The morning after the Bellparty (Safesun time), Kerron arrives at Isle Esme in response to Elspeth's invitation and starts looking for his uncloid. He comes bearing a little box of danishes.
...And that's it.
Jokers can be weird about goals, but most of them at least have an assortment, even if they tend heavily to the short term and frequently change without notice. Felicity is just void of any intentions not directly related to what he is doing at this exact moment.
Om nom mmf - "Why would I set you on fire?"
"I'd lay money you haven't written it down, but Elspeth said she told you I see goals and intentions and whatnot? You've got a bunch of colorshapes - they look kind of like your pet there, only more colors - and they're moving around pretty sluggishly till there's something you want right in front of you. You wanted to rack up a good chain reaction in your game, you want to pet your critter, you want to eat danishes - Mum has weird colorshapes too but you take the cake."
"So, when Her Imperial Majesty Elspeth's Mom started learning about the exciting undead underworld," says Kerron, "the Emperor, and two other guys and two girls all about his visible age, were all passing for the adopted children of this other vampire couple, Lily's parents, who look a little older and were pretending a bigger age gap. But they're not actually related, any pair of them. The 'parents' didn't turn them all. Two sets of them are mates. The parents-and-children thing was a front for the humans - other times the Emperor was pretending to be his 'mom's' brother, or a subset of them would splinter off and do its own thing for a while and the cover story wouldn't include the whole family. The thing they actually are all together is a 'coven', but they're used to using parent and sibling relationships for each other. The Princess calls them aunt and uncle and grandma and grandpa as appropriate. But Lily thinks it's nonsense and won't hear 'Aunt' out of her mouth."
"Well, I was born a half-vampire, never been anything else. If I don't like it it's pretty neutral if I'm like 'Mum, can I have a hex' and fix whatever's bugging me. If a vampire does the same thing it means they feel like they lost something when they turned. That make any more sense?"
His background desires to pet his poof and maybe have another danish abruptly disappear. He continues petting the poof, just as he was - he displays no significant outward signs of stress, nothing to suggest that what he just said might be a problem for him - but he is now completely devoid of wants about things.
Kerron watches the cloud of colorshapes go still.
Kerron is silent for a long moment, then says, "That... is... surprising? I'm sorry, I don't - if you - the colorshapes have all stopped broadcasting anything and I don't have a checklist to go by on how to react when a human twelve-year-old tells me that to fall back on."
"Witches and ingots kind of orient around our powers a lot. I'm really used to navigating by the - you realize Elspeth cannot possibly know this? Same reason - she doesn't do secrecy - I'm not saying if she knew it'd be in the next imperial press release, but she would have mentioned it to me in the course of inviting me here expressly to talk to you. She definitely has no idea."
"She knew it was something bad that it would be better to be out of than in. The specifics? I don't think that's usual. Elspeth soaked up a lot of Joker childhood memories as a crash course before she got Harley - if there'd been anything like that in there she would've known or at least guessed, and then because she's Elspeth and works how she works it'd be something approaching common knowledge. Which it's not."
"Someone like... Lily probably wouldn't know," says Kerron. "It wouldn't come up with her - if Elspeth tried to communicate everything in her head constantly regardless of its relevance she'd wind up killing unprotected humans, she doesn't just randomly share absolutely everything. But I'd know, the Imperial Alpha - Jacob - would know, Mum and Harley would know, people close to them like me or Dad or Harley's wolf would probably hear it, Her Majesty would know. So - given that if you don't want me to tell Elspeth I don't have to. She gets that there's reasons to not tell her things."
"I... don't have a comprehensive definition. You're doing this not-wanting-anything thing except for a flicker about petting your critter and I've never seen it before. I don't know if it means you're hurting or you're shut down or I should leave or I should hug you or what."
"Well - I guess I might regret asking this, but if against all probability I - I don't know - tripped and wound up accidentally biting off half of my hand and for some reason didn't have any coins on me and had to wait for it to heal the long way and was thoroughly unhappy about that? Would you care?"
