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Tae-gun and Hye-jin's schedule is cleared for the day after their race, and despite Tae-gun's insistence Quasar refuses to assign him anything. As a result, he spends the day flip-flopping between hoping there's an emergency call and hating himself for hoping for that. It's good that there are no dungeon-related emergencies in Korea right now! It's good that they can mostly hold the fort without him even if they clear fewer dungeons than they otherwise would. It's good that there are no dungeons abroad in such dire straits that it's worth sending him to them (it's been over a month since the last time he was deployed abroad, ugh). These are good things! He shouldn't be miserable.

Understood? He shouldn't be miserable!!!

So he spends the day shouldn'ting being miserableing practising double-bladed melee movements against a training dummy at home (he could have gone to the Quasar gym to train against other espers but he'd feel too embarrassed) and when he and Kim Hye-jin receive their updated schedule early that evening he immediately texts her to ask to meet and discuss.

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Oh no, her partner's very cute.

Hye-jin spent her day off leveraging the resources offered to her! By throwing money at them! She will have a realtor to go house hunting for her, and is figuring out which of the available independent companies for esper support she wants to go with. It's kind of difficult and not the work of a single day, but by the end of it she has a realtor that will be paring down possible houses, and a short list of companies to negotiate with. It's not done, but it's really satisfying progress that makes her feel a lot more in control of her own life.

She's down to meet and discuss their updated schedule! Where would he like to meet up?

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...great question! For some reason he thought they'd go to her silo but, uh, it's her silo, they don't share it, and he doesn't want them to share it. Too much under her control.

Wherever works for you.

In the grand tradition of deflectors all over the world, he passes the ball to her.

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Is my silo okay for you, then?
Because she's not going to invite him to her aunt's house, that's for sure. (Her cousin has recently been asking intrusive questions about Lee Tae-gun, and the size of his dick.)
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Yes, that should be fine.

May I teleport?

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...? Yeah of course?
I wasn't there myself, I just teleported in. It's not where I'm staying, just isolating in.
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Right. He knew that.

He requests a teleport and is there in a few seconds. His backlash feels... about the same as it did last time they saw each other, which suggests he didn't go looking for any trouble on his own.

Also, he forgot what it felt like to be around her. It sucks that his backlash keeps trying to make him lose control of himself and that being around someone compatible like this separately feels great, his powers are doing their best to mind control him into spending more time with her.

"Good evening, Kim Hye-jin."

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"Good evening!" she says, sounding downright chipper. "I haven't had time to form tactical opinions about the schedule, do you have any to start us off with?"

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"Yes." He summons his commscreen and sends her a request to share it but starts talking before checking whether she's accepted it.

"The first one isn't like the ones we've done together so far," he says, pulling up an incomplete map. "B-rank, technically, but borderline, and field reassessment may deem it A-rank." Which in theory would mean that it should be at the very edge of Kim Hye-jin's ability to handle solo, but... well, ranks are bullshit anyway, she's better than the stats think she is. "Very little monster activity, no kidnappings that anyone's aware of, but, here." He zooms into an area of the map that has a big question mark on top. "Lucid Guild's sensor couldn't figure anything out about what's there, even though the surroundings are open-air. There's no reason sensing should break here, and I suspect that's because the dungeon's geometry goes non-Euclidean." That would be exactly the kind of thing that might upgrade it to A-rank, if true. "Maybe not, but if you look here..."

He's not, quite, blabbing, the way he was yesterday. He's talking more than usual, but in a purposeful, logical way, trying to go over his reasoning for his analysis and bringing up comparisons to other similar past dungeons he's faced, graphs, energy assessments, and the like. It turns out he has saved tactical maps of every dungeon he's ever cleared, organised in an easy-to-search format. He's clearly not used to laying his thoughts out to others like this, and despite trying his best there are points at which he skips over steps or assumes things without explaining them.

But he doesn't just infodump. He asks her for her input, asks her to check his reasoning, marks the spots where he's less certain of his conclusions and requests her thoughts and intuitions. If you read between the lines, he sounds almost excited to have someone to bounce off of, and if she doesn't push him away he will spend a long time on this analysis.

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She accepts it immediately, and.

And.

... He is a really good partner and she appreciates him very much. That she kind of wants to kiss him over it is clearly some kind of weird mental holdover from how things went with Hideyoshi. She vaguely remembers kissing him when she was pleased with how he was making an effort instead of coasting entirely on his amazing esper power. Instead of analyzing that urge too much, she's going to ignore it in favor of gleefully joining him in tactical talk.

So, he is more experienced than she is, but she has ever had a B-rank dungeon turn into an A-rank. The sensors in Japan are different - she takes a minute to ask clarifying questions about what the local ones do, and how they work, and then agrees that it's probably non-Euclidean geometry that's doing it. But there are some other holes she knows about, as Japan is bigger than Korea, and thus had more of a pool of dungeons to draw experience from, and offers some other (less likely) options for what could be going on instead. The most dangerous that she knows of would be a localized time slide effect - not because it'd necessarily hurt them, but because it might make them unavailable for other dungeon clears. The localizing effect of whatever-breaks-the-sensor does imply that it's probably what's holding the dungeon's core, or whatever creature contains the core, so she expects it'll be their problem.

She continues to respond to his analyses and conclusions even in places she's inexperienced, asks insightful questions, and offers tactical options where they'd be appropriate. There is no reading between the lines, Hye-jin is just obviously excited to talk about tactics with her partner and, furthermore, is delighted with all of his neatly organized data!!! Oh, it makes her so happy, can she get copies of all of these to review in her own time?

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Stop smiling at him.

...of course she can. He's not sure how readable they are to other people, he's compressed them a lot, but he'd be happy perfectly willing to help her to through it. 

Anyway, this is almost certainly overthinking because even if this dungeon gets upgraded it's still the sort of dungeon either of them could clear on their own. The main risk point is the one unknown area, and they are both of them the kind of person who would be able to tell on the fly if they've misjudged the situation and it's actually a lot harder than it looked, and otherwise they've got enough firepower to curbstomp it. Even so, it's a sufficient step up from what they've been doing that it's probably going to be good practice.

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Agreed! Both on that they're probably overthinking this and that this will actually be good practice. But she does consider this tactical talk to be part of the practice, and they've got a gap of experience to close. Also, she's having fun.

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So is he he agrees that it's part of the practice. 

Now, for dungeon two...


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Tae-gun stretches, more out of habit than because it actually provides any comfort or relief from the chronic pain, and finally looks up at Kim Hye-jin after hours of staring at the commscreen and talking. "I'm sending you my collection of past dungeon data, if you want to go through it later," he says, and she gets an information packet with it. It's very large and extensive, but it's accessible online so she doesn't need to download it unless she wants access to it offline. 

"Then I will see you tomorrow?"

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"Yeah!" she agrees, beaming.

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Then she pauses and looks at her commscreen mournfully. "I... am probably going to need to ban myself from reading this tonight because I should sleep."

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...when she smiles at him, reality crashes onto him like a collapsing dungeon, trapping him and suffocating him under its weight. He hates that smile. He hates the way she's looking at him. It makes him feel like he's just drunk several glasses of molten lead that are slowly settling in the pit of his stomach.

"Yes," he says, distantly, trying to fight the way he was suddenly overtaken by a fight-or-flight instinct—mostly flight. This isn't safe. His whole body is screaming at him that it's not safe, not safe, he needs to go, needs to get as far away as possible, and it's all he can do to not break into a cold sweat and teleport immediately.

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She... notices his reaction. It's obvious if you've spent a week working with him, and then several hours gleefully going through tactics.

The smile he hates being pointed at him disappears, and instead she's looking at him with concern.

"Is... everything all right?" she asks, hesitantly.

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"Fine. Are we done?"

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"Y...es?" she confirms, confused by how quickly he went from - cheerful companionship and teamwork to... this. Whatever this is. It worries her, but she suspects pushing further is just going to make things worse. He has boundaries, she's pretty sure he's had some kind of bad experience to make him twitchy, and so she will be very very dutiful about respecting his boundaries. Which means: yep, time to go, right now.

"Yes," she repeats, with more actual certainty. But more gently, she adds: "Have a good night," before she teleports away without waiting for his answer.

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Oh good. He lets a breath out and also teleports back to his silo, then goes to one of his ensuite bathrooms, locks the door behind himself, gets in the bathtub, draws the curtains around it, turns the shower water on, and finally sits down and hugs his knees, not bothering to take his clothes off. He focuses on the water splashing him, on the thermal shock of the cold droplets against his warm skin, on the bright white light getting reflected off the tiles.

He's safe. He's safe, now. He is. He's fine.

It had been such a nice week even despite the easy dungeons, the minimal amounts of guiding he'd been getting and the relief from the backlash, he'd felt so nice that he nearly forgot. He forgot that it always feels nice, that it feeling nice is the bait of the trap, that his backlash is the bait of the trap. It's not just that it's insidious, it's that it's true, it's not a fake kind of feeling nice, it's his body demanding and healing. But it's not safe. Nowhere but here is safe. Nowhere but his own silo, its location a guarded secret, where if someone tries to come in uninvited—someone other than Woo-young—then if he impales them no one else will know.

But he can't even trust that it's Woo-young, can he, actually, thinking about it. If Woo-young shows up it could be anyone

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—no. He's safe. He is. He cannot be found here, and if someone finds him, it is Woo-young, because no one else knows, and he has to trust Woo-young, he has to. If he doesn't trust Woo-young then he can't trust anyone, not even himself, and since he can't live in that world, he has to trust Woo-young. So he does.

And he's safe. He's safe. He won't think about why he thought he wouldn't be, he will not think about the last few hours at all, because he doesn't want to associate the memory with the feelings. He's safe. He's safe.

He's safe.

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He calls Woo-young.

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He picks up after three rings. "Sunbae? What's up—" He pauses. "Are you in your bathtub?"

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Tae-gun doesn't reply.

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"...right." He hangs up and then appears in Tae-gun's bathtub, wearing only PJ trousers and a loose T-shirt that he clearly just threw on. He doesn't complain about the cold water, he knew what was happening the moment he heard the sound of splashing coming through the call. "Sunbae? What do you need?"

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He still doesn't say anything.

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"...alright. I'll just stay here, then. Let me know if you need anything."

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He buries his face in his knees and nods.


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He gets a message the next morning.

We still on for our planned dungeon runs today?
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Yes.

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Okay. See you then!


She is tempted to, uh, ask. About what happened last night. But also she thinks that the rabbit metaphor to Woo-young was apt, and that instead of poking him and trying to figure out how he works, she should hold very very still and go away when he would like her to. Her ultimate priority is, after all, him not fucking killing himself, not assuaging her own curiosity. She's been trying to avoid thinking too much about his backlash and how it logically must work for similar reasons.

Anyway, she appears at the appropriate time at the appropriate dungeon. And if she's a little bit more quiet and watchful than he might be used to from the past week of working with her, well, they are about to take on a more serious dungeon.
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Yeah.

He's already there when she arrives, and he doesn't seem to be behaving noticeably differently. Still keeping the same distance as before, still mostly quiet. "Ready to go?" he asks, summoning a palm-sized ice knife and twirling it in his hands in a nervous tick she'll be used to by now.

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"Ready," she agrees, and in they can go.



As predicted, the dungeon contains non-Euclidean geometry. Also as predicted, that's definitely where the core is. There are staircases curving in on themselves in ways that do not make physical sense, turning in on themselves to head deeper and deeper inside the lair. There's no telling how big it is.

"So, after I went home, an idea occurred to me on how to deal with that without going in," she says, outside of it. "How about, I burn the ever-living shit out of that mess of unreality with as much fire as I can manage until the whole nonsensical thing collapses into slag. Because it looks like thermodynamics seem to work fine in here."

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He hums.

"The main risk with that would be in case there are people who got trapped there that we didn't catch, but in principle it should probably be doable. I also worry about the possibility that something like that could disconnect areas of the dungeon but I am not sure how well-founded that worry is, it might not even be something it makes sense to think. I don't know enough about the physics of dungeons to tell."

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"Yeah. There's that. It probably equates to safer to us, but riskier to others. We don't want this thing to seal itself, go dormant, and reform a year or two later with better fireproofing or something. Especially not with us inside. Not to mention, we’ve got more dungeons scheduled for after this, and there's the risk of me burning myself out early so we can't do the ones later, even if it works. But, um." She motions to him. "I - would really rather take the brunt of backlash for big things on a purely practical level. More backlash to me, as long as it doesn't kill me, will relieve yours faster."

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At the rate they're going it'll only take about two years to work through his backlog it's fine if it does. So long as she doesn't accumulate a ton, herself. 

"You shouldn't endanger yourself overmuch on account of me. I've held on this long, there is no reason to rush."

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".... Yes there is??" she says, a little incredulously. "You're - no, we shouldn't have this talk in here. Sorry. You've convinced me that long range firepower is a bad solution to this problem. I guess we're going in, then."

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...okay. In they go.


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The area leading to the bizarro stairs was a very classic dungeon: natural caves and galleries linking together before opening up to an enormous grotto with holes in its ceiling hinting at the sky and open air above. The twisted passage is actually fairly hidden, an unassuming nook amongst several other unassuming nooks, the kind of place that would be very easy to overlook if you didn't know it was there and didn't have a lot of experience looking for such. But once inside, the scenery changes to manmade, the architecture decidedly medieval. They would be nearly guaranteed to get lost in this space, if it was just the two of them and nothing more.

Thankfully, they have modern tech to help. While it is impossible to connect to the outside network while in a dungeon, they still carry their own pocket devices that give them access to a reduced form of their commscreens, including something that keeps track of how far they've travelled in what direction and which generates a dynamic map of their surroundings as they go. There are dungeons that mess with electronics like that, too, and ones that do both that and non-Euclidean fuckery definitely climb very quickly to an S-rank classification, but are proportionally rarer. And this particular one doesn't even rearrange itself, so it is comparatively speaking a walk in the park for experienced espers.

The stairs lead up out of a hole in the ground, and once they're out the sight that awaits them is nothing short of breathtaking: green as far as the eye can see, lush hills and glades and a pine forest in the distance, a cool soft breeze carrying a sweet citrus smell like oranges, fluffy clouds lazily taking turns hiding the early afternoon sun. It's beautiful.

It's also deadly. Despite the openness, they can't help but feel a sense of wrongness that quickly resolves itself into the understanding that the non-Euclidean fuckery didn't stop at the stairs. Paying too much attention to any one part of the scenery is enough to notice that it's not all quite continuous, that occasionally there are more (or fewer) trees than should've been where they're looking, that those clouds that should be bumping into each other aren't. The hole in the ground leading back to the caves is also easily lost in the tall grass, to compound the issue. And of course, there are the monsters: not all that many of them, all things considered, and they look almost like regular animals, birds that happen to have two heads and wolves that are a little bit too large and have three eyes and deer the size of elephants with antlers the size of small trees. They're spread out, and seem to be mostly minding their own business, not having noticed the two espers, but it's almost certainly a matter of time.

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...hm. Unclear if this will be upgraded to A-rank on the report, but still doable.

A three-stories-tall icicle emerges from the ground behind the hole to serve as a landmark, and he jumps onto a floating ice skate he summons out of thin air. "Interesting," he says, clinically. "Those antlers might be worth collecting."

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Augh, these sorts of dungeons are always unpleasant to deal with. The scenic part of the dungeon is at least a nice change of pace, if filled with lies and death that will trap them the second it gets an opening. She is just about to remark that they should mark the exit when, of course, Tae-gun does. Good tactically, but, c'mon, Tae-gun. That's not going to help your backlash.

"Yeah, maybe. You okay if I burn the grass? I don't like leaving this much space for things to hide in."

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"—yeah, good call." He rises up farther in the air because he is not immune to her fire and starts looking out at the monsters that will inevitably be drawn to the displays of power. He doesn't do anything yet, though, and just waits, because there's no point wasting power sniping stuff that Kim Hye-jin might well be able to one-shot with a single burst.

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Tralalalala burn it all to the ground tralalala~

The slowly expanding ring of fire she causes is very deliberate and leaves little smoke; this is exactly the sort of situation that would cause the whole thing to go up in flames if she's not careful, so. She is. She's still clearly enjoying herself.

Okay, who's going to be mad at her for doing this.

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The not-birds and the not-wolves are the ones that are immediately agitated by her, and the former are the more mobile of the lot by a long shot. Their screams sound surprisingly deep for their size, and harmonise and amplify each other in ways that regular physics would struggle to explain.

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This dungeon is new, so probably the implied vastness is fake, but it can grow into it, if it kidnaps people. Tae-gun suspects the only reason it hasn't been actively doing that is that it doesn't have a handle on properly protecting its core—the way it's perfectly Euclidean until it suddenly isn't suggests it's experimenting with configurations and kind of confused.

(Does it make sense to think of dungeons as learning like that? He hasn't given it much thought. It is in fact the case that dungeons mutate over time, and if they aren't destroyed fast enough they vanish and reappear elsewhere later more powerful and deadly, so there's definitely some kind of updating process, even if it's not driven by a conscious mind.)

Which is all to say it's not super likely that the core will be hard to find, except that...

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...he doesn't know how to coordinate this with Kim Hye-jin. If he were on his own, he'd be doing wide range exploration of the area from the air, leaving smaller icicles behind like breadcrumbs to complement his comm's tracking, and find the core that way, but there must be some way that being paired with her here should make this more efficient.

Fucked if he knows what, though.

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Well, she does neatly crisp the not-birds into fried not-chicken, followed by the wolves, and having all of the grass burned to nothingness sure does make it very obvious where the exit is, and if anything is coming towards them.

Then she considers the circle she burned around them critically, turning slowly in place, then points, "I think the core's that way. See the way my circle is - wonky and lopsided? I burned the same distance around myself, but that side being squished means that the distance is longer in that direction. So." She smiles. "Probably that way."

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...okay that is a way. He's going to want to do a postmortem analysis with her later so that they can figure out the most efficient things they could possibly have done but that's absolutely going to save them a lot of time, if she can reliably map out the non-Euclidean twists like that.

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.......also she looks so weird from up here. The light is clearly getting fucked with too and it makes her look a little bit like she's reflected off a funhouse mirror and once he notices that he bursts out laughing.

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"Hm?" She looks up at him, then snorts. He's similarly distorted. "Ha. That's ridiculous. Kind of disconcerting, but ridiculous. Onwards, plan to grab the deer-things on the way out if they'll let us, so we don't have to carry antlers for too long?"

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"Sounds like a plan," he says, getting his giggling under control. He's not sure why he found it so funny. Maybe it was the juxtaposition of the controlled destruction and against the twisty smile? He's not sure, and isn't questioning it much.

(Also maybe the tiny amounts of backlash he's already started to accumulate are taking that shape, today. Unclear.)

"Lead the way."

