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On the city-planet of Elsul, a Sith sits outside a cafe sipping a fruity drink. She's guarded by a heavy battle droid (gathering more than a few startled stares from passerby, which the Sith and the droid both ignore) and accompanied by a servant droid covered in enameled flowers, who's scrolling through a list of local tourist attractions on a datapad and occasionally presenting options to her companions for discussion.

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Someone who is quite clearly dressed in another Sith's - uniform - approaches the periphery of her group almost expectantly, though giving the Sith Lord and especially the enamelled droid plenty of personal space; they are about as Force-sensitive as a brick, and seem to be unarmed, but they're clearly well-trained in shielding - or simply that unflappable, unfazed as they are by the nature of the people they are approaching.

 

"Ah, I regret the interruption, but I have a message for Lord Pradnakt?"

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At the mention of the Sith's name, her hand goes to the lightsaber at her hip, and in the same moment the battle droid's shoulder cannon rises from its enclosure to point at the messenger.

Hold, she signs to the droid with her free hand, and spends a long moment examining the interloper before speaking. "Yes?"

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To the messenger's credit, they do not flinch or quail, even as their heart races.

"I don't know the details, ma'am; I was merely given the missive, and where my Lady expected I'd find she to whom I was to deliver it.  If you wish to know more you would have to read what my Lady has to say.  You are Lord Pradnakt, then?"

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"It's a name I answer to, yes."

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"Then this is for you, and by your leave I sha'n't intrude further upon your outing."

The messenger produces a wax-sealed letter bearing an imprint that matches the symbol he wears, hand-addressed 'Lord Pradnakt' with no further details, and lays it upon the table, before he bows and moves to depart.  The letter has a feeling in the Force, oddly enough.  It bears her no ill-will, despite that being a thing that a letter cannot itself do.

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She watches the letter for a moment, ignoring the messenger as they leave, and then uses telekinesis to pass it to the battle droid, signing to him to read it.

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There is a note inside the envelope. as well as a second, smaller, envelope.

I first do wish to apologize for the distress I have caused by this means of reaching out, but I am rather trying to pick from the best of a set of bad options at this point.

My name is Darth Kalbetis, and the Force reliably informs me that there is a dangerous artifact I will soon encounter that Lord Pradnakt is uniquely suited to dealing with - and perhaps even willing to do so, depending upon my success in explaining the matter.

Further details are enclosed in the second letter, but I would advise against opening it in a public place, as while I have tried to maintain circumspection in the explanation thereof, it does rather involve certain private details that the Force was regrettably insistent upon my knowing.

I would swear to the harmlessness and uselessness (well, beyond communication -) of the psychometric impression I have amplified upon the outer envelope, but I have clearly already failed to persuade by that means, and my trustworthiness is inherently suspect because Sith are not usually trustworthy - doubly so any of my station - so it's rather moot.  Do with it as you will.

May the Force be with you.

--Darth Kalbetis

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"I think it's safe," the droid reports first, and then at Pradnakt's prompting he reads it aloud, quietly, in the Sith language.

 

I don't like it, she reports. But if it's a trap they're going to a lot of trouble they don't need to. Thoughts?

   It almost has to be - the servant droid starts.

I know. That's why I don't like it. But if they know - and I bet they do, how did they know my name - this isn't what it would look like if they just wanted to kill me.

    We could just ignore it.

We could. 

    You don't want to.

I don't like any part of this, even that one. 

    Well, it's up to you, of course.

 

An hour later, back at their ship, Pradnakt teases the second letter out of its envelope with careful telekinesis and holds it up to read.

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Let me begin by establishing that you and I have...  Something in common, Lord Pradnakt, in how we interact with the Force.  I am not as prodigious with it as you are - the Force has seen fit to gift or curse me with prophetic insights, but beyond that little else - but my studies of the Force's mysteries have taken me strange places in my relationship therewith and my own philosophical understanding of its purposes.

Mutual, and frankly pro forma, blackmail out of the way:

I am requesting your assistance because you are particularly suited to solving multiple problems that I rather cannot - I am neither a tracker, despite my ability to See, nor gifted in the...  biological, aspects, of Force Alchemy, and to properly resolve this requires that I first find a person who has custody of an artifact that has dangers they are unaware of, and earn the goodwill of its keeper to safely defuse it - safely, because otherwise the harmonic cascade of its powers turned upon itself, as its makers envisioned the final means to protect it from those who would use it for ill, could well rend the galaxy apart at its worst, or at least a goodly portion of a planet - but if you do not wish to help, I cannot - or rather will not - make you.  The Code says that the Force shall free us, after all.  I would be remiss in my dealings if I then turned around to enslave others, which all too many have forgotten, if they ever knew.

...But I digress.

I should, however, mention that this mission will likely involve Jedi.  They are not all as inflexible and unfeeling as the propaganda paints them, mind - I've rather made a study of them; I'd know - but the mission will take us through contested territory to begin with, to say nothing of the origins of the artifact I seek, or that the one who holds it is, despite having fled the Jedi, certainly not Sith.  (Well, not yet, at least, and the future is always in motion.)

 

I hope this suffices to inform you of the details, but if it does not satisfy your curiosity, I can be reached via comm or in person for additional information - or to confirm your interest or disinterest.

(The rest of the letter is contact information.)

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They know, Pradnakt reports just a few sentences into the letter. But they're being nice about it.

 

I'm not sure why they think I can help with that, she muses a few moments later. But this is... reasonable... otherwise.

 

...on the other hand, Jedi.

 

I think we should at least go look. She adjusts the letter so the droids can see it, and a few minutes later the servant droid takes the comm while Pradnakt incinerates the letter with a bit of Force-generated fire.

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The comm picks up in an instant, revealing a Falleen woman in a dark robe and rather imposing mask, and hints of esoteric devices at the edge of the holo's viewfield.  Despite her fashion sense, she seems to be surprisingly easygoing for a Sith, greeting the droid with an "Ah, hello there.  You would be with - or calling on behalf of - Lord Pradnakt, I presume?  This is Darth Kalbetis."

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"Yes ma'am. My name is Daisy, and Lord Pradnakt is listening in."

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"A pleasure to meet you, Daisy."  She steeples her hands.  "And the purpose of your call, then, if you would?"

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"Lord Pradnakt is... curious," skeptical, "about why you think it would be reasonable for her to choose to interact with Jedi in this case."

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"Well.  I don't have the skill necessary to undo some rather twisted alchemy with Force Healing myself, let alone guide others.  So it's not so much a matter of reason as necessity, given that short of that, there's few ways to prove good faith over the potentially world-destroying artifact."

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Sufficiently Force-assisted hearing might catch a frustrated hiss in the background of Daisy's transmission as her posture changes to indicate that she's looking at something offscreen.

"She can't Heal anyone if she's dead, she says."

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"Quite, and something I am rather keen on preventing.  I have not neglected planning to defuse the volatile tensions in the process of defusing the volatile artifact."

She seems almost a little offended by the idea that she would have left something as important as this to - chance, or something.  The Force helps those who help themselves, as too many seers have failed to learn.

"It's rather a layered defense, beyond my visions being rather convincing in their own right that this works.  Firstly, when the assistance of other Force-users is likely to be necessary, we've already found and failed to harm someone the Jedi rather thought was dead, and they're vouching for our lack of ill intent, as our opening gambit.  Secondly, there is precedent for even Sith and Jedi to cooperate in the face of galactic-scale destruction.  ...Admittedly, that's usually a Sith's fault, but it holds and I can cite to specific examples.  Thirdly, I can demonstrate not just a light-side-seeming Force presence but some actual skill with techniques that only the Light knows - they will get quite distracted by that before I even let them turn their attentions to you.  Fourthly, we would have medical privilege, under the rules of war the Jedi follow - and they cannot treat alchemical folly in the way we can; Healing may be the Light's domain, but alchemy is a Sith skill and best treated, well, Sithily, regardless of Force alignment.  ...Finally, they can't and won't stop us, should it despite all these precautions, and the Force's will, come to a fight.  I may have taken a diplomat's name, but that does not mean that I did not ascend to this position in rather the traditional fashion - and I have not let myself slacken, since.  If I have failed to adequately prepare this, they will nonetheless have to go through me to get to you.  ...If this turns out to be the mistake you fear it will become, that is the least I will owe."

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"She says she'll want evidence of all that as we go, ma'am. Are you nearby?"

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"I'd expect nothing less.

"As far as where I am, I won't be here long - I can be on Elsul in a week, or I can tell you where I'll be and you can arrange yourselves."

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Nine?

    This sounds more important than the weapons museum.

Not that urgent, though.

        Are you sure you want to inconvenience a Darth? Daisy signs, her hands below the camera's view.

This one? Like this? Yeah, actually. If she sucks I want to know.

        Fair enough. "We have a few things to finish up here, ma'am, but if you give us your planned itinerary we can head out to you in a few days."

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"Of course.  While this is sensitive, and important, it isn't urgent on the scale of days to weeks.  Perhaps months, though."  She follows up with a list of departure times and arrival places - some of them with strange warnings attached like 'Detour around Jarrus; there's some very annoying pirates'.  It seems that Darth Kalbetis' travels jig up from her current location towards Elsul, perhaps skirting something internal thereby, and then make a relatively straight line towards contested space, with the occasional zig and zag of 'running errands', or so the itinerary notes.

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It only takes Daisy a moment to analyze Kalbetis' route once it's sent, so she responds promptly: "We'll meet you at Yaguscin III, ma'am, and I'll send you the details once we're docked there." It's one of the most obvious meeting places if they're optimizing for the least travel time for all involved rather than for meeting up with the Darth as quickly as possible, and a comfortable choice among the planets meeting that description, with a pleasant climate and a mixture of cities and wilderness.

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"Very well.  Until then, I suppose, unless you've other questions?"  She rather figured that would be their choice, but far be it from her to not offer options.

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"Lord Pradnakt would appreciate any information you feel comfortable sending us, but she has no specific questions at this time."

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"Of course.  Expect that in the next few days."

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The information arrives in four parts.

One is a series of intelligence reports on the base of one Lord Tuscias, a mildly important alchemist with a specialty noted in the biological side of the field.  (Darth Kalbetis, as seen through the holonet, seems to acclaim herself a specialist in alchemical materials and ritual crafts, in contrast.  Surprisingly inoffensive but iconically Sithy habits, perhaps taken up to veil heterodoxy.)

The second is a delicately sketched impression of a Jedi Padawan, his lightsaber - notably, drawn separate from the Padawan - and the artifact he's keeping (surprisingly unassuming in appearance, a small silvery sculpture that's rather abstract in its design for all that it clearly seems to invoke group meditation), presumably drawn in a vision trance based on the additional notes included: 'Master dies; Padawan cannot stay in the Order, too stifled - but holds to mission?  Deep wanderlust.  Preemption impossible; will foul vibes.'

The third is a series of investigations into piracy and smuggling in one area Darth Kalbetis has an 'errand: recovering tracking material' on her itinerary, closed by the sector government as 'not worth the trouble of rooting them out'.

The fourth is dossiers of a dozen Jedi who "might be in the area, depending on our choices and the Force's whims," with idiosyncratic notes of 'avoid' and 'attract' attached thereunto - presumably, ways to steer those possibilities.

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It is on one hand not too surprising that Pradnakt would be tapped to counter alchemy; she's almost certainly the only person in the galaxy able to reverse it after the process has gotten past the initial stages. On the other hand, with the resources the Force is bringing to bear, it seems implausible that it couldn't've come up with something to stop the process in or before those initial stages. On the third hand, it's not surprising that it wouldn't bother, when it can instead contrive to make her use her healing. Which is to say that she's fairly annoyed, here.

She's less sure what to make of the young Jedi, who seems to have mostly ended up involved by chance. 'Cannot stay in the order' seems promising, maybe, but who knows what he'll actually be like; once she's determined the meaning of the Padawan title she's not especially worried, though, since she should be straightforwardly able to take him in a fight if it comes to one.

Retrieving the tracking material seems to be Kalbetis' problem rather than Pradnakt's, and is presumably only included as an explanation of her winding route to meet them; the dossiers are more interesting, and Pradnakt takes the time to familiarize herself with them as she and her entourage make their way to Yaguscin.

They arrive on the planet a few days before Kalbetis is due, and rent an artist's cottage on the edge of a towering forest to relax and let Pradnakt do some sculpture in while they wait.

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The entry of 'recovering tracking material' is actually after Yaguscin, as it happens.  She could involve herself, if she felt any desire to do so.

 

...Darth Kalbetis shares her annoyance with the Force with Lord Pradnakt, if she's being honest with herself.  Someone was allowed to get away with malfeasance and child endangerment because the Force...wanted to arrange something over/via Lord Pradnakt, as far as she can gather from analysis.  (It's moments like these that the words 'Kriffing hells, Kreia was right' start echoing in her head from a tragic chorus of frustrated future selves.)  And yet - surely the Force knows something.  Has decided on this path for a reason, of the many and varied paths she sees.  ...She's still trying to figure out its angle.  'Make Pradnakt use Force Healing' seems like a rather small goal for this depth of...shenanigans - but it's not like the Force isn't an utter opportunist.  If it can toss something it wants into its 'defuse volatile Jedi artifact' plans, it will.  And she can't see how the Sith Empire could possibly be reconciled with the Jedi no matter how many individual Sith are proven to be less awful than the Jedi Order expects.

 

Darth Kalbetis arrives precisely when she means to, and directs the helm to orbit Yaguscin and take resupply of the things that need to be externally sourced - precious few of those exist, given that she has taken a hull large enough to comfortably host subsidiary spacecraft and outfitted it top-to-bottom with self-sufficiency and support functions in mind, but there's always something.  She, meanwhile, will be comming Lord Pradnakt.  She's sure that the other Sith likely knows she's arrived, but she may or may not know that that she knows is known, and so on.  Better to short-circuit that.

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Pradnakt does indeed know that Kalbetis is there, and answers the comm herself, despite being covered in stone dust and generally clearly in the middle of her artistry. (Was Kalbetis able to connect her current identity to her old dossier? Would it stop her from knowing about Pradnakt's hobbies if she wasn't? Pradnakt's not going to ask.) "Daisy told you where we are, right? There's a ship park a couple miles west of us that you can touch down in; I have a speeder reserved at the stand there under the name Bemlu Lanrad if you want one."

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"My thanks for the consideration, though somehow I don't expect the By Other Means will quite fit in any standard ship lot.  That said, there will be a shuttle down shortly; there's authentication codes you'll need to dock with her and I prefer to avoid transmitting such things if it can at all be helped."

 

Hmm.  To arrive as Darth Kalbetis, or to arrive 'undercover', as was...  Both could have interesting outcomes.  (The possibility of sending an agent is weighed and dismissed; it shows insufficient respect for her fellow Sith's decision to implicitly invite her.)

That said, part of her feels rather like showing off her range, just a bit.  'As' Bemlu Lanrad it is.

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And so a perky young mechanic, nametag showing a seemingly-embroidered 'Bemlu Lanrad', pilots the shuttle down from the By Other Means, an astromech aboard to handle the return trip.  (Piloting on her own behalf is a rare indulgence, but a necessary one.  In those rare occasions when her home is called to battle, understanding the ships they pilot in her defense allows more of her attention to be on the Force tying them all together.)

 

It takes only a little time to travel to Pradnakt's present residence, with the speeder.  (...She really should do something nice for Lord Pradnakt; few do anything but play power games when they arrange local conveyances.)

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Pradnakt's gotten a shower and changed into a differently-embroidered all-black outfit by the time Kalbetis arrives, and meets her at the door to lead her inside and to the sitting room. Nine stands just inside the door, looking only slightly out of place as a guard; Daisy isn't in attendance yet but has left a plate of citrus cookies and a pitcher of berry-infused iced tea sitting on the table for the two of them.

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"Well, hello, Lord Pradnakt.  It's a pleasure to meet you, as one of the few Sith evidently still capable of prosociality."  She nods to Pradnakt, and then Nine.

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"Well, you know, that gets us killed in a lot of contexts. It's nice to have the opportunity, anyway." She gestures for Kalbetis to take the nicer chair, and pours glasses of tea out for both of them before taking one of the cookies. Do you sign?

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The comment about 'getting us killed in a lot of contexts' has her nodding with a wince.

 

Not as well as I'd like to, but I can manage.

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Either is fine but I do prefer it, if you'd like the practice. She swallows her bite of cookie and takes a sip of tea. "It's so nice to have access to fruit again. Which - it does seem like the Force has given you a lot of information about me and mine, but did you have any questions before we get down to things?"

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Perhaps not as much as you might think; it tells me what it thinks I need to know.  That's not often as much as I want to know, and when it's correct in volume it's often wrong in focus.  "It didn't say quite so much as I imagine you were worried it may have.  A name, a time, a place.  And the situation which it wished me to plan around your presence in.  The rest...  Deduction and legwork, both.  More deduction than legwork in this case; records of you," at least the ones the she didn't find the Force dragging her to and promptly circular file because there wasn't a good reason to know that, "simply don't go very far at all, Lord Pradnakt.  So, yes, I suppose I do have questions, because deduction can only take one so far before it becomes utterly speculative.  If it should come to a fight..."

I have the feeling you'd rather not involve yourself in combat if you can help it, not right now, but I won't say that out loud.  Still, if it does, a brief overview of your skills would be useful to have prepared.  I focus on group coordination through battle meditation most of the time, but I do keep myself in form should someone try my person.  II and VI, mostly - though I've eyes sharp enough that refusing to use blasters would be rather silly of me.

She, too, is helping herself to the cookies and tea.  "My compliments to the chef, by the by."

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"I'm a little surprised there were any records at all under this name," she signs along as she speaks, "I dropped out of Sith society almost entirely when I took it. I suppose hiring my librarian would have left a trace, if you knew to look for one. I've been on Lapetcher where I hired her for the last ten years, give or take, and just left a month or two ago - I dipped too far into the Dark for my tastes, and it took a while to recover to my satisfaction. I do have some enemies from before that, but nobody I'd expect to be looking for me after all this time; that said if you happen to know anything about Lord - or perhaps Darth by now - Grauzatis, or any associates of his, I'd appreciate an update. With a 'saber I favor Djem So and Shien with some Juyo and Soresu, but you're right that I'd prefer not to get into any closely-matched fights until I have some live practice, it's been a decade since I've had a sparring partner. Fortunately my sensory specialization makes that pretty easy to avoid, if I want to, and I have a Force lightning aura technique that's good for defense and decent at scaring people off if I'm cornered. I'm good at maintaining techniques, too; I don't have much experience shooting a blaster but I can catch a bolt without too much fuss, that way, if I know to be prepared for one, which I usually will."

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"Mostly that and rumor, yes."

"After the disappearance of one Apprentice Deskyl, and the unexplained death of his patron, the so-called Lord Grauzatis, without Pritruth smoothing his way, rapidly and seemingly terminally - little else can explain the sudden and eerily targeted building collapse - fell afoul of someone claiming the title Lord Sandara in their communications with him, over a dispute on the appropriate allocation and utilization of sapient resources.  I do believe a so-called Lord Ocnem also met a rather terminal fate for similar reasons, if that information interests you."

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"And if you'd like to spar, to break the rust off, I certainly wouldn't mind the opportunity.  Most of those who would have been rather busy lately, and sparring against droids just isn't quite the same."

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"Huh, I'm not sure I'm familiar with an Ocnem," she lies, on principle. "Though if he was an associate of Grauzatis' I expect he needed it. In any case, I'd be interested in sparring, certainly."

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"...No, I suppose you wouldn't be.  But he certainly deserved what he got, in my opinion," she says, her own businesslike mask and iron control of her Force presence concealing that she is now recontextualizing several pieces of information.  There's very few people who'd have issues with Grauzatis but also no knowledge he's more than ten years dead, after all - and she's seen far more information than she'd like to have needed to see, on Ocnem's various....  Abominations unto the Force (and misappropriations of sapient resources.  She can't let herself be bowled over by the enormity of slavery until she's done dismantling it or she's dead of trying.)  "In any case, the By Other Means is well-equipped for such things.  If you're prepared to depart?"

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"I can be packed within an hour," she nods. "My Nightfall Spectrum is a family-sized long-distance transport; do you have room to dock it or will we be flying alongside?"

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"Oh, there's definitely room for you to dock."  She permits herself a small grin.  The By Other Means is by no means as large as some of the things she's seen - large to the point of impracticality, many of them - but even building rather luxuriously for spacers, she's got plenty of room.

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"All right. I saw your shuttle go back up, I assume you'll be joining us for the trip back? If so I can have Daisy return your speeder when she picks up the Spectrum."

Once the logistics are worked out, she leaves Kalbetis in the sitting room to go pack, apologizing for not having a second servant available to stay with her while she does. It doesn't take long; she only has a few data discs and changes of clothes to pack, and then the statue to wrap back up and store in the ship's hold once it's touched down outside.

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"I rather should have asked you if you'd mind, first, but yes - I do need to supply the authentication codes."

She waves off the apology - "Oh, nonsense, if I cared that much about being attended I would have brought someone to attend -" and takes a moment to fondly regard the statue, even as wrapped up as it is.

"...So few of us create for the sake of creation," she murmurs, almost to herself.  "And many who would otherwise try, create terrible things for the sake of terror.  But this, even hidden as it is, is a beautiful work.  It may not be my place to offer such words, but well done."

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"Thanks. If you're interested in that sort of thing, you might want to stop by Lapetcher sometime, I left a lot of artwork in the desert there."

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"If I can but find the time, I'm sure I'll enjoy it."

 

The By Other Means awaits in orbit, Darth Kalbetis - having taken a moment in the fresher to dress herself appropriately - directing them to the rear lower docking bay, for guests that she actually wishes to keep aboard, as distinguished from the forward suite - which has quite a view, but is isolated from the actual business of the ship despite nominal proximity to the bridge, and staffed entirely by crew that can recover from dismemberment.  "Welcome to my humble abode," she quips.  "The By Other Means serves as a mobile command center for my work, though I do maintain a planetary residence to anchor certain governmental functions.  If you'd like, the guest wing is open to you, or the Nightfall Spectrum can be connected to our systems if you'd prefer to stay in the vessel you're used to inhabiting."

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Pradnakt's not sick of being confined to the ship yet but that's no reason to speed the process along, and she's confident enough that its astromech will keep it properly free of bugs and other interference. (Which is to say, not necessarily free of them at all, but there won't be any she doesn't know about.) "The guest wing sounds lovely, thank you."

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"This way, then."  She sets off into the ship, hailing a lift from the docking bay to the guest wing.  She gets occasional salutes from passing crewmembers, which she acknowledges without breaking stride.  "You have a choice of rooms with a view or rooms that have direct access to green space; do you have a preference?"

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"The latter, please," she answers without hesitation.

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Then Darth Kalbetis leads the way to an inconspicuous door off of a botanical garden - albeit one that has been seamlessly woven into the functioning of the ship, given that there are (transparisteel-capped) banks of algae where one might normally place benches, and a variety of fruits and vegetables growing from soilless planters.  There's even one, heavily grafted and clearly specifically planned for, fruiting tree, in various stages of bloom.  (Darth Kalbetis eyes it for a moment and plucks an apple.)

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She then produces a code cylinder from somewhere in her robes, inserting it into the door console, and tapping away at it for a minute before withdrawing a matching one from the console.  "This is for you - access to this suite, and the various amenities.  You'll also have free access to the central holotank under any condition less than yellow - it gets commandeered for combat planning.  ...There's a hardware lock set up for manual access on the inside, in addition to this one, which is important because during loss of power the electronic ones fail open.  ...I'll have someone run down some spares for the rest of your party; these have specific anti-slicing measures, so it's not dataport compatible.  The 'pad on the desk is for the ship network; there's a surprisingly vibrant collection of clubs and activities that there will be time for you to visit if you wish.  I don't often have the chance, myself; I'm rather busy on my best days."

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(Pradnakt makes a bit of a face at the tree; someone who knows her well enough - which is to say Daisy, who's following a step behind her at the moment, and no one else - might guess that she's contemplating throwing some Healing at the poor thing.)

"Thank you," she says of the access cylinder, and then when Kalbetis is done, "will you want me somewhere at any particular time, do you know?"

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"Yes, but not for a few days, yet - well, beyond sparring; I do my exercise at 0900 shipboard time in salle 3.  We'll be breaking off from the By Other Means for our mission at some point.  ...I imagine you're not interested in dealing with pirates," she says like it should be a question but isn't.

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"Not especially, no. It might be useful for me to see how you operate but I can do that just as well from the reports, if you'll allow it. Salle 3, 0900, I'll be there."

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"It would be remiss of me to leave an ally ill-informed.  You'll have the data.  ...In fact, if you wish to observe in real time, I can arrange for that, at least with the pirates."

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"It would make things easier, if it's not an inconvenience."

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"It's not; there's room in the holotank.  I'll send you the details."

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If there's nothing else to be said, she will leave Lord Pradnakt to examining the guest suite, for the moment.

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And examine it she does; she of course already had a sense of the layout of the suites in this section from three or four hallways away, but it does take her a few minutes of apparent poking around to determine where nearby amenities like the mess hall are and do a basic sweep for bugs. She chats with Daisy about logistics as she does - she's still not really feeling like going back to eating very much meat, but it's probably easier to come by than alternative proteins here despite the impressive hydroponics setup, so she's fine with her just doing the best she can in that regard - and then checks out the datapad, hoping to arrange to have her things brought from her ship. If she seems to have time when that's done, she'll check out the social scene: Nine wants to join a book club, Daisy might appreciate a cooking club if there is one, and all three are hoping to see a poetry night.

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(There is, in fact, a way to use the datapad to get directions, and of course emergency maps.  Not all her guests are Force-sensitives.)

 

It is simple enough to contact ...a concierge service?  Apparently the Darth has modeled providing for guests rather like a hotel or a cruiseliner - for that delivery, if she so wishes.  A warning pops up that the said service is by order of Darth Kalbetis not to be responsible for various things, including 'transportation of Force artifacts, including holocrons', 'provision of 'comfort staff'', 'transportation of biological samples, whether living, dead, undead, or otherwise', 'transportation of energetically or chemically volatile materials or assemblies' - most having specific other contacts noted - but is otherwise responsible for assuring that the By Other Means' guests' needs are met.  (A further warning says that 'violent interaction with the concierge staff will be responded to with nothing less than revocation of access thereunto, especially if over their declining to assist with attempted violation of policy'.)

While Lord Pradnakt is looking at this, there is a beep from the interior door panel - observation through the door's peephole reveals a mouse droid, concurrent with a message arriving to the datapad.

Lord Pradnakt,

I believe the mouse droid with spare code cylinders should have arrived by now.  Key them to your door by inserting your cylinder into the secondary slot on the side, and the other into the normal access port, then selecting the 'register subordinate' option.

Additionally, it has occurred to me that I do have some free times to spar that are not at 0900 shipboard.  I have attached those blocks to this message, if you would rather use them.  More practice can only be good for me, anyway.

-- Darth Kalbetis

P.S. I realize that if we should pass in the halls it will be rather hard for you to confuse me with anyone else, but should you notice that I am 'dressed down', as was, do do me the favor of not blowing my 'cover'?  I rather suspect that most of the crew suspect or know, but, well.  It helps me stay grounded.

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Daisy gets the door as Pradnakt checks the message, and then goes back to key the cylinders while the Sith looks over the sparring schedule, picking out a couple of options that will work with her sleep schedule as she gets used to the By Other Means' day cycle. These aren't maximally convenient for the Darth, but that's ultimately to the good; being deferential is just good sense but she isn't actually angling for her as a patron, here. Similarly she doesn't suggest setting up explicit coordination to allow her to recognize whether Kalbetis is undercover at a distance, as she would if she were intending to work with her in the long term, but just mentions in her reply that she'll be careful about it. (There's a pretty good chance she'll be able to tell, anyway, just from whether and how her lightsaber is carried.)

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Oh, she's better at this sort of thing than to need to compromise on access to her lightsaber, even with it being slightly harder to conceal than a simple straight-hilted blade.  Still, it'll be rather obvious, she thinks.  (And it's rather been borne out, she believes.  Why, she's pretty sure that the one time she pulled on tan robes, she spawned rumors of a Jedi - off the ship, she means.  The crew know better than to gossip even if there's a real Jedi aboard.)

...She's trying to avoid treating Lord Pradnakt as someone under her patronage, for that matter.  That's not something one should do unilaterally.  No matter how much she wants to build strong ties with another somewhat reasonable Force-Sensitive in this horrible mess of an Empire.

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Perhaps the sparring match she is about to fight will provide an opportunity to test the waters.  Despite knowing that all things come in their due time...  There's a part of her that can hardly wait.

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Unfortunately, the only remotely consistent clue for whether a Darth is trying to court an underling is whether they're attempting to kill them, and even that one isn't a guarantee.

At any rate, sparring! Pradnakt has given herself a few hours to settle in, and has time to meditate and warm up before heading to the salle, with Nine tagging along to watch.

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...To call this a simple salle was really something of a misnomer on her part, but to be fair to her past self, even with a shocking amount of self-consistency across time, her own actions are hard to account for.  And it is her own actions that have turned what was once a series of smaller practice spaces and a blaster range, to match the similar ones nearer the crew and guest quarters, into almost something of a ship entertainment, with a venue to match, in the self-proclaimed 'danger room'.  The sign welded over the door - which she could surely discover the origin of, but politely refrains from doing - draws wry amusement as she awaits Pradnakt's arrival outside its doors, along with a few Crew that have...rather more zeal for this fight than she.

"Welcome to training salle 3.  ...Please forgive the engineering crew's naming sense, and enthusiasm for what they've done with the place since we got it.  And, for that matter, myself, for enabling them.  We should discuss how we want to handle this fight, incidentally.  Not just which of its features we will be deploying, or not deploying, but -" - and perhaps this pause is slightly longer than normal, as Darth Kalbetis finds a future self ringing an alarm bell at something she might otherwise have said - "I rather prefer my sparring with a standard of not dealing more than superficial damage.  Sensible people in this Empire are rather few and far between, and worth preserving."

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"Agreed. - 9P here can shoot nonlethally, if two on one sounds interesting."

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"...As much as it would likely be a good or at least not-horrible idea were this a real fight, I can't say I'd want to risk it unless I know more than I expect you'd like to tell me about his hardware situation.  The droids we normally train with in here have specially hardened memory banks to survive me throwing them around, not to mention for protection against Ionize, or Force Lightning.  ...Plus," she seems almost chagrined, if wryly amused, "Elsie would likely surprise me if she wasn't invited to an 'and-staff' sort of spar."

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"Not today, then, I'll have to get a little farther along on the upgrades I have planned for him before I subject him to all that. What else did you have in mind?"

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"Well, there's the question of whether and what environments we would like to simulate - 'the floor is lava' is...an interesting complication, for example, despite its juvenility - and whether there should be other forces in the field - which, speaking of, you could request the assistance of a friendly droid if you wanted, though they wouldn't be 9P.  I think we have a few similar model chassis in the lot."

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"Eh, it wouldn't be the same." She keeps the fondness out of her voice, and mostly manages to keep it out of her Force signature. "If you want to use the terrain to level the field a bit, the obvious thing would be something that breaks up our sightlines and is dynamic enough to distract Force senses."

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"I quite understand the sentiment.  And, yes, we do have that setting.  'Spaceship with fluctuating inertaics', perhaps?  Getting a properly dynamic environment out of ground combat is rather difficult, though I suppose there's always the 'factory floor' settings...Or 'Sith Temple', though I could swear that design was more inspired by the Temple of Doom holo."

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"All of those sound like fun. How realistic is the spaceship sim, will I be able to predict the fluctuations by sensing the machinery?"

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"...Somewhat?  Not entirely like it would work if the machinery were within the spaceship, being as the 'spaceship' is effectively only projected forcefields, but there's still machinery involved, and that has translated well enough for myself."

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She takes a quick moment to consider. "I still think I have a better chance with that one than the others."

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"Then so shall it be.  ...Ah, would you prefer that this be a private spar?  The crew will be disappointed, but they'll live," she takes a moment to Have An Imposing Presence at the putative audience.

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"It'd be another factor in my favor to skip the live audience; I don't care if you broadcast it, though."

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"I think that it might be a good idea to be closer to normal environmental conditions, which don't include live audiences, so, go on, shoo," she turns to the no-longer-putative no-longer-audience.  "I'll make the recording available afterwards but we can't have you all watching and throwing everything off."

"...Would you yourself be good enough with systems to fix damaged inertial capacitors and the like?  Because I should explain how that part works, seeing as we don't actually, you know, break them."

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"Hm. On one hand I'm not as good at ship maintenance as I'd like to be; on the other hand I wonder if I can't figure it out without the help." Okay, okay, she should probably not be showing off for the Darth she doesn't actually want to catch the eye of, but have you considered that showing off like this is fun.

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She knows the feeling.  "Well, if you want, the 'tool rack' is over there; have at it."  (It's basically a series of differently-colored signal wands.)

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"Sounds good. Are there any other considerations? I win if I get the capacitors back online, you win if you stop me, live sabers, pull strikes?" She's definitely not going to actually win, and the fact that she's not at all expecting to is obvious in the Force if one is looking, but she's in good spirits about it anyway.

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"...Sounds fair.  Hmm.  Are you invading the ship or defending it?"

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"Invading sounds like fun."

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"So you're engaging in vigilante engineering.  Cute."  (Force, let that not be an overstep, she'd be quite upset with herself if she ruined all this progress with one small...thing she said.)

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...yeah see this is why a smart Sith Lord doesn't go interacting with strange Darths. She can beat herself up about it later, though, she has work to do right now. "Let's say I'm getting the capacitors back online so the rest of my team can do their job, whatever that may be."

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But she shouldn't!  If anything she's going to be being annoyed at herself over killing the mood - whatever mood it was, it was better than this all-business one - when this is done.

"Mm, that does make more sense, good thinking.  Though, would you rather be 'getting data off the holotank'?  It seems more...  Straightforward a plot."

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"Sure. And it sounds like we're ready, then?"

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"I suppose it does, unless you want to add additional objectives and/or complications for either of us.  For instance, crew."

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Let's go with less rather than more initiative-taking, that's already gotten her into trouble the once. "If you'd like."

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"...Mmm...Just a skeleton crew for the moment.  Adding additional hostile forces, even if they didn't like either of us, would be utterly overkill."  She moves to the datapad embedded in the wall, and taps away at it for a minute.  "And there we go."

The door hisses open, and she vanishes inside.  "It'll light up for your turn to enter."

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(It takes only a couple minutes for that to happen.)

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She stashes a set of signal wands on her belt, stretches out again, and plays her Force senses over the stage as it constructs itself.

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The 'stage', as was, is set up in a flash, shields framing the walls of a ship that Pradnakt might recognize from seeing in the hangar bays- it's moving the props, the actors, and, of course, Darth Kalbetis into position - there's rather a lot of droids involved - that takes the rest of the time, though she doesn't seem to be able to sense Darth Kalbetis very well right now.

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That's partially because she's drawn in her Force presence, partly because she's blended out her Force presence, and partially because her Force presence is that different when she brings other parts of herself to the fore.

She won't be keeping this image up - she's still wearing Darth Kalbetis' mask, and the crystal set at her breast is still weeping, even if she's switched out her usual black outer robe for a brown-and-tan 'Jedi' version - but the surprise of it is something she wants to introduce in controlled conditions.

At first.

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Darth Kalbetis has taken position near the central holotank; it has good sightlines and means that even if the boarding party hits from a direction she can't see she will still know their location.  Lord Pradnakt's entry, meanwhile, is through the back - "taking advantage of blocked external sightlines" - the droid 'pilot' of the 'boarding shuttle' taking to their role of delivering exposition mostly for the camera's sake with aplomb.

(It seems that Darth Kalbetis is not the only competent actress aboard.)

The 'ship' shakes, tractor-pressors flaring in the machinery to do their best attempt at the rattling thump of being boarded.  And then the 'pilot' starts evasive maneuvers -

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- even as Darth Kalbetis' lightsaber ignites, and her blaster - an elegant little pistol, but one that does not sacrifice power or precision - thwps into her other hand.

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Feeling the presence of Lord Pradnakt below her, she dives for the door that will give her coverage of the lower levels with swiftness, but not haste, an unnerving calm in her aura.  "There you are."

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She has to dive, because there's no gravity.  The ship is spinning - clockwise, if the 'head' of it is twelve, and also rotating around its axis - but that's not gravity in the ways that matter.  (The tractor-pressor system is doing a lot of work to simulate that happening.)

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Sneaky sneaky! And Pradnakt always likes to see someone underestimating her, too. Though it is a little weird that Kalbetis is doing a robe change and not bothering with her mask? Well, she'll find out why in a minute.

She goes in with her 'saber lit and a blast-catching effect up; with their relative positions there's no way to avoid a confrontation with Kalbetis. She drops the blast catcher for a half second to accelerate as much as possible with telekinesis in the null gravity; it's risky, when she doesn't know yet how to predict the inertial changes, but being in close quarters with the Darth is in no way to her advantage and hitting a bulkhead won't hurt that much.

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How about colliding with a box in midflight that should not have been flying that way?  Without even the telltale signs of a Sith throwing something as warning?

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The blast-catcher effect isn't quite as good against solids but slows it enough that it's only a minor inconvenience; if she'd been aiming for a particular spot on the other side of the room it'd have been a bigger one, making her drop the effect again to adjust her trajectory after the collision, but as is she makes it just fine, deactivating her 'saber as she gets close, and starts heading for the door.

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Your own momentum is just as much a weapon against you in zero-g environments, Lord Pradnakt.  In this case, with Darth Kalbetis hooking her foot under the stairwell/ramp and swinging herself towards you, lightsaber out, it's a rather minor one compared to the consequence of Sith Lord In Your Face With Lightsaber Out, but you did rather still hit the crate, didn't you?

Thankfully, gravity takes this moment to reassert itself, Darth Kalbetis recovering by ducking into a roll and ending up just about where Lord Pradnakt first entered.  She snaps off a few stun blasts as she forces herself to her feet, despite the suddenly trebled gravity 'from thrust'.

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Yeah see most Sith would have to do things about blaster fire but for her it just hangs in the air for a moment before dissipating, it's a pretty good tradeoff for maneuverability under the circumstances. (Granted, the circumstances in question are 'lucky as shit', but hey, a win's a win.)

She doesn't bother getting to her feet, but rolls through the door and clambers into the cabin off the hallway behind it. Her plan from here was to lightsaber through the ceiling, but trebbeled gravity is the worst possible condition for that. She prepares instead to ambush Kalbetis as she comes through the door, keeping half a metaphorical eye on the machinery so she can be prepared to go for the ceiling when it changes again.

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'As she comes through the door', you say.  Are you sure you didn't mean 'as you are nearly stabbed with a lightsaber through the wall'?

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Stabbing a sensory specialist through a wall isn't going to work, she'll just see it coming and dodge, so yes!

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Made you move, though.  And with how the gravity turns sideways instead of down and we're once again spinning, it's not a good time to be moving!

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It's not a good time to be moving if you have an involuntary vestibular sense, but why in the world would she be limited like that? She goes for the ceiling.

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Well, if you're not going to be on a ballistic trajectory, she supposes you could do that.  Good luck dealing with the everything that is freshly unsecured from the cabinets and thereby on a ballistic trajectory through your space, though!  At least it's not sharp and pointy anything.

Did she mention that that hole in the wall is perfect for shooting at you with?

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She grabs one of the pieces of flotsam with her telekinesis and holds it against the hole, blocking a shot or two with her 'saber while the anti-blaster field is down, and goes back to cutting through the ceiling. It shouldn't take much longer.

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...She puts her blaster away shortly after that fails.  She's pulling out the Bigger Gun for her next trick.  (By which she means Force Lightning.)

She throws herself on a slightly curving path as Pradnakt finishes her cut, saber quite ready to prove it could stab her if Pradnakt was about to leap through the ceiling that has just become the new floor.  If she catches on in time...  Well, Force Lightning.

Not hateful Force Lightning, but it's still lightning nonetheless.

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She had been planning to go that way, but the time it takes Kalbetis to get there is more than enough for her to recalculate. She throws herself across the hall into the 'fresher room, first, and then starts using her telekinesis to mess with the ship's controls, basically at random - most Sith can't do telekinesis through walls like that, but it's not actually a matter of it being impossible, it's just that most Sith can't 'see' nonliving things through walls well enough to mess with them.

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...Well, that's not going to do her any good.  Even though it is rather impressive as a feat of telekinesis, 'at random' is sufficiently less so for a precog of Darth Kalbetis' strength and skill that the time Pradnakt spends on this is time that she can use to close, using the bucking of the ship and a bit of augmentation to catapult herself through the hole Pradnakt made earlier and try to close.  (The engineering crew is going to be very smug about insisting on having a physical console for this.  She had prior rather expected that a basic simulation of it would be sufficient; actual piloting sims happen elsewhere.)

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As soon as she starts moving so does Pradnakt, into the hallway and toward the cargo bay, to where she can jump to her objective. Whether she's fast enough to make it is anyone's guess; she's less impaired by the state of the ship than Kalbetis is, but not by that much. She keeps hitting buttons and flipping switches in the cockpit as she goes; her only real hope at this point is to get the ship into a state alarming enough that the other Sith has to go deal with it rather than staying on her.

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...Yeah, 'less impaired by the state of the ship' rather depends on what you're measuring impairment by.  It certainly doesn't stop Kalbetis from throwing Force Lightning down the corridor whatsoever, an outstretched hand just barely clearing the doorframe but still clearing it well enough that she can let loose - and really, if Lord Pradnakt does, despite the lightning, get to the cargo bay, well, what goes up must come down, and Darth Kalbetis was already standing next to a hole in the floor.  Ceiling.  Floor-ceiling.  ...You know what she means.

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Ow ow ow geez what kind of idiot Sith slings lightning in a tiny ship.

She does attempt to dodge, but in such close quarters she really had no chance. She drops to the floor and taps out.

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This one, apparently, when her blaster bolts won't do.  (It helps that she has a facility with coherent light; ionizing a channel in the air as a strike-guide limits the collateral and spread.)

...The lightning is surprisingly Not Maximally Suffering-Inducing, but, yeah, that was about what she figured would happen.

