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Why would I go anywhere else?
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Adarin - realizes he's one of the most shut in members of the household. It makes sense, really. He's their shield, if bandits or other nasty people show up it is up to him to keep them safe, like it is up to Jony to make the garden and Kesaven expands the house and keeps it in repair. Besides, where would he even go? All of his favorite people are right here. He'd be lonely if he went on the trips to the market.

So when there is a yelp from downstairs that sounds like it's from Tima, he's in the house and not outside chopping firewood, or at the market. He is upstairs, and he hears it, and he sprints downstairs and prepares to shield and -

And then he is eaten by a giant snake with a mirror for a face.
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And now he is in a quiet, deserted hallway.

It's more opulent than anything he's heard of, let alone seen, in his entire life, but it doesn't look designed to show off - just to be beautiful and comfortable while there is an underlying total unconcern for things like "alabaster is expensive" and "opals scratch easily". The opals inlaid in the floor aren't scratched right now, though. There isn't dust on the ivory frame of that mirror or the swirls of carved mahogany indentations on the wall. The chandelier is lit with inexplicable glow: no fire. Must be an artifact.

All the doors in the hallway are closed. There's a big window at the end of the hall. It shows a gorgeous valley. If he goes up to it, and looks down, he will see that he's in a building that sits placidly in the middle of a river, just a few meters back from the edge of a tremendous waterfall.
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He shields himself. Because he doesn't know what else to do. He walks, slowly, carefully, looking around and wondering what the heck just happened, towards the window, and looks out of it. And then he looks down, at the waterfall.

".... Hello?" he calls, swallowing and noting that there aren't any waterfalls near his home. That's not a good sign. "Is someone there?"
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Silence. The window-glass shimmers with subtle rainbows.

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He'd think it was pretty, if he wasn't terrified for his life.

He picks a door in the hallway at random, and tries it. Shield still up. He's not bringing that down for a while, he thinks.
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This door leads to a smallish, round chamber, lit without even an obvious artifact involved, with no other doors and no furniture.

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How. Nice? He looks around. Why would an artificer waste their time on lighting up a pointless room?

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The ceiling is just sort of glowing all by itself. And the silver columns decorating the curved walls, those are also glowing.

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Right. Weird glowing possibly pointless room.

He leaves it, and goes to try another door.
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Bedroom. Contains a bed, an open door to a closet, seating, cozy soft carpet in rich blue, a window displaying very weird plants (among more typical ones) beyond the river -

Bed's occupied.
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Well now he feels creepy. But he feels kind of justified in waking her up from her sleep, considering the circumstances...

"Excuse me? Miss?"
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He walks to her bedside. Yep, still feels creepy.

"Miss?" he tries, again. "Um. I'm sorry for bothering you, but I am kind of lost."

And scared. And worried about his friends, back at the house...
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Okay he will stop being polite and just - gently shake her awake, sorry sleeping woman he considers this an emergency.

"Miss? Excuse me?"
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She doesn't react to being shoved. Just moves with his hand, then settles back into place, breathing steady and soft.

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He briefly entertains the idea of finding a bucket of water and dumping it on her, but dismisses it. He raises his voice, and shakes her a bit more.

"Miss? Miss, excuse me, sorry, but I am hopelessly lost!"
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She is still asleep.

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Right, okay, he's just going to leave her alone, then. Whatever. It's fine. She wants to sleep like the dead, she can sleep like the dead.

(He's worried about her, anyway, is there something wrong with her? Something to do with the snake?)

He sighs, then leaves to go explore some more.
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The palace has:

1) Four stories, each of which has a pointless circular room, and a tower.

2) A greenhouse wing with more funky plants in it.

3) A big front hall with lots of stairs, which will get him to all of the floors.

4) A large dining room, but only a very small kitchen, without any food in it at all.

5) A huge library.

6) Guest rooms, unoccupied.

7) An underground side exit that leads under the river to a flight of safely railing'd switchback stairs carved neatly into the cliffside, leading to a path to the valley town.

8) Lots of pretty decorative things.

9) A reasonable number of bathrooms.

10) No people besides the sleeping girl.
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Okay, the no food thing is a problem. Not an immediate problem, but a problem that will likely become relevant later.

It is odd that there's such a big palace with no servants, or people, or food. The kitchen isn't built to feed as many guests as the dining room can hold. The pointless circular rooms are pointless. The only resident sleeps like the dead. The material composition of the palace is pretty but not very practical. What sort of place is this?

He's going to check the library. Maybe it'll have some indication of where he is, or why this place is so strange.
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The library has lots of books in it.

They are not written in a familiar language.
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... But he can read it anyway.

What. What.

What do they say?
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Pretty wide selection. Histories of countries he's never heard of. Novels. Cookbooks. Cryptography and architecture and gardening and 101 Fun Flying Tricks. Atlases of continents that don't look right. There's a large section devoted to what appear to be handwritten personal notes.

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He'll leave the handwritten personal notes alone, for now. Everything else is up for grabs, though.

101 Fun Flying Tricks? Flying is a thing that happens? How does that work, what kind of mage is that? He'll read that book, to figure out what mechanism allows for flight.
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So you're a new sorcerer! After you've notified your local government and given them something to contact you with so they can have you on call in the event of sorcery-needing eventualities, you'll want to have fun with flying. It's mostly instinct, but instinct won't show you these thrilling stunts! (Note: Tricks 50-101 require momentum beyond that required for basic flying, or help from a more advanced sorcerer.)