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Onwards, then! While burning a path through the grass to avoid having to go through something that could contain dangers. Conveniently, this also means that the path back will be extremely straightforward, even if they somehow lost mapping support. She doesn't expect they will, but it's the sort of thing you prepare for, just in case.

She methodically stops every twenty meters or so, repeats the circle of fire, and adjusts her heading accordingly to follow the side which is most spatially distorted. They should reach the area the dungeon is trying to keep everything away from without too much trouble, unless the not-deer decide to interfere early.

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They do eventually start approaching, but Tae-gun thinks he might be the one best-suited for those: thin, incredibly sharp and dense needles going right through their eyesockets into their brains. The precision and sharpness and denseness all increase the energy cost, but given the not deer's relatively low numbers and large sizes, cooking them would probably be very energy-inefficient for Hye-jin. He can also melee some of the birds from his ice hoverboard, which is another way he has found to save on power: since the only expenditure is in summoning his swords in the first place and then the hovering itself, which is cheap, he can get a lot of bang for his buck.

In order not to interfere with Kim Hye-jin's own bird roasting he stays reasonably high in the air, though, correctly expecting the flying monsters to aggro on him.

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After enough twists and turns through nonsensical landscapes that they actually can't see Tae-gun's landmark anymore, they find the monster containing the core of the dungeon: a chimera of sorts, two wolf heads and antlers and wings and... molerat teeth? Huh. Apparently Hye-jin has been inadvertently cooking molerat monsters underground too fast for them to actually show up.

Anyway the chimera is three times the size of the huge deer and its skin is armoured to boot, not to mention the regenerative properties it gets from hosting the core.

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...this is going to be fun.

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Oh, it is.

So, both she and her partner can get through its armor on their own, but it's really most efficient if they work together at it. After all, rapid temperature changes make many materials very, very brittle. Plus, Hye-jin can soften up key bits of the beastie to give Tae-gun an opening to slice through. He's more mobile than she is, but she's not immobile, and can in a pinch propel herself various directions with her own fire, but it's expensive, backlash-wise, so she tries to avoid it. Their strategy is therefore going to be 'he spins the chimera in circles from above, she steadily burns away at key locations until they break, and then Tae-gun swoops in for the kill'. Barring any weirdness, which: weirdness might occur. Weirdness might always occur, it's a dungeon.

But hopefully this thing will go down without too much trouble or trickery.

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It does, in fact, go down without too much trouble or trickery. It does, in fact, lower the total backlash either of them would've caught from soloing this by more than half. This isn't one of the smarter kinds of monsters, which is again typical of newer dungeons, and they soon hack enough flesh off the creature that its regeneration can't quite keep up and once they find the physical core of the dungeon Tae-gun—

—doesn't immediately destroy it. Instead, he just cuts it off the monster. "The dungeon collapse will probably affect the geometry," he explains, "so we shouldn't destroy the core until we're back in the caves."

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Very reasonable! She nods. Much better to start the dramatic dungeon collapse when they’re closer to the exit, to avoid having it collapse on their heads. It’s not clear what happens to people that are in dungeons when they close, but they haven’t been heard from again. Best to be avoided.

“Sounds good. Detour for the various antlers, see if anyone in research and development goes, ‘oooo’ over them? Maybe make us something pretty?” ‘Pretty’ is really not the thing that matters here, but it’s kind of hard to predict what sort of weird properties (either magical, or material) things found in dungeons will have. If this dungeon had something more obviously valuable in, say, the walls or foliage, then it might be worth the trouble of declawing and dragging in a full resource collection team. But it’s just a handful of strange antlers, so. This dungeon’s not worth the risk and is going to get summarily closed.

Definitely worth dragging notable stuff from it outside, though, if they can. The easier dungeons they’d been practicing with didn’t even have this much.

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"Yeah. Starting with these..." Boss monster materials are often more valuable than regular monsters', too, so it's always good to check. Tae-gun will be carrying the antlers hooked onto a pole that he'll be flying with, for maximum power efficiency.

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These antlers are... really hard to cut through.

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Hm. So they are.

“Burn through the soft tissue, take the whole skull?” she offers.

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"...yeah, that might be a better idea. R&D will definitely be interested."

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This is kind of gross, but hey! She does this for a living. Well, technically this part is extra credit, and no one would be mad at them if they didn’t bring back strange bits of things they’ve killed, but still. This is her job, and her job saves lives, and if sometimes this means she has to burn through the viscera holding this chimera’s skull on its body, well. That’s just how it goes.

(She makes sure to burn out the skull cavity, as well. For the practicality of keeping it from being too heavy. The skulls are remarkably unburned by this experience, which probably says good things about them)

Now can they carry it off?

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Yup! Time to go back along the burnt breadcrumb trail.

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Collecting more skulls as they go! This would make for a very demented fairytale. As it is, it’ll just be awkward to explain to the media. She wonders if there will be another meme about this. Probably not, you can’t really beat the ‘I’m really enjoying Korea’ one. It’s admittedly pretty hilarious.

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Korea himself has left plenty of dungeons carrying loot of various kinds, but he has to admit that the skulls are kind of creepy. He'll hide them in a hollow ice box when they're about to come out so the media and the public don't die of shock.

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Awwww, but casually dragging out skulls would be funny!

Fine, fine. Responsible espers who are very media friendly, that’s them. Siiiiigh. (This sigh is not very serious.)

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Due to the dungeons being harder and thus taking longer to complete, they "only" have four of them scheduled for today, with two-hour-estimated breaks between them for post-mortems and preparation. Since they already studied and prepared for the dungeons the previous night, it's mostly the former.

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And over the course of the day, Kim Hye-jin will get a better feel for Tae-gun's backlash-reduction strategies, since now they actually matter.

In addition to often going melee against foes, Tae-gun tends to do a lot of battlefield control so that he can align monsters for taking out with few, well-aimed and -timed shots. He's also got his power expenditure calculated to hair-thin precision, like how occasionally his ice spikes are hollow but only when the reduced mass is enough to compensate for the added complexity cost. Everything he does involves very careful management of his resources, always keeping a wide margin of safety for the possibility that things go worse than expected and for his ability to manage himself until he gets to his silo.

His tactics also all assume he's going to be working solo. His next-to-last partner didn't usually go to dungeons with him because they were specced so differently and he only went to one dungeon with his last one, so he's actually got over half a decade of practice with this. It also explains why even for larger dungeons that he clears with a group he tends to solo entire sections; accommodating other people, especially people he's not going to be working with long term, is usually just not worth the time and effort.

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She gets a very good picture of his backlash-reduction strategies, all right. They almost all come at great personal risk. Going into melee that often?? Without any kind of armor or shielding or esper support?? Why is he like this!! His method of avoiding killing himself via backlash is to kill himself via ever screwing up even a little! It's like his life is a logic problem. Not allowed to directly kill yourself? Let the monsters do it for you by getting up close and personal!

The careful battlefield control she's fine with, though. Even without a lot of practice with each other in higher-stakes scenarios, their powersets and skills dovetail well, and her finesse of her fire means that it doesn't need to originate from her person. As long as she's got a good vantage point she can absolutely set him up for precise shots. She also practices what she preaches when it comes to melee; if something gets close to her, her primary goal is to regain distance, and has lots of sneaky strategies for escape via application of fire and force. This has the obvious downside of needing space to properly work in, and being kind of weak in close quarters. Which means... she sometimes needs him to swoop into melee to save support her. She finds this very irritating.

"How are you still alive," she says mournfully, in their final post-mortem of the day. Dungeon four involved a lot of close quarters and there was a lot of necessity for swooping into melee. It was definitely better for her presence for more than just backlash reduction reasons, but augh.

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He summons a sharp-looking knife and wordlessly slashes his palm in a quick, hard motion. It leaves his skin slightly reddened.

"I know my limits." Mostly. He's clearly under a lot of backlash now and waiting for the other shoe to drop. He thinks he can get it to not go the sexual direction but he's not sure what direction it'll go instead, and he'll need to keep an eye on that. "I've never gotten injured on duty."

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She stares at him.

"Does 'injured' only count if you need to go to a healer about it," she says, having worked with him enough to understand the way he will fit technical definitions but avoid the spirit of them.

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He'd already been not looking at her so it's unmarked that he keeps doing that. "I've never broken skin," he clarifies. He may have gotten a bruise or a dislocated something once or twice but he can set dislocations on his own and create his own casts and his healing is fast. Never bruised his face, though, that wouldn't do when he has to be seen in public.

(It's actually kind of hard for him to completely avoid injuries like those because the chronic pain he's carrying due to the accumulated backlash means that he'll occasionally not notice something went wrong until later when his skin looks nicely purple.)

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"Yeah, I thought so. How are you still alive."

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He shrugs. "I'm careful." If nothing else is true, that much is.

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"In the most self destructive, you-are-your-least-valuable-resource kind of way, yes, that is true. It's like you don't even value yourself but for what you can do for the world." She pauses as she realizes just how... true... that might be.

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"What else would I value myself for?" he half-snaps, with no heat.

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He's not even denying it, that's. That's just a yes.

"Your intrinsic value as a thinking and feeling human being? Hobbies, friends, experiences of the world and the avalanche of little special things that come together to give lives meaning?"

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"I don't have those." Not strictly true but it's what he felt like saying. "My whole life is this. It's what I'm good at. It's the only thing I'm good at." He's still not sounding angry or agitated, but he is talking somewhat fast, and in clipped sentences. "I don't have anything else."

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She opens her mouth, then closes it, completely unsure how to... engage with that at all. It's just. It's just so itself. This man needs time off, therapy, and several hobbies. He's not going to give himself any of those things. He's the one who's hurting himself the most.

 


"Do you like puzzles?" she blurts, instead of directly engaging.

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He blinks and does look at her, now, frowning slightly. "...like?"

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"Like - okay so I actually tend to think of dungeons as puzzles instead of enemy strongholds to conquer? You have these specific resources available to you, these are the challenges in your way, some of the challenge is figuring out what the challenges are, now make it to the core and disable the dungeon and win. Puzzles are a really broad topic, but the way you think of - our job - makes me think there are some you'd be really really good at, and enjoy, and get good... mental practice from?"

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The furrow on his brow remains there throughout this explanation but when she mentions it could be useful to him it deepens and his eyes narrow in wary interest. "That's kind of vague."

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"Puzzle games are kind of broad? But I can recommend one that sort of plays like how I think of leveraging my power, if you're curious about the concept."

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"...sure," he says, still looking suspicious.

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She sends a link to the game over her phone.

And then she's... not sure what to do, now. He's. He's the most powerful esper in Korea, he's saved so many lives, and. He's treating himself like a robot that he can use until it breaks. She would like to hug him, but he wouldn't appreciate that, so. She'll. Just. Sit, she guesses.

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He glances at the link but doesn't immediately open it. Instead he looks at her and squints. "You look like you're thinking something, and I think it's probably about me. I don't like that."

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"Oh. Uh. Sorry." Deep breath. Back to professionalism, because despite her efforts to not think of it, she suspects that his backlash is something about magnifying emotions, and he'll regret being this candid to her. "Back to dungeon tactics? How cheap are your ice walls? I had practice thinking with walls of fire, but I can't really do that alone."

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Most people don't have convenient units for power expenditure but guess what? Tae-gun does! Stuff isn't constant cost especially with the passive guiding but his calculation system was built with that in mind, and he has an app for that. He can compare it with other stuff he's done and also vaguely to amounts of backlash to give her an idea. 

Today the backlash on the menu seems to be: impulsively saying whatever comes to mind, reduced filter and inhibition, and slight hyperactivity. He's not babbling like the other day, and he's focusing less on thoughts and feelings and more on immediate practicalities, but it seems like a similar thing going on there. And on the bright side, aiming this in the direction of the postmortem does work very nicely.

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Yep. She thought so.

On the new topic, though, she is outrageously jealous of his backlash calculator app. Can she get one??? She wants to do math about the most efficient way to use her power!! As it is, she just operates by feel!!!

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...of course. He sits on the wretched way this makes him feel, reminds himself that her power is setting things on fire so he has nothing to fear from her being more efficient and actually a lot to gain, and sends her a link to the git repository with the code. "I'll show you how to customise it to match your powers and costs. There are some automated features to get you started but it only gets really good once you've gotten a good feel for how to update it."

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Nod nod nod.

"Thank you!! Yeah, I expect I'll need to practice to get a good feel for it - and there will probably need to be different modes for if we're together or apart. So I'll need to experiment by myself and with you, I want the calculations for both."

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"There's inputs in the calculator for passive guiding from being around compatible people as well as for accumulated levels of backlash and if you set the former to zero with the right parameters it should work fine. Testing using your powers without anyone else around will be the best way to properly measure things, though, you're not wrong."

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"Right. Plus there really is a - okay so, realistically speaking, once we're out of the adjustment period of learning how to be each other's partners, the big dungeons that actually need both of us together are sometimes going to be sparse? Usually the problem is that there's a lot of little dungeons that are overwhelming the resources the system of espers has available, by sheer numbers. With our skill and powersets and how we're not really beholden to being a unit together, I think it makes sense if we are capable of splitting up to cover more ground. But my major concern there is your backlash and not wanting to make it, uh, worse."

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"Yeah, that makes sense. Though some dungeons that don't need us together will definitely be more than twice as fast if we do work together, like our first one today, so for those we probably still want to team up? It'll be case-by-case, for sure. And my backlash is a lot better than it's been, you don't need to worry about it. ...you're going to worry about it anyway, though, aren't you. How do I get you to worry less about it?"

Aaaand now he's sliding into babbling again.

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Oh no he's sliding to being CUTE again.

"I am absolutely going to worry about it anyway. Uh - I’ll worry less if both your backlash is declining at a steady rate, and if your backlash is under a level where if you have one bad day where you absolutely have to go all out without me anywhere nearby, it won't kill you. I'm not convinced you're meeting the second requirement yet, though the first is being met and is slowly calming me down. Just. It takes time to be sure it'll keep going that direction, on a data trend level. And, yeah, agreed, this is not a request to split up all the time or even often, I just kind of want it in our repertoire of potential options depending on the overall situation in Korea. For the sake of civilians."

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"I can totally go all-out without it killing me! I've gone all-out several times recently! I have to go all-out at least once a month, I'm actually due right now I think. And I don't die at all. I just do or say or think things that I'll regret later. Like what I'm probably doing right now. Or was doing just before? I think I was being kind of snappish and said too much about things that make other people think badly of me. I bet it made you think badly of me. It shouldn't matter, but it does for some reason. Probably professional reasons? If you think badly of me you might leave and then it'll be so much harder to get guiding again. I do know, you know, that this is good for me, it's just also really hard.

"Oh, I'm doing it again, aren't I. I am absolutely going to need to figure something out for this because redirecting my backlash into this kind of thing when I'm around you is in the long run not sustainable, I cannot be like this on the reg, I'd much rather do the other thing, you know? Except you don't, because I haven't told you what the other thing is, and hahaha I am not going to. It's a secret. I need to shut the fuck up."

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She wants to HUG HIM he's being SO CUTE, HELP.

"I truthfully find this very endearing, but yeah we might want to end our guiding session for the day for your sake. See you tomorrow, remember to turn your text app off too."

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"Hmmm, don't like it when you look at me that way. It's kind of uncomfortable. Not the worst, though. I shouldn't say that. I just said that. Ah, crap. Did you know that I—nope. Nope nope nope. You said it yourself, professional distance. I said it myself, professional distance. This is one of the reasons, too, because I start feeling comfortable, and then what? It's been like a week and change and I'm already telling you stuff. This isn't safe, the other thing is safer, the one where I don't tell you stuff. Oh and there's one that's even worse but that one can definitely never happen. You know why, right? I barely know you. We barely know each other. We shouldn't be getting comfortable. I shouldn't be getting comfortable." He stands up and starts pacing. "Fucking backlash. I hate it so much. I hate the way it makes me do stuff I don't want to do. I hate the way it makes me look weak. If this got out it'd be as bad as that one Japanese esper. Hmm, maybe not this this but the other things, all taken together? Absolutely. This is awful. Why am I letting this happen again?"

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"Because you haven't teleported back to your silo yet," she tells him, patiently. "Should I get Woo-young to teleport you back, or can you do it on your own?"

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"Yeah, you know what, fuck this, I need to get away before the impulsivity kicks in. Don't worry, I'm good. ...I'll remember to say bye this time. Bye!"

And he requests a teleport and locks his chat app and writes himself a reminder to figure out some different siloing situation because this is not sustainable at all.

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"Bye," she agrees, just before he disappears.


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Woo-young's phone rings.

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Well that kills the mood if anything does. "Really, hyung?"

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Woo-young pulls away apologetically. "Give me a moment." There are only two people it could be, that go through his do not disturb mode, and he has a guess who. "Sunbae?"

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"Woo-young. Are you busy?"

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Ugh, of course it's Tae-gun-sunbae. The one person Woo-young will always prioritise. He sighs and starts to get up...

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...but Woo-young tugs him back. "Kinda, yeah. Is it urgent?"

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"...no. Just let me know when you're free. And, uh, tell Tae-hwan sorry."

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...well now he feels like a jerk. "It's okay, sunbae," he says. They're both espers, Tae-gun will catch him through the speaker just fine.

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"Alright, I will. But let me know if you do need anything."

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"...right."

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"Back to where we were?"


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Woo-young calls Tae-gun back once they're done and just snuggling. "What's up, sunbae?"

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"I need your help fixing my silo situation."

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"Fixing it how?"

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"Uh—can you come over?"

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"Yeah, be there in a sec." He pets Tae-hwan's mostly-asleep form, puts some clothes on, and teleports.

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Tae-gun is in his living room, not wearing any clothes himself, sitting on a floating ice hoverboard, looking at three commscreens one next to the other with recent data about some big named dungeons. He's not scheduled to go into them soon—most are dormant, even—but it's always good to keep one's knowledge fresh.

"Woo-young, the situation with Kim Hye-jin is not sustainable."

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"'The situation'."

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"The, the... the way I backlash around her."

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"Sunbae that's the whole point of having a partner. —have you still not touched her, other than that one time?"

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"What one—oh. I have. But..."

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"...but?"

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"But it's always a roll of the dice. And I always loaded it in the one direction, right, since if I'm a whimpering horny mess I can't make stupid decisions—mostly can't make any decisions at all, which is great. When I'm—like this, I just talk my ass off, and I've got no filter."

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"Oh you're backlashing right now. ...I thought you locked your phone when this happened."

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"I'm—not as bad. As I was earlier. But the point is that I just say whatever comes to mind, and there are things I can't say, and I can't trust her, not after so little time together, to not spread it around, NDA be damned. And there's—everything else. You know. You know. I can't be vulnerable around her."

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"...but you're here?"

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"...yes?"

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"As in, you're not with her right now, even though you're actively backlashing."

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"Oh. Yeah she told me to go back home."