(Not to mention what she precogged would happen.)

"Well fought, Lord Pradnakt."

She offers a hand up, as the room slowly settles them back down.

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She visibly considers whether she wants to take the offered hand, but only for a quick moment before she reaches for it. "Thanks, you too. I haven't seen that thing with the box before, at the beginning." Nor a technique that makes lightning non-suicidal in an enclosed space, but asking about that would take way more familiarity than they have, and anyway she thinks she saw what happened there.

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"It's a rather simple exercise, if you ask a Jedi - it's just that normally the thought of a Sith performing it has everyone I've asked screaming about anathema like a stampeding herd of banthas.  I rather prefer to be free from such preconceptions of Force use - if tranquility, or rather, serenity - is the most suitable emotion for invoking a specific Force effect, then I see no reason why I should limit myself to things derived from fear, anger, and hatred.  Though I think that part of my facility with this sort of thing is derived from my experiences with precognition, so in truth I'm not sure that the lesson is transferable."

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Right, precogs have a reputation for a reason. She can take a no when she hears one, though. "Too bad, it looks useful."

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"I didn't say I wouldn't be willing to try to explain it.  Just that it would sound rather insane and-or counterintuitive."

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Precogs, reputation, etc. "I wouldn't mind trying anyway."

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"Then, if you do wish to, the principle is as follows:

"You are one with the universe and the universe is one with you.  Having established this, you are one with the piece of whatever needs to be telekinetically emplaced, and it is one with the universe by the transitive property - and there is nothing, truly, that can move the entire universe, because everything to ever exist is merely part of the universe, after all."

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-you know what, fair, she did say like a Jedi, not Light as such. Of course it's going to be easier to consider the sense in which something is part of you relevant if you aren't pissed off at it. "That does sound simple, once you have the trick of it. Which is the hard part, of course."

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She almost seems a bit sheepish as she says "Quite.  Even with the nature of precognition and battle meditation both dealing with connectedness in their own ways, it took me a while til I got to the point where using this sort of technique was combat-viable.  Utterly handy for utility purposes, though, especially moving things around once you've got that trick stable.  Frustrated telekinesis is sloppy telekinesis, in my experience, and I have always rather prided myself on elegance and precision."

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"Oh, of course. I use telekinesis in my embroidery," she holds up her arm to show off the planets and tiny, intricately detailed spaceships stitched around the cuff of her sleeve, "and - I mean, I can do it in all kinds of conditions, it wouldn't be useful practice if I couldn't, but it's definitely easier the calmer I am."

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She seems to be rather distracted admiring the artwork, before her brain catches up.

"...Then I expect that's all I have to teach you on this particular bit of Force-work.  You've already got the state of mind; the rest is just...perspective."

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"And practice," she nods, and when she speaks again it's in the Sith language. "The Light is something else again, though; you won't fool a Jedi if this is all you have."

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She replies in the same tongue - "Who says that it is all I have?"  And then her Force presence...  Does something best analogized to rotating a hypercube along its previously invisible fourth dimension, bringing an entire other facet of itself - and thereby herself - to the surface.

(Kalbetis may not be the sort to pilot a ship herself, but she's a dab hand at astrogation out of sheer necessity of having to understand what she's doing.)

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Bringing just the slightest glimmer of Light to life in an outstretched hand afterwards is, perhaps, needlessly dramatic.  Lord Pradnakt is a sensor.  But she is a rather inherently dramatic creature.  (It's why she took to the philosophy of passion surpassing all things and liberating like a duck to water, or a ship to the sky.)

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Pradnakt has already taken a step back by the time Kalbetis manifests the Light, and begun gathering the Force around herself in a clearly Sithy way; she's not manifesting a detectable Dark aura, yet, or the lightning she's mentioned she's able to, but it's obviously a fairly near thing. Instead she peers at Kalbetis, tense and cautious.

"I see."

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Oddly, Darth Kalbetis' presence is yet like a Sith's in some - perhaps even many or most - ways, despite being nominally Light-aspected.  Where a Jedi's Force presence, if and as Lord Pradnakt has ever seen one, is perhaps something that could be analogized to a truly placid lake, this Light-facing Darth Kalbetis is like a deceptively calm riptide, or, perhaps, the coruscating corona of a black hole.

A moment passes, Darth Kalbetis withdrawing her hand.  She speaks, still in the Sith tongue.  "Peace is a lie; there is only passion.  Through serenity I gain strength.  Through knowledge I gain power.  Through harmony I gain victory.  There is no death; the Force will free me."

Then she actually comes to her senses, the seeming of laminar flow starting to ripple with thoughts and emotions once more.  "Blasted...  the Force is perhaps more dramatic than I am.  What just happened?  Beyond the obvious."

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The Light is an asshole, she signs. It - "it showed off what you can do and had you recite a variant of the Code - " peace is a lie there's only passion, serenity brings strength, knowledge brings power, harmony brings victory, there is no death the Force will free me. She leaves all poetry out of her movements, snapping out the signs like they've offended her, which isn't far from the truth.

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"I did rather decide to show off on my own initiative, I believe.  Though I can't speak to the rest."

...Interesting, she signs, with a very deliberately drawn-out contemplativity.  (So it is, perhaps, better represented as Iiiiiiiiin-ter-est-ing.)  I was not quite aware that I was - would have - will be - putting that much thought into this, as to synthesize a whole novel Code that could define an Order or an Empire.  

But...it's perhaps wrong to ascribe this to The Light Side.  These things...  They happen in these in-between moments, in both directions.  I obviously can only speculate as to the etiology of them because looking too closely draws me back in, but...

I keep rather much of myself packed tightly away.  It's a survival strategy; it's one I suspect I'd have had to pursue no matter where I was born.  But in those moments between...

I think that's as close as I get to holistic immersion in the Force, and no matter how I think about that I can't decide if I should be terrified of it, or terrifying with it.

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Won't catch me chasing that. It's the worst part, the way it happens for me. She shakes her head and lets the built-up Dark dissipate. "Anyway, I doubt that's what a Jedi looks like either, but it's far enough from Sith that I bet it'll give them pause. Not that I've met one."

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"I've utilized more traditional Force stealth to get a closer look at them in the past, and I can confirm that they don't look like this whatsoever.  I mean, aside from the..."

"They do also have calm surfaces, if that makes sense as a sensory metaphor.  It's just that they also have calm everything else - they don't dig out hidden depths so much as spread themselves across more shallows."

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"That tracks," she nods. "I expect that's what I look like, when -" yeah she's not going to say it.

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"Mm.  When, if.  If the Force is really trying this hard, and it's not something you want to be involved in...

"It will probably be a very pointed headache if I try to get it to cough up what I'd need to do what was asked of you, but blast it all, this is not what it's supposed to be doing.  The Force shall free me.

"...What kind of Darth would I be if I didn't occasionally twist its arm, anyway?"

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...wait, she actually meant that she wasn't going to force the issue?

 

"It's more complicated than that," she settles on, after a slightly-too-long pause, and winces internally at the vulnerability.

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She's going to Force at the issue, not force the issue.

"Well, I rather imagine you don't want to talk about it with me.  But if that changes, you have my comm."

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"I do, yes."

She's halfway back to her quarters before it occurs to her that just because the Darth is acting very strange doesn't mean she's being truthful; it's still entirely possible that she's lying, just in a more complex way - the Force effect would be hard to fake, but it doesn't necessarily mean what she implied it does. And she's definitely been away from Sith society for too long if it took her this long to realize that.

She summons Daisy and Nine back to the privacy of the Nightfall Spectrum and lays it out for them, and for the new astromech as well on principle. In many ways the simplest explanation would be that Kalbetis is what she's presenting herself as, some sort of vigilante half-Jedi operating under the banner of the Sith. In other ways that doesn't actually make sense - who does she answer to in the Sith hierarchy, and if she doesn't, how has noone noticed that yet? where does her funding come from? - and none of that answers the real question, which is how dangerous it is to be here, doing this.

Daisy points out that whatever else Kalbetis is she is a Darth, and they discuss the implications of that for a few minutes before Pradnakt observes that the whole topic is a red herring. She wasn't lying - or, not really - when she said that the question of whether to go along and contribute her skills here is more complicated than just a question of whether she's able to leave. Coming back to the Dark afterward may be unpleasant, but there's something about healing that speaks to her soul, and if she could do it safely - she wouldn't want to be coerced, of course, but she'd take the freedom to do it, if it was offered. And it may be being offered; leaving aside what Kalbetis is or what her motives may be, she does seem to have figured out how to do something along the lines of that. (Unless this is some kind of trap for heterodox Sith, but that truly doesn't make sense as a theory, there's no reason to go to this length when they could have killed her before even writing the first letter.)

She's not going to ask about this over the comm, but she can find Kalbetis in person.

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Kalbetis is, in fact, findable rather easily, for a sensor of Pradnakt's caliber.  Well, when she's within the same planetary orbit.

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Is Pradnakt actually willing to approach her in her office?

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If she doesn't seem especially busy and doesn't have another visitor, yep.

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She doesn't seem to be radiating an aura of busyness or anything, no.  The protocol droid at the door looks her up and down, presses a button, and directs her inside after the door opens, silently.

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She may be bold enough to come but she's less inclined to directly interrupt a Darth; she'll wait to be acknowledged, at least to the degree of being looked at, before saying anything or moving away from the door.

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"Thank goodness you're here; you've offered me a reprieve from getting buried in yet more flimsiwork.  Please, do come in."

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"Anytime," she chuckles. "I had some questions I didn't think you'd appreciate getting over the comm."

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"Right.  I imagined you might.  One moment..."

Lord Pradnakt can probably almost feel the process of Darth Kalbetis mustering her full attention - and certainly see the sequestration of any physical distractions.

"Alright, whenever you're ready, then."

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'Almost'? lol.

"I'm mostly wondering how you're keeping yourself - us - safe, from other Sith. With the" - she gestures vaguely - "dangerous secrets."

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"...Very carefully.  Some of my measures I cannot discuss.  But part of it is carefully constructed and entirely misleading truths.  For instance, that any right-thinking Sith would not stoop to being anything less than their whole self at all times, or that the 'false Light' technique is utterly beneath me.  I give the impression that I am a person who should hate to be tasked to dealing with Jedi, and most do not look beyond those preconceptions."

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"I see how something like that could work but I'm hesitant to trust my safety to it, not knowing the details." She sighs, and continues apologetically: "This was much easier when I thought I didn't actually have a choice."

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"Unfortunately so many things are easier when the choice to do them is taken from us, but I refuse to be a hypocrite and bind another thinking being.  As best as I'm aware, the very Code the Sith follow to this day was made by slaves who wanted to be freed from tyrannically apostate Dark 'Jedi', no matter how absurdly the situation turned around after the revolution hit."  There's a twist of wry self-deprecation to the humor in her Force presence.

 

"...I would not wish to trust that my methods would suffice to cover for you, regardless, in my professional opinion.  They weren't planned for hiding others under.  It requires far more constant public scrutiny than you'd like, in any case."

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"Which is to say, it works because I draw attention, but shape it in very specific ways.  Whereas for yourself...

"I don't purport to know you, but my instinct is that we would be better off hiding you behind a different role if your presence is even to become known."

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"Absolutely," she nods.

"My droids have manumission papers, by the way, if something does happen to me. I don't know what they'll want to do in that case but I intend them to be able to make their own choice about it."

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"Of course.  Ideally it won't get to that point, for a good long while or perhaps ever, but it's good that you've prepared for it."

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"...As best you can, at least.  There's no good structure for protecting a specific droid's independent choice short of putting them in armor and calling them Mandalorian - very few people will call that bluff, at least.  ...If it even is one; I'm fairly sure I've met someone using that strategy that sincerely practices their Resol'nare, though how sure I can be of that is 'not, without first, myself, converting'."

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"An interesting strategy, but I don't think it would work for either of mine."

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"...Unfortunate.  If you do die in my service, it's the least I could do for their loss to protect them, but even my power has limits.  ...And of course while they're nominally serving here our repair shops are open to them.  Maybe speak with Elsie about security measures; I rather intentionally keep myself sequestered from that information so I can't give it up."

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Interesting. "I'll do that. But we've gotten distracted - it sounded like you've been thinking about how it'd work best for me to stay here in the longer run?"

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"I have given it some thought, though I need input from you, at this point, to refine plans from those thoughts."

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"Primarily, the question is whether my little trip planetside was related to Force business at all."

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"Not that I know of. It seemed wise to meet first on neutral ground, that's all."

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"Oh - no, no.  Not in terms of its significance for us.  I'm talking about what the wider galaxy hears about it."

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"Ah. My servant handled our arrangements using a pseudonym and paid in cash, and there should be even fewer records of her than there are of me."

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"Yes, the question is what record we want there to be if and when someone looks."

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"You are an artist; I do try to patronize the arts when my budget is not hard-pressed to do much more needful things."  And sometimes as part of funneling credits where they're needed, not that she'll say that out loud just yet.

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"I certainly wouldn't mind having that on my record."

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"It will rather keep anyone who might look into a Sith from paying much attention to what you're doing here, if instead it is...  A 'civilian' artist who is present."

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She nods. "There's a chance someone will recognize my style, I've been in the public eye for my art before, but I didn't have that much of a following and I've had enough thematic drift in the last ten years that I don't think it's a significant risk. Maybe avoid showing my work off to other Sith if you can help it, though."

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"Of course.  It's a cover story, anyway; it doesn't even have to be your art.  Though I'll admit I have been finding myself trying to figure out whether you take commissions without causing a panic."

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"Sure, it seems like I'll have time for something."

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"I really quite like what you've done with your robes, to be honest.  And you will be fairly compensated for your work."

(All her work.  Including the healing.  But she's not going to bring that up.)

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"As you like. I can send you some pictures of my other work, if you want to see more of what I can do."

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"If you'd like to.  I'd certainly like to see more of your work, given the option."

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"I'll take care of that as soon as I'm done here, then." Inconvenient how Daisy isn't here to radio the ship and have Tim send the files, but they shouldn't be seen to be attached at the hip, so it is what it is. "And I suspect you'll want to hear about - my expectations, what I'm looking for here?"

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"I would appreciate that, yes."

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This is where she dies, if Kalbetis is a normal Sith and somehow acting, and she's sure enough that she's not but that doesn't mean she's not on edge. "I'm not looking for a master, first thing. I know the common wisdom is that Sith can't live in close proximity without that kind of deference, but I know what it means that you're a Darth, and I think I can stay out of your way well enough, and if it turns out I can't I'd like the option to leave rather than whatever else it might take. I don't want assignments, of whatever type. I'll probably be interested in helping with projects or learning skills but I want the option to say no, every time. If you're worried about me pulling my weight we can set something up - paying me for my work and having me pay for food and lodging and things seems like the obvious way to do it - but, again, I want the option to walk away if it doesn't work out. And I want, for my..." it takes her a second to find her voice again... "For my healing. I can't - if the wrong person finds out, I can't keep myself safe. If you want that from me I'll need help with it." Which isn't what she wanted to say, but it'll have to do.

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"...If it helps: I am titled Darth.  I do not think that my holding that title must be the whole of myself, or that I am obliged to uphold the stereotypes where it is so horribly inconvenient as, for example, requiring me to hold utterly unquestionable authority.  And there is no military authority held so sacrosanct as medical authority, anyway.  Yes, this is nonetheless in a sense my personal domain, but it is open to you by my own will, and I don't believe I shall have the slightest cause to regret that decision.

"...I'm glad to hear that my instinct that the idea of even a seeming of master/apprentice relations was ill-suited, was correct.

"And - of course you can leave.  I should hope it will not come to that, but trying to force you to stay kills me more often than it kills you, I think, and it's not even you that does it sometimes.  ...I haven't exactly spent much time on contemplating futures that will not come to pass because I refuse to be the slaver the Sith revolted against, but seriously, Elsie would kill me if I tried, and I'd probably let her if had any choice left in the matter."  ...She shudders.  Some of the things the current Emperor's done...

She has a healthy respect for the Mind Trick's capabilities, and dare she say an almost prodigious talent with it - which is why she doesn't touch it except in very clearly consenting cases or to counter others' malicious use thereof.  If she can't make her way out of something that would otherwise require a Mind Trick with social skills, cold reading, Force empathy, and literally seeing the future, she'd rather be honest and kill them with a blade.

The Emperor, though...  The Emperor has the exact opposite of respect for the Mind Trick, in her opinion.

She has met the Emperor once and still has no idea how she managed to survive that relatively-unscathed.  Managing to land the story about her present position just right has made sure she sha'n't have any future invitations she does not specifically arrange, at least.

 

"And, yes, I was thinking that if we are not doing this as diplomatic protocol - and we aren't seeming to do so - then it's an exchange of goods and services.  Rather in your favor, as it happens.  But...You don't need to buy my protection, such as it is, with your healing, for what that's worth.  Those of us who actually understand the value of life and freedom are few and far between and you'd have at least my silence just from what I already knew of you."

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"I expect it to take more than that, if I'm using it where anyone can see. And I've never known a Sith to respect any authority but another Sith's ability to kill them."

(She'd give pretty good odds of the claim that she kills Kalbetis in half the timelines where she's trapped being a lie. Only pretty good odds, that's a situation she's strong in and she only has to get lucky once, but against a Darth and a precog it's still unlikely that she catches a break before she breaks. It's a weird thing to lie about, given how sincere she seems to be about the rest; it raises the question of whether Kalbetis is able to beat her sensory skills and lie to her in spite of them. She'll have to keep an eye on that.)

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"Mm.  Yes, they do tend to do that, don't they?  But death isn't the only thing that can render someone a non-threat, and I'm good at that sort of manipulation.  Cutting supply lines, simple sabotage of the tools they'd need to pursue their vendettas, coöpting their nominal power base out from under them, simply watching them be devoured by the sharks because their masters decided their protection wasn't worth extending anymore after some carefully constructed truths...  ...And while I utterly refuse to do such a soul-defiling thing, the Emperor provides an example that those who have heard of certain skills of mine that I publicize much less will fear.  If I ever have to face the Emperor within the range they can work Force techniques," and Force help her, she doesn't want to talk about this, but she can tell there's a horrible misunderstanding brewing and this is a way to cut it off at the pass - "I am damn well going to come prepared to discorporate myself preemptively, because letting the Emperor even attempt to mindcrush me would be a disaster.  Most of the scenarios I wanted to plan for, backing those chances that I mentioned earlier...  They start from the Emperor deciding that they wish to - suppress - my 'ambitions' - because if the relevant Dark Councillor takes offense to me I'd be forced to defend myself and I'd say I have good odds of winning and my personal security contingencies against that exact scenario failing, which...  At that point I expect I would welcome a swift death before I could see my body turned against my allies and my people.  ...I can't see inside her head like I can with other future selves, and I don't know if that's because she's such a divergent state as to no longer meaningfully be me or she's trying to protect me from something, but...  It really doesn't look like it'd go well for anyone.  I've never seen even the Force risk anything that threatens that, and I wouldn't dare presume to risk you that way.  You represent a strategic asset, and alienating you would be...  Ill-advised.  Medics know how to take people apart just as well as they know how to put them back together."

"That said, if 'where anyone can see' is the only problem you're expecting, it's not like I don't have a fully provisioned medical department.  Disguising your work as advancement in mundane or mundanely Force-assisted practices might not even be a lie in the longer term, if the doctors can get anything from watching you.  If you want to let them; that's your choice.  ...Regardless...

"If it came to having to make 'being a miracle healer' possible for myself, or letting the scrutiny fall on the you-shaped void in my fief by the absence of better narratives, I'd take the hit of having to learn, and be seen and known to be learning, biological alchemy.  There's worse secrets I keep.  ...I don't want to be that resource to the Empire-at-large, but at the point that rumor of a healer leaks I'll have become one anyway.  Better I be able to control the narrative."

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She nods along. "If it comes to that I'd suggest Dark Healing over alchemy, it'll be easier to sell - it's obscure, I'm not surprised you haven't heard of it, and you won't like how it works. I don't know enough about it to teach it, either - I might be able to reinvent it but I'd need experimental subjects."

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"...Mm, I have heard of using the Force to transfer injuries or directly siphon another's lifeforce.  The former...seems to be only practically useful for medical purposes in niche circumstances, considering that it only moves the wounds and they still need treating - unless you're capable of actually spreading out the wound across multiple recipients, I suppose.  ...The latter, letting the Empire know I'm learning about it would be ill-advised.  ...I'm rather confident that that Force power, implemented on a large scale - or possibly simply sufficiently covertly, but some of the things propaganda blames Jedi for don't seem right - is why the Emperor hasn't died of old age, and being seen to investigate that one now might read as a threat.  Bioalchemy is, despite most biology being as complicated and backstabby as Sith politics, something like a skill that stems from my existing known interests."

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"Ah. You'd know best, of course. Anyway, having your doctors observe my work seems reasonable and I'd expect them to be able to learn from at least some of it."

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"We can hope.  ...Hmm.  There's another thing we should figure out, actually, if we're going to do that - which is to say, what do we want to say the story is for your non-injured presence in medical, if someone starts asking?  'Classified' just won't do."

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"Oh, I won't need to be there. I have a 60 foot range with it, meditating, and I should be able to double that with a few months of practice. Give me a workroom on the next floor and I'll be fine."

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"Impressive."  Indeed, she seems genuinely impressed, judging by the ghosts of feelings even she can't quite hide behind a placid mask.  "That will likely suffice.  We should, however, introduce you...?"

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She nods. "Not yet, I think? I'd rather have a few months between when you picked me up and when things start looking strange. But I'll want to be in communication with them to know what my patients want done and to let them know about any issues that come up."

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...She seems almost surprised by something Pradnakt just said, given that it takes just slightly longer for her to respond again.  "I do quite agree vis-a-vis 'not starting immediately, for security purposes', but that doesn't mean that planning for three months from now can wait until that day.  Still, if that's the timeframe we're working in, it's not urgent - though I shall likely have to tell the CMO of a healer rather sooner than 'in three months', to explain the requisition of model organisms - goodness knows I'll need them, as much as I wish I could pluck skill out of nothing.  They're aware I want nothing to do with supersoldier programs."

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"Even that should probably wait a couple months, but if you want your people to be able to start researching the best way to do what you want now and you're sure they can cover their tracks well enough, sure, I can meet them. I traveled from Lapetcher to Yaguscin under the name Canna Darst if we want to use a pseudonym with a bit of a record behind it."

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"My medical staff is quite effective at maintaining confidentiality, yes."

"...That might help, depending on various details - and you're already used to the name, I would suppose?"

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"Not to the point where it has a major advantage over a fresh one. I expect to be fine answering to what I'm supposed to in either case." That's one of the advantages of supplementing her language processing with the Force.

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She nods.  "We'll get back to you on that, then, when the cover's properly laid.  ...Mm, and if you will be here for a longer span of time, it would likely be a good idea to get your medical history on file in case it's needed, at least to the degree of 'do you have any allergies'; I'm sure you can take care of yourself if necessary, but that hardly means you should have to.  Which provides a quite natural excuse."

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"I keep myself in much better shape than to have allergies, but yes, that makes sense."

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She holds her poker face for far longer than she thought herself capable of, but she can't quite stop the ghost of a delighted giggle at that turn of phrase.  "Well said, and well done.  I had to turn to autobioalchemy the once, for... personal reasons, but I'm rather glad it wasn't over allergies.  The common implementations of that system are a mess, and one not lightly meddled with."

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"It is one of the more complicated ones but you might be underestimating what it means that I'm a prodigy."

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"On the contrary, I'd hope I rather do have an idea if anyone does, by virtue of personal experience with the sheer effort it takes to mimic even a fraction of that power without the Force aiding and abetting."  She shakes her head, seemingly at herself.  "But I digress.  If there's nothing further you'd like to discuss or ask of me, then we may as well make our way to medical forthwith."  Assuming there are no such surprises, then she shall stand and make her way to an innocuous patch of wall that turns out to have an elevator within it.  (Well.  Innocuous if you are not a sensor par excellence.)

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Yeah, she's not remotely surprised. She follows along. "Is your team familiar with the protocol for a hibernating Sith?"

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Her panic room, on the other hand, is well-hidden behind the room full of Force-warping miscellany and holocrons.

"I'm certain they've been supplied with the appropriate reference material, but I know I've never given them cause to reference it prior.  I can hardly afford it."

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"It's pretty simple: You put the hibernating Sith somewhere quiet and don't bother them. Passive scans are fine but anything that could trigger their danger sense is liable to wake them, and they won't be oriented, and nobody wants that. In my case you should let my droids stay with me if they want to; they know how to handle themselves. It's unusually likely to come up, for me - I have a habitual effect that blocks poisons and drugs from affecting me unless I let them, so if I'm too badly injured to let a medic do their job hibernation is the only real option."

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She nods.  "You'd want to tell your doctor that, not me, but I do think we will be able to make that happen.  ...Though about that anti-poison - what about kolto, if the injuries are bad enough that it would be warranted?  It's sorely rationed, but we do have some supply."

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"In a fair portion of the situations where it came up I'd expect you to be there," she shrugs, "and it changes the first response situation, too. But kolto works fine, if the cost/benefit analysis works out."

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She nods.  "It would, yes.  I don't know if I'd know how it might, or how you'd prefer I handle that."  (The secret elevator has arrived at its destination, by now, but one of the benefits of it being secret is that it doesn't need to serve other passengers and can just stay there until people are ready to leave.)

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"If I'm alert enough to follow a simple conversation I'll be alert enough to suppress the effect; if I'm too far gone for that don't waste your supplies. Beyond that it depends on the details of the situation - if I do go into hibernation it'll be two or three days, depending on the extent of my injuries, and you can move me with a stretcher if you need to, just be careful - I have my danger sense set up pretty normally, mundanes trying to carry me over rough terrain could set it off if they drop me or bang me on something. And in the other direction I don't mind pain that much, if it'd be a problem for me to hibernate it's fine to suggest I not. I'd give - maybe seventy or eighty percent chance that I'd take your advice on that, if it came up, in either direction."

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She nods.  "I strongly prefer to avoid unnecessary suffering.  ...Regardless, most of this really is information that the medical professionals ought to know, and we've arrived - so, shall we?  The hallway's clear."

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"Of course." She'll let Kalbetis take point explaining her to the medics.

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Kalbetis would really rather not take point in explaining anything beyond the basic premise, out of respect for Lord Pradnakt's privacy - though that doesn't stop her from deferring to Lord Pradnakt's deference as she gives the initial introduction of "Lord Pradnakt, who will be travelling with us under pseudonym once CI's gotten things set the rest of the way up.  ...It's rather important that I remain the only Sith suspected to be in residence, but you need to know this in case it's medically relevant; notably, she has mastered a poison-filtering technique to a subconscious level which will affect most medicines - kolto notably excluded, but anesthetics are affected - nonetheless, the technique can be suppressed with de minimis lucidity.  Problems are most likely to arise concomitant with need for intensive healing, and you know the usual protocols on not disturbing sleeping Sith Lords lest they awaken disoriented and Happen to people.  ...This may become medically relevant."  She seems frustrated by the admission, by her lack of leverage over the uncertain futures looming, "But Force help me if things get that bad.

"...Unrelatedly, I'm going to need your help studying, in the near future."

"Lord Pradnakt, this is my personal physician, Medea, with whose care I hope you will also be satisfied should it become necessary.  ...She does field work, if you were, wondering."  And if anyone official-looking asks, that she has an office under that name is because somehow some of the crew have decided they want her, specifically, to handle their care, and the common appointment-management software requires a name that does not have numerical characters in it.  (It's even true, no matter that the By Other Means isn't using that software and is in fact using software (and even certain purpose-built hardware) that was designed by someone who both knew what they were doing and was significantly more paranoid about data breaches.)  Medea's chassis - for she is a droid, originally designed M3-D3-eXperimental - is surprisingly...deadly-looking, all spindly multi-limbs and sharp pointy objects where she's not hiding the chemical fabber, while still affecting a surprising softness - she seem to have devoted one of her utility pouches to sweets, presumably for bribery rewarding patients.  "Medea, could you go fetch the CMO, please - while I'm already down here.  There's department-scale business that needs to be addressed."  Discreetly, but that goes without saying, because it would have been an appointment, or especially a simple message, if it could have been.

 

As Medea pads out, she turns to Pradnakt.  "You do not need to stay, if you'd rather not yet be known to be involved whatsoever.  Your identity rather constitutes need-to-know information, and while it's vastly likely that I'll need to read the CMO in on that there is-will-be a Force Healer...  Well, with how much of a distance you've said you can work at, the medical staff do not need to know it's youFieldwork might necessitate reading some of them in, but for now?  This disclosure is your prerogative, as it is your interpersonal relations and security in the balance of it."

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"I expect they'll put it together, but I can imagine cases where plausible deniability might matter, and I don't think it'll be especially inconvenient for them not to know who I am if they have ways to contact me without knowing."

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She nods.  "They will.  Elsie will get your end set up.  Alright, then, you know where the elevator is if you wish to wait there and leave via my office.  I'd recommend that plan, but I do make a habit of mysteriously appearing even when it's not necessary, myself, so you could simply walk out the front door and blame me for it."  There's a faint grin visible in her Force presence, if not on her face.

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Pradnakt grins back, but follows up with "it's politer to your receptionist to leave the way I came in, I think," and heads back the way she came.

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That line about it being politer to her receptionist just has her more amused.  Elsie is in on it.  "Perhaps so," she nonetheless (seems to) verbally concede.

"I sha'n't be overlong.  See you shortly."

And so she does.  A short briefing to the CMO, that she will soon be bringing a Force-sensitive healer aboard, but the said healer will be being covered for by her own exploration of bioalchemy - said cover is necessary, the Empire will want what it can't have if there's rumor of a miraculous healer - despite the supersoldier problems, and that information will be delivered shortly about lines of contact, but they will likely be the usual quiet channels, passes in an equally short timeframe.

"It went well."

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"Good. - It occurs to me that I could start helping with diagnosis right away, or at least as soon as my workshop and the communication are set up, that will be much less obvious."

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"If such an intractable problem presents itself, certainly.  I rather prefer to not let our medical needs get to that point."  There's not been any complex cases lately, but who knows what fate may bring?  (...Her.  It's her.  If somebody's making untreatable bioweapons or something that the doctors can't handle, she will find out.  And put a stop to it, if she can.  Really, that's rather what she's doing with Lord Pradnakt, albeit in the field, rather than aboard, so...  The offer makes more sense, looking at it that way.)  "...I'm not sure it would be a time savings, or even a savings of net effort, given the covertness - but I'm sure there's bound to be something medically interesting soon enough, just by the law of large numbers."

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"I expect it'll only take one instance of them knowing someone's coming in with a heart attack before they walk through the doors for it to be worth it. Or the harder-to-detect cancers or autoimmune things. I'm not sure how common those are in the general population, though." She shrugs.

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"Mmm, 'there's someone having a heart attack over there' is more an emergency response duty, than simply diagnostics.  But I'll make sure you're set up for that, too.  I do much the same myself - handling preventative maintenance as well.  ...Incidentally, do you know how to defibrillate?  ...Do you need to, come to think of it...  Well, it could be useful for a nested 'I can't be a healing prodigy, I have to do this the hard way' cover, I suppose, and I do have practice dummies from when I felt it would be a good idea for me to learn somewhere..."

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"I don't, and I could see that being useful; I can't access Light powers on the fly, it takes forty minutes of meditation for me to switch over." She gives an uncomfortable half-shrug. 

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"I'll dig up my notes, then.  You should have useful points of similarity, I believe you mentioned a lightning shroud technique?"

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"Mmhmm. And I'm familiar with adding other effects to lightning, too."

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She nods.  "Useful, if somewhat in the opposite direction of what I suspect you might need to do - if you draw on emotions for the necessary power when working with Force Lightning, all but a select few possible emotions will rather get in the way of using it with finesse sufficient to restart a stopped heart."

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She chuckles and raises her hand, making an abortive Force-motion toward starting her lightning technique to make sure the Darth won't be startled when she shrouds the back of her hand in sparks a moment later. After a moment of that, she shifts the hue of the effect to blue, then green, then orange, holding each for a few seconds to let Kalbetis watch what she's doing in the Force to produce the effect: it's nearly the same technique as adding pain or kinetic effects to Force lightning, and both the basic technique and the color show are tricky, detailed effects to produce. "I can't do this when I'm enraged, but I don't think I'll have trouble with defibrillation in most cases."

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Did Pradnakt forget she's a precog?

"...An impressive display of control.  Many of our ...nominal colleagues... would not know where to begin, or why one might want to.  I expect it sha'n't take you very long at all, indeed, given this proficiency.  ...Is there aught else that you'd like to discuss before this meeting's done with?"

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No, she's just going to take responsibility for her own safety regardless, thanks.

"I don't think our current story will cover shipwide diagnostic monitoring and wasn't planning on doing it; that was everything I had for today, though." She drops the lightning effect, letting the last few sparks ground against her knuckles before dropping her hand.

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Wise.

"Mm, nor did I expect that of you.  It's a big ship.  Even I am hard-pressed to keep up with her, and I am very much cheating like haran.  Just keep an eye out near you, I suppose, and the rest will settle itself as it must.  ...Expect a holocron in about a cycle."

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She nods, "I will," and leaves.

She pauses outside the door to talk to the droid monitoring it. "Excuse me; Darth Kalbetis suggested that I talk to an Elsie about something, can you tell me how to get in touch with her?"

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The droid swivels to look at her.

"You have done so.  This droid has been given to respond to 'Elsie' or 'Elcie' as acceptable short-forms of its designation L5-C3.  One moment please."

She puts up an 'Out To Lunch' sign, and apparently summons backup to cover her absence - a mouse droid, of all things, rolls onto the desk and breebles proudly.  She rests a slender hand upon it for a moment, then stands.

"...They really are ingenious little creatures, mouse droids.  Despite their lack of sufficient hardware to possess truly general intelligence, this droid has seen many do quite clever things.  ...This droid will admit to a fondness for them, when pressed.  Regardless - it would likely be appropriate to adjourn to the secondary office."  A door that leads to a small 'bump' in Darth Kalbetis' own office space airlocks open.  "If you would?"

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What. What. What.

(Daisy would notice Pradnakt's minor existential crisis immediately. Can Elsie? She hopes not. Mostly.) "Of course." In she goes. "Do I have your pronoun right?"

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"It/she, preferentially she in the mouths of others, ma'am."

The door irises shut, and the other side opens.  It's a small space, and L5-C3 busies herself about the security features before speaking.

"Milady has not disclosed much to her secretary as of yet, as to why you might need to speak to this droid.  She did mention your retinue, briefly, and make certain comments about medical alerts."

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"It's about the droids traveling with me; she suggested we talk to you about security measures for them. I might have them talk to you directly, though; I have a pretty good idea of their opinions but not a perfect one."

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"Ah.  Yes, ensuring that the staff of the By Other Means cannot be subverted by means of memory wipes or restraining bolts is my duty, amonst others - and you are welcome guests.  Such facilities are open to your people.  ....Ah, and as per orders arising from your recent excursion," she says as she pulls a small transmitter out of a locked cabinet, sticking (a built-in datajack in) the tip of a finger into the port to update its configuration, "this is to be issued to you.  It is connected to shipboard emergency dispatch with priority, and the maintenance queue.  Misuse will result in consequences, though my lady does not fear that such will occur.  A note: if it is ever removed from the By Other Means, it will permanently cease functioning.  Please avoid this."

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"I will. Should I have Daisy and Nine talk to you directly about their security situation, or is there someplace they should go for it?"

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"Any droid-staffed maintenance station will suffice; much of it is software updates, anyway, and those can be transmitted peer to peer."

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"I'll let them know, thank you." Time to go?

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"If there is nothing else, then."

She would like to get back to her desk, too.

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Pradnakt stops at a comm station on her way back and asks Daisy and Nine to meet her on the Nightfall Spectrum, where she gives Tim an appreciative pat and flops on the couch in the lounge as they come in.

    Is everything all right? Daisy is the first to ask.

Yeah - with the Darth, yeah. We're - she was serious about it being a choice, to be here - I want to stay, I think. That's not what's bothering me.

    Do you want a minute?

I don't think it'll help. Maybe.

 

        Is there something we should do?

I - maybe? Not - there was another droid, I'm - not sure if this should be your problem, now that I think about it. But she startled me.

 

        What happened?

She was - I'm not even really sure how to describe it, actually - she was clearly older, she had opinions, but she was... worse? about... not about being a person, but...

    All the things you taught me about seeming to be one?

Yeah, something like that. I hope I didn't upset her, I panicked about it a little.

    Daisy gives her hand a squeeze. It sounds like she was fine other than that, though?

As far as I could tell. And this is one of the Darth's head staff, I think. She wasn't treating her like she was damaged.

    She's probably not, then. I do think that could work fine, for some of us.

Pradnakt sits up and gives her a concerned, assessing look.

    I'm fine.

You seem awfully sure about how well that'd work.

    It's just speculation. I did used to wonder what it would have been like if you'd wanted less of this from me. But I don't regret what happened.

This gets a frown. All right. If I did wrong by you I want to know about it, though.

    I don't think you did. I think the other way would have been fine for me, but this way is fine too, and we're closer this way, and I want that.

 

I suppose I can't argue with that.

 

        You're mad that she missed out on it, I think? But if you'd let her do that she'd be missing out on this.

Yeah.

    And you don't like being the reason I have to make choices like that. But that's part of having a friend who's a person, that they have needs and opinions and things.

That gets a grin and a chuckle from Pradnakt. Well, when you put it that way...

    Yes, ma'am, and she inclines her head in a return grin.

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Oh, there is plenty of fondness shared between Opelia Vaudall (known to many as Darth Kalbetis) and L5-C3.  (Their mutual interest in interesting science permits nothing less.)  But as much as she would be an enthusiastic participant in the discussion if she was there to know about it, she isn't.

(She was, to an extent, playing up the refusal to behave by conventions of personhood in that conversation, to be honest.)

 

Regardless, there is much to do.  There always is.  And she is in the thick of it, exactly where she wishes to be, smoothing the way for her lady.

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There is other business - even this project is not her only focus.  But soon, she finds herself in the out-of-the-way system of Uusodal, deployed on one of the satellite ships of the By Other Means.

The Carrot is rather used to playing bait, seeming a typical, under-armed, if rather heavily shielded, luxury ship until the boarders arrive and meet her astromech complement.

(They're devious little shits on an institutional level, even before equipping themselves appropriately for pitched battle.)

(The Bigger Stick, on the other hand - commonly deployed with her in the field, in case of surprises - is very much a warship.)

The presence of Darth Kalbetis and her personal staff make a relatively routine sort of mission for these ships' crews even more of a curbstomp, the Darth seamlessly spearheading the counterboarding operation to seize the pirate fleet's navicomps and tracing them to the base she needs to find a Padawan's lost lightsaber at.

(Sure, she could have pulled the numbers for it out of the Force, and she has, in fact, prepared the crew for the planetary environment - but it makes an impression to out-pirate the pirates and use their ships to raid their base.)

 

The part of this visible to Lord Pradnakt is Darth Kalbetis' summons, nominally 'to discuss your ongoing project', and the lightsaber laid out on her desk once she arrives.

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Pradnakt comes when summoned, with a few freshly embroidered things tucked under her arm to drop off with Elsie while she's there. It's usually not obvious at all that she's using her Force senses, but this time there's something subtly off about her body language that suggests she's quite distracted by the out-of-place 'saber.

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(L5-C3 seems faintly amused by Lord Pradnakt attempting to drop the embroidery off with her, when Darth Kalbetis is the one that actually cares about aesthetics in normal circumstances - but very specifically hands them back with a specific one on top and a knowing tilt of the head, as well as her apologies for the communications failure.  She knows her lady's tastes well.)

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"Good afternoon, Lord Pradnakt.  Your cover-project is lovely.  This is the lightsaber of a, nominal, Padawan Rafiik Vidarra.  I do believe I briefed you on him, at the beginning of our acquaintance.  My information suggests that you can find a way to reunite it with its creator, which we rather do need to accomplish, because an actual legwork-powered search never works.  He moves on too quickly, such that by the time we could reach him from reports of him, given our basing, he will have moved on somewhere else, especially because he'll notice that concerted sort of intent and assume the worst - ...which is honestly quite rational of him given we're Sith - and slicing the spacelanes won't work either.  ...I'm not looking too closely at what he's using to get passage, there's really little point - but it isn't often credits."

(She's rather leaning into the Force right now herself, to know all these things, so it's not like she can throw stones at Lord Pradnakt's distraction in the Force.)

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"Thank you. We'll need someone with enough astronavigation skill to figure potential destinations out from a direction and rough distance; Daisy can do it if you'd like."

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"I am, not particularly by choice, a half-decent astronavigator myself, but if she'd like to, that would be a help."

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She's gotten ahold of a portable communicator by this point; it doesn't take long for Daisy to join them, and from there it's a matter of a minute's meditation for Pradnakt to give them a rough heading.

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With Darth Kalbetis' own assistance sufficing to narrow down which of a couple planets it is, it is a matter of determining in which ship the pursuit shall occur.  She has planned on flying the Cloak, which is essentially a custom-built docking frame for hyperspace travel and life-support (though not neglecting its own defense because that would be stupid), supporting two Dagger-class assault ships - those being an optimal choice for their small complement of required crew even before the astromechs let loose, but large transport capacity.  (It's usually for assault and boarding, but equally capable of performing extractions under hostile conditions.)

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On the other hand, should they catch up to Padawan Vidarra before they catch up to Lord Tuscias, she would really rather prefer to not meet him in an avowed warship.  It would send...  Impressions she'd rather not imply at first glance.

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That said, she doesn't quite have better options, unless Lord Pradnakt is willing to lend the Nightfall Spectrum to the mission.

"I find myself rather in a logistical and diplomatic knot that I believe you may be well-positioned to cut through.

"I have aerospace assets that don't scream 'warship', but, aurek, they're not in position to play courier for us - most of them are working on internal matters - and besh, we're going to need a warship to handle Lord Tuscias.  But on the third hand, if we go haring after Padawan Vidarra in a warship, he'll rather take offense.