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... Okay.

Is there something in this library explaining sorcerers?
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There's a Sorcerers' Directory of the Continent, and 10 Great Sorcerer Profiles, and Dozens Of Things To Do With Sorcery On A Rainy Day Besides Make It Stop Raining.

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Well he's actually kind of curious about that last one. What can one do with sorcery on a rainy day? Besides, assumingly, flying tricks.

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Play with lightning! Sculpt clouds. Make the rain fall upwards ("try this in isolated areas first"). Prevent rain from falling on you personally. Make tiny indoor dioramas of the landscape complete with weather. Fuck around with the wind. Dramatic timing with thunderclaps. Dissolving nearby drops into thick mist.

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So - is sorcerer a term for someone with weather magic? Odd. Okay. That - doesn't actually explain anything. But it's kind of neat, he supposes. It seems like the woman sleeping has weather magic. Maybe she did something big and is sleeping it off - he knows artificers do that.

With that mystery mostly solved (he'll go read up more on it later, probably, but right now he had bigger problems) he needs to go solve the food situation. He doesn't have any of the local currency. He could probably pry an opal out of something and sell it, but that seems like a fantastically bad idea, even with the lack of guards or people here besides lady-weather-mage.

He comes upon the idea of checking if anything in the garden's edible. There's a book for that, right?
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There are several books on gardening.

They don't recognize most of the plants in the greenhouse.
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... Well that's unhelpful.

Guess he'll have to try the town, then.

He checks on the sleeping woman before he goes. Still asleep despite all efforts to wake her?
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So, so asleep.

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Well, that's unlikely to last forever. He goes and writes a note explaining his situation, apologizes for technically invading her home, and explains where he's gone.

Then he goes off to town to maybe see where the heck he is, how he can get home, and if he can't do either how to not die from starvation.
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On his way down the stairs he meets a woman who is climbing up the stairs. She substantially resembles the sleeper, actually, though she's a good twenty years older.

"...Hello?"
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Adarin looks at her in surprise.

"... Hello!" he replies, in the same language (How is he doing that?) "Um. Sorry, ma'am, I'm - I think there was some kind of magical accident, I'm very lost, could you tell me where I am?"
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"A magical -? I'm sorry. The local sorceress is - indisposed - but there's another a few days' downriver if you take a barge or just want to walk. How lost are you exactly, do you know what country you're in...?"

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"I do not know what country I'm in. I arrived up," he waves towards the palace, "there, maybe an hour or two ago, at the most."

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"Oh. You're in Tanree. Sunlit Satrapy. How did you get into her palace?"

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"... This is going to sound crazy? There was um. A giant snake, with a mirror for a head. It ate me, and then I was in her palace. Uh, I don't recognize those places, do you know how I could get to Casasha? Or Antaurb?"

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"Nnno, I've never heard of them."

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"Oh. Well. There's probably a map I could check, I might have lingered in the library a while longer but I sort of felt like I was intruding..."

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"She - won't mind if you look at her maps," says the woman, shaking her head, continuing up the stairs. "I'll help you, I may as well."

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"Okay. Thank you." He smiles, a little, and follows her up the stairs.

"Any idea when she'll wake up? I left a note..."
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"She's - she's not likely to wake up," murmurs the woman.

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"... Uh? Pardon?"
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"She made another sorceress angry, and now she's under a curse. There've already been a couple of friendly sorcerers through trying to help, but they haven't been able to undo it."

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"I'm sorry. Um. - I'm sorry, I'm missing some terminology, what do you mean by curse exactly?"

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"The other sorceress magicked her asleep. I had thought that maybe she'd wake up on her own, after it had been long enough to drain her momentum - but she hasn't."

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"'Drain her momentum'?"
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"Yes, that could have potentially satisfied the other sorceress - Kithabel would have been livid but -" They approach the top of the stairs, the tunnel under the river. "But awake. Only apparently the other sorceress was angrier than that."

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"... No, I mean - I don't understand what you mean by drain her momentum."

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"Prevent her from doing any magic, so she's not a sorceress anymore." Through the tunnel. "My poor girl, it was the only thing she ever wanted."

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"I'm sorry. I hope she wakes up and recovers." Adarin frowns. "How can you be prevented from doing magic? I - don't understand. I'm a - mage, raveler, I don't lose it because I've slept a while."

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"She can't do magic while she's asleep. You're some kind of specialist?"

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"... I think we are working from completely different concepts here. When I was younger I got a choice of different magics I could pick. I lost one because I waited too long to pick between them - weather, if you're curious - and ended up picking shielding. So, I can protect people from getting hurt. Right now, I'm protecting myself, because I'm in a strange place and I'm kind of nervous about it. I won't - lose my magic if I don't do it."
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"That's. That isn't how magic works," says the woman, as they enter the palace proper.

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"How does magic work, then?"

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"You decide what you want, more or less consciously - and you want it hard enough, and it happens," shrugs the woman, heading for the ex-sorceress's bedroom. "I can dust, or mince an onion - but Kithabel could - she was a real sorceress, if only just, she'd learned to fly."

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"... Um? That sounds like everybody gets magic?"