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"She... told you."

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"When it started getting really bad and I started talking too much."

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"She told you to come back home..."

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"For my own sake, she said. She said that she didn't want me to regret stuff. Kind of the same stuff you say sometimes."

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"She told you to come back home when you started backlashing badly enough that you might regret things, so that you... wouldn't regret things... and that's bad, somehow."

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"...it sounds stupid when you put it like that and that's because that's not what I meant."

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"No?"

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"I can't trust her, Woo-young!" he suddenly explodes. "I can't just give people full access! You know this! You know what could happen!"

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"Sunbae—"

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"Don't sunbae me, there's no telling when one thing will lead to the other when I backlash! The common thread is that I lose my cool! I lose control! And if I don't have control then it's free for the taking!"

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"...I see."

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"Yeah of fucking course you see, I'm not fucking stupid, I know what I'm talking about!"

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He's not going to take it personally. Backlashes suck.

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"So I need—" He grits his teeth. "Fuck, the other thing was better, now I'm fucking—pissed off—I need your help."

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"Right. Okay. What would the ideal solution look like?"

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"I don't fucking know, do I? I want to get guiding without—this. Without subjecting her to this shit, or letting her see me like this."

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"You want to get guiding without actually showing her your backlash."

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"Ten points for Gryffindor!"

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"I'm a—never mind. Okay. Got our work cut out for ourselves, then."

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"Yeah, no shit, Woo-young."


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Hye-jin meanwhile is distracting herself from her traumatized trashfire of a partner by attempting to put the shreds of her own shattered life together! She gets a realtor to narrow down her options, then looks at houses. She's been persuaded into buying instead of renting, because this means more options that she actually likes, and she has the absurd amount of money to just buy it outright, no loan required. This turns out to be much more simple than leasing. It'll be a bit of a pain for if she decides to flee the country, but, well. It could always just go to her aunt or cousins if she really and truly does not want to deal with that nonsense.

She's also looking into independent esper advocacy and support companies, but truthfully, the esper industry in Korea is... very guild based. Just like Japan. This is good for the overall peace of the country - guilds have a vested interest in systematically categorizing and closing dungeons, and cooperating and competing with each other as it benefits the whole, whereas an individual might not have the perspective to manage it. After over five decades of dungeons just being a fact of life, those systems have become very robust. Of course, she's personally experienced the downsides. Guilds advocate for the interests of the overall guild, which can often come at the expense of the individual esper. Suck it up for the good of the collective, and all that. Companies that represent and fight for the interests of a singular esper client, or multiple unrelated clients, are a Western invention, and accordingly haven't trickled over here in any sufficient numbers. That doesn't mean they aren't here, exactly, just that they're very small fish in a very large pond.

As an A-rank partnered to Korea's star S-rank, it really wouldn't be difficult to scoop up one of these small companies and basically turn it into the 'take care of Hye-jin' company. Really, it's more difficult to avoid it; many companies would see this as an opening to attempt to become proper guilds themselves, just structured around making the new half-Japanese resident happy. This would probably be very comfortable for her personally, but it isn't what she wants. She wants the thing they have in the West, in spirit and not just name, where an esper can pay the company money and trust that their interests, and only their interests, are being fought for. No inter guild politicking or power games or favored espers that everyone else gets shafted for. Just paying for a service, which they get, and which they can stop paying for at any time if it stops meeting their needs. No strings, no meddling. It's not really the thing she wants if it's just her that benefits, so. Picking a company that will not make her its number one priority is... tricky. She needs to be careful, and it'll take a while.

But it's a nice project to pick at, along with all of her other projects. Of which there are... admittedly many.


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Kang Jaeha intercepts the Lucid Guild president in a hallway between meetings and starts walking with her.

"Guild president-nim?"

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She looks at him and smiles. "Ah, Jaeha, good to see you."

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"Ma'am, I assume you've heard of Kim Hye-jin?"

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"Of course, hers is the name on everyone's lips nowadays."

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"Are we looking into the issues she's been having with Quasar Guild?"

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She lifts an eyebrow. "Issues?"

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"It seems that they may have, ah, bungled hiring her."

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"She's working with Lee Tae-gun."

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"Yes, she is, but not with Quasar. They assign her dungeons but she doesn't use their silo or even go to their HQ at all."

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The president laughs. "Honestly, Jaeha, sometimes I feel like I hired you for the wrong role, you're better informed than my team half the time."

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He grins shamelessly. "But then who would take on the role of walking out of dungeons looking gorgeous?"

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She slaps his shoulder with no force and rolls her eyes. "You're a bit too full of yourself, aren't you?"

Then she pauses, humming thoughtfully, and asks, "Why the interest?"

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By which you mean, "Why are you looking into Lee Tae-gun's partner?"

"I'll readily admit that I was curious because of Tae-gun," he replies, rubbing the back of his neck, sounding a bit embarrassed. "I mean, he hasn't had a partner since, well, me." Aside from the one thing that lasted two weeks and didn't even properly make it to the media, which Jaeha feels doesn't count. "A guy's bound to be curious about what kind of person managed to get through his icy exterior."

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"And what kind of person is she?"

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"She has fire," he continues on his pun spree. "Very good at advocating for herself and going for what she wants. And, of course, an S-rank candidate after that stunt she and Tae-gun pulled the other day."

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"A compelling case, if I've ever heard one."

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"She's also currently looking for independent representation, like they do in America. I think—"

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She lifts a hand in a "stop" gesture, and he shuts up. "You've convinced me. I've never had reason to question your judgment. I'll have my people look into it. Lucid could definitely use an S-ranker in its hoster, if one is up for the taking."

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He grins again. "My thoughts exactly."


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The next morning, Kim Hye-jin gets a notification that their morning has been cleared of dungeons and is instead invited to a meeting with Lee Tae-gun and Min Woo-young. The invite has a specific meeting room in HQ but Woo-young has added a note that that's just because it's the standard for their scheduling app and they can have this meeting wherever she wants.

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Well, that's kind of a scary message to wake up to, sort of like the esper equivalent of 'We need to talk.' That doesn't mean she's not going to go, of course, it just means she's got some anxiety about it.

Meeting room is fine by her. Here she is, at the meeting room, trying not to overthink this. (She's pretty sure she's done everything right???)

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Woo-young is already there and doesn't look particularly concerned. Tae-gun isn't. 

"Sorry I didn't include the subject of the meeting in the description, it's nothing bad but sunbae was embarrassed. He's on speaker by the way, say hi sunbae."

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"...good morning, Kim Hye-jin," he says, his voice coming out of Woo-young's phone on the table.

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"Good morning," she says, a little bemused. "It's fine, I was sitting on my desire to overthink it and I feel like that's a good habit to cultivate on principle. What's this about?"

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"Sunbae wants to figure out a better way to silo that gets the benefits of guiding without the problems that his backlash poses." He's sure Kim Hye-jin has figured at least some of it out by now. "But he's too mortified to actually have the conversation himself and asked me to interface."

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"Woo-young," he chokes out, sounding... well, mortified.

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"Sunbae I have to say something and the truth is always the better strategy to actually solve problems."

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"Oh! Oh okay. Yeah, that makes sense," she agrees, nodding. "So less possible interaction between us, while still being near each other?"

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"Basically! And so that we can ground it, his—sunbae I'm not going to use that pretentious Western word—the best idea he's thought of that he could go with if we can't figure something out would be handcuffing and blindfolding and gagging him." Woo-young says that with a perfectly straight face.

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The choking sound coming out of the speaker Hye-jin can only hear due to the audio quality and esper hearing suggests that a certain someone else does not actually have a perfectly straight face.

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Hye-jin snorts, and is obviously amused, but doesn't actually laugh. Her expression makes it clear that she thinks this is very silly, though.

"I don't think we're going to need to go that far to get him the privacy and safety he wants." Okay, that one is said with a perfectly straight face. "If nothing else, our compatibility is good enough that we might be able to guide each other through sufficiently thin walls, or - walls that don't quite go up to the ceiling? I suppose that doesn't help with the soundproofing, does it, hm, and my sincere promise to wear earbuds and listen to music or something is obviously not good enough... Is there paper in here?"

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Okay it's drawing time!! She's going to start scribbling possible wall-between-them variations that might work.

"So I think the full wall that's made of a material that doesn't block guiding is clearly best, especially if we can set up some kind of soundproofing on top of that, but I don't know if... anyone has researched that. Do we want a hatch in the wall for potential handholding, or is that better if it's not even a possibility?"

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"That one's for you, sunbae."

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"...it's probably a good idea."

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"Hmmmm, then maybe two thin walls, with a little cushioned handholding area between them, and hatches on either side." Hye-jin starts drawing little stick figures and little lines between them. "If we set it up so we're facing opposite directions with one side to the wall, with both of our arms reaching into the designated handholding space, we maximize closeness of our bodies while keeping our respective heads away from each other. ... Does a reclining chair work okay for you? Nevermind, don't tell me, I shouldn't know anything about what's going on in your silo, I'm just thinking logistics..."

She has been nerdsniped by an interesting problem, and is now going to get kind of into it.

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...where did they find her??? She's from the same damn planet sunbae's from. He, like, knows that esper compatibility is also a function of personality match but he didn't realise it'd be to this extent.

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They found her in Japan! Wasn't he paying attention? She came from Japan.

Anyway, she is happily going to work out a detailed, multistep double silo system with multiple layers of fallback, depending on how much wall and space they can get away with putting between them, with hatches for handholding on both sides of the wall and a Designated Handholding Space in the middle. She has this power. No one is going to be able to stop her. Also, no one in this room seems to want to stop her, so.

"Oh, but this might take a while to get built, even with throwing lots of money at it to make it happen quickly," she muses. "Uh, does both of us on either side of a locked door work as a temporary solution until it gets sorted out? Blindfold, handcuffs, and gag optional?"

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"Oh we can get it done by tomorrow," Woo-young says, casually. "Will need to consult sunbae on specifics—"

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"I'm fine with whatever you've decided," he interjects.

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"—I guess not! So it's a matter of finding people and we can definitely get people." C- and D-rank espers often don't go into dungeoneering at all, unless they have very specific in-demand kinds of powers, and instead tend to do the superpowered version of mundane jobs, like construction work.

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Nod! "Okay. Uh, for my side, a heated reclining chair, please. And a desk that can be pulled out. And other general hypothermia considerations. You're right handed, right, Tae-gun-sunbae? If so the handholding wall can be kept to our left for both of us, let us have our dominant hands free."

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"He is," Woo-young says, nodding. "Write down a list of specific stuff you want? And I'll get someone to make a 3D blueprint off this," he taps the paper, "and share with the two of you so you can change anything you might want to."

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"Mhm!" She happily gets to writing out a list. "Are you okay with doing the rest of our dungeons today with the current system, or the on-other-sides-of-a-locked door idea?" This is of course to Tae-gun.

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"...locked door, I think," he says after a second.

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"Okay. Let me know if you change your mind and need the day off instead. I will try to send you off to your personal silo if you start, I don't know. Yelling your secrets through the door or something, but. I'm not going to be offended if you don't trust that and want further safety measures for yourself."

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"Okay."

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Woo-young has some kind of facial expression. He's not even sure what it is, but probably some mixture of exasperation, fondness, disbelief, and humorous glee. "I think we're done, then?"

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"I think so! Uh. ... Let me know if you want to another tactics talk for our dungeons today, we would probably be fine without it but," she likes them, "they definitely help our operational efficiency I think."

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"—oh. Yeah. I'd like that."

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Woo-young bites down on a joking remark about their relationship because neither of them would appreciate it and instead just rolls his eyes. They deserve each other, honestly.

"That'll be on the guild's dime," he says, standing up. "Hye-jin, we need to get drunk again sometime." He winks. "But for now I'll be off."

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“Sure, thank you for being our intermediary. It’s appreciated. Now go forth, be free~!”

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Light flashes and he's gone.

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...along with his phone, so Tae-gun texts Kim Hye-jin.

Shall we discuss today's dungeons, then? 

I reviewed yesterday's performance again before sleep last night and I think I have a couple of ideas about efficiency improvements we could try.

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Sounds good! Do you want to have this conversation in person? I kind of want to take every available attempt to chip away at your backlash without doing anything that actually makes you uncomfortable.
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Yeah. I'm not actively backlashing right now.

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I'd be kind of alarmed if you were tbh! My (still temporary, promise) silo for now?
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Yes, that works.

He requests a teleport (off the guild's storage of Woo-young's power, rather than from Woo-young directly), and vanishes.

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Then they can meet there! And have their tactics talk! Hye-jin is just as delighted by tactics talk as ever, and! And! She has figured out the program he gave her and and loves it very much.

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...yeah, he's. Glad it's been useful to her.

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... She notices this hesitancy and discomfort, and switches topics. Back to directly breaking down their scheduled dungeons and how their abilities can be leveraged to efficiently destroy them. That seems to be a topic he likes much better.

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Yeah that is in fact a topic he is a lot less touchy about. If nothing else he can—

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Both of their phones buzz at the same time with an emergency alert, and their commscreens get a notification.

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Well. This was bound to happen eventually.

All right, where are they heading, and how bad's the damage.

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A dungeon appeared in Busan, floating ten meters above the pavement in a hidden-away corner in Haeundae-go district, and started quietly kidnapping locals and tourists.

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Woo-young video calls both of them on their commscreen.

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He picks up.

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"Hello, hello, this is the taxi service calling, I believe you've ordered a trip to Busan? The dungeon hasn't spewed out any monsters yet, but the number of kidnapped people is already in the double digits and Busan is busy this time of year, don't know if you knew that, Hye-jin. They're figuring high-B or low-A, but big. You in?"

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"Obviously."

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"Of course," she says, nodding. "We're tip off the spear to draw monsters away from civilians and rescue, yeah?"

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"Unclear, we've only just barely got sensors on the ground, dungeon might be weird, but seems likely. Ready? Ready. Cool, you're on."

He teleports both of them.

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The area has been surrounded by yellow tape as usual, but there's a lot more activity than Hye-jin and Tae-gun have seen in their dungeons together so far. The professional buzz surrounding the place seems oddly incongruent with the warm late-morning sun and the sea breeze. This being a popular touristic destination, there are quite a lot of people just beyond the yellow tape ogling and taking pictures.

As soon as Tae-gun and Hye-jin teleport in, people start calling their names like they're K-pop stars who just walked in on stage.

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A tall, fit man with silver-green hair and pink irises, about the same age as Tae-gun, appears out of (not literally) nowhere to one-arm hug Tae-gun. "Yeowza, I wish they called my name like that! Must feel good to be on top."

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Tae-gun pushes the man's arm away and doesn't reply, opting instead to look around for where they're congregating—oh. Right here. Good job, Woo-young, he doesn't have to walk at all and so has no excuse to escape Park Yoo-min.

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Woo-young himself is sitting on a fold-up chair, holding hands with a younger-looking guy whose hair is a purple so dark you can only tell it's not black in direct light and eyes that can't decide if they're hazel or green, looking at three different screens and coordinating.

"Sunbae, we still have a few minutes before you and Kim Hye-jin have to go in, why don't you introduce her to some people?" he says, without looking up.

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...ugh, he's using his professional voice, that means he's serious.

"Kim Hye-jin, these are Park Yoo-min-sunbae," green hair, "and Seo Tae-hwan," black hair.

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"Yo!" says Yoo-min with a huge grin and a two-finger salute. "Big fan!"

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"Pleasure to meet you all," says Kim Hye-jin, with a polite and extremely Japanese bow. "Despite the circumstances."

That being said, she's totally going to peer over Woo-young's shoulder and attempt to make sense of the screens, because she's a little workaholic snoop and wants to know all of the things.

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He's looking at the preliminary map of the dungeon from the first sensor they sent in earlier as well as a tactical map of the locations in Busan people were kidnapped from, plus keeping an eye on a rapidly-updating public emergency chat channel.

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"Park Yoo-min-sunbae is combat-specialised and has lightning powers, his partner Choi Seungjoo-sunbae is defensively-specialised and does momentum redirecting." He doesn't bring up their ranks at all, which is pretty unlike Kim Hye-jin's experience with guilds in Japan. "Seo Tae-hwan, ah..."

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Tae-hwan, who had gotten up and bowed too (without letting go of Woo-young's hand), straightens up and says, cheerfully, "Today I'm useless! I'll be managing Woo-young-hyung's backlash while he plays rescue hero."

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"Handholding is a sacred and important duty, it is known," agrees Hye-jin, a little amused, even as she's eyeing the preliminary map.

"Tae-gun-sunbae and I can safely split up, if you need this to be three-pronged instead of two," she then volunteers, because it's looking like it'll be relevant. "He'd be better at ranged attackers, but I can handle melee just fine."

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"Waiting on Yun Minseo-sunbae's confirmation but it's looking like this one might be the type that likes to rearrange itself. Whether that means you two had better split up than stay together is not my wheelhouse. Incoming."

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There's a flash of light and a man in his mid twenties with blond hair and salmon-coloured eyes shows up.

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"Seungjoo-ya!" exclaims Yoo-min, running over to the new person's side and tackle-hugging him.

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He endures about a second of this before pushing Yoo-min away and looking at Kim Hye-jin. "Kim Hye-jin? I am Choi Seungjoo. It's a pleasure to meet you," he says, bowing.

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"Unless Minseo-sunbae reports a much more complex dungeon than we're expecting this should be the whole team," Woo-young says.

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"The pleasure is mine," she says, bowing back. Then, back to business. "Yun Minseo-sunbae is the sensor esper that works spatially, correct?" This is directed at her partner, because she doesn't want to waste Woo-young's precious attention right now.

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He nods. "Yun Minseo-sunbae's in a triangle with Kim Da-eun-sunbae and Baek Ji-woo-sunbae, shields and healing respectively."

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"That's such a good triad of powers," sighs Hye-jin enviously. Look, being able to set monsters on fire is great and all, but sometimes she really wishes she had something that was practical for, you know. Other things. ... Technically she can boil water to produce electricity, but that's not a very interesting other thing, so it doesn't count. Her powers, her rules. "So we should be on the lookout for anything immaterial or mind affecting. Are the civilians ambulatory, being held somewhere, or something else?"

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"Unclear!" says Park Yoo-min. He's now got one arm lazily draped around Seungjoo's shoulders, standing on the other side of Woo-young from Hye-jin, also looking at the screens. "No civilians have come out yet, and the first group didn't find any. Minseo's going to bring us all the info once she's out, meantime we're just chewing on our fingernails impatiently."

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"Mm. Well, if they're tucked safely out of the way I can just set myself on fire for any incorporeal surprises."

She says this very matter-of-factly.

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Tae-hwan looks up at her, blinking dumbly. "Wouldn't that... hurt?"

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"She's probably immune to her own fire. But most importantly, does that—"

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Seungjoo elbows him.

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"Ow! What was that for?"