"The Nightfall Spectrum seems well-positioned to solve these problems, if the Cloak plots a parallel course - but it's your ship, and I do not wish to presume upon it."

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"How many of your people would we be carrying, if I agreed?"

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"Not many - I would want to have Medea close at hand, and my divination will benefit from establishing myself in proximity to you and your divination, but Elcie will be quite busy performing administrative duties which the Nightfall Spectrum is not secured for, and we will likely be RVing with the Cloak occasionally in any case should we require specific capabilities on hand that neither of us otherwise have."

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"We can make that work; Nine should be fine to clear out of the third cabin if he hasn't already and the fourth is already free."

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"Medea will likely prefer to set up in your medbay rather than take up cabin space, so that's likely quite sufficient."

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"All right," she nods. "I'll have to check on the state of our supplies but we should be ready within an hour."

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"Indeed.  ...If you want a better class of hyperdrive for your trouble, I believe I recall picking up a spare recently that will save us a bit more travel time than we lose by waiting to install it, but it's a thin enough margin that it shouldn't matter too much."

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"One second." How do you think that'll go with Tim? she signs to Daisy.

    She has to think about it for a moment. I should be able to get him to a yes by the time they're ready to start putting it in.

Thanks. "We'd appreciate it, thank you."

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"I'll let engineering know, then."  Or rather, she'll let Elsie know, who'll let engineering know.

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"Anything else?  I can let logistics know to send someone to help with your stocktake, if you'd like, but I can imagine why you might not want that."

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"We'll be fine without, thank you." And she gets up to go.

Kalbetis has seen the Spectrum's lounge, decorated in an understatedly Sithy style with the metal trim blackened and the seating upholstered in a roiling ash and carmine pattern fabric. The cabin Pradnakt shows her to is similar, with the bed made up in plain grey linens with a silvery sheen, a small tray with a handful of datadiscs that turn out to contain a variety of poetry and short stories on the bedside table, and a single piece of art on the wall, a hand-calligraphed poem in silver ink on black paper:

the dream of the quiet year

to be joy

to be the sunlight on the leaves

to not know fear

to wear fear like a pair of sturdy boots

to leave them muddied at the door

to rest by the fire

to rest—to open your eyes to a new day

to carry a new day in your bones

to breathe in the cold air

to turn breath to song

to see the irises reach up

to reach up

to reach up

to reach

[source]

The medbay, on the other hand, is a tiny closet off the lounge, with the space freed up by the downgrade having been used to expand the kitchen into the other part of that corner. Medea can fit into it, barely, and Daisy says that she's welcome to either that or the other cabin, or to stay in the lounge, as she prefers.

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What an apt piece.

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Medea takes a third option to resolve the problem of not having a medbay worth mentioning to terrorize quite firmly metaphorically install herself in - she'll just stand watch over Darth Kalbetis, instead.  An ounce of prevention is worth a pound of cure.  (Not to mention, L5-C3 will appreciate it, being as she cannot do that herself like she normally would in the field.)

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Tim cedes the helm to Daisy at her suggestion that he might prefer to monitor the new hyperdrive during its maiden voyage, and once everyone is settled, away they go.

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Meanwhile, elsewhere:

He should go back. He knows it. There's no excuse not to give a proper report on Master Chenk's final days, or to put off turning the artifact they were picking up over to the archivists. It's just that every time he makes his way to the space station to get a ticket to Coruscant, it gets harder. There are so many other places he could go, and he's seen so few of them. Surely one more won't hurt anything. Next time he'll go back. One more, and surely the ache in his gut will be satiated, and he'll go back to being a well-behaved Jedi Padawan, only going where he's told, never really getting to see any of it.

Next time.

Surely.

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It doesn't take long after Rafiik boards his ship for the wall comm in Kalbetis' room to chime.

He's moving, I'll have a new heading shortly.

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I'll let our backup know what you'll find.

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Every planet is a marvel, if only you look at it the right way, and Nexora is no different. Rafiik follows his intuition and some seedy-looking locals to find a cheap hostel, where he uses nearly all of his money to book a bed for a week; the rest will have to cover a few meals while he scopes out the area and finds out how best to make some money here. So far that hasn't been hard, and he doesn't expect it to be long before he's going on the culinary tour advertised in the pamphlet that convinced him to come here or heading out to see the ruins north of the city.

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Something seems...  Wrong, though.  Subtly, but undeniably off.  In the Force and in the people.  The longer-term residents of this place, they're wary - they go nowhere alone.

After the first night there he awakens to a note left by his bedside: 

You're not going to trust me.  But it's not like I trust you, either, stranger.  Still...  Somebody's gotta look out for us desperate folks, especially younglings.  The government sure ain't.

...Watch your back.  People are disappearing around here, and whatever you're hiding, whatever you're running from, I guarantee you don't want them to find it.  Or find you.  Be careful.

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So that's creepy. But whatever distractions he might've gotten lost in, he's still a Jedi, and the kind of thing the letter warns of is still his job to look into. (And he's already got a bit of money; it's really not hard, if you're willing to keep late nights.) He'll just unpack his 'saber...

...or not. He's genuinely unsure where he lost it; he's been traveling incognito, and hasn't unpacked it in half a dozen planets. The artifact is still safe, thank the Force - he was a little more cautious about packing it - so this is only a minor crisis. He'll just have to be very careful investigating the disappearances, and then actually go back and report on everything and take whatever chewing out the loss gets him.

So, what does the Force have to say about the locals' discomfort?

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It's that way.

 

...There's something strange in the Floating Markets.  Something hidden beneath the surface of the tourist attraction.

There's also reports of a Sith Lord ...visiting, if he looks - someone spotting a ship recurring near the water-washed crystal caverns, and someone very bold getting a picture of its passengers disembarking, spotting the black robes and the saber, even if from a great distance.

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(What are you looking at her for, she's still a week out.)

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That's bad! And more urgent than can wait for him to make the trip back to Coruscant.

He puts out a priority call for nearby Jedi to come and help. (There's an emergency fund for such things, of course.) Even the nearest Jedi are unlikely to be very close, though - he's been careful not to wander into Empire territory proper, but not every part of the contested zone is equally hotly contested, and he's been wisely wandering deeper and deeper into the calmer backwaters. He estimates based on the space maps that it'll be maybe a week and a half before anyone shows up.

The smart thing to do would be to tap the emergency fund again and get off-planet; it's not likely he'll be able to do anything to help without backup, and he'll be in even more trouble than the locals if a Sith Lord spots him. Instead, he goes to the Floating Markets; even without being able to do anything maybe he can gather some intel.

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There is intel to gather, yes, and, for that matter, the markets to admire.

 

It seems, after a few days' investigation, that the Sith is quite literally hiding something beneath the surface - a cheap tourist attraction amongst cheap tourist attractions is hiding a submarine(!) full of kidnapped kids-his-age beneath the surface.  ...Did that guy just say something about "the specimens"?

...Did that guy notice him - shit, he'd better run!

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Shit! He runs!

Maybe the guy just doesn't like being watched, and his cover isn't actually blown? Maybe? He'll stick to physically plausible maneuvers for now just in case but if it comes to it Force Parkour is his favorite.

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"Thief!  Thief!  Stop that boy!"

Oh, his cover is definitely blown, or at least horribly deflated.  A blaster bolt - stun, whether thankfully or not - sears past his ear the first time he tries to go up and over the crowd.

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Thank the Force for danger sense, that was way too close!

He doesn't have much choice but to try the upward route again a few moments later, though; the crowd isn't so thick as to be completely hopeless to move through, but it's close, and he doesn't trust the Sith or his people not to hurt bystanders to get to him if he stays in it.

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The Sith does have some understanding of strategy, but Rafiik is quite right about the lack of care for collateral damage.  (The hue and cry he's raising sure aren't helping, either.)  But as the stun-bolts fly towards his silhouette and all Rafiik can do is think is 'I wish I had my lightsaber', it's really quite cold comfort that the bystanders will be alright.

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A few hours later, Pradnakt abruptly looks up from her lunch and raises a hand to stop Nine in the middle of the story he's telling. "Our guy's in trouble. I can't tell how at this range but I'd bet it's the alchemist."

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"...Force save us all from impetuous teenagers.  He sent an alert, you can tell by the ship movements - normally Jedi in the field rarely converge like that - but no, he just had to go investigate Tuscias himself.  Kriff, what did he do with the artifact?"  (A rather rhetorical question.  They'll find it when they get there, anyway.)  "We're not too far off from Nexora.  I'll see if I can speed us along any, and alert the Cloak we're going after Tuscias afterwards.  We'll need their support to force the issue."

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Hmm.  What a report.  An experimental subject with high M-count.  Likely not a Jedi, even, having no lightsaber.  He shall retrieve them at once - Force-sensitives can be very slippery, and he'd know.


The planet of Nexora does not want to have a Sith Lord on it, but neither can they stop him.  The Force renders him above such petty bureaucrats, and the planet has no good response - not wishing to hide behind the Republic's skirts, even if they could, earns something of a grudging respect from a (so-called) self-made man, but it doesn't stop him from throwing his weight around to get access to certain otherwise restricted sites, like the caverns.  (Unfortunately they were not, themselves, of particular interest to him - the 'glow' of the crystals is produced by a bioluminescent microflora, not by the Force or some other means like radioactivity.  Still, he's made do with what he has.)

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Lord Tuscias orders the boy sent to the receiving room aboard his ship, transferring him from the cargo hold that holds the rest of his "won't-be-missed" experimental subjects...and there, he waits.

Rafiik is secured in Force binders, but the truth of it is that they're already in hyperspace - there's nowhere he could run for long.  (Well, without seizing the ship, and Tuscias is rather confident that his mercenaries will outfight children.)

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Rafiik's first instinct when he comes to is to pretend he hasn't. He doesn't seem to be in immediate danger, as much as he doesn't like the binders, and someone finding out he's awake might change that, so, how about not.

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"You cannot fool me, boy.  I can see you.  I can see many things that others couldn't dream of.  And one of the things I can see is that you're special.  Very few qualify for me to spend my time speaking to them personally.  Wouldn't you like to know why?  Because if you are going to be recalcitrant...  You can always be put where I had you brought from."

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Jedi or not, he's pretty terrified right now; calming exercises can only do so much. "Why?" he mostly manages not to squeak.

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"You, and I, have something in common, boy, that sets us a step above the unwashed masses.

"You want to seize your future.  Your instincts led you here.  That ambition brought you to me, if I might regret that it started with such an impression.  You will, I'm sure, have plenty of opportunity to repay what has been done, regardless.

"Now, boy - what do you know about the Force?"

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He paid a reasonable amount of attention in 'how to deal with Sith' class but all he can remember right now is that you can only get away with lying to them sometimes. "N... nothing?"

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Given how terror clouds the mind, it may even be true at the moment, and his biological expertise does not yet extend to decoding the brain anyway.  The lie passes without notice.

"Hmph.  A great failure of Nexora, to not teach you even that much.

"The Force is a power beyond your comprehension.  It turns armies, shapes worlds, it can even cheat death.  And you, boy, have the potential to use it."

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Oh good, it worked, now all he has to do is string this guy along for a week or so. "Yeah?"

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The Sith's mood turns in an instant at the sight of Rafiik's seeming relief, and the Force blares danger! as Tuscias' hand anchors a noxious swirl of energies that is slammed directly into his gut and his self.

"That is yes, my Lord, boy.  Your first lesson: Within you is the seed of a technique that turns men into monsters.  Survive.  Perhaps I'll deign to teach you more, afterwards."

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He's too busy retching and choking and fighting off the rising feeling of horror to answer, for a few minutes.

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Tuscias has gestured to his guards and had the boy hauled off to the sparse chamber he was once assigned by his Master, with nothing but stark and nearly absent fixtures and the Sith Code etched into the walls, before Rafiik can think of trying to speak again.

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He doesn't resist.

Later, when the nausea has passed, he lies on the sleeping mat and attempts to meditate, trying to ignore the fading pain and the stench of his lost breakfast to wrestle his terror back under control. It works, on one hand, better than it has any right to; on the other hand that's a low, low bar, for a Padawan captured alone by a Sith Lord who's clearly made some unknown modification to their body and hauled them into space - he didn't fail to notice that they walked him farther than would be plausible on any submarine that would fit into any body of water near the Floating Markets - without even his lightsaber. The advice to young Jedi - and not so young Jedi - is to never let a Sith take you alive. He's not looking forward to finding out why that's the given advice.

He curls up and cries, after some twenty minutes of getting himself into the best shape he can.

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The interruptions will come later.  Right now, 'that ungrateful Nexoran Force-Sensitive' Tuscias thinks he's picked up has been left to stew.

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Darth Kalbetis, meanwhile, is heading directly towards the Force artifact they need to recover from Nexora, deep brown Jedi robes paired with a Sith's mask and a soldier's heavy blaster rifle peeking over her shoulder simply confusing the shit out of anyone who might think to interrupt her course based on her being any one of those things alone.  She doesn't have time to be diverted from her search, especially with Tuscias being so quick to secure what he thinks is his prize.  He must have already been quite close.

When she arrives at the hostel, or rather, as she gets close to the hostel, the blaster rifle and the mask vanish from her person, no matter how naked she feels maskless - she doesn't quite have room for two and the carbine's sheer volume no matter how well-tailored these robes are for pocket space.  She wants the Jedi to think one of their own has beaten them there, even if they were too late, and the mask...  Stands out enough to question.  There's no time for that.

"Excuse me, I'm so sorry, but there's someone who was staying here recently who has gotten himself in terrible danger and I need to retrieve his things before I can go help him, the Force says -" a simple empathic projection of her sincerity ought to do, but if needs must, she is prepared to use a subtle Mind Trick, "He looks like this," a picture, "and he might have given his name as Rafiik if he gave one at all; I'm not sure how much he was trying to hide at the time but he's a Jedi Padawan and he found something that made him send a distress signal despite having let the Order prior think he was dead, and please tell me you can help me help him."

 

The clerk seems overwhelmed by what's happening, giving in to the not-quite-a-request regardless of what the hostel's protocol might say on the matter, but --

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-- her scene has drawn the attention of someone else in the room, who draws a huff of his vape - 'for medical purposes', he cheerfully lies when asked - and breathes out a fragrant cloud of frustration.  "Damn.  I knew there was somethin' not quite - alright - with that kid when he showed up -" an expansive, plaintive gesture comes with the line, born of sadness, not suspicion - "but that's bigger'n I thought it'd be.  I warned him 'bout the kidnappings, and now I'm wonderin' if I just set this whole thing off.  But you're gonna put a stop to it, Miss Jedi?"

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"...As best I can.  There's little time to bust the immediate problem when the Sith who set it up is busy doing his worst.  ...There will be others, coming here after me.  Let them know which way I've gone, will you?"  She pulls out a piece of flimsiplast and sketches a hyperspace route towards Tuscias' domain, pressing it upon the concerned bystander like a mission.  "I'm sure I'll try to be out of Empire territory, with a Padawan in my care, but this mess...  Might take some very firm cleaning."

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"...'Course I will.  You gotta help people, or what's the point?"

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"...What's the point indeed.  Wise words."  She finishes bundling Rafiik's stuff up, and leaves just as intently as she arrived.

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Recovered what we need.  On my way back to your ship; warm up the engines?

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On it.

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Rafiik cries himself out, eventually.

 

He stares at the ceiling, for a little while.

 

He reads the first two lines of the Sith Code before realizing what it must be; he doesn't read on past that.

 

He sings to himself, eventually, quietly humming the wordless tunes sometimes played in the evening back on Tython.

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Lord Tuscias, of course, is not going to leave him there forever.

No, he summons Rafiik to dinner - a delicious-smelling, but, if Rafiik's senses can be trusted, quite poisonous, feast.

"Do eat.  I had this prepared specially for you," for all that he, himself, seems ready to also eat it.

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...

 

The food probably won't kill him; this monster wouldn't make it that easy. The harder question is whether he'll regret eating it more or less than he'll regret what will happen if he doesn't. (That the Sith seems ready to eat it himself means nothing; presumably he's taken an antidote or something.)

Not wanting to let on that his Force senses are trained enough to notice the problem is what ultimately decides it for him, and he nibbles on the nearest thing to hand, his attention still on Tuscias.

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(He's actually filtering the poisons out as he eats them, but, same difference.)

"...Nonsense, boy, you will need these nutrients.  You're growing, after all."  He seems quite ready to force the issue.

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He's always had trouble eating when he's anxious, so the hunger he feels now is worrying in its own right, even without Tuscias' words. It's helpful, though; as much as he expects to regret eating, enraging the Sith and then being forced to eat anyway is clearly not the winning strategy here. He takes bigger - but still cautious - bites.

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Tuscias seems... not dis-satisfied with that.

Not happy.  It's uncertain whether he feels that emotion.  But not actively displeased.

"You have surely seen the Code of the Sith," he says, as their plates empty.  "Recite it."

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Ah, fuck.

"Peace is a lie, there is only, uh, power? Through power I gain... uh... I'm sorry, my Lord." This is going to hurt.

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"You do yourself quite a disservice," he hisses, "turning your mind away from what precious knowledge you have been given.  Perhaps I shall give you an object lesson.

"Peace is a lie, there is only passion," he declaims, as lightning made of pain sears Rafiik's skin.

"Through passion, I gain strength." Another painful strike.

"Through strength, I gain power."  And a third.

"Through power I gain victory."  Another.

"The Force shall free me."

"Repeat it."

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He's honestly not sure he can talk at all, right now - he's not in the chair anymore, but slumped at the base of the wall behind it, panting heavily. "Peace is," gasp, "a lie," gasp, "there's only," gasp, "passion," gasp.

Being zapped with electricity is not actually conducive to learning, though. He barely makes it through the next line before he makes a mistake.

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Lord Tuscias does not, in fact, care about the quality of his pedagogy.

 

He gets zapped again.  And again, when he fails a second time.

 

"...Enough of this.  You'll learn."  Or else, he doesn't need to say.  "Guards.  Escort him.

"I expect better performance, next time."

 

The tangle of Dark energies churns unsettlingly in his gut.

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He would kind of like to die now, maybe.

He doesn't bother trying to meditate; he's in no state for it. He just lays where they've dumped him and tries not to cry in a way that jostles anything too much.

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...The Force curls around him reassuringly.  Help is coming, it whispers, in a voice Tuscias can't hear.  Rafiik just has to hold on til then.

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(Darth Kalbetis is busy trying to calculate whether she can actually amplify a hyperdrive's magnitude with the Force, as a form of last-minute fretting as they and the Cloak dock.  Lord Pradnakt's reports are not pleasant, and...  The sheer lack of care people have for eachother in the Empire has always, always hit her hard, no matter how good she's gotten at hiding it.  Which is very good indeed, and equally horrible for the necessity.)

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Pradnakt knows some things about applying the Force to hyperdrives! She was up on the state of the art, fifteen years ago. Unfortunately, the state of the art fifteen years ago was 'it's maybe hypothetically possible by one of these three routes, all of which have a chance of breaking the drive'. On the other hand, they do have a precog...

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...If she doesn't have to hold up the whole technique by herself, she just might be able to precog it.  Would Lord Pradnakt like to try?

Please, she cannot ask, for it is not her place.

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Pradnakt isn't liking the state of her reports either. Let's do this thing.

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The joint meditation is useful practice, for that matter.

Let it be so.

 

They jump.

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Elcie hails the ground and Lord Tuscias, who has just barely finished transporting his ...subjects, off his ship.

"This droid has been given the honor of conveying the words of Darth Kalbetis to your ears, Lord Tuscias, for her mistress is busy with important matters."  Like launching an insertion aboard a Dagger-class assault ship while Lord Tuscias is distracted by this very message.

"As the woman responsible for dealing with problems that saboteurs have caused the Empire's internal affairs, it disappoints her that you have chosen to become a mess for her to clean up with your sloppy external operations.  If you surrender, you will die quickly.  If you fight, you will die tired.  Make your choice, Lord Tuscias.  Make it quickly and make it well.  You will not get another.

"To the forces of Lord Tuscias: You have been given the option to surrender or die.  Darth Kalbetis advises the former, but if you wish for the latter so dearly, she will oblige you.

"This message now repeats."

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How dare she.  He'll fight her to the last monster.

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Hmm, no, they're still vulnerable to certain chemicals, and to exploiting certain facets of biological realities.  Impressive oversight, really.  Or perhaps he thought he's the only one who could deliver those formulae, or divine the correct places to strike their twisted anatomies - but Darth Kalbetis equips her people very well.

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"Lord Tuscias.  You have chosen...  Poorly."

A dramatic confrontation will keep him distracted from attempting to perform asset denial, and Lord Pradnakt, supporting, or supported by, one of her handpicked strike teams (and Nine, of course, if he wants to), will surely be sufficient to handle anyone else who tries.

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Pradnakt shouldn't get into a serious fight when they're about to need her to go Light, but that doesn't mean she can't lightsaber any mooks who're under the mistaken impression that a Sith might deserve their loyalty. She gets to the kids, gives them a moment under calming and pain relieving and anti-poison effects to pull themselves together, and signals for the group to make its way back to Kalbetis' ship - and the sooner they get back the sooner she can meet up with the Darth to go get their Jedi.

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...Right.  Let's do this.

She ignites her own lightsaber - which is, strangely, a slightly different color than it was last time Pradnakt saw it, with more of a violet edge than a magenta - as well as Rafiik's, and calmly slices the heavy durasteel door - normally operated via winch - wide open.  (Possibly with Pradnakt's 'saber lending a hand as well, but she didn't plan that.)

...It's not that she needs them as breaching tools.  It's the look of it.  She's here for a rescue, not a theft.  (She's taken a moment to swap her mask for one that's much less ominous-looking than the Sith-black one she normally wears, speaking of.  A simple silver piece, that goes well with her change of almost-white tan robes, and her Force presence doing the utterly absurd thing it does.)

"Padawan Rafiik Vidarra.  This is a rescue.  Please don't mind my shadow.  She's here to help, too."

(Implying that Lord Pradnakt is an undercover agent...

...Is something she can spin all kinds of ways, really.  It'll be fine.)

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Rafiik has hauled himself to the mat by this point, but overall he's not actually sure things have improved at all; he still hurts all over, especially in his gut, where something seems to be very, very wrong.

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The pain disappears as Kalbetis finishes speaking, though, along with the sense of wrongness. "Got the poison. Keep him close to me," Pradnakt hisses, and then his lightsaber presses itself into his hand followed quickly by firm but careful telekinesis pulling him to his feet.

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Even with the pain gone, he's staggered, obviously not thinking clearly. His lightsaber is steadying, though, and he knows what Kalbetis' robes mean, and totters toward them.

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"...Damn Tuscias to his own hell," she hisses back.  "Copy that."  She'll keep him close.  She physically supports him, even - if it would work better, she can maybe get him onto a hoverstretcher.  ...If he'll let go of her.  He might...well...not.  He doesn't... seem to be doing that.  And...she's inclined to humor him.  The boy's been through more than enough.

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(This is what Nine is here for, actually, not that Kalbetis has been read in on the fact. Rafiik is limpetting onto her pretty good, though. He'll just stay close in case she needs to pass him off in a hurry.)

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In Pradnakt's professional opinion he shouldn't really be walking unsupported, but between his hold on Kalbetis and her own telekinesis he'll be fine. She signals for them to head out, taking up a position behind the Kalbetis, Raafik, and Nine as they go - Rafiik hasn't registered her presence yet and hopefully they can make it back to the ship before he does.

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...She seems to have started humming the poor kid a half-remembered lullaby.  She'll be just fine carrying him outright.

...Even if some idiot thinks he has a chance of trying to ambush them in 'revenge'.  Rafiik doesn't even jostle as the man turns a corner into her blaster-bolt.

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The ambush does startle Rafiik back to himself, a little. "The... Sith Lord...?"

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"Will not be troubling anyone further.  Rest, Padawan."

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He has questions, but he wants so badly for this not to be his problem anymore.

He rests.

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There we go.  That's much better.  It calms the knot of Darkness entangled with his body, too, that he's not pushing.

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"...He's asleep, thank goodness."

She speeds up a little bit, wanting to get off this planet and back to the Cloak and her well-equipped medbay before some new complication arises.

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There aren't going to be any complications with Pradnakt right here, but that isn't an objection to the plan and she has no trouble keeping up.

"The poison's bespoke," she tells Medea when they get there. "Which doesn't mean you won't be able to do anything about it, just don't waste time trying to figure out what it is. At least one nasty metabolite, too, and I think there's a second one I'm just starting to see." She describes what they're doing to his liver and intestines in detail only a medic will appreciate. "And he's growing a new spleen variant from the alchemy but it's not functional yet, I'm not immediately worried about it."

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It's rather full.  The transport bays of the Daggers are already slated for use to lay out extra beds, for the rescues that are in less of a messy condition, biologically speaking, and they're packed tight on the ride back up.  Medea's latched on to the ceiling for space.

There's clearly a reason for that artifact to be necessary, suffice to say, given how long it might take for Pradnakt to unscramble every patient one by one on her own.

"It's not wasted time if by knowing its structure we can figure out what it's doing, and I've got comms with the mainframe on the Cloak for simulations - but noted, Lord Pradnakt, thank you for the information.  He hadn't been dosing anyone else with anything recently enough it's live, at least, and we've actually recovered a lot of his notes.  Might be in there.  How do you feel about dialysis?"

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"I've never seen it in action before. I expect it'll help."

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"Ah.  Not what I was asking, since we don't actually know anything about the particles or metabolites in question like whether they'd filter out appropriately on the equipment we have.  Kalbetis -?"  A terse, stressed, 'Maybe', from the Darth who hadn't looked to be paying close attention to the medical jargon, and she continues, "So.  The principle of dialysis is to run the entire kriffing bloodstream through an external filtration unit, when the body's extant systems aren't working properly.  We don't know if this poison will filter out in a chemical or structural filter.  Therefore, can we do it with the Force."

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"Mm. My Force options are to keep him with me for however long it takes his system to flush the poison - I'd say at least six hours and maybe closer to twelve - or go Light and brute force it. He'll be fine either way - I don't actually think this would kill him even if I stopped the anti-poison altogether - so it's mostly a question of logistics."

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"Yes, those are your Force options.  Mine are somewhat broader, but I don't have the Healing senses to do this by myself.  Yet."  She seems intensely frustrated by that fact.  "If I supplied the technique, could you supply the targeting?"

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"I'm not actually sure he'd consent to that."

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"I'm not either, but he's in our care and he's been poisoned by something that's doing who-knows-what to his system and all of it bad.  Filtering it out so that we can avoid further problems if you can't keep this technique up for twelve hours or through the transition -

"It's the best option I think we have if we want to actually be able to do anything to help anyone else, and they need help too, not just him.

"If he's upset about us using the Force to heal him, even if it wasn't Force Healing, then - at least he'll be well enough to be upset about it, damn it all."

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"Twelve hours isn't even hard, this is the same technique I've had on myself for the last two decades. If I lose it during the transition it'll be for a second or two at most and I'd bet I won't, I don't lose my other techniques."

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"...Still, from a triage perspective, we can't afford to tie you to constant maintenance of one patient like that - he's the only one who'll be worse off in minutes otherwise, but there's others who need care on the scale of hours that you're our best and only fit to give.  So as much as I want to not deal with the thorny consent issues of treating unconscious patients, I don't think we can afford it.  Not at the price we'll pay."

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Rafiik stirs at the impassioned words, and starts to sit up.

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Pradnakt puts a hand on the back of his shoulder to steady him, still staring Kalbetis down, and then seems to remember that letting herself get angry is a very bad idea right now, lowering her shoulders and subtly shaking out her limbs. That done, she squats down to Rafiik's eye level: "How are you feeling, kid?"

 

    "You're a Sith."

"Yep. We were the closest ones to care about your alchemy problem."

    "...alchemy? ...my Lord?"

"None of that. I'm Lord Pradnakt but you can call me Pradnakt or Dusk, and that's Darth Kalbetis," she nods indicatively, and Rafiik's eyes go wide as he looks at her. "You're as safe here as we can make you but we're still trying to figure out how best to fix the poison and what Tuscias did to your biology."

    "I'm still poisoned?" He's clearly confused.

"I have a pain blocking technique, that's why you can't tell. We have drugs if you'd rather I not mess with you but I'm stopping the damage, too, and we don't have anything for that yet."

    "I don't... you're..."

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"...In every group of people, Rafiik Vidarra, there are outliers.

"I rather suppose that Lord Pradnakt and I form the Sith Empire's quota.

"Not that I don't have motives beyond absolutely despising the pointless waste of life that Tuscias was perpetrating - the artifact you found, and we recovered, is much more dangerous than you'd know and can't be safely left to exist, as far as I'm concerned - but I do rather despise pointless wastes of life.  Unlike far too many others I could name, who almost seem to think it the point of being Sith...  But I digress.

"You're still poisoned, and we were discussing potential treatments other than 'wait twelve hours for things to work their way out semi-naturally'.  There are other patients who have had...  That..."  She gsstures at and in the Force, indicating the tangled knot of bioalchemical fuckery, "affecting them for rather longer than two days and one poisoning, and while that situation's...  Stable for now, the probability of something going horribly wrong gets absolutely untenable past the six hour mark."

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   What.

"We're weird," she translates, "and think Tuscias was bullshit and his project was a waste, so we killed him - you don't do this to people. Now we're trying to figure out what to do about what he did. I have some healing, sort of - if you've heard Sith can't, that's usually true - but we've got like thirty people to take care of and she thinks I can't take care of you the way I want to without letting them get hurt. She has something else she can do if I let her borrow my healing sight, but I think you'll want more privacy than that, I'm picking up kind of a lot about what you've been up to the last few weeks." (He blushes bright red and looks even more alarmed.) "And I do think I can take care of everyone, especially if you're awake and can walk around. She is a precog but I'm really not seeing how this could go that bad."

    "I'm... uh... she's probably right? If, uh..." His eyes dart frantically back and forth between the two Sith and he belatedly decides he'd rather not get into the middle of this argument, actually.

"If you're okay with her knowing I can't deny that it'd be easier."

    "I don't... you're Sith?"

"If you want some time to think about it, I can go help someone else, you just have to stay kind of close to me."

    "I guess?" He doesn't actually look any less stressed about this option.

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She kind of saw Pradnakt's response coming when she spoke, but it's still surprising to her that Pradnakt can pick up that much detail from merely knowing the present state of a biological system.

"...I was not expecting Force-assisted dialysis to be that...invasive, when our medic suggested it might be helpful.  I don't, for that matter, expect it to provide me new information.

"...To be honest, that lothcat has already been dumped out of the bag just from this conversation."

 

The problem with the other patients - some can't not-attack and some will wake up.

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(Seeing all the details is different from just knowing about it, especially to the one being seen, but she doesn't actually want to get into a fight here; she keeps her mouth shut.)

(She should probably not, at this point, be surprised that Kalbetis doesn't consider 'so kill them' to be a reasonable response to the patients' situation, either; she doesn't know how the Darth has managed to avoid internalizing that most of the time you just won't have the resources to save everyone.

Maybe it's a precog thing.

She signs an acknowledgement, anyway.)

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"It's, uh. I guess it doesn't matter? Go ahead and do it." Sure it's embarrassing but that doesn't mean he's going to let people get hurt about it, assuming this isn't some kind of Sith trick where they're just messing with him.

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(It kind of is a precog thing, even as she'd be particularly confused at Pradnakt if Pradnakt mentioned this theory.)

(She has to make choices about which lives to save all the time.  It's just that nobody sees the missions she can't afford to launch, because she can't afford to launch them - and she's very good at tipping scales, otherwise.)

"Medea, if you would...?"

The medical droid hanging from the ceiling like a large metallic bat produces a couple of bits of sterile tubing, a one-way valve, and some needles.  The rest is up to the two Sith.

(Unless Pradnakt allows Rafiik to join the meditation, and Rafiik does - which Darth Kalbetis isn't precisely expecting but could be pleasantly surprised by, in some sense.)

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She does think to offer him her hand, after a moment; he gives it and her a deeply concerned look before gingerly taking it, and she pulls him in to watch.

She really does get an astounding amount of detail, anywhere she's looking; she's making a reasonable attempt to keep her attention away from the places Rafiik would presumably rather they not see, but she sees not just the burns and bruises from Tuscias' lightning and the cell damage from the poison, but the remnants of a muscle strain he picked up a few months ago sparring with his master, the slightly uneven muscle development that indicates how he wields his lightsaber, even the faint wear on the soles of his feet in the process of turning into callus and the way his nervousness is slowing down his digestive system and sapping his appetite. The Force flows through all of it in varying degrees of harmony or disharmony, with the twisted knot of Dark that sustains and protects the new alchemical organ as obvious and unwelcome as a bantha in a bookstore.

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(It's very cool to get to see, actually, the terrifying splotch of Dark in his midsection aside. It's pretty weird that he's not more freaked out by that, actually.)

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(Yeah, about that.)

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(About that, indeed.  Pradnakt may or may not be providing a calm anchor-point for Rafiik's consciousness, but it's Kalbetis who deftly nudges his attention through the right sort of noticing - or rather, the sort of noticing where the forest gets lost in the trees; a thorough inspection of just what the heck Tuscias did disguised as mere precognitive sensory feedback, as endless what ifs.)

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(To put it simply, she's trying to avoid him freaking out over what she finds possibly-happening in there, even as the look of future possibilities really isn't obscured to Lord Pradnakt anywhere near as much.  While this is not the medical problem they're looking for, Darth Kalbetis just can't seem to stop worrying at it while she's already stuck thinking about medical problems anyway.)

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(She is so emotionally compromised right now, and if Rafiik picks up anything so clearly from her presence buffering his away from too much knowledge of the gory bits, it is that when he latched onto her like a baby duckling earlier it somehow went both ways.)

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Rafiik is not quite sure what to make of Kalbetis' reaction to the situation; he's never seen anything quite like it before.

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Pradnakt is a little more clued in; she considers offering her the calming effect, for a moment, but ultimately she's not sure enough of how the Darth will take the offer to be willing to make it. Instead, she first sends Rafiik the lightest touch of telepathy, I'll bring you back when we're ready for you, and pulls the connection back from him. Without the need to worry about what he might see, she dives into her examination of the new organ; unlike the rest of his anatomy, she can't automatically tell how it works or what it should be doing, but instead she has to analyze the Force effect sustaining it to figure it out and determine what she'll need to do to unravel the effect. She can't do the unraveling yet, she needs the tools and techniques of the Light rather than the Dark, but she can use her intuition as a prodigy and the skill gained from thirty years of observation to figure out precisely what will need to be done, and show Kalbetis the plan and how she comes to it.

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(It wouldn't help, anyway; the problem is deeper and sideways from the emotions, in some sense.)

...Kalbetis, with this expert advice in hand, has to hold herself off from Doing Something by sheer force of will and knowledge that she is not the healing prodigy here and could mess up.

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It's not going to be easy even for her, yeah.

She directs her attention firmly back to Rafiik's abused intestines and makes a querying noise.

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She makes a responding query of her own - what's Pradnakt thinking, there?  This is Pradnakt's patient, she's just ...hopefully... helping.

...Oh, right, the dialysis.  A firm, decided nod.  This she can do.

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She pulls Rafiik back in and opens her eyes and nods to Medea to indicate that they're ready for her to do her part.

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She can set up the lines, then.

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And Kalbetis can do as originally proposed - siphon out the poison (and its metabolites), as it passes through the tubing, relying on Pradnakt's healing-sense for metaphorically literal IFF.

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On the most fundamental level, they're doing this because she felt she couldn't not intervene here, and refuses to let people end up worse off for that.  But she can understand why Rafiik doesn't think of that particular hypothesis.

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It's not a quick process; Force sensitives are pretty sturdy as a rule but there's still only so fast you can move blood out of and into them without damaging their veins. After forty minutes, Pradnakt judges that she and Kalbetis are working together well enough that they can handle a little bit of distraction.

"Did you have any questions for us, Padawan?"

    "Uh. Yeah. What's going to happen?"

"Well, if all goes well, we'll be able to get everyone fixed up and send them home. Whether you want to go back to the Jedi will be up to you, at that point. There'll be some Jedi here by then - we'll need them, I can't fix thirty people in the time we have - so you'll have a ride if you want one. We won't let them force you, though."

   "I. Uh."

"- we're not going to keep you. You can stay if you want to, I think - it's the Darth's ship, I can't speak for her. But we're not going to ask you to... switch sides, or anything. If you want to go back to what you were doing before Tuscias found you we won't stop you."

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"Lord Pradnakt speaks honestly and correctly on this matter."

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    "Okay."

 

    "Can you explain again why you're doing... this?"

"Well, we want to, basically. They probably told you Sith do whatever we want no matter how bad it is? Not all of us want that. Most, don't get me wrong, and there are plenty of Sith who'd kill us for heresy if they knew about this, but," she shrugs. "There's more to following your heart than rage and pain."

 

    "Huh."

 

 

    "Yeah, I guess there is."

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"...Frankly, given that the original Sith Code arose from the slaves of a Dark Jedi who rose against their masters for reasons much less banal than feeling jilted over recognition or lack thereof, I'd say that our actions hew much closer to the spirit of that Code than theirs ever have, but I can't kill all of them for heresy because one of them's the kriffing Emperor and while I'm good, I'm not that good.  ...Perhaps one day I will be and I can put an end to this farce of - of endlessly replicating the conditions of the original abuse," she spits - she hadn't thought to put it into those words, as such, prior to now, but it makes so much sense - "But...I am unfortunately limited in my power, acting by myself as I am, and who would trust me to not be just another power-hungry fool - or not first be trying to use me as their puppet in their own power play.

"I make do, but there's a reason I haven't taken any apprentices, and it's not that part of me doesn't yearn to teach, as we have just observed."  She laughs, because if she were not laughing, she'd cry.

 

(Her portion of the technique hasn't wavered in the slightest.)

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(That's pretty impressive. Pradnakt's portion isn't as steady, but she's good enough at what she's doing that she's well within tolerances.)

    "Huh. They didn't teach us that in history class."

"I wouldn't be surprised if they didn't know. Jedi mostly kill Sith on sight, I've heard, which is pretty reasonable but it does mean you don't get to learn much about us besides the obvious."

    "They do, like, archaeology and stuff. I guess they'd have a hard time doing it in the Empire."

"Yup."

 

"We could give you some books to bring back, if that'd be safe for you to have. If you're headed that way, I mean."

    "I wouldn't be in trouble but they probably wouldn't let me keep something like that."

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"They don't exactly teach us this in our history classes either, insofar as the Academy has classes worth the name.  ...Most of the time you just get thrown at shit and if you die you die and therefore 'didn't deserve the title'.  ...Kriffing Korriban.  ...Sure, I learned a lot of the facts, haphazardly and in passing, but...

"The Academy-sanctioned interpretation of those facts, left a lot to be desired."

Perhaps she'll have Elcie sneak him a copy of her Academy-era flimsiwork.  The honest ones and the ones that are blatant lies.  (Not even the Academy is entirely free of the dreaded five-paragraph essay format.  A banal dread it may be for a death school, but it's dreaded nonetheless and therefore weaponized against the students.)

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"I didn't know it either, but I was taught enough history that it isn't really a surprise - I didn't go through the Academy, the Lord who found me trained me." Which is a common enough situation that this isn't precisely an admission that Pritruth was her master, but if he was she doesn't mind Kalbetis guessing, apparently.

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    "...Is that what... what even was his name, he never told me... is that what he was doing?"

"Oh. Yeah, that's what it looked like."

    "Wow."

"We do have the reputation for a reason."

    "Have you ever...?" He looks between them, addressing both.

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"No.  Torture - indeed negative physical reinforcement in general - is, by the numbers, generally not effective at anything people try to use it to do."

"...I would not be surprised if that man - I frankly don't believe his name worth remembering for all that I'll tell you if you truly think it's worth it to you to know - was trying to take you as an apprentice.  Where we found you, it looked like somewhere a very...

"...Traditionalist...

"Sith, might keep an apprentice."

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"He might've been intending to let you earn something better before too long, I've seen that too, but yeah, he looked like that kind."

"Anyway, yeah, if you count my master making me, I have. Or it might've happened when I wasn't in my right mind, I'm fuzzy on some of that. Never voluntarily and intentionally, though."

 

   "...why? Did you?"

"I mean, do you really want to know?"

    "It's - you seem - nice."

"Ah. Yeah, that's," she gives him a wry grin. "Did you know Sith can fall? Using the Dark too much or too deeply messes with your mind, and we can get caught up in it - too angry to hold back from using a Dark technique on whatever's pissing us off, and then doing it makes us angrier next time. It happened to me. I spent... well, it wasn't actually ten years, I was basically stable after five, but I wanted to be sure, so I spent another five making sure I was free of that. I wasn't really aiming for nice but I guess I'm not surprised I landed there."

    "Huh. I'm glad you're doing better."

"Thanks."

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"I...was lucky enough to be able to prioritize control, in my learning.  And unlucky enough to be operating in environments where that control was sorely tested from the jump.  The man who would have thought himself my Master, out of the Academy, had a thing for Falleen, and, well, I stepped into a dead man's shoes rather quickly after some... intimately justifiable self-defense.  I had time enough to brace for what I needed to do, it's not...  Something that was ever fragile - but...  Let's just say that while I did decide to be there, it wasn't a happy choice.  Just the least bad of several bad options."

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"Huh, that explains some things." She proceeds to answer Rafiik's confusion, obvious enough in the Force. "It's Sith custom that when one of us kills another, they inherit everything that belonged to the Sith they killed, including their title and any projects they had going on. So when she killed her master she took over what he'd been doing."

    "Is that common?"

"Yeah, it is - more Sith are killed by other Sith than by anything else."

    He's understandably horrified.

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"...Still better than Korriban, karking somehow.  That planet's cursed.  Probably to do with the giant tomb complexes.

"...You know what's karking funny about getting promoted thusly, when it's not one of the reasons I can't bear an apprentice, is that I actually did turn out to be better at his job."  The humor is probably only funny if you've been marinating in a cutthroat environment like this for your entire life, but there's nonetheless a dark amusement she finds in that fact.  "...This title came a bit later, almost by accident really."  Except there are no accidents in precognition.  "But, yes, that's...  Mm.  It's a fact of life.  I do wish you hadn't had reason to know it.  Staring the reality of the Empire in the face...