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"Well, yes." She lets herself into the bedroom. She goes and sits on the bed beside the sleeping girl, brushes her hair from her face. "But most of us don't work at it enough to do much with it."

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"And if you don't use it for a while you lose the ability to and need to - start over? Lose it forever?"

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"Start over. She will, I'm sure of it, if she -"

She trails off.
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"I'm sorry, I can stop asking about this if you'd like? I just - magic doesn't work anything like that. Where I came from."
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"I really don't know how to explain you," apologizes the woman. "Or explain normal things to you. I'm only here to visit my daughter."

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"Is there a way I could help?"

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"Oh. I don't think so. She's not dead, but her sorceress friend said that, well, it would take a fairly traditional breaking..."

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"I have no idea what that means."

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"When sheer momentum force isn't enough - and Dianira tried - sometimes curses can be broken by people who are in love with the victims, but." Mother kisses daughter's forehead. "It requires quite a bit of specificity, and she's not - out meeting people, at the moment, and wasn't seeing anyone before."

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"... Romantic love breaks the curse," clarifies Adarin.
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"Sometimes, anyway. Dianira thinks it should here - the other sorceress wasn't powerful enough to beat Dianira in a fight. But, well. Kithabel's asleep."

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"Okay," says Adarin. "Could Dianira, given enough time, go with the sheer momentum force thing? Eventually?"

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"Maybe. In a few hundred years."

She pets her daughter's hair again.
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Adarin winces.

"I'm sorry."
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So the only way he could possibly help is to fall in love with her daughter. That's - sort of a non-option, actually. Sorry. Apparently he can't help.

"Sorry for bringing it up. Um. I can go, if you'd prefer...?"
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"I was going to show you the maps in her library. But I'm not sure it would help," she says, standing up. "It doesn't sound like you're from - well, anywhere."

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"I'll check the maps," he agrees. "But - yeah. It doesn't sound like I'm from anywhere here."

What in the world is he going to do?
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"I don't think she'd mind if you stayed in the castle. There's room, and it doesn't sound like you have anywhere else to go. Although you'd need to stock the kitchen. It's only there because she knew she might lose her momentum and need to go back to actually cooking."

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"That - would be very nice, thank you. Um. Do you know where I could earn money to pay to stock the kitchen?"

If Jony were here Jony could feed him, but Jony is not here.
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"I'm not sure, what is it that you do?"

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"I protect people from getting hurt. I could probably fling myself off of the waterfall and land on sharp rocks at the bottom and be fine, if a little tired. I can protect other people, too. It's harder with more, especially if they're far apart, and I can only have one shield up at a time. Though I can move it as I like."

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"I can ask around. How long can you do it?"

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"Depends on the shield and how much stress it's under. If it's a precautionary measure for a person - hours. Probably all day if they avoid sharp objects and running into things. If someone's being constantly attacked, or I'm protecting a larger group of people, the time gets shorter and shorter. It makes me tired - if I'm stubborn and drink a lot of tea I can fend it off, but I have to sleep sometime."

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"I can ask some people. Especially without a sorceress around there's probably a market for that. I'll have to describe you as a type of specialist."

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"Sure. Uh. A specialist does only one thing with magic, while a sorcerer does everything? Or am I wrong there?"

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"Specialists wear a sort of pattern in their magic so it'll keep longer without exercise but they don't have general applicability - a specialist architect can't heal or fly or control the weather."

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"Ah. Yeah, then, calling me a specialist is about right."

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"In the meantime if you don't mind the walk you can come down to the village and have dinner with me. What did you say your name was?"

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"Adarin. It's nice to meet you; that would be great, thanks."

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"I'm Rhana."

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"Let me know if there's any way I can repay you for helping me out. Or er, repay your daughter, for - borrowing a room to stay in."

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"She won't mind. There's more rooms in that castle than she'd ever have used herself."

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He shrugs. "Still. It's a beautiful castle, anyway. She has good taste."

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Rhana nods.

She leads Adarin down to the village - apart from the stairs it's a nice walk - and gives him dinner and a box of eggs to cook for breakfast the next morning before coming down to see if she has anything for him to do.

She finds him odd jobs - protecting people who want to go over the falls in a boat for thrills, or hike in the woods without enough magic of their own to fend off a bear, or specialists on construction sites who might misplace something and have it fall on their head. It pays well enough that he doesn't need to work every day to buy himself food - or every week, if he's not choosy.
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Adarin isn't very picky about the work involved with the jobs, but does stay very firmly on the correct side of moral. He grabs the jobs that pay well, he buys food, and he looks for sorcerers to put him back.

No sorcerer knows how to put him back. He checks. He travels around, after working up a savings. He asks several. One doesn't believe him and thinks he's crazy, two sincerely try and fail, another decides he's not up to it and recommends him to a better sorcerer, he goes, and she fails, too. It - does not look like he's going to be put back.

He misses everyone intensely. His sister and Chelasi most of all, but - everyone. He hates that they probably think he's dead. He hates that he doesn't know if they're okay or not. But he can't get home. Not anytime soon, not without more momentum than any sorcerer he's met so far has. So - he mourns his friends and family, but he can't do anything. Not in any reasonable amount of time.

Well. What can he do instead, then?

The obvious answer: become a sorcerer. Maybe he can get back himself, and if he can't, well, he's not going to turn down magic because he feels like being lazy. He can do lots and lots of little things. Decorate the castle, change the decorations, cook food, grow plants, amuse himself while protecting people.