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"You were about to say something weird, hyung," he sighs. "Don't say weird things to people you've just met."

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"...yeah, alright, can't argue with that."

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"What about your clothes?" Tae-hwan asks.

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"The clothes I wear when I'm working are fire resistant, and I can mostly avoid setting them too on fire. But yes, that is why I don't tend to do this strategy if dungeons have had time to have a full recon. Just - rescue, knowing the bounds of the sensors we have available now, probably it's better to be on fire than not if it wouldn't put any civilians in danger."

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"Huh. Makes sense."

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"...so, how are you finding Korea? Glad you kicked that limp blob to the curb?"

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Seungjoo elbows him again, hard. "Hyung!"

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He yelps. "What! What! He is a limp blob!"

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"Hyung you have no idea what their relationship was like! You can't call people limp blobs."

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"Oh." He turns an apologetic smile to Hye-jin. "Um. Sorry if I called someone you like a limp blob."

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"No, he's totally a limp blob," says Woo-young, without looking up.

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"Ha! Vindicated!"

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"And also I hate him. Limp blob is honestly too nice, and just implies a lack of initiative. Here, let me help. He's a self obsessed, showboating, sexist entitled twit with no talent, drive, or desire to improve, who would be perfectly content if most of humanity were killed in dungeons, so long as he could have his precious ego fellated regularly."

She says this all very brightly, but in a quiet tone of voice that would have a lot of trouble carrying to the (very far back) media. Look, she's careful, okay.

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Yoo-min blinks a few times, his jaw slowly going slack and a goofy smile spreading on his face as she speaks. When she's done talking he turns to Seungjoo and says, "Seungjoo-ya, can we keep her?"

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"One, she is not a dog, two, you've only just met her, three, you need to stop saying weird things," he says in the defeated tone of voice of someone who knows his boyfriend will in fact continue to say weird things forever. "Sometimes I feel like I'm the hyung," he grumbles.

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"Do you want me to call you hyung?"

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"No! That'd be too weird."

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Hye-jin snorts, and looks very smug about having elicited such a reaction.

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A pink haired woman in business attire pops out of the portal, and Woo-young's screen begins updating with new information.

"Preliminary recon's been completed, and the area around the other side of the portal is secure. My husband and I will head out in ten, we've got another recon scheduled. Report should now be on your system, short answer is the dungeon is close quarters and shifts, and your sensor has verified at least seventeen captured victims, but suspects there might be more."

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"Roger that, thank you Han Ye-rin-shi. Will you be entering the dungeon again or waiting for Im Jae-pil-shi outside? And will Yun Minseo-shi and Kim Da-eun-shi be coming with him?"

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("Im Jae-pil-shi has stealth powers and often uses it to help sensors in early recon," Tae-gun explains to Kim Hye-jin, "and Han Ye-rin-shi works with illusions and sometimes goes with him. They're external contractors, not part of Quasar.")

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(Hye-jin nods and gives her partner a little smile of thanks. She appreciates these explanations, and will definitely remember powersets, even if she’s not going to remember names. Man… stealth and illusions, what another fantastic pair, she’s so damn jealous…)

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"Waiting outside, I've got calls to make for our next appointment. From what I understand, they plan to remain inside, according to Yun Minseo-shi the dungeon is 'tricky,' and she was concerned about losing track of the victims she'd found."

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"Yeah, I can see that. Thank you for the report, Han Ye-rin-shi, as always you and your husband do outstanding work."

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“Thank you, it is our honor to work for the good of Korea. Good fortune and safety to all of you.”

Anyway, off to make a phone call, the next appointment isn’t an emergency like this one, but it did get shuffled back a little in order to accommodate this rescue….

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"Yoo-min-sunbae, the floor is yours."

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Park Yoo-min's been looking at the updated information and ignoring the conversation since Han Ye-rin stepped out, and once Woo-young calls him he grins widely, releases Seungjoo from his one-warmed hug, and claps his hands together once. "Alright, folks, listen up!" he says, stretching his commscreen wide and large enough for everyone else to be able to see. "It's not October but it's spooky times! The dungeon's theme of the day is: haunted gothic catacombs. Ooo, scary! Kim Hye-jin was right on the money when she was thinking about how we don't have good counters to incorporeal threats, because boy oh boy do we have those! Ghost-like monsters, shambling zombies, armoured skeletons, if it's spooky and it's kooky we've got 'em!"

He starts manipulating the updated map of the dungeon as he speaks. "It's a self-readjusting dungeon, everyone's favourite. Divided into modules, big collections of rooms, which change position with respect to each other at regular intervals." He triggers one such change on the map to demonstrate, various parts of the rooms moving around in all three dimensions. "The insides of the rooms are strictly Euclidean, but when the modules get shaken up they can go cuh-razy. Still unclear if a module can get completely cut off from all exits according to Minseo-sunbae so we should all proceed under the assumption that they can.

"But wait! There's more! If the spooky dearly departed were not enough, it looks like the dungeon is having a blast trapping civilians inside crypts. I don't know about you but that is not my kink, and I'm betting it's not most of these people's either. They'll be scared and confused, prone to lashing out, and might cling. Public faces, everyone! Remember to be calm and present a reassuring presence, we're all here to help and they'll be alright, on our honour as Quasar.

"Woo-young, explain your teleportation to Kim Hye-jin, won't you kindly?"

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"It's reference-based," he says. "I can do 'the person next to that other person' or 'the green box in that room' or things like that, and likewise for the destination. I don't do distances and directions directly."

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"Which is uh-mazing for rescues, especially in dungeons like this! Comms are working fine in the dunj itself, so Woo-young and Tae-hwan will be near the dungeon entrance and whenever we find civilians we'll shoot 'im a message so that he can fetch them to safety. Don't do them one by one, though, because they can feel overwhelmed like that; better to get a few and send them out in groups. Obviously safety comes first, though, and if they're at risk you get them out first, no matter what. Remember, this is Tuesday for us, but for them it may well be scarier than the Blair Witch movie!

"The medical team will be by the exit, too, to check everyone for injuries, monsters hidden in your jacket sleeves, et cetera, and I mean everyone, including all of us. I know this is standard, blah blah blah, but Da-eun-noona will not let me hear the end of it if I don't remind everyone every time! Better bored than exploded, is what I always say." Pause. "It's not, but you get me.

"If anything looks too out of the ordinary, report it at once. If you feel like you bit more than you can chew, there is zero shame in pressing the panic teleport button, it's there for a reason. Also a blah blah blah, especially with our two rock stars here, but, again, I do not want noona riding my ass if anything goes wrong.

"This should be straightforward for this team, but in case it is not, we can and will get more people in. First goal is rescuing all of the civilians, do not engage the boss mob or destroy the core until we are one hundred percent everyone is out." At least everyone who's alive, but he doesn't say that. Everyone here knows this, but they're not so far away from the yellow tape beyond which the media outlets are swarming that they can be confident they won't be overheard, and it's best to project a confident image. "And I thiiiiink... that's it! Other than the tac formation, I guess, but we'll go over that in a sec. For now, does anyone have any questions, concerns, opinions, or a sudden but urgent desire to punch me in the face?"

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"Only every other day," Tae-hwan mutters.

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"No desire to punch anyone present in the face, but I'm going to have trouble getting civilians out of," she peers at her own copy of the report, "stone coffins on my own safely, fair warning. Are the shields we have available effective against incorporeal monsters?"

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"Nnnnope! But on the bright side the ghosts aren't that dangerous—in a fashion. They mess with your perceptions like woooooah, and they can get you real confused. Only while they're around, though! Oh, I bet watching Da-eun-noona find this out would've been hilarious. Ahh, we'll have opportunities to make fun of her in the future, I'm sure.

"Anyway! Got distracted. We suspect that AoE diffuse stuff can get them. That'd be heat, cold, spatial manipulation, wind, lightning, you name it. All of us, really! It'll be fine."

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(...Tae-gun's power is shit at diffuse. He can do cold and freezing but it's incredibly inefficient so he mostly doesn't.)

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"And if it's not fine, we can call backup," he continues. "That said, jokes aside, we should probably pair up. I know hu—I mean, Tae-gun's not so into the freezing thingy," so he does know, "and Joo-ya's power can't really actually do damage, so that'd probably work best, I think! Unless you all think you can deal fine on your own? I'm staying with my bae but as for the two of you I'll defer to your expertise."

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So corny.

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Tae-hwan makes exaggerated puking gestures.

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"Pairing up sounds good," agrees Hye-jin, as if this weren't the most surreal briefing for a rescue she's ever had. When it definitely, definitely is.

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"Awesome! Then, Woo-young, Tae-hwan, if you'd get us started?"

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Tae-hwan hops to his feet and pulls Woo-young with him, using the hand that's not holding Woo-young's to hold onto his waist and pull him far closer than professionalism would dictate.

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He rolls his eyes. "There are cameras, you know."

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"I'm doing this half for their benefit," he says with a sharp grin. "Now let's go."

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"Let's," he agrees with a fond look on his face, then follows Tae-hwan towards the portal.

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"It's showtime!"

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The inside of the dungeon is as advertised: cold dark damp stone, crumbling statues and gargoyles, an incessant sound like dripping water you can't quite place, a suffocating claustrophobic atmosphere pressing onto them from all directions. Like most self-shifting dungeons, the room the entrance leads to doesn't change, and it's been cleared of hazards and monsters. The medical team—mostly non-espers with mundane equipment—has set up a tent next to the portal and is sitting at attention when the party walks in.

Inside, they lose connection to the external network but get access to Yun Minseo's constantly updating map, though since Han Ye-rin walked out of the dungeon with a copy just a few minutes ago they're mostly up to date.

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"The dungeon shifts every 467 seconds, give or take five, and the next shift should be in about three minutes," Park Yoo-min says, opening up his console again to look at the map. "Tae-gun and Kim Hye-jin, take the direction I'm linking to you now, and Seungjoo and I are going this way instead." He's adopted a much more serious and businesslike tone now that they're inside and actually working. "In addition to the automated pings I want active check-in from both of you every ten minutes, and we'll be doing the same on our end. I'm not going to waste time repeating what I said outside. Unless you have any questions, we go as soon as the dungeon shifts next."

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"No questions," says Hye-jin, nodding. Instead she looks to Tae-gun. "I set myself on fire and go first to clear the way, you cover me and get everyone out?"

Because, uh, the fire specialist trying to get everyone out of stone coffins is. Not going to go well for anyone, okay. She might be able to carefully burn through whatever seams are keeping them locked inside without baking the people she's trying to rescue, but why take that risk ever.

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"Yes, that seems sensible."

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Nod.

She waits until the next dungeon shift, and then she's off like a rocket. Somewhat literally, rescues are worth the hack of using her flames as a propellant, and her partner is right there. She is of course careful to make sure that nobody's in the blast radius of said fiery entrance, but most everyone is already situated to stay out of her way for precisely this sort of reason. High powered combat espers: can be very scary, actually.

The undead monsters of this dungeon are accordingly going to have themselves a bad time. Hye-jin is careful not to leave too much ambient heat behind her as she carves through monsters, which means quick bursts instead of sustained flames, but that doesn't make her any less effective.

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Park Yoo-min's guess that the incorporeal monsters would be vulnerable to diffuse attacks like heat and electricity was correct, and so Hye-jin is extremely useful against those. Tae-gun could've figured it out, could've managed something with ice dust and insulation, and if he'd been alone that's what he'd have done, but... that'd be pretty inefficient, and he's got a partner who can cover for his weaknesses, so he tries not to dwell too much on it. At least he's pretty good with the skeletons, their joints are practically made to be torn apart by careful applications of flying ice blades.

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Hye-jin... mostly doesn't leave him openings to display this, though she does leave some. She circles back around to catch all incorporeal monsters, and only leaves him skeletons and zombies and the like when it would be time or power inefficient to bother. Mostly, though, everything here is not immune to being burned (debatably) alive. Skeletons are the most immune, and they're not very; she has to go extra hot with them, but they fracture apart into impotent shards under her attention.

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The people to rescue are a bit harder for her, of course.

"Tae-gun, on your left," comes Minseo's voice, through the comm. "Civilian inside the second coffin from the bottom, third row after the gargoyle."

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In the deep alcove and through the thick stone coffin, it's hard to make out screaming, even with an esper's senses. But it's there.

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...ah.

He waits until Kim Hye-jin is done with what she can safely kill away from the civilian, deals with the couple of remaining monsters that were too close, then goes over to the relevant coffin. "Can you hear me?" he calls in a calm, firm, and loud voice. "I'm here. You'll be alright. Hang in there, we'll get you out."

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The screaming stops.

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"Please hang in there!"

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Now, to actually rescue them... There's coffins above this one so he can't straightforwardly open it. Unfortunate, but not impossible to deal with.

Being S-rank isn't just about effort and skill—there's an unfair component in what powers exactly people get, and how strong they are—and Tae-gun's deck is really stacked in his favour. Amongst his suite of unfair and strong powers is a somewhat less-advertised one: when he told Kim Hye-jin that he'd never been hurt, it was in large part due to a body reinforcement power, which he has running at a low level all the time and properly activates almost subconsciously whenever he's at risk. His best guess as to how it relates to the rest of his powers has to do with the "solidness" of ice (after all, powers (and their backlashes) don't always follow clear patterns that perfectly match human categories) but in practice what this means is that if he punches the solid rock of the hollow coffin above the one with the person a few times it breaks through enough to give him space to work with, and his knuckles aren't even very scuffed.

Once that's done, he can use both the ice and his hands to dig into the gap of the coffin lid and heave it up.

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Here is a terrified looking woman, blinking up at him. Her fingers are raw, but not yet bloody, from clawing at the inside of the coffin, and her mascara has run from her tears.

"Ohthankyou, pleasepleaseplease get me out of here...!!!!"

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Heeeeeave ho and the lid is pushed up and off enough for the woman to step out. "Be careful when stepping out," he says in a soft but firm voice.

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Nodnodnodnod out she comes, very carefully and shakily. She looks like she desperately wishes to cling to him but has realized that, perhaps, that is a bad idea and she should instead not.

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No it's fine, he can hug her for a bit, he knows this would be reassuring. "It's fine, you'll be fine. You're safe now. You'll be alright." The smile he offers her... might be the most honest and genuine smile Kim Hye-jin has ever seen on his face. It's not too different from his media smile, except for how it's more subdued and crinkles the corner of his eyes more. It's not trying to look pretty for cameras, it's just trying to... smile.

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OKAY GOOD THEN IT'S CLING TIME. AND SOB. CLING AND SOB TIME.

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(Hye-jin is of course covering him and the civilian. And clearing out the way to the next two they need to save, but she's keeping half an eye on the two of them to make sure nothing incorporeal pops out of the walls or something. She's doing this from rather far away, because fire is scary.

... It's nice to see Tae-gun smile for real, though.)

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"Shh... you'll be alright, it's alright," he repeats, quietly. He's got this "be reassuring" thing down to an art. The trick is to actually empathise with people and care about them, which doesn't come naturally to him but he's managed to cultivate it. "Was there anyone else with you when it happened, or do you know anyone else who got kidnapped?" It doesn't happen every time but sometimes people are kidnapped in groups or one after another and it helps to tell them that they'll find their loved ones—or that they already have, as the case may be.

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"My - my brother, I don't know where he is though..." Sniffle.

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He nods. "We'll find him. We have someone who can find everyone in the dungeon, so we'll get everyone out." He sends Yun Minseo-sunbae a quick text message asking if she knows anything about this woman's brother, if Park Yoo-min-sunbae has already found him or something. "In the meantime, I'm going to ask you to stick with us for a little bit while we get a couple more people so that my hoobae can teleport everyone out to safety. We'll keep you safe, and if anything threatening happens we'll teleport you out immediately. Does that sound alright?"

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Nod nod. Giving him space so he can do the saving thing. She'll just, uh, be here. Being terrified and shivering like a leaf.

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Tae-gun's reply is over comms instead of by text: "Da-eun's handling identities and the missing persons count, talk to her if you want specifics. One of the two you're set to grab is male, though. Pink shirt, some English phrase?"

She doesn't say I'm busy enough as is, but it is nonetheless heard.

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"Yes! Yes, um - that's. Yes." Nodnodnodnod let's go save her brother yes please!!!

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"Can do." The first few times he did this he used to offer people rides on his ice hoverboards but he's since learned that they usually feel really powerless in situations like this and being carried around by powerful espers often exacerbates that, while letting them walk under their own power makes them feel more in control, even if it slows them down. So they'll protect her, and go look for her brother and the other person that's in the same section they're in. Which is lucky, really, since the dungeon's about to get reconfigured and they wouldn't want to have to go looking elsewhere.

Onwards. She's just the first, they've still got a long way ahead of themselves.

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Onwards! Hye-jin has mostly cleared out the path ahead, and they are on something of a timetable.

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They find and rescue the other two people in this section, without much more trouble than they had with the first. Tae-gun continues to be soothing and reassuring and to project an aura of confidence and certainty that inevitably puts people, if not entirely at ease, at least much more so than they'd otherwise be. It's a similar effect to the one where if people see you walking confidently somewhere they just assume you have the right to go there and don't actually check without specific reason to do so; human brains are wired to believe and mimic people who look like they know what they're doing, especially if they demonstrate competence, and they easily slide into "everything will be fine, because I've got Lee Tae-gun protecting me".

It's no wonder Korea loves him so much, between how powerful he is and the reports from everyone he rescues of how safe they feel with him.

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He's a bit of a traumatized, self-destructive fuckup, with the communication skills of a particularly stoic turnip, but. He's really good at his job, and his job is saving people. She's proud to be working with him, and it's genuinely an honor and privilege.

Hye-jin isn't bad at reassuring and comforting scared civilians front, but presently she is being very much on fire and destroying all of their enemies, so. She's happy to let him do that side of the work, and stick to the occasional calm and reassuring "Don't worry, we'll get you out of here," in between bouts of destroying the aforementioned enemies. But mostly her job is destruction, and she's fine with that. They will get these people out safely, and that's what matters most.

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With Yun Minseo's lead they can make reasonably quick work of the dungeon. The reason for the emergency call was urgency—the dungeon had appeared yesterday and kidnapped a lot of people in a short interval—but not really difficulty. It's somewhere in the border between B-rank and A-rank, so the two S-rankers (one actual, the other de facto if not de jure) don't have a lot of trouble. Park Yoo-min and Choi Seungjoo are both B-rankers, so they're not as quick, but Seungjoo's power lends itself somewhat better to the actual task of rescuing people: he can redirect and enhance momentum, and the way that power expresses itself allows him to move and open the heavy stone coffins without having to actively damage them very much.