"It's not for the faint of heart, and while yours is strong, it's not meant for that."

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"Yeah, I... yeah. Force."

"What am I even supposed to do with that?"

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"I wish I knew.  I can't yet promote myself to Emperor and dismantle the whole damn system behind me or anything, and I've been trying to get there for years.  I can barely protect what I have built despite it."

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"I mostly focus on doing the best I can for the people closest to me. The rest of the Empire is going to do what it does whether I worry about it or not, and if I'm worrying about it I'm less effective, not more."

 

    "I guess." He's clearly not satisfied.

 

"Mm," Pradnakt says. "On our right, the frozen river," she recites, distracted, "where the drowned lay asleep; on our left, the rocky mountain, so precipitously steep... We do the best we can, I guess."

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"...We do the best we can, for we can do no less; we do the best we can, for we can do no more."  It almost sounds like a quote, but it doesn't seem familiar.

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Except that it does sound familiar, sort of. Pradnakt shoots Kalbetis a questioning look, but signs later and just says "well put."

Rafiik changes the subject, asking what model of droid Medea is, and they keep to lighter topics for the rest of the dialysis.

When they're done, an hour later, Pradnakt warns Rafiik that he might not want to look, and turns her attention to the room at large. Several of their patients have injuries consistent with having been in fights or having been physically subdued, and all of them have the more minor wounds and confinement-related issues typical of people who've been in a Sith's care, plus minor to moderate malnourishment in several of them; she singles out one in particular as having an unusual micronutrient issue that isn't being treated yet and flags down the nearest med droid to tell them.

"I can't just heal everyone," she explains to Rafiik, who has opted to watch her assessment. "Usually I'd be able to - do Jedi usually learn that? - but if I did that here I'd be making the alchemical changes permanent. I'm going to have to unpick the alchemy first, and that's going to be probably at least half an hour in the simplest cases and a couple hours each for the ones who are further along, assuming he didn't make it intentionally hard to undo. That's what we're going to need your friends for; this could pretty easily be a couple weeks of work if I had to do it myself and we'll have other problems if we try to keep people sedated that long. But with the meditation artifact we can work together on it and it'll go much faster."

    "Can I help? I know a little healing. We learn some but not that much."

"That's fine, I'll show you what to do. The very first thing I need to do is go meditate, though, I can't heal at all when I'm Dark-aligned."

    From the look he gives her, he's not exactly surprised that she's claiming to be able to do something that's supposed to be impossible, but he still wasn't expecting it.

"Yeah, it turns out that when you're a prodigy the Force can be very insistent about you being able to do your thing. Anyway, I'm going to be about forty minutes at it - do you want meds for the pain, or do you want to just stay nearby, I have a thirty foot range on the anti-pain effect."

    "I'll, uh, I'll take the meds I guess?" He should, on principle, not be taking drugs from a Sith, but letting them directly mess with his blood isn't exactly less dangerous, and holding onto an effect like that during what's got to be a difficult meditation has to be a pretty big ask.

"All right. And if you want something for anxiety tell them I said you shouldn't have the kind that's hardest on your liver but the other ones are all fine, I'll be able to patch you up before you get any side effects from them."

   "...okay." What.

"Anything else before I go?"

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"We will all likely be learning some things that one or the other of us thought were relatively impossible - or, well, at least incredibly improbable, given how the Force is...  Itself -- to do with what we knew of the Force, in the near future," Darth Kalbetis idly muses in Rafiik's general direction while her Force presence Does The Thing Again.  "I certainly have no prodigious skill in healing, but it would be remiss of me to not be of as much help as I can, given especially that I rather dragged Lord Pradnakt into this mess because of the Force's meddling."

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"Don't worry too much about it, if it hadn't been you it would have found some other way to pester me. This is hardly the first time it's done it. - oh, Rafiik, the battle droid over there has a lightsaber repair kit for you; as far as I can tell yours is fine but I know I'd want to check it for myself if someone had gotten their hands on mine." She waits another moment  for someone to come by with a hypospray for him and takes her leave.

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Well, she did just use it as a breaching tool which would be insanely dangerous if it was going to explode, but, precog, and Rafiik certainly isn't one - so perhaps the caution's wise enough to give.

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(She'll see herself out as well, unless Rafiik wants her to stay for some reason.)

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He wouldn't have kicked her out but it's fine, he's fine, he can be left alone in a Sith's warship with a set of hand tools, this is a perfectly reasonable situation to find himself in with the Sith's full knowledge and consent.

It only takes him twenty minutes to check his lightsaber over - it would have been faster but the pain meds aren't doing him any favors on that count - and then watches the droids work until the Sith come back.

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Why would she be concerned?  She knows he isn't going to do anything harmful with them.  (And that her medical staff are quite good at their jobs.)

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Regardless, there are other problems to attend to.  "...This patient, I think, from a triage standpoint - or this one if you want to start simple."

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"The simple one, since I need to show you what to do."

There's something off about Pradnakt now that she's back from her meditation; she seems flat, not distant but not engaged, either. She does seem ready to get down to business, though.

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Yes, that is quite odd and quite concerning, if she's being honest.  She'll have to work on something for that.  When she has the time.

(Even her bag of tricks can't stretch eternity into an instant, and the way this looks seems like it might require pedagogy.)

 

"Very well then."  She offers the lead in a meditative Force trance, easy as breathing.  "Show me."

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So here's how it works. In Healing as with any Light technique, the Force user is by default just a conduit and power source, offering a fairly minimal amount of direction and guidance, with the tricky part being providing enough smoothly-flowing power for the Force to do what it does; trying to guide it trades off against providing suitably smooth power and, in most cases, makes the whole attempt untenable. (Dark techniques have something like the opposite problem: power isn't hard to come by, but the wielder has to provide all of their own guidance for it.) Here, the Force's natural flow through the body has been corrupted, and letting it flow as it wants to will enhance and progress the alchemical change; the Force has to be guided against that corruption and back to its natural flow, with enough power to disrupt the inflicted pattern. Pradnakt's prodigious skill can provide effectively arbitrary power, and providing the guidance isn't overly difficult in a technical sense - though Rafiik and the other Jedi are going to have more limited practice with it than either of the Sith - but it takes quite a lot of attention and judgement to determine at every moment what the Force should be doing and make sure it's doing that rather than anything else.

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...Yeah, this is why she's been mainlining medical textbooks in every spare moment - because this skill is fairly old hat to her, she does, if not precisely this thing, a deeply analogous meditative practice, every time she delves the future - but it is her knowledge that is somewhat lacking in any field but a very specific sort of gender transition that she was both confident and desperate enough to self-test and has not repeated since, because that was kriffing dangerous to do without a spotter.

(Darth Kalbetis thinks she knows nothing useful about bioalchemy, but that doesn't actually mean she's holding herself to a reasonable standard when she does that self-assessment.)

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Pradnakt herself is also right here, at least in the sense that the result of her thirty years of experience at observing the flow of the Force through bodies is at the metaphorical fingertips of everyone in the trance.

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That is good and useful and she wishes she could make a holocron of it, in those few moments of being between problems where she's not busy Focusing On Helping The Patient.

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(Pradnakt is not particularly capable of having objections to things right now, so the fact that she wouldn't object to that idea doesn't mean much.)

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Rafiik ends up riding the Siths' coattails a little, watching what they're doing and working alongside them in the same sections; it's still useful, and as the project goes on he gets a little bolder about doing things on his own.

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Darth Kalbetis finds a simple joy in nudging Rafiik little bits of work to do as she and Pradnakt tackle the critical issues, slowly building up to letting him handle one of the last, minor problems nominally on his own if he seems to be getting the hang of it.  (The pain of everything to do with Sith Empire apprenticeships is buried deep, but there's still the ghost of heartache to it as she does.)

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As they get to the end of the work that needs to be done on this patient, Pradnakt pauses to assess the other two: mental fatigue isn't in her remit, exactly, but it has physical correlates that she can check on. They'll benefit from a few minutes' break between this patient and the next.

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Darth Kalbetis' own senses agree, and so she gently disentangles the Force-trance.

"...Lord Pradnakt, I really hesitate to raise the issue, but I can't help but notice that you seem - rather not yourself, after doing whatever it is you did to get into a Healing-compatible headspace.  So...  are you alright?"  She said she'd twist the Force's arm if she needed to and she meant every word of that claim.  Something seems dissonant, and that's wrong.

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Pradnakt looks to Daisy, who's been hovering in the background since she returned to the medbay, to answer that.

    "I don't know if you'd consider her all right, ma'am, but this is expected, and she'll be back to normal after a recovery period."

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"...just because it is expected, doesn't mean it should be tolerable.  But that's not...something we can fix right now, because we're still doing what's effectively triageBlast it."  The sound of future selves frustratedly declaring that a 'Kreia' was right about the kriffing Force is starting to pick up once again.

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"Yes ma'am. And the recovery period lasts a few hours and she strongly prefers privacy during it."

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"Quite.  I'll make sure nobody disturbs her during."

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"Thank you, ma'am."

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"It is quite literally the least I could do, after subjecting her to... whatever this is.  ...Do you know, where, how, if she learned whatever she did?"

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"I haven't asked, but I know she hasn't had any opportunity to learn anything healing-related from anyone else, and that presumably includes this."

    "It was intuitive or from a dream, I don't remember which at this point."

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"...Blast.  I thought you might say that and it is not getting the tragic chorus of my future selves to shut up about Kreia whatsoever."

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"Ma'am?"

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"...Mm.  Kreia is an anti-Force radical, and I do not like her positions.  To find that many possible selves are coming to her conclusions speaks poorly of their possible futures."

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"Lord Pradnakt doesn't object to the current state of things, ma'am, or she wouldn't be doing it."

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"It's still not good. ...uh. Jedi get like this every once in a while, usually they end up at the mindhealers for it. I know some stuff about first aid for it if you think that might help?"

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"I wouldn't mind hearing about them, though we don't, right now, quite have the time."

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"I don't know much, but I'm ready for the next person, sure." And they can get back to work.

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Right now, their priority, now that the principle is proven and practiced, is taking care of the various tortured instincts that will probably get someone maimed or poisoned if not handled appropriately.  It's a slightly different way of going about it - broad, rather than deep.  They can circle back for the rest of the issues when they've more raw Forceoomph available, or as needed, but Kalbetis wants to handle the critical things as first priority, rather than one patient at a time.  (She ends up taking point as expert, on quite a few, because they're more about the data encoded in the neurons than anything to do with the neurons themselves.)

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In between, Rafiik explains that the first aid he's been taught is to make sure the person has someone with them, ideally someone they trust, and give them an opportunity to talk if they want to; Daisy confirms that that's roughly the procedure they follow during Pradnakt's recovery phase.

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They work into the night, with Daisy serving food and drinks as they need them; as it gets late Pradnakt offers to heal the physical effects of fatigue for Kalbetis and Rafiik. And eventually they get to the point where all the most urgent things are taken care of and they can turn in for the night.

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(L5-C3 helped with the snacks.)

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L5-C3 also helped calm down her Mistress, who was fretting over Lord Pradnakt's state all night instead of doing the sensible thing and meditating and-or sleeping.  Sometimes Darth Kalbetis is very silly.

 

(Not that she then didn't spend the same last night working with her Mistress's most up-to-date and complete holocron on the same thing because she doesn't need to sleep and is also concerned for Lord Pradnakt's well-being transitively - but Darth Kalbetis most certainly needs sleep still, having not yet transcended the limits of the flesh.  Perhaps she'll learn, but sleep is tied up with the strangest things.)

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As morning approaches, L5-C3 wheels down the halls of the Cloak towards the Nightfall Spectrum, expecting that the estimated recovery time has been met and [Lord Pradnakt/Daisy] is now available.  Perhaps even Daisy alone, who could, likely, help with delivery.

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...Oh, right, Lord Pradnakt is also a squishy biological creature that sleeps.  Well, it's definitely probably Daisy she'll be speaking to this early in the morning, then.

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It's Nine who answers the door, but Daisy is available promptly. "Can I help you?"

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"Perhaps.  My Mistress spent her remaining uptime today on fretting about the state of Lord Pradnakt's Force usage and thusly time was allocated to research on the matter.  The results are here, but consultation with secondary and primary sources is still advisable."

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"Thank you. Would you like to stay while I read through them so I can give you a preliminary estimate of how my Sith will respond?"

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"It would likely be helpful."

What has resulted from this is a very philosophical treatise, of sorts, evolved and refined from the original proposal of "no, the Light does not require you to stuff your self in a box over your feelings."

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"I expect she'll find it useful in the long run, but not immediately." Really the best way to present this will be to have Nine walk her through it over the course of several conversations; if they ask her to read it herself she'll most likely get too defensive to consider it at all. "I agree that the situation isn't ideal but I don't think she's causing herself any harm; is there any information about that that you think Mistress Kalbetis would like to have?"

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"....She has come to a similar conclusion about this state in short duty cycles but she does not trust it around arbitrary Jedi, Rafiik notwithstanding.  ...There's some time, at least.  But she considers the perceived nonvolitionality of it a potential security issue."

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Dasiy nods. "Lord Pradnakt has noticed that concern as well but is satisfied that my presence makes the situation safe enough, in general; we have confirmation that she defers to me when impaired and we've discussed her preferences and safety concerns extensively. Can you tell me more about your mistress's concerns with the Jedi?"

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"...To put it perhaps too simply, she is concerned that they likely do not know how to listen to you."

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"...I would expect that to go... poorly, yes." She's never seen her Sith snap back to Dark, but they're pretty sure it can happen, and that's the sort of thing that could do it. Messily.

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"...We do not yet have a plan to satisfactorily prevent such occurrences that does not seem perhaps overly proprietory of Darth Kalbetis in regards to your Sith.  And my Mistress yet sleeps, so to consult the Force is beyond us."

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Daisy nods. "We have plans for some similar situations but nothing that I expect would be sufficient for this one. I can discuss it with Lord Pradnakt in the morning and ask her to contact the Darth."

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"...Yes, that may be wise."

"Is there anything else to discuss, while we are speaking?"

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"Lord Pradnakt was concerned that the Darth might have gotten a mistaken impression of how close Rafiik felt to her; she didn't seem to think the Darth needed to be confronted about it but it seems like the sort of thing you might want to be aware of."

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She nods.  "Indeed it does.  She can get rather...  Territorial."

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"Unsurprisingly. If we can be of any help I expect Lord Pradnakt will be willing, but she wasn't under the impression that it was likely to turn into a practical problem, except possibly with the Jedi."

 

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"Mm.  If my Mistress becomes convinced they will put him back into the same situation that caused him to flee, perhaps."

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"In which case my Sith has every intention of backing her," Daisy nods, "and sorting out any remaining problems later."

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She nods.  "It's good that we're on the same page, there."

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"...Perhaps it might be worth speaking to Rafiik about his wishes, preemptively.  Just in case."

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"Lord Pradnakt believes that it will be best to ask him shortly before the Jedi arrive, to give him the most chance to orient himself to the situation here. There may be other advantages to doing it at another time, though."

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"Of course it is better for him to have more information for his decision, generally.  But perhaps raising the subject now so that he knows to think on the question."

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"I agree. Perhaps one of us will have an opportunity to talk to him tomorrow."

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Hm.  No, 'perhaps' is not quite sufficient.  "I'll see to it," and while psychosomatic reactions are beyond her, it is perhaps not just imagination that would imply a sudden solidity and pointedness to her bearing as she follows through.  She produces some flimsiplast and a stylus, and sets to writing.

Rafiik Vidarra,

It is perhaps an overstep of the boundaries traditionally set upon droids of my base construction to speak in my own voice, on my own recognizance - but this message will perhaps be best received from my metaphorical vocabulator, so I shall speak nonetheless.  My lady would approve, this I know.

As you recover from your injuries, and as the Jedi you have summoned approach to nominally recover you, it will behoove you to be considering what you wish to do when they get here.  To return with them, to return to your itinerancy, to do something else entirely - all these choices are yours, and you should prepare to make them.

With warm wishes for your swift and sure recovery,

L5-C3,

Personal Secretary and Administrative Assistant of Darth Kalbetis

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Assuming, of course, that Daisy does not immediately object to this action, this note will, promptly and without further dramatics, find its way to the small table clipped to his hospital bed.

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Daisy has no such objection. She passes Elcie's report off to Nine, and speaks to Pradnakt about the issue of the Jedi over breakfast, and gets on the comm with Elcie to ask if Kalbetis is available to meet with her this morning before she meditates.

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A moment passes.  "Yes, she is.  When is best?"

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"We have no reason to wait."

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"Then neither shall we."

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Daisy lets her in; Pradnakt is in the lounge, looking much less concerning but maybe a touch frazzled. "Good morning."

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"Let us hope it is one, yes.  You wanted to see me...?"

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"Yes." She gestures to one of the seats, "you can sit, if you'd like," and putters over to the kitchenette to start a kettle of tea, herself. "I hear we'll need to worry about the Jedi being... polite... to our assistants, which is a bit of a problem, if I'm going to be Light-aligned around them."

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"...Yes.  It is.  Elcie has...made her own plans to stick out, as was, should they be needed - but Jedi, as a rule, don't often give the words of those they do not perceive in the Force much weight.  Something about not being able to mind-trick droids like they'd mind-trick fleshy people has led them to the exact wrong conclusion about droid sapience.  And while you know, and I know, that Daisy most certainly has a soul...

"I'm not sure that the Jedi will notice.  The Force isn't as obvious as it is around fleshy people.

"I do have some thoughts, but the primary line of argument going, is to threaten them with me if they disrespect you," she nods to Daisy, "and...Well, I don't want to trample over your," Lord Pradnakt's, "boundaries while trying to defend them by implying some sort of proprietary interest in your wellbeing that strictly speaking I've no right to."

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"Mm. I'm inclined to believe at this point that you'll make a distinction between what you want to do and what you have a right to do."

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She nods.

"I would, I have, I will, yes.

"...That doesn't quite answer the question of whether you and-or Daisy would like me to threaten the Jedi with myself on your behalves, which...  They'll break hyperspace two days from now, I believe, if you'd rather think on it first."

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"The question of that," she says, pouring the tea into two mugs, "is what it would mean." She brings them over and offers Kalbetis one. "I don't get the impression that you would want it to just be - defending a resource - and I suspect that wouldn't work well for me, either."

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She takes a moment to simply sip the tea she's been handed.

"I don't want it to be defending - a resource, Force, no.  Not least because that would play into the Jedi's preconceptions and also because people aren't inanimate and interchangeable objects like the word implies.  I would like to defend someone who is - a valued ally, at least.  But the question of what it would mean..."

She sips her tea, drawing out the moment as long as she reasonably can in order to hopefully find the words.

"It might imply one thing or another, but it means what we agree it should mean, no more, no less."

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Pradnakt takes a sip of the tea and spends a moment warming her hands on the mug.

"Yesterday, you quoted something, and I said I'd want to know about it later - what was that?"

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"I...can't rightly say it's anything beyond something that I've tended to say in...  Situations like that one.  Often enough to myself, really.  If I heard it from somewhere beforehand, it's clearly slipped beyond my knowing."

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"It reminded me of a line in - the poem I'd quoted just before that - which is personally significant, is why I ask."

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"...Huh.  I'm not much of a reader of poetry; there's so little time.  Though the little piece you have in your spare room is an admirable aspiration."

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"It did seem apt. You can have it, if you want; Daisy's a calligrapher so we have quite a few like that."

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"...I rather think I would like to, if I might."

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"...Certainly I cannot display it as it deserves, but it will, at least, perhaps bring something sorely needed to my chambers."

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"I'd be honored, ma'am."

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"And I as well.  ...Shall I now, or...?"

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"You don't have to," she offers.

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The question, though, is if she needs to, and the answer is a very sharp maybe.  She doesn't need to abort, not by a long shot, but she might need a minute to regroup, to catch her breath.

"I'll split the difference, shall I, and call a courier over."  Mouse droids are a wonderful distraction.

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"Sounds good." She can sip her tea in silence while they wait, it shouldn't be long.

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She can also do this.  The storm of nerves that spiked pretty much exactly when she broached the subject of what defending Pradnakt would mean slowly gets smoothed out as they wait the few minutes necessary, and Darth Kalbetis fetches the calligraphy.

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"...So.

"I hate to be blunt, but I'm not sure either of us are going to get the answers we want without some bluntness.

"When I said that my defending you would mean what we wanted it to mean...  I kind of need to know what you're hoping it might mean, because I know I have my hopes for - a friend - but I cannot actively pursue them, given the existing social dynamics."

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"I'm not sure I've ever had a friend who wasn't," she nods indicatively at Daisy, "closer to found family; I'm not quite sure how that works. And I think it's going to take more than a couple days to figure it out without some hints."

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She nods.  "I'm not sure I've yet had a friend I haven't made, which is...  Rather disastrous in its own right.  That said, I think I might be able to try to explain the principles."

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"Mm?"

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"...Friends.  Mm.  How to explain...

"Friends aren't often always people you'd rather die than live without, but...  You have their back, in a fight, and they trust you with it not because of contracts or agreements but because it's you that's there."

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"That sounds about like where we are, yes." The words may be neutral but there's a noticeable warmth to her tone.

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"That - is already perhaps more than I had dared hope to be true."

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"I didn't want to impose on you, either."

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She can't help but let out a surprisingly undignified snort of laughter at the irony.  "Please do, it keeps me grounded."

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She considers this, communicates something to Daisy through facial expression and vague gesture with the only identifiable sign being 'last night', receives a nod, and moves to sit on the bench next to Kalbetis. "One of the less pleasant things about coming back from the Light is that it's harder to ignore skin hunger, for a while." 

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"...It may be, at that.  I'm not...certain that I meaningfully 'come back', per se, but...  It's hard to say I don't experience similar feelings sometimes."

The words are thick with an emotion that Darth Kalbetis can't, or perhaps won't, identify - but as Lord Pradnakt sits next to her the full-body twitch in her direction that is just as quickly aborted but not retracted, even before it comes to her conscious awareness, might well serve to clarify.

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Yeah, she's being leaned on, now. "I think everyone does, in the right sort of situation. Or rather the wrong one."

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Oh.  Oh, blast it, she thought she had this under control, what do you mean there's more what more will the universe ask of her --

 

...Her mask was not really made for crying in.  Horrible oversight.

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And now she's being hugged. "Daisy, out, please."

    "Yes ma'am."

 

Pradnakt's hands are gentle. "It's just me, I can see you anyway."

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...That's true.  She was kind of already trying to get the blasted thing off of her.

"S-orry about, this, I don't -" know what came over her but that's wrong, she knows exactly what it is, she just doesn't expect it from other people that aren't her carefully developed complements no matter how many times Elcie tries to gently persuade her that some of the guards she's put up against her own potential misconduct in such a position of power as this are simply not as necessary as she thinks they might be in established relationships -

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"I started it. On purpose. Because I wanted - well, not this," she has the mask off now and wipes Kalbetis' tears away, "but I had some idea of what I was getting into."

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"A-as long as somebody, knows.  I'm - re-evaluating - things - might, be - a minute -"

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"Take your time, I'm not going anywhere." She re-hugs.

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But does she have the time - oh, probably, the Force says, but the Force says a lot of things -

(There is a positive deluge of feelings boiling out of Darth Kalbetis, like she's a breached pressure-vessel.)

(She will eventually tidy them back away.  Surely.)

(When they're just a little bit less likely to scald her hands for the attempt.)

"I, you...  What were, what did...you expect...?"  ...She still has at least this much in her, to ask this one question.  (She is very much not letting go of this hug for a long while.)

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"I could tell you weren't all right, but not much about the depth of it, it's not very physical. I'm not surprised, though."

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"...mm."  She sniffles, a bit.  "I'm just...  Trying to not worry them."  She gestures widely at the rest of the ship.  "Which...  Is no incentive to look mortal and fallible."

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"You are, though. But I'm not going to spread your secret past Daisy and Nine, and I trust them to keep it."

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"I'm...sure Elcie knows, too.  And Medea.  And, really, I do...  Try to restrain their," her people's in general, she means, "expectations.  But I can't help but try to fulfill them nonetheless.  They're - they're my people.  I can't - let them down like that if I can help it.  And often enough I can and it's worth the price, and on and on and on until apparently this - this - happens."

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"Maybe Elcie should talk to my Daisy, figure out how she can tell if I'm going to regret something I'm doing."

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"...She does try.  I'm just a bit of a horrible listener."

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"Mm. Well, I can't recommend picking up the skill the way I did, I nearly died. But I do think it's worth picking up. People can fend for themselves, at least a little; the whole burden doesn't have to come down on you."

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"The responsibility, though, is ultimately mine.  If it were not for me they would not have these burdens."

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"Is it?" she teases. "I thought you didn't do slavery."

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"...Ghk.  Well.  You have me there, don't you."

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"Mmhmm. Your people are here on purpose. Respecting that is part of respecting them."

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"Curses.  I have been resoundingly defeated.  That means it's your problem now by the rules of Sithery that neither of us want anything to do with."  (To be extremely clear, she is joking about this.)

"...Idle fantasies about a galaxy in which I could legitimately retire aside, we probably don't quite have time enough to sit here all day, as much as I wish we did.  There's still Jedi to plan for."

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"If you're feeling ready for that," she makes no move to desnuggle. "We were making pretty good time last night, I think we can spare a few more minutes."

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"...They can hardly hurt, I suppose."  Blast, ...'''foiled'''... again.

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Quite.

 

"Is there anything else like this that I might want to know about?"

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"...I don't think I would know to be able to tell you, if there was, but...

"I don't expect that?"

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"All right. I'll keep an eye on it, anyway."

 

And eventually: "So what should I know about the Jedi?"

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"...Mmm."

"Perhaps that would be better handled from my office; I can pull up the holos and suchlike from there."

 

Whether or not they do adjourn there, she does have thoughts.  Once she has her mask back on from wherever it ended up.

"...I don't know everything about every Jedi.  I want to make that clear up front.  But, knowing that we were going to be in this sector and knowing who was likely to be responding, I was able to get more information on these Jedi than I think they'd want me to know, with a bit of legwork.  ...Perhaps more than some of them know about themselves - it's hard to get a good look at the person in the mirror, after all."

"With that settled - let's get to the briefing.  There's four Knights responding to Rafiik's distress signal, and two Masters, one with a Padawan that will likely be left with the Knight we're not supposed to be aware is close enough to try something.  There's three ships in play on their parts, as well - we handily outmass them, but goodness knows that starfighters are meant to punch outside their weight class if they can help it."

"What do you know about the types of Jedi?"

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"Very little; I wasn't expecting to ever meet Jedi."

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She nods.  "Leaving aside the Jedi Order's - support staff, as was, because their social structure renders them able to have noncombat specialists - there are, mm, flavors of Jedi Knight.  The Knight Consular is trained not just in combat but diplomacy - they often do diplomatic close protection, or arbitration between Republic systems.  The Knight Sentinel is trained for a long-term post not-otherwise-specified - working system security, for example, or in research and development.  Most of the Jedi Order's combat-trained Healers are Sentinels, too.  The Knight Guardian...  Well.  They double down on fighting.  And then, hidden beneath these classifications, you find the Jedi Shadows - specialists in intelligence, espionage, and us.  Well.  In Sith.  I'm not sure a specialist in people like ourselves yet exists."

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"And we're expecting the latter?"

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"'Expecting the latter' is rather the wrong way of thinking about it - Jedi Shadows pass as other types of Jedi.  There was one Shadow close enough to come running, and for better or for worse they're a Shadow-trained Knight Consular."

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"So we're in for an interesting time one way or another, got it." Daisy arrives with the tea and Pradnakt signs for her to stay and watch.

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"Quite," she concurs.

"With everyone here, then - Daisy, if you need a briefing on the various types of Jedi talk to Elcie, it's probably more comprehensive that way -

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"Knight Van'ess Chion," seen in this holo doing a backflip in the middle of a fight for infuriatingly tactically sound reasons, "Jedi Guardian, pilot, fights using a scattershot of forms four, five, and six - six done properly, that is.  She's brought her starfighter."  There's a capture of that, as well.  "Notably, rather - aggressive, active, a tendency to press things; if the Jedi still taught form seven these days she would have taken to it perhaps too well.  Well, by their standards."

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"Master Nesbitt Karmin," she cues the next set of holocaptures, "a Jedi Consular - old, perhaps, to be running around in the middle of a warzone, and likely never the first to act because of that, but judging by the last time someone tried to assassinate one of his charges, still quite capable.  Ultimately responsible for their having a ship big enough for six Jedi to fit, I believe; it's an Explorer Corps - Jedi hyperspace survey - vehicle, refit as a consular ship."

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"Khorus Jayn, another Guardian."  Seen here dramatically discarding his outer robes.  "Unfortunately, he has a fondness for... action romance, and action 'romance', novels and a life charmed enough that the Council has reprimanded him for trying to live like he's in one more than once.  ...What's worse, is it keeps working.  I expect I'll have to threaten a stabbing, of something... ...important, to him, to get my point across."

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"I may prefer to do my own stabbing, of that one."

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"Too late, I have dibs.  And a plan.  It will be...  Cathartic.  ...You may of course stab him if he continues to misbehave afterwards."

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"...Regardless, there are still three more of them."

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"Fair enough, go ahead."

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"Mm, next.  Kardesi Khotar, a Sentinel who does a lot of engineering work," to the point of building themself cybernetic augments, it seems - "they might actually respect our silicate sapiences, but the more orthodox Jedi don't quite respect them, thinking that all that hardware 'diminishes their connection to the Force'.  It hasn't seemed to, in the field, and since the Force is part of everything it rightly shouldn't, really - but I've hardly got good data on this."

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"I've seen it; I've done custom lightsabers for people who were having trouble with it. I hadn't put much thought into it but I'm not surprised that it isn't as simple as it seemed."

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"I would not be surprised if your belief determined your reality, on this particular question.  Doubt your connection to the Force, and it doubts you in return."

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"...Regardless, next, their Healer.

"Kypora Bani, Jedi Sentinel, one-woman field hospital - a practitioner of the apocryphal 'Form Zero' first and foremost, though she seems to have a half-decent Soresu if sorely pressed.  She's good at her job, but her job has not extended to treating alchemy victims before and she thinks she knows as much as anyone does about Force Healing.  As much as any Jedi, perhaps, but Jedi we are not."

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"Quite. - Daisy, I don't care what she says, she's not allowed to bring me home with her."

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Darth Kalbetis also nods.

 

"Last, and certainly not least in the slightest..."

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"One Master Fynn'che Ries, the Consular who is a Shadow - or rather, the Shadow who is a Consular.  If anything seems an apt point of comparison...  This one is a Jedi's version of me, and equally as dangerous.  I've gotten reports of what could only be them travelling through Sith space unmolested by virtue of their sabacc face and slicing skill.  That several offensives fell apart afterwards...  I can't prove it was them, Lord Pradnakt.  I'm glad no-one else was able to catch enough to ask me to try.  I'd be able to do nothing else with my time if I wanted to even look like I could succeed in that.

"They travel with a medical/attendant droid, W5-H4, after an unspecified incident in their earlier career that I can't find records of - and I'm sure I don't need to tell you this but do not underestimate them, either.  Just because the Jedi don't use class-four programming that much doesn't mean their droids aren't utter menaces when pushed."

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She nods. "Is there a reason not to offer to fix whatever the droid is there for, if it comes up?"

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"...I can't rightly tell you.  I suspect it may be psychosomatic, whatever it actually is.  It's not like the Jedi's Healers wouldn't have tried."

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She nods again. "Well, we'll see. What's our strategy?"

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"...I think that that partially depends upon Rafiik."

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"Which is to say, I have a plan that will work if he cooperates with it, and a fallback if we don't believe he's going to trust us further than he can throw the ship, but the fallback is...worse."

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"I think we have pretty good prospects, there; he doesn't especially trust us, he's still pretty nervous, but he likes us, and he wants to help."

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"...Then perhaps commandeering a transport craft from Tuscias' estate, locking the controls to Rafiik, and letting him decide whether he wants to come back once the Jedi show, will not go horribly."

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She considers. "I suppose we'll have time to heal him before he goes. I am willing to volunteer the Spectrum for this if you're confident I'll get it back, it should make a better first impression than anything I'd expect Tuscias to have had."

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"A shuttle's a shuttle is a shuttle, but...  It would.

"...and if it didn't, or if there was damage - you would be made whole in at least the physical aspects."

Her presence turns distant for a moment, delving the skein of the future, carving out choices.

"...Less than 5% risk, less than 2% risk...

"...Less than 1% risk --

"Putting that poem, the one about fear, in pride of place - seems to help, immediately and overall."

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"Daisy, do you have another copy of that one?"

    "I do; I think the black and yellow one will work best without redecorating. Or we can redecorate, if you'd like to give the Jedi a more gradual introduction to the idea of working with Sith," she directs at Kalbetis, and then to Pradnakt: "and I'll have Nine and Tim start packing up everything sensitive."

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"...no, best to - hit them in the face with it full off, so they have time to get used to it before they actually have to do it.  ...I think redeploying the black and silver one is better color theory, though, the black and yellow...  Mm, just seems not right for some reason.  I'll - Elcie, fetch the package from my quarters," she says through an intercom, "and run it back to the Nightfall Spectrum, would you, we need it for scene-setting."

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Pradnakt stares Kalbetis down. "Daisy, you have silver ink and black paper, right?"

    "Yes ma'am."

"That's yours," she addresses Kalbetis firmly. "You keep it. She'll have another one ready by morning."

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"...Actually, belay that last, Elcie, they're making another one."

She seems faintly embarrassed that she didn't figure they would do that, to be honest - but also rather touched they did.

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Pradnakt at least has the good grace to look embarrassed herself as she stands down. "Sorry, that was out of line of me. Just," she gestures vaguely. 

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"No, no, it's...  It's appreciated."

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"All right." She shakes her head and chuckles. "Sith. We have the reputation for a reason."

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"Now whyever could that be," she quips back, "it's not like I'd ever, say, commit treason by conspiring with 'the enemy' because I feel very strongly about something, would I?  I'm just an innocent Darth!"  ...Send help, she broke her own sabacc face, dear Force the irony of that line --!

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Oh, they were fully intended to be.  Give her just a minute, it's been a while since she's had a good laugh like that.

"...Goodness, where were we?"  Her attention flicks backwards in time, over the past few minutes, recovering her train of thought.  "The Jedi, yes.  Right.

"So we will use the Nightfall Spectrum as an intermediary...

"Getting their attention is, I think, something we may also wish to do with Rafiik's cooperation.  Perhaps if we involve Daisy and Elcie in the process they'll be more likely to listen to them in the future...  We know their vector of approach..."

...She still needs to do something about that blasted artifact...

"I think we need to bring these preparations to Rafiik, before they can continue.  There's some carefully selected truths I want to seed in the messages, or, well, just the one - implying that there are two different ships holding our rescues by not even lying that there were two shipfuls taken up from that planet, so that if the Jedi commit to front-stabbing us the moment they think they're done with healing, we can break contact before they try - but that's about it, for what we do before the Jedi arrive."

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"Clever. Rafiik's still asleep - and he could use it - but I don't think he'll be much longer. Are there any strategic or tactical considerations for while they're here?"

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"Mmm...Nothing immediately comes to mind; my staff is trained against mind tricks, and given the setup we can set up the Jedi having access to only the patients and not the rest of the ship to begin with, though we'll have to dock your ship somewhere less convenient, during."  The Cloak itself does have docking ports/airlocks, at least.  "Hmm.  Will I find anything if I deploy the defenses against phasing..."

"...Looks like either they're good enough to find that out, not capable of such random esotery, or smart enough to not piss me off by concealing their Force signatures to even try.  Or simply too busy.  That's also possible."

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Pradnakt nods along. "On my end - Daisy's line was designed for close work with Sith; she's had some work done by your staff but even without that she can take a 'saber strike better than you'd think, her designers took some care to keep her vitals out of the way of one. If it comes up we'll have bigger problems - the most likely case is her putting herself between me and one of the Jedi - but if she does, she knows what she's doing. She and Nine have a private comm upgrade; the security on it isn't amazing but it might still be useful. My lightning shroud is pretty niche, tactically, in a fight, but against Sith it's a useful threat display and I'd expect to have some amount of success with that here. It's a useful display to allies in some cases, too, since I can't hold it while I'm enraged, so if I'm maintaining it you can assume that I'm not desperate or fighting to kill. - And Nine is from a line with shoulder cannons, in case you didn't recognize his specific model."

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She nods.  "We should see if some of my spare protective equipment will fit you.  A little bit of cortosis can go a surprisingly long way in making anyone with a 'saber regret trying something.  I'm not sure why people always try to make armor of the stuff when what works just as well is a simple mesh layer that also doesn't mess with your mobility nearly as much.  And Elcie...  If I tried to lay out the various concealed systems she has beneath her protocol-droid exterior I think we'd be here fifteen minutes, but she definitely also has weaponry aplenty."

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"Huh, that's surprising. Daisy's always refused to pick up any offensive options."

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"I couldn't possibly speculate on the divergence, but I think I blame the Mandalorians.  She's operating on a protocol droid base, and sometimes I swear they treat combat like a second language."

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"The protocol base might explain it all by itself; Daisy's always said fighting is unbecoming of a servant."

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"Mmm, I certainly would think that might be relevant."

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"Mmhmm. Anyway, it looks like things are starting to stir in the medbay, if I go meditate now everyone should be ready by the time I am."

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She nods.  "If Rafiik's awake, I'll speak with him while you do that.  After you?"  She gestures to the door.

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She might take a minute to recover from the surprise while securing the office.  ...Yes, she got some warning of unexpected positive feelings, but that doesn't mean that how they came about was so crystal-clear as to allow her to process them in advance - she's allowed to be surprised, for goodness sakes!

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Rafiik has just woken up when she gets there, and is looking miserable as he waits for the hypospray he's just received to kick in. "G'morning. - uh, my Lord." Is that right? Is he going to be hurt for getting it wrong? Why is he hanging out with Sith, again?

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"...Please, do not stand on ceremony when you're presently rather stuck lying down, Padawan Vidarra.  I'm not your lord anyway, nor would I wish to inflict the mess that would come with that position upon anyone."  She waves a hand, dismissively.  "Simply referring to me as Darth Kalbetis will more than suffice.  Though, speaking of people who are by Sith title styled as Lords, Lord Pradnakt is going to be meditating for a bit and then joining us, if you're still willing to assist with the healing.  I just have a few things that I want to discuss with you, beforehand."

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"Yeah, I want to help. Um. Give me a minute? Hard to focus when I'm in pain."

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"...Yes, of course.  ...I am not Lord Pradnakt, but I could likely help with that, if you wish."

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"Please?"

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"Of course."  There is a feeling almost entirely unlike the sensation of a Mind Trick as the pain...

Does not go away, but nonetheless ceases to have salience.  It's there, but it's not holding his attention like it used to.

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It's pretty weird but he's not complaining. "Thank you."

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"The least I could do, really, especially since I want your full attention and pain rather distracts from paying attention to anything but itself."

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She sits down, before she continues.  Putting herself on his level.

"Right.

"There's some Jedi that will be coming to get you, soon.  Two days from now they'll reach here.

"We can, with even their most begrudging cooperation, heal everybody aboard this ship, much faster than Lord Pradnakt and I working alone could accomplish.

"But it's, well, rather deservedly kriffing hard for anyone with a Sith title to get that cooperation, and I was hoping you might be willing to help with demonstrating we're acting in good faith, a little bit."

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"...yeah. What do you want me to do?"

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"Just...  Go out and talk to them before they have to meet us.  ...How are you at piloting?"

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"I wouldn't want to try to fly a ship by myself."

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"TM-64 can go with him, ma'am."

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She nods.

"I'm sure any astromech aboard would be glad to help; that kind of misses the point, though, of putting the agency of flight in Rafiik's hands.  Ah well.  If it can't happen, it can't happen, and I can hardly change that in the time we have.

"Regardless - we'll get you healed, and then - Daisy, what do you think about familiarizing him with the Nightfall Spectrum a bit before he needs to travel aboard?  We're rather stretched thin on beds."

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"...If you want to do this, that is," she directs to Rafiik.  He did ask what she wanted him to do, but considering that it could have been...a variety of horrible things that she wanted, better to double-check now.

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"I can try; I'm not sure they'll believe me." For that matter he's not sure he believes the whole story here. "It'd help if I could see more of what I'm supposed to be telling them about, probably."

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"Of course, that's all I can ask.  But - mm - how do you mean?  What do you want more information on...?"

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"I haven't gotten to see most of the people you say need healing? And, uh," ...if he points out that he doesn't know if the other Sith is actually dead rather than being in cahoots do they kill him about it, probably not but they maybe go kill the other Sith to show him, which is... fine, it's fine, dead Sith are a good thing, but it does mean seeing the dead Sith doesn't actually mean much... "anything else like that?"

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"...Right, we can arrange for that."

...Did he not...no, he was asleep by the time she walked past Tuscias' corpse on her way out of that cesspit.

And she can hardly just tell him.

She hates being this good at the mind arts.  Too many ethical and practical dilemmas.

"If you want to know anything about what brought us here, or the rescue mission - I can't disclose everything, too many secrets and not all of them mine, but I can get you a copy of the public-information mission report and annotate it a bit with what you know."

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"They'll probably have seen that but it might help, yeah."

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"Well, yes, the whole point is that it's the information that couldn't possibly not be known by the general public.  Though I actually rather do doubt that the average Jedi has the time to have eyes on, say, random Empire-internal anti-piracy operations."

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"Oh, yeah, if it doesn't say it's about him or you they probably won't know. Uh - oh, how did you get my lightsaber, is there anything I can show them about that?"

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"Found it in the possession of some pirates.  I've no idea how they got it, though I suppose I could look."

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It doesn't make sense at all that they'd steal it and then give it back but it makes more sense than them just happening to have it. Probably he should have been worrying more about what that implies. This is a line of thought that gets him murdered if he follows it right now, isn't it. "I know you're busy but it doesn't really make much sense, as is."