The other, less obvious answer: help the cursed woman. That one - isn't as easy. But he understands, more than anyone, what it's like to be ripped away from your family and wake up in a strange foreign land. He doesn't want to wish it on anyone else. If there's a way to help, and it's obvious the best way is to find a really good sorcerer, or fulfill the traditional criteria. He's working on the sorcerer part, but that'll take, from what it sounds like, hundreds of years.

So how does one fall in love with someone who's cursed?

Well. She wrote a lot. There's an entire section devoted to things she wrote. He - can explain what he's going to try to her mother, and ask if it's okay to technically invade her daughter's privacy to try and save her.
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"I can't exactly say she wouldn't mind," says Rhana, after some thought. "But I think she'd mind a lot less than continuing to sleep for centuries. If you want to try."
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"I mean..." He shrugs helplessly. "I don't want to just leave her there."

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Rhana nods.

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"I'll give it a shot, if I can't - well. I'll write a sincere apology."

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"They're color-coded - the notebooks. The blue ones are personal notes, the rest of it is things like grocery lists and ideas for magic to do."

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"Okay. So. I guess I should probably uh. Read those."

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Nod.

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He smiles a little, and goes back to fixing her floor, because he's still trying to be a sorcerer, eventually.



Then, he goes back to the castle, and starts on reading. While doing magic, because momentum is annoying like that.
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The personal notes are in tidy chronological order, labeled in local dates (the first few also say things like "Kithabel, Age 6, Keep Out This Means YOU" on the covers).

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Wow, age six? Age six. That's absurdly early. Well. Okay. Probably not super relevant, and he can skip a few books, but let's see what she was like at age six.

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Her spelling is pretty good for a six-year-old, but not perfect.

Writing things down is for not forgetting them later. Sometimes I don't remember why I did a thing. So I'm going to write down everything and then I will be able to look at it later.

Mommy made me let the cookies cool before I could have one and I don't know why she did that but as long as it was already cold I tried magic and I concentrated really hard and the cookie got hot again and this was because I wanted the chocolate to be melty and also because I have to practice magic to be a sorceress. That is almost the only thing I did today except read a book which was about frogs which I read because it was the next book in my stack of things from the library and I had to read it before going again for more books even though I don't remember why I wanted a frogs book so this is why I have to write it down.
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Huh. Interesting. In a - weird way. He'll skip a few sets of books, though, it's especially creepy to read a six year old's diary, he thinks.

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When Kithabel is twelve, she has already left school so that she can prowl around looking for magic to do. She can walk, now, and if she concentrates really hard first, she can even run for a minute, sometimes two, before she falls. (And she can fix her scrapes.) She has managed to wrangle a volunteer position under a healer-specialist, but with partial hours compared to if she were going to be a healer-specialist herself; she doesn't want to fall into a rut. She still reads a lot of books. She visits her father, who lives in another city; she is looking forward to being able to fly there but for the time being she has to take an autonomous carriage (there's a sorcerer who makes those sometimes) to and fro. She has been experimenting with her sleep schedule since she managed to get her hands on an enchanted alarm clock: it will reliably wake her up however deeply she's sleeping so she's trying to do it in smaller chunks. She doesn't like losing progress overnight.

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Is there anything about why she wants magic so badly? It's pretty obvious that she wants magic badly, but he feels like he's missing something, here.

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For someone who documents her thoughts so thoroughly she seems to consider that part to usually be beyond obvious, but yes, here and there:

She wants to be immortal. And make other people immortal. If she is perfect for a very long time she can resurrect the dead, fly to a moon and turn it into a paradise, get enough attention from enough sorcerers and cooperative smaller wills to make it so as a general rule people stop dying in the first place, and she is very lucky because all she has to do in order to accomplish this is do useful creative work for several hundred years (and float while she reads, and make sure she doesn't run out of things on her list of stuff to do in idle moments, and never sleep for eight hours in a row).
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Okay. 'Make everyone immortal and have no one ever die' is a cause he can get behind. He hopes he can wake her up so she can get to doing it. He hopes he can help.

(A part of him wonders why he didn't do things on the world-helping for so long. Didn't he have plans, once? He remembers he didn't just want to be a shield, when did that stop...?)

He takes a break, he goes and does magic, he comes back, and he reads some more. Okay, he knows her overall goals. Anything relevant to falling in love with her?
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She doesn't write about her love life; it seems she never had one. She observes the aesthetics of boys, systematically concludes when she's fourteen that it is in fact just boys, maps in an idle-cataloguing fashion the subset of boys (Adarin is comfortably within it). Mostly she seems too introverted to bother for anyone less than overwhelmingly worth the tradeoff to her momentum that going on dates would take. It's not that she doesn't like people, it's that they interfere with a lot of the things she would most like to be doing to relax (writing, stretching her sorcery, curling up with a good book). The source material Adarin is reading definitely isn't optimized for courting suitors.

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Well that's not the most helpful thing ever, but he can't really fault her for it. It's not like he's dated anyone, either.