Everyone is, of course, alive—dungeons refrain from killing people as a general rule, until they're close to sealing themselves and going away, sometimes even to the point of magically ensuring they don't die if they otherwise would. There's some debate about why that'd be; one theory is that they feed on their victims' emotional state or something along those lines, and another is that they feed on conceptual narratives in a certain sense. There are actually some dungeon monsters that are friendly to humans (including some that are intelligent/self-aware), and there's active research on them to try to figure out as much as they can about their origins.

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"That's everything but the boss room," announces Yun Minseo. "Five in there with it, all along the far wall. The boss is likely to have breath weapons or something, on account of being a dragon, so be careful to keep the carnage contained."

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Park Yoo-min and Choi Seungjoo meet up with them in the module (currently) in front of the boss room.

"Are you ready to kick some undead dragon ass? Because I am so ready to kick some undead dragon ass. Bet it's got loot."

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Snort.

"Ready. Are you hoping for a full dragon hoard? Because normal gold and jewels will actually be worth less than weird dungeon stuff, you know."

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"Oh no I'm hoping there's, like, magical items. Equipment or—"

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"We should go in and rescue the people trapped inside."

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"—right."

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"Hyung is nervous," Choi Seungjoo explains.

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He scratches his cheek. "It'll be my first time facing a big dungeon boss like this with such a small group. It's not that I don't trust you guys, but..."

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He pats Yoo-min's shoulder.

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"Okay, useful thoughts, useful thoughts. Pre-game strategy is useful, right.

"The dragon may be undead but its hide is probably still going to be as resilient as boss monsters tend to be, so it won't be a matter of just burning through it. ...probably. I mean, do try, if that works that'll be a lot easier for all of us, but we should plan for the case where it doesn't. Suggestions?" Not that he doesn't have a plan already forming in his head as he speaks—he's the leader for this mission for a reason, he's got more experience under his belt than Tae-gun does even—but he shouldn't assume his plans are the best, especially in a situation he's not as comfortable with.

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Aw. Hye-jin can tell he cares about the captured people they're out to rescue, and the babbling is just a coping mechanism. She gives Yoo-min an understanding smile, but carries on in the practicalities.

"Generally, I think I'll be better off keeping it away from places we don't want it to be over directly making it die. So - away from the back wall that has people trapped. And when I can, I'll focus fire on joints and wings such to weaken for everyone else - that's usually what we do already, when it comes to bosses."

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"Sensible and agreeable!"

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"Choi Seungjoo-sunbae's powers would probably be good for keeping the boss away from the civilians while Park Yoo-min-sunbae and Kim Hye-jin distract it and I rescue them. I believe I should aim to do that as soon as possible to avoid chance of collateral damage from the fight itself; with bigger monsters there's a lot more that can go very wrong the longer we wait."

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"Also sensible! And you'll never guess what I have, because I won't give you time to before I show it to you." He pulls up the 3D holomap of the room, which he can use to point at where the civilians are trapped and his best guess at how they should navigate the early fight to give Tae-gun as much space as possible.

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This all sounds reasonable to her, and she's absolutely down to continue being scary and full of fire! And yes, sooner rather than later is better, they should be prioritizing speed of rescuing the civilians. Hye-jin will do her best to make sure that this final stage of the rescue mission goes well, and that everyone gets out safely. Tae-gun will have such excellent opportunities to be heroic and reassuring and whatnot.

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"Alright! Twelve seconds for more questions before the dungeon shifts again! No? We good? Good, let's win this."

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Planning wins battles, and this one is no different. Kim Hye-jin and Park Yoo-min harass the dragon while Lee Tae-gun rescues the civilians and Choi Seungjoo makes the dragon have a lot of trouble turning around and going after him. Once the civilians are safe, they can go all-out.

The problem: it doesn't really work. The dragon isn't just tough, it's nigh-invulnerable. It takes some damage, slowly, but if this is a war of attrition it'll be a very drawn out one.

The solution: the dragon's hoard. It does have one, it turns out, but it's mostly useless things, scrap and broken machines and rusted metal. It defends said hoard fiercely, however, and the reason why becomes obvious when they catch a shiny glint in the middle of the trash: the dungeon core. It's linked to the dragon itself, and damaging it hurts the dragon a lot more than anything they'd done previously. 

From there it's straightforward, and once the core is destroyed and the dragon is dissolving into ash as the dungeon slowly crumbles they are teleported back to the entrance.

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Woo-young is slumped over on a stretcher, being aggressively snuggled by Tae-hwan, and that's probably the only reason he can speak. "Please stand by while the medical team ensures you are all fit to leave and won't carry any monster parasites out," he drawls, in stark contrast with the actual med team's professional rush to make sure everything is alright before the dungeon collapse rate starts getting properly dangerous.

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Wince. Poor Woo-young. Losing movement is awful.

Anyway, yes. Making sure she doesn't have any little parasites tagging along with her, though she's probably fine. On account of mostly being on fire in this dungeon.

The nice thing about rescues is that there's less media pressure on the espers involved. Everyone's all distracted by the actual victims, with press conferences and interviews with scared loved ones and lots of speculation. The victims of course are much worse off, with vultures shaped like news reporters trying to get them for interviews about what was it like, but, well. At least they usually get something concrete out of the experience. Usually insurance and interviews pay them quite a pretty penny for their trauma and time spent under the media magnifying glass, and there will always be another rescue to eventually take the heat off of them, so it's not forever. Sometimes there are even dungeon chasers, trying to get themselves snatched up by dungeons a second time for the thrill, attention, and payout. Information about dungeons is often more of a cutthroat business than the dungeon clears themselves, between guilds, independent espers, entrepreneurs, dungeon chasers, and various flavors of government entity, well. It gets complicated fast.

But none of that's her problem. Her problem is just heading back to her (still temporary!) silo with her complicated and somewhat self destructive partner, and making sure that he properly locks himself in the bathroom so they can handle their mutual backlash with minimal awkwardness and regrets.

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Some people are a lot happier in front of cameras, swooning their partner's arms in the throes of backlash and looking soulfully and longingly into said partner's eyes, in a performance worthy of a K-pop band's kayfabe.

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Said partner sighs longsufferingly but... also does so in a rather camera-worthy way.

(They are both looking a lot more bedraggled than either Kim Hye-jin or Lee Tae-gun, though. Their backlash is getting to them and it shows.)

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Tae-gun prefers his image to be more professional, thanks. Back to the silo—

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—where he can finally stop holding together and, yes, handle his backlash.

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The K-pop performance is amusing, and she lets it show on her face. Cute. Glad they're having fun. Not for her either, though, she's with Tae-gun. Professionalism means that nobody wants to play dollies with your life. Well, no it doesn't, but she can pretend it does.

She gets her traditional hot cup of A Beverage (this time it's coffee) and her space heaters and blankets and sits with her back against the bathroom door to see about handling one of the many things involved with reconstructing her life in Korea instead of Japan. This time it's looking at houses again. It's rather nice to look at houses, actually, though she'll probably stop once she actually has one.

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The flavour of today's backlash is: horny! It was only one dungeon and he did it with other people so he can manage well enough with the meds and jerking off a couple of times very quietly so that Kim Hye-jin won't hear him.

He still hates it though.

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Their schedule for the day was thrown out of whack due to the emergency but they have a new one waiting for them already, with a bit more margin of rest before the first one to deal with their current backlash. Normal people would probably want to take a much longer break, maybe not do another dungeon today at all—like Woo-young, for example—but the guild is familiar enough with Tae-gun's whole... everything... and they're getting the impression that Hye-jin is similar. The schedule is of course tentative and if Hye-jin is not fucking insane wants to take a longer break she has the option to refuse.

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Nah, this sounds good to her!

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...is she sure? Of course she is. Fine, fine, more dungeons.

Where did they find her.


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yoo-min-max: she's really cool actually
yoo-min-max: don't get on her bad side tho she'll burn you
yoo-min-max: literally and metaphorically

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taegun fan no. 1183: tea?
taegun fan no. 1183: share with us!

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yoo-min-max: idk there isn't much
yoo-min-max: she's kind of but not exactly got tae-gun under her thumb, I guess that's tea
yoo-min-max: but it's hard to explain their relationship

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🧋youngwoo: that it is

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🫘beancounter: they seemed to get along well
🫘beancounter: dunno if I'd call it 'under her thumb' though
🫘beancounter: more like they established the partnership they want quickly
🫘beancounter: ... in a non euphemistic way, pervs.
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kitkatcat: it's like you've met us
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🛡️discountraidcaptain: has she been invited to the chat yet? she did really excellent work and I wanted to congratulate her, but never got the chance.
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💤Zzzzgirl: yeah where is she??
💤Zzzzgirl: I need to embarrass myself and pray she'll never connect my digital self to my physical form!
kitkatcat: she's been sent the invite but I don't think she's going to bite.
💤Zzzzgirl: awwwwww why not??
kitkatcat: prez ticked her off
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🍸nomu?: oh yeah @youngwoo said something like that
🍸nomu?: what's up with that?

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🧋youngwoo: let's not get into that here
🧋youngwoo: if she joins she joins

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kitkatcat: and if she doesn't!
kitkatcat: blame prez.
kitkatcat: it is entirely his fault and he deserves it.
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🍸nomu?: preach

🐣qt patoo t: why's everyone dislike him so much?
🐣qt patoo t: he's always been nice to me

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kitkatcat: because he's a moron
kitkatcat: a nice, well meaning moron!
kitkatcat: but a moron
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💤Zzzzgirl: awww. he tries. we love you prez.
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🧋youngwoo: yeah we wouldn't be here if we didn't like him
🧋youngwoo: lots of us have been burnt by other guilds, right, we know what the alternative is
🧋youngwoo: but part of what we like, or at least I like, is that
🧋youngwoo: we get to yell at him when he fucks up and he'll listen and change and improve?
🧋youngwoo: so it's with love that I yell at him
🧋youngwoo: Quasar is a good place and a lot of it is because of him

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kitkatcat: gee, thanks
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🦔gangnag: wow rude
🦔gangnag: I'll have you know I'm delightful

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yoo-min-max: this place would not be the same without me
yoo-min-max: would it even be Quasar without Park Yoo-min?
yoo-min-max: unlikely

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SenSoJoo: hyung
SenSoJoo: stop saying silly things in chat

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yoo-min-max: I'm so bullied ㅠ.ㅠ

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🧋youngwoo: hahahaha
🧋youngwoo: you know what I mean
🧋youngwoo: it's nice here
🧋youngwoo: you guys are nice, I'm thankful for all of you

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yoo-min-max: oh wow you're gonna make me tear up Woo-young
yoo-min-max: I like you too!

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SenSoJoo: hyung you need to stop confessing to everyone you know

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yoo-min-max: I wasn't confeeeessiiiiiiingggggg
yoo-min-max: but fine fine I'll close the app
yoo-min-max: bye guys! don't miss me too much!

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taegun fan no. 1183: dont worry, we wont

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yoo-min-max: ...
yoo-min-max: ㅠ.ㅠ


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Woo-young sends Tae-gun and Kim Hye-jin the 3D blueprint for their handholding silo and, once all requested adjustments are made, gets some esper contractors to build it. As promised, it's ready the next day.

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Yay!

You okay checking it out early before we stress test it?
I've checked out my side but I dunno if the handholding space is comfortable for both of us
Without, you know. Both of us.
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Yeah.

Good idea.

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Okay! There is a little light to show when something is in the Lewd Handholding Space. (This is what she's thinking of it as to herself. She's decided she's not telling Tae-gun because it'd be unprofessional, but in her heart. Lewd Handholding Space.) Whatever its name, she'll stick her hand in this long dark hole and try very hard not to think too much about her arm getting chomped off, and fumble awkwardly for a hand. Is Tae-gun's hand available to do the ultimate carnal sin of, gasp. Handholding???

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It is. And he does not hesitate to hold her hand, surprisingly enough.

Once he's committed to a decision, he will go through with it, damn it.

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So lewd!

Fortunately the soundproofing is good enough that he can't hear her giggling.

Comfy for you too?
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Yeah.

It's fine.

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Aaaaaand testing for when we are not handholding!
Away goes the hand!
... It's hard to tell with my level of backlash, I think I'm still guiding you from here?
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You are.

I can still feel it.

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Good!
Then I'm going to test the soundproofing.

She clears her throat, then yells at the wall, "HI TAE-GUN."
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No response.

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If you didn't hear me yelling, then I think it works!
but you can get Woo-young in on my side to verify for yourself or something
you don't have to take my word for it.
Though also I might want to test to see if banging on the wall goes through, hm...

BANG BANG BANG. Hye-jin does not have much enhanced esper strength, so this is fine for the wall's health.
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I did not hear anything.

He will ask Woo-young about it, actually, but there's no reason to tell Hye-jin this.

Do you want me to test that on my side also?

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Sure!
Whatever you're comfortable with.
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He will...

...

..........

...............it'll be really embarrassing if through some mysterious accident of physics she can hear him, but he'll. Yell. Too.

"Can you hear me—" No, that was too soft. He clears his throat and tries again: "CAN YOU HEAR ME?"

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Silence!

Have you tried yet?
And can you bang on the wall without breaking it, I dunno what your strength's like.
Besides 'better than hers,' no she hasn't noticed, shut up, who would notice that, not her, and she's definitely not irritated about it.
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He bangs on the wall, too.

I have now tried both things.

Strength is only when I have my enhancement power active.

I can do regular human strength.

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Cool! I heard nothing.
Also I am so jealous of your powerset.
You have such a nice suite of stuff!!!!!! It's really impressive!!!!!!!!! Why can I only set things on fire T_T
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Powers are not fair.

But yours are really good.

You have a lot of control and finesse in addition to sheer power, and you use those intelligently and usefully.

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Thank you! I try to make the best of what I've got, and do like using them in dungeons.
But powers are so not fair. I actually have wild jealousy for lots of other powersets, I just try not to mention it because most people think I'm insane or ungrateful.
Just, uh.
If dungeons ever stopped appearing for some reason, I'd be out of a job.
Unless I wanted to boil water for the rest of my life.
(I do not want to boil water for the rest of my life.)
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You can use it to generate electricity.

You also probably have enough money to never work again in your life.

And it's still more useful outside of dungeons than mine.

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Boiling water is generating electricity! Most efficient way to do it for me. Ask me how I know.
It works great, I've actually had an offer for it if I wanted to stop doing dungeons, but I don't. It's sooooo boring.
And: what! No, yours is great.
You use it mostly for killing stuff now, but your level of control and finesse means you could totally branch out into, idk, construction or manufacturing or something.
I guess that doesn't mean you wouldn't be bored, but there are options.
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I suppose disaster relief and similar could still see use for it.

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Those would be good!
And you'd be good at it, you're great at saving people.
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Yeah.

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It's a little charming, that he doesn't do any kind of social etiquette anything. No 'thank you,' no demurring, just a flat 'Yep, that is factually true.' It's cute.

She lets the pause linger as she investigates the various ameneties in her side of the silo. Heated seat, yes, pull out table and computer screen, drink holder, bathroom's over there...

Up for checking if my 'hold hand please' light comes on properly?

Because there is a button for that on her side. She's not trying to keep information about what's happening on her side away from him, especially since that could literally get her killed. For similar reasons, there's also a 'medical emergency' button, but she's not going to test press that.
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Yeah, sure.

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Boop!

And: light! Also a little chime to get his attention.

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That worked.

He also has a button that does the same.

He does not want to press it ever.

We should test mine, too.

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She was not aware he had one of those! Huh!
Yeah sure.
FYI I didn't know you had one and I don't know where the light would even show up so it might take me a bit to find
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Light and chime! It's right next to the handholding part of the wall, inset into it so as to be mostly unobtrusive. Without the chime itself it would be pretty easy to miss.

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Huh!!!!!
Yep! Works fine. And there's a chime.

She considers if she should say this or not, then decides that playful teasing is totally fine in a professional relationship.

And now you never have to touch it again!
Because I can tell you hated that so much.
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It might be expedient someday.

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It might!
But you never have to! :D
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He has no idea what to say in response to that.

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The silo works out for the both of them, at least as far as Hye-jin can tell from her end. Which, she mostly can't tell how he's doing over there, but that's the point. It's fine. Backlash is handled at a predictable rate, she doesn't have to try to navigate around her partner's boundaries, and her half of the silo is perfectly comfortable. She might make attempts to personalize it, but she's still kind of wary of Quasar's fingerprints all over it. It hurts more to make something hers and then have it be taken away, than to just not have anything be hers. This is from experience.

The house, though: that's totally hers. Nobody can take that away from her; it is bought and entirely paid off, and it's incredibly cute and she loves it immediately and intensely. She ended up going with something that wasn't in Seoul at all. It's nestled in the countryside among a gorgeous grove of trees, and if it's a little bit of a fixer-upper that's fine by her. She has lots of money to replace the molding and add in hardwood floors and new gutters and paint and it'll end up being exactly what she wants it to be. Which is, admittedly, hers. It's going to be hers hers hers and if she's obnoxious about talking paint choices and furniture and decorating options with everyone for the next several months, well, she doesn't have many friends here anyway, who cares if she drives people away. She's happy.

A little lonely, admittedly, but. She's working on that, too. There's a cute little coffeeshop in the neaby cute little small town, and she can go there in the mornings sometimes. Locals are starstruck by her, but also really sincerely delighted to have her live so close, which. She'll take. Being on a pedestal is also isolating, but she can climb down from one given time, and make actual friends that have no connections with the esper world at all.

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They learn how to work together. The guild got the memo and ramped up their acclimation missions, and within the first couple of weeks after their little race they're already tackling the kinds of dungeons that Tae-gun would've had trouble soloing, before. Those are somewhat rare, though, and S-rankers are even rarer—there's not a single one currently active in Korea and the handful of S-rankers abroad aren't so bad as to need Tae-gun's help—so they're mostly sticking to the kinds of dungeons Tae-gun did use to solo. The upside is that this time they're not a net increase to his backlash levels, anymore, on average, since not only is Kim Hye-jin guiding him afterwards but also her presence makes him have to use his powers less.

Being who they are, they do also occasionally tackle smaller dungeons solo. It's just good sense, and definitely better than spending time idling when there aren't any dungeons around that require them to work together. No races, though, at least for now; public opinion needs to settle.


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And one day, she gets an email.

Kim Hye-jin-nim,

My name is Lee Garam, and I work at Lucid Guild. We've been avidly watching your exploits, and everyone here is a big fan of yours! Would you be willing to meet up for tea and talk shop sometime? We'd love to get to know you better and have a chat about ways we could benefit each other or collaborate in the future!

Yours,
Lee Garam

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She gets lots of emails every day, actually.

This one isn't different from any of the others. Another guild attempting poaching. She's used to that.

Ignored.

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A few days after that, someone intercepts her on the way to the cute little coffee shop.

"Kim Hye-jin-nim?" she asks.

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...?

"Yes?"

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"It's a pleasure to make your acquaintance. I'm Lee Garam, and I work with Lucid Guild. Do you have a moment to chat and have some coffee? On me."

