around to use for them."

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"You could describe what you're going off, what makes you think lightning or metal -"

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"- do I have to -"

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He takes a step back. "Sorry. No. I'll - I'm not going to hurt you, I just want to know the rules and then I'll leave."

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"Uh, it's - this bit -" He flicks a bit of his magic. "Uh, and the bits you're holding by your ears right now. I don't know what else to explain about that."

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He shivers. "All right. 

 

They had you chained, when you arrived, was that necessary for the magic or -"

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"No, that was so I couldn't run away."

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"What's the range limit?"

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"Of - the spells or of how close people have to be to each other to do them?"

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"How close people have to be."

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"Close enough for their magic to touch all the ways it needs to for the spell to go off."

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"They have to touch."

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"- not with their bodies, necessarily? But the magic does?"

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"Does it feel like anything?"

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Qiri nods.

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He closes his eyes. He mutters something in Quenya. He opens them again.

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"I'm so sorry," he says. "I just got magic, and it was very upsetting, and I've been feeling bizarre and afraid, and I blamed you for it. But it isn't your fault at all, and I've been scaring you half to death for no reason whatsoever. I don't think I want this strange gift, but that isn't your fault, and I deeply regret frightening you. You may tell me to leave and I will."

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Qiri opens his mouth but does not manage to actually utter a dismissal.

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He takes a couple careful steps back but accordingly doesn't leave. "We don't have magic here. I think you must be from some place very far away. I'm so sorry we can't send you home."

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"Um, that's okay."

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Are the cages more comfortable here? - no - 

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"We'll do everything we can to arrange for you to be comfortable and happy here. I'm Maedhros. I was dead for a long time, and am not very good at being alive again, but I won't hurt you."

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"...you were dead? I - it was just me and Master Huo, I don't see how two people could do that, I think you need at least four and they have to be the right kinds..."

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"What should the spell you were using have been able to do?"

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"He was trying to heal himself. It would've hit someone else if they were more injured than he was, but not if they were dead."

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"Huh. Elves're different in a way that might be relevant. When our body is destroyed we can use machinery to keep running our thoughts."

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"Oh. - Huo is dead, right?" Please be dead please be dead please be dead.

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"Yes."

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"Then I can't do that again. I'm sorry." He doesn't have to do it again -

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"....are some kinds of magic more unpleasant than others?"

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"I've never liked doing it. I guess some more than others, yeah."

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"Do you need the cooperation of all parties to do magic?"

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"Sorry." I should be better at pretending I care about your feelings. "I should think before I ask things like that. I'm not going to hurt you."

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Sauron's getting better, or at least didn't care for him to have access to any memories where he was this good. 

I promise, I'd rather die than touch you - no - "how long were you with Master Huo?"

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"About ten years. It was Master Yu who found me, he joined her a little later."

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"So that's - I'm sorry, I'm not very familiar with human ageing - since you were pretty young?"

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"I was five or six, I think."

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"I see. In the parts of the world that the Enemy doesn't control, that kind of treatment of others is not permitted. We would arrest the people who did it to you if they were here and alive."

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"Um, thank you."

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"If you don't care to ever do magic again, you don't need to. We can find you a tutor and you can find a job you like once you've recovered. And if I ever figure out how to make magic go away I'll tell you."

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"- I don't want to chop it off, it's, um, it's attached, just..."

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"You can also keep it and never use it again, that's fine. I want mine gone because I am not accustomed to it and -" shiver.

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"You didn't have it before you died?"

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"I did not."

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"That's weird."

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"It really is!"

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"Is the rest of your body how you remember it?"

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"I don't have a very good memory, but nothing is notably off."

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"Huh."

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He can think of an explanation, but he doesn't expect this character to volunteer it. "Did my brother get the chance to answer your questions about where you are and so on while he was learning your language?"

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"Uh, I got little bits and pieces."

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"He tends to forget things like that when he's learning a language. Are there things you'd like to know?"

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"- every...thing?"

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" - fair enough. This is an underground city called Himring. We're at war, and the city is underground so it's harder for our enemies to attack it. My people are called the Noldor, and we have been fighting this war for four hundred years. We are like humans in some ways, but we learn languages faster, unlike humans we do not get old and die, and as far as I know none of us have magic. People who are not equipped to serve in the war work here in our cities, on food or supplies or in medicine, and you can try things and pick something you like. The war is with a thing called Melkor; he is powerful and evil, but he mostly doesn't bother with humans."

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"He's a thing?"

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"He is not like an Elf or a human, though he can pick his shape and picks an Elf shape sometimes."

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"So he's magic?"

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"- yes, that seems accurate enough."

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"So there's a bunch of them?"

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"Melkor has allies but there's only one of him. If he's magic it's not your kind, where it takes a big group to do anything."

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"Oh." Well now he feels stupid.

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"Are there stories in your world of what sorts of things can be achieved with a large group?"

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"Yeah. Um, there's one about the dragons being driven into hibernation with a group of ten, and about continents being made with - twelve or thirteen, it varies story to story. Um, phases of the moon, I forget how many that was supposed to be. Inventing rice."

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"...wow."

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"I don't know if any of them are true."

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"Mmhmm. Melkor could do those sorts of things, though it would take him a long time."

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"The biggest group I've ever heard of for sure existing is six, the strangers had six when we were fighting them."

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"Why were you fighting them?"

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"I think the Tiger Emeperor told the masters to do it."

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"Tiger Emperor?"

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"He rules my country."

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Nodnod. "And he's fighting the strangers?"

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"Not most of the time, I think? But these ones I guess. Nobody told me anything."

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"It really doesn't sound like they treated you well."

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"Zao was okay some of the time."

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"That's good. Is everything here okay?"

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"It's, um, weird but it's nice? The breakfast was really good."

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"I'm glad you liked it."

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"- what's this thing on the wall? If it's not magic?"

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"It's not. Technology."

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"Wow."

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"I don't remember how it works but I am sure someone here knows it and could explain it to you. It has very small pieces, so small they look to us like they're not pieces at all."

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"What do they look like instead?"

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"Like it's all one image! Or, for the window ones, like you're looking through glass at the outdoors."

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"Oh, I'd - even when it's not doing anything? Or does it always have to be doing something, even if it can do different things?"

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"It's just black when it's not doing anything." He turns it off.

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"Huh."

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"In the places you've been how do people light their homes?"

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"Lanterns. With candles in them."

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"We used to do that. Our system now is more complicated. Those cities might not have come up with it yet." Which makes no sense, everywhere on Endorë has electricity, but he's just establishing the premises, not trying to figure out how they'd make any sense in reality. Which this isn't. 

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"I don't think I've seen anything like it but I haven't seen much."

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"Was there anyone who would have objected to people dragging a chained child around, or was that allowed?"

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"It was allowed. I guess sometimes some people would give them funny looks if they hit me in public."

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"What share of people are magic?"

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"Hardly anybody. Nobody else in my village where I was born, nobody else in towns we passed through, nobody else in the city we lived in..."

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"Are the children of magic people likely to be magic?"

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"I don't think so. Yu and Huo tried it and their kid wasn't magic."

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Nod.

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"I'm not sure what they did with it after it turned out not to be magic."

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"They sound like truly charming people. You're very imaginative."

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"Imaginative?"

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" - sorry, I misspoke."

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"Okay."

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"I'm not really expecting anyone else to come through, but if they do, I take it we should house them somewhere far away?"

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"If it's someone I know, I guess? I'm not afraid of people in general."

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"Or magic users in general?"

 

Probably the kid is scared of him because he was scary at him. That's entirely fair. 

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"If... they might try to force me to do spells with them, I guess?"

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Sigh. "Okay. Once we've examined this whole situation a little more we can get you some human friends, by the way, humans usually get along better with other humans."

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"Okay."

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"I think that's everything. You've been very patient. Thank you."

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"You're welcome."

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He leaves.

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Qiri is kind of bored. He does stretches, and then he meditates for lack of any better ideas even though he's terrible at meditating.