Ugh. He feels like such a creep. What's in her less personal books? Maybe there's something he can fall in love with in her shopping lists.
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Kithabel kept grocery lists for her household from fairly young. She likes chocolate and noodles and lemon sauce. She is supposed to visit that neighbor about his broken fence to see if she can fix it. Her apprenticeship with the specialist healer has different hours this week because he's acquired a real apprentice with a less flexible schedule. Her appointment with the history tutor her father hired because he's worried about gaps in her school-less education has been rescheduled. On this randomly chosen day at age fifteen she needs to buy eggs (check), clean the rug (check), substitute for her mother's teaching assistant at the kindergarten when they go on their apple-picking field trip (check), provide special effects for a puppet show downtown (check), and weed her mother's friends' lawn (check).

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Well that's very cute, but not at all helpful.

Ugh. How does one fall in love with a sleeping person? It's not like he's ever been in love before. He's got a vague respect for her, maybe a bit of admiration - she seems like she has her priorities in order, and like she's got a good head on her shoulders. She's, uh, pretty? He guesses? She has good taste in castles? He genuinely wants to meet her and see what she's like?

Maybe later he'll talk to people about what she was like. That might help.

Until then, though: reading. Reading and making pretty colors while he reads to keep his still rather pathetic momentum from becoming nonexistence. He'll skip the shopping lists, let's go back to the creepy private books.
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SHE CAN FLY SHE CAN FLY SHE CAN FLY!

She's very excited about being able to fly, and has not stopped doing it since she succeeded (she tries as a matter of course every late afternoon). If she can still fly in the morning every day for the next week (she'll probably lose it for a bit the very next morning, with five hours of sleep between her and it, but should be able to pick it up again right away if she does one or two big things - braid the branches of a tree together? summon a flock of birds and make them sit on her docile-like? make a very small snow flurry in the middle of the summer it currently is?) and once she's safely beyond the exact threshold - then she'll be able to fly forever as long as nothing happens!

And she'll be able to register as a sorceress with the government and give them one of her wooden beads and be on-call for big things that need doing.
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That's kind of heartbreaking, considering the circumstances. He hopes - well. Maybe if he can't wake her up, someone else will?

... Yeah, he doesn't really believe that'll happen in any sort of reasonable time, either. Great.

Okay, what did she do to get cursed?
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Records of that are a little spotty. Apparently there was some sorceress who lived in a flying castle (not uncommon) and visited a nearby satrapy therein, but her momentum-maintaining strategy was less "do well-liked public works projects" and more "by opposing lots of lesser wills, comparatively small effects can count as doing a lot of magic, and then I don't have to be as creative". Kithabel was called in when everyone in the area started getting sick, was concerned when it was harder than it should have been to heal them, and noticed the flying castle. She asked the nomad for help, got turned away (highly suspicious), figured out the rest, and, rather than provide a strong opposed will for the sorceress's unneighborliness to push against, called in a more powerful sorcerer from farther away to directly stomp on the nasty one first. The nasty sorceress moved on before he arrived, but was chased; there was a brief battle when she convinced a town that she was being persecuted and they should help her, and she won, though the sorcerer escaped; and while Kithabel was still helping the healing specialists mop up her damage in the first town -

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- she got cursed. Poor woman. She deserves so much better.

Well. Is there anything else he can learn about her character from this?
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Kithabel was friends with another sorceress who she met while they were cleaning up flood damage together. Kithabel noted about a month after her first flight that she no longer had residual resentment about not being able to sleep late, because she no longer has to feel tired and real life is about as good as dreams on all axes with sorcerer-caliber magic. Kithabel was toying with designing an objective measurement system for momentum but found it difficult. Kithabel loved watching the planetary rings at night and was thinking of taking a trip to someplace on the other hemisphere for a new view of them, as long as she could be sure she wouldn't be trespassing on any sorcerer territories who would object to her doing momentum maintenance in their space.

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Well, overall she sounds like a very nice woman with very good priorities and a nasty streak of bad luck. He's - not actually sure if that qualifies her for love status. What sort of person could he fall in love with?

... There's a conundrum. He doesn't know. He's never been in love before. He, well, had his sister, and the entirety of his house. He was happy, but not - not in love. Love is strange and scary and how does he even know when he starts?

He puts Kithabel's books away, grabs a few items to do magic to and goes to think.

It's weird, what his life's become. The world, but also - he'd have expected by now to be curled up in a corner and sobbing with grief at his lost friends. A part of him still hurts, a little. He misses his sister, he misses everyone. But he's - there's nothing he can do, is there? Not anytime soon. Not ever, possibly. That still stings, a little, but not as much as it once did. And he feels okay. A little lonely, admittedly, but okay.

Better than okay, actually.

He's - got something to do. Plans, goals, desires - he's going to become a sorcerer, and he's going to go help people. He didn't realize how much he needed it. He could distract himself by helping his friends and knowing that he was protecting them, but they didn't really need all that much protection. But he didn't leave anyway, because what if they needed him? And they'd miss him, anyway. Now, they already missed him, and - well, there are people that need him more, now. All of the clients he protects, the future people he's planning to help with sorcery, Kithabel, maybe, if he could ever manage it. It's - comforting. Nice. Right, even, he - somewhat guiltily - wishes he'd left Chelasi's home ages ago. Maybe not to do this in particular, but something like this.

He's lost his friends, his home, his family...

But maybe he's gained himself.