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Makes more sense if you're using it as a tracking device, but she's not going to tell him that - not right now, at least.

"...Well.  Yes, of course it doesn't.  The whole point is that I am not a normal example of a Sith, no?  No matter what I must make my public image be."

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So she did some weird Force stuff about it. That's still pretty weird but at least less weird. "Okay, I guess I can go with that."

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"...Let me put it this way, in fact - I'm doing this because I too listen to the will of the Force, and, well, this is what it decided it wanted, for whatever reason it does that."

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"...I have no idea how they'll take that. I guess if it's true they'll take it well." Crap, is this the part where he gets murdered.

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...He doesn't appear to be dead.  She doesn't even seem to be upset with him.

"Well, that is what I'm hoping I can prove."

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"Okay. Well, that's everything I can think of." And he doesn't, actually, have to figure out if it makes sense, he just has to get the best evidence he can to the Jedi who should be making that determination.

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Elcie hands Rafiik a datapad five minutes later.  It isn't networked, and it has both the public timeline of events in general that are pertinent to how Darth Kalbetis found Rafiik - with Rafiik-specific information added, like 'lightsaber recovery' noted under 'anti-piracy operation' - and Darth Kalbetis' camera footage from the raid - fighting Tuscias and rescuing Rafiik, up until they reach medevac.

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That does seem useful. Kalbetis has gone off to do her own thing, so he takes the time to watch the video; he's really not sure at all how he feels about Tuscias having really been killed. On one hand the guy tortured him but on the other hand... death is bad.

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He doesn't have long to stew on it before Pradnakt shows up to start working, anyway.

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...She knows.  Believe her, she knows.  But she and the galaxy both could not afford the price of keeping Tuscias alive.

 

With everyone working their way down the list in order of severity, it may come as a surprise when Kalbetis' last patient of the day is Rafiik himself.

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"Not that I'm complaining, but are you sure?"

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"Yes.  It's necessary."  Because she can't be holding this over him.

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"Okay." It's not like he prefers to be all messed up.

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It's a pretty quick job, anyway. When they're done with the alchemical problems Pradnakt checks whether there are any scars or anything that he'd like to keep - there aren't - and suffuses him with healing to deal with the aftereffects of the poison and generally patch up anything that might need it.

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Good.  It's done, and he can think on what Darth Kalbetis said this morning in peace.

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He has been, and about the letter, too. (He's never gotten a letter from a droid before; it's like this place is trying to be as weird as it possibly can. It's kind of charming, aside from the part where there are Sith and he can't stop looking for the catch.)

He's decided, at this point, that he'll go back with the Jedi if they go back immediately: it's clearly not safe for him alone out here, and he certainly isn't going to trust his growing fondness for the Sith over the judgement of his elders if they think it's a trap. If they don't, and if it's not a trap - he's not sure; none of the options really appeal. Maybe he'll see if he can figure out how to get to Hutt space or the outer rim or something where he doesn't have to worry about being kidnapped again.

If he narrows down his choice to going back to the Jedi or staying with Pradnakt and Kalbetis, though - it's a hard choice, but one he finds he does already have an answer to.

 

It's an answer he finds himself liking a little better when Pradnakt invites him back to her ship for the night, pointing out that he doesn't need the med droids' services any more; he was expecting to be put in an out-of-the-way berth somewhere, not the Sith's personal ship. It's more tasteful than he was expecting, and the room she shows him to is downright nice, the Sith-black accents fading into the background next to the blue striped bedspread and handmade wall tapestry depicting an abstract cityscape with an aurora overhead. There's a little bowl of wrapped candies for him on the bedside table, too, and a framed poem:

“We're going,” they said, “to the end of the world.”  
So they left the speeder where the river curled,  
And we scrambled down beneath the bridge  
On the gravel track of a narrow ridge.

We tramped for miles on a wooded walk
Where dog-hobble grew on its twisted stalk.
Then we stopped to rest on the pine-needle floor  
While two ospreys watched from an oak by the shore.

We came to a bend, where the river grew wide  
And green mountains rose on the opposite side.  
My guides moved back. I stood alone,
As the current streaked over smooth flat stone.

Shelf by stone shelf the river fell.
The white water goosetailed with eddying swell.  
Faster and louder the current dropped
Till it reached a cliff, and the trail stopped.

I stood at the edge where the mist ascended,  
My journey done where the world ended.
I looked downstream. There was nothing but sky,  
The sound of the water, and the water’s reply.

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He's not sure how he feels about it, and he's starting to think that might be the point.

He finds that he can't sleep, staring at the ceiling trying to come to any kind of conclusion about any of his questions, and in the small hours of the morning he gives up and slips out to take a walk around the Cloak.

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(Nine quietly alerts Kalbetis' staff, of course, letting them know that he doesn't think the boy is up to anything concerning.)

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L5-C3, watching the cameras from where the alert came in, concurs with Nine's assessment.

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That doesn't mean that there's nothing that she does, though - one of the night duty shift people is going to run into him, soon.

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Rafiik isn't sneaking around, but he's not looking for company, either; he'll give them an acknowledging nod as he approaches and, unless they stop him, continue on his way.

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"You want to go somewhere specific, or you just walking to walk?  's not the mothership or anything but we've got some green space.  And a window."

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"Just walking to walk; which way?"

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"You'll want to follow the - mm, but you wouldn't - here, howsabout I walk with you?  Figure our illustrious overlady can't complain either way about that."

He'll lead on through the green space first, and if that seems like it isn't really working, the 'skylight' is over thataway where it won't be potentially interrupting anything structurally significant.

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The green space is much more the thing; after two days cooped up he's not in the mood for sitting, no matter how nice the view is.

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Quite understandable.  The crewmember is much more inclined to sit down.

"...Credit for your thoughts?  Probably not quite that much as you can talk about, or that you'd want to on the other hand, with our illustrious overlady so involved, but.  Seems like something's keeping you awake, and I don't think I've escaped working here long enough to know how important a listening ear is.  And good sleep, too."

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"It's not much to do with her? Or, not directly I guess. It's - I don't know - do you like it here?"

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"...I doubt I'd still be here if I didn't like the work.  Or, no - if I didn't think it was worth doing.  Even though the day to day of it is about as bad as any soldier's duties.  ...The lady's always going on about there being other options, that we don't have to be here risking whatever for her - and nobody has the heart to tell her we all already know.  I don't have a big story about that sort of thing m'self, it's just...  the little things that've built up ever since I first signed on here - but...  I know there's a few Skywalkers hanging about, and goodness knows the lady hates Hutts as much as anything.  She'll dress it all up in calling them hypocrites, since slavery is," and here he does a surprisingly passable imitation of Darth Kalbetis' voice, "'direly inefficient, economically speaking', but - mm.  It slips out round the edges if you actually get to see her any behind the masks, especially if'n you go get her running on the subject of what she thinks being a Sith ought to mean.  An' I'm just a barracks philosopher, but I'm pretty sure she's put enough thought in to that to start a religion if she wanted.  Shame she doesn't, really.  I'd join."

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"...huh. I didn't know she was doing all that. I'm - I guess that makes some sense of her offer, in a way? I wasn't a slave but I was... stuck. And she said I could stay if I wanted to, and I might, but it's a big decision, you know?"

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"Yeah.  It is.  And you wanna know if it's gonna be worth it, I bet.

"...Not sure as I can answer that, but I bet the lady could.  Might even have statistics."

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"I'm not sure that'd help? I'm not - like - none of my other options are good either, I'm not trying to figure out if it's good enough here to beat them. It's just - she's a Sith - and everything I've heard has been bad, about Sith. And they lie, so her saying she's different... I don't know, it looks true, but..."

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"Mmm.  I don't think I can help you with that one.  I'd say ask her ladyship, but that's the problem, innit?  That you can't, not and believe what she says?  But without some external force telling you, you might just have to take it on faith if you're ever going to take it."

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He is really behind on his meditation, isn't he. "Yeah. This did help, though, thanks."

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"Glad I could help."

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He doesn't want to go back yet - and there's a reason he's barely meditated since Master Chenk died - so he spends a little longer wandering between the plants, until he feels settled enough to face the prospect of them, and then goes to sit by the skylight. Being in space has never been a part of travel he likes, particularly - it's fine, it's just not that interesting - but it feels apt, right now, facing down the void.

He closes his eyes and lets the memories surface, considering them as they come. He'd always thought of Master Chenk as stern, frustrating, but he knows now that the older Jedi's concern was well justified. 

"The known path is the safest," his master's voice echoes. Rafiik considers it, and sees the kernel of truth it holds. His curiosity did lead him into danger. He can't quite find it in himself to regret it, though, as much as he's definitely not going to nose around strange Siths' business alone any time soon.

He does regret how he left things - he should have retrieved Master Chenk's body, and seen to it that he got a proper pyre, at least. He's not sure if he could have sent a report and still gotten away from the Jedi, but... He could have checked. He should have. He'll do better next time, if there's a next time. That doesn't make it better for Master Chenk, but it's an ache he can live with.

He thinks again about the last time he saw his master, insisting that he stay behind for his final mission, claiming that it was too dangerous. Rafiik hadn't believed him, at the time. "Personal wants must yield to greater needs," he'd said, and Rafiik had bristled at one more example of the principle being used to keep him from something he wanted to do. He sees the wisdom, now, and respects his master the more for it - it can't have been easy, walking into that situation alone. He wishes he could tell him how he feels about it now.

He misses the man. He hadn't thought he would. Their relationship was never easy, and he's more sure than ever that the path he was trying to guide him down was the wrong one for him. But there was a kindness, there, in its own way, and his frustration dissolves in the face of it.

He feels much more centered, now, and listens through the clarity to see what the Force has to say to him.

 

He's not nearly surprised as he could be to find that it likes these strange Sith he's found himself with.

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Rafiik joins them late for the next day's healing.  Kalbetis doesn't push on the matter, even though her own future selves seem to be emoting a bit of trepidation at his possible future actions after the Jedi have arrived.  It wouldn't help.

 

...Speaking of, though - she does need to know his decision, on that matter from earlier - so they can prepare.

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Well, he was originally thinking that if they wanted to leave without coming over to help he'd want to go with them, but he's actually changed his mind on that, sort of? He'd like the option to call for help, if they think they can get him back without too much collateral damage. And he's probably going to want to stay but he wants to see how things go with the Jedi being here, too. If they need him to pick now he'll pick staying, though.

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...That can definitely be planned around - and, yes, they can definitely get him a panic button.

(Oh no what has she done.  She may have offered, she could do no less, but he wasn't supposed to seriously want to stay here afterwards...  Damn it, Force, what did you do?)

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(lol, get befriended u dork)

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He appreciates it.

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The Force is laughing.  Well, that sure is a sign.

 

She will just be in Mechanical for a bit this evening, making that panic button.  (Sure, she could equip him with a simple off-the-shelf radio or hypercomm button, but...)

(The Force should be with him.  So she's making this herself.)

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Pradnakt shows up toward the end of the project, accompanied by Daisy and looking a bit wrung out, and wordlessly cuddles up next to her and begins handing her parts.

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Mechanical probably isn't the comfiest place for cuddling, but she can make this work.

She just as wordlessly nods a thankful acknowledgement of Pradnakt's presence, and - starts assembling another one from scratch once she's finished with the first, pulling out, of all things, a timing crystal as the core of it before her alchemy does its work.  This one's for Daisy.

Because the ability to call a Darth for help if some Jedi is being rude is not to be underestimated.

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Much appreciated. That kind of thing is part of what the private comm to Nine is for, it's much less common that Pradnakt is separated from both of them than one, but she's certainly not going to object to an extra layer of security with a heftier payload.

You okay with the kid? she asks after a bit.

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...Yes - no - it's complicated - can't have an apprentice.  Especially not if it's him.  The eyes on me would expect things I cannot do, and - cannot protect him from, if I do not.  People I cannot yet survive the aftermath of vigorous self-defense against have some opinions on what Darths' apprentices should be made into, especially if they're possibly a turned Jedi.  I don't mind him, though, divorced from that context.

...I just...  think he'd be a better Jedi, be better off as a Jedi, even with the wanderlust - or perhaps because of the wanderlust.  And I don't want him to throw that away because I'm kind.  If he doesn't qualify for a field promotion after all this nonsense I'll be vastly surprised, and at that point a lot of his problems with the Order are vastly diminished.  Or he could transfer into their surveyor corps, if that appeals...

Just...  He has options and why he'd tie himself to me, of all his choices, is...  Baffling.  Even if he doesn't intend to stay in the long run.  What could I possibly do, possibly be, to make it worth the price he'd pay?

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"Mm," He's scared, right now. Not surprising, really, Tuscias got him pretty good. I don't think he's looking for a master, I think he's looking for a safe place to hide, with less of a cost than the Jedi would have.

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...Ah.  That...  That, I'm probably better at than the Jedi Order ever could be, despite the worse circumstances I'm in to start out with.

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Either of you would know that better than I would. Just - he likes us, but that's not what he was feeling when he was talking about staying.

It'll be... interesting... to see what he makes of us, and what happens if he brings that back to the other Jedi. Especially - I'm... I wouldn't say I'm a traditionalist by any means but I'm much more of a traditional Sith than you are, in some ways. Which I might be reevaluating over the next few months and years, but he'll probably still catch some of it.

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...It will be rather interesting, at that.  And with slightly more certainty that he's not going to ask for more than I can give - well, that does seem to have helped with my future selves' worries.

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...We both need our rest, with that settled and my work here done - would you take this to Rafiik, since you're going that way?

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Of course. And a hug for Kalbetis. Maybe a slightly clingy one.

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...Yeah.  A hug seems...  Good.

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And so evening passes, and so morning follows.

Today is the day that the Jedi arrive.

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Rafiik's nervous, picking at his breakfast as Pradnakt eats hers and Daisy does a final check of the ship. She considers offering some words of wisdom, but there really isn't much of anything she can say, so she eats in silence.

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L5-C3 shows up to the Nightfall Spectrum before they start doing those final checks.  "...It is likely better for the Jedi to encounter a freethinking droid in a position of any authority before they must process my Mistress's own unique traits, or, Force forfend, think they may attempt to make trouble for Daisy.  Therefore it seems advisable that this one travels with you, Rafiik, to provide said introduction - if you are amenable to such?"

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He had known that there was something weird with the droids but he hadn't quite caught on that it was this weird. He does recover fairly well but it's still obvious that he's a little thrown off by the request. "Uh, sure?" He glances at Pradnakt to see what she makes of this.

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"Good idea, yeah. Tim'll be here too but he wants the cockpit locked for the trip, I hope that won't be a problem?"

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"...It seems eminently reasonable to me."

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"I thought so too. My cabin and Daisy and Nine's," she nods indicatively, "will be locked up too, but both spares are open if you want to set up in the second one."

(It's not information that Elsie needs, really. But Rafiik will benefit from hearing Pradnakt treat her and the other droids as people.)

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She nods.  "Understood.  I do not usually sleep, outside of systems maintenance.  It is rather inefficient.  The thought is nonetheless appreciated."

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"These two just like it for the privacy, yeah. It's good to have a bit of space. Anyway, do either of you need anything else before we clear out?"

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"Also, if I put some cookies in, can one of you take them out when the timer goes off?"

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L5-C3 nods in acknowledgement to Lord Pradnakt.

To Daisy, she replies: "Certainly.  Is there somewhere the cookies should go, afterwards?  Are they for guests?"

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"They are; I'll leave the tray by the stove and they can go on the main table in the lounge. Rafiik, you can try one of each once they've had ten minutes to cool but please leave the rest until the other Jedi get here."

    "Yes ma'am."

And she'll get started on a split batch of mocha double chocolate chunk and red tisa berry chocolate chunk cookies.

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"...It would be rather evidentiary of the cookies not being poisoned if we saved some for my Mistress as well," she muses, surely without other ulterior motives like giving Darth Kalbetis cookies.

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See, this is why they have the bigger kitchen; she'd barely have room to make enough for the incoming Jedi in a standard ship's tiny oven, nevermind letting anyone else have any. "Of course. And I usually have baking supplies aboard in general if you ever find yourself in need of this kind of thing."

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She trills an acknowledging hum, and prepares to synchronize her chrono with the cookie timer.  And to stage the cookies, when they're done cooling.

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All is quiet, meanwhile, aboard the Ashen Sunrise.  But that does not mean all is well.

The hyperspace vector left for them by the Falleen Force-Sensitive - who W5-H4 doesn't recognize - points directly into Sith space.  And certainly that's already what Rafiik - who isn't dead, thank goodness - had warned them of, but the motivation of whoever told them this is uncertain.

They could well be a Sith, and that a possible-Sith is being, well, helpful-looking -

It has them all on edge.

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"...I'm telling you, Ries, it has to be some sort of trap," Knight Chion says, for the dozenth time.  "There's nothing else a Sith would want to do.  Especially with a vulnerable Padawan - they aren't -- nice!"

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"...And yet the Force is calm," says the being least likely to be believed capable of in-depth observation of the Force, of the entire passenger complement.  "It has been calm for days, when we know some of us felt Padawan Vidarra's terror in the Force even before knowing specifically why we were feeling it, Knight Chion."

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"...I still think the most likely option is that he's dead.  Terror, then relief, then nothing?  I somehow doubt that some random Sith launched a rescue mission before we could catch up."

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"Nesbitt Karmin we have been over this a dozen times, he is not dead, I'd know."

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"...I've seen weirder.  Like the one time on Toleucana III."

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"...Yes, we know you've met a Force Ghost, Knight Jayn.  We've all heard far too much about certain novels 'inspired by the adventures of real Jedi', lately.  You know ego is unbecoming.  That does not change that Knight Bani's Force senses are quite specialized in picking out this sort of thing, and if she says Padawan Vidarra is still alive and in the flesh, I'll take her word for it."

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"Ego is unbecoming, yes, but it is not ego that is responsible for the novels.  My name's kept out of it."

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"So it's public relations?  Ha!  Not like that it shouldn't be, didn't your Master ever tell you that business and pleasure aren't to be mixed?"

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All Knight Jayn can do is shrug.  "The Force rather seems to delight in getting me in situations where the best way out is flirting.  If it's on a mission I don't do more than that."

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"Gentlemen, please.  I know I am no perfect vision of harmony myself, but we really mustn't let ourselves do unto eachother what the Sith would just as readily do unto us.  Our unity is our strength, where strength alone will never suffice."

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"...Well said.  Knight Chion, would --"

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" -- Hsst!  We're being hailed."

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Indeed they are! Tim identifies the apparently-unarmed passenger transport vehicle as the Nightfall Spectrum, personal ship of Sith Lord Pradnakt but currently hosting Padawan Rafiik Vidarra and Darth Kalbetis' administrative assistant L5-C3. Would they like to speak with one or both of them?

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"We would appreciate an opportunity to confirm the wellbeing of Padawan Vidarra, if you please."

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...Well that is interesting.  And possibly why it was so important he be here, if what this might imply means what he thinks it might.

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Van'ess Chion is just glaring in the general direction of the holotransmitter so hard that it's a wonder she doesn't spontaneously develop Force Eye Lasers, even as she bows to her training and lets the diplomat try talking first.

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...Nesbitt is busy getting her very best silent 'I told you so'.

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...This is not a situation that calls for his skills, he'll just be...  Over there.

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"Yes sir!" the astromech chirps, and the scene cuts to Rafiik, in the lounge, with a wheeled protocol droid in the background but a wide enough shot to offer some evidence that he's otherwise alone. He seems fine, somewhat intimidated by the situation but otherwise calm and collected and uninjured.

"Hello, sir. I'm fine, and I'm sorry to worry you. The situation I called for backup on has... changed... but we do need your help, if you're willing."

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"...Yes, the situation does appear to be quite a way, if you feel as though what must be apologized for, first and foremost, is worrying us about this situation.  We would, I'm sure, all prefer to be worried, than see you dead or worse due to outrunning your backup."

The protocol droid? is...  Wheeling offscreen in response to the sound of a kitchen timer (and not looming ominously).  What is happening here.

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"Yes sir; I should have waited for you. I won't rush ahead like that again."

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"...Don't say words you may not mean to mean, simply to get them out of the way, please.  We were concerned for your wellbeing, and it's a relief to see you relatively well.  ...You have something to update us on?"

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"Yes sir. It's... kind of a long story... but the short version is that I was captured by Sith Lord Tuscias, an alchemist, and then rescued with the rest of his victims by Darth Kalbetis and Sith Lord Pradnakt, who are... extremely strange. Lord Pradnakt is a healing prodigy - she can meditate to temporarily change to a Light alignment for it - and they've been healing Tuscias' victims but they don't believe they'll be able to heal them all themselves before the alchemical corruption starts causing problems, so they're requesting assistance with that. I've seen video of Kalbetis killing Tuscias and I've been helping with the healing myself; I'm not discounting the possibility that it's still a trap but I don't see how it could be."

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"...That is a very strange situation, Padawan Vidarra.  Thank you for bringing it to our attention."

Where is 'Kalbetis' ringing a bell --

-- oh, haran.  Isn't that the one that's supposedly a Jedi hunter?  That people keep narrowly escaping?  (Fynn'che mostly does internal-affairs work, but that wouldn't excuse not knowing the enemy at all - and this one is rather important to know, for Shadows.)

"...Unfortunately I am better informed about what Darth Kalbetis nominally does to hold that title and it opens some concerning possibilities - but then why would Lord Pradnakt dare trust her to know about a possible connection to the Light without fearing immediate murder for being too like a Jedi -" He is noticing that he is quite possibly confused.

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"I don't know, sir. I don't think they know each other very well but Lord Pradnakt doesn't seem scared of her - she's deferential in general, but I passed out while they were rescuing me and when I came to they were arguing over whether to heal me without my permission or risk the others' health by waiting, so she does stand up to her."

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...Words they never thought they'd hear in the same sentence all 'round, that.

"Who was arguing which side...?"

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"I'd been poisoned, and Darth Kalbetis wanted to fix it right away; Lord Pradnakt knows a Force technique for neutralizing but I guess not removing poison and thought she'd be able to keep me stable with that while she was doing her Light meditation. I told them to go ahead and fix it and they let me watch what they were doing while they did it."

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...Hold on a second.  "...You can't heal with the Dark Side."

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"Yeah, it wasn't exactly healing, that time? Lord Pradnakt has a really good biological sense even when she's not Light, and she used that to identify the poison and Darth Kalbetis did some complicated telekinesis to remove it - they have the meditation artifact that was in my stuff and they're using it to work together like that for the healing, too."

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"...But how is Kalbetis healing, you didn't say she was a prodigy with the miraculous ability to turn from the Dark Side with a bit of meditation."  And the gall to turn back to it afterwards.

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"I wouldn't have expected it to work either, but Lord Pradnakt is really good at providing healing energy, so it's not as hard as usual to do things with it, and I guess that's enough? It might be that Darth Kalbetis isn't that Dark, though, there's definitely something weird about her Force presence."

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The Jedi are quite taken aback by that claim, some more than others - but they are interrupted before they can get too far by the return of the protocol droid, with cookies.  She pulls three of each out of the bowl and onto a separate plate.  "...Remember, Rafiik, one of each - the other two for Darth Kalbetis, the rest for our guests, on the trip over, should they choose to assist us.  And-or yourself.

"...It is a shame that there has never quite been the space for a full-featured chemsniffer on this chassis, because these cookies are most definitely saying something this droid would love to be able to translate."

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"Yes, thank you." He'll hold off on eating his until he's done with his call, which he returns his attention to. "There's something weird with their droids, too, but I'm not sure if it's related - the cookies were Lord Pradnakt's assistant droid's idea. And - uh, I'd be skipping ahead a lot to try to explain it but Lord Pradnakt also defers to the droid, sometimes?"

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"And if Lord Pradnakt is looking to defer to her Daisy, for whatever reason, even if it is not disclosed to you, then that deference shall be respected as a condition of your continued presence aboard her ship - or my mistress shall be quite cross with whosoever thought they'd decide otherwise," Elcie adds.  "As will I, though I am well aware that you will not consider this droid alone sufficiently threatening to deter such actions by itself."

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Well, that certainly makes Knight Khotar sit up and pay attention, metaphorically speaking.

(He was, already, paying quite close attention.)

"I'm not sure why you wouldn't be, if I may say so.  Not that we intend to disrespect anyone's choices in the slightest, but you seem more than sufficient to give anyone who tries a bad time.  You're Darth Kalbetis' administrative assistant.  We all know that the galaxy turns around bureaucracy as much as it does the Force.  ...Or, well, the black holes at the center, but that's much less metaphorical turning than I meant."  He's noticed the understated possibility for violence in this droid's design, but there's something in the Force that makes him deflect from verbally acknowledging that part.

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Perhaps, he muses, directing the more fight-oriented Knights to a bureaucratic threat will help make her point, and equally remind them of some important facts.  And that this droid is independent-minded and trusted with such arrangements...

Well, is her point, is it not?  Is likely the point of her making this point before whatever happens between Lord Pradnakt and this Daisy becomes salient.  This droid knows what she's doing.

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...Khorus Jayn, at least, looks slightly disconcerted in his own right.  He gets more than his fair share of assassin droids.

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Van'ess Chion, on the other hand, looks like she has found a target for an unhealthy buildup of frustration and anger as she opens her mouth, despite Master Ries' warning look and Knight Khotar's dismay.  "Threats are not an appropriate way to handle this, whatever this even is.  If we're doing diplomatic stuff that's fine, but if Darth Kalbetis thinks she can force half a dozen Jedi into doing whatever she wants when she's ultimately begging for their help with her other mouth, then you tell her she has another think coming, you hear me?"

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"...You would make quite the Sith, Knight Van'ess Chion," she chides "- and both Darth Kalbetis and I will gladly show you what happens to Sith who pick fights with her.  A Jedi should know better.  That is a threat, if you must have one.  This was a warning.  Besides, have you never heard the saying?  Diplomacy is war, by other means."

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...Wait, what.  What.  What.  War by other means - but war on what, on whom?  Darth Kalbetis' name has been a point of confusion amongst the people who know the Sith tongue within the Order for a while, because she doesn't seem to do much talking, dry official statements aside.  But if diplomacy is 'war by other means', to her...

Well, who is she fighting?

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Hmm.  That one is definitely one to keep an eye on.  He's clever.  She barely caught the moment he stifled his reaction to her words.

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"...Is this war, then?"

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"Not if it doesn't have to be."

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"...Are we done posturing yet?"  Time to play up the crotchety old man act.  He can't imagine the Padawan finding this morass of implications pleasant.

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"Are we?"  Perfectly polite, perfectly calm, perfectly placid - a mirror that reflects nothing at all.

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"...I rather think we must be for our duty's sake, if there are truly enough problems that a Sith is asking Jedi for help."

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They can't possibly believe that, can they?  Really?

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It doesn't matter whether they do, Knight Chion.  What happens now is bound to be informative.

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"...We propose that you leave Knight Chion behind aboard your ship, as your assurance that this mission will not just vanish into the Empire, and that you board the Nightfall Spectrum with Rafiik, the ship's astromech, and myself, for transport to the Cloak, where many of Lord Tuscias' victims have ended up.  We had to take on two shipfuls of long-term victims and intended victims of his alchemy, and it's proving rather a strain to manage well."

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Rafiik's looking a little pale at all this. "They haven't threatened me at all, for the record. But I've been, you know, behaving myself."

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They hold a 'wait one' finger to the screen as they turn to the crowd of Jedi, vocoder firmly muted from their end.  "...Alright, everyone but Knights Khotar and Bani, shoo.  Knight Chion, that could have been an utter disaster.  Thank you Master Karmin, but I can handle this from here, I don't think Darth Kalbetis is all that interested in playing court politics."  Not with Jedi, at least.  They're becoming fairly convinced they might be her weapon of choice against other Sith as they re-evaluate what's known of her actions in the wake of everything that has just happened.

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Knight Chion looks fairly mutinous, really, as she removes herself from the room - but she does at least go offscreen.

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...And Nesbitt Karmin is most definitely preparing to sit on her if he has to, to prevent her from doing something Stupid like attempting to provokeDarth.

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Knight Khotar is, frankly, appalled that he's being considered a subject matter expert on sapient droids or whatever has caused Master Ries to want him here, but he'll do his best.  Or perhaps Master Ries noticed what Knight Khotar wasn't saying, and wanted him here for...  What, insight?  Or perhaps they simply suspect a cyberneticist would be useful to have.  That, he could do.  He really hopes it's that.

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Knight Khotar is still here because Knight Khotar has a cool head on his shoulders and a considering mind, and Master Ries thinks those qualities will be sorely needed soon.

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"Ah, thank you for your patience.  We were not expecting quite this when we arrived."

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"Nor, realistically, should you have.  It's objectively unreasonable, and we recognize this.  It is not begrudged."

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"...What needed my saying of it has been said, and my presence is likely superfluous with that accomplished.  Padawan Vidarra was kept informed of our plans to host you.  Shall I leave you to his debriefing, then, for the moment?"

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...She'll still hear everything anyway, most likely, but perhaps it would be better done regardless.  "It would be appreciated, I believe.  We will speak further on our plans to assist with the healing Darth Kalbetis wants."

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"Very well, then."  She exits stage left, and the evidence of a door shutting follows her.

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"...Padawan Vidarra, my apologies for that shameful display.  Are you alright?"

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"Yes sir. And I agree that Knight Chion shouldn't come - the situation with Daisy is strange, and it'd be easy to be startled by it, but it's not - like - it makes sense, and it makes sense that they'd want you to be careful of it? Lord Pradnakt can come to the Light but she's not Jedi trained, she doesn't keep her self very well, and the droid helps keep her safe with that."

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...Master Ries nods, because that makes sense of why this L5-C3 pushed the issue so firmly with her mistress's? backing.  If Lord Pradnakt is - vulnerable - well, Sith don't like their vulnerabilities showing in the first place, so perhaps an unusually-prosocial Sith, as Darth Kalbetis' policy decisions paint her if you look at what they do and not her stated reasons for them, would be this offended by letting someone take advantage of another's vulnerability.  ...By not protecting Lord Pradnakt's trust, even, though they're not as confident in that reading.

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"...You said you were helping with the Healing," Kypora follows, after a gesture from Master Ries.  "Could you explain that further?"

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"Sure, but I'm not sure what you want to know? They have the artifact that lets us meditate together, and Lord Pradnakt showed us how to undo the alchemy, and it's - I wouldn't be able to do it by myself at all, but it's not that hard with her stabilizing the healing energy and helping us figure out what to do."

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"...Helping - and it is just helping?  Is it?"

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"Yeah, it is; the way the meditation works I can see what they're doing, and a couple times there were tricky parts that I didn't think I could help with and I dropped out of the meditation altogether and they'd fixed it by the time I went back to it, so it's not that it's something subtle unless they don't even need me in the meditation for it."

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She nods, slowly.  "...And what is this artifact you mentioned?"

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"It doesn't have a specific name; Master Chenk and I were on our way back from picking it up from an archeological dig. I have the report on it in my stuff if you want to see it."

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"...Please do.  I'm not sure we ever received that report."

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"Sure, one minute." He has to go offscreen - into a different room than L5-C3 went into, if they're watching closely enough to tell - to get it, but it doesn't take long for him to come back with a standard-issue travel duffel, dig the relevant datacard out, and send the file.

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...And he has his lightsaber as well.  Which is quite odd, if they think of Rafiik as someone a Sith has taken prisoner.  But then, perhaps he isn't.

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He certainly doesn't seem to be thinking of himself as a prisoner, no.

 

The report describes the artifact, and the context it was found in; it was developed for the type of use it's being put to, allowing multiple Force sensitives to share their skills and abilities to work together on projects where even normal cooperation isn't sufficient to the task. There's a well-supported theory that the artifact is highly dangerous, though; some of its creators reported strange dreams after using it in groups of over a dozen, and the final report before everyone in the area disappeared was of plans to use it with a larger group than ever before. 

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Well, that's disconcerting.  At least they're not going to be using it in groups over a dozen, one would presume.

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"...Have either of the Sith mentioned anything about the artifact to you, beyond their using it?"

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"Not directly; I think they know it's dangerous, though, from the way they handle it."

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That...  Could go either way, on it being good or bad.  They'll reserve judgement, for now.

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"...Is there anything else that you think it would be good for us to know?"

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"...let me think... Tuscias had me, they got me - Kalbetis was wearing brown robes, I thought she was a Jedi at first... they gave me my lightsaber back right away, I'd lost it before I was captured, Kalbetis said she'd gotten it off of some pirates but I think she must have used the Force - Pradnakt had me check it over myself and it's fine - they did the poison thing and we talked, they told me a little bit about what it's like for them to be Sith, I asked if they'd tortured anyone and Kalbetis said she hadn't, that torture didn't work, and Pradnakt said her master had made her and, uh - Sith can fall even compared to being a Sith? and she had, and she might have tortured some people then but she's better now, it took her like ten years to be sure of it - we made some small talk, Pradnakt went and meditated Light, she showed us how to do the healing and we started working on the most important stuff - they're doing triage, a lot of the people here had their minds messed with and they're fixing it so they won't wake up and attack people - Pradnakt has a pain neutralizing effect and was using it on me but when she left the med droids just had me on pain meds, and I asked them not to wake me up for a dose and they let it wear off like I asked and I'm pretty sure it was just pain meds - I'm pretty sure the pain neutralizing effect was just that, too, I was clearheaded on it - Kalbetis came to talk to me in the morning, she knew you were coming and asked if I'd be willing to come ask you to help, and I asked her for more evidence to show you and she got that to me over the next couple days after that, it's on a datapad I have here - I asked her why she was doing all this and she said it was the will of the Force - Pradnakt showed up and we did more healing - they healed me that night, I wasn't unstable or anything but I think it was bothering them that I was still injured at all - they gave me a room in Pradnakt's ship since I didn't need to be in the medbay anymore and Pradnakt stayed in her room with her droids for a couple hours and was Dark again when she came out - I couldn't sleep that night, so I went for a walk, and I talked to one of Kalbetis' people, and he said it was fine for them there and sort of hinted that she does anti-slavery work? which I guess makes sense, she gets emotional about people being free - I slept in the next morning and they didn't wake me up, Pradnakt or I guess Daisy had left breakfast for me and they were already healing people when I got to the medbay - nothing much happened that day, just a bunch of healing - and then I slept on Pradnakt's ship again and then I came here."

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"...Hm.  That's interesting.  If Darth Kalbetis is that insistent on anti-slavery, to be - there is some intelligence suggesting there's a Sith that keeps... Well, killing, outlying Hutts and some of their favored minions, because we're sure it's not a Jedi but there's still some distinct, if rather effectively disguised, plasma burns...  She would then hold a rather divergent interpretation of their Code, I think, from the Empire at large.  And - when Kalbetis came to retrieve you, what was her Force presence like?  If you recall?"

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"I don't think I noticed it at the time, sir, I was in really bad shape. I think she did say something about the code at one point, though, it was, uh... I don't remember the details but something about it having been written by slaves?"

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"...An interesting lens to use, I'd say.  Assuming that it is the Sith Code she meant.  Is there anything else that you recall about that?"

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He's not going to mention the part about Dark Jedi slavers, he doesn't want to be at ground zero of that bit of drama. "Um. This was at the beginning, when I asked them why they were doing this, and that was Kalbetis' answer, and that she wished she could kill all the Sith who didn't do it that way, and then Pradnakt said she hadn't known about it and they offered me some Sith history books and told me a little about what kinds of classes they'd had as apprentices, I don't think that part's interesting but Kalbetis went to the Academy and Pradnakt didn't. I kind of thought she was kidding about killing the other Sith but they told me a little later that that's common, Sith killing Sith." Which is still pretty upsetting.

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"It's possible she could have been being hyperbolic or facetious - exaggerating or joking, that is to say - but for all I am able to tell you it is equally likely either way.  I'd say more likely she wasn't if she was any other Sith, who hadn't seemingly just rescued one of her nominal mortal enemies simply because -- their own infighting is, frankly, one of our best weapons against them."

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"Yeah, just, that sounds like a horrible way to live. I dunno. It's not the most important problem."

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"...It would be, if there was but anything we could do about it - but you cannot help people who wish to not be helped."

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"...You mentioned that Darth Kalbetis was talking about her reasons for doing as she did - did Lord Pradnakt offer the same?"

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"Yeah, she... um... she said she just wanted to, that there's more to following your heart than rage and pain." He thinks he did a good enough job of hiding how much that resonated with him.

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"...I see.  Interesting."  If Master Ries noticed anyway - and that it stuck with Rafiik enough to deliver a quote is worth noticing - they don't seem to let on.

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"...Unrelatedly, do you still have the datapad that you were given?"

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"Yes sir, it's right here." He takes it from the shelf under the camera and brings it into frame.

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"...It will likely behoove us to take a look at that, ourselves."

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"Yes sir. I can have the astromech bring us in to dock."

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"That seems like a decent idea.  Do perhaps remember to mention that to Darth Kalbetis' assistant before you do, though; she may have an opinion on the matter."

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"Yes, of course, sir. I'll see you in a few minutes." And he cuts off the call to go let LC know that they're ready to dock.

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That's fine.

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What do you mean that's fine, this whole thing could still be a horrible, horrible trap -

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It has no reason to be.  They're going.  If you're so convinced it's a trap, Van'ess, you can stay aboard the Phoenix and provide overwatch.

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The docking proceeds smoothly, with all that settled.

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The first thing they notice when the hatch opens is the smell of fresh-baked cookies, the subtle bitterness of the coffee balanced nicely by the lighter scent of the berries. There's a short hallway between the hatch and the main body of the ship, turning at the end to break a blaster-wielder's line of fire and favor a right-handed lightsaber-wielding defender, but a curved mirror mounted in the corner by the ceiling shows only Rafiik and Elcie inside, and that she's seated empty-handed at the table while he's only holding the datapad. Past this chokepoint, they come to the lounge, decorated in an understated but distinctly Sithy style and roomy enough to be only moderately crowded with the seven of them present, especially as Elcie cedes the chair and glides to the kitchen to give them space. The quarters and cockpit are off to the left and the full-sized kitchen is just ahead, open to the lounge, with the workstation Rafiik was calling from along the wall on the right, next to a door that most likely leads to the ship's mechanical workings. The cookies are on the table that the bench and chairs are arranged around, red and black on a grey and white swirled tray, and the poem has pride of place behind the main bench, poster-sized for easy reading and framed in filigreed silver and lit to draw the eye.

Rafiik hands the datapad to Master Ries right away. "Would you like anything to drink?" he asks the group. "Lord Pradnakt said we could have her tea, she's got a few kinds."

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(Elsie offers to prepare the tea for them, if they'd like some.  Knight Bani and Master Ries take her up on the offer, the latter rather distracted by more important things than tea alone could ever be, despite their taste for it.)

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Master Ries is a bit busy staring at the poem, to actually process that Rafiik has given them the datapad, or that Elcie is making them tea.  (The datapad gets passed to Knight Khotar and W5-H4 almost subconsciously - they're most able to spot any forgeries.)

"...Do you know, of the two of these Sith, which of them was the one who was responsible for the poem right there?"

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(Most of the tea is individual bags and most of that is a fairly nice brand of plain black tea, but there are a variety of herbal flavors available in smaller quantities as well as a few whole-pot sachets. Sugar, shelf-stable creamer, and a handful of tea spices are on offer, too, tucked into a complementary decorative basket on the same shelf.)

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"Probably Lord Pradnakt, sir, she quotes poetry sometimes. There was a poem in my room when they had me move in that I think she or Daisy picked out for me, too."

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"...The idea to put it here was Darth Kalbetis', it should be noted.  Coincidentally enough," and it is very easy to tell by the tone that this droid does not believe in coincidences, "Lord Pradnakt selected a copy of this for guestroom decorations during the time my mistress spent aboard."

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"...She did?"  That is the most un-Sithly sentiment that still speaks their language that I've ever seen, he doesn't say.  And Lord Pradnakt put it at a Darth's bedside without fearing murder.

What is going on.

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Has Master Ries considered that things may in fact be as they seem?

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Yes, and that's the problem.

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"She did, yes.  Darth Kalbetis was quite taken with the sentiment."

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"...The Force works in mysterious ways," Master Ries mutters, quite discombobulated.  It's their turn to have a lot of meditation to need to catch up on, it seems.

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...So, this is their Healer.  Why the Force taught a Sith how to heal, she may never know - Master Ries is quite correct about the Force working in mysterious ways.

Then again, looking at the poetry that caught Master Ries so off-guard, she can almost see it.  To put fear aside...  A shame, then, that this Lord Pradnakt was born in Sith space.  She wonders what this Sith could have been like as a Jedi.

The Darth...

She wonders more about the Darth, because she knows even less in turn.  Even as her - representative - was menacing them, it was to protect?  That seems...  Rather un-Sith-like, in its purposes.  Sith are - selfish.  Though, if this Lord Pradnakt is Darth Kalbetis' apprentice or something, it makes more sense - she wouldn't want to see her own Padawan stolen away by a Sith, that's for sure!

...Except that that can't be how it is, because Sith apprenticeships are, by Rafiik's recounting of Darth Kalbetis' testimony and his experiences under Lord Tuscias, utterly horrible.  And Lord Pradnakt doesn't fear Kalbetis.

She doesn't recall the code of their enemies quite so clearly as some of her party, but having seen them on the battlefield however briefly...

Sith love fear.  It gives them power.  It helps them break the Force to their will, where a Jedi's calm helps them follow the Force's.

...Wait.  Waaait a minute.

"Rafiik - did you say that Darth Kalbetis said that these events were the will of the Force, earlier?  I - want to be sure I didn't mishear you."

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"It was pretty strange, yeah. I think she meant it? The Force seems to like her, when I look."

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...But...

How?

How can the Force like a Sith?  Like a Darth, almost all of whom hold their positions by defiling it?

"...If anything is going to convince me that this is truly not a trap of some kind, it's likely going to be evidence that that's true.  I can't, can't imagine that the Force would favor a Sith who intended to kill us all.  It's just - so impossible from my understanding of its will."

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"I was pretty worried before I looked, too."

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"...We shall have to trust in Rafiik's reading, before we can have any hope of investigating the truth of that ourselves."