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He meditates too, if 'trying really hard not to stop your heart' counts, and then tries to get back to work. It's hard to work. He's so distracted.

 

He keeps one channel of attention on the magic human.

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The magic human meditates until he feels hungry enough to eat lunch, then summons lunch.

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Lunch is soup and a sandwich and fried meatball-things and a potato salad, brought by an Elf who doesn't look much older than Qiri.

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"Thank you!"

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"Of course! Are you okay?"

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"There's not a lot to do in here but I'm worried I'll get lost if I wander around."

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"You could ask one of the guards to go with you, probably. Or I could. Or you could go alone and then ask someone the way back once you were done? I'm not totally sure if you're allowed to do that."

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"I'm not?"

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She looks flustered. "I'm not totally sure? If no one said anything then probably it's fine."

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"Nobody said anything. There are guards? If there are guards I'm probably not allowed. Anyway I don't know how I'd ask for directions, you can't have all learned Yisi."

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" - Lord Curufin did and then he wrote it up and sent out an update and now anyone who's used a language update before and has the phonemes should be all set. And that's most of us, I mean. This is a Noldorin city."

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"I don't know what most of that means."

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"Right. Um. Elves aren't like humans, we have computers in our heads, they do nice things like translation. It takes a little bit of practice to use your computer for translation right, but it's practice that most people have, and once you know how to do it at all you mostly know how to do it for any language if the language contains sounds you know how to pronounce."

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"...what's a computer?"

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"Um. It's a little bit of metal with electricity running through it, that can do whatever you want."

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"...whatever you want?"

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" - well, it can't kill Melkor. It can talk to people and do translation and play music or movies and tell people where you are and you can explode it if you want to die."

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"- okay."

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"No one's figured out how to give them to humans safely, but you can definitely talk to anyone."

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"That's really neat!"

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"Yeah. I'd go crazy just sitting in my room all the time, you should do something."

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"What's there to do?"

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"Um, there're gardens and concerts and VR games - and VR combat simulators if you want to be a soldier when you grow up - and sometimes we go exploring the tunnels that were in use back when there were more people... there aren't very many kids. ...there're four, specifically, I guess five with you."

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"I'm sixteen. And I don't know what VR is."

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"It's - you can pretend you're somewhere else. It's for the computers, but there is a version for Dwarves, I don't know if it's as good."

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"What's a Dwarf?"

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"Other people without computers in their heads. I've never met one. Seen them, though. They're short and squat and hairy."

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"Huh, okay. Does anybody have feathers? Strangers have feathers."

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"...birds have feathers."

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"But none of the people here?"

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"No. - well I've never seen an orc up close but no one's mentioned them having feathers. There're combat sims where you see orcs up close but I haven't done them yet."

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"Huh. I guess I'm really far away."

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"I'm sorry."

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"It's okay. Nothing much to miss."

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"Is your family dead?"

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"I don't know, I haven't seen them in ten years."

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"That's awful."

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"My parents sold me for two cows and a sack of silver."

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"Wow. Uh. Do you want a hug?"

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"- yeah, that would be nice."

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She hugs him.

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Hug!

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"You wanna come explore and meet people, I think you should do that probably."

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"Yeah, that sounds good."

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She opens the door. There are four guards there, two against this wall and two against the other. 

     " - he's not a prisoner, right -"

"Bit complicated. I can ask if you'd like to do something in particular."

       "We want to go exploring."

The guard winces. "That's a bit open-ended."

       "You can't just leave him in there being bored -"

"Lord Maedhros visited."

       "That's worse."

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"He's a scary guy."

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"He's mad," the girl says in a conspiratorial whisper. "The Enemy did it."

       "That's enough," says one of the guards a little sharply. 

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Qiri takes a step back into his room.

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"You scared him," the girl says reproachfully. 

       "You are saying things you don't understand."

"Lord Maedhros asked me to be here."

       "To deliver food!"

"He's lonely!"

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"Maybe, uh, there's something I could do to pass the time in here."

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"I guess we could watch a movie."

      "That sounds like a great idea," says the guard.

 

She shuts the door. "They're really not scary, you don't have to let them scare you. ...Lord Maedhros really is scary, but everyone else is just people."

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"I'm not sure how to not let people scare me. What's a movie?"

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"It's a story on the screens. I guess I don't mean don't let them scare you I mean - are you scared of a thing? Besides them saying things sternly?"

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"Uh, it seems like you don't work how my masters worked but that means I don't know how you work instead."

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"In a war zone you do what soldiers say without asking. In a city you don't actively go doing things they're saying not to do, but you can argue, they don't always have a good reason or even care that much and there are hardly any children so they're very vulnerable to children making sad faces at them. How'd your masters work?"

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"Uh, they told me what to do and if I didn't do it like they wanted they'd beat me."

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"Soldiers won't beat you if you break rules. They'll just stop you and explain why you shouldn't." His viewscreen has started scrolling through movie posters.

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He watches movie posters go by. "This is a story? I can't even really read in Yisi."

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"Nah it's a list of the stories we could watch. What's your favorite kind of story?"

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"Um, my favorite stories from home are Divine Tiaobu stories but I bet you don't have those."

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"No but if you tell me what they're about I could pick something similar?"

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"They're about Tiaobu, who started my religion, which is also called Tiaobu, and how he figured out the Holy Knowledge and defeated evil things and stuff. There's better and worse ones, my favorite is one where he meets a talking fish."

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"Hmmm. We could do the story of Oromë meeting the Elves?"

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"Sure! Will it make sense if I don't know who that is?"

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"I think so. He's our god. Mostly the Noldor's god, really, I haven't met him." She stops on one of the pictures.

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"What's a Noldor?"

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"When Oromë came he took some Elves back to Valinor with him. The rest of us stayed here, on this world, Endorë, and there used to be many nations of us. They've mostly fallen to Melkor, except Doriath and no one is allowed to go to Doriath. The Noldor came from Valinor to fight him, and they had the knowledge of the Valar, so they've held out longer. They took us in. Well, not me, I hadn't been born yet. 

Lord Maedhros is Noldor, and his brother Lord Curufin who did the language, and the soldiers outside."

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"How come Lord Maedhros sent you with lunch?"

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"No one knows why he does things, he's mad."

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"- then why do people do what he says?"

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"I mean, he's not the kind of mad where he's wrong, just the kind of mad where you can't guess why he's right. He's won us centuries of peace and safety, no one else was managing that. And the Noldor like him because they remember what he was like before the war."

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"Oh."

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"Technically there's also a King and if the King and Lord Maedhros disagree I think we're supposed to listen to the King and I think Lord Maedhros isn't the King on account of being mad. But I'm not sure. The Noldor complicate their politics."


The movie starts. It features scared Elves cowering in a mountain valley, beset by monsters and hunted down by Melkor.

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"This is just a story, right?"

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"It happened but a long time ago. All these places are radioactive wasteland these days."

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"And you can show it over again like with how I wound up here got showed over again? What's radioactive?"

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"It poisons any living thing that goes there. And this is actually a recreation with actors because we didn't know how to put memories in a replayable format way back when all this happened, but yes, we can play it over and over now that we have it in a replayable format."

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"Ohhh, actors."

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"I think Oromë might've starred as himself." 

 

Oromë goes hunting monsters, and stumbles across the Elves. He's very surprised; he wasn't expecting them to exist yet. He goes to war with Melkor to make Melkor stop preying on them.

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The story is very absorbing.

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Oromë asks some of the Elves if they want to go to Valinor with him, and a few heroically agree to check it out. Valinor is miraculous and full of wonders, and they return to guide their people there. "Because it's a Noldorin movie," she says.

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"Did this part not happen?"

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"Some people went to Valinor. About half of people didn't. It's probably accurate about the ones that went, I think."

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"Oh. So a movie by somebody else would focus on the people who didn't?"

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"Yeah. And on the ways the Valar were creepy and weird. - they were."

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"I'm not going to meet any of those, am I?"

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"No. They live in Valinor. People wish they'd come help, because we're losing the war, but they won't. And since you're human you won't even end up there when you die."

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Qiri nods.