When he thinks of it like that, it's really quite a bit more straightforward and plain, isn't it? He's free to be himself. Free to struggle with early morning wake ups because he needs to keep his momentum, free to protect people that want to do possibly dangerous things, free to go pick out ingredients for the meals he's experimentally going to cook partially with magic. Free to poke about this amazing castle. If he plays his cards right, he's free to be immortal, too, if he doesn't get cursed. Free to go and try to save someone he doesn't even know, just because it seems like the right thing to do.

But he can't really say that anymore, now can he?

He suspects there's not much else he can learn about her by reading her journals. He's got a pretty good scope of her personality. He certainly likes her, that's easy. She's got her head on straight, she's pragmatic and kind and has a great sense of humor and has good taste in castles and he sincerely hopes she wakes up, and goes back to being a sorceress, and gets everything she ever wanted. She seems like the type of person he could get along fantastically with. He wants to share ideas with her about gaining momentum, wants to compliment the things she's done, wants to tell her that he thinks she's pretty great, just from what he's read.

But he doesn't know if that means 'love' or not. He has no idea. He doesn't even know what kind of person he could fall in love with.

(Somewhere, for reasons not relating to lifting the curse, he hopes that the answer could be 'Kithabel.')

So he dawdles. He works on sorcery. He collects a savings, for if he ever moves out of this castle (not likely until Kithabel wakes up). He stops reading Kithabel's personal books, because he suspects there's not anything he could gain from them anymore. He figures out how to be himself, and he thinks, and he hopes that he can one day wake her up. He hopes that he can one day thank her for - well, she hasn't exactly let him stay in her castle, but for making the castle and suffering him staying in it. He hopes that one day she can be happy.

He comes back from a job (protecting a trapeze artist so she could perform without a net and wow the crowds) and - visits her room. And there she is. He never knows what to say, when he's here. He always wants to whisper, if he talks at all, or at least speak softly.

"I don't know what I'll say to you," he murmurs, "when you wake up. I hope you'll forgive me for - this. All of this. Because you seem very nice, and it's - I've come so far. I'm - I feel horrible for saying this but if I had the choice I don't think I'd go back. I don't think I'd leave the castle, don't think I'd give up the second type of magic, don't think I'd turn around and go back to living in a house with a bunch of people and not doing anything of importance. I don't want that. I - can't." He looks away, and changes the color of curtains because momentum. Then he turns them back, because it's not his castle. "I think, maybe, I want to be like you. You're amazing, you know, and I can't - when I was thirteen, I didn't have the clarity you did. Nor the scope. And then I just - gave up on the world because I was comfortable. And I think, now, that I want to be better. Like - well. You."

He fidgets, and he takes her hand, because what else is he to do? "Wake up," he begs. "Please, I want to meet you."
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Zzz.

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"Please," he pleads. "You're, you're - I - I don't know how to fall in love, I'm sorry, I've been trying. You deserve to have someone fall in love with you, and wake you up. You deserve to be - awake, alive, loved, happy. You're - I don't even know how to say, from everything I've seen of you, you're brilliant and fantastic and if there is - anyone I could -"

He looks away. He sniffs.

"I'm sorry," he whispers. "I'm - I tried, I really, really did."

He leans over, kisses her on the forehead, and goes to leave.
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"Mrf."
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Adarin stops.



He sloooowly turns around.
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Kithabel rubs a hand over one of her eyes. "Nnnng."

She sits up, eyes still shut. If Adarin wants to bolt now's the time.
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Bolting is really tempting. He could just go, run to the hills, never be seen again...

But, he thinks, she deserves some kind of explanation.

He clears his throat, looking at his shoes. "Um. Hi."
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Her eyes snap open. She stares at him, then glances left and right to evaluate her present location, then sweeps her hair out of her face with one hand.

Then:

"...it's gone," she whispers.
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He winces. "... Yeah. You were - cursed. To sleep. About a year ago."

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"Who in fuck are you?"
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A man who really dearly wants to flee for his life.

"A-Adarin," he says, with only a hint of a wobble. "Um. Your mother let me stay here, I'm - I should go tell her you're awake?"

Meaning, 'Can I please go run and hide now?'
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"Is she here -? Is she okay? Who cursed me - nevermind, I can guess, is she still loose?"

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"She's not here right now, she's at her house. She's fine. And, nope, Dianira got her."

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"Good for Dianira. Did it take Dianira a year to get her?"

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"... No. Apparently she got her within a week or two."

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"I repeat my question about who you are."
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Aaaaaaaaaah!

"Um. It's going to sound really insane. I assure you, it's true." Pause, deep breath. "I'mapersonfromanotherworldIwaseatenbyamagicsnakeandIendedupinyourcastlesorry!"
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"...That is really interesting if true but not what I was getting at. How did I wake up if it didn't happen by itself as soon as Dianira got the other sorceress?"

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He really, really looks like he would rather melt on the spot over tell her. But since melting on the spot is not an option...

"The, um, there's, well you see, the, the - 'fairly traditional breaking'?"

(Someone just have pity on this man and kill him. He never should have tried to wake her up. ... He doesn't mean that. But he should have possibly fled the room, earlier.)
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"Uh-huh."
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"And. Er."

Well if he's already doomed, might as well explain everything to her so that when she kills him she can be informed properly.

"I... AlsosortofhadtoreadyourjournalstofallinlovewithyouIhadparentalpermissionI'msorry!"
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Kithabel slowly lowers her face into her hands.

