She is not supposed to bring Micaiah to this last. ("It might be different if you'd married him, but right now he's just... an affection, and they would be offended if you brought him uninvited," explains Thomas, the angel who liases most with the Manadavvi at the Eyrie.) She misses him more than expected while she's gone, and flies home inadvisably fast and collapses into his arms with exhaustion when she returns.
Shell Bell and Sherlock have been friendly but not interfering; they've set up some sort of home base invisibly on the tippy-top of the mountain peak that houses the Eyrie. They are not staying in Angela's quarters. They are not present for her to be embarrassed by, when the next morning, having slept in her flying leathers and barely sated the absence of Micaiah that bothered her in the Manadavvi house, she kisses him with a bit more intensity than usual.
She goes. She'll be gone for three or four days. Micaiah gets a thorough goodbye, and she and Delilah and two other angels and Noah all leave for Monteverde.
There's an angel girl a few years older than Isabella whose name Micaiah has not yet had occasion to learn, walking the other way. She pauses when she sees him. "Oh," she says, fluffing milk-white wings in a way that makes her short auburn hair flutter, "you're Isabella's, aren't you."
Phebe's not particularly cuddly after; she puts on her wrap-sort-of-garment again - Isabella isn't unusual in wearing flying leathers all the time, but plenty have more wardrobe variety - efficiently and stretches out all six limbs and hops to her feet. "I'm not sure whether to tell her as soon as she's back, or just hint at it and drive her nuts trying to figure out what I mean, or keep utterly mum and throw it in her face after she's inevitably named Delilah's successor when Delilah retires," she muses, half to herself.
"You can, you know, lie there for a while if you're worn out," says Phebe. "I suppose you don't have anything else to do while she's off proving to everyone how important she is... Let yourself out whenever," she shrugs. "I'm going to go get note-perfect on the Requiem."
"I - I'm afraid I can't exactly sign up for a harmonics slot and improvise an explanation in soprano-tenor for everyone's ears. It'd be - It's not uncommon exactly, for angels and people around angels to be... imperfectly constant? Is there a nicer word for that? But it's generally very discreet if there's any kind of relationship instead of just dabbling with angel-seekers. There would be... consequences, to announcing it. ...And now if Phebe does want to hurt me, I can only hope I can think of a way to act hurt after a private revelation instead of having to come up with a reaction to a public declaration."
Angela swallows. "Here's what might work best. I go find Phebe, today. I tell her that you confessed and you feel terrible and I forgave you, and then I tell her I forgive her. I act completely unconcerned about public opinion, I make it sound like it's just a matter between me and her to me. She won't have a chance to try making it general knowledge without hearing from me and if I can pull off sufficient - I don't know, serenity - then she might think it's not worth it to try."
"Micaiah told me about what happened between you," says Angela, calmly, levelly. "He feels terrible, but I've forgiven him, and I want you to know that I forgive you, too."
Phebe is - as expected - somewhat stunned.
Angela could rescue the silence, could say something, give Phebe more to grab onto and bite, ask why do you hate me or some similar question, but no. This awkwardness is to her benefit.
She lets it sit.
Phebe says nothing.
Angela doesn't even ask her to keep the events quiet. She just lets the silence pour over everything in the room, and finally she gets to her feet and says, "I won't take up any more of your time."
"You - you -" manages Phebe.
Angela looks over her shoulder, politely, calmly listening.
Phebe does not produce a complete sentence.
"I'll see you at the first practice next week for the angelic choir's Magnificat?" Angela offers.
Phebe nods, scowling.
Angela goes back to find Micaiah again.
They finish the song together, and she says, "Unless Phebe collects herself and decides to escalate, later - I think this is under control." She pauses. "I - I hesitate to ask you to avoid people who know me. Because that's... everyone in the hold."
It is four days later when Angela makes it all the way through breakfast without acquiring an assignment. She tells Serah where she's going, in case anyone looks for her. She picks up Micaiah, flies up to notify Shell Bell and Sherlock so they can follow if they like, and sets out for Sinai.
After the three-hour flight, Angela lands at Sinai, and notifies an acolyte of her name. This one is from Chahiela, apparently, because she has to repeat herself three times, slowly and clearly, before she repeats it successfully. She goes in and comes out and haltingly says that Alleluia can see them now.
"It's - it's kind of a strange question, but Micaiah really wanted me to ask you," says Angela, turning an indulgent smile on her lover. "If there were such a thing as magic, not just powerful technology or Jovah's blessings but outright magic - would Jovah forbid its use? Do you know - can you ask him - will he answer such a strange hypothetical question?"
>If there were such a thing as magic, would its use incur any probable deleterious effects on Samaria, or place us under fire from you?
Like technology, magic would only be dangerous if it could not be controlled or fell into ill-intentioned hands. I would not send thunderbolts as a result of its use.
After the response has appeared on her screen, Alleluia turns back to Angela. "Magic wouldn't be specially forbidden," she says. "But it could be just as dangerous as technology, if it wasn't controlled, or if the wrong people had it. Does that settle the question for you?"
"...I think it does," says Angela, smiling.
"Of course. Thank you, Alleluia," says Angela.
"You're welcome. Have a good flight home." Alleluia turns back and clears the screen.
(Sherlock knows it. Her Sherlock isn't such a loose cannon waiting to happen, like the Whistles.)
"It's the Kiss in his arm," she says. "It gets one's attention when one has found one's true love. Most especially when there's singing. Mine doesn't hurt, but Jovah knows who this one's attached to." She taps the swirling crystal in Micaiah's arm.
"But I told Serah where I was going and so no one will expect me back for another three hours. Besides, I like to fly, and I might pass something that needs doing," Angela laughs, still giddy with new power. "Thank you again - thank you so much, both of you, for being patient until I had my answer, for giving me the coins -"
"Not this time. I'm too - excited to start work here, I don't think I can stand to leave, and you can write all the necessary notes in the Belltower for us," says Angela, grinning. She holds the door with her foot so she can give Shell Bell a hug. "But it was lovely to meet you. I hope we run into each other again!"