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"Anyway that's a movie. Are you sure you don't wanna go to the gardens or anything?"

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"It sounded like they wouldn't let me."

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"They said exploring was awfully open-ended. Going to the gardens isn't open-ended, it's specific. What're they even scared of?"

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"I don't know! I can't even do magic by myself and it's not like I'm a monk or something."

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"What's a monk?"

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"Someone who goes and lives in a monastery to live an ascetic life and meditate a lot on spiritual truths and depending on the kind of monk sometimes learn martial arts."

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"I think at the very least you should tell them that it's very sad being trapped, so they have to think about whether it's really necessary."

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"It's not like it's new."

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"...no?"

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"No, my masters didn't let me go places."

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" - well, but, they sucked, right?"

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"Yes."

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"So being like them isn't very good."

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"The room's a lot nicer though."

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"...does that matter? It wouldn't seem like it mattered."

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"It matters! Like, my masters would chain me to the floor on a mat near the fire if they were feeling well disposed and otherwise I'd sleep in the stable!"

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"That's awful. Were they orcs?"

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"Where I'm from there's just humans and strangers and they were humans. I guess strangers could probably use a human magic slave too but that's not what happened to me."

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"Magic slave?"

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"My masters kept me so they could use my magic. Since you need more than one magic person to do anything, and you need different kinds to do different stuff."

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"What were they using your magic to do?"

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"Huo could do healing magic with me, people'd pay him to do that. Yu'd change the weather. Zao could do lightshow sort of things but didn't have much use for that so he didn't use me as much."

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"That's so cool."

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" - hmm?"

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"I didn't think it was very neat."

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"Oh. Is magic not fun?"

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"It depends. I think some people like it, or like it sometimes, but it's never been fun for me, because people I hated were holding me down and making it happen to me."

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"Oh. ...hug?"

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Hug.

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"At least you're here and safe now!"

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"Yeah. It's nice here."

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"Did you say anything to Lord Maedhros that might make him think you shouldn't be allowed to wander around?"

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"I don't think so. I can't remember everything I said, though. - I also can't remember your name if you said it."

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"Echel. I don't think I did. Sorry."

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"Euh-xie-l?"

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"Pretty close."

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"I'll work on it."

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"This is a nice room. I don't have my own bathroom."

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"Who do you live with?"

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"My dad and my mom's parents and my mom's sister."

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"Is that nice?"

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"It's okay."

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"Okay."

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"It'd be nicer if I had a way in and out without going past all of them, though."

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"You can't - oh the windows are fake."

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"Yeah. And there's a ventilation system but it has really tiny grates everywhere and bottlenecks and also alarms. Lord Maedhros is very paranoid."

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"About what?"

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"The Enemy getting in somehow. Or traitors or spies." Shrug.

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"Has that happened?"

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"Not that I've heard of, but maybe I wouldn't."

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"Oh. I think they think I might be a spy or something. Since I teleported in. That wasn't my fault but they don't know that I guess."

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"Oh. Well, don't spy, that'd go badly probably."

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"I'm not going to spy!"

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"Then it'll all be good."

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"I hope so."

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"Anyway it's not like the gardens have anything to spy on. I think even if you were a spy the gardens should be fine."

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"Okay. I'd like to see them if it's all right."

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She opens the door. "What if instead of exploring we just go to the gardens."

        "I'll ask."

"You could come along."

       "That's a possibility."

She bounces in place waiting.

       "All right."

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"Thanks!"

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They can go to the gardens! The gardens are big and contain sculpted humps of mossy plants and unsculpted fields of the same and elaborate combination of colorful flowers. They wind on for miles.

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"This is amazing!"

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"I thought you'd like it!"

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"Are there trees?"

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"Yeah, off this way..."

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When they find the trees: "Can I climb one?"

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She looks at the guards questioningly. One of them shrugs. "Yeah, go for it."

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He climbs a tree. He's not very good at it but manages not to fall.

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Elsewhere, some people watch. 

"We could take him if you'd rather not deal with it. We have more humans."

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"I was aware of this," he says. He's wearing a bulletproof vest and a specially-designed uniform that looks to Fingon like it'd feel like sandpaper, though Fingon has not been permitted within twenty feet of him and so isn't sure. 

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He sighs. 

 

"If you're less functional this way you can abandon the body, no one'll hold it against you. You can say it disintegrated or something."

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"I currently have the number of computer copies running that it makes sense to have running; I always do. So it'd only make sense to abandon this body if it's less functional than not existing. I don't think it is. People find my presence reassuring. That's suggestive that it'll be very reassuring indeed once I learn to be more at ease."

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"I don't find your presence reassuring."

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"Is it the outfit? You keep looking at it. At first I thought you were looking at me but I did catch on eventually."

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That shouldn't be reassuring, because it's all a lie and he suspects it's an expensive lie right now. 

It's kind of reassuring anyway, which of course Maedhros would have realized. 

"The outfit isn't helping."

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"Oh no! I could take it off."

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"Should I leave, we can do the rest of this just fine remotely -"

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"Maybe. I'm sorry. I'm trying."

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"That's the problem." 

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"Then probably you should leave."

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He looks at the kid again. "And take him with me, or -"

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"It sounds like we probably can't get magic out of a breeding program, so it doesn't really matter. And it'd be such a shame - look at him, he's making friends."

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"You assigned him friends."

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"Weren't you leaving?"

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He leaves.

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It's only a little bit that having-a-body is making him less functional. It is. It's still really hard not to kill it, and it still has all the wrong sensory input. And he doesn't recall any hallucinations that delivered the specific sensations he experienced during his time as a computer, which meant that there had been a harder line between this instantiation and previous ones. Less things that felt like memories. 

But mostly it's that he's always less functional once the story starts, once he recognizes the pieces and knows for sure that he's not really free. Discarding this body won't fix that.

So he stops himself from killing it, every single heartbeat. 

 

The kid climbs trees.

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"There's fruit up here!"

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"The leaves're tasty too, these are Valian trees."

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"Wow, I don't think there are trees with leaves you can eat where I'm from, just like, smaller plants that are grown for that." He tries a leaf.

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It's chewy and salty.

"In Valinor you can eat all the parts of all the plants because I guess the Valar thought it'd be too depressing for there to be any plant life that wasn't edible."

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"Where's Valinor?"

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"It's where Oromë took the Elves that went."

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"Are they fighting the war too?"

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"No. They don't care if we all die."

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"Oh."

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"I guess they'll resurrect us afterwards. So that's something."

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"How does that work?"

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"The Valar have a copy of the computers in our heads, and they can regrow us from that."

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"Huh, okay."

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"Not you, though. And not the Dwarves."

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"Well, in my religion we're supposed to reincarnate, so there's that."

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"Oh, huh. Then probably you'll show up on your planet instead of Valinor."

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"Planet?"

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"Uh, Valinor and Endorë are different planets and we think the place you're from has to be too, since no one's heard of it and there aren't free humans here."

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"What's a planet?"

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"It's a ball of rock with a world on the surface."

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"It's a ball?"

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"Yeah. A really big one. If you look out at the ocean or a big flat valley you can see it."

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"I don't know if I'm from one of those."

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"...I think almost everything's a planet, or a moon, which is still a ball of rock, just a bit smaller. Do you have a sun or two -"

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"We have a sun."

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"Then you're probably a planet. I don't think suns work otherwise."

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"Why do suns need planets?"

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"Well, if you have a world that's on the surface of a rock, then the sun can go around, right? But if you had a world that was, I dunno, that went on forever or was on the inside of a bowl or something, then what'd the sun go around?"

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"...well, it could just be flat and not go on forever."

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" - I dunno how the sun works for that one either. Or the seasons - seasons are because of the sun."

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"They are? How?"

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"When we're close to the sun we have warmer weather, and when we're farther we have colder - my dad says that's not it - something about how we're tilted -" she shrugs.

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"Tilted?"

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"I don't know, I learned five seconds ago!"

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"Okay, sorry. You did that with your, uh, head computer?"

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"Yeah."