Then, muffled: "Thank you."
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"You're, welcome," he murmurs, to his feet. "Couldn't just leave you there..."

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"No, you could've, but - you didn't, so, thanks, my life is a catastrophe but it's not over."

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"I mean, your - mother held out hope Dianira could get you in a century or two, it just. Would have. Kind of sucked. A lot."

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"Yeah. All things considered I stand by my thank you."

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He giggles, a little, at that.

"You're welcome."

He rubs his face.

"I can't believe it actually worked. I felt like a creep the entire time, I am so sorry, it was for the express purpose of." Hand wave towards her.
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"I assume Rhana likes you, if she okayed it." She swings her legs out over the edge of her bed, sighs, "This is going to suck," stands, and immediately overbalances and falls on her face.

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Adarin blinks, flings his shield over her, and then goes to offer her a helping hand up.

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She leans on him heavily. "Ugh. I haven't tried to walk without substantial magical boost since I was, what, eight, nine, I think that's when I started tripping less."

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"Well, good news. I have magic from my other world. So I can keep you from getting hurt. I - didn't catch it earlier, sorry, but you're protected now."

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"That's convenient. Do tell about the other world."

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"We don't all have magic, for one. Sometimes lucky people, when they're at a certain age, get a choice of different magic types to choose from. Those are ravelers, or mages, if you prefer, we haven't standardized it. I picked protection magic. So I can protect people."

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Kithabel manages to stand without leaning on Adarin, and stops leaning. "I'd say I like your choice but I don't know what it was competing with."

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"Its major competitor was weather magic," he sighs, forlorn. "But I took too long trying to figure out if it was large scale or just," handwave, "little trick showers or something, and I lost the option. I couldn't have lost animal communication, no, it had to be weather. Ugh."

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"And because magic is scarce it would be a fairly big deal to have weather?"

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"Oh, yes. If it was at the scale I wanted, anyway, where I could prevent floods and water crops and such."

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"Well, you picked something good, anyway. I should talk to my mother. How did you say you got here? Magic otherworldly snake or something?" Kithabel minces her way carefully to her bedroom door.

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"Thank you. It uh, was a giant snake. With a mirror for a face." Pause. "I don't have an explanation either."

He follows, ready to catch her if she seems to need it, but otherwise leaving her on her own.
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She touches the wall and goes to the pointless little room. "Do you know if my lift still works? Because that would be a heck of a way to test your protection, if it doesn't."

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"Is that what that was? I have no idea, I didn't know what it did, so I left it alone."

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"And Rhana didn't show you? Huh. Well, if she didn't show you maybe she thought it was too risky, I'll defer to her judgment on that for now. Stairs it is. Great." She heads for the exit.

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He trails after.

"I mean, I could protect you from the drop, but... Yeah. Stairs."
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"I can't quite - you seem very nice and the circumstantial evidence heavily favors you being on the level, but I can't fly or heal myself on zilch momentum and I have never seen your thing in action, so."

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"No offense taken," he agrees. "I can shield myself and I'm leery of flinging myself off of things. And I have proof that it works."

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"But you know what I should actually do, before going to see Rhana, is be less - having been in bed for a year," says Kithabel, pausing, looking down at herself, and turning around. "At least she didn't decide to put me in a nightgown or something, but still. I'll see if the plumbing works, if it doesn't zilch momentum might be enough to get me spruced up a little, my clothes at least aren't magic - do you have pressing engagements I'm keeping you from or can you wait?"

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"No, it's fine. I can wait."

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"Okay." She closes herself in a bedroom. There is the sound of a thump and a "thank youuu" and then silence and then the door opens and she's in a different pair of pants and shirt with her hair brushed and her general expression less groggy. "Plumbing's busted, which doesn't bode well for the lift, although the lights still work."

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He smiles, a bit. He does like being useful.

"All right. I have a bit of momentum if you want me to try to help?"
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"How much is a bit?"

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"About five month's worth."

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"I don't think you can fix my plumbing like that, and I managed virtually socially acceptable levels of hygeine from a cold start, but thanks."

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"Sure."

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"So you like my palace, huh?"

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"It's very nice," he says, a little shyly. "You have good taste."

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"I'm proud of my design."

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"Good! Well, shall we go tell your mother you're all right?"

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"Mm-hm." To the stairs she carefully carefully goes.

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Adarin follows, absently creating little trails of sparkles to maintain his momentum.

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She winces, the first time he does it; but doesn't say anything.

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"Sorry," he murmurs. "I'd um, stop. But. I'm really sorry."

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"No, don't stop, I get it. I remember."

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"I mean, I wasn't... really going to stop, but I am sorry that circumstances mean I have to keep," handwave, "in front of you."

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"It's all right. I don't want to go the next several years twitching whenever anyone does magic, I'd go insane. I'll fix it."

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His mouth twitches, a bit. Is that a tinge of affection, in his eyes? (Yes.)

"All right."
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"Which I assume you know lots about."

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He coughs, and looks embarrassed.

"I um. Just. A bit, yes. I thought it was very impressive?"
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"Yeah?"