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"Not really. I like to have my mornings before missions quiet." And she is just going to keep walking. Bye.

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...uh.

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Did she think she was an amateur at this? She's not. She's been at this for years, people have tried to recruit her before. She's irritated that someone has figured out her place of residence so quickly, but that's about it.


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"Sunbae! So good to see you."

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Tae-gun's between missions, on a longer break than usual, and Kim Hye-jin is off doing an errand, so Woo-young invited him to his sister's café/bar for a coffee. And he didn't really want to come, but—it's important. Really important, actually. Whenever Woo-young invites him to these little meetings, he accepts. He needs to keep his connections, needs to exist.

Especially, especially, especially away from Kim Hye-jin.

He takes a seat. "Hello."

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"Wow, would it kill you to show some enthusiasm?"

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"Yes."

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"Oh he does have a sense of humour buried in there somewhere!"

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Woo-young's twin shows up and thwacks him with the menu. "Are you harassing Lee Tae-gun-shi again, Woo-young?"

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"I'll have you know I'm sunbae's best friend, noona."

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She looks at Lee Tae-gun. "Is that true?"

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"...yes."

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"Maybe you should get new friends. Or a pet. I'm sure a parakeet would be better company."

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"See, you can only get a smile out of him because he doesn't have to live with your nagging."

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"Keep telling yourself that. Should I get you both the usual?"

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"Yeah!"

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"Yes, please."

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"Be right back, then, and don't mistreat your sunbae too much, Woo-young-ah."

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"I'm always nice to him."

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She snorts and walks off.

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"So, how's it going?"

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"...fine."

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"Once more, with feeling, sunbae, we don't have to do this every time."

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Sigh. "I don't know. Fine. I've been going on dungeons. I've been resting." Pause. "I... read that book you recommended me."

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"Did you! You have to tell me what you thought of it."

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"It was fine."

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"Always pulling teeth with you," he sighs.

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"Here you go, a double espresso mocha for you," to Tae-gun, "and boba for you," to Woo-young. "I'll get the cake in a bit."

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"Thank you, noona."

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Tae-gun brings his coffee up to his lips and blows on it softly, watching Woo-young behind half-lidded eyes.

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"How about those games Kim Hye-jin recced you? Any good?"

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He freezes at the question for a second then forces himself to relax. "They're fine. Good, even. I'm... not sure I'm getting much of what Kim Hye-jin thought I would out of them. They're twisty, I suppose, and help me think in twisty ways."

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You know what, Woo-young is going to be the bigger man here and not feel at all petty about how that got two whole sentences of an answer when his book rec barely got an acknowledgement.

"You've still been playing them, though?"

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"...yeah. Sometimes."

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"And have you been having fun?"

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...fun?

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"I suppose I have."

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"I think you may in fact be getting what Kim Hye-jin thought you could get out of them, then."

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"...why would she care if I have fun?"

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"People tend to care about the people they care about," he explains slowly.

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"That's all there is to it."

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Well he did not ask her to care about him. In fact, he specifically requested the opposite of that.

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...he wants to change the subject.

"How are you and Tae-hwan?"

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"...hang on what did you just say?" He asked after them? Of his own initiative???

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"...I asked how you and Tae-hwan are doing."

Why must he be like this.

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"Holy shit, sunbae.

"Uh, fine? I—we're not dating. If that's what you're asking about?"

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"You're not?"

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"No. We're both straight."

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He shrugs. "Guiding is guiding. I guess you could say I'm bisexual and heteroromantic and Tae-hwan is heterosexual with an exception."

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"That means I don't think I could date guys and Tae-hwan won't fuck any guys other than me."

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"...I know what it means."

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"Then what's the confusion about?"

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"Aaand your cake! Enjoy!"

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"Thank you noona!" He immediately gets a bite of the cake and makes a delighted noise. "I love your cakes, noona."

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"They really are very good," Tae-gun agrees, putting his coffee down to get a bite of his.

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"Oh, stop it, you two," she says, ruffling Woo-young's hair. "Let me know if you need anything else?"

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"Yeah, will do."

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He puts his fork down and lifts the coffee to his lips, then takes an experimental sip. "You two just seem really close, is all."

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"Well, we are close. Just—not romantic."

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"What does that... mean. In practice. If you're... close friends who, uh."

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"I suppose you could say it's almost like dating? But he might get a girlfriend, or I might, or get married someday, have kids. Though I am far too young to be thinking about that."

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Yeah, yikes, he does not want to think about that, either.

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"Mind if I smoke?" Woo-young asks, reaching for a pack in his trousers pocket.

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"No, go ahead."

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He lights a cigarette and takes a drag, then blows it out and hums thoughtfully. "It's comfortable being around him. He's fun. He's got absolutely shit taste in movies, and correct opinions about pizza and tteokbokki. I want to stay his friend. And I don't... feel any butterflies in my stomach about him? If he gets a girlfriend and we can't fuck anymore, well, I'll miss that, we've got a good thing going, but I'm not going to cry about it, you know? And occasionally we go bar-hopping together and make out for attention and get some girls who are into guys who are into guys, that's fun, too."

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"If he gets a girlfriend who objects to us snuggling for guiding that'll be a lot harder, though, our backlashes are super compatible, finding another esper who works well with me would be hard." Another drag of his cigarette. "So I guess in that sense I also feel some trepidation about him dating someone. And if I start dating someone there'll definitely be some ground rules there. So, you know, that's why espers will date their partners so often, I guess. But this isn't news to anyone."

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"Yeah. I know."

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"Was the question apropos of anything, or...?"

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"No."

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"Hey, I'm just asking! I'm your friend."

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"...yeah."

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"Silo arrangement working alright with Kim Hye-jin? No more near-misses with the backlash?"

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"It's fine."

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"And no on purpose misses?"

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...? On-purpose...?

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"No!"

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He laughs.

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Min Ha-young is right, maybe he should get a parakeet.


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Hye-jin has put together bookshelves in her house! She has decided that as a designated rich person, she will have a proper library. This means, of course, that she must fill it with books. Fortunately, bookstores exist. She’s in one right now, idly wandering the shelves, picking out books that look like they’d be nice to read. Or, more often, picking out books she’s already read, but wants physical copies of. Either way, her shelves will no longer be sad and empty!

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And someone else is carrying their own slightly-too-tall-for-comfort pile of books and as Murphy's Law would have it enters a collision course with her that sends both of them to their asses.

"Ack! I'm so sorry, I wasn't paying enough attention, are you alright?" he asks, immediately getting out from under his dropped books to check on her.

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??!??? Down goes the fire esper, completely blindsided by this event. Ack, who walks that quickly in a bookstore? Why! There are so many good books! She was standing still! And her hair is bright red, how hard is it to spot her and not run into her?? Also, more importantly, are the books okay - oh, good, they're fine. Not a crumpled page or crushed corner in sight. Good, good. She can get them in order along with her head. Right, uh. Social script, social script, she has these, she knows what they're for and can even sometimes use them competently.

"It's fine," she says, even though, no really, how do you run into someone like they're in a shitty anime in a damn bookstore. Who goes through them that quickly! "I'm fine, thank you, uh. In a hurry?"

There, that's the appropriate social script for "Why the fuck were you walking so fast you collided into me hard enough to knock us both on our asses, that is not normal behavior and I am calling attention to it, but politely and with the implication that I am sympathetic while still verbally calling out your error in basic manners!" She's a real human being that knows how to emote, yes.

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"Ah, no, um, just, ah, was too ambitious with my stack of books and didn't see where I was going, um—" He looks around at the dropped books with a sheepish smile then straightens up and gets to his feet to offer her a hand.

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—then he stops. "Ah—Kim Hye-jin-nim?" he asks, giving her a proper look for the first time.

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Social script says she is to accept this hand, but she - noticeably hesitates. Japanese. Esper. Touching bad, especially when surprised and off balance, but but overcome the cultural gap Hye-jin, statistically it's probably fine.

Fine. He did literally knock her over. She will accept this indignity so he can feel slightly less horrible about being a terrible, book hating person. She accepts the hand.

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"Yes," she begins, and then her hand touches his and ack incompatible esper ack ack and she flinches back. "... Ah, uh. Sorry. Japanese. Not really used to handshakes yet."

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He pulls his hand away. "No, ah, when I realised you were an esper too I, ah, it felt awkward to withdraw my hand—"

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He covers his face with a hand. "I'm making a hash of this. Can I help you with your books and then we start over and pretend I have any social skill?"

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"It's - fine." No, no help with books, she will get them together and get up on her own, thank you.

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"Starting over, sure. Hi, I'm Kim Hye-jin. I see for completely mysterious reasons that you're also an esper! Neat, uh. Do you live around here...?"

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"My noona does and I'm spending the weekend with her. I'm Kang Jaeha, and I'm—honestly feeling a little bit star struck." He starts collecting his own books, and despite the earlier bungle he seems to treat them with a lot of care. Actually he might be muttering small "sorry" to a few of the books he's picking up, inanimate objects though they might be. "How about you, do you live nearby?"

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.... Okay, saying sorry to the books is admittedly a little charming. But still. Don't walk that fast in a bookstore, dumbass.

"Uh. I think officially no comment because I do not want anyone to know my address before I've got security cameras up, sorry." This is a lie; the security cameras are already hooked up and working great, actually. But it sure is a nice excuse, isn't it!

Kang Jaeha, that name sounds familiar... where has she heard it before...?

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"Yeah, that's fair," he agrees. This time he is going to be kinder to his books and not overambitiously attempt to carry all of them in a single pile. He glances at the books she's carrying, then, and pauses again. "Is that the Starsea series?"

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? "Yes?"

Well. Most of it. It's missing the last book in the series; apparently this is a downside of cute out of the way bookstores, they sometimes run out of the latest releases. Which is really annoying, actually, because she already has it on kindle and what she wanted was the full set as physical books to be a set together. (Of the same print series, all in hardcover, because she wants the books in her library to match prettily, damn it, and she will throw money at it to get this objectively absurd thing that she wants.)

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"So I'm not totally sure sure but there's actually this other bookstore I know nearby that might have the full collection? At least if that's what you're going for. Have you read them all?"

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"Yes, digitally, but I wanted physical copies. Which bookstore?"

Book?? Perfectionist with a reading hobby has completeness dangled in front of her????

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"It's called The Grove, it's actually a really nice place to visit even if you don't want any books because of the ambience but also they do have a lot of books. If you wait for me to get these through checkout and request a delivery I could walk you there?"

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Sounds too date-like for her taste, this person has offended her and is Officially Not Her Type, but she does want to complete that set...

"All right," she agrees.

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"Just a minute, then!"

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And a minute later: "So which one was your favourite? Mine was the fourth but I'll readily admit that it's at least partly because the teenager that still lives in me found the gay side plot relatable. ...wait, is that TMI?"

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(She has to buy her own books, too, so it's not really all that out of her way.)

"No, it's fine. I'm glad it spoke to you, though I found it kind of, I dunno. Pandery? But maybe I was on high alert after the female pair in three, because I was mad at it. I think the second objectively had the tightest plot and best pacing? Probably the third's my favorite anyway, I'm a sucker for banter even if the book upset me with its bi erasure and the 'Oh, but I never liked guys at all!' thing. Bitch, we were in your head last book, you definitely also like men, both is an option!"

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He looks delighted by her opinions. "No, I totally get what you mean, yeah. Teenage Jaeha was going through some stuff, and I've still got this little habit of clinging to pieces of media that would've made him happy, you know? But separately, really, you liked the pacing in the second book best? Don't get me wrong, I see what you mean, but at times it felt a bit too... I don't know, bogged down in details of the world that didn't feel like they justified it?"

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"It was setup! Setup is really important! The book took on a bit of a mystery genre and threw a bunch of extraneous information - which I admittedly also loved because I'm myself and the world is fun - but also in there were all of the pieces the reader needed to know to figure out what would happen! It was great, especially for rereads, and also set the stage for the later books really well! I like the third book the most but I feel like the second did the most, you know?"

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"Ha, yeah, if mystery's your thing I can see that. Ah, we're here."

The decor very much follows the name: the walls outside are styled so that the whole place looks like a tree you walk into, with a sign hanging above the door with the words "The Grove" and something that looks like a magic druidic tome; the windows reveal a place filled to the brim with books in a carefully haphazard way; and there's a cosy little café in the back. The store itself isn't located in a super well-trafficked area, though, the kind of street that locals will often know about but that isn't trying to attract tourists. Not that the small town is particularly touristy, but still.

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She loves it immediately and intensely. It's like a bookstore was made to be appealing to Hye-jin in particular, and knocked it out of the park. There's even a little café!! Aaa!! Adoration! She would have found this place eventually, but she's glad it's sooner rather than later.

Hye-jin practically skips inside.

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Jaeha's glad he could introduce her to it! He's already done his book purchases but no self-respecting bookworm can walk into another bookstore and not look over some of the titles in the aisles of interest. He honestly really loves this bookstore and visits it whenever he comes over to see his noona but it's kind of expensive so he usually gets books from elsewhere. Not that he doesn't have money to burn, he's an A-rank esper, but it's the principle of the thing.

And, yes, the store does have the full collection of the book series Kim Hye-jin was interested in, a lovingly bound hardback set with beautifully calligraphed text on the covers.

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Well now she feels bad about purchasing the partial set, because the set here is in a different print. She could just get only the last book, but, look at this set, it's so pretty and perfect together!! Clearly the thing to do is to instead throw absurd amounts of money at it, and instead donate the partial set she just bought to the local library and buy this one. It's soon enough she could plausibly get a return, but why would she do that to herself and to others. She has absurd amounts of money.

Anyway Jaeha's getting kind of ignored while she figures out this clearly super important conundrum. Well, forgotten about, she's not really... actively ignoring him.

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Hey, he gets it, he was exactly the same the first time he visited this place, he's not holding it against her.

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It's such a lovely place!!! Okay she - cannot reasonably carry all of these books home, and will not try. But arranging a delivery is... not happening, she's got some reservations about this guy and has long learned caution about her address. How about... hold for later pickup? Yes, she can have that, excellent.

This sorted, she will go get victory coffee and a muffin. Jaeha can come too, she guesses. (She's more polite about it than that, but. She is clearly not here for hanging out with him.)

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Yeah, no, that's fine.

Once they're at the table he looks... kind of like he wants to say something and doesn't know how to.

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Mmmm delicious mocha. Caffeinated chocolate and coffee together. A nice book store with scenic places to sit. Plans to fill her library with books that are extremely pretty and turn the whole place into her little sanctuary at home. Bliss.

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But for the guy she doesn't know who looks like he is trying to figure out the right words to say to tackle a complicated topic.

"Hm?" she prompts, raising her eyebrows.

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"I... this is going to come off so badly, coincidences like this don't happen in real life, it's like something out of anime, but if I don't say anything it'll come off even worse. I know we've just met and you've got no reason to trust me but it would feel slimy not to mention it.

"So, uh, I used to be Tae-gun's partner a few years ago."

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He's right! Coincidences like that don't happen! She does not think this is one of those, actually!

A previous partner of Tae-gun is the one who probably traumatized him.

She is in a small town in the countryside.

He ran into her, a very obvious person who stands out in crowds with her bright red hair, in a secluded location where he could get the chance to talk to her.

This is not a coincidence, it's enemy action.

"Were you?" she says, blinking. "He hasn't mentioned you."

Because that's exactly the sort of thing that would absolutely drive someone's stalker ex up the fucking wall.

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Yeah... yeah. "I'm not too surprised," he says, lifting his coffee to his lips and looking down at it. Tae-gun's had some bad experiences with partners in the past and he can't imagine he wouldn't have been tarred by association. "I'm not—trying to do. Anything, here. You can Google me, if you want. Just thought I should say something."

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She doesn't need your permission to Google you, you creepy dipshit.

Instead of saying this, she just nods, like she accepts this as the only way a reasonable person would react.

"Well, thank you. I appreciate the heads up." Do not incinerate Tae-gun's stalker ex on the spot, that would be murder, and more importantly, there would be witnesses.

The social script would normally mean that she would tell him he's doing well, but she's not telling this man anything about Tae-gun.

"Is your noona with Lucid?" she instead asks.

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"...hm? No, she isn't, but I am. Why?"

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Ah, that's why they found her so quickly. They had someone with a reason.

"Oh, good, that's much more convenient. Could you please tell them to take a hint?"

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"...I'm sorry? Uh, have they been—harassing you or something?"

Wow, that's kinda shitty of them, actually? What the hell! She's already got a guild! Like, sure, he's occasionally approached by poachers, but he didn't realise his guild was doing that! The fuck!

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"Not quite up to harassing exactly. It's just really creepy to be followed to my place of residence and have surprise conversations with people who have ulterior motives." Mocha sip.

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"Yeah, no shit. —pardon my French." Pause. "Oh, I bet I'm coming off just like that, aren't I, damn, I didn't—realise. Ah, I'm so sorry." He should've just apologised and walked away in the bookstore, but he was curious, and he didn't think... "Sorry, I didn't—I should get out of your hair. I'm definitely going to have words with some people at the guild, though, you should hopefully not hear anything from them again."

He finishes his coffee, pushes his chair away, stands up, and bows. "On behalf of Lucid Guild, and, also, on my behalf, I deeply apologise."

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"Apology accepted." It isn't, really, but she knows how to play this game. "But Lucid's gotten the best answer it's going to get from me, I'm afraid. I should head out too, actually, I've got mission prep to do. Lovely to meet you, thank you for showing me the bookstore. It's very cute." She will resolutely not let this asshole ruin this cute bookstore for her. She would have found it eventually.

Then she would like to teleport the fuck out. To her silo. Mocha, muffin, and shopping bags of books coming with.

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Hey so on a scale of 1 to 10, how alarmed should I be that sunbae’s old partner Kang Jaeha ran into me in a little out of the way bookstore near where I live.
Because I'm at about an 8 or 9 right now.
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It takes a couple of minutes for him to see the message but then: 

58

are you available to chat in-person right now

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Yes
I'm in my silo, you can just teleport in.
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He does. 

"Cancel your next dungeon, I'm messaging sunbae to do the same, don't message him yourself, tell me everything."

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She's looking pale and kind of shaky. There's a coffee cup and an untouched muffin nearby, and she's picking nervously at her fingernails. A shopping bag from a bookstore is set carefully nearby.

"Right. Um. He literally bumps into me, trashy anime style, at a bookstore. He - I don't know, did some kind of bumbling innocent idiot thing but, it's, it's too fucking convenient and - sorry, I'm still freaking out a bit. Um." She pauses, takes a deep breath, and then carefully and methodically goes through what happened.

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He doesn't interrupt her and just listens to the whole story, but once she's done with it he asks, "Do you want a hug?"

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"I - don't know, I'm still out of sorts. Answer hazy, ask again later. Um. He's the one who fucked up Tae-gun, isn't he."