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"Is that weird? Having a head computer? I guess you're used to it..."

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"It seems like it'd be really lonely not having one."

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"Lonely?"

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"If you want to talk to someone you have to be in the same place as them."

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"I guess. Do you wind up interrupting each other in the middle of things a lot?"

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"You can block incoming messages if you're doing something you don't want interrupted but mostly it's not very distracting."

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"That does sound nice."

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"Maybe someday we'll figure out how to do it for humans and Dwarves and then we'll just destroy the whole planet, cross our fingers."

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"Um."

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" - it's a really bad war. And we're not winning."

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"Destroying a planet sounds like a very big deal! And I'm not sure why doing it after we had headcomputers would be better!"

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"Because then we can be brought back."

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"By those people who don't care if we all die?"

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"They might care eventually."

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"Why would they suddenly start?"

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"I don't know. Some of the Noldor have family in Valinor, they might petition for them. And then once some people were alive they could petition for others."

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"If that works why hasn't it worked yet?"

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" - well, they haven't had very long to petition yet."

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"I thought the war had been going on for hundreds of years."

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"Valar are slow, they take longer than that to do anything."

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"Oh."

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"It's not a good plan it's just, like, a plan. That isn't staying here until we lose and die."

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He nods. He climbs down out of the tree and sits under it.

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She sits too. Eats a leaf.

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"Maybe if you figure out how to give humans head computers it'll be less lonely like you said."

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"I dunno why you're sad but I didn't mean to make you sad. It'd be really good if we could give humans head computers."

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"I'm sad a lot. It's not your fault, you're really nice."

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"Then why're you sad?"

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"I don't know."

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She eats another leaf.

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The leaves are pretty good. He might just have leaves for dinner.

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No one will stop him.

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"Are there other parts of the garden I should see? It's so big."

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"I like the tall grasses and there's a scents garden that's all things that smell nice."

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"That sounds cool!"

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Then they can do more garden exploring! The tall grasses are taller than he is (not quite as tall as she is). 

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"Can we go in there or will they get stomped flat?"

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"We can go in, it's not as dense around the roots."

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He goes in and swishes around in the grasses and cheers up some.

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This seems to cheer her up in turn. "Isn't it nice? There used to be whole fields like this, above ground."

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"There's rice this tall. I didn't get to run around in it though."

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"Your guardians were such jerks."

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"Yeah. I think they were maybe going to start letting me do stuff more as I got older, but they hadn't gotten around to it. And I'm just guessing, maybe Zao just made that up to make me feel better."

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"Well when you're a grownup here you can be a soldier, or work in a factory or a farm."

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"I think if they'd just let me go I would have been a monk, except I think most monasteries won't let you be a monk if you're magic."

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"That's not very fair, does magic make you - bad at being a monk?"

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"I'm not sure. I guess."

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"What do monks do?"

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"They meditate a lot, and they pray and do blessings, and maintain temples and monasteries, and sometimes study martial arts, and make incense, and they give advice to people who visit them."

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"You could do blessings here. Humans don't, usually, because it takes so long to learn, but you could."

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"...why does it take a long time to learn to do blessings?"

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"They're really complicated."

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"The kind monks do aren't complicated."

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"Huh. Maybe it's just that here all the simple ones already got made...how do you do blessings without computers?"

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"They, uh, chant at things."

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"Is it magic?"

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"Not like the kind of magic I have but yeah."

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"Cool."

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"Yeah. Maybe that's why they don't let magic people be monks, so you don't get to do two kinds? But I'm just guessing."

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"How does your kind work?"

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"I've got an invisible thing attached to my back, and if somebody else who has one - of a different kind, they can't be the same kind or it doesn't work - there's twenty-eight kinds - uh, if someone with a different kind touches theirs to mine the right ways then spells can happen. What spells depends on which kinds we are."

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"And you don't like any of the kinds?"

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"It's not really like that."

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"What's it like?"

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"Um, they relate to each other differently like in how they're shaped, but I don't think there's much to like or not like besides the people attached to them? I'm not sure, maybe there is and I'd like it fine if I met someone who was... box radical or something."

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"Oh, it's the kind of thing that's better if you like the people?"

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"The magic's invisible but it still feels like they're touching me. Or, uh, felt, Huo's dead and Yu and Zao are I guess on another planet."

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"I guess it's good that no one here is magic, since you don't like it."

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"Lord Maedhros" (this comes out like mei-zhe-rou-se) "is but he didn't seem to want to, so that's good."

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"Huh, that's weird."

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"It is, since he wasn't before."

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"Why doesn't he want to do magic? If it'd win the war that'd be really good."

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"It seems like it'd be hard for two magic people to win a war and I don't want to do more magic anyway."

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"Oh."

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"To do anything really big you need more people. The strangers who sent me here had six. About as good as you can get with two is - healing like Master Huo used me for, and that's only one person at a time and it takes awhile."

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"If it heals people into magic people you'd have more pretty quick, though."

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"It doesn't usually do that. I think maybe it could only happen since Lord Maedhros didn't have a body and the spell didn't know he wasn't supposed to have one with that attached."

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"Yeah, but you could, like, kill other people and put them on computers and try to make the spell make the mistake again."

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"No I can't because Huo is dead."

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"Right." Sigh.

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"I'm glad he's dead. He was the worst one."

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"He sounds really awful."

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"Yeah."

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She plucks grass contemplatively.

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"Can you eat these too?"

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"Yeah. It's all Valian."

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He tries the grass that she picked.

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Savory and crunchy.

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"I like how you can eat the whole garden even though it's so pretty."

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"Yeah, Valinor sounds nice that way.

 


My dad thought about killing us when my mom died, so I could grow up there instead."

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"- like, hundreds of years later?"

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"Yeah. Or thousands, whenever the Valar got around to it."

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"...well, I guess he didn't do it."

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"Yeah. I don't know why not, he got as far as asking for permission and everything."

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"Permission?"

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" - uh, usually you're not allowed to murder people. Something like that would be a special case but in general it's against the rules."

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"I mean I figured if you want to murder someone you would just do it."

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"....no? That'd be awful."

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"I mean. Yeah. But he had a good reason to be thinking about it, right?"

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" - so the way I'd think about it would be that there are, like, four or five good reasons not to kill people. One is that they'll be worse off, which is probably not true if you're killing them in Himring to raise in Valinor. One is that their family and loved ones will be worse off, which in this case was the opposite - it'd be better for my mom if she hadn't missed so much of my childhood, it's going to be very hard for her to be okay with it. One is that their community will be worse off. I think my community would be worse off if I died, I do chores and I'm useful and people like me and Lord Maedhros gave me this assignment. 

And then one is that other people will be scared they might get murdered, and one is that it's wrong to break a law. And those two are only a problem if you kill someone without permission. So on the whole on balance it's okay to kill someone in a situation like that one if you have permission, but not if you don't, I don't think."

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"Huh. I guess that kind of makes sense."

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"How does reincarnation work exactly?"

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"I don't know exactly. But approximately when we die our souls get born into a new life. And it happens to animals too and souls aren't always the same species."

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" - huh. It seems like it'd be hard to decide when to die? Since you don't know if the next thing will be better or worse?"

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"...humans don't decide that. I don't think strangers do either. But the idea is it's a nicer thing if you are a better person in your life."

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"And Eru decides that?"

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"What's an aru?"

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"Uh, the creator of the universe, is he the person who decides how good people have been? Because it seems like sometimes that'd be hard to evaluate."

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"Oh, nobody's evaluating it, it just happens by itself - like, if you do bad things you make your soul worse and then it winds up in a chicken, or something."

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"Okay but - let's say that you're a soldier. Is killing people bad for your soul? What if they're bad people who are hurting others? What if they're not bad but they're still hurting others? What if you have to kill them or break a promise you made, which is also bad for your soul?"

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"I don't know, I didn't get to be a monk."

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"Huh."

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"I could guess but it'd just be guessing. Maybe it's fine to be a soldier as long as you're an honorable soldier but worse to be a dishonorable soldier than a dishonorable farmer, or maybe it's actually bad to be a soldier and they're all going to be snails..."