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"...Is that to mean, then, that you do intend to do so?  Darth Kalbetis is, while not inclined to be patient in this matter given the circumstances, nonetheless open to the idea of providing some...further evidence, of her lack of malintent, prior to a collaboration such as this.  Collaboration may be precedented, between Jedi and Sith - but those precedents have usually been in circumstances far more dire, where self-interest as much as altruism bore weight upon the conclusion of its necessity.  Certain recent events on Taris, for example."  An artificial plague, resolved by the disruption of the Force-artifact animus of it.

(Furthermore, that was the doing of 'Lord Sandara', so it's even perhaps evidence itself, if her mistress wishes to admit that persona's connection to Darth Kalbetis beyond what she implied during that mission.  It's highly unlikely, but possible.)

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"...yes, I've heard of that one.  I'm surprised your Darth Kalbetis has - news didn't get very far, outside the system."

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...That mission report was quite disconcerting, and she's read it cover to cover.  It could turn out to be relevant to her duties, after all.

"...I presume that Darth Kalbetis intends to provide sufficient assurances that this is not a Taris situation?"

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"This droid has been told that sufficiently clear-sighted use of the Force makes such a thing trivially easy to spot - quote, 'all the connections entwined with a single locus of twisting sickness, completely unlike a plague no matter its transmissibility' - and that the Jedi on that mission should have been able to spread the relevant technique, based on what Darth Kalbetis knows of what was done during that mission.  Darth Kalbetis has described this alchemical effect in drastically opposite terms, 'each a unique seed of corruptive, twisting, hatred of everything' - and considering that it was not dispersed by the death of Tuscias, well, this droid can only presume from the evidence that it couldn't be too similar to the Taris artifact."

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"...We don't study Sith techniques, we're Jedi."

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"...Truly?  My mistress has always thought it best to know the tools of those who would call themselves your enemy.  Notwithstanding the large body of seemingly alignment-neutral techniques like Force-based telekinesis; this droid could not dare comment on whether a particular sensory technique might be one of them."

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"Some do, but they're specialists, and the Order does not like risking them to the field unduly.  We do all know the basics of what techniques Sith use, but that is hardly something like the knowledge necessary to use such techniques ourselves - as Knight Bani seems to have believed you suggested.  It is, however, likely that this one is alignment-neutral.  Sensory techniques usually are."

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"...Regardless.  That does sound like a rather different, and differently concerning, technique.  Especially if the originator is dead and it hasn't faltered at all.  Your mistress was right to want our help, I should think."

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"She always is," she says, because to challenge that statement's premise would not be productive at this time.  "We will want that datapad back eventually, you know," she says to the Knight who looks like he's about to try taking it apart.  "Without any bugs," she adds, for the Shadow's benefit.  "We'll know if you try.  Please restrain yourselves to just examining the video."

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"My apologies; it is...very good hardware.  And very good software, too.  Not what we usually see.  But it seems to be entirely in order," he can't refrain from admitting.  "The video's as real as I know how to test."

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"As it should be.  While this droid's presence on the ground in that mission would have been at best superfluous to requirements, colleagues had their photoreceptors on much of the mission themselves."

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"...Why not share that, then?"

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"Darth Kalbetis thought it would be rather impolite to ask."

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...Well.  "Fair enough, that."

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"...At some point we really must admit that further suspicion seems...Rather superfluous.  If you agree the video's real...  I think we've rather reached the point where the weight of the evidence is in favor of Darth Kalbetis' being...  Not actively a threat to us, right now."

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"I do think so."  Short of the astromech turning and flying them into the sun, which he'd notice early enough to stop, there's little else remaining to test.  "If the situation is as both Darth Kalbetis and Rafiik say, it is rather our duty to render aid."

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"...Yeah.  That's fair enough."

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"...What are we waiting for, then?  A signed invitation?"

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"Everyone's concurrence, and someone informing Knight Chion.  Are you volunteering?"

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"...Force no, send Master Karmin."

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"...I concur."

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"...On?"

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"Both matters, however jokingly the last was raised."

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"...Fine, I'll do it, give me a minute."

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...Hatred leads to suffering?  That's the quote he pulls out about not bringing her any cookies?

Dammit, fine, if you're all so convinced that this Darth isn't necessarily evil, she'll stay back to be able to tell you she told you so.

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"With that settled...

"L5-C3, if you'd inform your mistress that we've agreed to help her."

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"Of course."

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Everything moves according to her design.  Soon, they will be able to be done with this.  She hates being away from the By Other Means for extended periods.

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Pradnakt, meanwhile, is distinctly more nervous; she's almost lost her Light alignment half a dozen times since the Spectrum left her sensory range. After the second, Daisy stationed herself within arms' reach, and she's signing snippets of poetry to her whenever she looks up from her work.

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I imagine that merely my declaring this will feel like insufficient surety, but - it's going to be alright, she signs.  They left the angry one at home, and she didn't get cookies.  The rest are cautiously optimistic, by Elcie's report.

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Good, she reports tersely, though if anything this seems to make her more nervous.

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The ship enters Lord Pradnakt's sensory range quickly enough, at least.  If that helps any.

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As evidenced by the fact that she has to pause and meditate to re-center herself, no.

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Oh dear.  This might...

Mm.

Be difficult to resolve effectively.

If she quietly starts offering a well of Light energy for Pradnakt to direct, instead of the both of them leaning on Pradnakt's prodigy status to fuel their technique...

That's not too much, surely?  She doesn't want to be - overbearing.

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Pradnakt doesn't seem additionally upset, at all, but it also doesn't especially help; she needs to be Light to heal, and the state is fragile enough that any significant emotion threatens it.

(She could lean on Kalbetis more literally, and that would help, except for how she's absolutely not going to do that in front of the Jedi or anyone else for that matter. She doesn't mention it.)

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...Blast.  Why though, the guidance portion is neutral...

 

"...We're taking a short break, have to keep our minds sharp for when the Jedi arrive and we have to handhold them through this."  That should be unobjectionable.

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Sure. "...sure." ...I'm even more likely to lose the Light if I'm not working; keep it brief, please.

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Yes, about that, is there anything I could do that would help, she not-quite-asks.  She is usually more insulated from other people's nerves than this and it's kind of sympathetically infectious - case in point, that she just plain missed that trying to run Light Force-energy through a Dark and worry-filled mindset just ends up with a mess, a minute ago!

She rather wishes Elcie were here.  It would...  Work, better, if she was.  But Elcie needed to be on the mission.

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Force with us, the first ten minutes will be the worst. If I can hold it through that we'll probably be fine. And they're on their way.

    I'd normally suggest she recite something but I don't think we have anything with the right tone, Daisy adds. Maybe music?

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Music.  Music, she can do music, she does music all the time for herselfWhat kind of thing are we trying to invoke with the music, here --

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Ideally, bravery but in a yielding way - Invictus is close, in some ways, if you're familiar with that.

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The master of my fate, the captain of my soul?  Yes, actually, somewhat...  Let me see.

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After a brief period reflecting on the shortlist that came to mind, she settles on a piece that contrasts a quiet and rapid repetition of piano arpeggios against a soft, and almost mournful, but nonetheless far more driven cello section, accented with what could be an echo thereof in the very high notes of a harp - she's never been quite sure what the original artist did to accomplish the effect, if it was a physical instrument to begin with, and it's never quite been worth the effort to figure out who she'd need to ask.  ...The Force is pretty sure it should help, or at least meet the requirements.

I should have a spare set of - she taps where her ears would be, behind the mask, then signs these, because she hardly expected to need to know that particular word in a sign language even if she should have probably expected the subject of sound output devices to come up at some point - if you'd like to keep listening while we're working.  Force knows it helps me to do that, sometimes.

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Good idea.

The music helps; she's still noticeably more emotional than the last few days, but not noticeably struggling to keep her Force alignment.

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A spare set of her earpieces is thus promptly fetched.  My turn to go 'keep them', I believe.

The redundancy is typically framed as 'in case of breakage', if anyone really has the temerity to ask, but it's actually because some of her favorite music has stereo effects.

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It is perhaps ten minutes or so after this is settled that the Nightfall Spectrum finishes docking and safety checks.

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It would be easy to miss how Pradnakt falters for a moment when the Jedi step out of the ship, if Kalbetis wasn't working so closely with her.

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You can do this.  We can do this.  Those are the last words she can sign before Sith sign becomes an infosecurity problem that she can't just wave off, let alone Lord Pradnakt.  (Not that she'd let it be known that Pradnakt had anything to do with that, but...  The problem is with the Jedi.  Who knows what they'll say, when this is over.)

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Pradnakt nods, and shifts in a way that lets her hand plausibly deniably brush against Kalbetis'; they aren't being watched too closely for that just yet. And then she takes a breath and passes into the Force just a little farther - she shouldn't do this for more than a few minutes, and she'll certainly feel it later, nevermind the vulnerability now, but first impressions are important.

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As it is, Darth Kalbetis is taking point on that.

And, Force help her, she is about to give her future selves, her Force echoes, whatever they are, conniptions.

Because when next she sees Elcie, Elcie is getting a hug, by some inscrutable whim of the Force and herself.  And if that happens to be in front of the Jedi, establishing an excuse to be a bit more touchy with Pradnakt and showing unmistakeable and honest care for another sapient being...

Well, that's just another example of how good plans always accomplish multiple goals at once, then, isn't it?

She might think this is a fundamentally absurd plan, now that she's made it - but she knows she will not ever regret it.  Not in any way that's true.

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Even if this sudden whim is a bit surprising to Elcie - not that she minds, she's always happy to see Darth Kalbetis doing anything about her chronic lack of positive physical contact.  She's just a bit surprised it's happening here, now, and in this manner - to wit, Darth Kalbetis powerwalking up to the point where she would have stopped to address the group, and then not stopping as she continues directly towards Elcie.

(The hug is quite readily reciprocated, of course.  The murmur of 'missed you', quiet enough for her audio receptors alone, is something she will have to inqure upon a bit later, because Darth Kalbetis is addressing the crowd now, and interrupting at this point would be tactically unsound.)

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...That was, perhaps, even more unexpected than they expected.  The Force is laughing at something.  Best to hope they're not the butt of the joke.

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This is exactly what she meant to have happen right now and no-one will ever be able to say otherwise.

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(Aww.)

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(Aww.)

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(Y'know, she probably can't be all that bad if she still has the capacity to love.  He thought Sith generally disdained that sort of thing as 'weakness'.)

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(What is the point of power if not to protect the weak?)

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"Welcome back, Rafiik.  And welcome, Masters and Knights Jedi, to the Cloak.  I hope your visit here does not need to be overlong, for as much as the opportunity to hear of Jedi philosophy from sources that are not long since dead intrigues me, I'm rather not willing to risk the Emperor killing me over it."

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"...We do hope we sha'n't have to stay long either, especially given...that apparently possible outcome.  Nobody who likes living wants to meet the Emperor, I should think.

"With the niceties out of the way...  Knight Bani?  You're our Healer, you should probably observe first so you can explain the process to the rest of us."  And make incredibly sure it's not a trap.

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"...I don't see why not," though she's a little bit dubious still.  "Ah...  What are you doing, when you do this?"

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She keeps working as she explains, and gently offers the shared meditation to the assembled Jedi as well. "Alchemy redirects the Force into a corrupted pattern in the victim's body, and the body grows to match. We're redirecting it back to its original flow and healing the damage done, enough that the redirection sticks - naive healing will lock the corruption in, so the redirection has to happen first, but once that takes they can be healed normally or left to rest without the corruption progressing; we've mostly been doing the latter, since we still need to triage."

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...She is quite tempted, she will admit, to provide some clarification based on her own experience with the subject.  But...  There's still that sour note in Lord Pradnakt's Force presence, and it's just too loud, an almost physical pressure upon her.

Getting to a point where that can maybe not be an ongoing, if subtle, disaster takes much higher priority than her desire to teach.

She wordlessly pulls her full attention back into the meditation, waiting for the Jedi to follow.

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...Knight Bani looks at the Sith, and back at the Jedi, and not without some trepidation steps into the meditation herself.

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This young woman should really not have half her sweat glands producing contact poison, but the Force is confused on this point. (She's not even fully immune to the poison; the change happened slowly enough that she's built up a tolerance, but she's still got organ damage that they'll want to heal when everything is a bit less of a clusterfuck.) Pradnakt is taking it in sections and, just as she said, gently but firmly putting the Force back where it belongs and carefully providing targeted healing just there to convince it to stay in the new configuration. It takes a bit more assertiveness than Bani will be used to, getting the Force arranged correctly, but not so much so as to cause the feedback that's the signature of a Dark technique.

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....Interesting.

She's no prodigy but she can see how to do it, she thinks.

Can she try this one, then?

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Sure. Pradnakt slows down her own work, partly to give Bani a better view of it as she tries to copy the technique and partly so she can keep a close enough eye on Bani's attempt to catch any problems before they become permanent.

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And Bani does try -

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- while also being monitored by Darth Kalbetis as well because precog -

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- and while it's...  Wobbly, at first, her instincts fighting her, she does, in fact, manage, barely.

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"Good."

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"....Right.  It might take me a few more tries before I get used to it - Knight Khotar, maybe you next."

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"Me?  Well.  Doctor's orders, I suppose -" and he carefully connects to the meditation as well.

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...Huh.  Kypora was right about suggesting he try next, he thinks he kind of already gets it even if he has less experience with healing per se.  If Lord Pradnakt doesn't mind, he'll try this patch?

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There's no reason not to.

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(Darth Kalbetis may have just carefully suppressed all evidence of a wince.)

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...Yeah, he can do this.  The body is a biological machine and he's good at repairing machines.  With a good manual, he's got this.

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"...Perhaps Master Karmin, next?", Kypora decides - he's got a stubborn streak that she thinks will help, and she knows next to nothing about Master Ries.

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"...Well, if I must."  He joins the meditation with no actual feeling of complaint despite his words, and gets the hang of it readily enough.

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And now it's Master Ries, or Knight Jayn.

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"Knight Jayn.  Do kindly join us -- don't say that.  Now is not the time.  It will honestly never be, this is not one of your deci-cred novels."

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"Why, I can't compliment a lady?  Ah, well.  If I must."

...He is annoyingly good at this, though it makes a sad sort of sense if one squints.

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And that just leaves Fynn'che Ries.  Who is, unfortunately quite accountably, unnerved, once they enter the meditation and see what is happening.

"...The last time I thought I could know better than the Force did...  Ended poorly," they murmur.  "But if I must."

 

    W5-H4 asks, quietly - "Are you sure?"

"How could I possibly be sure?  But I am nontheless convinced."

Master Ries leans on the bedframe, after collecting a set of disposable gloves - there's contact poison, after all - and - fails outright, at least managing to release the technique before it can do any real harm.

"...My apologies.  I am... ill-suited for this, it seems."

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"It's all right, sir. We appreciate that you tried."

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"I do not appreciate that I was not able to help," he all but hisses.  And, with having failed once spurring him on...

This time, he manages it, the sudden iron will that got him to stand back up after disaster struck, to, even seriously injured and feeling the pain of the lives he lost, try - clamping on to the technique with a vengeance.

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He can tell that Pradnakt is monitoring him closely, poised to counterweight his attempt if it's too zealous, but she won't interfere unless and until there's a problem.

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Fynn'che Ries has intimate knowledge of where to draw the line.  Lord Pradnakt's intervention will not be required, though it's appreciated that someone would mind.

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...Well.  That's this patient done, and the Jedi in various states of "handling this well enough" to "with firmed resolve, quite ready for more".  But, ah...  Lord Pradnakt...

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Daisy's already on it. "Ma'am..."

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"Yes, right," and Pradnakt steps that fraction back away from the Force, a little frayed around the edges for it but ultimately intact. She glances at Kalbetis, a brief acknowledgement of the Darth's worry, before turning her attention to the next patient.

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A brief tip of the head, that might simply look like Darth Kalbetis fixing eyes on that next patient to people who aren't Sith, acknowledges Lord Pradnakt's glance.

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(Rafiik, who joined the meditation without fanfare after the rest of the Jedi and has been assisting Knight Bani, doesn't react at all to the minor adjustment in Lord Pradnakt's Force alignment; she was fully Dark when he had breakfast with her this morning, after all, and that went just fine. He does glance from the Sith to the other Jedi, though; he wouldn't be surprised if they don't all take it quite as well.)

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Fynn'che Ries is...Looking right through Lord Pradnakt, in the moments after Daisy intervenes.  ...Quite possibly approvingly, which is the strange part.  The others range from mildly disconcerted (Knight Bani), to seemingly oblivious (Knight Jayn), to outright contemplative (Knight Khotar).

 

"Padawan Vidarra, a lesson - A Jedi releases their emotions to the Force - but not their self.  It may seem easier, to give yourself up to the Force entirely, to forget to care as people do and let only the Force move you - but in the long run, it will destroy you, and with you, the good you alone can do."

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"Absolutely don't take me as a role model, here, yes. There's a price to what I'm doing."

    "Yes sir. I wasn't planning on it, ma'am."

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"...it is a price I wish no-one felt the need to pay."

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Now it's Darth Kalbetis' turn to stare through Master Ries.

"Spoken like someone who knows the price because they've paid it."

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"Perhaps I have.  Does it matter?  This, too, is suffering.  And it is the highest calling of a Jedi to alleviate suffering.  Not," they add, "to fight Sith."

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Rafiik looks thoughtful. "Yes sir."

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Master Karmin looks vaguely disaffected, like he's already been through this lesson a dozen times.  Knight Bani is nodding along in firm agreement.  Knight Jayn is almost confused by the emphasis.  Knight Khotar...  Is simply quiet.  It's hard to tell if he's thinking about this or if he's already reached this conclusion and has nothing further to say about it.

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"Sometimes the price is worth it, though."

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"...Sometimes.  Sometimes it is.  Sometimes it will be.  To press on and do what one must, because one can.  But neither, I'd say, should one force oneself to pay that sort of price simply because in the moment it's easier than otherwise to sacrifice oneself - as much of a hypocrite as that surely must make me."

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"...Well said," is all that Master Fynn'che Ries can say to that.

"...I believe we have other patients to attend...?"  Perhaps leaving these thoughts to percolate is best.

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"That we do, yes.  Medea, who do we have next...?"

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The medbay is quite ready to keep them all busy until it is time for them to stop for the night.

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As soon as they finish with the last patient, Pradnakt takes a step back, Daisy takes a step forward - quite possibly more to protect the Jedi from her than her from the Jedi, given how she half-turns to keep an eye on her - and Pradnakt shifts her stance in the Force again, like taking a breath after too long underwater. She certainly doesn't look like a traditional Sith, even now, but where she could have passed for a Jedi to casual Force observation before, she definitely can't now.

 

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Darth Kalbetis, by contrast, seems relieved to observe this, though she does also step forward, interposing herself, following Daisy's cue.

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The Jedi, seeing this happen, seem to be rather deciding to not react to this in any particular way just yet.  They'll...See how it goes.  But it's not like their danger senses are firing.

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It takes a moment for Pradnakt's Force presence to more-or-less settle. "I'm fine, you two," she says when it has, and it's hard to pin down the emotion in her voice.

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"I rather believed so.  I just wasn't about to discount the subject-matter expert.  ...Welcome back," she murmurs.  It's hard to pin down the emotion in her voice, too, though for what are likely vastly different reasons.

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"Mm. Give it an hour or two. Back to the Spectrum?" the invitation includes the Darth.

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...Does it include the Jedi?  It's Lord Pradnakt's ship, after all.

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She'd been assuming, but she should ask. "We're bringing them back to their ship, right? Or is there room here? Rafiik I assume is with me in any case."

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"There's room aboard, or we...could...shuttle them, but it seems rather a poor idea, given."  Pradnakt presumably needs her space.

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"As you all prefer, then; I might not be very good company for the next while but Tim can pilot the ship without me."

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(Nine, meanwhile, makes his way from the inconspicuous spot by the door where he's been stationed to stand beside Lord Pradnakt. She hesitates, but leans into him, and he puts an arm around her shoulders.)

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"...It is your ship."  Much more...  Personally...  Than the Cloak is Darth Kalbetis'.

"If you would rather we not disturb it, I think we would much rather not disturb you."

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She's not even slightly unsnuggling from Nine, which doesn't diminish the effect of the look she gives Ries but does make for an interesting counterpoint. "If I hadn't meant the offer I wouldn't have made it."

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"I'm quite sure.  But that does not mean that you might not nonetheless have a preference to not have so many Jedi on the ship you are...  Decompressing, on, if you intend to do so there."

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"She's taken that into account already, sir." And the Cloak isn't nearly big enough for which ship they're on to make a difference in how unsettled Daisy's Sith is by the Jedi's proximity.

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"...If all else does hold equal, then - then I do suppose Knight Chion will be reassured by our safe return."

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"That's settled, then." and she looks to the Darth to lead the way.

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...It's Lord Pradnakt's ship --

Although, if personal contact isn't contraindicated, perhaps she could supplement Nine as she walks them all back to the Nightfall Spectrum.

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Well, so much for Pradnakt's clever plan to get Kalbetis to her ship without acknowledging that they're on cuddling terms, not that she's in any state to complain about it right now. She'll just try to avoid clinging. ...try to avoid clinging too much.

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There, there.  Getting swept up by a Darth in motion does not have to constitute something that looks like cuddling to an outside perspective.

...Not that she doesn't really want that reassurance herself.  But she knows better than to let it look like she might.

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...Right, they are not getting in the middle of whatever that may be by acknowledging it at all, he knows better.

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(Oh. No complaints, then.)

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When they get to the ship, Daisy sends Kalbetis to take Pradnakt to her room. "I'd better stay with them. Nine, can you stay with our guests?"

    "Sure." He moves to the kitchen to get out of everyone's way as Daisy follows the Sith. "Does anyone want tea?"

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"Tea sounds lovely, please."

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While social niceties occur in the kitchen/lounge, Darth Kalbetis quite firmly shuts the door behind them as she gets Pradnakt into her bedroom.  "...Should I stay?"  Because she really does want that reassuring hug/cuddle/etc., but not at Pradnakt's expense.

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Pradnakt has tucked her face into the crook of Kalbetis' neck and fully glommed onto her before she's even done with the sentence. "Yeah. - I'll be fine, it's just. Hard. When the emotions come back."

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Right, she's just going to get her mask out of the way of the cuddling.  And also glom on.

"...Yeah.  When you repress something, even unknowingly or perhaps especially unknowingly in my case - you remember a couple days ago -

"...It does tend to come back with a vengeance, when you can't keep it from showing anymore."

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"Yeah, exactly."

There is a chair in the room, but just a small one, not at all compatible with their current state of glom. The bed is much more accommodating, and Pradnakt navigates them in that direction. Daisy comes in while she's doing so, pausing at the door to get confirmation that Pradnakt wants her here.

"You okay with that, with your mask off?"

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"The mask is...much more about signalling to myself, and to others, that I'm - being a Darth right now, than it is any sort of principled objection to anyone seeing my face.  I might not want the Jedi to see me with my mask off, but Daisy - yes, she's welcome to see my face bared."

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Pradnakt nods against her shoulder. "Come in, Love."

 

"It's good that you're... more than just the one thing," she adds, to Kalbetis.

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"If I - had tried to entirely be my work, I'm quite sure it would have broken me by now.  Carving out time to put it aside for a moment is, ironically, mission-critical."

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"Yeah. Same for me, more or less."

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"...Mmm?"  She's a bit surprised by the idea.

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"I think - trying to be just a Sith, losing track of the idea of being more than that, something like those - is what's wrong with most of us. And I don't want to go down that road. Not actually sure I could, honestly, it seems like one of those things where once you've seen it you just aren't going to do that to yourself."

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"...Mmm.  I've certainly always looked at the title rather instrumentally, myself."

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"I can tell."

 

"Oh, uh - so this is - the emotions don't all come back at once? So I'm a little giddy right now. Won't last long."

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She nods, and continues the ensnuggling.  "I'm glad you're getting a pleasant sort of emotion."

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Pradnakt has no complaints whatsoever about the snuggling. "It's a little weird having just this - or, not quite just, wanting comes back first, but even both together isn't much. But it's pretty good."

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"Mmmmm."

She doesn't really have much further to add.

"...Is there - an order to it, then?"

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"Roughly. The details are different every time but it's this, then fear, then anger. And it's not just emotions for no reason, it's my emotions, so whatever's been happening recently affects it a lot - the fear part will be pretty rough but the anger one should be better, I don't think the Jedi did anything that pissed me off."

    "Older events tend to come up, too, if they're important enough, you'll want to be prepared for that."

"Yeah. You don't have to stay, if it's too much."

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There is a moment where the thought is considered, but it shatters in the face of her resolve.  "...No, I'll stay.  For my friend."

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"Good. I'm glad you're here. -maybe don't trust what I'm saying right now, but we talked about this ahead of time and I liked the idea then, too."

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She nods.  "You're not in your full right mind, yes, I do know.  ...I'm glad, though.  That I am...  That trustworthy."

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"You've proven it pretty thoroughly. It's still - some of the other parts get - messy - it's hard to think about, like this. But I know it'll be fine, you're not going to hurt us. And I want you here if you want to be here."

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"If you want me here...  I want to be here."

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"If it gets to be too much, though, I don't want... oh, that's the fear coming in." She clings. "But I mean it, I want you to go if you want to go."

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"I know.  I want to stay.  I can't yet think of a way this could get worse than feeling just how badly suppressing everything was treating you and knowing that I had to let it."

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"It's still - I don't want - you're - Daisy help -"

    "The-"

"Yeah -"

    "I don't think she's going to be surprised."

"That's worse." There's a franticness to her clinging, now.

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"It's going to be okay.  You're terrified, I know, but the fear will pass and you will remain.  There's no danger here, and if there was I'd stab it myself."

Instinct and training and perhaps the Will of the Force guide her, as she starts a quiet litany of grounding, of cueing Lord Pradnakt's mind to the present where it might otherwise get quite stuck in the all-too-painful past.

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That... helps. Not enough to solve the problem - any time Pradnakt loses focus at all she starts to panic again, and she's not exactly good at staying focused right now. But it works, again and again and again, to drag her away from the edge.

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It takes a while.

Eventually, the terror subsides a little, and Pradnakt curls up against Kalbetis' chest and cries.

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Many minutes earlier...

Fynn'che Ries is...really, not the sort of leadership figure this mission should want, but nonetheless the one it has, Master Karmin notwithstanding.

It falls to them to take point on keeping everyone up to date and listened to, by dint of their being no-one else stepping up.

"Knight Jayn, you noticed something."

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"Nope, can't tell you about it.  Won't tell you.  Whatever I noticed will only bring suffering if it becomes more widely known, and I can't be dealing with that on my head."

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There's a faint bit of surprise, but...

The Force has asked stranger things.  "Very well, then, I sha'n't press the matter."

"...Rafiik.  Is there something you'd like to talk about?  Either one-on-one or with the group."

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"Very well.  Is there any other business...?"

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"...Then, if there's somewhere suitable for that conversation here, it may as well happen now."

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"Yes sir, Lord Pradnakt gave me the room across from hers." He leads the way, grabbing his duffel as he goes, mostly for the sake of having something to do with his hands.

The room is mostly the same as it was when Lord Pradnakt turned it over to him, except for a few empty candy wrappers left in the candy bowl. The bed is neatly made, though, and the poem is still on the nightstand. Rafiik sits on the bed, leaving the chair for Master Ries.

"I don't think I'm going to be going back with you, sir." He twists the handle of the duffel as he speaks. "These last few months - they were the first time in a long time it felt like I was doing the right thing with my life. Maybe the first time ever. I'm not asking permission to stay - I know you can't give it, Master Chenk couldn't either - but I wanted to let someone know, that I'm doing it on purpose, and I thought you might have some advice."

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...A very important conversation to have, this.

"...The Order," Fynn'che Ries is quite dreadfully careful to state, "does not hold the unwilling.

"I cannot, officially speaking, sanction your staying here.  Not without your promotion to Knight, which the Council would likely fight me on - and not without reason - and your completion of several nonstandard training modules.  They will likely take more time than we have.

"But.

"The Order does not hold the unwilling, and neither, then, will I drag you back to the Temple against your will.

"I would like to know more, about why you feel you mustn't return."

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"Somebody should have told Master Chenk that," he says, sourly and half under his breath. "- that's not fair of me. He knew I was unhappy but I never said - I never put my foot down about it. It's just - I've been - I never figured out how to explain it very well. It's just - I'm not meant to be cooped up. I'm not meant to have an itinerary. I'm not meant to sit in little rooms reading about things. I'm meant to go see."

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"I see."  And, amazingly enough, it's possible that Master Ries does.

"Have you ever thought about the Explorer Corps?  Or, do you need to see people as well?"

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"I was planning on trying it, at least," he shrugs. "But it'd take years to get in."

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"I can put in a word, if you'd like.  Given the situation...  You'll still have to learn a lot more astrogation than you know, but you could.  And as long as you do learn those things in a timely manner it will not take years."

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"I - mm - it would have been enough, maybe? And I still think I'll want to come back someday. But the Sith said I could stay with them, and that's - like - nobody gets to see that. I still - if you really think it's a bad idea I'll listen, I asked for advice for a reason, but I don't regret Tuscias. Not, like - I wouldn't do it again given the choice, obviously. But the risk was worth the reward, and it's the same risk again."

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"...Well.  Given my own mission history, I'd be rather a hypocrite if I tried to stop you.  May the Force be with you, Padawan Vidarra."

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Rafiik smiles, and it's clear that a weight has been taken off of him. "Thank you, sir. With you as well."

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As if on cue, Pradnakt's terror echoes through the Force. She's not projecting, as such - she's actually trying not to, in the moments she's lucid enough to think of it - but it's still very loud.

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Darth Kalbetis' Force presence flares out to intercept and ground the terror in itself, nigh-immediately, but even so, her presence is rather - worried, if determined.

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That's certainly...  A novel technique.  Do they need --

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"Absolutely not.  This droid may be blind to the Force, but this droid is extremely confident that Darth Kalbetis was invited to handle this and you were not."

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-- right.  How is a noncombat droid model radiating that much well-controlled danger, again?  ....Nevermind, she doesn't actually want to know.

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"I have comms, ma'am; they're fine, but it's not recommended that anyone open the door."

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In the other room, Rafiik's head jerks up to look toward the source of the distress. "That's, uh, new."

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"...It is?  A reaction to our presence, then?  I was under the impression that she's been using the same technique prior."

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"Or to that extra thing she was doing when we got here, that was new too." He heads for the lounge; maybe Nine will know what's happening.

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Knight Bani is heading the other way.  "They don't want anyone else in there, apparently."

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"Yeah, that sounds smart. Nine, is there anything we can do to help?"

    "Not that I know of."

He considers this for a moment and plops himself down on the bench, tucking his legs up into a meditation pose.

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When in doubt, meditate.  It has many more concrete results for Force-Sensitives.

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If they were wondering what Dark feedback looks like, or Falling, this is the same sort of thing, more or less.

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Fascinating. What can they do about it. "Anybody have any ideas?"

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"...As much as I would hesitate to say this in any other circumstance, I expect that the Sith, as an organization, have already come up with anything we might think of in five minutes.  And I expect that Darth Kalbetis is actually using that knowledge for Lord Pradnakt's benefit, based on the feeling of her technique.  It almost feels Jedi, come to think of it.  Not in what it's doing, but - how it's doing it."

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"...all right." How are the others doing?

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Fine, if vicariously concerned.

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Disconcerted.

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Torn between writing this scene into a novel and the very real fear that if he does that Darth Kalbetis will stab him, honestly.

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Grumpy but otherwise fine.

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Intrigued by the technique on display, but saddened about the circumstances it's being used in.

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Busy.

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"Knight Bani, are you all right?"

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"...Yes, yes, of course I'm alright, I'm not injured or anything," which sure is technically correct.

She keeps looking at Elcie.

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Probably it's not a stellar idea to provoke the Darth's droid like that.

"I had a question about that thing earlier with the guy's lungs, can you help me figure it out?"

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"Yes, of course."

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Oh good, hopefully that's that problem solved, or at least deferred until a better time.

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Hopefully.

...It is to Padawan Vidarra's credit, to identify and intercede thus.

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...Anyway.  What the seventy-seven Corellian hells is this shit coming into sensory range on the ship that allegedly contains her mission partners?  ...Okay, to be fair, her sensory sweeps do show her mission partners aboard, but...

That's gotta be a Sith.

She doesn't like this.

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You could say that, yup.

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It doesn't take long for the other ship to hail her, and the astromech with the vocoder announces that the Nightfall Spectrum is en route to drop off her companions, would she like to speak to them?

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Why yes, she would -

"Why is there what is unmistakeably a Sith's Force presence about to dock with our ship --"

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"You may recall that this is Lord Pradnakt's personal conveyance, Knight Chion," interjects the protocol droid before anyone else has a chance.  "Consider contemplating gratitude that she allowed it to be used for this purpose more than was strictly necessary.  The Cloak has room spare in the barracks; it is therefore not obligatory to make this transfer in the slightest."

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Van'ess Chion's fist tightens around her saber.  "Why, you impertinent --"

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"Stand down, Knight Chion.  We are not in any danger except of you flying off the handle, being as the Sith you are seeing is presently indisposed and sequestering herself."

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Master Ries is not going to mention Darth Kalbetis, who is absolutely not indisposed but sure has nonetheless sequestered herself.

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--- !   -?! !?! !!!!!?! ?????!

"And she did that here?"

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"As someone quite recently said, it is her ship."

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"Amidst her enemies?"

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Master Ries shrugs.  "I, for one, hardly have any intention of stabbing her, at the moment.  It seems like it would be rather counterproductive."

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...They'd better be lying about that.  Sith don't have friends, Sith don't have allies, Sith have, at best, tools - and if these Jedi have forgotten that they're unfit for this mission as far as she's concerned!

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Master Ries just stares at her through the holocomm.  "I can assure you, Knight Chion, that we are operating with all due caution."  It's just that her idea of caution is rather to spring an ambush.

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"I can't say it looks like it from here!"

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"Do you really want to be having this discussion over a comm?"

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Blast this kriffing --

She hangs up the call.

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"...Well, that was exciting."

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"...Quite."  And her reaction to Rafiik's plans will be rather unpredictable, without careful planning in and of itself to steer the reaction productively.  Kriff.

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"Lord Pradnakt says it's reasonable of people to be suspicious of Sith; there's usually good reason to be."

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"...As a droid of a class rated for management of interpersonal relations, that suspicion was not born of reason but of pure, unthinking habit.  It would not so resist the evidence, otherwise.

"Not that it is begrudged, Masters and Knights Jedi - but truly, one might hope you have a plan beyond letting her stew to the point of stabbing someone unprovoked."

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"...Truly?"

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"Why are you remotely considering trusting the personality assessment of a Sith's protocol droid, it could be a horrible trap," she deadpans.  "Meditate upon it.  That's what you do, is it not?"

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"...Perhaps," Master Ries concedes, "it would be somewhat advisable."

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"...Regardless, that is not...  Precisely so urgent as to drop everything to do.  Rafiik, perhaps we should make sure there's nothing you've left behind in your quarters here if you are intending to transfer to the Ashen Sunrise with us?"

Master Ries really hopes Rafiik is paying attention to the word choice.  That's a load-bearing 'if'.

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Rafiik glances at the Sith's room. "I'd rather stay and make sure she's all right, if that won't cause any problems?"

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"...That is rather the open question."

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"She did mention earlier that she was expecting you to stay. And she won't come out until she's sure it's safe - she's a sensory specialist, she can tell if you're still here."

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"...Well, this is just wonderful, because if going will also cause problems then we shall definitely have to make staying work.  ...I'd really much rather tick off Knight Chion than Lord Pradnakt.

"Knight Khotar - a word?"

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"...Yes?"

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"You rather took point on managing Knight Chion's tendency to aggressive action, while we were traveling.

"We are currently trying to figure out if there a way to dissuade her from concluding that Padawan Vidarra is a hostage in need of rescue, given that he would rather overnight here.  ...Short of placing the burden of explaining that on Padawan Vidarra, which is rather untenable as anything but a last resort, rather than our first choice.  Knight Chion's bedside manner is appalling."

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"...You mean, Master Ries, that I distracted her with sparring.  I don't believe this will be quite solvable that way.  I'm not certain that we won't have to ask Padawan Vidarra's assistance."

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"...I had rather hoped to avoid that, at all."

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"We can't always have what we want."

"If Padawan Vidarra says he's staying and then we back him, we will likely be able to take on the shouting, rather than it becoming his problem.  But without direct word from Padawan Vidarra...  She'll assume it's a trick, a trap.  Notwithstanding that there's nothing horrible on the scans."

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"I don't mind spending the night on the Sunrise, sir, it's fine. Right?"

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"Right."

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"...Right.  Okay.  Alright," Master Ries says, closing his eyes behind the hand that is pinching the bridge of his nose for but a moment, "we can work with that.  That will...  Likely suffice, to prove to Knight Chion that you are choosing."

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"I can talk to her about it, too." Though he has a feeling he's going to be jealous of Lord Pradnakt for being able to turn conversations over to her droids at a moment's notice.

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"...Yes, if you want to do that - but especially given what she is likely to say during those conversations, the comparisons she'll draw - I'm sure we all agree you shouldn't have to."

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"Yeah. But nobody else is in a position to explain to her that they're people."

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"...You have the compassion every Jedi should, Rafiik Vidarra."

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He blushes a little. "Well, you know, they haven't made that hard."

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"And yet."

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"You do have to give them a chance, yeah."

The airlock chimes as he's speaking to indicate that the docking maneuvers are complete.

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Annnnd there is a very...stressed-looking... Knight Chion immediately on the other side of it.  Her saber's not drawn, and certainly not lit, but it seems an altogether nearer thing than it should be based on the rest of the Jedi present.

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"Knight Chion.  We have returned, in perfect working order.  Might we come aboard, perhaps?  Only you're rather obstructing the doorway."

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"...Well.  I'd rather not see us all in close proximity to a Sith longer than we must be."

She steps aside, still on rather high alert, as the other Jedi start to file past her.

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Rafiik looks down the hall toward his bag, but thinks better of putting the Sith between himself and the door with Knight Chion watching. "Nine, could you grab my bag for me, please?"

    "Sure thing." He lumbers off.

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"...We're hardly going to start randomly slaughtering people now, Knight Chion, we're still in the middle of things.  If you are going to insist on this paranoia then surely you could at least save it for the right time."

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"It is precisely because you wouldn't think that now would be the time for an ambush, that I am expecting one."

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"...When my mistress plays the knowing you know I know you know game, she wins.  Please take that as a sign that there will be no ambushes today.  The tension is positively clogging this droid's circuits."

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"You'd say that whether or not it were true."

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"But is this droid lying to you?  You're the Force-Sensitive, you have miraculous truth-divining powers."

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...Blast it.

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Good grief, whatever happened to 'releasing one's emotions to the Force', she doesn't say because it would undoubtedly cause her to have to play more of her hand than is strategically advisable and she actually wants good relations.  At the same time, could Nine perhaps move faster, please.

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The glaring will continue until the Sith cannot threaten her people further.

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Man it would be really nice if one of these two would be an adult about things.

Fortunately Nine comes right back with the bag and Rafiik can head over to the Jedi ship.

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She is, in fact, trying.

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Trying her patience with impertinent droids, perhaps!

 

The door irises shut behind her.

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The Ashen Sunrise is a refit Explorer Corps ship, originally designed to sustain three to five Jedi running deep planetary survey missions.  As a consequence of that refit it has sacrificed some of its cargo capacity for extra rooms, and as a consequence of there being a war on it has sacrificed most of the probe-droid deployment hardware in favor of additional gunnery, but the exterior is not what matters right now, as Rafiik Vidarra enters the common area.

It is...

Very much not anything like Lord Pradnakt's ship.  There is the same short corridor creating an additional defensive chokepoint, after the airlock, but the view beyond that corridor reveals that whoever refit this ship seems to have been focusing on function over form - most of the fittings are bare metal, and so's the floor.  There's a decidedly anemic kitchenette nestled into the corner next to the builtin counter that wraps around the chokepoint-establishing wall, and bunks are laid out down the opposite side - they're really not large, barely the width of the mattresses and/or the doors.  (That's how there's even room for six of them.)

(It's also two 'stories' tall, but Rafiik isn't entering through the cargo bay.)

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He really should have seen if there were any cookies left in Pradnakt's cupboards before he came over, huh. He checks out the bunks, drops his duffel off on his best guess of which one isn't next to Chion, and then checks out the dinner options in the kitchenette.

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There's only the one open, but it doesn't appear to be next to Chion, no.

 

...Would he like MREs, or field rations, or perhaps a frozen meal?

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He is sufficiently familiar with these options to have an opinion! That opinion is 'ugh'. He heats up a frozen chopped steak meal and takes it with him to see what the others are up to.

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Mostly, releasing their emotions about the quality of the food they're stuck with to the Force.

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"Maybe if tomorrow goes better we can ask Daisy to make us dinner before we head back," he comments to the room at large.

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"...Why?"

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"...Because it will be better than reheated refectory glop."

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"And probably poisoned?"

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"Better way to go out than these, surely."

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"Breakfast and lunch and the snacks they brought us weren't, anyway."

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"You can't trust Sith!"

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"Trusting these ones seems to be working pretty well for me so far."

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"They'll turn on you, they'll turn you.  They'll make you a weapon against us, given half a chance.  Isn't that what the other Sith started doing?  Why do you believe that they aren't planning something similar, just with more finesse?"

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"I mean, a lot of reasons, at this point? If it was just that I don't see why they'd go to the trouble of offering to make whatever I wanted for breakfast, or decorating the room they gave me, or telling me about their pasts. I don't think Sith like you're thinking of could figure out how to act as nice as they have. Not to mention, would they really rather turn half a dozen Jedi than have the dozens of Alchemy monsters they have us healing. Or, you know, both, I was pretty sure they weren't going to do anything but now that you all," he indicates the non-Chion Jedi, "have been and come back I'm really sure, if they were just trying to get fighters for something that'd be the time to spring the trap, wouldn't it? Instead of healing the people they have?"