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"I mean, um. Yes, who wouldn't? There are times that I'm annoyed with myself for - stuff that I feel. When it's incorrect or unfair or even inconvenient. And it's - really quite cool that you can correctly identify the right things to do and then, er, go do them. And I don't mean that in a, a - patronizing fashion? I have seen how people don't manage to actually do things and it's impressive that you can just. Tweak yourself, figure out what needs to be done, go do it. It's a nice set of qualities." He shuffles his feet. "But um. My opinion of you should probably be obvious. Aheh."

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"Just a little. But the exact breakdown wasn't. One hears repulsive little stories about curses broken by people who were impressed by the cursed person's beauty or something."

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"I mean. You are beautiful, but that's - really not why, I couldn't have done it without the book-reading. And uh. I felt like a creep the entire time."

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"Rhana wasn't wrong to suggest you read them."

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"What I didn't want to happen was to read them, think you were pretty great, and then - not manage to break the curse. That would have been awkward and upsetting."

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"Well, I wouldn't have been awake and making it extra awkward."

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"Yeah but when you woke up in a hundred years I would feel obligated to let you know that I tried to break the curse and failed. So it would have still been awkward, the awkward would have just been postponed."

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"Fair enough."

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"It would probably be worse than just getting the awkward all out of the way, actually. I would have had a hundred years to freak out about it first. 'Oh no what if she hates me.'"

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"You didn't learn enough to guess that I wouldn't hate you?"

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"I mean. There's - reading about a woman who is likely to not hate you, and then seeing her in front of you, not hating you. Sort of. Different things, psychologically. And sometimes I'm stupid."

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"Alas, I didn't think ahead enough to write a how-to section on the mental tweaking thing. I've never taught anyone to do it."

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"It's okay. I get by all right."

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"Good."

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"Yes."

Walking! Soon they will be down these stairs and at her mother's.
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Yes. There goes the last stair. Here is the path into town.

"I'm glad I was pessimistic enough to even include stairs."
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"I don't think it's pessimistic," argues Adarin. "Preparing for the worst isn't pessimistic. Just careful."

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"Whatever you'd like to call it. I thought I might need stairs, as abhorrent as stair-needing would be. I was right."

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He considers her.

"Would you like a hug?"
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She contemplates this question.

"All right," she eventually says, "why not."
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"Okay."

Hug!
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Hug.

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Yay!

He un-hugs after a reasonably appropriate span of time. And smiles at her.

"If there's a way I can help, let me know."
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"When either of us has momentum to throw around, leave me room? I don't mean, fuck off into somewhere else, you can hang out, but I got used to being the only serious candidate and then the only actual sorceress attached to the place and it'd be hard to collide with a neighbor."

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"Sure," he agrees. Only slightly wistfully.

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"I mean, I don't think the territory has anybody immediately adjoining. You can have a castle a short hop upriver," she shrugs, "cover the northeast. I won't mind."

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"Sounds good. We can get into a castle contest. I can try to make a prettier one."

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"You can try."

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"See, now I feel obligated to make a stupidly fantastic castle."

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"You'll overshoot. It'll be gaudy."

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"You underestimate my aesthetic abilities," he sniffs. "I'll just have to show you otherwise, won't I."

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"Yes. Yes you will."

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He smiles at her.

They are almost to her mother's house!
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They are.

Kithabel manages to make a sort of anemic knocking sound before they actually reach the door. With magic.
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And Rhana opens the door.

And looks tempted to faint.
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Adarin carefully stays out of the way and will leave them to their reunion until they require him.

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"Kithabel, you're - oh sweetheart - Adarin, was it... did you...?"

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"Aheh. Um. Yep."

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Rhana hugs her daughter, who hugs her right back.

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Adarin smiles to himself and is generally pleased he made the world a bit better.

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Eventually Kithabel extricates herself, which just causes Rhana to hug Adarin instead.

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Well, Adarin is fine with being hugged!

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Good, because he's getting super hugged!

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Kithabel giggles.

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Adarin is also fine with getting super hugged. He has been slightly hug deprived. Hugs are nice.

"I'm glad I could help."
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Rhana ushers them into her house, and gets tea, which she almost brews herself, but then she just gives all the ingredients to Kithabel, who laughs softly and focuses intently on them until she has successfully created brewed tea with magic.

Sip.
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This is very cute. Adarin sips his tea happily.

Eeeee he did the thing.
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Rhana chatters happily about what-all there is for Kithabel to catch up on, and apologizes for the necessity of inviting Adarin to read her notebooks (which Kithabel writes off as nothing, obvious, definitely the right call).

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Adarin's naturally rather quiet, but will answer direct questions and occasionally add comments.

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Eventually Rhana lets them go. Kithabel accepts some groceries and heads back to the staircase. Ugh, what a tall staircase.
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Such a tall staircase. Adarin helps with carrying groceries, at least.

"Um. Am I. Still allowed to live in your castle?"
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"Hm? Yeah, sure. There's plenty of room."

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"Oh, okay, good."

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"Also wow, did you think I was going to get uncursed and then immediately evict you from the place you've been living?"

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"I mean, it is your castle? I'd understand!"

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"You'd understand that I was an ungrateful jerk who didn't understand the ramifications of homelessness, I hope."

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"I actually have savings, so I wouldn't be homeless for very long."

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"And in the meantime you would be out under the rain with a few months' momentum. Pff."

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"It might not rain! Possibly! Maybe! ... Okay yeah please don't evict me."

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"I won't. Consider yourself at home in my castle."

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"Thank you."

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"You're welcome."