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"That wouldn't be very fair, we need soldiers."

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"I don't think that affects whether it's good for your soul or not?"

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"It seems like it should! Losing the war and being tortured forever by the enemy can't be good for your soul."

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"...I don't think we're having the same conversation but I don't know how to fix that."

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"If I were inventing this system then, even if something wasn't normally good for your soul, if it was the best thing you could be doing, and you were doing it for that reason, then that'd be different. So even orcs could do things that were good for their souls."

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"Well, nobody invented it, it's just how it works. But maybe it's like you said anyway, I don't really know. I think you have to meditate a lot to figure it out? I think that's how it was figured out but I don't know."

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"Do you think it happens to humans here, too?"

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"I definitely don't know about that."

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"It's better than them not existing. Dwarves think they just stop existing."

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"That's no good. Reincarnating isn't that great but not existing is worse."

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"Is it? I don't know if I'd care whether I stopped existing or was a snail."

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"Well, if you're a good snail you can be something better next time and maybe eventually a person again."

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She makes a face. "I guess."

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"Mind, I have no idea what being a good snail involves. Maybe it is more obvious if you are a snail."

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"Probably snails meditating on goodness learn goodness for snails, like people meditating on goodness learn goodness for people."

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"That's probably it. I wonder how snails meditate."

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"How do people do it?"

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"We sit like this -" He can do a full lotus. "Or as close you can get, or kneeling on a cushion is fine, and then you breathe very regularly, counting the same amount in and out and pausing in between, and then you try to think only about that and not about anything else, and if thoughts happen you kind of go 'not now, I'm meditating' about them."

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"...that doesn't seem like enough to think about."

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"What do you mean, enough?"

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"Hmm, so... I have blessings for attention. They make you able to think more things. I think even with all those turned off, breathing might not be enough to think about. I guess if you were paying really deep attention to your lungs."

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"...the point isn't to fill up all the attention that you have."

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"I don't think I know how to not use the attention I have."

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"That... sounds bad."

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"Huh, what makes it bad?"

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"It means you aren't controlling it? You'll pay attention to stuff whether you want to or not."

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"I mean, you can choose which things you pay attention to."

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"But you can't just decide to concentrate on breathing, you said?"

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"I haven't tried, maybe I could. I bet it'd be really weird. ...wanna try it?"

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"Sure, we can meditate here." He adjusts his lotus position and rests his hands on his knees, closes his eyes, counts aloud to set a pace.

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She pays a lot of attention to oxygen binding to blood cells in her lungs. It's super fascinating, actually.

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Qiri does not know that she is cheating in this way and so cannot comment.

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He did say to focus on your breathing! 

 

He'll probably get tired before her because she is an Elf, if a young one.

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"I think I'm done, it's getting harder instead of easier and that's when I usually stop if nothing else stops me."

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"Huh. Well, thanks for suggesting it, it was cool."

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"I'm glad you liked it!"

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She flops in the grass and looks at the ceiling, which has had a fake sunset and now has fake stars. "I should do it more!"

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"I try to remember to do some every day."

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"Tomorrow we should do a VR game. They're not like gardens but they're great."

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"What are they like?"

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"Well they're all different but they're all like being someone else, somewhere else."

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"Like... dreaming?"

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"....not really. Like watching through someone else's eyes."

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"That sounds like it might make you dizzy."

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"There are games that can make you dizzy but most of them don't because that isn't fun. Also some of the war ones make you feel sick and that's on purpose."

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"It is? Why?"

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"So you get used to it before it happens to you in a real war."

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"I'd think you would want people who were thinking about becoming soldiers to think it was very glorious."

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" - but then they'll get out there and learn what it's really like."

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"Well... yes, but if you make them sick ahead of time then nobody will want to be one."

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"If they were the type to quit once they learned it was awful then they'd quit their first month anyway. Better not to waste anyone's time."

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"I guess that makes sense. Is there anything about gloriousness in there to get people interested in the first place or no?"

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"Not gloriousness, really, I don't think. There's things about - saving lives and protecting your family and being brave and not letting other people suffer and die for you while you sit comfortably at home?"

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Qiri nods.

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"War isn't glorious but it's necessary and good. Sort of like farming."

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"That's a kind of weird comparison."

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"I mean compared to the jobs people do because they're fun all the time, like glassblowing or gardening, and the jobs people do so that people will admire them, like composing and inventing."

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"Isn't gardening like farming?"

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"I don't think so. Gardens are prettier than farms so being in a garden all day is much nicer."

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"...just because it's pretty?"

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"...yeah?"

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"But you still have to - do all the same things, the job is about the same. I guess maybe you don't plow gardens and don't have livestock in them? Do Elves hate livestock?"

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"I think some people like animals?"

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"Then I don't get it."

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"Isn't doing the exact same thing way more awful if you're somewhere ugly?"

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"I guess it would be a little depressing if it were really ugly but not like, a field of rice? That's not very ugly."

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"It's not like a garden."

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"Yeah, but... I still think I wouldn't like gardening any better than farming."

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"Well, then I guess you might as well do farming. I'd like gardening or singing or something but I'll probably be a soldier."

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"How come?"

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"We need soldiers more than we need farmers right now."

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"Okay, but why do you want to be one? You still need some farmers, right? And other stuff?"

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"Yeah, lots of stuff. But if I think I'd be good at being a soldier and at being a farmer then I should be a soldier, probably, and let people who'd make bad soldiers be farmers."

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"Do you think you'd be good at it?"

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"Dunno, I haven't done most of the VR practice yet because my friend said it was scary and I thought I'd better wait until I'm older."

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"How old are you?"

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"Thirty eight."

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"That's pretty old for a human."

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"Huh! How old are you?"

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"Sixteen."

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"Wow. An Elf who was sixteen would be tiny. This big." She gestures below waist height.

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"Weird! I don't know how fast strangers grow, I guess, maybe they're different too."

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"Orcs grow the fastest of the people I know of, then humans, then Dwarves, then Elves here, then Elves in Valinor."

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"How fast are orcs and Dwarves and what's being in Valinor have to do with it?"

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"I think orcs are grownups in ten years, maybe less. Dwarves are forty. Elves are sort of grownup at fifty but really grownup at a hundred. Valinor's magic so everyone grows slower there, lots slower, ten times slower."

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"What does sort of grownup mean?"

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"We're not actually done developing but we look mostly grownup. We're allowed to do some things but not all of them."

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"Which ones?"

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"We're allowed to work. We're not allowed to marry. We're not allowed to swear oaths, we're allowed to go anywhere open to the public, we're not allowed to be in combat roles though we can still be soldiers because there are soldiers who don't go out into combat zones."

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"What do those soldiers do?"

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"Well, the guards outside your door, those are soldiers like that. Or they do operational support from a distance or are on our submarines or train other soldiers though someone who was fifty wouldn't be doing that."

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"What's a submarine?"

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"They are ships that go deep underwater. They're important but I'm not sure for what."

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"Huh. How do you make a ship go underwater, I thought the point of ships was to float."

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"I have no idea. I can look up a lesson on it if you want."

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"I won't understand it," he points out.

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"And translate, I mean. Though it'd probably have diagrams."

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"Those I might understand okay."

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"We'd have to go back to your room or somewhere else with a viewscreen."

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"We could go back now," he nods.

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So they head back; the guards trail them. She pulls up a tutorial about how submarines work and translates.

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Submarines are neat!

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Having more kids around is neat! 

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"I'm not really a kid, I think. If I hadn't been busy being enslaved and stuff I would have been basically an adult. Could have gotten married and everything."

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"Huh. You'll have to go to the King's cities if you want to meet human girls, there aren't a lot of humans here."

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"What makes a city the king's?"

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"We answer to Lord Maedhros and he answers to the King. Some places are the King's directly, or the King's children's."

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"How come all the humans are in the king's cities?"

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"We've got a more dangerous position, closer to the Enemy. The King has safer territory, better for civilians. And Lord Maedhros wasn't particularly interested in having humans around, I don't think, though I don't know why."