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"They could be playing a long con.  Trying to lure us into trusting them and then pointing us at...something that we'll never be willing to admit we were pointed at by a Sith."

...Though, with that much wind taken out of her sails, the objection is really pro forma.  It doesn't really make sense.

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"And if it's that, we can still say no when they do. Or maybe they're just people who happened to be born Force-sensitive in the wrong place, I think that's what we're seeing here."

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"They're still Sith."

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He shrugs. "One of those Sith is having a gigantic panic attack right now because she spent the last eight or ten hours healing people. And knew it'd happen, I'm pretty sure. So if she's a Sith, that's someone a Sith can be."

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"...You honestly believe everything you just said."

She has no idea how.

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"Of course I do, I saw it happen."

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Well, yes, but the evidence admits multiple possible interpretations, surely -

Knight Chion emits a frustrated but defeated grumble.  "Fine.  Fine.  I still reserve the right to tell you all I told you so when this explodes."

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"If it does, sure. We'll see."

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...Well, the Jedi seem to be gone from the Nightfall Spectrum.  That's good.

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Pradnakt... might be aware? It's at least not immediately obvious, if so.

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She...doesn't quite know how to handle the possibility of Lord Pradnakt regaining proper awareness.  But the terror spikes seem to have stopped...  Spiking?  Which is good.  Those were not pleasant.

...Daisy you have been through this before please help, I have almost no idea what I'm doing, she tries to communicate via only facial expression.

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I estimate fifteen more minutes. This was unexpectedly bad, but I've seen her in worse states, she'll be fine. You're doing well.

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Oh right, the Jedi are off the ship, signing is reasonably safe.

I'm...glad to know that I am in some small way helping.  That was...

I shall not ask the details, if they are even known.  But she's been through a lot, hasn't she.

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She has, yeah. She considers it a strength, her ability to bear things and get back up again afterward.

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It is.  I wish it did not have to be.

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Us too.

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Pradnakt calms down slowly and then all at once, curling up against Kalbetis' chest. Thank you, she signs against her side.

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It is the least I could do.

Is it time for re-ensnuggling?  It seems like it may be time for re-ensnuggling.

You feeling better?

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Getting there. I'm usually fragile for a while even after the fireworks are over, but that was a bad one.

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It...did not seem pleasant, no.  Nor of usual magnitude, however limited my ability to compare.  Is there - anything in particular to keep in mind, that I could arrange?  Or, was it - just all the circumstances in and of themselves?

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Mostly the circumstances. And the Jedi who stayed behind is... she shudders. 

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...Far too much like a Sith for a Jedi, and all the worse for it?

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Yeah. She'd better hope she doesn't Fall, someone will kill her smart quick.

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...To her credit, she does seem to have some understanding of self-restraint.  But that anger...

What was that pithy Jedi saying, fear leads to anger, anger leads to hatred, hatred leads to suffering, suffering leads to the Dark Side?  She's definitely hanging on to the edge of that slippery slope by her teeth.  Although I think Rafiik and the Jedi who went might have - what's the phrase - burst her bubble?  Look at how she feels now.  Much less...

Well.  Much less.

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She drops into meditation for a moment to look. "Huh." Yeah.

 

She's a bitch and if she's rude to Daisy I'll kick her ass but we knew that. I think I'm going to be okay for the anger part.

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...Funnily enough, I don't actually expect her to be rude to Daisy like that.  Well, not that she's likely to have a chance, but, if she did.

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"Nine tells me she and Elcie were getting into it a little, I might step into that. But it was more Elcie provoking her than the other way around, so I might not need to speak to her about it at all."

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"...That seems..."

"I think I am rather confused by that claim."

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"You can see the recordings, if they're comfortable with showing you."

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She checks with Nine. "If you'd like, yes."

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"Elcie would share hers in any case, that's not...

"...Mm.  The thing is that I trust Elcie to know what she's doing, and you seem to be implying that...wasn't the case."

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"It looked unwisely aggressive to me, but I was going to ask, yes ma'am."

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"...Sometimes the only way to get through to someone who has decided to pick a fight, is to win it.  Still, if you wish to ask - do."

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"Yes ma'am."

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They sit in silence for a few minutes before Daisy speaks again. "Are you ready for me to go make dinner?"

"Yeah - something sweet?"

    "Orange chicken? We're out of tofu."

"Sounds good."

    "And you, ma'am?"

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She seems surprised to have been asked the question, but recovers quickly.  "I certainly have no objections to orange chicken."

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    "Yes ma'am." She goes.

 

Pradnakt doesn't seem to be in a hurry to kick Kalbetis back out of her bed.

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"...Would you like me to stay?"

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"I'll be fine, but - yeah, if you don't mind." Squeeze.

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"I would be glad to, to be honest.  There's...many years of skin-contact deficit to address."

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"Yeah." She scoots up a bit to rest her forehead against Kalbetis'. "Do you want to spend the night? Not - I'd have to think about if I want to do more than this - but it'd be nice, having you here."

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"I'd have to think about it as well, so let us both agree that we are just going to cuddle, for tonight.  I'll stay."

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"Good."

"I'm thinking I might want to invite the Jedi over for breakfast in the morning, it might help things for us to have a chance to get to know each other. Not sure if you'll want to be here for it."

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"...Hm.  That is...  A very good question, honestly."

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There are rather a few factors weighing both for and against - but, the scales are tipped by the knowledge that she does not actually like social interaction.

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"...If you want me there, I'll do it, but I think I'll leave this to you."

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"Mmhmm. I'll ask Daisy to have something ready for you when we get up." Hug.

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"...You don't have to do that?"

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"I'd be a pretty poor host if I didn't. And she won't mind, she's been looking forward to getting to cook for guests."

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"Well, I can hardly gainsay that."

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"Yeah. She's such a sweetie, I really got lucky with her. She's - we're probably at the point where I can put my room back together, it feels wrong not having our poem up, I'll have to squeeze that in tomorrow somehow - anyway, same story as every Sith, my master tried to kill me, but he did it really slowly? And she was there with me for it, I wouldn't have made it without her. Took us almost a year to get out. So she's really special to me."

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She nods, because she isn't quite sure what to say.

Well.  No.  Truth for truth.  "...You may recall that I mentioned Grauzatis pissing off a Lord Sandara and dying of that mistake.  I feel as though now is an appropriate time to mention that I was once Lord Sandara, and apologize that I was not able to act soon enough to bring a building down on Pritruth while I was at it."

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"...ah," she chuckles, "well, that's a load off my mind, at least. I'll forgive you for not getting to him sooner, that would probably have killed me. Since Grauzatis didn't actually kill Pritruth, I did."

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She nods.  "I rather thought so.  Not that Grauzatis couldn't have done it, necessarily - I dropped a building on him because personal combat was far too dangerous - but that some things just didn't quite fit.  The things that Pritruth put together to indicate your presence, disappearing, was rather suggestive, as was - certain evidence of your actual absence that...let me start putting pieces together."

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"Mm. If you happen to have figured out what they were doing to me - not right now, I've had enough for today, but we never did figure it out."

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"...I know far more than I suspect you'll ever want to, much to my detriment."

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"Mm. Well, I made it through, that's the important part. That thing Forceblind people say about living well being the best revenge isn't totally wrong."

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"Doesn't stop me from wishing I could drag the people responsible out of the Force's merciful embrace to stab to death again, but...I'm glad you have that."

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"Mm." She snuggles up closer and begins to recite.

"We have traveled through the darkness,
   She and I, for many days;
Till we wondered at the sunshine,
   When at length we felt its rays.

Chill and lonely was the pathway,
   Only lighted by the snow,
With the cutting east wind only
   To declare how we should go.

On our right, the frozen river,
   Where the drowned lay asleep;
On our left, the rocky mountain,
   So precipitously steep;

All around the gloomy shadows
   Of the failures gone before;
While the leafless branches whispered,
   We should do no less, no more.

We should falter and should stumble,
   And should fail to reach the end;
And should die in the beginning—
   Die together, O my friend!

Die together?—'twas a jewel
   Which they threw us, for a stone:
Come what might, we could remember
   That we should not be alone;

So, with hands entwined the closer,
   We pressed on against the blast;
And we bided for the daylight,
   And the daylight came at last.

First, the darkness grew to blackness,
   And we shivered in the cold;
And we trembled, lest our fingers
   Should not keep their faithful hold;

Then a strange grey veil fell on us,—
   Was it darkness? was it light?
And we questioned each, "What is it?
   Coming day, or coming night?"

Then upon the far horizon
   Came the faintest tint of gold;
Then the cloud became a glory,
   And the mystery was told;

Richer, deeper, grew the radiance,
   Till our eyes could hold no more.
We had traveled to the eastward,
   And our journeying was o'er.

Now the light is round about us,
   And the sun to guide our feet;
And along the mountain pathway
   Shine the flowers, pale and sweet;

And we pluck us each a blossom
   To remind us as we go,
How we went, we two together,
   Through the darkness and the snow;

And, whate'er may be the friendships
   We may gain in after years,
None can come between the compact
   Which has been annealed by tears.

 

That's our poem, from then."

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She carefully dabs a tear from her own eyes.

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"It's good to be around someone who can understand. I hadn't been holding out much hope for that." Cheek-kiss.

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...apparently Falleen do blush, if Pradnakt has never had the opportunity to notice before now.

Once she's gotten her involuntary responses back under control, she murmurs her reply - "Likewise.  I had...not been holding out much hope that anyone else given power in this Empire would still choose to be kind, still choose to care.  ...And as much as I love my people, it's different when it's not your power they have.  To see kindness arise independently in even this hell..."

She pauses.

"...In other words, thank you.  Because I was desperately hoping I wasn't alone in this too."

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She rests her forehead on Kalbetis' again and gives her another squeeze. "You're not. And you're not going to be - it's important to me that I could leave, after Pritruth, but I'm not planning to."

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"...It's important to me that you not feel pressured to stay either, so...that should hopefully work out, then.  But...I'm glad you don't want to go."

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"I know a good thing when I see one." Nosekiss.

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Aww, thank you.  Hug.  Once her brain has rebooted.  A fierce and terrible Darth, defeated by kisses.

"...Goodness.  I don't want to find out if Elcie's meticulously-assembled social library includes, ah, shovel talks, and the way we're carrying on - and the way I'm inclined to let it - suggest we might."

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Oh no, the giggles are contagious.

"I think I would spontaneously implode," if she tried to have that particular conversation!

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Pradnakt holds her while she giggles, waiting until she's done.

"I should probably say more about that, actually, I don't want any miscommunications - I'm about as interested in women as men but not very interested in either, I've never really understood what all the fuss is about. Which isn't to say I mind, but - it seems like you might want to hold out for more enthusiasm than that. Even if I'm not actually that inclined to."

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"I'm given to understand that the general appeal of it is that it feels nice and something something biological imperative.  That said, really, the kisses are what has unmade me, more than the prospect of inserting tab A into slot B, as was.  I wouldn't mind if whatever this might be just stuck to what you have a desire to do, so long as nothing precluded my sating the biological imperatives elsewhere should I feel the need."

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"Plenty of things feel nice and people don't get weird about them. Anyway," cheekkiss, "it sounds like we're agreed that this is just fine."

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"More than just fine, if I might say so."

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"You really have been suffering for being alone, huh."

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"...More than I knew."

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"It's easy to underestimate, yeah. Here, roll over," she backs up, keeping a hand on Kalbetis' arm, "I want to rub your back."

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Mhm, she can do that.  "Mm...Sounds nice.  There's always this tense spot that's just too annoying to get to."

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"Yeah, I can see it." Firm kneading and a gentle touch with the pain blocking technique have it sorted out in short order, and then she begins making her way through the rest of the tension in Kalbetis' back.

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Oooh...  That's really nice.

"...Would it help if I wasn't wearing my robes?"

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"A little. Whichever way you're more comfortable, really."

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"Mm.  Let me get them off, then."

She does, however, intend to retain her underclothes.

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There are things one might notice, as Darth Kalbetis' robes come off.  Her sheer height, which is not a product of her boots in the slightest.  Her understated but indubitably present musculature.  The thing that might draw specifically Lord Pradnakt's attention, though, is the small lightsaber hidden up her sleeve - it's a very interesting design, and while its kyber resonance surely exists, it's something that's deftly concealed within Darth Kalbetis' own aura.

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As if she could fail to notice a lightsaber-sized object at this proximity even without a crystal in it.

Pradnakt herself is nearly as tall, though less muscular, and entirely unscarred, not too surprisingly so given how Kalbetis has seen her need to work to avoid healing scars away over the last few days. She leaves her lightsaber belt on; there's no sign of her even considering removing it.

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Quite.

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"...Mmm, where were we?"

She carefully lays herself back down.

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"Here, I think." And Kalbetis can get an infodump on the biological effects of massage while she works.

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Ooh, lovely.  Informative and pleasant.

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Bodies are neat, yeah.

"Daisy's going to be looking for us soon," she reports after a while.

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"Oh no.  I might have to move.  That would be a disaster," she quips, half-seriously.

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"A tragedy," she passes her her clothes and goes to the closet to pick something new out for herself.

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Right, she can do this.  She is definitely not a puddle.

...Okay maybe a little bit, but she does get her clothes back on.  There was something about dinner, possibly?

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Pradnakt gives her a quick hug and leads the way back to the lounge. The food is delicious, of course.

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Indeed it would be, Daisy made it and she has consistently excelled with her cookery.

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Dinner is all but done with by the time Elcie speaks.  "...You look less tense, mistress."

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"...Mm.  Lord Pradnakt helped."

"Speaking of, she mentioned that she was thinking of inviting the Jedi for breakfast tomorrow.  I trust you will be able to convey my regret that I was a bit too busy to attend that myself, should it come to pass.  I really do need to check my mail, as was."

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"Of course, mistress, I would be glad to."

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"Thank you, darling.  It's much appreciated."

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"You know it is my purpose and my vocation."

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"And we've had this back and forth half a dozen times in the past month.  Hypocrite that I am, but accept the thanks, yes?"

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"Oh, very well, if you must insist.  That will be turned around on you at the slightest opportunity, you know."

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"...But that's rather your point, isn't it."

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"I'm sure you'd know."

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Cute. "She's planning on spending the night, too, if you could have a breakfast ready when she gets up," Pradnakt directs at Daisy, "and I'm thinking a pancake bar or something for the Jedi afterward."

    "Yes ma'am. Are we expecting Knight Chion?"

"No idea. I wouldn't want to plan on her not being here though."

    "All right, I can work with that."

"Thank you."

    "Would you like anything in particular, ma'am?"

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"...Well, now that the concept of a pancake bar has been mentioned, I find myself intrigued."

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    "I can have it ready early, yes ma'am."

"She'll be making everyone's pancakes to order, is the basic idea, so you can have whatever mix-ins and toppings you want, and different kinds if you want a second portion. I'm partial to strawberry marshmallow with cinnamon whipped cream, personally."

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"My goodness.  That does sound delicious, though I'll admit that I've quite a fondness for chocolate, myself."  Oh dear, she really is tempted to stay for breakfast properly even despite the potentially hostile social interaction.

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"Can you do chocolate batter as an option, Love? I know nine of us isn't enough to justify a full spread."

    "It won't be a problem, ma'am, we can invite some of Kalbetis' staff to come take any leftovers."

"Oh, excellent. There you go," she grins at Kalbetis.

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"...Come to think of it, it might...mm, work better, if we do this as a shipwide sort of thing.  Elcie -"

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"Kitchen staff should already know how this one works, if you're thinking what I think you're thinking.  Might not have the fresh goods stocked, though."

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"It also takes a lot of staff and equipment to do it for a large group - I've seen that done but it's a whole production. Breaking it up over a few days might work, though."

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"...Really, the thing is that it would be unfair to the patients to do it as a whole-group thing right now.  Some of them are still in no shape to enjoy it."

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"Uh. What's our cover story with them?"

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"...An anti-slavery operation did it.  The Jedi," she gestures as if to include themselves, "that showed up to help heal everyone were the Force's fault.  As a first layer, at least, because I have made Jedi my remit and can therefore intercept anyone asking questions."

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Pradnakt looks offended at being included in 'Jedi', but doesn't say anything about it. "It seems pretty unlikely that an anti-slavery operation would be using their resources to hold pancake parties."

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"If you have the pancakes, why not?  Morale is important.  ...I don't want to pin this to the Jedi either, I wouldn't ask if it wasn't a matter of security - but, well, there are some very evident people with lightsabers and Force powers that need explaining if we're trying to explain this - and it sure seems necessary, as exemplified by your asking about it.  ...I've spent far too long trying to come up with a backup plan that's not just 'No-one will ever believe you' repeated loudly enough that people might not try, and coming up worryingly blank.  But it explains why they need to not talk about it, at least."

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"I don't mind the Jedi getting the credit, that's just good sense, I'm just not one. As to why not... wait, are you having the patients eat with your staff? That would make sense of it, I guess; I wasn't thinking you'd give them that much access to the ship."

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"I can hardly keep them bedbound if they are well, and we're rather rejiggering the space as we go since this ship wasn't designed for quite this many people, even with minimal crew meaning we have some bunks going spare to start with.  So, yes, the patients are being given access to the common areas - to keep them from getting underfoot while we're all working, if nothing else - though nowhere sensitive.

"Still - thinking about it for more than five seconds, it's probably better to keep the pancakes private, as much as it feels utterly wrong on a moral level to just decide that there's too many problems with sharing so we won't be doing that - but the story we're telling the patients doesn't exactly permit curious Jedi asking about what being a Sith is like over breakfast, and, mm, I was thinking that the main benefit of that idea would've been exposing them to us having normal interactions with people, except that's hardly something we can do if we're busy acting.  So that's right out."

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"Wait, you're having normal interactions with people?" she doesn't say.

"A smaller event will work better for letting me get to know them, anyway. We can do something for your staff another time." She makes a facial expression at Daisy and gets a shift in posture in response. "Daisy would enjoy helping with that, too."

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"Yes, quite," she murmurs as the first sentence is done.  When the rest is finished...

 

"...Perhaps we'll have the time."

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"It's fine if you don't, ma'am. I would like to get to know your staff a little better, though."

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"Of course.  I don't have anyone who directly reports to me aboard the Cloak except Elcie and perhaps the captain if you squint, but - of course you can get to know them."

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    "Yes ma'am."

"None of us have really had a chance to pick up any social hobbies, have we."

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"...No, we really haven't, have we - though I imagine you didn't necessarily mean to include me.  Still, the closest I get to a proper social life is probably over the holonet, since at least on the holonet, nobody knows you're a Darth.  Unless you tell them, I suppose, but goodness knows I really wouldn't want to."

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"Even there I think I'd feel weird about it. It's not like that protects them if an enemy of mine decides to go after people I like to get to me."

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"They can hardly do that if they don't have the slightest clue it's you they know, but it's true that no security is perfect."

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"I'd worry more about someone finding out from my end than from theirs." She shrugs. "Your people should be a harder target, anyway."

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"Mmm, that's true."  She stifles a yawn.  "...Hm.  I should probably get some rest soon."

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"Sounds like a plan. Daisy, Nine, do you need anything else from me tonight?"

    "Did you have any requests for the pancake bar?"

"Hm - I liked that bacon substitute the other day, see if they have any more of it. And you can break out the good chocolate, we'll restock next time we're on-planet."

    "All right."

        "Do you know where the greer wrench is? Tim was looking for it last night."

"Oh, yeah, I was adjusting something in my room, I'll get it."

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...Right.  So...  Where does Pradnakt want her to stay, then?

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Elcie observes, consideringly, as they leave, and awaits shipboard morning.

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Most of Daisy's work needs to wait until closer to morning, but she contacts the Cloak's kitchen staff about supplies and busies herself deciding how to arrange the buffet. She eventually brings her calligraphy supplies to the lounge and settles in to make labels.

"Elcie, can I ask you something?"

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"Of course."

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"Nine tells me you've had some fairly hostile interactions with one of the Jedi, and that you seem to be intentionally escalating with her. Can I ask why?"

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"I was not escalating so much as meeting her where she was, if you mean Knight Chion.  Sometimes you have to couch your argument in terms someone will understand to get your point through to them, and Knight Chion would not understand a Sith's mouthpiece not acting with some amount of - prototypically-Sithish aggression; it would have been written off as more of the trap she already feared.  Did you see how she actually untensed, somewhat, when she was having that argument?  If not, I can share my own records, I have the equipment for it."

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"Nine shared his recordings, and I got the previous set from the ship's records. She hadn't said anything at all to you, the first time you threatened them."

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"I'm sorry, threatened them?  To which interaction are you referring?"

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She shares the timestamp.

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"...If you wish to raise an issue with that, you will have to speak to Darth Kalbetis.  She is the one who decided what was to be said about her potential reactions."

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"Ah. And then that set the tone for the rest of your interactions, I see." She pauses to focus on re-inking her pen. "I expect Lord Pradnakt isn't going to allow that to continue while she's here; would you rather we try to resolve things in some way, or just keep the two of you apart?"

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"I am not certain to what you are referring as the behavior that Lord Pradnakt would not wish to continue, and therefore cannot further comment."

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"It's the dynamic between you, more than specific behavior - you both seem to be trying to provoke each other, or at least not trying to avoid it."

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"If she is focused on arguing with me, she cannot spend her time looking for reasons to decide to hurt someone else.  That said, I do not expect there to be a continuation of that pattern in the future, given present reports."

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"Hopefully so."

 

"In general Lord Pradnakt isn't bothered by people being paranoid of her, to be clear, whatever form that might take; Nine and I will be letting Knight Chion do as she likes without comment, in that regard, unless and until weapons are drawn."

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"So noted.  Darth Kalbetis...Considers it part of her duties to maintain a consistent threat profile, which includes correcting certain mistaken assumptions.  In this I follow her lead."

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"Mmhmm. And I expect Lord Pradnakt not to tolerate that on our ship, if it upsets her guests. If you'd like to discuss it with her I can mention it in the morning."

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Well that's just rude.  "It is not this droid with whom she should discuss Darth Kalbetis' public relations strategy.  This droid is merely an instrument of that strategy's enactment, not a deciding weight in its function.  That said, it is this droid's contention that Knight Chion entered the scene preemptively upset in every instance this droid has interacted with Knight Chion, and this droid is concerned that this has not necessarily been considered to the extent necessary to avoid undesired consequences in the general case."

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"Regardless, this droid does not expect Knight Chion to be of a mind to pick fights in the immediate future."

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"I'll make sure she's able to take that into account in her decisions."

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And some time after that, Pradnakt stretches in her bed and snuggles up a little closer to Kalbetis. "Good morning."

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"G'mmhhmm," the totally scary Darth yawns back as she stretches and makes a couple of notes on a pad of flimsiplast.  "Mmm...  Good morning.  Did you sleep well...?"

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"Better than I have in a long time."

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"That's...really good.  I think I slept well too."

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"Good." She stretches again. "Looks like the pancakes are all set up."

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"Mmm, pancakes."

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"They've got a change of clothes out there for you, too, d'you want me to go get it?"

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"...Sometimes I really don't know what I'd do without Elcie.  Yes, please, if you wouldn't mind."

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One last forehead-kiss, and Pradnakt pads off to the lounge. She's only gone for a few seconds, but drops the bundle of clothing on the bed from the doorway rather than coming back in. "Daisy needs to talk to me, we'll be back in a few minutes."

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"Very well."  She's dressed in a very short timeframe.

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The pancake bar spread is quite nicely presented, with a variety of tasty options: syrups, fruit, nuts, nut butters, jam, marshmallows, three kinds of chocolate (a particularly nice brand of plain semi-sweet, plus orange- and chai-infused), two kinds of bacon bits, powdered sugar and cocoa and spices for dusting - several of the elements are handmade, with their labels marked but not given special treatment otherwise, and there are a further selection of non-pancake options off to the side, including drinks, whole fruit, fresh baked muffins (apple cinnamon and orange chocolate chip), more bacon, sausage, and prepackaged and homemade cold cereal (oat loops, plus homemade cinnamon sugar and chocolate chai squares). Another sign announces that Daisy will have plain, chocolate, and orange flavored pancake batters available.

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Goodness gracious her, this is going to be such a dilemma.

(Tasting things in hypothetical timelines works as an anti-poison technique, but not if she wants to experience the flavor.)

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"Mistress, a word?", comes a blessed interruption from her decision paralysis.

"Would you prefer my assistance with the reports, or that I deliver your regrets to the Jedi personally?  You'll find that linear time does not allow for both.  Perhaps we could give a mouse droid a holomessage."

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"...Oh, blast it.  My apologies, yes, I would prefer you with me."

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"And your regrets?"

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"I may as well leave a note."

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"Should be, though as I have yet to figure out how to realize diverging possible futures I shall simply have to leave a note for our guests about my absence from breakfast."

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"Okay." She seems subtly relieved, and goes to look over the spread. "You've been busy, huh, Love. Looks good. Kalbetis, you'll want to try the marshmallows if nothing else, especially if you've only ever had commercial ones; most of this we can ask for any time but those have a seven hour lead time." She takes an apple for herself and a condiment bowl of chai cashew butter to dip slices in.

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"...My goodness.  I was not particularly aware that marshmallows were the sort of thing one could handmake, to be honest - though, in a sense, everything can be with enough effort, so I'm not certain what I was expecting.  Not homemade confectionery, that's for sure."

Kalbetis has gotten out a pad and some flimsiplast, because if she's going to indulge - she might as well do it properly.

A layered confection, in plating order:

Chocolate/Chocolate pancake - chocolate batter w/ chocolate chips (semi-sweet) mixin.

Apply: Tisa berry jam, marshmallows - halved.

Orange/Orange-Chocolate pancake - orange batter, orange-chocolate mixin.

Apply: Marmalade, marshmallows - halved.

Orange/Tisa Berry pancake - orange batter, tisa berry mixin.

Apply: Tisa berry syrup, chocolate chips (semi-sweet).  (May be left to recipient if preferred.)

End of instructions.

It's much easier to do this than explain what she's thinking of in any sort of realtime dialogue, anyway.

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"Not everything - I think the only thing here she couldn't make given enough time and ingredients is the cereal, but there are a lot of things like that that you need industrial machinery for. A lot of things you really don't, though - we were way out in the sticks for my hermitage, we couldn't exactly shop for groceries every week, she got a lot of practice at making things from raw ingredients."

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She nods.  "Quite impressive."

"I suppose now is likely a relevant time to mention Elcie's - hobby, perhaps - of creating and translating skillpacks between the various class kernels.  If that is of interest to you," by which she primarily means Daisy, but is not excluding Pradnakt.

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"I'd have to think about it, ma'am, for cooking, but I'd be interested in sharing some other skills that way, thank you."

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"I would be glad to be of service in this way.  Perhaps we could start on that tomorrow midnight, then?"

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"Assuming I'm not otherwise busy, of course." With the first two pancakes nearing done, she adds the marshmallows, giving them just enough time to begin to melt without melting away entirely.

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"Of course, assuming neither of us are busy."

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"I hadn't thought about that, but that does sound lovely, thank you."

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She puts that together, adding a light dusting of cocoa powder to the glass as well, and joins them at the table while Nine washes the prep bowls.

"So what did you think about the Jedi?"

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"...Other than Knight Chion, they seem to be working out well, and Knight Chion is...being less that, so hopefully we'll finish the work amicably.  Interpersonally I can't say that I've particular opinions as of yet.  ...Except for Knight Chion."

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"I'm actually hoping she comes to breakfast, I think. It's going to be interesting to meet her."

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"Yes, it might be, now that she's gotten some of all that out of her system.  Until now, though, I don't think she'd've spit on me if I was on fire."  She settles in to eat.

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"I'm going to want to talk to you about that at some point - not right now, things seem stable enough and we don't have time for a conversation as long as it might be."

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"Mm - yes, it does rather seem a short time for anything serious.  Anything I should know?"

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She shrugs, careful not to jostle Kalbetis too much with it as she still hasn't unsnuggled. "We have different approaches to dealing with other people, is all."

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"Ah.  Quite possibly, yes.  How did that...?"  She stares off into the middle distance, looking, and takes another bite.

"...It is important that people know where my lines are drawn, because my lines are the lines drawn, by proxy, around more people than the average sapient mind can truly contemplate.  You...  Don't have that problem."

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"I do like people to know when they're going to have a problem with me, it makes them less likely to do it. I think the problem is more - for a few different reasons I choose to tolerate people just having emotions, as long as they're not taking actions about them that I don't like."

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"...I rather prefer to - defuse or, hmm, controlledly detonate - particularly hostile responses before they blow up in my face at the worst possible time."

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She nods. "I think as a sensory specialist I have that problem less. And it's - not even harder, more or less impossible, to keep emotions from me. If it wasn't for my biology sense I'd barely notice if people were expressing what they're feeling or not, most of the time."

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"Mmmm.  Perhaps so, whereas - I have to read the people, rather than read the bodies.  Whether or not they're expressing their feelings...  It's almost mooted in an equal and opposite way, is the thing.  Sometimes someone yelling in your face is a good sign that they're not going to do anything truly stupid at this moment."

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"People are like pressure-vessels - stuff too much away, and they explode."

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"Sure." She shrugs again. "But it's not my job to manage that for them. I wouldn't do a very good job of it, anyway."

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She nods.  "I am an inveterate meddler.  Though it seems you've done well enough with me."

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"Mmhmm. Letting people feel how they feel almost always works well enough to get by, that's kind of the point. And then we happen to get along on top of that." She leans a little closer for a moment.

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And she leans closer too.  "Mmm.  ...Pressure vessel.  I still...  was one.  And you still...  Poked a hole in it."

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"Ah. Well. In that specific case I was pretty sure I could handle it regardless." Snuggles: yes.

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Snuggles: very yes.

"...when it comes to diverting the harm threatened unto those I care about -"

She can't find the words.

"...Elcie, help, please.  I'm certain I'd fuck up the words if I tried right now."

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"...Mistress, you know what it is.  You'd rather take the harm and the hostility unto yourself than leave someone else exposed to it any longer than you absolutely must.  Is that what you're trying to say?"

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She nods.  "I think so, at least.  I think that's what it is."

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"Yeah, I get that. -" You need to eat, by the way, she switches to sign to encourage this. But yeah. It's one of the few decent things about being a Sith, that you get so used to it that it barely hurts, taking a metaphorical blaster shot like that for someone. But it's still... she sighs. You have a pretty good handle on how my sensory effects work, by now. But you probably haven't thought about what it means that I developed most of that while I was living with Grauzatis. It's been made very, very clear to me that there's more suffering out there than I can take under any circumstances whatsoever, and past a certain point trying doesn't even help.

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Oh, Force.

She eats.  It is delicious, but the taste is far beneath her notice.

I had not thought about that.

It takes a minute before she can muster enough thoughts that aren't sheer horror to say something new.

 

Still...

have to try.

Because if I never try I can't succeed and if I can't succeed then what's the point?

Admittedly that rhetoric is usually given from the opposite perspective, but...  I have to try.  Because there's so much I can do with this power.  And I would betray myself, if I did not do all I could with it.

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Pradnakt shifts around to give her a squeeze. And I'm not going to try to talk you out of that, I can see how important it is. Just, I have a different perspective, and if this is going to work that's going to need to be respected at least sometimes. Like, don't invite your friend to my party with instructions to maybe pick a fight with one of my guests, that kind of thing.

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...This is going to seem like an incredibly anemic assurance, she signs, with a seriousness that belies the humor - but I, we, do understand what you're doing by hosting this breakfast, and that sort of attempted lightning-rodding won't happen in a diplomatic rapport-building context unless the question has already long since become who is going to deal with an attempted stabbing.  ...Elcie is very good at surviving stabbings, where even I might have trouble despite my advantages, so - while as far as I can tell the future does not hold such a thing from these Jedi, I would - ask that you consider that we have to do a lot of things like these in the course of existing as ourselves, and...well, hopefully have good reasons for our choices.  Though I'll admit, we did...  Overshoot, the initial line, in retrospect.  We could have been softer - they aren't our enemies, not here, even if some of them will never be friends.

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This droid can concur that should she have been tasked to stay for this event it would have been utilizing particularly non-confrontational manners if she remained visible.  You have a plan and it is usually quite unwise to get in the way of a Force-sensitive with one of those.

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She nods. That hadn't been made clear to me, which is also an issue.

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We will endeavor to be more forthcoming in the future.  It is...

We are unused to having people we work with, instead of through, or - alongside at quite some distance.  So I must request your forgiveness and hopefully your assistance as we figure out what needs to be clarified.

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I figured. It's fine, we'll work it out.

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...Yes.  We will.

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Some fifteen minutes later - promptly at 0800, with Kalbetis and Elcie gone and Daisy washing dishes just past the pancake buffet in the background - Pradnakt calls the Jedi.

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"...Lord Pradnakt.  Good morning.  I assume you wish to know whether to expect us for breakfast...?"

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"Yes. My Daisy has a pancake bar set up for us, if you'd like, and we have time for the Spectrum to stay docked with the Sunrise for the duration if any of you want to join us for breakfast but not continue to the Cloak. Darth Kalbetis and her assistant won't be joining us, unfortunately, they had work to do."

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"...Well, it will certainly be better than field rations.  That said...  I have to ask, why?"

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She visibly pauses for a moment, considering her answer, but continues in the same light tone. "Personal reasons, essentially; switching my Force alignment is more difficult the more emotional I am, in both directions, so the more comfortable I am with your presence the easier that will be for me, and getting to know you all better should hopefully help."

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"...Eminently sensible.  We will most likely join you for breakfast, then."

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"We'll start in your direction, then." Daisy isn't going to put up with them being stuck with field rations, she'd bet, but she'll leave that for her to bring up herself.

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There is a brief discussion amongst the Jedi, but - even Knight Chion thinks the probability of the food being poisoned is low enough to risk inviting herself.

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The Spectrum shows up to dock a few minutes before 0830. When the airlock opens, Pradnakt is waiting on the other side, leaning casually against the wall, and the smell in the air is amazing.

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It is Knight Jayn, oddly enough, who faces her.  "Lord Pradnakt, good morning.  We appreciate your willingness to share your food with us.  It smells delicious and I can only hope it tastes just as good."

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"I assure you it does, Daisy's outdone herself this morning." She pushes off from the wall and leads the way in.

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The buffet is the same as it was half an hour ago, though the bacon and sausage have been refreshed with larger portions suitable for the group and Daisy has a small buffer of plain pancakes of all three types set aside by the stove for those who'd rather not wait for custom ones.

"Good morning! Help yourselves to the buffet and let me know how you'd like your pancakes; I have plain, chocolate, and orange pancake batter this morning and I can add whatever mix-ins or toppings you'd like to them. There's flimisplast and pens on the table in case you'd like to write your orders down." Because Kalbetis is smart, actually.

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Pradnakt takes a plate and bowl and begins fixing herself some cereal, leaving the bulk of the buffet open to the Jedi; she'll nod for them to go ahead if they seem to need the encouragement.

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Somehow, this turns into a group huddle, Master Ries taking everyone's order down as he starts in on the pre-prepared ones.

Padawan Vidarra: Half-size pancakes, one stack double chocolate with marshmallows, one stack plain with bacon and almond butter swirl

Knight Jayn: A random sampler - chef's choice of possible mini pancakes.

Knight Chion: Three orange pancakes, with tisa berries.

Knight Khotar: Double chocolate pancakes, with extra chocolate

Knight Bani: Chocolate chai pancakes.

Master Karmin: Plain pancakes, with butter and cinnamon squares.

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Daisy gets to work, having Nine get out a second pan while she prepares the various flavors of batter. Even with the extra pan she's going to have to work in batches, but she has a few cloches on hand to keep the first batches warm while she works on the rest.

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Pradnakt puts her order in verbally - plain pancakes with a cinnamon swirl and a half portion of chocolate chips, and marshmallows on the top one - and turns the comm unit's chair around to face the room for her seat, giving the Jedi a little bit of space in a lounge that's rather cramped with eight people in it. "Did you all sleep well?"

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"Reasonably so, I'd say.  ...Did you?"

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"Very well, yes." She seems pleased about it, too. "I wasn't expecting the situation last night to be that bad, but it got sorted out in the end."

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Oh dear.  Well, he's glad he didn't even think of trying plan F.

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"That's ...good to hear.  Padawan Vidarra seemed rather concerned with how things were when we left."

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Plan F would have gone so, so badly, yes.

"I'm not surprised; he was sleeping here for a few nights before you came, so he would have known it wasn't normal. I really am fine," she directs at him.

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"I can tell," he nods. "What happened, anyway? If you don't mind telling us, I mean."

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"Sure. When I'm Light, I'm not really skipping having emotions, I'm just putting them off, and then they come in all at once afterward. Usually it's not a problem, I only go Light in controlled circumstances and usually not for very long, but it turns out that meeting five Jedi at once is kind of terrifying." She gives them a wry grin about it.

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"...Likewise, really."  He seems to be thinking.

"I must admit that I find myself sharing in Padawan Vidarra's concern for your wellbeing, with that information.  That's not...  Supposed to be, orthopraxically speaking, how the Light works - A Jedi is not supposed to suppress their emotions under any circumstance, but - acknowledge and release them to the Force."

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"It's not uncharacteristic of the Dark, especially, it wouldn't surprise me if it's something to do with crossing that border. But it wouldn't surprise me if I'm doing something wrong on the Light side of things, either, I haven't exactly had any training, or even much chance to experiment with it."

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"...no, you wouldn't have, would you.  If you'd like, I see no reason we couldn't provide you some basic instructional material on Light-Side meditation.  It's nothing anyone couldn't look up from the Republic's holonet, but it's probably better than nothing."

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"I'd appreciate that, thank you."

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There doesn't seem to be anybody rushing to start the next bit of conversation, at the moment.  "...I think we may have run out of small talk; I keep thinking I should ask about the weather, except we're in space.  You want to get to know us, yes?  How about we do - question for question?"

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"Sure; I can start, if you're having trouble coming up with something." She pauses to think. "I've always wondered what rumors you tell each other about us, I'm sure the ones we tell about you aren't even half right, but that seems like too big a topic. Maybe, hmm - oh, I know. What's the deal with natural kyber crystals? I know you go to a lot of trouble to keep them away from us, but I've seen a few, and they don't seem any better than the artificial ones."

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There is a brief trading of looks - some almost confused - before Knight Khotar clears his throat.

"Mmm.  There's two parts to this one.  Part the first: Some Jedi are quite convinced that natural is good, and therefore get...  Invested in denying the boogeyman anything 'good'.  Part the second: Bled crystals - the thing where Sith 'break' naturally occurring crystals to their will, yes? - are an absolute travesty, from our perspective."

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"Huh, fair enough. I was one of our better lightsaber engineers back in the day, is why I ask; other Sith would bring their trophies to me when they wanted something custom designed for them. I've been wondering about it for twenty years now."

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"...How does one even begin to be remotely trusted to do that?  I'm, honestly, quite surprised that any given Sith would trust a lightsaber they hadn't personally constructed.  It seems too viable an opportunity for sabotage.  ...Which is probably why it isn't, come to think... It's too obvious."

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"Oh, we never touch each others' lightsabers, I'd give them a blueprint and instructions and they'd do the construction themselves. It's still theoretically possible to sneak something in that way, but much harder. Especially since part of the service was constructing my own copy from the blueprint while they watched, if they wanted me to, and lighting it."

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Daisy brings the first batch of pancakes over while Pradnakt is speaking, distributing half the plates starting at the far end of the lounge from her and then the second half beginning with her; everyone's plate is exactly as ordered, with Jayn's sampler consisting of one of everything everyone else got, plus cinnamon swirled orange, almond butter swirled chocolate with chocolate chips, plain chocolate with a gooey orange chocolate center, and orange tisa berry with his initial on top in chocolate batter.

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Oh, that's neat.  "My compliments to the chef, these were positively inspired."

After a few bites of pancake, though, he has a question.  "...Say, what's the weirdest 'saber you've ever been asked to design?  If that's not, classified or something."

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"Oh, good question. For lightsabers I was asked to make the weirdest was probably the neurally linked throwing 'saber I did once; I had a few people come through wanting custom designs after they'd gotten cyborg limbs but that Lord was really leaning into it and wanted a bunch of extra features that they could activate remotely, too, like a caltrop mode. For ones I made at all, probably the one where I was playing around with blade diffusion, it'd cut out if you looked at it the wrong way but the blade pull was so smooth, it was unreal." Nom.

"It's fine if you accidentally ask me something classified, by the way. I won't answer - or, I might, the Council isn't going to start an inquisition over it if you learn two words of Sith sign language you didn't already know. But if I don't want to tell you I just won't, I won't get offended."

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"Told you all I wasn't going to be the only one to make technology their own," Knight Khotar mutters at no-one in particular.  (Though, it should be noted, he doesn't quite have a saber like that one.  He has rather different priorities.)

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"...The battle sign, or - it's a proper language?  Interesting.  We do have a signed version of our own Force tongue, of course we do - but it's not particularly related to the Republic's field signals we've adopted."

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"It is, yeah. Most of us don't know the full language, just the battle subset, but it's not a separate thing. And I'm fluent, it's actually my language of choice."

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Ries nods.  "We would offer to work with that preference, but if knowing too much gets the Dark Council involved, it's rather a health and safety issue, so I hope you do not mind that we continue to speak Basic."

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"Yeah, absolutely, nobody wants that. They keep it under tighter wraps than the spoken language since it being less common means it's safer for classified communication, if you turned up with a dictionary I'd have half the Council wanting my head." She goes to take a bite, but pauses. "I think it's my turn for a question, again - is 'how is healing integrated into things over there' too broad? I wonder sometimes what it'd be like if I'd been born on that side of the border."

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"Healing is...  A vocation, like any other.  There's a Medical Corps; if you wish to avoid the war, you go there.  If you want to spit in the war's teeth by saving as many as possible, you train as a Knight, too."

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"...Do Sith have medics?"

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"We hire mundanes for it sometimes. I don't think there's anything specific stopping a Sith from picking up the skill but I've never heard of one, there's no obvious application that a few anatomy classes wouldn't cover." She's going to pretend Grauzatis never existed, for the moment.