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"Yes. Big time. And he's dangerous and—I'm of half a mind to ask you to stay here for the next week or so. Fuck I thought we'd seen the last of the bastard."

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"Oh, good, he knows where I live, that's great, love that." She's tempted to snap and go 'And why didn't anyone tell me about Tae-gun's creepy stalker ex?!?!' but she knows the answer to that. And the answer is Tae-gun, who probably desperately wants to forget everything associated with this person.

Instead of taking out her fear on one of her precious allies she is going to instead fix the root problem of not knowing enough about what she's dealing with. "Dangerous how, dangerous like he will kill me where no one will know, or what, what am I dealing with here?"

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"He cannot, as far as I know, get you anywhere you don't want to be, and in a direct fight you can burn him to ash, but beyond that I can't tell you. Fuck. I can't tell you, I legally can't tell you, I'm under a confidentiality agreement and I can only break it if I suspect a crime and I don't think he's committed a crime, but I am going to really get someone to look into it."

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She stares at him.

That is so supremely unhelpful.

"... Fuck legality, he'll dance around every law in the book and get away with it, I need to know specifics on how he works in order to make myself safe!"

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"I know. Hye-jin, I'm not your enemy here, I swear I'm going to do my best to help you, just give me a few seconds to think about how to do right by you and sunbae. Please?"

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Shit, is she not getting any help at all, is she going to be alone again, but this time with a more literal monster instead of just her own personal one, is it a mistake to trust anyone at all anywhere because they will all let her down -?!

"I need to -" Pushing harder after a refusal has never gotten her anything she ever wanted before, why would it start now. "- Okay."

But if she's not going to start yelling at him then she's going to start crying instead. Not again not again why won't anyone trust her fucking intelligence she's brilliant-!

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No that is literally exactly what he's going to do, actually.

"He's an A-rank mind esper. His powers on record are mental shielding, erasing mental influences, and illusions. His backlash is not on record." He squeezes his eyes shut. "Fuck, I'm sorry, sunbae, this isn't about just you anymore."

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He opens his eyes again. His lips are trembling, his hands are trembling, his heart is hammering in his chest, and he is fighting to keep his breathing as even as possible.

"If people knew the extent of his powers, he'd be S-rank, if they weren't too terrified to let him keep operating," he says, trying to keep his voice steady.

"He can take full control of your senses. If this were an illusion by him, you would have no way of telling. His influence is undetectable by any other mind espers. His influence is undetectable in retrospect—the only way you can ever tell something you saw or felt wasn't real is by it being something that doesn't fit what you'd do. He can erase short term memories as they form, if he catches them fast enough. He can get some feedback on minds he's affecting, though not full mind reading. He does not need to do all of his detail work, and he can make your own mind fill in the gaps in experience in ways that would make sense. He cannot directly erase, replace, or implant complete emotions, but he can dull them, push against them, enhance them, even slightly modify them around the edges.

"When he partnered with sunbae over five years ago he already had five years of experience and practice with his powers."

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"Fuck," says Hye-jin, very quietly.

The deluge of information took long enough for her to stop crying and wipe away her tears. As if they never happened. It's fine, she's fine.

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He takes a deep, steadying breath. It doesn't work. "May I smoke?" he asks, hands still trembling.

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"Yes, though I might catch and burn off the extra smoke you breathe out because I'm - some percentage of bullshit," she says, also trembling.

But also, she's a combat esper, and she can listen to an alarming threat be explained to her and immediately start trying to figure out weaknesses.

"- He has a range limit, doesn't he, he'd have to, that's why he showed up in person."

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"Yes," he says, grabbing his pack of cigarettes and lighting one. He's sure the calming effect of the first drag is pure placebo, but he'll take what we can get. "Though—it's not like we know how far. No one would be able to tell, if he'd been faking his limit. And it's not—in person, face to face. He can affect anyone in this building from anywhere in it. We don't have any proof but I suspect it extends a couple of blocks away. It—" Another drag of his cigarette, because this is hard. "I'm going to stop using caveats. Everything could be faked. But. It seems like he needs to be aware of a specific target's presence and location to affect them; he can't do anything to you if he doesn't know you're there, and he can't find out you're there without using his regular senses, seeing you, hearing you, et cetera. It also seems like his effectiveness drops off drastically with distance, and he can't do proper detail work from far away.

"But that means that it—probably wasn't just that. That wasn't why he showed up in person."

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"Oh, he wanted to talk to me and - empirically see what I was like in real time," she murmurs. "Fuck. I was getting - dictionary cracked." She feels sick. "Okay. But he can't do - technology, right, if I obnoxiously livestream myself all the time he can't do shit to that, correct?"

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"As far as anyone knows that is correct, yes, but he could fake something like your phone ringing for a dungeon emergency or—what I mean is we should not underestimate him. He's had a decade, I don't think I could outsmart him at his game, the winning move is to not play." Drag in, puff out.

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And the safest place to be in a dungeon is outside of it, but somebody's got to go in there or it'll get much worse. The winning move is to melt his brain inside his skull.

She doesn't say that. She instead quietly burns up the ambient smoke he's blowing out, to clear the air, and thinks.

"He can change anything I or anyone else in the moment can perceive. But he can't change things he doesn't know about, and he affects minds, not - everything else. Okay. Okay." Something hardens in her gaze, and she gives a firm nod to herself.

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"Do you know Nightmare?"

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"... Only little snippets about it, but not in much detail." Enough that she can see where this is going, though.

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"It's an S-rank dungeon that's been cropping up for years that no one's been able to close. It doesn't have any monsters, and doesn't directly kill you. When it kidnaps you, you just—vanish. It likes doing that at night, to targets who are asleep, but not always. You're gone from your bedroom, just like that, and inside the dungeon.

"Its space is worse than non-Euclidean, it's dreamlike. There are no sensor espers on record that are able to map it farther than about earshot from wherever they are, and I have a lot of trouble finding people to teleport them. All of our comms fail at unpredictable and usually very bad times.

"Inside it, you relive your worst nightmares, over and over and over. If you were in an accident, it happens again and again. If you lost someone precious to you, you witness their death again and again. It never stops. And it happens physically, to you; other people near you will see the nightmare happening to you, it's not just in your head.

"The dungeon doesn't kill you, but after kidnapping enough people it seals itself with very little advance warning, and everyone in it is gone forever. Then, years later, it appears again somewhere else.

"The way it works is that it marks you the moment you enter it, and it accesses your thoughts and memories. Many mind espers can shield you, and in doing so, prevent it from showing you your nightmares; many mind espers can wipe psychic influences from your mind, and in doing so, remove Nightmare's mark from you and allowing you to leave the dungeon. Most but not all who can do one can do the other, but it's always temporary, in either case.

"When Kang Jaeha removes the dungeon's mark from you, it's permanent. He is the only esper on record that can do that."

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"... Are you saying he's too valuable to ever lose because of Nightmare?"

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"I'm not saying that. But—" Drag in and puff out. "But it's something that needs to be considered. I—when I found out about—everything he did—I wanted to kill him. I wanted to teleport him into an active caldera. ...sunbae asked me to not do that." Drag in, puff out. "And it's—something other people would consider. When I said that people might be too terrified to let him stay active if they found out about his powers—that's what I was thinking. That they might be, but they might be more terrified of Nightmare.

"To this day, Nightmare is known to have successfully disappeared with at least twenty-three thousand, five hundred and ninety-two people, including one hundred and nine espers. There have probably been more.

"Other mind espers can still help. No one can do what he can do, but Nightmare has been around longer than he has, and he is not irreplaceable.

"That's... that's all. I think." Drag in, puff out, his nerves are mostly settled now but this is still an extremely stressful conversation to have.

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Nod.

The problem with teleporting him into an active caldera is of course that people would figure out Woo-young did it. There aren't many teleporters. It'd be a great way to kill him, of course, he just wouldn't be able to get away with it.

The way to do it would be in a dungeon, where he could have plausibly died from something unrelated, anyway.

"Okay. Just something to be aware of." She nods again, this time firmer. "Okay. Yeah, I'll take that offer of a hug now, if you're still willing."

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"Yeah." He—doesn't have an ashtray, actually, didn't think of that, so he just pinches the burning end of his cigarette then teleports it into the ashtray he does have at his place, then yeah hug.

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Snort, then hug. She could have just incinerated that for him, but sure.

She takes a deep breath, then,

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Switches to her game face.

"It'll be okay. Don't worry." She smiles the same terrifying smile she pointed at Quasar's legal department. Merciless and sharp and downright hungry.

"It's my job to kill monsters."

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That startles a laugh out of him.

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But then he gets more serious again. "I... don't know what to tell sunbae. It feels wrong to not say anything but... I don't know what it'd do to him. Especially when Kang Jaeha hasn't done anything direct and overt beyond—talking to you. And—Kang Jaeha hasn't done anything since then. He has a partner, as far as we've been able to determine their relationship is okay, his partner shows none of the—signs of abuse—that sunbae did, we thought he'd—given up, grown up, moved on. It's been over five years. But if he's still—

"—it could be idle curiosity. Even if he—lied about bumping into you. ...there's no way it could be just idle curiosity. I don't know what to think. Thinking that he's been hung up on sunbae for this long also seems impossible."

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"Yeah. I... don't know. I can tell him if you'd like me to, but he would probably not prefer that.

"I do think he's hung up, though, because who could get over losing Korea's S-rank, and also for... so it was his guild that scoped me out first, actually? Like, a week or two ago. I got an email from them before, uh..." She checks her phone and digs up the email. "Almost a month ago. They were one of the first guilds to try poaching me. Um. How high up is he in his guild?" Is it basically his guild, is what she's asking.

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"Sunbae's other partners seem over it," he grumbles, then sighs. "He's... reasonably high up. Lucid—ah—Quasar doesn't do that and I'm not sure how it was at White Star Guild but most guilds here in Korea have a pretty strict internal hierarchy depending on espers' ranks and he's the cream of the crop of A-rankers there."

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"So it's basically the Kang Jaeha guild. Okay. Thought so. Then... he's probably been sniffing after me for about a month? That doesn't seem like idle curiosity to me, that seems like - careful premeditation. And he went with this because the normal ways of getting in contact with me didn't work."

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"But if it's careful premeditation then—why show his hand now, two months after you and sunbae started working together? Why show his hand at all? What's his goal? To separate you from sunbae? How would any of this help."

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“I… don’t know. Those are very good questions.” She makes a face. “Ugh. Well, in a direct practical sense, I think… I should set up some kind of remote monitoring system on myself that I can review later in privacy, in a place not my house,” she’s really mad about this, actually, she just got that house, “and sunbae needs to know what’s going on, and. We monitor Kang Jaeha and Lucid from afar?? See if they’re obviously planning something long term?”

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"For what it's worth I don't think Lucid would be—in on any of this. Maybe I'm wrong but I expect him to not want to rope other people in and I—Lucid's president has her faults but I would be shocked to learn that she was enabling him on this kind of thing."

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"Okay. So... do you think it would get us anywhere if I sent their president and guild an official 'please you and your guild leave me alone,' notice? Through a lawyer."

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"Yes. Though if Kang Jaeha—or whatever character he was playing—said that Lucid wouldn't contact you anymore, I'd give good odds on that being true. Not that you oughtn't contact them with that, to be clear, but..."

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"Yeah. I just want something formally in legal terms for them to back off, because then he's... handicapped. At least a little. ... I should ask the bookstore he bumped into me at for camera footage, oh that would be great..."

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He nods.

"...by the way, uh, sorry about the way I—reacted at the start. I was—out of sorts, I hadn't thought about him in—"

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"I... thank you. Apology accepted. I just, um. It's - very something, for me, to be told 'I can't help you for legal reasons'? It's. Exactly the excuse I have always been given for not getting help. Or other reasons that are just." She looks away and shrugs. "You get the idea. I know you didn't mean it that way."

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"No, I didn't really—mean it in any way. I was kind of on automatic and, ah, trying to avoid... panicking. But it was an unhelpful reaction."

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Nod. "Thank you," she repeats. "I'm sorry for - dumping it on you and demanding a combat esper level of 'I need this answer right now.' Just, um. Yeah, skip platitudes with me, I have had bad experiences."

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"Yeah. Yeah." Sigh. "And I'll need to figure out how to break this to sunbae."

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"Yeah. Sorry. Uh - I can tell him, if you'd rather, but." He would probably not prefer that, and she said so, earlier. "Let me know if I can help?"

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"Yeah, I don't think so, but thank you. ...he is going to feel very guilty about getting you involved at all, though, so, uh. Be prepared to fend off a self-flagellating sunbae for a while, he'll beat himself up a lot."

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Snort. "Of course he is. I'll offer to throw him at my crazy ex if it'll make him feel better, how about."

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"You know, somehow I don't think it will."

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"Damn, he'd make a good pincushion for icicles." She offers a smile. "Thanks for the heads up. I'll reassure him, and it's - I could always run, you know? I'm choosing not to. Because fuck that guy, I'll fight an S-rank mind esper for his life. It's my job." To kill monsters. But she should get out of the habit of repeating that part, because it's implicating. She would like to get away with it if she commits murder.

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"—also. I—I just feel like it's relevant, I very very much did break a confidentiality agreement I signed there and if Kang Jaeha sues me over it the provisions on the contract would be enough to bankrupt all of Quasar and get everyone unemployed. I don't regret it, to be clear, just—that's the level of secret you should try to keep, if possible, until we can—deal with him. One way or another. The full extent of his powers is really, really secret."

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"Ah. Right. Uh. Yes. I heard nothing and know nothing." Nod, nod. ... Then another smile. "Thank you, though, for. Trusting me."

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"Yeah. You're—you're good, Hye-jin. I'm glad we've got you."

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"Thank you! I'm glad I can help."


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Tae-gun was reviewing data on today's dungeons when he got a concerningly vague text from Woo-young telling him to cancel his first dungeon no questions asked and saying that Hye-jin was going to do the same and he has been pacing in a panic for an hour now and Woo-young has not replied to any of his texts since so that's how his morning's been going, how about yours?

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sunbae

can i come over?

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Oh now he deigns to reply.

I don't know, Woo-young.

Can you?

Are you sure you don't want to spend another hour frolicking in the woods or something?

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...shit, i didn't realise you'd get actually mad

though obvious in retrospect

sorry

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Whatever.

I'm not doing anything right now.

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So he teleports into Tae-gun's foyer and walks into his kitchen, which is the most likely place for Tae-gun to be right now.

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Well, they're not best friends for nothing; Tae-gun is indeed there.

"So good of you to join me," he says coolly.

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"...man this is not starting on the right foot. I know you were super worried, and I'm sorry for making you worried, and I—think you should be, actually."

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"Woo-young could you maybe have picked a more concerning set of sentences to say!! I don't think you tried very hard!!!!"

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"Sit down, sunbae, this is gonna be bad and I don't want to lie to you." He sits down, himself, and steels himself for what's going to be another really hard conversation.

At least this one he can't actually fuck up irrecoverably. There's just nothing that could realistically happen that he and Tae-gun-sunbae wouldn't be able to work through.

It's still really going to suck, though.

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He stares at Woo-young for a few seconds, opening and closing his hands, then decides to summon a floating ice bench to sit on.

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"Fuck I have no idea how to say this, even ripping the bandaid is hard."

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"Woo-young for the love of God just say whatever it is you're giving me anxiety."

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He thinks this is going to require more cigarettes, actually. Out comes his pack and he's looking down at it and lighting a cig when he says, "Hye-jin ran into Kang Jaeha."

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His hovering ice bench stops floating under him and he crashes onto the floor.

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You know what, he should've predicted this. And actually this is probably not the best—

"Sunbae, let's go sit on your sofa. Or your bed. ...bathtub, probably."

And without waiting for permission he teleports both of them there.

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Woo-young considers the idea of hugging Tae-gun and then discards it. Not a hugging moment. 

"She's fine. He didn't—as far as I know he didn't do anything to her. She's safe."

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Woo-young is—saying something. At least Tae-gun thinks he is. He's not sure. He can't really hear him. There's this really loud banging sound in his head like drums, and this high-pitched whistle that's coming from nowhere and everywhere. It drowns him out. Drowns everything out.

 

 

 

 

 

He was safe. He was safe. He—hardly ever thought that name. He'd never had reason to. He didn't watch or read the news, the three times Nightmare cropped up since, and he blacklisted that name and Lucid Guild from all Google searches. 

 

 

 

 

 

 

He never needed to think about it. About him. About that time. It was over. He was over it. Over that part of his life. He could move on. He learned how to deal with his backlash, without anyone else. He tried a new partnership after but it didn't work out but it was fine. He never needed to think about it.

 

 

 

 

 

 

The sounds in his head are very loud.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Then he got a partner again. That was pretty much proof that he was over it, right? And it's been a couple of months already, and he, he doesn't do anything dangerous. And it's fine, really. It's been fine. It's been fine. He was over it.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

When did it get so dark? He thought it was morning.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

He mistrusted Hye-jin. Who again? He can't remember. He can't think. The sounds are so loud. He can't think anymore. He's not sure what he was thinking. He—

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"Sunbae, breathe!" Woo-young cries, shaking Tae-gun bodily.

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He takes in his first breath in he has no idea how long and starts coughing violently and gasping to try to get air again in his system.

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Then he turns to the side and vomits.

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Yeah, okay, maybe it is actually hugging time. He can hug Tae-gun and run a hand through his hair and rock back and forth slowly.

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Why?

Why is he back? 

Why now? 

He thought—thought—

"Kim Hye-jin," he says, suddenly. "Is—is she—"

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"She's fine. Nothing happened. She's fine. She's away from him."

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He nods and tries to believe that. 

It's really, really hard to believe anything, right now. 

"What—what happened?"

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"He—Kang Jaeha—bumped into her in a bookstore. As in, literally physically bumped into her, dropped books he'd been carrying, et cetera."

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"He was faking it."

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"He was absolutely faking it. Then he just—chatted to her. About books. Introduced her to a new bookstore. And while he was there—sunbae. Breathe."

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He breathes, again. It's so easy to forget to breathe, when nothing can be real except that. That can't be faked. The feeling of holding your breath can be but the, the lack of oxygen in his blood, the fainting, that's all real.

But he breathes.

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After making sure Tae-gun is in fact breathing he continues. "He was playing this kind of bumbling fool character, and he told her he used to be your partner—"

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Tae-gun shivers violently at that word.

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"—and she was immediately suspicious. Apparently Lucid Guild had been trying to poach her. He acted like he didn't know anything about it—"

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"He absolutely knew."

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"Of course he knew. So then Hye-jin left and messaged me to ask about him and I've been talking to her about him for the last hour."

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Oh. 

Oh no. 

Oh no no no.

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Yes. Obviously. Of course Hye-jin would ask about it and of course she'd ask Woo-young before asking him and, and, and—

"What—did you tell her."