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"Oh. Am I going to move?"

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"That's a good question. I don't know. I guess probably."

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"Oh. Okay. When?"

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" - I mean, I don't have any idea, I just thought of it this second when you asked."

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"Yeah, just wondering how quick they're going to want me gone given nobody's said anything."

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"You could ask Lord Maedhros."

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"He's scary. Also I don't know how to talk to anyone who isn't already around except for whoever is on the other end of the food thing."

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"You'd want to ask a guard if they can convey a question, yeah, I wouldn't ask Lord Maedhros something directly."

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"I don't really want to ask him questions that aren't emergencies even through someone."

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"Why not?"

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"Because he's scary!"

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"He's mad, he's not scary."

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"Well, he scares me."

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"You don't have to. But don't you want to know if you're staying here?"

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"I don't have anything to pack. I guess I'd miss you but that doesn't change depending on how long it is."

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"Do you mind if I ask him?"

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"Uh. I guess you can."

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"I won't if you don't want me to."

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"He'll probably just answer you and not come be scary, right?"

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"If you don't want him to visit I'm sure he won't."

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"Then yeah, go ahead."

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"Okay, I asked a soldier I know to ask him."

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"Thanks."

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"I feel bad for saying Lord Maedhros is mad, because I don't - I shouldn't have."

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"You don't what?"

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"I don't want you to think poorly of him. People here know that about him but they also know lots and lots of other things."

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"...not sure I follow."

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"Hmmm. It's not that it's false that Lord Maedhros is mad but if it's one of the only things you know about him then...your impression of him will be false?"

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"I also know that he is scary. And magic. And really really tall?"

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"I shouldn't have said it."

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"Okay."

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"And I should go, probably."

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"Okay. Thanks for translating the submarine stuff and for showing me the garden."

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"Yeah! We can do a game tomorrow."

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"Okay! See you tomorrow!"

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He gets accustomed to the magic. He hates it, but he learns it. He finds a location from which he can watch Qiri without being seen; it's easy, as humans have terrible eyesight. Qiri will be keeping track of the magic, and will be reassured that he's half a mile away.

 

He tries to see if he can see the thing Qiri saw, the shape of the magic that the two of them could do.

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The magic moves strangely, with an additional dimension of freedom and through things even when it's not lifted in that direction (though it does not go through itself, and presumably not other magic, except in a few wispy corners that seem extra insubstantial). Qiri moves his, sometimes, not for balance or to avoid bits of it falling asleep because neither apply, but for comfort, like rolling over onto the cool side of a pillow or brushing one's hair out of one's face.

In much the same way that one who has had fingers and ears for a while can guess without trying it what would happen if one stuck one's fingers in one's ears, the magics themselves have affordances for interaction described by their elaborate shapes and the locations of their extra-insubstantial wispy parts and these can be sussed out, at least in general terms, without trial and error. But instead of having physical consequences, magic has magical consequences. In general terms, these too can be guessed in advance.

Also, the most compact Maedhros's magic-shape can get leaves thin flat gaps. Qiri's magic, having thin flat parts, could fit into those, and there would not be any good way to get him to cut it out short of sufficient physical distance; opening the shape would just make getting at it easier.

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How surprising. He's shocked.

 

He's not even sure he can pretend to believe in this one. He's pretty sure he's failing to pretend to believe in it, actually. And the child is scared of him.

How do these bits of magic fit together?

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Well if you did this and that and the other thing then you could affect metal. And electricity. It's not hard to see why Qiri wasn't bowled over with the effects; it won't put out a lot of watts. More small-scale.

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He does not doubt in the slightest that if he figures out a way to describe it and then tells Curufin there will be an extraordinarily useful application. 

 

 

Instead he leaves and spins up another copy to do all the work this copy had been expecting to handle and hides in his room until he gets notice that Qiri's friend is wondering if Qiri will be leaving.

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"He said no," she tells Qiri the next morning.

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"- no what?"

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"You don't have to leave to go to the King."

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"Uh. Did he say why?"

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"He said that he was glad you were making friends and didn't want you to keep getting needlessly shuffled around, because it was better for you to be able to settle in."

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"But I haven't been shuffled around any yet. They put me in this room right away once they decided not to keep me in a closet."

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"Getting magically sent to another world and then put in a closet and then here sounds like getting shuffled around at least a little bit." She shrugs. "He also said he'd be happy to discuss it more with you if you want."

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"Not especially."

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"I'm glad you're staying."

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"Thanks."

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"Want to go try a VR game?"

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"Sure."

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There's a special set of rooms for them, and a special set of headsets - "I don't need one because of the soul, but humans and Dwarves do -" and a bunch of things they can do: explore a cave system or a forest or a coral reef or a mountainside, go skiing or kayaking or climbing, watch a play or a concert, participate in a play or a concert, wander a garden, fly a fighter jet...

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"How come you have headsets if there aren't humans here? Are there Dwarves?" He contemplates the options; nothing's jumping out to him yet.

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"There're Dwarves, but their heads are shaped different. I think we ordered a bunch of hardware for humans specially for you when you arrived. And there are some humans here sometimes, there just aren't human families living here like there are west of here in Dor Lómin. We probably had some stuff already." There's a dancing tutorial and a bunch of flying games and a drama where you try to escape a city under attack by orcs and a parachuting simulator and a playing-with-small-children simulator and a long string of history sims.

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"Ooh, flying. Some of these don't make a lot of sense, why is there one about playing with children?"

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"Well, people mostly don't have children during a war but lots of them still like children, so they like games where there are children playing and you play with them."

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"Fake children sounds weird even if you like children and there aren't any."

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"I guess some people are weird."

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"Guess so. I want to try the flying one."

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"Just the basic version where you fly around exploring, or do you want a competitive or dramatic one?"

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"Dramatic?"

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"Like, you're trying to find this magical artifact and return it to the city in time to save everybody, stories like that."

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"Let's just explore first."

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"Cool!" And she shows him how to flap his arms to get aloft, and then how to control his direction and altitude from there, and they go flying out through the skies of Valinor.


Valinor is really excessively beautiful.

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"Wow!!!"

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"Isn't it fun?" She does a twirl in the air. "It goes on for ever and ever, too!"

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"It does? Like really or just in the game?"

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"I mean, in real life it's a ball so it goes on forever and ever but after a while it's repeating. This is procedurally generated, though, so it's really forever."

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"What's procedurally generated mean?"

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"Uh, they described rules about the kinds of ways trees could look, and from that the computer can make trees forever and not have any two exactly alike."

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"Rules about the kinds of ways trees could look?"

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"Yes. If you are really good at it, you can describe enough rules about trees that a computer can come up with a tree that has never really existed but looks perfectly real."

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"Wow."

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"You can land and take a look at them if you want."

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"Oooh!" And down he swoops.

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The trees are very convincingly detailed; he can't touch them, but other than that it just looks like he's closely examining a tree.

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"This place is amazing."

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"We should leave the designers a compliment! I bet they'll appreciate it. There's sand dunes and marshes and coastline and ocean and so on if you want to see any of that - you can bring up a map in the corner of your vision -"

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"How do I do that?"

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She shows him a hand motion. If he imitates it he indeed gets a corner map.

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All right, corner map, where's the ocean?

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Off a long way forward and to the right! Up in the sky there are air currents to get you to other areas faster.

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Off he flies to see the sea.

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It stretches out as far as his eye can see, with a sun setting over it and making the water and the sky and the clouds colorful. There are waves crashing against the rocks.

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Ooooooooooh. "You're not bored, are you? You've probably done this before -"

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"I have, but it doesn't really get boring. It's so pretty."

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"Yeah. It really is."

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"The world used to be like this, before the war."

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"I'm sorry."

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"Someday maybe it'll be like this again. Or we'll be in Valinor, which still is."

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"I hope so."

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They can continue flying around the ocean!

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It's nice.

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She will not get bored all day. Even fake flying is pretty fun.

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He eventually calls for a break for lunch.