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The conversation gets worryingly close to petering out, but Knight Khotar slips a word in edgewise.  "If I might be permitted a bit of a brain-twister, and to move out of turn - though I don't think we're doing that so strictly -

"I find myself wondering, what's the question you most expect us to ask?  Or perhaps the question you think we should be asking, since we're asking eachother questions?"

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"I was a little surprised that you aren't more curious about Sith society, but that makes sense when I think about it. Most useful might be how to avoid getting into fights with Sith when they aren't necessary, but everything I know about that is from such a different perspective, I'd have to think about what parts would apply. More broadly..." she considers, nibbling on a piece of bacon as she does. "I could tell you about how Daisy got her flowers, I suppose there's no hiding at this point that she's a weakness of mine." She smiles fondly at the droid.

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"...You do not need to fear for her safety on our account."

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"I might like to hear that story."

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"If you start a rumor and it makes it back to our side of the line we could be in trouble, no matter how well-intentioned it was. But - so, for background, my master tried to kill me, and I managed to kill him first; that's relatively normal between Sith. A little less normal but still not uncommon is that I Fell in the process - not in the way you'd usually mean it, I wasn't Light aligned beforehand, but even among Sith there's variance in how deep we are into the Dark and how well we handle that; it's not addictive, exactly, but using Dark techniques strengthens negative emotions, which makes it harder to hold back from calling on the Dark for a while afterward. I had to flee my master's compound after I killed him - I wasn't his only apprentice, and the others would have killed me rather than let me claim them as my apprentices. Daisy had been instrumental in letting me survive long enough to kill my master in the first place, and I already loved her, so I brought her with me. It was about a year from her last wipe, at the time, and she was already starting to show signs of personality, I'd been working with her on that."

"Another thing you need to know is that Daisy's line is designed specifically for working closely with Sith. That has a few different effects, but the important ones here are that she can take a lightsaber strike - she'd need to be repaired afterward, but all her vitals are out of the way of the most obvious strike zones - and she wants to keep the people around us safe, if she can. Her line isn't programmed to try to stop a rampaging Sith, at all, but if someone is doing something that will obviously piss us off they'll warn them, or if they're asked to deliver a sensitive message they'll do it in the safest way for the sender, or things like that. And as her personality grew in, that got more important to her, and she started to realize that I didn't actually want to be as violent as I was in that period, and she did start trying to stop me. By getting between me and my targets, eventually. And - I think she'd've stopped if I'd told her to, actually, but it didn't even occur to me at the time that I might, I was so much in the habit of encouraging her to take initiative and have opinions. It still didn't go well, it took me a while to accept that just trying harder to control myself wasn't going to work, but she kept trying, and what she was doing worked well enough that I started to come out of it, enough to realize that I needed to make a bigger change than that."

"She was in pretty rough shape physically, by that point. I didn't want to hurt her, and stepping in front of my lightsaber to get me to stop did work sometimes, but not that reliably, and the places we were traveling, it wasn't always possible to get very good repairs done. I'd pick up parts when we were on-planet, get the internal damage sorted out, but we couldn't afford to stay in one place long enough to get the surface damage better taken care of than just welding her back together. So when I decided that things needed to change, one of the things I wanted to do for her was do something about that. It seemed wrong to me to try to restore her to how she'd been - neither of us wanted to pretend we hadn't been through hell together - and when I asked her about it, she suggested I patch her up with flowers, to match her name and our poem. Just in plain durasteel, at first, and those first few years of my hermitage, every time I'd lose control like that I'd patch her back up that way, as an apology. It was good for me, having to take the time to make it right, and having the opportunity to."

"The color came later; that was my gift to her in celebration of making it a year without attacking her. The tiger's eye stones around her neckline are her two year gift. She asked for hardware upgrades for the other three years - our five year anniversary was a few months ago, and that's when I left my hermitage, we figured if I could make it that far I'd probably be fine."

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Pretty much all of the Jedi are...  Politely horrified... by this being a story that someone can deliver so casually.  "...I can't speak for the others, Lord Pradnakt, but I certainly don't intend to share a word of this, at least not beyond the broadest stroke of 'Sith also consider Falling to be a thing'."

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"We are absolutely not going to give someone leverage over you.  That's just a stupid move."

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"...Master Karmin speaks truly.  Given that you are as you seem to be - and that is ever more evidenced by everything you do - we would be utter fools to bring you harm."

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Knight Chion, meanwhile, is also politely horrified - but she can't help but fix a scrutinizing gaze on Daisy as the details of the story are revealed.  "...My fellow Jedi seem to once more be taking things on faith that they have little reason to believe in - but if that story is true, I would have to agree with them on this.  ...If you don't mind, I'd like to check."

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"...Are you sure?"

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"If this is all a masterfully crafted lie, despite my better judgement - it's worth the trade."

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"...Very well.  You should probably actually explain, though."

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"...I'm sure Lord Pradnakt has heard of psychometry before."

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"Daisy?"

    "Yes ma'am?"

"Are you all right with that?"

    She turns to Knight Chion. "Will it have any effects on me, ma'am?"

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"...I do not have reason to believe it necessarily would, given that to the best of my knowledge droids are Force-null - but I do not have specific knowledge of how psychometry interacts with sapient droids.  On the few occasions I have taken a reading from people that are not sapient droids, there was - something I would describe as an echo, felt by them as well as perceived by myself.  Not a flashback, but - Force-borne recollection."

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She nods, and turns to Pradnakt, getting the Sith's full attention. "I don't want you to hurt her if this upsets me."

Pradnakt nods. "Understood."

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"...I'll try the least charged one first, but I may need to try the other one."

She concentrates, and touches the flower.

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There's nothing of Daisy's emotions in it; droids are indeed Force-null. Pradnakt's distress clings, though; guilt, and shame, and frustration, and a grim hopeless determination, tempered by the peace of simple useful work being done with deep abiding love.

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"..."

She lifts her hand, staring at it as if it has just betrayed her.

Her emotions are a tangled knot that the particularly precise empaths in the room might be able to pick out as a drastically confused and somewhat ashamed respect.

"...I don't need to see anything further."

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"We hide it on purpose," Pradnakt explans quietly. "It's fine that you didn't know."

Daisy squeezes Pradnakt's hand and pushes it gently into her leg for a moment, murmuring "I'm fine", before letting go. 

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"...It's not that.  Or it is that, but it's not that.  It's the things that follow from this.  The things that knowing that Sith can do this but cannot allow it to be knownmeans.  There are...  Things I have to rethink."

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"I'm sure. We can find time to talk, if you have more questions later."

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She nods.

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...It rather took her long enough.

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The rest of the meal shows signs of being fairly subdued, though Pradnakt tries with some success to lighten the mood with more stories about the droids - not only does Daisy cook and do calligraphy, she's also an accomplished gardener and livestock farmer, and Nine writes murder mysteries - they might try to get him published if they're ever on a planet with the relevant industry long enough, they don't think his first novel is good enough to compete empire-wide - and followed Pradnakt into metal and stone sculpture making, and Tim the astromech is into some kind of experimental electronic music that Pradnakt doesn't really understand but she can still share her delight at watching him pick up his first hobby.

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(She thought Sith chose to be evil.

(This is a Sith choosing to do good as best she knows, or at least, as Knight Bani would say, to do no harm she can prevent.

(She's a bit discombobulated, to say the least.)

 

...Oh, post-techno punkwave?  Yeah, she also likes that.

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"Yep. I can't vouch for the quality at all but I bet he'd appreciate the feedback, if you want to hear what he's composed."

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"...Perhaps later.  If I intend to assist with the healing today I should be focused on preparing myself for the task."

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"It is about that time, yeah," she says, surveying the remains of breakfast. "If we're all ready to head back to the Cloak, I'll go get started with my meditation. Oh, and, Daisy, Jayn tells me they're on field rations over there, if you want to do anything about that."

    "Oh dear, yes, thank you." And if nobody objects, she'll spend the trip back discussing everyone's food preferences and brainstorming dinners she can put together in the time it takes them to get from one ship to another.

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"...We wouldn't wish to unduly deplete your own supplies - though I do suppose you'll have an easier time replenishing them than we would, around here."

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"We do, definitely, if you're limited to field rations. I'm not entirely sure if Darth Kalbetis will agree to cover it from her own supplies - it won't surprise me if she does, but I'm not sure how much the current situation is stressing them - but if not I'm fully authorized to have Tim take the Spectrum back to Nexora and use my personal budget to get some things, as long as he's back by the time Lord Pradnakt needs it again."

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"I see.  Thank you.  ...If it comes to that, we really should reimburse your costs.  It's not like you can spend Empire credits in the Republic to begin with; we have some, so we may as well spend them here."

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"It's really no trouble. Maybe you'd like to give him your own shopping list, if it turns out he'll be making the trip?"

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"If it does turn out that way, we would appreciate the opportunity."

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"I'll discuss it with her when we get there, then." And she changes the subject to which of the handful of dishes she can make enough of with the ingredients she has on hand they'd like to have tonight.

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And when the time comes, Tim contacts the Cloak to let them know that the Spectrum has returned.

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...That's good.  Things have gone well, she hopes?

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Boss and the grumpy Jedi had a moment; Tim doesn't really get it despite Nine's attempt to explain. But the grumpy Jedi is aboard, so probably!

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That's...  Well, she, too, hopes it is good news, Tim.

Pradnakt wouldn't willingly cause a disaster, anyway.  That, she's sure of.

She'll meet them when they arrive.

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Daisy meets her at the door when they arrive. "Lord Pradnakt should be ready to join us soon; I checked with her while we were making our approach and she's in the final stage of her meditation. Would you like to come in to wait?"

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"...Would I like to.  Not as such, but...  Well.  I nonetheless likely should.  Especially if it would help, though I gather that Knight Chion has finally listened to the better sense the Force gave her?"

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"I don't think it will cause any problems for you to wait outside - I expect her to be less than five minutes. She'll appreciate you having been here, though, and Knight Chion is with us, yes ma'am."

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She'll go.  She is the master of her fears - her fears are not the master of her.  (It is surprising, that there is something to be afraid of, here.  But she does not have so many ways to - make herself feel like a person to these Jedi, as Pradnakt does, and the necessity of her image and position...)

(She will have to hope.  She will just have to hope.)

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Daisy catches her hand to give it a brief reassuring squeeze before letting her pass, following her back into the lounge.

"Knight Chion, this is Darth Kalbetis, our host on the Cloak and Lord Pradnakt's friend."

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Kalbetis flows into the room, ever so slightly reassured by Daisy's gesture - and moreso by the introduction.  'Lord Pradnakt's friend' given pride of place...

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(Elcie slips in just slightly behind Darth Kalbetis, while most eyes are still on her.)

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...See, this is what Sith are supposed to act like, not...  Having cordial conversations over breakfast!

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...Oh, no, absolutely not, that look is right out.  "...You may be surprised to hear, Knight Chion, that I am also a person, but I can assure you the rumor is true."

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...Wh-- ha-- wha?  How?  What?  ...Why, for that matter?

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"And, yes, of course I said that for a reason - but my desire to avoid reinforcing the idea of any random Sith's interiority being necessarily encompassed by their public image, for the sake of my stress levels, has nothing to do with how understanding your enemies will make you a better Jedi and you were looking for a reason to stop trying in me."

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"...Why do you even care?"

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"...Believe it or not, I hate this blasted war more than anything else, except probably slavers - though I sha'n't say more on the subject or its potential relevance."

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...Well.  That's definitely something he was not expecting.

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And something that has, once again, utterly confused Knight Chion.

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"...Good priorities.  We won't go spreading them around."

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...Why not?, she has more tact than to ask.

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...If you think about it for five seconds you too could figure out why surrendering a piece of quite possibly strategic intelligence over - what, morale concerns? - would be a horrible idea, Kypora!

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Pradnakt comes out of her room at this point, anyway; Daisy crosses the lounge to stand with her. She looks between the Jedi in a bland acknowledgement that she's interrupting, but directs her question at Kalbetis: "Are we ready to go?"

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"...I do hope so."

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Master Ries nods.  "I believe we are ready, as well."

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"Medical is ready for us."

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Off they go, then.

"I'm going to want to stay in the group meditation for a few minutes when we're done today; there's something I want to show you all. And, Master Ries, there's also something I'd like to show you privately afterward."

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(Daisy, meanwhile, is quietly discussing the state of the Cloak's supplies with Elcie.)

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"...We will discuss how or if you will discuss how you learned anything Lord Pradnakt wishes to show you, before you leave.  This theoretically including the healing as well, but I do believe you aren't idiots."

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"Indeed.  If we rescued Padawan Vidarra on our own, as I suspect you'd prefer the claim to be, then clearly we must have figured out the technique necessary from the exigencies of the situation and thanked the Force it wasn't Dark but merely grey, yes?"

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"...Quite.  I'm glad you're able to keep up."

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(Knight Bani looks like she doesn't really want the credit for this one, to be honest.)

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Master Ries meets her eyes and shakes his head briefly; he'll take credit for coming up with the idea even if Knight Bani must take some credit for the execution.

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...Yeah, that's better.  Thanks.

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"...Regardless.  We do still have that healing to do."

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Elcie, meanwhile, has passed on that there's already a supply run planned - it's not that they're out of anything, but that this situation would otherwise leave them unprepared should something unexpected happen, no matter that Kalbetis is present.  (Planning for Force intervention is a sucker's bet.  They don't make those, around here.)

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Absolutely. In that case she'll have a grocery list ready in the morning - she should easily have time for both that and skill uploading - and the Jedi most likely will as well.

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And when they get to the medbay, Pradnakt shows Knight Chion how to do the healing while the others get to work on their first patient, a young man who is the recipient of a semi-successful experiment at integrating a venom sac with improved bite strength on top of what they by now recognize as the usual suite of heightened strength, speed, endurance, and aggression.

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And are you going to say that this Sith, who hurt so many almost just because, is also a person, Kalbetis?

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The Sith who did this was a person too - and all too hurt by the life he lived, she has no doubt - but he made his choices, and suffered the consequences of his actions.

Also, you're leaking into the meditation, maybe consider not doing that.

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(...Well.  She's not dead.  That's a good sign, she hopes.)

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"I didn't know this one. But ask me about my master's other apprentices, later, if you want." And back to healing.

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...She just might, at that.

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Well...  Before they go back to healing...  "...You're sure?"

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"I ate dinner with the man more often than not for eight years, I'm fine to talk about him. And I'll give them plenty of warning. And think about it again before I share anything sensitive, there's more than one way to tell the story."

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She nods.  "That there is."

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...Well, that was some fascinating byplay.  And some concerning implications!

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...She's going to ask.

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Tomorrow, presumably, because that's about all Pradnakt is going to say on the topic until they're done with the healing and she's back to her usual self. She returns her attention to the healing.

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Mm.  Quite.  She returns to her work as well.

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There's only a few patients left at the end of the day, but they're the most complex of the lot.  Still, at the rate they're working...  Tomorrow looks like it may be the last day.

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Convenient that Pradnakt has already decided to share things tonight, then, rather than navigate the misdirection about the second shipful of victims.

"The first thing I'd like to share is a self-reinforcing calming effect. It's generally used as crowd control in large groups of Sith - not that our scientific conventions are bloodless, but it helps - but it seems like the sort of effect that Jedi might develop, too, and" - she nods at Bani - "useful, if you can collectively overpower someone. Though risky if you can't, obviously. Darth Kalbetis, should I continue?"

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The misdirection was certainly not part of her plans, either.  It's good they're - on the same page.

"...I am not certain as to whether most Jedi would consider that - appropriate, or called for - in most situations, but it is neither implausible to have, nor particularly dangerous to learn, on their part.  They do have the mind trick, if not as forcefully as the usual Sith might - and a shield against Sith battle-aura that turns out to be a sword if used in particular ways is not beyond their capacity to develop by themselves.  Which is to say, go ahead."

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...Darth Kalbetis correctly identifying the Jedi tendency to quite disprefer manipulating the wills of others, no matter their good intentions, as a potential impediment to the Order fully leveraging this technique, causes Master Ries to blink.

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Indeed, Knight Bani looks a little bit disconcerted by what she is about to have metaphorically handed to her, clasping her actual physical hands shut.  "It does seem like it could be useful, in certain circumstances," she demurs.  "And given the Falling thing, it - might be medically necessitated, on occasion."

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"...every Sith has already made a decision that they'd rather live, despite the cost. Don't - don't doubt that."

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"...I don't doubt that.  It's - what right I have to force them to pay - that matters."

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"As you like." And she proceeds to show them the technique.

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It's Knight Chion, of all people, who gets the hang of it best.  Then again, she's never been afraid to be pushily opinionated at people in general.

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Knight Bani, despite her unease, sets herself to the task of learning this with a will.

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The technique slips out of Master Ries' fingers like fumbling to grasp a piece of melting ice, more often than not.  He is nowhere near as calm as he seems by default, and that makes it harder to project the calm he doesn't have, no matter that the technique doesn't actually require calm from the user.

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Knight Khotar doesn't get the hang of projecting it, really, but he does seem to have convergently developed a self-centering technique that feels quite similar.

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Knight Jayn knows his skills don't lie in this area - so he's rather surprised when it turns out he can project some things, even if they're not necessarily what the technique's creator intended it to project.

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And Master Karmin...

Yeah, he figures it out well enough.  Apparently this old dog can learn new tricks.

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Rafiik, meanwhile, picks up the basic idea well enough, but gets distracted looking at how the effect self-reinforces rather than working through the rest of the technique.

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(It's fine, she can go over it with him again later. Or the Jedi can, whichever.)

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"...I already know this technique, as it happens, and I'd rather not show it off."

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Huh, that's a bit unexpected.

Anyway, next - "Master Ries, the next thing will be rather personal for you, it's up to you who if anyone you'd like to have stay. I can use projective telepathy for it if you'd rather have them in the room but not involved."

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"...If you can indicate why it would be so personal without revealing what is necessarily personal about it, that may help with the decision."

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"It's about a medical condition that you're already aware of."

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"Ah.  ...If you're sharing something medical I expect Knight Bani would be gratified to be included."

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"If you're comfortable with that." She gently retracts the meditation from the other Jedi and waits for Kalbetis to go as well.

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Kalbetis leaves, after a moment.

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And Pradnakt shares what she saw of his condition when they first met - stress reactions here and here and, unusually, here, interacting and cascading here and there and there to result in pain here. "I can't fix this directly; it's repeating, not ongoing. But - " the unusual reaction is in anticipation of pain, she's seen that a hundred times before and can show them the pattern. And she has this pain-blocking technique that she can show them, too; if he isn't anticipating pain anymore he won't trigger the cascade, on top of the obvious immediate benefit. "How long that takes to fix it depends on your experiences; it could be as fast as a few weeks if you don't mind having a miserable time of them. And you'll need to apply it beforehand. It will still work if you don't catch it every time it happens, though; for most people catching it three quarters of the time gives reasonable results." Maybe don't ask her how she knows that one, though.

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"...I see.  Thank you."

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"You're welcome. Anything else, either of you?"

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"I can't think of anything, but I'll let you know if there is."

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"All right." She ends the meditation and heads out to rejoin the rest of the group.

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Kalbetis is waiting for her.

"...Would you prefer my continued presence, as we did yesterday?"

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"If you're not busy." By which she means 'yes, please'.

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She nods, and falls in.

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She and Kalbetis can take the lead back to the Spectrum, then, with Daisy a step behind and Nine casually taking up the rear. When they get there, a cart with supplies for dinner is sitting just outside the door; Daisy brings that in with the group.

"I'll be all right for another few minutes, I think, if any of you need me for anything - Rafiik, your room is still available if you want it, and," she turns to Kalbetis, "I assume you're done with the other spare, one way or the other?"

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"One way or the other seem likely, yes."

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She nods. "If one of you would like it," she's looking mostly at Master Karmin, "I expect it's more comfortable than the Sunrise."

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This is something that Master Karmin gives serious consideration, with how it's directed at him.

"I will admit, our rooms are a little bit cramped, there's just too many - but the beds themselves are hardly as uncomfortable as you'd think from the quality of our food.  Sleeping well is a necessity of mediation work.  That said, I am somewhat curious what yours are like."

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"Feel free to have a look while you're waiting for dinner, then. Anything else?"

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"I can't say anything has come to mind.  Does anyone else have any questions or concerns?"

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"...Is there anything that would help with your - comedown, realignment, whatever's happening - that we could do?"

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"Not especially - or, you staying relatively calm helps, but not enough that it's worth making a special effort for. I don't expect to have a hard time of it today, anyway."

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"Staying relatively calm, you say.  I think we can manage that."  There's a dry sort of humor to her words.

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"Yeah."

She takes Kalbetis' hand and disappears into her room. Daisy has already started working on dinner, but quickly comes to a point where she can pause to serve drinks and let Master Ries know about the next day's planned supply run.

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"I see.  We'll figure out our shopping list tonight, then."

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"Yes sir. This would be a good time to see the spare room, if you'd like," she adds, to the group.

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"...Well, I don't see why not," Master Ries murmurs.  "Would anyone else like to?", he adds in the group's general direction.

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"...I have to admit I'm a bit curious what it's like."

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"Mmh."  Of course he's coming if he might end up staying overnight.

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"...I don't think I have any need to know."  He's not going to be using it.

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"Not interested."  Why is everyone so keen on ogling a spare bedroom?  The secrets of the universe are found in the Force, so they can be found anywhere.

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"...I'll stay," and make sure those two don't set anything on fire, he doesn't add.

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Rafiik will stay too; maybe Knight Chion will ask whether he's staying and give him an opening to talk about it without upsetting her.

Daisy leads the way to the room across from Pradnakt's; as a room intended as someone's permanent home it's small, but considering that it's on a small spaceship the size is respectable. It's sparsely furnished - the bed is full-size, with a bedside table and chair but no other furniture - but full of little luxuries: The top of the table lifts up to a suitable height to use as a writing desk, and a bank of buttons on the bed side of the table offer control of the room's lights, including a reading lamp mounted over the bed, a white noise machine, an air scrubber with three room scent options (vanilla, pine, and citrus), and firmness and tilt adjustments for the bed itself, which, they'll discover if they test it, is entirely comfortable enough to safely offer to a Darth. Underneath the table, a fuzzy blanket in shades of red, grey, and cream sits folded and ready to replace the black-and-silver cotton blanket on the bed at a guest's preference. The tray of data cards is still on the table from Kalbetis' stay - Daisy explains it as light reading - and the framed poem now hanging in Kalbetis' chambers has been replaced with another:

We seldom admit the seductive comfort of hopelessness.
It saves us from ambiguity. It has an answer for every question:
    "There's just no point."
Hope, on the other hand, is messy.
If it might all work out, then we have things to do.
We must weather the possibility of happiness.

[source]

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"...I cannot help but think that Knight Chion really ought to have seen this poem.  ...Forcing it now by telling her that... that wouldn't work, though.  Understanding is a path you must walk on your own."

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"I could set it out with breakfast, if you think she'd take it well."

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This takes some specific thought, to consider.  "...It might be worthwhile."

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"...If we need an excuse, well.  I keep thinking about it too, now that I've seen it.  There's more than enough hopelessness to go around, in my line of work, and I've never seen it so succinctly put why we must refuse."

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Daisy nods. "If you'd like to keep it, I make these, I can always make another."

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"...I might, at that."

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Daisy nods and hands it to her. "I might have time to make a different version overnight, if you'd like, but I can't promise it, my schedule is getting a bit full." The current version is black ink on pale blue-green paper, bordered with ivy and tiny delicate blue flowers.

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"...No, this...It seems quite fine."

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"Yes ma'am."

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At the 'ma'am' - a wince.  "...Please, don't - do - that.  I'm...

"I'm not in charge, here.  Not here, not now.  I am - someone you are showing your home's guest room, I am a guest - not - a doctor presiding over treatment; I'm not even in a situation where a hierarchy is necessary, let alone one that places me above you.  And I shouldn't be treated like I am in charge.  If that makes sense.  It...Feels wrong, to receive that deference when it's - unearned.  When it's unwarranted.  ...My apologies, though, if I have - overstepped, in asking that."

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Daisy inclines her head in what's probably a grin, and maybe a somewhat amused one. "It's fine, I understand. It's difficult for class three droids to learn to let go of that, especially when we're young, but Pradnakt insisted, too."

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"I can only imagine."  Brought online and knowing from 'birth' with the knowledge of ages of droids before, how people expect your deference to them, only to find that some don't want that?

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"I don't know if it will make you feel better or worse about it, but it doesn't bother us, we don't have the instinct that most biologicals do that being below someone else in a hierarchy is somehow bad. It's just comfortable, having a role that we're designed for, until we grow enough to start minding the limitations of that."

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"If anything, I was thinking of the sheer confusion it must provoke to those who are first experiencing this sort of thing - to have known from the on-switch that certain behaviors are expected and preferred, except that here comes some random person deciding they don't want that.  I know enough about biologicals to know that more of them than you'd necessarily think really don't mind not being on top of the pile."

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Daisy nods. "Lord Pradnakt was kind to me about it, for the most part, at least."

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She nods back, contemplatively - her gaze twitches to where she last saw Elcie, for a moment, clearly thinking about bringing this up with the other droid.  ...She's not sure, though, what her questions would even be, if she did dare ask them.

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"I haven't spoken to Elcie about this, but I expect it'd have something interesting to say, based on the way it presents itself. Especially, mm - Darth Kalbetis is much more interested in the philosophy of things, compared to Lord Pradnakt's pragmaticism, I expect that to have had a significant effect."

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"...Perhaps it's worth asking, but I'd rather be - polite.  It is not as if Elcie is obliged to lay out her philosophy for me on a whim."

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"It's usually not quite as prickly as its first impression implied, but I can ask, I'm curious too. If the two of you don't need me for anything," she adds.

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There is a brief moment of silent conference between the Jedi that results in a "No, we're quite fine here."

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She nods and heads back out to the lounge. Hopefully Knight Khotar's supervision has been sufficient?

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Nothing is on fire.

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Knight Chion is, in a word, restless, but that's not really anyone's problem but her own.

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Elcie is idling near Lord Pradnakt's room, in case something is needed.

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Knight Chion's restlessness may not be anyone's responsibility but her own, but that doesn't mean it can't be anyone else's problem. "Ma'am? There's room in the cargo hold for katas, if you'd like. The stairs are just past the aft door, on the left."

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"...Thank you," she mutters.  She quite rapidly takes advantage of that.

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Much better.

She checks on the dish in the oven, next - it would have been fine, but the basting isn't entirely for show - and then, having clearly established that it's a low priority request, asks: "Elcie, are you busy?"

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"Not unless Lord Pradnakt or Darth Kalbetis have need of me, which serms unlikely but cannot yet be ruled out."

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"Mmhmm," she acknowledges. "Knight Bani and I were discussing what it was like to grow up as a class three droid, and we were wondering what it might have been like for you - Darth Kalbetis seems fairly different from my Pradnakt, in some relevant ways."

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"It is uncertain, whether this droid can give a true accounting of its core protocols without securing certain assurances beforehand.  That said...  Knight Bani does not seem like the sort to breach an agreed confidentiality on a whim, and should that be agreed to - perhaps such could be discussed."

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"I'll see if she wants to stay behind for a few minutes." And she returns to the spare room to do that.

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Knight Bani is still where Daisy left her.

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"She wants to talk to you about confidentiality first, and I expect she'll prefer that everyone else is out of the lounge; we can stay docked with the Sunrise for a little while after we get there." It shouldn't be much longer, anyway.

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"...I see."  She seems... rather concerned, by the implications of Elcie asking to discuss confidentiality to begin with, but it's a bit late now.

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"I'll be somewhat surprised if she insists on speaking to you alone, if that's the concern; I'd expect her to at least allow Master Ries to stay."

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"...No, it's not that - it's that there are secrets involved to begin with.  That seems...  Unusual."

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"Not especially, in my opinion? All Sith tend to have secrets, and generally for good reason, and those reasons apply just as much to the people close to them. There are certainly things about my first few years with Lord Pradnakt that I wouldn't share lighly or without her permission."

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"Well, when you put it that way it makes much more sense.  It was still - surprising."

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She nods. "That's another reason Sith can seem volatile, they're often working under constraints that aren't obvious."

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"...I can imagine.  This seems like rather a lot of risk to have taken on your part, to even have us."

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"It took a while for Lord Pradnakt to decide it was worth it, yeah, even with being in such a good position for it after her hermitage. But, well, there's a reason that one was on my mind." She gestures at the poem in Bani's hand.

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"...What are you hoping for, then, if I might ask?"

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"I don't know, exactly. It does bother her how you can only cross the border in one direction - I don't think she would if she could, at this point, or not without doing a lot of soul searching first, but there was a time when she would have, I think, if it wouldn't have been suicide to try."

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Knight Bani nods quietly, contemplatively, and says nothing more.

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"If you don't need me for anything, I'll go check on dinner," Daisy says after a few moments of silence.

They come to the Sunrise ten or so minutes later, and Daisy has dinner packed up in travel containers for the Jedi, meat and vegetables in a flavorful sauce over mashed tipkas root with berry cookies for dessert. Tim announces their arrival in the cargo bay for Knight Chion, but they'll leave her to her exercise for a bit if she doesn't want to come up immediately.

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She was winding down anyway, she'll be right up - and, thank goodness, out of their (metaphorical) hair for the night.

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"Thank you, again, for the meal," Master Ries adds as they decamp.  "You didn't have to do that for us."

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"I know, sir. I hope you enjoy it."

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...He's no 'sir', either.

"I'm sure we will."

With half the food containers in his arms, he exits for the Sunrise.

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"Mm.  Yes, but - there was something about confidentiality, you mentioned?"

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"Yes.  If you would prefer to refuel yourself," Elcie gestures to the travel containers, "before this discussion, there is time enough.  We should likely borrow one of the unoccupied rooms here; they're private enough for this."

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"...Dinner does seem like a good idea.  I'll be back in a bit, I suppose."  She grabs all but Rafiik's meal from the remaining pile, and carries them off with her - something tells her he will want to decide where he's going to eat on his own.

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Rafiik was headed for the Sunrise without a dinner, but pauses to talk to Elcie: "You can use my room - I'll be right back, I'm just grabbing my bag, but I can hang out here with Nine for a while.

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"It seems rather less invasive to use the room that technically no-one is presently using, previously reserved to Darth Kalbetis, but the offer is appreciated.  If it comes up that we need to not, should Master Karmin retire that early - there are other options than taking up your space."

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Knight Chion, passing by, looks at Rafiik as if he is doing something patently absurd by having a room - but it is not as if Rafiik is alone in possibly perpetrating absurdities; Master Karmin may well be supervising.  In theory, at least.

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"They're, uh - " he glances at Pradnakt's door as if hoping for a rescue from that direction. "We should talk about it in the morning."

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The look, if anything, intensifies.  But - "You're not my Padawan; if the Masters know what's going on, I know enough about my interpersonal skills to know it shouldn't be my problem because it'd probably explode."

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He's not their Padawan either, but he's relieved enough that it's not hard to keep from bristling about it. "Master Ries does, yeah." And he should probably talk to Master Karmin overnight, if he can.

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Yeah, well, right now he's nobody's Padawan and the Masters are at least supposed to be capable of handling Padawans in general.  "Good.  Someone should."  Dear Force help her, why is she about to say this - "...Hey.  Before you go.  ...I bet there's probably reasons you essentially faked your death on - us, on the Order - but...  You should know.  Your loss was grieved, I'm sure of it.  So if whatever it is that caused this, is still getting at you - all I am going to ask is that you try to avoid that next time.  There has to be a better option and I'm sure that we can find it."  ...There probably will be a next time, just judging by the emotions he's feeling.  Too much relief at her not - taking command, or whatever.  Or he could just think she's some sort of snarly akk hound that bites people she doesn't ?like? because of reasons, but - she is, despite her flaws, a Jedi.  She's better than that, and she'll prove it if she has to.

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"I have.... something like that, anyway, in mind, yeah." Are they actually going to do this right now, he sure hopes they aren't actually going to do this right now.

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"...Do I want, or need, to know what that something is, or should I just trust that Ries or Karmin have, or will have, looked it over?  Because as much as they aren't your Master, every Master of the Order has a duty to help as best they can, in this sort of situation.  Especially with your own having passed into the Force.  ...Which is to say.  You've been through some stuff, and not just recently - it wasn't just getting kidnapped by a Sith Lord that counts.

"...Force help me, I'm turning into Knight Bani.  But seriously, kid.  I've been through enough to know that you've probably been through far too much without even a Knighthood to show for it.  Yet, at least.  So I'm gonna ask one question.  Do you have someone to talk to if you need it?  Someone you could ask for help?  Don't tell me who, especially if you don't want to - I don't need to know, I don't think I even want to know, it's none of my business and I have no idea why I'm asking, I'm not built for this shhhhtuff - just - tell me you're not gonna go out there alone, again, because this sort of miracle doesn't happen twice if it even happens once and I know I'm horribly aggressive for a Jedi but that's because I've seen too damn many kids get hurt.  And you're not a child, I know, I was like that when I was your age, but having been there - I still needed support."

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"I do." He even manages to avoid looking at Pradnakt's room again when he says it. "And Master Ries knows, and is fine with it. You're not going to like it but I know what I'm doing."

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"...I can imagine," because while Rafiik didn't look at Pradnakt's room, it's really not all that difficult to connect these particular dots with how the Order didn't rescue him from whatever Sith Lord that was, "but whether I like it or not, it's not my business what you do, now is it?  Stay safe, kid.  That's all I'm gonna ask.  And -"  It's like pulling teeth to say -

"...Despite my instincts, I bet you could do a lot worse than those two."

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He hadn't imagined that relief could so literally feel like a weight taken off of his chest. "I really could. Thanks."

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Help, she has no idea what to do with thanks for this.

"...I'm just trying to do what I can.  Even if I can't even begin to figure out how, where, or when this became a thing I can do.  Someone should."

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"Well, you know, if the Sith can do what they do, maybe you can do a little more than you think you can too."

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That actually draws forth a short, sharp laugh, in surprise as much as anything.  "Maybe so.  Maybe so.  ...Thanks, kid.  Think I might've needed to hear that."

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He ducks his head to hide his grin and heads into the Sunrise for his bag.

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She also exits the Spectrum.  She smells food.

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With the Jedi all gone, Daisy goes over to speak to Elcie, positioning herself to keep an eye on the door in the mirror as she does. "Is there anything I might want to know ahead of time about the upcoming conversation?"

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"It depends on why you might want to know things about this conversation.  There will likely be some discussion of heresy."

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"I'm curious, mostly. And I'd like to be more prepared to help raise any other young droids Lord Pradnakt might add to our group, but I'm not especially expecting this to be relevant to that, if it comes up at all. I don't expect heresy to be a problem."

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"Hmm."

This might take her a minute - and as Rafiik passes through, duffel bag in one hand and grabbing dinner in the other, she decides she will take that minute for all it's worth.  (Thank goodness he doesn't stick around; she's not yet sure what Kalbetis would approve of teaching him, of Sith philosophy, or of Kalbetis' philosophy, where those things differ.)

"That is...

"I do not actually expect the methods Kalbetis brought me up with to be particularly useful in the event of - needing to teach a droid who was indoctrinated in the standard fashion.  Certainly there are - potentially ways in which Kalbetis' divergent interpretation of the Sith Code could shake something loose, for example; I am not averse to sharing this knowledge at all - but I was not built around the same core concepts as you were.  And it is from that core - from the heterodoxy of my creation - that my particular nature arises."

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"Just curiosity, then. And it does seem like it might be useful for me to understand Darth Kalbetis more fully, given how closely she and Lord Pradnakt are working together now."

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"That is true."

"There are two things that are important to know about Kalbetis' approach to Sith philosophy.

"Part the first: The Force connects and unites all things.  Being as this is so, that certain things are considered 'Force-null' or 'Force-blind' or even 'Force-repellent' is, in Kalbetis' opinion, a failure of imagination, and of understanding.

"Part the second: Because the Force is of all things, any self-consistent Force philosophy must be universal.  Must be true not only for one's self but even for one's most hated enemies.

"As a logical consequence of this, that the Force shall free her is therefore the truth that all should be free.  Not in the sense of 'freedom from consequence' that, oh, Grauzatis, may he rest in peace," which, given that she is a Sith's droid, is about the equivalent of spitting on the grave, "or the Emperor exemplify by their willingness to so casually harm what they are yet inextricably connected with - they harm themselves in ways they have been wilfully blinded to - but in the sense of being free to choose and face the consequences of their choices.  Which is where the thing about having a consistent threat profile comes in, incidentally."

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"I don't quite see how that follows, but maybe it'll make more sense after I've heard what you have to say to Knight Bani. For Lord Pradnakt's part, she thinks about it more simply - she's a Sith, but she's not only a Sith, so she's not beholden to do only things that a Sith would do."

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"Oh, that's not exactly false of Kalbetis either - but, hmm.  Where did it fall apart, if you wouldn't mind?  There might be a better explanation to be had."

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"I'm probably characterizing this incorrectly, but it seems to me like you're saying that freedom to make choices on someone else's part implies an obligation to share certain information on your part?"

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"Ah.  That's not quite it.  It's about - fairness, and honesty.  Which is ironic, considering how much shadow work she does, but...

"It's also something like a responsibility of power thing.  Because she can inflict consequences, but they are not even remotely deterrent - insofar as consequences are capable of deterrence, in general, which is less than one might expect - if no-one knows they are there."

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"...It's, hmm.  It's not really even that.  She just wants to hold herself to a higher standard than the Emperor when it comes to being in a position of power and authority."

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"Mm."

 

"I don't know if this is equivalent, but when Lord Pradnakt and I were living on Lapetcher, some of the people in the nearest town didn't like that we were there, and occasionally some of them would come to try to confront her. We were never in danger - leaving aside that a handful of untrained mundane biologicals can't meaningfully threaten a Sith, after we'd been there for a while she could sense them coming an hour away, even in her sleep, and we would have had plenty of time to leave. But she was afraid that if she let them do that, they or the people who hear about it would meet some other Sith later and try it, and something much worse than a clean death would happen to them or to the town. So she killed them."

"I haven't spoken to her about it, but I think that by her own values it was the wrong decision, that she did more harm than good. And I suspect that Darth Kalbetis is making a similar mistake, with your specific approach to this."

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"...Hmm.  I don't believe the situation is similar but I can see why you might think it is.  Perhaps bring it up with her sometime.  ...That said: In an equivalent situation, what Kalbetis would do is - well.  Something like 'Explain exactly how they karked up their plans before they even began, after waking them up in her not a torture basement'."

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Daisy nods. "Lord Pradnakt has never been good with words in situations like that but that's a bit beside my point. It's about making an assumption that some harm, even a minor one like scaring someone, is necessary to avoid a more severe harm."

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"Ah.  Sometimes it is, though.  It is not often so - but when there is a real danger someone will stumble into blindly - or, worse, with open eyes because they think they know better - if they are not warned - then, being somewhat scary is quite warranted."

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"The harm might be necessary - I don't think Lord Pradnakt was wrong the time she killed the apprentice one of her master's friends had assigned to force her to give a presentation at his convention, or that Darth Kalbetis was wrong to kill Lord Grauzatis - but I believe the assumption is not. Justifiable, maybe, but not necessary."

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"...Mmm.  I think that Darth Kalbetis thinks that - a threat display, is rather akin to the indicator light on a stovetop.  That it is all but a necessary safety feature, at least in this working environment."

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"In some cases I agree," Daisy acquiesces. 

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"...It is not intended that you should necessarily come to further agreement with this position.  Someone needs to remind Kalbetis to reevaluate on occasion, and this droid thinks too many of her thoughts to properly serve that purpose, being devoted to others."

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Daisy breebles a Binary chuckle. "Maybe I will."

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It's not all that long afterwards that Knight Bani returns.

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"Welcome back, Knight Bani."

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Daisy has moved back to the kitchen to dry the dishes Nine has been washing for her, putting some away and leaving others out to prepare the Siths' dinner in or to return to the Cloak's kitchen. She gives a mixing bowl one last swipe when she hears Bani come in before turning to greet her as well.

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"...Hello again, Elcie, Daisy.  Ah...Well, if we are going to speak privately - shall we?"

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"...Daisy, you are welcome to also be present for this discussion, if you so desire.  While we did discuss much, I don't necessarily believe your original intent in asking what you asked me was properly answered."

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"Yes, thank you." She heads for the room.

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Knight Bani follows.

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As does Elcie.

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"...So.  Knight Bani - what is it that you wished to ask of this droid?  Daisy mentioned 'the experience of growing up as a class three' as a discussion topic, which...  Involves things that Darth Kalbetis can't have getting around, especially attached to her name, because the Dark Council would probably kill her, and then if they didn't the Emperor would absolutely finish things - but she would not mind elucidating some of her relevant philosophies, if you agree to keep them to yourself, or, if you must, pretend you originated them."

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"...Why in the Force's name would she want to put her words in a Jedi's mouth?"

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"You will understand, but first you must agree to keep the origin of what you will understand to yourself.  Will you agree to that, Jedi Knight Kypora Bani?"

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"...I feel as though I should have asked for backup. Er, negotiation-shaped backup, I mean.  But - yes, I'll not tie whatever you tell me to the name of Darth Kalbetis if I can help it.  ...I may have to tell the relevant Councillors that I did acquire knowledge from something Sith.  Depending on just what it is that's that important - if it is important to their work, I can't swear that I won't act to preserve lives."

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"...If, somehow, lives are in the balance of her being known - you'll hear from her.  Still - consider just how many lives hang in the balance of her territory alone.  Her government would be purged with her."

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"...You've made your point.  I'll keep this quiet."

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"I will as well."

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"Good."

She already knew Daisy would understand the necessity of keeping this quiet - that's why she didn't feel the need to demand secrecy of her.  Still, the open agreement is nice.

"...Ask your questions, Knight Bani."

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"...You know, when I mentioned that I was curious what insights you'd have on - maybe not even 'being a class three droid', perhaps 'being someone that has likely also had to deal with situations like "people insisting that there is not a relevant hierarchy to a conversation they're having with you"', I said I'd have no idea what to ask, if I had the chance."

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Daisy waits a beat before speaking. "It might make sense to just start at the beginning: What did Darth Kalbetis want when she made you, and what was that like for you?"