"I was going to say what if I picked a fight with the Princess and the Imperial Alpha decided to rip my arm off but that's less likely on a couple levels. Anyway, if it was that it'd be me doing something stupid, which makes it different. You didn't do anything to deserve it."
"Nah. Ask Elspeth if you want, she's got a million people's memories in her head and magic sorting so she can find facts about them whenever she wants, she could probably cough up an actual percentage breakdown. Ask the Imperial Alpha, wolves have collective consciousness when they're phased and basically the same psychology as humans most of the time. Ask the Emperor, when you meet him, he reads minds. Meet Addy and notice how weird she is next to everybody else, she really doesn't care."
"He stood up too fast - like, way too fast, I am incapable of demonstrating, that fast - because he was pissed off at her for vampire-mate-jealousy-stuff-reasons, and she got scared, and she had a hexagon in her pocket and wasn't very careful wishing him something safe but not dead."
"So then Mum resurrected him but we didn't know how to do it properly then, so then there was one of him in the afterlife and one alive, and the afterlife had a century go by in the meantime, and then they found out this had happened and the Dads merged so there's only one Dad again now. This was all way over my head at the time, but I've picked it up since."
"Right then -" Kerron materializes a square in his mum's colors, spends it, and has a little sewing kit and some squares of fabric. He threads a needle, without recourse to licking it - "You'll probably find it easier to do this if you stick the end of the thread in your mouth first but if I did that the thread and maybe even part of the needle would dissolve" - and knots the end and picks up two squares. "So, there's running stitch, which is the simplest thing. Up, down, up, down, steer it all around for decorating a quilt or whatever, any length of stitches but shorter ones are stronger." He hands over the twice-stitched squares and the threaded needle attached thereto.
"Except glass and a few other things. Anybody more than fifty percent vampire, and anybody exactly fifty percent if male, is venomous, and vampire venom's powerful stuff." He gestures at the fabric. "If you want both sides to look the same, you move the same distance every time you make a stitch. If you want one side to be the "top", you make it so it's longer stitches going along there and only very short ones to anchor them on the other side."
Once running stitch has been subdued, Kerron covers backstitch in much the same vein, then blanket stitch, and then:
"And that's pretty much what I know. That and that you can turn things inside out to hide seams. Apply to my sister Aedyt - or the Princess, I guess, she knows how to do most everything - for complicated advanced sewing, tailoring, quilting, etcetera."
"I live in Safesun, which is one of the imperial capitals but has a large permanent population of mostly hybrids," Kerron adds. "It's on a beach in Florida. I moved there with Brandon - he's the Princess's cousin, if you take all the ostensible adoptive relationships in the coven at face value - when I turned five."
"Psychological development. Little kids who get turned - stay little kids. For centuries. Nowadays if somebody turned a kid anyway, you could fix that with magic or torching or whatever, but the dead vampire children who've been resurrected had a hell of an adjustment period getting used to being human again with childlike emotional processing. Grownups can swap between species without too much of an issue, not so much seven-year-olds."
Also there is a beach!
The beach has sand.
The sand has castles.
They are variously sized, variously architected, and in various stages of being destroyed by tides and weather; one of the newest ones is also the biggest, almost as tall as Felicity. It has towers like teeth and a sandy snake coiling around its outer wall. It looks like the kind of place you would find an evil wizard.
"Yeah, I wouldn't recommend showing up the long way unless you get into hardcore long-distance boating or acquire a small aircraft. If the Princess clears it I could pick you up but apparently she's been warned by the coalition of your alts that you're going to be inconsistently acceptable company for a while?"
"Esme too. She's his mate. Lily thinks they're out of their minds, and most of the rest of their coven was never much on board with it. The Emperor was, but he's by far the less assertive between himself and Her Majesty and wound up sort of agreeing with her about everything. By and large when vampires pair off there's a leader and a follower, even if it's not explicit."