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Lunch sounds good! They can get it brought to them. She stretches her arms - "flying is tiring" - and asks the soldiers what the VR training is like. 

         "I think you're too young."

"That's what my dad says. But I don't think I'm too young to hear what it's like."

         "You have tasks to accomplish while people are shooting at you, mostly."

"That doesn't sound awful."

        "It can be awful."

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"Are there swords or is it mostly bows?"

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" - it's mostly these." The guard pats the weapon at her side. "They fire little shaped pieces of metal."

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"Oh, wow."

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"You shouldn't learn to fire them in a VR sim, but you can learn it if you like, there's a range for it."

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"I'll think about it."

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"That doesn't sound that different from some of the magic dramas where you shoot bolts of magic at people."

        "In combat sims if you shoot people they die like they would in real life. It can be very disturbing. In games they mostly disappear or explode."

"You could have combat sims for younger kids where people don't die disturbingly -"

         "Then it wouldn't prepare you for combat, would it?"

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"Isn't aiming the same either way?"

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"I think that the people who design trainings didn't want to teach people to aim and fire a gun while not teaching them what that actually does," says the guard.

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"Do... you think you'd otherwise have problems with people shooting someone they weren't supposed to?"

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"No, no, definitely not. But - some things only exist because of the war, and it's not very good necessarily to strip all the war away from them."

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"Huh?"

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"Before the war we didn't have guns and children didn't play games where you shot things."

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Qiri decides not to pursue this confusion. He attends to his lunch.

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Echel does too. "Do you want to go flying again after lunch?"

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"Yeah!"

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Then they can fly some more! There are schools of dolphins out at sea, and some sea lions sunning themselves on the shore.

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The animals are cool. "What are these?"

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She looks them up and reads off dolphin facts and sea lion facts. Girl sea lions prefer the biggest boy sea lions. They live in big colonies but within the colonies mostly interact with their close sea-lion friends. Dolphins eat fish and their babies can swim as soon as they're born.

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"I'm not sure we have these where I'm from but I never saw the sea."

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"I don't know if Endorë had them before the war. I think we did? Valinor has more animals than us, though."

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"Not just different ones, more?"

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"All the ones we have and then some, supposedly."

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"Weird."

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"Valinor's supposed to be really nice. All those gods."

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"Well, it's definitely pretty."

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"It really is, isn't it? Makes me think it probably is nice." 

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Qiri reaches for a sea lion, but of course cannot feel it.

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"Supposedly Valinor also has better VR systems that do sensation."

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"Would that work on me? Since I'm doing the helmet thing?"

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"... probably not, good point."

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"Oh well."

He takes off again, flying along the coastline.

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There are gulls and pelicans and cliffs and eventually they will fly into a rainstorm, which is less exciting than it sounds since they can't really get wet.

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It's still fun! There's lightning and clouds are fun to fly among!

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Lightning is very dramatic and flying through clouds can be quite disorienting and frighting. Echel keeps giggling.

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Eventually Qiri will be hungrier than he is entertained and will call a break for food.

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Food is delivered. "You're lucky to be so important, I never get food delivered and you do for every meal."

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"I think that's probably because otherwise they'd have to have someone escort me to wherever food is and it'd be a round trip either way."

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"And you'd be around lots of other people if you suddenly exploded yourself or something else evil, yeah."

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"- exploded myself?"

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"If I were evil and not very ambitiously evil I might explode myself in the food line or something? It'd be a pretty good way to kill people."

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"I don't want to kill people and can't explode myself!"

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"- well that's horrible."

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"- how is that horrible?"

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" - well, if the Enemy captured you you couldn't kill yourself."

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"...I guess not, if he could stop me from, uh, jumping off something or whatever."

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"That's really bad. It's ...the worst thing, approximately."

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"Well, uh, I guess I will hope I don't get captured or am... near someone who can... explode me? If it looks like it's going to happen?"

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"I guess you are surrounded by guards all the time but I assume there's a way for humans to explode themselves and you should really get it. Even if you might kill a lot of people with it. Or it's probably possible to be set up to explode in a way that wouldn't kill other people. I have the option to destroy the whole room, in case there are other people who didn't get the chance to explode themselves in time, but you wouldn't need to have that I guess."

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"I don't want to hurt anybody but I don't want to carry a firework around all the time even if it can only explode me, I'd worry it'd get set off by accident."

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"I mean, it might, but imagine needing it and not having it."

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"But I don't want to accidentally explode!"

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"I think it's really rare for people to accidentally explode."

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"But you do it with your things in your heads, right? I don't have that."

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"I think there's some arrangement for the King's humans and I don't think it involves any accidental exploding but I guess I don't know."

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"I still dunno. And I can't go ask those humans, can I."

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"I mean, you'd need a translator, but I bet we could set it up."

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"I mean that I can't go there."

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"You could call, or they could visit. Or you could visit maybe if you wanted to, I dunno, 'you aren't moving there' doesn't mean 'you can't visit' I don't think."

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"Maybe."

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"You should ask."

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"I don't want to put anybody to any trouble, it's already nice that they're putting me up and not making me do magic or anything."

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Shrug. "Up to you I guess."

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"Should I try to learn the language here?"

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"I don't even know what the King's humans speak."

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"It's not whatever you guys speak? They don't just have an accent or something?"

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"No, humans have their own human languages. Though I guess lots of them picked up Thindarin by now probably."

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"I think all the humans who live in the borders of the Tiger Emperor speak Yisi but I guess I don't know about ones from farther away, I didn't live near the border."

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"Since Elves learn languages faster I think humans might be less likely to bother."

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"I guess that makes sense, you're very fast."

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"Souls are really useful."

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"Yeah. I don't understand how they do all those different things, but they sound very useful."

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"Maybe some day we'll figure them out for humans."

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"That'd be cool!"

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He spends a month practicing his facial expressions. It shouldn't take that long, but he often can't practice at all. He often can't move at all. He didn't have this problem when he was a computer. He watches himself through other peoples' eyes and he tries again and again.

 

He's not sure whether the forks are him or not. They could easily be Sauron's by now. They could have been Sauron's starting the instant he separated from them. 

 

After a month he thinks he can manage it.

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Echel shows him movies and more VR settings and the swimmable bit of the underground river.

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"I don't know how to swim."

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"Well, do you want to learn?"

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"Yeah!"

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Then they can go swimming! There are floatation devices "mostly for people who are injured but they'll work for people who are learning" -

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"Makes sense," he agrees, clinging to his float.

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She is used to teaching skills by sending the mental actions for them but can try to do it by describing or demonstrating them.

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He figures it out, although not without any mishaps and spluttering.

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On the way back they run into Lord Maedhros in the elevator; he's eating a biscuit and flipping through a file of black-and-white photographs of landscapes. "Qiri!" he says cheerfully. "I've been meaning to ask you - I think I'm just the slightest bit hungrier than I remember being when I last had a body. Do you know if people with magic need more food?"

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"- um, I don't think I've ever heard anything like that. Uh, my lord."

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"Hmm! Maybe it's just living in a cave, I'd never done that before. How's the swimming?"

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"It was fun, my lord."

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"Oh good! We might open a second location for it, lots of people like to swim."

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"It, um, it didn't seem - too - crowded?"

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"That's good." He smiles at Qiri; the elevator stops and he gets off.

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"- are you scared? That wasn't scary."

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"Not this time, no, but it's still kind of weird."

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"Because he's important?"

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"Yeah. - Also he holds his magic funny."

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"Hmm?"

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"I know you can't see it but it's there? And it would be like going around holding your arms like this all the time -" He lifts them up to shoulder height, elbows thrust back behind him, hands clenched into fists.

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"Huh. But isn't his a different kind than yours -"

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"Yeah, but, uh, if you saw a bird you could probably tell if what it was doing with its wings looked like a normal thing?"

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"I guess."

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"It just looks uncomfortable and I've seen other magic people who had all different kinds and none of them looked uncomfortable like that."

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"I wish I could see magic, it sounds cool."

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"It's not really seeing. It's more like feeling, but it can work at a distance - I guess feeling can too, you don't have to touch a fire to know it's warm."