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"I told her about all of his powers. And she asked me if Kang Jaeha was the person who fucked you up. I said yes."

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The person who fucked him up. 

Well, he supposes he knew he was fucked up. He thought he was already fucked up before don'tthinkhisname but he supposes that whole thing did fuck him up more. So now he's just a fuckup, no matter whose fault it was.

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"Sunbae you're thinking mean thoughts about yourself again aren't you."

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He laughs a giggle that's more of a sob than a laugh.

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"Sunbae, you know what the name of this is? It's a trauma response. You're traumatised."

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"Just how fucking pathetic do I have to be to be traumatised by this? I'm the most powerful esper in the country! I'm probably one of the top ten most powerful espers in the world! And I can't get over my fucking ex—"

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"Your fucking ex who systematically gaslighted you using esper powers, who isolated you from everyone around you and made himself your only support network, who made everything in you be about him, who made you need him—"

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"He needed me more! He loved me!"

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Tae-gun sobs. "I loved him," he says, pulling away from the hug. "I, I loved him, Woo-young."

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"Sunbae..."

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"I," he takes a shallow breath, trying to make himself not cry. "I loved him. I gave him everything. I keep," hic, "keep having double vision whenever I," hic, "think about it. Why couldn't," hic, "why couldn't that have been enough?" Hic. "It was, it was, it was good," hic, "if he'd just," hic, "why wasn't I enough, Woo-young?"

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"Sunbae—Tae-gun—"

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"It's not fair!" Hic. "What's the point in being, in being Lee Tae-gun if some," hic, "some guy, he's just some guy, how could I let some guy fuck me up like this?" Hic. "It's been years, Woo-young. And I still sob like a fucking child when I hear his fucking name." Hiccup.

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"And I'm so self-centred." Hiccup. "It's, I didn't even see him, Hye-jin did, and I'm," hic, "I'm making it all about myself. The great Lee Tae-gun," hiccup, "can't get over his ex," hiccup, "only thinks about himself—"

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"Your literal first question was about Hye-jin's safety, sunbae," he says, gently.

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"After I went and almost made myself pass out from not breathing—"

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"Sunbae, be kind to yourself. You keep, keep telling yourself things you wouldn't dream of telling anyone else. You keep comparing yourself to the perfect shining hero you want to be and concluding you're shit whenever you fail to be it and that's, honestly sunbae that's such a cliché."

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"We'll add that to the list, then! A traumatised, fucked up cliché who can't get over his ex, what else have we got?"

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"Sometimes I wonder if you even hear the shit you say or if you just kind of autocomplete it with whatever will make you feel worst like some kind of fucked up iPhone from hell."

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"Aren't all iPhones from hell?"

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"Sunbae it's not nice to call America 'hell'."

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He giggles at that.

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And then he hiccups.

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And then he breaks down.

"Fucking. Kang Jaeha. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him so much. How dare he, I'm fucking Lee Tae-gun, how dare he do this to me, how dare he, he, how dare he make me love him and then do this. He could've—could've—could—"

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Woo-young thinks it's hugging time again.

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This time Tae-gun hugs him back and just... cries. Cries himself hoarse and raw, cries himself dry, cries and cries and cries. He cries until he can't cry anymore, and then cries some more.


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He's decided he's going to cry as much as he can cry now, because this is ridiculous. He's Lee Tae-gun, he should not still be crying over an ex from half a decade ago. He should cry himself out, get rid of all of the crying in his system and then...

...get over it. 

Get over Kang Jaeha.

Move on with his life, and treat Kang Jaeha, not as an ex, but as a threat.

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He's so fucking stupid, and he's never even honest with himself about it.

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He'll do what he can for now, then. He'll pretend he's over Kang Jaeha, for now, and focus on practicalities. 

He sniffles one last time, then pulls away to ask, "What else did you and Hye-jin talk about?"

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"I told her about Nightmare, and Kang Jaeha's powers, and I confirmed that he's the reason you're a walking minefield of triggers, and that was about it."

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"...you're testing me, aren't you."

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"You can bet your sweet, perfectly-formed ass I am, sunbae."

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"Fuck you, Woo-young."

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"But I'm glad to see you're back online."

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"Did you tell her about—his backlash?"

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"...no. That would've felt... I don't know. Too close to telling her about your relationship with him. I can't share that, it's not mine to share."

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"...thank you."

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"No prob! You owe me froyo, though."

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"At this point you owe me so much froyo I could fill a pool with it."

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He sighs. "And what'd she say?"

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"Oh, she's going to kill him."

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"...what does that mean, Woo-young."

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"I mean it literally! Not like as hyperbole or anything."

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"Woo-young."

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"I'm serious!!"

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"Woo-young, why would Hye-jin kill him."

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"...I don't know if you're just this stupid or if it's your insane blind spot around yourself. That man is dangerous."

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"So am I."

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"Fine. What she said was that her job is to kill monsters."

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"Yes that's a very fun and pithy phrase that doesn't mean anything."

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"...I'm starting to think there's some serious disconnect here. Sunbae, he mind-controlled you. He probably dictionary-attacked her. It's been over half a decade and clearly he's still not over you and if he isn't he's not going to play fair either. What he did to you wasn't just being a shitty boyfriend, sunbae, it was an actual crime, and we have no reason to believe he's changed."

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"You said you'd keep an eye on him. You and the guild president. To see if he ever... did the same to someone else."

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"He hasn't, as far as either of us knows, but it's starting to seem like the reason why is that he's still gunning for you."

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No. No. That's enough panic attacks for one day. He's going to process that later

"I need to talk to Hye-jin about this."

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"Yes! You do! And since we've got you back this far can we please wash this puke off us, I've been trying to ignore the smell but it's really getting to me."

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...ah. Yeah. Right. He can—stand up, getting them into his bathtub was a great idea, good job Woo-young.

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"...and by the way? Fuck this sunbae bullshit. From now on I'm calling you hyung. We've been well past that point for years but I think once you puke on someone the least you can do is let them do that."

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"Yeah. Fine. You can call me hyung, Woo-young-ah."

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"Let's not get ahead of ourselves, here, I didn't say you could call me that."

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"Ack! You're such an asshole, sun—hyung."

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"Right back at you."


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Hye-jin is still in her silo, systematically working through options for dealing with her latest, well, not dungeon, but. Threat. The security footage from the bookstore was a bust; she managed to check it with a combination of lying about losing her purse and bribery, but mysteriously, it was corrupted. Somehow. So. Damn it, he’s not stupid and he’s not careless. It has to be something the bastard doesn’t know about, and can’t get to first. That means private stuff.

She has a legal document sent to Lucid asking them to please leave her the fuck alone. It makes her look a little crazy, and it’ll probably end up public, but who cares, she’s looked crazy before. She orders little wearable microphones that can be used for recording audio, and sets up a server based in fucking America, so there’s no way he can get at anything she saves. She checks the security footage from her house, which she will still use for now but not plan to stay in long term. She’ll have to see about having a custom, secret house built somewhere, off grid, like some kind of madwoman. If she has to boil her own water for electricity every morning, fine. Maybe she’ll have it be underground. She doesn’t know. But that’ll take time, so for now she can live out of the house that has cruelly been stolen from her by her partner’s creepy mind controlling ex.

What’s next? Different locations across Korea to teleport to in order to check over her evidence? Yeah, okay. He can’t be literally everywhere at once, he’s as human as any esper, mind powers or not.

But this is all defensive, how does she kill him…? In a dungeon is the obvious location, but ideally she’d want to be out of range of his powers, and make it look like the dungeon did it. But she can’t just burn him alive if she sees him again, because he could trick her into burning someone innocent, because mind! Control! Is the worst! So it needs to be verifiable from an outside source, and….

Look, she’s got a lot to do.

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She receives a text from Lee Tae-gun a couple of hours after her meeting with Min Woo-young.

Kim Hye-jin

Can we speak?

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Yes of course
I'm in my half of the silo, you can come in whenever.
Or we could do a phone call
Whatever you'd prefer
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In person, please. 

And a few seconds after that there's a knock on the door that leads to her half of the silo.

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Well, there's nothing else to do but open the door.

"Hi," she says, softly.

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He looks perfectly put together and composed and not at all like he spent an hour bawling his eyes out. 

"May I come in, or would you prefer that I not see your half of the silo?"

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She gets another message thenabouts.

Hye-jin you will not believe what happened today

Tae-gun-hyung let me start calling him hyung!!!!!

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His concern for her privacy elicits a little fond snort.

"Sunbae, you know my backlash is public, right? I don't care who sees my silo as long as I'm safe in it when I need it. Yes, come in."

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Then she checks her phone and - snorts again, then takes a bit to type a quick reply.

Congrats!
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thank you!!!!

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He does walk in, then, shutting his own door behind himself, and—looks around. 

What! He's curious, okay?

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It's a bit smaller than he might have expected, more like a cheap hotel room than a fully kitted out silo, but it's nice enough. The nice is admittedly more in the vein of 'impersonal luxury' than 'beloved home,' though. It's notably more colorful than Quasar's usual choices; the walls are a soft green and the lounge chair next to the (lewd) handholding wall is a deep maroon. A lot of things are within easy reach of the lounge chair; a pull out desk, a shelf, a side table, and it's adjustable to both sitting up and lying flat. There's an attached bathroom and a little baby kitchenette that seems mostly geared towards outputting hot drinks, but does have a mini fridge. A couple of portable space heaters are nestled by the door, probably for travel, and there are several hot packs and a heated blanket. It all feels very efficient and methodical; everything has a purpose and a place.

There is a little side couch next to Hye-jin's handholding lounge chair, though. Probably for exactly this purpose; receiving guests. Hye-jin herself will perch in her clearly designated chair.

"So..." She's tempted to say 'you win the crazy ex award' but that is probably a bit too flippant, so she skips it in favor of practicalities. "I've typed out a copy of what I remember from my interaction with Kang Jaeha, I don't think he actually managed to get much out of me, information wise. The best he could manage to do is get me to grudgingly tolerate and mostly ignore him. I tried checking the bookstore for security footage, the bastard beat me to it. Which is probably an actual felony but who can prove it, just something to keep a note of for later. Uh - I've set up a hosting server in America for data we want to save, I'll happily give you access and of course support you doing your own thing there. I figure mics are easy, body cam footage is possible but trickier to sneak by?"

She's babbling a little, but it's all very useful babbling.

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He takes a seat and listens impassively (except for a twitch when she says the name).

"That... is smart. I don't think he needs to dictionary attack me, though." He knows Tae-gun too well.

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"Thank you, though honestly I'm not so much worried about you getting dictionary attacked? What I'm worried about is getting manipulated into doing something illegal or dangerous. Or deadly. I expect that if I see him again it will actually be phenomenally stupid to set him on fire, because probably? That's actually someone else. And I want to know when and where he's trying that, or anything else, to figure out what constraints he's working under."

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Tae-gun wants to say that he doesn't think this is—that guy's—style, but what does he know, really? Exactly and only what that guy wanted him to know, is what.

(It was so funny, how he thought he could get over that guy. He still can't even let himself think that guy's name, now that he's no longer actively spiralling about it. Talk about being inconsistent.)

But also, he doesn't really know how to bring up the thing he wanted to talk about, when she's doing tactics talk at him like that.

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"But I don't know how likely that particular line of attack is from him, I just think our defenses against mental tampering currently suck and that they need to be better, in general. That's just my worst case scenario that I want to avoid at all costs. Uh - I don't think we should skip our next dungeon, actually, or hide in here for a week like Woo-young-sunbae mentioned. For one, people would die or at least get overworked, but for another - he doesn't work across portals, right? No esper ever has in recorded history."

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"Not as far as I know," he says. She's right about no esper having ever been able to do that, and if he were objective about this it'd be obvious that it's kind of ridiculous to expect that that guy could, but Tae-gun is anything but objective about the whole situation.

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"Right. And for once in our lives, the omnipresent media presence waiting outside dungeons will play to our advantage. What's he gonna do, mind control every single person in the crowd outside of a dungeon, and go through all of the data on each and every one of their phones, and take down anyone livestreaming in a way that wasn't obvious? Hah. I'd love to see him try. I kind of think the most verifiably safe place we can be is actually in dungeons."

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"Or my silo. There is no record of where it is anywhere in the system, it doesn't keep a history of past teleports for me personally and I type the coordinates every time, he would not have a way to find it."

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"Okay, fair, but I'm not going to demand to be let into your silo, and my secret underground base plans are still in the works. So. Safest place I can be is actually in dungeons," she says, a little amused.

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"Mm." Yeah he's not going to invite her to his silo.

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Yeah, she thought not, and frankly she wouldn’t want to ask it of him.

“Possibly we need different names for different silos, since you have more than one, and I probably will eventually?” This can be the lewd handholding one. Wait, no, be professional. “This one can be the split silo? Since, you know.” She motions to the wall. “Split. Only handholding allowed.”

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"Yeah. That seems reasonable. And I suppose my silo is... my silo. And yours will be yours." Amazing job at using words to have a conversation like a real human being, Lee Tae-gun, you're acing this.

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Well, it produces a giggle, so. Apparently he is!

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Yeah. Sure.

...

"Woo-young said that you—" Pause. "That your job is to kill monsters."

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“Y…es? It is. Was this in question, sunbae? You’ve seen me do my job.”

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"I'm. I meant. Something else."

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“Why I’m not screaming and running back to Japan, or seeing if my English is good enough to survive going to America or something, you mean?”

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"I—not—exactly—but that too."

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"Okay, well. Because he doesn't get to take people. People aren't things to be taken by anything or anyone, be it dungeons or espers or anyone else. If anyone tries it I will try to stop them. Because it's my job, and I like my job.

"Plus - if we were in a dungeon and you were accosted by something horrible, it would be my job to have your back and get you out. If it were a dungeon break, it'd be the same. You are my partner, I have your back. That's how it works."

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Pause.

"Also the bastard showed up near my house. I just bought that house, I am actually pretty fucking mad about it being stolen from me by a mindraping self-obsessed esper who somehow got the dungeon/esper divide completely fucking backwards."

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He looks down at his feet so that she won't see the numerous complicated faces he makes and, most importantly, so that she can't see his urge to cry again.

The thing is. The thing is. The thing is.

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"... Sorry, too flippant? I, uh. Know the risks, just. I don't think he's going to go away with a strongly worded email."

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"No, that's not, that's not—" His voice is tight but at least he's managing to keep it steady. "I don't have any right to tell you what to do. Not if—he—comes after you because—because of me."

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"If he comes after me it'll be because of him, not you, and - you can make requests? You're a smart man, I care about your opinion."

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"I don't want—" God he can't say it. He just can't say it. The words won't come out.

You're making such a fool of yourself, Lee Tae-gun. What made you think you could walk into her half of the split silo, looking all nice and hot in your overcoat, like you were some kind of, of functional human being, after hours of crying over your ex, and hold a conversation? Pathetic. Pathetic, and delusional.

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"... Him dead?" she completes, gently. "I don't either, really, but. He needs to stop."

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"I, I, I—" He stops, clears his throat, and tries again. "I, I thought he'd stopped. I thought he'd—moved on—" So that Tae-gun could at least pretend to have, too, himself. It was so, so much easier to do this when he didn't have to think about—him—when he didn't have to wonder, when he could believe that it was all a lie, or that, that it was over. That if there were any more threats they'd be from other people, not, not, not him. It was so much easier.

He's not going to cry. He is not going to cry. He is not going to cry in front of Hye-jin. He is not. He is not.

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"I - yeah. I'm sorry. Do... you want a hug or, um, something...?"

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He does not want to touch Hye-jin.

He does not want a hug.

His voice is steady.

"I'm fine."

He just doesn't want to think about the last thing Woo-young said. He doesn't want to, to connect any dots. To make inferences about what it means that, that J- that he hasn't moved on. The literal next step of the inference. If Ja- if he hasn't moved on, that means that—don't think about it.

"That was all I wanted to know."

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"Okay." Her voice sounds sad.

"Um. Then. ... Do you want to do a tactics talk for our next dungeon? If you're up for still doing it?"

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"...yeah. Let's do that." He didn't cry. He didn't. He may not have been able to hold a normal conversation like a functional human being but at least he did not make a complete fool of himself, and conversations about dungeons are something even a broken thing like him can hold.

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"Okay," she agrees, a bit more enthusiastically.

Talking about taking down a dungeon is less scary than talking about taking down a human being, anyway.

(And... well, maybe she wants to not feel so incredibly out of her depth.)


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"Hey, mom. It's me. How's dad doing? Ha. Of course he is. Send him my love when he comes out of his pile of papers to breathe. What? Oh, no reason, just, um. ... I miss you.

"No, no, I'm fine - okay, I am a little lonely, and there's kind of a lot of stress involved in being a homeowner, but I'm okay. Really! Oh come on I call more often than that, and you needed a break from the deluge of furniture photos anyway. Gotta mix it up a little. No, mom, he's fine, it's just. All of it together is lot. I know. .... I know. Um, not right now, my house is a bit of a mess and I would be mortified to show it off like it is now. I'll come visit in a couple months when things are a bit more stable, okay? ..... Pfffhahaha, no. They are a poor substitute for you and dad, and Soo-ah thinks there is no such thing as too much information when it comes to - uh, subjects I don't want to talk about in front of my mother. No, don't pointedly ask her questions, it was like a month ago. But you see why I got my own place so quick.

"Friends? Uh, I'm kind of friends with one of my coworkers, Min Woo-young. I don't know if he's famous enough to - yeah! The teleporter. No, not a bit, he's just a pretty stand up guy. Outside of work, ehhhn... you know how it is. I am scary and famous, blarrh. Plus there are like, weird fangirls that are - yeah. Yeah. Exactly like that. I'm used to it. It's not as bad as the people that were after me after Hideyoshi, really, the venom and entitlement is easier to handle than, you know. Yeah. That. A PR person? Mmm... I might, I'm still trying to find a good guild alternative. Eh, Quasar has grown on me a little, actually? Like a fungus. Oh, don't get me wrong, it's still an organizational shitshow and I'm not doing their family bullshit ever, I've got you, just. Eh. There are worse places. But I still - yeah! Exactly. What about the next girl. Or guy, though I don't think the guys tend to have the weird pressure to - yeah. That. Oh, trust me, I don't want you to be a grandmother yet either! .... Hm. I... don't think I've been here long enough to say for sure? I dunno. Maybe it's better or maybe I'm just better at nipping it in the bud.

"Or that, yeah. But let me think the best of Korea! I'll have you know I'm a homeowner here...!"

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The call does brighten her mood a little, and it's reassuring that her parents are far away from any potential dangers their daughter might be associated with.

But knowing that anyone she meets outside at any time could be a ploy used against her is not going to help with her loneliness problem at all.

Sigh. Well, she'll pick up a few more solo dungeons, the easy ones always pop up like weeds...