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"I think that's because the air is warm and you are touching it. I wonder if there's a blessing that'd let everyone see magic."

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"Oooh, that would be cool! Is that the sort of thing they can do?"

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"They can do lots of things but I don't know if they could do that. It might depend whether magic does anything that our souls can detect."

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"I think it's invisible and stuff except when it's actually doing magic."

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"Oh, can anyone see it then?"

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"You can see what it does, you still can't see the thing that's doing it."

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"Can you use magic to make a person magic?"

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"Maybe, but you'd definitely need a lot of people working the spell and I'm not sure which kinds it'd have to be without looking at them and thinking about it."

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"I still don't get how you know how magic would work by looking at it."

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"It's kind of like... if you look at a bunch of rocks you can guess how you'd stack them into a pile and you might not be exactly right but you definitely know you can't put a long one so it's trying to balance on a small one with all its weight to one side."

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She frowns for a second. "Wow. I wish I were magic."

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"Some things about it are neat."

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"It sounded like the thing that sucked was your evil guardians."

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"Maybe I'd've liked doing spells if it'd been different people and things were - different generally, I don't know."

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"Are you sad you'll never find out?"

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"I wasn't before you said that."

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"Oh. ...sorry."

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"It's okay. I'm not that sad."

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"And maybe there'll be a human born with magic someday."

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"Maybe! I don't know how many humans you have so I don't know if it's weird you haven't got any yet."

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"I don't know either ..." she bites her lip... "I'd have expected that to be listed publicly somewhere but it isn't. I guess maybe it'd be helpful for the Enemy to know."

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"Would it? How?"

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"I don't know. Usually if something isn't listed publicly it's because it'd be helpful to the Enemy to know, though. Maybe if he knew how many people there were he'd know more about how to attack us?"

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"I don't see how that would help."

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"Well, if I wanted to go kill orcs I'd care whether there were ten or a thousand of them."

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"In a specific place, though, right? If there were a thousand of them but you didn't know where they all lived so if you showed up someplace there might only be ten there."

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"Maybe if I knew there were a thousand to account for overall and I already had some partial information about places I could puzzle it out from there? Dunno."

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"Huh. Okay. Well, I don't know exactly how rare magic is, it'd be like, if you had five million humans that would definitely sound like too many not to have any magic ones."

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"Someone who is allowed to know how many humans there are is probably checking, then. ...we should have some human visitors! It'd be fun! I could translate for you and them!"

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"That wouldn't be annoying for you?"

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"No, it sounds cool! I like humans a lot so far, you're fun.'

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"Aww, thanks."

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"We should at least ask, worst they can do is say no."

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"If you say so."

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" - I mean, I guess technically it's not the worst they could do, but it's the worst they might."

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"You'd know better than I would. And who to ask and how to say it. How would they pick humans to ask to come over?"

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"Oh, that's a good question, I don't know. Probably Lord Maedhros and the King would talk it through."

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"Yeah but then what? Do they... post bulletins somewhere, so people who can read can see them?"

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"They might ask the local human leaders to nominate suited people, or they might already have their humans sorted by what they're good at."

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"What do you need to be good at to visit here?"

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"Well, I don't know. Being polite, I suppose, and maybe learning languages if they want you to be able to get by without a translator eventually."

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"Makes sense. What are we even going to do? With the human visitors, if there are any?"

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"Take them swimming? I guess they have swimming. I think our VR is fancier because we get on better with the Dwarves, maybe they'll like that."

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"Why don't they get on with the Dwarves?"

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"I really don't know very much about politics."

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"Huh. I guess I can ask them. If they... happen."

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"It might take a while but I bet it does."

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"Unless I'm not allowed to have visitors for the same reason I'm not supposed to leave, or something."

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"That'd be mean, not letting someone have visitors. No one would do that."

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"I mean, there's you, it's not like I'm in solitary confinement."

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"I think it'd still be pretty mean."

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"I guess? It's not like the humans are people I know and really want to see in particular. But maybe my standards are messed up."

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"Yes, being just a little better than your evil guardians isn't very good at all."

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"They might have let me have visitors if there'd ever been anyone I wanted to invite?"

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"I'd have visited! And shot them and left with you, boom boom."

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"I'm not sure that would have worked."

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"Oh, does magic mean you can't get shot?"

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"I don't know but Huo could use me for healing and they could've attacked you back."

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"It doesn't take long at all to shoot people."

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"I guess I've never seen it done. How would you know not to shoot me?"

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" - well, I mean, I'd have to know the whole situation or I should think I wouldn't be shooting anyone."

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"Okay. I'm not sure how you could have known it while I was there."

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Shrug. "It seems kind of obvious but maybe it wouldn't have been."

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"I wouldn't have looked happy? But lots of people don't look happy."

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" - you were chained up."

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"...yes."

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"So that makes it kind of obvious."

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"I could have been some other kind of prisoner."

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"What other kinds are there?"

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"Uh, there's other kinds of slaves besides magic ones, and people who committed crimes sometimes."

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" - well it'd still be bad if you were another kind of slave, and you're a kid so you didn't commit any crimes."

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"I could have committed crimes, being a kid doesn't stop you from doing that."

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"I don't think I've ever heard of kids committing crimes."

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"People my age commit crimes all the time back where I'm from. I mean, not all the time, all the time, but plenty."

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"That's so strange. I don't think it's true of humans here but I guess maybe I wouldn't have heard."

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"I don't know much about it since I mostly didn't get to talk to people."

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"Then maybe your evil guardians were lying about children committing crimes."

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"They didn't tell me, I just picked it up. I didn't talk to people but I did listen."

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"Huh. I guess it's likelier, then. I suppose I could shove a soldier or kill plants in the gardens if I wanted to do something horrible."

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"...are those particularly horrible?"

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" ....yes?"

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"I mean, they're a little bad. But just a little."

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"Well, what'd be really bad?"

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"...starting a huge fire? Killing somebody?"

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"I don't know if I could do those things. I'm not sure how and someone'd probably stop me."

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"I guess. But somebody could have done it my age back where I'm from. There's more fire around, I guess, you don't seem to have fires mostly."

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"Even then chaining them up would be a horrible thing to do. Even when we thought you were an Enemy trick we unchained you and took you to a nice room."

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"Which I appreciate. It is a very nice room."

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"Were you still upset because you were a prisoner when we gave you the nice room, or were you okay? I can't imagine it not being horrible being imprisoned."

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"I was sort of stressed out but I don't really know how you could have fixed that then, you didn't even have the language yet."

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She nods solemnly. "Still. Sorry."

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"It's not your fault. And I'm okay."

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"You seem okay! Which is good because I think I'd be bad at helping a hurt person recover, I'm too energetic."

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"You are! It's nice. I think I am not very energetic but I'm not too un-energetic to hang out with you."

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"I'm glad you think it's nice!"

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He giggles.

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She asks about humans. They get permission for a group of humans to come and visit Qiri. 

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"When will they come?"

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"Next week!"

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"For how long?"

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"Three days."

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"Cool. We should have... plans. Of things to do so they aren't bored."

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"Yeah! What've been your favorite things so far?"

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"I think movies are neat but maybe they're less neat if you are used to them?"

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"Maybe, but they're still pretty neat."

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"So we can watch movies some but not three days of them?"

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"That sounds about right."

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"What else is there to do? I guess maybe they won't have seen these gardens even if they have other ones."

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"Yeah. They could go to a concert. We could take them swimming."

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"That sounds good. Is that three days? That sounds like maybe two days."

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"Yeah it does. I don't know what else, though."

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"Hmmm... I don't know, what do Elves usually do with their time?"

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"Lots of singing. Artwork, sculpture and pottery....translations....they write blessings..."

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"Well, I'm not going to be any use at any of that..."

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"Do humans even like things like that?"

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"Sure. Uh, except the blessings. But I don't know how to do any of them."

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"Sculpture's fun but it takes a really long time to get any good. Maybe we could write to the humans and ask what they wanna do?"

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"Yeah, that's a good idea."